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第1章

Mrs。RachelLyndeisSurprisedMrs。RachelLyndelivedjustwheretheAvonleamainroaddippeddownintoalittlehollow,fringedwithaldersandladies’eardropsandtraversedbyabrookthathaditssourceawaybackinthewoodsoftheoldCuthbertplace;

itwasreputedtobeanintricate,headlongbrookinitsearliercoursethroughthosewoods,withdarksecretsofpoolandcascade;butbythetimeitreachedLynde’sHollowitwasaquiet,well-conductedlittlestream,fornotevenabrookcouldrunpastMrs。RachelLynde’sdoorwithoutdueregardfordecencyanddecorum;itprobablywasconsciousthatMrs。Rachelwassittingatherwindow,keepingasharpeyeoneverythingthatpassed,frombrooksandchildrenup,andthatifshenoticedanythingoddoroutofplaceshewouldneverrestuntilshehadferretedoutthewhysandwhereforesthereof。

ThereareplentyofpeopleinAvonleaandoutofit,whocanattendcloselytotheirneighbor’sbusinessbydintofneglectingtheirown;butMrs。RachelLyndewasoneofthosecapablecreatureswhocanmanagetheirownconcernsandthoseofotherfolksintothebargain。Shewasanotablehousewife;herworkwasalwaysdoneandwelldone;

she"ran"theSewingCircle,helpedruntheSunday-school,andwasthestrongestpropoftheChurchAidSocietyandForeignMissionsAuxiliary。YetwithallthisMrs。Rachelfoundabundanttimetositforhoursatherkitchenwindow,knitting"cottonwarp"quilts——shehadknittedsixteenofthem,asAvonleahousekeeperswerewonttotellinawedvoices——andkeepingasharpeyeonthemainroadthatcrossedthehollowandwoundupthesteepredhillbeyond。

SinceAvonleaoccupiedalittletriangularpeninsulajuttingoutintotheGulfofSt。Lawrencewithwaterontwosidesofit,anybodywhowentoutofitorintoithadtopassoverthathillroadandsoruntheunseengauntletofMrs。Rachel’sall-seeingeye。

ShewassittingthereoneafternooninearlyJune。Thesunwascominginatthewindowwarmandbright;theorchardontheslopebelowthehousewasinabridalflushofpinky-

whitebloom,hummedoverbyamyriadofbees。ThomasLynde——

ameeklittlemanwhomAvonleapeoplecalled"RachelLynde’shusband"——wassowinghislateturnipseedonthehillfieldbeyondthebarn;andMatthewCuthbertoughttohavebeensowinghisonthebigredbrookfieldawayoverbyGreenGables。Mrs。RachelknewthatheoughtbecauseshehadheardhimtellPeterMorrisontheeveningbeforeinWilliamJ。Blair’sstoreoveratCarmodythathemeanttosowhisturnipseedthenextafternoon。Peterhadaskedhim,ofcourse,forMatthewCuthberthadneverbeenknowntovolunteerinformationaboutanythinginhiswholelife。

AndyetherewasMatthewCuthbert,athalf-pastthreeontheafternoonofabusyday,placidlydrivingoverthehollowandupthehill;moreover,heworeawhitecollarandhisbestsuitofclothes,whichwasplainproofthathewasgoingoutofAvonlea;andhehadthebuggyandthesorrelmare,whichbetokenedthathewasgoingaconsiderabledistance。

Now,wherewasMatthewCuthbertgoingandwhywashegoingthere?

HaditbeenanyothermaninAvonlea,Mrs。Rachel,deftlyputtingthisandthattogether,mighthavegivenaprettygoodguessastobothquestions。ButMatthewsorarelywentfromhomethatitmustbesomethingpressingandunusualwhichwastakinghim;hewastheshyestmanaliveandhatedtohavetogoamongstrangersortoanyplacewherehemighthavetotalk。Matthew,dressedupwithawhitecollaranddrivinginabuggy,wassomethingthatdidn’thappenoften。Mrs。Rachel,ponderasshemight,couldmakenothingofitandherafternoon’senjoymentwasspoiled。

"I’lljuststepovertoGreenGablesafterteaandfindoutfromMarillawherehe’sgoneandwhy,"theworthywomanfinallyconcluded。"Hedoesn’tgenerallygototownthistimeofyearandheNEVERvisits;ifhe’drunoutofturnipseedhewouldn’tdressupandtakethebuggytogoformore;

hewasn’tdrivingfastenoughtobegoingforadoctor。Yetsomethingmusthavehappenedsincelastnighttostarthimoff。I’mcleanpuzzled,that’swhat,andIwon’tknowaminute’speaceofmindorconscienceuntilIknowwhathastakenMatthewCuthbertoutofAvonleatoday。"

AccordinglyafterteaMrs。Rachelsetout;shehadnotfartogo;thebig,rambling,orchard-emboweredhousewheretheCuthbertslivedwasascantquarterofamileuptheroadfromLynde’sHollow。Tobesure,thelonglanemadeitagooddealfurther。MatthewCuthbert’sfather,asshyandsilentashissonafterhim,hadgotasfarawayashepossiblycouldfromhisfellowmenwithoutactuallyretreatingintothewoodswhenhefoundedhishomestead。

GreenGableswasbuiltatthefurthestedgeofhisclearedlandandthereitwastothisday,barelyvisiblefromthemainroadalongwhichalltheotherAvonleahousesweresosociablysituated。Mrs。RachelLyndedidnotcalllivinginsuchaplaceLIVINGatall。

"It’sjustSTAYING,that’swhat,"shesaidasshesteppedalongthedeep-rutted,grassylaneborderedwithwildrosebushes。"It’snowonderMatthewandMarillaarebothalittleodd,livingawaybackherebythemselves。

Treesaren’tmuchcompany,thoughdearknowsiftheywerethere’dbeenoughofthem。I’drutherlookatpeople。

Tobesure,theyseemcontentedenough;butthen,Isuppose,they’reusedtoit。Abodycangetusedtoanything,eventobeinghanged,astheIrishmansaid。"

WiththisMrs。RachelsteppedoutofthelaneintothebackyardofGreenGables。Verygreenandneatandprecisewasthatyard,setaboutononesidewithgreatpatriarchalwillowsandtheotherwithprimLombardies。Notastraysticknorstonewastobeseen,forMrs。Rachelwouldhaveseenitiftherehadbeen。PrivatelyshewasoftheopinionthatMarillaCuthbertsweptthatyardoverasoftenasshesweptherhouse。Onecouldhaveeatenamealoffthegroundwithoutoverbrimmingtheproverbialpeckofdirt。

Mrs。Rachelrappedsmartlyatthekitchendoorandsteppedinwhenbiddentodoso。ThekitchenatGreenGableswasacheerfulapartment——orwouldhavebeencheerfulifithadnotbeensopainfullycleanastogiveitsomethingoftheappearanceofanunusedparlor。Itswindowslookedeastandwest;throughthewestone,lookingoutonthebackyard,cameafloodofmellowJunesunlight;

buttheeastone,whenceyougotaglimpseofthebloomwhitecherry-treesintheleftorchardandnodding,slenderbirchesdowninthehollowbythebrook,wasgreenedoverbyatangleofvines。HeresatMarillaCuthbert,whenshesatatall,alwaysslightlydistrustfulofsunshine,whichseemedtohertoodancingandirresponsibleathingforaworldwhichwasmeanttobetakenseriously;andhereshesatnow,knitting,andthetablebehindherwaslaidforsupper。

Mrs。Rachel,beforeshehadfairlyclosedthedoor,hadtakenamentalnoteofeverythingthatwasonthattable。

Therewerethreeplateslaid,sothatMarillamustbeexpectingsomeonehomewithMatthewtotea;butthedisheswereeverydaydishesandtherewasonlycrab-applepreservesandonekindofcake,sothattheexpectedcompanycouldnotbeanyparticularcompany。YetwhatofMatthew’swhitecollarandthesorrelmare?Mrs。Rachelwasgettingfairlydizzywiththisunusualmysteryaboutquiet,unmysteriousGreenGables。

"Goodevening,Rachel,"Marillasaidbriskly。"Thisisarealfineevening,isn’tit"Won’tyousitdown?Howareallyourfolks?"

