投诉 阅读记录

第5章

’I’llcome。But——youneedsaynothingaboutmyvisit。Icannotcometo—night,butIwillsometimethisweek。Yetonlythisonce,totrytheinstrument。Afterwardsyoumustbecontenttopursueyourstudiesalone。’

Swithinseemedbutlittleaffectedatthisannouncement。’HiltonandPimm’smanhandedmethebill,’hecontinued。

’Howmuchisit?’

Hetoldher。’Andthemanwhohasbuiltthehutanddome,anddonetheotherfixing,hassentinhis。’Henamedthisamountalso。

’Verywell。Theyshallbesettledwith。Mydebtsmustbepaidwithmymoney,whichyoushallhaveatonce,——incash,sinceachequewouldhardlydo。Cometothehouseforitthisevening。Butno,no——youmustnotcomeopenly;suchistheworld。Cometothewindow——thewindowthatisexactlyinalinewiththelongsnowdropbed,inthesouthfront——ateightto—night,andIwillgiveyouwhatisnecessary。’

’Certainly,LadyConstantine,’saidtheyoungman。

Ateightthateveningaccordingly,Swithinenteredlikeaspectreupontheterracetoseekoutthespotshehaddesignated。Theequatorialhadsoentirelyabsorbedhisthoughtsthathedidnottroublehimselfseriouslytoconjecturethewhyandwhereforeofhersecrecy。Ifhecasuallythoughtofit,hesetitdowninageneralwaytoanintenselygenerouswishonherpartnottolessenhisinfluenceamongthepoorerinhabitantsbymakinghimappeartheobjectofpatronage。

Whilehestoodbythelongsnowdropbed,whichlookedupathimlikeanetherMilkyWay,theFrenchcasementofthewindowoppositesoftlyopened,andahandborderedbyaglimmeroflacewasstretchedforth,fromwhichhereceivedacrisplittleparcel,——

bank—notes,apparently。Heknewthehand,andhelditlongenoughtopressittohislips,theonlyformwhichhadeveroccurredtohimofexpressinghisgratitudetoherwithouttheincumbranceofclumsywords,avehicleatthebestoftimesbutrudelysuitedtosuchdelicatemerchandise。Thehandwashastilywithdrawn,asifthetreatmenthadbeenunexpected。Thenseeminglymovedbysecondthoughtsshebentforwardandsaid,’Isthenightgoodforobservations?’

’Perfect。’

Shepaused。’ThenI’llcometo—night,’sheatlastsaid。’Itmakesnodifferencetome,afterall。Waitjustonemoment。’

Hewaited,andshepresentlyemerged,muffleduplikeanun;

whereupontheylefttheterraceandstruckacrosstheparktogether。

Verylittlewassaidbyeithertilltheywerecrossingthefallow,whenheaskedifhisarmwouldhelpher。Shedidnottaketheofferedsupportjustthen;butwhentheywereascendingtheprehistoricearthwork,undertheheavygloomofthefir—trees,sheseizedit,asifratherinfluencedbytheoppressivesolitudethanbyfatigue。

Thustheyreachedthefootofthecolumn,tenthousandspiritsinprisonseemingtogasptheirgriefsfromthefunerealboughsoverhead,andafewtwigsscratchingthepillarwiththedragofimpishclawsastenaciousasthosefiguringinSt。Anthony’stemptation。

’Howintenselydarkitisjusthere!’shewhispered。’Iwonderyoucankeepinthepath。ManyancientBritonslieburiedtheredoubtless。’

Heledherroundtotheotherside,where,feelinghiswaywithhishands,hesuddenlylefther,appearingamomentafterwithalight。

’Whatplaceisthis?’sheexclaimed。

’Thisisthenewwoodcabin,’saidhe。

Shecouldjustdiscerntheoutlineofalittlehouse,notunlikeabathing—machinewithoutwheels。

’Ihavekeptlightsreadyhere,’hewenton,’asIthoughtyoumightcomeanyevening,andpossiblybringcompany。’

’Don’tcriticizemeforcomingalone,’sheexclaimedwithsensitivepromptness。’TherearesocialreasonsforwhatIdoofwhichyouknownothing。’

’PerhapsitismuchtomydiscreditthatIdon’tknow。’

