投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Alicelaughedwithanundercurrentofprotest,perhapsbecauseshehadseenherparents’wholelife,sofarassheknewit,passedinthissortofstruggle。“ImeanthatIhatemyownlifebecausethereseemsnothingformetodowithit。Iliketohavepeopledosomething。”

“Doyoureally?”askedMaveringsoberly,asifstruckbythenoveltyoftheidea。

“Yes!“shesaid,withexaltation。“IfIwereaman——“

Heburstintoaringinglaugh。“Ohno;don’t!“

“Why?”shedemanded,withprovisionalindignation。

“Becausethentherewouldn’tbeanyMissPasmer。”

ItseemedtoAlicethatthisjokingwasratheranunwarrantedliberty。

Againshecouldnothelpjoininginhislight-heartedness;butshecheckedherselfsoabruptly,andputonalooksoaustere,thathewasquelledbyit。

“Imean。”hebegan——“thatistosay——ImeanthatIdon’tunderstandwhyladiesarealwayssayingthat。Iamsuretheycandowhattheylike,asitis。”

“Doyoumeanthateverythingisopentothemnow?”sheasked,disentanglingaclusteroftheberriesfromthoseinherlap,andbeginningafreshbunch。

“Yes。”saidMavering。“Somethinglikethat——yes。Theycandoanythingtheylike。Lotsofthemdo。”

“Ohyes,Iknow。”saidthegirl。“Butpeopledon’tlikethemto。”

“Why,whatwouldyouliketobe?”heasked。

Shedidnotanswer,butsortedovertheclustersinherlap。“We’vegotenoughnow,haven’twe?”shesaid。

“Oh,nothalf。”hesaid。“Butifyou’retiredyoumustletmemakeupsomeofthebunches。”

“No,no!Iwanttodothemallmyself。”shesaid,gesturinghisofferedhandsaway,withalittlenetherappealinherlaughingrefusal“Soastofeelthatyou’vebeenofsomeuseintheworld?”hesaid,droppingcontentedlyonthegroundnearher,andwatchingherindustry。

“Doyouthinkthatwouldbeverywrong?”sheasked。“Whatmadethatfriendofyours——Mr。Boardman——gointojournalism?”

“Oh,virtuouspoverty。You’renotthinkingofbecominganewspaperwoman,MissPasmer!“

“Whynot?”Sheputthefinalclusterintothebunchinhand,andbegantowindawitheofsweet-grassaroundthestems。Hedroppedforwardonhiskneestohelpher,andtogethertheymanagedtheknot。Theywerebothflushedalittlewhenitwastied,andwereserious。

“Whyshouldn’tonebeanewspaperwoman,ifHarvardgraduatesaretobejournalists?”

“Well,youknow,onlyacertainkindare。”

“Whatkind?”

“Well,notexactlywhatyou’dcallthegentlemanlysort。”

“IthoughtMr。Boardmanwasagreatfriendofyours?”

“Heis。Heisoneofthebestfellowsintheworld。Butyoumusthaveseenthathewasn’taswell。”

“Ishouldthinkhe’dbegladhewasdoingsomethingatonce。IfIwerea——“Shestopped,andtheylaughedtogether。“ImeanthatIshouldhatetobesolonggettingreadytodosomethingasmenare。”

“Thenyou’dratherbeginmakingwall-paperatoncethanstudyinglaw?”

“Oh,Idon’tsaythat。I’mnotcompetenttoadvise。ButIshouldliketofeelthatIwasdoingsomething。Isupposeit’shereditary。”

Maveringstaredalittle。“Oneofmyfather’ssistershasgoneintoasisterhood。She’sinEngland。”

“Isshea——Catholic?”askedMavering。

“Sheisn’taRomanCatholic。”

“Ohyes!“Hedroppedforwardonhiskneesagaintohelphertiethebunchshehadfinished。Itwasnotsoeasyasthefirst。

“Oh,thankyou!“shesaid,withunnecessaryfervour。

“Butyoushouldn’tliketogointoasisterhood,Isuppose?”saidMavering,readytolaugh。

“Oh,Idon’tknow。Whynot?”Shelookedathimwithaflyingglance,anddroppedhereyes。

“Oh,noreason,ifyouhaveafancyforthatkindofthing。”

“Thatkindofthing?”repeatedAliceseverely。

“Oh,Idon’tmeananythingdisrespectfultoit。”saidMavering,throwinghisanxietyoffinthelaughhehadbeenholdingback。“AndIbegyourpardon。ButIdon’tsupposeyou’reinearnest。”

“Ohno,I’mnotinearnest。”saidthegirl,lettingherwristsfalluponherknees,andtheclustersdropfromherhands。“I’mnotinearnestaboutanything;that’sthetruth——that’stheshame。Wouldn’tyoulike。”

shebrokeoff,“tobeapriest,andgoroundamongthesepeopleuphereontheirfrozenislandsinthewinter?”

“No。”shoutedMavering,“Icertainlyshouldn’t。Idon’tseehowanybodystandsit。PonkwassetFallsisbadenoughinthewinter,andcomparedtothisregionPonkwassetFallsisametropolis。Ibelieveingettingallthegoodyoucanoutoftheworldyouwerebornin——ofcoursewithouthurtinganybodyelse。”Hestretchedhislegsoutonthebedofsweet-

fern,wherehehadthrownhimself,andrestedhisheadonhishandliftedonhiselbow。“Ithinkthisiswhatthisplaceisfitfor——apicnic;andIwisheveryonewelloutofitforninemonthsoftheyear。”

“Idon’t。”saidthegirl,withapassionateregretinhervoice。“Itwouldbeheavenlyherewith——Butyou——no,you’redifferent。Youalwayswanttoshareyourhappiness。”

“Ishouldn’tcallthathappiness。Butdon’tyou?”askedMavering。

“No。I’mselfish。”

“Youdon’texpectmetobebelievethat,Isuppose。”

“Yes。”shewenton,“itmustbeselfishness。Youdon’tbelieveI’mso,becauseyoucan’timagineit。Butit’strue。IfIweretobehappy,I

shouldbeverygreedyaboutit;Icouldn’tenduretoletanyoneelsehaveapartinit。Soit’sbestformetobewretched,don’tyousee——togivemyselfupentirelytodoingforothers,andnotexpectanyonetodoanythingforme;thenIcanbeofsomeuseintheworld。That’swhyI

shouldliketogointoasisterhood。”

Maveringtreateditasthebestkindofjoke,andhewasconfirmedinthisviewofitbyherlaughingwithhim,afterafirstglanceofwhathethoughtmockpiteousness。

XVI。

ThecloudssailedacrosstheirregularspaceofpaleblueNorthernskywhichthebreakinthewoodsopenedforthemoverhead。Itwassostillthattheyheard,andsmiledtohear,thebrokenvoicesoftheothers,whohadgonetogetberriesinanotherdirection——MissAnderson’shoarsemurmurandMunt’sartificialbass。Somewordscamefromthepartyontherocks。

“Isn’titperfect?”criedtheyoungfellowinuttercontent。

“Yes,tooperfect。”answeredthegirl,rousingherselffromthereverieinwhichtheyhadbothlostthemselves,shedidnotknowhowlong。

“Shallyougatheranymore?”

