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第6章

ButforonceEllenseemedsingularlyunresponsivetothispanoramaofwildnessandgrandeur。Herearswerelikethoseofalisteningdeer,andhereyescontinuallyrevertedtotheopenplacesalongtheRim。

Atfirst,inherexcitement,timeflewby。Gradually,however,asthesunmovedwestward,shebegantoberestless。Thesoftthudofdroppingpinecones,therustlingofsquirrelsupanddowntheshaggy—barkedspruces,thecrackingofweatheredbitsofrock,thesecaughtherkeenearsmanytimesandbroughtheruperectandthrilling。Finallysheheardasoundwhichresembledthatofanunshodhoofonstone。Stealthilythenshetookherrifleandslippedbackthroughthepinethickettothespotshehadchosen。Thelittlepinesweresoclosetogetherthatshehadtocrawlbetweentheirtrunks。

Thegroundwascoveredwithasoftbedofpineneedles,brownandfragrant。Inherhurrysheprickedherunglovedhandonasharppineconeanddrewtheblood。Shesuckedthetinywound。"ShoreI’mwonderin’ifthat’sabadomen,"shemuttered,darklythoughtful。

Thensheresumedhersinuousapproachtotheedgeofthethicket,andpresentlyreachedit。

Ellenlayflatamomenttorecoverherbreath,thenraisedherselfonherelbows。ThroughanopeninginthefringeofbuckbrushshecouldplainlyseethepromontorywhereshehadstoodwithJeanIsbel,andalsotheapproachesbywhichhemightcome。Rathernervouslysherealizedthathercovertwashardlymorethanahundredfeetfromthepromontory。Itwasimperativethatshebeabsolutelysilent。

HereyessearchedtheopeningsalongtheRim。Thegrayformofadeercrossedoneofthese,andsheconcludedithadmadethesoundshehadheard。Thenshelaydownmorecomfortablyandwaited。

Resolutelysheheld,asmuchaspossible,tohersensorialperceptions。

ThemeaningofEllenJorthlyinginambushjusttoseeanIsbelwasaconundrumsherefusedtoponderinthepresent。Shewasdoingit,andthephysicalacthaditsfascination。Herears,attunedtoallthesoundsofthelonelyforest,caughtthemandarrangedthemaccordingtoherknowledgeofwoodcraft。

Alonghourpassedby。Thesunhadslantedtoapointhalfwaybetweenthezenithandthehorizon。SuddenlyathoughtconfrontedEllenJorth:

"He’snotcomin’,"shewhispered。Theinstantthatideapresenteditselfshefeltablanksenseofloss,avagueregret——somethingthatmusthavebeendisappointment。Unpreparedforthis,shewasheldbysurpriseforamoment,andthenshewasstunned。Herspirit,swiftandrebellious,hadnotimetoriseinherdefense。Shewasalonely,guilty,miserablegirl,tooweakforpridetouphold,toofluctuatingtoknowherrealself。Shestretchedthere,buryingherfaceinthepineneedles,diggingherfingersintothem,wantingnothingsomuchasthattheymighthideher。ThemomentwasincomprehensibletoEllen,andutterlyintolerable。Thesharppineneedles,piercingherwristsandcheeks,andherhotheavingbreast,seemedtogiveherexquisiterelief。

Theshrillsnortofahorsesoundednearathand。WithashockEllen’sbodystiffened。Thenshequiveredalittleandherfeelingsunderwentswiftchange。Cautiouslyandnoiselesslysheraisedherselfuponherelbowsandpeepedthroughtheopeninginthebrush。ShesawamantyingahorsetoabushsomewhatbackfromtheRim。Drawingariflefromitssaddlesheathhethrewitinthehollowofhisarmandwalkedtotheedgeoftheprecipice。HegazedawayacrosstheBasinandappearedlostincontemplationorthought。Thenheturnedtolookbackintotheforest,asifheexpectedsomeone。

