投诉 阅读记录

第10章

"Shearrangedwiththe——withthepurchaserthatthemenwillcomeforitabouthalfafterfiveintheafternoon。Thedaysaresoshortnowit"sreallyquitewinter。"

"Oh,yes,"heagreed,moodily。"Sofarasthatgoespeoplehavearighttomoveapieceoffurniturewithoutstirringuptheneighbors,Isuppose,evenbydaylight。Idon"tsupposeOURneighborsarepayingmuchattentionjustnow,thoughIhearSheridanwasbackinhisofficeearlythemorningafterthefuneral。"

Mrs。Vertreesmadealittlesoundofcommiseration。"Idon"tbelievethatwasbecausehewasn"tsuffering,though。I"msureitwasonlybecausehefelthisbusinesswassoimportant。Marytoldmeheseemedwrappedupinhisson"ssucceeding;andthatwaswhathebraggedaboutmost。Heisn"tvulgarinhisboasting,Iunderstand;hedoesn"ttalkagreatdealabouthis——hisactualmoney——thoughtherewassomethingaboutbladesofgrassthatIdidn"tcomprehend。Ithinkhemeantsomethingabouthisenergy——butperhapsnot。

No,hisbraggingusuallyseemedtobenotsomuchapersonalvaingloryasabouthisfamilyandthegreatnessofthiscity。"

""Greatnessofthiscity"!"Mr。Vertreesechoed,withdullbitterness。"It"snothingbutacoal—hole!Isupposeitlooks"great"tothemanwhohasthelucktomakeitworkforhim。Isupposeitlooks"great"toanyYOUNGman,too,startingouttomakehisfortuneoutofit。Thefellowsthatgetwhattheywantoutofitsayit"s"great,"andeverybodyelsegetsthehabit。Butyouhaveadifferentpointofviewifit"sthecitythatgotwhatitwantedoutofyou!OfcourseSheridansaysit"s"great"。"

Mrs。Vertreesseemedunawareofthisunusualoutburst。"Ibelieve,"shebegan,timidly,"hedoesn"tboastof——thatis,Iunderstandhehasneverseemedsointerestedinthe——theotherone。"

Herhusband"sfacewasdark,butatthataheaviershadowfelluponit;helookedmorehaggardthanbefore。""Theotherone","herepeated,avertinghiseyes。"Youmean——youmeanthethirdson——theonethatwasherethisevening?"

"Yes,the——theyoungest,"shereturned,hervoicesofeebleitwasalmostawhisper。

Andthenneitherofthemspokeforseverallongminutes。Nordideitherlookattheotherduringthatsilence。

AtlastMr。Vertreescontrivedtocough,butnotconvincingly。"What——

ah——whatwasitMarysaidabouthimoutinthehall,whenshecameinthisafternoon?Iheardyouaskinghersomethingabouthim,butsheansweredinsuchalowvoiceIdidn"t——ah——happentocatchit。"

"She——shedidn"tsaymuch。Allshesaidwasthis:Iaskedherifshehadenjoyedherwalkwithhim,andshesaid,"He"sthemostwistfulcreatureI"veeverknown。""

"Well?"

"Thatwasall。HeISwistful—looking;andsofragile——thoughhedoesn"tseemquitesomuchsolately。IwaswatchingMaryfromthewindowwhenshewentoutto—day,andhejoinedher,andifIhadn"tknownabouthimI"dhavethoughthehadquiteaninterestingface。"

"Ifyou"hadn"tknownabouthim"?Knownwhat?"

"Oh,nothing,ofcourse,"shesaid,hurriedly。"Nothingdefinite,thatis。

Marysaiddecidely,longago,thathe"snotatallinsane,aswethoughtatfirst。It"sonly——well,ofcourseitISodd,theirattitudeabouthim。I

supposeit"ssomenervoustroublethatmakeshim——perhapsalittlequeerattimes,sothathecan"tapplyhimselftoanything——orperhapsdoesoddthings。But,afterall,ofcourse,weonlyhaveanimpressionaboutit。Wedon"tknow——thatis,positively。I——"Shepaused,thenwenton:"Ididn"tknowjusthowtoask——thatis——Ididn"tmentionittoMary。Ididn"t——I——"

Thepoorladyflounderedpitifully,concludingwithamumble。"Sosoonafter——afterthe——theshock。"

"Idon"tthinkI"vecaughtmorethanaglimpseofhim,"saidMr。Vertrees。

"Iwouldn"tknowhimifIsawhim,butyourimpressionofhimis——"Hebrokeoffsuddenly,springingtohisfeetinagitation。"Ican"timageher——oh,NO!"hegasped。Andhebegantopacethefloor。"Ahalf—wittedepileptic!"

