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第1章

InmemoryofaffectionsoldandtrueOptimadies……primafugitVIRGIL

INTRODUCTION

LASTsummerIhappenedtobecrossingtheplainsofIowainaseasonofintenseheat,anditwasmygoodfortunetohaveforatravelingcompanionJamesQuayleBurden——JimBurden,aswestillcallhimintheWest。HeandIareoldfriends——wegrewuptogetherinthesameNebraskatown——andwehadmuchtosaytoeachother。

Whilethetrainflashedthroughnever-endingmilesofripewheat,bycountrytownsandbright-floweredpasturesandoakgroveswiltinginthesun,wesatintheobservationcar,wherethewoodworkwashottothetouchandreddustlaydeepovereverything。

Thedustandheat,theburningwind,remindedusofmanythings。

Weweretalkingaboutwhatitisliketospendone"schildhoodinlittletownslikethese,buriedinwheatandcorn,understimulatingextremesofclimate:burningsummerswhentheworldliesgreenandbillowybeneathabrilliantsky,whenoneisfairlystifledinvegetation,inthecolorandsmellofstrongweedsandheavyharvests;

blusterywinterswithlittlesnow,whenthewholecountryisstrippedbareandgrayassheet-iron。Weagreedthatnoonewhohadnotgrownupinalittleprairietowncouldknowanythingaboutit。

Itwasakindoffreemasonry,wesaid。

AlthoughJimBurdenandIbothliveinNewYork,andareoldfriends,Idonotseemuchofhimthere。

HeislegalcounselforoneofthegreatWesternrailways,andissometimesawayfromhisNewYorkofficeforweekstogether。

Thatisonereasonwhywedonotoftenmeet。AnotheristhatI

donotlikehiswife。

WhenJimwasstillanobscureyounglawyer,strugglingtomakehiswayinNewYork,hiscareerwassuddenlyadvancedbyabrilliantmarriage。

GenevieveWhitneywastheonlydaughterofadistinguishedman。

HermarriagewithyoungBurdenwasthesubjectofsharpcommentatthetime。

Itwassaidshehadbeenbrutallyjiltedbyhercousin,RutlandWhitney,andthatshemarriedthisunknownmanfromtheWestoutofbravado。Shewasarestless,headstronggirl,eventhen,wholikedtoastonishherfriends。

Later,whenIknewher,shewasalwaysdoingsomethingunexpected。

ShegaveoneofhertownhousesforaSuffrageheadquarters,producedoneofherownplaysatthePrincessTheater,wasarrestedforpicketingduringagarment-makers"strike,etc。Iamneverabletobelievethatshehasmuchfeelingforthecausestowhichshelendshernameandherfleetinginterest。

Sheishandsome,energetic,executive,buttomesheseemsunimpressionableandtemperamentallyincapableofenthusiasm。Herhusband"squiettastesirritateher,Ithink,andshefindsitworthwhiletoplaythepatronesstoagroupofyoungpoetsandpaintersofadvancedideasandmediocreability。

Shehasherownfortuneandlivesherownlife。Forsomereason,shewishestoremainMrs。JamesBurden。

AsforJim,nodisappointmentshavebeensevereenoughtochillhisnaturallyromanticandardentdisposition。Thisdisposition,thoughitoftenmadehimseemveryfunnywhenhewasaboy,hasbeenoneofthestrongestelementsinhissuccess。

Heloveswithapersonalpassionthegreatcountrythroughwhichhisrailwayrunsandbranches。Hisfaithinitandhisknowledgeofithaveplayedanimportantpartinitsdevelopment。

HeisalwaysabletoraisecapitalfornewenterprisesinWyomingorMontana,andhashelpedyoungmenouttheretodoremarkablethingsinminesandtimberandoil。

IfayoungmanwithanideacanoncegetJimBurden"sattention,canmanagetoaccompanyhimwhenhegoesoffintothewildshuntingforlostparksorexploringnewcanyons,thenthemoneywhichmeansactionisusuallyforthcoming。

JimisstillabletolosehimselfinthosebigWesterndreams。

Thoughheisoverfortynow,hemeetsnewpeopleandnewenterpriseswiththeimpulsivenessbywhichhisboyhoodfriendsrememberhim。

Heneverseemstometogrowolder。Hisfreshcolorandsandyhairandquick-changingblueeyesarethoseofayoungman,andhissympathetic,solicitousinterestinwomenisasyouthfulasitisWesternandAmerican。

DuringthatburningdaywhenwewerecrossingIowa,ourtalkkeptreturningtoacentralfigure,aBohemiangirlwhomwehadknownlongagoandwhombothofusadmired。

Morethananyotherpersonweremembered,thisgirlseemedtomeantousthecountry,theconditions,thewholeadventureofourchildhood。Tospeakhernamewastocalluppicturesofpeopleandplaces,tosetaquietdramagoinginone"sbrain。

Ihadlostsightofheraltogether,butJimhadfoundheragainafterlongyears,hadrenewedafriendshipthatmeantagreatdealtohim,andoutofhisbusylifehadsetaparttimeenoughtoenjoythatfriendship。Hismindwasfullofherthatday。

Hemademeseeheragain,feelherpresence,revivedallmyoldaffectionforher。

“Ican"tsee,“hesaidimpetuously,“whyyouhaveneverwrittenanythingaboutAntonia。“

ItoldhimIhadalwaysfeltthatotherpeople——hehimself,foroneknewhermuchbetterthanI。Iwasready,however,tomakeanagreementwithhim;IwouldsetdownonpaperallthatIrememberedofAntoniaifhewoulddothesame。

Wemight,inthisway,getapictureofher。

Herumpledhishairwithaquick,excitedgesture,whichwithhimoftenannouncesanewdetermination,andIcouldseethatmysuggestiontookholdofhim。“MaybeIwill,maybeIwill!“

hedeclared。Hestaredoutofthewindowforafewmoments,andwhenheturnedtomeagainhiseyeshadthesuddenclearnessthatcomesfromsomethingtheminditselfsees。

“Ofcourse,“hesaid,“Ishouldhavetodoitinadirectway,andsayagreatdealaboutmyself。It"sthroughmyselfthatI

knewandfelther,andI"vehadnopracticeinanyotherformofpresentation。“

ItoldhimthathowheknewherandfeltherwasexactlywhatI

mostwantedtoknowaboutAntonia。HehadhadopportunitiesthatI,asalittlegirlwhowatchedhercomeandgo,hadnot。

MonthsafterwardJimBurdenarrivedatmyapartmentonestormywinterafternoon,withabulginglegalportfolioshelteredunderhisfurovercoat。

Hebroughtitintothesitting-roomwithhimandtappeditwithsomeprideashestoodwarminghishands。

“Ifinisheditlastnight——thethingaboutAntonia,“hesaid。

“Now,whataboutyours?“

Ihadtoconfessthatminehadnotgonebeyondafewstragglingnotes。

“Notes?Ididn"tmakeany。“Hedrankhisteaallatonceandputdownthecup。“Ididn"tarrangeorrearrange。

IsimplywrotedownwhatofherselfandmyselfandotherpeopleAntonia"snamerecallstome。Isupposeithasn"tanyform。

Ithasn"tanytitle,either。“Hewentintothenextroom,satdownatmydeskandwroteonthepinkishfaceoftheportfoliotheword,“Antonia。“Hefrownedatthisamoment,thenprefixedanotherword,makingit“MyAntonia。“

Thatseemedtosatisfyhim。

“Readitassoonasyoucan,“hesaid,rising,“butdon"tletitinfluenceyourownstory。“

Myownstorywasneverwritten,butthefollowingnarrativeisJim"smanuscript,substantiallyashebroughtittome。

