第4章
Iain"ta-goingtocarrysuchalookingthingbacktoMr。Burden。"
Ambroschdroppedthecollarontheground。`Allright,"
hesaidcoolly,tookuphisoil-can,andbegantoclimbthemill。
Jakecaughthimbythebeltofhistrousersandyankedhimback。
Ambrosch"sfeethadscarcelytouchedthegroundwhenhelungedoutwithaviciouskickatJake"sstomach。Fortunately,Jakewasinsuchapositionthathecoulddodgeit。Thiswasnotthesortofthingcountryboysdidwhentheyplayedatfisticuffs,andJakewasfurious。
HelandedAmbroschablowonthehead——itsoundedlikethecrackofanaxeonacow-pumpkin。Ambroschdroppedover,stunned。
Weheardsqueals,andlookingupsawAntoniaandhermothercomingontherun。Theydidnottakethepatharoundthepond,butplungedthroughthemuddywater,withoutevenliftingtheirskirts。
Theycameon,screamingandclawingtheair。BythistimeAmbroschhadcometohissensesandwassputteringwithnosebleed。
Jakesprangintohissaddle。`Let"sgetoutofthis,Jim,"hecalled。
Mrs。Shimerdathrewherhandsoverherheadandclutchedasifsheweregoingtopulldownlightning。`Law,law!"sheshriekedafterus。
`LawforknockmyAmbroschdown!"
`Ineverlikeyounomore,JakeandJimBurden,"Antoniapanted。
`Nofriendsanymore!"
Jakestoppedandturnedhishorseforasecond。
`Well,you"readamnedungratefullot,thewholepackofyou,"
heshoutedback。`IguesstheBurdenscangetalongwithoutyou。
You"vebeenasightoftroubletothem,anyhow!"
Werodeaway,feelingsooutragedthatthefinemorningwasspoiledforus。
Ihadn"tawordtosay,andpoorJakewaswhiteaspaperandtremblingallover。Itmadehimsicktogetsoangry。
`Theyain"tthesame,Jimmy,"hekeptsayinginahurttone。
`Theseforeignersain"tthesame。Youcan"ttrust"emtobefair。
It"sdirtytokickafeller。Youheardhowthewomenturnedonyou——
andafterallwewentthroughonaccountof"emlastwinter!
Theyain"ttobetrusted。Idon"twanttoseeyougettoothickwithanyof"em。"
`I"llneverbefriendswiththemagain,Jake,"Ideclaredhotly。
`IbelievetheyarealllikeKrajiekandAmbroschunderneath。"
Grandfatherheardourstorywithatwinkleinhiseye。
HeadvisedJaketoridetotowntomorrow,gotoajusticeofthepeace,tellhimhehadknockedyoungShimerdadown,andpayhisfine。ThenifMrs。Shimerdawasinclinedtomaketrouble——
hersonwasstillunderage——shewouldbeforestalled。
Jakesaidhemightaswelltakethewagonandhaultomarketthepighehadbeenfattening。OnMonday,aboutanhourafterJakehadstarted,wesawMrs。ShimerdaandherAmbroschproudlydrivingby,lookingneithertotherightnorleft。
AstheyrattledoutofsightdowntheBlackHawkroad,grandfatherchuckled,sayinghehadratherexpectedshewouldfollowthematterup。
Jakepaidhisfinewithaten-dollarbillgrandfatherhadgivenhimforthatpurpose。ButwhentheShimerdasfoundthatJakesoldhispigintownthatday,AmbroschworkeditoutinhisshrewdheadthatJakehadtosellhispigtopayhisfine。
ThistheoryaffordedtheShimerdasgreatsatisfaction,apparently。
Forweeksafterward,wheneverJakeandImetAntoniaonherwaytothepost-office,orgoingalongtheroadwithherwork-team,shewouldclapherhandsandcalltousinaspiteful,crowingvoice:
`Jake-y,Jake-y,sellthepigandpaytheslap!"
OttopretendednottobesurprisedatAntonia"sbehaviour。
Heonlyliftedhisbrowsandsaid,`Youcan"ttellmeanythingnewaboutaCzech;I"manAustrian。"
GrandfatherwasneverapartytowhatJakecalledourfeudwiththeShimerdas。AmbroschandAntoniaalwaysgreetedhimrespectfully,andheaskedthemabouttheiraffairsandgavethemadviceasusual。Hethoughtthefuturelookedhopefulforthem。
Ambroschwasafar-seeingfellow;hesoonrealizedthathisoxenweretooheavyforanyworkexceptbreakingsod,andhesucceededinsellingthemtoanewlyarrivedGerman。
Withthemoneyheboughtanotherteamofhorses,whichgrandfatherselectedforhim。Marekwasstrong,andAmbroschworkedhimhard;
buthecouldneverteachhimtocultivatecorn,Iremember。
TheoneideathathadevergotthroughpoorMarek"sthickheadwasthatallexertionwasmeritorious。Healwaysboredownonthehandlesofthecultivatoranddrovethebladessodeepintotheearththatthehorsesweresoonexhausted。
InJune,AmbroschwenttoworkatMr。Bushy"sforaweek,andtookMarekwithhimatfullwages。Mrs。Shimerdathendrovethesecondcultivator;
sheandAntoniaworkedinthefieldsalldayanddidthechoresatnight。
Whilethetwowomenwererunningtheplacealone,oneofthenewhorsesgotcolicandgavethematerriblefright。
Antoniahadgonedowntothebarnonenighttoseethatallwaswellbeforeshewenttobed,andshenoticedthatoneoftheroanswasswollenaboutthemiddleandstoodwithitsheadhanging。
Shemountedanotherhorse,withoutwaitingtosaddlehim,andhammeredonourdoorjustasweweregoingtobed。
Grandfatheransweredherknock。Hedidnotsendoneofhismen,butrodebackwithherhimself,takingasyringeandanoldpieceofcarpethekeptforhotapplicationswhenourhorsesweresick。
HefoundMrs。Shimerdasittingbythehorsewithherlantern,groaningandwringingherhands。Ittookbutafewmomentstoreleasethegasespentupinthepoorbeast,andthetwowomenheardtherushofwindandsawtheroanvisiblydiminishingirth。
`IfIlosethathorse,Mr。Burden,"Antoniaexclaimed,`IneverstayheretillAmbroschcomehome!Igodrownmyselfinthepondbeforemorning。"
WhenAmbroschcamebackfromMr。Bushy"s,welearnedthathehadgivenMarek"swagestothepriestatBlackHawk,forMassesfortheirfather"ssoul。GrandmotherthoughtAntonianeededshoesmorethanMr。Shimerdaneededprayers,butgrandfathersaidtolerantly,`Ifhecansparesixdollars,pinchedasheis,itshowshebelieveswhatheprofesses。"
ItwasgrandfatherwhobroughtaboutareconciliationwiththeShimerdas。
Onemorninghetoldusthatthesmallgrainwascomingonsowell,hethoughthewouldbegintocuthiswheatonthefirstofJuly。
Hewouldneedmoremen,andifitwereagreeabletoeveryonehewouldengageAmbroschforthereapingandthreshing,astheShimerdashadnosmallgrainoftheirown。
`Ithink,Emmaline,"heconcluded,`IwillaskAntoniatocomeoverandhelpyouinthekitchen。Shewillbegladtoearnsomething,anditwillbeagoodtimetoendmisunderstandings。
Imayaswellrideoverthismorningandmakearrangements。
Doyouwanttogowithme,Jim?"Histonetoldmethathehadalreadydecidedforme。
Afterbreakfastwesetofftogether。WhenMrs。Shimerdasawuscoming,sheranfromherdoordownintothedrawbehindthestable,asifshedidnotwanttomeetus。
Grandfathersmiledtohimselfwhilehetiedhishorse,andwefollowedher。
Behindthebarnwecameuponafunnysight。Thecowhadevidentlybeengrazingsomewhereinthedraw。Mrs。Shimerdahadruntotheanimal,pulledupthelariatpin,and,whenwecameuponher,shewastryingtohidethecowinanoldcaveinthebank。
Astheholewasnarrowanddark,thecowheldback,andtheoldwomanwasslappingandpushingatherhindquarters,tryingtospankherintothedrawside。
Grandfatherignoredhersingularoccupationandgreetedherpolitely。
`Goodmorning,Mrs。Shimerda。CanyoutellmewhereIwillfindAmbrosch?