"No,no!"shecried。"Hemaybeallright。We——"

"Oh,it"shorrible!Ican"t——"Hethrewhimselfbackintohischairagain,sweepinghishandsacrosshisface,thenlettingthemfalllimplyathissides。

Mrs。Vertreeswastremulous。"Youmustn"tgivewayso,"shesaid,inspiredforoncealmosttodirectdiscourse。"WhateverMarymightthinkofdoing,itwouldn"tbeonherownaccount;itwouldbeonours。ButifWE

should——shouldconsiderit,thatwouldn"tbeonOURownaccount。Itisn"tbecausewethinkofourselves。"

"OhGod,no!"hegroaned。"Notforus!Wecangotothepoorhouse,butMarycan"tbeastenographer!"

Sighing,Mrs。Vertreesresumedherobliqueness。"Ofcourse,"shemurmured,"itallseemsverypremature,speculatingaboutsuchthings,butIhadaqueersortoffeelingthatsheseemedquiteinterestedinthis——"Shehadalmostsaid"inthisone,"butcheckedherself。"Inthisyoungman。It"snatural,ofcourse;sheisalwayssostrongandwell,andheis——heseemstobe,thatis——ratherappealingtothe——thesympathies。"

"Yes!"heagreed,bitterly。"Precisely。Thesympathies!"

"Perhaps,"shefaltered——"perhapsyoumightfeeleasierifIcouldhavealittletalkwithsomeone?"

"Withwhom?"

"Ihadthoughtof——notgoingaboutittoobrusquely,ofcourse,butperhapsjustwaitingforhisnametobementioned,ifIhappenedtobetalkingwithsomebodythatknewthefamily——andthenImightfindachancetosaythatI

wassorrytohearhe"dbeenillsomuch,and——Somethingofthatkindperhaps?"

"Youdon"tknowanybodythatknowsthefamily。"

"Yes。Thatis——well,inaway,ofcourse,oneOFthefamily。ThatMrs。

RoscoeSheridanisnota——thatis,she"sratherapleasant—facedlittlewoman,Ithink,andofcourseratherordinary。Ithinksheisinterestedabout——thatis,ofcourse,she"dbeanxioustobemoreintimatewithMary,naturally。She"salwayslookingoverherefromherhouse;shewaslookingoutthewindowthisafternoonwhenMarywentout,Inoticed——thoughIdon"tthinkMarysawher。I"msureshewouldn"tthinkitoutofplaceto——tobefrankaboutmatters。Shecalledtheotherday,andMarymustratherlikeher——shesaidthateveningthatthecallhaddonehergood。Don"tyouthinkitmightbewise?"

"Wise?Idon"tknow。Ifeelthewholematterisimpossible。"

"Yes,sodoI,"shereturned,promptly。"Itisn"treallyathingweshouldbeconsideringseriously,ofcourse。Still——"

"Ishouldsaynot!Butpossibly——"

Thustheyskirmishedupanddownthefield,butbeforetheyturnedthelightsoutandwentup—stairsitwasthoroughlyunderstoodbetweenthemthatMrs。

VertreesshouldseektheearliestopportunitytoobtaindefiniteinformationfromSibylSheridanconcerningthementalandphysicalstatusofBibbs。Andifheweresubjecttoattacksoflunacy,theunhappypairdecidedtopreventthesacrificetheysupposedtheirdaughterintendedtomakeofherself。

Altogether,iftherewerespitefulghostsintheoldhousethatnight,eavesdroppinguponthewoefulcomedy,theymusthavediedanewoflaughter!

Mrs。Vertrees"sopportunityoccurredtheverynextafternoon。Darknesshadfallen,andthepiano—movershadcome。Theywerecarryingthepianodownthefrontsteps,andMrs。Vertreeswasstandingintheopendoorwaybehindthem,preparingtowithdraw,whensheheardasharpexclamation;andMrs。RoscoeSheridan,bareheaded,emergedfromtheshadowintothelightofthedoorway。

"Goodgracious!"shecried。"Itdidgivemeafright!"