Ellenrecognizedthelithefigure,thedarkfacesolikeanIndian’s。

ItwasIsbel。Hehadcome。Somehowhiscomingseemedwonderfulandterrible。Ellenshookassheleanedonherelbows。JeanIsbel,truetohisword,inspiteofherscorn,hadcomebacktoseeher。Thefactseemedmonstrous。Hewasanenemyofherfather。Longhadrangerumorbeenbandiedfromliptolip——oldGassIsbelhadsentforhisIndiansontofighttheJorths。JeanIsbel——sonofaTexan——unerringshot——

peerlesstracker——abadanddangerousman!ThenthereflashedoverEllenaburningthought——ifitweretrue,ifhewasanenemyofherfather’s,ifafightbetweenJorthandIsbelwasinevitable,sheoughttokillthisJeanIsbelrightthereinhistracksasheboldlyandconfidentlywaitedforher。Foolhewastothinkshewouldcome。

Ellensankdownanddroppedherheaduntilthestrangetremorofherarmsceased。Thatdarkandgrimflashofthoughtretreated。Shehadnotcometomurderamanfromambush,butonlytowatchhim,totrytoseewhathemeant,whathethought,toallayastrangecuriosity。

Afterawhileshelookedagain。IsbelwassittingonanupheavedsectionoftheRim,inacomfortablepositionfromwhichhecouldwatchtheopeningsintheforestandgazeaswellacrossthewestcurveoftheBasintotheMazatzals。Hehadcomposedhimselftowait。

Hewascladinabuckskinsuit,rathernew,anditcertainlyshowedofftoadvantage,comparedwiththeraggedandsoiledapparelEllenremembered。Hedidnotlooksolarge。Ellenwasusedtothelong,lean,rangyArizoniansandTexans。Thismanwasbuiltdifferently。

Hehadthewidestshouldersofanymanshehadeverseen,andtheymadehimappearrathershort。Buthislithe,powerfullimbsprovedhewasnotshort。Wheneverhemovedthemusclesrippled。Hishandswereclaspedroundaknee——brown,sinewyhands,verybroad,andfittingthethickmuscularwrists。Hiscollarwasopen,andhedidnotwearascarf,asdidthemenEllenknew。ThenherintensecuriosityatlastbroughthersteadygazetoJeanIsbel’sheadandface。Heworeacap,evidentlyofsomethinfur。Hishairwasstraightandshort,andincoloradeadravenblack。Hiscomplexionwasdark,cleartan,withnotraceofred。Hedidnothavetheprominentcheekbonesnorthehigh—bridgednoseusualwithwhitemenwhowerepartIndian。StillhehadtheIndianlook。Ellencaughtthatinthedark,intent,piercingeyes,inthewide,level,thoughtfulbrows,inthesternimpassivenessofhissmoothface。Hehadastraight,sharp—cutprofile。

Ellenwhisperedtoherself:"Isawhimrighttheotherday。Only,I’dnotadmitit……Thefinest—lookin’manIeversawinmylifeisadamnedIsbel!WasthatwhatIcomeoutheahfor?"

Sheloweredherselfoncemoreand,foldingherarmsunderherbreast,shereclinedcomfortablyonthem,andsearchedoutasmallerpeepholefromwhichshecouldspyuponIsbel。Andasshewatchedhimthenewandperplexingsideofhermindwaxedbusier。Whyhadhecomeback?

Whatdidhewantofher?Acquaintance,friendship,wasimpossibleforthem。Hehadbeenrespectful,deferentialtowardher,inawaythathadstrangelypleased,untilthesurprisingmomentwhenhehadkissedher。Thathadonlydisruptedherratherdreamypleasureinasituationshehadnotexperiencedbefore。Allthemenshehadmetinthiswildcountrywereroughandbold;mostofthemhadwantedtomarryher,and,failingthat,theyhadpersistedinamorousattentionsnotparticularlyflatteringorhonorable。Theywereabadlot。Andcontactwiththemhaddulledsomeofhersensibilities。ButthisJeanIsbelhadseemedagentleman。Shestruggledtobefair,tryingtoforgetherantipathy,asmuchtounderstandherselfastogivehimduecredit。True,hehadkissedher,crudelyandforcibly。Butthatkisshadnotbeenaninsult。Ellen’sfinerfeelingforcedhertobelievethis。Sherememberedthehonestamazeandshameandcontritionwithwhichbehadfacedher,tryingawkwardlytoexplainhisboldact。

Likewisesherecalledthesubtleswiftchangeinhimatherwords,"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!"Shewasgladshehadsaidthat。Still——wassheglad,afterall?