Whichfield?"
`Hewiththesodcorn。"Shepointedtowardthenorth,stillstandinginfrontofthecowasifshehopedtoconcealit。
`Hissodcornwillbegoodforfodderthiswinter,"
saidgrandfatherencouragingly。`AndwhereisAntonia?"
`Shegowith。"Mrs。Shimerdakeptwigglingherbarefeetaboutnervouslyinthedust。
`Verywell。Iwillrideupthere。Iwantthemtocomeoverandhelpmecutmyoatsandwheatnextmonth。Iwillpaythemwages。Goodmorning。
Bytheway,Mrs。Shimerda,"hesaidasheturnedupthepath,`Ithinkwemayaswellcallitsquareaboutthecow。"
Shestartedandclutchedtheropetighter。
Seeingthatshedidnotunderstand,grandfatherturnedback。
`Youneednotpaymeanythingmore;nomoremoney。
Thecowisyours。"
`Paynomore,keepcow?"sheaskedinabewilderedtone,hernarroweyessnappingatusinthesunlight。
`Exactly。Paynomore,keepcow。"Henodded。
Mrs。Shimerdadroppedtherope,ranafterus,and,crouchingdownbesidegrandfather,shetookhishandandkissedit。
Idoubtifhehadeverbeensomuchembarrassedbefore。
Iwasalittlestartled,too。Somehow,thatseemedtobringtheOldWorldveryclose。
Werodeawaylaughing,andgrandfathersaid:`Iexpectshethoughtwehadcometotakethecowawayforcertain,Jim。
Iwonderifshewouldn"thavescratchedalittleifwe"dlaidholdofthatlariatrope!"
Ourneighboursseemedgladtomakepeacewithus。ThenextSundayMrs。ShimerdacameoverandbroughtJakeapairofsocksshehadknitted。
Shepresentedthemwithanairofgreatmagnanimity,saying,`NowyounotcomeanymoreforknockmyAmbroschdown?"
Jakelaughedsheepishly。`Idon"twanttohavenotroublewithAmbrosch。
Ifhe"llletmealone,I"lllethimalone。"
`Ifheslapyou,weain"tgotnopigforpaythefine,"
shesaidinsinuatingly。
Jakewasnotatalldisconcerted。`Havethelastwordma"m,"
hesaidcheerfully。`It"salady"sprivilege。"
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JULYCAMEONwiththatbreathless,brilliantheatwhichmakestheplainsofKansasandNebraskathebestcorncountryintheworld。
Itseemedasifwecouldhearthecorngrowinginthenight;
underthestarsonecaughtafaintcracklinginthedewy,heavy-odouredcornfieldswherethefeatheredstalksstoodsojuicyandgreen。
IfallthegreatplainfromtheMissouritotheRockyMountainshadbeenunderglass,andtheheatregulatedbyathermometer,itcouldnothavebeenbetterfortheyellowtasselsthatwereripeningandfertilizingthesilkdaybyday。Thecornfieldswerefarapartinthosetimes,withmilesofwildgrazinglandbetween。
Ittookaclear,meditativeeyelikemygrandfather"stoforeseethattheywouldenlargeandmultiplyuntiltheywouldbe,nottheShimerdas"cornfields,orMr。Bushy"s,buttheworld"scornfields;
thattheiryieldwouldbeoneofthegreateconomicfacts,likethewheatcropofRussia,whichunderliealltheactivitiesofmen,inpeaceorwar。
Theburningsunofthosefewweeks,withoccasionalrainsatnight,securedthecorn。Afterthemilkyearswereonceformed,wehadlittletofearfromdryweather。Themenwereworkingsohardinthewheatfieldsthattheydidnotnoticetheheat——thoughIwaskeptbusycarryingwaterforthem——andgrandmotherandAntoniahadsomuchtodointhekitchenthattheycouldnothavetoldwhetheronedaywashotterthananother。
Eachmorning,whilethedewwasstillonthegrass,Antoniawentwithmeuptothegardentogetearlyvegetablesfordinner。
Grandmothermadeherwearasunbonnet,butassoonaswereachedthegardenshethrewitonthegrassandletherhairflyinthebreeze。
Irememberhow,aswebentoverthepea-vines,beadsofperspirationusedtogatheronherupperliplikealittlemoustache。
`Oh,betterIliketoworkout-of-doorsthaninahouse!"
sheusedtosingjoyfully。`Inotcarethatyourgrandmothersayitmakesmelikeaman。Iliketobelikeaman。"
Shewouldtossherheadandaskmetofeelthemusclesswellinherbrownarm。
Weweregladtohaveherinthehouse。Shewassogayandresponsivethatonedidnotmindherheavy,runningstep,orherclatterywaywithpans。
GrandmotherwasinhighspiritsduringtheweeksthatAntoniaworkedforus。
Allthenightswerecloseandhotduringthatharvestseason。
Theharvesterssleptinthehayloftbecauseitwascoolertherethaninthehouse。Iusedtolieinmybedbytheopenwindow,watchingtheheatlightningplaysoftlyalongthehorizon,orlookingupatthegauntframeofthewindmillagainstthebluenightsky。Onenighttherewasabeautifulelectricstorm,thoughnotenoughrainfelltodamagethecutgrain。
Themenwentdowntothebarnimmediatelyaftersupper,andwhenthedisheswerewashed,AntoniaandIclimbedupontheslantingroofofthechicken-housetowatchtheclouds。
Thethunderwasloudandmetallic,liketherattleofsheetiron,andthelightningbrokeingreatzigzagsacrosstheheavens,makingeverythingstandoutandcomeclosetousforamoment。
Halftheskywaschequeredwithblackthunderheads,butallthewestwasluminousandclear:inthelightningflashesitlookedlikedeepbluewater,withthesheenofmoonlightonit;
andthemottledpartoftheskywaslikemarblepavement,likethequayofsomesplendidseacoastcity,doomedtodestruction。
Greatwarmsplashesofrainfellonourupturnedfaces。
Oneblackcloud,nobiggerthanalittleboat,driftedoutintotheclearspaceunattended,andkeptmovingwestward。
Allaboutuswecouldhearthefeltybeatoftheraindropsonthesoftdustofthefarmyard。Grandmothercametothedoorandsaiditwaslate,andwewouldgetwetoutthere。
`Inaminutewecome,"Antoniacalledbacktoher。
`Ilikeyourgrandmother,andallthingshere,"shesighed。
`Iwishmypapalivetoseethissummer。Iwishnowinterevercomeagain。"
`Itwillbesummeralongwhileyet,"Ireassuredher。
`Whyaren"tyoualwaysnicelikethis,Tony?"
`Hownice?"
`Why,justlikethis;likeyourself。WhydoyouallthetimetrytobelikeAmbrosch?"