SomethingthatforlackofanyothernamemightbecalledfriendshipexistedandalwayshadexistedbetweenMarillaCuthbertandMrs。Rachel,inspiteof——orperhapsbecauseof——theirdissimilarity。

Marillawasatall,thinwoman,withanglesandwithoutcurves;herdarkhairshowedsomegraystreaksandwasalwaystwistedupinahardlittleknotbehindwithtwowirehairpinsstuckaggressivelythroughit。Shelookedlikeawomanofnarrowexperienceandrigidconscience,whichshewas;buttherewasasavingsomethingabouthermouthwhich,ifithadbeeneversoslightlydeveloped,mighthavebeenconsideredindicativeofasenseofhumor。

"We’reallprettywell,"saidMrs。Rachel。"IwaskindofafraidYOUweren’t,though,whenIsawMatthewstartingofftoday。Ithoughtmaybehewasgoingtothedoctor’s。"

Marilla’slipstwitchedunderstandingly。ShehadexpectedMrs。Rachelup;shehadknownthatthesightofMatthewjauntingoffsounaccountablywouldbetoomuchforherneighbor’scuriosity。

"Oh,no,I’mquitewellalthoughIhadabadheadacheyesterday,"shesaid。"MatthewwenttoBrightRiver。We’regettingalittleboyfromanorphanasyluminNovaScotiaandhe’scomingonthetraintonight。"

IfMarillahadsaidthatMatthewhadgonetoBrightRivertomeetakangaroofromAustraliaMrs。Rachelcouldnothavebeenmoreastonished。Shewasactuallystrickendumbforfiveseconds。ItwasunsupposablethatMarillawasmakingfunofher,butMrs。Rachelwasalmostforcedtosupposeit。

"Areyouinearnest,Marilla?"shedemandedwhenvoicereturnedtoher。

"Yes,ofcourse,"saidMarilla,asifgettingboysfromorphanasylumsinNovaScotiawerepartoftheusualspringworkonanywell-regulatedAvonleafarminsteadofbeinganunheardofinnovation。

Mrs。Rachelfeltthatshehadreceivedaseverementaljolt。

Shethoughtinexclamationpoints。Aboy!MarillaandMatthewCuthbertofallpeopleadoptingaboy!Fromanorphanasylum!Well,theworldwascertainlyturningupsidedown!Shewouldbesurprisedatnothingafterthis!Nothing!

"Whatonearthputsuchanotionintoyourhead?"shedemandeddisapprovingly。

Thishadbeendonewithouthereadvicebeingasked,andmustperforcebedisapproved。

"Well,we’vebeenthinkingaboutitforsometime——allwinterinfact,"returnedMarilla。"Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwasuphereonedaybeforeChristmasandshesaidshewasgoingtogetalittlegirlfromtheasylumoverinHopetoninthespring。HercousinlivesthereandMrs。Spencerhasvisitedhereandknowsallaboutit。SoMatthewandIhavetalkeditoveroffandoneversince。Wethoughtwe’dgetaboy。Matthewisgettingupinyears,youknow——he’ssixty——

andheisn’tsospryasheoncewas。Hishearttroubleshimagooddeal。Andyouknowhowdesperatehardit’sgottobetogethiredhelp。There’sneveranybodytobehadbutthosestupid,half-grownlittleFrenchboys;andassoonasyoudogetonebrokeintoyourwaysandtaughtsomethinghe’supandofftothelobstercanneriesortheStates。AtfirstMatthewsuggestedgettingaHomeboy。ButIsaid`no’

flattothat。`Theymaybeallright——I’mnotsayingthey’renot——butnoLondonstreetArabsforme,’Isaid。

`Givemeanativebornatleast。There’llbearisk,nomatterwhoweget。ButI’llfeeleasierinmymindandsleepsounderatnightsifwegetabornCanadian。’SointheendwedecidedtoaskMrs。Spencertopickusoutonewhenshewentovertogetherlittlegirl。Weheardlastweekshewasgoing,sowesentherwordbyRichardSpencer’sfolksatCarmodytobringusasmart,likelyboyofabouttenoreleven。Wedecidedthatwouldbethebestage——oldenoughtobeofsomeuseindoingchoresrightoffandyoungenoughtobetrainedupproper。Wemeantogivehimagoodhomeandschooling。WehadatelegramfromMrs。AlexanderSpencertoday——themail-manbroughtitfromthestation——

sayingtheywerecomingonthefive-thirtytraintonight。

SoMatthewwenttoBrightRivertomeethim。Mrs。Spencerwilldrophimoffthere。OfcourseshegoesontoWhiteSandsstationherself"

Mrs。Rachelpridedherselfonalwaysspeakinghermind;

sheproceededtospeakitnow,havingadjustedhermentalattitudetothisamazingpieceofnews。

"Well,Marilla,I’lljusttellyouplainthatIthinkyou’redoingamightyfoolishthing——ariskything,that’swhat。Youdon’tknowwhatyou’regetting。You’rebringingastrangechildintoyourhouseandhomeandyoudon’tknowasinglethingabouthimnorwhathisdispositionislikenorwhatsortofparentshehadnorhowhe’slikelytoturnout。Why,itwasonlylastweekIreadinthepaperhowamanandhiswifeupwestoftheIslandtookaboyoutofanorphanasylumandhesetfiretothehouseatnight——setitONPURPOSE,Marilla——andnearlyburntthemtoacrispintheirbeds。AndIknowanothercasewhereanadoptedboyusedtosucktheeggs——theycouldn’tbreakhimofit。Ifyouhadaskedmyadviceinthematter——whichyoudidn’tdo,Marilla——I’dhavesaidformercy’ssakenottothinkofsuchathing,that’swhat。"

ThisJob’scomfortingseemedneithertooffendnortoalarmMarilla。Sheknittedsteadilyon。

"Idon’tdenythere’ssomethinginwhatyousay,Rachel。

I’vehadsomequalmsmyself。ButMatthewwasterriblesetonit。Icouldseethat,soIgavein。It’ssoseldomMatthewsetshismindonanythingthatwhenhedoesIalwaysfeelit’smydutytogivein。Andasfortherisk,there’srisksinprettyneareverythingabodydoesinthisworld。

There’srisksinpeople’shavingchildrenoftheirownifitcomestothat——theydon’talwaysturnoutwell。AndthenNovaScotiaisrightclosetotheIsland。Itisn’tasifweweregettinghimfromEnglandortheStates。Hecan’tbemuchdifferentfromourselves。"

"Well,Ihopeitwillturnoutallright,"saidMrs。

Rachelinatonethatplainlyindicatedherpainfuldoubts。

"Onlydon’tsayIdidn’twarnyouifheburnsGreenGablesdownorputsstrychnineinthewell——IheardofacaseoverinNewBrunswickwhereanorphanasylumchilddidthatandthewholefamilydiedinfearfulagonies。Only,itwasagirlinthatinstance。"

"Well,we’renotgettingagirl,"saidMarilla,asifpoisoningwellswereapurelyfeminineaccomplishmentandnottobedreadedinthecaseofaboy。"I’dneverdreamoftakingagirltobringup。IwonderatMrs。AlexanderSpencerfordoingit。Butthere,SHEwouldn’tshrinkfromadoptingawholeorphanasylumifshetookitintoherhead。"

