投诉 阅读记录

第6章

Sybilsprangtoherfeetwithacry:“Andhaveyoutoldhimso?”

sheasked。

“No!youcameandinterruptedusjustaswewerespeaking。Iwasgladyoudidcome,foritgivesmealittletimetothink。ButIamdecidednow。Ishalltellhimto-morrow。“

Thiswasnotsaidwiththeairoronewnoseheartbeatwarmlyatthethoughtofconfessingherlove。Mrs。Leespokemechanically,andalmostwithaneffort。Sybilflungherselfwithallherenergyuponhersister;violentlyexcited,andeagertomakeherselfheard,withoutwaitingforarguments,shebrokeoutintoatorrentofentreaties:“Oh,don"t,don"t,don"t!Oh,please,please,don"t,mydearest,dearestMaude!unlessyouwanttobreakmyheart,don"tmarrythatman!Youcan"tlovehim!Youcanneverbehappywithhim!hewilltakeyouawaytoPeonia,andyouwilldiethere!I

shallneverseeyouagain!Hewillmakeyouunhappy;hewillbeatyou,Iknowhewill!Oh,ifyoucareformeatall,don"tmarryhim!

Sendhimaway!don"tseehimagain!letusgoourselves,now,inthemorningtrain,beforehecomesback。I"mallready;I"llpackeverythingforyou;we"llgotoNewport;toEurope——anywhere,tobeoutofhisreach!”

Withthispassionateappeal,Sybilthrewherselfonherkneesbyhersister"sside,and,claspingherarmsaroundMadeleine"swaist,sobbedasthoughherheartwerealreadybroken。HadCarringtonseenherthenhemusthaveadmittedthatshehadcarriedouthisinstructionstotheletter。Shewasquitehonest,too,initall。Shemeantwhatshesaid,andhertearswererealtearsthathadbeenpentupforweeks。Unluckily,herlogicwasfeeble。HerideaofMr。

Ratcliffe"scharacterwasvague,andbiasedbymeretheoriesofwhataPrairieGiantofPeoniashouldbeinhisdomesticrelations。

HerideaofPeonia,too,wasindistinct。Shewashauntedbyavisionofhersister,sittingonahorse-hairsofabeforeanair-tightironstoveinasmallroomwithhigh,barewhitewalls,achromolithographoneach,andathersideamarble-toppedtablesurmountedbyaglassvasecontainingfunerealdriedgrasses;theonlyliterature,FrankLeslie"speriodicalandtheNewYorkLedger,withastrongsmellofcookingeverywhereprevalent。HereshesawMadeleinereceivingvisitors,thewivesofneighboursandconstituents,whotoldherthePeonianews。

Notwithstandingherignorantandunreasonableprejudiceagainstwesternmenandwomen,westerntownsandprairies,and,inshort,everythingwestern,downtowesternpoliticsandwesternpoliticians,whomsheperverselyassertedtobetuelowestotallwesternproducts,therewasstillsomecommonsenseinSybil"sidea。WhenthatinevitablehourstruckforMr。

Ratcliffe,whichstrikessoonerorlaterforallpoliticians,andanungratefulcountrypermittedhimtopineamonghisfriendsinIllinois,whatdidheproposetodowithhiswife?Didheseriouslysupposethatshe,whowasboredtodeathbyNewYork,andhadbeenabletofindnopermanentpleasureinEurope,wouldlivequietlyintheromanticvillageofPeonia?Ifnot,didMr。Ratcliffeimaginethattheycouldfindhappinessintheenjoymentofeachother"ssociety,andofMrs。Lee"sincome,intheexcitementsofWashington?Intheardourofhispursuit,Mr。RatcliffehadacceptedinadvanceanyconditionswhichMrs。Leemightimpose,butifhereallyimaginedthathappinessandcontentlayonthepurplerimofthissunset,hehadmoreconfidenceinwomenandinmoneythanawiderexperiencewaseverlikelytojustify。

WhatevermightbeMr。Ratcliffe"sschemesfordealingwiththeseobstaclestheycouldhardlybesuchaswouldsatisfySybil,who,ifinaccurateinhertheoriesaboutPrairieGiants,yetunderstoodwomen,andespeciallyhersister,muchbetterthanMr。Ratcliffeevercoulddo。Hereshewassafe,anditwouldhavebeenbetterhadshesaidnomore,forMrs。Lee,thoughstaggeredforamomentbyhersister"svehemence,wasreassuredbywhatseemedtheabsurdityofherfears。Madeleinerebelledagainstthishystericalviolenceofopposition,andbecamemorefixedinherdecision。

Shescoldedhersisteringood,setterms——

“Sybil,Sybil!youmustnotbesoviolent。Behavelikeawoman,andnotlikeaspoiledchild!”

Mrs。Lee,likemostpersonswhohavetodealwithspoiledorunspoiledchildren,resortedtoseverity,notsomuchbecauseitwastheproperwayofdealingwiththem,asbecausesheknewnotwhatelsetodo。Shewasthoroughlyuncomfortableandweary。Shewasnotsatisfiedwithherselforwithherownmotives。Doubtencompassedheronallsides,andherworstopponentwasthatsisterwhosehappinesshadturnedthescaleagainstherownjudgment。

NeverthelesshertacticsansweredtheirobjectofcheckingSybil"svehemence。Hersobscametoanend,andshepresentlyrosewithaquieterair。

“Madeleine,“saidshe,“doyoureallywanttomarryMr。

Ratcliffe?”

“WhatelsecanIdo,mydearSybil?Iwanttodowhateverisforthebest。Ithoughtyoumightbepleased。“

“YouthoughtImightbepleased?”criedSybilinastonishment。

“Whatastrangeidea!IfyouhadeverspokentomeaboutitI

shouldhavetoldyouthatIhatehim,andcan"tunderstandhowyoucanabidehim。ButIwouldrathermarryhimmyselfthanseeyoumarryhim。Iknowthatyouwillkillyourselfwithunhappinesswhenyouhavedoneit。Oh,Maude,pleasetellmethatyouwon"t!”

AndSybilbegangentlysobbingagain,whileshecaressedhersister。

Mrs。Leewasinfinitelydistressed。Toactagainstthewishesofhernearestfriendswashardenough,buttoappearharshandunfeelingtotheonebeingwhosehappinessshehadatheart,wasintolerable。

Yetnosensiblewoman,aftersayingthatshemeanttomarryamanlikeMr。Ratcliffe,couldthrowhimovermerelybecauseanotherwomanchosetobehavelikeaspoiledchild。

SybilwasmorechildishthanMadeleineherselfhadsupposed。Shecouldnotevenseewhereherowninterestlay。SheknewnomoreaboutMr。RatcliffeandtheWestthanifhewerethegiantofafairy-story,andlivedatthetopofabean-stalk。Shemustbetreatedasachild;withgentleness,affection,forbearance,butwithfirmnessanddecision。Shemustberefusedwhatsheasked,forherowngood。

ThusitcameaboutthatatlastMrs。Leespoke,withanappearanceofdecisionfarfromrepresentingherinternaltremor。

“Sybil,dear,IhavemadeupmymindtomarryMr。Ratcliffebecausethereisnootherwayofmakingeveryonehappy。Youneednotbeafraidofhim。Heiskindandgenerous。Besides,Icantakecareofmyself;andIwilltakecareofyoutoo。Nowletusnotdiscussitanymore。Itisbroaddaylight,andwearebothtiredout。“

Sybilgrewatonceperfectlycalm,andstandingbeforehersister,asthoughtheirr?leswerehenceforwardtobereversed,said:

“Youhavereallymadeupyourmind,then?NothingIcansaywillchangeit?”

