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mournedoldMrs。Martin。’ButItoldhismotherhow’twouldbe——

marryingsomanynotchesaboveher。Thechildwassuretochawhigh,likehisfather!’

WhenSwithinhadbeenup—stairsaminuteortwohowever,healteredhismind,andcomingdownagainateallthepudding,withtheaspectofapersonundertakingadeedofgreatmagnanimity。Therelishwithwhichhedidsorestoredtheunisonthatknewnomoreseriousinterruptionsthansuchasthis。

’Mr。Torkinghamhasbeenherethisafternoon,’saidhisgrandmother;

’andhewantsmetolethimmeetsomeofthechoirhereto—nightforpractice。Theywholiveatthisendoftheparishwon’tgotohishousetotryoverthetunes,because’tissofar,theysay,andso’tis,poormen。Sohe’sgoingtoseewhatcomingtothemwilldo。

Heasksifyouwouldliketojoin。’

’IwouldifIhadnotsomuchtodo。’

’Butitiscloudyto—night。’

’Yes;butIhavecalculationswithoutend,granny。Now,don’tyoutellhimI’minthehouse,willyou?andthenhe’llnotaskforme。’

’Butifheshould,mustIthentellalie,Lordforgiveme?’

’No,youcansayI’mup—stairs;hemustthinkwhathelikes。Notawordabouttheastronomytoanyofthem,whateveryoudo。Ishouldbecalledavisionary,andallsorts。’

’Sothoubeest,child。Whycan’tyedosomethingthat’sofuse?’

AtthesoundoffootstepsSwithinbeatahastyretreatup—stairs,wherehestruckalight,andrevealedatablecoveredwithbooksandpapers,whileroundthewallshungstar—maps,andotherdiagramsillustrativeofcelestialphenomena。Inacornerstoodahugepasteboardtube,whichacloseinspectionwouldhaveshowntobeintendedforatelescope。Swithinhungathickclothoverthewindow,inadditiontothecurtains,andsatdowntohispapers。Ontheceilingwasablackstainofsmoke,andunderthisheplacedhislamp,evidencingthatthemidnightoilwasconsumedonthatprecisespotveryoften。

Meanwhiletherehadenteredtotheroombelowapersonagewho,tojudgefromhervoiceandthequickpit—patofherfeet,wasamaidenyoungandblithe。Mrs。MartinwelcomedherbythetitleofMissTabithaLark,andinquiredwhatwindhadbroughtherthatway;towhichthevisitorrepliedthatshehadcomeforthesinging。

’Sityedown,then,’saidgranny。’AnddoyoustillgototheHousetoreadtomylady?’

’Yes,Igoandread,Mrs。Martin;butastogettingmyladytohearken,that’smorethanateamofsixhorsescouldforcehertodo。’

Thegirlhadaremarkablysmartandfluentutterance,whichwasprobablyacause,oraconsequence,ofhervocation。

’’Tisthesamestory,then?’saidgrandmotherMartin。

’Yes。Eatenoutwithlistlessness。She’sneithersicknorsorry,buthowdullanddrearysheis,onlyherselfcantell。WhenIgetthereinthemorning,theresheissittingupinbed,formyladydon’tcaretogetup;andthenshemakesmebringthisbookandthatbook,tillthebedisheapedupwithimmensevolumesthathalfburyher,makingherlook,assheleansuponherelbow,likethestoningofStephen。Sheyawns;thenshelookstowardsthetallglass;thenshelooksoutattheweather,mooninghergreatblackeyes,andfixingthemontheskyasiftheystuckthere,whilemytonguegoesflick—flackalong,ahundredandfiftywordsaminute;thenshelooksattheclock;thensheasksmewhatI’vebeenreading。’

’Ah,poorsoul!’saidgranny。’Nodoubtshesaysinthemorning,"WouldGoditwereevening,"andintheevening,"WouldGoditweremorning,"likethedisobedientwomaninDeuteronomy。’

Swithin,intheroomoverhead,hadsuspendedhiscalculations,fortheduologueinterestedhim。Therenowcrunchedheavierstepsoutsidethedoor,andhisgrandmothercouldbeheardgreetingsundrylocalrepresentativesofthebassandtenorvoice,wholentacheerfulandwell—knownpersonalitytothenamesSammyBlore,NatChapman,HezekiahBiles,andHaymossFry(thelatterbeingonewithwhomthereaderhasalreadyadistantacquaintance);besidesthesecamesmallproducersoftreble,whohadnotyetdevelopedintosuchdistinctiveunitsofsocietyastorequireparticularizing。

’Isthegoodmancome?’askedNatChapman。’No,——Iseewebehereaforehim。Andhowisitwithagedwomento—night,Mrs。Martin?’