"It"sMrs。Sheridan,isn"tit?"Mrs。Vertreeswasperplexedbythisinformalappearance,butshereflectedthatitmightbeprovidential。"Won"tyoucomein?"

"No。Ohno,thankyou!"Sibylpanted,pressingherhandtoherside。"Youdon"tknowwhatafrightyou"vegivenme!Anditwasnothingbutyourpiano!"Shelaughedshrilly。"Youknow,sinceourtragedycomingsosuddenlytheotherday,youhavenoideahowupsetI"vebeen——almosthysterical!AndIjustglancedoutofthewindow,aminuteorsoago,andsawyourdoorwideopenandblackfiguresofmenagainstthelight,carryingsomethingheavy,andIalmostfainted。Yousee,itwasjustthewayitlookedwhenIsawthembringingmypoorbrother—in—lawin,nextdoor,onlysuchafewshortdaysago。AndIthoughtI"dseenyourdaughterstartforadrivewithBibbsSheridaninacaraboutthreeo"clock——and——Theyaren"tbackyet,arethey?"

"No。Goodheavens!"

"AndtheonlythingIcouldthinkofwasthatsomethingmusthavehappenedtothem,andIjustdashedover——anditwasonlyyourPIANO!"Shebrokeintolaughteragain。"Isupposeyou"rejustsendingitsomewheretoberepaired,aren"tyou?"

"It"s——it"sbeingtakendown—town,"saidMrs。Vertrees。"Won"tyoucomeinandmakemealittlevisit。IwasSOsorry,theotherday,thatIwas——ah——"

Shestoppedinconsequently,thenrepeatedherinvitation。"Won"tyoucomein?I"dreally——"

"Thankyou,butImustberunningback。Myhusbandusuallygetshomeaboutthistime,andImakealittlepointofitalwaystobethere。"

"That"sverysweet。"Mrs。VertreesdescendedthestepsandwalkedtowardthestreetwithSibyl。"It"squitebalmyforsolateinNovember,isn"tit?

AlmostlikeaMayevening。"

"I"mafraidMissVertreeswillmissherpiano,"saidSibyl,watchingtheinstrumentdisappearintothebigvanatthecurb。"Sheplayswonderfully,Mrs。Kittersbytellsme。"

"Yes,sheplaysverywell。Oneofyourrelativescametohearheryesterday,afterdinner,andIthinksheplayedalleveningforhim。"

"YoumeanBibbs?"askedSibyl。

"The——theyoungestMr。Sheridan。Yes。He"sverymusical,isn"the?"

"Ineverheardofit。ButIshouldn"tthinkitwouldmattermuchwhetherhewasornot,ifhecouldgetMissVertreestoplaytohim。Doesyourdaughterexpectthepianobacksoon?"

"I——Ibelievenotimmediately。Mr。Sheridancamelasteveningtohearherplaybecauseshehadarrangedwiththe——thatis,itwastoberemovedthisafternoon。Heseemsalmostwellagain。"

"Yes。"Sibylnodded。"Hisfather"sgoingtotrytostarthimtowork。"

"Heseemsverydelicate,"saidMrs。Vertrees。"Ishouldn"tthinkhewouldbeabletostandagreatdeal,eitherphysicallyor——"Shepausedandthenadded,glowingwiththesenseofherownadroitness——"ormentally。"

"Oh,mentallyBibbsisallright,"saidSibyl,inanoddvoice。

"Entirely?"Mrs。Vertreesasked,breathlessly。

"Yes,entirely。"

"ButhasheALWAYSbeen?"Thisquestioncamewiththesameanxiouseagerness。

"Certainly。Hehadalongsiegeofnervousdyspepsia,buthe"soverit。"

"Andyouthink——"

"Bibbsisallright。Youneedn"twor——"Sibylchoked,andpressedherhandkerchieftohermouth。"Goodnight,Mrs。Vertrees,"shesaid,hurriedly,asthehead—lightsofanautomobileswungroundthecornerabove,sendingabrighteningglaretowardtheedgeofthepavementwherethetwoladieswerestanding。

"Won"tyoucomein?"urgedMrs。Vertrees,cordially,hearingthesoundofacheerfulvoiceoutofthedarknessbeyondtheapproachingglare。"Do!

