投诉 阅读记录

第2章

Lyndehadfitted,lookedVERYcountrifiedandhome-madebesidesthestranger’ssmartattire。Foramomentbothgirlsfeltliketurningback。

Buttheyhadalreadystoppedandturnedtowardsthegrayslab。

Itwastoolatetoretreat,forthebrown-eyedgirlhadevidentlyconcludedthattheywerecomingtospeaktoher。Instantlyshesprangupandcameforwardwithoutstretchedhandandagay,friendlysmileinwhichthereseemednotashadowofeithershynessorburdenedconscience。

"Oh,Iwanttoknowwhoyoutwogirlsare,"sheexclaimedeagerly。

"I’vebeenDYINGtoknow。IsawyouatRedmondthismorning。

Say,wasn’titAWFULthere?ForthetimeIwishedIhadstayedhomeandgotmarried。"

AnneandPriscillabothbrokeintounconstrainedlaughteratthisunexpectedconclusion。Thebrown-eyedgirllaughed,too。

"Ireallydid。ICOULDhave,youknow。Come,let’sallsitdownonthisgravestoneandgetacquainted。Itwon’tbehard。Iknowwe’regoingtoadoreeachother——IknewitassoonasIsawyouatRedmondthismorning。Iwantedsomuchtogorightoverandhugyouboth。"

"Whydidn’tyou?"askedPriscilla。

"BecauseIsimplycouldn’tmakeupmymindtodoit。Inevercanmakeupmymindaboutanythingmyself——I’malwaysafflictedwithindecision。JustassoonasIdecidetodosomethingIfeelinmybonesthatanothercoursewouldbethecorrectone。It’sadreadfulmisfortune,butIwasbornthatway,andthereisnouseinblamingmeforit,assomepeopledo。SoIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktoyou,muchasIwantedto。"

"Wethoughtyouweretooshy,"saidAnne。

"No,no,dear。Shynessisn’tamongthemanyfailings——orvirtues——ofPhilippaGordon——Philforshort。DocallmePhilrightoff。Now,whatareyourhandles?"

"She’sPriscillaGrant,"saidAnne,pointing。

"AndSHE’SAnneShirley,"saidPriscilla,pointinginturn。

"Andwe’refromtheIsland,"saidbothtogether。

"IhailfromBolingbroke,NovaScotia,"saidPhilippa。

"Bolingbroke!"exclaimedAnne。"Why,thatiswhereIwasborn。"

"Doyoureallymeanit?Why,thatmakesyouaBluenoseafterall。"

"No,itdoesn’t,"retortedAnne。"Wasn’titDanO’Connellwhosaidthatifamanwasborninastableitdidn’tmakehimahorse?

I’mIslandtothecore。"

"Well,I’mgladyouwereborninBolingbrokeanyway。Itmakesuskindofneighbors,doesn’tit?AndIlikethat,becausewhenItellyousecretsitwon’tbeasifIweretellingthemtoastranger。

Ihavetotellthem。Ican’tkeepsecrets——it’snousetotry。

That’smyworstfailing——that,andindecision,asaforesaid。

Wouldyoubelieveit?——ittookmehalfanhourtodecidewhichhattowearwhenIwascominghere——HERE,toagraveyard!

AtfirstIinclinedtomybrownonewiththefeather;

butassoonasIputitonIthoughtthispinkonewiththefloppybrimwouldbemorebecoming。WhenIgotITpinnedinplaceIlikedthebrownonebetter。AtlastIputthemclosetogetheronthebed,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin。

Thepinspearedthepinkone,soIputiton。Itisbecoming,isn’tit?Tellme,whatdoyouthinkofmylooks?"

Atthisnaivedemand,madeinaperfectlyserioustone,Priscillalaughedagain。ButAnnesaid,impulsivelysqueezingPhilippa’shand,"WethoughtthismorningthatyouweretheprettiestgirlwesawatRedmond。"

Philippa’scrookedmouthflashedintoabewitching,crookedsmileoververywhitelittleteeth。

"Ithoughtthatmyself,"washernextastoundingstatement,"butIwantedsomeoneelse’sopiniontobolstermineup。

Ican’tdecideevenonmyownappearance。JustassoonasI’vedecidedthatI’mprettyIbegintofeelmiserablythatI’mnot。

Besides,haveahorribleoldgreat-auntwhoisalwayssayingtome,withamournfulsigh,`Youweresuchaprettybaby。It’sstrangehowchildrenchangewhentheygrowup。’Iadoreaunts,butIdetestgreat-

aunts。PleasetellmequiteoftenthatIampretty,ifyoudon’tmind。

IfeelsomuchmorecomfortablewhenIcanbelieveI’mpretty。AndI’llbejustasobligingtoyouifyouwantmeto——ICANbe,withaclearconscience。"

"Thanks,"laughedAnne,"butPriscillaandIaresofirmlyconvincedofourowngoodlooksthatwedon’tneedanyassuranceaboutthem,soyouneedn’ttrouble。"

"Oh,you’relaughingatme。IknowyouthinkI’mabominablyvain,butI’mnot。Therereallyisn’tonesparkofvanityinme。

AndI’mneverabitgrudgingaboutpayingcomplimentstoothergirlswhentheydeservethem。I’msogladIknowyoufolks。

IcameuponSaturdayandI’venearlydiedofhomesicknesseversince。It’sahorriblefeeling,isn’tit?InBolingbrokeI’manimportantpersonage,andinKingsportI’mjustnobody!

ThereweretimeswhenIcouldfeelmysoulturningadelicateblue。

Wheredoyouhangout?"

"Thirty-eightSt。John’sStreet。"

"Betterandbetter。Why,I’mjustaroundthecorneronWallaceStreet。

Idon’tlikemyboardinghouse,though。It’sbleakandlonesome,andmyroomlooksoutonsuchanunholybackyard。It’stheugliestplaceintheworld。Asforcats——well,surelyALLtheKingsportcatscan’tcongregatethereatnight,buthalfofthemmust。Iadorecatsonhearthrugs,snoozingbeforenice,friendlyfires,butcatsinbackyardsatmidnightaretotallydifferentanimals。ThefirstnightIwashereIcriedallnight,andsodidthecats。Youshouldhaveseenmynoseinthemorning。HowIwishedIhadneverlefthome!"

"Idon’tknowhowyoumanagedtomakeupyourmindtocometoRedmondatall,ifyouarereallysuchanundecidedperson,"saidamusedPriscilla。

"Blessyourheart,honey,Ididn’t。Itwasfatherwhowantedmetocomehere。Hisheartwassetonit——why,Idon’tknow。ItseemsperfectlyridiculoustothinkofmestudyingforaB。A。

degree,doesn’tit?NotbutwhatIcandoit,allright。

Ihaveheapsofbrains。"

"Oh!"saidPriscillavaguely。

"Yes。Butit’ssuchhardworktousethem。AndB。A。’saresuchlearned,dignified,wise,solemncreatures——theymustbe。No,_I_didn’twanttocometoRedmond。Ididitjusttoobligefather。

HeISsuchaduck。Besides,IknewifIstayedhomeI’dhavetogetmarried。Motherwantedthat——wanteditdecidedly。Motherhasplentyofdecision。ButIreallyhatedthethoughtofbeingmarriedforafewyearsyet。IwanttohaveheapsoffunbeforeIsettledown。And,ridiculousastheideaofmybeingaB。A。is,theideaofmybeinganoldmarriedwomanisstillmoreabsurd,isn’tit?I’monlyeighteen。No,IconcludedIwouldrathercometoRedmondthanbemarried。Besides,howcouldI

everhavemadeupmymindwhichmantomarry?"

