投诉 阅读记录

第1章

OnceuponatimeinZandam,whichisbytheZuiderZee,therelivedawickedmannamedNicholasSnyders。Hewasmeanandhardandcruel,andlovedbutonethingintheworld,andthatwasgold。Andeventhatnotforitsownsake。Helovedthepowergoldgavehim——thepowertotyrannizeandtooppress,thepowertocausesufferingathiswill。Theysaidhehadnosoul,buttheretheywerewrong。Allmenown——or,tospeakmorecorrectly,areownedby——asoul;andthesoulofNicholasSnyderswasanevilsoul。Helivedintheoldwindmillwhichstillisstandingonthequay,withonlylittleChristinatowaituponhimandkeephouseforhim。Christinawasanorphanwhoseparentshaddiedindebt。Nicholas,toChristina’severlastinggratitude,hadclearedtheirmemory——itcostbutafewhundredflorins——inconsiderationthatChristinashouldworkforhimwithoutwages。Christinaformedhisentirehousehold,andonlyonewillingvisitoreverdarkenedhisdoor,thewidowToelast。DameToelastwasrichandalmostasgreatamiserasNicholashimself。"Whyshouldnotwetwomarry?"NicholashadoncecroakedtothewidowToelast。

"TogetherweshouldbemastersofallZandam。"DameToelasthadansweredwithacacklinglaugh;butNicholaswasneverinhaste。

OneafternoonNicholasSnyderssataloneathisdeskinthecentreofthegreatsemi—circularroomthattookuphalfthegroundfloorofthewindmill,andthatservedhimforanoffice,andtherecameaknockingattheouterdoor。

"Comein!"criedNicholasSnyders。HespokeinatonequitekindforNicholasSnyders。HefeltsosureitwasJanknockingatthedoor——JanVanderVoort,theyoungsailor,nowmasterofhisownship,cometodemandofhimthehandoflittleChristina。Inanticipation,NicholasSnyderstastedthejoyofdashingJan’shopestotheground;

ofhearinghimplead,thenrave;ofwatchingthegrowingpallorthatwouldoverspreadJan’shandsomefaceasNicholaswould,pointbypoint,explaintohimtheconsequencesofdefiance——how,firstly,Jan’soldmothershouldbeturnedoutofherhome,hisoldfatherputintoprisonfordebt;how,secondly,Janhimselfshouldbepursuedwithoutremorse,hisshipbeboughtoverhisheadbeforehecouldcompletethepurchase。TheinterviewwouldaffordtoNicholasSnyderssportafterhisownsoul。SinceJan’sreturnthedaybefore,hehadbeenlookingforwardtoit。Therefore,feelingsureitwasJan,hecried"Comein!"quitecheerily。

ButitwasnotJan。ItwassomebodyNicholasSnydershadneverseteyesonbefore。Andneither,afterthatonevisit,didNicholasSnyderseverseteyesuponhimagain。Thelightwasfading,andNicholasSnyderswasnotthemantolightcandlesbeforetheywereneeded,sothathewasneverabletodescribewithanyprecisionthestranger’sappearance。Nicholasthoughtheseemedanoldman,butalertinallhismovements;whilehiseyes——theonethingabouthimNicholassawwithanyclearness——werecuriouslybrightandpiercing。

"Whoareyou?"askedNicholasSnyders,takingnopainstodisguisehisdisappointment。

"Iamapedlar,"answeredthestranger。Hisvoicewasclearandnotunmusical,withjustthesuspicionofroguishnessbehind。

"Notwantinganything,"answeredNicholasSnydersdrily。"Shutthedoorandbecarefulofthestep。"

Butinsteadthestrangertookachairanddrewitnearer,and,himselfinshadow,lookedstraightintoNicholasSnyders’faceandlaughed。

"Areyouquitesure,NicholasSnyders?Areyouquitesurethereisnothingyourequire?"