Mrs。RachelwouldhavelikedtostayuntilMatthewcamehomewithhisimportedorphan。ButreflectingthatitwouldbeagoodtwohoursatleastbeforehisarrivalsheconcludedtogouptheroadtoRobertBell’sandtellthenews。Itwouldcertainlymakeasensationsecondtonone,andMrs。Racheldearlylovedtomakeasensation。Soshetookherselfaway,somewhattoMarilla’srelief,forthelatterfeltherdoubtsandfearsrevivingundertheinfluenceofMrs。Rachel’spessimism。

"Well,ofallthingsthateverwereorwillbe!"

ejaculatedMrs。Rachelwhenshewassafelyoutinthelane。

"ItdoesreallyseemasifImustbedreaming。Well,I’msorryforthatpooryoungoneandnomistake。MatthewandMarilladon’tknowanythingaboutchildrenandthey’llexpecthimtobewiserandsteadierthathisowngrandfather,ifsobe’sheeverhadagrandfather,whichisdoubtful。ItseemsuncannytothinkofachildatGreenGablessomehow;there’sneverbeenonethere,forMatthewandMarillaweregrownupwhenthenewhousewasbuilt——iftheyeverWEREchildren,whichishardtobelievewhenonelooksatthem。Iwouldn’tbeinthatorphan’sshoesforanything。My,butIpityhim,that’swhat。"

SosaidMrs。Racheltothewildrosebushesoutofthefulnessofherheart;butifshecouldhaveseenthechildwhowaswaitingpatientlyattheBrightRiverstationatthatverymomentherpitywouldhavebeenstilldeeperandmoreprofound。

CHAPTERII

MatthewCuthbertissurprisedMatthewCuthbertandthesorrelmarejoggedcomfortablyovertheeightmilestoBrightRiver。Itwasaprettyroad,runningalongbetweensnugfarmsteads,withnowandagainabitofbalsamyfirwoodtodrivethroughorahollowwherewildplumshungouttheirfilmybloom。Theairwassweetwiththebreathofmanyappleorchardsandthemeadowsslopedawayinthedistancetohorizonmistsofpearlandpurple;while"ThelittlebirdssangasifitwereTheonedayofsummerinalltheyear。"

Matthewenjoyedthedriveafterhisownfashion,exceptduringthemomentswhenhemetwomenandhadtonodtothem——

forinPrinceEdwardislandyouaresupposedtonodtoallandsundryyoumeetontheroadwhetheryouknowthemornot。

MatthewdreadedallwomenexceptMarillaandMrs。

Rachel;hehadanuncomfortablefeelingthatthemysteriouscreaturesweresecretlylaughingathim。Hemayhavebeenquiterightinthinkingso,forhewasanodd-lookingpersonage,withanungainlyfigureandlongiron-grayhairthattouchedhisstoopingshoulders,andafull,softbrownbeardwhichhehadworneversincehewastwenty。Infact,hehadlookedattwentyverymuchashelookedatsixty,lackingalittleofthegrayness。

WhenhereachedBrightRivertherewasnosignofanytrain;hethoughthewastooearly,sohetiedhishorseintheyardofthesmallBrightRiverhotelandwentovertothestationhouse。Thelongplatformwasalmostdeserted;

theonlylivingcreatureinsightbeingagirlwhowassittingonapileofshinglesattheextremeend。Matthew,barelynotingthatitWASagirl,sidledpastherasquicklyaspossiblewithoutlookingather。Hadhelookedhecouldhardlyhavefailedtonoticethetenserigidityandexpectationofherattitudeandexpression。Shewassittingtherewaitingforsomethingorsomebodyand,sincesittingandwaitingwastheonlythingtodojustthen,shesatandwaitedwithallhermightandmain。

Matthewencounteredthestationmasterlockinguptheticketofficepreparatorytogoinghomeforsupper,andaskedhimifthefive-thirtytrainwouldsoonbealong。

"Thefive-thirtytrainhasbeeninandgonehalfanhourago,"answeredthatbriskofficial。"Buttherewasapassengerdroppedoffforyou——alittlegirl。She’ssittingoutthereontheshingles。Iaskedhertogointotheladies’waitingroom,butsheinformedmegravelythatshepreferredtostayoutside。`Therewasmorescopeforimagination,’shesaid。She’sacase,Ishouldsay。"

"I’mnotexpectingagirl,"saidMatthewblankly。"It’saboyI’vecomefor。Heshouldbehere。Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwastobringhimoverfromNovaScotiaforme。"

Thestationmasterwhistled。

"Guessthere’ssomemistake,"hesaid。"Mrs。Spencercameoffthetrainwiththatgirlandgaveherintomycharge。Saidyouandyoursisterwereadoptingherfromanorphanasylumandthatyouwouldbealongforherpresently。

That’sallIknowaboutit——andIhaven’tgotanymoreorphansconcealedhereabouts。"

"Idon’tunderstand,"saidMatthewhelplessly,wishingthatMarillawasathandtocopewiththesituation。

"Well,you’dbetterquestionthegirl,"saidthestation-

mastercarelessly。"Idaresayshe’llbeabletoexplain——

she’sgotatongueofherown,that’scertain。Maybetheywereoutofboysofthebrandyouwanted。"

Hewalkedjauntilyaway,beinghungry,andtheunfortunateMatthewwaslefttodothatwhichwasharderforhimthanbeardingalioninitsden——walkuptoagirl——astrangegirl——anorphangirl——anddemandofherwhyshewasn’taboy。

Matthewgroanedinspiritasheturnedaboutandshuffledgentlydowntheplatformtowardsher。

Shehadbeenwatchinghimeversincehehadpassedherandshehadhereyesonhimnow。Matthewwasnotlookingatherandwouldnothaveseenwhatshewasreallylikeifhehadbeen,butanordinaryobserverwouldhaveseenthis:

Achildofabouteleven,garbedinaveryshort,verytight,veryuglydressofyellowish-graywincey。Sheworeafadedbrownsailorhatandbeneaththehat,extendingdownherback,weretwobraidsofverythick,decidedlyredhair。

Herfacewassmall,whiteandthin,alsomuchfreckled;hermouthwaslargeandsowerehereyes,whichlookedgreeninsomelightsandmoodsandgrayinothers。

Sofar,theordinaryobserver;anextraordinaryobservermighthaveseenthatthechinwasverypointedandpronounced;thatthebigeyeswerefullofspiritandvivacity;thatthemouthwassweet-lippedandexpressive;

thattheforeheadwasbroadandfull;inshort,ourdiscerningextraordinaryobservermighthaveconcludedthatnocommonplacesoulinhabitedthebodyofthisstraywoman-

childofwhomshyMatthewCuthbertwassoludicrouslyafraid。

Matthew,however,wassparedtheordealofspeakingfirst,forassoonassheconcludedthathewascomingtohershestoodup,graspingwithonethinbrownhandthehandleofashabby,old-fashionedcarpet-bag;theothersheheldouttohim。

"IsupposeyouareMr。MatthewCuthbertofGreenGables?"

shesaidinapeculiarlyclear,sweetvoice。"I’mverygladtoseeyou。Iwasbeginningtobeafraidyouweren’tcomingformeandIwasimaginingallthethingsthatmighthavehappenedtopreventyou。Ihadmadeupmymindthatifyoudidn’tcomeformeto-nightI’dgodownthetracktothatbigwildcherry-treeatthebend,andclimbupintoittostayallnight。Iwouldn’tbeabitafraid,anditwouldbelovelytosleepinawildcherry-treeallwhitewithbloominthemoonshine,don’tyouthink?Youcouldimagineyouweredwellinginmarblehalls,couldn’tyou?