NOTES:[1]TheBohemiannameAntoniaisstronglyaccentedonthefirstsyllable,liketheEnglishnameAnthony,andthe`i"is,ofcourse,giventhesoundoflong`e"。ThenameispronouncedAn"-ton-ee-ah。

BOOKITheShimerdasI

IFIRSTHEARDOFAntoniaonwhatseemedtomeaninterminablejourneyacrossthegreatmidlandplainofNorthAmerica。

Iwastenyearsoldthen;Ihadlostbothmyfatherandmotherwithinayear,andmyVirginiarelativesweresendingmeouttomygrandparents,wholivedinNebraska。

Itravelledinthecareofamountainboy,JakeMarpole,oneofthe`hands"onmyfather"soldfarmundertheBlueRidge,whowasnowgoingWesttoworkformygrandfather。

Jake"sexperienceoftheworldwasnotmuchwiderthanmine。

Hehadneverbeeninarailwaytrainuntilthemorningwhenwesetouttogethertotryourfortunesinanewworld。

Wewentallthewayinday-coaches,becomingmorestickyandgrimywitheachstageofthejourney。Jakeboughteverythingthenewsboysofferedhim:candy,oranges,brasscollarbuttons,awatch-charm,andformea`LifeofJesseJames,"whichI

rememberasoneofthemostsatisfactorybooksIhaveeverread。

BeyondChicagowewereundertheprotectionofafriendlypassengerconductor,whoknewallaboutthecountrytowhichweweregoingandgaveusagreatdealofadviceinexchangeforourconfidence。

Heseemedtousanexperiencedandworldlymanwhohadbeenalmosteverywhere;inhisconversationhethrewoutlightlythenamesofdistantstatesandcities。Heworetheringsandpinsandbadgesofdifferentfraternalorderstowhichhebelonged。

Evenhiscuff-buttonswereengravedwithhieroglyphics,andhewasmoreinscribedthananEgyptianobelisk。

Oncewhenhesatdowntochat,hetoldusthatintheimmigrantcaraheadtherewasafamilyfrom`acrossthewater"

whosedestinationwasthesameasours。

`Theycan"tanyofthemspeakEnglish,exceptonelittlegirl,andallshecansayis“WegoBlackHawk,Nebraska。“She"snotmucholderthanyou,twelveorthirteen,maybe,andshe"sasbrightasanewdollar。

Don"tyouwanttogoaheadandseeher,Jimmy?She"sgottheprettybrowneyes,too!"

Thislastremarkmademebashful,andIshookmyheadandsettleddownto`JesseJames。"Jakenoddedatmeapprovinglyandsaidyouwerelikelytogetdiseasesfromforeigners。

IdonotremembercrossingtheMissouriRiver,oranythingaboutthelongday"sjourneythroughNebraska。ProbablybythattimeIhadcrossedsomanyriversthatIwasdulltothem。

TheonlythingverynoticeableaboutNebraskawasthatitwasstill,alldaylong,Nebraska。

Ihadbeensleeping,curledupinaredplushseat,foralongwhilewhenwereachedBlackHawk。Jakerousedmeandtookmebythehand。

Westumbleddownfromthetraintoawoodensiding,wheremenwererunningaboutwithlanterns。Icouldn"tseeanytown,orevendistantlights;

weweresurroundedbyutterdarkness。Theenginewaspantingheavilyafteritslongrun。Intheredglowfromthefire-box,agroupofpeoplestoodhuddledtogetherontheplatform,encumberedbybundlesandboxes。

Iknewthismustbetheimmigrantfamilytheconductorhadtoldusabout。

Thewomanworeafringedshawltiedoverherhead,andshecarriedalittletintrunkinherarms,huggingitasifitwereababy。

Therewasanoldman,tallandstooped。Twohalf-grownboysandagirlstoodholdingoilclothbundles,andalittlegirlclungtohermother"sskirts。

Presentlyamanwithalanternapproachedthemandbegantotalk,shoutingandexclaiming。Iprickedupmyears,foritwaspositivelythefirsttimeIhadeverheardaforeigntongue。

Anotherlanterncamealong。Abanteringvoicecalledout:

`Hello,areyouMr。Burden"sfolks?Ifyouare,it"smeyou"relookingfor。

I"mOttoFuchs。I"mMr。Burden"shiredman,andI"mtodriveyouout。

Hello,Jimmy,ain"tyouscaredtocomesofarwest?"

Ilookedupwithinterestatthenewfaceinthelantern-light。

Hemighthavesteppedoutofthepagesof`JesseJames。"

Heworeasombrerohat,withawideleatherbandandabrightbuckle,andtheendsofhismoustacheweretwistedupstiffly,likelittlehorns。Helookedlivelyandferocious,Ithought,andasifhehadahistory。Alongscarranacrossonecheekanddrewthecornerofhismouthupinasinistercurl。

Thetopofhisleftearwasgone,andhisskinwasbrownasanIndian"s。Surelythiswasthefaceofadesperado。

Ashewalkedabouttheplatforminhishigh-heeledboots,lookingforourtrunks,Isawthathewasaratherslightman,quickandwiry,andlightonhisfeet。Hetolduswehadalongnightdriveaheadofus,andhadbetterbeonthehike。

Heledustoahitching-barwheretwofarm-wagonsweretied,andIsawtheforeignfamilycrowdingintooneofthem。

Theotherwasforus。JakegotonthefrontseatwithOttoFuchs,andIrodeonthestrawinthebottomofthewagon-box,coveredupwithabuffalohide。Theimmigrantsrumbledoffintotheemptydarkness,andwefollowedthem。

Itriedtogotosleep,butthejoltingmademebitemytongue,andIsoonbegantoacheallover。Whenthestrawsettleddown,Ihadahardbed。CautiouslyIslippedfromunderthebuffalohide,gotuponmykneesandpeeredoverthesideofthewagon。

Thereseemedtobenothingtosee;nofences,nocreeksortrees,nohillsorfields。Iftherewasaroad,Icouldnotmakeitoutinthefaintstarlight。Therewasnothingbutland:

notacountryatall,butthematerialoutofwhichcountriesaremade。No,therewasnothingbutland——slightlyundulating,Iknew,becauseoftenourwheelsgroundagainstthebrakeaswewentdownintoahollowandlurchedupagainontheotherside。

Ihadthefeelingthattheworldwasleftbehind,thatwehadgotovertheedgeofit,andwereoutsideman"sjurisdiction。

Ihadneverbeforelookedupattheskywhentherewasnotafamiliarmountainridgeagainstit。Butthiswasthecompletedomeofheaven,alltherewasofit。Ididnotbelievethatmydeadfatherandmotherwerewatchingmefromupthere;theywouldstillbelookingformeatthesheep-folddownbythecreek,oralongthewhiteroadthatledtothemountainpastures。

Ihadlefteventheirspiritsbehindme。Thewagonjoltedon,carryingmeIknewnotwhither。Idon"tthinkIwashomesick。

Ifweneverarrivedanywhere,itdidnotmatter。

BetweenthatearthandthatskyIfelterased,blottedout。

Ididnotsaymyprayersthatnight:here,Ifelt,whatwouldbewouldbe。

II

IDONOTREMEMBERourarrivalatmygrandfather"sfarmsometimebeforedaybreak,afteradriveofnearlytwentymileswithheavywork-horses。WhenIawoke,itwasafternoon。Iwaslyinginalittleroom,scarcelylargerthanthebedthatheldme,andthewindow-shadeatmyheadwasflappingsoftlyinawarmwind。

Atallwoman,withwrinkledbrownskinandblackhair,stoodlookingdownatme;Iknewthatshemustbemygrandmother。

Shehadbeencrying,Icouldsee,butwhenIopenedmyeyesshesmiled,peeredatmeanxiously,andsatdownonthefootofmybed。

`Hadagoodsleep,Jimmy?"sheaskedbriskly。Theninaverydifferenttoneshesaid,asiftoherself,`My,howyoudolooklikeyourfather!"

