投诉 阅读记录

第18章

Thereshehandedinhermessage,addressingittotheportofarrivaloftheOccidental,andagainreturnedhome。

Shewaited;andtherebeingnoreturntelegram,theinferencewasthathehadsomehowmissedhers。Forananswertoeitherofherlettersshewouldhavetowaitlongenoughtoallowhimtimetoreachoneoftheobservatories——atediouswhile。

Thensheconsideredtheweakness,thestultifyingnatureofherattemptatrecall。

Eventsmockedheronallsides。Bythefavourofanaccident,andbyherownimmenseexertionsagainstherinstincts,Swithinhadbeenrestoredtotherightfulheritagethathehadnearlyforfeitedonheraccount。Hehadjuststartedofftoutilizeit;whenshe,withoutamoment’swarning,wasaskinghimagaintocastitaway。

Shehadsetacertainmachineryinmotion——tostopitbeforeithadrevolvedonce。

Ahorridapprehensionpossessedher。IthadbeeneasyforSwithintogiveupwhathehadneverknowntheadvantagesofkeeping;buthavingoncebeguntoenjoyhispossessionwouldhegiveitupnow?

Couldhebedependedonforsuchself—sacrifice?Beforeleaving,hewouldhavedoneanythingatherrequest;butthemolliatemporafandihadnowpassed。Supposetherearrivednoreplyfromhimforthenextthreemonths;andthatwhenhisanswercameheweretoinformherthat,havingnowfullyacquiescedinheroriginaldecision,hefoundthelifehewasleadingsoprofitableastobeunabletoabandonit,eventopleaseher;thathewasverysorry,buthavingembarkedonthiscoursebyheradvicehemeanttoadheretoitbyhisown。

Therewas,indeed,everyprobabilitythat,movingaboutashewasdoing,andcautionedashehadbeenbyherveryselfagainstlisteningtohertooreadily,shewouldreceivenoreplyofanysortfromhimforthreeorperhapsfourmonths。ThiswouldbeontheeveoftheTransit;andwhatlikelihoodwastherethatayoungman,fullofardourforthatspectacle,wouldforegoitatthelastmomenttoreturntoahumdrumdomesticitywithawomanwhowasnolongeranovelty?

Ifshecouldonlyleavehimtohiscareer,andsaveherownsituationalso!Butatthatmomentthepropositionseemedasimpossibleastoconstructatriangleoftwostraightlines。

Inherwalkhome,pervadedbythesehopelessviews,shepassednearthedarkanddesertedtower。Nightinthatsolitaryplace,whichwouldhavecausedhersomeuneasinessinheryearsofblitheness,hadnoterrorsforhernow。Shewentupthewindingpath,and,thedoorbeingunlocked,feltherwaytothetop。Theopenskygreetedherasintimesprevioustothedome—and—equatorialperiod;buttherewasnotastartosuggesttoherinwhichdirectionSwithinhadgone。Theabsenceofthedomesuggestedawayoutofherdifficulties。Aleapinthedark,andallwouldbeover。Butshehadnotreachedthatstageofactionasyet,andthethoughtwasdismissedasquicklyasithadcome。

ThenewconsiderationwhichatpresentoccupiedhermindwaswhethershecouldhavethecouragetoleaveSwithintohimself,asintheoriginalplan,andsinglymeetherimpendingtrial,despisingtheshame,tillheshouldreturnatfive—and—twentyandclaimher?Yetwasthisassumptionofhisreturnsoverysafe?Howalteredthingswouldbeatthattime!Attwenty—fivehewouldstillbeyoungandhandsome;shewouldbethree—and—thirty,fadingtomiddle—ageandhomeliness,fromajunior’spointofview。Afearsharpasafrostsettleddownuponher,thatinanysuchschemeasthisshewouldbebuildinguponthesand。

Shehardlyknewhowshereachedhomethatnight。Enteringbythelawndoorshesawaredcoalinthedirectionofthearbour。Louiswassmokingthere,andhecameforward。

Hehadnotseenhersincethemorningandwasnaturallyanxiousabouther。Sheblessedthechancewhichenvelopedherinnightandlessenedtheweightoftheencounteronehalfbydeprivinghimofvision。

’Didyouaccomplishyourobject?’heasked。

’No,’saidshe。

’Howwasthat?’