Sheputherarmsunderherheadandlayback,lookingupatthesky。
`IfIlivehere,likeyou,thatisdifferent。Thingswillbeeasyforyou。
Buttheywillbehardforus。"
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BOOKIITheHiredGirlsI
IHADBEENLIVINGwithmygrandfatherfornearlythreeyearswhenhedecidedtomovetoBlackHawk。Heandgrandmotherweregettingoldfortheheavyworkofafarm,andasIwasnowthirteentheythoughtIoughttobegoingtoschool。
Accordinglyourhomesteadwasrentedto`thatgoodwoman,theWidowSteavens,"andherbachelorbrother,andweboughtPreacherWhite"shouse,atthenorthendofBlackHawk。
Thiswasthefirsttownhouseonepasseddrivinginfromthefarm,alandmarkwhichtoldcountrypeopletheirlongridewasover。
WeweretomovetoBlackHawkinMarch,andassoonasgrandfatherhadfixedthedateheletJakeandOttoknowofhisintention。
Ottosaidhewouldnotbelikelytofindanotherplacethatsuitedhimsowell;thathewastiredoffarmingandthoughthewouldgobacktowhathecalledthe`wildWest。"
JakeMarpole,luredbyOtto"sstoriesofadventure,decidedtogowithhim。WedidourbesttodissuadeJake。
Hewassohandicappedbyilliteracyandbyhistrustingdispositionthathewouldbeaneasypreytosharpers。
Grandmotherbeggedhimtostayamongkindly,Christianpeople,wherehewasknown;buttherewasnoreasoningwithhim。
Hewantedtobeaprospector。HethoughtasilverminewaswaitingforhiminColorado。
JakeandOttoservedustothelast。Theymovedusintotown,putdownthecarpetsinournewhouse,madeshelvesandcupboardsforgrandmother"skitchen,andseemedloathtoleaveus。
Butatlasttheywent,withoutwarning。Thosetwofellowshadbeenfaithfultousthroughsunandstorm,hadgivenusthingsthatcannotbeboughtinanymarketintheworld。
Withmetheyhadbeenlikeolderbrothers;hadrestrainedtheirspeechandmannersoutofcareforme,andgivenmesomuchgoodcomradeship。Nowtheygotonthewestboundtrainonemorning,intheirSundayclothes,withtheiroilclothvalises——andI
neversawthemagain。MonthsafterwardwegotacardfromOtto,sayingthatJakehadbeendownwithmountainfever,butnowtheywerebothworkingintheYankeeGirlMine,andweredoingwell。
Iwrotetothematthataddress,butmyletterwasreturnedtome,`Unclaimed。"Afterthatweneverheardfromthem。
BlackHawk,thenewworldinwhichwehadcometolive,wasaclean,well-plantedlittleprairietown,withwhitefencesandgoodgreenyardsaboutthedwellings,wide,dustystreets,andshapelylittletreesgrowingalongthewoodensidewalks。
Inthecentreofthetownthereweretworowsofnewbrick`store"buildings,abrickschoolhouse,thecourt-house,andfourwhitechurches。Ourownhouselookeddownoverthetown,andfromourupstairswindowswecouldseethewindinglineoftheriverbluffs,twomilessouthofus。
Thatriverwastobemycompensationforthelostfreedomofthefarmingcountry。
WecametoBlackHawkinMarch,andbytheendofAprilwefeltliketownpeople。GrandfatherwasadeaconinthenewBaptistChurch,grandmotherwasbusywithchurchsuppersandmissionarysocieties,andIwasquiteanotherboy,orthoughtIwas。Suddenlyputdownamongboysofmyownage,IfoundIhadagreatdealtolearn。
Beforethespringtermofschoolwasover,Icouldfight,play`keeps,"teasethelittlegirls,anduseforbiddenwordsaswellasanyboyinmyclass。
IwasrestrainedfromuttersavageryonlybythefactthatMrs。Harling,ournearestneighbour,keptaneyeonme,andifmybehaviourwentbeyondcertainboundsIwasnotpermittedtocomeintoheryardortoplaywithherjollychildren。
Wesawmoreofourcountryneighboursnowthanwhenwelivedonthefarm。
Ourhousewasaconvenientstopping-placeforthem。Wehadabigbarnwherethefarmerscouldputuptheirteams,andtheirwomenfolkmoreoftenaccompaniedthem,nowthattheycouldstaywithusfordinner,andrestandsettheirbonnetsrightbeforetheywentshopping。
Themoreourhousewaslikeacountryhotel,thebetterIlikedit。
Iwasglad,whenIcamehomefromschoolatnoon,toseeafarm-wagonstandinginthebackyard,andIwasalwaysreadytorundowntowntogetbeefsteakorbaker"sbreadforunexpectedcompany。
AllthroughthatfirstspringandsummerIkepthopingthatAmbroschwouldbringAntoniaandYulkatoseeournewhouse。
Iwantedtoshowthemourredplushfurniture,andthetrumpet-blowingcherubstheGermanpaperhangerhadputonourparlourceiling。
WhenAmbroschcametotown,however,hecamealone,andthoughheputhishorsesinourbarn,hewouldneverstayfordinner,ortellusanythingabouthismotherandsisters。Ifweranoutandquestionedhimashewasslippingthroughtheyard,hewouldmerelyworkhisshouldersaboutinhiscoatandsay,`Theyallright,Iguess。"
Mrs。Steavens,whonowlivedonourfarm,grewasfondofAntoniaaswehadbeen,andalwaysbroughtusnewsofher。Allthroughthewheatseason,shetoldus,Ambroschhiredhissisteroutlikeaman,andshewentfromfarmtofarm,bindingsheavesorworkingwiththethreshers。
Thefarmerslikedherandwerekindtoher;saidtheywouldratherhaveherforahandthanAmbrosch。WhenfallcameshewastohuskcornfortheneighboursuntilChristmas,asshehaddonetheyearbefore;
butgrandmothersavedherfromthisbygettingheraplacetoworkwithourneighbours,theHarlings。
II
GRANDMOTHEROFTENSAIDTHATifshehadtoliveintown,shethankedGodshelivednexttheHarlings。Theyhadbeenfarmingpeople,likeourselves,andtheirplacewaslikealittlefarm,withabigbarnandagarden,andanorchardandgrazinglots——evenawindmill。
TheHarlingswereNorwegians,andMrs。HarlinghadlivedinChristianiauntilshewastenyearsold。HerhusbandwasborninMinnesota。
Hewasagrainmerchantandcattle-buyer,andwasgenerallyconsideredthemostenterprisingbusinessmaninourcounty。
Hecontrolledalineofgrainelevatorsinthelittletownsalongtherailroadtothewestofus,andwasawayfromhomeagreatdeal。
Inhisabsencehiswifewastheheadofthehousehold。
Mrs。Harlingwasshortandsquareandsturdy-looking,likeherhouse。Everyinchofherwaschargedwithanenergythatmadeitselffeltthemomentsheenteredaroom。
Herfacewasrosyandsolid,withbright,twinklingeyesandastubbornlittlechin。Shewasquicktoanger,quicktolaughter,andjollyfromthedepthsofhersoul。
HowwellIrememberherlaugh;ithadinitthesamesuddenrecognitionthatflashedintohereyes,wasaburstofhumour,shortandintelligent。Herrapidfootstepsshookherownfloors,andsheroutedlassitudeandindifferencewherevershecame。
Shecouldnotbenegativeorperfunctoryaboutanything。
Herenthusiasm,andherviolentlikesanddislikes,assertedthemselvesinalltheeverydayoccupationsoflife。
Wash-daywasinteresting,neverdreary,attheHarlings"。