Irememberedthatmyfatherhadbeenherlittleboy;shemustoftenhavecometowakehimlikethiswhenheoverslept。`Hereareyourcleanclothes,"

shewenton,strokingmycoverlidwithherbrownhandasshetalked。

`Butfirstyoucomedowntothekitchenwithme,andhaveanicewarmbathbehindthestove。Bringyourthings;there"snobodyabout。"

`Downtothekitchen"struckmeascurious;itwasalways`outinthekitchen"athome。Ipickedupmyshoesandstockingsandfollowedherthroughtheliving-roomanddownaflightofstairsintoabasement。Thisbasementwasdividedintoadining-roomattherightofthestairsandakitchenattheleft。

Bothroomswereplasteredandwhitewashed——theplasterlaiddirectlyupontheearthwalls,asitusedtobeindugouts。

Thefloorwasofhardcement。Upunderthewoodenceilingtherewerelittlehalf-windowswithwhitecurtains,andpotsofgeraniumsandwanderingJewinthedeepsills。AsIenteredthekitchen,Isniffedapleasantsmellofgingerbreadbaking。

Thestovewasverylarge,withbrightnickeltrimmings,andbehindittherewasalongwoodenbenchagainstthewall,andatinwashtub,intowhichgrandmotherpouredhotandcoldwater。

Whenshebroughtthesoapandtowels,ItoldherthatIwasusedtotakingmybathwithouthelp。`Canyoudoyourears,Jimmy?

Areyousure?Well,now,Icallyouarightsmartlittleboy。"

Itwaspleasantthereinthekitchen。Thesunshoneintomybath-waterthroughthewesthalf-window,andabigMaltesecatcameupandrubbedhimselfagainstthetub,watchingmecuriously。

WhileIscrubbed,mygrandmotherbusiedherselfinthedining-roomuntilIcalledanxiously,`Grandmother,I"mafraidthecakesareburning!"

Thenshecamelaughing,wavingherapronbeforeherasifshewereshooingchickens。

Shewasaspare,tallwoman,alittlestooped,andshewasapttocarryherheadthrustforwardinanattitudeofattention,asifshewerelookingatsomething,orlisteningtosomething,faraway。AsIgrewolder,Icametobelievethatitwasonlybecauseshewassooftenthinkingofthingsthatwerefaraway。

Shewasquick-footedandenergeticinallhermovements。

Hervoicewashighandrathershrill,andsheoftenspokewithananxiousinflection,forshewasexceedinglydesirousthateverythingshouldgowithdueorderanddecorum。

Herlaugh,too,washigh,andperhapsalittlestrident,buttherewasalivelyintelligenceinit。Shewasthenfifty-fiveyearsold,astrongwoman,ofunusualendurance。

AfterIwasdressed,Iexploredthelongcellarnextthekitchen。

Itwasdugoutunderthewingofthehouse,wasplasteredandcemented,withastairwayandanoutsidedoorbywhichthemencameandwent。

Underoneofthewindowstherewasaplaceforthemtowashwhentheycameinfromwork。

Whilemygrandmotherwasbusyaboutsupper,Isettledmyselfonthewoodenbenchbehindthestoveandgotacquaintedwiththecat——

hecaughtnotonlyratsandmice,butgophers,Iwastold。

Thepatchofyellowsunlightonthefloortravelledbacktowardthestairway,andgrandmotherandItalkedaboutmyjourney,andaboutthearrivalofthenewBohemianfamily;shesaidtheyweretobeournearestneighbours。WedidnottalkaboutthefarminVirginia,whichhadbeenherhomeforsomanyyears。

Butafterthemencameinfromthefields,andwewereallseatedatthesuppertable,thensheaskedJakeabouttheoldplaceandaboutourfriendsandneighboursthere。

Mygrandfathersaidlittle。Whenhefirstcameinhekissedmeandspokekindlytome,buthewasnotdemonstrative。

Ifeltatoncehisdeliberatenessandpersonaldignity,andwasalittleinaweofhim。Thethingoneimmediatelynoticedabouthimwashisbeautiful,crinkly,snow-whitebeard。

IonceheardamissionarysayitwaslikethebeardofanArabiansheik。Hisbaldcrownonlymadeitmoreimpressive。

Grandfather"seyeswerenotatalllikethoseofanoldman;

theywerebrightblue,andhadafresh,frostysparkle。

Histeethwerewhiteandregular——sosoundthathehadneverbeentoadentistinhislife。Hehadadelicateskin,easilyroughenedbysunandwind。Whenhewasayoungmanhishairandbeardwerered;hiseyebrowswerestillcoppery。

Aswesatatthetable,OttoFuchsandIkeptstealingcovertglancesateachother。GrandmotherhadtoldmewhileshewasgettingsupperthathewasanAustrianwhocametothiscountryayoungboyandhadledanadventurouslifeintheFarWestamongmining-campsandcowoutfits。

Hisironconstitutionwassomewhatbrokenbymountainpneumonia,andhehaddriftedbacktoliveinamildercountryforawhile。

HehadrelativesinBismarck,aGermansettlementtothenorthofus,butforayearnowhehadbeenworkingforgrandfather。

Theminutesupperwasover,Ottotookmeintothekitchentowhispertomeaboutaponydowninthebarnthathadbeenboughtformeatasale;

hehadbeenridinghimtofindoutwhetherhehadanybadtricks,buthewasa`perfectgentleman,"andhisnamewasDude。FuchstoldmeeverythingIwantedtoknow:howhehadlosthisearinaWyomingblizzardwhenhewasastage-driver,andhowtothrowalasso。

Hepromisedtoropeasteerformebeforesundownnextday。

Hegotouthis`chaps"andsilverspurstoshowthemtoJakeandme,andhisbestcowboyboots,withtopsstitchedinbolddesign——

roses,andtrue-lover"sknots,andundrapedfemalefigures。

These,hesolemnlyexplained,wereangels。

Beforewewenttobed,JakeandOttowerecalleduptotheliving-roomforprayers。Grandfatherputonsilver-rimmedspectaclesandreadseveralPsalms。HisvoicewassosympatheticandhereadsointerestinglythatIwishedhehadchosenoneofmyfavouritechaptersintheBookofKings。

Iwasawedbyhisintonationoftheword`Selah。"`Heshallchooseourinheritanceforus,theexcellencyofJacobwhomHeloved。Selah。"Ihadnoideawhatthewordmeant;

perhapshehadnot。But,asheutteredit,itbecameoracular,themostsacredofwords。

EarlythenextmorningIranout-of-doorstolookaboutme。

IhadbeentoldthatourswastheonlywoodenhousewestofBlackHawk——untilyoucametotheNorwegiansettlement,wheretherewereseveral。Ourneighbourslivedinsodhousesanddugouts——comfortable,butnotveryroomy。

Ourwhiteframehouse,withastoreyandhalf-storeyabovethebasement,stoodattheeastendofwhatImightcallthefarmyard,withthewindmillclosebythekitchendoor。

Fromthewindmillthegroundslopedwestward,downtothebarnsandgranariesandpig-yards。Thisslopewastrampledhardandbare,andwashedoutinwindinggulliesbytherain。