’Hehassailed。’

’Averygoodthingforboth,Isay。Ibelieveyouwouldhavemarriedhim,ifyoucouldhaveovertakenhim。’

’ThatwouldI!’shesaid。

’GoodGod!’

’Iwouldmarryatinkerforthatmatter;Ihavereasonsforbeinganyman’swife,’shesaidrecklessly,’onlyIshouldprefertodrownmyself。’

Louisheldhisbreath,andstoodrigidatthemeaningherwordsconveyed。

’ButLouis,youdon’tknowall!’criedViviette。’Iamnotsobadasyouthink;minehasbeenfolly——notvice。IthoughtIhadmarriedhim——andthenIfoundIhadnot;themarriagewasinvalid——

SirBlountwasalive!AndnowSwithinhasgoneaway,andwillnotcomebackformycalling!Howcanhe?Hisfortuneislefthimonconditionthatheformsnolegaltie。Owillhe——willhe,comeagain?’

’Never,ifthat’sthepositionofaffairs,’saidLouisfirmly,afterapause。

’WhatthenshallIdo?’saidViviette。

LouisescapedtheformidabledifficultyofreplyingbypretendingtocontinuehisHavannah;andshe,boweddowntodustbywhatshehadrevealed,creptfromhimintothehouse。Louis’scigarwentoutinhishandashestoodlookingintentlyattheground。

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Louisgotupthenextmorningwithanideainhishead。Hehaddressedforajourney,andbreakfastedhastily。

BeforehehadstartedViviettecamedownstairs。Louis,whowasnowgreatlydisturbedabouther,wentuptohissisterandtookherhand。

’Auxgrandsmauxlesgrandsremedes,’hesaid,gravely。’Ihaveaplan。’

’Ihaveadozen!’saidshe。

’Youhave?’

’Yes。Butwhataretheyworth?Andyettheremust——thereMUSTbeaway!’

’Viviette,’saidLouis,’promisethatyouwillwaittillIcomehometo—night,beforeyoudoanything。’

Herdistractedeyesshowedslightcomprehensionofhisrequestasshesaid’Yes。’

AnhourafterthattimeLouisenteredthetrainatWarborne,andwasspeedilycrossingacountryofraggedwoodland,which,thoughintrudedonbytheploughatplaces,remainedlargelyintactfromprehistorictimes,andstillaboundedwithyewsofgiganticgrowthandoakstuftedwithmistletoe。ItwastheroutetoMelchester。

Onsettingfootinthatcityhetookthecathedralspireashisguide,theplacebeingstrangetohim;andwentontillhereachedthearchwaydividingMelchestersacredfromMelchestersecular。

ThencehethreadedhiscourseintotheprecinctsofthedampandvenerableClose,levelasabowling—green,andbelovedofrooks,whofromtheirelmperchesonhighthreatenedanyunwarygazerwiththemishapofTobit。Atthecornerofthisreposefulspotstoodtheepiscopalpalace。

Louisenteredthegates,rangthebell,andlookedaround。Herethetreesandrooksseemedolder,ifpossible,thanthoseintheClosebehindhim。Everythingwasdignified,andhefelthimselflikePunchinellointheking’schambers。VerilyinthepresentcaseGlanvillewasnotamantostickattriflesanymorethanhisillustriousprototype;andontheservantbringingamessagethathislordshipwouldseehimatonce,Louismarchedboldlyin。

Throughanolddarkcorridor,roofedwitholddarkbeams,theservantledthewaytotheheavily—mouldeddooroftheBishop’sroom。Dr。Helmsdalewasthere,andwelcomedLouiswithconsiderablestateliness。Buthiscondescensionwastemperedwithacuriousanxiety,andevenwithnervousness。

HeaskedinpointedtonesafterthehealthofLadyConstantine;ifLouishadbroughtananswertotheletterhehadaddressedtoheradayortwoearlier;andifthecontentsoftheletter,orofthepreviousone,wereknowntohim。

’Ihavebroughtnoanswerfromher,’saidLouis。’Butthecontentsofyourletterhavebeenmadeknowntome。’

SinceenteringthebuildingLouishadmorethanoncefeltsomehesitation,anditmightnow,withafavouringmannerfromhisentertainer,haveoperatedtodeterhimfromgoingfurtherwithhisintention。ButtheBishophadpersonalweaknessesthatwerefataltosympathyformorethanamoment。