AndIwasquitesureyouwouldcomeformeinthemorning,ifyoudidn’tto-night。"

Matthewhadtakenthescrawnylittlehandawkwardlyinhis;

thenandtherehedecidedwhattodo。Hecouldnottellthischildwiththeglowingeyesthattherehadbeenamistake;hewouldtakeherhomeandletMarilladothat。

Shecouldn’tbeleftatBrightRiveranyhow,nomatterwhatmistakehadbeenmade,soallquestionsandexplanationsmightaswellbedeferreduntilhewassafelybackatGreenGables。

"I’msorryIwaslate,"hesaidshyly。"Comealong。

Thehorseisoverintheyard。Givemeyourbag。"

"Oh,Icancarryit,"thechildrespondedcheerfully。"Itisn’theavy。I’vegotallmyworldlygoodsinit,butitisn’theavy。Andifitisn’tcarriedinjustacertainwaythehandlepullsout——soI’dbetterkeepitbecauseIknowtheexactknackofit。It’sanextremelyoldcarpet-bag。

Oh,I’mverygladyou’vecome,evenifitwouldhavebeennicetosleepinawildcherry-tree。We’vegottodrivealongpiece,haven’twe?Mrs。Spencersaiditwaseightmiles。I’mgladbecauseIlovedriving。Oh,itseemssowonderfulthatI’mgoingtolivewithyouandbelongtoyou。

I’veneverbelongedtoanybody——notreally。Buttheasylumwastheworst。I’veonlybeeninitfourmonths,butthatwasenough。Idon’tsupposeyoueverwereanorphaninanasylum,soyoucan’tpossiblyunderstandwhatitislike。

It’sworsethananythingyoucouldimagine。Mrs。Spencersaiditwaswickedofmetotalklikethat,butIdidn’tmeantobewicked。It’ssoeasytobewickedwithoutknowingit,isn’tit?Theyweregood,youknow——theasylumpeople。Butthereissolittlescopefortheimaginationinanasylum——onlyjustintheotherorphans。Itwasprettyinterestingtoimaginethingsaboutthem——toimaginethatperhapsthegirlwhosatnexttoyouwasreallythedaughterofabeltedearl,whohadbeenstolenawayfromherparentsinherinfancybyacruelnursewhodiedbeforeshecouldconfess。Iusedtolieawakeatnightsandimaginethingslikethat,becauseIdidn’thavetimeintheday。Iguessthat’swhyI’msothin——IAMdreadfulthin,ain’tI?Thereisn’tapickonmybones。IdolovetoimagineI’mniceandplump,withdimplesinmyelbows。"

WiththisMatthew’scompanionstoppedtalking,partlybecauseshewasoutofbreathandpartlybecausetheyhadreachedthebuggy。Notanotherworddidshesayuntiltheyhadleftthevillageandweredrivingdownasteeplittlehill,theroadpartofwhichhadbeencutsodeeplyintothesoftsoil,thatthebanks,fringedwithbloomingwildcherry-treesandslimwhitebirches,wereseveralfeetabovetheirheads。

Thechildputoutherhandandbrokeoffabranchofwildplumthatbrushedagainstthesideofthebuggy。

"Isn’tthatbeautiful?Whatdidthattree,leaningoutfromthebank,allwhiteandlacy,makeyouthinkof?"sheasked。

"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthew。

"Why,abride,ofcourse——abrideallinwhitewithalovelymistyveil。I’veneverseenone,butIcanimaginewhatshewouldlooklike。Idon’teverexpecttobeabridemyself。I’msohomelynobodywilleverwanttomarryme——

unlessitmightbeaforeignmissionary。Isupposeaforeignmissionarymightn’tbeveryparticular。ButIdohopethatsomedayIshallhaveawhitedress。Thatismyhighestidealofearthlybliss。Ijustloveprettyclothes。

AndI’veneverhadaprettydressinmylifethatIcanremember——butofcourseit’sallthemoretolookforwardto,isn’tit?AndthenIcanimaginethatI’mdressedgorgeously。ThismorningwhenIlefttheasylumIfeltsoashamedbecauseIhadtowearthishorridoldwinceydress。

Alltheorphanshadtowearthem,youknow。AmerchantinHopetonlastwinterdonatedthreehundredyardsofwinceytotheasylum。Somepeoplesaiditwasbecausehecouldn’tsellit,butI’dratherbelievethatitwasoutofthekindnessofhisheart,wouldn’tyou?WhenwegotonthetrainIfeltasifeverybodymustbelookingatmeandpityingme。ButIjustwenttoworkandimaginedthatIhadonthemostbeautifulpalebluesilkdress——becausewhenyouAREimaginingyoumightaswellimaginesomethingworthwhile——andabighatallflowersandnoddingplumes,andagoldwatch,andkidglovesandboots。IfeltcheereduprightawayandIenjoyedmytriptotheIslandwithallmymight。Iwasn’tabitsickcomingoverintheboat。

NeitherwasMrs。Spenceralthoughshegenerallyis。Shesaidshehadn’ttimetogetsick,watchingtoseethatI

didn’tfalloverboard。Shesaidsheneversawthebeatofmeforprowlingabout。Butifitkeptherfrombeingseasickit’samercyIdidprowl,isn’tit?AndIwantedtoseeeverythingthatwastobeseenonthatboat,becauseI

didn’tknowwhetherI’deverhaveanotheropportunity。Oh,therearealotmorecherry-treesallinbloom!ThisIslandisthebloomiestplace。Ijustloveitalready,andI’msogladI’mgoingtolivehere。I’vealwaysheardthatPrinceEdwardIslandwastheprettiestplaceintheworld,andI

usedtoimagineIwaslivinghere,butIneverreallyexpectedIwould。It’sdelightfulwhenyourimaginationscometrue,isn’tit?Butthoseredroadsaresofunny。

WhenwegotintothetrainatCharlottetownandtheredroadsbegantoflashpastIaskedMrs。Spencerwhatmadethemredandshesaidshedidn’tknowandforpity’ssakenottoaskheranymorequestions。ShesaidImusthaveaskedherathousandalready。IsupposeIhad,too,buthowyougoingtofindoutaboutthingsifyoudon’taskquestions?AndwhatDOESmaketheroadsred?"

"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthew。

"Well,thatisoneofthethingstofindoutsometime。

Isn’titsplendidtothinkofallthethingstherearetofindoutabout?Itjustmakesmefeelgladtobealive——

it’ssuchaninterestingworld。Itwouldn’tbehalfsointerestingifweknowallabouteverything,wouldit?

There’dbenoscopeforimaginationthen,wouldthere?ButamItalkingtoomuch?PeoplearealwaystellingmeIdo。

WouldyouratherIdidn’ttalk?IfyousaysoI’llstop。I

canSTOPwhenImakeupmymindtoit,althoughit’sdifficult。"

Matthew,muchtohisownsurprise,wasenjoyinghimself。

Likemostquietfolkshelikedtalkativepeoplewhentheywerewillingtodothetalkingthemselvesanddidnotexpecthimtokeepuphisendofit。Buthehadneverexpectedtoenjoythesocietyofalittlegirl。Womenwerebadenoughinallconscience,butlittlegirlswereworse。Hedetestedthewaytheyhadofsidlingpasthimtimidly,withsidewiseglances,asiftheyexpectedhimtogobblethemupatamouthfuliftheyventuredtosayaword。ThatwastheAvonleatypeofwell-bredlittlegirl。Butthisfreckledwitchwasverydifferent,andalthoughhefounditratherdifficultforhisslowerintelligencetokeepupwithherbriskmentalprocesseshethoughtthathe"kindoflikedherchatter。"Sohesaidasshylyasusual:

"Oh,youcantalkasmuchasyoulike。Idon’tmind。"

"Oh,I’msoglad。IknowyouandIaregoingtogetalongtogetherfine。It’ssucharelieftotalkwhenonewantstoandnotbetoldthatchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。

I’vehadthatsaidtomeamilliontimesifIhaveonce。

AndpeoplelaughatmebecauseIusebigwords。Butifyouhavebigideasyouhavetousebigwordstoexpressthem,haven’tyou?"

