第2章
"Youshalljudgeforyourselfaboutallthosethingsasyougrowup。"
LittleJonrepliedinacalculatingmanner:
"Idon’twanttogrowup,much。Idon’twanttogotoschool。"A
suddenoverwhelmingdesiretosaysomethingmore,tosaywhathereallyfelt,turnedhimred。"I——Iwanttostaywithyou,andbeyourlover,Mum。"
Thenwithaninstincttoimprovethesituation,headdedquickly"I
don’twanttogotobedto—night,either。I’msimplytiredofgoingtobed,everynight。"
"Haveyouhadanymorenightmares?"
"Onlyaboutone。MayIleavethedooropenintoyourroomto—night,Mum?"
"Yes,justalittle。"LittleJonheavedasighofsatisfaction。
"WhatdidyouseeinGlensofantrim?"
"Nothingbutbeauty,darling。"
"Whatexactlyisbeauty?"
"Whatexactlyis——Oh!Jon,that’saposer。"
"CanIseeit,forinstance?"Hismothergotup,andsatbesidehim。"Youdo,everyday。Theskyisbeautiful,thestars,andmoonlitnights,andthenthebirds,theflowers,thetrees——they’reallbeautiful。Lookoutofthewindow——there’sbeautyforyou,Jon。"
"Oh!yes,that’stheview。Isthatall?"
"All?no。Theseaiswonderfullybeautiful,andthewaves,withtheirfoamflyingback。"
"Didyourisefromiteveryday,Mum?"
Hismothersmiled。"Well,webathed。"
LittleJonsuddenlyreachedoutandcaughtherneckinhishands。
"Iknow,"hesaidmysteriously,"you’reit,really,andalltherestismake—believe。"
Shesighed,laughed,said:"Oh!Jon!"
LittleJonsaidcritically:
"DoyouthinkBellabeautiful,forinstance?Ihardlydo。"
"Bellaisyoung;that’ssomething。"
"Butyoulookyounger,Mum。IfyoubumpagainstBellashehurts。
Idon’tbelieve’Da’wasbeautiful,whenIcometothinkofit;andMademoiselle’salmostugly。"
"Mademoisellehasaveryniceface。""Oh!yes;nice。Iloveyourlittlerays,Mum。"
"Rays?"
LittleJonputhisfingertotheoutercornerofhereye。
"Oh!Those?Butthey’reasignofage。"
"Theycomewhenyousmile。"
"Buttheyusen’tto。"
"Oh!well,Ilikethem。Doyouloveme,Mum?"
"Ido——Idoloveyou,darling。"
"Everso?"
"Everso!"
"MorethanIthoughtyoudid?"
"Much——muchmore。"
"Well,sodoI;sothatmakesiteven。"
Consciousthathehadneverinhislifesogivenhimselfaway,hefeltasuddenreactiontothemanlinessofSirLamorac,DickNeedham,HuckFinn,andotherheroes。
"ShallIshowyouathingortwo?"hesaid;andslippingoutofherarms,hestoodonhishead。Then,firedbyherobviousadmiration,hemountedthebed,andthrewhimselfheadforemostfromhisfeetontohisback,withouttouchinganythingwithhishands。Hedidthisseveraltimes。
Thatevening,havinginspectedwhattheyhadbrought,hestayeduptodinner,sittingbetweenthematthelittleroundtabletheyusedwhentheywerealone。Hewasextremelyexcited。HismotherworeaFrench—greydress,withcreamylacemadeoutoflittlescrigglyroses,roundherneck,whichwasbrownerthanthelace。Hekeptlookingather,tillatlasthisfather’sfunnysmilemadehimsuddenlyattentivetohissliceofpineapple。Itwaslaterthanhehadeverstayedup,whenhewenttobed。Hismotherwentupwithhim,andheundressedveryslowlysoastokeepherthere。Whenatlasthehadnothingonbuthispyjamas,hesaid:
"Promiseyouwon’tgowhileIsaymyprayers!"
"Ipromise。"
Kneelingdownandplunginghisfaceintothebed,littleJonhurriedup,underhisbreath,openingoneeyenowandthen,toseeherstandingperfectlystillwithasmileonherface。"OurFather"——sowenthislastprayer,"whichartinheaven,hallowedbethyMum,thyKingdomMum——onEarthasitisinheaven,giveusthisdayourdailyMumandforgiveusourtrespassesonearthasitisinheavenandtrespassagainstus,forthineistheevilthepowerandthegloryforeverandever。Amum!Lookout!"Hesprang,andforalongminuteremainedinherarms。Onceinbed,hecontinuedtoholdherhand。
"Youwon’tshutthedooranymorethanthat,willyou?Areyougoingtobelong,Mum?"