’Tedioustraipsingenoughwiththisone,Nat。Sityedown。Well,littleFreddy,youdon’twishinthemorningthat’twereevening,andateveningthat’tweremorningagain,doyou,Freddy,trustyeforit?’

’Now,whomightwishsuchathingasthat,MrsMartin?——nobodyinthisparish?’askedSammyBlorecuriously。

’Myladyisalwayswishingit,’spokeupMissTabithaLark。

’Oh,she!Nobodycanbeanswerableforthewishesofthatonnaturaltribeofmankind。Notbutthatthewoman’sheart—stringsistriedinmanyaggravatingways。’

’Ah,poorwoman!’saidgranny。’Thestateshefindsherselfin——

neithermaid,wife,norwidow,asyoumaysay——isnottheprimestformoflifeforkeepingingoodspirits。HowlongisitsinceshehasheardfromSirBlount,Tabitha?’

’Twoyearsandmore,’saidtheyoungwoman。’HewentintoonesideofAfrica,asitmightbe,threeSt。Martin’sdaysback。Icanmindit,because’twasmybirthday。Andhemeanttocomeouttheotherside。Buthedidn’t。Hehasnevercomeoutatall。’

’Foralltheworldlikelosingaratinabarley—mow,’saidHezekiah。’He’slost,thoughyouknowwhereheis。’

Hiscomradesnodded。

’Ay,myladyisawalkingweariness。IseedheryawnjustattheverymomentwhenthefoxwashalloaedawaybyLorntonCopse,andthehoundsrunnedenallbutpasthercarriagewheels。IfIweresheI’dseealittlelife;thoughthere’snofair,club—walking,norfeasttospeakof,tillEasterweek,——that’strue。’

’Shedaresnot。She’sundersolemnoathtodonosuchthing。’

’BecustifIwouldkeepanysuchoath!Buthere’sthepa’son,ifmyearsdon’tdeceiveme。’

Therewasanoiseofhorse’shoofswithout,astumblingagainstthedoor—scraper,atetheringtothewindow—shutter,acreakingofthedooronitshinges,andavoicewhichSwithinrecognizedasMr。

Torkingham’s。Hegreetedeachofthepreviousarrivalsbyname,andstatedthathewasgladtoseethemallsopunctuallyassembled。

’Ay,sir,’saidHaymossFry。’’Tisonlymyjintsthathavekeptmefromassemblingmyselflongago。I’dassembleuponthetopofWellandSteeple,if’tweren’tformyjints。Iassureye,Pa’sonTarkenham,thatintheclitcho’myknees,wheretherainusedtocomethroughwhenIwascuttingclotsforthenewlawn,inoldmylady’stime,’tisasifratswezgnawing,everynowandthen。Whenafeller’syounghe’stoosmallinthebraintoseehowsoonaconstitutioncanbesquandered,worseluck!’

’True,’saidBiles,tofillthetimewhiletheparsonwasengagedinfindingthePsalms。’Aman’safooltillhe’sforty。OftenhaveI

thought,whenhay—pitching,andthesmallofmybackseemingnostouterthanaharnet’s,"ThedevilsendthatIhadbutthemakingoflabouringmenforatwelvemonth!"I’dgieeverymanjacktwogoodbackbones,evenifthealterationwasaswrongasforgery。’

’Four,——fourbackbones,’saidHaymoss,decisively。

’Yes,four,’threwinSammyBlore,withadditionalweightofexperience。’Foryouwantoneinfrontforbreast—ploughingandsuchlike,oneattherightsideforground—dressing,andoneattheleftsideforturningmixens。’

’Well;thennextI’dmoveeveryman’swyndpipeagoodspanawayfromhisglutchpipe,sothatatharvesttimehecouldfetchbreathin’sdrinking,withoutbeingchokedandstrangledasheisnow。ThinksI,whenIfeelthevictualsgoing——’

’Now,we’llbegin,’interruptedMr。Torkingham,hismindreturningtothisworldagainonconcludinghissearchforahymn。