Mrs。Lee,lookingatherwithmoresurprisethanever,couldnotforceherselftospeak;butsheshookherheadslowlyanddecidedly。

“Then,“saidSybil,“thereisonlyonethingmoreIcando。Youmustreadthis!”andshedrewoutCarrington"sletter,whichsheheldbeforeMadeleine"sface。

“Notnow,Sybil!”remonstratedMrs。Lee,dreadinganotherlongstruggle。“Iwillreaditafterwehavehadsomerest。Gotobednow!”

“Idonotleavethisroom,norwillIevergotobeduntilyouhavereadthatletter,“answeredSybil,seatingherselfagainbeforethefirewiththeresolutionofQueenElizabeth;“notifIsitheretillyouaremarried。IpromisedMr。Carringtonthatyoushouldreaditinstantly;it"sallIcandonow。“Withasigh,Mrs。Leedrewupthewindow-curtain,andinthegraymorninglightsatdowntobreakthesealandreadthefollowingletter:——

“Washington,2ndApril。

“MydearMrs。Lee,“Thisletterwillonlycomeintoyourhandsincasethereshouldbeanecessityforyourknowingitscontents。

Nothingshortofnecessitywouldexcusemywritingit。Ihavetoaskyourpardonforintrudingagainuponyourprivateaffairs。Inthiscase,ifIdidnotintrude,youwouldhavecauseforseriouscomplaintagainstme。

“YouaskedmetheotherdaywhetherIknewanythingagainstMr。

Ratcliffewhichtheworlddidnotknow,toaccountformylowopinionofhischaracter。Ievadedyourquestionthen。Iwasboundbyprofessionalrulesnottodisclosefactsthatcametomeunderapledgeofconfidence。Iamgoingtoviolatetheserulesnow,onlybecauseIoweyouadutywhichseemstometooverrideallothers。

“IdoknowfactsinregardtoMr。Ratcliffe,whichhaveseemedtometowarrantaverylowopinionofhischaracter,andtomarkhimasunfittobe,Iwillnotsayyourhusband,butevenyouracquaintance。

“YouknowthatIamexecutortoSamuelBaker"swill。YouknowwhoSamuelBakerwas。Youhaveseenhiswife。ShehastoldyouherselfthatIassistedherintheexaminationanddestructionofallherhusband"sprivatepapersaccordingtohisspecialdeath-bedrequest。OneofthefirstfactsIlearnedfromthesepapersandherexplanations,wasthefollowing。

“Justeightyearsago,thegreat"Inter-OceanicMailSteamshipCompany,"wishedtoextenditsserviceroundtheworld,and,inordertodoso,itappliedtoCongressforaheavysubsidy。ThemanagementofthisaffairwasputintothehandsofMr。Baker,andallhisprivateletterstothePresidentoftheCompany,inpresscopies,aswellasthePresident"sreplies,cameintomypossession。

Baker"sletterswere,ofcourse,writteninasortofcypher,severalkindsofwhichhewasinthehabitofusing。Heleftamonghispapersakeytothiscypher,butMrs。Bakercouldhaveexplaineditwithoutthathelp。

“ItappearedfromthiscorrespondencethatthebillwascarriedsuccessfullythroughtheHouse,and,onreachingtheSenate,wasreferredtotheappropriateCommittee。Itsultimatepassagewasverydoubtful;theendofthesessionwascloseathand;theSenatewasveryevenlydivided,andtheChairmanoftheCommitteewasdecidedlyhostile。

“TheChairmanofthatCommitteewasSenatorRatcliffe,alwaysmentionedbyMr。Bakerincypher,andwitheveryprecaution。Ifyoucare,however,toverifythefact,andtotracethehistoryoftheSubsidyBillthroughallitsstages,togetherwithMr。Ratcliffe"sreport,remarks,andvotesuponit,youhaveonlytolookintothejournalsanddebatesforthatyear。

“AtlastMr。BakerwrotethatSenatorRatcliffehadputthebillinhispocket,andunlesssomemeanscouldbefoundofovercominghisopposition,therewouldbenoreport,andthebillwouldnevercometoavote。Allordinarykindsofargumentandinfluencehadbeenemployeduponhim,andwereexhausted。InthisexigencyBakersuggestedthattheCompanyshouldgivehimauthoritytoseewhatmoneywoulddo,butheaddedthatitwouldbeworsethanuselesstodealwithsmallsums。Unlessatleastonehundredthousanddollarscouldbeemployed,itwasbettertoleavethethingalone。

“Thenextmailauthorizedhimtouseanyrequiredamountofmoneynotexceedingonehundredandfiftythousanddollars。Twodayslaterhewrotethatthebillwasreported,andwouldpasstheSenatewithinforty-eighthours;andhecongratulatedtheCompanyonthefactthathehadusedonlyonehundredthousanddollarsoutofitslastcredit。

“Thebillwasactuallyreported,passed,andbecamelawasheforetold,andtheCompanyhasenjoyeditssubsidyeversince。Mrs。

Bakeralsoinformedmethattoherknowledgeherhusbandgavethesummentioned,inUnitedStatesCouponBonds,toSenatorRatcliffe。

“Thistransaction,takeninconnectionwiththetortuousnessofhispubliccourse,explainsthedistrustIhavealwaysexpressedforhim。Youwill,however,understandthatallthesepapershavebeendestroyed。Mrs。Bakercouldneverbeinducedtohazardherowncomfortbyrevealingthefactstothepublic。TheofficersoftheCompanyintheirowninterestswouldneverbetraythetransaction,andtheirbookswereundoubtedlysokeptastoshownotraceofit。

IfImadethischargeagainstMr。Ratcliffe,Ishouldbetheonlysufferer。Hewoulddenyandlaughatit。Icouldprovenothing。I

amthereforemoredirectlyinterestedthanheisinkeepingsilence。

“Intrustingthissecrettoyou,Irelyfirmlyuponyourmentioningittonooneelse——noteventoyoursister。Youareatliberty,ifyouwish,toshowthislettertoonepersononly——toMr。Ratcliffehimself。Thatdone,youwill,Ibeg,burnitimmediately。

“Withthewarmestgoodwishes,Iam,“Evermosttrulyyours,“JohnCarrington。“

WhenMrs。Leehadfinishedreadingthisletter,sheremainedforsometimequitesilent,lookingoutintothesquarebelow。Themorninghadcome,andtheskywasbrightwiththefreshAprilsunlight。Shethrewopenherwindow,anddrewinthesoftspringair。Sheneededallthepurityandquietthatnaturecouldgive,forherwholesoulwasinrevolt,wounded,mortified,exasperated。

Againstthesentimentofallherfriendsshehadinsisteduponbelievinginthisman;shehadwroughtherselfuptothepointofacceptinghimforherhusband;amanwho,iflawwerethesamethingasjustice,oughttobeinafelon"scell;amanwhocouldtakemoneytobetrayhistrust。Herangeratfirstsweptawayallbounds。

Shewasimpatientforthemomentwhensheshouldseehimagain,andtearoffhismask。Foronceshewouldexpressalltheloathingshefeltforthewholepackofpoliticalhounds。Shewouldseewhethertheanimalwasmadelikeotherbeings;whetherhehadasenseofhonour;asinglecleanspotinhismind。

