投诉 阅读记录

第10章

Phineasdidnotwait,butevensohispursuercaughthimbeforehe,reachedthegate。Jed,whohadruntothewindow,sawtheMajor,andthehardwaredealerinearnestconversation。Theformerseemed,tobedoingmostofthetalking。Thentheyseparated,Grover,remainingbythegateandPhineasstridingoffinthedirectionof,hisshop。Hewasmutteringtohimselfandhisfacewasworking,withemotion。Betweenbaffledmaliceandsuppressedhatredhe,lookedalmostasifheweregoingtocry。Evenamidhisown,feelingsofthankfulnessandreliefJedfeltapangofpityfor,PhineasBabbitt。Thelittlemanwastheincarnationofspiteand,envyandvindictivebitterness,butJedwassorryforhim,justas,hewouldhavebeensorryforamosquitowhichhadbittenhim。He,mightbeobligedtocrushthecreature,buthewouldfeelthatit,wasnotmuchtoblameforthebite;bothitandPhineascouldnot,helpbeingastheywere——theyweremadethatway。

Heheardanexclamationathisshoulderandturnedtofindthat,CaptainSamhadalsobeenregardingthepartingatthegate。

“Humph!”gruntedthecaptain。”Phinlooksasifhe’dbeeneatin’

somethin’thatdidn’tsetanytoogood。What’sstartedhimto,obeyin’ordersfromthatGrovermanalltoonce?,Ialwaysthought,hehatedsoldierin’worsethanahenhatesaswim……Humph!……

Well,that’sthesecondqueerestthingI’verunacrossto-day。”

Jedchangedthesubject,ortriedtochangeit。

“What’sthefirstone,Sam?”hehastenedtoask。Hisfriendlooked,athimforaninstantbeforeheanswered。

“Thefirstone?”herepeated,slowly。”Well,I’lltellyou,Jed。

Thefirstone——andthequeerestofall——isyourfindin’thatfour,hundreddollars。”

Jedwasagooddealtakenaback。Hehadnotexpectedananswerof,thatkind。Hisembarrassmentandconfusionreturned。

“Why——why,“hestammered,“is——isthatfunny,Sam?,Idon’t——I

don’tknow’sIgetwhatyoumean。What’s——whatistherefunny,aboutmyfindin’thatmoney?”

Thecaptainsteppedacrosstheshop,pulledforwardachairand,seatedhimself。Jedwatchedhimanxiously。

“I——Idon’tseeanythingveryfunnyaboutmyfindin’thatmoney,Sam,“hesaid,again。CaptainSamgrunted。

“Don’tyou?”heasked。”Well,maybemysenseofhumor’sgettin’

cross-eyedor——orsomethin’。IdidthinkIcouldseesomethin’

funnyinit,butmostlikelyIwasmistaken。Sitdown,Jed,and,tellmeallabouthowyoufoundit。”

Jedhesitated。Hishandmovedslowlyacrosshischin。

“Well,now,Sam,“hefaltered,“thereain’tnothin’totell。I

just——er——foundit,that’sall……Say,youain’tseenthatnew,gullvaneofminelately,haveyou?,Igothersoshecanflopher,wingsprettygoodnow。”

“Hangthegullvane!,Iwanttohearhowyoufoundthatmoney。

Graciousking,man,youdon’texpectI’mgoin’totakethegettin’

backoffourhundreddollarsascoolasif’twastencents,doyou?

Sitdownandtellmeaboutit。”

SoJedsat,notwitheagerness,butmoreasifhecouldthinkofno,excuseforrefusing。Hiscompaniontiltedbackinhischair,lita,cigar,andbadehimheaveahead。

“Well,“beganJed,“I——I——yousee,Sam,Ihappenedtolookbehind,thatheapofboardsthereand——“

“Whatmadeyouthinkoflookin’behindthoseboards?”

“Eh?,Why,nothin’’special。Ijusthappenedtolook。That’s,whereyourcoatwas,youknow。SoIlookedand——andthere’twas。”

“Isee。There’twas,eh?,Where?”

“Why——why,behindtheboards。Itoldyouthat,youknow。”

“Graciousking,courseIknow!,You’vetoldmethatnolessthan,tentimes。ButWHEREwasit?,Ontheboards?,Onthefloor?”

“Eh?……Oh,……oh,seemstome’twasonthefloor。”

“Don’tyouKNOW’twasonthefloor?”

“Why……why,yes,sartin。”

“Thenwhatmadeyousay’seemsasif’itwasthere?”

“Oh,……oh,Idon’tknow。Landsakes,Sam,whatareyouaskin’

meallthesequestionsfor?”

“Justforfun,Iguess。I’minterested,naturally。Tellmesome,more。Howwasthemoney——alltogether,orkindofscattered’round?”

“Eh?……Oh,alltogether。”

“Sureofthat?”

“CourseI’msureofit。Icanseeitjustasplainasday,nowI

cometothinkofit。’Twasalltogether,inaheaplike。”

“Um-hm。Thebandthatwasroundithadcomeoff,then?”

“Band?,Whatband?”

“Why,thepaperbandwith’$400’onit。Thathadcomeoffwhenit,felloutofmypocket,Ipresumelikely。”

“Yes……Yes,Iguesslikelyitdid。Musthave……Er——

Sam,letmeshowyouthatgullvane。Igotitsonowthat——“

“Holdonaminute。I’mmightyinterestedaboutyourfindin’this,money。It’sso——sosortofunexpected,asyoumightsay。Ifthat,bandcameoffitmusthavebrokewhenthemoneytumbleddownbehind,theboards。Let’sseeifitdid。”

Heroseandmovedtowardthepileofboards。Jedalsorose。

“Whatareyougoin’tolookfor?”heasked,anxiously。

“Why,thepaperbandwiththe’$400’onit。I’dliketoseeifit,broke……Humph!”headded,peeringdownintothedarkcrevice,betweentheboardsandthewalloftheshop。”Can’tseeanything,ofit,canyou?”

Jed,peeringsolemnlydown,shookhishead。”No,“hesaid。”I

can’tseeanythingofit。”

“Butitmaybethere,forallthat。”,Hereacheddown。”Humph!”he,exclaimed。”Ican’ttouchbottom。Jed,you’vegotalongerarm,thanIhave;let’sseeifyoucan。”

Jed,sprawledupontheheapoflumber,stretchedhisarmasfaras,itwouldgo。”Hum,“hedrawled,“Ican’tquitemakeit,Sam……

There’saplacewhereshenarrowswaydownhereandIcan’tgetmy,fingersthroughit。”

“Isthatso?,Thenwe’dbettergiveuplookin’fortheband,I

cal’late。Didn’tamounttoanything,anyhow。Tellmemoreabout,whatyoudidwhenyoufoundthemoney。Youmusthavebeen,surprised。”

“Eh?……Landsakes,Iwas。Idon’tknow’sIeverwasso,surprisedinmylife。ThinksI,’Here’sSam’smoneythat’smissin’

fromthebank。’,Yes,sir,and’twas,too。”

“Well,I’mmuchobligedtoyou,Jed,Isurelyam。Andwhenyou,foundit——,Let’ssee,youfounditthismornin’,ofcourse?”

“Eh?,Why——why,how——whatmakesyouthinkIfounditthismornin’?”

“Oh,becauseyoumusthave。’Causeifyou’dfoundityesterdayor,thedaybeforeyou’dhavetoldmerightoff。”

“Yes——oh,yes,that’sso。Yes,Ifounditthismornin’。”

“Hadn’tyouthoughttohuntforitafore?”

“Eh?……Landsakes,yes……yes,I’dhuntedlotsoftimes,butIhadn’tfoundit。”

“Hadn’tthoughttolookinthatplace,eh?”