"Weretheresomany?"laughedAnne。

"Heaps。Theboyslikemeawfully——theyreallydo。Buttherewereonlytwothatmattered。Therestwerealltooyoungandtoopoor。Imustmarryarichman,youknow。"

"Whymustyou?"

"Honey,youcouldn’timagineMEbeingapoorman’swife,couldyou?

Ican’tdoasingleusefulthing,andIamVERYextravagant。Oh,no,myhusbandmusthaveheapsofmoney。Sothatnarrowedthemdowntotwo。

ButIcouldn’tdecidebetweentwoanyeasierthanbetweentwohundred。

IknewperfectlywellthatwhicheveroneIchoseI’dregretallmylifethatIhadn’tmarriedtheother。"

"Didn’tyou——love——eitherofthem?"askedAnne,alittlehesitatingly。

Itwasnoteasyforhertospeaktoastrangerofthegreatmysteryandtransformationoflife。

"Goodness,no。_I_couldn’tloveanybody。Itisn’tinme。

BesidesIwouldn’twantto。Beinginlovemakesyouaperfectslave,_I_think。Anditwouldgiveamansuchpowertohurtyou。

I’dbeafraid。No,no,AlecandAlonzoaretwodearboys,andIlikethembothsomuchthatIreallydon’tknowwhichIlikethebetter。

Thatisthetrouble。Alecisthebestlooking,ofcourse,andI

simplycouldn’tmarryamanwhowasn’thandsome。Heisgood-temperedtoo,andhaslovely,curly,blackhair。He’srathertooperfect——

Idon’tbelieveI’dlikeaperfecthusband——somebodyIcouldneverfindfaultwith。"

"ThenwhynotmarryAlonzo?"askedPriscillagravely。

"ThinkofmarryinganamelikeAlonzo!"saidPhildolefully。

"Idon’tbelieveIcouldendureit。Buthehasaclassicnose,anditWOULDbeacomforttohaveanoseinthefamilythatcouldbedependedon。Ican’tdependonmine。Sofar,ittakesaftertheGordonpattern,butI’msoafraiditwilldevelopByrnetendenciesasIgrowolder。Iexamineiteverydayanxiouslytomakesureit’sstillGordon。MotherwasaByrneandhastheByrnenoseintheByrnestdegree。Waittillyouseeit。Iadorenicenoses。

Yournoseisawfullynice,AnneShirley。Alonzo’snosenearlyturnedthebalanceinhisfavor。ButALONZO!No,Icouldn’tdecide。

IfIcouldhavedoneasIdidwiththehats——stoodthembothuptogether,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin——itwouldhavebeenquiteeasy。"

"WhatdidAlecandAlonzofeellikewhenyoucameaway?"queriedPriscilla。

"Oh,theystillhavehope。Itoldthemthey’dhavetowaittillIcouldmakeupmymind。They’requitewillingtowait。

Theybothworshipme,youknow。Meanwhile,Iintendtohaveagoodtime。IexpectIshallhaveheapsofbeauxatRedmond。

Ican’tbehappyunlessIhave,youknow。Butdon’tyouthinkthefreshmenarefearfullyhomely?

Isawonlyonereallyhandsomefellowamongthem。Hewentawaybeforeyoucame。IheardhischumcallhimGilbert。HischumhadeyesthatstuckoutTHATFAR。Butyou’renotgoingyet,girls?

Don’tgoyet。"

"Ithinkwemust,"saidAnne,rathercoldly。"It’sgettinglate,andI’vesomeworktodo。"

"Butyou’llbothcometoseeme,won’tyou?"askedPhilippa,gettingupandputtinganarmaroundeach。"Andletmecometoseeyou。Iwanttobechummywithyou。I’vetakensuchafancytoyouboth。AndIhaven’tquitedisgustedyouwithmyfrivolity,haveI?"

"Notquite,"laughedAnne,respondingtoPhil’ssqueeze,withareturnofcordiality。

"BecauseI’mnothalfsosillyasIseemonthesurface,youknow。YoujustacceptPhilippaGordon,astheLordmadeher,withallherfaults,andIbelieveyou’llcometolikeher。

Isn’tthisgraveyardasweetplace?I’dlovetobeburiedhere。

Here’sagraveIdidn’tseebefore——thisoneintheironrailing——oh,girls,look,see——thestonesaysit’sthegraveofamiddywhowaskilledinthefightbetweentheShannonandtheChesapeake。Justfancy!"

Annepausedbytherailingandlookedatthewornstone,herpulsesthrillingwithsuddenexcitement。Theoldgraveyard,withitsover-archingtreesandlongaislesofshadows,fadedfromhersight。

Instead,shesawtheKingsportHarborofnearlyacenturyagone。

Outofthemistcameslowlyagreatfrigate,brilliantwith"themeteorflagofEngland。"Behindherwasanother,withastill,heroicform,wrappedinhisownstarryflag,lyingonthequarterdeck——thegallantLawrence。Time’sfingerhadturnedbackhispages,andthatwastheShannonsailingtriumphantupthebaywiththeChesapeakeasherprize。

"Comeback,AnneShirley——comeback,"laughedPhilippa,pullingherarm。"You’reahundredyearsawayfromus。Comeback。"

Annecamebackwithasigh;hereyeswereshiningsoftly。

"I’vealwayslovedthatoldstory,"shesaid,"andalthoughtheEnglishwonthatvictory,Ithinkitwasbecauseofthebrave,defeatedcommanderIloveit。Thisgraveseemstobringitsonearandmakeitsoreal。Thispoorlittlemiddywasonlyeighteen。He`diedofdesperatewoundsreceivedingallantaction’——soreadshisepitaph。Itissuchasasoldiermightwishfor。"

Beforesheturnedaway,Anneunpinnedthelittleclusterofpurplepansiessheworeanddroppeditsoftlyonthegraveoftheboywhohadperishedinthegreatsea-duel。

"Well,whatdoyouthinkofournewfriend?"askedPriscilla,whenPhilhadleftthem。

"Ilikeher。Thereissomethingverylovableabouther,inspiteofallhernonsense。Ibelieve,asshesaysherself,thatsheisn’thalfassillyasshesounds。She’sadear,kissablebaby——andIdon’tknowthatshe’lleverreallygrowup。"

"Ilikeher,too,"saidPriscilla,decidedly。"ShetalksasmuchaboutboysasRubyGillisdoes。ButitalwaysenragesorsickensmetohearRuby,whereasIjustwantedtolaughgood-naturedlyatPhil。Now,whatisthewhyofthat?"