Thenitoccurredtoherthatafteralltheremightbeamistake;

perhapsMr。

Ratcliffecouldexplainthechargeaway。Butthisthoughtonlylaidbareanothersmartingwoundinherpride。Notonlydidshebelievethecharge,butshebelievedthatMr。Ratcliffewoulddefendhisact。Shehadbeenwillingtomarryamanwhomshethoughtcapableofsuchacrime,andnowsheshudderedattheideathatthischargemighthavebeenbroughtagainstherhusband,andthatshecouldnotdismissitwithinstantincredulity,withindignantcontempt。Howhadthishappened?howhadshegotintosofoulacomplication?WhensheleftNewYork,shehadmeanttobeamerespectatorinWashington。Haditenteredherheadthatshecouldbedrawnintoanyprojectofasecondmarriage,sheneverwouldhavecomeatall,forshewasproudofherloyaltytoherhusband"smemory,andsecondmarriageswereherabhorrence。Inherrestlessnessandsolitude,shehadforgottenthis;shehadonlyaskedwhetheranylifewasworthlivingforawomanwhohadneitherhusbandnorchildren。Wasthefamilyallthatlifehadtooffer?couldshefindnointerestoutsidethehousehold?Andso,ledbythiswill-of-the-wisp,shehad,withhereyesopen,walkedintothequagmireofpolitics,inspiteofremonstrance,inspiteofconscience。

Sheroseandpacedtheroom,whileSybillayonthecouch,watchingherwitheyeshalfshut。Shegrewmoreandmoreangrywithherself,andasherself-reproachincreased,herangeragainstRatcliffefadedaway。ShehadnorighttobeangrywithRatcliffe。

Hehadneverdeceivedher。Hehadalwaysopenlyenoughavowedthatheknewnocodeofmoralsinpolitics;thatifvirtuedidnotanswerhispurposeheusedvice。Howcouldsheblamehimforactswhichhehadrepeatedlydefendedinherpresenceandwithhertacitassent,onprinciplesthatwarrantedthisoranyothervillainy?

Theworstwasthatthisdiscoveryhadcomeonherasablow,notasareprievefromexecution。Atthisthoughtshebecamefuriouswithherself。

Shehadnotknowntherecessesofherownheart。ShehadhonestlysupposedthatSybil"sinterestsandSybil"shappinesswereforcinghertoanactofself-sacrifice;andnowshesawthatinthedepthsofhersoulverydifferentmotiveshadbeenatwork:ambition,thirstforpower,restlesseagernesstomeddleinwhatdidnotconcernher,blindlongingtoescapefromthetortureofwatchingotherwomenwithfulllivesandsatisfiedinstincts,whileherownlifewashungryandsad。Foratimeshehadactually,unconsciousasshewasofthedelusion,huggedahopethatanewfieldofusefulnesswasopentoher;thatgreatopportunitiesfordoinggoodweretosupplytheachingemptinessofthatgoodwhichhadbeentakenaway;andthathereatlastwasanobjectforwhichtherewouldbealmostapleasureinsquanderingtherestofexistenceevenifsheknewinadvancethattheexperimentwouldfail。Lifewasemptierthanevernowthatthisdreamwasover。Yettheworstwasnotinthatdisappointment,butinthediscoveryofherownweaknessandself-deception。

Wornoutbylong-continuedanxiety,excitementandsleeplessness,shewasunfittostrugglewiththecreaturesofherownimagination。Suchastraincouldonlyendinanervouscrisis,andatlengthitcame:

“Oh,whatavilethinglifeis!”shecried,throwingupherarmswithagestureofhelplessrageanddespair。“Oh,howIwishIweredead!howIwishtheuniversewereannihilated!”andsheflungherselfdownbySybil"ssideinafrenzyoftears。

Sybil,whohadwatchedallthisexhibitioninsilence,waitedquietlyfortheexcitementtopass。Therewaslittletosay。Shecouldonlysoothe。

AftertheparoxysmhadexhausteditselfMadeleinelayquietforatime,untilotherthoughtsbegantodisturbher。FromreproachingherselfaboutRatcliffeshewentontoreproachherselfaboutSybil,whoreallylookedwornandpale,asthoughalmostovercomebyfatigue。

“Sybil,“saidshe,“youmustgotobedatonce。Youaretiredout。Itwasverywronginmetoletyousitupsolate。Gonow,andgetsomesleep。“

“Iamnotgoingtobedtillyoudo,Maude!”repliedSybil,withquietobstinacy。

“Go,dear!itisallsettled。IshallnotmarryMr。Ratcliffe。Youneednotbeanxiousaboutitanymore。“

“Areyouveryunhappy?”

“Onlyveryangrywithmyself。IoughttohavetakenMr。

Carrington"sadvicesooner。“

“Oh,Maude!”exclaimedSybil,withasuddenexplosionofenergy;

“Iwishyouhadtakenhim!”

ThisremarkrousedMrs。Leetonewinterest:“Why,Sybil,“saidshe,“surelyyouarenotinearnest?”

“Indeed,Iam,“repliedSybil,verydecidedly。“IknowyouthinkI

aminlovewithMr。Carringtonmyself,butI"mnot。Iwouldagreatdealratherhavehimforabrother-in-law,andheissomuchthenicestmanyouknow,andyoucouldhelphissisters。“

Mrs。Leehesitatedamoment,forshewasnotquitecertainwhetheritwaswisetoprobeahealingwound,butshewasanxioustoclearthislastweightfromhermind,andshedashedrecklesslyforward:

“Areyousureyouaretellingthetruth,Sybil?Why,then,didyousaythatyoucaredforhim?andwhyhaveyoubeensomiserableeversincehewentaway?”

“Why?Ishouldthinkitwasplainenoughwhy!BecauseIthought,aseveryoneelsedid,thatyouweregoingtomarryMr。Ratcliffe;

andbecauseifyoumarriedMr。Ratcliffe,Imustgoandlivealone;

andbecauseyoutreatedmelikeachild,andnevertookmeintoyourconfidenceatall;andbecauseMr。

CarringtonwastheonlypersonIhadtoadviseme,andafterhewentaway,IwasleftallalonetofightMr。Ratcliffeandyoubothtogether,withoutahumansoultohelpmeincaseImadeamistake。YouwouldhavebeenagreatdealmoremiserablethanI

ifyouhadbeeninmyplace。“

Madeleinelookedatherforamomentindoubt。Wouldthislast?

didSybilherselfknowthedepthofherownwound?ButwhatcouldMrs。Leedonow?

PerhapsSybildiddeceiveherselfalittle。Whenthisexcitementhadpassedaway,perhapsCarrington"simagemightrecurtohermindalittletoooftenforherowncomfort。Thefuturemusttakecareofitself。Mrs。Leedrewhersisterclosertoher,andsaid:

“Sybil,Ihavemadeahorriblemistake,andyoumustforgiveme。“

ChapterXIII

NOTuntilafternoondidMrs。Leereappear。Howmuchshehadsleptshedidnotsay,andshehardlylookedlikeonewhoseslumbershadbeenlongorsweet;butifshehadsleptlittle,shehadmadeupforthelossbythinkingmuch,and,whileshethought,thestormwhichhadragedsofiercelyinherbreast,moreandmoresubsidedintocalm。Iftherewasnotsunshineyet,therewasatleaststillness。Asshelay,hourafterhour,waitingforthesleepthatdidnotcome,shehadatfirstthekeenmortificationofreflectinghoweasilyshehadbeenledbymerevanityintoimaginingthatshecouldbeofuseintheworld。Sheevensmiledinhersolitudeatthepictureshedrewofherself,reformingRatcliffe,andKrebs,andSchuylerClinton。TheeasewithwhichRatcliffealonehadtwistedherabouthisfinger,nowthatshesawit,madeherwrithe,andthethoughtofwhathemighthavedone,hadshemarriedhim,andoftheendlesssuccessionofmoralsomersaultsshewouldhavehadtoturn,chilledherwithmortalterror。Shehadbarelyescapedbeingdraggedunderthewheelsofthemachine,andsocomingtoanuntimelyend。Whenshethoughtofthis,shefeltamadpassiontorevengeherselfonthewholeraceofpoliticians,withRatcliffeattheirhead;shepassedhoursinframingbitterspeechestobemadetohisface。