“No;Iguessthere’senough。Let’scountthem。”Hestoopedoveronhishand’sandknees,andmadeasmuchofcountingthebunchesashecould。

“There’saboutonebunchandahalfapiece。Howshallwecarrythem?

Weoughttocomeintocampasimpressivelyaspossible。”

“Yes。”saidAlice,lookingintohisfacewithdreamyabsence。Itwasgoingthroughhermind,fromsomeromanceshehadread,Whatifheweresomesylvancreature,withthatgaiety,thatnaturalgladnessandsweetnessofhis,sofarfromanyhappinessthatwaspossibletoher?

Oughtnotshetobeafraidofhim?Shewasthinkingshewasnotafraid。

“I’lltellyou。”hesaid。“Tiethestemsofallthebunchestogether,andswingthemoverapole,likegrapesofEshcol。Don’tyouknowthepicture?”

“Ohyes。”

“Holdon!I’llgetthepole。”Hecutawhitebirchsapling,andsweptoffitstwigsandleaves,thenhetiedthebunchestogether,andslungthemoverthemiddleofthepole。

“Well?”sheasked。

“Nowwemustresttheendsonourshoulders。”

“Doyouthinkso?”sheasked,withthereluctancethatcomplies。

“Yes,butnotrightaway。I’llcarrythemoutofthewoods,andwe’llformtheprocessionjustbeforewecomeinsight。”

Everyoneontheledgerecognisedthetableauwhenitappeared,andsaluteditwithcheersandhand-clapping。Mrs。Pasmerbentalookonherdaughterwhichshefacedimpenetrably。

“Wherehaveyoubeen?”“Wethoughtyouwerelost!““Wewerejustorganisingasearchexpedition!“differentonesshoutedatthem。

Theladywiththecoffee-potwaskneelingoveritwithherhandonit。

“Havesomecoffee,youpoorthings!Youmustbealmoststarved。”

“Welookedaboutforyoueverywhere。”saidMunt,“andshoutedourselvesdumb。”

MissAndersonpassednearAlice。“Iknewwhereyouwereallthetime!“

Thenthewholepartyfelltopraisingthenovelconceptionofthebouquetsofblueberries,andthetalkbegantoflowawayfromAliceandMaveringinvariouschannels。

Allthathadhappenedafewminutesagointheblueberrypatchseemedafar-offdream;therealityhaddiedoutofthelooksandwords。

Heranaboutfromonetoanother,servingeveryone;inalittlewhilethewholeaffairwasinhishospitablehands,andhislaughinterspersedandbrightenedthetalk。

Shegotalittlebackoftheothers,andsatlookingwistfullyoutoverthebay,withherhandsinherlap。

“Holdonjusthalfaminute,MissPasmer!don’tmove!“exclaimedtheamateurphotographer,whoisnowofallexcursions;hejumpedtohisfeet,andranforhisapparatus。Shesatstill,topleasehim;butwhenhehaddevelopedhispicture,inadarkcorneroftherocks,roofedwithawaterproof,heaccusedherofhavingchangedherposition。“Butit’sgoingtobesplendid。”hesaid,withanotherlookatit。

Hetookseveralpicturesofthewholeparty,forwhichtheyfellintovariousattitudesofconsciousness。Thenheshoutedtoaboat-loadofsailorswhohadbeachedtheircraftwhiletheygatheredsomedriftfortheirgalleyfire。Theyhadflungtheirarm-loadsintotheboat,andhadbentthemselvestoshoveitintothewater。

“Keepstill!don’tmove!“heyelledatthem,withtheimperiousnessoftheamateurphotographer,andtheyobeyedwiththehelplessnessofhisvictims。Buttheylookedround。

“Oh,idiots!“groanedtheartist。

“Ialwayswonderwhatthatkindofpeoplethinkofuskindofpeople。”

saidMrs。Brinkley,withhereyeonthephotographer’ssubjects。

“Yes,Iwonderwhattheydo?”saidMissCotton,pleasedwiththespeculativeturnwhichthetalkmighttakefromthis。“Isupposetheyenvyus?”shesuggested。

“Well,notallofthem;andthosethatdo,notrespectfully。Theyview,usasthepossessorsofill-gottengains,whowouldbeinaverydifferentplaceifwehadourdeserts。”

“Doyoureallythinkso?”

“Yes,Ithinkso;butIdon’tknowthatIreallythinkso。That’sanothermatter。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withthewhimsicalresentmentwhichMissCotton’sconscientiouspursuitseemedalwaystorouseinher。

“Isupposed。”continuedMissCotton,“thatitwasonlyamongthepoorinthecities,whohavebeginmisledbyagitators,thatthe-well-to-doclasseswereregardedwithsuspicion。”

“Itseemstohavebegunagreatwhileago。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“andnotexactlywithagitators。Itwasconsideredverydifficultforustogetintothekingdomofheaven,youknow。”

“Yes,Iknow。”assentedMissCotton。

“Andtherecertainlyaresomethingsagainstus。Evenwhenthechancewasgivenustosellallwehadandgiveittothepoor,wecouldn’tbringourmindstoit,andwentawayexceedingsorrowful。”

“Iwonder。”saidMissCotton,“whetherthosethingswereeverintendedtobetakenliterally?”

“Let’shopenot。”saidJohnMunt,seeinghischancetomakealaugh。

Mrs。Stamwellsaid,“Well,Ishalltakeanothercupofcoffee,atanyrate。”andherhardihoodraisedanotherlaugh。

“ThatalwaysseemstomethemostpitifulthinginthewholeBible。”saidAlice,fromherplace。“Toseetherightsoclearly,andnottobestrongenoughtodoit。”

“Mydear,ithappenseveryday。”saidMrs。Brinkley。

“Ialwaysfeltsorryforthatpoorfellow,too。”saidMavering。“Heseemedtobeagoodfellow,anditwasprettyhardlinesforhim。”

Alicelookedroundathimwithdeepeninggravity。

“Confoundthosefellows!“saidthephotographer,glancingathishastilydevelopedplate。“Theymoved。”

XVII。

Thepicnicpartygathereditselfupafterthelunch,andwhilesomeofthemen,emulousofMavering’spublicspirit,helpedsomeoftheladiestopackthedishesandbasketsawayunderthewagonseats,othersthrewacorkedbottleintothewater,andthrewstonesatit。Afewoftheladiesjoinedthem,butnobodyhitthebottle,whichwasfinallyleftbobbingaboutonthetide。

Mrs。Brinkleyaddressedthedefeatedgroup,ofwhomherhusbandwasone,astheycameupthebeachtowardthewagons。“Doyouthinkthatdisplaywascalculatedtoinspirethelowermiddleclasseswithrespectfulenvy?”

Herhusbandmadehimselfspokesmanfortherest:“No;butyoucan’ttellhowthey’dhavefeltifwe’dhitit。”

Theyallnowclimbedtoahigherlevel,grassyandsmooth,onthebluff,fromwhichtherewasaparticularview;andMaveringcame,carryingthewrapsofMrs。PasmerandAlice,withwhichheassociatedhisovercoat。A

bookfelloutofoneofthepocketswhenhethrewitdown。

MissAndersonpickedthevolumeup。“Browning!HereadsBrowning!

