投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Iain"ta-goingtocarrysuchalookingthingbacktoMr。Burden。"

Ambroschdroppedthecollarontheground。`Allright,"

hesaidcoolly,tookuphisoil-can,andbegantoclimbthemill。

Jakecaughthimbythebeltofhistrousersandyankedhimback。

Ambrosch"sfeethadscarcelytouchedthegroundwhenhelungedoutwithaviciouskickatJake"sstomach。Fortunately,Jakewasinsuchapositionthathecoulddodgeit。Thiswasnotthesortofthingcountryboysdidwhentheyplayedatfisticuffs,andJakewasfurious。

HelandedAmbroschablowonthehead——itsoundedlikethecrackofanaxeonacow-pumpkin。Ambroschdroppedover,stunned。

Weheardsqueals,andlookingupsawAntoniaandhermothercomingontherun。Theydidnottakethepatharoundthepond,butplungedthroughthemuddywater,withoutevenliftingtheirskirts。

Theycameon,screamingandclawingtheair。BythistimeAmbroschhadcometohissensesandwassputteringwithnosebleed。

Jakesprangintohissaddle。`Let"sgetoutofthis,Jim,"hecalled。

Mrs。Shimerdathrewherhandsoverherheadandclutchedasifsheweregoingtopulldownlightning。`Law,law!"sheshriekedafterus。

`LawforknockmyAmbroschdown!"

`Ineverlikeyounomore,JakeandJimBurden,"Antoniapanted。

`Nofriendsanymore!"

Jakestoppedandturnedhishorseforasecond。

`Well,you"readamnedungratefullot,thewholepackofyou,"

heshoutedback。`IguesstheBurdenscangetalongwithoutyou。

You"vebeenasightoftroubletothem,anyhow!"

Werodeaway,feelingsooutragedthatthefinemorningwasspoiledforus。

Ihadn"tawordtosay,andpoorJakewaswhiteaspaperandtremblingallover。Itmadehimsicktogetsoangry。

`Theyain"tthesame,Jimmy,"hekeptsayinginahurttone。

`Theseforeignersain"tthesame。Youcan"ttrust"emtobefair。

It"sdirtytokickafeller。Youheardhowthewomenturnedonyou——

andafterallwewentthroughonaccountof"emlastwinter!

Theyain"ttobetrusted。Idon"twanttoseeyougettoothickwithanyof"em。"

`I"llneverbefriendswiththemagain,Jake,"Ideclaredhotly。

`IbelievetheyarealllikeKrajiekandAmbroschunderneath。"

Grandfatherheardourstorywithatwinkleinhiseye。

HeadvisedJaketoridetotowntomorrow,gotoajusticeofthepeace,tellhimhehadknockedyoungShimerdadown,andpayhisfine。ThenifMrs。Shimerdawasinclinedtomaketrouble——

hersonwasstillunderage——shewouldbeforestalled。

Jakesaidhemightaswelltakethewagonandhaultomarketthepighehadbeenfattening。OnMonday,aboutanhourafterJakehadstarted,wesawMrs。ShimerdaandherAmbroschproudlydrivingby,lookingneithertotherightnorleft。

AstheyrattledoutofsightdowntheBlackHawkroad,grandfatherchuckled,sayinghehadratherexpectedshewouldfollowthematterup。

Jakepaidhisfinewithaten-dollarbillgrandfatherhadgivenhimforthatpurpose。ButwhentheShimerdasfoundthatJakesoldhispigintownthatday,AmbroschworkeditoutinhisshrewdheadthatJakehadtosellhispigtopayhisfine。

ThistheoryaffordedtheShimerdasgreatsatisfaction,apparently。

Forweeksafterward,wheneverJakeandImetAntoniaonherwaytothepost-office,orgoingalongtheroadwithherwork-team,shewouldclapherhandsandcalltousinaspiteful,crowingvoice:

`Jake-y,Jake-y,sellthepigandpaytheslap!"

OttopretendednottobesurprisedatAntonia"sbehaviour。

Heonlyliftedhisbrowsandsaid,`Youcan"ttellmeanythingnewaboutaCzech;I"manAustrian。"

GrandfatherwasneverapartytowhatJakecalledourfeudwiththeShimerdas。AmbroschandAntoniaalwaysgreetedhimrespectfully,andheaskedthemabouttheiraffairsandgavethemadviceasusual。Hethoughtthefuturelookedhopefulforthem。

Ambroschwasafar-seeingfellow;hesoonrealizedthathisoxenweretooheavyforanyworkexceptbreakingsod,andhesucceededinsellingthemtoanewlyarrivedGerman。

Withthemoneyheboughtanotherteamofhorses,whichgrandfatherselectedforhim。Marekwasstrong,andAmbroschworkedhimhard;

buthecouldneverteachhimtocultivatecorn,Iremember。

TheoneideathathadevergotthroughpoorMarek"sthickheadwasthatallexertionwasmeritorious。Healwaysboredownonthehandlesofthecultivatoranddrovethebladessodeepintotheearththatthehorsesweresoonexhausted。

InJune,AmbroschwenttoworkatMr。Bushy"sforaweek,andtookMarekwithhimatfullwages。Mrs。Shimerdathendrovethesecondcultivator;

sheandAntoniaworkedinthefieldsalldayanddidthechoresatnight。

Whilethetwowomenwererunningtheplacealone,oneofthenewhorsesgotcolicandgavethematerriblefright。

Antoniahadgonedowntothebarnonenighttoseethatallwaswellbeforeshewenttobed,andshenoticedthatoneoftheroanswasswollenaboutthemiddleandstoodwithitsheadhanging。

Shemountedanotherhorse,withoutwaitingtosaddlehim,andhammeredonourdoorjustasweweregoingtobed。

Grandfatheransweredherknock。Hedidnotsendoneofhismen,butrodebackwithherhimself,takingasyringeandanoldpieceofcarpethekeptforhotapplicationswhenourhorsesweresick。

HefoundMrs。Shimerdasittingbythehorsewithherlantern,groaningandwringingherhands。Ittookbutafewmomentstoreleasethegasespentupinthepoorbeast,andthetwowomenheardtherushofwindandsawtheroanvisiblydiminishingirth。

`IfIlosethathorse,Mr。Burden,"Antoniaexclaimed,`IneverstayheretillAmbroschcomehome!Igodrownmyselfinthepondbeforemorning。"

WhenAmbroschcamebackfromMr。Bushy"s,welearnedthathehadgivenMarek"swagestothepriestatBlackHawk,forMassesfortheirfather"ssoul。GrandmotherthoughtAntonianeededshoesmorethanMr。Shimerdaneededprayers,butgrandfathersaidtolerantly,`Ifhecansparesixdollars,pinchedasheis,itshowshebelieveswhatheprofesses。"

ItwasgrandfatherwhobroughtaboutareconciliationwiththeShimerdas。

Onemorninghetoldusthatthesmallgrainwascomingonsowell,hethoughthewouldbegintocuthiswheatonthefirstofJuly。

Hewouldneedmoremen,andifitwereagreeabletoeveryonehewouldengageAmbroschforthereapingandthreshing,astheShimerdashadnosmallgrainoftheirown。

`Ithink,Emmaline,"heconcluded,`IwillaskAntoniatocomeoverandhelpyouinthekitchen。Shewillbegladtoearnsomething,anditwillbeagoodtimetoendmisunderstandings。

Imayaswellrideoverthismorningandmakearrangements。

Doyouwanttogowithme,Jim?"Histonetoldmethathehadalreadydecidedforme。

Afterbreakfastwesetofftogether。WhenMrs。Shimerdasawuscoming,sheranfromherdoordownintothedrawbehindthestable,asifshedidnotwanttomeetus。

Grandfathersmiledtohimselfwhilehetiedhishorse,andwefollowedher。

Behindthebarnwecameuponafunnysight。Thecowhadevidentlybeengrazingsomewhereinthedraw。Mrs。Shimerdahadruntotheanimal,pulledupthelariatpin,and,whenwecameuponher,shewastryingtohidethecowinanoldcaveinthebank。

Astheholewasnarrowanddark,thecowheldback,andtheoldwomanwasslappingandpushingatherhindquarters,tryingtospankherintothedrawside。

Grandfatherignoredhersingularoccupationandgreetedherpolitely。

`Goodmorning,Mrs。Shimerda。CanyoutellmewhereIwillfindAmbrosch?