Thenasshegrewcalmer,Ratcliffe"ssinstookonamilderhue;

life,afterall,hadnotbeenentirelyblackenedbyhisarts;therewasevensomegoodinherexperience,sharpthoughitwere。HadshenotcometoWashingtoninsearchofmenwhocastashadow,andwasnotRatcliffe"sshadowstrongenoughtosatisfyher?Hadshenotpenetratedthedeepestrecessesofpolitics,andlearnedhoweasilythemerepossessionofpowercouldconverttheshadowofahobby-horseexistingonlyinthebrainofafoolishcountryfarmer,intoaluridnightmarethatconvulsedthesleepofnations?TheanticsofPresidentsandSenatorshadbeenamusing——soamusingthatshehadnearlybeenpersuadedtotakepartinthem。Shehadsavedherselfintime。

Shehadgottothebottomofthisbusinessofdemocraticgovernment,andfoundoutthatitwasnothingmorethangovernmentofanyotherkind。Shemighthaveknownitbyherowncommonsense,butnowthatexperiencehadprovedit,shewasgladtoquitthemasquerade;toreturntothetruedemocracyoflife,herpaupersandherprisons,herschoolsandherhospitals。AsforMr。Ratcliffe,shefeltnodifficultyindealingwithhim。

LetMr。Ratcliffe,andhisbrothergiants,wanderontheirownpoliticalprairie,andhuntforoffices,orotherprofitablegame,astheywould。

Theirobjectswerenotherobjects,andtojointheircompanywasnotherambition。ShewasnolongerveryangrywithMr。Ratcliffe。

Shehadnowishtoinsulthim,ortoquarrelwithhim。Whathehaddoneasapolitician,hehaddoneaccordingtohisownmoralcode,anditwasnotherbusinesstojudgehim;toprotectherselfwastheonlyrightsheclaimed。Shethoughtshecouldeasilyholdhimatarm"slength,andalthough,ifCarringtonhadwrittenthetruth,theycouldneveragainbefriends,thereneedbenodifficultyintheirremainingacquaintances。Ifthisviewofherdutywasnarrow,itwasatleastproofthatshehadlearnedsomethingfromMr。

Ratcliffe;perhapsitwasalsoproofthatshehadyettolearnMr。

Ratcliffehimself。

Twoo"clockhadstruckbeforeMrs。Leecamedownfromherchamber,andSybilhadnotyetmadeherappearance。Madeleinerangherbellandgaveordersthat,ifMr。Ratcliffecalledshewouldseehim,butshewasathometonooneelse。ThenshesatdowntowritelettersandtoprepareforherjourneytoNewYork,forshemustnowhastenherdepartureinordertoescapethegossipandcriticismwhichshesawhanginglikeanavalancheoverherhead。

WhenSybilatlengthcamedown,lookingmuchfresherthanhersister,theypassedanhourtogetherarrangingthisandothersmallmatters,sothatbothofthemwereagaininthebestofspirits,andSybil"sfacewaswreathedinsmiles。

Anumberofvisitorscametothedoorthatday,someofthempromptedbyfriendlinessandsomebysheercuriosity,forMrs。

Lee"sabruptdisappearancefromtheballhadexcitedremark。

Againstalltheseherdoorwasfirmlyclosed。Ontheotherhand,astheafternoonwenton,shesentSybilaway,sothatshemighthavethefieldentirelytoherself,andSybil,relievedofallheralarms,salliedouttointerruptDunbeg"slatestinterviewwithhisCountess,andtoamuseherselfwithVictoria"slast“phase。“

Towardsfouro"clockthetallformofMr。RatcliffewasseentoissuefromtheTreasuryDepartmentandtodescendthebroadstepsofitswesternfront。

TurningdeliberatelytowardstheSquare,theSecretaryoftheTreasurycrossedtheAvenueandstoppingatMrs。Lee"sdoor,rangthebell。Hewasimmediatelyadmitted。Mrs。Leewasaloneinherparlourandroserathergravelyasheentered,butwelcomedhimascordiallyasshecould。Shewantedtoputanendtohishopesatonceandtodoitdecisively,butwithouthurtinghisfeelings。

“Mr。Ratcliffe,“saidshe,whenhewasseated-“Iamsureyouwillbebetterpleasedbymyspeakinginstantlyandfrankly。Icouldnotreplytoyoulastnight。Iwilldosonowwithoutdelay。Whatyouwishisimpossible。Iwouldrathernotevendiscussit。Letusleaveithereandreturntoouroldrelations。“

Shecouldnotforceherselftoexpressanysenseofgratitudeforhisaffection,orofregretatbeingobligedtomeetitwithsolittlereturn。

Totreathimwithtolerablecivilitywasallshethoughtrequiredofher。

Ratcliffefeltthechangeofmanner。Hehadbeenpreparedforastruggle,butnottobemetwithsobluntarebuffatthestart。Hislookbecameseriousandhehesitatedamomentbeforespeaking,butwhenhespokeatlast,itwaswithamannerasfirmanddecidedasthatofMrs。Leeherself。

“Icannotacceptsuchananswer。IwillnotsaythatIhavearighttoexplanation,——Ihavenorightswhichyouareboundtorespect,——butfromyouIconceivethatImayatleastaskthefavourofone,andthatyouwillnotrefuseit。Areyouwillingtotellmeyourreasonsforthisabruptandharshdecision?”

“Idonotdisputeyourrightofexplanation,Mr。Ratcliffe。Youhavetheright,ifyouchoosetouseit,andIamreadytogiveyoueveryexplanationinmypower;butIhopeyouwillnotinsistonmydoingso。IfIseemedtospeakabruptlyandharshly,itwasmerelytospareyouthegreaterannoyanceofdoubt。SinceIamforcedtogiveyoupain,wasitnotfairerandmorerespectfultoyoutospeakatonce?Wehavebeenfriends。Iamverysoongoingaway。I

sincerelywanttoavoidsayingordoinganythingthatwouldchangeourrelations。“

Ratcliffe,however,paidnoattentiontothesewords,andgavethemnoanswer。Hewasmuchtoooldadebatertobemisledbysuchtrifles,whenheneededallhisfacultiestopinhisopponenttothewall。Heasked:——

“Isyourdecisionanewone?”

“Itisaveryoldone,Mr。Ratcliffe,whichIhadletmyselflosesightof,foratime。Anight"sreflectionhasbroughtmebacktoit。“

“MayIaskwhyyouhavereturnedtoit?surelyyouwouldnothavehesitatedwithoutstrongreasons。“

“Iwilltellyoufrankly。If,byappearingtohesitate,Ihavemisledyou,Iamhonestlysorryforit。Ididnotmeantodoit。Myhesitationwasowingtothedoubtwhethermylifemightnotreallybebestusedinaidingyou。Mydecisionwasowingtothecertaintythatwearenotfittedforeachother。

Ourlivesruninseparategrooves。Wearebothtoooldtochangethem。“

Ratcliffeshookhisheadwithanairofrelief。“Yourreasons,Mrs。

Lee,arenotsound。Thereisnosuchdivergenceinourlives。OnthecontraryIcangivetoyoursthefielditneeds,andthatitcangetinnootherway;whileyoucangivetomineeverythingitnowwants。IftheseareyouronlyreasonsIamsureofbeingabletoremovethem。“

Madeleinelookedasthoughshewerenotaltogetherpleasedatthisidea,andbecamealittledogmatic。“Itisnouseourarguingonthissubject,Mr。

Ratcliffe。YouandItakeverydifferentviewsoflife。Icannotacceptyours,andyoucouldnotpractiseonmine。“