Superioryoungman!“

“Oh,don’tsaythat!“pleadedMavering。

“Oh,readsomethingaloud!“criedanotheroftheyoungladies。

“Isn’tBrowningratherseriousforapicnic?”heasked,withaglanceatAlice;hestillhadadoubtoftheeffectoftherheumaticuncle’sdanceuponher,andwouldhavebeengladtogivehersomeotheraestheticimpressionofhim。

“Ohno!“saidMrs。Brinkley,“nothingismoreappropriatetoapicnicthanconundrums;theyalwayshavethem。Chooseagoodtoughone。”

“Idon’tknowanythingtougherthanthe’LegendofPernik’——orlovelier。”

hesaid,andhebegantoread,simply,andwithapassionatepleasureinthesubtlestudy,feelingitscontroloverhishearers。

Thegentlemenlaysmokingaboutattheirease;attheendadeepsighwentupfromtheladies,cutshortbythequestionwhichtheyimmediatelyfellinto。

Theycouldnotagree,buttheysaid,oneafteranother:“Butyoureadbeautifully,Mr。Mavering!““Beautifully!““Yes,indeed!“

“Well,I’mgladthereisonepointclear。”hesaid,puttingthebookaway,and“I’mafraidyou’llthinkI’mrathersentimental。”headded,inalowvoicetoAlice,“carryingpoetryaroundwithme。”

“Ohno!“sherepliedintensely;“Ithankyou。”

“Ithankyou。”heretorted,andtheireyesmetinadeeplook。

Oneoftheoutercircleofsmokerscameupwithhiswatchinhishand,andaddressedthecompany,“Doyouknowwhattimeit’sgottobe?It’sfouro’clock。”

Theyallsprangupwithaclamourofsurprise。

Mrs。Pasmer,undercoverofthenoise,said,inalowtone,toherdaughter,“Alice,Ithinkyou’dbetterkeepalittlemorewithmenow。”

“Yes。”saidthegirl,inasympathywithhermotherinwhichshedidnotalwaysfindherself。

ButwhenMavering,whomtheirtacittreatyconcerned,turnedtowardthem,andputhimselfinchargeofAlice,Mrs。Pasmerfoundherselfdispossessedbythecharmofhisconfidence,andrelinquishedhertohim。

TheyweregoingtowalktotheCastleRocksbythepaththatnowlosesandnowfindsitselfamongthefastnessesoftheforest,stretchingtotheloftiestoutlookonthebay。Thesavagewoodlandispenetratedonlybythisforgetfulpath,thatpassesnowandthenaverthebridgeofaravine,andofferstotheeyeoneitherhandthemysterydeepeningintowilderandweirdertractsofsolitude。Thepartyresolveditselfintotwosandthrees,andthesestraggledfarapart,outofconversationalreachofoneanother。Mrs。PasmerfoundherselfwalkingandtalkingwithJohnMunt。

“Mr。Pasmerhasn’tmuchinterestintheseexcursions。”hesuggested。

“No;henevergoes。”sheanswered,and,byoneoftheagileintellectualprocessesnaturaltowomen,shearrivedatthequestion,“YouandtheMaveringsareoldfriends,Mr。Munt?”

“Ican’tsayabouttheson,butI’mhisfather’sfriend,andIsupposethatI’mhisfriendtoo。Everybodyseemstobeso。”suggestedMunt。

“OhYes。”Mrs。Pasmerassented;“heappearstobeauniversalfavourite。”

“WeusedtoexpectgreatthingsofElbridgeMaveringincollege。WewererathermoreromanticthantheHarvardmenarenowadays,andwebelievedinoneanothermorethantheydo。Perhapsweidealisedoneanother。

But,anyway,ourclassthoughtMaveringcoulddoanything。Youknowabouthistasteforetchings?”

“Yes。”saidMrs。Pasmer,withasighofdeepappreciation。“Whatgiftedpeople!“

“Iunderstandthatthesoninheritsallhisfather’stalent。”

“Hesketchesdelightfully。”

“AndMaveringwrote。Why,hewasourclasspoet!“criedMunt,rememberingthefactwithsurpriseandgratificationtohimself。“Hewasatremendoussatirist。”

“Really?Andheseemssoamiablenow。”

“Oh,itwasonlyonpaper。”

“Perhapshestillkeepsitup——onwall-paper?”suggestedMrs。Pasmer。

Muntlaughedatthelittlejokewithagood-willthatflatteredtheveteranflatterer。“Ishouldliketoaskhimthatsometime。Willyoulendittome?”

“Yes,ifsuchasayerofgoodthingswilldeigntoborrow——“

“Oh,Mrs。Pasmer!“criedMunt,otherwisespeechless。

“Andthemother?DoyouknowMrs。Mavering?”

“Mrs。MaveringI’veneverseen。”

“Oh!“saidMrs。Pasmer,withadisappointmentforwhichMunttriedtoconsoleher。

“I’veneverevenbeenattheirplace。Heaskedmeonceagreatwhileago;butyouknowhowthosethingsare。I’veheardthatsheusedtobeveryprettyandverygay。Theywentaboutagreatdeal,toSaratogaandCapeMayandsuchplaces——ratheroutofourbeat。”

“Andnow?”

“Andnowshe’sbeenaninvalidforagreatmanyyears。Bedridden,I

believe。Paralysis,Ithink。”

Yes;Mrs。Saintsburysaidsomethingofthekind。”

“Well。”saidMunt,anxioustoaddtothestoreofknowledgewhichthisremarklethimunderstandhehadnotmateriallyincreased,“IthinkMrs。

Maveringwastheoriginofthewall-paper——orhermoney。Maveringwaspoor;herfatherhadstartedit,andMaveringturnedinhistalent。”

“Howveryinteresting!Andisthatthereason——itsbeingancestral——thatMr。Maveringwisheshissontogointoit?”

“Ishegoingintoit?”askedMunt。

“He’scomeupheretothinkaboutit。”

“Ishouldsupposeitwouldbeaverygoodthing。”saidMunt。

“Whataveryremarkableforest!“saidMrs。Pasmer,examiningitoneitherside,andturningquiteround。Thisgaveher,fromherplaceinthevanofthestragglingprocession,aglimpseofAliceandDanMaveringfarintherear。

“Don’tyouknow。”hewassayingtothegirlatthesamemoment,“it’slikesomeofthoseDoreillustrationstotheInferno,ortheWanderingJew。”

“Ohyes。IwastryingtothinkwhatitwasmademethinkIhadseenitbefore。”sheanswered。“Itmustbethat。Buthowstrangeitis!“sheexclaimed,“thatsensationofhavingbeentherebefore——insomeplacebeforewhereyoucan’tpossiblyhavebeen。”

“Anddoyoufeelithere?”heasked,asvividlyinterestedasiftheytwohadbeenthefirsttonoticethephenomenonwhichhasbeenapsychicalconsolationtosomanyyoungobservers。

“Yes。”shecried。

“IhopeIwaswithyou。”hesaid,withasuddenturnoflevity,whichdidnotdispleaseher,forthereseemedtobeatenderearnestnesslurkinginit。“Icouldn’tbeartothinkofyourbeingaloneinsuchahowlingwilderness。”