’ThenImayspeakinconfidencetoyouashernearestrelative,’

saidtheprelate,’andexplainthatIamnowinapositionwithregardtoLadyConstantinewhich,inviewoftheimportantofficeI

hold,IshouldnothavecaredtoplacemyselfinunlessIhadfeltquitesureofnotbeingrefusedbyher。Andhenceitisagreatgrief,andsomemortificationtome,thatIwasrefused——owing,ofcourse,tothefactthatIunwittinglyriskedmakingmyproposalattheverymomentwhenshewasundertheinfluenceofthosestrangetidings,andthereforenotherself,andscarcelyabletojudgewhatwasbestforher。’

TheBishop’swordsdisclosedamindwhosesensitivefearofdangertoitsowndignityhindereditfromcriticismelsewhere。ThingsmighthavebeenworseforLouis’sPuck—likeideaofmis—matinghisHermiawiththisDemetrius。

Throwingastrongcolourofearnestnessintohismienhereplied:

’Bishop,Vivietteismyonlysister;Iamheronlybrotherandfriend。Iamalarmedforherhealthandstateofmind。HenceI

havecometoconsultyouonthisverymatterthatyouhavebroached。

Icomeabsolutelywithoutherknowledge,andIhopeunconventionalitymaybeexcusedinmeonthescoreofmyanxietyforher。’

’Certainly。Itrustthattheprospectopenedupbymyproposal,combinedwiththisothernews,hasnotprovedtoomuchforher?’

’Mysisterisdistractedanddistressed,BishopHelmsdale。Shewantscomfort。’

’Notdistressedbymyletter?’saidtheBishop,turningred。’Hasitloweredmeinherestimation?’

’Onthecontrary;whileyourdisinterestedofferwasuppermostinhermindshewasadifferentwoman。Itisthisothermatterthatoppressesher。TheresultuponheroftherecentdiscoverywithregardtothelateSirBlountConstantineispeculiar。Tosaythatheill—usedherinhislifetimeistounderstateatruth。Hehasbeendeadnowaconsiderableperiod;butthisrevivalofhismemoryoperatesasasortofterroruponher。ImagesofthemannerofSirBlount’sdeatharewithhernightandday,intensifiedbyahideouspictureofthesupposedscene,whichwascruellysenther。Shedreadsbeingalone。NothingwillrestoremypoorViviettetoherformercheerfulnessbutadistraction——ahope——anewprospect。’

’Thatispreciselywhatacceptanceofmyofferwouldafford。’

’Precisely,’saidLouis,withgreatrespect。’Buthowtogethertoavailherselfofit,afteroncerefusingyou,isthedifficulty,andmyearnestproblem。’

’Thenwearequiteatone。’

’Weare。AnditistopromoteourwishesthatIamcome;sinceshewilldonothingofherself。’

’Thenyoucangivemenohopeofareplytomysecondcommunication?’

’Nonewhatever——byletter,’saidLouis。’Herimpressionplainlyisthatshecannotencourageyourlordship。Yet,inthefaceofallthisreticence,thesecretisthatshelovesyouwarmly。’

’Canyouindeedassuremeofthat?Indeed,indeed!’saidthegoodBishopmusingly。’ThenImusttrytoseeher。Ibegintofeel——tofeelstrongly——thatacoursewhichwouldseemprematureandunbecominginothercaseswouldbetrueandproperconductinthis。

Herunhappydilemmas——herunwontedposition——yes,yes——Iseeitall!

Icanaffordtohavesomelittlemisconstructionputuponmymotives。Iwillgoandseeherimmediately。Herpasthasbeenacruelone;shewantssympathy;andwithHeaven’shelpI’llgiveit。’

’Ithinktheremedyliesthatway,’saidLouisgently。’Somewordscamefromheronenightwhichseemedtoshowit。Iwasstandingontheterrace:Iheardsomebodysighinthedark,andfoundthatitwasshe。Iaskedherwhatwasthematter,andgentlypressedheronthissubjectofboldlyandpromptlycontractinganewmarriageasameansofdispersingthehorrorsoftheold。Heranswerimpliedthatshewouldhavenoobjectiontodoit,andtodoitatonce,providedshecouldremainexternallypassiveinthematter,thatshewouldtacitlyyield,infact,topressure,butwouldnotmeetsolicitationhalf—way。Now,BishopHelmsdale,youseewhathaspromptedme。Ontheonehandisadignitaryofhighpositionandintegrity,tosaynomore,whoisanxioustosaveherfromthegloomofhersituation;

ontheotheristhissister,whowillnotmakeknowntoyouherwillingnesstobesaved——partlyfromapathy,partlyfromafearthatshemaybethoughtforwardinrespondingfavourablyatsoearlyamoment,partlyalso,perhaps,fromamodestsensethattherewouldbesomesacrificeonyourpartinallyingyourselfwithawomanofhersecludedandsadexperience。’