"Thereisadifference,"saidAnnemeditatively。"Ithinkit’sbecauseRubyisreallysoCONSCIOUSofboys。Sheplaysatloveandlove-making。Besides,youfeel,whensheisboastingofherbeauxthatsheisdoingittorubitwellintoyouthatyouhaven’thalfsomany。Now,whenPhiltalksofherbeauxitsoundsasifshewasjustspeakingofchums。Shereallylooksuponboysasgoodcomrades,andsheispleasedwhenshehasdozensofthemtagginground,simplybecauseshelikestobepopularandtobethoughtpopular。EvenAlexandAlonzo——I’llneverbeabletothinkofthosetwonamesseparatelyafterthis——aretoherjusttwoplayfellowswhowanthertoplaywiththemalltheirlives。I’mgladwemether,andI’mgladwewenttoOldSt。John’s。IbelieveI’veputforthatinysoul-rootintoKingsportsoilthisafternoon。Ihopeso。Ihatetofeeltransplanted。"

ChapterV

LettersfromHomeForthenextthreeweeksAnneandPriscillacontinuedtofeelasstrangersinastrangeland。Then,suddenly,everythingseemedtofallintofocus——Redmond,professors,classes,students,studies,socialdoings。Lifebecamehomogeneousagain,insteadofbeingmadeupofdetachedfragments。TheFreshmen,insteadofbeingacollectionofunrelatedindividuals,foundthemselvesaclass,withaclassspirit,aclassyell,classinterests,classantipathiesandclassambitions。Theywonthedayintheannual"ArtsRush"againsttheSophomores,andtherebygainedtherespectofalltheclasses,andanenormous,confidence-givingopinionofthemselves。ForthreeyearstheSophomoreshadwoninthe"rush";thatthevictoryofthisyearperchedupontheFreshmen’sbannerwasattributedtothestrategicgeneralshipofGilbertBlythe,whomarshalledthecampaignandoriginatedcertainnewtactics,whichdemoralizedtheSophsandswepttheFreshmentotriumph。AsarewardofmerithewaselectedpresidentoftheFreshmanClass,apositionofhonorandresponsibility——fromaFreshpointofview,atleast——covetedbymany。Hewasalsoinvitedtojointhe"Lambs"——RedmondeseforLambaTheta——acomplimentrarelypaidtoaFreshman。AsapreparatoryinitiationordealhehadtoparadetheprincipalbusinessstreetsofKingsportforawholedaywearingasunbonnetandavoluminouskitchenapronofgaudilyfloweredcalico。Thishedidcheerfully,doffinghissunbonnetwithcourtlygracewhenhemetladiesofhisacquaintance。CharlieSloane,whohadnotbeenaskedtojointheLambs,toldAnnehedidnotseehowBlythecoulddoit,andHE,forhispart,couldneverhumiliatehimselfso。

"FancyCharlieSloaneina`caliker’apronanda`sunbunnit,’"

giggledPriscilla。"He’dlookexactlylikehisoldGrandmotherSloane。Gilbert,now,lookedasmuchlikeamaninthemasinhisownproperhabiliments。"

AnneandPriscillafoundthemselvesinthethickofthesociallifeofRedmond。ThatthiscameaboutsospeedilywasdueingreatmeasuretoPhilippaGordon。Philippawasthedaughterofarichandwell-knownman,andbelongedtoanoldandexclusive"Bluenose"family。This,combinedwithherbeautyandcharm——acharmacknowledgedbyallwhomether——promptlyopenedthegatesofallcliques,clubsandclassesinRedmondtoher;andwhereshewentAnneandPriscillawent,too。Phil"adored"AnneandPriscilla,especiallyAnne。Shewasaloyallittlesoul,crystal-freefromanyformofsnobbishness。"Loveme,lovemyfriends"seemedtobeherunconsciousmotto。Withouteffort,shetookthemwithherintohereverwideningcircleofacquaintanceship,andthetwoAvonleagirlsfoundtheirsocialpathwayatRedmondmadeveryeasyandpleasantforthem,totheenvyandwondermentoftheotherfreshettes,who,lackingPhilippa’ssponsorship,weredoomedtoremainratheronthefringeofthingsduringtheirfirstcollegeyear。

ToAnneandPriscilla,withtheirmoreseriousviewsoflife,Philremainedtheamusing,lovablebabyshehadseemedontheirfirstmeeting。Yet,asshesaidherself,shehad"heaps"ofbrains。Whenorwhereshefoundtimetostudywasamystery,forsheseemedalwaysindemandforsomekindof"fun,"andherhomeeveningswerecrowdedwithcallers。Shehadallthe"beaux"thatheartcoulddesire,fornine-tenthsoftheFreshmenandabigfractionofalltheotherclasseswererivalsforhersmiles。

Shewasnaivelydelightedoverthis,andgleefullyrecountedeachnewconquesttoAnneandPriscilla,withcommentsthatmighthavemadetheunluckylover’searsburnfiercely。

"AlecandAlonzodon’tseemtohaveanyseriousrivalyet,"

remarkedAnne,teasingly。

"Notone,"agreedPhilippa。"Iwritethembotheveryweekandtellthemallaboutmyyoungmenhere。I’msureitmustamusethem。

But,ofcourse,theoneIlikebestIcan’tget。GilbertBlythewon’ttakeanynoticeofme,excepttolookatmeasifIwereanicelittlekittenhe’dliketopat。ToowellIknowthereason。

Ioweyouagrudge,QueenAnne。IreallyoughttohateyouandinsteadIloveyoumadly,andI’mmiserableifIdon’tseeyoueveryday。You’redifferentfromanygirlIeverknewbefore。

WhenyoulookatmeinacertainwayIfeelwhataninsignificant,frivolouslittlebeastIam,andIlongtobebetterandwiserandstronger。AndthenImakegoodresolutions;butthefirstnice-lookingmanniewhocomesmywayknocksthemalloutofmyhead。Isn’tcollegelifemagnificent?

It’ssofunnytothinkIhateditthatfirstday。ButifIhadn’tImightnevergotreallyacquaintedwithyou。Anne,pleasetellmeoveragainthatyoulikemealittlebit。Iyearntohearit。"

"Ilikeyouabigbit——andIthinkyou’readear,sweet,adorable,velvety,clawless,little——kitten,"laughedAnne,"butIdon’tseewhenyouevergettimetolearnyourlessons。"

Philmusthavefoundtimeforsheheldherownineveryclassofheryear。EventhegrumpyoldprofessorofMathematics,whodetestedcoeds,andhadbitterlyopposedtheiradmissiontoRedmond,couldn’tfloorher。Sheledthefreshetteseverywhere,exceptinEnglish,whereAnneShirleyleftherfarbehind。AnneherselffoundthestudiesofherFreshmanyearveryeasy,thanksingreatparttothesteadyworksheandGilberthadputinduringthosetwopastyearsinAvonlea。Thislefthermoretimeforasociallifewhichshethoroughlyenjoyed。ButneverforamomentdidsheforgetAvonleaandthefriendsthere。Toher,thehappiestmomentsineachweekwerethoseinwhichletterscamefromhome。ItwasnotuntilshehadgotherfirstlettersthatshebegantothinkshecouldeverlikeKingsportorfeelathomethere。Beforetheycame,Avonleahadseemedthousandsofmilesaway;thoselettersbroughtitnearandlinkedtheoldlifetothenewsocloselythattheybegantoseemoneandthesame,insteadoftwohopelesslysegregatedexistences。Thefirstbatchcontainedsixletters,fromJaneAndrews,RubyGillis,DianaBarry,Marilla,Mrs。LyndeandDavy。Jane’swasacopperplateproduction,withevery"t"nicelycrossedandevery"i"preciselydotted,andnotaninterestingsentenceinit。Shenevermentionedtheschool,concerningwhichAnnewasavidtohear;sheneveransweredoneofthequestionsAnnehadaskedinherletter。

ButshetoldAnnehowmanyyardsoflaceshehadrecentlycrocheted,andthekindofweathertheywerehavinginAvonlea,andhowsheintendedtohavehernewdressmade,andthewayshefeltwhenherheadached。RubyGilliswroteagushingepistledeploringAnne’sabsence,assuringhershewashorriblymissedineverything,askingwhattheRedmond"fellows"werelike,andfillingtherestwithaccountsofherownharrowingexperienceswithhernumerousadmirers。Itwasasilly,harmlessletter,andAnnewouldhavelaughedoverithaditnotbeenforthepostscript。