“That’sit……Say,Sam,what——“

“It’sluckyyouhadn’tmovedthoseboards。Ifyou’dshiftedthem,anysinceIthrewmycoaton’emyoumightnothavefounditfora,month,nottillyouusedupthewholepile。Luckyyoulookedafore,youshiftedthelumber。”

“Yes……yes,that’sso。That’safact。But,Sam,hadn’tyou,bettertakethatmoneybacktothebank?,Thefolksuptheredon’t,knowit’sbeenfoundyet。They’llbesomesurprised,too。”

“Sotheywill。Allhands’llbesurprised。AndwhenItell’emhow,youhappenedtoseethatmoneylyin’inapileonthefloorbehind,thoseboardsandcouldn’tscarcelybelieveyoureyes,andcouldn’t,believe’emuntilyou’dreacheddownandpickedupthemoney,and,countedit——,That’saboutwhatyoudid,Ipresumelikely,eh?”

“Yes……Yes,that’sjustit。”

“They’llbesurprisedthen,andnowonder。Butthey’dbemore,surprisedifIshouldbring’emhereandshow’emtheplacewhere,youfoundit。’Twouldsurprise’mostanybodytoknowthatthere,wasamanlivin’whocouldseedownablackcrackfourfootdeep,andtwoincheswideandaroundacornerinthatcrackandseemoney,lyin’onthefloor,andknow’twasmoney,andthenstretchhisarm,outacoupleoffootmoreandthinhiswristdownuntilitwasless,thananinchthroughandpickupthatmoney。ThatWOULDsurprise,em。Don’tyouthink’twould,Jed?”

ThecolorleftJed’sface。Hismouthfellopenandhestared,blanklyathisfriend。Thelatterchuckled。

“Don’tyouthink’twouldsurprise’em,Jed?”herepeated。”Seems,likelyasif’twould。Itsurprisedmeallrightenough。”

Thecolorcamesurgingback。Jed’scheeksflamed。Hetriedto,speak,butwhathesaidwasnotcoherentnorparticularly,intelligible。

“Now——now——now,Sam,“hestammered。”I——I——,Youdon’tunderstand。

Youain’tgotitright。I——I——“

Thecaptaininterrupted。”Don’ttrysohard,Jed,“hecontinued。

“Taketimetogetyoursteamup。You’llbustab’ilerifyoupuff,thatway。Let’sseewhatitisIdon’tunderstand。Youfoundthis,moneybehindthoseboards?”

“Eh?,Yes……yes……but——“

“Wait。Andyoufounditthismornin’?”

“Yes……yes……but,Sam——“

“Holdon。Yousawitlayin’ontheflooratthebottomofthat,crack?”

“Well——well,Idon’tknowasIsawitexactly,but——but——,No,I

didn’tseeit。I——Ifeltit。”

“Oh,youfeltit!,Thoughtyousaidyousawit。Well,youreached,downandfeltit,then。Howdidyougetyourarmstretchedout,fivefootlongandthree-quartersofaninchthick?,Putitunder,thesteamroller,didyou?”

Jedswallowedtwicebeforereplying。”I——I——“hebegan。”Well——

well,cometothinkofit,Sam,I——IguessIdidn’tfeelitwithmy,fingers。I——Itookastick。Yes,thatwasit。Ipokedinbehind,therewithastick。”

“Oh,youfeltitwithastick。Andknew’twasmoney?,Tut,tut!

Youmusthaveagoodsenseoftouch,Jed,toknowbillswhenyou,scratchacross’emwiththefarendofafivefootstick。Pick’em,upwithastick,too,didyou?”

Mr。Winslowwasspeechless。CaptainSamshookhishead。

“Andthatain’tthemostastonishin’parteither,“heobserved。

“Whilethosebillswereinthedarkatthebottomofthatcrack,theymusthavesprouted。Theywentintherenothin’buttensand,twenties。Theseyoujustgavemearefivesandtwosandallsorts。

You’dbetterpokeasternofthoseboardsagain,Jed。Theroots,mustbedownthereyet;allyou’vescratcheduparethesprouts。”

Hisonlyanswerwasahopelessgroan。CaptainSamroseand,walkingovertowherehisfriendsatwithhisfaceburiedbetween,hishands,laidhisownhandonthelatter’sshoulder。

“There,there,Jed,“hesaid,gently。”Ibegyourpardon。I’m,sorryIstirredyouupthisway。’Twasmeanofme,Iknow,but,whenyoucommencedgivin’meallthisrigmaroleIcouldn’thelpit。

Youneverwasmeantforaliar,oldman;youmakeamightypoor,fistatit。Whatisitallabout?,Whatwasyoutryin’todoit,for?”

Anothergroan。Thecaptaintriedagain。

“What’stherealyarn?”heasked。”Whatareyouactin’thisway,for?,CourseIknowyouneverfoundthemoney。Istheresomebody——“

“No!,No,no!”Jed’svoicerosealmosttoashout。Hesprangto,hisfeetandclutchedatCaptainSam’scoat-sleeve。”No,“he,shouted。”Coursethereain’tanybody。Wh-whatmakesyousaysuch,athingasthat?,I——ItellyouIdidfindthemoney。Idid——I

did。”

“Jed!,Ofcourseyoudidn’t。Iknowyoudidn’t。IKNOW。Gracious,king,man,besensible。”

“Idid!,Idid!,IfounditandnowIgiveitbacktoyou。What,moredoyouwant,SamHunniwell?,Ain’tthatenough?”

“Enough!,It’sadarnedsighttoomuch。ItellyouIknowyou,didn’tfindit。”

“ButIdid。”

“Rubbish!,Inthefirstplace,youandIhuntedeveryinchbehind,thoseboardstheverydaythemoneywasmissin’,and’twa’n’tthere,then。And,besides,thisisn’tthemoneyIlost。”

“Well——well,whatif’tain’t?,Idon’tcare。I——Iknow’tain’t。

I——Ispentyourmoney。”

“YouSPENTit?,When?,Youtoldmeyouonlyfounditthismornin’。”

“I——IknowIdid,but’twan’tso。I——I——“Jedwasinanagonyof,alarmandfrantichaste。”Ifoundyourmoneytwoorthreedays,ago。Yes,sir,that’swhenIfoundit……Er……er……”

“Humph!,Whydidn’tyoutellmeyoufounditthen?,Ifyou’dfound,itwhatmadeyoukeeprunnin’intothebanktoaskmeifI’Dfound,it?,Whydidn’tyougiveitbacktomerightoff?,Oh,don’tbeso,ridiculous,Jed。”

“I——Iain’t。It’strue。I——Ididn’tgiveitbacktoyoubecause——

becauseI——IthoughtfirstI’dkeepit。”

“Keepit?,KEEPit?,Stealit,doyoumean?”

“Yes——yes,that’swhatImean。I——IthoughtfirstI’ddothatand,thenIgot——gotkindofsorryand——andscaredandIgotsomemore,money——andnowI’mgivin’itbacktoyou。See,don’tyou,Sam?

That’sthereason。”

CaptainSamshookhishead。”Soyoudecidedtobeathief,did,you,Jed?”hesaid,slowly。”Well,theaveragepersonnever’dhave,guessedyouwassuchadesperatecharacter……Humph!……

Well,well!……Whatwasyougoin’todowiththefourhundred,providedyouhadkeptit?,YouspentthemoneyIlostanyway;you,saidyoudid。Whatdidyouspenditfor?”

“Oh——oh,somethingsIneeded。”

“Sho!,Isthatso?,Whatthings?”

Jed’sshakinghandmovedacrosshischin。

“Oh——I——Iforget,“hefaltered。Then,afteradesperatestruggle,“I——I——Iboughtasuitofclothes。”

Theeffortofthisconfessionwasapeculiarone。CaptainSam,Hunniwellputbackhisheadandroaredwithlaughter。Hewasstill,laughingwhenhepickeduphishatandturnedtothedoor。Jed,sprangfromhisseat。

“Eh?……You’renotGOIN’,areyou,Sam?”hecried。The,captain,wipinghiseyes,turnedmomentarily。

“Yes,Jed,“hesaid,chokingly,“I’mgoin’。Say,if——ifyouget,timesomeofthesedaysdressupinthatfourhundreddollarsuit,youboughtandthensendmeword。I’dliketoseeit。”

Hewentout。Thedooroftheoutershopslammed。Jedwipedthe,perspirationfromhisforeheadandgroanedhelplesslyand,hopelessly。

ThecaptainhadreachedthegatewhenhesawPhillipscomingalong,theroadtowardhim。Hewaiteduntiltheyoungmanarrived。

“Hello,Captain,“hailedCharles。”Soyoudecidednottocomeback,tothebankthisafternoon,afterall?”