’O,thereisnosacrifice!Quiteotherwise。Icaregreatlyforthisalliance,Mr。Glanville。Yoursisterisverydeartome。

Moreover,theadvantageshermindwouldderivefromtheenlargedfieldofactivitythatthepositionofabishop’swifewouldafford,arepalpable。Iaminducedtothinkthatanearlysettlementofthequestion——animmediatecomingtothepoint——whichmightbecalledtooearlyinthemajorityofcases,wouldbearightandconsideratetendernesshere。Myonlydreadisthatsheshouldthinkanimmediatefollowingupofthesubjectpremature。Andtheriskofarebuffasecondtimeisonewhich,asyoumustperceive,itwouldbehighlyunbecominginmetorun。’

’Ithinktheriskwouldbesmall,ifyourlordshipwouldapproachherfrankly。Writeshewillnot,Iamassured;andknowingthat,andhavingherinterestatheart,Iwasinducedtocometoyouandmakethiscandidstatementinreplytoyourcommunication。Herlatehusbandhavingbeenvirtuallydeadthesefourorfiveyears,believeddeadtwoyears,andactuallydeadnearlyone,noreproachcouldattachtoherifsheweretocontractanotherunionto—

morrow。’

’Iagreewithyou,Mr。Glanville,’saidtheBishopwarmly。’Iwillthinkthisover。HermotiveinnotreplyingIcanquiteunderstand:

yourmotiveincomingIcanalsounderstandandappreciateinabrother。IfIfeelconvincedthatitwouldbeaseemlyandexpedientthingIwillcometoWellandto—morrow。’

ThepointtowhichLouishadbroughttheBishopbeingsosatisfactory,hefearedtoendangeritbyanotherword。Hewentawayalmosthurriedly,andatoncelefttheprecinctsofthecathedral,lestanotherencounterwithDr。HelmsdaleshouldleadthelattertotakeanewandslowerviewofhisdutiesasViviette’ssuitor。

HereachedWellandbydinner—time,andcameuponVivietteinthesamepensivemoodinwhichhehadlefther。Itseemedshehadhardlymovedsince。

’HaveyoudiscoveredSwithinSt。Cleeve’saddress?’shesaid,withoutlookingupathim。

’No,’saidLouis。

Thenshebrokeoutwithindescribableanguish:’Butyouaskedmetowaittillthisevening;andIhavewaitedthroughthelongday,inthebeliefthatyourwordsmeantsomething,andthatyouwouldbringgoodtidings!AndnowIfindyourwordsmeantnothing,andyouhaveNOTbroughtgoodtidings!’

Louiscouldnotdecideforamomentwhattosaytothis。Shouldheventuretogiveherthoughtsanewcoursebyarevelationofhisdesign?No:itwouldbebettertoprolongherdespairyetanothernight,andspringreliefuponhersuddenly,thatshemightjumpatitandcommitherselfwithoutanintervalforreflectiononcertainaspectsoftheproceeding。

Nothing,accordingly,didhesay;andconjecturingthatshewouldbehardlylikelytotakeanydesperatestepthatnight,helefthertoherself。

Hisanxietyatthiscrisiscontinuedtobegreat。EverythingdependedontheresultoftheBishop’sself—communion。Wouldheorwouldhenotcomethenextday?Perhapsinsteadofhisimportantpresencetherewouldappearaletterpostponingthevisitindefinitely。Ifso,allwouldbelost。

Louis’ssuspensekepthimawake,andhewasnotaloneinhissleeplessness。Throughthenightheheardhissisterwalkingupanddown,inastatewhichbetokenedthatforeverypangofgriefshehaddisclosed,twiceasmanyhadremainedunspoken。Healmostfearedthatshemightseektoendherexistencebyviolence,sounreasonablysuddenwerehermoods;andhelayandlongedfortheday。

Itwasmorning。Shecamedownthesameasusual,andaskediftherehadarrivedanytelegramorletter;buttherewasneither。Louisavoidedher,knowingthatnothinghecouldsayjustthenwoulddoheranygood。

