投诉 阅读记录

第6章

Anyway,hedidit,andLakambaacceptedatlast。ThenWillemsmadeaspeechtothecrowd。SaidthatonhiswaytothewesttheRajah——hemeantPatalolo——wouldseetheGreatWhiteRulerinBataviaandobtainhisprotectionforSambir。Meantime,hewenton,I,anOrangBlandaandyourfriend,hoisttheflagundertheshadowofwhichthereissafety。WiththatheranupaDutchflagtothemast-head。Itwasmadehurriedly,duringthenight,ofcottonstuffs,and,beingheavy,hungdownthemast,whilethecrowdstared。Alitoldmetherewasagreatsighofsurprise,butnotawordwasspokentillLakambaadvancedandproclaimedinaloudvoicethatduringallthatdayeveryonepassingbytheflagstaffmustuncoverhisheadandsalaambeforetheemblem。"

"But,hangitall!"exclaimedLingard——"AbdullaisBritish!"

"Abdullawasn’tthereatall——didnotgoonshorethatday。YetAli,whohashiswitsabouthim,noticedthatthespacewherethecrowdstoodwasunderthegunsoftheLordoftheIsles。Theyhadputacoirwarpashore,andgavethebarqueacantinthecurrent,soastobringthebroadsidetobearontheflagstaff。

Clever!Eh?Butnobodydreamtofresistance。Whentheyrecoveredfromthesurprisetherewasalittlequietjeering;andBahassoenabusedLakambaviolentlytilloneofLakamba’smenhithimontheheadwithastaff。Frightfulcrack,Iamtold。Thentheyleftoffjeering。MeantimePatalolowentaway,andLakambasatinthechairatthefootoftheflagstaff,whilethecrowdsurgedaround,asiftheycouldnotmakeuptheirmindstogo。

SuddenlytherewasagreatnoisebehindLakamba’schair。Itwasthatwoman,whowentforWillems。Alisaysshewaslikeawildbeast,buthetwistedherwristandmadehergrovelinthedust。

Nobodyknowsexactlywhatitwasabout。Somesayitwasaboutthatflag。Hecarriedheroff,flungherintoacanoe,andwentonboardAbdulla’sship。AfterthatSahaminwasthefirsttosalaamtotheflag。Othersfollowedsuit。Beforenooneverythingwasquietinthesettlement,andAlicamebackandtoldmeallthis。"

Almayerdrewalongbreath。Lingardstretchedouthislegs。

"Goon!"hesaid。

Almayerseemedtostrugglewithhimself。Atlasthesplutteredout:

"Thehardestistotellyet。Themostunheard-ofthing!Anoutrage!Afiendishoutrage!"

CHAPTERTHREE

"Well!Let’sknowallaboutit。Ican’timagine……"beganLingard,afterwaitingforsometimeinsilence。

"Can’timagine!Ishouldthinkyoucouldn’t,"interruptedAlmayer。"Why!……Youjustlisten。WhenAlicamebackI

feltalittleeasierinmymind。TherewasthensomesemblanceoforderinSambir。IhadtheJackupsincethemorningandbegantofeelsafer。Someofmymenturnedupintheafternoon。

Ididnotaskanyquestions;setthemtoworkasifnothinghadhappened。Towardstheevening——itmighthavebeenfiveorhalf-past——IwasonourjettywiththechildwhenIheardshoutsatthefar-offendofthesettlement。AtfirstIdidn’ttakemuchnotice。ByandbyAlicametomeandsays,’Master,givemethechild,thereismuchtroubleinthesettlement。’SoIgavehimNinaandwentin,tookmyrevolver,andpassedthroughthehouseintothebackcourtyard。AsIcamedownthestepsIsawalltheservinggirlsclearoutfromthecookingshed,andI

heardabigcrowdhowlingontheothersideofthedryditchwhichisthelimitofourground。Couldnotseethemonaccountofthefringeofbushesalongtheditch,butIknewthatcrowdwasangryandaftersomebody。AsIstoodwondering,thatJim-Eng——youknowtheChinamanwhosettledhereacoupleofyearsago?"

"Hewasmypassenger;Ibroughthimhere,"exclaimedLingard。"A

first-classChinamanthat。"

"Didyou?Ihadforgotten。Well,thatJim-Eng,heburstthroughthebushandfellintomyarms,sotospeak。Hetoldme,panting,thattheywereafterhimbecausehewouldn’ttakeoffhishattotheflag。Hewasnotsomuchscared,buthewasveryangryandindignant。Ofcoursehehadtorunforit;thereweresomefiftymenafterhim——Lakamba’sfriends——buthewasfulloffight。SaidhewasanEnglishman,andwouldnottakeoffhishattoanyflagbutEnglish。Itriedtosoothehimwhilethecrowdwasshoutingontheothersideoftheditch。Itoldhimhemusttakeoneofmycanoesandcrosstheriver。Stopontheothersideforacoupleofdays。Hewouldn’t。Nothe。HewasEnglish,andhewouldfightthewholelot。Sayshe:’Theyareonlyblackfellows。Wewhitemen,’meaningmeandhimself,’canfighteverybodyinSambir。’Hewasmadwithpassion。Thecrowdquietedalittle,andIthoughtIcouldshelterJim-Engwithoutmuchrisk,whenallofasuddenIheardWillems’voice。HeshoutedtomeinEnglish:’LetfourmenenteryourcompoundtogetthatChinaman!’Isaidnothing。ToldJim-Engtokeepquiettoo。ThenafterawhileWillemsshoutsagain:’Don’tresist,Almayer。Igiveyougoodadvice。Iamkeepingthiscrowdback。

Don’tresistthem!’Thatbeggar’svoiceenragedme;Icouldnothelpit。Icriedtohim:’Youarealiar!’andjustthenJim-Eng,whohadflungoffhisjacketandhadtuckeduphistrousersreadyforafight;justthenthatfellowhesnatchestherevolveroutofmyhandandletsflyatthemthroughthebush。

Therewasasharpcry——hemusthavehitsomebody——andagreatyell,andbeforeIcouldwinktwicetheywereovertheditchandthroughthebushandontopofus!Simplyrolledoverus!Therewasn’ttheslightestchancetoresist。Iwastrampledunderfoot,Jim-Enggotadozengashesabouthisbody,andwewerecarriedhalfwayuptheyardinthefirstrush。Myeyesandmouthwerefullofdust;Iwasonmybackwiththreeorfourfellowssittingonme。IcouldhearJim-Engtryingtoshoutnotveryfarfromme。Nowandthentheywouldthrottlehimandhewouldgurgle。Icouldhardlybreathemyselfwithtwoheavyfellowsonmychest。Willemscameuprunningandorderedthemtoraisemeup,buttokeepgoodhold。Theyledmeintotheverandah。I

lookedround,butdidnotseeeitherAliorthechild。Felteasier。Struggledalittle……Oh,myGod!"

Almayer’sfacewasdistortedwithapassingspasmofrage。

Lingardmovedinhischairslightly。Almayerwentonafterashortpause:

"Theyheldme,shoutingthreatsinmyface。Willemstookdownmyhammockandthrewittothem。Hepulledoutthedrawerofthistable,andfoundthereapalmandneedleandsomesail-twine。Weweremakingawningsforyourbrig,asyouhadaskedmelastvoyagebeforeyouleft。Heknew,ofcourse,wheretolookforwhathewanted。Byhisorderstheylaidmeoutonthefloor,wrappedmeinmyhammock,andhestartedtostitchmein,asifI

hadbeenacorpse,beginningatthefeet。Whileheworkedhelaughedwickedly。IcalledhimallthenamesIcouldthinkof。

Hetoldthemtoputtheirdirtypawsovermymouthandnose。I

wasnearlychoked。WheneverImovedtheypunchedmeintheribs。

Hewentontakingfreshneedlefulsashewantedthem,andworkingsteadily。Sewedmeuptomythroat。Thenherose,saying,’Thatwilldo;letgo。’Thatwomanhadbeenstandingby;theymusthavebeenreconciled。Sheclappedherhands。Ilayonthefloorlikeabaleofgoodswhilehestaredatme,andthewomanshriekedwithdelight。Likeabaleofgoods!Therewasagrinoneveryface,andtheverandahwasfullofthem。Iwishedmyselfdead——’ponmyword,CaptainLingard,Idid!IdonowwheneverIthinkofit!"