Preserving-timewasaprolongedfestival,andhouse-cleaningwaslikearevolution。WhenMrs。Harlingmadegardenthatspring,wecouldfeelthestirofherundertakingthroughthewillowhedgethatseparatedourplacefromhers。
ThreeoftheHarlingchildrenwerenearmeinage。Charley,theonlyson——
theyhadlostanolderboy——wassixteen;Julia,whowasknownasthemusicalone,wasfourteenwhenIwas;andSally,thetomboywithshorthair,wasayearyounger。ShewasnearlyasstrongasI,anduncannilycleveratallboys"sports。Sallywasawildthing,withsunburnedyellowhair,bobbedaboutherears,andabrownskin,forsheneverworeahat。
Sheracedallovertownononerollerskate,oftencheatedat`keeps,"
butwassuchaquickshotonecouldn"tcatchheratit。
Thegrown-updaughter,Frances,wasaveryimportantpersoninourworld。
Shewasherfather"schiefclerk,andvirtuallymanagedhisBlackHawkofficeduringhisfrequentabsences。Becauseofherunusualbusinessability,hewassternandexactingwithher。Hepaidheragoodsalary,butshehadfewholidaysandnevergotawayfromherresponsibilities。
EvenonSundaysshewenttotheofficetoopenthemailandreadthemarkets。
WithCharley,whowasnotinterestedinbusiness,butwasalreadypreparingforAnnapolis,Mr。Harlingwasveryindulgent;boughthimgunsandtoolsandelectricbatteries,andneveraskedwhathedidwiththem。
Franceswasdark,likeherfather,andquiteastall。
Inwintersheworeasealskincoatandcap,andsheandMr。Harlingusedtowalkhometogetherintheevening,talkingaboutgrain-carsandcattle,liketwomen。Sometimesshecameovertoseegrandfatheraftersupper,andhervisitsflatteredhim。
MorethanoncetheyputtheirwitstogethertorescuesomeunfortunatefarmerfromtheclutchesofWickCutter,theBlackHawkmoney-lender。GrandfathersaidFrancesHarlingwasasgoodajudgeofcreditsasanybankerinthecounty。
Thetwoorthreemenwhohadtriedtotakeadvantageofherinadealacquiredcelebritybytheirdefeat。Shekneweveryfarmerformilesabout:howmuchlandhehadundercultivation,howmanycattlehewasfeeding,whathisliabilitieswere。
Herinterestinthesepeoplewasmorethanabusinessinterest。
Shecarriedthemallinhermindasiftheywerecharactersinabookoraplay。
WhenFrancesdroveoutintothecountryonbusiness,shewouldgomilesoutofherwaytocallonsomeoftheoldpeople,ortoseethewomenwhoseldomgottotown。
ShewasquickatunderstandingthegrandmotherswhospokenoEnglish,andthemostreticentanddistrustfulofthemwouldtellhertheirstorywithoutrealizingtheyweredoingso。
Shewenttocountryfuneralsandweddingsinallweathers。
Afarmer"sdaughterwhowastobemarriedcouldcountonaweddingpresentfromFrancesHarling。
InAugusttheHarlings"Danishcookhadtoleavethem。
GrandmotherentreatedthemtotryAntonia。ShecorneredAmbroschthenexttimehecametotown,andpointedouttohimthatanyconnectionwithChristianHarlingwouldstrengthenhiscreditandbeofadvantagetohim。
OneSundayMrs。HarlingtookthelongrideouttotheShimerdas"
withFrances。Shesaidshewantedtosee`whatthegirlcamefrom"andtohaveaclearunderstandingwithhermother。
Iwasinouryardwhentheycamedrivinghome,justbeforesunset。
Theylaughedandwavedtomeastheypassed,andIcouldseetheywereingreatgoodhumour。Aftersupper,whengrandfathersetofftochurch,grandmotherandItookmyshortcutthroughthewillowhedgeandwentovertohearaboutthevisittotheShimerdas"。
WefoundMrs。HarlingwithCharleyandSallyonthefrontporch,restingafterherharddrive。Juliawasinthehammock——
shewasfondofrepose——andFranceswasatthepiano,playingwithoutalightandtalkingtohermotherthroughtheopenwindow。
Mrs。Harlinglaughedwhenshesawuscoming。`Iexpectyouleftyourdishesonthetabletonight,Mrs。Burden,"shecalled。
Francesshutthepianoandcameouttojoinus。
TheyhadlikedAntoniafromtheirfirstglimpseofher;
felttheyknewexactlywhatkindofgirlshewas。
AsforMrs。Shimerda,theyfoundherveryamusing。
Mrs。Harlingchuckledwhenevershespokeofher。`IexpectIammoreathomewiththatsortofbirdthanyouare,Mrs。Burden。
They"reapair,Ambroschandthatoldwoman!"
TheyhadhadalongargumentwithAmbroschaboutAntonia"sallowanceforclothesandpocket-money。Itwashisplanthateverycentofhissister"swagesshouldbepaidovertohimeachmonth,andhewouldprovideherwithsuchclothingashethoughtnecessary。
WhenMrs。HarlingtoldhimfirmlythatshewouldkeepfiftydollarsayearforAntonia"sownuse,hedeclaredtheywantedtotakehissistertotownanddressherupandmakeafoolofher。
Mrs。HarlinggaveusalivelyaccountofAmbrosch"sbehaviourthroughouttheinterview;howhekeptjumpingupandputtingonhiscapasifhewerethroughwiththewholebusiness,andhowhismothertweakedhiscoat-tailandpromptedhiminBohemian。
Mrs。HarlingfinallyagreedtopaythreedollarsaweekforAntonia"sservices——goodwagesinthosedays——andtokeepherinshoes。Therehadbeenhotdisputeabouttheshoes,Mrs。ShimerdafinallysayingpersuasivelythatshewouldsendMrs。Harlingthreefatgeeseeveryyearto`makeeven。"
AmbroschwastobringhissistertotownnextSaturday。
`She"llbeawkwardandroughatfirst,likeenough,"grandmothersaidanxiously,`butunlessshe"sbeenspoiledbythehardlifeshe"sled,shehasitinhertobearealhelpfulgirl。"
Mrs。Harlinglaughedherquick,decidedlaugh。`Oh,I"mnotworrying,Mrs。Burden!Icanbringsomethingoutofthatgirl。
She"sbarelyseventeen,nottoooldtolearnnewways。
She"sgood-looking,too!"sheaddedwarmly。
Francesturnedtograndmother。`Oh,yes,Mrs。Burden,youdidn"ttellusthat!Shewasworkinginthegardenwhenwegotthere,barefootandragged。Butshehassuchfinebrownlegsandarms,andsplendidcolourinhercheeks——likethosebigdarkredplums。"
Wewerepleasedatthispraise。Grandmotherspokefeelingly。
`Whenshefirstcametothiscountry,Frances,andhadthatgenteeloldmantowatchoverher,shewasasprettyagirlaseverIsaw。But,dearme,whatalifeshe"sled,outinthefieldswiththoseroughthreshers!
ThingswouldhavebeenverydifferentwithpoorAntoniaifherfatherhadlived。"
TheHarlingsbeggedustotellthemaboutMr。Shimerda"sdeathandthebigsnowstorm。Bythetimewesawgrandfathercominghomefromchurch,wehadtoldthemprettymuchallweknewoftheShimerdas。
`Thegirlwillbehappyhere,andshe"llforgetthosethings,"
saidMrs。Harlingconfidently,aswerosetotakeourleave。
III
ONSATURDAYAMBROSCHdroveuptothebackgate,andAntoniajumpeddownfromthewagonandranintoourkitchenjustassheusedtodo。
Shewaswearingshoesandstockings,andwasbreathlessandexcited。
Shegavemeaplayfulshakebytheshoulders。`Youain"tforgetaboutme,Jim?"
