投诉 阅读记录

第7章

“Thenegrowhowaslynchedto-daymightneverhavecommittedthecrimehedidhadnotthewild,disturbingdreamofequalitybeenstirringinhisbrain。Everyspeech,everylook,everyactionwhichencouragesthatideaisacrime。Inthiscounty,wheretheblacksoutnumberus,wemusteitherruleasmastersorbesubmerged。

“Thismanisstillbelievedbythenegroestopossesssomemiraculouspower。Heisthereforedoublydangerous。Asasharpwarningtothemhemustdie。Hisdeathwilldomoretowardendingthetroublehehaspreparedthanthedeathofadozennegroes。

“AndasGodismywitness,Ispeakandactnotthroughpassion,butfromthedictatesofconscience。“

Hemeantit,Grimesdid。Andwhenhesetdowntheywasahush。AndthenWill,thechairman,beguntocalltheroll。

Ineverbeenmuchofapersontohavebaddreamsornightmaresorthingslikethat。Buteversincethatnightinthatschoolhouse,ifIdohaveanight-

mare,ittakestheshapeofthatrollbeingcalled。

Everywordwaslikeaspadegratingandgrittingindampgravelwhenagraveisdug。Itsoundedsotome。

“SamuelPalmour,howdoyouvote?”thatchair-

manwouldsay。

SamuelPalmour,orwhoeveritwas,wouldhisthimselftohisfeet,andhewouldsaysomethinglikethis:

“Death。“

Hewouldn"tsayitjoyous。Hewouldn"tsayitmad。Hewouldbepalewhenhesaidit,mebby——

andmebbytrembling。Buthewouldsayitlikeitwasadutyhehadtodo,thatcouldn"tbegotoutof。Thattheretrialhadlastedsolongtheywasn"thotbloodleftinnobodyjestthen——onlycoldblood,anddeterminationanddutyandprinciple。

“BuckHightower,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?”

“Death,“saysBuck;“deathfortheman。Butsay,can"twejestLICKthekidandturnhimloose?”

Andsoitwent,uponesidetheroomanddowntheother。Grimeshadshowed"emalltheirduty。

NotbutwhattheyhadintendedtodoitbeforeGrimesspoke。ButhehadputitinsuchawaytheyseenitwassomethingwithevenMOREprincipletoitthantheyhadthoughtitwasbefore。

“BillyHarden,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?”Billywasthelastofthebunch。Andmosthadvotedfurdeath。Billy,heopenedhismouthandhesquaredhimselfawaytooratesome。Butjestashedoneso,thedooropenedandOldDaddyWitherssteppedin。HehadbeengonesolongI

hadplumbforgothim。Rightbehindhimwasatall,sparefeller,withblackeyesandstraightiron-grayhair。

“Ivote,“saysBillyHarden,beginningofhisspeech,“Ivotefordeath。ThereasonuponwhichIbase——“

ButDoctorKirbyrizupandinterruptedhim。

“Youaregoingtokillme,“hesaid。Hewaspalebuthewasquiet,andhespokeascalmandsteadyasheeverdoneinhislife。“Youaregoingtokillmelikethecrowdofsneakingcowardsthatyouare。

AndyouAREsuchcowardsthatyou"vetalkedtwohoursaboutit,insteadofdoingit。AndI"lltellyouwhyyou"vetalkedsomuch:becausenoONE

ofyoualonewoulddaretodoit,andeverymanofyouintheendwantstogoawaythinkingthattheotherfellowhadthebiggestshareinit。AndnoONEofyouwillfirethegunorpulltherope——you"lldoitALLTOGETHER,inacrowd,becauseeachonewillwanttotellhimselfheonlytouchedtherope,orthatHISGUNmissed。

“Iknowyou,byGod!”heshouted,flushingupintoapassion——anditbroughtbloodintotheirfaces,too——“Iknowyourightdowntoyourroots,betterthanyouknowyourselves。“

Hewaslosingholdofhimself,androaringlikeabullandflingingouttauntsthatmade"emsquirm。

Ifhewantedthethingoverquick,hewastakingjestthewaytowarm"emuptoit。ButIdon"tthinkhewasfiggeringonanythingthen,orhadanyplanuphissleeve。Hehadmadeuphismindhewasgoingtodie,andhewassomadbecausehecouldn"tgetinonegoodlickfirstthathewasnighcrazy。Ilookedtoseehimloseallsenseinaminute,andrushamongstthemgunsandenditinawhirl。

ButjestasIfiggeredhewasonhistiptoesfurthat,andwasgettingupmyownsand,hethrowedalookmyway。Andsomethingsoberedhim。Hestoodtheredigginghisfingernailsintothepalmsofhishandsfuraminute,togethimselfback。Andwhenhespokehewassortofhusky。

“Thatboythere,“hesays。Andthenhestopsandkindofchokesup。Andinaminutehewasbeggingfurme。Hetells"emIwasn"tmixedupinnothing。Hewouldn"tofdoneitfurhimself,buthebeggedfurme。Nobodyhadpaidmuchattentiontomefromthefirst,exceptBuckHigh-

towerhadputinagoodwordfurme。Butsome-

howthedoctorhadgotthecrowdlisteningtohimagin,andtheyalllookedatme。Itgotnexttome。

Iseenbythewaytheywaslooking,andIfeltitintheair,thattheywasgoingtoletmeoff。

ButDoctorKirby,hehadalwaysbeenmyfriend。

ItmademesorefurtoseehimthinkingIwasn"twithhim。SoIsays:

“Youbettercanthatlineoftalk。Theydon"tgetyouwithouttheygetme,too。YouorterknowIain"taquitter。Yougivemeapain。“

Andthedoctorandmestoodandlookedateachotherfuraminute。Hegrinnedatme,andallofasuddenwewasneitheroneofusmuchgivingawhoop,furithadcometousbothatoncetwhatawfulgoodfriendswewaswitheachother。

Butjestthentheycomeaslow,easy-goingsortofavoicefromthebackpartoftheroom。

ThatfellerthathadcomeinalongwithOldDaddyWitherscomesaunteringdownthemiddleaisle,fumblinginhiscoatpocket,andspeakingashecome。

“I"vebeenhearingagreatdealoftalkaboutkillingpeopleinthelastfewminutes,“hesays。

Everybodyrubberedathim。

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Therewassomethingsortofcarelessinhisvoice,likehehadjestdroppedintoseeashow,andithadcometohimsuddenthathewouldenjoyhimselffuraminuteortwotakingpartinit。Buthewasn"tgoingtogetTOOworkedupaboutit,either,furtheshowmightendbymak-

inghimtired,afterall。

Ashecomedowntheaislefumblinginhiscoat,hestoppedandbeguntoslapallhispockets。Thenhisfacecleared,andhedivedintoavestpocket。