There"sMarynow,andshe——"

ButSibylwashalf—wayacrossthestreet。"No,thanks,"shecalled。"I

hopeshewon"tmissherpiano!"Andsheranintoherownhouseandplungedheadlonguponaleatherdivaninthehall,holdingherhandkerchiefoverhermouth。

Thenoiseofhertumultuousentrancewasevidentlystartlinginthequiethouse,foruponthebangofthedoortherefollowedthecrashofadecanter,droppeduponthefloorofthedining—roomattheendofthehall;and,afterarumbleofindistinctprofanity,Roscoecameforth,holdingadrippingnapkininhishand。

"What"syourexcitement?"hedemanded。"Whatdoyoufindtogointohystericsover?Anotherdeathinthefamily?"

"Oh,it"sfunny!shegasped。"Thoseoldfrost—bittenpeople!IguessTHEY"REgettingtheircome—upance!"Lyingprone,sheelevatedherfeetintheair,clappedherheelstogetherrepeatedly,inanecstasy。

"Comethrough,comethrough!"saidherhusband,crossly。"Whatyoubeenupto?"

"Me?"shecried,droppingherfeetandswingingaroundtofacehim。

"Nothing。It"sthem!ThoseVertreeses!"Shewipedhereyes。"They"vehadtoselltheirpiano!"

"Well,whatofit?"

"ThatMrs。Kittersbytoldmeallabout"emaweekago,"saidSibyl。"They"vebeenhardupforalongtime,andshesaysaslongagoaslastwintersheknewthatgirlgotapairofwalking—shoesre—soledandpatched,becauseshegotitdonethesameplaceMrs。Kittersby"scookhadHERS!Andthenightofthehouse—warmingIkindofgotsuspicious,myself。Shedidn"thaveonesinglepieceofanykindofrealjewelry,andyoucouldseeherdresswasanoldonedoneover。Mencan"ttellthosethings,andyouallmadeabigfussoverher,butIthoughtshelookedasight,myself!Ofcourse,EDITHwascrazytohaveher,and——"

"Well,well?"heurged,impatiently。

"Well,I"mTELLINGyou!Mrs。Kittersbysaystheyhaven"tgotaTHING!JustabsolutelyNOTHING——andtheydon"tknowanywheretoturn!Thefamily"salldiedoutbutthem,andalltherelativestheygotareverydistant,andliveEastandscarcelyknow"em。Shesaysthewholetown"sbeenwonderingwhatWOULDbecomeof"em。Thegirlhadplentychancestomarryuptoayearorsoago,butshewassoindifferentshescaredthemenoff,andtheonesthathadwantedtowentandmarriedothergirls。Gracious!theywerelucky!MarryHER?ThemanthatfoundhimselftieduptoTHATgirl——"

"Terriblefunny,terriblefunny!"saidRoscoe,withsarcasm。"It"ssofunnyIbrokeacut—glassdecanterandspilledaquartof——"

"Wait!"shebegged。"You"llsee。Iwassittingbythewindowalittlewhileago,andIsawabigwagondriveupacrossthestreetandsomemengointothehouse。Itwastoodarktomakeoutmuch,andforaminuteIgottheideatheyweremovingout——thehousehasbeenforeclosedon,Mrs。Kittersbysays。

Itseemedfunny,too,becauseIknewthatgirlwasoutridingwithBibbs。

Well,IthoughtI"dsee,soIslippedover——anditwastheirPIANO!They"dsolditandweretryingtosneakitoutafterdark,sonobody"dcatchon!"

Againshegavewaytoherenjoyment,butresumed,asherhusbandseemedabouttointerruptthenarrative。"Waitaminute,can"tyou?Theoldladywassuperintending,andshegaveitallaway。Isizedherupforoneofthoseoldchurchypeoplethattellallkindsofliesexceptwhenitcomestosomanywords,andthentheycan"t。Shemightjustaswelltoldmeoutright!

Yes,they"dsoldit;andIhopethey"llpaysomeoftheirdebts。Theyoweeverybody,andlastweekacoal—dealermadeanawfulfussatthedoorwithMr。Vertrees。Theircooktoldourupstairsgirl,andshesaidshedidn"tknowWHENshe"dseenanymoney,herself!DidyoueverhearofsuchacaseasthatgirlinyouLIFE?"

