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MissCorneliasighed。GilberthadgonedownandLeslie,whohadbeencrooningoverthesmallJamesMatthewinthedormerwindow,laidhimasleepinhisbasketandwentherway。Assoonasshewassafelyoutofearshot,MissCorneliabentforwardandsaidinaconspirator’swhisper:

"Anne,dearie,I’daletterfromOwenFordyesterday。

He’sinVancouverjustnow,buthewantstoknowifI

canboardhimforamonthlateron。YOUknowwhatthatmeans。Well,Ihopewe’redoingright。"

"We’venothingtodowithit——wecouldn’tpreventhimfromcomingtoFourWindsifhewantedto,"saidAnnequickly。Shedidnotlikethefeelingofmatch-makingMissCornelia’swhispersgaveher;andthensheweaklysuccumbedherself。

"Don’tletLeslieknowheiscominguntilheishere,"

shesaid。"IfshefoundoutIfeelsureshewouldgoawayatonce。Sheintendstogointhefallanyhow——shetoldmesotheotherday。SheisgoingtoMontrealtotakeupnursingandmakewhatshecanofherlife。"

"Oh,well,Anne,dearie,"saidMissCornelia,noddingsagely"thatisallasitmaybe。YouandIhavedoneourpartandwemustleavetheresttoHigherHands。"

CHAPTER35

POLITICSATFOURWINDS

Whenannecamedownstairsagain,theIsland,aswellasallCanada,wasinthethroesofacampaignprecedingageneralelection。Gilbert,whowasanardentConservative,foundhimselfcaughtinthevortex,beingmuchindemandforspeech-makingatthevariouscountyrallies。MissCorneliadidnotapproveofhismixingupinpoliticsandtoldAnneso。

"Dr。Daveneverdidit。Dr。Blythewillfindheismakingamistake,believeME。Politicsissomethingnodecentmanshouldmeddlewith。"

"Isthegovernmentofthecountrytobeleftsolelytotheroguesthen?"askedAnne。

"Yes——solongasit’sConservativerogues,"saidMissCornelia,marchingoffwiththehonorsofwar。"Menandpoliticiansarealltarredwiththesamebrush。

TheGritshaveitlaidonthickerthantheConservatives,that’sall——CONSIDERABLYthicker。ButGritorTory,myadvicetoDr。Blytheistosteerclearofpolitics。Firstthingyouknow,he’llberunninganelectionhimself,andgoingofftoOttawaforhalftheyearandleavinghispracticetogotothedogs。"

"Ah,well,let’snotborrowtrouble,"saidAnne。"Therateofinterestistoohigh。Instead,let’slookatLittleJem。ItshouldbespelledwithaG。Isn’theperfectlybeautiful?Justseethedimplesinhiselbows。We’llbringhimuptobeagoodConservative,youandI,MissCornelia。"

"Bringhimuptobeagoodman,"saidMissCornelia。

"They’rescarceandvaluable;though,mindyou,I

wouldn’tliketoseehimaGrit。Asfortheelection,youandImaybethankfulwedon’tliveoverharbor。

Theairthereisbluethesedays。EveryElliottandCrawfordandMacAllisterisonthewarpath,loadedforbear。Thissideispeacefulandcalm,seeingthere’ssofewmen。CaptainJim’saGrit,butit’smyopinionhe’sashamedofit,forhenevertalkspolitics。Thereisn’tanyearthlydoubtthattheConservativeswillbereturnedwithabigmajorityagain。"

MissCorneliawasmistaken。OnthemorningaftertheelectionCaptainJimdroppedinatthelittlehousetotellthenews。Sovirulentisthemicrobeofpartypolitics,eveninapeaceableoldman,thatCaptainJim’scheekswereflushedandhiseyeswereflashingwithallhisold-timefire。

"MistressBlythe,theLiberalsareinwithasweepingmajority。AftereighteenyearsofTorymismanagementthisdown-troddencountryisgoingtohaveachanceatlast。"

"Ineverheardyoumakesuchabitterpartisanspeechbefore,CaptainJim。Ididn’tthinkyouhadsomuchpoliticalvenominyou,"laughedAnne,whowasnotmuchexcitedoverthetidings。LittleJemhadsaid"Wow-ga"thatmorning。Whatwereprincipalitiesandpowers,theriseandfallofdynasties,theoverthrowofGritorTory,comparedwiththatmiraculousoccurrence?

"It’sbeenaccumulatingforalongwhile,"saidCaptainJim,withadeprecatingsmile。"IthoughtI

wasonlyamoderateGrit,butwhenthenewscamethatwewereinIfoundouthowGrittyIreallywas。"

"YouknowthedoctorandIareConservatives。"

"Ah,well,it’stheonlybadthingIknowofeitherofyou,MistressBlythe。CorneliaisaTory,too。I

calledinonmywayfromtheGlentotellherthenews。"

"Didn’tyouknowyoutookyourlifeinyourhands?"

"Yes,butIcouldn’tresistthetemptation。"

"Howdidshetakeit?"

"Comparativelycalm,MistressBlythe,comparativelycalm。Shesays,saysshe,`Well,Providencesendsseasonsofhumiliationtoacountry,sameastoindividuals。YouGritshavebeencoldandhungryformanyayear。Makehastetogetwarmedandfed,foryouwon’tbeinlong。’`Well,nowCornelia,’Isays,`mebbeProvidencethinksCanadaneedsareallongspellofhumiliation。’Ah,Susan,haveYOUheardthenews?

TheLiberalsarein。"

Susanhadjustcomeinfromthekitchen,attendedbytheodorofdelectabledisheswhichalwaysseemedtohoveraroundher。

"Now,arethey?"shesaid,withbeautifulunconcern。

"Well,InevercouldseebutthatmybreadrosejustaslightwhenGritswereinaswhentheywerenot。Andifanyparty,Mrs。Doctor,dear,willmakeitrainbeforetheweekisout,andsaveourkitchengardenfromentireruination,thatisthepartySusanwillvotefor。Inthemeantime,willyoujuststepoutandgivemeyouropiniononthemeatfordinner?Iamfearingthatitisverytough,andIthinkthatwehadbetterchangeourbutcheraswellasourgovernment。"

Oneevening,aweeklater,AnnewalkeddowntothePoint,toseeifshecouldgetsomefreshfishfromCaptainJim,leavingLittleJemforthefirsttime。Itwasquiteatragedy。Supposehecried?SupposeSusandidnotknowjustexactlywhattodoforhim?Susanwascalmandserene。

"Ihavehadasmuchexperiencewithhimasyou,Mrs。

Doctor,dear,haveInot?"

"Yes,withhim——butnotwithotherbabies。Why,I

lookedafterthreepairsoftwins,whenIwasachild,Susan。Whentheycried,Igavethempeppermintorcastoroilquitecoolly。It’squitecuriousnowtorecallhowlightlyItookallthosebabiesandtheirwoes。"

"Oh,well,ifLittleJemcries,Iwilljustclapahotwaterbagonhislittlestomach,"saidSusan。

"Nottoohot,youknow,"saidAnneanxiously。Oh,wasitreallywisetogo?

"Donotyoufret,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Susanisnotthewomantoburnaweeman。Blesshim,hehasnonotionofcrying。"

AnnetoreherselfawayfinallyandenjoyedherwalktothePointafterall,throughthelongshadowsofthesun-setting。CaptainJimwasnotinthelivingroomofthelighthouse,butanothermanwas——ahandsome,middle-agedman,withastrong,clean-shavenchin,whowasunknowntoAnne。Nevertheless,whenshesatdown,hebegantotalktoherwithalltheassuranceofanoldacquaintance。Therewasnothingamissinwhathesaidorthewayhesaidit,butAnneratherresentedsuchacooltaking-for-grantedinacompletestranger。

Herreplieswerefrosty,andasfewasdecencyrequired。Nothingdaunted,hercompaniontalkedonforseveralminutes,thenexcusedhimselfandwentaway。

Annecouldhavesworntherewasatwinkleinhiseyeanditannoyedher。Whowasthecreature?Therewassomethingvaguelyfamiliarabouthimbutshewascertainshehadneverseenhimbefore。

"CaptainJim,whowasthatwhojustwentout?"sheasked,asCaptainJimcamein。

"MarshallElliott,"answeredthecaptain。

"MarshallElliott!"criedAnne。"Oh,CaptainJim——itwasn’t——yes,itWAShisvoice——oh,CaptainJim,I

didn’tknowhim——andIwasquiteinsultingtohim!WHY

didn’thetellme?HemusthaveseenIdidn’tknowhim。"

"Hewouldn’tsayawordaboutit——he’djustenjoythejoke。Don’tworryoversnubbinghim——he’llthinkitfun。Yes,Marshall’sshavedoffhisbeardatlastandcuthishair。Hispartyisin,youknow。Ididn’tknowhimmyselffirsttimeIsawhim。HewasupinCarterFlagg’sstoreattheGlenthenightafterelectionday,alongwithacrowdofothers,waitingforthenews。Abouttwelvethe’phonecamethrough——theLiberalswerein。Marshalljustgotupandwalkedout——hedidn’tcheerorshout——helefttheotherstodothat,andtheynearlyliftedtheroofoffCarter’sstore,Ireckon。Ofcourse,alltheTorieswereoverinRaymondRussell’sstore。NotmuchcheeringTHERE。