Everybodylookedliketheythoughthewasgoingtopullsomethingimportantoutofit。Buthedidn"t。Allhepulledoutwasjestoneoftheseherelittleordinaryredbooksofcigarettepapers。Thenhedivedfursomeloosetobacco,andbeguntorollone。Inoticedhisfingerswaslongandwhiteandslimandquick。Butnotexcitedfingers;onlythekindthatseemstosayasmuchastalkingsays。

Helickedhiscigarette,andthenhesaunteredahead,lookingup。Ashelookedupthelightfellfullonhisfacefurthefirsttime。Hehadhighcheekbonesandiron-grayhairwhichheworeratherlong,andveryblackeyes。AsheliftedhisheadandlookedcloseatDoctorKirby,achangewentoverboththeirfaces。DoctorKirby"smouthopenedlikehewasgoingtospeak。Sodidtheotherfeller"s。Onesideofhismouthtwitchedintosomethingthatwastoosurprisedtobeagrin,andoneofhisblackeyebrowslifteditselfupatthesametime。ButneitherhimnorDoctorKirbyspoke。

HestuckhiscigaretteintohismouthandturnedsidewaysfromDoctorKirby,likehehadn"tnoticedhimpertic"ler。Andheturnstothechairman。

“Will,“hesays。Andeverybodylistens。Youcouldseetheyallknowedhim,andthattheyallrespectedhimtoo,bythewaytheywaswaitingtohearwhathewouldsaytoWill。Buttheywasallimpatientandeager,too,andtheywouldn"twaitverylong,althoughnowtheywashushingeachotherandleaningforward。

“Will,“hesays,verypoliteandquiet,“canI

troubleyouforamatch?”

Andeverybodyletgotheirbreath。Somewithasnort,liketheyknowedtheywasbeingtrifledwith,anditmade"emsore。Hiseyebrowsgoesupagin,likeitwasawfulimpoliteinfolkstosnortthat-a-

way,andheissurprisedtohearit。AndWill,hedigsfuramatchandfindsherandpassesherover。

Helightshiscigarette,andhedrawsagoodinhale,andheblowsthesmokeoutlikeitdonehimaheapofgood。Heseessomethingsointerestinginthatlittlecloudofsmokethateverybodyelselooksatit,too。

“DoIunderstand,“hesays,“thatsomeoneisgoingtolynchsomeone,orsomethingofthatsort?”

“That"saboutthesizeofit,colonel,“saysWill。

“Um!”hesays,“Whatfor?”

Theneverybodystartstotalkallatonce,halfofthemjumpingtotheirfeet,andmakingaperfecthullabalooofexplanationsyoucouldn"tgetnosenseoutof。Inthemidstofwhichthecoloneltakesachairandsetsdownandcrossesonelegovertheother,swingingtheloosefootandsmilingverypatient。WhichWillremembersheischairmanofthatmeetingandpoundsfurorder。

“Thankyou,Will,“saysthecolonel,likegettingorderwasapersonalfavourtohim。ThenBillyHardengetsthefloor,andsquaresawayfuralong-

windedspeechtellingwhy。ButBuckHightowerjumpsupimpatientandsays:

“We"vebeenthroughallthat,Billy。Thatmantherehasbeentriedandfoundguilty,colonel,andthere"sonlyonethingtodo——stringhimup。“

“Buck,_I_wouldn"t,“saysthecolonel,verymild。

ButthattheremanGrimesgetsupverysoberandsteadyandsays:

“Colonel,youdon"tunderstand。“Andhetellshimthehullthingashebelievedittobe——whytheyhasvotedthedoctormustdie,theroomwarm-

ingupaginashetalks,andthecolonellisteningveryinterested。Butyoucouldseebythelooksofhimthatcolonelwouldn"tneverbeinterestedsomuchinanythingbuthimself,andhisownwayofdoingthings。Inawayhewaslikeafellerthatenjoyshavingonepartofhimselfstandasideandwatchtheplay-actorgameanotherpartofhimselfisactingout。

“Grimes,“hesays,whenthepock-markedmanfinishes,“Iwouldn"t。Ireallywouldn"t。“

“Colonel,“saysGrimes,showinghisknowledgethattheyareallstandingsolidbehindhim,“WE

WILL!”

“Ah,“saysthecolonel,hiseyebrowsgoingup,andhisfacelightinguplikeheisreallybeginningtoenjoyhimselfandisgladhecome,“indeed!”

“Yes,“saysGrimes,“WEWILL!”

“Butnot,“saysthecolonel,“beforewehavetalkedthethingoverabit,Ihope?”

“There"sbeentoomuchtalkherenow,“yellsBuckHightower,“talk,talk,till,byGod,I"msickofit!Where"sthatROPE?”

“But,listentohim——listentothecolonel!”someoneelsesingsout。Andthentheywasanotherhullabaloo,someyelling“no!”Andthecolonel,verypatient,rollshimselfanothersmokeandlightsitfromthebuttofthefirstone。ButfinallytheyquietsdownenoughsoWillcanputittoavote。

Whichvotegoesfurthecoloneltospeak。

“Boys,“hebeginsveryquiet,“Iwouldn"tlynchthisman。Inthefirstplaceitwilllookbadinthenewspapers,and——“

“Thenewspapersbed——d!”sayssomeone。

“Andinthesecondplace,“goesonthecolonel,“itwouldbeagainstthelaw,and——“

“Thelawbed——d!”saysBuckHightower。

“There"sahigherlaw!”saysGrimes。

“Againstthelaw,“saysthecolonel,risingupandthrowingawayhiscigarette,andgettinginter-

ested。

“Iknowhowyoufeelaboutallthisnegrobusi-

ness。AndIfeelthesameway。Weallknowthatwemustbethenegros"masters。GrimestherefoundthatoutwhenhecameSouth,andtheideapleasedhimsohehasn"tbeenabletotalkaboutanythingelsesince。GrimeshasturnedintowhattheNorthernnewspapersthinkatypicalSoutherneris。

“Boys,thisthingoflynchinggetstobeahabit。

There"sbeenanegrolynchedto-day。He"sthethirdinthiscountyinfiveyears。Theyallneededkilling。IfthethingstoppedthereIwouldn"tcaresomuch。Butthehabitofillegalkillinggrowswhenitgetsstarted。

“It"sgrownonyou。You"refixingtolynchyourfirstwhitemannow。Ifyoudo,you"lllynchan-

othereasier。You"lllynchoneformurderandthenextforstealinghogsandthenextbecausehe"sunpopularandthenextbecausehehappenstodunyouforadebt。AndinfiveyearslifewillbeascheapinWatsonCountyasitisinaNewYorkslumwheretheyfeedimmigrantstothefactories。

You"llallbetotinggunsandgrudgesandtryingtolyncheachother。

“Theplacetostopthethingiswhereitstarts。

Youcan"thaveitbothways——you"vegottostandpatonthelaw,orelseseethelawspitonrightandleft,intheend,andNOBODYsafe。It"seitherlawor——“