"GilbertseemstobeenjoyingRedmond,judgingfromhisletters,"

wroteRuby。"Idon’tthinkCharlieissostuckonit。"

SoGilbertwaswritingtoRuby!Verywell。Hehadaperfectrightto,ofcourse。Only——!!AnnedidnotknowthatRubyhadwrittenthefirstletterandthatGilberthadanswereditfrommerecourtesy。ShetossedRuby’sletterasidecontemptuously。

ButittookallDiana’sbreezy,newsy,delightfulepistletobanishthestingofRuby’spostscript。Diana’slettercontainedalittletoomuchFred,butwasotherwisecrowdedandcrossedwithitemsofinterest,andAnnealmostfeltherselfbackinAvonleawhilereadingit。Marilla’swasaratherprimandcolorlessepistle,severelyinnocentofgossiporemotion。

YetsomehowitconveyedtoAnneawhiffofthewholesome,simplelifeatGreenGables,withitssavorofancientpeace,andthesteadfastabidinglovethatwasthereforher。Mrs。Lynde’sletterwasfullofchurchnews。Havingbrokenuphousekeeping,Mrs。Lyndehadmoretimethanevertodevotetochurchaffairsandhadflungherselfintothemheartandsoul。Shewasatpresentmuchworkedupoverthepoor"supplies"theywerehavinginthevacantAvonleapulpit。

"Idon’tbelieveanybutfoolsentertheministrynowadays,"shewrotebitterly。"Suchcandidatesastheyhavesentus,andsuchstuffastheypreach!Halfofitain’ttrue,and,what’sworse,itain’tsounddoctrine。Theonewehavenowistheworstofthelot。Hemostlytakesatextandpreachesaboutsomethingelse。

Andhesayshedoesn’tbelievealltheheathenwillbeeternallylost。Theidea!Iftheywon’tallthemoneywe’vebeengivingtoForeignMissionswillbecleanwasted,that’swhat!LastSundaynightheannouncedthatnextSundayhe’dpreachontheaxe-headthatswam。Ithinkhe’dbetterconfinehimselftotheBibleandleavesensationalsubjectsalone。Thingshavecometoaprettypassifaministercan’tfindenoughinHolyWrittopreachabout,that’swhat。Whatchurchdoyouattend,Anne?I

hopeyougoregularly。Peopleareapttogetsocarelessaboutchurch-goingawayfromhome,andIunderstandcollegestudentsaregreatsinnersinthisrespect。I’mtoldmanyofthemactuallystudytheirlessonsonSunday。Ihopeyou’llneversinkthatlow,Anne。Rememberhowyouwerebroughtup。Andbeverycarefulwhatfriendsyoumake。Youneverknowwhatsortofcreaturesareinthemcolleges。Outwardlytheymaybeaswhitedsepulchersandinwardlyasraveningwolves,that’swhat。You’dbetternothaveanythingtosaytoanyyoungmanwhoisn’tfromtheIsland。

"Iforgottotellyouwhathappenedthedaytheministercalledhere。ItwasthefunniestthingIeversaw。IsaidtoMarilla,`IfAnnehadbeenherewouldn’tshehavehadalaugh?’EvenMarillalaughed。Youknowhe’saveryshort,fatlittlemanwithbowlegs。Well,thatoldpigofMr。Harrison’s——thebig,tallone——hadwanderedoverherethatdayagainandbrokeintotheyard,anditgotintothebackporch,unbeknownstous,anditwastherewhentheministerappearedinthedoorway。Itmadeonewildbolttogetout,buttherewasnowheretobolttoexceptbetweenthembowlegs。Sothereitwent,and,beingasitwassobigandtheministersolittle,ittookhimcleanoffhisfeetandcarriedhimaway。Hishatwentonewayandhiscaneanother,justasMarillaandIgottothedoor。I’llneverforgetthelookofhim。Andthatpoorpigwasnearscaredtodeath。I’llneverbeabletoreadthataccountintheBibleoftheswinethatrushedmadlydownthesteepplaceintotheseawithoutseeingMr。Harrison’spigcareeringdownthehillwiththatminister。

IguessthepigthoughthehadtheOldBoyonhisbackinsteadofinsideofhim。Iwasthankfulthetwinsweren’tabout。

Itwouldn’thavebeentherightthingforthemtohaveseenaministerinsuchanundignifiedpredicament。Justbeforetheygottothebrooktheministerjumpedofforfelloff。

Thepigrushedthroughthebrooklikemadandupthroughthewoods。

MarillaandIrundownandhelpedtheministergetupandbrushhiscoat。Hewasn’thurt,buthewasmad。HeseemedtoholdMarillaandmeresponsibleforitall,thoughwetoldhimthepigdidn’tbelongtous,andhadbeenpesteringusallsummer。

Besides,whatdidhecometothebackdoorfor?You’dneverhavecaughtMr。Allandoingthat。It’llbealongtimebeforewegetamanlikeMr。Allan。Butit’sanillwindthatblowsnogood。

We’veneverseenhooforhairofthatpigsince,andit’smybeliefweneverwill。

"ThingsisprettyquietinAvonlea。Idon’tfindGreenGablesaslonesomeasIexpected。IthinkI’llstartanothercottonwarpquiltthiswinter。Mrs。SilasSloanehasahandsomenewapple-leafpattern。

"WhenIfeelthatImusthavesomeexcitementIreadthemurdertrialsinthatBostonpapermyniecesendsme。Ineverusedtodoit,butthey’rerealinteresting。TheStatesmustbeanawfulplace。Ihopeyou’llnevergothere,Anne。Butthewaygirlsroamovertheearthnowissomethingterrible。ItalwaysmakesmethinkofSatanintheBookofJob,goingtoandfroandwalkingupanddown。Idon’tbelievetheLordeverintendedit,that’swhat。

"Davyhasbeenprettygoodsinceyouwentaway。OnedayhewasbadandMarillapunishedhimbymakinghimwearDora’sapronallday,andthenhewentandcutallDora’sapronsup。Ispankedhimforthatandthenhewentandchasedmyroostertodeath。

"TheMacPhersonshavemoveddowntomyplace。She’sagreathousekeeperandveryparticular。She’srootedallmyJuneliliesupbecauseshesaystheymakeagardenlooksountidy。Thomassetthemliliesoutwhenweweremarried。Herhusbandseemsanicesortofaman,butshecan’tgetoverbeinganoldmaid,that’swhat。

"Don’tstudytoohard,andbesureandputyourwinterunderclothesonassoonastheweathergetscool。

Marillaworriesalotaboutyou,butItellheryou’vegotalotmoresensethanIeverthoughtyouwouldhaveatonetime,andthatyou’llbeallright。"