Lingard’sfaceexpressedsympatheticindignation。Almayerdroppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetable,andspokeinthatpositioninanindistinctandmuffledvoice,withoutlookingup。

"Finally,byhisdirections,theyflungmeintothebigrocking-chair。IwassewedinsotightthatIwasstifflikeapieceofwood。Hewasgivingordersinaveryloudvoice,andthatmanBabalatchisawthattheywereexecuted。Theyobeyedhimimplicitly。MeantimeIlaythereinthechairlikealog,andthatwomancaperedbeforemeandmadefaces;snappedherfingersbeforemynose。Womenarebad!——ain’tthey?Ineversawherbefore,asfarasIknow。Neverdoneanythingtoher。Yetshewasperfectlyfiendish。Canyouunderstandit?Nowandthenshewouldleavemealonetohangroundhisneckforawhile,andthenshewouldreturnbeforemychairandbeginherexercisesagain。

Helookedon,indulgent。Theperspirationrandownmyface,gotintomyeyes——myarmsweresewnin。Iwasblindedhalfthetime;

attimesIcouldseebetter。Shedragshimbeforemychair。’I

amlikewhitewomen,’shesays,herarmsroundhisneck。Youshouldhaveseenthefacesofthefellowsintheverandah!Theywerescandalizedandashamedofthemselvestoseeherbehaviour。

Suddenlysheaskshim,alludingtome:’Whenareyougoingtokillhim?’ImaginehowIfelt。Imusthaveswooned;Idon’trememberexactly。Ifancytherewasarow;hewasangry。WhenI

gotmywitsagainhewassittingclosetome,andshewasgone。

Iunderstoodhesenthertomywife,whowashidinginthebackroomandnevercameoutduringthisaffair。Willemssaystome——IfancyIcanhearhisvoice,hoarseanddull——hesaystome:

’Notahairofyourheadshallbetouched。’Imadenosound。

Thenhegoeson:’Pleaseremarkthattheflagyouhavehoisted——which,bytheby,isnotyours——hasbeenrespected。

TellCaptainLingardsowhenyoudoseehim。But,’hesays,’youfirstfiredatthecrowd。’’Youarealiar,youblackguard!’I

shouted。Hewinced,Iamsure。IthurthimtoseeIwasnotfrightened。’Anyways,’hesays,’ashothadbeenfiredoutofyourcompoundandamanwashit。Still,allyourpropertyshallberespectedonaccountoftheUnionJack。Moreover,IhavenoquarrelwithCaptainLingard,whoistheseniorpartnerinthisbusiness。Astoyou,’hecontinued,’youwillnotforgetthisday——notifyoulivetobeahundredyearsold——orIdon’tknowyournature。Youwillkeepthebittertasteofthishumiliationtothelastdayofyourlife,andsoyourkindnesstomeshallberepaid。Ishallremoveallthepowderyouhave。ThiscoastisundertheprotectionoftheNetherlands,andyouhavenorighttohaveanypowder。TherearetheGovernor’sOrdersinCounciltothateffect,andyouknowit。Tellmewherethekeyofthesmallstorehouseis?’Isaidnotaword,andhewaitedalittle,thenrose,saying:’It’syourownfaultifthereisanydamagedone。’

HeorderedBabalatchitohavethelockoftheoffice-roomforced,andwentin——rummagedamongstmydrawers——couldnotfindthekey。

ThenthatwomanAissaaskedmywife,andshegavethemthekey。

Afterawhiletheytumbledeverybarrelintotheriver。

Eighty-threehundredweight!Hesuperintendedhimself,andsaweverybarrelrollintothewater。Thereweremutterings。

Babalatchiwasangryandtriedtoexpostulate,buthegavehimagoodshaking。Imustsayhewasperfectlyfearlesswiththosefellows。Thenhecamebacktotheverandah,satdownbymeagain,andsays:’WefoundyourmanAliwithyourlittledaughterhidinginthebushesuptheriver。Webroughtthemin。Theyareperfectlysafe,ofcourse。Letmecongratulateyou,Almayer,upontheclevernessofyourchild。Sherecognizedmeatonce,andcried"pig"asnaturallyasyouwouldyourself。

Circumstancesalterfeelings。YoushouldhaveseenhowfrightenedyourmanAliwas。Clappedhishandsoverhermouth。

Ithinkyouspoilher,Almayer。ButIamnotangry。Really,youlooksoridiculousinthischairthatIcan’tfeelangry。’I

madeafranticefforttoburstoutofmyhammocktogetatthatscoundrel’sthroat,butIonlyfelloffandupsetthechairovermyself。Helaughedandsaidonly:’Ileaveyouhalfofyourrevolvercartridgesandtakehalfmyself;theywillfitmine。Wearebothwhitemen,andshouldbackeachotherup。Imaywantthem。’Ishoutedathimfromunderthechair:’Youareathief,’

butheneverlooked,andwentaway,onehandroundthatwoman’swaist,theotheronBabalatchi’sshoulder,towhomhewastalking——layingdownthelawaboutsomethingorother。Inlessthanfiveminutestherewasnobodyinsideourfences。AfterawhileAlicametolookformeandcutmefree。Ihaven’tseenWillemssince——noranybodyelseforthatmatter。Ihavebeenleftalone。Iofferedsixtydollarstothemanwhohadbeenwounded,whichwereaccepted。TheyreleasedJim-Engthenextday,whentheflaghadbeenhauleddown。Hesentsixcasesofopiumtomeforsafekeepingbuthasnotlefthishouse。Ithinkheissafeenoughnow。Everythingisveryquiet。"

TowardstheendofhisnarrativeAlmayerliftedhisheadoffthetable,andnowsatbackinhischairandstaredatthebambooraftersoftheroofabovehim。Lingardlolledinhisseatwithhislegsstretchedout。Inthepeacefulgloomoftheverandah,withitsloweredscreens,theyheardfaintnoisesfromtheworldoutsideintheblazingsunshine:ahailontheriver,theanswerfromtheshore,thecreakofapulley;soundsshort,interrupted,asiflostsuddenlyinthebrillianceofnoonday。Lingardgotupslowly,walkedtothefrontrail,andholdingoneofthescreensaside,lookedoutinsilence。OverthewaterandtheemptycourtyardcameadistinctvoicefromasmallschooneranchoredabreastoftheLingardjetty。

"Serang!Takeapullatthemainpeakhalyards。Thisgaffisdownontheboom。’’

Therewasashrillpipedyinginlong-drawncadence,thesongofthemenswingingontherope。Thevoicesaidsharply:"Thatwilldo!"Anothervoice——theserang’sprobably——shouted:"Ikat!"andasLingarddroppedtheblindandturnedawayallwassilentagain,asiftherehadbeennothingontheothersideoftheswayingscreen;nothingbutthelight,brilliant,crude,heavy,lyingonadeadlandlikeapalloffire。Lingardsatdownagain,facingAlmayer,hiselbowonthetable,inathoughtfulattitude。

"Nicelittleschooner,"mutteredAlmayer,wearily。"Didyoubuyher?"

"No,"answeredLingard。"AfterIlosttheFlashwegottoPalembanginourboats。Icharteredherthere,forsixmonths。

FromyoungFord,youknow。Belongstohim。Hewantedaspellashore,soItookchargemyself。OfcourseallFord’speopleonboard。Strangerstome。IhadtogotoSingaporeabouttheinsurance;thenIwenttoMacassar,ofcourse。Hadlongpassages。Nowind。Itwaslikeacurseonme。IhadlotsoftroublewitholdHudig。Thatdelayedmemuch。"

"Ah!Hudig!WhywithHudig?"askedAlmayer,inaperfunctorymanner。

"Oh!abouta……awoman,"mumbledLingard。

Almayerlookedathimwithlanguidsurprise。Theoldseamanhadtwistedhiswhitebeardintoapoint,andnowwasbusygivinghismoustachesafiercecurl。Hislittleredeyes——thoseeyesthathadsmartedunderthesaltspraysofeverysea,thathadlookedunwinkingtowindwardinthegalesofalllatitudes——nowglaredatAlmayerfrombehindtheloweredeyebrowslikeapairoffrightenedwildbeastscrouchinginabush。

"Extraordinary!Solikeyou!WhatcanyouhavetodowithHudig’swomen?Theoldsinner!"saidAlmayer,negligently。

"Whatareyoutalkingabout!Wifeofafriendof……ImeanofamanIknow……"

"Still,Idon’tsee……"interjectedAlmayercarelessly。

"Ofamanyouknowtoo。Well。Verywell。"

"Iknewsomanymenbeforeyoumademeburymyselfinthishole!"

growledAlmayer,unamiably。"IfshehadanythingtodowithHudig——thatwife——thenshecan’tbeuptomuch。Iwouldbesorryfortheman,"addedAlmayer,brighteningupwiththerecollectionofthescandaloustittle-tattleofthepast,whenhewasayoungmaninthesecondcapitaloftheIslands——andsowellinformed,sowellinformed。Helaughed。Lingard’sfrowndeepened。