"ImustgodownandplaytoDaddy。"
"Oh!well,Ishallhearyou。"
"Ihopenot;youmustgotosleep。"
"Icansleepanynight。"
"Well,thisisjustanightlikeanyother。"
"Oh!no——it’sextraspecial。"
"Onextraspecialnightsonealwayssleepssoundest。"
"ButifIgotosleep,Mum,Ishan’thearyoucomeup。"
"Well,whenIdo,I’llcomeinandgiveyouakiss,thenifyou’reawakeyou’llknow,andifyou’renotyou’llstillknowyou’vehadone。"
LittleJonsighed,"Allright!"hesaid:"IsupposeImustputupwiththat。Mum?"
"Yes?"
"WhatwashernamethatDaddybelievesin?VenusAnnaDiomedes?"
"Oh!myangel!Anadyomene。"
"Yes!butIlikemynameforyoumuchbetter。"
"Whatisyours,Jon?"
LittleJonansweredshyly:
"Guinevere!it’soutoftheRoundTableI’veonlyjustthoughtofit,onlyofcourseherhairwasdown。"
Hismother’seyes,lookingpasthim,seemedtofloat。
"Youwon’tforgettocome,Mum?"
"Notifyou’llgotosleep。"
"That’sabargain,then。"AndlittleJonscreweduphiseyes。
Hefeltherlipsonhisforehead,heardherfootsteps;openedhiseyestoseeherglidingthroughthedoorway,and,sighing,screwedthemupagain。
ThenTimebegan。
Forsometenminutesofithetriedloyallytosleep,countingagreatnumberofthistlesinarow,"Da’s"oldrecipeforbringingslumber。Heseemedtohavebeenhourscounting。Itmust,hethought,benearlytimeforhertocomeupnow。Hethrewthebedclothesback。"I’mhot!"hesaid,andhisvoicesoundedfunnyinthedarkness,likesomeoneelse’s。Whydidn’tshecome?Hesatup。
Hemustlook!Hegotoutofbed,wenttothewindowandpulledthecurtainasliceaside。Itwasn’tdark,buthecouldn’ttellwhetherbecauseofdaylightorthemoon,whichwasverybig。Ithadafunny,wickedface,asiflaughingathim,andhedidnotwanttolookatit。Then,rememberingthathismotherhadsaidmoonlitnightswerebeautiful,hecontinuedtostareoutinageneralway。Thetreesthrewthickshadows,thelawnlookedlikespiltmilk,andalong,longwayhecouldsee;oh!veryfar;rightovertheworld,anditalllookeddifferentandswimmy。Therewasalovelysmell,too,inhisopenwindow。
’IwishIhadadovelikeNoah!’hethought。
"Themoonymoonwasroundandbright,Itshoneandshoneandmadeitlight。"
Afterthatrhyme,whichcameintohisheadallatonce,hebecameconsciousofmusic,verysoft—lovely!Mumplaying!Hebethoughthimselfofamacaroonhehad,laidupinhischestofdrawers,and,gettingit,camebacktothewindow。Heleanedout,nowmunching,nowholdinghisjawstohearthemusicbetter。"Da"usedtosaythatangelsplayedonharpsinheaven;butitwasn’thalfsolovelyasMumplayinginthemoonynight,withhimeatingamacaroon。Acockchaferbuzzedby,amothflewinhisface,themusicstopped,andlittleJondrewhisheadin。Shemustbecoming!Hedidn’twanttobefoundawake。Hegotbackintobedandpulledtheclothesnearlyoverhishead;buthehadleftastreakofmoonlightcomingin。Itfellacrossthefloor,nearthefootofthebed,andhewatcheditmovingeversoslowlytowardshim,asifitwerealive。Themusicbeganagain,buthecouldonlyjusthearitnow;sleepymusic,pretty——
sleepy——music——sleepy——slee……
Andtimeslippedby,themusicrose,fell,ceased;themoonbeamcrepttowardshisface。LittleJonturnedinhissleeptillhelayonhisback,withonebrownfiststillgraspingthebedclothes。Thecornersofhiseyestwitched——hehadbeguntodream。Hedreamedhewasdrinkingmilkoutofapanthatwasthemoon,oppositeagreatblackcatwhichwatchedhimwithafunnysmilelikehisfather’s。Hehearditwhisper:"Don’tdrinktoomuch!"Itwasthecat’smilk,ofcourse,andheputouthishandamicablytostrokethecreature;butitwasnolongerthere;thepanhadbecomeabed,inwhichhewaslying,andwhenhetriedtogetouthecouldn’tfindtheedge;hecouldn’tfindit——he——he——couldn’tgetout!Itwasdreadful!