“But,“saysGrimes,“there"sahigherlawthanthatonthestatutebooks。There"s——“

“There"salotofflub-dub,“saysthecolonel,“abouthigherlawsandunwrittenlaws。Butwe"vegothighenoughlawwrittenifweliveuptoit。

There"s——“

“ColonelTomBuckner,“saysBuckHightower,“whatkindoflawwasitwhenyoushotEdHowardfifteenyearsago?What——“

“You"reoutoforder,“saysthechairman,“ColonelBucknerhasthefloor。AndI"llremindyou,BuckHightower,that,ontheoccasionyoudragin,ColonelBucknerdidn"tdoanytalkingabouthigherlawsorunwrittenlaws。Hesentwordtothesherifftocomeandgethimifhedared。“

“Boys,“saysthecolonel,“I"mpreachingyouhigherdoctrinethanI"velivedby,andI"vemadenoclaimtobebetterormoremoralthananyofyou。I"mnot。I"minthesameboatwithallofyou,andItellyouit"suptoALLofustostoplynch-

ingsinthiscounty——tosetourfacesagainstit。

Itellyou——“

“Isthatallyou"vegottosaytous,colonel?”

Thequestioncomeoutofagroupthathaddrawednearertogetherwhilstthecolonelwastalking。

Theywastiredoflisteningtotalkandarguments,andshowedit。

Thecolonelstoppedspeakingshortwhentheyflungthatquestionathim。Hisfacechanged。

Heturnedseriousallover。Andheletloosejestoneword:

“NO!”

Notveryloud,butwitharinginitthatsoundedlikedanger。Andhegot"emwaitingagin,andhangingonhiswords。

“No!”herepeats,louder,“notall。Ihavethistosaytoyou——“

Andhepausedagin,pointingonelongwhitefingeratthecrowd——

“IFYOULYNCHTHISMANYOUMUSTKILLMEFIRST!”

Icouldn"tgetawayfromthinking,ashestoodtheremakingthemtakethatin,thattheywassome-

thinglikeaplay-actorabouthim。Buthewasinearnest,andhewouldplayittotheend,furhelikedthefeelingsitmadecirculatethroughhisframe。Andtheysawhewasinearnest。

“You"lllynchhim,willyou?”hesays,akindofpassiongettingintohisvoicefurthefirsttime,andhiseyesglittering。“Youthinkyouwill?

Well,youWON"T!

“Youwon"tbecause_I_sayNOT。Doyouhear?

Icamehereto-nighttosavehim。

“YoumightstringHIMupandnotbecalledtoaccountforit。ButhowaboutME?”

Hetookastepforward,and,lookingfromfacetofacewithadareinhiseyes,hewenton:

“IsthereamanamongyoufoolenoughtothinkyoucouldkillTomBucknerandnotpayforit?”

Helet"emallthinkofthatforjestanotherminutebeforehespokeagin。Hisfacewasaswhiteasapieceofpaper,andhisnostrilswasworking,buteverythingelseabouthimwasquiet。Helookedthemasterofthemallashestoodthere,ColonelTomBucknerdid——straightandsplendidandkeen。Andtheyfeltthedangerinhim,andtheyfeltjesthowfurhewouldgo,nowhewasstarted。

“Youdidn"twanttolistentomeabitago,“hesaid。“Nowyoumust。Listenandchoose。Youcan"tkillthatmanunlessyoukillmetoo。

“TRYIT,IFYOUTHINKYOUCAN!”

Hereachedoverandtookfromtheteacher"sdeskthesheetofpaperWillhadusedtocheckoffthenameofeachmanandhowhevoted。Hehelditupinfrontofhimandeverymanlookedatit。

“Youknowme,“hesays。“YouknowIdonotbreakmyword。AndIpromiseyouthatunlessyoudokillmeheretonight——yes,asGodismywitness,ITHREATENyou——IwillspendeverydollarIownandeveryatomofinfluenceIpossesstobringeachoneofyoutojusticeforthatman"smurder。“

Theyknowed,thatcrowddid,thatkillingamanlikeColonelBuckner——aleaderandabigmaninthatpartofthestate——wasadifferentpropositionfromkillingastrangerlikeDoctorKirby。ThesenseofwhatitwouldmeantokillColonelBucknerwassinkinginto"em,andshowingontheirfaces。

Andnoonecouldlookathimstandingthere,withhisdeterminationblazingoutofhim,andnotunder-

standthatunlesstheydidkillhimaswellasDoctorKirbyhe"ddojestwhathesaid。

“Itoldyou,“hesaid,notraisinghisvoice,butdroppingit,andmakingitsomehowcomecreepingnearertoeveryonebydoingthat,“Itoldyouthefirstwhitemanyoulynchedwouldleadtootherlynchings。Letmeshowyouwhatyou"reupagainstto-night。

“Killthemanandtheboyhere,andyoumustkillme。Killme,andyoumustkillOldManWithers,too。“

Everyoneturnedtowardthedoorashemen-

tionedOldManWithers。Hehadneverbeenveryfarintotheroom。

“Oh,he"sgone,“saidColonelTom,astheyturnedtowardthedoor,andthenlookedateachother。“Gonehome。Gonehomewiththenameofeverymanpresent。Don"tyouseeyou"dhavetokillOldManWitherstoo,ifyoukilledme?Andthen,HISWIFE!Andthen——howmanymore?

“Doyouseeitwiden——thatpoolofblood?Doyouseeitspreadandspread?”

Helookeddownatthefloor,likehereallyseenitthere。Hehad"emgoingnow。Theyshowedit。

“Ifyoushedonedrop,“hewenton,“youmustshedmore。Can"tyouseeit——wideninganddeep-

ening,wideninganddeepening,tillyou"rewadingkneedeepinit——tillitclimbstoyourwaists——tillitclimbstoyourthroatsandchokesyou?”

Itwasahorribleidea,thewayheplayedthattherepoolofbloodandheshudderedlikehefeltitclimbinguphimself。Andtheyfeltit。Afewmencan"tkillahull,derncountyandgetawaywithit。

Thewayheputitthat"swhattheywasupagainst。

“Now,“saysColonelTom,“whatmanamongyouwantstostartit?”

Nobodymoved。Hewaitedaminute。Stillnobodymoved。Theyalllookedathim。Itwasawfulplainjestwheretheywouldhavetobegin。

Itwasawfulplainjestwhatitwouldallendupin。

AndIguesswhentheylookedathimstandingthere,sofineandstraightandsplendid,itjestseemedplumbunpossibletomakeamove。Therewasaspiritinhimthatcouldn"tbekilled。DoctorKirbysaidafterwardthatwaswhatcomeofbeingreal“quality,“whichwaswhatColonelTomwas——

itwasthatinhimthatlicked"em。Itwasthebestpartoftheirownselves,andthebestpartoftheirowncountry,speakingoutofhimtothem,thatdoneit。Mebbyso。Anyhow,afteraminutemoreofthatstrain,afellerbythedoorpicksuphisgunoutofthecornerwithascrape,andhistsittohisshoulderandwalksout。AndthenColonelTomsaystoWill,withhiseyebrowgoingup,andthatone-sidedgrincomingontohisfaceagin:

“Will,perhapsamotiontoadjournwouldbeinorder?”