Hisemployernodded。”Yes,“hesaid。”I’vebeenkeptawayon,business。Funnykindofbusiness,too。Say,Charlie,“headded,“supposelikelyyoursisterandyouwouldbetoobusytoseemefor,afewminutesnow?,I’dliketoseeifyou’vegotananswertoa,riddle。”

“Ariddle?”

“Um-hm。I’vejusthadtheriddlesprungonmeandit’sgotMYhead,whirlin’likeabottleinatiderip。CanIcomeintoyourhouse,foraminuteandspringitonyou?”

Theyoungmanlookedpuzzled,whichwasnotsurprising,buthis,invitationtocomeintothehousewasmostcordial。Theyentered,bythefrontdoor。Astheycameintothelittlehalltheyhearda,man’svoiceintheliving-roombeyond。ItwasMajorGrover’svoice,andtheyheardthemajorsay:

“Itdoesn’tmatteratall。PleaseunderstandIhadnothoughtof,asking。Imerelywantedyoutofeelthatwhatthatfellowsaidhad,noweightwithmewhatever,andtoassureyouthatIwillmakeit,mybusinesstoseethathekeepshismouthshut。Asfortheother,question,Ruth——“

RuthArmstrong’svoicebrokeinhere。

“Oh,please,“shebegged,“notnow。I——IamsosorryIcan’ttell,youeverything,but——butitisn’tmysecretand——andIcan’t。

Perhapssomeday——,ButpleasebelievethatIamgrateful,very,verygrateful。Ishallneverforgetit。”

Charlie,withananxiousglanceatCaptainHunniwell,clearedhis,throatloudly。Thecaptain’sthoughts,however,weretoobusywith,his“riddle“topayattentiontothevoicesintheliving-room。As,heandPhillipsenteredthatapartmentMajorGrovercameintothe,hall。Heseemedatrifleembarrassed,buthenoddedtoCaptain,Sam,exchangedgreetingswithPhillips,andhurriedoutofthe,house。TheyfoundRuthstandingbytherearwindowandlookingout,towardthesea。

Thecaptainplungedatonceintohisstory。Hebeganbyasking,Mrs。Armstrongifherbrotherhadtoldherofthemissingfour,hundreddollars。Charleswasinclinedtobeindignant。

“OfcourseIhaven’t,“hedeclared。”Youaskedusalltokeep,quietaboutitandnottotellasoul,andIsupposedyoumeant,justthat。”

“Eh?,SoIdid,Charlie,soIdid。Begyourpardon,boy。Imight,haveknownyou’dkeepyourhatchesclosed。Well,here’stheyarn,Mrs。Armstrong。Itdon’tmakemeoutanytooeverlastin’

brilliant。Agrownmanthatwouldshovethatamountofmoneyinto,hisovercoatpocketandthengosasshayin’fromWapatomactoOrham,ain’tthekindI’drecommendtoshipascowstewardonacattle,boat,tosaynothin’ofpresidentofabank。Butconfessin’sgood,forthesoul,theysay,evenifitdoesmakeafellerfeellikea,fool,soheregoes。Ididjustthatthing。”

HewentontotellofhistriptoWapatomac,hisinterviewwith,Sage,hisvisittothewindmillshop,hisdiscoverythatfour,hundredofthefourteenhundredhaddisappeared。Thenhetoldof,hisattemptstotraceit,ofJed’sanxiousinquiriesfromdayto,day,and,finally,ofthescenehehadjustpassedthrough。

“Sothereyouare,“heconcluded。”Iwishtomercyyou’dtellme,whatitallmeans,forIcan’ttellmyself。Ifithadn’tbeenso——

sosortofpitiful,andifIhadn’tbeensopuzzledtoknowwhat,madehimdoit,Ical’lateI’dhavelaughedmyselfsicktoseepoor,oldJedtryin’tolie。Why,heain’tgotthefirstnotionofhow,tobegin;Idon’tcal’lateheevertoldareal,up-and-downlie,aforeinhislife。Thatwasfunnyenough——butwhenhebeganto,tellmehewasathief!,Graciousking!,Andallhecouldthinkof,inthewayofanexcusewasthathestolethefourhundredtobuya,suitofclotheswith。Ho,ho,ho!”

Heroaredagain。CharliePhillipslaughedalso。Buthissister,didnotlaugh。Shehadseatedherselfintherockerbythewindow,whenthecaptainbeganhistaleandnowshehaddrawnbackintothe,cornerwheretheshadowsweredeepest。

“Sothereyouare,“saidCaptainSam,again。”There’stheriddle。

Nowwhat’stheanswer?,Whydidhedoit?,Caneitherofyouguess?”

Phillipsshookhishead。”Youhavegotme,“hedeclared。”Andthe,moneyhegaveyouwasnotthemoneyyoulost?,You’resureofthat?”

“CourseI’msureofit。InthefirstplaceIlostapacketof,cleantensandtwenties;thisstuffI’vegotinmypocketnowis,allsorts,onesandtwosandfivesandeverything。Andinthe,secondplace——“

“Pardonme,justaminute,CaptainHunniwell。Wheredidhegetthe,fourhundredtogiveyou,doyouthink?,Hehasn’tcashedanylarge,checksatthebankwithinthelastdayortwo,andhewould,scarcelyhavesomuchonhandinhisshop。”

“Notasmuchasthat——no。AlthoughI’veknowntheabsent-minded,carelesscrittertohaveovertwohundredknockin’aroundamonghis,toolsandchipsandgluepots。Probablyhehadsometostartwith,andhegottherestbygettin’folksaroundtownandoverto,Harnisstocashhischecks。AnthonyHammondoverthereaskedmea,littlewhileago,whenImethimdowntothewharf,ifIthought,Shavin’sWinslowwasgoodforahundredandtwenty-five。SaidJed,hadsentoverbythetelephoneman’sautoandaskedhimtocasha,checkforthatmuch。Hammondsaidhethought’twasqueerhehadn’t,casheditatourbank;that’swhyheaskedmeaboutit。”

“Humph!,Butwhyshouldhegivehisownmoneyawayinthatfashion?

Andconfesstostealingandallthatstuff?,Ineverheardofsuch,athing。”

“Neitherdidanybodyelse。I’veknownJedallmylifeandInever,cantellwhatloonythinghe’sliabletodonext。Butthisbeats,allof’em,Iwillgivein。”

“Youdon’tsuppose——youdon’tsupposeheisdoingittohelpyou,becauseyouarehisfriend?,Becauseheisafraidthebank——oryou——

maygetintotroublebecauseof——well,becauseofhavingbeenso,careless?”