"Whatgirl?Theircook?"

"ThatVertreesgirl!Don"tyouseetheylookedonourcomingupintothisneighborhoodastheirlastchance?Theywerejustgoingdownandout,andherebobsupthegreen,richSheridanfamily!Sotheydollthegirlupinheroldthings,madeover,andsendherouttogetaSheridan——she"sGOTtogetone!Andshejustgoesinblind;andshetriesitonfirstwithYOU。

Youremember,shejustplainTOLDyoushewasgoingtomashyou,andthenshefoundoutyouwerethemarriedone,andturnedrightsquarearoundtoJimandcarriedhimoffhisfeet。Oh,Jimwaslanded——there"snodoubtaboutTHAT!

ButJimwaslucky;hedidn"tlivetoSTAYlanded,andit"sagoodthingforhim!"Sibyl"smirthhadvanished,andshespokewithvirulentrapidity。

"Well,shecouldn"tgetyou,becauseyouweremarried,andshecouldn"tgetJim,becauseJimdied。Andtheretheywere,deadbroke!Doyouknowwhatshedid?Doyouknowwhatshe"sDOING?"

"No,Idon"t,"saidRoscoe,gruffly。

Sibyl"svoiceroseandculminatedinascreamofrenewedhilarity。"BIBBS!

Shewaitedinthegrave—yard,anddrovehomewithhimfromJIM"SFUNERAL!

Neverspoketohimbefore!Jimwasn"tCOLD!"

Sherockedherselfbackandforthuponthedivan。"Bibbs!"sheshrieked。

"Bibbs!Roscoe,THINKofit!BIBBS!"

Hestaredunsympathetically,buthermirthwasunabatedforallthat。"Andyesterday,"shecontinued,betweenparoxysms——"yesterdayshecameoutofthehouse——justashewaspassing。Shemusthavebeenlookingout——waitingforthechance;Isawtheoldladywatchingatthewindow!Andshegothimtherelastnight——to"PLAY"tohim;theoldladygavethataway!Andto—dayshemadehimtakeheroutinamachine!Andthecreamofitisthattheydidn"tevenknowwhetherhewasINSANEornot——theythoughtmaybehewas,butshewentafterhimjustthesame!Theoldladysetherselftopumpmeaboutitto—day。BIBBS!Oh,myLord!BIBBS!"

ButRoscoelookedgrim。"Soit"sfunnytoyou,isit?Itsoundskindofpitifultome。Ishouldthinkitwouldtoawoman,too。"

"Oh,itmight,"shereturned,sobering。"Itmight,ifthosepeopleweren"tsuchfrozen—facedsmartAlecks。Ifthey"dhadthedecencytocomedownofftheperchalittleIprobablywouldn"tthinkitwasfunny,buttosee"emsitupontheirpedestalallthetimethey"reeatingdirt——well,Ithinkit"sfunny!ThatgirlsitsupasifshewasQueenElizabeth,andexpectspeopletowallowonthegroundbeforeheruntiltheygetnearenoughforhertogive"emagoodkickwithheroldpatchedshoes——oh,she"ddoTHAT,allright!——andthenshepowdersupandgoesouttomash——BIBBSSHERIDAN!"

"Lookhere,"saidRoscoe,heavily;"Idon"tcareaboutthatonewayoranother。Ifyou"rethrough,IgotsomethingIwanttotalktoyouabout。I

wasgoingto,thatdayjustbeforeweheardaboutJim。"

AtthisSibylstiffenedquickly;hereyesbecameintenselybright。"Whatisit?"

"Well,"hebegan,frowning,"whatIwasgoingtosaythen——"Hebrokeoff,and,becomingconsciousthathewasstillholdingthewetnapkininhishand,threwitpettishlyintoacorner。"IneverexpectedI"dhavetosayanythinglikethistoanybodyIMARRIED;butIwasgoingtoaskyouwhatwasthematterbetweenyouandLamhorn。"

Sibylutteredasharpmonosyllable。"Well?"