CHAPTERXXII

SomanydifferentkindsoffeelinghadbeenchasingaroundinsideofmethatIhadnumbspotsinmyemotionalornamentsandintellectualorgans。TheroomclearedoutofeverybodybutDoctorKirbyandColonelTomandme。Butthesoundofthecrowdgoingintotheroad,andtheirfootstepsdyingaway,andthenafterthattheirvoicesquitting,allmadebutverylittlesensetome。Icouldscarcelyrealizethatthedan-

gerwasover。

Ihadn"tbeenpayingmuchattentiontoDoctorKirbywhilethecolonelwasmakingthatgrand-

standplayofhis"n,andgettingawaywithit。Doc-

torKirbywassettinginhischairwithhisheadsortofsunkonhischest。Iguesshewashavingahardtimehimselftorealizethatallthedangerwaspast。

Butmebbyitwasn"tthat——helookedlikehemightreallyofforgotwherehewasfuraminute,andmightbethinkingofsomethingthathadhappenedalongtimeago。

Thecolonelwasleaningupagintheteacher"sdesk,smokingandlookingatDoctorKirby。

DoctorKirbyturnsaroundtowardthecolonel。

“Youhavesavedmylife,“hesays,gettingupoutofhischair,likehehadanotiontostepoverandthankhimfurit,butwassomehownotquitesurehowthatwouldbetook。

Thecolonellooksathimsilentfurasecond,andthenhesays,withoutsmiling:

“DoyouflatteryourselfitwasbecauseIthinkitworthanything?”

Thedoctordon"tanswer,andthenthecolonelsays:

“HasitoccurredtoyouthatImayhavesaveditbecauseIwantit?”

“WANTit?”

“DoyouknowofanyonewhohasabetterrighttoTAKEitthanIhave?PerhapsIsaveditbecauseitBELONGStome——doyousupposeIwantanyoneelsetokillwhatIhavethebestrighttokill?”

“Tom,“saysDoctorKirby,reallypuzzled,tojudgefromhisactions,“Idon"tunderstandwhatmakesyousayyouhavetherighttotakemylife。“

“Dave,whereismysisterburied?”astsColonelTom。

“Buried?”saysDoctorKirby。“MyGod,Tom,issheDEAD?”

“Iaskyou,“saysColonelTom。

“AndIaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby。

Andtheylookedateachother,bothwonderized,andtryingtounderstand。Anditbustedonmeallatoncetwhothemtwomenreallywas。

Iorterknoweditsooner。WhenthecolonelwasfirstcalledColonelTomBuckneritstruckmeI

knowedthename,andknowedsomethingaboutit。

Butthingswhichwasmyownconsarnswasattract-

ingmyattentionsohardIcouldn"trememberwhatitwasIorterknowaboutthatname。ThenIseenhimandDoctorKirbyknowedeachotherwhentheygotthatfirstsquarelook。Thatorterofputmeonthetrack,thatandalotofotherthingsthathadhappenedbefore。ButIdidn"tpiecethingstogetherlikeIorterdone。

Itwasn"tuntilColonelTomBucknercalledhim“Dave“andasthimabouthissisterthatIseenwhoDoctorKirbymustreallybe。

HEWASTHATTHEREDAVIDARMSTRONG!

Andthebrotherofthegirlhehadrunoffwithhadjestsavedhislife。Bythewayhewastalking,hehadsaveditsimplybecausehethoughthehadthefirstcallonwhattodowithit。

“Whereisshe?”astsColonelTom。

“Iaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby——orDavidArmstrong——agin。

Well,Ithinkstomyself,hereiswhereDanielputsoneacrosttheplate。AndIbreaksin:

“Youbothgotanotherguesscoming,“Isays。

“Sheain"tburiedanywheres。Sheain"tevendead。

She"slivinginalittletowninIndianycalledAthens——orshewasabouteighteenmonthsago。“

TheybothlooksatmeliketheythinksIamcrazy。

“Whatdoyouknowaboutit?”saysDoctorKirby。

“AreyouDavidArmstrong?”saysI。

“Yes,“sayshe。

“Well,“Isays,“youspentfourorfivedayswithinastone"sthrowofherayearagolastsummer,andsheknoweditwasyouandhidherselfawayfromyou。“

ThenItellsthemabouthowIfirsthappenedtohearofDavidArmstrong,andallIhadhearnfromMartha。AndhowIhadstayedattheDavisesinTennesseeandgotsomemoreofthesamestoryfromGeorge,theoldniggerthere。

“But,Danny,“saysthedoctor,“whydidn"tyoutellmeallthis?”

IwasjestgoingtosaythatnotknowinghewasthatthereDavidArmstrongIdidn"tthinkitanyofhisbusiness,whenColonelTom,hesaystoDoctorKirby——ImeantoDavidArmstrong:

“Whyshouldyoubeconcernedastoherwhere-

abouts?Youruinedherlifeandthendesertedher。“

DoctorKirby——ImeanDavidArmstrong——

standstherewiththebloodgoinguphisfaceintohisforeheadslowandred。

“Tom,“hesays,“youandIseemtobeworkingatcrosspurposes。MaybeitwouldhelpsomeifyouwouldtellmejusthowbadlyyouthinkI

treatedLucy。“

“Youruinedherlife,andthendesertedher,“

saysColonelTomagin,lookingathimhard。

“IDIDN"Tdeserther,“saidDoctorKirby。“ShegotdisgustedandleftME。Leftmewithoutachancetoexplainmyself。Asfarasruiningherlifeisconcerned,IsupposethatwhenImarriedher——“

“Marriedher!”criesoutthecolonel。AndDavidArmstrongstaresathimwithhismouthopen。

“MyGod!Tom,“hesays,“didyouthink——?”