CaptainSamlaughedoncemore。”No,no,“hesaid。”Graciousking,Ihopemyreputation’sgoodenoughtostandthelosin’offour,hundreddollars。AndJedknowsperfectlywellIcouldputitback,myself,if’twasnecessary,withoutrunnin’meintothepoorhouse。

No,’tain’tformehe’sdoin’it。Iain’tthereason。”

“Andyou’requitesurehisstoryisALLuntrue。Youdon’timagine,thathedidfindthemoney,yourmoney,andthen,forsomereason,orother,changeitwithsmallerbills,and——“

“Sshh,sshh,Charlie,don’twasteyourbreath。ItoldyouIKNEW

hehadn’tfoundthefourhundreddollarsIlost,didn’tI?,Well,I

doknowitandfortheverybestofreasons;infact,mystoppin’

intohisshopjustnowwastotellhimwhatI’dheard。Yousee,Charlie,oldSylvesterSagehasgotbackfromBostonandopenedup,hishouseagain。Andhetelephonedmeattwoo’clocktosaythat,thefourhundreddollarpacketwaslayin’onhissittin’-roomtable,justwhereIleftitwhenheandIpartedcompanyfourdaysorso,ago。That’showIKNOWJeddidn’tfindit。”

FromtheshadowycornerwhereRuthArmstrongsatcamealittlegasp,andanexclamation。Charleswhistled。

“Well,byGeorge!”heexclaimed。”Thatcertainlyputsacrimpin,Jed’sconfession。”

“Sartinsureitdoes。WhenSylvesterandIpartedwewasboth,prettyhotunderthecollar,havin’calledeachother’spolitics,abouteverymeannamewecouldthinkof。Igrabbedupmygloves,andwhatIthoughtwasmymoneyfromthetableandslammedoutof,thehouse。SeemsallIgrabbedwasthetwofivehundredpackages;

thefourhundredonewasshovedundersomepapersandmagazinesand,thereitstayedtillSylvestergotbackfromhisBostoncruise。

“Butthatdon’tanswermyriddle,“headded,impatiently。”What,madeJedactthewayhedid?,Gottheanswer,Charlie?”

Theyoungmanshookhishead。”No,byGeorge,Ihaven’t!”he,replied。

“Howaboutyou,Mrs。Armstrong?,Canyouhelpusout?”

Ruth’sanswerwasbrief。”No,I’mafraidnot,“shesaid。There,wasaqueernoteinhervoicewhichcausedherbrothertoglanceat,her,butCaptainHunniwelldidnotnotice。Heturnedtogo。

“Well,“hesaid,“Iwishyou’dthinkitoverandseeifyoucanspy,landanywheresahead。Ineedapilot。Thiscourseistoocrooked,forme。I’mgoin’hometoaskMaud;maybeshecanseealight。So,long。”

Hewentout。WhenCharlesreturned,havingaccompaniedhis,employerasfarasthedoor,hefoundRuthstandingbyherchair,andlookingathim。Aglanceatherfacecausedhimtostopshort,andlookather。

“Why,Ruth,“heasked,“whatisit?”

Shewaspaleandtrembling。Thereweretearsinhereyes。

“Oh,Charlie,“shecried,“can’tyousee?,He——hediditforyou。”

“Diditforme?,Didwhat?,Who?,Whatareyoutalkingabout,Sis?”

“Jed。JedWinslow。Don’tyousee,Charlie?,Hepretendedtohave,foundthemoneyandtohavestolenitjusttosaveyou。Hethought,you——hethoughtyouhadtakenit。”

“WHAT?,ThoughtIhadtakenit?,Ihad?,Whyinthedevilshouldhe,think——“

Hestopped。Whenhenextspokeitwasinadifferenttone。

“Sis,“heasked,slowly,“doyoumeanthathethoughtItookthis,moneybecauseheknewIhad——haddonethatthingatMiddleford?

Doesheknow——aboutthat?”

Thetearswerestreamingdownhercheeks。”Yes,Charlie,“she,said,“heknows。Hefounditout,partlybyaccident,beforeyou,camehere。And——andthinkhowloyal,howwonderfulhehasbeen!

Itwasthroughhimthatyougotyouropportunitythereatthebank。

Andnow——nowhehasdonethistosaveyou。Oh,Charlie!”

CHAPTERXIX

TheclockinthesteepleoftheMethodistchurchboomedeleven,timesandstillthelightsshonefromthesitting-roomwindowsof,thelittleWinslowhouseandfromthoseofJed’slivingquarters,behindhiswindmillshop。Atthattimeofyearandatthattimeof,nighttherewerefewwindowsalightinOrham,andMr。GabeBearse,hadhebeenastiratsuchanhour,mighthavewonderedwhythe,Armstrongsand“Shavings“were“settin’up。”,Fortunatelyforevery,oneexcepthim,Gabewasinbedandasleep,otherwisehemighthave,peepedunderJed’skitchenwindowshade——hehadbeenaccusedof,doingsuchthings——andhadhedonesohewouldhaveseenJedand,CharliePhillipsindeepandearnestconversation。Neitherwould,havewishedtobeseenjustthen;theirinterviewwasfartoo,intimateandseriousforthat。

Theyhadbeentalkingsinceeight。Charlesandhissisterhadhad,alongconversationfollowingCaptainHunniwell’svisitandthen,afterapretenseatsupper——apretensemadelargelyonBabbie’s,account——theyoungmanhadcomestraighttotheshopandtoJed。

Hehadfoundthelatterinastateofextremedejection。Hewas,sittingbeforethelittlewritingtableinhisliving-room,his,elbowsonthedeskandhisheadinhishands。Thedrawerofthe,tablewasopenandJedwas,apparently,gazingintentlyat,somethingwithin。WhenPhillipsenteredtheroomhestarted,hastilyslammedthedrawershut,andraisedapaleanddistressed,facetohisvisitor。

“Eh?”heexclaimed。”Oh,it’syou,Charlie,ain’tit?,I——I——er——

goodmornin’。It’s——it’saniceday。”

Charlessmiledslightlyandshookhishead。

“You’realittlemixedonthetime,aren’tyou,Jed?”heobserved。

“ItWASaniceday,butitisaniceeveningnow。”

“Eh?,Isit?,Landsakes,Ipresumelikely’tis。Mustbeafter,suppertime,Ishouldn’twonder。”

“Suppertime!,Why,it’saftereighto’clock。Didn’tyouknowit?”

“No-o。No,Iguessnot。I——Ikindoflostrunofthetime,seems,so。”

“Haven’tyouhadanysupper?”

“No-o。Ididn’tseemtocareaboutsupper,somehow。”

“Buthaven’tyoueatenanything?”

“No。Ididmakemyselfacupoftea,buttwan’twhatyou’dcalla,success……Iforgottoputtheteainit……Butitdon’t,makeanydifference;Iain’thungry——orthirsty,either。”

Phillipsleanedforwardandlaidahandontheolderman’sshoulder。

“Jed,“hesaidgently,“Iknowwhyyou’renothungry。Oh,Jed,whatintheworldmadeyoudoit?”

Jedstartedbacksoviolentlythathischairalmostupset。He,raisedahandwiththegestureofonewardingoffablow。

“Do?”hegasped。”Dowhat?”

“Why,whatyoudidaboutthatmoneythatCaptainHunniwelllost。

Whatmadeyoudoit,Jed?”

Jed’seyesclosedmomentarily。Thenheopenedthemand,without,lookingathisvisitor,roseslowlytohisfeet。

“SoSamtoldyou,“hesaid,withasigh。”I——Ididn’thardlythink,he’ddothat……Course’twasallrightforhimtotell,“he,addedhastily。”Ididn’taskhimnotto,but——but,heandIhavin’

been——er——chums,asyoumightsay,forsolong,I——Isortof,thought……Well,itdon’tmakeanydifference,Iguess。Did,hetellyour——yoursister?,DidhetellherhowI——howIstolethe,money?”

Charlesshookhishead。

“No,“hesaidquietly。”No,hedidn’ttelleitherofusthat。He,toldusthatyouhadtriedtomakehimbelieveyoutookthemoney,butthatheknewyouwerenottellingthetruth。Heknewyou,didn’ttakeit。”

“Eh?,Now……now,Charlie,thatain’tso。”,Jedwasevenmore,disturbedanddistressedthanbefore。”I——ItoldSamItookit,and——andkeptit。ITOLDhimIdid。Whatmoredoeshewant?

What’shegoin’aroundtellin’folksIdidn’tfor?,What——“

“Hush,Jed!,Heknowsyoudidn’ttakeit。Heknewitallthetime,youweretellinghimyoudid。Infacthecameintoyourshopthis,afternoontotellyouthattheSagemanoveratWapatomachadfound,thefourhundreddollarsonthetableinhissitting-roomjust,wherethecaptainleftit。Sagehadjust’phonedhimthatvery,thing。Hewouldhavetoldyouthat,butyoudidn’tgivehimthe,chance。Jed,I——“

ButJedinterrupted。Hisexpressionashelistenedhadbeen,changingliketheskyonawindydayinApril。

“Here,here!”hecriedwildly。”What——whatkindoftalk’sthat?