Hewhimperedinhissleep。Thebedhadbeguntogoroundtoo;itwasoutsidehimandinsidehim;goingroundandround,andgettingfiery,andMotherLeeoutofCastupbytheSeawasstirringit!Oh!sohorribleshelooked!Fasterandfaster!——tillheandthebedandMotherLeeandthemoonandthecatwereallonewheelgoingroundandroundandupandup——awful——awful——awful!
Heshrieked。
Avoicesaying:"Darling,darling!"gotthroughthewheel,andheawoke,standingonhisbed,withhiseyeswideopen。
Therewashismother,withherhairlikeGuinevere’s,and,clutchingher,heburiedhisfaceinit。
"Oh!oh!"
"It’sallright,treasure。You’reawakenow。There!There!It’snothing!"
ButlittleJoncontinuedtosay:"Oh!oh!"
Hervoicewenton,velvetyinhisear:
"Itwasthemoonlight,sweetheart,comingonyourface。"
LittleJonburbledintohernightgown"Yousaiditwasbeautiful。Oh!"
"Nottosleepin,Jon。Wholetitin?Didyoudrawthecurtains?"
"Iwantedtoseethetime;I——Ilookedout,I——Iheardyouplaying,Mum;I——Iatemymacaroon。"Buthewasgrowingslowlycomforted;andtheinstincttoexcusehisfearrevivedwithinhim。
"MotherLeewentroundinmeandgotallfiery,"hemumbled。
"Well,Jon,whatcanyouexpectifyoueatmacaroonsafteryou’vegonetobed?"
"Onlyone,Mum;itmadethemusiceversomorebeautiful。Iwaswaitingforyou——Inearlythoughtitwasto—morrow。"
"Myducky,it’sonlyjustelevennow。"
LittleJonwassilent,rubbinghisnoseonherneck。
"Mum,isDaddyinyourroom?"
"Notto—night。"
"CanIcome?"
"Ifyouwish,myprecious。"
Halfhimselfagain,littleJondrewback。
"Youlookdifferent,Mum;eversoyounger。"
"It’smyhair,darling。"
LittleJonlaidholdofit,thick,darkgold,withafewsilverthreads。
"Ilikeit,"hesaid:"Ilikeyoubestofalllikethis。"
Takingherhand,hehadbegundragginghertowardsthedoor。Heshutitastheypassed,withasighofrelief。
"Whichsideofthebeddoyoulike,Mum?"
"Theleftside。"
"Allright。"
Wastingnotime,givinghernochancetochangehermind,littleJongotintothebed,whichseemedmuchsofterthanhisown。Heheavedanothersigh,screwedhisheadintothepillowandlayexaminingthebattleofchariotsandswordsandspearswhichalwayswentonoutsideblankets,wherethelittlehairsstoodupagainstthelight。
"Itwasn’tanything,really,wasit?"hesaid。
>Frombeforeherglasshismotheranswered:
"Nothingbutthemoonandyourimaginationheatedup。Youmustn’tgetsoexcited,Jon。"
But,stillnotquiteinpossessionofhisnerves,littleJonansweredboastfully:
"Iwasn’tafraid,really,ofcourse!"Andagainhelaywatchingthespearsandchariots。Itallseemedverylong。
"Oh!Mum,dohurryup!"
"Darling,Ihavetoplaitmyhair。"
"Oh!notto—night。You’llonlyhavetounplaititagainto—morrow。
I’msleepynow;ifyoudon’tcome,Ishan’tbesleepysoon。"
Hismotherstoodupwhiteandfloweybeforethewingedmirror:hecouldseethreeofher,withherneckturnedandherhairbrightunderthelight,andherdarkeyessmiling。Itwasunnecessary,andhesaid:
"Docome,Mum;I’mwaiting。"
"Verywell,mylove,I’llcome。"
LittleJonclosedhiseyes。Everythingwasturningoutmostsatisfactory,onlyshemusthurryup!Hefeltthebedshake,shewasgettingin。And,stillwithhiseyesclosed,hesaidsleepily:"It’snice,isn’tit?"