"Nothing,"growledNicholasSnyders——"exceptthesightofyourback。"

Thestrangerbentforward,andwithhislong,leanhandtouchedNicholasSnydersplayfullyupontheknee。"Wouldn’tyoulikeasoul,NicholasSnyders?"heasked。

"Thinkofit,"continuedthestrangepedlar,beforeNicholascouldrecoverpowerofspeech。"Forfortyyearsyouhavedrunkthejoyofbeingmeanandcruel。Areyounottiredofthetaste,NicholasSnyders?Wouldn’tyoulikeachange?Thinkofit,NicholasSnyders——thejoyofbeingloved,ofhearingyourselfblessed,insteadofcursed!Wouldn’titbegoodfun,NicholasSnyders——justbywayofachange?Ifyoudon’tlikeit,youcanreturnandbeyourselfagain。"

WhatNicholasSnyders,recallingallthingsafterwards,couldneverunderstandwaswhyhesatthere,listeninginpatiencetothestranger’stalk;for,atthetime,itseemedtohimthejestingofawanderingfool。Butsomethingaboutthestrangerhadimpressedhim。

"Ihaveitwithme,"continuedtheoddpedlar;"andasforprice——"

Thestrangermadeagestureindicatingdismissalofallsordiddetails。"Ilookformyrewardinwatchingtheresultoftheexperiment。Iamsomethingofaphilosopher。Itakeaninterestinthesematters。See。"Thestrangerdivedbetweenhislegsandproducedfromhispackasilverflaskofcunningworkmanshipandlaiditonthetable。

"Itsflavourisnotunpleasant,"explainedthestranger。"Alittlebitter;butonedoesnotdrinkitbythegoblet:awineglassful,suchasonewouldofoldTokay,whilethemindofbothisfixedonthesamethought:’Maymysoulpassintohim,mayhispassintome!’Theoperationisquitesimple:thesecretlieswithinthedrug。"Thestrangerpattedthequaintflaskasthoughithadbeensomelittledog。

"Youwillsay:’WhowillexchangesoulswithNicholasSnyders?’"Thestrangerappearedtohavecomepreparedwithananswertoallquestions。"Myfriend,youarerich;youneednotfear。Itisthepossessionmenvaluetheleastofalltheyhave。Chooseyoursoulanddriveyourbargain。Ileavethattoyouwithonewordofcounselonly:youwillfindtheyoungreadierthantheold——theyoung,towhomtheworldpromisesallthingsforgold。Chooseyouafine,fair,fresh,youngsoul,NicholasSnyders;andchooseitquickly。Yourhairissomewhatgrey,myfriend。Taste,beforeyoudie,thejoyofliving。"

Thestrangepedlarlaughedand,rising,closedhispack。NicholasSnydersneithermovednorspoke,untilwiththesoftclangingofthemassivedoorhissensesreturnedtohim。Then,seizingtheflaskthestrangerhadleftbehindhim,hesprangfromhischair,meaningtoflingitafterhimintothestreet。Buttheflashingofthefirelightonitsburnishedsurfacestayedhishand。

"Afterall,thecaseisofvalue,"Nicholaschuckled,andputtheflaskasideand,lightingthetwotallcandles,buriedhimselfagaininhisgreen—boundledger。YetstillfromtimetotimeNicholasSnyders’eyewouldwandertowherethesilverflaskremainedhalfhiddenamongdustypapers。Andlatertherecameagainaknockingatthedoor,andthistimeitreallywasyoungJanwhoentered。

Janheldouthisgreathandacrossthelittereddesk。

"Wepartedinanger,NicholasSnyders。Itwasmyfault。Youwereintheright。Iaskyoutoforgiveme。Iwaspoor。Itwasselfishofmetowishthelittlemaidtosharewithmemypoverty。ButnowIamnolongerpoor。"

"Sitdown,"respondedNicholasinkindlytone。"Ihaveheardofit。

Sonowyouaremasterandtheownerofyourship——yourveryown。"

"Myveryownafteronemorevoyage,"laughedJan。"IhaveBurgomasterAllart’spromise。"

"Apromiseisnotaperformance,"hintedNicholas。"BurgomasterAllartisnotarichman;ahigherbidmighttempthim。Anothermightstepinbetweenyouandbecometheowner。"

Janonlylaughed。"Why,thatwouldbetheworkofanenemy,which,Godbepraised,IdonotthinkthatIpossess。"

"Luckylad!"commentedNicholas;"sofewofusarewithoutenemies。

Andyourparents,Jan,willtheylivewithyou?"

"Wewishedit,"answeredJan,"bothChristinaandI。Butthemotherisfeeble。Theoldmillhasgrownintoherlife。"

"Icanunderstand,"agreedNicholas。"Theoldvinetornfromtheoldwallwithers。Andyourfather,Jan;peoplewillgossip。Themillispaying?"