Whichfield?"

`Hewiththesodcorn。"Shepointedtowardthenorth,stillstandinginfrontofthecowasifshehopedtoconcealit。

`Hissodcornwillbegoodforfodderthiswinter,"

saidgrandfatherencouragingly。`AndwhereisAntonia?"

`Shegowith。"Mrs。Shimerdakeptwigglingherbarefeetaboutnervouslyinthedust。

`Verywell。Iwillrideupthere。Iwantthemtocomeoverandhelpmecutmyoatsandwheatnextmonth。Iwillpaythemwages。Goodmorning。

Bytheway,Mrs。Shimerda,"hesaidasheturnedupthepath,`Ithinkwemayaswellcallitsquareaboutthecow。"

Shestartedandclutchedtheropetighter。

Seeingthatshedidnotunderstand,grandfatherturnedback。

`Youneednotpaymeanythingmore;nomoremoney。

Thecowisyours。"

`Paynomore,keepcow?"sheaskedinabewilderedtone,hernarroweyessnappingatusinthesunlight。

`Exactly。Paynomore,keepcow。"Henodded。

Mrs。Shimerdadroppedtherope,ranafterus,and,crouchingdownbesidegrandfather,shetookhishandandkissedit。

Idoubtifhehadeverbeensomuchembarrassedbefore。

Iwasalittlestartled,too。Somehow,thatseemedtobringtheOldWorldveryclose。

Werodeawaylaughing,andgrandfathersaid:`Iexpectshethoughtwehadcometotakethecowawayforcertain,Jim。

Iwonderifshewouldn"thavescratchedalittleifwe"dlaidholdofthatlariatrope!"

Ourneighboursseemedgladtomakepeacewithus。ThenextSundayMrs。ShimerdacameoverandbroughtJakeapairofsocksshehadknitted。

Shepresentedthemwithanairofgreatmagnanimity,saying,`NowyounotcomeanymoreforknockmyAmbroschdown?"

Jakelaughedsheepishly。`Idon"twanttohavenotroublewithAmbrosch。

Ifhe"llletmealone,I"lllethimalone。"

`Ifheslapyou,weain"tgotnopigforpaythefine,"

shesaidinsinuatingly。

Jakewasnotatalldisconcerted。`Havethelastwordma"m,"

hesaidcheerfully。`It"salady"sprivilege。"

XIX

JULYCAMEONwiththatbreathless,brilliantheatwhichmakestheplainsofKansasandNebraskathebestcorncountryintheworld。

Itseemedasifwecouldhearthecorngrowinginthenight;

underthestarsonecaughtafaintcracklinginthedewy,heavy-odouredcornfieldswherethefeatheredstalksstoodsojuicyandgreen。

IfallthegreatplainfromtheMissouritotheRockyMountainshadbeenunderglass,andtheheatregulatedbyathermometer,itcouldnothavebeenbetterfortheyellowtasselsthatwereripeningandfertilizingthesilkdaybyday。Thecornfieldswerefarapartinthosetimes,withmilesofwildgrazinglandbetween。

Ittookaclear,meditativeeyelikemygrandfather"stoforeseethattheywouldenlargeandmultiplyuntiltheywouldbe,nottheShimerdas"cornfields,orMr。Bushy"s,buttheworld"scornfields;

thattheiryieldwouldbeoneofthegreateconomicfacts,likethewheatcropofRussia,whichunderliealltheactivitiesofmen,inpeaceorwar。

Theburningsunofthosefewweeks,withoccasionalrainsatnight,securedthecorn。Afterthemilkyearswereonceformed,wehadlittletofearfromdryweather。Themenwereworkingsohardinthewheatfieldsthattheydidnotnoticetheheat——thoughIwaskeptbusycarryingwaterforthem——andgrandmotherandAntoniahadsomuchtodointhekitchenthattheycouldnothavetoldwhetheronedaywashotterthananother。

Eachmorning,whilethedewwasstillonthegrass,Antoniawentwithmeuptothegardentogetearlyvegetablesfordinner。

Grandmothermadeherwearasunbonnet,butassoonaswereachedthegardenshethrewitonthegrassandletherhairflyinthebreeze。

Irememberhow,aswebentoverthepea-vines,beadsofperspirationusedtogatheronherupperliplikealittlemoustache。

`Oh,betterIliketoworkout-of-doorsthaninahouse!"

sheusedtosingjoyfully。`Inotcarethatyourgrandmothersayitmakesmelikeaman。Iliketobelikeaman。"

Shewouldtossherheadandaskmetofeelthemusclesswellinherbrownarm。

Weweregladtohaveherinthehouse。Shewassogayandresponsivethatonedidnotmindherheavy,runningstep,orherclatterywaywithpans。

GrandmotherwasinhighspiritsduringtheweeksthatAntoniaworkedforus。

Allthenightswerecloseandhotduringthatharvestseason。

Theharvesterssleptinthehayloftbecauseitwascoolertherethaninthehouse。Iusedtolieinmybedbytheopenwindow,watchingtheheatlightningplaysoftlyalongthehorizon,orlookingupatthegauntframeofthewindmillagainstthebluenightsky。Onenighttherewasabeautifulelectricstorm,thoughnotenoughrainfelltodamagethecutgrain。

Themenwentdowntothebarnimmediatelyaftersupper,andwhenthedisheswerewashed,AntoniaandIclimbedupontheslantingroofofthechicken-housetowatchtheclouds。

Thethunderwasloudandmetallic,liketherattleofsheetiron,andthelightningbrokeingreatzigzagsacrosstheheavens,makingeverythingstandoutandcomeclosetousforamoment。

Halftheskywaschequeredwithblackthunderheads,butallthewestwasluminousandclear:inthelightningflashesitlookedlikedeepbluewater,withthesheenofmoonlightonit;

andthemottledpartoftheskywaslikemarblepavement,likethequayofsomesplendidseacoastcity,doomedtodestruction。

Greatwarmsplashesofrainfellonourupturnedfaces。

Oneblackcloud,nobiggerthanalittleboat,driftedoutintotheclearspaceunattended,andkeptmovingwestward。

Allaboutuswecouldhearthefeltybeatoftheraindropsonthesoftdustofthefarmyard。Grandmothercametothedoorandsaiditwaslate,andwewouldgetwetoutthere。

`Inaminutewecome,"Antoniacalledbacktoher。

`Ilikeyourgrandmother,andallthingshere,"shesighed。

`Iwishmypapalivetoseethissummer。Iwishnowinterevercomeagain。"

`Itwillbesummeralongwhileyet,"Ireassuredher。

`Whyaren"tyoualwaysnicelikethis,Tony?"

`Hownice?"

`Why,justlikethis;likeyourself。WhydoyouallthetimetrytobelikeAmbrosch?"