Shewatchedhim。Everylittlewhileheshiftedhisgazefromthebluegulfbeneathhimtotheforest。Whenheturnedthusthesunshoneonhisfaceandshecaughtthepiercinggleamofhisdarkeyes。

Shesaw,too,thathewaslistening。Watchingandlisteningforher!

Ellenhadtostillatumultwithinher。Itmadeherfeelveryyoung,veryshy,verystrange。Allthewhileshehatedhimbecausehemanifestlyexpectedhertocome。Severaltimesheroseandwalkedalittlewayintothewoods。Thelasttimehelookedatthewesteringsunandshookhishead。Hisconfidencehadgone。Thenhesatandgazeddownintothevoid。ButEllenknewhedidnotseeanythingthere。HeseemedanimagecarvedinthestoneoftheRim,andhegaveEllenasingularimpressionoflonelinessandsadness。Washethinkingofthemiserablebattlehisfatherhadsummonedhimtolead——

ofwhatitwouldcost——ofitsuselesspainandhatred?Ellenseemedtodivinehisthoughts。Inthatmomentshesoftenedtowardhim,andinhersoulquiveredandstirredanintangiblesomethingthatwaslikepain,thatwastoodeepforherunderstanding。ButshefeltsorryforanIsbeluntiltheoldprideresurged。Whatifheadmiredher?Sherememberedhisinterest,thewonderandadmiration,thegrowinglightinhiseyes。Andithadnotbeenrepugnanttoheruntilhedisclosedhisname。"What’sinaname?"shemused,recallingpoetrylearnedinhergirlhood。"’Arosebyanyothernamewouldsmellassweet’……

He’sanIsbel——yethemightbesplendid——noble……Bah!he’snot——

andI’dhatehimanyhow。" I

AllatonceEllenfeltcoldshiversstealoverher。Isbel’spiercinggazewasdirectedstraightatherhidingplace。Herheartstoppedbeating。Ifhediscoveredherthereshefeltthatshewoulddieofshame。Thenshebecameawarethatabluejaywasscreechinginapineaboveher,andaredsquirrelsomewherenearwaschatteringhisshrillannoyance。Thesetwodenizensofthewoodscouldbedependedupontoespythewariesthunterandmakeknownhispresencetotheirkind。Ellenhadamomentofmorethandread。Thiskeen—eyed,keen—earedIndianmightseerightthroughherbrushycovert,mighthearthethrobbingofherheart。Itrelievedherimmeasurablytoseehimturnawayandtaketopacingthepromontory,withhisheadbowedandhishandsbehindhisback。Hehadstoppedlookingoffintotheforest。Presentlyhewheeledtothewest,andbythelightuponhisfaceEllensawthatthetimewasnearsunset。Turkeyswerebeginningtogobblebackontheridge。

Isbelwalkedtohishorseandappearedtobeuntyingsomethingfromthebackofhissaddle。WhenhecamebackEllensawthathecarriedasmallpackageapparentlywrappedinpaper。WiththisunderhisarmhestrodeoffinthedirectionofEllen’scampandsoondisappearedintheforest。

ForalittlewhileEllenlaythereinbewilderment。Ifshehadmadeconjecturesbefore,theywerenowmultiplied。WherewasJeanIsbelgoing?Ellensatupsuddenly。"Well,shorethisheahbeatsme,"

shesaid。"Whatdidhehaveinthatpackage?Whatwashegoin’

todowithit?"