Andtheybothcometoanotherstandstill。

Andthentheytalkedsomemoreandonlygotmoremixedupthanever。Furthedoctorthinksshehaslefthim,andColonelTomthinkshehaslefther。

“Tom,“saysthedoctor,“supposeyouletmetellmystory,andyou"llseewhyLucyleftme。“

HimandColonelTomhadbeenchumstogetherwhentheywentthroughPrinceton,itseems——I

pickedthatupfromthetalkandsomeofhisstoryIlearnedafterward。HehadcomefromOhiointhebeginning,andhisdadhadhadconsiderablemoney。Whichhehadenjoyedspendingofit,andwhenhewasayoungfellerneverlikedtoworkatnothingelse。Itsuitedhim。ColonelTom,hewasconsiderablelikehiminthatway。Sotheywasgoodpalswhentheywastothatschooltogether。

Theybothquitaboutthesametime。Acoupleofyearsafterthat,whentheywasbothabouttwenty-fiveorsixyearsold,theyrunacrosteachotheraccidentalinNewYorkoneautumn。

Thedoctor,hewastherefiggeringongoingtoworkatsomethingorother,buttheywassomanythingstodohewasfindingithardtomakeachoice。

Hisfatherwasdeadbythattime,andlookingfurajobinNewYork,thewayhehadbeendoingit,wasawfulexpensive,andhewasrunningshortofmoney。Hisfatherhadlethimspendsomuchwhilsthewasalivehewasverydisappointedtofindouthecouldn"tkeeponforeverlookingfurworkthat-a-way。

SoColonelTomsayswhynotcomedownhomeintoTennesseewithhimfurawhile,andtheywillbothtryandfiggeroutwhatheortergotoworkat。

Itwasthefalloftheyear,andtheywaspurtygoodhuntingaroundtherewhereColonelTomlived,andDavehadn"tneverbeenSouthany,andsohegoes。Hefiggershebettertakeagood,longvaca-

tion,anyhow。Furifhegoestoworkthatwinterorthenextspring,andtiesupwithsomejobthatkeepshiminanoffice,theremaybemonthsandmonthspassbybeforehehasanotherchanceatavacation。Thatistheworstpartofajob——I

foundthatoutmyself——younevercantellwhenyouaregoingtogetshutofit,onceyouarefoolenoughtostartin。

InTennesseehehadmetMissLucy。WhichherweddingtoPrentMcMakinwasbilledfurtocomeoffaboutthefirstofNovember,jestamonthaway。

“Idon"tknowwhetherIevertoldyouornot,“

saysthedoctor,“butIwasengagedtobemarriedmyself,Tom,whenIwentdowntoyourplace。

Thatwaswhatstartedallthetrouble。

“Youknowengagementsarelikevaccina-

tion——sometimestheytake,andsometimestheydon"t。Ofcourse,IhadthoughtatonetimeIwasinlovewiththisgirlIwasengagedto。WhenIfoundoutIwasn"t,Ishouldhavetoldhersorightaway。ButIdidn"t。I

thoughtthatshewouldgettiredofmeafterawhileandturnmeloose。Igaveherplentyofchancestoturnmeloose。Iwantedhertobreaktheengagementinsteadofme。Butshewouldn"ttakethehints。ShehungonlikeanOhioGrandArmyveterantoacountrypost-office。

AbouthalfthetimeIdidn"treadherletters,andaboutnineteentwentiethsofthetimeIdidn"tanswerthem。Theysayhellhathnofurylikeawomanscorned。Butitisn"tso——itmakesthemallthefonderofyou。Igotintothehabitofthink-

ingthatwhileEmmamightbeengagedtome,I

wasn"tengagedtoEmma。NotbutwhatEmmawasanicegirl,youknow,but——

“Well,ImetLucy。Wefellinlovewitheachother。Itjusthappened。Ikeptintendingtowritetotheothergirlandtellherplainlythateverythingwasoff。ButIkeptpostponingit。

Itseemedlikeadeuceofahardjobtotackle。

“But,finally,Ididwriteher。ThatwastheverydayLucypromisedtothrowPrentMcMakinoverandmarryme。YouknowhowdeterminedallyourpeoplewerethatLucyshouldmarryMcMakin,Tom。Theyhadbroughtherupwiththeideathatshewasgoingto,and,ofcourse,shewasboredwithhimforthatreason。

“Wedecidedthebestplanwouldbetoslipawayquietlyandgetmarried。Weknewitwouldraisearow。ButtherewasboundtobearowanyhowwhentheyfoundsheintendedtomarrymeinsteadofMcMakin。Sowefiguredwemightjustaswellbeawayfromthere。

“WeleftyourplaceearlyonthemorningofOctober31,1888——doyourememberthedate,Tom?WetookthetrainforClarksville,Tennessee,andgotthereabouttwoo"clockthatafternoon。

Isupposeyouhavebeeninthatinterestingcentreofthetobaccoindustry。IfyouhaveyoumayrememberthatthecourthouseofMontgomeryCountyisrightacrossthestreetfromthebesthotel。

Igotalicenseandapreacherwithoutanytrouble,andweweremarriedinthehotelparlourthatafternoon。Oneofthehotelclerksandthecountyclerkhimselfwerethewitnesses。

“WewenttoCincinnatiandfromtheretoChicago。TherewegotroomsoutontheSouthSide——HydePark,theycalledit。AndIgotmeajob。Ihadsomemoneyleft,butnotenoughtobuykohinoorsandrace-horseswith。Beside,Ireallywantedtogettowork——wanteditforthefirsttimeinmylife。YourememberyoungClaytoninourclass?Heandsomeotherenterprisingcitizenshadabuildingandloanassociation。Suchthingsarenodoubtimmoral,butIwenttoworkforhim。

“WehadbeeninChicagoaweekwhenLucywrotehomewhatshehaddone,andbeggedfor-

givenessforbeingsoabruptaboutit。Atleast,Isupposethatiswhatshewrote。Itwas——“

“Irememberexactlywhatshewrote,“saysColonelTom。

“Ineverknewexactly,“saysthedoctor。“Thesamemailthatbroughtwordfromyouthatyourgrandfatherhadhadsomesortofastroke,asaconsequenceofourelopement,broughtalsotwolettersfromEmma。TheyhadbeenforwardedfromNewYorktoTennessee,andyouhadfor-

wardedthemtoChicago。

“Thoselettersbeganthetrouble。Yousee,I

hadn"ttoldEmmawhenIwrotebreakingofftheengagementthatIwasgoingtogetmarriedthenextday。AndEmmahadn"treceivedmyletter,orelsehadmadeuphermindtoignoreit。Anyhow,thoseletterswereregularlove-letters。

“Ihadn"treallyreadoneofEmma"slettersformonths。ButsomehowIcouldn"thelpreadingthese。Ihadforgottenwhatagiftfortheexpres-

sionofsentimentEmmahad。Shefairlyrevelledinit,Tom。Thoselettersweresimplywrithingwithclingingfemaleadjectives。TheySQUIRMED

withaffection。

“YoumayrememberthatLucywasaratherjealoussortofaperson。Rightinthemidstofheralarmandgriefandself-reproachoverhergrand-

father,andinthemidstofmyeffortstocomforther,shespiedthefemininehandwritingonthosetwoletters。Ihadglancedthroughthemhurriedly,andlaidthemonthetable。

“Tom,Iwasinbad。Thedatesonthem,youknow,weresoRECENT。Ididn"twantLucytoreadthem。ButIdidn"tdaretoACTasifIdidn"twantherto。SoIhandedthemover。