"Don’ttalkfoolish!It’sWillems’wife。"

Almayergraspedthesidesofhisseat,hiseyesandmouthopenedwide。

"What?Why!"heexclaimed,bewildered。

"Willems’——wife,"repeatedLingarddistinctly。"Youain’tdeaf,areyou?ThewifeofWillems。Justso。Astowhy!Therewasapromise。AndIdidnotknowwhathadhappenedhere。"

"Whatisit。You’vebeengivinghermoney,Ibet,"criedAlmayer。

"Well,no!"saidLingard,deliberately。"AlthoughIsupposeI

shallhaveto……"

Almayergroaned。

"Thefactis,"wentonLingard,speakingslowlyandsteadily,"thefactisthatIhave……Ihavebroughtherhere。Here。

ToSambir。"

"Inheaven’sname!why?"shoutedAlmayer,jumpingup。Thechairtiltedandfellslowlyover。Heraisedhisclaspedhandsabovehisheadandbroughtthemdownjerkily,separatinghisfingerswithaneffort,asiftearingthemapart。Lingardnodded,quickly,severaltimes。

"Ihave。Awkward。Hey?"hesaid,withapuzzledlookupwards。

"Uponmyword,"saidAlmayer,tearfully。"Ican’tunderstandyouatall。Whatwillyoudonext!cWillems’wife!"

"Wifeandchild。Smallboy,youknow。Theyareonboardtheschooner。"

AlmayerlookedatLingardwithsuddensuspicion,thenturningawaybusiedhimselfinpickingupthechair,satdowninitturninghisbackupontheoldseaman,andtriedtowhistle,butgaveitupdirectly。Lingardwenton——

"Factis,thefellowgotintotroublewithHudig。Workeduponmyfeelings。Ipromisedtoarrangematters。Idid。Withmuchtrouble。Hudigwasangrywithherforwishingtojoinherhusband。Unprincipledoldfellow。Youknowsheishisdaughter。

Well,IsaidIwouldseeherthroughitallright;helpWillemstoafreshstartandsoon。IspoketoCraiginPalembang。Heisgettingoninyears,andwantedamanagerorpartner。I

promisedtoguaranteeWillems’goodbehaviour。Wesettledallthat。Craigisanoldcronyofmine。Beenshipmatesintheforties。He’swaitingforhimnow。Aprettymess!Whatdoyouthink?"

Almayershruggedhisshoulders。

"ThatwomanbrokewithHudigonmyassurancethatallwouldbewell,"wentonLingard,withgrowingdismay。"Shedid。Properthing,ofcourse。Wife,husband……together……asitshouldbe……Smartfellow……Impossiblescoundrel……

Jollyoldgo!Oh!damn!"

Almayerlaughedspitefully。

"Howdelightedhewillbe,"hesaid,softly。"Youwillmaketwopeoplehappy。Twoatleast!"Helaughedagain,whileLingardlookedathisshakingshouldersinconsternation。

"Iamjammedonaleeshorethistime,ifeverIwas,"mutteredLingard。

"Sendherbackquick,"suggestedAlmayer,stiflinganotherlaugh。

"Whatareyousniggeringat?"growledLingard,angrily。"I’llworkitoutallclearyet。Meantimeyoumustreceiveherintothishouse。"

"Myhouse!"criedAlmayer,turninground。

"It’sminetoo——alittleisn’tit?"saidLingard。"Don’targue,"

heshouted,asAlmayeropenedhismouth。"Obeyordersandholdyourtongue!"

"Oh!Ifyoutakeitinthattone!"mumbledAlmayer,sulkily,withagestureofassent。

"Youaresoaggravatingtoo,myboy,"saidtheoldseaman,withunexpectedplacidity。"Youmustgivemetimetoturnround。I

can’tkeepheronboardallthetime。Imusttellhersomething。

Say,forinstance,thatheisgoneuptheriver。Expectedbackeveryday。That’sit。D’yehear?Youmustputheronthattackanddodgeheralongeasy,whileItakethekinksoutofthesituation。ByGod!"heexclaimed,mournfully,afterashortpause,"lifeisfoul!Foullikealeeforebraceonadirtynight。Andyet。Andyet。Onemustseeitclearforrunningbeforegoingbelow——forgood。NowyouattendtowhatIsaid,"headded,sharply,"ifyoudon’twanttoquarrelwithme,myboy。"

"Idon’twanttoquarrelwithyou,"murmuredAlmayerwithunwillingdeference。"OnlyIwishIcouldunderstandyou。I

knowyouaremybestfriend,CaptainLingard;only,uponmyword,Ican’tmakeyououtsometimes!IwishIcould……"

Lingardburstintoaloudlaughwhichendedshortlyinadeepsigh。Heclosedhiseyes,tiltinghisheadoverthebackofhisarmchair;andonhisface,bakedbytheuncloudedsunsofmanyhardyears,thereappearedforamomentawearinessandalookofagewhichstartledAlmayer,likeanunexpecteddisclosureofevil。

"Iamdoneup,"saidLingard,gently。"Perfectlydoneup。Allnightondeckgettingthatschooneruptheriver。Thentalkingwithyou。SeemstomeIcouldgotosleeponaclothes-line。I

shouldliketoeatsomethingthough。Justseeaboutthat,Kaspar。"

Almayerclappedhishands,andreceivingnoresponsewasgoingtocall,wheninthecentralpassageofthehouse,behindtheredcurtainofthedoorwayopeningupontheverandah,theyheardachild’simperiousvoicespeakingshrilly。

"Takemeupatonce。Iwanttobecarriedintotheverandah。I

shallbeveryangry。Takemeup。"

Aman’svoiceanswered,subdued,inhumbleremonstrance。ThefacesofAlmayerandLingardbrightenedatonce。Theoldseamancalledout——

"Bringthechild。Lekas!"

"Youwillseehowshehasgrown,"exclaimedAlmayer,inajubilanttone。

ThroughthecurtaineddoorwayAliappearedwithlittleNinaAlmayerinhisarms。Thechildhadonearmroundhisneck,andwiththeothershehuggedaripepumelonearlyasbigasherownhead。Herlittlepink,sleevelessrobehadhalfslippedoffhershoulders,butthelongblackhair,thatframedheroliveface,inwhichthebigblackeyeslookedoutinchildishsolemnity,fellinluxuriantprofusionoverhershoulders,allroundherandoverAli’sarms,likeaclose-meshedanddelicatenetofsilkenthreads。LingardgotuptomeetAli,andassoonasshecaughtsightoftheoldseamanshedroppedthefruitandputoutbothherhandswithacryofdelight。HetookherfromtheMalay,andshelaidholdofhismoustacheswithanaffectionategoodwillthatbroughtunaccustomedtearsintohislittleredeyes。

"Notsohard,littleone,notsohard,"hemurmured,pressingwithanenormoushand,thatcovereditentirely,thechild’sheadtohisface。

"Pickupmypumelo,ORajahofthesea!"shesaid,speakinginahigh-pitched,clearvoicewithgreatvolubility。"There,underthetable。Iwantitquick!Quick!Youhavebeenawayfightingwithmanymen。Alisaysso。Youareamightyfighter。Alisaysso。Onthegreatseafaraway,away,away。"

Shewavedherhand,staringwithdreamyvacancy,whileLingardlookedather,andsquattingdowngropedunderthetableafterthepumelo。

"Wheredoesshegetthosenotions?"saidLingard,gettingupcautiously,toAlmayer,whohadbeengivingorderstoAli。

"Sheisalwayswiththemen。ManyatimeI’vefoundherwithherfingersintheirricedish,ofanevening。Shedoesnotcareforhermotherthough——Iamgladtosay。Howprettysheis——andsosharp。Myveryimage!"

Lingardhadputthechildonthetable,andbothmenstoodlookingatherwithradiantfaces。

"Aperfectlittlewoman,"whisperedLingard。"Yes,mydearboy,weshallmakehersomebody。You’llsee!"

