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第3章

OtherwisedustanddirtandageandlongusestampedthisGrassValleystoreanditsimmediateenvironment。

Jeanthrewhisbridle,and,gettingdown,mountedthelowporchandsteppedintothewideopendoor。Aface,grayagainstthebackgroundofgloominside,passedoutofsightjustasJeanentered。Heknewhehadbeenseen。Infrontofthelong,ratherlow—ceiledstorewerefourmen,allabsorbed,apparently,inagameofcheckers。Twowereplayingandtwowerelookingon。Oneofthese,agaunt—facedmanpastmiddleage,casuallylookedupasJeanentered。ButthemomentofthatcasualglanceaffordedJeantimeenoughtomeeteyesheinstinctivelydistrusted。

Theymaskedtheirpenetration。Theyseemedneithercuriousnorfriendly。

Theysawhimasifhehadbeenmerelythinair。

"Goodevenin’,"saidJean。

AfterwhatappearedtoJeanalapseoftimesufficienttoimpresshimwithapossibledeafnessofthesemen,thegaunt—facedonesaid,"Howdy,Isbel!"

Thetonewasimpersonal,dry,easy,cool,laconic,andyetitcouldnothavebeenmorepregnantwithmeaning。Jean’ssharpsensibilitiesabsorbedmuch。Noneoftheslouch—sombreroed,long—mustachedTexans——forsoJeanatonceclassedthem——hadeverseenJean,buttheyknewhimandknewthathewasexpectedinGrassValley。Allbuttheonewhohadspokenhappenedtohavetheirfacesinshadowunderthewide—brimmedblackhats。Motley—garbed,gun—belted,dusty—booted,theygaveJeanthesameimpressionoflatentforcethathehadencounteredinColter。

"Willsomebodypleasetellmewheretofindmyfather,GastonIsbel?"

inquiredJean,withascivilatongueashecouldcommand。

Nobodypaidtheslightestattention。ItwasthesameasifJeanhadnotspoken。Waiting,halfamused,halfirritated,Jeanshotarapidglancearoundthestore。Theplacehadfeltbare;andJean,peeringbackthroughgloomyspace,sawthatitdidnotcontainmuch。Drygoodsandsackslitteredalongrudecounter;longroughshelvesdividedtheirlengthintostacksofcannedfoodsandemptysections;alowshelfbackofthecounterheldagenerousburdenofcartridgeboxes,andnexttoitstoodarackofrifles。Onthecounterlayopencasesofplugtobacco,theodorofwhichwassecondinstrengthonlytothatofrum。

Jean’sswift—rovingeyerevertedtothemen,threeofwhomwereabsorbedinthegreasycheckerboard。ThefourthmanwastheonewhohadspokenandhenowdeignedtolookatJean。Notmuchfleshwastherestretchedoverhisbony,powerfulphysiognomy。Hestrokedaleanchinwithabigmobilehandthatsuggestedmoreofbridleholdingthanfamiliaritywithabucksawandplowhandle。Itwasalazyhand。Themanlookedlazy。Ifhespokeatallitwouldbewithlazyspeech。yetJeanhadnotencounteredmanymentowhomhewouldhaveaccordedmorepotencytostirinhimtheinstinctofself—preservation。

"Shore,"drawledthisgaunt—facedTexan,"oldGasslivesabootamiledownheah。"Withslowsweepofthebighandheindicatedageneraldirectiontothesouth;then,appearingtoforgethisquestioner,heturnedhisattentiontothegame。

Jeanmutteredhisthanksand,stridingout,hemountedagain,anddrovethepackmuledowntheroad。"ReckonI’veranintothewrongfoldsto—day,"hesaid。"IfIrememberdadrighthewasamantomakean’keepfriends。SomehowI’llbetthere’sgoin’tobehell。"Beyondthestoreweresomeratherprettyandcomfortablehomes,littleranchhousesbackinthecovesofthehills。TheroadturnedwestandJeansawhisfirstsunsetintheTontoBasin。Itwasapageantofpurplecloudswithsilveredges,andbackgroundofdeeprichgold。PresentlyJeanmetaladdrivingacow。"Hello,Johnny!"hesaid,genially,andwithadoublepurpose。"Myname’sJeanIsbel。ByGolly!I’mlostinGrassValley。Willyoutellmewheremydadlives?"