Thereupontheracketofchair—legsonthefloorsignifiedthattheyweresettlingintotheirseats,——adisturbancewhichSwithintookadvantageofbygoingontiptoeacrossthefloorabove,andputtingsheetsofpaperoverknot—holesintheboardingatpointswherecarpetwaslacking,thathislamp—lightmightnotshinedown。Theabsenceofaceilingbeneathrenderedhispositionvirtuallythatofonesuspendedinthesameapartment。

Theparsonannouncedthetune,andhisvoiceburstforthwith’Onward,Christiansoldiers!’innotesofrigidcheerfulness。

Inthisstart,however,hewasjoinedonlybythegirlsandboys,themenfurnishingbutanaccompanimentofahasandhems。Mr。

Torkinghamstopped,andSammyBlorespoke,——

’Begyourpardon,sir,——ifyou’lldealmildwithusamoment。Whatwiththewindandwalking,mythroat’sasroughasagrater;andnotknowingyouweregoingtohitupthatminute,Ihadn’thawked,andI

don’tthinkHezzyandNathad,either,——hadye,souls?’

’Ihadn’tgotthoroughready,that’strue,’saidHezekiah。

’Quiterightofyou,then,tospeak,’saidMr。Torkingham。’Don’tmindexplaining;wearehereforpractice。Nowclearyourthroats,then,andatitagain。’

Therewasanoiseasofatmospherichoesandscrapers,andthebasscontingentatlastgotunderwaywithatimeofitsown:

’Honwerd,Christensojers!’

’Ah,that’swherewearesodefective——thepronunciation,’

interruptedtheparson。’Nowrepeatafterme:"On—ward,Christ—

ian,sol—diers。"’

Thechoirrepeatedlikeanexaggerativeecho:’On—wed,Chris—ting,sol—jaws!’

’Better!’saidtheparson,inthestrenuouslysanguinetonesofamanwhogothislivingbydiscoveringabrightsideinthingswhereitwasnotveryperceptibletootherpeople。’Butitshouldnotbegivenwithquitesoextremeanaccent;orwemaybecalledaffectedbyotherparishes。And,NathanielChapman,there’sajauntinessinyourmannerofsingingwhichisnotquitebecoming。Whydon’tyousingmoreearnestly?’

’Myconsciencewon’tletme,sir。Theysayeverymanforhimself:

but,thankGod,I’mnotsomeanastolessenoldfokes’chancesbybeingearnestatmytimeo’life,andtheysomuchnearertheneedo’t。’

’It’sbadreasoning,Nat,Ifear。Now,perhapswehadbettersol—fathetune。Eyesonyourbooks,please。Sol—sol!fa—fa!mi——’

’Ican’tsinglikethat,notI!’saidSammyBlore,withcondemnatoryastonishment。’Icansinggenuinemusic,likeFandG;butnotanythingsomuchoutoftheorderofnaterasthat。’

’Perhapsyou’vebroughtthewrongbook,sir?’chimedinHaymoss,kindly。’I’veknowedmusicearlyinlifeandlate,——inshort,eversinceLukeSneapbrokehisnewfiddle—bowintheweddingpsalm,whenPa’sonWiltonbroughthomehisbride(youcanmindthetime,Sammy?—

—whenwesung"Hiswife,likeafairfertilevine,herlovelyfruitshallbring,"whentheyoungwomanturnedasredasarose,notknowing’twascoming)。I’veknowedmusiceversincethen,Isay,sir,andneverheardthelikeo’that。EverymartelnotehadhisnameofA,B,C,atthattime。’

’Yes,yes,men;butthisisamorerecentsystem!’

’Still,youcan’talteraold—establishednotethat’sAorBbynater,’rejoinedHaymoss,withyetdeeperconvictionthatMr。

Torkinghamwasgettingoffhishead。’NowsoundA,neighbourSammy,andlet’shaveaslapatChristensojersagain,andshowthePa’sonthetrueway!’

Sammyproducedaprivatetuning—fork,blackandgrimy,which,beingaboutseventyyearsofage,andwroughtbeforepianofortebuildershadsentupthepitchtomaketheirinstrumentsbrilliant,wasnearlyanoteflatterthantheparson’s。Whileanargumentastothetruepitchwasinprogress,therecameaknockingwithout。

’Somebody’satthedoor!’saidalittletreblegirl。

’ThoughtIheardaknockbefore!’saidtherelievedchoir。

Thelatchwaslifted,andamanaskedfromthedarkness,’IsMr。

Torkinghamhere?’