Do——doyoumeantotellmethatSamHunniwellneverlostthatmoney,atall?,ThatallhedidwasleaveitoveratWapatomac?”

“Yes,that’sjustwhatImean。”

“Then——thenallthetimewhenIwas——wasgivin’himthe——theother,moneyandtellin’himhowIfounditand——andall——heknew——“

“Certainlyheknew。I’vejusttoldyouthatheknew。”

Jedsatheavilydowninthechaironcemore。Hepassedhishand,slowlyacrosshischin。

“Heknew!”herepeated。”Heknew!……”,Then,withasuddengasp,asthefullsignificanceofthethoughtcametohim,hecried:

“Why,if——ifthemoneywasn’teverlostyoucouldn’t——you——“

Charlesshookhishead:“No,Jed,“hesaid,“Icouldn’thavetaken,it。AndIdidn’ttakeit。”

Jedgaspedagain。Hestretchedoutahandimploringly。”Oh,Lord,“heexclaimed,“Inevermeanttosaythat。I——I——“

“It’sallright,Jed。Idon’tblameyouforthinkingImighthave,takenit。Knowingwhatyoudidabout——well,aboutmypastrecord,itisnotveryastonishingthatyoushouldthinkalmostanything。”

Jed’sagonizedcontritionwasacute。

“Don’ttalkso,Charlie!”hepleaded。”Don’t!,I——I’doughttobe,ashamedofmyself。Iam——mercyknowsIam!,But……Eh?,Why,howdidyouknowIknewabout——that?”

“Ruthtoldmejustnow。AfterCaptainHunniwellhadgone,shetold,methewholething。AbouthowBabbieletthecatoutofthebag,andhowshetoldyouforfearyoumightsuspectsomethingeven,worsethanthetruth;although,“headded,“thatwasquitebad,enough。Yes,shetoldmeeverything。You’vebeenabrickall,through,Jed。Andnow——“

“Wait,Charlie,wait。I——Idon’tknowwhattosaytoyou。Idon’t,knowwhatyoumustthinkofmeforever——everoncesuspectin’you。

Ifyouhadn’tsaidtomeonlysuchalittlespellagothatyou,neededmoneysobadandwoulddomostanythingtogetfivehundred,dollars——ifyouhadn’tsaidthat,Idon’tthinkthenotionwould,everhavecrossedmymind。”

Phillipswhistled。”Well,byGeorge!”heexclaimed。”Ihad,forgottenthat。NowonderyouthoughtIhadgonecrookedagain。

Humph!……Well,I’lltellyouwhyIwantedthatmoney。You,see,I’vebeentryingtopaybacktothemaninMiddlefordthe,moneyofhiswhich——whichItookbefore。Itistwothousand,dollarsand,“withashrug,“thatlooksagooddealbiggersumto,menowthanitusedto,youcanbetonthat。Ihadafewhundred,inaNewYorksavingsbankbeforeI——well,beforetheyshutmeup。

Nooneknewaboutit,notevenSis。Ididn’ttellherbecause——

well,IwishIcouldsayitwasbecauseIwasintendingtouseit,topaybackwhatIhadtaken,butthatwasn’ttherealreasonwhyI

keptstillaboutit。Totellyouthetruth,Jed,Ididn’tfeel——

no,Idon’tfeelyetanytooforgivingorkindlytowardthatchap,whohadmeputinprison。I’mnotshirkingblame;Iwasafooland,ascampandallthat;butheis——he’sahardman,Jed。”

Jednodded。”SeemstomeRu——yoursistersaidhewasaconsider’ble,ofaprofesser,“heobserved。

“Professor?,Whyno,hewasabondbroker。”

“Imeanthatheprofessedreligionagooddeal。Calledhimselfa,Christianandsuchkindofnames。”

Phillipssmiledbitterly。”IfheisaChristianIprefertobea,heathen,“heobserved。

“Um-hm。Well,maybeheain’tone。Youcouldteachaparrotto,holler’PraisetheLord,’Ical’late,andthemorecrackershegot,byitthelouderhe’dholler。Soyouneversaidanythingaboutthe,fourhundredyouhadputby,Charlie。”

“No。IfeltthatIhadbeentreatedbadlyand——why,Jed,theman,usedtourgemetodressbetterthanIcouldafford,tobelongto,themostexpensiveclubandallthatsortofthing。HeknewIwas,inwithasetsportingtentimesthemoneyIcouldmuster,and,spendingit,too,butheseemedtoliketohavemeassociatewith,them。Saiditwasgoodforthebusiness。”

“Sartin!,MorecrackersforPolly。Goon。”

“Iintendedthatheshouldneverhavethatmoney,butafterIcame,here,afterIhadbeenhereforatime,Ichangedmymind。Isaw,thingsinadifferentlight。Iwrotehimaletter,toldhimI

meanttopaybackeverycentofthetwothousandIhadtakenand,enclosedmycheckforthesevenhundredandfiftyIhadputby。

SincethenIhavepaidhimtwohundredandfiftymore,goodness,knowshow。IhavesqueezedeverypennyfrommysalarythatIcould,spare。Ihavepaidhimhalfofthetwothousandand,ifeverything,hadgoneonwell,somedayorotherIwouldhavepaidtheother,half。”

Jedlaidahandonhiscompanion’sknee。”Goodboy,Charlie,“he,said。”Andhowdidthe——er——professin’pollparrotactaboutyour,payin’itback?”

Charlessmiledfaintly。”JustbeforeItalkedwithyouthatday,Jed,“hesaid,“Ireceivedaletterfromhimstatingthathedid,notfeelIwaspayingasrapidlyasIcouldandthat,ifhedidnot,receiveanotherfivehundredshortlyheshouldfeelithisdutyto,communicatewithmypresentemployers。DoyouwonderIsaidI

woulddoalmostanythingtogetthemoney?”

Jed’shandpattedthekneesympathetically。

“Sho,sho,sho!”heexclaimed。”Haveyouheardfromhimsince?”

“No,IwrotehimthatIwaspayingasfastasIcouldandthatif,hecommunicatedwithmyemployersthatwouldendanychancesofhis,evergettingmore。Hehasn’twrittensince;afraidofstoppingthe,goldeneggsupply,Ipresume……Butthere,“headded,“that’s,enoughofthat。Jed,howcouldyoudoit——justforme?,Ofcourse,Ihadcometorealizethatyourheartwasasbigasabushel,basket,andthatyouandIwerefriends。Butwhenafellowgives,upfourhundreddollarsofhisownmoney,and,notonlydoesthat,butdeliberatelyconfesseshimselfathief——whenhedoesthatto,savesomeoneelsewho,asheknew,hadreallybeenathiefandwho,hewasprettysuremusthavestolenagain——why,Jed,itis,unbelievable。Whydidyoudoit?,WhatcanIsaytoyou?”

Jedheldupaprotestinghand。

“Don’tsayanything,“hestammered。”Don’t!,It’s——it’sall,foolishness,anyhow。”

“Foolishness!,It’s——oh,Idon’tknowwhatitis!,Andtosacrifice,yourreputationandyourcharacterandyourfriendshipwithCaptain,Hunniwell,allforme!,Ican’tunderstandit。”

“Now——now——now,Charlie,don’ttryto。IfIcan’tunderstand,myselfmore’nhalfthetime,what’stheuseofyourstrainin’your,brains?,I——Ijusttookanotion,that’sall。I——“

“But,Jed,whydidyoudoit——forme?,Ihaveheardofmendoing,suchthingsfor——forwomen,sacrificingthemselvestosaveawoman,theywereinlovewith。Youreadofthatinbooksand——yes,I

thinkIcanunderstandthat。Butforyoutodoit——forME!”