’Notatall。Youareallthebetterforit。HeavenforbidthatI

shouldenlightenyou。Well,Iseethisisthehut。ButIammorecurioustogotothetopofthetower,andmakediscoveries。’

Hebroughtalittlelanternfromthecabin,andlightedherupthewindingstaircasetothetempleofthatsublimemysteryonwhosethresholdhestoodaspriest。

Thetopofthecolumnwasquitechanged。Thetub—shapedspacewithintheparapet,formerlyopentotheairandsun,wasnowarchedoverbyalightdomeoflath—workcoveredwithfelt。Butthisdomewasnotfixed。Atthelinewhereitsbasedescendedtotheparapettherewerehalfadozenironballs,preciselylikecannon—shot,standinglooselyinagroove,andonthesethedomeresteditswholeweight。Inthesideofthedomewasaslit,throughwhichthewindblewandtheNorthStarbeamed,andtowardsittheendofthegreattelescopewasdirected。Thislattermagnificentobject,withitscircles,axes,andhandlescomplete,wassecurelyfixedinthemiddleofthefloor。

’Butyoucanonlyseeonepartoftheskythroughthatslit,’saidshe。

Theastronomerstretchedouthisarm,andthewholedometurnedhorizontallyround,runningontheballswitharumblelikethunder。

InsteadofthestarPolaris,whichhadfirstbeenpeepinginthroughtheslit,therenowappearedthecountenancesofCastorandPollux。

Swithinthenmanipulatedtheequatorial,andputitthroughitscapabilitiesinlikemanner。

Shewasenchanted;beingratherexcitablesheevenclappedherhandsjustonce。Sheturnedtohim:’Nowareyouhappy?’

’ButitisallYOURS,LadyConstantine。’

’Atthismoment。Butthat’sadefectwhichcansoonberemedied。

Whenisyourbirthday?’

’Nextmonth,——theseventh。’

’Thenitshallallbeyours,——abirthdaypresent。’

Theyoungmanprotested;itwastoomuch。

’No,youmustacceptitall,——equatorial,domestand,hut,andeverythingthathasbeenputhereforthisastronomicalpurpose。

Thepossessionoftheseapparatuswouldonlycompromiseme。Alreadytheyarereputedtobeyours,andtheymustbemadeyours。Thereisnohelpforit。Ifever’(herehervoicelostsomefirmness),——’ifeveryougoawayfromme,——fromthisplace,Imean,——andmarry,andsettleinanewhomeelsewhereforgood,andforgetme,youmusttakethesethings,equatorialandall,andnevertellyourwifeoranybodyhowtheycametobeyours。’

’IwishIcoulddosomethingmoreforyou!’exclaimedthemuch—movedastronomer。’Ifyoucouldbutsharemyfame,——supposingIgetany,whichImaydiebeforedoing,——itwouldbealittlecompensation。

Astomygoingawayandmarrying,Icertainlyshallnot。Imaygoaway,butIshallnevermarry。’

’Whynot?’

’Abelovedscienceisenoughwifeforme,——combined,perhaps,withalittlewarmfriendshipwithoneofkindredpursuits。’

’Whoisthefriendofkindredpursuits?’

’YourselfIshouldlikeittobe。’

’YouwouldhavetobecomeawomanbeforeIcouldbethat,publicly;

orIaman,’shereplied,withdrymelancholy。

’WhyIawoman,oryouaman,dearLadyConstantine?’

’Icannotexplain。No;youmustkeepyourfameandyoursciencealltoyourself,andImustkeepmy——troubles。’

Swithin,todivertherfrommelancholy——notknowingthatintheexpressionofhermelancholythusandnowshefoundmuchpleasure,——

changedthesubjectbyaskingiftheyshouldtakesomeobservations。

’Yes;thesceneryiswellhungto—night,’shesaidlookingoutupontheheavens。

Thentheyproceededtoscanthesky,rovingfromplanettostar,fromsinglestarstodoublestars,fromdoubletocolouredstars,inthecursorymannerofthemerelycurious。Theyplungeddowntothatatothertimesinvisiblemultitudeinthebackrowsofthecelestialtheatre:remotelayersofconstellationswhoseshapeswerenewandsingular;prettytwinklerswhichforinfiniteageshadspenttheirbeamswithoutcallingforthfromasingleearthlypoetasingleline,orbeingabletobestowarayofcomfortonasinglebenightedtraveller。