MarshallwentstraightdownthestreettothesidedoorofAugustusPalmer’sbarbershop。Augustuswasinbedasleep,butMarhallhammeredonthedooruntilhegotupandcomedown,wantingtoknowwhatalltheracketwasabout。

"Comeintoyourshopanddothebestjobyoueverdidinyourlife,Gus,’saidMarshall。`TheLiberalsareinandyou’regoingtobarberagoodGritbeforethesunrises。’

"Guswasmadashops——partlybecausehe’dbeendraggedoutofbed,butmorebecausehe’saTory。Hevowedhewouldn’tshaveanymanaftertwelveatnight。

"`You’lldowhatIwantyoutodo,sonny,’saidMarshall,`orI’lljestturnyouovermykneeandgiveyouoneofthosespankingsyourmotherforgot。’

"He’dhavedoneit,too,andGusknewit,forMarshallisasstrongasanoxandGusisonlyamidgetofaman。SohegaveinandtowedMarshallintotheshopandwenttowork。`Now,’sayshe,`I’llbarberyouup,butifyousayonewordtomeabouttheGritsgettinginwhileI’mdoingitI’llcutyourthroatwiththisrazor,’sayshe。Youwouldn’thavethoughtmildlittleGuscouldbesobloodthirsty,wouldyou?Showswhatpartypoliticswilldoforaman。Marshallkeptquietandgothishairandbearddisposedofandwenthome。

Whenhisoldhousekeeperheardhimcomeupstairsshepeekedoutofherbedroomdoortoseewhether’twashimorthehiredboy。Andwhenshesawastrangemanstridingdownthehallwithacandleinhishandshescreamedbluemurderandfainteddeadaway。Theyhadtosendforthedoctorbeforetheycouldbringherto,anditwasseveraldaysbeforeshecouldlookatMarshallwithoutshakingallover。"

CaptainJimhadnofish。Heseldomwentoutinhisboatthatsummer,andhislongtrampingexpeditionswereover。Hespentagreatdealofhistimesittingbyhisseawardwindow,lookingoutoverthegulf,withhisswiftly-whiteningheadleaningonhishand。Hesattheretonightformanysilentminutes,keepingsometrystwiththepastwhichAnnewouldnotdisturb。

PresentlyhepointedtotheirisoftheWest:

"That’sbeautiful,isn’t,it,MistressBlythe?ButI

wishyoucouldhaveseenthesunrisethismorning。Itwasawonderfulthing——wonderful。I’veseenallkindsofsunrisescomeoverthatgulf。I’vebeenallovertheworld,MistressBlythe,andtakeitallinall,I’veneverseenafinersightthanasummersunriseoverthegulf。Amancan’tpickhistimefordying,MistressBlythe——jestgottogowhentheGreatCaptaingivesHissailingorders。ButifIcouldI’dgooutwhenthemorningcomesacrossthatwater。I’vewatcheditmanyatimeandthoughtwhatathingitwouldbetopassoutthroughthatgreatwhiteglorytowhateverwaswaitingbeyant,onaseathatain’tmappedoutonanyairthlychart。Ithink,MistressBlythe,thatI’dfindlostMargaretthere。"

CaptainJimhadoftentalkedtoAnneoflostMargaretsincehehadtoldhertheoldstory。Hisloveforhertrembledineverytone——thatlovethathadnevergrownfaintorforgetful。

"Anyway,IhopewhenmytimecomesI’llgoquickandeasy。Idon’tthinkI’macoward,MistressBlythe——I’velookedanuglydeathinthefacemorethanoncewithoutblenching。Butthethoughtofalingeringdeathdoesgivemeaqueer,sickfeelingofhorror。"

"Don’ttalkaboutleavingus,dear,DEARCaptain,Jim,"pleadedAnne,inachokedvoice,pattingtheoldbrownhand,oncesostrong,butnowgrownveryfeeble。

"Whatwouldwedowithoutyou?"

CaptainJimsmiledbeautifully。

"Oh,you’dgetalongnicely——nicely——butyouwouldn’tforgettheoldmanaltogether,MistressBlythe——no,I

don’tthinkyou’lleverquiteforgethim。TheraceofJosephalwaysremembersoneanother。Butit’llbeamemorythatwon’thurt——Iliketothinkthatmymemorywon’thurtmyfriends——it’llalwaysbekindofpleasanttothem,Ihopeandbelieve。Itwon’tbeverylongnowbeforelostMargaretcallsme,forthelasttime。I’llbeallreadytoanswer。Ijestspokeofthisbecausethere’salittlefavorIwanttoaskyou。Here’sthispooroldMateyofmine"——CaptainJimreachedoutahandandpokedthebig,warm,velvety,goldenballonthesofa。TheFirstMateuncoiledhimselflikeaspringwithanice,throaty,comfortablesound,halfpurr,halfmeow,stretchedhispawsinair,turnedoverandcoiledhimselfupagain。"HE’llmissmewhenI

startontheV’yage。Ican’tbeartothinkofleavingthepoorcrittertostarve,likehewasleftbefore。

IfanythinghappenstomewillyougiveMateyabiteandacorner,MistressBlythe?"

"IndeedIwill。"

"ThenthatisallIhadonmymind。YourLittleJemistohavethefewcuriousthingsIpickedup——I’veseentothat。AndnowIdon’tliketoseetearsinthoseprettyeyes,MistressBlythe。I’llmebbehangonforquiteaspellyet。Iheardyoureadingapieceofpoetryonedaylastwinter——oneofTennyson’spieces。

I’dsorterliketohearitagain,ifyoucouldreciteitforme。"

Softlyandclearly,whiletheseawindblewinonthem,AnnerepeatedthebeautifullinesofTennyson’swonderfulswansong——"CrossingtheBar。"Theoldcaptainkepttimegentlywithhissinewyhand。

"Yes,yes,MistressBlythe,"hesaid,whenshehadfinished,"that’sit,that’sit。Hewasn’tasailor,youtellme——Idunnohowhecouldhaveputanoldsailor’sfeelingsintowordslikethat,ifhewasn’tone。Hedidn’twantany`sadnesso’farewells’andneitherdoI,MistressBlythe——forallwillbewellwithmeandminebeyantthebar。"

CHAPTER36

BEAUTYFORASHES

"AnynewsfromGreenGables,Anne?"

"Nothingveryespecial,"repliedAnne,foldingupMarilla’sletter。"JakeDonnellhasbeenthereshinglingtheroof。Heisafull-fledgedcarpenternow,soitseemshehashadhisownwayinregardtothechoiceofalife-work。Yourememberhismotherwantedhimtobeacollegeprofessor。IshallneverforgetthedayshecametotheschoolandratedmeforfailingtocallhimSt。Clair。"

"Doesanyoneevercallhimthatnow?"

"Evidentlynot。Itseemsthathehascompletelyliveditdown。Evenhismotherhassuccumbed。IalwaysthoughtthataboywithJake’schinandmouthwouldgethisownwayintheend。DianawritesmethatDorahasabeau。Justthinkofit——thatchild!"

"Doraisseventeen,"saidGilbert。"CharlieSloaneandIwerebothmadaboutyouwhenyouwereseventeen,Anne。"

"Really,Gilbert,wemustbegettingoninyears,"

saidAnne,withahalf-ruefulsmile,"whenchildrenwhoweresixwhenwethoughtourselvesgrownupareoldenoughnowtohavebeaux。Dora’sisRalphAndrews——Jane’sbrother。Irememberhimasalittle,round,fat,white-headedfellowwhowasalwaysatthefootofhisclass。ButIunderstandheisquiteafine-lookingyoungmannow。"

"Dorawillprobablymarryyoung。She’softhesametypeasCharlottatheFourth——she’llnevermissherfirstchanceforfearshemightnotgetanother。"

"Well;ifshemarriesRalphIhopehewillbealittlemoreup-and-comingthanhisbrotherBilly,"musedAnne。

"Forinstance,"saidGilbert,laughing,"letushopehewillbeabletoproposeonhisownaccount。Anne,wouldyouhavemarriedBillyifhehadaskedyouhimself,insteadofgettingJanetodoitforhim?"