Davy’sletterplungedintoagrievanceatthestart。

"Dearanne,pleasewriteandtellmarillanottotiemetotheraleofthebridgewhenIgofishingtheboysmakefunofmewhenshedoes。Itsawfullonesomeherewithoutyoubutgratefuninschool。Janeandrewsiscrosserthanyou。Iscaredmrs。lyndewithajackylanternlastnite。ShewasoffelmadandshewasmadcauseIchasedheroldroosterroundtheyardtillhefelldownded。Ididn’tmeantomakehimfalldownded。Whatmadehimdie,anne,Iwanttoknow。mrs。lyndethrewhimintothepigpenshemiteofsoldhimtomr。blair。mr。blairisgiving50senseapeaceforgooddedroostersnow。Iherdmrs。lyndeaskingtheministertoprayforher。Whatdidshedothatwassobad,anne,Iwanttoknow。I’vegotakitewithamagnificenttail,anne。Miltyboltertoldmeagratestoryinschoolyesterday。itistroo。oldJoeMoseyandLeonwereplayingcardsonenitelastweekinthewoods。Thecardswereonastumpandabigblackmanbiggerthanthetreescomealongandgrabbedthecardsandthestumpanddisaperedwithanoyslikethunder。

Illbettheywereskared。Miltysaystheblackmanwastheoldharry。washe,anne,Iwanttoknow。Mr。kimballoveratspenservaleisverysickandwillhavetogotothehospitable。

pleaseexcusemewhileIaskmarillaifthatsspelledrite。

Marillasaysitsthesilemhehastogotonottheotherplace。

Hethinkshehasasnakeinsideofhim。whatsitliketohaveasnakeinsideofyou,anne。Iwanttoknow。mrs。lawrencebellissickto。mrs。lyndesaysthatallthatisthematterwithheristhatshethinkstoomuchaboutherinsides。"

"Iwonder,"saidAnne,asshefoldedupherletters,"whatMrs。

LyndewouldthinkofPhilippa。"

ChapterVI

InthePark"Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselvestoday,girls?"

askedPhilippa,poppingintoAnne’sroomoneSaturdayafternoon。

"Wearegoingforawalkinthepark,"answeredAnne。"Ioughttostayinandfinishmyblouse。ButIcouldn’tsewonadaylikethis。

There’ssomethingintheairthatgetsintomybloodandmakesasortofgloryinmysoul。MyfingerswouldtwitchandI’dsewacrookedseam。

Soit’shofortheparkandthepines。"

"Does`we’includeanyonebutyourselfandPriscilla?"

"Yes,itincludesGilbertandCharlie,andwe’llbeverygladifitwillincludeyou,also。"

"But,"saidPhilippadolefully,"ifIgoI’llhavetobegooseberry,andthatwillbeanewexperienceforPhilippaGordon。"

"Well,newexperiencesarebroadening。Comealong,andyou’llbeabletosympathizewithallpoorsoulswhohavetoplaygooseberryoften。Butwhereareallthevictims?"

"Oh,Iwastiredofthemallandsimplycouldn’tbebotheredwithanyofthemtoday。Besides,I’vebeenfeelingalittleblue——

justapale,elusiveazure。Itisn’tseriousenoughforanythingdarker。IwroteAlecandAlonzolastweek。Iputthelettersintoenvelopesandaddressedthem,butIdidn’tsealthemup。

Thateveningsomethingfunnyhappened。Thatis,Alecwouldthinkitfunny,butAlonzowouldn’tbelikelyto。Iwasinahurry,soIsnatchedAlec’sletter——asIthought——outoftheenvelopeandscribbleddownapostscript。ThenImailedbothletters。I

gotAlonzo’sreplythismorning。Girls,Ihadputthatpostscripttohisletterandhewasfurious。Ofcoursehe’llgetoverit——

andIdon’tcareifhedoesn’t——butitspoiledmyday。

SoIthoughtI’dcometoyoudarlingstogetcheeredup。

AfterthefootballseasonopensIwon’thaveanyspareSaturdayafternoons。Iadorefootball。I’vegotthemostgorgeouscapandsweaterstripedinRedmondcolorstoweartothegames。

Tobesure,alittlewayoffI’lllooklikeawalkingbarber’spole。

DoyouknowthatthatGilbertofyourshasbeenelectedCaptainoftheFreshmanfootballteam?"

"Yes,hetoldussolastevening,"saidPriscilla,seeingthatoutragedAnnewouldnotanswer。"HeandCharlieweredown。

Weknewtheywerecoming,sowepainstakinglyputoutofsightoroutofreachallMissAda’scushions。ThatveryelaborateonewiththeraisedembroideryIdroppedonthefloorinthecornerbehindthechairitwason。Ithoughtitwouldbesafethere。

Butwouldyoubelieveit?CharlieSloanemadeforthatchair,noticedthecushionbehindit,solemnlyfisheditup,andsatonitthewholeevening。Suchawreckofacushionasitwas!PoorMissAdaaskedmetoday,stillsmiling,butoh,soreproachfully,whyIhadallowedittobesatupon。ItoldherIhadn’t——thatitwasamatterofpredestinationcoupledwithinveterateSloanishnessandIwasn’tamatchforbothcombined。"

"MissAda’scushionsarereallygettingonmynerves,"saidAnne。

"Shefinishedtwonewoneslastweek,stuffedandembroideredwithinaninchoftheirlives。Therebeingabsolutelynoothercushionlessplacetoputthemshestoodthemupagainstthewallonthestairlanding。Theytoppleoverhalfthetimeandifwecomeupordownthestairsinthedarkwefalloverthem。LastSunday,whenDr。Davisprayedforallthoseexposedtotheperilsofthesea,Iaddedinthought`andforallthosewholiveinhouseswherecushionsarelovednotwiselybuttoowell!’

There!we’reready,andIseetheboyscomingthroughOldSt。John’s。

Doyoucastinyourlotwithus,Phil?"

"I’llgo,ifIcanwalkwithPriscillaandCharlie。Thatwillbeabearabledegreeofgooseberry。ThatGilbertofyoursisadarling,Anne,butwhydoeshegoaroundsomuchwithGoggle-eyes?"

Annestiffened。ShehadnogreatlikingforCharlieSloane;buthewasofAvonlea,sonooutsiderhadanybusinesstolaughathim。

"CharlieandGilberthavealwaysbeenfriends,"shesaidcoldly。

"Charlieisaniceboy。He’snottoblameforhiseyes。"

"Don’ttellmethat!Heis!Hemusthavedonesomethingdreadfulinapreviousexistencetobepunishedwithsucheyes。

PrisandIaregoingtohavesuchsportwithhimthisafternoon。

We’llmakefunofhimtohisfaceandhe’llneverknowit。"

Doubtless,"theabandonedP’s,"asAnnecalledthem,didcarryouttheiramiableintentions。ButSloanewasblissfullyignorant;hethoughthewasquiteafinefellowtobewalkingwithtwosuchcoeds,especiallyPhilippaGordon,theclassbeautyandbelle。ItmustsurelyimpressAnne。Shewouldseethatsomepeopleappreciatedhimathisrealvalue。

GilbertandAnneloiteredalittlebehindtheothers,enjoyingthecalm,stillbeautyoftheautumnafternoonunderthepinesofthepark,ontheroadthatclimbedandtwistedroundtheharborshore。

"Thesilencehereislikeaprayer,isn’tit?"saidAnne,herfaceupturnedtotheshiningsky。"HowIlovethepines!

Theyseemtostriketheirrootsdeepintotheromanceofalltheages。

Itissocomfortingtocreepawaynowandthenforagoodtalkwiththem。

Ialwaysfeelsohappyouthere。"

"`Andsoinmountainsolitudeso’ertakenAsbysomespelldivine,TheircaresdropfromthemliketheneedlesshakenFromoutthegustypine,’"

quotedGilbert。

"Theymakeourlittleambitionsseemratherpetty,don’tthey,Anne?"