“Isuppose——toabridewhohadonlybeenmarriedalittlemorethanaweek——andwhohadhurthergrandfathernearlytodeathinthemarry-

ing,thoselettersmusthavesoundedratherodd。

Itriedtoexplain。Butallmyexplanationsonlyseemedtomakethecaseworseforme。Lucywasfuriouslyjealous。Wereallyhadadevilofarowbeforewewerethroughwithit。ItriedtotellherthatIlovednoonebuther。ShepointedoutthatImusthavesaidmuchthesamesortofthingtoEmma。ShesaidshewasalmostassorryforEmmaasshewasforherself。WhenLucygotthroughwithme,Tom,Ilookedlikethirtycentsandfeltliketwenty-fiveofthatwasplugged。

“Ididn"thavesenseenoughtoknowthatitwasmostofitgriefoverhergrandfather,andnervesandhysteria,andthefactthatshewasonlyeighteenyearsoldandlonely,andthatbeingabridehadacertainamounttodowithit。ShehadtoldmethatIwasabeast,andmademefeellikeone;andI

tookthewholethinghardandbelievedher。I

madeafine,five-acttragedyoutofajealousfitImighthavesoftenedintocomedyifIhadhadthewit。

“Iwasn"tsoveryoldmyself,andIhadn"teverbeenmarriedbefore。Ishouldhavekeptmymouthshutuntilitwasallover,andthenwhenshebegantocryIshouldhavecoaxedherupandmadeherfeellikeIwastheonlysolidthingtohangontointhewholeworld。

“Butthebottomhaddroppedoutoftheuni-

verseforme。Shehadsaidshehatedme。Iwasfoolenoughtobelieveher。Iwentdowntownandbegantodrink。Icomehomelatethatnight。

Thepoorgirlhadbeenwaitingupforme——waitingforhours,andbecomingmoreandmorefrightenedwhenIdidn"tshowup。Shewasoverherjealousfit,Isuppose。IfIhadcomehomeingoodshape,orinanythinglikeit,wewouldhavemadeupthenandthere。Butmyconditionstoppedallthat。

Iwasn"tsodrunkbutthatIsawherfacechangewhensheletmein。Shewasdisgusted。

“InthemorningIwassickandfeverish。Iwasmorethandisgustedwithmyself。Iwasindespair。

Ifshehadhatedmebefore——andshehadsaidshedid——whatmustshedonow?ItseemedtomethatIhadsunksofarbeneathherthatitwouldtakeyearstogetback。Itdidn"tseemworthwhilemakinganypleaformyself。Yousee,Iwasyoungandhadseriousstreaksallthroughme。Sowhenshetoldmethatshehadwrittenhomeagain,andwasgoingback——wasgoingtoleaveme,Ididn"tseethatitwasonlyabluff。Ididn"tseethatshewasreallyonlywaitingtoforgiveme,ifIgaveherachance。Istarteddowntowntothebuildingandloanoffice,wonderingwhenshewouldleave,andiftherewasanythingIcoulddotomakeherchangehermind。ImustrepeatagainthatIwasafool——thatIneededonlytospeakoneword,hadIbutknownit。

“IfIhadgonestraighttowork,everythingmighthavecomearoundallrighteventhen。ButI

didn"t。Ihadthatwhat"s-the-usefeeling。AndI

stoppedinatthePalmerHousebartogetsome-

thingtosortofpullmetogether。

“WhileIwasthere,whoshouldcomeuptothebarandorderadrinkbutPrentMcMakin。“

“Yes!”saysColonelTom,asnearexcitedasheevergot。

“Yes,“saysArmstrong,“nobodyelse。Wesaweachotherinthemirrorbehindthebar。Idon"tknowwhetheryouevernoticeditornot,Tom,butMcMakin"seyeshadawayoflookingalmostlikecross-eyeswhenhewasstartledorexcited。Theywereagooddealtooneartogetheratanytime。

Hegavemesuchalookwhenoureyesmetinthemirrorthat,foraninstant,Ithoughtthathein-

tendedtodomesomemischief——shootme,youknow,fortakinghisbride-to-beawayfromhim,orsomefoolthinglikethat。ButasweturnedtowardeachotherIsawhehadnointentionofthatsort。“

“Hadn"the?”saysColonelTom,mightyin-

terested。

“No,“saysthedoctor,lookingatColonelTomverypuzzled,“didyouthinkhehad?”

“Yes,Idid,“saysthecolonel,rightthoughtful。

“Onthecontrary,“saysArmstrong,“wehadadrinktogether。Andhecongratulatedme。Mademequitealittlespeech,infact;oneoftheflowerykind,youknow,Tom,andsaidthatheboremenorancour,andallthat。“

“Thedeucehedid!”saysColonelTom,verylow,likehewastalkingtohimself。“Andthenwhat?”

“Then,“saysthedoctor,“then——letmesee——

it"sallalongtimeago,youknow,andMcMakin"spartinthewholethingisn"treallyimportant。“

“I"mnotsosureitisn"timportant,“saysthecolonel,“butgoon。“

“Then,“saysArmstrong,“wehadanotherdrinktogether。Infact,alotofthem。Wegotawfullyfriendly。AndlikeafoolItoldhimofmyquarrelwithLucy。“

“LIKEafool,“saysColonelTom,noddinghishead。“Goon。“

“Thereisn"tmuchmoretotell,“saysthedoctor,“exceptthatImadeaworseidiotofmyselfyet,andleftMcMakinabouttwoo"clockintheafter-

noon,asnearasIcanrecollect。Somewhereaboutteno"clockthatnightIwenthome。Lucywasgone。Ihaven"tseenhersince。“

“Dave,“saysColonelTom,“didMcMakinhappentomentiontoyou,thatday,justwhyhewasinChicago?”

“Isupposeso,“saysthedoctor。“Idon"tknow。

Maybenot。Thatwastwentyyearsago。Why?”

“Because,“saysColonelTom,verygrimandquiet,“becauseyourfirstthoughtastohisintentionwhenhemetyouinthebarwasMYideaalso。I

thoughthewenttoChicagotosettlewithyou。

Yousee,IgottoChicagothatsameafternoon。“

“Thesameday?”