Ittooknolittlewillpowertoholdhertherewhenshewantedtostealafterhimthroughthewoodsandfindoutwhathemeant。Buthisreputationinfluencedevenherandsherefusedtopithercunningintheforestagainsthis。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilhereturnedtohishorse。Thusdecided,shelaybackagaininhercovertandgavehermindovertoponderingcuriosity。SoonerthansheexpectedsheespiedIsbelapproachingthroughtheforest,emptyhanded。Hehadnottakenhisrifle。Ellenavertedherglanceamomentandthrilledtoseetherifleleaningagainstarock。VerilyJeanIsbelhadbeenfarremovedfromhostileintentthatday。Shewatchedhimstrideswiftlyuptohishorse,untiethehalter,andmount。Ellenhadanimpressionofhisarrowlikestraightfigure,andsinuousgraceandease。Thenhelookedbackatthepromontory,asiftofixapictureofitinhismind,androdeawayalongtheRim。Shewatchedhimoutofsight。Whatailedher?

Somethingwaswrongwithher,butsherecognizedonlyrelief。

WhenIsbelhadbeengonelongenoughtoassureEllenthatshemightsafelyventureforthshecrawledthroughthepinethickettotheRimontheothersideofthepoint。ThesunwassettingbehindtheBlackRange,sheddingagoldengloryovertheBasin。WestwardthezigzagRimreachedlikeastreameroffireintothesun。Thevastpromontoriesjuttedoutwithblazingbeaconlightsupontheirstone—walledfaces。

Deepdown,theBasinwasturningshadowydarkblue,goingtosleepforthenight。

Ellenbentswiftstepstowardhercamp。Longshaftsofgoldprecededherthroughtheforest。Thentheypaledandvanished。Thetipsofpinesandsprucesturnedgold。Ahoarse—voicedoldturkeygobblerwasboominghischug—a—lugfromthehighestground,andthesofterchickofhenturkeysansweredhim。Ellenwasalmostbreathlesswhenshearrived。

Twopacksandacoupleoflop—earedburrosattestedtothefactofAntonio’sreturn。ThiswasgoodnewsforEllen。Sheheardthebleatoflambsandtinkleofbellscomingnearerandnearer。AndshewasgladtofeelthatifIsbelhadvisitedhercamp,mostprobablyitwasduringtheabsenceoftheherders。

TheinstantsheglancedintohertentshesawthepackageIsbelhadcarried。Itlayonherbed。Ellenstaredblankly。"The——theimpudenceofhim!"sheejaculated。Thenshekickedthepackageoutofthetent。

Wordsandactionseemedtoliberateadammed—uphotfury。Shekickedthepackageagain,andthoughtshewouldkickitintothesmolderingcamp—fire。Butsomehowshestoppedshortofthat。Sheleftthethingthereontheground。

PepeandAntoniohoveinsight,drivinginthetumblingwoollyflock。

Ellendidnotwantthemtoseethepackage,sowithcontemptforherself,andsomewhatlesseninganger,shekickeditbackintothetent。Whatwasinit?Shepeepedinsidethetent,devouredbycuriosity。Neat,wellwrappedandtiedpackageslikethatwerenotoftenseenintheTontoBasin。Ellendecidedshewouldwaituntilaftersupper,andatafavorablemomentlayitunopenedonthefire。Whatdidshecarewhatitcontained?Manifestlyitwasagift。ShearguedthatshewashighlyincensedwiththisinsolentIsbelwhohadtheeffronterytoapproachherwithsomesortofpresent。

ItdevelopedthattheusuallycheerfulAntoniohadreturnedtaciturnandgloomy。AllEllencouldgetoutofhimwasthatthejobofsheepherderhadtakenonhazardsinimicaltopeace—lovingMexicans。Hehadheardsomethinghewouldnottell。Ellenhelpedpreparethesupperandsheateinsilence。Shehadherownbroodingtroubles。Antoniopresentlytoldherthatherfatherhadsaidshewasnottostartbackhomeafterdark。Aftersuppertheherdersrepairedtotheirowntents,leavingEllenthefreedomofhercamp—fire。Wherewithshesecuredthepackageandbroughtitforthtoburn。Femininecuriosityrankledstronginherbreast。Yieldingsofarastoshaketheparcelandpressit,andfinallytearacomeroffthepaper,shesawsomewordswritteninleadpencil。Bendingnearertheblaze,sheread,"FormysisterAnn。"

Ellengazedatthebig,boldhand—writing,quitelegibleandfairlywelldone。Suddenlyshetoretheoutsidewrappercompletelyoff。FromprintedwordsontheinsideshegatheredthatthepackagehadcomefromastoreinSanFrancisco。"Reckonhefetchedhomealotofpresentsforhisfolks——thekids——andhissister,"mutteredEllen。

"Thatwasniceofhim。WhateverthisisheshoremeantitforsisterAnn……AnnIsbel。Why,shemustbethatblack—eyedgirlImetandlikedsowellbeforeIknewshewasanIsbel……Hissister!"