“Oh,Iwaswithalargepicnic。”sheretortedgaily。“Youmighthavebeenamongtherest。Ididn’tnotice。”

“Well,thenexttime,Iwishyou’dlookcloser。Idon’tlikebeingleftout。”Theyweresofarbehindtherestthathedevotedhimselfentirelytoher,andtheyhadgrownmoreandmoreconfidential。

Theycametoanarrowfoot-bridgeoveradeepgorge。Thehand-railhadfallenaway。Hesprangforwardandgaveherhishandforthepassage。

“Whohelpedyouoverhere?”hedemanded。“Don’tsayIdidn’t。”

“Perhapsitwasyou。”shemurmured,lettinghimkeepthefingerstowhichheclungamomentaftertheyhadcrossedthebridge。Thenshetookthemaway,andsaid:“ButIcan’tbesure。Thereweresomanyothers。”

“Otherfellows?”hedemanded,placinghimselfbeforeheronthenarrowpath,sothatshecouldnotgetby。“Trytoremember,MissPasmer。Thisisveryimportant。Itwouldbreakmyheartifitwasreallysomeoneelse。”Shestoleaglanceathisface,butitwassmiling,thoughhisvoicewassoearnest。“Iwanttohelpyouoverallthebadplaces,andI

don’twantanyoneelsetohaveahandinit。”

Thevoiceandthefacestillbeliedeachother,andbetweenthemthegirlchosetofeelherselftrifledwithbytheartistictemperament。“Ifyou’llpleasestepoutoftheway,Mr。Mavering。”shesaidseverely,“I

shallnotneedanybody’shelpjusthere。”

Heinstantlymovedaside,andtheywerebothsilent,tillshesaid,asshequickenedherpacetoovertaketheothersinfront,“Idon’tseehowyoucanhelplikingnatureinsuchaplaceasthis。”

“Ican’t——humannature。”hesaid。Itwasmerefolly;andanabstractfollyatthat;butthefacethatshehelddownandawayfromhimflushedwithsweetconsciousnessasshelaughed。

Onthecliffbeetlingabovethebay,whereshesattolookoutoverthesadnorthernsea,litwiththefishingsailtheyhadseenbefore,andthesurgewashedintotherockycovesfarbeneaththem,hethrewhimselfatherfeet,andmadeheraloneinthecompanythatcameandwentandtriedthisviewandthatfromthedifferentpointswherethepicnichostessinsistedtheyshouldenjoyit。Shelefttheyoungcoupletothemselves,andMrs。PasmerseemedtohaveforgottenthatshehadbiddenAlicetobealittlemorewithher。

Alicehadforgottenittoo。ShesatlisteningtoMavering’stalkwithacertainfascination,butnotsomuchapparentlybecausethemeaningofthewordspleasedherasthesoundofhisvoice,themotionofhislipsinspeaking,charmedher。Atfirsthewasserious,andevenmelancholy,asifhewereafraidhehadoffendedher;butapparentlyhesoonbelievedthathehadbeenforgiven,andbegantoburlesquehisownmood,butstillwithadeferenceandawatchfulobservanceofherchangesoffeelingwhichwasdelicatelyflatteringinitsway。Nowandthenwhensheansweredsomethingitwasnotalwaystothepurpose;heaccusedherofnothearingwhathesaid,butshewouldhaveitthatshedid,andthenhetriedtotestherbyproofsandquestions。Itdidnotmatterforanythingthatwasspokenordone;speechandactionofwhateversortweremeremasksoftheiryoungjoyineachother,sothatwhenhesaid,afterhehadquotedsomelinesbefittingthescenetheylookedouton;“NowwasthatfromTennysonorfromTupper?”andsheanswered,“Neither;itwasfromShakespeare。”theyjoined,inthesamehappylaugh,andtheylaughednowandthenwithoutsayinganything。Neitherthisnorthatmadethemmoregladorless;theywereinatrance,vulnerabletonothingbutthesummonswhichmustcometoleavetheirdreambehind,andissueintothewakingworld。

Inhopeorinexperiencesuchamomenthascometoall,anditissoprettytothosewhorecogniseitfromtheoutsidethatnoonehasthehearttohurryitawaywhileitcanbehelped。TheaffairbetweenAliceandMaveringhadevidentlyhermother’ssanction,andalltherestwereeagertohelpiton。Whenthepartyhadstartedtoreturn,theycalledtothem,andletthemcomebehindtogether。AtthecarriagestheyhadwhatMissAndersoncalledanewdeal,andAliceandMaveringfoundthemselvestogetherintherearseatofthelast。

Thefogbegantocomeinfromthesea,andfollowedthemthroughthewoods。Whentheyemergeduponthehighwayitwrappedthemdenselyround,andformedalittleworld,cosy,intimate,wheretheytwodweltalonewiththesefriendsoftheirs,eachofwhomtheypraisedfordelightfulqualities。Thehorsesbeatalongthroughthemist,inwhichthereseemednoprogress,andtheylivedinablissfularrestoftime。MissAndersoncalledbackfromthefrontseat,“Myearbuyns;you’retalkin’aboutme。”

“Whichear?”criedMavering。

“Oh,theleft,ofcouyse。”

“Thenit’smerelyhabit,Julie。Yououghttohaveheardthenicethingsweweresayingaboutyou。”Alicecalled。

“I’dliketohearallthenicethingsyou’vebeensaying。”

Thisseemedthelasteffectofsubtlewit。Maveringbrokeoutinhislaugh,andAlice’slaughrangaboveit。

Mrs。Pasmerlookedinvoluntarilyroundfromthecarriageahead。

“Theyseemtobehavingagoodtime。”saidMrs。Brinkleyatherside。

“Yes;IhopeAliceisn’toverdoing。”

“I’mafraidyou’redreadfullytired。”saidMaveringtothegirl,inalowvoice,asheliftedherfromherplacewhentheyreachedthehotelthroughtheprovisionaldarkness,andfoundthatafterallitwasonlydinner-time。

“Ohno。Ifeelasifthepicnicwerejustbeginning。”

“Thenyouwillcometo-night?”

“Iwillseewhatmammasays。”

“ShallIaskher?”

“Oh,perhapsnot。”saidthegirl,repressinghisardour,butnotseverely。

XVIII。

Theyweregoingtohavesometheatricalsatoneofthecottages,andtheladyatwhosehousetheyweretobegivenmadehastetoinviteallthepicnicpartybeforeitdispersed。Mrs。Pasmeracceptedwithamentalreservation,meaningtosendanexcuselaterifshechose;andbeforeshedecidedthepointshekeptherhusbandfromgoingafterdinnerintothereading-room,wherehespentnearlyallhistimeoverapaperandacigar,orinsittingabsolutelysilentandunoccupied,andmadehimgototheirownroomwithher。

“ThereissomethingthatImustspeaktoyouabout。”shesaid,closingthedoor,“andyoumustdecideforyourselfwhetheryouwishtoletitgoanyfurther。”

“Whatgoanyfurther?”askedMr。Pasmer,sittingdownandputtinghishandtothepocketthatheldhiscigar-casewiththesameseriesofmotions。

“No,don’tsmoke。”shesaid,stayinghishandimpatiently。“Iwantyoutothink。”

“HowcanIthinkifIdon’tsmoke?”