Heheardhervoicesaysomething,feltherlipstouchinghisnose,and,snugglingupbesideherwholayawakeandlovedhimwithherthoughts,hefellintothedreamlesssleep,whichroundedoffhispast。
TOLET
"FromoutthefatalloinsofthosetwofoesApairofstar—crossedloverstaketheirlife。"
——RomeoandJuliet。
TOCHARLESSCRIBNER
PARTI
ENCOUNTER
SoamesForsyteemergedfromtheKnightsbridgeHotel,wherehewasstaying,intheafternoonofthe12thofMay,1920,withtheintentionofvisitingacollectionofpicturesinaGalleryoffCorkStreet,andlookingintotheFuture。Hewalked。SincetheWarhenevertookacabifhecouldhelpit。Theirdriverswere,inhisview,anuncivillot,thoughnowthattheWarwasoverandsupplybeginningtoexceeddemandagain,gettingmorecivilinaccordancewiththecustomofhumannature。Still,hehadnotforgiventhem,deeplyidentifyingthemwithgloomymemories,andnow,dimly,likeallmembers,oftheirclass,withrevolution。TheconsiderableanxietyhehadpassedthroughduringtheWar,andthemoreconsiderableanxietyhehadsinceundergoneinthePeace,hadproducedpsychologicalconsequencesinatenaciousnature。Hehad,mentally,sofrequentlyexperiencedruin,thathehadceasedtobelieveinitsmaterialprobability。Payingawayfourthousandayearinincomeandsupertax,onecouldnotverywellbeworseoff!
Afortuneofaquarterofamillion,encumberedonlybyawifeandonedaughter,andverydiverselyinvested,affordedsubstantialguaranteeevenagainstthat"wildcatnotion"alevyoncapital。Andastoconfiscationofwarprofits,hewasentirelyinfavourofit,forhehadnone,and"servethebeggarsright!"Thepriceofpictures,moreover,had,ifanything,goneup,andhehaddonebetterwithhiscollectionsincetheWarbeganthaneverbefore。Air—raids,also,hadactedbeneficiallyonaspiritcongenitallycautious,andhardenedacharacteralreadydogged。Tobeindangerofbeingentirelydispersedinclinedonetobelessapprehensiveofthemorepartialdispersionsinvolvedinleviesandtaxation,whilethehabitofcondemningtheimpudenceoftheGermanshadlednaturallytocondemningthatofLabour,ifnotopenlyatleastinthesanctuaryofhissoul。
Hewalked。Therewas,moreover,timetospare,forFleurwastomeethimattheGalleryatfouro’clock,anditwasasyetbuthalf—pasttwo。Itwasgoodforhimtowalk——hisliverwasalittleconstricted,andhisnervesratheronedge。HiswifewasalwaysoutwhenshewasinTown,andhisdaughterwouldflibberty—gibbetallovertheplacelikemostyoungwomensincetheWar。Still,hemustbethankfulthatshehadbeentooyoungtodoanythinginthatWaritself。Not,ofcourse,thathehadnotsupportedtheWarfromitsinception,withallhissoul,butbetweenthatandsupportingitwiththebodiesofhiswifeanddaughter,therehadbeenagapfixedbysomethingold—fashionedwithinhimwhichabhorredemotionalextravagance。Hehad,forinstance,stronglyobjectedtoAnnette,soattractive,andin1914onlythirty—four,goingtohernativeFrance,her"cherepatrie"as,underthestimulusofwar,shehadbeguntocallit,tonurseher"bravespoilus,"forsooth!Ruiningherhealthandherlooks!Asifshewerereallyanurse!Hehadputastopperonit。Letherdoneedleworkforthemathome,orknit!Shehadnotgone,therefore,andhadneverbeenquitethesamewomansince。A
badtendencyofherstomockathim,notopenly,butincontinuallittleways,hadgrown。AsforFleur,theWarhadresolvedthevexedproblemwhetherornotsheshouldgotoschool。Shewasbetterawayfromhermotherinherwarmood,fromthechanceofair—raids,andtheimpetustodoextravagantthings;sohehadplacedherinaseminaryasfarWestashadseemedtohimcompatibIewithexcellence,andhadmissedherhorribly。Fleur!Hehadneverregrettedthesomewhatoutlandishnamebywhichatherbirthhehaddecidedsosuddenlytocallher——markedconcessionthoughithadbeentotheFrench。Fleur!Aprettyname——aprettychild!Butrestless——toorestless;andwilful!Knowingherpowertoooverherfather!Soamesoftenreflectedonthemistakeitwastodoteonhisdaughter。Togetoldanddote!Sixty—five!Hewasgettingon;buthedidn’tfeelit,for,fortunatelyperhaps,consideringAnnette’syouthandgoodlooks,hissecondmarriagehadturnedoutacoolaffair。Hehadknownbutonerealpassioninhislife——forthatfirstwifeofhis——
Irene。Yes,andthatfellow,hiscousinJolyon,whohadgoneoffwithher,waslookingveryshaky,theysaid。Nowonder,atseventy—
two,aftertwentyyearsofathirdmarriage!