"Wellnow,thatseemsreasonable,"saidMatthew。

"Mrs。Spencersaidthatmytonguemustbehunginthemiddle。Butitisn’t——it’sfirmlyfastenedatoneend。

Mrs。SpencersaidyourplacewasnamedGreenGables。I

askedherallaboutit。Andshesaidthereweretreesallaroundit。Iwasgladderthanever。Ijustlovetrees。

Andthereweren’tanyatallabouttheasylum,onlyafewpoorweeny-teenythingsoutinfrontwithlittlewhitewashedcageythingsaboutthem。Theyjustlookedlikeorphansthemselves,thosetreesdid。Itusedtomakemewanttocrytolookatthem。Iusedtosaytothem,`Oh,youPOOR

littlethings!IfyouwereoutinagreatbigwoodswithothertreesallaroundyouandlittlemossesandJunebellsgrowingoveryourrootsandabrooknotfarawayandbirdssinginginyoubranches,youcouldgrow,couldn’tyou?Butyoucan’twhereyouare。Iknowjustexactlyhowyoufeel,littletrees。’Ifeltsorrytoleavethembehindthismorning。

Youdogetsoattachedtothingslikethat,don’tyou?

IsthereabrookanywherenearGreenGables?IforgottoaskMrs。Spencerthat。"

"Wellnow,yes,there’sonerightbelowthehouse。"

"Fancy。It’salwaysbeenoneofmydreamstolivenearabrook。IneverexpectedIwould,though。Dreamsdon’toftencometrue,dothey?Wouldn’titbeniceiftheydid?

ButjustnowIfeelprettynearlyperfectlyhappy。Ican’tfeelexactlyperfectlyhappybecause——well,whatcolorwouldyoucallthis?"

ShetwitchedoneofherlongglossybraidsoverherthinshoulderandhelditupbeforeMatthew’seyes。Matthewwasnotusedtodecidingonthetintsofladies’tresses,butinthiscasetherecouldn’tbemuchdoubt。

"It’sred,ain’tit?"hesaid。

Thegirlletthebraiddropbackwithasighthatseemedtocomefromherverytoesandtoexhaleforthallthesorrowsoftheages。

"Yes,it’sred,"shesaidresignedly。"NowyouseewhyI

can’tbeperfectlyhappy。Nobodycouldwhohasredhair。I

don’tmindtheotherthingssomuch——thefrecklesandthegreeneyesandmyskinniness。Icanimaginethemaway。I

canimaginethatIhaveabeautifulrose-leafcomplexionandlovelystarryvioleteyes。ButICANNOTimaginethatredhairaway。Idomybest。Ithinktomyself,`Nowmyhairisagloriousblack,blackastheraven’swing。’ButallthetimeIKNOWitisjustplainredanditbreaksmyheart。

Itwillbemylifelongsorrow。Ireadofagirlonceinanovelwhohadalifelongsorrowbutitwasn’tredhair。

Herhairwaspuregoldripplingbackfromheralabasterbrow。

Whatisanalabasterbrow?Inevercouldfindout。

Canyoutellme?"

"Wellnow,I’mafraidIcan’t,"saidMatthew,whowasgettingalittledizzy。Hefeltashehadoncefeltinhisrashyouthwhenanotherboyhadenticedhimonthemerry-go-

roundatapicnic。

"Well,whateveritwasitmusthavebeensomethingnicebecauseshewasdivinelybeautiful。Haveyoueverimaginedwhatitmustfeelliketobedivinelybeautiful?"

"Wellnow,no,Ihaven’t,"confessedMatthewingenuously。

"Ihave,often。Whichwouldyouratherbeifyouhadthechoice——divinelybeautifulordazzlinglycleverorangelicallygood?"

"Wellnow,I——Idon’tknowexactly。"

"NeitherdoI。Icanneverdecide。Butitdoesn’tmakemuchrealdifferenceforitisn’tlikelyI’lleverbeeither。It’scertainI’llneverbeangelicallygood。

Mrs。Spencersays——oh,Mr。Cuthbert!Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!!

Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!!!"

ThatwasnotwhatMrs。Spencerhadsaid;neitherhadthechildtumbledoutofthebuggynorhadMatthewdoneanythingastonishing。Theyhadsimplyroundedacurveintheroadandfoundthemselvesinthe"Avenue。"

The"Avenue,"socalledbytheNewbridgepeople,wasastretchofroadfourorfivehundredyardslong,completelyarchedoverwithhuge,wide-spreadingapple-trees,plantedyearsagobyaneccentricoldfarmer。Overheadwasonelongcanopyofsnowyfragrantbloom。Belowtheboughstheairwasfullofapurpletwilightandfaraheadaglimpseofpaintedsunsetskyshonelikeagreatrosewindowattheendofacathedralaisle。

Itsbeautyseemedtostrikethechilddumb。Sheleanedbackinthebuggy,herthinhandsclaspedbeforeher,herfaceliftedrapturouslytothewhitesplendorabove。EvenwhentheyhadpassedoutandweredrivingdownthelongslopetoNewbridgeshenevermovedorspoke。Stillwithraptfaceshegazedafarintothesunsetwest,witheyesthatsawvisionstroopingsplendidlyacrossthatglowingbackground。

ThroughNewbridge,abustlinglittlevillagewheredogsbarkedatthemandsmallboyshootedandcuriousfacespeeredfromthewindows,theydrove,stillinsilence。Whenthreemoremileshaddroppedawaybehindthemthechildhadnotspoken。Shecouldkeepsilence,itwasevident,asenergeticallyasshecouldtalk。

"Iguessyou’refeelingprettytiredandhungry,"

Matthewventuredtosayatlast,accountingforherlongvisitationofdumbnesswiththeonlyreasonhecouldthinkof。"Butwehaven’tveryfartogonow——onlyanothermile。"

Shecameoutofherreveriewithadeepsighandlookedathimwiththedreamygazeofasoulthathadbeenwonderingafar,star-led。

"Oh,Mr。Cuthbert,"shewhispered,"thatplacewecamethrough——thatwhiteplace——whatwasit?"

"Wellnow,youmustmeantheAvenue,"saidMatthewafterafewmoments’profoundreflection。"Itisakindofprettyplace。"

"Pretty?Oh,PRETTYdoesn’tseemtherightwordtouse。

Norbeautiful,either。Theydon’tgofarenough。Oh,itwaswonderful——wonderful。It’sthefirstthingIeversawthatcouldn’tbeimproveduponbyimagination。Itjustsatisfiesmehere"——sheputonehandonherbreast——"itmadeaqueerfunnyacheandyetitwasapleasantache。Didyoueverhaveanachelikethat,Mr。Cuthbert?"

"Wellnow,Ijustcan’trecollectthatIeverhad。"

"Ihaveitlotsoftime——wheneverIseeanythingroyallybeautiful。Buttheyshouldn’tcallthatlovelyplacetheAvenue。Thereisnomeaninginanamelikethat。Theyshouldcallit——letmesee——theWhiteWayofDelight。Isn’tthataniceimaginativename?WhenIdon’tlikethenameofaplaceorapersonIalwaysimagineanewoneandalwaysthinkofthemso。TherewasagirlattheasylumwhosenamewasHepzibahJenkins,butIalwaysimaginedherasRosaliaDeVere。OtherpeoplemaycallthatplacetheAvenue,butI

shallalwayscallittheWhiteWayofDelight。Havewereallyonlyanothermiletogobeforewegethome?I’mgladandI’msorry。I’msorrybecausethisdrivehasbeensopleasantandI’malwayssorrywhenpleasantthingsend。

Somethingstillpleasantermaycomeafter,butyoucanneverbesure。Andit’ssooftenthecasethatitisn’tpleasanter。Thathasbeenmyexperienceanyhow。ButI’mgladtothinkofgettinghome。Yousee,I’veneverhadarealhomesinceIcanremember。Itgivesmethatpleasantacheagainjusttothinkofcomingtoareallytrulyhome。

Oh,isn’tthatpretty!"