“Verywell;smoke,then。DoyouwantthisaffairwithyoungMaveringtogoanyfarther?”

“Oh!“saidPasmer,“Ithoughtyouhadbeenlookingafterthat。”Hehadinfactrelegatedthattothecompanyofthegreatquestionsexteriortohispersonalcomfortwhichshealwaysdecided。

“Ihavebeenlookingafterit,butnowthetimehascomewhenyoumust,asafather,takesomeinterestinit。”

Pasmer’snoblemaskofaface,fromthepointofhisfullwhitebeardtohisfineforehead,crossedbyhisimpressiveblackeyebrows,expressedallthedignifiedconcernwhichafatheroughttofeelinsuchanaffair;

butwhathewasreallyfeelingwasagravereluctancetohavetointerveneinanyway。“Whatdoyouwantmetosaytohim?”heasked。

“Why,Idon’tknowthathe’sgoingtoaskyouanything。Idon’tknowwhetherhe’ssaidanythingtoAliceyet。”saidMrs。Pasmer,withsomeexasperation。

Herhusbandwassilent,buthissilenceinsinuatedadegreeofwonderthatsheshouldapproachhimprematurelyonsuchapoint。

“Theyhavebeenthrowntogetherallday,andthereisnousetoconcealfromourselvesthattheyareverymuchtakenwitheachother?”

“Ithought。”Pasmersaid,“thatyousaidthatfromthebeginning。Didn’tyouwantthemtobetakenwitheachother?”

“Thatiswhatyouaretodecide。”

Pasmersilentlyrefusedtoassumetheresponsibility。

“Well?”demandedhiswife,afterwaitingforhimtospeak。

“Wellwhat?”

“Whatdoyoudecide?”

“Whatistheuseofdecidingathingwhenitisallover?”

“Itisn’toveratall。Itcanbebrokenoffatanymoment。”

“Well,breakitoff,then,ifyoulike。”

Mrs。Pasmerresumedtheresponsibilitywithasigh。Shefelttheburden,thepenalty,ofpower,afterhavingsolongenjoyeditssweets,andshewouldwillinglyhaveabdicatedthesovereigntywhichshehadspentherwholemarriedlifeinestablishing。Buttherewasnoonetotakeitup。

“No,Ishallnotbreakitoff。”shesaidresentfully;“Ishallletitgoon。”Thenseeingthatherhusbandwasnotshakenbyherthreatfromhislong-confirmedsubjection,sheadded:“Itisn’tanidealaffair,butI

thinkitwillbeaverygoodthingforAlice。HeisnotwhatIexpected,butheisthoroughlynice,andIshouldthinkhisfamilywasnice。I’vebeentalkingwithMr。Muntaboutthemto-day,andheconfirmsallthatEttaSaintsburysaid。Idon’tthinktherecanbeanydoubtofhisintentionsincominghere。Heisn’taparticularlyartlessyoungman,buthe’sbeensufficientlyfrankaboutAlicesincehe’sbeenhere。”Herhusbandsmokedon。“Hisfatherseemstohavetakenupthebusinessfromtheartisticside,andMr。Maveringwon’tbeexpectedtoenterintothecommercialpartatonce。Ifitwasn’tforAlice,Idon’tbelievehewouldthinkofthebusinessforamoment;hewouldstudylaw。Ofcourseit’salittleembarrassingtohaveherengagedatoncebeforeshe’sseenanythingofsocietyhere,butperhapsit’sallforthebest,afterall:

themainthingisthatsheshouldbesatisfied,andIcanseethatshe’sonlytoomuchso。Yes,she’sverymuchtakenwithhim;andIdon’twonder。Heischarming。”

ItwasnotthefirsttimethatMrs。Pasmerhadreasonedinthisround;

buttheutteranceofherthoughtsseemedtothrowanewlightonthem,andshetookacouragefromthemthattheydidnotalwaysimpart。Shearrivedatthefinalopinionexpressed,withathroboftendernessfortheyoungfellowwhomshebelievedeagertotakeherdaughterfromher,andnowforthefirsttimesheexperiencedadesolationintheprospect,asifitwereanaccomplishedfact。Shewasmorallyabundleoffinesses,butatthebottomofherheartherdaughterwasalltheworldtoher。Shehadmadethegirlheridol,andif,likesomeotherheathen,shehadnotalwaysusedheridolwiththegreatestdeference,ifshehadoftenexpectedtheimpossiblefromit,andmadeitpayforherdisappointment,stillshehadneverswervedfromherworshipofit。Shesuddenlyaskedherself,Whatifthisyoungfellow,socharmingandsogood,shouldsowhollymonopoliseherchildthatsheshouldnolongerhaveanyshareinher?WhatifAlice,whohadsolongformedherfirstcareandchiefobjectinlife,shouldcontentedlyloseherselfintheloveandcareofanother,andbothshouldignoreherrighttoher?SheansweredherselfwithapangthatthismighthappenwithanyoneAlicemarried,andthatitwouldbenoworse,attheworst,withDanMaveringthanwithanother,whileherhusbandremainedimpartiallysilent。Alwayskeepingwithinthelinestowhichhiswife’ssupremacyhaddrivenhim,hefeltsafethere,andwasnottobeeasilycoaxedoutofthem。

Mrs。Pasmerroseandlefthim,withhisperfectacquiescence,andwentintoherdaughter’sroom。ShefoundAlicethere,withaprettyeveningdresslaidoutonherbed。Mrs。Pasmerwasveryfondofthatdress,andatthethoughtofAliceinitherspiritsroseagain。

“Oh,areyougoing,Alice?”

“Why,yes。”answeredthegirl。“Didn’tyouaccept?”

“Why,yes。”Mrs。Pasmeradmitted。“Butaren’tyoutired?”

“Oh,notintheleast。IfeelasfreshasIdidthismorning。Don’tyouwantmetogo?”

“Ohyes,certainly,Iwantyoutogo——ifyouthinkyou’llenjoyit。”

“Enjoyit?Why,whyshouldn’tIenjoyit,mamma!“Whatareyouthinkingabout?It’sgoingtobethegreatestkindoffun。”

“Butdoyouthinkyououghttolookateverythingsimplyasfun?”askedthemother,withunwonteddidacticism。

“Howeverything?Whatareyouthinkingabout,mamma?”

“Oh,nothing!I’msogladyou’regoingtowearthatdress。”

“Why,ofcourse!It’smybest。Butwhatarcyoudrivingat,mamma?”

Mrs。Pasmerwasreallyseekinginherdaughterthatcomfortofadistinctvolitionwhichshehadfailedtofindinherhusband,andshewishedtoassureherselfofitmoreandmore,thatshemightsharewithsomeonetheresponsibilitywhichhehadrefusedanypartin。

“Nothing。ButI’mgladyouwishsomuchtogo。”Thegirldroppedherhandsandstared。“Youmusthaveenjoyedyourselfto-day。”sheadded,asifthatwereanexplanation。

“OfcourseIenjoyedmyself!Butwhathasthattodowithmywantingtogoto-night?”