’Andtothink,’saidLadyConstantine,’thatthewholeraceofshepherds,sincethebeginningoftheworld,——eventhoseimmortalshepherdswhowatchednearBethlehem,——shouldhavegoneintotheirgraveswithoutknowingthatforonestarthatlightedthemintheirlabours,therewereahundredasgoodbehindtryingtodoso!……

IhaveafeelingforthisinstrumentnotunliketheaweIshouldfeelinthepresenceofagreatmagicianinwhomIreallybelieved。

Itspowersaresoenormous,andweird,andfantastical,thatI

shouldhaveapersonalfearinbeingwithitalone。Musicdrewanangeldown,saidthepoet:butwhatisthattodrawingdownworlds!’

’Ioftenexperienceakindoffearoftheskyaftersittingintheobserving—chairalongtime,’heanswered。’AndwhenIwalkhomeafterwardsIalsofearit,forwhatIknowisthere,butcannotsee,asonenaturallyfearsthepresenceofavastformlesssomethingthatonlyrevealsaverylittleofitself。That’spartlywhatI

meantbysayingthatmagnitude,whichuptoacertainpointhasgrandeur,hasbeyonditghastliness。’

Thustheinterestoftheirsiderealobservationsledthemon,tilltheknowledgethatscarceanyotherhumanvisionwastravellingwithinahundredmillionmilesoftheirowngavethemsuchasenseoftheisolationofthatfacultyasalmosttobeasenseofisolationinrespectoftheirwholepersonality,causingashudderatitsabsoluteness。Atnight,whenhumandiscordsandharmoniesarehushed,inageneralsense,forthegreaterpartoftwelvehours,thereisnothingtomoderatetheblowwithwhichtheinfinitelygreat,thestellaruniverse,strikesdownupontheinfinitelylittle,themindofthebeholder;andthiswasthecasenow。Havinggotclosertoimmensitythantheirfellow—creatures,theysawatonceitsbeautyanditsfrightfulness。Theymoreandmorefeltthecontrastbetweentheirowntinymagnitudesandthoseamongwhichtheyhadrecklesslyplunged,tilltheywereoppressedwiththepresenceofavastnesstheycouldnotcopewithevenasanidea,andwhichhungaboutthemlikeanightmare。

Hestoodbyherwhilesheobserved;shebyhimwhentheychangedplaces。OncethatSwithin’semancipationfromatrammellingbodyhadbeeneffectedbythetelescope,andhewaswellawayinspace,shefeltherinfluenceoverhimdiminishingtonothing。Hewasquiteunconsciousofhisterrestrialneighbourings,andofherselfasoneofthem。Itstillfurtherreducedhertowardsunvarnishedsimplicityinhermannertohim。

Thesilencewasbrokenonlybythetickingoftheclock—workwhichgavediurnalmotiontotheinstrument。Thestarsmovedon,theendofthetelescopefollowed,buttheirtonguesstoodstill。Toexpectthathewasevervoluntarilygoingtoendthepausebyspeechwasapparentlyfutile。Shelaidherhanduponhisarm。

Hestarted,withdrewhiseyefromthetelescope,andbroughthimselfbacktotheearthbyavisible——almostpainful——effort。

’Docomeoutofit,’shecoaxed,withasoftnessinhervoicewhichanymanbutunpractisedSwithinwouldhavefelttobeexquisite。’I

feelthatIhavebeensofoolishastoputinyourhandsaninstrumenttoeffectmyownannihilation。Notawordhaveyouspokenforthelasttenminutes。’

’Ihavebeenmentallygettingonwithmygreattheory。Ihopesoontobeabletopublishittotheworld。What,areyougoing?Iwillwalkwithyou,LadyConstantine。Whenwillyoucomeagain?’