Beyondthecorncribs,atthebottomoftheshallowdraw,wasamuddylittlepond,withrustywillowbushesgrowingaboutit。

Theroadfromthepost-officecamedirectlybyourdoor,crossedthefarmyard,andcurvedroundthislittlepond,beyondwhichitbegantoclimbthegentleswellofunbrokenprairietothewest。There,alongthewesternsky-lineitskirtedagreatcornfield,muchlargerthananyfieldIhadeverseen。

Thiscornfield,andthesorghumpatchbehindthebarn,weretheonlybrokenlandinsight。Everywhere,asfarastheeyecouldreach,therewasnothingbutrough,shaggy,redgrass,mostofitastallasI。

Northofthehouse,insidetheploughedfire-breaks,grewathick-setstripofbox-eldertrees,lowandbushy,theirleavesalreadyturningyellow。

Thishedgewasnearlyaquarterofamilelong,butIhadtolookveryhardtoseeitatall。Thelittletreeswereinsignificantagainstthegrass。

Itseemedasifthegrasswereabouttorunoverthem,andovertheplum-patchbehindthesodchicken-house。

AsIlookedaboutmeIfeltthatthegrasswasthecountry,asthewateristhesea。Theredofthegrassmadeallthegreatprairiethecolourofwinestains,orofcertainseaweedswhentheyarefirstwashedup。

Andtherewassomuchmotioninit;thewholecountryseemed,somehow,toberunning。

IhadalmostforgottenthatIhadagrandmother,whenshecameout,hersunbonnetonherhead,agrain-sackinherhand,andaskedmeifI

didnotwanttogotothegardenwithhertodigpotatoesfordinner。

Thegarden,curiouslyenough,wasaquarterofamilefromthehouse,andthewaytoitledupashallowdrawpastthecattlecorral。

Grandmothercalledmyattentiontoastouthickorycane,tippedwithcopper,whichhungbyaleatherthongfromherbelt。This,shesaid,washerrattlesnakecane。

Imustnevergotothegardenwithoutaheavystickoracorn-knife;

shehadkilledagoodmanyrattlersonherwaybackandforth。

AlittlegirlwholivedontheBlackHawkroadwasbittenontheankleandhadbeensickallsummer。

IcanrememberexactlyhowthecountrylookedtomeasIwalkedbesidemygrandmotheralongthefaintwagon-tracksonthatearlySeptembermorning。

Perhapstheglideoflongrailwaytravelwasstillwithme,formorethananythingelseIfeltmotioninthelandscape;inthefresh,easy-blowingmorningwind,andintheearthitself,asiftheshaggygrasswereasortofloosehide,andunderneathitherdsofwildbuffaloweregalloping,galloping……

Alone,Ishouldneverhavefoundthegarden——except,perhaps,forthebigyellowpumpkinsthatlayaboutunprotectedbytheirwitheringvines——andIfeltverylittleinterestinitwhenI

gotthere。Iwantedtowalkstraightonthroughtheredgrassandovertheedgeoftheworld,whichcouldnotbeveryfaraway。

Thelightairaboutmetoldmethattheworldendedhere:

onlythegroundandsunandskywereleft,andifonewentalittlefarthertherewouldbeonlysunandsky,andonewouldfloatoffintothem,likethetawnyhawkswhichsailedoverourheadsmakingslowshadowsonthegrass。

Whilegrandmothertookthepitchforkwefoundstandinginoneoftherowsanddugpotatoes,whileIpickedthemupoutofthesoftbrownearthandputthemintothebag,IkeptlookingupatthehawksthatweredoingwhatImightsoeasilydo。

Whengrandmotherwasreadytogo,IsaidIwouldliketostayupthereinthegardenawhile。

Shepeereddownatmefromunderhersunbonnet。

`Aren"tyouafraidofsnakes?"

`Alittle,"Iadmitted,`butI"dliketostay,anyhow。"

`Well,ifyouseeone,don"thaveanythingtodowithhim。

Thebigyellowandbrownoneswon"thurtyou;they"rebull-snakesandhelptokeepthegophersdown。Don"tbescaredifyouseeanythinglookoutofthatholeinthebankoverthere。

That"sabadgerhole。He"saboutasbigasabig"possum,andhisfaceisstriped,blackandwhite。Hetakesachickenonceinawhile,butIwon"tletthemenharmhim。

Inanewcountryabodyfeelsfriendlytotheanimals。

IliketohavehimcomeoutandwatchmewhenI"matwork。"

Grandmotherswungthebagofpotatoesoverhershoulderandwentdownthepath,leaningforwardalittle。

Theroadfollowedthewindingsofthedraw;whenshecametothefirstbend,shewavedatmeanddisappeared。

Iwasleftalonewiththisnewfeelingoflightnessandcontent。

Isatdowninthemiddleofthegarden,wheresnakescouldscarcelyapproachunseen,andleanedmybackagainstawarmyellowpumpkin。

Thereweresomeground-cherrybushesgrowingalongthefurrows,fulloffruit。Iturnedbackthepaperytriangularsheathsthatprotectedtheberriesandateafew。Allaboutmegiantgrasshoppers,twiceasbigasanyIhadeverseen,weredoingacrobaticfeatsamongthedriedvines。

Thegophersscurriedupanddowntheploughedground。Thereinthesheltereddraw-bottomthewinddidnotblowveryhard,butIcouldhearitsingingitshummingtuneuponthelevel,andIcouldseethetallgrasseswave。

Theearthwaswarmunderme,andwarmasIcrumbleditthroughmyfingers。

Queerlittleredbugscameoutandmovedinslowsquadronsaroundme。

Theirbackswerepolishedvermilion,withblackspots。IkeptasstillasIcould。Nothinghappened。Ididnotexpectanythingtohappen。

Iwassomethingthatlayunderthesunandfeltit,likethepumpkins,andIdidnotwanttobeanythingmore。Iwasentirelyhappy。

Perhapswefeellikethatwhenwedieandbecomeapartofsomethingentire,whetheritissunandair,orgoodnessandknowledge。Atanyrate,thatishappiness;tobedissolvedintosomethingcompleteandgreat。

Whenitcomestoone,itcomesasnaturallyassleep。

III

ONSUNDAYMORNINGOttoFuchswastodriveusovertomaketheacquaintanceofournewBohemianneighbours。Weweretakingthemsomeprovisions,astheyhadcometoliveonawildplacewheretherewasnogardenorchicken-house,andverylittlebrokenland。

Fuchsbroughtupasackofpotatoesandapieceofcuredporkfromthecellar,andgrandmotherpackedsomeloavesofSaturday"sbread,ajarofbutter,andseveralpumpkinpiesinthestrawofthewagon-box。

Weclambereduptothefrontseatandjoltedoffpastthelittlepondandalongtheroadthatclimbedtothebigcornfield。

Icouldhardlywaittoseewhatlaybeyondthatcornfield;

buttherewasonlyredgrasslikeours,andnothingelse,thoughfromthehighwagon-seatonecouldlookoffalongway。

Theroadranaboutlikeawildthing,avoidingthedeepdraws,crossingthemwheretheywerewideandshallow。

Andallalongit,whereveritloopedorran,thesunflowersgrew;

someofthemwereasbigaslittletrees,withgreatroughleavesandmanybrancheswhichboredozensofblossoms。

Theymadeagoldribbonacrosstheprairie。Occasionallyoneofthehorseswouldtearoffwithhisteethaplantfullofblossoms,andwalkalongmunchingit,theflowersnoddingintimetohisbitesasheatedowntowardthem。