Sheputherarmsunderherheadandlayback,lookingupatthesky。

`IfIlivehere,likeyou,thatisdifferent。Thingswillbeeasyforyou。

Buttheywillbehardforus。"

EndofBookI

BOOKIITheHiredGirlsI

IHADBEENLIVINGwithmygrandfatherfornearlythreeyearswhenhedecidedtomovetoBlackHawk。Heandgrandmotherweregettingoldfortheheavyworkofafarm,andasIwasnowthirteentheythoughtIoughttobegoingtoschool。

Accordinglyourhomesteadwasrentedto`thatgoodwoman,theWidowSteavens,"andherbachelorbrother,andweboughtPreacherWhite"shouse,atthenorthendofBlackHawk。

Thiswasthefirsttownhouseonepasseddrivinginfromthefarm,alandmarkwhichtoldcountrypeopletheirlongridewasover。

WeweretomovetoBlackHawkinMarch,andassoonasgrandfatherhadfixedthedateheletJakeandOttoknowofhisintention。

Ottosaidhewouldnotbelikelytofindanotherplacethatsuitedhimsowell;thathewastiredoffarmingandthoughthewouldgobacktowhathecalledthe`wildWest。"

JakeMarpole,luredbyOtto"sstoriesofadventure,decidedtogowithhim。WedidourbesttodissuadeJake。

Hewassohandicappedbyilliteracyandbyhistrustingdispositionthathewouldbeaneasypreytosharpers。

Grandmotherbeggedhimtostayamongkindly,Christianpeople,wherehewasknown;buttherewasnoreasoningwithhim。

Hewantedtobeaprospector。HethoughtasilverminewaswaitingforhiminColorado。

JakeandOttoservedustothelast。Theymovedusintotown,putdownthecarpetsinournewhouse,madeshelvesandcupboardsforgrandmother"skitchen,andseemedloathtoleaveus。

Butatlasttheywent,withoutwarning。Thosetwofellowshadbeenfaithfultousthroughsunandstorm,hadgivenusthingsthatcannotbeboughtinanymarketintheworld。

Withmetheyhadbeenlikeolderbrothers;hadrestrainedtheirspeechandmannersoutofcareforme,andgivenmesomuchgoodcomradeship。Nowtheygotonthewestboundtrainonemorning,intheirSundayclothes,withtheiroilclothvalises——andI

neversawthemagain。MonthsafterwardwegotacardfromOtto,sayingthatJakehadbeendownwithmountainfever,butnowtheywerebothworkingintheYankeeGirlMine,andweredoingwell。

Iwrotetothematthataddress,butmyletterwasreturnedtome,`Unclaimed。"Afterthatweneverheardfromthem。

BlackHawk,thenewworldinwhichwehadcometolive,wasaclean,well-plantedlittleprairietown,withwhitefencesandgoodgreenyardsaboutthedwellings,wide,dustystreets,andshapelylittletreesgrowingalongthewoodensidewalks。

Inthecentreofthetownthereweretworowsofnewbrick`store"buildings,abrickschoolhouse,thecourt-house,andfourwhitechurches。Ourownhouselookeddownoverthetown,andfromourupstairswindowswecouldseethewindinglineoftheriverbluffs,twomilessouthofus。

Thatriverwastobemycompensationforthelostfreedomofthefarmingcountry。

WecametoBlackHawkinMarch,andbytheendofAprilwefeltliketownpeople。GrandfatherwasadeaconinthenewBaptistChurch,grandmotherwasbusywithchurchsuppersandmissionarysocieties,andIwasquiteanotherboy,orthoughtIwas。Suddenlyputdownamongboysofmyownage,IfoundIhadagreatdealtolearn。

Beforethespringtermofschoolwasover,Icouldfight,play`keeps,"teasethelittlegirls,anduseforbiddenwordsaswellasanyboyinmyclass。

IwasrestrainedfromuttersavageryonlybythefactthatMrs。Harling,ournearestneighbour,keptaneyeonme,andifmybehaviourwentbeyondcertainboundsIwasnotpermittedtocomeintoheryardortoplaywithherjollychildren。

Wesawmoreofourcountryneighboursnowthanwhenwelivedonthefarm。

Ourhousewasaconvenientstopping-placeforthem。Wehadabigbarnwherethefarmerscouldputuptheirteams,andtheirwomenfolkmoreoftenaccompaniedthem,nowthattheycouldstaywithusfordinner,andrestandsettheirbonnetsrightbeforetheywentshopping。

Themoreourhousewaslikeacountryhotel,thebetterIlikedit。

Iwasglad,whenIcamehomefromschoolatnoon,toseeafarm-wagonstandinginthebackyard,andIwasalwaysreadytorundowntowntogetbeefsteakorbaker"sbreadforunexpectedcompany。

AllthroughthatfirstspringandsummerIkepthopingthatAmbroschwouldbringAntoniaandYulkatoseeournewhouse。

Iwantedtoshowthemourredplushfurniture,andthetrumpet-blowingcherubstheGermanpaperhangerhadputonourparlourceiling。

WhenAmbroschcametotown,however,hecamealone,andthoughheputhishorsesinourbarn,hewouldneverstayfordinner,ortellusanythingabouthismotherandsisters。Ifweranoutandquestionedhimashewasslippingthroughtheyard,hewouldmerelyworkhisshouldersaboutinhiscoatandsay,`Theyallright,Iguess。"

Mrs。Steavens,whonowlivedonourfarm,grewasfondofAntoniaaswehadbeen,andalwaysbroughtusnewsofher。Allthroughthewheatseason,shetoldus,Ambroschhiredhissisteroutlikeaman,andshewentfromfarmtofarm,bindingsheavesorworkingwiththethreshers。

Thefarmerslikedherandwerekindtoher;saidtheywouldratherhaveherforahandthanAmbrosch。WhenfallcameshewastohuskcornfortheneighboursuntilChristmas,asshehaddonetheyearbefore;

butgrandmothersavedherfromthisbygettingheraplacetoworkwithourneighbours,theHarlings。

II

GRANDMOTHEROFTENSAIDTHATifshehadtoliveintown,shethankedGodshelivednexttheHarlings。Theyhadbeenfarmingpeople,likeourselves,andtheirplacewaslikealittlefarm,withabigbarnandagarden,andanorchardandgrazinglots——evenawindmill。

TheHarlingswereNorwegians,andMrs。HarlinghadlivedinChristianiauntilshewastenyearsold。HerhusbandwasborninMinnesota。

Hewasagrainmerchantandcattle-buyer,andwasgenerallyconsideredthemostenterprisingbusinessmaninourcounty。

Hecontrolledalineofgrainelevatorsinthelittletownsalongtherailroadtothewestofus,andwasawayfromhomeagreatdeal。

Inhisabsencehiswifewastheheadofthehousehold。

Mrs。Harlingwasshortandsquareandsturdy-looking,likeherhouse。Everyinchofherwaschargedwithanenergythatmadeitselffeltthemomentsheenteredaroom。

Herfacewasrosyandsolid,withbright,twinklingeyesandastubbornlittlechin。Shewasquicktoanger,quicktolaughter,andjollyfromthedepthsofhersoul。

HowwellIrememberherlaugh;ithadinitthesamesuddenrecognitionthatflashedintohereyes,wasaburstofhumour,shortandintelligent。Herrapidfootstepsshookherownfloors,andsheroutedlassitudeandindifferencewherevershecame。

Shecouldnotbenegativeorperfunctoryaboutanything。

Herenthusiasm,andherviolentlikesanddislikes,assertedthemselvesinalltheeverydayoccupationsoflife。

Wash-daywasinteresting,neverdreary,attheHarlings"。

Preserving-timewasaprolongedfestival,andhouse-cleaningwaslikearevolution。WhenMrs。Harlingmadegardenthatspring,wecouldfeelthestirofherundertakingthroughthewillowhedgethatseparatedourplacefromhers。

ThreeoftheHarlingchildrenwerenearmeinage。Charley,theonlyson——

theyhadlostanolderboy——wassixteen;Julia,whowasknownasthemusicalone,wasfourteenwhenIwas;andSally,thetomboywithshorthair,wasayearyounger。ShewasnearlyasstrongasI,anduncannilycleveratallboys"sports。Sallywasawildthing,withsunburnedyellowhair,bobbedaboutherears,andabrownskin,forsheneverworeahat。