"Yep。Keeprighton,an’y’ucain’tmisshim,"repliedthelad,withabrightsmile。"He’slookin’fery’u。"

"Howdoyouknow,boy?"queriedJean,warmedbythatsmile。

"Aw,Iknow。It’salloverthevalleythety’u’drideinter—day。

ShoreIwustheonethettoleyerdadan’hegivemeadollar。"

"Washegladtohearit?"askedJean,withaqueersensationinhisthroat。

"Wal,heplumbwas。"

"An’whotoldyouIwasgoin’torideinto—day?"

"Iheerditatthestore,"repliedthelad,withanairofconfidence。

"Somesheepmenwastalkin’toGreaves。He’sthestorekeeper。Iwassettin’outside,butIheerd。AMexicancomedownofftheRimter—dayan’hefetchedthenews。"Heretheladlookedfurtivelyaround,thenwhispered。"An’thetgreaserwassentbysomebody。Ineverheerdnomore,butthemsheepmenlookedprettyplumbsour。An’oneofthem,comin’out,givemeakick,darnhim。Itshoreistheluckedestdayferuscowmen。"

"How’sthat,Johnny?"

"Wal,that’sshoreabigfightcomin’toGrassValley。Mydadsayssoan’heridesferyerdad。An’ifitcomesnowy’u’llbeheah。"

"Ahuh!"laughedJean。"An’whatthen,boy?"

Theladturnedbrighteyesupward。"Aw,now,yu’allcain’tcomethetonme。Ain’ty’uanInjun,JeanIsbel?Ain’ty’uahosstrackerthetrustlerscain’tfool?Ain’ty’uaplumbdeadshot?Ain’ty’uwuss’ernagrizzlybearinarough—an’—tumble?……Nowain’ty’u,shore?"

Jeanbadetheflatteringladarathersobergooddayandrodeonhisway。ManifestlyareputationsomewhatdifficulttoliveuptohadprecededhisentryintoGrassValley。

Jean’sfirstsightofhisfuturehomethrilledhimthrough。Itwasabig,low,ramblinglogstructurestandingwelloutfromawoodedknollattheedgeofthevalley。Corralsandbarnsandshedslayoffattheback。Totheforestretchedbroadpastureswherenumberlesscattleandhorsesgrazed。Atsunsetthescenewasoneofrichcolor。

Prosperityandabundanceandpeaceseemedattendantuponthatranch;

lustyvoicesofburrosbrayingandcowsbawlingseemedwelcomingJean。

Ahoundbayed。ThefirstcooltouchofwindfannedJean’scheekandbroughtafragranceofwoodsmokeandfryingham。

HorsesinthePasturerompedtothefenceandwhistledatthesenewcomers。Jeanespiedawhite—facedblackhorsethatgladdenedhissight。"Hello,Whiteface!I’llsurestraddleyou,"calledJean。

Thenupthegentleslopehesawthetallfigureofhisfather——thesameashehadseenhimthousandsoftimes,bareheaded,shirtsleeved,stridingwithlongstep。Jeanwavedandcalledtohim。

"Hi,YouProdigal!"cametheanswer。Yes,thevoiceofhisfather——

andJean’sboyhoodmemoriesflashed。Hehurriedhishorsethoselastfewrods。No——dadwasnotthesame。Hishairshonegray。

"HereIam,dad,"calledJean,andthenhewasdismounting。Adeep,quietemotionsettledoverhim,stillingthehurry,theeagerness,thepanginhisbreast。

"Son,Ishoreamgladtoseeyou,"saidhisfather,andwrunghishand。

"Wal,wal,thesizeofyou!Shoreyou’vegrown,anyhowyoufavoryourmother。"

Jeanfeltintheironclaspofhand,intheupliftingofthehandsomehead,inthestrong,finelightofpiercingeyesthattherewasnodifferenceinthespiritofhisfather。ButtheoldsmilecouldnothidelinesandshadesstrangetoJean。

"Dad,I’masgladasyou,"repliedJean,heartily。"Itseemslongwe’vebeenparted,nowIseeyou。AreYouwell,dad,an’allright?"