"Imighthave。"Annewentoffintoashriekoflaughterovertherecollectionofherfirstproposal。

"Theshockofthewholethingmighthavehypnotizedmeintosomesuchrashandfoolishact。Letusbethankfulhediditbyproxy。"

"IhadaletterfromGeorgeMooreyesterday,"saidLeslie,fromthecornerwhereshewasreading。

"Oh,howishe?"askedAnneinterestedly,yetwithanunrealfeelingthatshewasinquiringaboutsomeonewhomshedidnotknow。

"Heiswell,buthefindsitveryhardtoadapthimselftoallthechangesinhisoldhomeandfriends。Heisgoingtoseaagaininthespring。It’sinhisblood,hesays,andhelongsforit。Buthetoldmesomethingthatmademegladforhim,poorfellow。BeforehesailedontheFourSistershewasengagedtoagirlathome。HedidnottellmeanythingaboutherinMontreal,becausehesaidhesupposedshewouldhaveforgottenhimandmarriedsomeoneelselongago,andwithhim,yousee,hisengagementandlovewasstillathingofthepresent。Itwasprettyhardonhim,butwhenhegothomehefoundshehadnevermarriedandstillcaredforhim。Theyaretobemarriedthisfall。

I’mgoingtoaskhimtobringheroverhereforalittletrip;hesayshewantstocomeandseetheplacewherehelivedsomanyyearswithoutknowingit。"

"Whatanicelittleromance,"saidAnne,whoselovefortheromanticwasimmortal。"Andtothink,"sheaddedwithasighofself-reproach,"thatifIhadhadmywayGeorgeMoorewouldneverhavecomeupfromthegraveinwhichhisidentitywasburied。HowIdidfightagainstGilbert’ssuggestion!Well,Iampunished:IshallneverbeabletohaveadifferentopinionfromGilbert’sagain!IfItrytohave,hewillsquelchmebycastingGeorgeMoore’scaseuptome!"

"Asifeventhatwouldsquelchawoman!"mockedGilbert。"Atleastdonotbecomemyecho,Anne。A

littleoppositiongivesspicetolife。IdonotwantawifelikeJohnMacAllister’sovertheharbor。Nomatterwhathesays,sheatonceremarksinthatdrab,lifelesslittlevoiceofhers,`Thatisverytrue,John,dearme!’"

AnneandLeslielaughed。Anne’slaughterwassilverandLeslie’sgolden,andthecombinationofthetwowasassatisfactoryasaperfectchordinmusic。

Susan,cominginontheheelsofthelaughter,echoeditwitharesoundingsigh。

"Why,Susan,whatisthematter?"askedGilbert。

"There’snothingwrongwithlittleJem,isthere,Susan?"criedAnne,startingupinalarm。

"No,no,calmyourself,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Somethinghashappened,though。Dearme,everythinghasgonecatawampuswithmethisweek。Ispoiledthebread,asyouknowtoowell——andIscorchedthedoctor’sbestshirtbosom——andIbrokeyourbigplatter。Andnow,onthetopofallthis,comeswordthatmysisterMatildahasbrokenherlegandwantsmetogoandstaywithherforaspell。"

"Oh,I’mverysorry——sorrythatyoursisterhasmetwithsuchanaccident,Imean,"exclaimedAnne。

"Ah,well,manwasmadetomourn,Mrs。Doctor,dear。

ThatsoundsasifitoughttobeintheBible,buttheytellmeapersonnamedBurnswroteit。Andthereisnodoubtthatweareborntotroubleasthesparksflyupward。AsforMatilda,Idonotknowwhattothinkofher。Noneofourfamilyeverbroketheirlegsbefore。

Butwhatevershehasdonesheisstillmysister,andI

feelthatitismydutytogoandwaitonher,ifyoucansparemeforafewweeks,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"

"Ofcourse,Susan,ofcourse。Icangetsomeonetohelpmewhileyouaregone。"

"IfyoucannotIwillnotgo,Mrs。Doctor,dear,Matilda’slegtothecontrarynotwithstanding。Iwillnothaveyouworried,andthatblessedchildupsetinconsequence,foranynumberoflegs。"

"Oh,youmustgotoyoursisteratonce,Susan。Icangetagirlfromthecove,whowilldoforatime。"

"Anne,willyouletmecomeandstaywithyouwhileSusanisaway?"exclaimedLeslie。"Do!I’dloveto——anditwouldbeanactofcharityonyourpart。

I’msohorriblylonelyoverthereinthatbigbarnofahouse。There’ssolittletodo——andatnightI’mworsethanlonely——I’mfrightenedandnervousinspiteoflockeddoors。Therewasatramparoundtwodaysago。"

Annejoyfullyagreed,andnextdayLesliewasinstalledasaninmateofthelittlehouseofdreams。MissCorneliawarmlyapprovedofthearrangement。

"ItseemsProvidential,"shetoldAnneinconfidence。

"I’msorryforMatildaClow,butsinceshehadtobreakherlegitcouldn’thavehappenedatabettertime。

LesliewillbeherewhileOwenFordisinFourWinds,andthoseoldcatsupattheGlenwon’tgetthechancetomeow,astheywouldifshewaslivingovertherealoneandOwengoingtoseeher。Theyaredoingenoughofitasitis,becauseshedoesn’tputonmourning。I

saidtooneofthem,`IfyoumeansheshouldputonmourningforGeorgeMoore,itseemstomemorelikehisresurrectionthanhisfuneral;andifit’sDickyoumean,Iconfess_I_can’tseetheproprietyofgoingintoweedsforamanwhodiedthirteenyearsagoandgoodriddancethen!’AndwhenoldLouisaBaldwinremarkedtomethatshethoughtitverystrangethatLeslieshouldneverhavesuspecteditwasn’therownhusband_I_said,`YOUneversuspecteditwasn’tDickMoore,andyouwerenext-doorneighbortohimallhislife,andbynatureyou’retentimesassuspiciousasLeslie。’Butyoucan’tstopsomepeople’stongues,Anne,dearie,andI’mrealthankfulLesliewillbeunderyourroofwhileOweniscourtingher。"

OwenFordcametothelittlehouseoneAugusteveningwhenLeslieandAnnewereabsorbedinworshippingthebaby。Hepausedattheopendoorofthelivingroom,unseenbythetwowithin,gazingwithgreedyeyesatthebeautifulpicture。Lesliesatonthefloorwiththebabyinherlap,makingecstaticdabsathisfatlittlehandsasheflutteredthemintheair。

"Oh,youdear,beautiful,belovedbaby,"shemumbled,catchingoneweehandandcoveringitwithkisses。

"Isn’thimzedarlingestittysing,"croonedAnne,hangingoverthearmofherchairadoringly。"Demittyweepadsarezeverytweetesthandiesinzewholebigworld,isn’tdey,youdarlingittyman。"

Anne,inthemonthsbeforeLittleJem’scoming,hadporeddiligentlyoverseveralwisevolumes,andpinnedherfaithtooneinespecial,"SirOracleontheCareandTrainingofChildren。"SirOracleimploredparentsbyalltheyheldsacrednevertotalk"babytalk"totheirchildren。Infantsshouldinvariablybeaddressedinclassicallanguagefromthemomentoftheirbirth。SoshouldtheylearntospeakEnglishundefiledfromtheirearliestutterance。"How,"

demandedSirOracle,"canamotherreasonablyexpectherchildtolearncorrectspeech,whenshecontinuallyaccustomsitsimpressionablegraymattertosuchabsurdexpressionsanddistortionsofournobletongueasthoughtlessmothersinflicteverydayonthehelplesscreaturescommittedtotheircare?Canachildwhoisconstantlycalled`tweetittyweesingie’everattaintoanyproperconceptionofhisownbeingandpossibilitiesanddestiny?"

Annewasvastlyimpressedwiththis,andinformedGilbertthatshemeanttomakeitaninflexiblerulenever,underanycircumstances,totalk"babytalk"toherchildren。Gilbertagreedwithher,andtheymadeasolemncompactonthesubject——acompactwhichAnneshamelesslyviolatedtheveryfirstmomentLittleJemwaslaidinherarms。"Oh,thedarlingittyweesing!"shehadexclaimed。Andshehadcontinuedtoviolateiteversince。WhenGilbertteasedhershelaughedSirOracletoscorn。

"Heneverhadanychildrenofhisown,Gilbert——Iampositivehehadn’torhewouldneverhavewrittensuchrubbish。Youjustcan’thelptalkingbabytalktoababy。Itcomesnatural——andit’sRIGHT。Itwouldbeinhumantotalktothosetiny,soft,velvetylittlecreaturesaswedotogreatbigboysandgirls。Babieswantloveandcuddlingandallthesweetbabytalktheycanget,andLittleJemisgoingtohaveit,blesshisdearittyheartums。"

"Butyou’retheworstIeverheard,Anne,"protestedGilbert,who,notbeingamotherbutonlyafather,wasnotwhollyconvincedyetthatSirOraclewaswrong。"I

neverheardanythinglikethewayyoutalktothatchild。"

"Verylikelyyouneverdid。Goaway——goaway。Didn’tIbringupthreepairsofHammondtwinsbeforeIwaseleven?YouandSirOraclearenothingbutcold-bloodedtheorists。Gilbert,JUSTlookathim!

He’ssmilingatme——heknowswhatwe’retalkingabout。

Andoodestagweeswifevywordmuzzersays,don’too,angel-lover?"