Janshookhishead。"Itneverwillagain;andthedebtshaunthim。

Butallthat,asItellhim,isathingofthepast。Hiscreditorshaveagreedtolooktomeandwait。"

"Allofthem?"queriedNicholas。

"AllofthemIcoulddiscover,"laughedJan。

NicholasSnyderspushedbackhischairandlookedatJanwithasmileuponhiswrinkledface。"AndsoyouandChristinahavearrangeditall?"

"Withyourconsent,sir,"answeredJan。

"Youwillwaitforthat?"askedNicholas。

"Weshouldliketohaveit,sir。"Jansmiled,butthetoneofhisvoicefellagreeablyonNicholasSnyders’ear。NicholasSnyderslovedbestbeatingthedogthat,growledandshoweditsteeth。

"Betternotwaitforthat,"saidNicholasSnyders。"Youmighthavetowaitlong。"

Janrose,anangryflushuponhisface。"Sonothingchangesyou,NicholasSnyders。Haveityourownway,then。"

"Youwillmarryherinspiteofme?"

"Inspiteofyouandofyourfriendsthefiends,andofyourmastertheDevil!"flungoutJan。ForJanhadasoulthatwasgenerousandbraveandtenderandexcessivelyshort—tempered。Eventhebestofsoulshavetheirfailings。

"Iamsorry,"saidoldNicholas。

"Iamgladtohearit,"answeredJan。

"Iamsorryforyourmother,"explainedNicholas。"Thepoordame,I

fear,willbehomelessinheroldage。Themortgageshallbeforeclosed,Jan,onyourwedding—day。Iamsorryforyourfather,Jan。Hiscreditors,Jan——youhaveoverlookedjustone。Iamsorryforhim,Jan。Prisonhasalwaysbeenhisdread。Iamsorryevenforyou,myyoungfriend。Youwillhavetobeginlifeoveragain。

BurgomasterAllartisinthehollowofmyhand。Ihavebuttosaytheword,yourshipismine。Iwishyoujoyofyourbride,myyoungfriend。Youmustloveherverydearly——youwillbepayingahighpriceforher。"

ItwasNicholasSnyders’grinthatmaddenedJan。Hesoughtforsomethingthat,thrownstraightatthewickedmouth,shouldsilenceit,andbychancehishandlightedonthepedlar’ssilverflask。InthesameinstanceNicholasSnyders’handhadcloseduponitalso。Thegrinhaddiedaway。

"Sitdown,"commandedNicholasSnyders。"Letustalkfurther。"Andtherewasthatinhisvoicethatcompelledtheyoungerman’sobedience。

"Youwonder,Jan,whyIseekalwaysangerandhatred。Iwonderattimesmyself。Whydogenerousthoughtsnevercometome,astoothermen!Listen,Jan;Iaminawhimsicalmood。Suchthingscannotbe,butitisawhimofminetothinkitmighthavebeen。Sellmeyoursoul,Jan,sellmeyoursoul,thatI,too,maytastethisloveandgladnessthatIhearabout。Foralittlewhile,Jan,onlyforalittlewhile,andIwillgiveyouallyoudesire。"

Theoldmanseizedhispenandwrote。

"See,Jan,theshipisyoursbeyondmishap;themillgoesfree;yourfathermayholduphisheadagain。AndallIask,Jan,isthatyoudrinktome,willingthewhilethatyoursoulmaygofromyouandbecomethesoulofoldNicholasSnyders——foralittlewhile,Jan,onlyforalittlewhile。"

Withfeverishhandstheoldmanhaddrawnthestopperfromthepedlar’sflagon,hadpouredthewineintotwinglasses。Jan’sinclinationwastolaugh,buttheoldman’seagernesswasalmostfrenzy。Surelyhewasmad;butthatwouldnotmakelessbindingthepaperhehadsigned。Atruemandoesnotjestwithhissoul,butthefaceofChristinawasshiningdownonJanfromoutthegloom。

"Youwillmeanit?"whisperedNicholasSnyders。

"MaymysoulpassfrommeandenterintoNicholasSnyders!"answeredJan,replacinghisemptyglassuponthetable。Andthetwostoodlookingforamomentintooneanother’seyes。

Andthehighcandlesonthelittereddeskflickeredandwentout,asthoughabreathhadblownthem,firstoneandthentheother。

"Imustbegettinghome,"camethevoiceofJanfromthedarkness。

"Whydidyoublowoutthecandles?"