WhereuponforthesecondtimeEllendepositedthefascinatingpackageinhertent。Shecouldnotburnitupjustthen。Shehadotheremotionsbesidesscornandhate。Andmemoryofthatsoft—voiced,kind—hearted,beautifulIsbelgirlcheckedherresentment。"Iwonderifheislikehissister,?’shesaid,thoughtfully。Itappearedtobeanunfortunatethought。JeanIsbelcertainlyresembledhissister。

"Toobadtheybelongtothefamilythatruineddad。"

Ellenwenttobedwithoutopeningthepackageorwithoutburningit。

Andtoherannoyance,whateverwayshelaysheappearedtotouchthisstrangepackage。Therewasnotmuchroominthelittletent。Firstsheputitatherheadbesideherrifle,butwhensheturnedoverhercheekcameincontactwithit。Thenshefeltasifshehadbeenstung。

Shemoveditagain,onlytotouchitpresentlywithherhand。Nextsheflungittothebottomofherbed,whereitfelluponherfeet,andwhateverwayshemovedthemshecouldnotescapethepressureofthisundesirableandmysteriousgift。

Byandbyshefellasleep,onlytodreamthatthepackagewasacaressinghandstealingabouther,feelingforhers,andholdingitwithsoft,strongclasp。Whensheawokeshehadthestrangestsensationinherrightpalm。Itwasmoist,throbbing,hot,andthefeelofitonhercheekwasstrangelythrillingandcomforting。

Shelayawakethen。Thenightwasdarkandstill。Onlyalowmoanofwindinthepinesandthefainttinkleofasheepbellbroketheserenity。Shefeltverysmallandlonelylyingthereinthedeepforest,and,tryhowshewould,itwasimpossibletothinkthesamethenasshedidintheclearlightofday。Resentment,pride,anger——theseseemedabatednow。Iftheeventsofthedayhadnotchangedher,theyhadatleastbroughtupsofterandkindermemoriesandemotionsthanshehadknownforlong。Nothinghurtandsaddenedhersomuchastorememberthegay,happydaysofherchildhood,hersweetmother,her,oldhome。ThenherthoughtreturnedtoIsbelandhisgift。Ithadbeenyearssinceanyonehadmadeheragift。

Whatcouldthisonebe?Itdidnotmatter。ThewonderwasthatJeanIsbelshouldbringittoherandthatshecouldbeperturbedbyitspresence。"Hemeantitforhissisterandsohethoughtwellofme,"shesaid,infinality。

MorningbroughtEllenfurthervacillation。Atlengthsherolledtheobnoxiouspackageinsideherblankets,sayingthatshewouldwaituntilshegothomeandthenconsignitcheerfullytotheflames。

Antoniotiedherpackonaburro。Shedidnothaveahorse,andthereforehadtowalktheseveralmiles,toherfather’sranch。

Shesetoffatabriskpace,leadingtheburroandcarryingherrifle。Andsoonshewasdeepinthefragrantforest。Themorningwasclearandcool,withjustenoughfrosttomakethesunlitgrasssparkleasifwithdiamonds。Ellenfeltfresh,buoyant,singularlyfullof,life。Heryouthwouldnotbedenied。Itwaspulsing,yearning。ShehummedanoldSoutherntuneandeverystepseemedoneofpleasureinaction,ofadvancetowardsomeintangiblefuturehappiness。Alltheunknownoflifebeforehercalled。Herheartbeathighinherbreastandshewalkedasoneinadream。Herthoughtswereswift—changing,intimate,deep,andvague,notofyesterdayorto—day,norofreality。