"Verylittlechanceofthatnow,"remarkedAlmayer,sadly。

"Youdonotknow!"exclaimedLingard,takingupthechildagain,andbeginningtowalkupanddowntheverandah。"Ihavemyplans。Ihave——listen。"

AndhebegantoexplaintotheinterestedAlmayerhisplansforthefuture。HewouldinterviewAbdullaandLakamba。Theremustbesomeunderstandingwiththosefellowsnowtheyhadtheupperhand。Hereheinterruptedhimselftoswearfreely,whilethechild,whohadbeendiligentlyfumblingabouthisneck,hadfoundhiswhistleandblewaloudblastnowandthenclosetohisear——whichmadehimwinceandlaughasheputherhandsdown,scoldingherlovingly。Yes——thatwouldbeeasilysettled。Hewasamantobereckonedwithyet。NobodyknewthatbetterthanAlmayer。Verywell。Thenhemustpatientlytryandkeepsomelittletradetogether。Itwouldbeallright。Butthegreatthing——andhereLingardspokelower,bringinghimselftoasuddenstandstillbeforetheentrancedAlmayer——thegreatthingwouldbethegoldhuntuptheriver。He——Lingard——woulddevotehimselftoit。Hehadbeenintheinteriorbefore。Therewereimmensedepositsofalluvialgoldthere。Fabulous。Hefeltsure。Hadseenplaces。Dangerouswork?Ofcourse!Butwhatareward!Hewouldexplore——andfind。Notashadowofdoubt。Hangthedanger!Theywouldfirstgetasmuchastheycouldforthemselves。Keepthethingquiet。ThenafteratimeformaCompany。InBataviaorinEngland。Yes,inEngland。Muchbetter。Splendid!Why,ofcourse。Andthatbabywouldbetherichestwomanintheworld。He——Lingard——wouldnot,perhaps,seeit——althoughhefeltgoodformanyyearsyet——butAlmayerwould。

Herewassomethingtoliveforyet!Hey?

Buttherichestwomanintheworldhadbeenforthelastfiveminutesshoutingshrilly——"RajahLaut!RajahLaut!Hai!Giveear!"whiletheoldseamanhadbeenspeakinglouder,unconsciously,tomakehisdeepbassheardabovetheimpatientclamour。Hestoppednowandsaidtenderly——

"Whatisit,littlewoman?"

"Iamnotalittlewoman。Iamawhitechild。AnakPutih。A

whitechild;andthewhitemenaremybrothers。Fathersaysso。

AndAlisayssotoo。Aliknowsasmuchasfather。Everything。"

Almayeralmostdancedwithpaternaldelight。

"Itaughther。Itaughther,"herepeated,laughingwithtearsinhiseyes。"Isn’tshesharp?"

"Iamtheslaveofthewhitechild,"saidLingard,withplayfulsolemnity。"Whatistheorder?"

"Iwantahouse,"shewarbled,withgreateagerness。"Iwantahouse,andanotherhouseontheroof,andanotherontheroof——high。High!Liketheplaceswheretheydwell——mybrothers——inthelandwherethesunsleeps。"

"Tothewestward,"explainedAlmayer,underhisbreath。"Sherememberseverything。Shewantsyoutobuildahouseofcards。

Youdid,lasttimeyouwerehere。"

Lingardsatdownwiththechildonhisknees,andAlmayerpulledoutviolentlyonedrawerafteranother,lookingforthecards,asifthefateoftheworlddependeduponhishaste。HeproducedadirtydoublepackwhichwasonlyusedduringLingard’svisittoSambir,whenhewouldsometimesplay——ofanevening——withAlmayer,agamewhichhecalledChinesebezique。ItboredAlmayer,buttheoldseamandelightedinit,consideringitaremarkableproductofChinesegenius——araceforwhichhehadanunaccountablelikingandadmiration。

"Nowwewillgeton,mylittlepearl,"hesaid,puttingtogetherwithextremeprecautiontwocardsthatlookedabsurdlyflimsybetweenhisbigfingers。LittleNinawatchedhimwithintenseseriousnessashewentonerectingthegroundfloor,whilehecontinuedtospeaktoAlmayerwithhisheadoverhisshouldersoasnottoendangerthestructurewithhisbreath。

"IknowwhatIamtalkingabout……BeeninCaliforniainforty-nine……NotthatImademuch……theninVictoriaintheearlydays……Iknowallaboutit。Trustme。Moreoverablindmancould……Bequiet,littlesister,oryouwillknockthisaffairdown……Myhandprettysteadyyet!Hey,Kaspar?……Now,delightofmyheart,weshallputathirdhouseonthetopofthesetwo……keepveryquiet……AsI

wassaying,yougotonlytostoopandgatherhandfulsofgold……dust……there。Nowhereweare。Threehousesontopofoneanother。Grand!"

Heleanedbackinhischair,onehandonthechild’shead,whichhesmoothedmechanically,andgesticulatedwiththeother,speakingtoAlmayer。

"Onceonthespot,therewouldbeonlythetroubletopickupthestuff。ThenweshallallgotoEurope。Thechildmustbeeducated。Weshallberich。Richisnonameforit。DowninDevonshirewhereIbelong,therewasafellowwhobuiltahousenearTeignmouthwhichhadasmanywindowsasathree-deckerhasports。Madeallhismoneysomewhereouthereinthegoodolddays。Peoplearoundsaidhehadbeenapirate。Weboys——IwasaboyinaBrixhamtrawlerthen——certainlybelievedthat。Hewentaboutinabath-chairinhisgrounds。Hadaglasseye……"

"Higher,Higher!"calledoutNina,pullingtheoldseaman’sbeard。

"Youdoworryme——don’tyou?"saidLingard,gently,givingheratenderkiss。"What?Onemorehouseontopofallthese?Well!

Iwilltry。"

Thechildwatchedhimbreathlessly。Whenthedifficultfeatwasaccomplishedsheclappedherhands,lookedonsteadily,andafterawhilegaveagreatsighofcontent。

"Oh!Lookout!"shoutedAlmayer。

Thestructurecollapsedsuddenlybeforethechild’slightbreath。

Lingardlookeddiscomposedforamoment。Almayerlaughed,butthelittlegirlbegantocry。

"Takeher,"saidtheoldseaman,abruptly。Then,afterAlmayerwentawaywiththecryingchild,heremainedsittingbythetable,lookinggloomilyattheheapofcards。

"DamnthisWillems,"hemutteredtohimself。"ButIwilldoityet!"

Hegotup,andwithanangrypushofhishandsweptthecardsoffthetable。Thenhefellbackinhischair。

"Tiredasadog,"hesighedout,closinghiseyes。

CHAPTERFOUR

Consciouslyorunconsciously,menareproudoftheirfirmness,steadfastnessofpurpose,directnessofaim。Theygostraighttowardstheirdesire,totheaccomplishmentofvirtue——sometimesofcrime——inanupliftingpersuasionoftheirfirmness。Theywalktheroadoflife,theroadfencedinbytheirtastes,prejudices,disdainsorenthusiasms,generallyhonest,invariablystupid,andareproudofneverlosingtheirway。Iftheydostop,itistolookforamomentoverthehedgesthatmakethemsafe,tolookatthemistyvalleys,atthedistantpeaks,atcliffsandmorasses,atthedarkforestsandthehazyplainswhereotherhumanbeingsgropetheirdayspainfullyaway,stumblingoverthebonesofthewise,overtheunburiedremainsoftheirpredecessorswhodiedalone,ingloomorinsunshine,halfwayfromanywhere。Themanofpurposedoesnotunderstand,andgoeson,fullofcontempt。Heneverloseshisway。Heknowswhereheisgoingandwhathewants。Travellingon,heachievesgreatlengthwithoutanybreadth,andbattered,besmirched,andweary,hetouchesthegoalatlast;hegraspstherewardofhisperseverance,ofhisvirtue,ofhishealthyoptimism:anuntruthfultombstoneoveradarkandsoonforgottengrave。

Lingardhadneverhesitatedinhislife。Whyshouldhe?Hehadbeenamostsuccessfultrader,andamanluckyinhisfights,skilfulinnavigation,undeniablyfirstinseamanshipinthoseseas。Heknewit。Hadhenotheardthevoiceofcommonconsent?