Theyhaddrivenoverthecrestofahill。Belowthemwasapond,lookingalmostlikeariversolongandwindingwasit。Abridgespanneditmidwayandfromtheretoitslowerend,whereanamber-huedbeltofsand-hillsshutitinfromthedarkbluegulfbeyond,thewaterwasagloryofmanyshiftinghues——themostspiritualshadingsofcrocusandroseandetherealgreen,withotherelusivetintingsforwhichnonamehaseverbeenfound。Abovethebridgethepondranupintofringinggrovesoffirandmapleandlayalldarklytranslucentintheirwaveringshadows。Hereandthereawildplumleanedoutfromthebanklikeawhite-cladgirltip-toeingtoherownreflection。Fromthemarshattheheadofthepondcametheclear,mournfully-sweetchorusofthefrogs。Therewasalittlegrayhousepeeringaroundawhiteappleorchardonaslopebeyondand,althoughitwasnotyetquitedark,alightwasshiningfromoneofitswindows。

"That’sBarry’spond,"saidMatthew。

"Oh,Idon’tlikethatname,either。Ishallcallit——letmesee——theLakeofShiningWaters。Yes,thatistherightnameforit。Iknowbecauseofthethrill。WhenIhitonanamethatsuitsexactlyitgivesmeathrill。Dothingsevergiveyouathrill?"

Matthewruminated。

"Wellnow,yes。Italwayskindofgivesmeathrilltoseethemuglywhitegrubsthatspadeupinthecucumberbeds。

Ihatethelookofthem。"

"Oh,Idon’tthinkthatcanbeexactlythesamekindofathrill。Doyouthinkitcan?Theredoesn’tseemtobemuchconnectionbetweengrubsandlakesofshiningwaters,doesthere?ButwhydootherpeoplecallitBarry’spond?"

"IreckonbecauseMr。Barrylivesupthereinthathouse。

OrchardSlope’sthenameofhisplace。Ifitwasn’tforthatbigbushbehindityoucouldseeGreenGablesfromhere。Butwehavetogooverthebridgeandroundbytheroad,soit’snearhalfamilefurther。"

"HasMr。Barryanylittlegirls?Well,notsoverylittleeither——aboutmysize。"

"He’sgotoneabouteleven。HernameisDiana。"

"Oh!"withalongindrawingofbreath。"Whataperfectlylovelyname!"

"Wellnow,Idunno。There’ssomethingdreadfulheathenishaboutit,seemstome。I’drutherJaneorMaryorsomesensiblenamelikethat。ButwhenDianawasborntherewasaschoolmasterboardingthereandtheygavehimthenamingofherandhecalledherDiana。"

"IwishtherehadbeenaschoolmasterlikethataroundwhenIwasborn,then。Oh,hereweareatthebridge。I’mgoingtoshutmyeyestight。I’malwaysafraidgoingoverbridges。Ican’thelpimaginingthatperhapsjustaswegettothemiddle,they’llcrumpleuplikeajack-knifeandnipus。SoIshutmyeyes。ButIalwayshavetoopenthemforallwhenIthinkwe’regettingnearthemiddle。

Because,yousee,ifthebridgeDIDcrumpleupI’dwanttoSEEitcrumple。Whatajollyrumbleitmakes!Ialwaysliketherumblepartofit。Isn’titsplendidtherearesomanythingstolikeinthisworld?Therewe’reover。NowI’lllookback。Goodnight,dearLakeofShiningWaters。I

alwayssaygoodnighttothethingsIlove,justasIwouldtopeopleIthinktheylikeit。Thatwaterlooksasifitwassmilingatme。"

WhentheyhaddrivenupthefurtherhillandaroundacornerMatthewsaid:

"We’reprettynearhomenow。That’sGreenGablesover——"

"Oh,don’ttellme,"sheinterruptedbreathlessly,catchingathispartiallyraisedarmandshuttinghereyesthatshemightnotseehisgesture。"Letmeguess。I’msureI’llguessright。"

Sheopenedhereyesandlookedabouther。Theywereonthecrestofahill。Thesunhadsetsometimesince,butthelandscapewasstillclearinthemellowafterlight。Tothewestadarkchurchspireroseupagainstamarigoldsky。

Belowwasalittlevalleyandbeyondalong,gently-risingslopewithsnugfarmsteadsscatteredalongit。Fromonetoanotherthechild’seyesdarted,eagerandwistful。Atlasttheylingeredononeawaytotheleft,farbackfromtheroad,dimlywhitewithblossomingtreesinthetwilightofthesurroundingwoods。Overit,inthestainlesssouthwestsky,agreatcrystal-whitestarwasshininglikealampofguidanceandpromise。

"That’sit,isn’tit?"shesaid,pointing。

Matthewslappedthereinsonthesorrel’sbackdelightedly。

"Wellnow,you’veguessedit!ButIreckonMrs。Spencerdescribeditso’syoucouldtell。"

"No,shedidn’t——reallyshedidn’t。Allshesaidmightjustaswellhavebeenaboutmostofthoseotherplaces。I

hadn’tanyrealideawhatitlookedlike。ButjustassoonasIsawitIfeltitwashome。Oh,itseemsasifImustbeinadream。Doyouknow,myarmmustbeblackandbluefromtheelbowup,forI’vepinchedmyselfsomanytimestoday。EverylittlewhileahorriblesickeningfeelingwouldcomeovermeandI’dbesoafraiditwasalladream。

ThenI’dpinchmyselftoseeifitwasreal——untilsuddenlyIrememberedthatevensupposingitwasonlyadreamI’dbettergoondreamingaslongasIcould;soIstoppedpinching。ButitISrealandwe’renearlyhome。"

Withasighofrapturesherelapsedintosilence。Matthewstirreduneasily。HefeltgladthatitwouldbeMarillaandnothewhowouldhavetotellthiswaifoftheworldthatthehomeshelongedforwasnottobehersafterall。TheydroveoverLynde’sHollow,whereitwasalreadyquitedark,butnotsodarkthatMrs。Rachelcouldnotseethemfromherwindowvantage,andupthehillandintothelonglaneofGreenGables。BythetimetheyarrivedatthehouseMatthewwasshrinkingfromtheapproachingrevelationwithanenergyhedidnotunderstand。ItwasnotofMarillaorhimselfhewasthinkingofthetroublethismistakewasprobablygoingtomakeforthem,butofthechild’sdisappointment。Whenhethoughtofthatraptlightbeingquenchedinhereyeshehadanuncomfortablefeelingthathewasgoingtoassistatmurderingsomething——muchthesamefeelingthatcameoverhimwhenhehadtokillalamborcalforanyotherinnocentlittlecreature。

Theyardwasquitedarkastheyturnedintoitandthepoplarleaveswererustlingsilkilyallroundit。

"Listentothetreestalkingintheirsleep,"shewhispered,asheliftedhertotheground。"Whatnicedreamstheymusthave!"

Then,holdingtightlytothecarpet-bagwhichcontained"allherworldlygoods,"shefollowedhimintothehouse。

CHAPTERIII

MarillaCuthbertisSurprisedMarillacamebrisklyforwardasMatthewopenedthedoor。

Butwhenhereyesfelloftheoddlittlefigureinthestiff,uglydress,withthelongbraidsofredhairandtheeager,luminouseyes,shestoppedshortinamazement。

"MatthewCuthbert,who’sthat?"sheejaculated。"Whereistheboy?"