Jedwavedbothhandsthistime。”Sshh!sshh!”hecried,infrantic,protest。Hisfacewasabrilliantcrimsonandhisembarrassment,andconfusionweresoacuteastobelaughable,althoughPhillips,wasfarfromlaughing。”Sshh,sshh,Charlie,“pleadedJed。”You——

youdon’tknowwhatyou’retalkin’about。You’remakin’anawful,fussaboutnothin’。Sshh!,Yes,youare,too。Ididn’thaveany,notionoftellin’SamIstolethatfourhundredwhenIfirstgave,ittohim。Iwasgoin’totellhimIfoundit,that’sall。That,wouldkeephimbottledup,Ifiggered,andsatisfiedandthen——then,youandI’dhaveatalkandI’dtellyouwhatI’ddoneand——well,somedaymaybeyoucouldpaymebackthemoney;don’tyousee?,I

dohope,“headdedanxiously,“youwon’tholditagainstme,for,thinkin’maybeyouhadtakenit。CourseI’doughttohaveknown,better。IwouldhaveknownbetterifI’dbeenanybodybutShavin’s,Winslow。HEain’tresponsible。”

“Hush,Jed,hush!,Butwhydidyousayyouhad——keptit?”

“Eh?,Oh,thatwasSam’sdoin’s。Hecommencedtoaskquestions,and,thefirstthingIknew,hehadmeonthespiderfryin’overa,hotfire。ThemoreIsizzledandsputteredandtriedtogetoutof,thatspider,themorehepokedupthefire。Ideclare,Inever,knewlyin’wassuchajob!,WhenIseehoweasyandnaturalit,comestosomefolksIfeelkindofashamedtothinkwhatapoor,showImadeatit。Well,Samkeptpokin’thefireandheatin’me,uptillIgotdesperateandsworeIstolethemoneyinsteadof,findin’it。Andthatwashoppin’outofthefryin’panINTOthe,fire,“hedrawledreflectively。

Charlessmiled。”CaptainSamsaidyoutoldhimyoutookthemoney,tobuyasuitofclotheswith,“hesuggested。

“Eh?,DidI?,Sho!,Thatwasarealbrightideaofmine,wasn’tit?

Asuitofclothes。Humph!,WonderIdidn’tsayIboughtshoelaces,orcollarbuttonsorsomethin’……Sho!……Dear,dear!

Well,theysayGeorgeWashin’toncouldn’ttellalieandI’ve,provedIcan’teither;onlyI’vetriedtotelloneandIdon’t,recollectthatheeverdidthat……Humph!……Asuitof,clothes……Fourhundreddollars……Solomoninallhis,glorywouldhavelookedlikeacalicoshirtandapairofoveralls,alongsideofme,eh?……Humph!”

Phillipsshookhishead。”Nevertheless,Jed,“hedeclared,“I

can’tunderstandwhyyoudiditandInever——nevershallforgetit。

NeitherwillRuth。Shewilltellyousoto-morrow。”

Jedwasfrightened。”No,no,no,shemustn’t,“hecried,quickly。

“I——Idon’twanthertotalkaboutit。I——Idon’twantanybodyto,talkaboutit。Pleasetellhernotto,Charlie!,Please!,It’s——

it’sallsuchfoolishnessanyhow。Let’sforgetit。”

“Itisn’tthesortofthingoneforgetseasily。Butwewon’ttalk,ofitanymorejustnow,ifthatpleasesyoubetter。Ihavesome,otherthingstotalkaboutandImusttalkaboutthemwithsome,one。IMUST——I’vegotto。”

Jedlookedathim。ThewordsremindedhimforciblyofRuth’son,thatdaywhenshehadcometothewindmillshoptotellhimher,brother’sstoryandtodiscussthequestionofhiscomingtoOrham。

She,too,hadsaidthatshemusttalkwithsomeone——sheMUST。

“Have——youtalked’emoverwith——withyoursister?”heasked。

“Yes。ButsheandIdon’tagreecompletelyinthematter。You,see,Ruththinkstheworldofme,shealwaysdid,agreatdealmore,thanIdeserve,everhavedeservedoreverwill。Andinthis,mattershethinksfirstofallofme——whatwillbecomeofme,provided——well,providedthingsdon’tgoasIshouldliketohave,them。Thatisn’tthewayIwanttofacethequestion。Iwantto,knowwhatisbestforeveryone,forher,formeand——andforsome,oneelse——mostofallforsomeoneelse,Iguess,“headded。

Jednoddedslowly。”ForMaud,“hesaid。

Charleslookedathim。”Howonearth——?”hedemanded。”Whatin,blazesareyou——aclairvoyant?”

“No-o。No。Butitdon’tneedaspiritmediumtoseethrougha,windowpane,Charlie;thatis,theaveragewindowpane,“headded,withaglanceathisown,whichwereinneedofwashingjustthen。

“Youwanttoknow,“hecontinued,“whatyou’doughttodonowthat,willbetherightthing,orthenighesttotherightthing,for,yoursisterandBabbieandyourself——andMaud。”

“Yes,Ido。Itisn’tanynewquestionforme。I’vebeenputting,ituptomyselfforalongtime,formonths;by,George,itseems,years。”

“Iknow。Iknow。Well,Charlie,I’vebeenputtin’itupto,myself,too。Haveyougotanyanswer?”

“No,nonethatexactlysuitsme。Haveyou?”

“Idon’tknow’sIhave——exactly。”

“Exactly?,Well,haveyouany,exactorotherwise?”

“Um……Well,I’vegotone,but……butperhapsitain’tan,answer。Perhapsitwouldn’tdoatall。Perhaps……perhaps……”

“Nevermindtheperhapses。Whatisit?”

“Um……Supposeweletitwaitalittlespellandtalkthe,situationoverjustalittlemite。You’vebeentalkin’withyour,sister,yousay,andshedon’tentirelyagreewithyou。”

“No。Isaythingscan’tgoonasthey’vebeengoing。Theycan’t。”

“Um-hm。Meanin’——whatthings?”

“Everything。Jed,doyourememberthatdaywhenyouandIhadthe,talkaboutpoetryandallthat?,Whenyouquotedthatpoemabouta,chap’sfearinghisfatetoomuch?,Well,I’vebeenfearingmyfate,eversinceIbegantorealizewhatamessIwasgettingintohere,inOrham。WhenIfirstcameIsaw,ofcourse,thatIwasskating,onthinice,anditwaslikelytobreakundermeatanytime。I

knewperfectlywellthatsomedaytheMiddlefordbusinesswasbound,tocomeoutandthatmyacceptingthebankofferwithouttelling,CaptainHunniwelloranyonewasamightyrisky,nottosaymean,business。ButRuthwassoveryanxiousthatIshouldacceptand,keptbeggingmenottotell,atleastuntiltheyhadhadachance,tolearnthatIwasworthsomething,thatIgaveinand……I

say,Jed,“heputin,breakinghisownsentenceinthemiddle,“don’tthinkI’mtryingtoshovetheblameoverontoSis。It’s,notthat。”

Jednodded。”Sho,sho,Charlie,“hesaid,“course’tain’t。I

understand。”

“No,I’lltaketheblame。Iwasoldenoughtohaveamindofmy,own。Well,asIwassaying,Irealizeditall,butIdidn’tcare,somuch。Ifthesmashdidcome,Ifigured,itmightnotcomeuntil,Ihadestablishedmyselfatthebank,untiltheymighthavefound,mevaluableenoughtokeeponinspiteofit。AndIworkedmighty,hardtomakethemlikeme。Then——then——well,thenMaudandI

becamefriendsand——and——oh,confoundit,youseewhatImean!,You,mustsee。”

TheWinslowkneewasclaspedbetweentheWinslowhandsandthe,Winslowfootwasswinging。Jednoddedagain。

“Isee,Charlie,“hesaid。

“And——andhereIam。Thesmashhascome,inaway,already。

Babbitt,soRuthtellsme,knowsthewholestoryandwasthreatening,totell,butshesaysGroverassuresherthathewon’ttell,thathe,themajor,hasaclubovertheoldfellowwhichwillpreventhis,telling。Doyouthinkthat’strue?”