“Oh,nothing。ButIhope,Alice,thatthereisonethingyouhavelookedfullyintheface。”

“Whatthing?”falteredthegirl,andnowshowedherselfunabletoconfrontitbydroppinghereyes。

“Well,whateveryoumayhaveheardorseen,nobodyelseisindoubtaboutit。WhatdoyousupposehasbroughtMr。Maveringhere!“

“Idon’tknow。”Thedenialnotonlyconfessedthatshedidknow,butitinformedhermotherthatallwasasyettacitbetweentheyoungpeople。

“Verywell,then,Iknow。”saidMrs。Pasmer;“andthereisonethingthatyoumustknowbeforelong,Alice。”

“What?”sheaskedfaintly。

“Yourownmind。”saidhermother。“Idon’taskyouwhatitis,andI

shallwaittillyoutellme。OfcourseIshouldn’thavelethimstayhereifIhadobjected——“

“Omamma!“murmuredthegirl,dyedwithshametohavethefactssoboldlytouched,butnot,probably,toodeeplydispleased。

“Yes。AndIknowthathewouldneverhavethoughtofgoingintothatbusinessifhehadnotexpected——hoped——“

“Mamma!“

“Andyououghttoconsider——“

“Oh,don’t!don’t!don’t!“imploredthegirl。

“That’sall。”saidhermother,turningfromAlice,whohadhiddenherfaceinherhands,toinspectthecostumeonthebed。Sheliftedonepieceofitafteranother,turneditover,lookedatit,andlaiditdown。“Youcannevergetsuchadressinthiscountry。”

Shewentoutoftheroom,asthegirldroppedherfaceinthepillow。Anhourlatertheymetequippedfortheevening’spleasure。Tothekeenglancethathermothergaveher,thedaughter’seyeshadthebrightnessofeyesthathavebeenweeping,buttheywerealsobrightwiththatknowledgeofherownmindwhichMrs。Pasmerhaddesiredforher。Shemethermother’sglancefearlessly,evenproudly,andshecarriedherstylishcostumewithasplendourtowhichonlyoccasionscouldstimulateher。

Theydramatisedaperfectunconsciousnesstoeachother,butMrs。Pasmerwasbynomeanssatisfiedwiththedecisionwhichshehadreadinherdaughter’slooks。Somehowitdidnotrelieveheroftheresponsibility,anditdidnotchangethenatureofthecase。Itwasgratifying,ofcourse,toseeAlicetheobjectofapassionsosincereandsoardent;sofarthetriumphwascomplete,andtherewasreallynothingobjectionableintheyoungmanandhiscircumstances,thoughtherewasnothingverydistinguished。ButtheaffairwasaltogetherdifferentfromanythingthatMrs。Pasmerhadimagined。ShehadsupposedandintendedthatAliceshouldmeetsomeoneinBoston,andgothroughacourseofsocietybeforereachinganydecisivestep。Therewastobeawholeseasoninwhichtolookthegroundcarefullyover,andthegroundwastobeallwithincertainwell-ascertainedandguardedprecincts。Butthisthathadhappenedwasoutsideoftheseprecincts,ofatleastontheirmereoutskirts。ClassDay,ofcourse,wasallright;andshecouldnotsaythatthesummercolonyatCampobellowasnotthoroughlyandessentiallyBoston;andyetshefeltthatcertaininfluences,certainsanctions,wereabsent。Totellthetruth,shewouldnothavecaredforthefeelingsofMavering’sfamilyinregardtothematter,exceptastheymightafterwardconcernAlice,andthetimehadnotcomewhenshecouldrecognisetheirexistenceinregardtotheaffair;andyetshecouldhavewishedthatevenasitwashisfamilycouldhaveseenandapproveditfromthestart。

Itwouldhavebeenmoreregular。

WithAliceitwasasimplermatter,andofcoursedeeper。Forheritwasonlyaquestionofhimselfandherself;nooneelseexistedtothesublimeegotismofherlove。Shedidnotcallitbythatname;shedidnotpermitittoassertitselfbyanyname;itwasamereformlessjoyinhersoul,atrustfulandblissfulexpectance,whichshenownomorebelievedhecoulddisappointthanthatshecoulddiewithinthathour。

Alltherebellionthatshehadsometimesfeltattheanomalousattitudeexactedofhersexinregardtosuchmatterswasgone。Shenolongerthoughtitstrangethatagirlshouldbeexpectedtoignoretheadmirationofayoungmantillheexplicitlydeclaredit,andshouldthenbefullypossessedofallthematerialsofadecisiononthemostmomentousquestioninlife;forsheknewthatthisstateofignorancecouldneverreallyexist;shehadknownfromthefirstmomentthathehadthoughtherbeautiful。To-nightshewasradiantforhim。Hereyesshonewiththelookinwhichtheyshouldmeetandgivethemselvestoeachotherbeforetheyspoke——thelookinwhichtheyhadmetalready,inwhichtheyhadlivedthatwholeday。

XIX。

Theevening’sentertainmentwassomethingthatmustfailbeforeanaudiencewhichwasnotverykind。Theyweretopresentaburlesqueofclassicfable,andtheparts,withtheirgeneralintention,hadbeendistributedtothedifferentactors;butnothinghadbeenwrittendown,and,beyondthesituationsandafewpointsofdialogue,allhadtobeimprovised。Thecostumesandpropertieshadbeeninventedfromsuchthingsascametohand。Sheetssculpturesquelydrapedthedeitieswhotookpart;afox-peltfromthehearthdiddutyastheleopardskinofBacchus;afeatherdusterservedNeptuneforatrident;thelyreofApollowasadust-pan;agull’sbreastfurnishedJovewithhisgreybeard。

Thefablewasadaptedtomodernlife,andthescenehadbeenlaidinCampobello,thepeculiaritiesofwhichweretobesatirisedthroughout。

TheprincipalsituationwastobeapassagebetweenJupiter,representedbyMavering,andJuno,whomMissAndersonpersonated;itwastobeasceneofconjugalreproachesandreprisals,andtoendinreconciliation,inwhichthefatherofthegodssacrificedhimselfonthealtarofdomesticpeacebypromisingtobringhisfamilytoCampobelloeveryyear。

ThiswastobefollowedbyasketchoftheJudgmentofParis,inwhichJunoandPallasweretobepersonatedbytwoyoungmen,andMissAndersontookthepartofVenus。

Theprettydrawing-roomoftheTrevors——youngpeoplefromAlbany,andcousinsofMissAnderson——wascurtainedoffatoneendforastage,andbeyondtheslidingdoorswhichdivideditinhalfweresetchairsforthespectators。Peoplehadcomeinwhateverdresstheyliked;themenweremostlyinmorningcoats;theladieshadgenerallymadesomeattemptateveningtoilet,buttheyjoinedinadmiringAlicePasmer’scostume,andoneofthemsaidthattheywouldletitrepresentthemall,andexpresswhateachmighthavedoneifshewould。Therewasnotmuchtimefortheirtributes;allthelampswerepresentlytakenawayandsetalongthefloorinfrontofthecurtainasfoot-lights,leavingthecompanyinadarknesswhichMrs。Brinkleypronouncedsepulchral。Shemadeherreproachestothemasterofthehouse,whohadeffectedthistranspositionofthelamps。“Iwasjustthinkingsomeveryprettyandvaluablethingsaboutyourcharmingcottage,Mr。Trevor:arugonabarefloor,atrimofvarnishedpine,awallwithhalfadozensimpleetchingsonit,anopenfire,andamantelpiecewithoutbric-a-brac,howentirelysatisfyingitallis!Andhowitupbraidsusforheapingupupholsteryaswedointown!“