Sheracedallovertownononerollerskate,oftencheatedat`keeps,"

butwassuchaquickshotonecouldn"tcatchheratit。

Thegrown-updaughter,Frances,wasaveryimportantpersoninourworld。

Shewasherfather"schiefclerk,andvirtuallymanagedhisBlackHawkofficeduringhisfrequentabsences。Becauseofherunusualbusinessability,hewassternandexactingwithher。Hepaidheragoodsalary,butshehadfewholidaysandnevergotawayfromherresponsibilities。

EvenonSundaysshewenttotheofficetoopenthemailandreadthemarkets。

WithCharley,whowasnotinterestedinbusiness,butwasalreadypreparingforAnnapolis,Mr。Harlingwasveryindulgent;boughthimgunsandtoolsandelectricbatteries,andneveraskedwhathedidwiththem。

Franceswasdark,likeherfather,andquiteastall。

Inwintersheworeasealskincoatandcap,andsheandMr。Harlingusedtowalkhometogetherintheevening,talkingaboutgrain-carsandcattle,liketwomen。Sometimesshecameovertoseegrandfatheraftersupper,andhervisitsflatteredhim。

MorethanoncetheyputtheirwitstogethertorescuesomeunfortunatefarmerfromtheclutchesofWickCutter,theBlackHawkmoney-lender。GrandfathersaidFrancesHarlingwasasgoodajudgeofcreditsasanybankerinthecounty。

Thetwoorthreemenwhohadtriedtotakeadvantageofherinadealacquiredcelebritybytheirdefeat。Shekneweveryfarmerformilesabout:howmuchlandhehadundercultivation,howmanycattlehewasfeeding,whathisliabilitieswere。

Herinterestinthesepeoplewasmorethanabusinessinterest。

Shecarriedthemallinhermindasiftheywerecharactersinabookoraplay。

WhenFrancesdroveoutintothecountryonbusiness,shewouldgomilesoutofherwaytocallonsomeoftheoldpeople,ortoseethewomenwhoseldomgottotown。

ShewasquickatunderstandingthegrandmotherswhospokenoEnglish,andthemostreticentanddistrustfulofthemwouldtellhertheirstorywithoutrealizingtheyweredoingso。

Shewenttocountryfuneralsandweddingsinallweathers。

Afarmer"sdaughterwhowastobemarriedcouldcountonaweddingpresentfromFrancesHarling。

InAugusttheHarlings"Danishcookhadtoleavethem。

GrandmotherentreatedthemtotryAntonia。ShecorneredAmbroschthenexttimehecametotown,andpointedouttohimthatanyconnectionwithChristianHarlingwouldstrengthenhiscreditandbeofadvantagetohim。

OneSundayMrs。HarlingtookthelongrideouttotheShimerdas"

withFrances。Shesaidshewantedtosee`whatthegirlcamefrom"andtohaveaclearunderstandingwithhermother。

Iwasinouryardwhentheycamedrivinghome,justbeforesunset。

Theylaughedandwavedtomeastheypassed,andIcouldseetheywereingreatgoodhumour。Aftersupper,whengrandfathersetofftochurch,grandmotherandItookmyshortcutthroughthewillowhedgeandwentovertohearaboutthevisittotheShimerdas"。

WefoundMrs。HarlingwithCharleyandSallyonthefrontporch,restingafterherharddrive。Juliawasinthehammock——

shewasfondofrepose——andFranceswasatthepiano,playingwithoutalightandtalkingtohermotherthroughtheopenwindow。

Mrs。Harlinglaughedwhenshesawuscoming。`Iexpectyouleftyourdishesonthetabletonight,Mrs。Burden,"shecalled。

Francesshutthepianoandcameouttojoinus。

TheyhadlikedAntoniafromtheirfirstglimpseofher;

felttheyknewexactlywhatkindofgirlshewas。

AsforMrs。Shimerda,theyfoundherveryamusing。

Mrs。Harlingchuckledwhenevershespokeofher。`IexpectIammoreathomewiththatsortofbirdthanyouare,Mrs。Burden。

They"reapair,Ambroschandthatoldwoman!"

TheyhadhadalongargumentwithAmbroschaboutAntonia"sallowanceforclothesandpocket-money。Itwashisplanthateverycentofhissister"swagesshouldbepaidovertohimeachmonth,andhewouldprovideherwithsuchclothingashethoughtnecessary。

WhenMrs。HarlingtoldhimfirmlythatshewouldkeepfiftydollarsayearforAntonia"sownuse,hedeclaredtheywantedtotakehissistertotownanddressherupandmakeafoolofher。

Mrs。HarlinggaveusalivelyaccountofAmbrosch"sbehaviourthroughouttheinterview;howhekeptjumpingupandputtingonhiscapasifhewerethroughwiththewholebusiness,andhowhismothertweakedhiscoat-tailandpromptedhiminBohemian。

Mrs。HarlingfinallyagreedtopaythreedollarsaweekforAntonia"sservices——goodwagesinthosedays——andtokeepherinshoes。Therehadbeenhotdisputeabouttheshoes,Mrs。ShimerdafinallysayingpersuasivelythatshewouldsendMrs。Harlingthreefatgeeseeveryyearto`makeeven。"

AmbroschwastobringhissistertotownnextSaturday。

`She"llbeawkwardandroughatfirst,likeenough,"grandmothersaidanxiously,`butunlessshe"sbeenspoiledbythehardlifeshe"sled,shehasitinhertobearealhelpfulgirl。"

Mrs。Harlinglaughedherquick,decidedlaugh。`Oh,I"mnotworrying,Mrs。Burden!Icanbringsomethingoutofthatgirl。

She"sbarelyseventeen,nottoooldtolearnnewways。

She"sgood-looking,too!"sheaddedwarmly。

Francesturnedtograndmother。`Oh,yes,Mrs。Burden,youdidn"ttellusthat!Shewasworkinginthegardenwhenwegotthere,barefootandragged。Butshehassuchfinebrownlegsandarms,andsplendidcolourinhercheeks——likethosebigdarkredplums。"

Wewerepleasedatthispraise。Grandmotherspokefeelingly。

`Whenshefirstcametothiscountry,Frances,andhadthatgenteeloldmantowatchoverher,shewasasprettyagirlaseverIsaw。But,dearme,whatalifeshe"sled,outinthefieldswiththoseroughthreshers!

ThingswouldhavebeenverydifferentwithpoorAntoniaifherfatherhadlived。"

TheHarlingsbeggedustotellthemaboutMr。Shimerda"sdeathandthebigsnowstorm。Bythetimewesawgrandfathercominghomefromchurch,wehadtoldthemprettymuchallweknewoftheShimerdas。

`Thegirlwillbehappyhere,andshe"llforgetthosethings,"

saidMrs。Harlingconfidently,aswerosetotakeourleave。

III

ONSATURDAYAMBROSCHdroveuptothebackgate,andAntoniajumpeddownfromthewagonandranintoourkitchenjustassheusedtodo。

Shewaswearingshoesandstockings,andwasbreathlessandexcited。

Shegavemeaplayfulshakebytheshoulders。`Youain"tforgetaboutme,Jim?"