"Notcomplainin’,son。Icanridealldaysameasever,"hesaid。

"Come。Nevermindyourhosses。They’llbelookedafter。

Comemeetthefolks……Wal,wal,yougotheahatlast。"

OntheporchofthehouseagroupawaitedJean’scoming,rathersilently,hethought。Wide—eyedchildrenwerethere,veryshyandwatchful。Thedarkfaceofhissistercorrespondedwiththeimageofherinhismemory。Sheappearedtaller,morewomanly,assheembracedhim。"Oh,Jean,Jean,I’mgladyou’vecome!"shecried,andpressedhimclose。Jeanfeltinherawoman’sanxietyforthepresentaswellasaffectionforthepast。HerememberedhisauntMary,thoughhehadnotseenherforyears。Hishalfbrothers,BillandGuy,hadchangedbutlittleexceptperhapstogrowleanandrangy。Billresembledhisfather,thoughhisaspectwasjocularratherthanserious。Guywassmaller,wiry,andhardasrock,withsnappingeyesinabrown,stillface,andhehadthebow—legsofacattleman。BothhadmarriedinArizona。Bill’swife,Kate,wasastout,comelylittlewoman,motherofthreeofthechildren。Theotherwifewasyoung,astrappinggirl,redheadedandfreckled,withwonderfullinesofpainandstrengthinherface。Jeanremembered,ashelookedather,thatsomeonehadwrittenhimaboutthetragedyinherlife。WhenshewasonlyachildtheApacheshadmurderedallherfamily。ThennexttogreetJeanwerethelittlechildren,allshy,yetallmanifestlyimpressedbytheoccasion。AwarmthandintimacyofforgottenhomeemotionsfloodedoverJean。Sweetitwastogethometotheserelativeswholovedhimandwelcomedhimwithquietgladness。Butthereseemedmore。Jeanwasquicktoseetheshadowintheeyesofthewomeninthathouseholdandtosenseastrangereliancewhichhispresencebrought。

"Son,thisheahTontoisalandofmilkan’honey,"saidhisfather,asJeangazedspellboundatthebounteoussupper。

Jeancertainlyperformedgastronomicfeatsonthisoccasion,tothedelightofAuntMaryandthewonderofthechildren。"Oh,he’sstarv—vedtodeath,"whisperedoneofthelittleboystohissister。

Theyhadbeguntowarmtothisstrangeruncle。Jeanhadnochancetotalk,evenhadhebeenableto,forthemeal—timeshowedarelaxationofrestraintandtheyalltriedtotellhimthingsatonce。InthebrightlamplighthisfatherlookedeasierandhappierashebeameduponJean。

Aftersupperthemenwentintoanadjoiningroomthatappearedmostcomfortableandattractive。Itwaslong,andthewidthofthehouse,withahugestonefireplace,lowceilingofhewntimbersandwallsofthesame,smallwindowswithinsideshuttersofwood,andhome—madetableandchairsandrugs。

"Wal,Jean,doyourecollectthemshootin’—irons?"inquiredtherancher,pointingabovethefireplace。Twogunshungonthespreadingdeerantlersthere。OnewasamusketJean’sfatherhadusedinthewaroftherebellionandtheotherwasalong,heavy,muzzle—loadingflintlockKentucky,riflewithwhichJeanhadlearnedtoshoot。

"ReckonIdo,dad,"repliedJean,andwithreverenthandsandarushofmemoryhetooktheoldgundown。

"Jean,youshorehandlethetoldarmsomeclumsy,"saidGuyIsbel,dryly。AndBilladdedaremarktotheeffectthatperhapsJeanhadbeenleadingaluxuriousandtamelifebackthereinOregon,andthenadded,"ButIreckonhe’spackin’thatsix—shooterlikeaTexan。"

"Say,Ifetchedagunortwoalongwithme,"repliedJean,jocularly。

"ReckonInearbrokemypoormule’sbackwiththeloadofshellsan’

guns。Dad,whatwastheideaaskin’metopackoutanarsenal?"