“Ishouldn’tbesurprised。MajorGroversartinlydidseemtoput,thefearoftheLordintoPhinthisafternoon……Andthat’s,noone-horsemiracle,“hedrawled,“whenyouconsiderthatall,theministersinOrhamhaven’tbeenabletodoitforfortyodd,years……Um……Yes,Ikindofcal’latePhin’llkeephis,hatchesshut。Hemaybusthisb’ilerandblowupwithspite,but,hewon’ttalkaboutyou,Charlie,Ihonestlybelieve。Andwecan,allthankthemajorforthat。”

“Ishallthankhim,forone!”

“Mercyonus!,No,no。Hedoesn’tknowyourstoryatall。Hejust,thinksBabbittwascirculatin’liesaboutRuth——aboutyoursister。

Youmustn’tmentiontheMiddleford——er——messtoMajorGrover。”

“Humph!,Well,unlessI’mgreatlymistaken,Ruth——“

“Eh?,Ruth——what?”

“Oh,nothing。Nevermindthatnow。AndallowingthatBabbitt,will,asyousay,keephismouthshut,admittingthatthesituation,isjustwhatitwasbeforeCaptainHunniwelllostthemoneyor,Babbittcameintotheaffairatall,stillI’vemadeupmymind,thatthingscan’tgoonastheyare。Jed,I——it’samightyhard,thingtosaytoanotherman,but——theworld——myworld——justbegins,andendswith——withher。”

Hisfistsclenchedandhisjawsetashesaidit。Jedbowedhis,head。

“WithMaud,youmean,“hesaid。

“Yes。I——Idon’tcareforanythingelseoranybodyelse……

Oh,ofcourseIdon’tmeanjustthat,youknow。IdocareforSis,andBabbie。But——they’redifferent。”

“Iunderstand,Charlie。”

“No,youdon’t。Howcanyou?,Nobodycanunderstand,leastofall,asetoldcranklikeyou,Jed,andaconfirmedbachelorbesides。

Begpardonforcontradictingyou,butyoudon’tunderstand,you,can’t。”

Jedgazedsoberlyatthefloor。

“MaybeIcanunderstandalittle,Charlie,“hedrawledgently。

“Well,allright。Letitgoatthat。ThefactisthatI’mata,crisis。”

“Justahalfminute,now。HaveyousaidanythingtoMaudabout——

abouthowyoufeel?”

“OfcourseIhaven’t,“indignantly。”HowcouldI,withouttelling,hereverything?”

“That’sright,that’sright。Courseyoucouldn’t,andbefairand,honorable……Hum……Thenyoudon’tknowwhetherornot,she——er——feelsthesamewayabout——aboutyou?”

Charleshesitated。”No-o,“hehesitated。”No,Idon’tknow,of,course。ButI——Ifeel——I——“

“Youfeelthatthatpartofthesituationain’twhatyou’dcall,hopeless,eh?……Um……Well,judgin’fromwhatI’veheard,Ishouldn’tcallitthat,either。Woulditsurpriseyoutoknow,Charlie,thatherdadandIhadalittletalkonthisverysubject,notsoverylongago?”

Evidentlyitdidsurprisehim。Charlesgaspedandturnedred。

“CaptainHunniwell!”heexclaimed。”DidCaptainHunniwelltalk,withyouabout——aboutMaudand——andme?”

“Yes。”

“Well,byGeorge!,Thenhesuspected——heguessedthat——,That’s,strange。”

Jedrelinquishedthegripofonehanduponhiskneelongenoughto,strokehischin。

“Um……yes,“hedrawleddrily。”It’sworsethanstrange,it’s——

er——paralyzin’。MoreclairvoyantsinOrhamthanyouthoughtthere,was;eh,Charlie?”

“Butwhyshouldhetalkwithyouonthatsubject;aboutanything,so——er——personalandconfidentialasthat?,WithYOU,youknow!”

Jed’sslowsmiledriftedintosightandvanishedagain。He,permittedhimselftheluxuryofaretort。

“Well,“heobservedmusingly,“astothatIcan’tsayforcertain。

Maybehediditforthesamereasonyou’redoin’itnow,Charlie。”

Theyoungmanevidentlyhadnotthoughtofitinjustthatlight。

Helookedsurprisedandstillmorepuzzled。

“Why,yes,“headmitted。”SoIam,ofcourse。AndIdotalkto,youaboutthingsIneverwouldthinkofmentioningtootherpeople。

AndRuthsaysshedoes。That’squeer,too。Butweare——er——

neighborsofyoursand——andtenants,youknow。We’veknownyou,eversincewecametoOrham。”

“Ye-es。AndSam’sknownmeeversinceIcame。Anyhowhetalked,withmeaboutyouandMaud。Idon’tthinkIshallbesayin’more’n,IoughttoifItellyouthathelikesyou,Charlie。”

“Doeshe?”eagerly。”ByGeorge,I’mgladofthat!,But,oh,well,“

withasigh,“hedoesn’tknow。Ifhedidknowmyrecordhemight,notlikemesowell。Andasformymarryinghisdaughter——good,NIGHT!”withhopelessemphasis。

“No,notgoodnightbyanymeans。Maybeit’sonlygoodmornin’。

Goonandtellmewhatyoumeanbybein’atacrisis,asyousaida,minuteago。”

“Imeanjustthat。ThetimehascomewhenImustspeaktoMaud。I

mustfindoutif——findouthowshefeelsaboutme。AndIcan’t,speaktoher,honorably,withouttellinghereverything。And,supposesheshouldcareenoughformeto——to——supposesheshould,careinspiteofeverything,there’sherfather。Sheishisonly,daughter;heworshipsthegroundshestepson。SupposeItellhim,I’vebeen,“bitterly,“acrookandajailbird;whatwillHEthink,ofme——asason-in-law?,Andnowsupposehewasfoolenoughto,consent——whichisn’tsupposable——howcouldIstayhere,workingfor,him,spongingalivingfromhim,withthisthinghangingoverus,all?,No,Ican’t——Ican’t。WhateverelsehappensIcan’tdothat。

AndIcan’tgoonasIam——orIwon’t。NowwhatamIgoingtodo?”

Hehadrisenandwaspacingthefloor。Jedaskedaquestion。

“Whatdoesyoursisterwantyoutodo?”heasked。

“Ruth?,Oh,asItoldyou,shethinksofnoonebutme。How,dreadfulitwouldbeformetotellofmyMiddlefordrecord!,How,awfulifIlostmypositioninthebank!,Supposetheydischarged,meandthetownlearnedwhy!,I’vetriedtomakeherseethat,comparedtothequestionofMaud,nothingelsemattersatall,but,I’mafraidshedoesn’tseeitasIdo。Sheonlysees——me。”

“Herbrother。Um……yes,Iknow。”

“Yes。Well,wetalkedandtalked,butwegotnowhere。Soatlast,IsaidIwascomingouttothankyouforwhatyoudidtosaveme,Jed。Icouldhardlybelieveitthen;Icanscarcelybelieveit,now。Itwastoomuchforanymantodoforanother。Andshesaid,totalkthewholepuzzleoutwithyou。Sheseemstohaveallthe,confidenceonearthinyourjudgment,Jed。Sheisaswillingto,leaveadecisiontoyou,apparently,asyouprofesstobetoleave,onetoyourwoodenprophetupontheshelfthere;what’s-his-name——

er——Isaiah。”

Jedlookedgreatlypleased,butheshookhishead。”I’mafraidher,confidenceain’tfoundedonarock,likethefeller’shouseinthe,Bible,“hedrawled。”Mydecisionsareliabletostickhalfway,betwixtandbetween,sameas——er——Jeremiah’sdo。But,“headded,gravely,“Ihavebeenthinkin’prettyseriouslyaboutyouandyour,particularpuzzle,Charlie,and——andIain’tsurethatIdon’tsee,onewayoutofthefog。Itmaybeahardway,anditmayturnout,wrong,anditmaynotbeanythingyou’llagreeto。But——“

“Whatisit?,Ifit’sanythingevenhalfwaysatisfactoryI’ll,believeyou’rethewisestmanonearth,JedWinslow。”