TheBohemianfamily,grandmothertoldmeaswedrovealong,hadboughtthehomesteadofafellowcountryman,PeterKrajiek,andhadpaidhimmorethanitwasworth。Theiragreementwithhimwasmadebeforetheylefttheoldcountry,throughacousinofhis,whowasalsoarelativeofMrs。Shimerda。TheShimerdaswerethefirstBohemianfamilytocometothispartofthecounty。

Krajiekwastheironlyinterpreter,andcouldtellthemanythinghechose。TheycouldnotspeakenoughEnglishtoaskforadvice,oreventomaketheirmostpressingwantsknown。Oneson,Fuchssaid,waswell-grown,andstrongenoughtoworktheland;

butthefatherwasoldandfrailandknewnothingaboutfarming。

Hewasaweaverbytrade;hadbeenaskilledworkmanontapestriesandupholsterymaterials。Hehadbroughthisfiddlewithhim,whichwouldn"tbeofmuchusehere,thoughheusedtopickupmoneybyitathome。

`Ifthey"renicepeople,IhatetothinkofthemspendingthewinterinthatcaveofKrajiek"s,"saidgrandmother。

`It"snobetterthanabadgerhole;noproperdugoutatall。

AndIhearhe"smadethempaytwentydollarsforhisoldcookstovethatain"tworthten。"

`Yes"m,"saidOtto;`andhe"ssold"emhisoxenandhistwobonyoldhorsesforthepriceofgoodworkteams。

I"dhaveinterferedaboutthehorses——theoldmancanunderstandsomeGerman——ifI"dIa"thoughtitwoulddoanygood。

ButBohemianshasanaturaldistrustofAustrians。"

Grandmotherlookedinterested。`Now,whyisthat,Otto?"

Fuchswrinkledhisbrowandnose。`Well,ma"m,it"spolitics。

Itwouldtakemealongwhiletoexplain。"

Thelandwasgrowingrougher;IwastoldthatwewereapproachingSquawCreek,whichcutupthewesthalfoftheShimerdas"

placeandmadethelandoflittlevalueforfarming。

Soonwecouldseethebroken,grassyclaycliffswhichindicatedthewindingsofthestream,andtheglitteringtopsofthecottonwoodsandashtreesthatgrewdownintheravine。

Someofthecottonwoodshadalreadyturned,andtheyellowleavesandshiningwhitebarkmadethemlooklikethegoldandsilvertreesinfairytales。

AsweapproachedtheShimerdas"dwelling,Icouldstillseenothingbutroughredhillocks,anddrawswithshelvingbanksandlongrootshangingoutwheretheearthhadcrumbledaway。

Presently,againstoneofthosebanks,Isawasortofshed,thatchedwiththesamewine-colouredgrassthatgreweverywhere。

Nearittiltedashatteredwindmillframe,thathadnowheel。

Wedroveuptothisskeletontotieourhorses,andthenIsawadoorandwindowsunkdeepinthedrawbank。Thedoorstoodopen,andawomanandagirloffourteenranoutandlookedupatushopefully。Alittlegirltrailedalongbehindthem。

ThewomanhadonherheadthesameembroideredshawlwithsilkfringesthatsheworewhenshehadalightedfromthetrainatBlackHawk。

Shewasnotold,butshewascertainlynotyoung。Herfacewasalertandlively,withasharpchinandshrewdlittleeyes。

Sheshookgrandmother"shandenergetically。

`Veryglad,veryglad!"sheejaculated。Immediatelyshepointedtothebankoutofwhichshehademergedandsaid,`Housenogood,housenogood!"

Grandmothernoddedconsolingly。`You"llgetfixedupcomfortableafterwhile,Mrs。Shimerda;makegoodhouse。"

Mygrandmotheralwaysspokeinaveryloudtonetoforeigners,asiftheyweredeaf。ShemadeMrs。Shimerdaunderstandthefriendlyintentionofourvisit,andtheBohemianwomanhandledtheloavesofbreadandevensmelledthem,andexaminedthepieswithlivelycuriosity,exclaiming,`Muchgood,muchthank!"——andagainshewrunggrandmother"shand。

Theoldestson,Ambroz——theycalleditAmbrosch——

cameoutofthecaveandstoodbesidehismother。

Hewasnineteenyearsold,shortandbroad-backed,withaclose-cropped,flathead,andawide,flatface。

Hishazeleyeswerelittleandshrewd,likehismother"s,butmoreslyandsuspicious;theyfairlysnappedatthefood。

Thefamilyhadbeenlivingoncorncakesandsorghummolassesforthreedays。

Thelittlegirlwaspretty,butAntonia——theyaccentedthenamethus,strongly,whentheyspoketoher——wasstillprettier。

Irememberedwhattheconductorhadsaidabouthereyes。

Theywerebigandwarmandfulloflight,likethesunshiningonbrownpoolsinthewood。Herskinwasbrown,too,andinhercheeksshehadaglowofrich,darkcolour。

Herbrownhairwascurlyandwild-looking。Thelittlesister,whomtheycalledYulka(Julka),wasfair,andseemedmildandobedient。WhileIstoodawkwardlyconfrontingthetwogirls,Krajiekcameupfromthebarntoseewhatwasgoingon。

WithhimwasanotherShimerdason。Evenfromadistanceonecouldseethattherewassomethingstrangeaboutthisboy。

Asheapproachedus,hebegantomakeuncouthnoises,andhelduphishandstoshowushisfingers,whichwerewebbedtothefirstknuckle,likeaduck"sfoot。Whenhesawmedrawback,hebegantocrowdelightedly,`Hoo,hoo-hoo,hoo-hoo!"

likearooster。Hismotherscowledandsaidsternly,`Marek!"thenspokerapidlytoKrajiekinBohemian。

`Shewantsmetotellyouhewon"thurtnobody,Mrs。Burden。Hewasbornlikethat。Theothersaresmart。Ambrosch,hemakegoodfarmer。"

HestruckAmbroschontheback,andtheboysmiledknowingly。

Atthatmomentthefathercameoutoftheholeinthebank。

Heworenohat,andhisthick,iron-greyhairwasbrushedstraightbackfromhisforehead。Itwassolongthatitbushedoutbehindhisears,andmadehimlookliketheoldportraitsIrememberedinVirginia。

Hewastallandslender,andhisthinshouldersstooped。

Helookedatusunderstandingly,thentookgrandmother"shandandbentoverit。Inoticedhowwhiteandwell-shapedhisownhandswere。

Theylookedcalm,somehow,andskilled。Hiseyesweremelancholy,andweresetbackdeepunderhisbrow。Hisfacewasruggedlyformed,butitlookedlikeashes——likesomethingfromwhichallthewarmthandlighthaddiedout。Everythingaboutthisoldmanwasinkeepingwithhisdignifiedmanner。Hewasneatlydressed。

Underhiscoatheworeaknittedgreyvest,and,insteadofacollar,asilkscarfofadarkbronze-green,carefullycrossedandheldtogetherbyaredcoralpin。WhileKrajiekwastranslatingforMr。Shimerda,Antoniacameuptomeandheldoutherhandcoaxingly。

Inamomentwewererunningupthesteepdrawsidetogether,Yulkatrottingafterus。

Whenwereachedthelevelandcouldseethegoldtree-tops,I

pointedtowardthem,andAntonialaughedandsqueezedmyhandasiftotellmehowgladshewasIhadcome。WeracedofftowardSquawCreekanddidnotstopuntilthegrounditselfstopped——

fellawaybeforeussoabruptlythatthenextstepwouldhavebeenoutintothetree-tops。Westoodpantingontheedgeoftheravine,lookingdownatthetreesandbushesthatgrewbelowus。

ThewindwassostrongthatIhadtoholdmyhaton,andthegirls"

skirtswereblownoutbeforethem。Antoniaseemedtolikeit;

sheheldherlittlesisterbythehandandchatteredawayinthatlanguagewhichseemedtomespokensomuchmorerapidlythanmine。

Shelookedatme,hereyesfairlyblazingwiththingsshecouldnotsay。

`Name?Whatname?"sheasked,touchingmeontheshoulder。

Itoldhermyname,andsherepeateditaftermeandmadeYulkasayit。

Shepointedintothegoldcottonwoodtreebehindwhosetopwestoodandsaidagain,`Whatname?"