Thebig,gray,white—tailedsquirrelscrossedaheadofheronthetrail,scamperedoverthepinygroundtohopontreetrunks,andtheretheypausedtowatchherpass。Thevociferouslittleredsquirrelsbarkedandchatteredather。Fromeverythicketsoundedthegobbleofturkeys。

Thebluejayssqualledinthetreetops。Adeerlifteditsheadfrombrowsingandstoodmotionless,withlongearserect,watchinghergoby。

Thushappilyanddreamilyabsorbed,EllencoveredtheforestmilesandsoonreachedthetrailthatleddownintothewildbrakesofChevelonCanyon。Itwasroughgoingandlessconducivetosweetwanderingsofmind。Ellenslowlylostthem。Andthenafamiliarfeelingassailedher,onesheneverfailedtohaveuponreturningtoherfather’sranch——areluctance,abitterdissatisfactionwithherhome,aloyalstruggleagainstthevaguesensethatallwasnotasitshouldbe。

Attheheadofthiscanyoninalittle,level,grassymeadowstoodarudeone—roomlogshack,withaleaningred—stonechimneyontheoutside。

Thiswastheabodeofastrangeoldmanwhohadlonglivedthere。HisnamewasJohnSpragueandhisoccupationwasraisingburros。Nosheeporcattleorhorsesdidheown,notevenadog。RumorhadsaidSpraguewasaprospector,oneofthemanywhohadsearchedthatcountryfortheLostDutchmangoldmine。SpragueknewmoreabouttheBasinandRimthananyofthesheepmenorranchers。FromBlackButtetotheCibiqueandfromChevelonButtetoRenoPasshekneweverytrail,canyon,ridge,andspring,andcouldfindhiswaytothemonthedarkestnight。Hisfame,however,dependedmostlyuponthefactthathedidnothingbutraiseburros,andwouldraisenonebutblackburroswithwhitefaces。

TheseburroswerethefinestbredinailtheBasinandwereingreatdemand。Spraguesoldafeweveryyear。HehadmadeapresentofonetoEllen,althoughhehatedtopartwiththem。ThisoldmanwasEllen’soneandonlyfriend。

UponhertripouttotheRimwiththesheep,UncleJohn,asEllencalledhim,hadbeenawayononeofhisinfrequentvisitstoGrassValley。Itpleasedhernowtoseeabluecolumnofsmokelazilyliftingfromtheoldchimneyandtohearthediscordantbrayofburros。

AssheenteredtheclearingSpraguesawherfromthedoorofhisshack。

"Hello,UncleJohn!"shecalled。

"Wal,ifitain’tEllen!"hereplied,heartily。"WhenIseenthetwhite—facedjinnyIknowedwhowasleadin’her。Whereyoubeen,girl?"

Spraguewasalittle,stoop—shoulderedoldman,withgrizzledheadandface,andshrewdgrayeyesthatbeamedkindlyonheroverhisruddycheeks。Ellendidnotlikethetobaccostainonhisgrizzledbeardnorthedirty,motley,ragged,ill—smellinggarbhewore,butshehadceasedheruselessattemptstomakehimmorecleanly。

"I’vebeenherdin’sheep,"repliedEllen。"Andwherehavey’ubeen,uncle?Imissedy’uonthewayover。"

"Beenpackin’insomegrub。An’IreckonIstayedlongerinGrassValleythanIrecollect。Butthetwasonlynatural,considerin’——"

"What?"askedEllen,bluntly,astheoldmanpaused。

Spraguetookablackpipeoutofhisvestpocketandbeganrimmingthebowlwithhisfingers。TheglancehebentonEllenwasthoughtfulandearnest,andsokindthatshefeareditwaspity。Ellensuddenlyburnedfornewsfromthevillage。

Wal,comeinan’setdown,won’tyou?"heasked。

"No,thanks,"repliedEllen,andshetookaseatonthechoppingblock。

"Tellme,uncle,what’sgoin’ondownintheValley?"