’Whenyourgreattheoryispublishedtotheworld。’

IX

LadyConstantine,ifnarrowlyobservedatthistime,wouldhaveseemedtobedeeplytroubledinconscience,andparticularlyaftertheinterviewabovedescribed。AshWednesdayoccurredinthecalendarafewdayslater,andshewenttomorningservicewithalookofgenuinecontritiononheremotionalandyearningcountenance。

Besidesherselfthecongregationconsistedonlyoftheparson,clerk,school—children,andthreeoldpeoplelivingonalms,whosatunderthereading—desk;andthus,whenMr。TorkinghamblazedforththedenunciatorysentencesoftheCommination,nearlythewholeforceofthemseemedtodescenduponherownshoulders。Lookingacrosstheemptypewsshesawthroughtheoneortwoclearpanesofthewindowoppositeayouthfulfigureinthechurchyard,andtheveryfeelingagainstwhichshehadtriedtoprayreturnedagainirresistibly。

Whenshecameoutandhadcrossedintotheprivatewalk,Swithincameforwardtospeaktoher。Thiswasamostunusualcircumstance,andarguedamatterofimportance。

’Ihavemadeanamazingdiscoveryinconnexionwiththevariablestars,’heexclaimed。’Itwillexcitethewholeastronomicalworld,andtheworldoutsidebutlittleless。Ihadlongsuspectedthetruesecretoftheirvariability;butitwasbythemerestchanceonearththatIhituponaproofofmyguess。Yourequatorialhasdoneit,mygood,kindLadyConstantine,andourfameisestablishedforever!’

Hesprangintotheair,andwavedhishatinhistriumph。

’Oh,Iamsoglad——sorejoiced!’shecried。’Whatisit?Butdon’tstoptotellme。Publishitatonceinsomepaper;nailyournametoit,orsomebodywillseizetheideaandappropriateit,——

forestallyouinsomeway。ItwillbeAdamsandLeverrieroveragain。’

’IfImaywalkwithyouIwillexplainthenatureofthediscovery。

ItaccountsfortheoccasionalgreentintofCastor,andeverydifficulty。IsaidIwouldbetheCopernicusofthestellarsystem,andIhavebeguntobe。Yetwhoknows?’

’Nowdon’tbesoupanddown!Ishallnotunderstandyourexplanation,andIwouldrathernotknowit。Ishallrevealitifitisverygrand。Women,youknow,arenotsafedepositariesofsuchvaluablesecrets。Youmaywalkwithmealittleway,withgreatpleasure。Thengoandwriteyouraccount,soastoinsureyourownershipofthediscovery……Buthowyouhavewatched!’

shecried,inasuddenaccessionofanxiety,assheturnedtolookmorecloselyathim。’Theorbitsofyoureyesareleaden,andyoureyelidsareredandheavy。Don’tdoit——praydon’t。Youwillbeill,andbreakdown。’

’Ihave,itistrue,beenupalittlelatethislastweek,’hesaidcheerfully。’Infact,Icouldn’ttearmyselfawayfromtheequatorial;itissuchawonderfulpossessionthatitkeepsmetheretilldaylight。Butwhatdoesthatmatter,nowIhavemadethediscovery?’

’Ah,itDOESmatter!Now,promiseme——Iinsist——thatyouwillnotcommitsuchimprudencesagain;forwhatshouldIdoifmyAstronomerRoyalweretodie?’

Shelaughed,butfartooapprehensivelytobeeffectiveasadisplayoflevity。

Theyparted,andhewenthometowriteouthispaper。Hepromisedtocallassoonashisdiscoverywasinprint。Thentheywaitedfortheresult。

ItisimpossibletodescribethetremulousstateofLadyConstantineduringtheinterval。ThewarminterestshetookinSwithinSt。

Cleeve——manywouldhavesaiddangerouslywarminterest——madehishopesherhopes;andthoughshesometimesadmittedtoherselfthatgreatallowancewasrequisitefortheoverweeningconfidenceofyouthinthefuture,shepermittedherselftobeblindedtoprobabilitiesforthepleasureofsharinghisdreams。Itseemednotunreasonabletosupposethepresenthourtobethebeginningofrealizationtoherdarlingwishthatthisyoungmanshouldbecomefamous。Hehadworkedhard,andwhyshouldhenotbefamousearly?