’Yes,Mills。Whatdoyouwant?’

Itwastheparson’sman。

’Oh,ifyouplease,’saidMills,showinganadvancedmarginofhimselfroundthedoor,’LadyConstantinewantstoseeyouveryparticular,sir,andcouldyoucallonherafterdinner,ifyouben’tengagedwithpoorfokes?She’sjusthadaletter,——sotheysay,——andit’saboutthat,Ibelieve。’

Finding,onlookingathiswatch,thatitwasnecessarytostartatonceifhemeanttoseeherthatnight,theparsoncutshortthepractising,and,naminganothernightformeeting,hewithdrew。Allthesingersassistedhimontohiscob,andwatchedhimtillhedisappearedovertheedgeoftheBottom。

III

Mr。Torkinghamtrottedbrisklyonwardtohishouse,adistanceofaboutamile,eachcottage,asitrevealeditshalf—buriedpositionbyitssinglelight,appearinglikeaone—eyednightcreaturewatchinghimfromanambush。Leavinghishorseattheparsonageheperformedtheremainderofthejourneyonfoot,crossingtheparktowardsWellandHousebyastileandpath,tillhestruckintothedrivenearthenorthdoorofthemansion。

Thisdrive,itmayberemarked,wasalsothecommonhighwaytothelowervillage,andhenceLadyConstantine’sresidenceandpark,asisoccasionallythecasewithold—fashionedmanors,possessednoneoftheexclusivenessfoundinsomearistocraticsettlements。Theparishionerslookedupontheparkavenueastheirnaturalthoroughfare,particularlyforchristenings,weddings,andfunerals,whichpassedthesquire’smansionwithdueconsiderationsastothesceniceffectofthesamefromthemanorwindows。HencethehouseofConstantine,whengoingoutfromitsbreakfast,hadbeencontinuallycrossedonthedoorstepforthelasttwohundredyearsbythehousesofHodgeandGilesinfullcrytodinner。Atpresentthesecollisionswerebuttooinfrequent,forthoughthevillagerspassedthenorthfrontdoorasregularlyasever,theyseldommetaConstantine。Onlyonewastheretobemet,andshehadnozestforoutingsbeforenoon。

Thelong,lowfrontoftheGreatHouse,asitwascalledbytheparish,stretchingfromendtoendoftheterrace,wasindarknessasthevicarslackenedhispacebeforeit,andonlythedistantfallofwaterdisturbedthestillnessofthemanorialprecincts。

OngainingadmittancehefoundLadyConstantinewaitingtoreceivehim。Sheworeaheavydressofvelvetandlace,andbeingtheonlypersoninthespaciousapartmentshelookedsmallandisolated。Inherlefthandsheheldaletterandacoupleofat—homecards。Thesoftdarkeyeswhichsheraisedtohimasheentered——large,andmelancholybycircumstancefarmorethanbyquality——werethenaturalindicesofawarmandaffectionate,perhapsslightlyvoluptuoustemperament,languishingforwantofsomethingtodo,cherish,orsufferfor。

Mr。Torkinghamseatedhimself。Hisboots,whichhadseemedelegantinthefarm—house,appearedratherclumsyhere,andhiscoat,thatwasamodeloftailoringwhenhestoodamidthechoir,nowexhibiteddecidedlystrainedrelationswithhislimbs。ThreeyearshadpassedsincehisinductiontothelivingofWelland,buthehadneverasyetfoundmeanstoestablishthatreciprocitywithLadyConstantinewhichusuallygrowsup,inthecourseoftime,betweenparsonageandmanor—house,——unless,indeed,eithersideshouldsurprisetheotherbyshowingrespectivelyaweaknessforawkwardmodernideasonlandownership,oronchurchformulas,whichhadnotbeenthecasehere。Thepresentmeeting,however,seemedlikelytoinitiatesuchareciprocity。

TherewasanappearanceofconfidenceonLadyConstantine’sface;

shesaidshewassoverygladthathehadcome,andlookingdownattheletterinherhandwasonthepointofpullingitfromitsenvelope;butshedidnot。Afteramomentshewentonmorequickly:

’Iwantedyouradvice,orratheryouropinion,onaseriousmatter,—

—onapointofconscience。’Sayingwhichshelaiddowntheletterandlookedatthecards。

Itmighthavebeenapparenttoamorepenetratingeyethanthevicar’sthatLadyConstantine,eitherfromtimidity,misgiving,orreconviction,hadswervedfromherintendedcommunication,orperhapsdecidedtobeginattheotherend。

Theparson,whohadbeenexpectingaquestiononsomelocalbusinessorintelligence,atthetenorofherwordsalteredhisfacetothehigherbranchofhisprofession。

’IhopeImayfindmyselfofservice,onthatoranyotherquestion,’hesaidgently。

’Ihopeso。Youmaypossiblybeaware,Mr。Torkingham,thatmyhusband,SirBlountConstantine,was,nottomincematters,amistaken——somewhatjealousman。Yetyoumayhardlyhavediscerneditintheshorttimeyouknewhim。’

’IhadsomelittleknowledgeofSirBlount’scharacterinthatrespect。’

’Well,onthisaccountmymarriedlifewithhimwasnotofthemostcomfortablekind。’(LadyConstantine’svoicedroppedtoamorepatheticnote。)’IamsureIgavehimnocauseforsuspicion;

thoughhadIknownhisdispositionsoonerIshouldhardlyhavedaredtomarryhim。Buthisjealousyanddoubtofmewerenotsostrongastodiverthimfromapurposeofhis,——amaniaforAfricanlion—

hunting,whichhedignifiedbycallingitaschemeofgeographicaldiscovery;forhewasinordinatelyanxioustomakeanameforhimselfinthatfield。Itwastheonepassionthatwasstrongerthanhismistrustofme。Beforegoingawayhesatdownwithmeinthisroom,andreadmealecture,whichresultedinaveryrashofferonmypart。WhenItellittoyou,youwillfindthatitprovidesakeytoallthatisunusualinmylifehere。Hebademeconsiderwhatmypositionwouldbewhenhewasgone;hopedthatI

shouldrememberwhatwasduetohim,——thatIwouldnotsobehavetowardsothermenastobringthenameofConstantineintosuspicion;andchargedmetoavoidlevityofconductinattendinganyball,rout,ordinnertowhichImightbeinvited。I,insomecontemptforhislowopinionofme,volunteered,thereandthen,tolivelikeacloisterednunduringhisabsence;togointonosocietywhatever,——scarceeventoaneighbour’sdinner—party;anddemandedbitterlyifthatwouldsatisfyhim。Hesaidyes,heldmetomyword,andgavemenoloopholeforretractingit。Theinevitablefruitsofprecipitancyhaveresultedtome:mylifehasbecomeaburden。Igetsuchinvitationsasthese’(holdingupthecards),’butIsoinvariablyrefusethemthattheyaregettingveryrare……Iaskyou,canIhonestlybreakthatpromisetomyhusband?’

Mr。Torkinghamseemedembarrassed。’IfyoupromisedSirBlountConstantinetoliveinsolitudetillhecomesback,youare,itseemstome,boundbythatpromise。Ifearthatthewishtobereleasedfromyourengagementistosomeextentareasonwhyitshouldbekept。Butyourownconsciencewouldsurelybethebestguide,LadyConstantine?’

’Myconscienceisquitebewilderedwithitsresponsibilities,’shecontinued,withasigh。’Yetitcertainlydoessometimessaytomethat——thatIoughttokeepmyword。Verywell;ImustgoonasIamgoing,Isuppose。’

’Ifyourespectavow,Ithinkyoumustrespectyourown,’saidtheparson,acquiringsomefurtherfirmness。’Haditbeenwrungfromyoubycompulsion,moralorphysical,itwouldhavebeenopentoyoutobreakit。Butasyouproposedavowwhenyourhusbandonlyrequiredagoodintention,Ithinkyououghttoadheretoit;orwhatistheprideworththatledyoutoofferit?’

’Verywell,’shesaid,withresignation。’Butitwasquiteaworkofsupererogationonmypart。’

’Thatyouproposeditinasupererogatoryspiritdoesnotlessenyourobligation,havingonceputyourselfunderthatobligation。

St。Paul,inhisEpistletotheHebrews,says,"Anoathforconfirmationisanendofallstrife。"AndyouwillreadilyrecallthewordsofEcclesiastes,"Paythatwhichthouhastvowed。Betterisitthatthoushouldestnotvowthanthatthoushouldestvowandnotpay。"WhynotwritetoSirBlount,tellhimtheinconvenienceofsuchabond,andaskhimtoreleaseyou?’