“Goon。”saidthehost。“Thosearebeautifulthoughts。”

“ButIcan’tgooninthedark。”retortedMrs。Brinkley。“Youcan’tthinkinthedark,muchlesstalk!Canyou,Mrs。Pasmer?”Mrs。Pasmer,withAlicenexttoher,satjustinfrontofMrs。Brinkley。

“No。”sheassented;“butifIcould——YOUcanthickanywhere,Mrs。

Brinkley——Mrs。Trevor’slovelyhousewouldinspiremetoit。”

“Twobirdswithonestone——thankyou,Mrs。Pasmer,formypartofthecompliment。Pickyourselfup,Mr。Trevor。”

“Oh,thankyou,I’mallright。”saidTrevor,pantingaftertheladies’

meanings,asamanmust。“Isupposethinkingandtalkinginthedarkisagooddeallikesmokinginthedark。”

“No;thinkingandtalkingarenotatalllikesmokingunderanyconditions。Whyintheworldshouldtheybe?”

“Oh,Ican’tgetanyfunoutofacigarunlessIcanseethesmoke。”thehostexplained。

“Doyoufollowhim,Mrs。Pasmer?”

“Yes,perfectly。”

“Thankyou,Mrs。Pasmer。”saidTrevor。

“I’llgetyoutotellmehowyoudiditsometime。”saidMrs。Brinkley。

“Butyourhouseisagem,Mr。Trevor。”

“Isn’tit?”criedTrevor。“Iwantmywifetoliveheretheyearround。”

ItwastheTrevors’firstsummerintheircottage,andtheexperiencedreaderwilleasilyrecognisehismood。“Butshe’ssuchaworldlyspirit,shewon’t。”

“Oh,Idon’tknowabouttheyearround。Doyou,Mrs。Pasmer?”

“Ishould。”saidAlice,withthesuddennessofyouth,breakingintothetalkwhichshehadnotbeensupposedtotakeanyinterestin。

“Isitpropertokissayounglady’shand?”saidTrevorgratefully,appealingtoMrs。Brinkley。

“Itisn’tverycustomaryinthenineteenthcentury。”saidMrs。Brinkley。

“Butyoumightkissherfan。Hemightkissherfan,mightn’the,Mrs。

Pasmer?”

“Certainly。Alice,holdoutyourfaninstantly。”

Thegirlhumouredthejoke,laughing。

Trevorpressedhislipstotheperfumedsticks。“IwilltellMrs。

Trevor。”hesaid,“andthatwilldecideher。”

“Itwilldecidehernottocomehereatallnextyearifyoutellherall。”

“Henevertellsmeall。”saidMrs。Trevor,catchingsomuchofthetalkasshecameinfromsomehospitablecaresinthedining-room。“They’reincapableofit。Whathashebeendoingnow?”

“Nothing。OrIwilltellyouwhenwearealone,Mrs。Trevor。”saidMrs。

Brinkley,withburlesquesympathy。“Weoughtn’ttohaveasceneonbothsidesofthefoot-lights。”

Aboyishface,allexcitement,wasthrustoutbetweenthecurtainsformingtheprosceniumofthelittletheatre。“Allready,Mrs。Trevor?”

“Yes,allready,Jim。”

Hedashedthecurtainsapart,andmarredtheeffectofhisowndisappearancefromthescenebytrippingoverthelonglegsofJove,stretchedouttothefront,wherehesatonMrs。Trevor’srichestrug,proppedwithsofacushionsoneitherhand。

“Soperishalltheimpiousraceoftitans,enemiesofthegods!“saidMaveringsolemnly,astheboyfellsprawling。“Picktheearth-borngiantup,Vulcan,myson。”

Theboywasverysmallforhisage;everyonesawthattheaccidenthadnotbeenpremeditated,andwhenVulcanappeared,withanexaggeratedlimp,andcarriedtheboyoff,aburstoflaughterwentupfromthecompany。

Itdidnotmatterwhattheplaywastohavebeenafterthat;itallturnedupontheaccident。Junocameon,andbegantoreproachJupiterforhiscarelessness。“I’vesentMercuryupstairsfortheaynica;buthesaysit’snouse:thatboywon’tbeabletopassballforaweek。HowoftenhaveItoldyounottositwithyourfeetoutthatway!Iknewyou’dhurtsomebody。”

“Ididn’thavemyfeetout。”retortedJupiter。“Besides。”headded,withdignity,andaburlesqueofmaritalspecialpleadingwhicheverywifeandhusbandrecognised,“Ialwayssitwithmyfeetoutso,andIalwayswill,solongasI’vethespiritofagod。”

“Isn’thedelicious?”buzzedMrs。Pasmer,leaningbackwardtowhispertoMrs。Brinkley;itwasnotthatshethoughtwhatDanhadjustsaidwassoveryfanny,butpeopleareimmoderatelyapplausiveofamateurdramatics,andshewasfeelingveryfondoftheyoungfellow。

Theimprovisationwentwildlyandadventurouslyon,andthecurtainsdroppedtogetheramidstthefacileacclaimoftheaudience:

“It’sverywellforJupiterthathehappenedtothinkofthecurtain。”

saidMrs。Brinkley。“Theycouldn’thavekeptitupatthatlevelmuchlonger。”

“Oh,doyouthinkso?”softlymurmuredMrs。Pasmer。“Itseemedasiftheycouldhavekeptitupallnightiftheyliked。”

“Idoubtit。Mr。Trevor。”saidMrs。Brinkleytothehost,whohadcomeupforhercongratulations,“doyoualwayshavesuchbrilliantperformances?”

“Well,wehavesofar。”heansweredmodestly;andMrs。Brinkleylaughedwithhim。ThiswasthefirstentertainmentatTrevorcottage。

“’Sh!“wentupallroundthem,andMrs。Trevorcalledacrosstheroom,inareproachfulwhisperloudenoughforeveryonetohear,“Mydear!——

enjoyingyourself!“whileMaveringstoodbetweenthepartedcurtainswaitingfortheattentionofthecompany。

“Onaccountofanaccidenttothecall-boyandthementalexhaustionofsomeofthedeities,thenextpiecewillbeomitted,andtheperformancewillbeginwiththeoneafter。Whiletheaudienceiswaiting,Mercurywillgoroundandtakeupacollectionforthevictimoftherecentaccident,whowillprobablybeindisposedforlife。Thecollectorwillbeaccompaniedbyapoliceman,andmaybesafelytrusted。”

HedisappearedbehindthecurtainwithapasandrswirlofhisdraperiesliketheLordChancellorinIolanthe,andtheaudienceagainabandoneditselftoapplause。

“Howverywittyheis!“saidMissCotton,whosatnearJohnMunt。“Don’tyouthinkhe’sreallywitty?”