“Showme,“saidRatcliffe,“asingleexampleofsuchadivergence,andIwillacceptyourdecisionwithoutanotherword。“

Mrs。Leehesitatedandlookedathimforaninstantasthoughtobequitesurethathewasinearnest。Therewasaneffronteryaboutthischallengewhichsurprisedher,andifshedidnotcheckitonthespot,therewasnosayinghowmuchtroubleitmightgiveher。

Thenunlockingthedrawerofthewriting-deskatherelbow,shetookoutCarrington"sletterandhandedittoMr。Ratcliffe。

“Hereissuchanexamplewhichhascometomyknowledgeverylately。Imeanttoshowittoyouinanycase,butIwouldratherhavewaited。“

Ratcliffetooktheletterwhichshehandedtohim,openeditdeliberately,lookedatthesignature,andread。Heshowednosignofsurpriseordisturbance。Noonewouldhaveimaginedthathehad,fromthemomenthesawCarrington"sname,aspreciseaknowledgeofwhatwasinthisletterasthoughhehadwrittenithimself。Hisfirstsensationwasonlyoneofangerthathisprojectshadmiscarried。Howthishadhappenedhecouldnotatonceunderstand,fortheideathatSybilcouldhaveahandinitdidnotoccurtohim。HehadmadeuphismindthatSybilwasasilly,frivolousgirl,whocountedfornothinginhersister"sactions。Hehadfallenintotheusualmasculineblunderofmixingupsmartnessofintelligencewithstrengthofcharacter。Sybil,withoutbeingametaphysician,willedanythingwhichshewilledatallwithmoreenergythanhersisterdid,whowaswornoutwiththeeffortoflife。

Mr。Ratcliffemissedthispoint,andwaslefttowonderwhoitwasthathadcrossedhispath,andhowCarringtonhadmanagedtobepresentandabsent,togetagoodofficeinMexicoandtobaulkhisschemesinWashington,atthesametime。HehadnotgivenCarringtoncreditforsomuchcleverness。

Hewasviolentlyirritatedatthecheck。Anotherday,hethought,wouldhavemadehimsafeonthisside;andpossiblyhewasright。

HadheoncesucceededingettingeversoslightaholdonMrs。Leehewouldhavetoldherthisstorywithhisowncolouring,andfromhisownpointofview,andhefullybelievedhecoulddothisinsuchawayastorousehersympathy。Nowthathermindwasprejudiced,thetaskwouldbemuchmoredifficult;yethedidnotdespair,foritwashistheorythatMrs。Lee,inthedepthsofhersoul,wantedtobeattheheadoftheWhiteHouseasmuchashewantedtobetherehimself,andthatherapparentcoynesswasmerefeminineindecisioninthefaceoftemptation。Histhoughtsnowturneduponthebestmeansofgivingagaintheupperhandtoherambition。HewantedtodriveCarringtonasecondtimefromthefield。

Thusitwasthat,havingreadtheletteronceinordertolearnwhatwasinit,heturnedback,andslowlyreaditagaininordertogaintime。Thenhereplaceditinitsenvelope,andreturnedittoMrs。

Lee,who,withequalcalmness,asthoughherinterestinitwereatanend,tosseditnegligentlyintothefire,whereitwasreducedtoashesunderRatcliffe"seyes。

Hewatcheditburnforamoment,andthenturningtoher,said,withhisusualcomposure,“Imeanttohavetoldyouofthataffairmyself。IamsorrythatMr。Carringtonhasthoughtpropertoforestallme。Nodoubthehashisownmotivesfortakingmycharacterincharge。“

“Thenitistrue!”saidMrs。Lee,alittlemorequicklythanshehadmeanttospeak。

“Trueinitsleadingfacts;untrueinsomeofitsdetails,andintheimpressionitcreates。DuringthePresidentialelectionwhichtookplaceeightyearsagolastautumn,therewas,asyoumayremember,aviolentcontestandaveryclosevote。Webelieved(thoughIwasnotsoprominentinthepartythenasnow),thattheresultofthatelectionwouldbealmostasimportanttothenationastheresultofthewaritself。Ourdefeatmeantthatthegovernmentmustpassintotheblood-stainedhandsofrebels,menwhosedesignsweremorethandoubtful,andwhocouldnot,eveniftheirdesignshadbeengood,restraintheviolenceoftheirfollowers。Inconsequencewestrainedeverynerve。Moneywasfreelyspent,eventoanamountmuchinexcessofourresources。

Howitwasemployed,Iwillnotsay。

Idonotevenknow,forIheldmyselfalooffromthesedetails,whichfelltotheNationalCentralCommitteeofwhichIwasnotamember。Thegreatpointwasthataverylargesumhadbeenborrowedonpledgedsecurities,andmustberepaid。ThemembersoftheNationalCommitteeandcertainsenatorshelddiscussionsonthesubject,inwhichIshared。Theendwasthattowardsthecloseofthesessiontheheadofthecommittee,accompaniedbytwosenators,cametomeandtoldmethatImustabandonmyoppositiontotheSteamshipSubsidy。Theymadenoopenavowaloftheirreasons,andIdidnotpressforone。Theirdeclaration,astheresponsibleheadsoftheorganization,thatcertainactiononmypartwasessentialtotheinterestsoftheparty,satisfiedme。IdidnotconsidermyselfatlibertytopersistinamereprivateopinioninregardtoameasureaboutwhichIrecognizedtheextremelikelihoodofmybeinginerror。Iaccordinglyreportedthebill,andvotedforit,asdidalargemajorityoftheparty。Mrs。Bakerismistakeninsayingthatthemoneywaspaidtome。Ifitwaspaidatall,ofwhichIhavenoknowledgeexceptfromthisletter,itwaspaidtotherepresentativeoftheNationalCommittee。Ireceivednomoney。IhadnothingtodowiththemoneyfurtherthanasImightdrawmyownconclusionsinregardtothesubsequentpaymentofthecampaigndebt。“

Mrs。Leelistenedtoallthiswithintenseinterest。Notuntilthismomenthadshereallyfeltasthoughshehadgottotheheartofpolitics,sothatshecould,likeaphysicianwithhisstethoscope,measuretheorganicdisease。Nowatlastsheknewwhythepulsebeatwithsuchunhealthyirregularity,andwhymenfeltananxietywhichtheycouldnotorwouldnotexplain。Herinterestinthediseaseovercameherdisgustatthefoulnessoftherevelation。Tosaythatthediscoverygaveheractualpleasurewouldbedoingherinjustice;buttheexcitementofthemomentsweptawayeveryothersensation。Shedidnoteventhinkofherself。NotuntilafterwardsdidshefairlygrasptheabsurdityofRatcliffe"swishthatinthefaceofsuchastoryasthis,sheshouldstillhavevanityenoughtoundertakethereformofpolitics。Andwithhisaidtoo!

Theaudacityofthemanwouldhaveseemedsublimeifshehadfeltsurethatheknewthedifferencebetweengoodandevil,betweenalieandthetruth;butthemoreshesawofhim,thesurershewasthathiscouragewasmeremoralparalysis,andthathetalkedaboutvirtueandviceasamanwhoiscolour-blindtalksaboutredandgreen;hedidnotseethemasshesawthem;iflefttochooseforhimselfhewouldhavenothingtoguidehim。Wasitpoliticsthathadcausedthisatrophyofthemoralsensesbydisuse?

Meanwhile,hereshesatfacetofacewithamorallunatic,whohadnotevenenoughsenseofhumourtoseetheabsurdityofhisownrequest,thatsheshouldgoouttotheshoreofthisoceanofcorruption,andrepeattheancientr?leofKingCanute,orDamePartingtonwithhermopandherpail。Whatwastobedonewithsuchananimal?