Gilbertputhisarmaboutthem。"Ohyoumothers!"hesaid。"Youmothers!GodknewwhatHewasaboutwhenHemadeyou。"

SoLittleJemwastalkedtoandlovedandcuddled;andhethroveasbecameachildofthehouseofdreams。

LesliewasquiteasfoolishoverhimasAnnewas。WhentheirworkwasdoneandGilbertwasoutoftheway,theygavethemselvesovertoshamelessorgiesoflove-makingandecstasiesofadoration,suchasthatinwhichOwenFordhadsurprisedthem。

Lesliewasthefirsttobecomeawareofhim。EveninthetwilightAnnecouldseethesuddenwhitenessthatsweptoverherbeautifulface,blottingoutthecrimsonoflipandcheeks。

Owencameforward,eagerly,blindforamomenttoAnne。

"Leslie!"hesaid,holdingouthishand。Itwasthefirsttimehehadevercalledherbyhername;butthehandLesliegavehimwascold;andshewasveryquietalltheevening,whileAnneandGilbertandOwenlaughedandtalkedtogether。Beforehiscallendedsheexcusedherselfandwentupstairs。Owen’sgayspiritsflaggedandhewentawaysoonafterwithadowncastair。

GilbertlookedatAnne。

"Anne,whatareyouupto?There’ssomethinggoingonthatIdon’tunderstand。Thewholeairheretonighthasbeenchargedwithelectricity。Lesliesitslikethemuseoftragedy;OwenFordjokesandlaughsonthesurface,andwatchesLesliewiththeeyesofhissoul。

Youseemallthetimetobeburstingwithsomesuppressedexcitement。Ownup。Whatsecrethaveyoubeenkeepingfromyourdeceivedhusband?"

"Don’tbeagoose,Gilbert,"wasAnne’sconjugalreply。"AsforLeslie,sheisabsurdandI’mgoinguptotellherso。"

AnnefoundLeslieatthedormerwindowofherroom。

Thelittleplacewasfilledwiththerhythmicthunderofthesea。Lesliesatwithlockedhandsinthemistymoonshine——abeautiful,accusingpresence。

"Anne,"shesaidinalow,reproachfulvoice,"didyouknowOwenFordwascomingtoFourWinds?"

"Idid,"saidAnnebrazenly。

"Oh,youshouldhavetoldme,Anne,"Lesliecriedpassionately。"IfIhadknownIwouldhavegoneaway——Iwouldn’thavestayedheretomeethim。Youshouldhavetoldme。Itwasn’tfairofyou,Anne——oh,itwasn’tfair!"

Leslie’slipsweretremblingandherwholeformwastensewithemotion。ButAnnelaughedheartlessly。ShebentoverandkissedLeslie’supturnedreproachfulface。

"Leslie,youareanadorablegoose。OwenForddidn’trushfromthePacifictotheAtlanticfromaburningdesiretoseeME。NeitherdoIbelievethathewasinspiredbyanywildandfrenziedpassionforMissCornelia。Takeoffyourtragicairs,mydearfriend,andfoldthemupandputthemawayinlavender。You’llneverneedthemagain。Therearesomepeoplewhocanseethroughagrindstonewhenthereisaholeinit,evenifyoucannot。Iamnotaprophetess,butIshallventureonaprediction。Thebitternessoflifeisoverforyou。Afterthisyouaregoingtohavethejoysandhopes——andIdaresaythesorrows,too——ofahappywoman。TheomenoftheshadowofVenusdidcometrueforyou,Leslie。Theyearinwhichyousawitbroughtyourlife’sbestgiftforyou——yourloveforOwenFord。Now,gorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。"

Leslieobeyedordersinsofarthatshewenttobed:

butitmaybequestionedifshesleptmuch。Idonotthinkshedaredtodreamwakingly;lifehadbeensohardforthispoorLeslie,thepathonwhichshehadhadtowalkhadbeensostrait,thatshecouldnotwhispertoherownheartthehopesthatmightwaitonthefuture。Butshewatchedthegreatrevolvinglightbestarringtheshorthoursofthesummernight,andhereyesgrewsoftandbrightandyoungoncemore。Nor,whenOwenFordcamenextday,toaskhertogowithhimtotheshore,didshesayhimnay。

CHAPTER37

MISSCORNELIAMAKESASTARTLINGANNOUNCEMENT

MissCorneliasaileddowntothelittlehouseonedrowsyafternoon,whenthegulfwasthefaint,bleachedblueoftheAugustseas,andtheorangeliliesatthegateofAnne’sgardenhelduptheirimperialcupstobefilledwiththemoltengoldofAugustsunshine。NotthatMissCorneliaconcernedherselfwithpaintedoceansorsun-thirstylilies。Shesatinherfavoriterockerinunusualidleness。Shesewednot,neitherdidshespin。Nordidshesayasinglederogatorywordconcerninganyportionofmankind。Inshort,MissCornelia’sconversationwassingularlydevoidofspicethatday,andGilbert,whohadstayedhometolistentoher,insteadofgoinga-fishing,ashehadintended,felthimselfaggrieved。WhathadcomeoverMissCornelia?Shedidnotlookcastdownorworried。Onthecontrary,therewasacertainairofnervousexultationabouther。

"WhereisLeslie?"sheasked——notasifitmatteredmucheither。

"Owenandshewentraspberryinginthewoodsbackofherfarm,"answeredAnne。"Theywon’tbebackbeforesuppertime——ifthen。"

"Theydon’tseemtohaveanyideathatthereissuchathingasaclock,"saidGilbert。"Ican’tgettothebottomofthataffair。I’mcertainyouwomenpulledstrings。ButAnne,undutifulwife,won’ttellme。

Willyou,MissCornelia?"

"No,Ishallnot。But,"saidMissCornelia,withtheairofonedeterminedtotaketheplungeandhaveitover,"Iwilltellyousomethingelse。Icametodayonpurposetotellit。Iamgoingtobemarried。"

AnneandGilbertweresilent。IfMissCorneliahadannouncedherintentionofgoingouttothechannelanddrowningherselfthethingmighthavebeenbelievable。

Thiswasnot。Sotheywaited。OfcourseMissCorneliahadmadeamistake。

"Well,youbothlooksortofkerflummexed,"saidMissCornelia,withatwinkleinhereyes。Nowthattheawkwardmomentofrevelationwasover,MissCorneliawasherownwomanagain。"DoyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinexperiencedformatrimony?"

"Youknow——itISratherstaggering,"saidGilbert,tryingtogatherhiswitstogether。"I’veheardyousayascoreoftimesthatyouwouldn’tmarrythebestmanintheworld。"

"I’mnotgoingtomarrythebestmanintheworld,"

retortedMissCornelia。"MarshallElliottisalongwayfrombeingthebest。"

"AreyougoingtomarryMarshallElliott?"exclaimedAnne,recoveringherpowerofspeechunderthissecondshock。

"Yes。IcouldhavehadhimanytimethesetwentyyearsifI’dliftedmyfinger。ButdoyousupposeIwasgoingtowalkintochurchbesideaperambulatinghaystacklikethat?"

"Iamsureweareveryglad——andwewishyouallpossiblehappiness,"saidAnne,veryflatlyandinadequately,asshefelt。Shewasnotpreparedforsuchanoccasion。ShehadneverimaginedherselfofferingbetrothalfelicitationstoMissCornelia。

"Thanks,Iknewyouwould,"saidMissCornelia。"Youarethefirstofmyfriendstoknowit。"

"Weshallbesosorrytoloseyou,though,dearMissCornelia,"saidAnne,beginningtobealittlesadandsentimental。

"Oh,youwon’tloseme,"saidMissCorneliaunsentimentally。"Youdon’tsupposeIwouldliveoverharborwithallthoseMacAllistersandElliottsandCrawfords,doyou?`FromtheconceitoftheElliotts,theprideoftheMacAllistersandthevain-gloryoftheCrawfords,goodLorddeliverus。’Marshalliscomingtoliveatmyplace。I’msickandtiredofhiredmen。

ThatJimHastingsI’vegotthissummerispositivelytheworstofthespecies。Hewoulddriveanyonetogettingmarried。Whatdoyouthink?Heupsetthechurnyesterdayandspilledabigchurningofcreamovertheyard。Andnotonewhitconcernedaboutitwashe!Justgaveafoolishlaughandsaidcreamwasgoodfortheland。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?ItoldhimI

wasn’tinthehabitoffertilisingmybackyardwithcream。"

"Well,Iwishyouallmannerofhappinesstoo,MissCornelia,"saidGilbert,solemnly;"but,"headded,unabletoresistthetemptationtoteaseMissCornelia,despiteAnne’simploringeyes,"Ifearyourdayofindependenceisdone。Asyouknow,MarshallElliottisaverydeterminedman。"

"Ilikeamanwhocansticktoathing,"retortedMissCornelia。"AmosGrant,whousedtobeaftermelongago,couldn’t。Youneversawsuchaweather-vane。Hejumpedintothepondtodrownhimselfonceandthenchangedhismindandswumoutagain。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Marshallwouldhavestucktoitanddrowned。"

"Andhehasabitofatemper,theytellme,"

persistedGilbert。

"Hewouldn’tbeanElliottifhehadn’t。I’mthankfulhehas。Itwillberealfuntomakehimmad。Andyoucangenerallydosomethingwithatemperymanwhenitcomestorepentingtime。Butyoucan’tdoanythingwithamanwhojustkeepsplacidandaggravating。"

"Youknowhe’saGrit,MissCornelia。"

"Yes,heIS,"admittedMissCorneliarathersadly。

"AndofcoursethereisnohopeofmakingaConservativeofhim。ButatleastheisaPresbyterian。SoIsupposeIshallhavetobesatisfiedwiththat。"

"WouldyoumarryhimifhewereaMethodist,MissCornelia?"