NocommunicationhadreachedhimfromtheBishop,andthatlookedwell。Byoneruseandanother,asthedaywenton,heledherawayfromcontemplatingtheremotepossibilityofhearingfromSwithin,andinducedhertolookattheworstcontingencyasherprobablefate。Itseemedasifshereallymadeuphermindtothis,forbytheafternoonshewasapathetic,likeawomanwhoneitherhopednorfeared。

Andthenaflydroveuptothedoor。

Louis,whohadbeenstandinginthehallthegreaterpartofthatday,glancedoutthroughaprivatewindow,andwenttoViviette。

’TheBishophascalled,’hesaid。’Bereadytoseehim。’

’TheBishopofMelchester?’saidViviette,bewildered。

’Yes。Iaskedhimtocome。Hecomesforananswertohisletters。’

’Ananswer——to——his——letters?’shemurmured。

’Animmediatereplyofyesorno。’

Herfaceshowedtheworkingsofhermind。Howentirelyananswerofassent,atonceactedonforbetterorforworse,wouldclearthespectrefromherpath,thereneedednotonguetotell。Itwould,moreover,accomplishthatendwithoutinvolvingtheimpoverishmentofSwithin——theinevitableresultifshehadadoptedthelegitimateroadoutofhertrouble。Hithertotherehadseemedtoherdismayedmind,unenlightenedastoanycoursesaveoneofhonesty,nopossibleachievementofBOTHherdesires——thesavingofSwithinandthesavingofherself。Butbehold,herewasaway!Atempterhadshownittoher。Itinvolvedagreatwrong,whichtoherhadquiteobscureditsfeasibility。Butsheperceivednowthatitwasindeedaway。Naturewasforcingherhandatthisgame;andtowhatwillnotnaturecompelherweakervictims,inextremes?

Louislefthertothinkitout。Whenhereachedthedrawing—roomDr。Helmsdalewasstandingtherewiththeairofamantoogoodforhisdestiny——which,tobejusttohim,wasnotfarfromthetruththistime。

’Haveyoubrokenmymessagetoher?’askedtheBishopsonorously。

’Notyourmessage;yourvisit,’saidLouis。’IleavetherestinyourLordship’shands。IhavedoneallIcanforher。’

Shewasinherownsmallroomto—day;and,feelingthatitmustbeaboldstrokeornone,heledtheBishopacrossthehalltillhereachedherapartmentandopenedthedoor;butinsteadoffollowingheshutitbehindhisvisitor。

ThenGlanvillepassedananxioustime。Hewalkedfromthefootofthestaircasetothestarofoldswordsandpikesonthewall;fromthesetothestags’horns;thencedownthecorridorasfarasthedoor,wherehecouldhearmurmuringinside,butnotitsimport。Thelongertheyremainedclosetedthemoreexciteddidhebecome。Thatshehadnotperemptorilynegativedtheproposalattheoutsetwasastrongsignofitssuccess。Itshowedthatshehadadmittedargument;andtheworthyBishophadapleaderonhissidewhomheknewlittleof。TheveryweatherseemedtofavourDr。Helmsdaleinhissuit。Ablusterouswindhadblownupfromthewest,howlinginthesmokelesschimneys,andsuggestingtothefemininemindstormsatsea,atossingocean,andthehopelessinaccessibilityofallastronomersandmenontheothersideofthesame。

TheBishophadenteredViviette’sroomattenminutespastthree。

Thelonghandofthehallclocklaylevelatforty—fiveminutespastwhentheknobofthedoormoved,andhecameout。Louismethimwherethepassagejoinedthehall。

Dr。Helmsdalewasdecidedlyinanemotionalstate,hisfacebeingslightlyflushed。Louislookedhisanxiousinquirywithoutspeakingit。

’Sheacceptsme,’saidtheBishopinalowvoice。’Andtheweddingistobesoon。Herlongsolitudeandsufferingsjustifyhaste。

Whatyousaidwastrue。Sheerwearinessanddistractionhavedrivenhertome。Shewasquitepassiveatlast,andagreedtoanythingI

proposed——suchisthepersuasiveforceoftrainedlogicalreasoning!