Grandmotherkissedher。`Godblessyou,child!Nowyou"vecome,youmusttrytodorightandbeacredittous。"
Antonialookedeagerlyaboutthehouseandadmiredeverything。
`MaybeIbethekindofgirlyoulikebetter;nowIcometotown,"
shesuggestedhopefully。
HowgooditwastohaveAntonianearusagain;toseehereverydayandalmosteverynight!Hergreatestfault,Mrs。Harlingfound,wasthatshesooftenstoppedherworkandfelltoplayingwiththechildren。Shewouldraceabouttheorchardwithus,ortakesidesinourhay-fightsinthebarn,orbetheoldbearthatcamedownfromthemountainandcarriedoffNina。
TonylearnedEnglishsoquicklythatbythetimeschoolbeganshecouldspeakaswellasanyofus。
IwasjealousofTony"sadmirationforCharleyHarling。
Becausehewasalwaysfirstinhisclassesatschool,andcouldmendthewater-pipesorthedoorbellandtaketheclocktopieces,sheseemedtothinkhimasortofprince。
NothingthatCharleywantedwastoomuchtroubleforher。
Shelovedtoputuplunchesforhimwhenhewenthunting,tomendhisball-glovesandsewbuttonsonhisshooting-coat,bakedthekindofnut-cakeheliked,andfedhissetterdogwhenhewasawayontripswithhisfather。Antoniahadmadeherselfclothworking-slippersoutofMr。Harling"soldcoats,andintheseshewentpaddingaboutafterCharley,fairlypantingwitheagernesstopleasehim。
NexttoCharley,IthinkshelovedNinabest。Ninawasonlysix,andshewasrathermorecomplexthantheotherchildren。
Shewasfanciful,hadallsortsofunspokenpreferences,andwaseasilyoffended。Attheslightestdisappointmentordispleasure,hervelvetybrowneyesfilledwithtears,andshewouldliftherchinandwalksilentlyaway。
Ifweranafterherandtriedtoappeaseher,itdidnogood。
Shewalkedonunmollified。IusedtothinkthatnoeyesintheworldcouldgrowsolargeorholdsomanytearsasNina"s。Mrs。HarlingandAntoniainvariablytookherpart。
Wewerenevergivenachancetoexplain。Thechargewassimply:
`YouhavemadeNinacry。Now,Jimmycangohome,andSallymustgetherarithmetic。"IlikedNina,too;shewassoquaintandunexpected,andhereyeswerelovely;butIoftenwantedtoshakeher。
WehadjollyeveningsattheHarlings"whenthefatherwasaway。
Ifhewasathome,thechildrenhadtogotobedearly,ortheycameovertomyhousetoplay。Mr。Harlingnotonlydemandedaquiethouse,hedemandedallhiswife"sattention。
Heusedtotakeherawaytotheirroominthewestell,andtalkoverhisbusinesswithherallevening。
Thoughwedidnotrealizeitthen,Mrs。Harlingwasouraudiencewhenweplayed,andwealwayslookedtoherforsuggestions。
Nothingflatteredonelikeherquicklaugh。
Mr。Harlinghadadeskinhisbedroom,andhisowneasy-chairbythewindow,inwhichnooneelseeversat。
Onthenightswhenhewasathome,Icouldseehisshadowontheblind,anditseemedtomeanarrogantshadow。
Mrs。Harlingpaidnoheedtoanyoneelseifhewasthere。
Beforehewenttobedshealwaysgothimalunchofsmokedsalmonoranchoviesandbeer。Hekeptanalcohollampinhisroom,andaFrenchcoffee-pot,andhiswifemadecoffeeforhimatanyhourofthenighthehappenedtowantit。
MostBlackHawkfathershadnopersonalhabitsoutsidetheirdomesticones;theypaidthebills,pushedthebaby-carriageafterofficehours,movedthesprinkleraboutoverthelawn,andtookthefamilydrivingonSunday。Mr。Harling,therefore,seemedtomeautocraticandimperialinhisways。
Hewalked,talked,putonhisgloves,shookhands,likeamanwhofeltthathehadpower。Hewasnottall,buthecarriedhisheadsohaughtilythathelookedacommandingfigure,andtherewassomethingdaringandchallenginginhiseyes。
Iusedtoimaginethatthe,nobles"ofwhomAntoniawasalwaystalkingprobablylookedverymuchlikeChristianHarling,worecapedovercoatslikehis,andjustsuchaglitteringdiamonduponthelittlefinger。
Exceptwhenthefatherwasathome,theHarlinghousewasneverquiet。
Mrs。HarlingandNinaandAntoniamadeasmuchnoiseasahousefulofchildren,andtherewasusuallysomebodyatthepiano。Juliawastheonlyonewhowashelddowntoregularhoursofpractising,buttheyallplayed。
WhenFrancescamehomeatnoon,sheplayeduntildinnerwasready。
WhenSallygotbackfromschool,shesatdowninherhatandcoatanddrummedtheplantationmelodiesthatNegrominstreltroupesbroughttotown。
EvenNinaplayedtheSwedishWeddingMarch。
Mrs。Harlinghadstudiedthepianounderagoodteacher,andsomehowshemanagedtopractiseeveryday。
IsoonlearnedthatifIweresentoveronanerrandandfoundMrs。Harlingatthepiano,Imustsitdownandwaitquietlyuntilsheturnedtome。Icanseeheratthismoment:
hershort,squarepersonplantedfirmlyonthestool,herlittlefathandsmovingquicklyandneatlyoverthekeys,hereyesfixedonthemusicwithintelligentconcentration。
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`Iwon"thavenoneofyourweevilywheat,andIwon"thavenoneofyourbarley,ButI"lltakeameasureoffinewhiteflour,tomakeacakeforCharley。"
WEWERESINGINGrhymestoteaseAntoniawhileshewasbeatinguponeofCharley"sfavouritecakesinherbigmixing-bowl。
Itwasacrispautumnevening,justcoldenoughtomakeonegladtoquitplayingtagintheyard,andretreatintothekitchen。
Wehadbeguntorollpopcornballswithsyrupwhenweheardaknockatthebackdoor,andTonydroppedherspoonandwenttoopenit。
Aplump,fair-skinnedgirlwasstandinginthedoorway。
Shelookeddemureandpretty,andmadeagracefulpictureinherbluecashmeredressandlittlebluehat,withaplaidshawldrawnneatlyabouthershouldersandaclumsypocket-bookinherhand。
`Hello,Tony。Don"tyouknowme?"sheaskedinasmooth,lowvoice,lookinginatusarchly。
Antoniagaspedandsteppedback。
`Why,it"sLena!OfcourseIdidn"tknowyou,sodressedup!"
LenaLingardlaughed,asifthispleasedher。Ihadnotrecognizedherforamoment,either。Ihadneverseenherbeforewithahatonherhead——orwithshoesandstockingsonherfeet,forthatmatter。
Andhereshewas,brushedandsmoothedanddressedlikeatowngirl,smilingatuswithperfectcomposure。
`Hello,Jim,"shesaidcarelesslyasshewalkedintothekitchenandlookedabouther。`I"vecometotowntowork,too,Tony。"
`Haveyou,now?Well,ain"tthatfunny“Antoniastoodillatease,anddidn"tseemtoknowjustwhattodowithhervisitor。
Thedoorwasopenintothedining-room,whereMrs。HarlingsatcrochetingandFranceswasreading。FrancesaskedLenatocomeinandjointhem。
`YouareLenaLingard,aren"tyou?I"vebeentoseeyourmother,butyouwereoffherdingcattlethatday。Mama,thisisChrisLingard"soldestgirl。"
Mrs。Harlingdroppedherworstedandexaminedthevisitorwithquick,keeneyes。Lenawasnotatalldisconcerted。
ShesatdowninthechairFrancespointedout,carefullyarrangingherpocket-bookandgreycottonglovesonherlap。
Wefollowedwithourpopcorn,butAntoniahungback——
saidshehadtogethercakeintotheoven。
`Soyouhavecometotown,"saidMrs。Harling,hereyesstillfixedonLena。
`Whereareyouworking?"