"Therewasn’tanyboy,"saidMatthewwretchedly。"TherewasonlyHER。"

Henoddedatthechild,rememberingthathehadneverevenaskedhername。

"Noboy!ButthereMUSThavebeenaboy,"insistedMarilla。

"WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringaboy。"

"Well,shedidn’t。ShebroughtHER。Iaskedthestation-

master。AndIhadtobringherhome。Shecouldn’tbeleftthere,nomatterwherethemistakehadcomein。"

"Well,thisisaprettypieceofbusiness!"ejaculatedMarilla。

Duringthisdialoguethechildhadremainedsilent,hereyesrovingfromonetotheother,alltheanimationfadingoutofherface。Suddenlysheseemedtograspthefullmeaningofwhathadbeensaid。Droppingherpreciouscarpet-bagshesprangforwardastepandclaspedherhands。

"Youdon’twantme!"shecried。"Youdon’twantmebecauseI’mnotaboy!Imighthaveexpectedit。Nobodyeverdidwantme。Imighthaveknownitwasalltoobeautifultolast。

Imighthaveknownnobodyreallydidwantme。Oh,whatshallIdo?I’mgoingtoburstintotears!"

Burstintotearsshedid。Sittingdownonachairbythetable,flingingherarmsoutuponit,andburyingherfaceinthem,sheproceededtocrystormily。MarillaandMatthewlookedateachotherdeprecatinglyacrossthestove。

Neitherofthemknewwhattosayordo。FinallyMarillasteppedlamelyintothebreach。

"Well,well,there’snoneedtocrysoaboutit。"

"Yes,thereISneed!"Thechildraisedherheadquickly,revealingatear-stainedfaceandtremblinglips。"YOU

wouldcry,too,ifyouwereanorphanandhadcometoaplaceyouthoughtwasgoingtobehomeandfoundthattheydidn’twantyoubecauseyouweren’taboy。Oh,thisisthemostTRAGICALthingthateverhappenedtome!"

Somethinglikeareluctantsmile,ratherrustyfromlongdisuse,mellowedMarilla’sgrimexpression。

"Well,don’tcryanymore。We’renotgoingtoturnyouout-

of-doorsto-night。You’llhavetostayhereuntilweinvestigatethisaffair。What’syourname?"

Thechildhesitatedforamoment。

"WillyoupleasecallmeCordelia?"shesaideagerly。

"CALLyouCordelia?Isthatyourname?"

"No-o-o,it’snotexactlymyname,butIwouldlovetobecalledCordelia。It’ssuchaperfectlyelegantname。"

"Idon’tknowwhatonearthyoumean。IfCordeliaisn’tyourname,whatis?"

"AnneShirley,"reluctantlyfalteredforththeownerofthatname,"but,oh,pleasedocallmeCordelia。Itcan’tmattermuchtoyouwhatyoucallmeifI’monlygoingtobeherealittlewhile,canit?AndAnneissuchanunromanticname。"

"Unromanticfiddlesticks!"saidtheunsympatheticMarilla。

"Anneisarealgoodplainsensiblename。You’venoneedtobeashamedofit。"

"Oh,I’mnotashamedofit,"explainedAnne,"onlyIlikeCordeliabetter。I’vealwaysimaginedthatmynamewasCordelia——atleast,Ialwayshaveoflateyears。WhenIwasyoungIusedtoimagineitwasGeraldine,butIlikeCordeliabetternow。ButifyoucallmeAnnepleasecallmeAnnespelledwithanE。"

"Whatdifferencedoesitmakehowit’sspelled?"askedMarillawithanotherrustysmileasshepickeduptheteapot。

"Oh,itmakesSUCHadifference。ItLOOKSsomuchnicer。

Whenyouhearanamepronouncedcan’tyoualwaysseeitinyourmind,justasifitwasprintedout?Ican;andA-n-nlooksdreadful,butA-n-n-elookssomuchmoredistinguished。

Ifyou’llonlycallmeAnnespelledwithanEIshalltrytoreconcilemyselftonotbeingcalledCordelia。"

"Verywell,then,AnnespelledwithanE,canyoutellushowthismistakecametobemade?WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringusaboy。Weretherenoboysattheasylum?"

"Oh,yes,therewasanabundanceofthem。ButMrs。SpencersaidDISTINCTLYthatyouwantedagirlaboutelevenyearsold。AndthematronsaidshethoughtIwoulddo。Youdon’tknowhowdelightedIwas。Icouldn’tsleepalllastnightforjoy。Oh,"sheaddedreproachfully,turningtoMatthew,"whydidn’tyoutellmeatthestationthatyoudidn’twantmeandleavemethere?IfIhadn’tseentheWhiteWayofDelightandtheLakeofShiningWatersitwouldn’tbesohard。"

"Whatonearthdoesshemean?"demandedMarilla,staringatMatthew。

"She——she’sjustreferringtosomeconversationwehadontheroad,"saidMatthewhastily。"I’mgoingouttoputthemarein,Marilla。HaveteareadywhenIcomeback。"

"DidMrs。Spencerbringanybodyoverbesidesyou?"

continuedMarillawhenMatthewhadgoneout。

"ShebroughtLilyJonesforherself。Lilyisonlyfiveyearsoldandsheisverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhair。IfIwasverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhairwouldyoukeepme?"

"No。WewantaboytohelpMatthewonthefarm。Agirlwouldbeofnousetous。Takeoffyourhat。I’lllayitandyourbagonthehalltable。"

Annetookoffherhatmeekly。Matthewcamebackpresentlyandtheysatdowntosupper。ButAnnecouldnoteat。Invainshenibbledatthebreadandbutterandpeckedatthecrab-applepreserveoutofthelittlescallopedglassdishbyherplate。Shedidnotreallymakeanyheadwayatall。

"You’renoteatinganything,"saidMarillasharply,eyingherasifitwereaseriousshortcoming。Annesighed。

"Ican’t。I’minthedepthsofdespair。Canyoueatwhenyouareinthedepthsofdespair?"

"I’veneverbeeninthedepthsofdespair,soIcan’tsay,"

respondedMarilla。

"Weren’tyou?Well,didyouevertrytoIMAGINEyouwereinthedepthsofdespair?"

"No,Ididn’t。"

"ThenIdon’tthinkyoucanunderstandwhatit’slike。It’sveryuncomfortablefeelingindeed。Whenyoutrytoeatalumpcomesrightupinyourthroatandyoucan’tswallowanything,notevenifitwasachocolatecaramel。Ihadonechocolatecarameloncetwoyearsagoanditwassimplydelicious。I’veoftendreamedsincethenthatIhadalotofchocolatecaramels,butIalwayswakeupjustwhenI’mgoingtoeatthem。Idohopeyouwon’tbeoffendedbecauseIcan’teat。Everythingisextremelynice,butstillIcannoteat。"

"Iguessshe’stired,"saidMatthew,whohadn’tspokensincehisreturnfromthebarn。"Bestputhertobed,Marilla。"

MarillahadbeenwonderingwhereAnneshouldbeputtobed。

Shehadpreparedacouchinthekitchenchamberforthedesiredandexpectedboy。But,althoughitwasneatandclean,itdidnotseemquitethethingtoputagirltheresomehow。Butthespareroomwasoutofthequestionforsuchastraywaif,sothereremainedonlytheeastgableroom。MarillalightedacandleandtoldAnnetofollowher,whichAnnespiritlesslydid,takingherhatandcarpet-bagfromthehalltableasshepassed。Thehallwasfearsomelyclean;thelittlegablechamberinwhichshepresentlyfoundherselfseemedstillcleaner。