"Ithink,ifeveranygreatsorrowcametome,Iwouldcometothepinesforcomfort,"saidAnnedreamily。

"Ihopenogreatsorroweverwillcometoyou,Anne,"saidGilbert,whocouldnotconnecttheideaofsorrowwiththevivid,joyouscreaturebesidehim,unwittingthatthosewhocansoartothehighestheightscanalsoplungetothedeepestdepths,andthatthenatureswhichenjoymostkeenlyarethosewhichalsosuffermostsharply。

"Buttheremust——sometime,"musedAnne。"Lifeseemslikeacupofgloryheldtomylipsjustnow。Buttheremustbesomebitternessinit——thereisineverycup。Ishalltasteminesomeday。Well,IhopeIshallbestrongandbravetomeetit。

AndIhopeitwon’tbethroughmyownfaultthatitwillcome。

DoyourememberwhatDr。DavissaidlastSundayevening——thatthesorrowsGodsentusbroughtcomfortandstrengthwiththem,whilethesorrowswebroughtonourselves,throughfollyorwickedness,werebyfarthehardesttobear?Butwemustn’ttalkofsorrowonanafternoonlikethis。It’smeantforthesheerjoyofliving,isn’tit?"

"IfIhadmywayI’dshuteverythingoutofyourlifebuthappinessandpleasure,Anne,"saidGilbertinthetonethatmeant"dangerahead。"

"Thenyouwouldbeveryunwise,"rejoinedAnnehastily。"I’msurenolifecanbeproperlydevelopedandroundedoutwithoutsometrialandsorrow——thoughIsupposeitisonlywhenweareprettycomfortablethatweadmitit。Come——theothershavegottothepavilionandarebeckoningtous。"

Theyallsatdowninthelittlepaviliontowatchanautumnsunsetofdeepredfireandpallidgold。TotheirleftlayKingsport,itsroofsandspiresdimintheirshroudofvioletsmoke。

Totheirrightlaytheharbor,takingontintsofroseandcopperasitstretchedoutintothesunset。Beforethemthewatershimmered,satinsmoothandsilvergray,andbeyond,cleanshavenWilliam’sIslandloomedoutofthemist,guardingthetownlikeasturdybulldog。

Itslighthousebeaconflaredthroughthemistlikeabalefulstar,andwasansweredbyanotherinthefarhorizon。

"Didyoueverseesuchastrong-lookingplace?"askedPhilippa。

"Idon’twantWilliam’sIslandespecially,butI’msureIcouldn’tgetitifIdid。Lookatthatsentryonthesummitofthefort,rightbesidetheflag。Doesn’thelookasifhehadsteppedoutofaromance?"

"Speakingofromance,"saidPriscilla,"we’vebeenlookingforheather——but,ofcourse,wecouldn’tfindany。It’stoolateintheseason,Isuppose。"

"Heather!"exclaimedAnne。"Heatherdoesn’tgrowinAmerica,doesit?"

"Therearejusttwopatchesofitinthewholecontinent,"saidPhil,"onerighthereinthepark,andonesomewhereelseinNovaScotia,Iforgetwhere。ThefamousHighlandRegiment,theBlackWatch,campedhereoneyear,and,whenthemenshookoutthestrawoftheirbedsinthespring,someseedsofheathertookroot。"

"Oh,howdelightful!"saidenchantedAnne。

"Let’sgohomearoundbySpoffordAvenue,"suggestedGilbert。

"Wecanseeall`thehandsomehouseswherethewealthynoblesdwell。’SpoffordAvenueisthefinestresidentialstreetinKingsport。Nobodycanbuildonitunlesshe’samillionaire。"

"Oh,do,"saidPhil。"There’saperfectlykillinglittleplaceI

wanttoshowyou,Anne。ITwasn’tbuiltbyamillionaire。It’sthefirstplaceafteryouleavethepark,andmusthavegrownwhileSpoffordAvenuewasstillacountryroad。ItDIDgrow——

itwasn’tbuilt!Idon’tcareforthehousesontheAvenue。

They’retoobrandnewandplateglassy。Butthislittlespotisadream——anditsname——butwaittillyouseeit。"

Theysawitastheywalkedupthepine-fringedhillfromthepark。

Justonthecrest,whereSpoffordAvenuepeteredoutintoaplainroad,wasalittlewhiteframehousewithgroupsofpinesoneithersideofit,stretchingtheirarmsprotectinglyoveritslowroof。Itwascoveredwithredandgoldvines,throughwhichitsgreen-shutteredwindowspeeped。Beforeitwasatinygarden,surroundedbyalowstonewall。Octoberthoughitwas,thegardenwasstillverysweetwithdear,old-fashioned,unworldlyflowersandshrubs——sweetmay,southern-wood,lemonverbena,alyssum,petunias,marigoldsandchrysanthemums。Atinybrickwall,inherring-bonepattern,ledfromthegatetothefrontporch。Thewholeplacemighthavebeentransplantedfromsomeremotecountryvillage;yettherewassomethingaboutitthatmadeitsnearestneighbor,thebiglawn-encircledpalaceofatobaccoking,lookexceedinglycrudeandshowyandill-bredbycontrast。AsPhilsaid,itwasthedifferencebetweenbeingbornandbeingmade。

"It’sthedearestplaceIeversaw,"saidAnnedelightedly。"Itgivesmeoneofmyold,delightfulfunnyaches。It’sdearerandquainterthanevenMissLavendar’sstonehouse。"

"It’sthenameIwantyoutonoticeespecially,"saidPhil。

"Look——inwhiteletters,aroundthearchwayoverthegate。

`Patty’sPlace。’Isn’tthatkilling?EspeciallyonthisAvenueofPinehurstsandElmwoldsandCedarcrofts?`Patty’sPlace,’

ifyouplease!Iadoreit。"

"HaveyouanyideawhoPattyis?"askedPriscilla。

"PattySpoffordisthenameoftheoldladywhoownsit,I’vediscovered。Shelivestherewithherniece,andthey’velivedthereforhundredsofyears,moreorless——maybealittleless,Anne。Exaggerationismerelyaflightofpoeticfancy。Iunderstandthatwealthyfolkhavetriedtobuythelottimeandagain——it’sreallyworthasmallfortunenow,youknow——but`Patty’won’tselluponanyconsideration。Andthere’sanappleorchardbehindthehouseinplaceofabackyard——you’llseeitwhenwegetalittlepast——

arealappleorchardonSpoffordAvenue!"