"Son,shoreallshootin’armsan’suchareatapremiumintheTonto,"

repliedhisfather。"An’Iwasgivin’youahunchtocomeloaded。"

Hiscool,drawlingvoiceseemedtoputadamperuponthepleasantries。

RightthereJeansensedthechargedatmosphere。Hisbrotherswereburstingwithutteranceabouttobreakforth,andhisfathersuddenlyworealookthatrecalledtoJeancriticaltimesofdayslongpast。

Buttheentranceofthechildrenandthewomenfolkputanendtoconfidences。Evidentlytheyoungsterswerelaboringundersubduedexcitement。Theyprecededtheirmother,thesmallestboyinthelead。

Forhimthismusthavebeenbothadreadfulandawonderfulexperience,forheseemedtobepushedforwardbyhissisterandbrotherandmother,anddrivenbyyearningsofhisown。"Therenow,Lee。Say,’UncleJean,whatdidyoufetchus?’Theladhesitatedforashy,frightenedlookatJean,andthen,gainingsomethingfromhisscrutinyofhisuncle,hetoddledforwardandbravelydeliveredthequestionoftremendousimportance。

"WhatdidIfetchyou,hey?"criedJean,indelight,ashetooktheladuponhisknee。"Wouldn’tyouliketoknow?Ididn’tforget,Lee。

Irememberedyouall。Oh!thejobIhadpackin’yourbundleofpresents……Now,Lee,makeaguess。"

"Idessyoufetchedadun,"repliedLee。

"Adun!——I’llbetyoumeanagun,"laughedJean。"Well,youfour—year—oldTexasgunman!Makeanotherguess。"

Thatappearedtoomomentousandentrancingfortheothertwoyoungsters,and,addingtheirshrillandjoyousvoicestoLee’s,theybesiegedJean。

"Dad,where’smypack?"criedJean。"TheseyoungApachesareaftermyscalp。"

"Reckontheboysfetcheditontotheporch,"repliedtherancher。

GuyIsbelopenedthedoorandwentout。"Bygolly!heah’sthreepacks,"hecalled。"Whichonedoyouwant,Jean?"

"It’salong,heavybundle,alltiedup,"repliedJean。

Guycamestaggeringinunderaburdenthatbroughtawhoopfromtheyoungstersandbrightgleamstotheeyesofthewomen。Jeanlostnothingofthis。HowgladhewasthathehadtarriedinSanFranciscobecauseofamentalpictureofthisveryreceptioninfar—offwildArizona。

WhenGuydepositedthebundleontheflooritjarredtheroom。

Itgaveforthmetallicandrattlingandcracklingsounds。

"Everybodystandbackan’givemeelbowroom,"orderedJean,majestically。"Mygoodfolks,Iwantyoualltoknowthisissomethin’thatdoesn’thappenoften。ThebundleyouseehereweighedaboutahundredpoundswhenIpackeditonmyshoulderdownMarketStreetinFrisco。Itwasstolenfrommeonshipboard。

IgotitbackinSanDiegoan’lickedthethief。ItrodeonaburrofromSanDiegotoYumaan’onceIthoughttheburrowaslostforkeeps。

ItcameuptheColoradoRiverfromYumatoEhrenbergan’therewentontopofastage。Wegotchasedbybanditsan’oncewhenthehorsesweregallopin’harditnearrolledoff。Thenitwentonthebackofapackhorsean’helpedwearhimout。An’IreckonitwouldbesomewhereelsenowifIhadn’tfalleninwithafreightergoin’northfromPhoenixtotheSantaFeTrail。Thelastlapwhenitsaggedthebackofamulewastheriskiestan’fullofthenarrowestescapes。

Twicemymulebuckedoffhispackan’leftmyoutfitscattered。

Worstofall,mypreciousbundlemadethemuletopheavycomin’downthatplacebackherewherethetrailseemstodropofftheearth。

ThereIwashardputtokeepsightofmypack。Sometimesitwasontopan’othertimesthemule。Butitgothereatlast……

An’nowI’llopenit。"

Afterthislongandimpressiveharangue,whichatleastaugmentedthesuspenseofthewomenandworkedthechildrenintoafrenzy,Jeanleisurelyuntiedthemanyknotsroundthebundleandunrolledit。