Thebystanderwholookedonatthisscenewithawiderknowledgeoffacts,mighthavefoundentertainmentinanotherviewofthesubject,thatistosay,intheguilelessnessotMadeleineLee。Withallherwarningsshewasyetamerebaby-in-armsinthefaceofthegreatpolitician。Sheacceptedhisstoryastrue,andshethoughtitasbadaspossible;buthadMr。

Ratcliffe"sassociatesnowbeenpresenttohearhisversionofit,theywouldhavelookedateachotherwithasmileofprofessionalpride,andwouldhaveroundlyswornthathewas,beyondadoubt,theablestmanthiscountryhadeverproduced,andnexttocertainofbeingPresident。Theywouldnot,however,havetoldtheirownsideofthestoryiftheycouldhavehelpedit,butintalkingitoveramongthemselvestheymighthaveassumedthefactstohavebeennearlyasfollows:thatRatcliffehaddraggedthemintoanenormousexpendituretocarryhisownState,andwithithisownre-electiontotheSenate;thattheyhadtriedtoholdhimresponsible,andhehadtriedtoshirktheresponsibility;thattherehadbeenwarmdiscussionsonthesubject;thathehimselfhadprivatelysuggestedrecoursetoBaker,hadshapedhisconductaccordingly,andhadcompelledthem,inordertosavetheirowncredit,toreceivethemoney。

EvenifMrs。Leehadheardthispartofthestory,thoughitmighthavesharpenedherindignationagainstMr。Ratcliffe,itwouldnothavealteredheropinions。Asitwas,shehadheardenough,andwithagreatefforttocontrolherexpressionofdisgust,shesankbackinherchairasRatcliffeconcluded。Findingthatshedidnotspeak,hewenton:

“Idonotundertaketodefendthisaffair。ItistheactofmypubliclifewhichImostregret——notthedoing,butthenecessityofdoing。I

donotdifferfromyouinopiniononthatpoint。Icannotacknowledgethatthereishereanyrealdivergencebetweenus。“

“Iamafraid,“saidMrs。Lee,“thatIcannotagreewithyou。“

Thisbriefremark,theverybrevityofwhichcarriedabarbofsarcasm,escapedfromMadeleine"slipsbeforeshehadfairlyintendedit。Ratcliffefeltthesting,anditstartedhimfromhisstudiedcalmnessofmanner。

RisingfromhischairhestoodonthehearthrugbeforeMrs。Lee,andbrokeoutuponherwithanorationinthatoldsenatorialvoiceandstylewhichwasleastcalculatedtoenlisthersympathies:

“Mrs。Lee,“saidhe,withharshemphasisanddogmatictone,“thereareconflictingdutiesinallthetransactionsoflife,exceptthesimplest。

Howeverwemayact,dowhatwemay,wemustviolatesomemoralobligation。

Allthatcanbeaskedofusisthatweshouldguideourselvesbywhatwethinkthehighest。Atthetimethisaffairoccurred,IwasaSenatoroftheUnitedStates。IwasalsoatrustedmemberofagreatpoliticalpartywhichIlookeduponasidenticalwiththenation。InbothcapacitiesIoweddutiestomyconstituents,tothegovernment,tothepeople。Imightinterpretthesedutiesnarrowlyorbroadly。Imightsay:Perishthegovernment,perishtheUnion,perishthispeople,ratherthanthatIshouldsoilmyhands!OrI

mightsay,asIdid,andasIwouldsayagain:Bemyfatewhatitmay,thisgloriousUnion,thelasthopeofsufferinghumanity,shallbepreserved。“

Herehepaused,andseeingthatMrs。Lee,afterlookingforatimeathim,wasnowregardingthefire,lostinmeditationoverthestrangevagariesofthesenatorialmind,heresumed,inanotherlineofargument。Herightlyjudgedthattheremustbesomemoraldefectinhislastremarks,althoughhecouldnotseeit,whichmadepersistenceinthatdirectionuseless。

“Yououghtnottoblameme——youcannotblamemejustly。ItistoyoursenseofjusticeIappeal。HaveIeverconcealedfromyoumyopinionsonthissubject?HaveInotonthecontraryalwaysavowedthem?DidInothere,onthisveryspot,whenchallengedoncebeforebythissameCarrington,takecreditforanactlessdefensiblethanthis?DidInottellyouthenthatIhadevenviolatedthesanctityofagreatpopularelectionandreverseditsresult?Thatwasmysoleact!Incomparisonwithit,thisisatrifle!

Whoisinjuredbyasteamshipcompanysubscribingoneortenhundredthousanddollarstoacampaignfund?Whoserightsareaffectedbyit?Perhapsitsstockholdersreceiveonedollarashareindividendslessthantheyotherwisewould。Iftheydonotcomplain,whoelsecandoso?ButinthatelectionIdeprivedamillionpeopleofrightswhichbelongedtothemasabsolutelyastheirhouses!YoucouldnotsaythatIhaddonewrong。Notawordofblameorcriticismhaveyoueverutteredtomeonthataccount。

Iftherewasanoffence,youcondonedit!Youcertainlyledmetosupposethatyousawnone。Whyareyounowsosevereuponthesmallercrime?”

Thisshotstruckhard。Mrs。Leevisiblyshrankunderit,andlosthercomposure。Thiswasthesamereproachshehadmadeagainstherself,andtowhichshehadbeenabletofindnoreply。Withsomeagitationsheexclaimed:

“Mr。Ratcliffe,praydomejustice!Ihavetriednottobesevere。I

havesaidnothinginthewayofattackorblame。Iacknowledgethatitisnotmyplacetostandinjudgmentoveryouracts。Ihavemorereasontoblamemyselfthanyou,andGodknowsIhaveblamedmyselfbitterly。“Thetearsstoodinhereyesasshesaidtheselastwords,andhervoicetrembled。

Ratcliffesawthathehadgainedanadvantage,and,sittingdownnearertoher,hedroppedhisvoiceandurgedhissuitstillmoreenergetically:

“Youdidmejusticethen;whynotdoitnow?YouwereconvincedthenthatIdidthebestIcould。Ihavealwaysdoneso。OntheotherhandIhaveneverpretendedthatallmyactscouldbejustifiedbyabstractmorality。Where,then,isthedivergencebetweenus?”

Mrs。Leedidnotundertaketoanswerthislastargument:sheonlyreturnedtoheroldground。“Mr。Ratcliffe,“shesaid,“Idonotwanttoarguethisquestion。Ihavenodoubtthatyoucanovercomemeinargument。Perhapsonmysidethisisamatteroffeelingratherthanofreason,butthetruthisonlytooevidenttomethatIamnotfittedforpolitics。Ishouldbeadraguponyou。Letmebethejudgeofmyownweakness!Donotinsistuponpressingme,further!”

Shewasashamedofherselfforthisappealtoamanwhomshecouldnotrespect,asthoughshewereasuppliantathismercy,butshefearedthereproachofhavingdeceivedhim,andshetriedpitiablytoescapeit。

Ratcliffewasonlyencouragedbyherweakness。

“Imustinsistuponpressingit,Mrs。Lee,“repliedhe,andhebecameyetmoreearnestashewenton;“myfutureistoodeeplyinvolvedinyourdecisiontoallowofmyacceptingyouranswerasfinal。Ineedyouraid。

ThereisnothingIwillnotdotoobtainit。Doyourequireaffection?mineforyouisboundless。Iamreadytoproveitbyalifeofdevotion。Doyoudoubtmysincerity?testitinwhateverwayyouplease。Doyoufearbeingdraggeddowntothelevelofordinarypoliticians?sofarasconcernsmyself,mygreatwishistohaveyourhelpinpurifyingpolitics。Whathigherambitioncantherebethantoserveone"scountryforsuchanend?