`ForMrs。Thomas,thedressmaker。Sheisgoingtoteachmetosew。
ShesaysIhavequiteaknack。I"mthroughwiththefarm。Thereain"tanyendtotheworkonafarm,andalwayssomuchtroublehappens。
I"mgoingtobeadressmaker。"
`Well,therehavetobedressmakers。It"sagoodtrade。ButIwouldn"trundownthefarm,ifIwereyou,"saidMrs。Harlingratherseverely。
`Howisyourmother?"
`Oh,mother"sneververywell;shehastoomuchtodo。
She"dgetawayfromthefarm,too,ifshecould。
Shewaswillingformetocome。AfterIlearntodosewing,Icanmakemoneyandhelpher。"
`Seethatyoudon"tforgetto,"saidMrs。Harlingsceptically,asshetookuphercrochetingagainandsentthehookinandoutwithnimblefingers。
`No,"m,Iwon"t,"saidLenablandly。Shetookafewgrainsofthepopcornwepresseduponher,eatingthemdiscreetlyandtakingcarenottogetherfingerssticky。
Francesdrewherchairupnearertothevisitor。`Ithoughtyouweregoingtobemarried,Lena,"shesaidteasingly。
`Didn"tIhearthatNickSvendsenwasrushingyouprettyhard?"
Lenalookedupwithhercuriouslyinnocentsmile。`Hedidgowithmequiteawhile。Buthisfathermadeafussaboutitandsaidhewouldn"tgiveNickanylandifhemarriedme,sohe"sgoingtomarryAnnieIverson。
Iwouldn"tliketobeher;Nick"sawfulsullen,andhe"lltakeitoutonher。
Heain"tspoketohisfathersincehepromised。"
Franceslaughed。`Andhowdoyoufeelaboutit?"
`Idon"twanttomarryNick,oranyotherman,"Lenamurmured。
`I"veseenagooddealofmarriedlife,andIdon"tcareforit。
IwanttobesoIcanhelpmymotherandthechildrenathome,andnothavetoaskliefofanybody。"
`That"sright,"saidFrances。`AndMrs。Thomasthinksyoucanlearndressmaking?"
`Yes,"m。I"vealwayslikedtosew,butIneverhadmuchtodowith。
Mrs。Thomasmakeslovelythingsforallthetownladies。
DidyouknowMrs。Gardenerishavingapurplevelvetmade?
ThevelvetcamefromOmaha。My,butit"slovely!"
Lenasighedsoftlyandstrokedhercashmerefolds。
`TonyknowsIneverdidlikeout-of-doorwork,"sheadded。
Mrs。Harlingglancedather。`Iexpectyou"lllearntosewallright,Lena,ifyou"llonlykeepyourheadandnotgogaddingabouttodancesallthetimeandneglectyourwork,thewaysomecountrygirlsdo。"
`Yes,"m。TinySoderballiscomingtotown,too。She"sgoingtoworkattheBoys"HomeHotel。She"llseelotsofstrangers,"
Lenaaddedwistfully。
`Toomany,likeenough,"saidMrs。Harling。`Idon"tthinkahotelisagoodplaceforagirl;thoughIguessMrs。Gardenerkeepsaneyeonherwaitresses。"
Lena"scandideyes,thatalwayslookedalittlesleepyundertheirlonglashes,keptstrayingaboutthecheerfulroomswithnaiveadmiration。
Presentlyshedrewonhercottongloves。`IguessImustbeleaving,"
shesaidirresolutely。
Francestoldhertocomeagain,whenevershewaslonesomeorwantedadviceaboutanything。Lenarepliedthatshedidn"tbelieveshewouldevergetlonesomeinBlackHawk。
ShelingeredatthekitchendoorandbeggedAntoniatocomeandseeheroften。`I"vegotaroomofmyownatMrs。Thomas"s,withacarpet。"
Tonyshuffleduneasilyinherclothslippers。`I"llcomesometime,butMrs。Harlingdon"tliketohavemerunmuch,"shesaidevasively。
`Youcandowhatyoupleasewhenyougoout,can"tyou?"
Lenaaskedinaguardedwhisper。`Ain"tyoucrazyabouttown,Tony?
Idon"tcarewhatanybodysays,I"mdonewiththefarm!"
Sheglancedbackoverhershouldertowardthedining-room,whereMrs。Harlingsat。
WhenLenawasgone,FrancesaskedAntoniawhyshehadn"tbeenalittlemorecordialtoher。
`Ididn"tknowifyourmotherwouldlikehercominghere,"saidAntonia,lookingtroubled。`Shewaskindoftalkedabout,outthere。"
`Yes,Iknow。Butmotherwon"tholditagainstherifshebehaveswellhere。Youneedn"tsayanythingaboutthattothechildren。
IguessJimhasheardallthatgossip?"
WhenInodded,shepulledmyhairandtoldmeIknewtoomuch,anyhow。
Weweregoodfriends,FrancesandI。
IranhometotellgrandmotherthatLenaLingardhadcometotown。
Weweregladofit,forshehadahardlifeonthefarm。
LenalivedintheNorwegiansettlementwestofSquawCreek,andsheusedtoherdherfather"scattleintheopencountrybetweenhisplaceandtheShimerdas"。Wheneverwerodeoverinthatdirectionwesawheroutamonghercattle,bareheadedandbarefooted,scantilydressedintatteredclothing,alwaysknittingasshewatchedherherd。
BeforeIknewLena,Ithoughtofherassomethingwild,thatalwayslivedontheprairie,becauseIhadneverseenherunderaroof。
Heryellowhairwasburnedtoaruddythatchonherhead;butherlegsandarms,curiouslyenough,inspiteofconstantexposuretothesun,keptamiraculouswhitenesswhichsomehowmadeherseemmoreundressedthanothergirlswhowentscantilyclad。ThefirsttimeIstoppedtotalktoher,Iwasastonishedathersoftvoiceandeasy,gentleways。
Thegirlsoutthereusuallygotroughandmannishaftertheywenttoherding。
ButLenaaskedJakeandmetogetoffourhorsesandstayawhile,andbehavedexactlyasifshewereinahouseandwereaccustomedtohavingvisitors。
Shewasnotembarrassedbyherraggedclothes,andtreatedusasifwewereoldacquaintances。EventhenInoticedtheunusualcolourofhereyes——
ashadeofdeepviolet——andtheirsoft,confidingexpression。
ChrisLingardwasnotaverysuccessfulfarmer,andhehadalargefamily。
Lenawasalwaysknittingstockingsforlittlebrothersandsisters,andeventheNorwegianwomen,whodisapprovedofher,admittedthatshewasagooddaughtertohermother。AsTonysaid,shehadbeentalkedabout。
ShewasaccusedofmakingOleBensonlosethelittlesensehehad——
andthatatanagewhensheshouldstillhavebeeninpinafores。
Olelivedinaleakydugoutsomewhereattheedgeofthesettlement。