"I’mgoingtodreamabout`Patty’sPlace’tonight,"saidAnne。

"Why,IfeelasifIbelongedtoit。Iwonderif,byanychance,we’lleverseetheinsideofit。"

"Itisn’tlikely,"saidPriscilla。

Annesmiledmysteriously。

"No,itisn’tlikely。ButIbelieveitwillhappen。Ihaveaqueer,creepy,crawlyfeeling——youcancallitapresentiment,ifyoulike——that`Patty’sPlace’andIaregoingtobebetteracquaintedyet。"

ChapterVII

HomeAgainThosefirstthreeweeksatRedmondhadseemedlong;buttherestofthetermflewbyonwingsofwind。BeforetheyrealizedittheRedmondstudentsfoundthemselvesinthegrindofChristmasexaminations,emergingtherefrommoreorlesstriumphantly。ThehonorofleadingintheFreshmanclassesfluctuatedbetweenAnne,GilbertandPhilippa;Priscilladidverywell;CharlieSloanescrapedthroughrespectably,andcomportedhimselfascomplacentlyasifhehadledineverything。

"Ican’treallybelievethatthistimetomorrowI’llbeinGreenGables,"

saidAnneonthenightbeforedeparture。"ButIshallbe。Andyou,Phil,willbeinBolingbrokewithAlecandAlonzo。"

"I’mlongingtoseethem,"admittedPhil,betweenthechocolateshewasnibbling。"Theyreallyaresuchdearboys,youknow。

There’stobenoendofdancesanddrivesandgeneraljamborees。

Ishallneverforgiveyou,QueenAnne,fornotcominghomewithmefortheholidays。"

"`Never’meansthreedayswithyou,Phil。Itwasdearofyoutoaskme——andI’dlovetogotoBolingbrokesomeday。ButI

can’tgothisyear——IMUSTgohome。Youdon’tknowhowmyheartlongsforit。"

"Youwon’thavemuchofatime,"saidPhilscornfully。"There’llbeoneortwoquiltingparties,Isuppose;andalltheoldgossipswilltalkyouovertoyourfaceandbehindyourback。

You’lldieoflonesomeness,child。"

"InAvonlea?"saidAnne,highlyamused。

"Now,ifyou’dcomewithmeyou’dhaveaperfectlygorgeoustime。

Bolingbrokewouldgowildoveryou,QueenAnne——yourhairandyourstyleand,oh,everything!You’resoDIFFERENT。You’dbesuchasuccess——andIwouldbaskinreflectedglory——`nottherosebutneartherose。’Docome,afterall,Anne。"

"Yourpictureofsocialtriumphsisquitefascinating,Phil,butI’llpaintonetooffsetit。I’mgoinghometoanoldcountryfarmhouse,oncegreen,ratherfadednow,setamongleaflessappleorchards。ThereisabrookbelowandaDecemberfirwoodbeyond,whereI’veheardharpssweptbythefingersofrainandwind。

Thereisapondnearbythatwillbegrayandbroodingnow。Therewillbetwooldishladiesinthehouse,onetallandthin,oneshortandfat;andtherewillbetwotwins,oneaperfectmodel,theotherwhatMrs。Lyndecallsa`holyterror。’Therewillbealittleroomupstairsovertheporch,whereolddreamshangthick,andabig,fat,gloriousfeatherbedwhichwillalmostseemtheheightofluxuryafteraboardinghousemattress。Howdoyoulikemypicture,Phil?"

"Itseemsaverydullone,"saidPhil,withagrimace。

"Oh,butI’veleftoutthetransformingthing,"saidAnnesoftly。

"There’llbelovethere,Phil——faithful,tenderlove,suchasI’llneverfindanywhereelseintheworld——lovethat’swaitingforme。Thatmakesmypictureamasterpiece,doesn’tit,evenifthecolorsarenotverybrilliant?"

Philsilentlygotup,tossedherboxofchocolatesaway,wentuptoAnne,andputherarmsabouther。

"Anne,IwishIwaslikeyou,"shesaidsoberly。

DianametAnneattheCarmodystationthenextnight,andtheydrovehometogetherundersilent,star-sowndepthsofsky。GreenGableshadaveryfestalappearanceastheydroveupthelane。

Therewasalightineverywindow,theglowbreakingoutthroughthedarknesslikeflame-redblossomsswungagainstthedarkbackgroundoftheHauntedWood。Andintheyardwasabravebonfirewithtwogaylittlefiguresdancingaroundit,oneofwhichgaveanunearthlyyellasthebuggyturnedinunderthepoplars。

"DavymeansthatforanIndianwar-whoop,"saidDiana。"Mr。

Harrison’shiredboytaughtittohim,andhe’sbeenpracticingituptowelcomeyouwith。Mrs。Lyndesaysithaswornhernervestoafrazzle。Hecreepsupbehindher,youknow,andthenletsgo。Hewasdeterminedtohaveabonfireforyou,too。He’sbeenpilingupbranchesforafortnightandpesteringMarillatobeletpoursomekeroseneoiloveritbeforesettingitonfire。

Iguessshedid,bythesmell,thoughMrs。LyndesaiduptothelastthatDavywouldblowhimselfandeverybodyelseupifhewaslet。"

Annewasoutofthebuggybythistime,andDavywasrapturouslyhuggingherknees,whileevenDorawasclingingtoherhand。

"Isn’tthatabullybonfire,Anne?Justletmeshowyouhowtopokeit——seethesparks?Ididitforyou,Anne,’causeIwassogladyouwerecominghome。"

ThekitchendooropenedandMarilla’sspareformdarkenedagainsttheinnerlight。ShepreferredtomeetAnneintheshadows,forshewashorriblyafraidthatshewasgoingtocrywithjoy——

she,stern,repressedMarilla,whothoughtalldisplayofdeepemotionunseemly。Mrs。Lyndewasbehindher,sonsy,kindly,matronly,asofyore。ThelovethatAnnehadtoldPhilwaswaitingforhersurroundedherandenfoldedherwithitsblessinganditssweetness。Nothing,afterall,couldcomparewitholdties,oldfriends,andoldGreenGables!HowstarryAnne’seyeswereastheysatdowntotheloadedsuppertable,howpinkhercheeks,howsilver-clearherlaughter!AndDianawasgoingtostayallnight,too。Howlikethedearoldtimesitwas!Andtherose-budtea-setgracedthetable!WithMarillatheforceofnaturecouldnofurthergo。

"IsupposeyouandDianawillnowproceedtotalkallnight,"

saidMarillasarcastically,asthegirlswentupstairs。

Marillawasalwayssarcasticafteranyself-betrayal。

"Yes,"agreedAnnegaily,"butI’mgoingtoputDavytobedfirst。

Heinsistsonthat。"

"Youbet,"saidDavy,astheywentalongthehall。"Iwantsomebodytosaymyprayerstoagain。It’snofunsayingthemalone。"

"Youdon’tsaythemalone,Davy。Godisalwayswithyoutohearyou。"

"Well,Ican’tseeHim,"objectedDavy。"IwanttopraytosomebodyIcansee,butIWON’TsaythemtoMrs。LyndeorMarilla,therenow!"

Nevertheless,whenDavywasgarbedinhisgrayflannelnighty,hedidnotseeminahurrytobegin。HestoodbeforeAnne,shufflingonebarefootovertheother,andlookedundecided。

"Come,dear,kneeldown,"saidAnne。

DavycameandburiedhisheadinAnne’slap,buthedidnotkneeldown。

"Anne,"hesaidinamuffledvoice。"Idon’tfeellikeprayingafterall。

Ihaven’tfeltlikeitforaweeknow。I——IDIDN’Tpraylastnightnorthenightbefore。"

"Whynot,Davy?"askedAnnegently。

"You——youwon’tbemadifItellyou?"imploredDavy。

Anneliftedthelittlegray-flannelledbodyonherkneeandcuddledhisheadonherarm。

"DoIeverget`mad’whenyoutellmethings,Davy?"

"No-o-o,youneverdo。Butyougetsorry,andthat’sworse。

You’llbeawfulsorrywhenItellyouthis,Anne——andyou’llbe’shamedofme,Is’pose。"

"Haveyoudonesomethingnaughty,Davy,andisthatwhyyoucan’tsayyourprayers?"

"No,Ihaven’tdoneanythingnaughty——yet。ButIwanttodoit。"

"Whatisit,Davy?"