Thevoiceoftheworldthatrespectedhimsomuch;thewholeworldtohim——fortousthelimitsoftheuniversearestrictlydefinedbythoseweknow。Thereisnothingforusoutsidethebabbleofpraiseandblameonfamiliarlips,andbeyondourlastacquaintancethereliesonlyavastchaos;achaosoflaughterandtearswhichconcernsusnot;laughterandtearsunpleasant,wicked,morbid,contemptible——becauseheardimperfectlybyearsrebellioustostrangesounds。ToLingard——simplehimself——allthingsweresimple。Heseldomread。Bookswerenotmuchinhisway,andhehadtoworkhardnavigating,trading,andalso,inobediencetohisbenevolentinstincts,shapingstrayliveshefoundhereandthereunderhisbusyhand。HerememberedtheSunday-schoolteachingsofhisnativevillageandthediscoursesoftheblack-coatedgentlemanconnectedwiththeMissiontoFishermenandSeamen,whoseyawl-riggedboatdartingthroughrain-squallsamongstthecoasterswind-boundinFalmouthBay,waspartofthosepreciouspicturesofhisyouthfuldaysthatlingeredinhismemory。"Ascleverasky-pilotasyoucouldwishtosee,"hewouldsaywithconviction,"andthebestmantohandleaboatinanyweatherIeverdidmeet!"Suchweretheagenciesthathadroughlyshapedhisyoungsoulbeforehewentawaytoseetheworldinasouthern-goingship——beforehewent,ignorantandhappy,heavyofhand,pureinheart,profaneinspeech,togivehimselfuptothegreatseathattookhislifeandgavehimhisfortune。Whenthinkingofhisriseintheworld——commanderofships,thenshipowner,thenamanofmuchcapital,respectedwhereverhewent,Lingardinaword,theRajahLaut——hewasamazedandawedbyhisfate,thatseemedtohisill-informedmindthemostwondrousknownintheannalsofmen。

Hisexperienceappearedtohimimmenseandconclusive,teachinghimthelessonofthesimplicityoflife。Inlife——asinseamanship——therewereonlytwowaysofdoingathing:therightwayandthewrongway。Commonsenseandexperiencetaughtamanthewaythatwasright。Theotherwasforlubbersandfools,andled,inseamanship,tolossofsparsandsailsorshipwreck;inlife,tolossofmoneyandconsideration,ortoanunluckyknockonthehead。Hedidnotconsiderithisdutytobeangrywithrascals。Hewasonlyangrywiththingshecouldnotunderstand,butfortheweaknessesofhumanityhecouldfindacontemptuoustolerance。Itbeingmanifestthathewaswiseandlucky——otherwisehowcouldhehavebeenassuccessfulinlifeashehadbeen?——hehadaninclinationtosetrightthelivesofotherpeople,justashecouldhardlyrefrain——indefianceofnauticaletiquette——frominterferingwithhischiefofficerwhenthecrewwassendingupanewtopmast,orgenerallywhenbusyabout,whathecalled,"aheavyjob。"Hewasmeddlesomewithperfectmodesty;ifheknewathingortwotherewasnomeritinit。"Hardknockstaughtmewisdom,myboy,"heusedtosay,"andyouhadbettertaketheadviceofamanwhohasbeenafoolinhistime。Haveanother。"And"myboy"asaruletookthecooldrink,theadvice,andtheconsequenthelpwhichLingardfelthimselfboundinhonourtogive,soastobackuphisopinionlikeanhonestman。CaptainTomwentsailingfromislandtoisland,appearingunexpectedlyinvariouslocalities,beaming,noisy,anecdotal,commendatoryorcomminatory,butalwayswelcome。

ItwasonlysincehisreturntoSambirthattheoldseamanhadforthefirsttimeknowndoubtandunhappiness,ThelossoftheFlash——plantedfirmlyandforeveronaledgeofrockatthenorthendofGasparStraitsintheuncertainlightofacloudymorning——shookhimconsiderably;andtheamazingnewswhichheheardonhisarrivalinSambirwerenotmadetosoothehisfeelings。Agoodmanyyearsago——promptedbyhisloveofadventure——he,withinfinitetrouble,hadfoundoutandsurveyed——forhisownbenefitonly——theentrancestothatriver,where,hehadheardthroughnativereport,anewsettlementofMalayswasforming。Nodoubthethoughtatthetimemostlyofpersonalgain;but,receivedwithheartyfriendlinessbyPatalolo,hesooncametoliketherulerandthepeople,offeredhiscounselandhishelp,and——knowingnothingofArcadia——hedreamedofArcadianhappinessforthatlittlecorneroftheworldwhichhelovedtothinkallhisown。Hisdeep-seatedandimmovableconvictionthatonlyhe——he,Lingard——knewwhatwasgoodforthemwascharacteristicofhim。and,afterall,notsoveryfarwrong。Hewouldmakethemhappywhetherorno,hesaid,andhemeantit。Histradebroughtprosperitytotheyoungstate,andthefearofhisheavyhandsecureditsinternalpeaceformanyyears。

Helookedproudlyuponhiswork。Witheverypassingyearhelovedmoretheland,thepeople,themuddyriverthat,ifhecouldhelpit,wouldcarrynoothercraftbuttheFlashonitsuncleanandfriendlysurface。Asheslowlywarpedhisvesselup-streamhewouldscanwithknowinglookstheriversideclearings,andpronouncesolemnjudgmentupontheprospectsoftheseason’srice-crop。HekneweverysettleronthebanksbetweentheseaandSambir;heknewtheirwives,theirchildren;

hekneweveryindividualofthemulti-colouredgroupsthat,standingontheflimsyplatformsoftinyreeddwellingsbuiltoverthewater,wavedtheirhandsandshoutedshrilly:"O!Kapallayer!Hai!"whiletheFlashsweptslowlythroughthepopulatedreach,toenterthelonelystretchesofsparklingbrownwaterborderedbythedenseandsilentforest,whosebigtreesnoddedtheiroutspreadboughsgentlyinthefaint,warmbreeze——asifinsignoftenderbutmelancholywelcome。Heloveditall:thelandscapeofbrowngoldsandbrilliantemeraldsunderthedomeofhotsapphire;thewhisperingbigtrees;theloquaciousnipa-palmsthatrattledtheirleavesvolublyinthenightbreeze,asifinhastetotellhimallthesecretsofthegreatforestbehindthem。Helovedtheheavyscentsofblossomsandblackearth,thatbreathoflifeandofdeathwhichlingeredoverhisbriginthedampairoftepidandpeacefulnights。Helovedthenarrowandsombrecreeks,strangerstosunshine:black,smooth,tortuous——likebywaysofdespair。Helikedeventhetroopsofsorrowful-facedmonkeysthatprofanedthequietspotswithcapriciousgambolsandinsanegesturesofinhumanmadness。Helovedeverythingthere,animatedorinanimated;theverymudoftheriverside;theveryalligators,enormousandstolid,baskingonitwithimpertinentunconcern。Theirsizewasasourceofpridetohim。"Immensefellows!MaketwoofthemPalembangreptiles!Itellyou,oldman!"hewouldshout,pokingsomecronyofhisplayfullyintheribs:"Itellyou,bigasyouare,theycouldswallowyouinonegulp,hat,bootsandall!

Magnificentbeggars!Wouldn’tyouliketoseethem?Wouldn’tyou!Ha!ha!ha!"Histhunderouslaughterfilledtheverandah,rolledoverthehotelgarden,overflowedintothestreet,paralyzingforashortmomentthenoiselesstrafficofbarebrownfeet;anditsloudreverberationswouldevenstartlethelandlord’stamebird——ashamelessmynah——intoamomentaryproprietyofbehaviourunderthenearestchair。Inthebigbilliard-roomperspiringmeninthincottonsingletswouldstopthegame,listen,cueinhand,forawhilethroughtheopenwindows,thennodtheirmoistfacesateachothersagaciouslyandwhisper:"Theoldfellowistalkingabouthisriver。"

Hisriver!Thewhispersofcuriousmen,themysteryofthething,weretoLingardasourceofnever-endingdelight。Thecommontalkofignoranceexaggeratedtheprofitsofhisqueermonopoly,and,althoughstrictlytruthfulingeneral,heliked,onthatmatter,tomisleadspeculationstillfurtherbyboastsfullofcoldraillery。Hisriver!Byithewasnotonlyrich——hewasinteresting。Thissecretofhiswhichmadehimdifferenttotheothertradersofthoseseasgaveintimatesatisfactiontothatdesireforsingularitywhichhesharedwiththerestofmankind,withoutbeingawareofitspresencewithinhisbreast。Itwasthegreaterpartofhishappiness,butheonlyknewitafteritsloss,sounforeseen,sosuddenandsocruel。

AfterhisconversationwithAlmayerhewentonboardtheschooner,sentJoannaonshore,andshuthimselfupinhiscabin,feelingveryunwell。HemadethemostofhisindispositiontoAlmayer,whocametovisithimtwiceaday。Itwasanexcusefordoingnothingjustyet。Hewantedtothink。Hewasveryangry。