Hewasfatandlazyanddiscouraged,andbadluckhadbecomeahabitwithhim。Afterhehadhadeveryotherkindofmisfortune,hiswife,`CrazyMary,"triedtosetaneighbour"sbarnonfire,andwassenttotheasylumatLincoln。Shewaskeptthereforafewmonths,thenescapedandwalkedallthewayhome,nearlytwohundredmiles,travellingbynightandhidinginbarnsandhaystacksbyday。
WhenshegotbacktotheNorwegiansettlement,herpoorfeetwereashardashoofs。Shepromisedtobegood,andwasallowedtostayathome——thougheveryonerealizedshewasascrazyasever,andshestillranaboutbarefootedthroughthesnow,tellingherdomestictroublestoherneighbours。
NotlongafterMarycamebackfromtheasylum,IheardayoungDane,whowashelpingustothresh,tellJakeandOttothatChrisLingard"soldestgirlhadputOleBensonoutofhishead,untilhehadnomoresensethanhiscrazywife。WhenOlewascultivatinghiscornthatsummer,heusedtogetdiscouragedinthefield,tieuphisteam,andwanderofftowhereverLenaLingardwasherding。
Therehewouldsitdownonthedrawsideandhelpherwatchhercattle。
Allthesettlementwastalkingaboutit。TheNorwegianpreacher"swifewenttoLenaandtoldhersheoughtnottoallowthis;
shebeggedLenatocometochurchonSundays。Lenasaidshehadn"tadressintheworldanylessraggedthantheoneonherback。
Thentheminister"swifewentthroughheroldtrunksandfoundsomethingsshehadwornbeforehermarriage。
ThenextSundayLenaappearedatchurch,alittlelate,withherhairdoneupneatlyonherhead,likeayoungwoman,wearingshoesandstockings,andthenewdress,whichshehadmadeoverforherselfverybecomingly。Thecongregationstaredather。
Untilthatmorningnoone——unlessitwereOle——hadrealizedhowprettyshewas,orthatshewasgrowingup。Theswellinglinesofherfigurehadbeenhiddenundertheshapelessragssheworeinthefields。
Afterthelasthymnhadbeensung,andthecongregationwasdismissed,Oleslippedouttothehitch-barandliftedLenaonherhorse。
That,initself,wasshocking;amarriedmanwasnotexpectedtodosuchthings。Butitwasnothingtothescenethatfollowed。
CrazyMarydartedoutfromthegroupofwomenatthechurchdoor,andrandowntheroadafterLena,shoutinghorriblethreats。
`Lookout,youLenaLingard,lookout!I"llcomeoverwithacorn-knifeonedayandtrimsomeofthatshapeoffyou。
Thenyouwon"tsailroundsofine,makingeyesatthemen!……"
TheNorwegianwomendidn"tknowwheretolook。Theywereformalhousewives,mostofthem,withaseveresenseofdecorum。
ButLenaLingardonlylaughedherlazy,good-naturedlaughandrodeon,gazingbackoverhershoulderatOle"sinfuriatedwife。
Thetimecame,however,whenLenadidn"tlaugh。MorethanonceCrazyMarychasedheracrosstheprairieandroundandroundtheShimerdas"cornfield。
Lenanevertoldherfather;perhapsshewasashamed;perhapsshewasmoreafraidofhisangerthanofthecorn-knife。IwasattheShimerdas"
oneafternoonwhenLenacameboundingthroughtheredgrassasfastasherwhitelegscouldcarryher。SheranstraightintothehouseandhidinAntonia"sfeather-bed。Marywasnotfarbehind:
shecamerightuptothedoorandmadeusfeelhowsharpherbladewas,showingusverygraphicallyjustwhatshemeanttodotoLena。
Mrs。Shimerda,leaningoutofthewindow,enjoyedthesituationkeenly,andwassorrywhenAntoniasentMaryaway,mollifiedbyanapronfulofbottle-tomatoes。LenacameoutfromTony"sroombehindthekitchen,verypinkfromtheheatofthefeathers,butotherwisecalm。
ShebeggedAntoniaandmetogowithher,andhelpgethercattletogether;
theywerescatteredandmightbegorgingthemselvesinsomebody"scornfield。
`Maybeyouloseasteerandlearnnottomakesomethingswithyoureyesatmarriedmen,"Mrs。Shimerdatoldherhectoringly。
Lenaonlysmiledhersleepysmile。`Inevermadeanythingtohimwithmyeyes。Ican"thelpitifhehangsaround,andIcan"torderhimoff。
Itain"tmyprairie。"
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AFTERLENACAMEToBlackHawk,Ioftenmetherdowntown,whereshewouldbematchingsewingsilkorbuying`findings"forMrs。Thomas。
IfIhappenedtowalkhomewithher,shetoldmeallaboutthedressesshewashelpingtomake,oraboutwhatshesawandheardwhenshewaswithTinySoderballatthehotelonSaturdaynights。
TheBoys"HomewasthebesthotelonourbranchoftheBurlington,andallthecommercialtravellersinthatterritorytriedtogetintoBlackHawkforSunday。TheyusedtoassembleintheparlouraftersupperonSaturdaynights。MarshallField"sman,AnsonKirkpatrick,playedthepianoandsangallthelatestsentimentalsongs。
AfterTinyhadhelpedthecookwashthedishes,sheandLenasatontheothersideofthedoubledoorsbetweentheparlourandthedining-room,listeningtothemusicandgigglingatthejokesandstories。
LenaoftensaidshehopedIwouldbeatravellingmanwhenIgrewup。
Theyhadagaylifeofit;nothingtodobutrideaboutontrainsalldayandgototheatreswhentheywereinbigcities。
Behindthehoteltherewasanoldstorebuilding,wherethesalesmenopenedtheirbigtrunksandspreadouttheirsamplesonthecounters。
TheBlackHawkmerchantswenttolookatthesethingsandordergoods,andMrs。Thomas,thoughshewasIretailtrade,"waspermittedtoseethemandto`getideas。"Theywereallgenerous,thesetravellingmen;
theygaveTinySoderballhandkerchiefsandglovesandribbonsandstripedstockings,andsomanybottlesofperfumeandcakesofscentedsoapthatshebestowedsomeofthemonLena。
OneafternoonintheweekbeforeChristmas,IcameuponLenaandherfunny,square-headedlittlebrotherChris,standingbeforethedrugstore,gazinginatthewaxdollsandblocksandNoah"sArksarrangedinthefrostyshowwindow。TheboyhadcometotownwithaneighbourtodohisChristmasshopping,forhehadmoneyofhisownthisyear。
Hewasonlytwelve,butthatwinterhehadgotthejobofsweepingouttheNorwegianchurchandmakingthefireiniteverySundaymorning。
Acoldjobitmusthavebeen,too!