"Ifeltthetimehadcomeformetoknowaboutit,"hewenton。"Younevertoldmeanything——"

"Youneverasked,"sheinterposed,curtly。

"Well,we"dgotinawayofnottalkingmuch,"saidRoscoe。"Itlookstomenowasifwe"dprettymuchlosttherunofeachotherthewayagoodmanypeopledo。Idon"tsayitwasn"tmyfault。Iwasupearlyanddowntoworkallday,andI"dcomehometiredatnight,andwanttogotobedsoonasI"dgotthepaperread——unlesstherewassomegoodmusicalshowintown。Well,youseemedallrightuntilherelately,thelastmonthorso,Ibegantoseesomethingwaswrong。Icouldn"thelpseeingit。"

"Wrong?"shesaid。"Whatlike?"

"Youchanged;youdidn"tlookthesame。Youwereallstrungupandexcitedandfidgety;yougottolookingpeakidandrundown。Nowthen,Lamhornhadbeengoingwithusagoodwhile,butInoticedthatnotlongagoyougottopickingonhimabouteverylittlethinghedid;yougottoquarrelingwithhimwhenIwasthereandwhenIwasn"t。Icouldseeyou"dbeenquarrelingwheneverIcameinandhewashere。"

"Doyouobjecttothat?"askedSibyl,breathingquickly。

"Yes——whenitinjuresmywife"shealth!"hereturned,withaquickliftofhiseyestohers。"Youbegantorundownjustaboutthetimeyoubeganfallingoutwithhim。"Hesteppedclosetoher。"Seehere,Sibyl,I"mgoingtoknowwhatitmeans。"

"Oh,youARE?"shesnapped。

"You"retrembling,"hesaid,gravely。

"Yes。I"mangryenoughtodomorethantremble,you"llfind。Goon!"

"ThatwasallIwasgoingtosaytheotherday,"hesaid。"Iwasgoingtoaskyou——"

"Yes,thatwasallyouweregoingtosayTHEOTHERDAY。Yes。Whatelsehaveyoutosayto—night?"

"To—night,"hereplied,withgrimswiftness,"Iwanttoknowwhyyoukeeptelephoninghimyouwanttoseehimsincehestoppedcominghere。"

Shemadealong,lowsoundofcomprehensionbeforeshesaid,"AndwhatelsedidEdithwantyoutoaskme?"

"IwanttoknowwhatyousayoverthetelephonetoLamhorn,"hesaid,fiercely。

"IsthatallEdithtoldyoutoaskme?Yousawherwhenyoustoppedinthereonyourwayhomethisevening,didn"tyou?Didn"tshetellyouthenwhatI

saidoverthetelephonetoMr。Lamhorn?"

"No,shedidn"t!"hevociferated,hisvoicegrowinglouder。"Shesaid,"YoutellyourwifetostoptelephoningRobertLamhorntocomeandseeher,becauseheisn"tgoingtodoit!"That"swhatshesaid!AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。Iintend——"

Amaidappearedatthelowerendofthehall。"Dinnerisready,"shesaid,and,givingthetroubledpaironeglance,wentdemurelyintothedining—room。

Roscoedisregardedtheinterruption。

"Iintendtoknowexactlywhathasbeengoingon,"hedeclared。"Imeantoknowjustwhat——"

Sibyljumpedup,almosttouchinghim,standingfacetofacewithhim。

"Oh,youDO!"shecried,shrilly。"Youmeantoknowjustwhat"swhat,doyou?Youlistentoyoursisterinsinuatinguglythingsaboutyourwife,andthenyoucomehomemakingascenebeforetheservantsandhumiliatingmeintheirpresence!DoyousupposethatIrishgirldidn"theareverywordyousaid?Yougointhereandeatyourdinneralone!Goon!Goandeatyourdinneralone——becauseIwon"teatwithyou!"