Hisverysimplicityinmundaneaffairsaffordedastrongpresumptionthatinthingscelestialhemightbewise。Toobtainsupportforthishypothesisshehadonlytothinkoverthelivesofmanyeminentastronomers。

Shewaitedfeverishlyfortheflourishoftrumpetsfromafar,bywhichsheexpectedtheannouncementofhisdiscoverytobegreeted。

Knowingthatimmediateintelligenceoftheoutburstwouldbebroughttoherbyhimself,shewatchedfromthewindowsoftheGreatHouseeachmorningforasightofhisfigurehasteningdowntheglade。

Buthedidnotcome。

Alongarrayofwetdayspassedtheirdrearyshapesbeforeher,andmadethewaitingstillmoretedious。Ononeoftheseoccasionssheranacrosstothetower,attheriskofaseverecold。Thedoorwaslocked。

Twodaysaftershewentagain。Thedoorwaslockedstill。Butthiswasonlytobeexpectedinsuchweather。Yetshewouldhavegoneontohishouse,hadtherenotbeenonereasontoomanyagainstsuchprecipitancy。Asastronomerandastronomertherewasnoharmintheirmeetings;butaswomanandmanshefearedthem。

Tendayspassedwithoutasightofhim;tenblurredanddrearydays,duringwhichthewholelandscapedrippedlikeamop;theparktreesswabbedthegravelfromthedrive,whiletheskywasazinc—colouredarchi—vaultofimmovablecloud。Itseemedasifthewholescienceofastronomyhadneverbeenreal,andthattheheavenlybodies,withtheirmotions,wereastheoreticalasthelinesandcirclesofabygonemathematicalproblem。

Shecouldcontentherselfnolongerwithfruitlessvisitstothecolumn,andwhentherainhadalittleabatedshewalkedtothenearesthamlet,andinaconversationwiththefirstoldwomanshemetcontrivedtoleaduptothesubjectofSwithinSt。Cleevebytalkingabouthisgrandmother。

’Ah,pooroldheart;’tisabadtimeforher,mylady!’exclaimedthedame。

’What?’

’Hergrandsonisdying;andsuchagentlemanthroughandthrough!’

’What!……Oh,ithassomethingtodowiththatdreadfuldiscovery!’

’Discovery,mylady?’

Shelefttheoldwomanwithanevasiveanswer,andwithabreakingheartcreptalongtheroad。Tearsbrimmedintohereyesasshewalked,andbythetimethatshewasoutofsightsobsburstforthtumultuously。

’Iamtoofondofhim!’shemoaned;’butIcan’thelpit;andI

don’tcareifit’swrong,——Idon’tcare!’

WithoutfurtherconsiderationsastowhobeheldherdoingssheinstinctivelywentstraighttowardsMrs。Martin’s。SeeingamancomingshecalmedherselfsufficientlytoaskhimthroughherdroppedveilhowpoorMr。St。Cleevewasthatday。Butsheonlygotthesamereply:’Theysayheisdying,mylady。’

WhenSwithinhadpartedfromLadyConstantine,onthepreviousAsh—

Wednesday,hehadgonestraighttothehomesteadandpreparedhisaccountof’ANewAstronomicalDiscovery。’Itwaswrittenperhapsintooglowingarhetoricforthetruescientifictoneofmind;buttherewasnodoubtthathisassertionmetwithamoststartlingaptnessallthedifficultieswhichhadaccompaniedthereceivedtheoriesonthephenomenaattendingthosechangeablesunsofmarvelloussystemssofaraway。Itaccountedforthenebulousmistthatsurroundssomeofthemattheirweakesttime;inshort,tookupapositionofprobabilitywhichhasneveryetbeensuccessfullyassailed。

Thepaperswerewrittenintriplicate,andcarefullysealedupwithbluewax。OnecopywasdirectedtoGreenwich,anothertotheRoyalSociety,anothertoaprominentastronomer。Abriefstatementoftheessenceofthediscoverywasalsopreparedfortheleadingdailypaper。

Heconsideredthesedocuments,embodyingastheydidtwoyearsofhisconstantthought,reading,andobservation,tooimportanttobeentrustedforpostingtothehandsofamessenger;tooimportanttobesenttothesub—post—officeathand。Thoughthedaywaswet,drippingwet,hewentonfootwiththemtoachiefoffice,fivemilesoff,andregisteredthem。Quiteexhaustedbythewalk,afterhislongnight—work,wetthrough,yetsustainedbythesenseofagreatachievement,hecalledatabookseller’sfortheastronomicalperiodicalstowhichhesubscribed;then,restingforashorttimeataninn,heploddedhiswayhomewards,readinghispapersashewent,andplanninghowtoenjoyareposeonhislaurelsofaweekormore。

Onhestrolledthroughtherain,holdingtheumbrellaverticallyovertheexposedpagetokeepitdrywhileheread。Suddenlyhiseyewasstruckbyanarticle。ItwasthereviewofapamphletbyanAmericanastronomer,inwhichtheauthorannouncedaconclusivediscoverywithregardtovariablestars。