"No,Iwouldnot。Politicsisforthisworld,butreligionisforboth。"

"Andyoumaybea`relict’afterall,MissCornelia。"

"NotI。Marshallwilllivemeout。TheElliottsarelong-lived,andtheBryantsarenot。"

"Whenareyoutobemarried?"askedAnne。

"Inaboutamonth’stime。Myweddingdressistobenavybluesilk。AndIwanttoaskyou,Anne,dearie,ifyouthinkitwouldbeallrighttowearaveilwithanavybluedress。I’vealwaysthoughtI’dliketowearaveilifIevergotmarried。MarshallsaystohaveitifIwantto。Isn’tthatlikeaman?"

"Whyshouldn’tyouwearitifyouwantto?"askedAnne。

"Well,onedoesn’twanttobedifferentfromotherpeople,"saidMissCornelia,whowasnotnoticeablylikeanyoneelseonthefaceoftheearth。"AsIsay,Idofancyaveil。Butmaybeitshouldn’tbewornwithanydressbutawhiteone。Pleasetellme,Anne,dearie,whatyoureallythink。I’llgobyyouradvice。"

"Idon’tthinkveilsareusuallywornwithanybutwhitedresses,"admittedAnne,"butthatismerelyaconvention;andIamlikeMr。Elliott,MissCornelia。

Idon’tseeanygoodreasonwhyyoushouldn’thaveaveilifyouwantone。"

ButMissCornelia,whomadehercallsincalicowrappers,shookherhead。

"Ifitisn’ttheproperthingIwon’twearit,"shesaid,withasighofregretforalostdream。

"Sinceyouaredeterminedtobemarried,MissCornelia,"saidGilbertsolemnly,"Ishallgiveyoutheexcellentrulesforthemanagementofahusbandwhichmygrandmothergavemymotherwhenshemarriedmyfather。"

"Well,IreckonIcanmanageMarshallElliott,"saidMissCorneliaplacidly。"Butletushearyourrules。"

"Thefirstoneis,catchhim。"

"He’scaught。Goon。"

"Thesecondoneis,feedhimwell。"

"Withenoughpie。Whatnext?"

"Thethirdandfourthare——keepyoureyeonhim。"

"Ibelieveyou,"saidMissCorneliaemphatically。

CHAPTER38

REDROSES

ThegardenofthelittlehousewasahauntbelovedofbeesandreddenedbylaterosesthatAugust。Thelittlehousefolklivedmuchinit,andweregiventotakingpicnicsuppersinthegrassycornerbeyondthebrookandsittingaboutinitthroughthetwilightswhengreatnightmothssailedathwartthevelvetgloom。

OneeveningOwenFordfoundLesliealoneinit。AnneandGilbertwereaway,andSusan,whowasexpectedbackthatnight,hadnotyetreturned。

Thenorthernskywasamberandpalegreenoverthefirtops。Theairwascool,forAugustwasnearingSeptember,andLeslieworeacrimsonscarfoverherwhitedress。Togethertheywanderedthroughthelittle,friendly,flower-crowdedpathsinsilence。

Owenmustgosoon。Hisholidaywasnearlyover。

Lesliefoundherheartbeatingwildly。Sheknewthatthisbelovedgardenwastobethesceneofthebindingwordsthatmustsealtheirasyetunwordedunderstanding。

"Someeveningsastrangeodorblowsdowntheairofthisgarden,likeaphantomperfume,"saidOwen。"I

haveneverbeenabletodiscoverfromjustwhatfloweritcomes。Itiselusiveandhauntingandwonderfullysweet。IliketofancyitisthesoulofGrandmotherSelwynpassingonalittlevisittotheoldspotshelovedsowell。Thereshouldbealotoffriendlyghostsaboutthislittleoldhouse。"

"Ihavelivedunderitsroofonlyamonth,"saidLeslie,"butIloveitasIneverlovedthehouseovertherewhereIhavelivedallmylife。"

"Thishousewasbuildedandconsecratedbylove,"saidOwen。"Suchhouses,MUSTexertaninfluenceoverthosewholiveinthem。Andthisgarden——itisoversixtyyearsoldandthehistoryofathousandhopesandjoysiswritteninitsblossoms。Someofthoseflowerswereactuallysetoutbytheschoolmaster’sbride,andshehasbeendeadforthirtyyears。Yettheybloomoneverysummer。Lookatthoseredroses,Leslie——howtheyqueenitovereverythingelse!"

"Ilovetheredroses,"saidLeslie。"Annelikesthepinkonesbest,andGilbertlikesthewhite。ButI

wantthecrimsonones。Theysatisfysomecravinginmeasnootherflowerdoes。"

"Theserosesareverylate——theybloomafteralltheothershavegone——andtheyholdallthewarmthandsoulofthesummercometofruition,"saidOwen,pluckingsomeoftheglowing,half-openedbuds。

"Theroseisthefloweroflove——theworldhasacclaimeditsoforcenturies。Thepinkrosesarelovehopefulandexpectant——thewhiterosesarelovedeadorforsaken——buttheredroses——ah,Leslie,whataretheredroses?"

"Lovetriumphant,"saidLeslieinalowvoice。

"Yes——lovetriumphantandperfect。Leslie,youknow——youunderstand。Ihavelovedyoufromthefirst。AndIKNOWyouloveme——Idon’tneedtoaskyou。ButIwanttohearyousayit——mydarling——mydarling!"

Lesliesaidsomethinginaverylowandtremulousvoice。Theirhandsandlipsmet;itwaslife’ssuprememomentforthemandastheystoodthereintheoldgarden,withitsmanyyearsofloveanddelightandsorrowandglory,hecrownedhershininghairwiththered,redroseofalovetriumphant。

AnneandGilbertreturnedpresently,accompaniedbyCaptainJim。Annelightedafewsticksofdriftwoodinthefireplace,forloveofthepixyflames,andtheysatarounditforanhourofgoodfellowship。

"WhenIsitlookingatadriftwoodfireit’seasytobelieveI’myoungagain,"saidCaptainJim。

"Canyoureadfuturesinthefire,CaptainJim?"askedOwen。

CaptainJimlookedatthemallaffectionatelyandthenbackagainatLeslie’svividfaceandglowingeyes。

"Idon’tneedthefiretoreadyourfutures,"hesaid。

"Iseehappinessforallofyou——allofyou——forLeslieandMr。Ford——andthedoctorhereandMistressBlythe——andLittleJem——andchildrenthatain’tbornyetbutwillbe。Happinessforyouall——though,mindyou,Ireckonyou’llhaveyourtroublesandworriesandsorrows,too。They’reboundtocome——andnohouse,whetherit’sapalaceoralittlehouseofdreams,canbar’emout。Buttheywon’tgetthebetterofyouifyouface’emTOGETHERwithloveandtrust。Youcanweatheranystormwiththemtwoforcompassandpilot。"

TheoldmanrosesuddenlyandplacedonehandonLeslie’sheadandoneonAnne’s。

"Twogood,sweetwomen,"hesaid。"Trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon。Yourhusbandswillhavehonorinthegatesbecauseofyou——yourchildrenwillriseupandcallyoublessedintheyearstocome。"

Therewasastrangesolemnityaboutthelittlescene。

AnneandLesliebowedasthosereceivingabenediction。Gilbertsuddenlybrushedhishandoverhiseyes;OwenFordwasraptasonewhocanseevisions。Allweresilentforaspace。Thelittlehouseofdreamsaddedanotherpoignantandunforgettablemomenttoitsstoreofmemories。

"Imustbegoingnow,"saidCaptainJimslowlyatlast。Hetookuphishatandlookedlingeringlyabouttheroom。

"Goodnight,allofyou,"hesaid,ashewentout。

Anne,piercedbytheunusualwistfulnessofhisfarewell,rantothedoorafterhim。

"Comebacksoon,CaptainJim,"shecalled,ashepassedthroughthelittlegatehungbetweenthefirs。

"Ay,ay,"hecalledcheerilybacktoher。ButCaptainJimhadsatbytheoldfiresideofthehouseofdreamsforthelasttime。

Annewentslowlybacktotheothers。

"It’sso——sopitifultothinkofhimgoingallalonedowntothatlonelyPoint,"shesaid。"Andthereisnoonetowelcomehimthere。"

"CaptainJimissuchgoodcompanyforothersthatonecan’timaginehimbeinganythingbutgoodcompanyforhimself,"saidOwen。"Buthemustoftenbelonely。

Therewasatouchoftheseerabouthimtonight——hespokeasonetowhomithadbeengiventospeak。Well,Imustbegoing,too。"

AnneandGilbertdiscreetlymeltedaway;butwhenOwenhadgoneAnnereturned,tofindLesliestandingbythehearth。

"Oh,Leslie——Iknow——andI’msoglad,dear,"shesaid,puttingherarmsabouther。

"Anne,myhappinessfrightensme,"whisperedLeslie。

"Itseemstoogreattobereal——I’mafraidtospeakofit——tothinkofit。ItseemstomethatitmustjustbeanotherdreamofthishouseofdreamsanditwillvanishwhenIleavehere。"

"Well,youarenotgoingtoleavehere——untilOwentakesyou。Youaregoingtostaywithmeuntilthattimescomes。DoyouthinkI’dletyougoovertothatlonely,sadplaceagain?"