Yoursenseofdutyistookeennottofeelthatthenoblestobjectswhichcaninspireanywoman,combinetopointoutyourcourse。“

Mrs。Leewasexcessivelyuncomfortable,althoughnotintheleastshaken。

Shebegantoseethatshemusttakeastrongertoneifshemeanttobringthisimportunitytoanend,andsheanswered:——

“Idonotdoubtyouraffectionoryoursincerity,Mr。Ratcliffe。ItismyselfIdoubt。Youhavebeenkindenoughtogivememuchofyourconfidencethiswinter,andifIdonotyetknowaboutpoliticsallthatistobeknown,IhavelearnedenoughtoprovethatIcoulddonothingsillierthantosupposemyselfcompetenttoreformanything。IfIpretendedtothinkso,Ishouldbeamereworldly,ambitiouswoman,suchaspeoplethinkme。Theideaofmypurifyingpoliticsisabsurd。Iamsorrytospeaksostrongly,butI

meanit。Idonotclingverycloselytolife,anddonotvaluemyownveryhighly,butIwillnottangleitinsuchaway;Iwillnotsharetheprofitsofvice;Iamnotwillingtobemadeareceiverofstolengoods,ortobeputinapositionwhereIamperpetuallyobligedtomaintainthatimmoralityisavirtue!”

Asshewentonshebecamemoreandmoreanimatedandherwordstookasharperedgethanshehadintended。Ratcliffefeltit,andshowedhisannoyance。Hisfacegrewdarkandhiseyeslookedoutatherwiththeirugliestexpression。Heevenopenedhismouthforanangryretort,butcontrolledhimselfwithaneffort,andpresentlyresumedhisargument。

“Ihadhoped,“hebeganmoresolemnlythanever,“thatIshouldfindinyoualoftycouragewhichwoulddisregardsuchrisks。Ifalltmemenandwomenweretotakethetoneyouhavetaken,ourgovernmentwouldsoonperish。Ifyouconsenttosharemycareer,I

donotdenythatyoumayfindlesssatisfactionthanIhope,butyouwillleadameredeathinlifeifyouplaceyourselflikeasaintonasolitarycolumn。IpleadwhatIbelievetobeyourowncauseinpleadingmine。Donotsacrificeyourlife!”

Mrs。Leewasindespair。Shecouldnotreplywhatwasonherlips,thattomarryamurdererorathiefwasnotasurewayofdiminishingcrime。Shehadalreadysaidsomethingsomuchlikethisthatsheshrankfromspeakingmoreplainly。Soshefellbackonheroldtheme。

“Wemustatallevents,Mr。Ratcliffe,useourjudgmentsaccordingtoourownconsciences。IcanonlyrepeatnowwhatIsaidatfirst。I

amsorrytoseeminsensibletoyourexpressionstowardsme,butI

cannotdowhatyouwish。Letusmaintainouroldrelationsifyouwill,butdonotpressmefurtheronthissubject。“

Ratcliffegrewmoreandmoresombreashebecameawarethatdefeatwasstaringhimintheface。Hewastenaciousofpurpose,andhehadneverinhislifeabandonedanobjectwhichhehadsomuchatheartasthis。Hewouldnotabandonit。Forthemoment,socompletelyhadthefascinationofMrs。

Leegotthecontrolofhim,hewouldratherhaveabandonedthePresidencyitselfthanher。Hereallylovedherasearnestlyasitwasinhisnaturetoloveanything。Toherobstinacyhewouldopposeanobstinacygreaterstill;butinthemeanwhilehisattackwasdisconcerted,andhewasatalosswhatnexttodo。Wasitnotpossibletochangehisground;toofferinducementsthatwouldappealevenmorestronglytofeminineambitionandloveofdisplaythanthePresidencyitself?Hebeganagain:——

“IstherenoformofpledgeIcangiveyou?nosacrificeIcanmake?Youdislikepolitics。ShallIleavepoliticallife?Iwilldoanythingratherthanloseyou。IcanprobablycontroltheappointmentofMinistertoEngland。ThePresidentwouldratherhavemetherethanhere。SupposeIweretoabandonpoliticsandtaketheEnglishmission。Wouldthatsacrificenotaffectyou?YoumightpassfouryearsinLondonwheretherewouldbenopolitics,andwhereyoursocialpositionwouldbethebestintheworld;andthiswouldleadtothePresidencyalmostassurelyastheother。“

Thensuddenly,seeingthathewasmakingnoheadway,hethrewoffhisstudiedcalmnessandbrokeoutinanappealofalmostequallystudiedviolence。

“Mrs。Lee!Madeleine!Icannotlivewithoutyou。Thesoundofyourvoice——thetouchofyourhand——eventherustleofyourdress——arelikewinetome。ForGod"ssake,donotthrowmeover!”

Hemeanttocrushoppositionbyforce。Moreandmorevehementashespokeheactuallybentoverandtriedtoseizeherhand。Shedrewitbackasthoughhewereareptile。Shewasexasperatedbythisobstinatedisregardofherforbearance,thisgrossattempttobribeherwithoffice,thisflagrantabandonmentofevenapretenceofpublicvirtue;themerethoughtofhistouchonherpersonwasmorerepulsivethanaloathsomedisease。Bentuponteachinghimalessonhewouldneverforget,shespokeoutabruptly,andwithevidentsignsofcontemptinhervoiceandmanner:

“Mr。Ratcliffe,Iamnottobebought。Norank,nodignity,noconsideration,noconceivableexpedientwouldinducemetochangemymind。

Letushavenomoreofthis!”

Ratcliffehadalreadybeenmorethanonce,duringthisconversation,onthevergeoflosinghistemper。Naturallydictatorialandviolent,onlylongtrainingandsevereexperiencehadtaughthimself-control,andwhenhegavewaytopassionhisburstsoffurywerestilltremendous。Mrs。Lee"sevidentpersonaldisgust,evenmorethanherlastsharprebuke,passedtheboundsofhispatience。Ashestoodbeforeher,evenshe,high-spiritedasshewas,andnotinacalmframeofmind,feltamomentaryshockatseeinghowhisfaceflushed,hiseyesgleamed,andhishandstrembledwithrage。

“Ah!”exclaimedhe,turninguponherwithaharshness,almostasavageness,ofmannerthatstartledherstillmore;“Imighthaveknownwhattoexpect!

Mrs。Clintonwarnedmeearly。ShesaidthenthatIshouldfindyouaheartlesscoquette!”

“Mr。Ratcliffe!”exclaimedMadeleine,risingfromherchair,andspeakinginawarningvoicealmostaspassionateashisown。

“Aheartlesscoquette!”herepeated,stillmoreharshlythanbefore;

“shesaidyouwoulddojustthis!thatyoumeanttodeceiveme!

thatyoulivedonflattery!thatyoucouldneverbeanythingbutacoquette,andthatifyoumarriedme,Ishouldrepentitallmylife。

Ibelievehernow!”

Mrs。Lee"stemper,too,wasnaturallyahighone。Atthismomentshe,too,wasflamingwithanger,andwildwithapassionateimpulsetoannihilatethisman。Consciousthatthemasterywasinherownhands,shecouldthemoreeasilycontrolhervoice,andwithanexpressionofunutterablecontemptshespokeherlastwordstohim,wordswhichhadbeenringingalldayinherears:

“Mr。Ratcliffe!Ihavelistenedtoyouwithagreatdealmorepatienceandrespectthanyoudeserve。ForonelonghourIhavedegradedmyselfbydiscussingwithyouthequestionwhetherI

shouldmarryamanwhobyhisownconfessionhasbetrayedthehighesttruststhatcouldbeplacedinhim,whohastakenmoneyforhisvotesasaSenator,andwhoisnowinpublicofficebymeansofasuccessfulfraudofhisown,wheninjusticeheshouldbeinaState"sprison。Iwillhavenomoreofthis。Understand,onceforall,thatthereisanimpassablegulfbetweenyourlifeandmine。

IdonotdoubtthatyouwillmakeyourselfPresident,butwhateverorwhereveryouare,neverspeaktomeorrecognizemeagain!”