ThediscoverywaspreciselythediscoveryofSwithinSt。Cleeve。

Anothermanhadforestalledhisfamebyaperiodofaboutsixweeks。

ThentheyouthfoundthatthegoddessPhilosophy,towhomhehadvowedtodedicatehiswholelife,wouldnotinreturnsupporthimthroughasinglehourofdespair。Intruth,theimpishnessofcircumstancewasnewertohimthanitwouldhavebeentoaphilosopherofthreescore—and—ten。Inawildwishforannihilationheflunghimselfdownonapatchofheatherthatlayalittleremovedfromtheroad,andinthishumidbedremainedmotionless,whiletimepassedbyunheeded。

Atlast,fromsheermiseryandweariness,hefellasleep。

TheMarchrainpeltedhimmercilessly,thebeadedmoisturefromtheheavilychargedlocksofheathpenetratedhimthroughbackandsides,andclottedhishairtounsightlytagsandtufts。Whenheawokeitwasdark。Hethoughtofhisgrandmother,andofherpossiblealarmatmissinghim。Onattemptingtorise,hefoundthathecouldhardlybendhisjoints,andthathisclotheswereasheavyasleadfromsaturation。Histeethchatteringandhiskneestremblinghepursuedhiswayhome,wherehisappearanceexcitedgreatconcern。Hewasobligedatoncetoretiretobed,andthenextdayhewasdeliriousfromthechill。

ItwasabouttendaysafterthisunhappyoccurrencethatLadyConstantinelearntthenews,asabovedescribed,andhastenedalongtothehomesteadinthatstateofanguishinwhichtheheartisnolongerunderthecontrolofthejudgment,andself—abandonmenteventoerror,vergesonheroism。

OnreachingthehouseinWellandBottomthedoorwasopenedtoherbyoldHannah,whoworeanassiduouslysorrowfullook;andLadyConstantinewasshownintothelargeroom,——sowidethatthebeamsbentinthemiddle,——whereshetookherseatinoneofamethodicrangeofchairs,beneathaportraitoftheReverendMr。St。Cleeve,herastronomer’serraticfather。

Theeightunwatereddyingplants,intherowofeightflower—pots,denotedthattherewassomethingwronginthehouse。Mrs。Martincamedownstairsfretting,herwonderatbeholdingLadyConstantinenotaltogetherdisplacingthepreviousmoodofgrief。

’Here’saprettykettleoffish,mylady!’sheexclaimed。

LadyConstantinesaid,’Hush!’andpointedinquiringlyupward。

’Heisnotoverhead,mylady,’repliedSwithin’sgrandmother。’Hisbedroomisatthebackofthehouse。’

’Howishenow?’

’Heisbetter,justatthismoment;andwearemorehopeful。Buthechangesso。’

’MayIgoup?Iknowhewouldliketoseeme。’

Herpresencehavingbeenmadeknowntothesufferer,shewasconductedupstairstoSwithin’sroom。Thewaythitherwasthroughthelargechamberhehadusedasastudyandforthemanufactureofopticalinstruments。Therelaythelargepasteboardtelescope,thathadbeenjustsuchafailureasCrusoe’slargeboat;therewerehisdiagrams,maps,globes,andcelestialapparatusofvarioussorts。

Theabsenceoftheworker,throughillnessordeathissufficienttotouchtheprosiestworkshopandtoolswiththehuesofpathos,anditwaswithaswellingbosomthatLadyConstantinepassedthroughthisarenaofhisyouthfulactivitiestothelittlechamberwherehelay。

OldMrs。Martinsatdownbythewindow,andLadyConstantinebentoverSwithin。

’Don’tspeaktome!’shewhispered。’Itwillweakenyou;itwillexciteyou。Ifyoudospeak,itmustbeverysoftly。’

Shetookhishand,andoneirrepressibletearfelluponit。

’Nothingwillexcitemenow,LadyConstantine,’hesaid;’notevenyourgoodnessincoming。MylastexcitementwaswhenIlostthebattle……Doyouknowthatmydiscoveryhasbeenforestalled?

Itisthatthat’skillingme。’

’Butyouaregoingtorecover;youarebetter,theysay。Isitso?’

’IthinkIam,to—day。Butwhocanbesure?’