Marillasetthecandleonathree-legged,three-corneredtableandturneddownthebedclothes。

"Isupposeyouhaveanightgown?"shequestioned。

Annenodded。

"Yes,Ihavetwo。Thematronoftheasylummadethemforme。They’refearfullyskimpy。Thereisneverenoughtogoaroundinanasylum,sothingsarealwaysskimpy——atleastinapoorasylumlikeours。Ihateskimpynight-dresses。

Butonecandreamjustaswellinthemasinlovelytrailingones,withfrillsaroundtheneck,that’soneconsolation。"

"Well,undressasquickasyoucanandgotobed。I’llcomebackinafewminutesforthecandle。Idaren’ttrustyoutoputitoutyourself。You’dlikelysettheplaceonfire。"

WhenMarillahadgoneAnnelookedaroundherwistfully。

Thewhitewashedwallsweresopainfullybareandstaringthatshethoughttheymustacheovertheirownbareness。

Thefloorwasbare,too,exceptforaroundbraidedmatinthemiddlesuchasAnnehadneverseenbefore。Inonecornerwasthebed,ahigh,old-fashionedone,withfourdark,low-

turnedposts。Intheothercornerwastheaforesaidthree-

cornertableadornedwithafat,redvelvetpin-cushionhardenoughtoturnthepointofthemostadventurouspin。Aboveithungalittlesix-by-eightmirror。Midwaybetweentableandbedwasthewindow,withanicywhitemuslinfrilloverit,andoppositeitwasthewash-stand。Thewholeapartmentwasofarigiditynottobedescribedinwords,butwhichsentashivertotheverymarrowofAnne’sbones。Withasobshehastilydiscardedhergarments,putontheskimpynightgownandsprangintobedwheresheburrowedfacedownwardintothepillowandpulledtheclothesoverherhead。WhenMarillacameupforthelightvariousskimpyarticlesofraimentscatteredmostuntidilyoverthefloorandacertaintempestuousappearanceofthebedweretheonlyindicationsofanypresencesaveherown。

ShedeliberatelypickedupAnne’sclothes,placedthemneatlyonaprimyellowchair,andthen,takingupthecandle,wentovertothebed。

"Goodnight,"shesaid,alittleawkwardly,butnotunkindly。

Anne’swhitefaceandbigeyesappearedoverthebedclotheswithastartlingsuddenness。

"HowcanyoucallitaGOODnightwhenyouknowitmustbetheveryworstnightI’veeverhad?"shesaidreproachfully。

Thenshediveddownintoinvisibilityagain。

Marillawentslowlydowntothekitchenandproceededtowashthesupperdishes。Matthewwassmoking——asuresignofperturbationofmind。Heseldomsmoked,forMarillasetherfaceagainstitasafilthyhabit;butatcertaintimesandseasonshefeltdriventoitandthemMarillawinkedatthepractice,realizingthatameremanmusthavesomeventforhisemotions。

"Well,thisisaprettykettleoffish,"shesaidwrathfully。"Thisiswhatcomesofsendingwordinsteadofgoingourselves。RichardSpencer’sfolkshavetwistedthatmessagesomehow。OneofuswillhavetodriveoverandseeMrs。Spencertomorrow,that’scertain。Thisgirlwillhavetobesentbacktotheasylum。"

"Yes,Isupposeso,"saidMatthewreluctantly。

"YouSUPPOSEso!Don’tyouknowit?"

"Wellnow,she’sarealnicelittlething,Marilla。It’skindofapitytosendherbackwhenshe’ssosetonstayinghere。"

"MatthewCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosayyouthinkweoughttokeepher!"

Marilla’sastonishmentcouldnothavebeengreaterifMatthewhadexpressedapredilectionforstandingonhishead。

"Well,now,no,Isupposenot——notexactly,"stammeredMatthew,uncomfortablydrivenintoacornerforhisprecisemeaning。

"Isuppose——wecouldhardlybeexpectedtokeepher。"

"Ishouldsaynot。Whatgoodwouldshebetous?"

"Wemightbesomegoodtoher,"saidMatthewsuddenlyandunexpectedly。

"MatthewCuthbert,Ibelievethatchildhasbewitchedyou!

Icanseeasplainasplainthatyouwanttokeepher。"

"Wellnow,she’sarealinterestinglittlething,"persistedMatthew。"Youshouldhaveheardhertalkcomingfromthestation。"

"Oh,shecantalkfastenough。Isawthatatonce。It’snothinginherfavour,either。Idon’tlikechildrenwhohavesomuchtosay。Idon’twantanorphangirlandifI

didsheisn’tthestyleI’dpickout。There’ssomethingI

don’tunderstandabouther。No,she’sgottobedespatchedstraight-waybacktowhereshecamefrom。"

"IcouldhireaFrenchboytohelpme,"saidMatthew,"andshe’dbecompanyforyou。"

"I’mnotsufferingforcompany,"saidMarillashortly。"AndI’mnotgoingtokeepher。"

"Wellnow,it’sjustasyousay,ofcourse,Marilla,"saidMatthewrisingandputtinghispipeaway。"I’mgoingtobed。"

TobedwentMatthew。Andtobed,whenshehadputherdishesaway,wentMarilla,frowningmostresolutely。Andup-stairs,intheeastgable,alonely,heart-hungry,friendlesschildcriedherselftosleep。

CHAPTERIV

MorningatGreenGablesItwasbroaddaylightwhenAnneawokeandsatupinbed,staringconfusedlyatthewindowthroughwhichafloodofcheerysunshinewaspouringandoutsideofwhichsomethingwhiteandfeatherywavedacrossglimpsesofbluesky。

Foramomentshecouldnotrememberwhereshewas。Firstcameadelightfulthrill,assomethingverypleasant;thenahorribleremembrance。ThiswasGreenGablesandtheydidn’twantherbecauseshewasn’taboy!

Butitwasmorningand,yes,itwasacherry-treeinfullbloomoutsideofherwindow。Withaboundshewasoutofbedandacrossthefloor。Shepushedupthesash——itwentupstifflyandcreakily,asifithadn’tbeenopenedforalongtime,whichwasthecase;anditstucksotightthatnothingwasneededtoholditup。

AnnedroppedonherkneesandgazedoutintotheJunemorning,hereyesglisteningwithdelight。Oh,wasn’titbeautiful?Wasn’titalovelyplace?Supposeshewasn’treallygoingtostayhere!Shewouldimagineshewas。

Therewasscopeforimaginationhere。

Ahugecherry-treegrewoutside,soclosethatitsboughstappedagainstthehouse,anditwassothick-setwithblossomsthathardlyaleafwastobeseen。Onbothsidesofthehousewasabigorchard,oneofapple-treesandoneofcherry-trees,alsoshoweredoverwithblossoms;andtheirgrasswasallsprinkledwithdandelions。Inthegardenbelowwerelilac-treespurplewithflowers,andtheirdizzilysweetfragrancedrifteduptothewindowonthemorningwind。

Belowthegardenagreenfieldlushwithcloverslopeddowntothehollowwherethebrookranandwherescoresofwhitebirchesgrew,upspringingairilyoutofanundergrowthsuggestiveofdelightfulpossibilitiesinfernsandmossesandwoodsythingsgenerally。Beyonditwasahill,greenandfeatherywithspruceandfir;therewasagapinitwherethegraygableendofthelittlehouseshehadseenfromtheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaterswasvisible。

Offtotheleftwerethebigbarnsandbeyondthem,awaydownovergreen,low-slopingfields,wasasparklingblueglimpseofsea。

Anne’sbeauty-lovingeyeslingeredonitall,takingeverythinggreedilyin。Shehadlookedonsomanyunlovelyplacesinherlife,poorchild;butthiswasaslovelyasanythingshehadeverdreamed。

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