Heglaredamomentintoherfacewithasortofblindrage,andseemedabouttosaymore,whenshesweptpasthim,andbeforeherealizedit,hewasalone。

Overmasteredbypassion,butconsciousthathewaspowerless,Ratcliffe,afteramoment"shesitation,lefttheroomandthehouse。

Helethimselfout,shuttingthefrontdoorbehindhim,andashestoodonthepavementoldBaronJacobi,whohadspecialreasonsforwishingtoknowhowMrs。Leehadrecoveredfromthefatigueandexcitementsoftheball,cameuptothespot。

AsingleglanceatRatcliffeshowedhimthatsomethinghadgonewronginthecareerofthatgreatman,whosefortuneshealwaysfollowedwithsobitterasneerofcontempt。Impelledbythespiritofevilalwaysathiselbow,theBaronseizedthismomenttosoundthedepthofhisfriend"swound。Theymetatthedoorsocloselythatrecognitionwasinevitable,andJacobi,withhisworstsmile,heldouthishand,sayingatthesamemomentwithdiabolicmalignity:

“IhopeImayoffermyfelicitationstoyourExcellency!”

Ratcliffewasgladtofindsomevictimonwhomhecouldventhisrage。Hehadalongscoreofhumiliationstorepaythisman,whoselastinsultwasbeyondallendurance。WithanoathhedashedJacobi"shandaside,and,graspinghisshoulder,thrusthimoutofthepath。TheBaron,amongwhoseweaknessesthewantofhightemperandpersonalcouragewasnotrecorded,hadnomindtotoleratesuchaninsultfromsuchaman。EvenwhileRatcliffe"shandwasstillonhisshoulderhehadraisedhiscane,andbeforetheSecretarysawwhatwascoming,theoldmanhadstruckhimwithallhisforcefullintheface。ForamomentRatcliffestaggeredbackandgrewpale,buttheshocksoberedhim。Hehesitatedasingleinstantwhethertocrushhisassailantwithablow,buthefeltthatforoneofhisyouthandstrength,toattackaninfirmdiplomatistinapublicstreetwouldbeafatalblunder,andwhileJacobistood,violentlyexcited,withhiscaneraisedreadytostrikeanotherblow,Mr。Ratcliffesuddenlyturnedhisbackandwithoutaword,hastenedaway。

WhenSybilreturned,notlongafterwards,shefoundnooneintheparlour。

Ongoingtohersister"sroomshediscoveredMadeleinelyingonthecouch,lookingwornandpale,butwithaslightsmileandapeacefulexpressiononherface,asthoughshehaddonesomeactwhichherconscienceapproved。ShecalledSybiltoherside,and,takingherhand,said:

“Sybil,dearest,willyougoabroadwithmeagain?”

“OfcourseIwill,“saidSybil;“Iwillgototheendoftheworldwithyou。“

“IwanttogotoEgypt,“saidMadeleine,stillsmilingfaintly;

“democracyhasshakenmynervestopieces。Oh,whatrestitwouldbetoliveintheGreatPyramidandlookoutforeveratthepolarstar!”

ConclusionSYBILTOCARRINGTON“May1st,NewYork。

“MydearMr。Carrington,“Ipromisedtowriteyou,andso,tokeepmypromise,andalsobecausemysisterwishesmetotellyouaboutourplans,Isendthisletter。WehaveleftWashington——forever,Iamafraid——andaregoingtoEuropenextmonth。

Youmustknowthatafortnightago,LordSkyegaveagreatballtotheGrand-Duchessofsomething-or-otherquiteunspellable。I

nevercandescribethings,butitwasallveryfine。Iworealovelynewdress,andwasagreatsuccess,Iassureyou。SowasMadeleine,thoughshehadtositmostoftheeveningbythePrincess——suchadowdy!TheDukedancedwithmeseveraltimes;

hecan"treverse,butthatdoesn"tseemtomatterinaGrand-Duke。

Well!thingscametoacrisisattheendoftheevening。Ifollowedyourdirections,andafterwegothomegaveyourlettertoMadeleine。Shesaysshehasburnedit。Idon"tknowwhathappenedafterwards——atremendousscene,Isuspect,butVictoriaDarewritesmefromWashingtonthateveryoneistalkingaboutM。"srefusalofMr。R。,andadreadfulthingthattookplaceonourverydoorstepbetweenMr。R。andBaronJacobi,thedayaftertheball。

Shesaystherewasaregularpitchedbattle,andtheBaronstruckhimoverthefacewithhiscane。YouknowhowafraidMadeleinewasthattheywoulddosomethingofthesortinourparlour。I"mgladtheywaitedtilltheywereinthestreet。Butisn"titshocking!

TheysaytheBaronistobesentaway,orrecalled,orsomething。I

liketheoldgentleman,andforhissakeamgladduellingisgoneoutoffashion,thoughIdon"tmuchbelieveMr。SilasP。Ratcliffecouldhitanything。TheBaronpassedthroughherethreedaysagoonhissummertriptoEurope。Helefthiscardonus,butwewereout,anddidnotseehim。WearegoingoverinJulywiththeSchneidekoupons,andMr。SchneidekouponhaspromisedtosendhisyachttotheMediterranean,sothatweshallsailaboutthereafterfinishingtheNile,andseeJerusalemandGibraltarandConstantinople。Ithinkitwillbeperfectlylovely。Ihateruins,butI

fancyyoucanbuydeliciousthingsinConstantinople。Ofcourse,afterwhathashappened,wecannevergobacktoWashington。I

shallmissourridesdreadfully。IreadMr。Browning"s"LastRideTogether,"asyoutoldme;Ithinkit"sbeautifulandperfectlyeasy,allbutalittle。Inevercouldunderstandawordofhimbefore——soI

nevertried。Whodoyouthinkisengaged?VictoriaDare,toacoronetandapeat-bog,withLordDunbegattached。Victoriasayssheishappierthansheeverwasbeforeinanyofherotherengagements,andsheissurethisistherealone。ShesaysshehasthirtythousandayearderivedfromthepoorofAmerica,whichmayjustaswellgotorelieveoneofthepoorinIreland。

Youknowherfatherwasaclaimagent,orsomesuchthing,andissaidtohavemadehismoneybycheatinghisclientsoutoftheirclaims。Sheisperfectlywildtobeacountess,andmeanstomakeCastleDunbeglovelyby-and-by,andentertainusallthere。

MadeleinesayssheisjustthekindtobeagreatsuccessinLondon。

Madeleineisverywell,andsendsherkindregards。Ibelievesheisgoingtoaddapostscript。Ihavepromisedtoletherreadthis,butI

don"tthinkachaperonedletterismuchfuntowriteorreceive。

Hopingtohearfromyousoon,“Sincerelyyours,“SybilRoss。“

EnclosedwasathinstripofpapercontaininganothermessagefromSybil,privatelyinsertedatthelastmomentunknowntoMrs。

Lee——

“IfIwereinyourplaceIwouldtryagainaftershecomeshome。“

Mrs。Lee"sP。S。wasveryshort——

“ThebitterestpartofallthishorridstoryisthatnineoutoftenofourcountrymenwouldsayIhadmadeamistake。“

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