’Thepoorboywassoupsetatfindingthathislabourhadbeenthrownaway,’saidhisgrandmother,’thathelaydownintherain,andchilledhislifeout。’

’Howcouldyoudoit?’LadyConstantinewhispered。’O,howcouldyouthinksomuchofrenown,andsolittleofme?Why,foreverydiscoverymadetherearetenbehindthatawaitmaking。Tocommitsuicidelikethis,asiftherewerenobodyintheworldtocareforyou!’

’Itwasdoneinmyhaste,andIamvery,verysorryforit!Ibegbothyouandallmyfewfriendsnever,nevertoforgiveme!Itwouldkillmewithself—reproachifyouweretopardonmyrashness!’

Atthismomentthedoctorwasannounced,andMrs。Martinwentdownstairstoreceivehim。LadyConstantinethoughtshewouldremaintohearhisreport,andforthispurposewithdrew,andsatdowninanookoftheadjoiningwork—roomofSwithin,thedoctormeetingherashepassedthroughitintothesickchamber。

Hewasthereatorturinglylongtime;butatlengthhecameouttotheroomshewaitedin,andcrosseditonhiswaydownstairs。Sheroseandfollowedhimtothestairhead。

’Howishe?’sheanxiouslyasked。’Willhegetoverit?’

Thedoctor,notknowingthedepthofherinterestinthepatient,spokewiththebluntcandournaturaltowardsacomparativelyindifferentinquirer。

’No,LadyConstantine,’hereplied;’there’sachangefortheworse。’

Andheretireddownthestairs。

ScarcelyknowingwhatshedidLadyConstantineranbacktoSwithin’sside,flungherselfuponthebedandinaparoxysmofsorrowkissedhim。

X

TheplacidinhabitantsoftheparishofWelland,includingwarblingwaggoners,loneshepherds,ploughmen,theblacksmith,thecarpenter,thegardenerattheGreatHouse,thestewardandagent,theparson,clerk,andsoon,werehourlyexpectingtheannouncementofSt。

Cleeve’sdeath。Thesextonhadbeengoingtoseehisbrother—in—

law,ninemilesdistant,butpromptlypostponedthevisitforafewdays,thattheremightbetheregularprofessionalhandpresenttotollthebellinanoteofduefulnessandsolemnity;anattemptbyadeputy,onapreviousoccasionofhisabsence,havingdegeneratedintoamiserablestammeringclangthatwasadisgracetotheparish。

ButSwithinSt。Cleevedidnotdecease,afactofwhich,indeed,thehabituatedreaderwillhavebeenwellawareeversincetheraincamedownupontheyoungmanintheninthchapter,andledtohisalarmingillness。Though,forthatmatter,somanymaimedhistoriesarehourlyenactingthemselvesinthisdun—colouredworldastolendalmostapriorityofinteresttonarrativesconcerningthose’WholaygreatbasesforeternityWhichprovemoreshortthanwasteorruining。’

Howitarosethathedidnotdiewasinthiswise;andhisexampleaffordsanotherinstanceofthatreflexruleofthevassalsouloverthesovereignbody,which,operatingsowonderfullyinelasticnatures,andmoreorlessinall,originallygaverisetothelegendthatsupremacylayontheotherside。

Theeveningofthedayafterthetender,despairing,farewellkissofLadyConstantine,whenhewasalittlelessweakthanduringhervisit,helaywithhisfacetothewindow。Helayalone,quietandresigned。Hehadbeenthinking,sometimesofherandotherfriends,butchieflyofhislostdiscovery。Althoughnearlyunconsciousatthetime,hehadyetbeenawareofthatkiss,asthedelicateflushwhichfollowedituponhischeekwouldhavetold;buthehadattachedlittleimportancetoitasbetweenwomanandman。Hadhebeendyingofloveinsteadofwetweather,perhapstheimpulsiveactofthathandsomeladywouldhavebeenseizedonasaproofthathislovewasreturned。Asitwasherkissseemedbuttheevidenceofanaturallydemonstrativekindliness,felttowardshimchieflybecausehewasbelievedtobeleavingherforever。

Theredsofsunsetpassed,andduskdrewon。OldHannahcameupstairstopulldowntheblindsandassheadvancedtothewindowhesaidtoher,inafaintvoice,’Well,Hannah,whatnewsto—day?’

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