Hehadpackedthatbundleforjustsuchtravelasithadsustained。

Threecloth—boundrifleshelaidaside,andwiththemalong,veryheavypackagetiedbetweentwothinwideboards。Fromthiscamethe,metallicclink。"Oo,Iknowwhatdemis!"criedLee,breakingthesilenceofsuspense。ThenJean,tearingopenalongflatparcel,spreadbeforethemute,rapt—eyedyoungsterssuchmagnificentthings,astheyhadneverdreamedof——picturebooks,mouth—harps,dolls,atoygunandatoypistol,awonderfulwhistleandafoxhorn,andlastofallaboxofcandy。Beforethesetreasuresonthefloor,toomagicaltobetouchedatfirst,thetwolittleboysandtheirsistersimplyknelt。Thatwasasweet,fullmomentforJean;yeteventhatwascloudedbythesomethingwhichshadowedtheseinnocentchildrenfatefullyborninawildplaceatawildtime。NextJeangavetohissisterthepresentshehadbroughther——beautifulclothforadress,ribbonsandabitoflace,handkerchiefsandbuttonsandyardsoflinen,asewingcaseandawholeboxofspoolsofthread,acombandbrushandmirror,andlastlyaSpanishbroochinlaidwithgarnets。"There,Ann,"saidJean,"IconfessIaskedagirlfriendinOregontotellmesomethingsmysistermightlike。"Manifestlytherewasnotmuchdifferenceingirls。Annseemedstunnedbythismunificence,andthenawakening,shehuggedJeaninawaythattookhisbreath。Shewasnotachildanymore,thatwascertain。AuntMaryturnedknowingeyesuponJean。"Reckonyoucouldn’thavepleasedAnnmore。She’sengaged,Jean,an’wheregirlsareinthatstatethesethingsmeanaheap……Ann,you’llbemarriedinthat!"AndshepointedtothebeautifulfoldsofmaterialthatAnnhadspreadout。

"What’sthis?"demandedJean。Hissister’sblusheswereenoughtoconvicther,andtheyweremightilybecoming,too。

"Here,AuntMary,"wentonJean,"here’syours,an’here’ssomethin’

foreachofmynewsisters。"Thisdistributionleftthewomenashappyandoccupied,almost,asthechildren。Itleftalsoanotherpackage,thelastoneinthebundle。Jeanlaidholdofitand,liftingit,hewasabouttospeakwhenhesustainedalittleshockofmemory。

Quitedistinctlyhesawtwolittlefeet,withbaretoespeepingoutofworn—outmoccasins,andthenround,bare,symmetricalanklesthathadbeenscratchedbybrush。NexthesawEllenJorth’spassionatefaceasshelookedwhenshehadmadetheviolentactionsodisconcertingtohim。Inthishappymomentthememoryseemedfartheroffthanafewhours。Ithadcrystallized。Itannoyedwhileitdrewhim。Asaresultheslowlylaidthispackageasideanddidnotspeakashehadintendedto。

"Dad,IreckonIdidn’tfetchalotforyouan’theboys,"continuedJean。"Someknives,somepipesan’tobacco。An’suretheguns。"

"Shore,you’rearegularSantaClaus,Jean,"repliedhisfather。

"Wal,wal,lookatthekids。An’lookatMary。An’fortheland’ssakelookatAnn!Wal,wal,I’mgettin’old。I’dforgottentheprettystuffan’gimcracksthatmeansomuchtowomen。We’reoutoftheworldheah。It’sjustaswellyou’velivedapartfromus,Jean,forcomin’backthisway,withallthatstuff,doesusalotofgood。Icain’tsay,son,howobligedIam。Mymindhasbeensetonthehardsideoflife。An’it’sshoregoodtoforget——toseethesmilesofthewomenan’thejoyofthekids。"

Atthisjunctureatallyoungmanenteredtheopendoor。Helookedarider。Allabouthim,evenhisface,excepthiseyes,seemedold,buthiseyeswereyoung,fine,soft,anddark。

"Howdo,y’u—all!"hesaid,evenly。

Annrosefromherknees。ThenJeandidnotneedtobetoldwhothisnewcomerwas。

"Jean,thisismyfriend,AndrewColmor。"

JeanknewwhenhemetColmor’sgripandthekeenflashofhiseyesthathewasgladAnnhadsetherheartupononeoftheirkind。Andhissecondimpressionwassomethingakintotheonegivenhimintheroadbytheadmiringlad。Colmor’sestimateofhimmusthavebeenamonumentbuiltofAnn’seulogies。Jean’sheartsufferedmisgivings。

CouldheliveuptothecharacterthatsomehowhadforestalledhisadventinGrassValley?SurelylifewasmeasureddifferentlyhereintheTontoBasin。

Thechildren,bundlingtheirtreasurestotheirbosoms,weredraggedofftobedinsomeremotepartofthehouse,fromwhichtheirlaughterandvoicescamebackwithhappysignificance。Jeanforthwithhadaninterestedaudience。Howeagerlytheselonelypioneerpeoplelistenedtonewsoftheoutsideworld!Jeantalkeduntilhewashoarse。

IntheirturnhishearerstoldhimmuchthathadneverfoundplaceinthefewandshortlettershehadreceivedsincehehadbeenleftinOregon。Notawordaboutsheepmenoranyhintofrustlers!