"I——Iwanttosayabadword,Anne,"blurtedoutDavy,withadesperateeffort。"IheardMr。Harrison’shiredboysayitonedaylastweek,andeversinceI’vebeenwantingtosayitALLthetime——evenwhenI’msayingmyprayers。"

"Sayitthen,Davy。"

Davyliftedhisflushedfaceinamazement。

"But,Anne,it’sanAWFULbadword。"

"SAYIT!"

Davygaveheranotherincredulouslook,theninalowvoicehesaidthedreadfulword。Thenextminutehisfacewasburrowingagainsther。

"Oh,Anne,I’llneversayitagain——never。I’llneverWANTtosayitagain。Iknewitwasbad,butIdidn’ts’poseitwasso——so——Ididn’ts’poseitwaslikeTHAT。"

"No,Idon’tthinkyou’lleverwanttosayitagain,Davy——orthinkit,either。AndIwouldn’tgoaboutmuchwithMr。Harrison’shiredboyifIwereyou。"

"Hecanmakebullywar-whoops,"saidDavyalittleregretfully。

"Butyoudon’twantyourmindfilledwithbadwords,doyou,Davy——wordsthatwillpoisonitanddriveoutallthatisgoodandmanly?"

"No,"saidDavy,owl-eyedwithintrospection。

"Thendon’tgowiththosepeoplewhousethem。Andnowdoyoufeelasifyoucouldsayyourprayers,Davy?"

"Oh,yes,"saidDavy,eagerlywrigglingdownonhisknees,"Icansaythemnowallright。Iain’tscarednowtosay`ifIshoulddiebeforeIwake,’likeIwaswhenIwaswantingtosaythatword。"

ProbablyAnneandDianadidemptyouttheirsoulstoeachotherthatnight,butnorecordoftheirconfidenceshasbeenpreserved。

Theybothlookedasfreshandbright-eyedatbreakfastasonlyyouthcanlookafterunlawfulhoursofrevelryandconfession。

Therehadbeennosnowuptothistime,butasDianacrossedtheoldlogbridgeonherhomewardwaythewhiteflakeswerebeginningtoflutterdownoverthefieldsandwoods,russetandgrayintheirdreamlesssleep。Soonthefar-awayslopesandhillsweredimandwraith-likethroughtheirgauzyscarfing,asifpaleautumnhadflungamistybridalveiloverherhairandwaswaitingforherwintrybridegroom。SotheyhadawhiteChristmasafterall,andaverypleasantdayitwas。IntheforenoonlettersandgiftscamefromMissLavendarandPaul;

AnneopenedtheminthecheerfulGreenGableskitchen,whichwasfilledwithwhatDavy,sniffinginecstasy,called"prettysmells。"

"MissLavendarandMr。Irvingaresettledintheirnewhomenow,"

reportedAnne。"IamsureMissLavendarisperfectlyhappy——

Iknowitbythegeneraltoneofherletter——butthere’sanotefromCharlottatheFourth。Shedoesn’tlikeBostonatall,andsheisfearfullyhomesick。MissLavendarwantsmetogothroughtoEchoLodgesomedaywhileI’mhomeandlightafiretoairit,andseethatthecushionsaren’tgettingmoldy。IthinkI’llgetDianatogooverwithmenextweek,andwecanspendtheeveningwithTheodoraDix。IwanttoseeTheodora。Bytheway,isLudovicSpeedstillgoingtoseeher?"

"Theysayso,"saidMarilla,"andhe’slikelytocontinueit。

Folkshavegivenupexpectingthatthatcourtshipwilleverarriveanywhere。"

"I’dhurryhimupabit,ifIwasTheodora,that’swhat,"saidMrs。Lynde。Andthereisnottheslightestdoubtbutthatshewould。

TherewasalsoacharacteristicscrawlfromPhilippa,fullofAlecandAlonzo,whattheysaidandwhattheydid,andhowtheylookedwhentheysawher。

"ButIcan’tmakeupmymindyetwhichtomarry,"wrotePhil。

"Idowishyouhadcomewithmetodecideforme。Someonewillhaveto。WhenIsawAlecmyheartgaveagreatthumpandI

thought,`Hemightbetherightone。’Andthen,whenAlonzocame,thumpwentmyheartagain。Sothat’snoguide,thoughitshouldbe,accordingtoallthenovelsI’veeverread。Now,Anne,YOURheartwouldn’tthumpforanybodybutthegenuinePrinceCharming,wouldit?

Theremustbesomethingradicallywrongwithmine。ButI’mhavingaperfectlygorgeoustime。HowIwishyouwerehere!It’ssnowingtoday,andI’mrapturous。Iwassoafraidwe’dhaveagreenChristmasandIloathethem。Youknow,whenChristmasisadirtygrayey-browneyaffair,lookingasifithadbeenleftoverahundredyearsagoandhadbeeninsoakeversince,itiscalledaGREENChristmas!

Don’taskmewhy。AsLordDundrearysays,`therearethomethingthnofellowcanunderthtand。’

"Anne,didyouevergetonastreetcarandthendiscoverthatyouhadn’tanymoneywithyoutopayyourfare?Idid,theotherday。

It’squiteawful。IhadanickelwithmewhenIgotonthecar。

Ithoughtitwasintheleftpocketofmycoat。WhenIgotsettleddowncomfortablyIfeltforit。Itwasn’tthere。

Ihadacoldchill。Ifeltintheotherpocket。Notthere。

Ihadanotherchill。ThenIfeltinalittleinsidepocket。

Allinvain。Ihadtwochillsatonce。

"Itookoffmygloves,laidthemontheseat,andwentoverallmypocketsagain。Itwasnotthere。Istoodupandshookmyself,andthenlookedonthefloor。Thecarwasfullofpeople,whoweregoinghomefromtheopera,andtheyallstaredatme,butIwaspastcaringforalittlethinglikethat。

"ButIcouldnotfindmyfare。IconcludedImusthaveputitinmymouthandswalloweditinadvertently。

"Ididn’tknowwhattodo。Wouldtheconductor,Iwondered,stopthecarandputmeoffinignominyandshame?WasitpossiblethatIcouldconvincehimthatIwasmerelythevictimofmyownabsentmindedness,andnotanunprincipledcreaturetryingtoobtainarideuponfalsepretenses?HowIwishedthatAlecorAlonzowerethere。Buttheyweren’tbecauseIwantedthem。

IfIHADN’Twantedthemtheywouldhavebeentherebythedozen。

AndIcouldn’tdecidewhattosaytotheconductorwhenhecamearound。AssoonasIgotonesentenceofexplanationmappedoutinmymindIfeltnobodycouldbelieveitandImustcomposeanother。ItseemedtherewasnothingtodobuttrustinProvidence,andforallthecomfortthatgavemeImightaswellhavebeentheoldladywho,whentoldbythecaptainduringastormthatshemustputhertrustintheAlmightyexclaimed,`Oh,Captain,isitasbadasthat?’

"Justattheconventionalmoment,whenallhopehadfled,andtheconductorwasholdingouthisboxtothepassengernexttome,IsuddenlyrememberedwhereIhadputthatwretchedcoinoftherealm。

Ihadn’tswalloweditafterall。Imeeklyfisheditoutoftheindexfingerofmygloveandpokeditinthebox。Ismiledateverybodyandfeltthatitwasabeautifulworld。"

ThevisittoEchoLodgewasnottheleastpleasantofmanypleasantholidayoutings。AnneandDianawentbacktoitbytheoldwayofthebeechwoods,carryingalunchbasketwiththem。

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