Angrywithhimself,withWillems。AngryatwhatWillemshaddone——andalsoangryatwhathehadleftundone。Thescoundrelwasnotcomplete。Theconceptionwasperfect,buttheexecution,unaccountably,fellshort。Why?HeoughttohavecutAlmayer’sthroatandburnttheplacetoashes——thenclearedout。Gotoutofhisway;ofhim,Lingard!Yethedidn’t。Wasitimpudence,contempt——orwhat?Hefelthurtattheimplieddisrespectofhispower,andtheincompleterascalityoftheproceedingdisturbedhimexceedingly。Therewassomethingshort,somethingwanting,somethingthatwouldhavegivenhimafreehandintheworkofretribution。Theobvious,therightthingtodo,wastoshootWillems。Yethowcouldhe?Hadthefellowresisted,showedfight,orranaway;hadheshownanyconsciousnessofharmdone,itwouldhavebeenmorepossible,morenatural。Butno!Thefellowactuallyhadsenthimamessage。Wantedtoseehim。Whatfor?Thethingcouldnotbeexplained。Anunexampled,cold-bloodedtreachery,awful,incomprehensible。Whydidhedoit?Why?Why?Theoldseamaninthestuffysolitudeofhislittlecabinonboardtheschoonergroanedoutmanytimesthatquestion,strikingwithanopenpalmhisperplexedforehead。

Duringhisfourdaysofseclusionhehadreceivedtwomessagesfromtheouterworld;fromthatworldofSambirwhichhad,sosuddenlyandsofinally,slippedfromhisgrasp。One,afewwordsfromWillemswrittenonatorn-outpageofasmallnotebook;theother,acommunicationfromAbdullacaligraphedcarefullyonalargesheetofflimsypaperanddeliveredtohiminagreensilkwrapper。Thefirsthecouldnotunderstand。Itsaid:"Comeandseeme。Iamnotafraid。Areyou?W。"Hetoreitupangrily,butbeforethesmallbitsofdirtypaperhadthetimetoflutterdownandsettleonthefloor,theangerwasgoneandwasreplacedbyasentimentthatinducedhimtogoonhisknees,pickupthefragmentsofthetornmessage,pieceittogetheronthetopofhischronometerbox,andcontemplateitlongandthoughtfully,asifhehadhopedtoreadtheanswerofthehorribleriddleintheveryformofthelettersthatwenttomakeupthatfreshinsult。Abdulla’sletterhereadcarefullyandrammeditintohispocket,alsowithanger,butwithangerthatendedinahalf-resigned,half-amusedsmile。Hewouldnevergiveinaslongastherewasachance。"It’sgenerallythesafestwaytosticktotheshipaslongasshewillswim,"wasoneofhisfavouritesayings:"Thesafestandtherightway。Toabandonacraftbecauseitleaksiseasy——butpoorwork。Poorwork!"Yethewasintelligentenoughtoknowwhenhewasbeaten,andtoacceptthesituationlikeaman,withoutrepining。WhenAlmayercameonboardthatafternoonhehandedhimtheletterwithoutcomment。

Almayerreadit,returneditinsilence,andleaningoverthetaffrail(thetwomenwereondeck)lookeddownforsometimeattheplayoftheeddiesroundtheschooner’srudder。Atlasthesaidwithoutlookingup——

"That’sadecentenoughletter。Abdullagiveshimuptoyou。I

toldyoutheyweregettingsickofhim。Whatareyougoingtodo?"

Lingardclearedhisthroat,shuffledhisfeet,openedhismouthwithgreatdetermination,butsaidnothingforawhile。Atlasthemurmured——

"I’llbehangedifIknow——justyet。"

"Iwishyouwoulddosomethingsoon……"

"What’sthehurry?"interruptedLingard。"Hecan’tgetaway。Asitstandsheisatmymercy,asfarasIcansee。"

"Yes,"saidAlmayer,reflectively——"andverylittlemercyhedeservestoo。Abdulla’smeaning——asIcanmakeitoutamongstallthosecompliments——is:’Getridformeofthatwhiteman——andweshallliveinpeaceandsharethetrade。"’

"Youbelievethat?"askedLingard,contemptuously。

"Notaltogether,"answeredAlmayer。"Nodoubtwewillsharethetradeforatime——tillhecangrabthelot。Well,whatareyougoingtodo?"

HelookedupashespokeandwassurprisedtoseeLingard’sdiscomposedface。

"Youain’twell。Painanywhere?"heasked,withrealsolicitude。

"Ihavebeenqueer——youknow——theselastfewdays,butnopain。"

Hestruckhisbroadchestseveraltimes,clearedhisthroatwithapowerful"Hem!"andrepeated:"No。Nopain。Goodforafewyearsyet。ButIambotheredwithallthis,Icantellyou!"

"Youmusttakecareofyourself,"saidAlmayer。Thenafterapauseheadded:"YouwillseeAbdulla。Won’tyou?"

"Idon’tknow。Notyet。There’splentyoftime,"saidLingard,impatiently。

"Iwishyouwoulddosomething,"urgedAlmayer,moodily。"Youknow,thatwomanisaperfectnuisancetome。Sheandherbrat!

Yelpsallday。Andthechildrendon’tgetontogether。YesterdaythelittledevilwantedtofightwithmyNina。Scratchedherface,too。Aperfectsavage!Likehishonourablepapa。Yes,really。Sheworriesaboutherhusband,andwhimpersfrommorningtonight。Whensheisn’tweepingsheisfuriouswithme。

Yesterdayshetormentedmetotellherwhenhewouldbebackandcriedbecausehewasengagedinsuchdangerouswork。Isaidsomethingaboutitbeingallright——nonecessitytomakeafoolofherself,whensheturneduponmelikeawildcat。Calledmeabrute,selfish,heartless;ravedaboutherbelovedPeterriskinghislifeformybenefit,whileIdidnotcare。SaidItookadvantageofhisgenerousgood-naturetogethimtododangerouswork——mywork。Thathewasworthtwentyofthelikesofme。

Thatshewouldtellyou——openyoureyesastothekindofmanI

was,andsoon。That’swhatI’vegottoputupwithforyoursake。Youreallymightconsidermealittle。Ihaven’trobbedanybody,"wentonAlmayer,withanattemptatbitterirony——"orsoldmybestfriend,butstillyououghttohavesomepityonme。

It’slikelivinginahotfever。Sheisoutofherwits。Youmakemyhousearefugeforscoundrelsandlunatics。Itisn’tfair。’Ponmyworditisn’t!Whensheisinhertantrumssheisridiculouslyuglyandscreechesso——itsetsmyteethonedge。

ThankGod!mywifegotafitofthesulksandclearedoutofthehouse。Livesinariversidehutsincethataffair——youknow。

ButthisWillems’wifebyherselfisalmostmorethanIcanbear。

AndIaskmyselfwhyshouldI?Youareexactingandnomistake。

ThismorningIthoughtshewasgoingtoclawme。Onlythink!

Shewantedtogoprancingaboutthesettlement。Shemighthaveheardsomethingthere,soItoldhershemustn’t。Itwasn’tsafeoutsideourfences,Isaid。Thereuponsherushesatmewithhertennailsuptomyeyes。’Youmiserableman,’sheyells,’eventhisplaceisnotsafe,andyou’vesenthimupthisawfulriverwherehemaylosehishead。Ifhediesbeforeforgivingme,Heavenwillpunishyouforyourcrime……’Mycrime!IaskmyselfsometimeswhetherIamdreaming!Itwillmakemeill,allthis。I’velostmyappetitealready。"

Heflunghishatondeckandlaidholdofhishairdespairingly。

Lingardlookedathimwithconcern。

"Whatdidshemeanbyit?"hemuttered,thoughtfully。

"Mean!Sheiscrazy,Itellyou——andIwillbe,verysoon,ifthislasts!"

"Justalittlepatience,Kaspar,"pleadedLingard。"Adayorsomore。"

Relievedortiredbyhisviolentoutburst,Almayercalmeddown,pickeduphishatand,leaningagainstthebulwark,commencedtofanhimselfwithit。

"Daysdopass,"hesaid,resignedly——"butthatkindofthingmakesamanoldbeforehistime。Whatistheretothinkabout?——Ican’timagine!Abdullasaysplainlythatifyouundertaketopilothisshipoutandinstructthehalf-caste,hewilldropWillemslikeahotpotatoandbeyourfriendeverafter。Ibelievehimperfectly,astoWillems。It’ssonatural。

Astobeingyourfriendit’salieofcourse,butweneednotbotheraboutthatjustyet。YoujustsayyestoAbdulla,andthenwhateverhappenstoWillemswillbenobody’sbusiness。"

Heinterruptedhimselfandremainedsilentforawhile,glaringaboutwithsetteethanddilatednostrils。

"Youleaveittome。I’llseetoitthatsomethinghappenstohim,"hesaidatlast,withcalmferocity。Lingardsmiledfaintly。

"Thefellowisn’tworthashot。Notthetroubleofit,"hewhispered,asiftohimself。Almayerfiredupsuddenly。

"That’swhatyouthink,"hecried。"Youhaven’tbeensewnupinyourhammocktobemadealaughing-stockofbeforeaparcelofsavages。Why!Idaren’tlookanybodyhereinthefacewhilethatscoundrelisalive。Iwill……Iwillsettlehim。"

"Idon’tthinkyouwill,"growledLingard。

"DoyouthinkIamafraidofhim?"