Jeanmarkedtheomissionandthoughtallthemoreseriouslyofprobabilitiesbecausenothingwassaid。Altogethertheeveningwasahappyreunionofafamilyofwhichalllivingmembersweretherepresent。Jeangraspedthatthisfactwasoneofsignificantsatisfactiontohisfather。

"Shorewe’reallgoin’tolivetogetherheah,"hedeclared。"Istartedthisrange。Icallmostofthisvalleymine。We’llrunupacabinforAnnsoonasshesaystheword。An’you,Jean,where’syourgirl?

Ishoretoldyoutofetchher。"

"Dad,Ididn’thaveone,"repliedJean。

"Wal,Iwishyouhad,"returnedtherancher。"You’llgocourtin’oneoftheseTontohussiesthatImightobjectto。"

"Why,father,there’snotagirlinthevalleyJeanwouldlooktwiceat,"

interposedAnnIsbel,withspirit。

Jeanlaughedthematteraside,buthehadanuneasymemory。AuntMaryaverred,afterthemannerofrelatives,thatJeanwouldplayhavocamongthewomenofthesettlement。AndJeanretortedthatatleastonememberoftheIsbels;shouldholdoutagainstfollyandfightandloveandmarriage,theagentswhichhadreducedthefamilytothesefewpresent。"I’llbethelastIsbeltogounder,"heconcluded。

"Son,you’retalkin’wisdom,"saidhisfather。"An’shorethatremindsmeoftheuncleyou’renamedafter。JeanIsbel!……Wal,hewasmyyoungestbrotheran’shoreafire—eater。OurmotherwasaFrenchcreolefromLouisiana,an’Jeanmusthaveinheritedsomeofhisfightin’naturefromher。WhenthewaroftherebellionstartedJeanan’Ienlisted。

Iwascrippledbeforeweevergottothefront。ButJeanwentthroughthreeYearsbeforehewaskilled。Hiscompanyhadorderstofighttothelastman。An’Jeanfoughtan’livedlongenoughjusttobethatlastman。"

AtlengthJeanwasleftalonewithhisfather。

"Reckonyou’reusedtobunkin’outdoors?"queriedtherancher,ratherabruptly。

"Mostofthetime,"repliedJean。

"Wal,there’sroominthehouse,butIwantyoutosleepout。

Comegetyourbeddin’an’gun。I’llshowyou。"

Theywentoutsideontheporch,whereJeanshoulderedhisrolloftarpaulinandblankets。Hisrifle,initssaddlesheath,leanedagainstthedoor。Hisfathertookitupand,halfpullingitout,lookedatitbythestarlight。"Forty—four,eh?Wal,wal,there’sshorenobetter,ifamancanholdstraight。"AtthemomentabiggraydogtrotteduptosniffatJean。"An’heah’syourbunkmate,Shepp。He’spartlofer,Jean。Hismotherwasafavoriteshepherddogofmine。Hisfatherwasabigtimberwolfthattookustwoyearstokill。Somebadwolfpacksrunnin’thisBasin。"

Thenightwascoldandstill,darklybrightundermoonandstars;

thesmellofhayseemedtominglewiththatofcedar。Jeanfollowedhisfatherroundthehouseandupagentleslopeofgrasstotheedgeofthecedarline。Hereseveraltreeswithlow—sweepingthickbranchesformedadense,impenetrableshade。

"Son,youruncleJeanwasscoutforLiggett,oneofthegreatestrebelstheSouthhad,"saidtherancher。"An’you’regoin’tobescoutfortheIsbelsofTonto。Reckonyou’llfindit’mostashotasyouruncledid……Spreadyourbedinside。Youcanseeout,butnoonecanseeyou。Reckonthere’sbeensomequeerhappenin’s’roundheahlately。IfSheppcouldtalkhe’dshorehavelotstotellus。Billan’Guyhavebeensleepin’out,trailin’strangehosstracks,an’allthat。Butshorewhoever’sbeenprowlin’aroundheahwastoosharpforthem。Somebad,crafty,light—steppin’woodsmen’roundheah,Jean……Threemawnin’sago,justafterdaylight,Isteppedoutthebackdooran’someoneofthesesneaksI’mtalkin’

aboottookashotatme。Missedmyheadaquarterofaninch!