Grandmotherkissedher。`Godblessyou,child!Nowyou"vecome,youmusttrytodorightandbeacredittous。"

Antonialookedeagerlyaboutthehouseandadmiredeverything。

`MaybeIbethekindofgirlyoulikebetter;nowIcometotown,"

shesuggestedhopefully。

HowgooditwastohaveAntonianearusagain;toseehereverydayandalmosteverynight!Hergreatestfault,Mrs。Harlingfound,wasthatshesooftenstoppedherworkandfelltoplayingwiththechildren。Shewouldraceabouttheorchardwithus,ortakesidesinourhay-fightsinthebarn,orbetheoldbearthatcamedownfromthemountainandcarriedoffNina。

TonylearnedEnglishsoquicklythatbythetimeschoolbeganshecouldspeakaswellasanyofus。

IwasjealousofTony"sadmirationforCharleyHarling。

Becausehewasalwaysfirstinhisclassesatschool,andcouldmendthewater-pipesorthedoorbellandtaketheclocktopieces,sheseemedtothinkhimasortofprince。

NothingthatCharleywantedwastoomuchtroubleforher。

Shelovedtoputuplunchesforhimwhenhewenthunting,tomendhisball-glovesandsewbuttonsonhisshooting-coat,bakedthekindofnut-cakeheliked,andfedhissetterdogwhenhewasawayontripswithhisfather。Antoniahadmadeherselfclothworking-slippersoutofMr。Harling"soldcoats,andintheseshewentpaddingaboutafterCharley,fairlypantingwitheagernesstopleasehim。

NexttoCharley,IthinkshelovedNinabest。Ninawasonlysix,andshewasrathermorecomplexthantheotherchildren。

Shewasfanciful,hadallsortsofunspokenpreferences,andwaseasilyoffended。Attheslightestdisappointmentordispleasure,hervelvetybrowneyesfilledwithtears,andshewouldliftherchinandwalksilentlyaway。

Ifweranafterherandtriedtoappeaseher,itdidnogood。

Shewalkedonunmollified。IusedtothinkthatnoeyesintheworldcouldgrowsolargeorholdsomanytearsasNina"s。Mrs。HarlingandAntoniainvariablytookherpart。

Wewerenevergivenachancetoexplain。Thechargewassimply:

`YouhavemadeNinacry。Now,Jimmycangohome,andSallymustgetherarithmetic。"IlikedNina,too;shewassoquaintandunexpected,andhereyeswerelovely;butIoftenwantedtoshakeher。

WehadjollyeveningsattheHarlings"whenthefatherwasaway。

Ifhewasathome,thechildrenhadtogotobedearly,ortheycameovertomyhousetoplay。Mr。Harlingnotonlydemandedaquiethouse,hedemandedallhiswife"sattention。

Heusedtotakeherawaytotheirroominthewestell,andtalkoverhisbusinesswithherallevening。

Thoughwedidnotrealizeitthen,Mrs。Harlingwasouraudiencewhenweplayed,andwealwayslookedtoherforsuggestions。

Nothingflatteredonelikeherquicklaugh。

Mr。Harlinghadadeskinhisbedroom,andhisowneasy-chairbythewindow,inwhichnooneelseeversat。

Onthenightswhenhewasathome,Icouldseehisshadowontheblind,anditseemedtomeanarrogantshadow。

Mrs。Harlingpaidnoheedtoanyoneelseifhewasthere。

Beforehewenttobedshealwaysgothimalunchofsmokedsalmonoranchoviesandbeer。Hekeptanalcohollampinhisroom,andaFrenchcoffee-pot,andhiswifemadecoffeeforhimatanyhourofthenighthehappenedtowantit。

MostBlackHawkfathershadnopersonalhabitsoutsidetheirdomesticones;theypaidthebills,pushedthebaby-carriageafterofficehours,movedthesprinkleraboutoverthelawn,andtookthefamilydrivingonSunday。Mr。Harling,therefore,seemedtomeautocraticandimperialinhisways。

Hewalked,talked,putonhisgloves,shookhands,likeamanwhofeltthathehadpower。Hewasnottall,buthecarriedhisheadsohaughtilythathelookedacommandingfigure,andtherewassomethingdaringandchallenginginhiseyes。

Iusedtoimaginethatthe,nobles"ofwhomAntoniawasalwaystalkingprobablylookedverymuchlikeChristianHarling,worecapedovercoatslikehis,andjustsuchaglitteringdiamonduponthelittlefinger。

Exceptwhenthefatherwasathome,theHarlinghousewasneverquiet。

Mrs。HarlingandNinaandAntoniamadeasmuchnoiseasahousefulofchildren,andtherewasusuallysomebodyatthepiano。Juliawastheonlyonewhowashelddowntoregularhoursofpractising,buttheyallplayed。

WhenFrancescamehomeatnoon,sheplayeduntildinnerwasready。

WhenSallygotbackfromschool,shesatdowninherhatandcoatanddrummedtheplantationmelodiesthatNegrominstreltroupesbroughttotown。

EvenNinaplayedtheSwedishWeddingMarch。

Mrs。Harlinghadstudiedthepianounderagoodteacher,andsomehowshemanagedtopractiseeveryday。

IsoonlearnedthatifIweresentoveronanerrandandfoundMrs。Harlingatthepiano,Imustsitdownandwaitquietlyuntilsheturnedtome。Icanseeheratthismoment:

hershort,squarepersonplantedfirmlyonthestool,herlittlefathandsmovingquicklyandneatlyoverthekeys,hereyesfixedonthemusicwithintelligentconcentration。

IV

`Iwon"thavenoneofyourweevilywheat,andIwon"thavenoneofyourbarley,ButI"lltakeameasureoffinewhiteflour,tomakeacakeforCharley。"

WEWERESINGINGrhymestoteaseAntoniawhileshewasbeatinguponeofCharley"sfavouritecakesinherbigmixing-bowl。

Itwasacrispautumnevening,justcoldenoughtomakeonegladtoquitplayingtagintheyard,andretreatintothekitchen。

Wehadbeguntorollpopcornballswithsyrupwhenweheardaknockatthebackdoor,andTonydroppedherspoonandwenttoopenit。

Aplump,fair-skinnedgirlwasstandinginthedoorway。

Shelookeddemureandpretty,andmadeagracefulpictureinherbluecashmeredressandlittlebluehat,withaplaidshawldrawnneatlyabouthershouldersandaclumsypocket-bookinherhand。

`Hello,Tony。Don"tyouknowme?"sheaskedinasmooth,lowvoice,lookinginatusarchly。

Antoniagaspedandsteppedback。

`Why,it"sLena!OfcourseIdidn"tknowyou,sodressedup!"

LenaLingardlaughed,asifthispleasedher。Ihadnotrecognizedherforamoment,either。Ihadneverseenherbeforewithahatonherhead——orwithshoesandstockingsonherfeet,forthatmatter。

Andhereshewas,brushedandsmoothedanddressedlikeatowngirl,smilingatuswithperfectcomposure。

`Hello,Jim,"shesaidcarelesslyasshewalkedintothekitchenandlookedabouther。`I"vecometotowntowork,too,Tony。"

`Haveyou,now?Well,ain"tthatfunny“Antoniastoodillatease,anddidn"tseemtoknowjustwhattodowithhervisitor。

Thedoorwasopenintothedining-room,whereMrs。HarlingsatcrochetingandFranceswasreading。FrancesaskedLenatocomeinandjointhem。

`YouareLenaLingard,aren"tyou?I"vebeentoseeyourmother,butyouwereoffherdingcattlethatday。Mama,thisisChrisLingard"soldestgirl。"

Mrs。Harlingdroppedherworstedandexaminedthevisitorwithquick,keeneyes。Lenawasnotatalldisconcerted。

ShesatdowninthechairFrancespointedout,carefullyarrangingherpocket-bookandgreycottonglovesonherlap。

Wefollowedwithourpopcorn,butAntoniahungback——

saidshehadtogethercakeintotheoven。

`Soyouhavecometotown,"saidMrs。Harling,hereyesstillfixedonLena。

`Whereareyouworking?"