"Blessyou!no!"saidLingardwithalacrity。"Afraid!Notyou。

Iknowyou。Idon’tdoubtyourcourage。It’syourhead,myboy,yourheadthatI……"

"That’sit,"saidtheaggrievedAlmayer。"Goon。Whydon’tyoucallmeafoolatonce?"

"BecauseIdon’twantto,"burstoutLingard,withnervousirritability。"IfIwantedtocallyouafool,Iwoulddosowithoutaskingyourleave。"Hebegantowalkathwartthenarrowquarter-deck,kickingropes’endsoutofhiswayandgrowlingtohimself:"Delicategentleman……whatnext?……I’vedoneman’sworkbeforeyoucouldtoddle。Understand……saywhatI

like。"

"Well!well!"saidAlmayer,withaffectedresignation。"There’snotalkingtoyoutheselastfewdays。"Heputonhishat,strolledtothegangwayandstopped,onefootonthelittleinsideladder,asifhesitating,camebackandplantedhimselfinLingard’sway,compellinghimtostandstillandlisten。

"Ofcourseyouwilldowhatyoulike。Younevertakeadvice——I

knowthat;butletmetellyouthatitwouldn’tbehonesttoletthatfellowgetawayfromhere。Ifyoudonothing,thatscoundrelwillleaveinAbdulla’sshipforsure。Abdullawillmakeuseofhimtohurtyouandotherselsewhere。Willemsknowstoomuchaboutyouraffairs。Hewillcauseyoulotsoftrouble。

Youmarkmywords。Lotsoftrouble。Toyou——andtoothersperhaps。Thinkofthat,CaptainLingard。That’sallI’vegottosay。NowImustgobackonshore。There’slotsofwork。Wewillbeginloadingthisschoonerto-morrowmorning,firstthing。

Allthebundlesareready。Ifyoushouldwantmeforanything,hoistsomekindofflagonthemainmast。Atnighttwoshotswillfetchme。"Thenheadded,inafriendlytone,"Won’tyoucomeanddineinthehouseto-night?Itcan’tbegoodforyoutostewonboardlikethat,dayafterday。"

Lingarddidnotanswer。TheimageevokedbyAlmayer;thepictureofWillemsrangingovertheislandsanddisturbingtheharmonyoftheuniversebyrobbery,treachery,andviolence,heldhimsilent,entranced——painfullyspellbound。Almayer,afterwaitingforalittlewhile,movedreluctantlytowardsthegangway,lingeredthere,thensighedandgotovertheside,goingdownstepbystep。Hisheaddisappearedslowlybelowtherail。

Lingard,whohadbeenstaringathimabsently,startedsuddenly,rantotheside,andlookingover,calledout——

"Hey!Kaspar!Holdonabit!"

Almayersignedtohisboatmentoceasepaddling,andturnedhisheadtowardstheschooner。TheboatdriftedbackslowlyabreastofLingard,nearlyalongside。

"Lookhere,"saidLingard,lookingdown——"Iwantagoodcanoewithfourmento-day。"

"Doyouwantitnow?"askedAlmayer。

"No!Catchthisrope。Oh,youclumsydevil!……No,Kaspar,"

wentonLingard,afterthebow-manhadgotholdoftheendofthebracehehadthrowndownintothecanoe——"No,Kaspar。Thesunistoomuchforme。Anditwouldbebettertokeepmyaffairsquiet,too。Sendthecanoe——fourgoodpaddlers,mind,andyourcanvaschairformetositin。Senditaboutsunset。D’yehear?"

"Allright,father,"saidAlmayer,cheerfully——"IwillsendAliforasteersman,andthebestmenI’vegot。Anythingelse?"

"No,mylad。Onlydon’tletthembelate。"

"Isupposeit’snouseaskingyouwhereyouaregoing,"saidAlmayer,tentatively。"BecauseifitistoseeAbdulla,I……"

"IamnotgoingtoseeAbdulla。Notto-day。Nowbeoffwithyou。"

Hewatchedthecanoedartawayshorewards,wavedhishandinresponsetoAlmayer’snod,andwalkedtothetaffrailsmoothingoutAbdulla’sletter,whichhehadpulledoutofhispocket。Hereaditovercarefully,crumpleditupslowly,smilingthewhileandclosinghisfingersfirmlyoverthecracklingpaperasthoughhehadholdthereofAbdulla’sthroat。Halfwaytohispockethechangedhismind,andflingingtheballoverboardlookedatitthoughtfullyasitspunroundintheeddiesforamoment,beforethecurrentboreitawaydown-stream,towardsthesea。

PARTIV

CHAPTERONE

Thenightwasverydark。ForthefirsttimeinmanymonthstheEastCoastsleptunseenbythestarsunderaveilofmotionlesscloudthat,drivenbeforethefirstbreathoftherainymonsoon,haddriftedslowlyfromtheeastwardalltheafternoon;pursuingthedecliningsunwithitsmassesofblackandgreythatseemedtochasethelightwithwickedintent,andwithanominousandgloomysteadiness,asthoughconsciousofthemessageofviolenceandturmoiltheycarried。Atthesun’sdisappearancebelowthewesternhorizon,theimmensecloud,inquickenedmotion,grappledwiththeglowofretreatinglight,androllingdowntotheclearandjaggedoutlineofthedistantmountains,hungarrestedabovethesteamingforests;hanginglow,silentandmenacingovertheunstirringtree-tops;withholdingtheblessingofrain,nursingthewrathofitsthunder;undecided——asifbroodingoveritsownpowerforgoodorforevil。

Babalatchi,comingoutoftheredandsmokylightofhislittlebamboohouse,glancedupwards,drewinalongbreathofthewarmandstagnantair,andstoodforamomentwithhisgoodeyeclosedtightly,asifintimidatedbytheunwontedanddeepsilenceofLakamba’scourtyard。Whenheopenedhiseyehehadrecoveredhissightsofar,thathecoulddistinguishthevariousdegreesofformlessblacknesswhichmarkedtheplacesoftrees,ofabandonedhouses,ofriversidebushes,onthedarkbackgroundofthenight。

Thecarewornsagewalkedcautiouslydownthedesertedcourtyardtothewaterside,andstoodonthebanklisteningtothevoiceoftheinvisibleriverthatflowedathisfeet;listeningtothesoftwhispers,tothedeepmurmurs,tothesuddengurglesandtheshorthissesoftheswiftcurrentracingalongthebankthroughthehotdarkness。

Hestoodwithhisfaceturnedtotheriver,anditseemedtohimthathecouldbreatheeasierwiththeknowledgeoftheclearvastspacebeforehim;then,afterawhileheleanedheavilyforwardonhisstaff,hischinfellonhisbreast,andadeepsighwashisanswertotheselfishdiscourseoftheriverthathurriedonunceasingandfast,regardlessofjoyorsorrow,ofsufferingandofstrife,offailuresandtriumphsthatlivedonitsbanks。Thebrownwaterwasthere,readytocarryfriendsorenemies,tonurseloveorhateonitssubmissiveandheartlessbosom,tohelportohinder,tosavelifeorgivedeath;thegreatandrapidriver:adeliverance,aprison,arefugeoragrave。

PerchancesuchthoughtsasthesecausedBabalatchitosendanothermournfulsighintothetrailingmistsoftheunconcernedPantai。Thebarbarouspoliticianhadforgottentherecentsuccessofhisplottingsinthemelancholycontemplationofasorrowthatmadethenightblacker,theclammyheatmoreoppressive,thestillairmoreheavy,thedumbsolitudemoresignificantoftormentthanofpeace。HehadspentthenightbeforebythesideofthedyingOmar,andnow,aftertwenty-fourhours,hismemorypersistedinreturningtothatlowandsombrereedhutfromwhichthefiercespiritoftheincomparablyaccomplishedpiratetookitsflight,tolearntoolate,inaworseworld,theerrorofitsearthlyways。Themindofthesavagestatesman,chastenedbybereavement,feltforamomenttheweightofhislonelinesswithkeenperceptionworthyevenofasensibilityexasperatedbyalltherefinementsoftendersentimentthatagloriouscivilizationbringsinitstrain,amongotherblessingsandvirtues,intothisexcellentworld。Forthespaceofaboutthirtyseconds,ahalf-naked,betel-chewingpessimiststooduponthebankofthetropicalriver,ontheedgeofthestillandimmenseforests;amanangry,powerless,empty-handed,withacryofbitterdiscontentreadyonhislips;

acrythat,haditcomeout,wouldhaverungthroughthevirginsolitudesofthewoods,astrue,asgreat,asprofound,asanyphilosophicalshriekthatevercamefromthedepthsofaneasy-chairtodisturbtheimpurewildernessofchimneysandroofs。