"Wecanlightthemagainfromthefire,"answeredNicholas。HedidnotaddthathehadmeanttoaskthatsamequestionofJan。Hethrustthemamongtheglowinglogs,firstoneandthentheother;andtheshadowscreptbackintotheircorners。

"YouwillnotstopandseeChristina?"askedNicholas。

"Notto—night,"answeredJan。

"ThepaperthatIsigned,"Nicholasremindedhim——"youhaveit?"

"Ihadforgottenit,"Jananswered。

Theoldmantookitfromthedeskandhandedittohim。Janthrustitintohispocketandwentout。Nicholasboltedthedoorbehindhimandreturnedtohisdesk;satlongthere,hiselbowrestingontheopenledger。

Nicholaspushedtheledgerasideandlaughed。"Whatfoolery!Asifsuchthingscouldbe!Thefellowmusthavebewitchedme。"

Nicholascrossedtothefireandwarmedhishandsbeforetheblaze。

"Still,Iamgladheisgoingtomarrythelittlelass。Agoodlad,agoodlad。"

Nicholasmusthavefallenasleepbeforethefire。Whenheopenedhiseyes,itwastomeetthegreydawn。Hefeltcold,stiff,hungry,anddecidedlycross。WhyhadnotChristinawokehimupandgivenhimhissupper。Didshethinkhehadintendedtopassthenightonawoodenchair?Thegirlwasanidiot。Hewouldgoupstairsandtellherthroughthedoorjustwhathethoughtofher。

Hiswayupstairsledthroughthekitchen。Tohisastonishment,theresatChristina,asleepbeforetheburnt—outgrate。

"Uponmyword,"mutteredNicholastohimself,"peopleinthishousedon’tseemtoknowwhatbedsarefor!"

ButitwasnotChristina,soNicholastoldhimself。Christinahadthelookofafrightenedrabbit:ithadalwaysirritatedhim。Thisgirl,eveninhersleep,woreanimpertinentexpression——adelightfullyimpertinentexpression。Besides,thisgirlwaspretty——marvellouslypretty。Indeed,soprettyagirlNicholashadneverseeninallhislifebefore。Whyhadthegirls,whenNicholaswasyoung,beensoentirelydifferent!AsuddenbitternessseizedNicholas:itwasasthoughhehadjustlearntthatlongago,withoutknowingit,hehadbeenrobbed。

Thechildmustbecold。Nicholasfetchedhisfur—linedcloakandwrappeditabouther。

Therewassomethingelseheoughttodo。Theideacametohimwhiledrawingthecloakaroundhershoulders,verygently,nottodisturbher——somethinghewantedtodo,ifonlyhecouldthinkwhatitwas。

Thegirl’slipswereparted。Sheappearedtobespeakingtohim,askinghimtodothisthing——ortellinghimnottodoit。Nicholascouldnotbesurewhich。Halfadozentimesheturnedaway,andhalfadozentimesstolebacktowhereshesatsleepingwiththatdelightfullyimpertinentexpressiononherface,herlipsparted。Butwhatshewanted,orwhatitwashewanted,Nicholascouldnotthink。

PerhapsChristinawouldknow。PerhapsChristinawouldknowwhoshewasandhowshegotthere。Nicholasclimbedthestairs,swearingatthemforcreaking。

Christina’sdoorwasopen。Noonewasintheroom;thebedhadnotbeensleptupon。Nicholasdescendedthecreakingstairs。

Thegirlwasstillasleep。CoulditbeChristinaherself?Nicholasexaminedthedeliciousfeaturesonebyone。Neverbefore,sofarashecouldrecollect,hadheseenthegirl;yetaroundherneck——Nicholashadnotnoticeditbefore——layChristina’slocket,risingandfallingasshebreathed。Nicholasknewitwell;theonethingbelongingtohermotherChristinahadinsistedonkeeping。Theonethingaboutwhichshehadeverdefiedhim。Shewouldneverhavepartedwiththatlocket。ItmustbeChristinaherself。Butwhathadhappenedtoher?Ortohimself。Remembrancerushedinuponhim。Theoddpedlar!ThescenewithJan!Butsurelyallthathadbeenadream?Yetthereuponthelittereddeskstillstoodthepedlar’ssilverflask,togetherwiththetwinstainedglasses。

Nicholastriedtothink,buthisbrainwasinawhirl。Arayofsunshinestreamingthroughthewindowfellacrossthedustyroom。

Nicholashadneverseenthesun,thathecouldrecollect。

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