To—morrowI’llshowyouthebulletholeinthedoorpost。An’someofmygrayhairsthat’restickin’init!"

"Dad!"ejaculatedJean,withahandoutstretched。That’sawful!

Youfrightenme。"

"Notimetobescared,"repliedhisfather,calmly。"They’reshoregoin’tokillme。That’swhyIwantedyouhome……Intherewithyou,now!Gotosleep。YoushorecantrustShepptowakeyouifhegetsscentorsound……An’goodnight,myson。I’msayin’thatI’llresteasyto—night。"

Jeanmumbledagoodnightandstoodwatchinghisfather’sshiningwhiteheadmoveawayunderthestarlight。Thenthetall,darkformvanished,adoorclosed,andallwasstill。ThedogShepplickedJean’shand。Jeanfeltgratefulforthatwarmtouch。Foramomenthesatonhisrollofbedding,histhoughtstilllockedontheshudderingrevelationofhisfather’swords,"They’reshoregoin’

tokillme。"Theshockofinactionpassed。Jeanpushedhispackinthedarkopeningand,crawlinginside,heunrolleditandmadehisbed。

Whenatlengthhewascomfortablysettledforthenighthebreathedalongsighofrelief。Whatblisstorelax!Athrobbingandburningofhismusclesseemedtobeginwithhisrest。Thecoolstarlitnight,thesmellofcedar,themoanofwind,thesilence——anwererealtohissenses。Afterlongweeksoflong,arduoustravelhewashome。Thewarmthofthewelcomestilllingered,butitseemedtohavebeenpiercedbyanicythrust。Whatlaybeforehim?Theshadowintheeyesofhisaunt,intheyounger,freshereyesofhissister——Jeanconnectedthatwiththemeaningofhisfather’stragicwords。Farpastwasthemorningthathadbeensokeen,thebreakingofcampinthesunlitforest,theridingdownthebrownaislesunderthepines,themusicofbleatinglambsthathadcalledhimnottopassby。

ThoughtofEllenJorthrecurred。Hadhemetheronlythatmorning?

Shewasupthereintheforest,asleepunderthestarlitpines。

Whowasshe?Whatwasherstory?Thatsavageflingofherskirt,herbitterspeechandpassionateflamingface——theyhauntedJean。

Theywerecrystallizingintosimplermemories,growingawayfromhisbewilderment,andthereforeatoncesweeterandmoredoubtful。

"MaybeshemeantdifferentlyfromwhatIthought,"Jeansoliloquized。

"Anyway,shewashonest。"Bothshameandthrillpossessedhimattherecallofaninsidiousidea——darehegobackandfindherandgiveherthelastpackageofgiftshehadbroughtfromthecity?Whatmighttheymeantopoor,ragged,untidy,beautifulEllenJorth?TheideagrewonJean。Itcouldnotbedispelled。Heresistedstubbornly。

Itwasboundtogotoitsfruition。Deepintohismindhadsunkanimpressionofherneed——amaterialneedthatbroughtspiritandpridetoabasement。Fromonepicturetoanotherhismemorywandered,fromonespeechandactofherstoanother,choosing,selecting,castingaside,untilclearandsharpasthestarsshonethewords,"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!"Thatstunghimnow。Bywhom?Notbyoneman,butbyseveral,bymany,shehadmeant。Pshaw!hehadonlybeensympatheticanddrawnbyastrangegirlinthewoods。To—morrowhewouldforget。WorktherewasforhiminGrassValley。Andhereverteduneasilytotheremarksofhisfatheruntilatlastsleepclaimedhim。

Acoldnoseagainsthischeek,alowwhine,awakenedJean。ThebigdogSheppwasbesidehim,keen,wary,intense。Thenightappearedfaradvancedtowarddawn。Farawayacockcrowed;thenear—at—handoneansweredinclarionvoice。"Whatisit,Shepp?"whisperedJean,andhesatup。Thedogsmelledorheardsomethingsuspicioustohisnature,butwhethermanoranimalJeancouldnottell。

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