WewentintoDuckford"sdry-goodsstore,andChrisunwrappedallhispresentsandshowedthemtomesomethingforeachofthesixyoungerthanhimself,evenarubberpigforthebaby。
LenahadgivenhimoneofTinySoderball"sbottlesofperfumeforhismother,andhethoughthewouldgetsomehandkerchiefstogowithit。Theywerecheap,andhehadn"tmuchmoneyleft。
WefoundatablefulofhandkerchiefsspreadoutforviewatDuckford"s。Chriswantedthosewithinitiallettersinthecorner,becausehehadneverseenanybefore。
Hestudiedthemseriously,whileLenalookedoverhisshoulder,tellinghimshethoughttheredletterswouldholdtheircolourbest。
HeseemedsoperplexedthatIthoughtperhapshehadn"tenoughmoney,afterall。Presentlyhesaidgravely:
`Sister,youknowmother"snameisBerthe。Idon"tknowifI
oughttogetBforBerthe,orMforMother。"
Lenapattedhisbristlyhead。`I"dgettheB,Chrissy。
Itwillpleaseherforyoutothinkabouthername。
Nobodyevercallsherbyitnow。"
Thatsatisfiedhim。Hisfaceclearedatonce,andhetookthreeredsandthreeblues。Whentheneighbourcameintosaythatitwastimetostart,LenawoundChris"scomforterabouthisneckandturneduphisjacketcollar——hehadnoovercoat——
andwewatchedhimclimbintothewagonandstartonhislong,colddrive。Aswewalkedtogetherupthewindystreet,Lenawipedhereyeswiththebackofherwoollenglove。
`Igetawfulhomesickforthem,allthesame,"shemurmured,asifshewereansweringsomerememberedreproach。
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WINTERCOMESDOWNSAVAGELYoveralittletownontheprairie。
Thewindthatsweepsinfromtheopencountrystripsawayalltheleafyscreensthathideoneyardfromanotherinsummer,andthehousesseemtodrawclosertogether。Theroofs,thatlookedsofarawayacrossthegreentree-tops,nowstareyouintheface,andtheyaresomuchuglierthanwhentheiranglesweresoftenedbyvinesandshrubs。
Inthemorning,whenIwasfightingmywaytoschoolagainstthewind,Icouldn"tseeanythingbuttheroadinfrontofme;
butinthelateafternoon,whenIwascominghome,thetownlookedbleakanddesolatetome。Thepale,coldlightofthewintersunsetdidnotbeautify——itwaslikethelightoftruthitself。
Whenthesmokycloudshunglowinthewestandtheredsunwentdownbehindthem,leavingapinkflushonthesnowyroofsandthebluedrifts,thenthewindsprangupafresh,withakindofbittersong,asifitsaid:`Thisisreality,whetheryoulikeitornot。Allthosefrivolitiesofsummer,thelightandshadow,thelivingmaskofgreenthattrembledovereverything,theywerelies,andthisiswhatwasunderneath。
Thisisthetruth。"Itwasasifwewerebeingpunishedforlovingthelovelinessofsummer。
IfIloiteredontheplaygroundafterschool,orwenttothepost-officeforthemailandlingeredtohearthegossipaboutthecigar-stand,itwouldbegrowingdarkbythetimeIcamehome。Thesunwasgone;
thefrozenstreetsstretchedlongandbluebeforeme;thelightswereshiningpaleinkitchenwindows,andIcouldsmellthesupperscookingasIpassed。Fewpeoplewereabroad,andeachoneofthemwashurryingtowardafire。Theglowingstovesinthehouseswerelikemagnets。
Whenonepassedanoldman,onecouldseenothingofhisfacebutarednosestickingoutbetweenafrostedbeardandalongplushcap。
Theyoungmencaperedalongwiththeirhandsintheirpockets,andsometimestriedaslideontheicysidewalk。Thechildren,intheirbrighthoodsandcomforters,neverwalked,butalwaysranfromthemomenttheylefttheirdoor,beatingtheirmittensagainsttheirsides。
WhenIgotasfarastheMethodistChurch,Iwasabouthalfwayhome。
IcanrememberhowgladIwaswhentherehappenedtobealightinthechurch,andthepaintedglasswindowshoneoutatusaswecamealongthefrozenstreet。Inthewinterbleaknessahungerforcolourcameoverpeople,liketheLaplander"scravingforfatsandsugar。
Withoutknowingwhy,weusedtolingeronthesidewalkoutsidethechurchwhenthelampswerelightedearlyforchoirpracticeorprayer-meeting,shiveringandtalkinguntilourfeetwerelikelumpsofice。
Thecruderedsandgreensandbluesofthatcolouredglassheldusthere。
Onwinternights,thelightsintheHarlings"windowsdrewmelikethepaintedglass。Insidethatwarm,roomyhousetherewascolour,too。
AftersupperIusedtocatchupmycap,stickmyhandsinmypockets,anddivethroughthewillowhedgeasifwitcheswereafterme。
Ofcourse,ifMr。Harlingwasathome,ifhisshadowstoodoutontheblindofthewestroom,Ididnotgoin,butturnedandwalkedhomebythelongway,throughthestreet,wonderingwhatbookI
shouldreadasIsatdownwiththetwooldpeople。
Suchdisappointmentsonlygavegreaterzesttothenightswhenweactedcharades,orhadacostumeballinthebackparlour,withSallyalwaysdressedlikeaboy。Francestaughtustodancethatwinter,andshesaid,fromthefirstlesson,thatAntoniawouldmakethebestdanceramongus。
OnSaturdaynights,Mrs。Harlingusedtoplaytheoldoperasforus——"Martha,"`Norma,"`Rigoletto"——tellingusthestorywhilesheplayed。EverySaturdaynightwaslikeaparty。
Theparlour,thebackparlour,andthedining-roomwerewarmandbrightlylighted,withcomfortablechairsandsofas,andgaypicturesonthewalls。Onealwaysfeltateasethere。
Antoniabroughthersewingandsatwithus——shewasalreadybeginningtomakeprettyclothesforherself。
Afterthelongwintereveningsontheprairie,withAmbrosch"ssullensilencesandhermother"scomplaints,theHarlings"
houseseemed,asshesaid,`likeHeaven"toher。
Shewasnevertootiredtomaketaffyorchocolatecookiesforus。
IfSallywhisperedinherear,orCharleygaveherthreewinks,Tonywouldrushintothekitchenandbuildafireintherangeonwhichshehadalreadycookedthreemealsthatday。
Whilewesatinthekitchenwaitingforthecookiestobakeorthetaffytocool,NinausedtocoaxAntoniatotellherstories——aboutthecalfthatbrokeitsleg,orhowYulkasavedherlittleturkeysfromdrowninginthefreshet,oraboutoldChristmasesandweddingsinBohemia。
Ninainterpretedthestoriesaboutthecrechefancifully,andinspiteofourderisionshecherishedabeliefthatChristwasborninBohemiaashorttimebeforetheShimerdasleftthatcountry。WealllikedTony"sstories。Hervoicehadapeculiarlyengagingquality;itwasdeep,alittlehusky,andonealwaysheardthebreathvibratingbehindit。
Everythingshesaidseemedtocomerightoutofherheart。
Oneeveningwhenwewerepickingoutkernelsforwalnuttaffy,Tonytoldusanewstory。
`Mrs。Harling,didyoueverhearaboutwhathappenedupintheNorwegiansettlementlastsummer,whenIwasthreshingthere?
WewereatIversons",andIwasdrivingoneofthegrain-wagons。"
Mrs。Harlingcameoutandsatdownamongus。`Couldyouthrowthewheatintothebinyourself,Tony?"Sheknewwhatheavyworkitwas。
`Yes,ma"m,Idid。IcouldshoveljustasfastasthatfatAndernboythatdrovetheotherwagon。Onedayitwasjustawfulhot。
Whenwegotbacktothefieldfromdinner,wetookthingskindofeasy。Themenputinthehorsesandgotthemachinegoing,andOleIversonwasuponthedeck,cuttingbands。Iwassittingagainstastraw-stack,tryingtogetsomeshade。Mywagonwasn"tgoingoutfirst,andsomehowIfelttheheatawfulthatday。
Thesunwassohotlikeitwasgoingtoburntheworldup。
AfterawhileIseeamancomingacrossthestubble,andwhenhegotcloseIseeitwasatramp。Histoesstuckoutofhisshoes,andhehadn"tshavedforalongwhile,andhiseyeswasawfulredandwild,likehehadsomesickness。
Hecomesrightupandbeginstotalklikeheknowsmealready。
Hesays:`Thepondsinthiscountryisdonegotsolowamancouldn"tdrowndhimselfinoneof"em。"
`Itoldhimnobodywantedtodrowndthemselves,butifwedidn"thaverainsoonwe"dhavetopumpwaterforthecattle。
`“Oh,cattle,“hesays,“you"llalltakecareofyourcattle!
Ain"tyougotnobeerhere?“Itoldhimhe"dhavetogototheBohemiansforbeer;theNorwegiansdidn"thavenonewhentheythreshed。
“MyGod!“hesays,“soit"sNorwegiansnow,isit?IthoughtthiswasAmericy。“
`ThenhegoesuptothemachineandyellsouttoOleIverson,“Hello,partner,letmeupthere。Icancutbands,andI"mtiredoftrampin"。Iwon"tgonofarther。“
`ItriedtomakesignstoOle,"causeIthoughtthatmanwascrazyandmightgetthemachinestoppedup。
ButOle,hewasgladtogetdownoutofthesunandchaff——
itgetsdownyourneckandstickstoyousomethingawfulwhenit"shotlikethat。SoOlejumpeddownandcrawledunderoneofthewagonsforshade,andthetrampgotonthemachine。