"Thankyou,dear。ImeanttoaskyouifImightstaywithyou。Ididn’twanttogobackthere——itwouldseemlikegoingbackintothechillanddrearinessoftheoldlifeagain。Anne,Anne,whatafriendyou’vebeentome——`agood,sweetwoman——trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon’——CaptainJimsummedyouup。"

"Hesaid`women,’not`woman,’"smiledAnne。"PerhapsCaptainJimseesusboththroughtherose-coloredspectaclesofhisloveforus。Butwecantrytoliveuptohisbeliefinus,atleast。"

"Doyouremember,Anne,"saidLeslieslowly,"thatI

oncesaid——thatnightwemetontheshore——thatIhatedmygoodlooks?Idid——then。ItalwaysseemedtomethatifIhadbeenhomelyDickwouldneverhavethoughtofme。Ihatedmybeautybecauseithadattractedhim,butnow——oh,I’mgladthatIhaveit。It’sallIhavetoofferOwen,——hisartistsouldelightsinit。IfeelasifIdonotcometohimquiteempty-handed。"

"Owenlovesyourbeauty,Leslie。Whowouldnot?Butit’sfoolishofyoutosayorthinkthatthatisallyoubringhim。HEwilltellyouthat——Ineedn’t。AndnowImustlockup。IexpectedSusanbacktonight,butshehasnotcome。"

"Oh,yes,hereIam,Mrs。Doctor,dear,"saidSusan,enteringunexpectedlyfromthekitchen,"andpuffinglikeahendrawingrailsatthat!It’squiteawalkfromtheGlendownhere。"

"I’mgladtoseeyouback,Susan。Howisyoursister?"

"Sheisabletositup,butofcourseshecannotwalkyet。However,sheisverywellabletogetonwithoutmenow,forherdaughterhascomehomeforhervacation。AndIamthankfultobeback,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Matilda’slegwasbrokenandnomistake,buthertonguewasnot。Shewouldtalkthelegsoffanironpot,thatshewould,Mrs。Doctor,dear,thoughIgrievetosayitofmyownsister。Shewasalwaysagreattalkerandyetshewasthefirstofourfamilytogetmarried。ShereallydidnotcaremuchaboutmarryingJamesClow,butshecouldnotbeartodisobligehim。

NotbutwhatJamesisagoodman——theonlyfaultIhavetofindwithhimisthathealwaysstartsintosaygracewithsuchanunearthlygroan,Mrs。Doctor,dear。

Italwaysfrightensmyappetiteclearaway。Andspeakingofgettingmarried,Mrs。Doctor,dear,isittruethatCorneliaBryantisgoingtobemarriedtoMarshallElliott?"

"Yes,quitetrue,Susan。"

"Well,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itdoesNOTseemtomefair。

Hereisme,whoneversaidawordagainstthemen,andIcannotgetmarriednohow。AndthereisCorneliaBryant,whoisneverdoneabusingthem,andallshehastodoistoreachoutherhandandpickoneup,asitwere。Itisaverystrangeworld,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"

"There’sanotherworld,youknow,Susan。"

"Yes,"saidSusanwithaheavysigh,"but,Mrs。

Doctor,dear,thereisneithermarryingnorgivinginmarriagethere。"

CHAPTER39

CAPTAINJIMCROSSESTHEBAR

OnedayinlateSeptemberOwenFord’sbookcameatlast。CaptainJimhadgonefaithfullytotheGlenpostofficeeverydayforamonth,expectingit。Thisdayhehadnotgone,andLesliebroughthiscopyhomewithhersandAnne’s。

"We’lltakeitdowntohimthisevening,"saidAnne,excitedasaschoolgirl。

ThelongwalktothePointonthatclear,beguilingeveningalongtheredharborroadwasverypleasant。

Thenthesundroppeddownbehindthewesternhillsintosomevalleythatmusthavebeenfulloflostsunsets,andatthesameinstantthebiglightflashedoutonthewhitetowerofthepoint。

"CaptainJimisneverlatebythefractionofasecond,"saidLeslie。

NeitherAnnenorLeslieeverforgotCaptainJim’sfacewhentheygavehimthebook——HISbook,transfiguredandglorified。Thecheeksthathadbeenblanchedoflatesuddenlyflamedwiththecolorofboyhood;hiseyesglowedwithallthefireofyouth;buthishandstrembledasheopenedit。

ItwascalledsimplyTheLife-BookofCaptainJim,andonthetitlepagethenamesofOwenFordandJamesBoydwereprintedascollaborators。ThefrontispiecewasaphotographofCaptainJimhimself,standingatthedoorofthelighthouse,lookingacrossthegulf。OwenFordhad"snapped"himonedaywhilethebookwasbeingwritten。CaptainJimhadknownthis,buthehadnotknownthatthepicturewastobeinthebook。

"Justthinkofit,"hesaid,"theoldsailorrightthereinarealprintedbook。Thisistheproudestdayofmylife。I’mliketobust,girls。There’llbenosleepformetonight。I’llreadmybookcleanthroughbeforesun-up。"

"We’llgorightawayandleaveyoufreetobeginit,"

saidAnne。

CaptainJimhadbeenhandlingthebookinakindofreverentrapture。Nowhedecidedlycloseditandlaiditaside。

"No,no,you’renotgoingawaybeforeyoutakeacupofteawiththeoldman,"heprotested。"Icouldn’theartothat——couldyou,Matey?Thelife-bookwillkeep,I

reckon。I’vewaitedforitthismanyayear。IcanwaitalittlelongerwhileI’menjoyingmyfriends。"

CaptainJimmovedaboutgettinghiskettleontoboil,andsettingouthisbreadandbutter。Despitehisexcitementhedidnotmovewithhisoldbriskness。Hismovementswereslowandhalting。Butthegirlsdidnotoffertohelphim。Theyknewitwouldhurthisfeelings。

"Youjustpickedtherighteveningtovisitme,"hesaid,producingacakefromhiscupboard。"LeetleJoe’smothersentmedownabigbasketfullofcakesandpiestoday。Ablessingonallgoodcooks,saysI。

Lookatthispurtycake,allfrostingandnuts。

’Tain’toftenIcanentertaininsuchstyle。Setin,girls,setin!We’ll`takacupo’kindnessyetforauldlangsyne。’"

Thegirls"setin"rightmerrily。TheteawasuptoCaptainJim’sbestbrewing。LittleJoe’smother’scakewasthelastwordincakes;CaptainJimwastheprinceofgracioushosts,neverevenpermittinghiseyestowandertothecornerwherethelife-booklay,inallitsbraveryofgreenandgold。ButwhenhisdoorfinallyclosedbehindAnneandLeslietheyknewthathewentstraighttoit,andastheywalkedhometheypicturedthedelightoftheoldmanporingovertheprintedpageswhereinhisownlifewasportrayedwithallthecharmandcolorofrealityitself。

"Iwonderhowhewillliketheending——theendingI

suggested,"saidLeslie。

Shewasnevertoknow。EarlythenextmorningAnneawakenedtofindGilbertbendingoverher,fullydressed,andwithanexpressionofanxietyonhisface。

"Areyoucalledout?"sheaskeddrowsily。

"No。Anne,I’mafraidthere’ssomethingwrongatthePoint。It’sanhouraftersunrisenow,andthelightisstillburning。YouknowithasalwaysbeenamatterofpridewithCaptainJimtostartthelightthemomentthesunsets,andputitoutthemomentitrises。"

Annesatupindismay。Throughherwindowshesawthelightblinkingpalelyagainsttheblueskiesofdawn。

"Perhapshehasfallenasleepoverhislife-book,"shesaidanxiously,"orbecomesoabsorbedinitthathehasforgottenthelight。"

Gilbertshookhishead。

"Thatwouldn’tbelikeCaptainJim。Anyway,I’mgoingdowntosee。"

"WaitaminuteandI’llgowithyou,"exclaimedAnne。

"Oh,yes,Imust——LittleJemwillsleepforanhouryet,andI’llcallSusan。Youmayneedawoman’shelpifCaptainJimisill。"

Itwasanexquisitemorning,fulloftintsandsoundsatonceripeanddelicate。Theharborwassparklinganddimplinglikeagirl;whitegullsweresoaringoverthedunes;beyondthebarwasashining,wonderfulsea。