`ForMrs。Thomas,thedressmaker。Sheisgoingtoteachmetosew。

ShesaysIhavequiteaknack。I"mthroughwiththefarm。Thereain"tanyendtotheworkonafarm,andalwayssomuchtroublehappens。

I"mgoingtobeadressmaker。"

`Well,therehavetobedressmakers。It"sagoodtrade。ButIwouldn"trundownthefarm,ifIwereyou,"saidMrs。Harlingratherseverely。

`Howisyourmother?"

`Oh,mother"sneververywell;shehastoomuchtodo。

She"dgetawayfromthefarm,too,ifshecould。

Shewaswillingformetocome。AfterIlearntodosewing,Icanmakemoneyandhelpher。"

`Seethatyoudon"tforgetto,"saidMrs。Harlingsceptically,asshetookuphercrochetingagainandsentthehookinandoutwithnimblefingers。

`No,"m,Iwon"t,"saidLenablandly。Shetookafewgrainsofthepopcornwepresseduponher,eatingthemdiscreetlyandtakingcarenottogetherfingerssticky。

Francesdrewherchairupnearertothevisitor。`Ithoughtyouweregoingtobemarried,Lena,"shesaidteasingly。

`Didn"tIhearthatNickSvendsenwasrushingyouprettyhard?"

Lenalookedupwithhercuriouslyinnocentsmile。`Hedidgowithmequiteawhile。Buthisfathermadeafussaboutitandsaidhewouldn"tgiveNickanylandifhemarriedme,sohe"sgoingtomarryAnnieIverson。

Iwouldn"tliketobeher;Nick"sawfulsullen,andhe"lltakeitoutonher。

Heain"tspoketohisfathersincehepromised。"

Franceslaughed。`Andhowdoyoufeelaboutit?"

`Idon"twanttomarryNick,oranyotherman,"Lenamurmured。

`I"veseenagooddealofmarriedlife,andIdon"tcareforit。

IwanttobesoIcanhelpmymotherandthechildrenathome,andnothavetoaskliefofanybody。"

`That"sright,"saidFrances。`AndMrs。Thomasthinksyoucanlearndressmaking?"

`Yes,"m。I"vealwayslikedtosew,butIneverhadmuchtodowith。

Mrs。Thomasmakeslovelythingsforallthetownladies。

DidyouknowMrs。Gardenerishavingapurplevelvetmade?

ThevelvetcamefromOmaha。My,butit"slovely!"

Lenasighedsoftlyandstrokedhercashmerefolds。

`TonyknowsIneverdidlikeout-of-doorwork,"sheadded。

Mrs。Harlingglancedather。`Iexpectyou"lllearntosewallright,Lena,ifyou"llonlykeepyourheadandnotgogaddingabouttodancesallthetimeandneglectyourwork,thewaysomecountrygirlsdo。"

`Yes,"m。TinySoderballiscomingtotown,too。She"sgoingtoworkattheBoys"HomeHotel。She"llseelotsofstrangers,"

Lenaaddedwistfully。

`Toomany,likeenough,"saidMrs。Harling。`Idon"tthinkahotelisagoodplaceforagirl;thoughIguessMrs。Gardenerkeepsaneyeonherwaitresses。"

Lena"scandideyes,thatalwayslookedalittlesleepyundertheirlonglashes,keptstrayingaboutthecheerfulroomswithnaiveadmiration。

Presentlyshedrewonhercottongloves。`IguessImustbeleaving,"

shesaidirresolutely。

Francestoldhertocomeagain,whenevershewaslonesomeorwantedadviceaboutanything。Lenarepliedthatshedidn"tbelieveshewouldevergetlonesomeinBlackHawk。

ShelingeredatthekitchendoorandbeggedAntoniatocomeandseeheroften。`I"vegotaroomofmyownatMrs。Thomas"s,withacarpet。"

Tonyshuffleduneasilyinherclothslippers。`I"llcomesometime,butMrs。Harlingdon"tliketohavemerunmuch,"shesaidevasively。

`Youcandowhatyoupleasewhenyougoout,can"tyou?"

Lenaaskedinaguardedwhisper。`Ain"tyoucrazyabouttown,Tony?

Idon"tcarewhatanybodysays,I"mdonewiththefarm!"

Sheglancedbackoverhershouldertowardthedining-room,whereMrs。Harlingsat。

WhenLenawasgone,FrancesaskedAntoniawhyshehadn"tbeenalittlemorecordialtoher。

`Ididn"tknowifyourmotherwouldlikehercominghere,"saidAntonia,lookingtroubled。`Shewaskindoftalkedabout,outthere。"

`Yes,Iknow。Butmotherwon"tholditagainstherifshebehaveswellhere。Youneedn"tsayanythingaboutthattothechildren。

IguessJimhasheardallthatgossip?"

WhenInodded,shepulledmyhairandtoldmeIknewtoomuch,anyhow。

Weweregoodfriends,FrancesandI。

IranhometotellgrandmotherthatLenaLingardhadcometotown。

Weweregladofit,forshehadahardlifeonthefarm。

LenalivedintheNorwegiansettlementwestofSquawCreek,andsheusedtoherdherfather"scattleintheopencountrybetweenhisplaceandtheShimerdas"。Wheneverwerodeoverinthatdirectionwesawheroutamonghercattle,bareheadedandbarefooted,scantilydressedintatteredclothing,alwaysknittingasshewatchedherherd。

BeforeIknewLena,Ithoughtofherassomethingwild,thatalwayslivedontheprairie,becauseIhadneverseenherunderaroof。

Heryellowhairwasburnedtoaruddythatchonherhead;butherlegsandarms,curiouslyenough,inspiteofconstantexposuretothesun,keptamiraculouswhitenesswhichsomehowmadeherseemmoreundressedthanothergirlswhowentscantilyclad。ThefirsttimeIstoppedtotalktoher,Iwasastonishedathersoftvoiceandeasy,gentleways。

Thegirlsoutthereusuallygotroughandmannishaftertheywenttoherding。

ButLenaaskedJakeandmetogetoffourhorsesandstayawhile,andbehavedexactlyasifshewereinahouseandwereaccustomedtohavingvisitors。

Shewasnotembarrassedbyherraggedclothes,andtreatedusasifwewereoldacquaintances。EventhenInoticedtheunusualcolourofhereyes——

ashadeofdeepviolet——andtheirsoft,confidingexpression。

ChrisLingardwasnotaverysuccessfulfarmer,andhehadalargefamily。

Lenawasalwaysknittingstockingsforlittlebrothersandsisters,andeventheNorwegianwomen,whodisapprovedofher,admittedthatshewasagooddaughtertohermother。AsTonysaid,shehadbeentalkedabout。

ShewasaccusedofmakingOleBensonlosethelittlesensehehad——

andthatatanagewhensheshouldstillhavebeeninpinafores。

Olelivedinaleakydugoutsomewhereattheedgeofthesettlement。

Hewasfatandlazyanddiscouraged,andbadluckhadbecomeahabitwithhim。Afterhehadhadeveryotherkindofmisfortune,hiswife,`CrazyMary,"triedtosetaneighbour"sbarnonfire,andwassenttotheasylumatLincoln。Shewaskeptthereforafewmonths,thenescapedandwalkedallthewayhome,nearlytwohundredmiles,travellingbynightandhidinginbarnsandhaystacksbyday。

WhenshegotbacktotheNorwegiansettlement,herpoorfeetwereashardashoofs。Shepromisedtobegood,andwasallowedtostayathome——thougheveryonerealizedshewasascrazyasever,andshestillranaboutbarefootedthroughthesnow,tellingherdomestictroublestoherneighbours。

NotlongafterMarycamebackfromtheasylum,IheardayoungDane,whowashelpingustothresh,tellJakeandOttothatChrisLingard"soldestgirlhadputOleBensonoutofhishead,untilhehadnomoresensethanhiscrazywife。WhenOlewascultivatinghiscornthatsummer,heusedtogetdiscouragedinthefield,tieuphisteam,andwanderofftowhereverLenaLingardwasherding。