"Nothin’muchyet——excepttalk。An’there’saheapofthet。"

"Humph!Therealwayswastalk,"declaredEllen,contemptuously。

"Anasty,gossipy,cattyhole,thatGrassValley!"

"Ellen,thar’sgoin’tobewar——abloodywarintheoleTontoBasin,"

wentonSprague,seriously。

"War!……Betweenwhom?"

"TheIsbelsan’theirenemies。Ireckonmostpeopledownthar,an’

sureallthecattlemen,aironoldGass’sside。Blaisdell,Gordon,Fredericks,Blue——they’llallbeinit。"

"Whoaretheygoin’tofight?"queriedEllen,sharply。

"Wal,theopentalkisthetthesheepmenareforcin’thiswar。Butthar’stalknotsoopen,an’Ireckonnotveryhealthyforanymantowhisperhyarbouts。"

"UncleJohn,y’uneedn’tbeafraidtotellmeanythin’,saidEllen。

"I’dnevergivey’uaway。Y’u’vebeenagoodfriendtome。"

"ReckonIwanttobe,Ellen,"hereturned,noddinghisshaggyhead。

"Itain’teasytobefondofyouasIaman’keepmymouthshet……I’dliketoknowsomethin’。Hevyouanyrelativesawayfromhyarthetyoucouldgototillthisfight’sover?"

"No。AllIhave,sofarasIknow,arerightheah。"

"Howabootfriends?"

"UncleJohn,Ihavenone,"shesaid,sadly,withbowedhead。

"Wal,wal,I’msorry。Iwashopin’youmightgitaway。"

Sheliftedherface。"Shorey’udon’tthinkI’drunoffifmydadgotinafight?"sheflashed。

"Ihopeyouwill。"

"I’maJorth,"shesaid,darkly,anddroppedherheadagain。

Spraguenoddedgloomily。Evidentlyhewasperplexedandworried,andstronglyswayedbyaffectionforher。

"Wouldyougoawaywithme?"heasked。"WecouldpackovertotheMazatzalsan’livethartillthisblowsover。"

"Thanky’u,UncleJohn。Y’u’rekindandgood。ButI’llstaywithmyfather。Histroublesaremine。"

"Ahuh!……Wal,Imighthevreckonedso……Ellen,howdoyoustandonthishyarsheepan’cattlequestion?"

"Ithinkwhat’sfairforoneisfairforanother。Idon’tlikesheepasmuchasIlikecattle。Butthat’snotthepoint。Therangeisfree。

Supposey’uhadcattleandIhadsheep。I’dfeelasfreetorunmysheepanywhereasy’uweretoranyourcattle。"

"Right。Butwhatifyouthrowedyoursheeproundmyrangean’sheepedoffthegrasssomycattlewouldhevtomoveorstarve?"

"ShoreIwouldn’tthrowmysheeproundy’urrange,"shedeclared,stoutly。

"Wal,you’veansweredhalfofthequestion。An’nowsupposin’alotofmycattlewasstolenbyrustlers,butnotasingleoneofyoursheep。

What’dyouthinkthen?"

"I’dshorethinkrustlerschosetostealcattlebecausetherewasnoprofitinstealin’sheep。"

"Egzactly。Butwouldn’tyouhevaqueerideeabootit?"

"Idon’tknow。Whyqueer?What’rey’udrivin’at,UncleJohn?"

"Wal,wouldn’tyougitkindofahunchthettherustlerswas——sayaleetlefriendlytowardthesheepmen?

Ellenfeltasuddenvibratingshock。Thebloodrushedtohertemples。

Tremblingallover,sherose。

"UncleJohn!"shecried。

"Now,girl,youneedn’tfireupthetway。Setdownan’don’t——"

"Darey’uinsinuatemyfatherhas——"

"Ellen,Iain’tinsinuatin’nothin’,"interruptedtheoldman。"I’mjestaskin’youtothink。Thet’sall。You’re,mostgrownintoayoungwomannow。An’you’vegotsense。Thar’sbadtimesahead,Ellen。

An’Ihatetoseeyoumixinthem。"