“Yes。Weweretohavecometogether。ButImissedthetrain,andhegotthereadayaheadofme。Hewaswaitingatthehotelformetojoinhim,andthenweweregoingtolookyouuptogether。HefoundyoufirstandIneverdidfindyou。“

“ButIdon"texactlyunderstand,“saysthedoctor。“Yousayhehadtheideaofshootingme。“

“Idon"tunderstandeverythingmyself,“saysColonelTom。“ButIdounderstandthatPrentMcMakinmusthaveplayedsomesortofatwo-

facedgame。Heneversaidawordtomeabouthavingseenyou。

“Listen,“hegoeson。“WhenyouandLucyranawayitnearlykilledourgrandfather。Infact,itfinallydidkillhim。WhenwegotLucy"sletterthattoldyouwereinChicagoIwentuptobringherbackhome。Wedidn"tknowwhatweweregoingtodo,McMakinandI,butwewerebothagreedthatyouneededkilling。AndhesworethathewouldmarryLucyanyhow,even——“

“MARRYHER!”singsoutthedoctor,“butweWERE

married。“

“Dave,“ColonelTomsaysveryslowandsteady,“youkeepSAYINGyouweremarried。Butit"sstrange——it"srightSTRANGEaboutthatmarriage。“

Andhelookedatthedoctorhardandclose,likehewoulddragthetruthoutofhim,andthedoctormethislookfreeandopen。YouwouldofthoughtColonelTomwassayingwithhislook:“YouMUST

tellmethetruth。“Andthedoctorwithhiswasanswering:“IHAVEtoldyouthetruth。“

“But,Tom,“saysthedoctor,“thatlettershewroteyoufromChicagomust——“

“DoyouknowwhatLucywrote?”interruptsColonelTom。“Irememberexactly。Itwassim-

ply:"FORGIVEME。ILOVEDHIMSO。IAMHAPPY。

IKNOWITISWRONG,BUTILOVEHIMSOYOUMUST

FORGIVEME。"“

“Butcouldn"tyoutellfromTHATweweremarried?”

criesoutthedoctor。

“Shedidn"tmentionit,“saysColonelTom。

“Shesupposedthatherownfamilyhadenoughfaithinhertotakeitforgranted,“saysthedoctor,veryscornful,hisfacegettingred。

“Butwait,Dave,“saysColonelTom,quietandcool。“Don"tblusterwithme。Therearestillalotofthingstobeexplained。Andthatmarriageisoneofthem。

“Togobackabit。Yousayyougottothehousesomewherearoundteno"clockthateveningandfoundLucygone。Doyourememberthedayofthemonth?”

“ItwasNovember14,1888。“

“Exactly,“saysColonelTom。“IgottoChicagoatsixo"clockofthatveryday。AndIwentatoncetotheaddressinLucy"sletter。Igottherebetweensevenandeighto"clock。Shewasgone。

Mythoughtwasthatyoumusthavegotwindofmycomingandpersuadedhertoleavewithyouinordertoavoidme——althoughIdidn"tseehowyoucouldknowwhenIwouldgetthere,either,whenIthoughtitover。“

“Andyouhaveneverseenhersince,“saysArm-

strong,pondering。

“IHAVEseenhersince,“saysColonelTom,“andthatisonethingthatmakesmesayyourstoryneedsfurtherexplanation。“

“Butwhere——when——didyouseeher?”aststhedoctor,mightyexcited。

“Iamcomingtothat。Iwentbackhomeagain。

AndinJulyofthenextyearIheardfromher。“

“Heardfromher?”

“Byletter。ShewasinGalesburg,Illinois,ifyouknowwherethatis。Shewaslivingtherealone。Andshewasalmostdestitute。Iwrotehertocomehome。Shewouldnot。Butshehadtolive。IgotridofsomeofourpropertyinTen-

nessee,andtookenoughcashuptherewithmetofixher,inadecentsortofway,fortherestofherlife,andputitinthebank。Iwaswithhertherefortendays;thenIwentbackhometogetAuntLucyDavistohelpmeinanotherefforttopersuadehertoreturn。ButwhenIgotbackNorthwithAuntLucyshehadgone。“

“Gone?”

“Yes,andwhenwereturnedwithouthertoTennesseetherewasalettertellingusnottotrytofindher。Wethought——Ithought——thatshemighthavetakenupwithyouonceagain。“

“But,myGod!Tom,“thedoctorbustsout,“youwerewithhertendaysthereinGalesburg!

Didn"tshetellyouthen——couldn"tyoutellfromthewaysheacted——thatshehadmarriedme?”

“That"stheoddthing,Dave,“saysthecolonel,veryslowandthoughtful。“That"swhatissoverystrangeaboutitall。Imerelyassumedbymyatti-

tudethatyouwerenotmarried,andsheletmeassumeitwithoutaprotest。“

“Butdidyouaskher?”

“Askher?No。Can"tyouseethattherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldaskher?Iwassure。Andbeingsureofit,naturallyIdidn"ttalkaboutittoher。YoucanunderstandthatIwouldn"t,can"tyou?Infact,Inevermentionedyoutoher。Shenevermentionedyoutome。“

“Youmusthavemistakenher,Tom。“

“Idon"tthinkit"spossible,Dave,“saidthecolonel。“Youcanmistakewordsandexplanationsagooddealeasierthanyoucanmistakeanatmos-

phere。No,Dave,Itellyouthatthere"ssomethingoddaboutit——marriedornot,Lucydidn"tBELIEVE

herselfmarriedthelasttimeIsawher。“

“ButsheMUSThaveknown,“saysthedoctor,asmuchtohimselfastothecolonel。“SheMUST

haveknown。“Anyonecouldoftoldbythewayhesaiditthathewasn"tlying。IcouldseethatColonelTombelievedinhim,too。TheywasbothsickingtheirintellectsontothejoboffiggeringouthowitwasLucydidn"tknow。Finallythedoctorsaysverythoughtful:

“WhateverbecameofPrentissMcMakin,Tom?”

“Dead,“saysColonelTom,“quiteawhileago。“

“H-m,“saysthedoctor,stillthinkinghard。

AndthenlooksatColonelTomliketheywasanideainhishead。Whichhedon"tspeakherout。

ButColonelTomseemstounderstand。

“Yes,“hesays,noddinghishead。“Ithinkyouareontherighttracknow。Yes——Ishouldn"twonder。“

Well,theyputsthisandthattogether,andtheyagreesthatwhateverhappenedtomakethingshardtoexplainmustofhappenedonthatdaythatPrentissMcMakinmetthedoctorinthebar-room,anddidn"tshoothim,ashehadmadehisbragshewould。MustofhappenedbetweenthetimethatafternoonwhenPrentissMcMakinleftthedoctorandthetimeColonelTomwentouttoseehissisterandfoundshehadwent。Mustofhappenedsome-

howthroughPrentMcMakin。

WegoeshomewithColonelTomthatnight。AndthenextdayallthreeofusisonourwaytoAthens,Indiany,whereIhadseenMissLucyat。

CHAPTERXXIII

Furmypart,asthetrainkeptgettingfurtherandfurthernorth,myfeelingskeptgettingmoreandmoremixed。ItcometomethatImightbesteeringstraightfurabunchoftrouble。Thefeelingthatsadnessandmelancholyandseriousnesswaslayingaheadofmekeptmefromreallyenjoyingthemdollar-apiecemealsonthetrain。ItwasMarthathatdoneit。AllthispastandgonelovestoryIhadbeenhearingaboutremindedmeofMartha。AndIwassteeringstraighttowardher,andnowayoutofit。HowdidIknowbutwhatthattheregirlmightbeexpect-

ingfurtomarryme,orsomethinglikethat?NotbutwhatIwasawfulinlovewithherwhilstwewastogether。Butithadn"treallysetinonmeverydeep。Ihadn"tforgotaboutherrightaway。ButpurtysoonIhadgottoforgettingheroftenerthanIrememberedher。Andnowitwasn"tnousetalk-

ing——Ijestwasn"tinlovewithMarthanomore,anddidn"thavenoambitiontobe。Ihadwentaroundthecountryagoodbit,andgotintrustedinotherthings,andsawseveralothergirlsIlikedpurtywell。