Wesatdownandmadeanestinthelongredgrass。

Yulkacurleduplikeababyrabbitandplayedwithagrasshopper。

Antoniapointeduptotheskyandquestionedmewithherglance。

Igavehertheword,butshewasnotsatisfiedandpointedtomyeyes。

Itoldher,andsherepeatedtheword,makingitsoundlike`ice。"

Shepointeduptothesky,thentomyeyes,thenbacktothesky,withmovementssoquickandimpulsivethatshedistractedme,andIhadnoideawhatshewanted。Shegotuponherkneesandwrungherhands。Shepointedtoherowneyesandshookherhead,thentomineandtothesky,noddingviolently。

`Oh,"Iexclaimed,`blue;bluesky。"

Sheclappedherhandsandmurmured,`Bluesky,blueeyes,"

asifitamusedher。Whilewesnuggleddownthereoutofthewind,shelearnedascoreofwords。Shewasalive,andveryeager。

Weweresodeepinthegrassthatwecouldseenothingbuttheblueskyoverusandthegoldtreeinfrontofus。Itwaswonderfullypleasant。

AfterAntoniahadsaidthenewwordsoverandover,shewantedtogivemealittlechasedsilverringsheworeonhermiddlefinger。

Whenshecoaxedandinsisted,Irepulsedherquitesternly。

Ididn"twantherring,andIfelttherewassomethingrecklessandextravagantaboutherwishingtogiveitawaytoaboyshehadneverseenbefore。NowonderKrajiekgotthebetterofthesepeople,ifthiswashowtheybehaved。

Whileweweredisputing`aboutthering,Iheardamournfulvoicecalling,`Antonia,Antonia!"

Shespranguplikeahare。"Tatinek!Tatinek!"sheshouted,andwerantomeettheoldmanwhowascomingtowardus。

Antoniareachedhimfirst,tookhishandandkissedit。

WhenIcameup,hetouchedmyshoulderandlookedsearchinglydownintomyfaceforseveralseconds。Ibecamesomewhatembarrassed,forIwasusedtobeingtakenforgrantedbymyelders。

WewentwithMr。Shimerdabacktothedugout,wheregrandmotherwaswaitingforme。BeforeIgotintothewagon,hetookabookoutofhispocket,openedit,andshowedmeapagewithtwoalphabets,oneEnglishandtheotherBohemian。

Heplacedthisbookinmygrandmother"shands,lookedatherentreatingly,andsaid,withanearnestnesswhichIshallneverforget,`Te-e-ach,te-e-achmyAntonia!"

IV

ONTHEAFTERNOONofthatsameSundayItookmyfirstlongrideonmypony,underOtto"sdirection。AfterthatDudeandIwenttwiceaweektothepost-office,sixmileseastofus,andIsavedthemenagooddealoftimebyridingonerrandstoourneighbours。

Whenwehadtoborrowanything,ortosendaboutwordthattherewouldbepreachingatthesodschoolhouse,Iwasalwaysthemessenger。

FormerlyFuchsattendedtosuchthingsafterworkinghours。

Alltheyearsthathavepassedhavenotdimmedmymemoryofthatfirstgloriousautumn。Thenewcountrylayopenbeforeme:

therewerenofencesinthosedays,andIcouldchoosemyownwayoverthegrassuplands,trustingtheponytogetmehomeagain。

SometimesIfollowedthesunflower-borderedroads。FuchstoldmethatthesunflowerswereintroducedintothatcountrybytheMormons;

thatatthetimeofthepersecution,whentheyleftMissouriandstruckoutintothewildernesstofindaplacewheretheycouldworshipGodintheirownway,themembersofthefirstexploringparty,crossingtheplainstoUtah,scatteredsunflowerseedastheywent。

Thenextsummer,whenthelongtrainsofwagonscamethroughwithallthewomenandchildren,theyhadthesunflowertrailtofollow。

IbelievethatbotanistsdonotconfirmFuchs"sstory,butinsistthatthesunflowerwasnativetothoseplains。Nevertheless,thatlegendhasstuckinmymind,andsunflower-borderedroadsalwaysseemtometheroadstofreedom。

Iusedtolovetodriftalongthepale-yellowcornfields,lookingforthedampspotsonesometimesfoundattheiredges,wherethesmartweedsoonturnedarichcoppercolourandthenarrowbrownleaveshungcurledlikecocoonsabouttheswollenjointsofthestem。

SometimesIwentsouthtovisitourGermanneighboursandtoadmiretheircatalpagrove,ortoseethebigelmtreethatgrewupoutofadeepcrackintheearthandhadahawk"snestinitsbranches。

Treesweresorareinthatcountry,andtheyhadtomakesuchahardfighttogrow,thatweusedtofeelanxiousaboutthem,andvisitthemasiftheywerepersons。Itmusthavebeenthescarcityofdetailinthattawnylandscapethatmadedetailsoprecious。

SometimesIrodenorthtothebigprairie-dogtowntowatchthebrownearth-owlsflyhomeinthelateafternoonandgodowntotheirnestsundergroundwiththedogs。

AntoniaShimerdalikedtogowithme,andweusedtowonderagreatdealaboutthesebirdsofsubterraneanhabit。

Wehadtobeonourguardthere,forrattlesnakeswerealwayslurkingabout。Theycametopickupaneasylivingamongthedogsandowls,whichwerequitedefencelessagainstthem;

tookpossessionoftheircomfortablehousesandatetheeggsandpuppies。Wefeltsorryfortheowls。Itwasalwaysmournfultoseethemcomeflyinghomeatsunsetanddisappearundertheearth。But,afterall,wefelt,wingedthingswhowouldlivelikethatmustberatherdegradedcreatures。

Thedog-townwasalongwayfromanypondorcreek。

OttoFuchssaidhehadseenpopulousdog-townsinthedesertwheretherewasnosurfacewaterforfiftymiles;heinsistedthatsomeoftheholesmustgodowntowater——nearlytwohundredfeet,hereabouts。Antoniasaidshedidn"tbelieveit;

thatthedogsprobablylappedupthedewintheearlymorning,liketherabbits。

Antoniahadopinionsabouteverything,andshewassoonabletomakethemknown。Almosteverydayshecamerunningacrosstheprairietohaveherreadinglessonwithme。

Mrs。Shimerdagrumbled,butrealizeditwasimportantthatonememberofthefamilyshouldlearnEnglish。Whenthelessonwasover,weusedtogouptothewatermelonpatchbehindthegarden。

Isplitthemelonswithanoldcorn-knife,andweliftedouttheheartsandatethemwiththejuicetricklingthroughourfingers。ThewhiteChristmasmelonswedidnottouch,butwewatchedthemwithcuriosity。Theyweretobepickedlate,whenthehardfrostshadsetin,andputawayforwinteruse。

Afterweeksontheocean,theShimerdaswerefamishedforfruit。

Thetwogirlswouldwanderformilesalongtheedgeofthecornfields,huntingforground-cherries。

Antonialovedtohelpgrandmotherinthekitchenandtolearnaboutcookingandhousekeeping。Shewouldstandbesideher,watchinghereverymovement。

WewerewillingtobelievethatMrs。Shimerdawasagoodhousewifeinherowncountry,butshemanagedpoorlyundernewconditions:

theconditionswerebadenough,certainly!