“Yes。”Muntassentedcritically。“Butyoushouldhaveknownhisfather。”

“Oh,doyouknowhisfather?”

“Iwasincollegewithhim。”

“Oh,dotellmeabouthim,andallMr。Mavering’sfamily。We’resointerested,youknow,onaccountof——Isn’titprettytohavethatlittleloveidylgoingonhere?Iwonder——I’vebeenwonderingallthetime——

whatshethinksofallthis。Doyousupposeshequitelikesit?”Hiscostumeissoveryremarkable!“MissCotton,intheabsenceofanyladyofherintimatecircle,wasappealingconfidentiallytoJohnMunt。

“Why,doyouthinkthere’sanythingseriousbetweenthem?”heasked,droppinghisheadforwardaspeopledoinchurchwhentheywishtowhispertosomeoneinthesamepew。

“Why,yes,itseemsso。”murmuredMissCotton。“Hisadmirationisquiteundisguised,isn’tit?”

“Amannevercantell。”saidMunt。“Wehavetoleavethosethingstoyouladies。”

“Oh,everyone’stalkingofit,Iassureyou。Andyouknowhisfamily?”

“Iknewhisfatheronceratherbetterthananybodyelse。”

“Indeed!“

“Yes。”MuntsketchedratheraflatteredportraitoftheelderMavering,hisability,hisgoodness,hisshyness,whichhehadalwayshadtomakesuchahardfightwith。MuntwassensibleofanaccessofpopularityinknowingDanMavering’speople,andhedidnotsparehiscolours。

“Thenitisn’tfromhisfatherthathegetseverything。Heisn’tintheleastshy。”saidMissCotton。

“Thatmustbethemother。”

“Andthemother?”

“ThemotherIdon’tknow。”

MissCottonsighed。“SometimesIwishthathedidshowalittlemoretrepidation。ItwouldseemasifheweremorealivetothegreatdifferencethatthereisbetweenAlicePasmerandothergirls。”

Muntlaughedaman’slaugh。“Iguesshe’sprettywellalivetothat,ifhe’sinlovewithher。”

“Oh,inacertainway,ofcourse,butnotinthehighestway。Now,forinstance,ifhefeltallherfinenessas——aswedo,Idon’tbelievehe’dbewillingtoappearbeforeherjustlikethat。”Thefatherofthegodsworeadamasktableclothofapalegoldenhueandaclassicpattern;hisarmswerebare,andratherabsurdlywhite;onhisfeetapairoflawn-

tennisshoeshadaverystrikingeffectofsandals。

“Itseemstome。”MissCottonpursued;“thatifhereallyappreciatedherinthehighestway,hewouldwishnevertodoanundignifiedortrivialthinginherpresence。”

“Oh,perhapsit’sthatthatpleasesherinhim。Theysaywe’realwaystakenwithopposites。”

“Yes——doyouthinkso?”askedMissCotton。

Thecurtainswereflungapart,andtheJudgmentofParisfollowedrathertamelyuponwhathadgonebefore,thoughthetwoyoungfellowswhodidJunoandMinervawereveryamusing,andthedialoguewasfullofhits。

Someoftheaudience,anappreciativeminority,wereofopinionthatMaveringandMissAndersonsurpassedthemselvesinit;shepromisedhimthemostbeautifulandculturedwifeinGreece。“Thatsettlesit。”heanswered。Theycameoutarminarm,andParis,havingputonastripedtenniscoatoverhisshort-sleevedGreektunic,movedroundamongthecompanyfortheircongratulations,Venusostentatiouslyshowingtheappleshehadwon。

“Icanhaydlykeepfromeatingit。”sheexplainedtoAlice;beforewhomshedroppedMavering’sarm。“I’mawfullyhungry。It’shaydwoyk。”

Alicestoodwithherheaddrawnback,lookingattheexcitedgirlwithasmile,inwhichseemedtohoversomewherealatentbitterness。

Mavering,withaflushedfaceandaflyingtongue,wasexchangingsallieswithhermother,whosmotheredhiminflatteries。

Mrs。Trevorcametowardthegroup,andannouncedsupper。“Mr。Paris,willyoutakeMissAphroditeout?”

MissAndersonsweptalowbowofrenunciation,andtacitlyrelinquishedMaveringtoAlice。

“Oh,no,no!“saidAlice,shrinkingbackfromhim,withanintensificationofheruncertainsmile。“Ameremortal?”

“Oh,howverygood!“saidMrs。Trevor。

Therebegantobe,withoutanyone’sintendingit,thatsortoftacitmisunderstandingwhichisalltheworsebecauseitcanonlyfollowuponatacitunderstandinglikethatwhichhadestablisheditselfbetweenAliceandMavering。Theylaughedandjokedtogethergailyaboutallthatwenton;theywereperfectlygoodfriends;hesawthatsheandhermotherwerepromptlyserved;hebroughtthemsaladandice-creamandcoffeehimself,onlywaitingofficiallyuponMissAndersonfirst,andAlicethankedhim,withthepolitestdeprecationofhisdevotion;butiftheireyesmet,itwasdefensively,andthesecuritybetweenthemwasgone。Maveringvaguelyfelttheloss,withoutknowinghowtoretrieveit,anditmadehimgoonmoredesperatelywithMissAnderson。Helaughedandjokedrecklessly,andAlicebegantomarkamoreexplicitdispleasurewithher。

Shemadehermothergoratherearly。

Onherpart,MissAndersonseemedtofindreasonforresentmentinAlice’sbearingtowardher。Asifshehadsaidtoherselfthatherfrankloyaltyhadbeenthrownawayuponacoldandunresponsivenature,andthatherharmlessfolliesintheplayhadbeenmetwithunjustsuspicions,shebegantomakereprisals,shebeganindeadearnesttoflirtwithMavering。Beforetheeveningpassedshehadmadehimseemtakenwithher;buthowjustlyshehaddonethis,andwithhowmuchfaultofhis,noonecouldhavesaid。Thereweresomewhodidnotnoticeitatall,butthesewerenotpeoplewhoknewMavering,orknewAliceverywell。

XX。

ThenextmorningAlicewaswalkingslowlyalongtheroadtowardthefishingvillage,whensheheardrapid,plungingstridesdownthewoodedhillsideonherright。SheknewthemforMavering’s,andshedidnotaffectsurprisewhenhemadeafinalleapintotheroad,andshortenedhispacebesideher。

“MayIjoinyou,MissPasmer?”

“Iamonlygoingdowntotheherring-houses。”shebegan。

“Andyou’llletmegowithyou?”saidtheyoungfellow。“Thefactis——

you’realwayssofrankthatyoumakeeverythingelseseemsilly——I’vebeenwaitingupthereinthewoodsforyoutocomeby。Mrs。Pasmertoldmeyouhadstartedthisway,andIcutacrosslotstoovertakeyou,andthen,whenyoucameinsight,IhadtoletyoupassbeforeIcouldscrewmycourageuptothepointofrunningafteryou。Howisthatforopen-

mindedness?”

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