SoamespausedamomentinhismarchtoleanovertherailingsoftheRow。Asuitablespotforreminiscence,half—waybetweenthathouseinParkLanewhichhadseenhisbirthandhisparents’deaths,andthelittlehouseinMontpellierSquarewherethirty—fiveyearsagohehadenjoyedhisfirsteditionofmatrimony。Now,aftertwentyyearsofhissecondedition,thatoldtragedyseemedtohimlikeapreviousexistence——whichhadendedwhenFleurwasborninplaceofthesonhehadhopedfor。Formanyyearshehadceasedregretting,evenvaguely,thesonwhohadnotbeenborn;Fleurfilledthebillinhisheart。Afterall,sheborehisname;andhewasnotlookingforwardatalltothetimewhenshewouldchangeit。Indeed,ifheeverthoughtofsuchacalamity,itwasseasonedbythevaguefeelingthathecouldmakeherrichenoughtopurchaseperhapsandextinguishthenameofthefellowwhomarriedher——whynot,since,asitseemed,womenwereequaltomennowadays?AndSoames,secretlyconvincedthattheywerenot,passedhiscurvedhandoverhisfacevigorously,tillitreachedthecomfortofhischin。Thankstoabstemioushabits,hehadnotgrownfatandgabby;hisnosewaspaleandthin,hisgreymoustacheclose—clipped,hiseyesightunimpaired。Aslightstoopclosenedandcorrectedtheexpansiongiventohisfacebytheheighteningofhisforeheadintherecessionofhisgreyhair。
LittlechangehadTimewroughtinthe"warmest"oftheyoungForsytes,asthelastoftheoldForsytes——Timothy—nowinhishundredandfirstyear,wouldhavephrasedit。
Theshadefromtheplane—treesfellonhisneatHomburghat;hehadgivenuptophats——itwasnouseattractingattentiontowealthindayslikethese。Plane—trees!HisthoughtstravelledsharplytoMadrid——theEasterbeforetheWar,when,havingtomakeuphismindaboutthatGoyapicture,hehadtakenavoyageofdiscoverytostudythepainteronhisspot。Thefellowhadimpressedhim——greatrange,realgenius!Highlyasthechapranked,hewouldrankevenhigherbeforetheyhadfinishedwithhim。ThesecondGoyacrazewouldbegreatereventhanthefirst;oh,yes!Andhehadbought。Onthatvisithehad——asneverbefore——commissionedacopyofafrescopaintingcalled"LaVendimia,"whereinwasthefigureofagirlwithanarmakimbo,whohadremindedhimofhisdaughter。HehaditnowintheGalleryatMapledurham,andratherpooritwas——youcouldn’tcopyGoya。Hewouldstilllookatit,however,ifhisdaughterwerenotthere,forthesakeofsomethingirresistiblyreminiscentinthelight,erectbalanceofthefigure,thewidthbetweenthearchingeyebrows,theeagerdreamingofthedarkeyes。CuriousthatFleurshouldhavedarkeyes,whenhisownweregrey——nopureForsytehadbrowneyes——andhermother’sblue!ButofcoursehergrandmotherLamotte’seyesweredarkastreacle!