Irememberhowhorrifiedwewereatthesour,ashy-greybreadshegaveherfamilytoeat。Shemixedherdough,wediscovered,inanoldtinpeck-measurethatKrajiekhadusedaboutthebarn。

Whenshetookthepasteouttobakeit,sheleftsmearsofdoughstickingtothesidesofthemeasure,putthemeasureontheshelfbehindthestove,andletthisresidueferment。

Thenexttimeshemadebread,shescrapedthissourstuffdownintothefreshdoughtoserveasyeast。

DuringthosefirstmonthstheShimerdasneverwenttotown。

KrajiekencouragedtheminthebeliefthatinBlackHawktheywouldsomehowbemysteriouslyseparatedfromtheirmoney。

TheyhatedKrajiek,buttheyclungtohimbecausehewastheonlyhumanbeingwithwhomtheycouldtalkorfromwhomtheycouldgetinformation。Hesleptwiththeoldmanandthetwoboysinthedugoutbarn,alongwiththeoxen。

Theykepthimintheirholeandfedhimforthesamereasonthattheprairie-dogsandthebrownowlshousetherattlesnakes——

becausetheydidnotknowhowtogetridofhim。

V

WEKNEWTHATTHINGSwerehardforourBohemianneighbours,butthetwogirlswerelightheartedandnevercomplained。

Theywerealwaysreadytoforgettheirtroublesathome,andtorunawaywithmeovertheprairie,scaringrabbitsorstartingupflocksofquail。

IrememberAntonia"sexcitementwhenshecameintoourkitchenoneafternoonandannounced:`Mypapafindfriendsupnorth,withRussianmans。

Lastnighthetakemeforsee,andIcanunderstandverymuchtalk。

Nicemans,Mrs。Burden。Oneisfatandallthetimelaugh。

Everybodylaugh。ThefirsttimeIseemypapalaughinthiskawntree。

Oh,verynice!"

IaskedherifshemeantthetwoRussianswholivedupbythebigdog-town。IhadoftenbeentemptedtogotoseethemwhenIwasridinginthatdirection,butoneofthemwasawild-lookingfellowandIwasalittleafraidofhim。

Russiaseemedtomemoreremotethananyothercountry——

fartherawaythanChina,almostasfarastheNorthPole。

Ofallthestrange,uprootedpeopleamongthefirstsettlers,thosetwomenwerethestrangestandthemostaloof。

Theirlastnameswereunpronounceable,sotheywerecalledPavelandPeter。Theywentaboutmakingsignstopeople,anduntiltheShimerdascametheyhadnofriends。

Krajiekcouldunderstandthemalittle,buthehadcheatedtheminatrade,sotheyavoidedhim。Pavel,thetallone,wassaidtobeananarchist;sincehehadnomeansofimpartinghisopinions,probablyhiswildgesticulationsandhisgenerallyexcitedandrebelliousmannergaverisetothissupposition。

Hemustoncehavebeenaverystrongman,butnowhisgreatframe,withbig,knottyjoints,hadawastedlook,andtheskinwasdrawntightoverhishighcheekbones。

Hisbreathingwashoarse,andhealwayshadacough。

Peter,hiscompanion,wasaverydifferentsortoffellow;short,bow-legged,andasfatasbutter。Healwaysseemedpleasedwhenhemetpeopleontheroad,smiledandtookoffhiscaptoeveryone,menaswellaswomen。

Atadistance,onhiswagon,helookedlikeanoldman;hishairandbeardwereofsuchapaleflaxencolourthattheyseemedwhiteinthesun。

Theywereasthickandcurlyascardedwool。Hisrosyface,withitssnubnose,setinthisfleece,waslikeamelonamongitsleaves。

Hewasusuallycalled`CurlyPeter,"or`RooshianPeter。"

ThetwoRussiansmadegoodfarm-hands,andinsummertheyworkedouttogether。IhadheardourneighbourslaughingwhentheytoldhowPeteralwayshadtogohomeatnighttomilkhiscow。

Otherbachelorhomesteadersusedcannedmilk,tosavetrouble。

SometimesPetercametochurchatthesodschoolhouse。

ItwasthereIfirstsawhim,sittingonalowbenchbythedoor,hisplushcapinhishands,hisbarefeettuckedapologeticallyundertheseat。

AfterMr。ShimerdadiscoveredtheRussians,hewenttoseethemalmosteveryevening,andsometimestookAntoniawithhim。

ShesaidtheycamefromapartofRussiawherethelanguagewasnotverydifferentfromBohemian,andifIwantedtogototheirplace,shecouldtalktothemforme。

Oneafternoon,beforetheheavyfrostsbegan,werodeuptheretogetheronmypony。

TheRussianshadaneatloghousebuiltonagrassyslope,withawindlasswellbesidethedoor。Aswerodeupthedraw,weskirtedabigmelonpatch,andagardenwheresquashesandyellowcucumberslayaboutonthesod。

WefoundPeteroutbehindhiskitchen,bendingoverawashtub。

Hewasworkingsohardthathedidnothearuscoming。

Hiswholebodymovedupanddownasherubbed,andhewasafunnysightfromtherear,withhisshaggyheadandbandylegs。

Whenhestraightenedhimselfuptogreetus,dropsofperspirationwererollingfromhisthicknosedownontohiscurlybeard。

Peterdriedhishandsandseemedgladtoleavehiswashing。

Hetookusdowntoseehischickens,andhiscowthatwasgrazingonthehillside。HetoldAntoniathatinhiscountryonlyrichpeoplehadcows,buthereanymancouldhaveonewhowouldtakecareofher。ThemilkwasgoodforPavel,whowasoftensick,andhecouldmakebutterbybeatingsourcreamwithawoodenspoon。Peterwasveryfondofhiscow。

HepattedherflanksandtalkedtoherinRussianwhilehepulledupherlariatpinandsetitinanewplace。

Afterhehadshownushisgarden,Petertrundledaloadofwatermelonsupthehillinhiswheelbarrow。Pavelwasnotathome。

Hewasoffsomewherehelpingtodigawell。ThehouseIthoughtverycomfortablefortwomenwhowere`batching。"Besidesthekitchen,therewasaliving-room,withawidedoublebedbuiltagainstthewall,properlymadeupwithblueginghamsheetsandpillows。

Therewasalittlestoreroom,too,withawindow,wheretheykeptgunsandsaddlesandtools,andoldcoatsandboots。

Thatdaythefloorwascoveredwithgardenthings,dryingforwinter;

cornandbeansandfatyellowcucumbers。Therewerenoscreensorwindow-blindsinthehouse,andallthedoorsandwindowsstoodwideopen,lettinginfliesandsunshinealike。

Peterputthemelonsinarowontheoilcloth-coveredtableandstoodoverthem,brandishingabutcherknife。Beforethebladegotfairlyintothem,theysplitoftheirownripeness,withadelicioussound。Hegaveusknives,butnoplates,andthetopofthetablewassoonswimmingwithjuiceandseeds。

IhadneverseenanyoneeatsomanymelonsasPeterate。

Heassuredusthattheyweregoodforone——betterthanmedicine;

inhiscountrypeoplelivedonthematthistimeofyear。

Hewasveryhospitableandjolly。Once,whilehewaslookingatAntonia,hesighedandtoldusthatifhehadstayedathomeinRussiaperhapsbythistimehewouldhavehadaprettydaughterofhisowntocookandkeephouseforhim。