Thelongfieldsbytheshoreweredewyandfreshinthatfirstfine,purely-tintedlight。Thewindcamedancingandwhistlingupthechanneltoreplacethebeautifulsilencewithamusicmorebeautifulstill。

HaditnotbeenforthebalefulstaronthewhitetowerthatearlywalkwouldhavebeenadelighttoAnneandGilbert。Buttheywentsoftlywithfear。

Theirknockwasnotrespondedto。Gilbertopenedthedoorandtheywentin。

Theoldroomwasveryquiet。Onthetableweretheremnantsofthelittleeveningfeast。Thelampstillburnedonthecornerstand。TheFirstMatewasasleepinasquareofsunshinebythesofa。

CaptainJimlayonthesofa,withhishandsclaspedoverthelife-book,openatthelastpage,lyingonhisbreast。Hiseyeswereclosedandonhisfacewasalookofthemostperfectpeaceandhappiness——thelookofonewhohaslongsoughtandfoundatlast。

"Heisasleep?"whisperedAnnetremulously。

Gilbertwenttothesofaandbentoverhimforafewmoments。Thenhestraightenedup。

"Yes,hesleeps——well,"headdedquietly。"Anne,CaptainJimhascrossedthebar。"

Theycouldnotknowpreciselyatwhathourhehaddied,butAnnealwaysbelievedthathehadhadhiswish,andwentoutwhenthemorningcameacrossthegulf。Outonthatshiningtidehisspiritdrifted,overthesunriseseaofpearlandsilver,tothehavenwherelostMargaretwaited,beyondthestormsandcalms。

CHAPTER40

FAREWELLTOTHEHOUSEOFDREAMS

CaptainJimwasburiedinthelittleover-harborgraveyard,veryneartothespotwheretheweewhiteladyslept。Hisrelativesputupaveryexpensive,veryugly"monument"——amonumentatwhichhewouldhavepokedslyfunhadheseenitinlife。Buthisrealmonumentwasintheheartsofthosewhoknewhim,andinthebookthatwastoliveforgenerations。

LesliemournedthatCaptainJimhadnotlivedtoseetheamazingsuccessofit。

"Howhewouldhavedelightedinthereviews——theyarealmostallsokindly。Andtohaveseenhislife-bookheadingthelistsofthebestsellers——oh,ifhecouldjusthavelivedtoseeit,Anne!"

ButAnne,despitehergrief,waswiser。

"Itwasthebookitselfhecaredfor,Leslie——notwhatmightbesaidofit——andhehadit。Hehadreaditallthrough。Thatlastnightmusthavebeenoneofthegreatesthappinessforhim——withthequick,painlessendinghehadhopedforinthemorning。IamgladforOwen’ssakeandyoursthatthebookissuchasuccess——butCaptainJimwassatisfied——IKNOW。"

Thelighthousestarstillkeptanightlyvigil;asubstitutekeeperhadbeensenttothePoint,untilsuchtimeasanall-wisegovernmentcoulddecidewhichofmanyapplicantswasbestfittedfortheplace——orhadthestrongestpull。TheFirstMatewasathomeinthelittlehouse,belovedbyAnneandGilbertandLeslie,andtoleratedbyaSusanwhohadsmalllikingforcats。

"IcanputupwithhimforthesakeofCaptainJim,Mrs。Doctor,dear,forIlikedtheoldman。AndIwillseethathegetsbiteandsup,andeverymousethetrapsaccountfor。Butdonotaskmetodomorethanthat,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Catsiscats,andtakemywordforit,theywillneverbeanythingelse。Andatleast,Mrs。Doctor,dear,dokeephimawayfromtheblessedweeman。Picturetoyourselfhowawfulitwouldbeifhewastosuckthedarling’sbreath。"

"ThatmightbefitlycalledaCAT-astrophe,"saidGilbert。

"Oh,youmaylaugh,doctor,dear,butitwouldbenolaughingmatter。"

"Catsneversuckbabies’breaths,"saidGilbert。

"Thatisonlyanoldsuperstition,Susan。"

"Oh,well,itmaybeasuperstitionoritmaynot,doctor,dear。AllthatIknowis,ithashappened。Mysister’shusband’snephew’swife’scatsuckedtheirbaby’sbreath,andthepoorinnocentwasallbutgonewhentheyfoundit。Andsuperstitionornot,ifIfindthatyellowbeastlurkingnearourbabyIwillwhackhimwiththepoker,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"

Mr。andMrs。MarshallElliottwerelivingcomfortablyandharmoniouslyinthegreenhouse。Lesliewasbusywithsewing,forsheandOwenweretobemarriedatChristmas。AnnewonderedwhatshewoulddowhenLesliewasgone。

"Changescomeallthetime。Justassoonasthingsgetreallynicetheychange,"shesaidwithasigh。

"TheoldMorganplaceupattheGlenisforsale,"

saidGilbert,aproposofnothinginespecial。

"Isit?"askedAnneindifferently。

"Yes。NowthatMr。Morganhasgone,Mrs。MorganwantstogotolivewithherchildreninVancouver。Shewillsellcheaply,forabigplacelikethatinasmallvillageliketheGlenwillnotbeveryeasytodisposeof。"

"Well,it’scertainlyabeautifulplace,soitislikelyshewillfindapurchaser,"saidAnne,absently,wonderingwhethersheshouldhemstitchorfeather-stitchlittleJem’s"short"dresses。Hewastobeshortenedthenextweek,andAnnefeltreadytocryatthethoughtofit。

"Supposewebuyit,Anne?"remarkedGilbertquietly。

Annedroppedhersewingandstaredathim。

"You’renotinearnest,Gilbert?"

"IndeedIam,dear。"

"Andleavethisdarlingspot——ourhouseofdreams?"

saidAnneincredulously。"Oh,Gilbert,it’s——it’sunthinkable!"

"Listenpatientlytome,dear。Iknowjusthowyoufeelaboutit。Ifeelthesame。Butwe’vealwaysknownwewouldhavetomovesomeday。"

"Oh,butnotsosoon,Gilbert——notjustyet。"

"Wemaynevergetsuchachanceagain。Ifwedon’tbuytheMorganplacesomeoneelsewill——andthereisnootherhouseintheGlenwewouldcaretohave,andnootherreallygoodsiteonwhichtobuild。Thislittlehouseis——well,itisandhasbeenwhatnootherhousecaneverbetous,Iadmit,butyouknowitisout-of-the-waydownhereforadoctor。Wehavefelttheinconvenience,thoughwe’vemadethebestofit。

Andit’satightfitforusnow。Perhaps,inafewyears,whenJemwantsaroomofhisown,itwillbeentirelytoosmall。"

"Oh,Iknow——Iknow,"saidAnne,tearsfillinghereyes。"Iknowallthatcanbesaidagainstit,butI

loveitso——andit’ssobeautifulhere。"

"YouwouldfinditverylonelyhereafterLesliegoes——andCaptainJimhasgonetoo。TheMorganplaceisbeautiful,andintimewewouldloveit。Youknowyouhavealwaysadmiredit,Anne。"

"Oh,yes,but——but——thishasallseemedtocomeupsosuddenly,Gilbert。I’mdizzy。TenminutesagoIhadnothoughtofleavingthisdearspot。IwasplanningwhatImeanttodoforitinthespring——whatImeanttodointhegarden。Andifweleavethisplacewhowillgetit?ItISout-of-the-way,soit’slikelysomepoor,shiftless,wanderingfamilywillrentit——andover-runit——andoh,thatwouldbedesecration。Itwouldhurtmehorribly。"

"Iknow。Butwecannotsacrificeourownintereststosuchconsiderations,Anne-girl。TheMorganplacewillsuitusineveryessentialparticular——wereallycan’taffordtomisssuchachance。Thinkofthatbiglawnwiththosemagnificentoldtrees;andofthatsplendidhardwoodgrovebehindit——twelveacresofit。Whataplayplaceforourchildren!There’safineorchard,too,andyou’vealwaysadmiredthathighbrickwallaroundthegardenwiththedoorinit——you’vethoughtitwassolikeastory-bookgarden。AndthereisalmostasfineaviewoftheharborandthedunesfromtheMorganplaceasfromhere。"

"Youcan’tseethelighthousestarfromit。"

"Yes,Youcanseeitfromtheatticwindow。THERE’S

anotheradvantage,Anne-girl——youlovebiggarrets。"

"There’snobrookinthegarden。"

"Well,no,butthereisonerunningthroughthemaplegroveintotheGlenpond。Andtheponditselfisn’tfaraway。You’llbeabletofancyyouhaveyourownLakeofShiningWatersagain。"

"Well,don’tsayanythingmoreaboutitjustnow,Gilbert。Givemetimetothink——togetusedtotheidea。"

"Allright。Thereisnogreathurry,ofcourse。

Only——ifwedecidetobuy,itwouldbewelltobemovedinandsettledbeforewinter。"

Gilbertwentout,andAnneputawayLittleJem’sshortdresseswithtremblinghands。Shecouldnotsewanymorethatday。Withtear-weteyesshewanderedoverthelittledomainwhereshehadreignedsohappyaqueen。TheMorganplacewasallthatGilbertclaimed。

Thegroundswerebeautiful,thehouseoldenoughtohavedignityandreposeandtraditions,andnewenoughtobecomfortableandup-to-date。Annehadalwaysadmiredit;butadmiringisnotloving;andshelovedthishouseofdreamssomuch。ShelovedEVERYTHING

aboutit——thegardenshehadtended,andwhichsomanywomenhadtendedbeforeher——thegleamandsparkleofthelittlebrookthatcreptsoroguishlyacrossthecorner——thegatebetweenthecreakingfirtrees——theoldredsandstonestep——thestatelyLombardies——thetwotinyquaintglasscupboardsoverthechimney-pieceintheliving-room——thecrookedpantrydoorinthekitchen——thetwofunnydormerwindowsupstairs——thelittlejoginthestaircase——why,thesethingswereapartofher!Howcouldsheleavethem?