Therehewouldsitdownonthedrawsideandhelpherwatchhercattle。

Allthesettlementwastalkingaboutit。TheNorwegianpreacher"swifewenttoLenaandtoldhersheoughtnottoallowthis;

shebeggedLenatocometochurchonSundays。Lenasaidshehadn"tadressintheworldanylessraggedthantheoneonherback。

Thentheminister"swifewentthroughheroldtrunksandfoundsomethingsshehadwornbeforehermarriage。

ThenextSundayLenaappearedatchurch,alittlelate,withherhairdoneupneatlyonherhead,likeayoungwoman,wearingshoesandstockings,andthenewdress,whichshehadmadeoverforherselfverybecomingly。Thecongregationstaredather。

Untilthatmorningnoone——unlessitwereOle——hadrealizedhowprettyshewas,orthatshewasgrowingup。Theswellinglinesofherfigurehadbeenhiddenundertheshapelessragssheworeinthefields。

Afterthelasthymnhadbeensung,andthecongregationwasdismissed,Oleslippedouttothehitch-barandliftedLenaonherhorse。

That,initself,wasshocking;amarriedmanwasnotexpectedtodosuchthings。Butitwasnothingtothescenethatfollowed。

CrazyMarydartedoutfromthegroupofwomenatthechurchdoor,andrandowntheroadafterLena,shoutinghorriblethreats。

`Lookout,youLenaLingard,lookout!I"llcomeoverwithacorn-knifeonedayandtrimsomeofthatshapeoffyou。

Thenyouwon"tsailroundsofine,makingeyesatthemen!……"

TheNorwegianwomendidn"tknowwheretolook。Theywereformalhousewives,mostofthem,withaseveresenseofdecorum。

ButLenaLingardonlylaughedherlazy,good-naturedlaughandrodeon,gazingbackoverhershoulderatOle"sinfuriatedwife。

Thetimecame,however,whenLenadidn"tlaugh。MorethanonceCrazyMarychasedheracrosstheprairieandroundandroundtheShimerdas"cornfield。

Lenanevertoldherfather;perhapsshewasashamed;perhapsshewasmoreafraidofhisangerthanofthecorn-knife。IwasattheShimerdas"

oneafternoonwhenLenacameboundingthroughtheredgrassasfastasherwhitelegscouldcarryher。SheranstraightintothehouseandhidinAntonia"sfeather-bed。Marywasnotfarbehind:

shecamerightuptothedoorandmadeusfeelhowsharpherbladewas,showingusverygraphicallyjustwhatshemeanttodotoLena。

Mrs。Shimerda,leaningoutofthewindow,enjoyedthesituationkeenly,andwassorrywhenAntoniasentMaryaway,mollifiedbyanapronfulofbottle-tomatoes。LenacameoutfromTony"sroombehindthekitchen,verypinkfromtheheatofthefeathers,butotherwisecalm。

ShebeggedAntoniaandmetogowithher,andhelpgethercattletogether;

theywerescatteredandmightbegorgingthemselvesinsomebody"scornfield。

`Maybeyouloseasteerandlearnnottomakesomethingswithyoureyesatmarriedmen,"Mrs。Shimerdatoldherhectoringly。

Lenaonlysmiledhersleepysmile。`Inevermadeanythingtohimwithmyeyes。Ican"thelpitifhehangsaround,andIcan"torderhimoff。

Itain"tmyprairie。"

V

AFTERLENACAMEToBlackHawk,Ioftenmetherdowntown,whereshewouldbematchingsewingsilkorbuying`findings"forMrs。Thomas。

IfIhappenedtowalkhomewithher,shetoldmeallaboutthedressesshewashelpingtomake,oraboutwhatshesawandheardwhenshewaswithTinySoderballatthehotelonSaturdaynights。

TheBoys"HomewasthebesthotelonourbranchoftheBurlington,andallthecommercialtravellersinthatterritorytriedtogetintoBlackHawkforSunday。TheyusedtoassembleintheparlouraftersupperonSaturdaynights。MarshallField"sman,AnsonKirkpatrick,playedthepianoandsangallthelatestsentimentalsongs。

AfterTinyhadhelpedthecookwashthedishes,sheandLenasatontheothersideofthedoubledoorsbetweentheparlourandthedining-room,listeningtothemusicandgigglingatthejokesandstories。

LenaoftensaidshehopedIwouldbeatravellingmanwhenIgrewup。

Theyhadagaylifeofit;nothingtodobutrideaboutontrainsalldayandgototheatreswhentheywereinbigcities。

Behindthehoteltherewasanoldstorebuilding,wherethesalesmenopenedtheirbigtrunksandspreadouttheirsamplesonthecounters。

TheBlackHawkmerchantswenttolookatthesethingsandordergoods,andMrs。Thomas,thoughshewasIretailtrade,"waspermittedtoseethemandto`getideas。"Theywereallgenerous,thesetravellingmen;

theygaveTinySoderballhandkerchiefsandglovesandribbonsandstripedstockings,andsomanybottlesofperfumeandcakesofscentedsoapthatshebestowedsomeofthemonLena。

OneafternoonintheweekbeforeChristmas,IcameuponLenaandherfunny,square-headedlittlebrotherChris,standingbeforethedrugstore,gazinginatthewaxdollsandblocksandNoah"sArksarrangedinthefrostyshowwindow。TheboyhadcometotownwithaneighbourtodohisChristmasshopping,forhehadmoneyofhisownthisyear。

Hewasonlytwelve,butthatwinterhehadgotthejobofsweepingouttheNorwegianchurchandmakingthefireiniteverySundaymorning。

Acoldjobitmusthavebeen,too!

WewentintoDuckford"sdry-goodsstore,andChrisunwrappedallhispresentsandshowedthemtomesomethingforeachofthesixyoungerthanhimself,evenarubberpigforthebaby。

LenahadgivenhimoneofTinySoderball"sbottlesofperfumeforhismother,andhethoughthewouldgetsomehandkerchiefstogowithit。Theywerecheap,andhehadn"tmuchmoneyleft。

WefoundatablefulofhandkerchiefsspreadoutforviewatDuckford"s。Chriswantedthosewithinitiallettersinthecorner,becausehehadneverseenanybefore。

Hestudiedthemseriously,whileLenalookedoverhisshoulder,tellinghimshethoughttheredletterswouldholdtheircolourbest。

HeseemedsoperplexedthatIthoughtperhapshehadn"tenoughmoney,afterall。Presentlyhesaidgravely:

`Sister,youknowmother"snameisBerthe。Idon"tknowifI

oughttogetBforBerthe,orMforMother。"

Lenapattedhisbristlyhead。`I"dgettheB,Chrissy。

Itwillpleaseherforyoutothinkabouthername。

Nobodyevercallsherbyitnow。"

Thatsatisfiedhim。Hisfaceclearedatonce,andhetookthreeredsandthreeblues。Whentheneighbourcameintosaythatitwastimetostart,LenawoundChris"scomforterabouthisneckandturneduphisjacketcollar——hehadnoovercoat——

andwewatchedhimclimbintothewagonandstartonhislong,colddrive。Aswewalkedtogetherupthewindystreet,Lenawipedhereyeswiththebackofherwoollenglove。

`Igetawfulhomesickforthem,allthesame,"shemurmured,asifshewereansweringsomerememberedreproach。

VI

WINTERCOMESDOWNSAVAGELYoveralittletownontheprairie。

Thewindthatsweepsinfromtheopencountrystripsawayalltheleafyscreensthathideoneyardfromanotherinsummer,andthehousesseemtodrawclosertogether。Theroofs,thatlookedsofarawayacrossthegreentree-tops,nowstareyouintheface,andtheyaresomuchuglierthanwhentheiranglesweresoftenedbyvinesandshrubs。