Hesaidhehadlefthiscountrybecauseofa`greattrouble。"

Whenwegotuptogo,Peterlookedaboutinperplexityforsomethingthatwouldentertainus。Heranintothestoreroomandbroughtoutagaudilypaintedharmonica,satdownonabench,andspreadinghisfatlegsapartbegantoplaylikeawholeband。

Thetuneswereeitherverylivelyorverydoleful,andhesangwordstosomeofthem。

Beforeweleft,PeterputripecucumbersintoasackforMrs。Shimerdaandgaveusalard-pailfullofmilktocookthemin。Ihadneverheardofcookingcucumbers,butAntoniaassuredmetheywereverygood。

Wehadtowalktheponyallthewayhometokeepfromspillingthemilk。

VI

ONEAFTERNOONWEWEREhavingourreadinglessononthewarm,grassybankwherethebadgerlived。Itwasadayofambersunlight,buttherewasashiverofcomingwinterintheair。

Ihadseeniceonthelittlehorsepondthatmorning,andaswewentthroughthegardenwefoundthetallasparagus,withitsredberries,lyingontheground,amassofslimygreen。

Tonywasbarefooted,andsheshiveredinhercottondressandwascomfortableonlywhenweweretuckeddownonthebakedearth,inthefullblazeofthesun。

Shecouldtalktomeaboutalmostanythingbythistime。

Thatafternoonshewastellingmehowhighlyesteemedourfriendthebadgerwasinherpartoftheworld,andhowmenkeptaspecialkindofdog,withveryshortlegs,tohunthim。

Thosedogs,shesaid,wentdownintotheholeafterthebadgerandkilledhimthereinaterrificstruggleunderground;

youcouldhearthebarksandyelpsoutside。Thenthedogdraggedhimselfback,coveredwithbitesandscratches,toberewardedandpettedbyhismaster。Sheknewadogwhohadastaronhiscollarforeverybadgerhehadkilled。

Therabbitswereunusuallysprythatafternoon。Theykeptstartingupallaboutus,anddashingoffdownthedrawasiftheywereplayingagameofsomekind。Butthelittlebuzzingthingsthatlivedinthegrasswerealldead——allbutone。

Whilewewerelyingthereagainstthewarmbank,alittleinsectofthepalest,frailestgreenhoppedpainfullyoutofthebuffalograssandtriedtoleapintoabunchofbluestem。

Hemissedit,fellback,andsatwithhisheadsunkbetweenhislonglegs,hisantennaequivering,asifhewerewaitingforsomethingtocomeandfinishhim。Tonymadeawarmnestforhiminherhands;talkedtohimgailyandindulgentlyinBohemian。

Presentlyhebegantosingforus——athin,rustylittlechirp。

Sheheldhimclosetoherearandlaughed,butamomentafterwardIsawthereweretearsinhereyes。Shetoldmethatinhervillageathometherewasanoldbeggarwomanwhowentaboutsellingherbsandrootsshehaddugupintheforest。

Ifyoutookherinandgaveherawarmplacebythefire,shesangoldsongstothechildreninacrackedvoice,likethis。

OldHata,shewascalled,andthechildrenlovedtoseehercomingandsavedtheircakesandsweetsforher。

Whenthebankontheothersideofthedrawbegantothrowanarrowshelfofshadow,weknewweoughttobestartinghomeward;thechillcameonquicklywhenthesungotlow,andAntonia"sdresswasthin。

Whatwerewetodowiththefraillittlecreaturewehadluredbacktolifebyfalsepretences?Iofferedmypockets,butTonyshookherheadandcarefullyputthegreeninsectinherhair,tyingherbighandkerchiefdownlooselyoverhercurls。

IsaidIwouldgowithheruntilwecouldseeSquawCreek,andthenturnandrunhome。Wedriftedalonglazily,veryhappy,throughthemagicallightofthelateafternoon。

Allthosefallafternoonswerethesame,butInevergotusedtothem。

Asfaraswecouldsee,themilesofcopper-redgrassweredrenchedinsunlightthatwasstrongerandfiercerthanatanyothertimeoftheday。Theblondcornfieldswereredgold,thehaystacksturnedrosyandthrewlongshadows。Thewholeprairiewaslikethebushthatburnedwithfireandwasnotconsumed。

Thathouralwayshadtheexultationofvictory,oftriumphantending,likeahero"sdeath——heroeswhodiedyoungandgloriously。

Itwasasuddentransfiguration,alifting-upofday。

HowmanyanafternoonAntoniaandIhavetrailedalongtheprairieunderthatmagnificence!Andalwaystwolongblackshadowsflittedbeforeusorfollowedafter,darkspotsontheruddygrass。

Wehadbeensilentalongtime,andtheedgeofthesunsanknearerandnearertheprairiefloor,whenwesawafiguremovingontheedgeoftheupland,agunoverhisshoulder。

Hewaswalkingslowly,dragginghisfeetalongasifhehadnopurpose。

Webrokeintoaruntoovertakehim。

`Mypapasickallthetime,"Tonypantedasweflew。

`Henotlookgood,Jim。"

AswenearedMr。Shimerdasheshouted,andheliftedhisheadandpeeredabout。Tonyranuptohim,caughthishandandpresseditagainsthercheek。Shewastheonlyoneofhisfamilywhocouldrousetheoldmanfromthetorporinwhichheseemedtolive。

Hetookthebagfromhisbeltandshowedusthreerabbitshehadshot,lookedatAntoniawithawintryflickerofasmileandbegantotellhersomething。Sheturnedtome。

`Mytatinekmakemelittlehatwiththeskins,littlehatforwinter!"

sheexclaimedjoyfully。`Meatforeat,skinforhat"——shetoldoffthesebenefitsonherfingers。

Herfatherputhishandonherhair,butshecaughthiswristandlifteditcarefullyaway,talkingtohimrapidly。

IheardthenameofoldHata。Heuntiedthehandkerchief,separatedherhairwithhisfingers,andstoodlookingdownatthegreeninsect。Whenitbegantochirpfaintly,helistenedasifitwereabeautifulsound。

Ipickedupthegunhehaddropped;aqueerpiecefromtheoldcountry,shortandheavy,withastag"sheadonthecock。

Whenhesawmeexaminingit,heturnedtomewithhisfar-awaylookthatalwaysmademefeelasifIweredownatthebottomofawell。

Hespokekindlyandgravely,andAntoniatranslated:

`Mytatineksaywhenyouarebigboy,hegiveyouhisgun。

Veryfine,fromBohemie。Itwasbelongtoagreatman,veryrich,likewhatyounotgothere;manyfields,manyforests,manybighouse。

Mypapaplayforhiswedding,andhegivemypapafinegun,andmypapagiveyou。"

Iwasgladthatthisprojectwasoneoffuturity。ThereneverweresuchpeopleastheShimerdasforwantingtogiveawayeverythingtheyhad。Eventhemotherwasalwaysofferingmethings,thoughIknewsheexpectedsubstantialpresentsinreturn。

Westoodthereinfriendlysilence,whilethefeebleminstrelshelteredinAntonia"shairwentonwithitsscratchychirp。

Theoldman"ssmile,ashelistened,wassofullofsadness,ofpityforthings,thatIneverafterwardforgotit。

Asthesunsanktherecameasuddencoolnessandthestrongsmellofearthanddryinggrass。Antoniaandherfatherwentoffhandinhand,andIbuttonedupmyjacketandracedmyshadowhome。

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