"Oh,y’udomakemethink,"repliedEllen,withsmartingtearsinhereyes。"Y’umakemeunhappy。Oh,Iknowmydadisnotlikedinthiscattlecountry。Butit’sunjust。Hehappenedtogoinforsheepraising。Iwishhehadn’t。Itwasamistake。Dadalwayswasacattlemantillwecameheah。Hemadeenemies——who——whoruinedhim。

Andeverywheremisfortunecrossedhistrail……But,oh,UncleJohn,mydadisanhonestman。"

"Wal,child,I——Ididn’tmeanto——tomakeyoucry,"saidtheoldman,feelingly,andheavertedhistroubledgaze。"NevermindwhatIsaid。

I’manoldmeddler。Ireckonnothin’Icoulddoorsaywouldeverchangewhat’sgoin’tohappen。Ifonlyyouwasn’tagirl!……

TharIgoag’in。Ellen,faceyourfuturean’fightyourway。Allyoungstershevtodothet。An’it’stherightkindoffightthetmakestherightkindofmanorwoman。Onlyyoumustbesuretofindyourself。An’bythetImeantofindthereal,true,honest—to—Godbestinyouan’sticktoitan’diefightin’forit。You’reayoungwoman,almost,an’ablamedhandsomeone。Whichmeansyou’llhevmoretroublean’aharderfight。Thiscountryain’teasyonawomanwhenonceslanderhasmarkedher。

"WhatdoIcareforthetalkdowninthatBasin?"returnedEllen。

"IknowtheythinkI’mahussy。I’veletthemthinkit。

I’vehelpedthemto。"

"You’rewrong,child,"saidSprague,earnestly。"Pridean,temper!

Youmustneverletanyonethinkbadofyou,muchlesshelpthemto。"

"Ihateeverybodydownthere,"criedEllen,passionately。"IhatethemsoI’dgloryintheirthinkin’mebad……MymotherbelongedtothebestbloodinTexas。Iamherdaughter。IknowWHOANDWHAT

IAM。ThatupliftsmewheneverImeetthesneaky,slysuspicionsoftheseBasinpeople。Itshowsmethedifferencebetweenthemandme。

That’swhatIgloryin。"

"Ellen,you’reawild,headstrongchild,"rejoinedtheoldman,inseveretones。"Wordhasbeenpassedag’in’yourgoodname——yourhonor……An’hevn’tyougivencauseferthet?"

Ellenfeltherfaceblanchandallherbloodrushbacktoherheartinsickeningforce。Theshockofhiswordswaslikeastabfromacoldblade。Iftheirmeaningandthestem,justlightoftheoldman’sglancedidnotkillherprideandvanitytheysurelykilledhergirlishness。Shestoodmute,staringathim,withherbrown,tremblinghandsstealinguptowardherbosom,asiftowardoffanotherandamortalblow。

"Ellen!"burstoutSprague,hoarsely。"Youmistookme。Aw,Ididn’tmean——whatyouthink,Iswear……Ellen,I’moldan’blunt。Iain’tusedtowimmen。ButI’veloveforyou,child,an’respect,jestthesameasifyouwasmyown……An’IKNOWyou’regood……

Forgiveme……Imeantonlyhevn’tyoubeen,say,sortof——

careless?"

"Care—less?"queriedEllen,bitterlyandlow。

"An’powerfulthoughtlessan’——an’blind——lettin’menkissyouan’

fondleyou——whenyou’rereallyagrowed—upwomannow?"

"Yes——Ihave,"whisperedEllen。

"Wal,then,whydidyouletthem?

"I——Idon’tknow……Ididn’tthink。Themenneverletmealone——

never——never!Igottiredeverlastinglypushin’themaway。Andsometimes——whentheywerekind——andIwaslonelyforsomethingI——I

didn’tmindifoneoranotherfooledroundme。Ineverthought。

Itneverlookedasy’uhavemadeitlook……Then——thosefewtimesridin’thetrailtoGrassValley——whenpeoplesawme——thenI

guessIencouragedsuchattentions……Oh,Imustbe——Iamashamelesslittlehussy!"

"Hushthetkindoftalk,"saidtheoldman,ashetookherhand。

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