Andhowthislittlehouse,consecratedaforetimebyloveandjoy,hadbeenre-consecratedforherbyherhappinessandsorrow!Hereshehadspentherbridalmoon;hereweeJoycehadlivedheronebriefday;herethesweetnessofmotherhoodhadcomeagainwithLittleJem;hereshehadheardtheexquisitemusicofherbaby’scooinglaughter;herebelovedfriendshadsatbyherfireside。Joyandgrief,birthanddeath,hadmadesacredforeverthislittlehouseofdreams。

Andnowshemustleaveit。Sheknewthat,evenwhileshehadcontendedagainsttheideatoGilbert。Thelittlehousewasoutgrown。Gilbert’sinterestsmadethechangenecessary;hiswork,successfulthoughithadbeen,washamperedbyhislocation。Annerealisedthattheendoftheirlifeinthisdearplacedrewnigh,andthatshemustfacethefactbravely。Buthowherheartached!

"Itwillbejustliketearingsomethingoutofmylife,"shesobbed。"Andoh,ifIcouldhopethatsomenicefolkwouldcomehereinourplace——oreventhatitwouldbeleftvacant。Thatitselfwouldbebetterthanhavingitoverrunwithsomehordewhoknownothingofthegeographyofdreamland,andnothingofthehistorythathasgiventhishouseitssoulanditsidentity。

Andifsuchatribecomeheretheplacewillgotorackandruininnotime——anoldplacegoesdownsoquicklyifitisnotcarefullyattendedto。They’lltearupmygarden——andlettheLombardiesgetragged——andthepalingwillcometolooklikeamouthwithhalftheteethmissing——andtheroofwillleak——andtheplasterfall——andthey’llstuffpillowsandragsinbrokenwindowpanes——andeverythingwillbeout-at-elbows。"

Anne’simaginationpicturedforthsovividlythecomingdegenerationofherdearlittlehousethatithurtherasseverelyasifithadalreadybeenanaccomplishedfact。Shesatdownonthestairsandhadalong,bittercry。Susanfoundherthereandenquiredwithmuchconcernwhatthetroublewas。

"Youhavenotquarrelledwiththedoctor,haveyounow,Mrs。Doctor,dear?Butifyouhave,donotworry。Itisathingquitelikelytohappentomarriedcouples,I

amtold,althoughIhavehadnoexperiencethatwaymyself。Hewillbesorry,andyoucansoonmakeitup。"

"No,no,Susan,wehaven’tquarrelled。It’sonly——GilbertisgoingtobuytheMorganplace,andwe’llhavetogoandliveattheGlen。Anditwillbreakmyheart。"

SusandidnotenterintoAnne’sfeelingsatall。Shewas,indeed,quiterejoicedovertheprospectoflivingattheGlen。Heronegrievanceagainstherplaceinthelittlehousewasitslonesomelocation。

"Why,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itwillbesplendid。TheMorganhouseissuchafine,bigone。"

"Ihatebighouses,"sobbedAnne。

"Oh,well,youwillnothatethembythetimeyouhavehalfadozenchildren,"remarkedSusancalmly。"Andthishouseistoosmallalreadyforus。Wehavenospareroom,sinceMrs。Mooreishere,andthatpantryisthemostaggravatingplaceIevertriedtoworkin。

Thereisacornereverywayyouturn。Besides,itisout-of-the-worlddownhere。Thereisreallynothingatallbutscenery。"

"Outofyourworldperhaps,Susan——butnotoutofmine,"saidAnnewithafaintsmile。

"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,Mrs。Doctor,dear,butofcourseIamnotwelleducated。ButifDr。BlythebuystheMorganplacehewillmakenomistake,andthatyoumaytieto。Theyhavewaterinit,andthepantriesandclosetsarebeautiful,andthereisnotanothersuchcellarinP。E。Island,soIhavebeentold。Why,thecellarhere,Mrs。Doctor,dear,hasbeenaheart-breaktome,aswellyouknow。"

"Oh,goaway,Susan,goaway,"saidAnneforlornly。

"Cellarsandpantriesandclosetsdon’tmakeaHOME。

Whydon’tyouweepwiththosewhoweep?"

"Well,Ineverwasmuchhandforweeping,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Iwouldratherfalltoandcheerpeopleupthanweepwiththem。Now,donotyoucryandspoilyourprettyeyes。Thishouseisverywellandhasservedyourturn,butitishightimeyouhadabetter。"

Susan’spointofviewseemedtobethatofmostpeople。

LesliewastheonlyonewhosympathisedunderstandinglywithAnne。Shehadagoodcry,too,whensheheardthenews。Thentheybothdriedtheirtearsandwenttoworkatthepreparationsformoving。

"Sincewemustgoletusgoassoonaswecanandhaveitover,"saidpoorAnnewithbitterresignation。

"YouknowyouwilllikethatlovelyoldplaceattheGlenafteryouhavelivedinitlongenoughtohavedearmemorieswovenaboutit,"saidLeslie。"Friendswillcomethere,astheyhavecomehere——happinesswillglorifyitforyou。Now,it’sjustahousetoyou——buttheyearswillmakeitahome。"

AnneandLesliehadanothercrythenextweekwhentheyshortenedLittleJem。Annefeltthetragedyofituntileveningwheninhislongnightieshefoundherowndearbabyagain。

"Butitwillberompersnext——andthentrousers——andinnotimehewillbegrown-up,"shesighed。

"Well,youwouldnotwanthimtostayababyalways,Mrs。Doctor,dear,wouldyou?"saidSusan。"Blesshisinnocentheart,helookstoosweetforanythinginhislittleshortdresses,withhisdearfeetstickingout。

Andthinkofthesaveintheironing,Mrs。Doctor,dear。"

"Anne,IhavejusthadaletterfromOwen,"saidLeslie,enteringwithabrightface。"And,oh!Ihavesuchgoodnews。Hewritesmethatheisgoingtobuythisplacefromthechurchtrusteesandkeepittospendoursummervacationsin。Anne,areyounotglad?"

"Oh,Leslie,`glad’isn’tthewordforit!Itseemsalmosttoogoodtobetrue。Isha’n’tfeelhalfsobadlynowthatIknowthisdearspotwillneverbedesecratedbyavandaltribe,orlefttotumbledownindecay。Why,it’slovely!It’slovely!"

OneOctobermorningAnnewakenedtotherealisationthatshehadsleptforthelasttimeundertheroofofherlittlehouse。Thedaywastoobusytoindulgeregretandwheneveningcamethehousewasstrippedandbare。AnneandGilbertwerealoneinittosayfarewell。LeslieandSusanandLittleJemhadgonetotheGlenwiththelastloadoffurniture。Thesunsetlightstreamedinthroughthecurtainlesswindows。

"Ithasallsuchaheart-broken,reproachfullook,hasn’tit?"saidAnne。"Oh,IshallbesohomesickattheGlentonight!"

"Wehavebeenveryhappyhere,haven’twe,Anne-girl?"

saidGilbert,hisvoicefulloffeeling。

Annechoked,unabletoanswer。Gilbertwaitedforheratthefir-treegate,whileshewentoverthehouseandsaidfarewelltoeveryroom。Shewasgoingaway;buttheoldhousewouldstillbethere,lookingseawardthroughitsquaintwindows。Theautumnwindswouldblowarounditmournfully,andthegrayrainwouldbeatuponitandthewhitemistswouldcomeinfromtheseatoenfoldit;andthemoonlightwouldfalloveritandlightuptheoldpathswheretheschoolmasterandhisbridehadwalked。Thereonthatoldharborshorethecharmofstorywouldlinger;thewindwouldstillwhistlealluringlyoverthesilversand-dunes;thewaveswouldstillcallfromtheredrock-coves。

"Butwewillbegone,"saidAnnethroughhertears。

Shewentout,closingandlockingthedoorbehindher。

Gilbertwaswaitingforherwithasmile。Thelighthousestarwasgleamingnorthward。Thelittlegarden,whereonlymarigoldsstillbloomed,wasalreadyhoodingitselfinshadows。

Annekneltdownandkissedthewornoldstepwhichshehadcrossedasabride。

"Good-bye,dearlittlehouseofdreams,"shesaid。

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