Keepingsteadyinlovewithjestonegirlismightyhardifyouaremovingaroundagoodbit。

ButIwasconsiderableworriedaboutMartha。

Shewasanawfulromancefulkindofgirl。Andeventhemostsensiblekindissaidtobefoolsaboutgettingtheirheartsbrokeandpiningawayanddyingoverafeller。IwouldhatetothinkMarthahadpinedherselfsick。

Icouldn"tshutmyeyestothefactwewasen-

gagedtoeachotherlegal,allright。Andifshewantedtoactmeanaboutitandtakeittoacourtitwouldlikelybebindingonme。ThenI

saystomyselfissheismeanenoughtodothatI"llbedernedifIdon"tgotojailbeforeImarryher,andstaythere。

Andthenmyconsciencegottoworkinginsideofmeagin。Andapictureofhergettingthinandnoteatinghervittlesregularandwaitingandwaitingfurmetoshowup,andmeneverdoingit,cometome。AndIfeltsorryfurpoorMartha,andthoughtmebbyIwouldmarryherjesttokeepherfromdying。Furyouwouldfeelpurtytoughifagirlwastogetsostuckonyouitkilledher。NotthatIeverseenthatreallyhappen,either;butfirstandlasttherehasbeenconsiderabletalkaboutit。

Itwasn"tbutwhatIlikedMarthawellenough。

Itwastheideaofgettingmarried,andstayingmarried,mademefeelsoanxious。Beingmarriedmayworkoutallrightfursomefolks。ButI

knoweditneverwouldworkanywithme。Ornotfurlong。BecausewhyshouldIwanttobetieddowntooneplace,orhaveasteadyjob?Thatwouldbeameanwaytolive。

Ofcourse,withapersonthatwasthedoctor"sageitwouldbedifferent。Hehaddonehisrunningaroundandwouldbewillingtosettledownnow,I

guessed。Thatis,ifhecouldgethisdifferenceswiththishereBucknerfamilypatchedupsatisfactory。

Iwonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletoornot。

HimandColonelTomweretalkingconstantonthetrainallthewayup。FromthelittlestretchesoftheirtalkIcouldn"thelphearing,Iguessedeachonewastellingtheotherallthathadhappenedtohiminthetimethathadpassedby。ColonelTomwhatkindofalifehehadlived,andhowhehadmarriedandhiswifehaddiedandlefthimawid-

owerwithoutanykids。Andthedoctor——itwasalwayshardfurmetogettocallinghimanythingbutDoctorKirby——howhehadhappenedtostartoutwithagoodchancetinlifeandturnintojestatravellingfakir。

Well,Ithinkstomyselfnowthathehasgottobethat,mebbyherandhimwon"tsuitsowellnow,eveniftheydoesgettheirdifferencespatchedup。

Furalltheforgivingintheworldain"tgoingtochangethings,ormakethemnodifferent。But,solongasthedoctorappearedtowanttofindhersodernedbad,IwasawfulgladIhadbeenthemeansofgettinghimandMissLucytogether。Hehaddonealotfurme,firstandlast,thedoctorhad,andIfeltlikeithelpedpayhimalittle。ThoughiftheywastosettledownlikemarriedfolksIwouldfeellikeagoodoldsportwasspoiledinthedoctor,too。

WehadtochangecarsatIndianapolistogettothattherelittletown。Wewasduetoreachitabouttwoo"clockintheafternoon。Andthenearerwegottotheplacethenervouserandnervouserallthreeofusbecome。Andnotowningwewas。Thelasthourbeforewehittheplace,Itookadrinkofwatereverythreeminutes,Iwassonervous。AndwhenwecomeintothetownIwasalreadystandingoutontotheplatform。Iwouldn"tofbeensur-

prisedtofindMarthaandMissLucydowntheretothestation。But,ofcourse,theywasn"t。FursomereasonIfeltgladtheywasn"t。

“Now,“Isaystothemtwo,aswegotoffthetrain,“follermeandIwillshowyouthehouse。“

Everybodyrubbersatstrangersinacountrytown,andwonderswhytheyhavecome,andwhattheyisselling,andiftheyaremebbygoingtostartanewgrainelevator,orbuyland,orwhat。Theusualonesaroundthedepotrubberedatus,andI

hearnonegeezersaytoanother:

“Seethatbigfellerthere?Hewasthroughhereayearortwoagosellingpatentmedicine。“

“Youdon"tsayso!”saystheotherone,likeitwassomethingimportant,likeapresidentoracircushadcome,andhiseyesa-buggingout。Andthedoctorhearnthem,too。FursomereasonorotherheflushedupandcutalookoutofthecornerofhiseyeatColonelTom。

Wewentrightthroughthemainstreetandouttowardtheedgeoftown,bythecrick,whereMissLucy"shousewas。And,ifanything,allofusfeel-

ingnervouseryet。Andsayingnothingandnotlookingateachother。AndColonelTomrollingcigarettesandfumblingfurmatchesandlightingthemandslingingthemaway。Furhowdoesany-

bodyknowhowwomenisgoingtotakeeventhemostordinarylittlethings?

Iknowedthewaywellenough,andwherethehousewas,butaswewentaroundtheturnintheroadIrunacrostasurprisedfeeling。Icomeontotheplacewhereourcampfirehadbeenthemnightswewasthere。Looeyhaddruganoldfencepostontothefireonenight,andtheposthadonlyburnedhalfup。Thebuttendofit,allcharredandflaked,wasstilllayinginthegrassandweedsthere。Ithitmewithaqueerfeeling——likeitwasonlyyester-

daythatfirehadbeenlitthere。AndyetIknowedithadbeenayearandahalfago。

Well,ithasalwaysbeenmylucktorunintothingswithouttherightkindofaliefixedupaheadoftime。TheywasthreeorfourpurtygoodstoriesIhadbeentryingoverinmyheadtotellMarthawhenIseenher。Anyoneofthemstoriesmightofdoneallright;butIhadn"tdecidedWHICHonetouse。And,ofcourse,IrunplumbintoMartha。

Shewasstandingbythegate,whichwasabouttwentyyardsfromtheveranda。Andallfourliespoppedintomyheadatoncet,andgotsomixedupwithoneanotherthere,Iseenrightoffitwasuselesstotrytotellanythingthatsoundedstraight。Be-

sides,whenyouareinthefixIwasin,whatcanyoutellagirlanyhow?

SoIjestsaystoher:

“Hullo!”

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