“Well,ifIthoughtyouwasliabletobelievethatI’dtellyouto,sendyourbelievertotheblacksmith’s’causetherewassomethin’

wrongwithit。No,Iain’twise,farfromit。But,Charlie,I

thinkyou’redeadrightaboutwhatyousayconcernin’Maudandher,fatherandyou。YouCAN’Ttellherwithouttellin’him。Foryour,ownsakeyoumustn’ttellhimwithouttellin’her。Andyou,shouldn’t,asastraightupanddown,honorablemankeeponworkin’

forSamwhenyouaskhim,underthesecircumstances,togiveyou,hisdaughter。Youcan’taffordtohavehersay’yes’becauseshe,pitiesyou,nortohavehimgiveintoherbecauseshebegshimto。

No,youwanttobeindependent,togotobothof’emandsay:

’Here’smystoryandhereamI。YouknownowwhatIdidandyou,know,too,whatI’vebeenandhowI’vebehavedsinceI’vebeenwith,you。’,YouwanttosaytoMaud:’Doyoucareenoughformetomarry,meinspiteofwhatI’vedoneandwhereI’vebeen?’,AndtoSam:

’Providin’yourdaughterdoescareforme,Imeantomarryhersome,dayorother。Andyoucan’tbeonhispayrollwhenyousaythat,asIseeit。”

Phillipsstoppedinhisstride。

“You’veputitjustasitis,“hedeclaredemphatically。”There’s,thesituation——whatthen?,ForItellyounow,JedWinslow,Iwon’t,giveherupuntilshetellsmeto。”

“Coursenot,Charlie,coursenot。Butthere’sonethingmore——or,twothings,rather。There’syoursisterandBabbie。Supposeyou,dohaulupstakesandquitworkin’forSamatthebank;canthey,getalongwithoutyoursupport?,Withoutthemoneyyouearn?”

Theyoungmannoddedthoughtfully。”Yes,“hereplied,“Iseeno,reasonwhytheycan’t。TheydidbeforeIcame,youknow。Ruthhas,alittlemoneyofherown,enoughtokeepherandBarbarainthe,waytheylivehereinOrham。Shecouldn’tsupportmeasaloafer,ofcourse,andyoucanbetIshouldneverlethertry,butshe,couldgetonquitewellwithoutme……Besides,Iamnotso,surethat……”

“Eh?,Whatwasyougoin’tosay,Charlie?”

“Oh,nothing,nothing。Ihavehadafeeling,aslightsuspicion,recently,that——,Butnevermindthat;Ihavenorighttoevenhint,atsuchathing。Whatareyoutryingtogetat,Jed?”

“Getat?”

“Yes。WhydidyouaskthatquestionaboutRuthandBarbara?,You,don’tmeanthatyouseeawayoutforme,doyou?”

“W-e-e-ll,I……er……Idon’tcal’lateI’dwanttogosofar,astosaythat,hardly。No-o,Idon’tknow’sit’sawayout——

quite。But,asI’vetoldyouI’vebeenthinkin’aboutyouandMaud,aprettygooddeallatelyand……er……hum……”

“Forheaven’ssake,hurryup!,Don’tgotosleepnow,man,ofall,times。Tellme,whatdoyoumean?,WhatcanIdo?”

Jed’sfootdroppedtothefloor。Hesaterectandregardedhis,companionintentlyoverhisspectacles。Hisfacewasverygrave。

“There’sonethingyoucando,Charlie,“hesaid。

“Whatisit?,Tellme,quick。”

“Justaminute。Doin’itwon’tmeannecessarilythatyou’reoutof,yourworriesandtroubles。Itwon’tmeanthatyoumustn’tmakea,cleanbreastofeverythingtoMaudandtoSam。Thatyoumustdo,andIknow,fromwhatyou’vesaidtome,thatyoufeelyoumust。

Anditwon’tmeanthatyourdoin’thisthingwillnecessarilymake,eitherMaudorSamsayyestothequestionyouwanttoask’em。

Thatquestionthey’llanswerthemselves,ofcourse。But,asIsee,it,ifyoudothisthingyou’llbefreeandindependent,aman,doin’aman’sjobandreadytospeaktoSamHunniwelloranybody,elseLIKEaman。Andthat’ssomethin’。”

“Something!,ByGeorge,it’severything!,Whatisthisman’sjob?

Tellme,quick。”

AndJedtoldhim。

CHAPTERXX

Mr。GabeBearselostanotheropportunitythenextmorning。The,latebirdmissestheearlywormand,asGabrielwasstillslumbering,peacefullyatsixA。M。hemissedseeingRuthArmstrongandher,brotheremergefromthedooroftheWinslowhouseatthathour,andwalktothegatetogether。Charleswascarryingasmall,travelingbag。Ruth’sfacewaswhiteandhereyesweresuspiciously,damp,butshewasevidentlytryinghardtoappearcalmandcheerful。

Astheystoodtalkingbythegate,JedWinslowemergedfromthe,windmillshopand,crossingthelawn,joinedthem。

ThethreetalkedforamomentandthenCharlesheldouthishand。

“Well,solong,Jed,“hesaid。”IfallgoeswellIshallbeback,hereto-morrow。Wishmeluck。”

“I’llbewishin’itforyou,Charlie,alldayandallnightwith,doubletimeafterhoursandnoallowanceformeals,“repliedJed,earnestly。”YouthinkSam’llgetyournoteallright?”

“Yes,IshalltuckitunderthebankdoorasIgoby。Ifheshould,askwhatthebusinesswaswhichcalledmetoBostonsosuddenly,justdodgethequestionaswellasyoucan,won’tyou,Jed?”

“Sartinsure。He’llthinkhe’sdealin’withthatcoloredmanthat,stickshisheadthroughthesheetovertotheOstablefair,theone,theboysheavebaseballsat。No,hewon’tgetanythingoutofme,Charlie。Andtheotherletter;that’llgetto——toher?”

Theyoungmannoddedgravely。”Ishallmailitatthepost-office,now,“hesaid。”Don’ttalkaboutit,please。Well,Sis,good-by——

untilto-morrow。”

Jedturnedhishead。WhenhelookedagainPhillipswaswalking,rapidlyawayalongthesidewalk。Ruth,leaningoverthefence,watchedhimaslongashewasinsight。AndJedwatchedher,anxiously。Whensheturnedheventuredtospeak。

“Don’tworry,“hebegged。”Don’t。He’sdoin’therightthing。I

knowheis。”

Shewipedhereyes。”Oh,perhapsheis,“shesaidsadly。”Ihope,heis。”

“Iknowheis。IonlywishIcoulddoit,too……Iwould,“he,drawled,solemnly,“onlyfornineteenortwentyreasons,thefirst,oneof’embein’thattheywouldn’tletme。”

Shemadenocommentonthisobservation。Theywalkedtogetherback,towardthehouse。

“Jed,“shesaid,afteramoment,“ithascomeatlast,hasn’tit,thedaywehaveforeseenandthatIhavedreadedso?,PoorCharlie!

Thinkwhatthismeanstohim。”

Jednodded。”He’sputtin’ittothetouch,towinorloseitall,“

heagreed,“sameaswasinthepoemheandItalkedaboutthat,time。Well,Ihonestlybelievehefeelsbetternowthathe’smade,uphismindtodoit,betterthanhehasformanyalongday。”

“Yes,Isupposehedoes。Andheisdoing,too,whathehaswanted,todoeversincehecamehere。Hetoldmesowhenhecameinfrom,hislonginterviewwithyoulastnight。HeandItalkeduntilit,wasalmostdayandwetoldeachother——manythings。”

Shepaused。Jed,lookingup,caughthereye。Tohissurpriseshe,coloredandseemedslightlyconfused。

“Hehadnotsaidanythingbefore,“shewentonratherhurriedly,“becausehethoughtIwouldfeelsoterriblytohavehimdoit。So,Ishould,andsoIdo,ofcourse——inoneway,butinanotherIam,glad。Glad,andveryproud。”

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