Agoodandwisewoman,sheperceivedwhatatrueshelterfromsadnesswasofferedinme,andwasnottheonetodespiseHeaven’sgift。’

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ThesilenceofSwithinwastobeaccountedforbythecircumstancethatneithertotheMediterraneannortoAmericahadheinthefirstplacedirectedhissteps。Feelinghimselfabsolutelyfreehehad,onarrivingatSouthampton,decidedtomakestraightfortheCape,andhencehadnotgoneaboardtheOccidentalatall。Hisobjectwastoleavehisheavierluggagethere,examinethecapabilitiesofthespotforhispurpose,findoutthenecessityorotherwiseofshippingoverhisownequatorial,andthencrosstoAmericaassoonastherewasagoodopportunity。HerehemightinquirethemovementsoftheTransitexpeditiontotheSouthPacific,andjoinitatsuchapointasmightbeconvenient。

Thus,thoughwronginherpremisses,Viviettehadintuitivelydecidedwithsadprecision。Therewas,asamatteroffact,agreatpossibilityofhernotbeingabletocommunicatewithhimforseveralmonths,notwithstandingthathemightpossiblycommunicatewithher。

ThisexcursivetimewasanawakeningforSwithin。Toalteredcircumstancesinevitablyfollowedalteredviews。Thatsuchchangesshouldhaveamarkedeffectuponayoungmanwhohadmadeneithergrandtournorpettyone——whohad,inshort,scarcelybeenawayfromhomeinhislife——wasnothingmorethannatural。Newideasstruggledtodisclosethemselvesandwiththeadditionofstrangetwinklerstohissouthernhorizoncameanabsorbedattentionthatway,andacorrespondingforgetfulnessofwhatlaytothenorthbehindhisback,whetherhumanorcelestial。WhoevermaydeploreitfewwillwonderthatViviette,whotillthenhadstoodhighinhisheaven,ifshehadnotdominatedit,sank,liketheNorthStar,lowerandlowerwithhisretreatsouthward。Masterofalargeadvanceofhisfirstyear’sincomeincircularnotes,heperhapstooreadilyforgotthatthemereactofhonour,butforherself—

suppression,wouldhaverenderedhimpenniless。

Meanwhile,tocomebackandclaimheratthespecifiedtime,fouryearsthence,ifsheshouldnotobjecttobeclaimed,wasasmuchapartofhisprogrammeasweretheexploitsabroadandelsewherethatweretopreludeit。Theverythoroughnessofhisintentionforthatadvanceddateinclinedhimallthemorereadilytoshelvethesubjectnow。Herunhappycautiontohimnottowritetoosoonwasacomfortablelicenseinhispresentstateoftensionaboutsublimescientificthings,whichknewnotwoman,norhersacrifices,norherfears。Intruthhewasnotonlytooyounginyears,buttooliteral,direct,anduncompromisinginnaturetounderstandsuchawomanasLadyConstantine;andshesufferedforthatlimitationinhimasithadbeenantecedentlyprobablethatshewoulddo。

HestayedbutalittletimeatCapeTownonthishisfirstreconnoitringjourney;andonthataccountwrotetonoonefromtheplace。OnleavinghefoundthereremainedsomeweeksonhishandsbeforehewishedtocrosstoAmerica;andfeelinganirrepressibledesireforfurtherstudiesinnavigationonshipboard,andunderclearskies,hetookthesteamerforMelbourne;returningthenceinduetime,andpursuinghisjourneytoAmerica,wherehelandedatBoston。

Havingatlasthadenoughofgreatcirclesandothernauticalreckonings,andtakingnointerestinmenorcities,thisindefatigablescrutineeroftheuniversewentimmediatelyontoCambridge;andthere,bythehelpofanintroductionhehadbroughtfromEngland,herevelledforatimeinthegloriesofthegiganticrefractor(whichhewaspermittedtouseonoccasion),andinthepleasuresofintercoursewiththescientificgrouparound。ThisbroughthimontothetimeofstartingwiththeTransitexpedition,whenheandhiskindbecamelosttotheeyeofcivilizationbehindthehorizonofthePacificOcean。