’No;neverwillI。Theexpressionofsuchadesirewould,inhismind,beasufficientreasonfordisallowingit。I’llkeepmyword。’

Mr。Torkinghamrosetoleave。Aftershehadheldoutherhandtohim,whenhehadcrossedtheroom,andwaswithintwostepsofthedoor,shesaid,’Mr。Torkingham。’Hestopped。’WhatIhavetoldyouisonlytheleastpartofwhatIsentforyoutotellyou。’

Mr。Torkinghamwalkedbacktoherside。’Whatistherestofit,then?’heasked,withgravesurprise。

’Itisatruerevelation,asfarasitgoes;butthereissomethingmore。Ihavereceivedthisletter,andIwantedtosay——something。’

’Thensayitnow,mydearlady。’

’No,’sheanswered,withalookofutterinability。’Icannotspeakofitnow!Someothertime。Don’tstay。Pleaseconsiderthisconversationasprivate。Good—night。’

IV

Itwasabrightstarlightnight,aweekortendayslater。TherehadbeenseveralsuchnightssincetheoccasionofLadyConstantine’spromisetoSwithinSt。CleevetocomeandstudyastronomicalphenomenaontheRings—Hillcolumn;butshehadnotgonethere。Thiseveningshesatatawindow,theblindofwhichhadnotbeendrawndown。Herelbowrestedonalittletable,andhercheekonherhand。HereyeswereattractedbythebrightnessoftheplanetJupiter,asherodeintheeclipticopposite,beamingdownuponherasifdesirousofnotice。

Beneaththeplanetcouldbestilldiscernedthedarkedgesoftheparklandscapeagainstthesky。Asoneofitsfeatures,thoughnearlyscreenedbythetreeswhichhadbeenplantedtoshutoutthefallowtractsoftheestate,rosetheupperpartofthecolumn。Itwashardlyvisiblenow,evenifvisibleatall;yetLadyConstantineknewfromdaytimeexperienceitsexactbearingfromthewindowatwhichsheleaned。Theknowledgethatthereitstillwas,despiteitsrapidenvelopmentbytheshades,ledherlonelymindtoherlatemeetingonitssummitwiththeyoungastronomer,andtoherpromisetohonourhimwithavisitforlearningsomesecretsaboutthescintillatingbodiesoverhead。Thecuriousjuxtapositionofyouthfulardourandolddespairthatshehadfoundintheladwouldhavemadehiminterestingtoawomanofperception,apartfromhisfairhairandearly—Christianface。Butsuchistheheighteningtouchofmemorythathisbeautywasprobablyricherinherimaginationthaninthereal。Itwasamootpointtoconsiderwhetherthetemptationsthatwouldbebroughttobearuponhiminhiscoursewouldexceedthestayingpowerofhisnature。Hadhebeenawealthyyouthhewouldhaveseemedonetotremblefor。Inspiteofhisattractiveambitionsandgentlemanlybearing,shethoughtitwouldpossiblybebetterforhimifheneverbecameknownoutsidehislonelytower,——forgettingthathehadreceivedsuchintellectualenlargementaswouldprobablymakehiscontinuanceinWellandseem,inhisowneye,aslightuponhisfather’sbranchofhisfamily,whosesocialstandinghadbeen,onlyafewyearsearlier,butlittleremovedfromherown。

Suddenlysheflungacloakaboutherandwentoutontheterrace。

Shepasseddownthestepstothelowerlawn,throughthedoortotheopenpark,andtherestoodstill。Thetowerwasnowdiscernible。

Asthewordsinwhichathoughtisexpresseddevelopafurtherthought,sodidthefactofherhavinggotsofarinfluencehertogofurther。Apersonwhohadcasuallyobservedhergaitwouldhavethoughtitirregular;andthelesseningsandincreasingsofspeedwithwhichsheproceededinthedirectionofthepillarcouldbeaccountedforonlybyamotivemuchmoredisturbingthananintentiontolookthroughatelescope。Thusshewenton,till,leavingthepark,shecrossedtheturnpike—road,andenteredthelargefield,inthemiddleofwhichthefir—cladhillstoodlikeMontSt。Michelinitsbay。