HebegantowalkonagaintowardHydeParkCorner。NogreaterchangeinallEnglandthanintheRow!Bornalmostwithinhailofit,hecouldrememberitfrom1860on。Broughtthereasachildbetweenthecrinolinestostareattight—trousereddandiesinwhiskers,ridingwithacavalryseat;towatchthedoffingofcurly—brimmedandwhitetophats;theleisurelyairofitall,andthelittlebow—leggedmaninalongredwaistcoatwhousedtocomeamongthefashionwithdogsonseveralstrings,andtrytosellonetohismother:KingCharlesspaniels,Italiangreyhounds,affectionatetohercrinoline——youneversawthemnow。Yousawnoqualityofanysort,indeed,justworkingpeoplesittingindullrowswithnothingtostareatbutafewyoungbouncingfemalesinpothats,ridingastride,ordesultoryColonialschargingupanddownondismal—lookinghacks;with,hereandthere,littlegirlsonponies,oroldgentlemenjoggingtheirlivers,oranorderlytryingagreatgalumphingcavalryhorse;nothoroughbreds,nogrooms,nobowing,noscraping,nogossip——nothing;
onlythetreesthesame——thetreesin——differenttothegenerationsanddeclensionsofmankind。AdemocraticEngland——dishevelled,hurried,noisy,andseeminglywithoutanapex。AndthatsomethingfastidiousinthesoulofSoamesturnedoverwithinhim。Goneforever,thecloseboroughofrankandpolish!Wealththerewas——oh,yes!wealth——hehimselfwasarichermanthanhisfatherhadeverbeen;butmanners,flavour,quality,allgone,engulfedinonevast,ugly,shoulder—rubbing,petrol—smellingCheerio。Littlehalf—beatenpocketsofgentilityandcastelurkinghereandthere,dispersedandchetif,asAnnettewouldsay;butnothingeveragainfirmandcoherenttolookupto。Andintothisnewhurly—burlyofbadmannersandloosemoralshisdaughter——flowerofhislife——wasflung!AndwhenthoseLabourchapsgotpower——iftheyeverdid——theworstwasyettocome。
Hepassedoutunderthearchway,atlastnolonger——thankgoodness!——
disfiguredbythegungreyofitssearch—light。’They’dbetterputasearch—lightontowherethey’reallgoing,’hethought,’andlightuptheirpreciousdemocracy!’AndhedirectedhisstepsalongtheClubfrontsofPiccadilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wouldbesittinginthebaywindowoftheIseeum。Thechapwassobignowthathewastherenearlyallhistime,likesomeimmovable,sardonic,humorouseyenotingthedeclineofmenandthings。AndSoameshurried,everconstitutionallyuneasybeneathhiscousin’sglance。
George,who,ashehadheard,hadwrittenalettersigned"Patriot"
inthemiddleoftheWar,complainingoftheGovernment’shysteriaindockingtheoatsofrace—horses。Yes,therehewas,tall,ponderous,neat,clean—shaven,withhissmoothhair,hardlythinned,smelling,nodoubt,ofthebesthair—wash,andapinkpaperinhishand。Well,bedidn’tchange!AndforperhapsthefirsttimeinhislifeSoamesfeltakindofsympathytappinginhiswaistcoatforthatsardonickinsman。Withhisweight,hisperfectlypartedhair,andbull—likegaze,hewasaguaranteethattheoldorderwouldtakesomeshiftingyet。HesawGeorgemovethepinkpaperasifinvitinghimtoascend—
—thechapmustwanttoasksomethingabouthisproperty。ItwasstillunderSoames’control;forintheadoptionofasleepingpartnershipatthatpainfulperiodtwentyyearsbackwhenhehaddivorcedIrene,SoameshadfoundhimselfalmostinsensiblyretainingcontrolofallpurelyForsyteaffairs。
Hesitatingforjustamoment,henoddedandwentin。Sincethedeathofhisbrother—in—lawMontagueDartie,inParis,whichnoonehadquiteknownwhattomakeof,exceptthatitwascertainlynotsuicide——theIseeumClubhadseemedmorerespectabletoSoames。
George,too,heknew,hadsownthelastofhiswildoats,andwascommitteddefinitelytothejoysofthetable,eatingonlyoftheverybestsoastokeephisweightdown,andowning,ashesaid,"justoneortwooldscrewstogivemeaninterestinlife。"Hejoinedhiscousin,therefore,inthebaywindowwithouttheembarrassingsenseofindiscretionhehadbeenusedtofeelupthere。