Tospeakoftheirdoingsonthispilgrimage,ofingressandegress,oftangentandparallax,ofexternalandinternalcontact,wouldavailnothing。IsitnotallwritteninthechroniclesoftheAstronomicalSociety?MoretothepointwillitbetomentionthatViviette’slettertoCambridgehadbeenreturnedlongbeforehereachedthatplace,whilehermissivetoMarseilleswas,ofcourse,misdirectedaltogether。OnarrivinginAmerica,uncertainofanaddressinthatcountryatwhichhewouldstaylong,Swithinwrotehisfirstlettertohisgrandmother;andinthisheorderedthatallcommunicationsshouldbesenttoawaithimatCapeTown,astheonlysafespotforfindinghim,soonerorlater。Theequatorialhealsodirectedtobeforwardedtothesameplace。Atthistime,too,heventuredtobreakViviette’scommands,andaddressalettertoher,notknowingofthestrangeresultsthathadfollowedhisabsencefromhome。

ItwasFebruary。TheTransitwasover,thescientificcompanyhadbrokenup,andSwithinhadsteamedtowardstheCapetotakeuphispermanentabodethere,withaviewtohisgreattaskofsurveying,chartingandtheorizingonthoseexceptionalfeaturesinthesouthernskieswhichhadbeenbutpartiallytreatedbytheyoungerHerschel。HavingenteredTableBayandlandedonthequay,hecalledatonceatthepost—office。

Twoletterswerehandedhim,andhefoundfromthedatethattheyhadbeenwaitingthereforsometime。Oneoftheseepistles,whichhadaweather—wornlookasregardedtheink,andwasinold—

fashionedpenmanship,heknewtobefromhisgrandmother。Heopeneditbeforehehadasmuchasglancedatthesuperscriptionofthesecond。

Besidesimmaterialportions,itcontainedthefollowing:——

’Jreckonyouknowbynowofourmainnewsthisfall,butlestyoushouldnothaveheardofitJsendtheexactthingsnippedoutofthenewspaper。Nobodyexpectedhertodoitquitesosoon;butitissaidhereaboutthatmylordbishopandmyladyhadbeendrawingnightoanunderstandingbeforetheglumtidingsofSirBlount’stakingofhisownlifereachedher;andtheaccountofthiswickeddeedwassosoreafflictingtohermind,andmadeherpoorheartsotimidandlow,thatincharitytomyladyherfewfriendsagreedonurginghertoletthebishopgoonpayinghiscourtasbefore,notwithstandingshehadnotbeenawidow—womannearsolongaswasthought。This,asitturnedout,shewaswillingtodo;andwhenmylordaskedhershetoldhimshewouldmarryhimatonceornever。

That’sasJwastold,andJhaditfromthosethatknow。’

ThecuttingfromthenewspaperwasanordinaryannouncementofmarriagebetweentheBishopofMelchesterandLadyConstantine。

SwithinwassoastoundedattheintelligenceofwhatforthenonceseemedViviette’swantonficklenessthathequiteomittedtolookatthesecondletter;andrememberednothingaboutittillanhourafterwards,whensittinginhisownroomatthehotel。

Itwasinherhandwriting,butsoalteredthatitssuperscriptionhadnotarrestedhiseye。Ithadnobeginning,ordate;butitscontentssoonacquaintedhimwithhermotivefortheprecipitateact。Thefewconcludingsentencesareallthatitwillbenecessarytoquotehere:——

’Therewasnowayoutofit,evenifIcouldhavefoundyou,withoutinfringingoneoftheconditionsIhadpreviouslylaiddown。Thelongdesireofmyhearthasbeennottoimpoverishyouormaryourcareer。Thenewdesirewastosavemyselfand,stillmore,anotheryetunborn……Ihavedoneadesperatething。YetformyselfI

coulddonobetter,andforyounoless。Iwouldhavesacrificedmysingleselftohonesty,butIwasnotaloneconcerned。Whatwomanhasarighttoblightacominglifetopreserveherpersonalintegrity?……Theonebrightspotisthatitsavesyouandyourendowmentfromfurthercatastrophes,andpreservesyoutothepleasantpathsofscientificfame。Inolongerlielikealogacrossyourpath,whichisnowasopenasonthedaybeforeyousawme,andereIencouragedyoutowinme。Alas,Swithin,Ioughttohaveknownbetter。Thefollywasgreat,andthesufferingbeuponmyhead!Ioughtnottohaveconsentedtothatlastinterview:allwaswelltillthen!……Well,Ihavebornemuch,andamnotunprepared。Asforyou,Swithin,bysimplypressingstraightonyourtriumphisassured。Donotcommunicatewithmeinanyway——noteveninanswertothis。Donotthinkofme。Donotseemeeveranymore。——YourunhappyVIVIETTE。’

Swithin’sheartswelledwithinhiminsuddenpityforher,first;

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