Andshebrokeawayfromthedetaininggrasphesoughttofastenuponher,anddashedupthestairway,panting。Heheardthedoorofherroomslamoverhead,andthesharpclickofthekeyinthelock。

Atseveno"clockonthelastmorningofthatmonth,Sheridan,passingthroughtheupperhallonhiswaytodescendthestairsforbreakfast,foundacoupleofscribbledsheetsofnote—paperlyingonthefloor。AwindowhadbeenopeninBibbs"sroomtheeveningbefore;hehadlefthisnote—bookonthesill——andthesheetswereloose。Thedoorwasopen,andwhenBibbscameinandclosedit,hedidnotnoticethatthetwosheetshadblownoutintothehall。Sheridanrecognizedthehandwritingandputthesheetsinhiscoatpocket,intendingtogivethemtoGeorgeorJacksonforreturntotheowner,butheforgotandcarriedthemdown—townwithhim。Atnoonhefoundhimselfaloneinhisoffice,and,havingalittleleisure,rememberedthebitsofmanuscript,tookthemout,andglancedatthem。Agrancewasenoughtorevealthattheywerenotepistolary。Sheridanwouldnothavereada"privateletter"thatcameintohispossessioninthatway,thoughina"matterofbusiness"hemighthavefeltithisdutytotakeadvantageofanopportunityaffordedinanymannerwhatsoever。HavingsatisfiedhimselfthatBibbs"sscribblingswereonlyasampleofthekindofwritinghissonpreferredtothemachine—shop,hedecided,innocentlyenough,thathewouldbejustifiedinreadingthem。

Itappearsthataladywillnodpleasantlyuponsomewindygeneralizationofacompanion,andwillwearthemostagreeableexpressionofacceptingitasthelaw,andthen——daysafterward,whenthethingisamummytoitspromulgator——shewillinquireoutofaclearsky:"WHYdidyousaythatthepeopledown—townhavenothinginlifethatachickenhasn"t?Whatdidyoumean?"Andshemaysayitinamannerthatmakesasensiblereplyverydifficult——youwillbesofullofwonderthatsherememberedsoseriously。

Yet,whatdoestheroosterlack?Hehasfoodandshelter;heiswarminwinter;hiswivesraisenotonefinefamilyforhim,butdozens。Hehasaclearskyoverhim;hebreathessweetair;hewalksinhisAprilorchardunderaroofofflowers。Hemustdie,violentlyperhaps,butquickly。IsMidas"scancerabetterway?Therooster"swivesandchildrenmustdie。ArethoseofMidasimmortal?HislifeisshorterthanthelifeofMidas,butMidas"slifeisonlyasixthaslongasthatoftheGalapagostortoise。

Theworthymoney—workertakeshisvacationsothathemayrefreshhimselfanewforthehardworkofgettingnothingthattheroosterdoesn"tget。Theoffice—buildinghasanelevator,theroosterfliesuptothebough。Midashasamachinetotakehimtohiswork;theroosterfindshiswormunderfoot。

The"businessman"feelsapressuresometimes,withoutknowingwhy,andsitslateatwineaftertheday"slabor;nextmorninghecurseshisheadbecauseitinterfereswiththework——heswearsnevertorelievethatpressureagain。

Theroosterhasnopressureandnowine;thisdifferenceisinhisfavor。

Theroosterisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。

Midasisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。Theroosterthinksonlyofthemoment;Midasprovidesforto—morrow。Whatdoesheprovideforto—morrow?Nothingthattheroosterwillnothavewithoutproviding。

Theroosterandtheprosperousworker:theyareborn,theygrub,theylove;

theygrubandlovegrubbing;theygrubandtheydie。Neitherknowsbeauty;

neitherknowsknowledge。Andafterall,whenMidasdiesandtheroosterdies,thereisonethingMidashashadandroosterhasnot。Midashashadtheexcitementofaccumulatingwhathehasgrubbed,andthathasbeenhislifeandhisloveandhisgod。Hecannottakethatgodwithhimwhenhedies。Iwonderiftheworthygodsarethosewecantakewithus。

MidasmustteachalltobeasMidas;theyoungmustberaisedinhisreligion——

Themanuscriptendedthere,andSheridanwasnotanxiousformore。Hecrumpledthesheetsintoaball,depositingit(withvigor)inawaste—basketbesidehim;then,rising,heconsultedaCyclopediaofNames,whichabook—agenthadsomehowsoldtohimyearsbefore;avolumenowfirstputtouseforthelocationof"Midas。"Havingreadthelegend,Sheridanwalkedupanddownthespaciousoffice,exhalingthebreathofcontempt。"Dam"fool!"

hemumbled。Butthiswasnonewthought,norwasthecontrarinessofBibbs"snotesasurpisetohim;andpresentlyhedismissedthematterfromhismind。

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