Inthemorning,whenIwasfightingmywaytoschoolagainstthewind,Icouldn"tseeanythingbuttheroadinfrontofme;

butinthelateafternoon,whenIwascominghome,thetownlookedbleakanddesolatetome。Thepale,coldlightofthewintersunsetdidnotbeautify——itwaslikethelightoftruthitself。

Whenthesmokycloudshunglowinthewestandtheredsunwentdownbehindthem,leavingapinkflushonthesnowyroofsandthebluedrifts,thenthewindsprangupafresh,withakindofbittersong,asifitsaid:`Thisisreality,whetheryoulikeitornot。Allthosefrivolitiesofsummer,thelightandshadow,thelivingmaskofgreenthattrembledovereverything,theywerelies,andthisiswhatwasunderneath。

Thisisthetruth。"Itwasasifwewerebeingpunishedforlovingthelovelinessofsummer。

IfIloiteredontheplaygroundafterschool,orwenttothepost-officeforthemailandlingeredtohearthegossipaboutthecigar-stand,itwouldbegrowingdarkbythetimeIcamehome。Thesunwasgone;

thefrozenstreetsstretchedlongandbluebeforeme;thelightswereshiningpaleinkitchenwindows,andIcouldsmellthesupperscookingasIpassed。Fewpeoplewereabroad,andeachoneofthemwashurryingtowardafire。Theglowingstovesinthehouseswerelikemagnets。

Whenonepassedanoldman,onecouldseenothingofhisfacebutarednosestickingoutbetweenafrostedbeardandalongplushcap。

Theyoungmencaperedalongwiththeirhandsintheirpockets,andsometimestriedaslideontheicysidewalk。Thechildren,intheirbrighthoodsandcomforters,neverwalked,butalwaysranfromthemomenttheylefttheirdoor,beatingtheirmittensagainsttheirsides。

WhenIgotasfarastheMethodistChurch,Iwasabouthalfwayhome。

IcanrememberhowgladIwaswhentherehappenedtobealightinthechurch,andthepaintedglasswindowshoneoutatusaswecamealongthefrozenstreet。Inthewinterbleaknessahungerforcolourcameoverpeople,liketheLaplander"scravingforfatsandsugar。

Withoutknowingwhy,weusedtolingeronthesidewalkoutsidethechurchwhenthelampswerelightedearlyforchoirpracticeorprayer-meeting,shiveringandtalkinguntilourfeetwerelikelumpsofice。

Thecruderedsandgreensandbluesofthatcolouredglassheldusthere。

Onwinternights,thelightsintheHarlings"windowsdrewmelikethepaintedglass。Insidethatwarm,roomyhousetherewascolour,too。

AftersupperIusedtocatchupmycap,stickmyhandsinmypockets,anddivethroughthewillowhedgeasifwitcheswereafterme。

Ofcourse,ifMr。Harlingwasathome,ifhisshadowstoodoutontheblindofthewestroom,Ididnotgoin,butturnedandwalkedhomebythelongway,throughthestreet,wonderingwhatbookI

shouldreadasIsatdownwiththetwooldpeople。

Suchdisappointmentsonlygavegreaterzesttothenightswhenweactedcharades,orhadacostumeballinthebackparlour,withSallyalwaysdressedlikeaboy。Francestaughtustodancethatwinter,andshesaid,fromthefirstlesson,thatAntoniawouldmakethebestdanceramongus。

OnSaturdaynights,Mrs。Harlingusedtoplaytheoldoperasforus——"Martha,"`Norma,"`Rigoletto"——tellingusthestorywhilesheplayed。EverySaturdaynightwaslikeaparty。

Theparlour,thebackparlour,andthedining-roomwerewarmandbrightlylighted,withcomfortablechairsandsofas,andgaypicturesonthewalls。Onealwaysfeltateasethere。

Antoniabroughthersewingandsatwithus——shewasalreadybeginningtomakeprettyclothesforherself。

Afterthelongwintereveningsontheprairie,withAmbrosch"ssullensilencesandhermother"scomplaints,theHarlings"

houseseemed,asshesaid,`likeHeaven"toher。

Shewasnevertootiredtomaketaffyorchocolatecookiesforus。

IfSallywhisperedinherear,orCharleygaveherthreewinks,Tonywouldrushintothekitchenandbuildafireintherangeonwhichshehadalreadycookedthreemealsthatday。

Whilewesatinthekitchenwaitingforthecookiestobakeorthetaffytocool,NinausedtocoaxAntoniatotellherstories——aboutthecalfthatbrokeitsleg,orhowYulkasavedherlittleturkeysfromdrowninginthefreshet,oraboutoldChristmasesandweddingsinBohemia。

Ninainterpretedthestoriesaboutthecrechefancifully,andinspiteofourderisionshecherishedabeliefthatChristwasborninBohemiaashorttimebeforetheShimerdasleftthatcountry。WealllikedTony"sstories。Hervoicehadapeculiarlyengagingquality;itwasdeep,alittlehusky,andonealwaysheardthebreathvibratingbehindit。

Everythingshesaidseemedtocomerightoutofherheart。

Oneeveningwhenwewerepickingoutkernelsforwalnuttaffy,Tonytoldusanewstory。

`Mrs。Harling,didyoueverhearaboutwhathappenedupintheNorwegiansettlementlastsummer,whenIwasthreshingthere?

WewereatIversons",andIwasdrivingoneofthegrain-wagons。"

Mrs。Harlingcameoutandsatdownamongus。`Couldyouthrowthewheatintothebinyourself,Tony?"Sheknewwhatheavyworkitwas。

`Yes,ma"m,Idid。IcouldshoveljustasfastasthatfatAndernboythatdrovetheotherwagon。Onedayitwasjustawfulhot。

Whenwegotbacktothefieldfromdinner,wetookthingskindofeasy。Themenputinthehorsesandgotthemachinegoing,andOleIversonwasuponthedeck,cuttingbands。Iwassittingagainstastraw-stack,tryingtogetsomeshade。Mywagonwasn"tgoingoutfirst,andsomehowIfelttheheatawfulthatday。

Thesunwassohotlikeitwasgoingtoburntheworldup。

AfterawhileIseeamancomingacrossthestubble,andwhenhegotcloseIseeitwasatramp。Histoesstuckoutofhisshoes,andhehadn"tshavedforalongwhile,andhiseyeswasawfulredandwild,likehehadsomesickness。

Hecomesrightupandbeginstotalklikeheknowsmealready。

Hesays:`Thepondsinthiscountryisdonegotsolowamancouldn"tdrowndhimselfinoneof"em。"

`Itoldhimnobodywantedtodrowndthemselves,butifwedidn"thaverainsoonwe"dhavetopumpwaterforthecattle。

`“Oh,cattle,“hesays,“you"llalltakecareofyourcattle!

Ain"tyougotnobeerhere?“Itoldhimhe"dhavetogototheBohemiansforbeer;theNorwegiansdidn"thavenonewhentheythreshed。

“MyGod!“hesays,“soit"sNorwegiansnow,isit?IthoughtthiswasAmericy。“

`ThenhegoesuptothemachineandyellsouttoOleIverson,“Hello,partner,letmeupthere。Icancutbands,andI"mtiredoftrampin"。Iwon"tgonofarther。“

`ItriedtomakesignstoOle,"causeIthoughtthatmanwascrazyandmightgetthemachinestoppedup。

ButOle,hewasgladtogetdownoutofthesunandchaff——

itgetsdownyourneckandstickstoyousomethingawfulwhenit"shotlikethat。SoOlejumpeddownandcrawledunderoneofthewagonsforshade,andthetrampgotonthemachine。

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