Thestarsweresobrightasdistinctlytoshowhertheplace,andnowshecouldseeafaintlightatthetopofthecolumn,whichroselikeashadowyfingerpointingtotheupperconstellations。Therewasnowind,inahumansense;butasteadystertorousbreathingfromthefir—treesshowedthat,nowasalways,therewasmovementinapparentstagnation。Nothingbutanabsolutevacuumcouldparalyzetheirutterance。

Thedoorofthetowerwasshut。ItwassomethingmorethanthefreakishnesswhichisengenderedbyasickeningmonotonythathadledLadyConstantinethusfar,andhenceshemadenoadoaboutadmittingherself。Threeyearsago,whenhereveryactionwasathingofpropriety,shehadknownofnopossiblepurposewhichcouldhaveledherabroadinamannersuchasthis。

Sheascendedthetowernoiselessly。OnraisingherheadabovethehatchwayshebeheldSwithinbendingoverascrollofpaperwhichlayonthelittletablebesidehim。Thesmalllanternthatilluminateditshowedalsothathewaswarmlywrappedupinacoatandthickcap,behindhimstandingthetelescopeonitsframe。

Whatwashedoing?Shelookedoverhisshoulderuponthepaper,andsawfiguresandsigns。Whenhehadjotteddownsomethinghewenttothetelescopeagain。

’Whatareyoudoingto—night?’shesaidinalowvoice。

Swithinstarted,andturned。Thefaintlamp—lightwassufficienttorevealherfacetohim。

’Tediouswork,LadyConstantine,’heanswered,withoutbetrayingmuchsurprise。’Doingmybesttowatchphenomenalstars,asImaycallthem。’

’YousaidyouwouldshowmetheheavensifIcouldcomeonastarlightnight。Ihavecome。’

Swithin,asapreliminary,sweptroundthetelescopetoJupiter,andexhibitedtoherthegloryofthatorb。ThenhedirectedtheinstrumenttothelessbrightshapeofSaturn。

’Here,’hesaid,warminguptothesubject,’weseeaworldwhichistomymindbyfarthemostwonderfulinthesolarsystem。Thinkofstreamsofsatellitesormeteorsracingroundandroundtheplanetlikeafly—wheel,soclosetogetherastoseemsolidmatter!’Heenteredfurtherandfurtherintothesubject,hisideasgatheringmomentumashewenton,likehispetheavenlybodies。

Whenhepausedforbreathshesaid,intonesverydifferentfromhisown,’Ioughtnowtotellyouthat,thoughIaminterestedinthestars,theywerenotwhatIcametoseeyouabout……IfirstthoughtofdisclosingthemattertoMr。Torkingham;butIalteredmymind,anddecidedonyou。’

Shespokeinsolowavoicethathemightnothaveheardher。Atallevents,abstractedbyhisgrandtheme,hedidnotheedher。Hecontinued,——

’Well,wewillgetoutsidethesolarsystemaltogether,——leavethewholegroupofsun,primaryandsecondaryplanetsquitebehindusinourflight,asabirdmightleaveitsbushandsweepintothewholeforest。Nowwhatdoyousee,LadyConstantine?’HelevelledtheachromaticatSirius。

Shesaidthatshesawabrightstar,thoughitonlyseemedapointoflightnowasbefore。

’That’sbecauseitissodistantthatnomagnifyingwillbringitssizeuptozero。Thoughcalledafixedstar,itis,likeallfixedstars,movingwithinconceivablevelocity;butnomagnifyingwillshowthatvelocityasanythingbutrest。’

AndthustheytalkedonaboutSirius,andthenaboutotherstars……inthescrowlOfallthosebeasts,andfish,andfowl,Withwhich,likeIndianplantations,Thelearnedstocktheconstellations,tillheaskedherhowmanystarsshethoughtwerevisibletothematthatmoment。

Shelookedaroundoverthemagnificentstretchofskythattheirhighpositionunfolded。’Oh,thousands,hundredsofthousands,’shesaidabsently。

’No。Thereareonlyaboutthreethousand。Now,howmanydoyouthinkarebroughtwithinsightbythehelpofapowerfultelescope?’

’Iwon’tguess。’

’Twentymillions。Sothat,whateverthestarsweremadefor,theywerenotmadetopleaseoureyes。Itisjustthesameineverything;nothingismadeforman。’

’Isitthatnotionwhichmakesyousosadforyourage?’sheasked,withalmostmaternalsolicitude。’Ithinkastronomyisabadstudyforyou。Itmakesyoufeelhumaninsignificancetooplainly。’

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