ForhalfaminuteandnomoredidBabalatchifacethegodsinthesublimeprivilegeofhisrevolt,andthentheone-eyedpullerofwiresbecamehimselfagain,fullofcareandwisdomandfar-reachingplans,andavictimtothetormentingsuperstitionsofhisrace。Thenight,nomatterhowquiet,isneverperfectlysilenttoattentiveears,andnowBabalatchifanciedhecoulddetectinitothernoisesthanthosecausedbytheripplesandeddiesoftheriver。Heturnedhisheadsharplytotherightandtotheleftinsuccession,andthenspunroundquicklyinastartledandwatchfulmanner,asifhehadexpectedtoseetheblindghostofhisdepartedleaderwanderingintheobscurityoftheemptycourtyardbehindhisback。Nothingthere。Yethehadheardanoise;astrangenoise!Nodoubtaghostlyvoiceofacomplainingandangryspirit。Helistened。Notasound。

Reassured,Babalatchimadeafewpacestowardshishouse,whenaveryhumannoise,thatofhoarsecoughing,reachedhimfromtheriver。Hestopped,listenedattentively,butnowwithoutanysignofemotion,andmovingbrisklybacktothewatersidestoodexpectantwithpartedlips,tryingtopiercewithhiseyethewaveringcurtainofmistthathunglowoverthewater。Hecouldseenothing,yetsomepeopleinacanoemusthavebeenverynear,forheheardwordsspokeninanordinarytone。

"Doyouthinkthisistheplace,Ali?Icanseenothing。"

"Itmustbenearhere,Tuan,"answeredanothervoice。"Shallwetrythebank?"

"No!……Letdriftalittle。Ifyougopokingintothebankinthedarkyoumightstovethecanoeonsomelog。Wemustbecareful……Letdrift!Letdrift!……Thisdoesseemtobeaclearingofsomesort。Wemayseealightbyandbyfromsomehouseorother。InLakamba’scampongtherearemanyhouses?

Hey?"

"Agreatnumber,Tuan……Idonotseeanylight。"

"NorI,"grumbledthefirstvoiceagain,thistimenearlyabreastofthesilentBabalatchiwholookeduneasilytowardshisownhouse,thedoorwayofwhichglowedwiththedimlightofatorchburningwithin。Thehousestoodendontotheriver,anditsdoorwayfaceddown-stream,soBabalatchireasonedrapidlythatthestrangersontherivercouldnotseethelightfromthepositiontheirboatwasinatthemoment。Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtocallouttothem,andwhilehehesitatedheheardthevoicesagain,butnowsomewaybelowthelanding-placewherehestood。

"Nothing。Thiscannotbeit。Letthemgiveway,Ali!Dayongthere!"

Thatorderwasfollowedbythesplashofpaddles,thenasuddencry——

"Iseealight。Iseeit!NowIknowwheretoland,Tuan。"

Therewasmoresplashingasthecanoewaspaddledsharplyroundandcamebackup-streamclosetothebank。

"Callout,"saidverynearadeepvoice,whichBabalatchifeltsuremustbelongtoawhiteman。"Callout——andsomebodymaycomewithatorch。Ican’tseeanything。"

Theloudhailthatsucceededthesewordswasemittednearlyunderthesilentlistener’snose。Babalatchi,topreserveappearances,ranwithlongbutnoiselessstrideshalfwayupthecourtyard,andonlythenshoutedinanswerandkeptonshoutingashewalkedslowlybackagaintowardstheriverbank。Hesawthereanindistinctshapeofaboat,notquitealongsidethelanding-place。

"Whospeaksontheriver?"askedBabalatchi,throwingatoneofsurpriseintohisquestion。

"Awhiteman,"answeredLingardfromthecanoe。"IstherenotonetorchinrichLakamba’scampongtolightaguestonhislanding?"

"Therearenotorchesandnomen。Iamalonehere,"saidBabalatchi,withsomehesitation。

"Alone!"exclaimedLingard。"Whoareyou?"

"OnlyaservantofLakamba。Butland,TuanPutih,andseemyface。Hereismyhand。No!Here!……Byyourmercy……

Ada!……Nowyouaresafe。"

"Andyouarealonehere?"saidLingard,movingwithprecautionafewstepsintothecourtyard。"Howdarkitis,"hemutteredtohimself——"onewouldthinktheworldhadbeenpaintedblack。"

"Yes。Alone。Whatmoredidyousay,Tuan?Ididnotunderstandyourtalk。"

"Itisnothing。Iexpectedtofindhere……Butwherearetheyall?"

"Whatmatterswheretheyare?"saidBabalatchi,gloomily。"Haveyoucometoseemypeople?Thelastdepartedonalongjourney——andIamalone。TomorrowIgotoo。"

"Icametoseeawhiteman,"saidLingard,walkingonslowly。

"Heisnotgone,ishe?"

"No!"answeredBabalatchi,athiselbow。"Amanwitharedskinandhardeyes,"hewenton,musingly,"whosehandisstrong,andwhoseheartisfoolishandweak。Awhitemanindeed……Butstillaman。"

Theywerenowatthefootoftheshortladderwhichledtothesplit-bambooplatformsurroundingBabalatchi’shabitation。Thefaintlightfromthedoorwayfelldownuponthetwomen’sfacesastheystoodlookingateachothercuriously。

"Ishethere?"askedLingard,inalowvoice,withawaveofhishandupwards。

Babalatchi,staringhardathislong-expectedvisitor,didnotansweratonce。"No,notthere,"hesaidatlast,placinghisfootonthelowestrungandlookingback。"Notthere,Tuan——yetnotveryfar。Willyousitdowninmydwelling?Theremaybericeandfishandclearwater——notfromtheriver,butfromaspring……"

"Iamnothungry,"interruptedLingard,curtly,"andIdidnotcomeheretositinyourdwelling。Leadmetothewhitemanwhoexpectsme。Ihavenotimetolose。"

"Thenightislong,Tuan,"wentonBabalatchi,softly,"andthereareothernightsandotherdays。Long。Verylong……Howmuchtimeittakesforamantodie!ORajahLaut!"

Lingardstarted。

"Youknowme!"heexclaimed。

"Ay——wa!Ihaveseenyourfaceandfeltyourhandbefore——manyyearsago,"saidBabalatchi,holdingonhalfwayuptheladder,andbendingdownfromabovetopeerintoLingard’supturnedface。

"Youdonotremember——butIhavenotforgotten。Therearemanymenlikeme:thereisonlyoneRajahLaut。"

Heclimbedwithsuddenagilitythelastfewsteps,andstoodontheplatformwavinghishandinvitinglytoLingard,whofollowedafterashortmomentofindecision。

Theelasticbamboofloorofthehutbentundertheheavyweightoftheoldseaman,who,standingwithinthethreshold,triedtolookintothesmokygloomofthelowdwelling。Underthetorch,thrustintothecleftofastick,fastenedatarightangletothemiddlestayoftheridgepole,layaredpatchoflight,showingafewshabbymatsandacornerofabigwoodenchesttherestofwhichwaslostinshadow。Intheobscurityofthemoreremotepartsofthehousealance-head,abrasstrayhungonthewall,thelongbarrelofagunleaningagainstthechest,caughtthestrayraysofthesmokyilluminationintremblinggleamsthatwavered,disappeared,reappeared,wentout,cameback——asifengagedinadoubtfulstrugglewiththedarknessthat,lyinginwaitindistantcorners,seemedtodartoutviciouslytowardsitsfeebleenemy。Thevastspaceunderthehighpitchoftheroofwasfilledwithathickcloudofsmoke,whoseunder-side——levellikeaceiling——reflectedthelightoftheswayingdullflame,whileatthetopitoozedoutthroughtheimperfectthatchofdriedpalmleaves。Anindescribableandcomplicatedsmell,madeupoftheexhalationofdampearthbelow,ofthetaintofdriedfishandoftheeffluviaofrottingvegetablematter,pervadedtheplaceandcausedLingardtosniffstronglyashestrodeover,satonthechest,and,leaninghiselbowsonhisknees,tookhisheadbetweenhishandsandstaredatthedoorwaythoughtfully。

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