第12章
Findingtheyhadbroughtstraight—boredguns,theyarrangedtheircartridgessimilarly,andsetoutinthedirectioninwhichthewingedlizardsordragonshadgone。
CHAPTERIV。
APROVIDENTIALINTERVENTION。
Thevalleynarrowedastheyadvanced,thebanksrisinggentlyonbothsides。Bothdragonshadflownstraighttoagroveoftall,spreadingtrees。Oncomingneartothis,theynoticedafaintsmelllikethatofthedragon,andalsolikethetracetheyfoundintheaironleavingtheCallistothedaybefore,aftertheyhadsoughtsafetywithinit。Soonitalmostknockedthemdown。
"Wemustgettowindward,"saidCortlandt。"Ialreadyfeelfaint,andbelievethosedragonscouldkillamanbybreathingonhim。"
Accordingly,theyskirtedaroundthegrove,andhavingmadeaquartercircle——fortheydidnotwishthedragonstowindthem——againdrewnearer。Treeaftertreewaspassed,andfinallytheysawanopenspacetwelveorfifteenacresinareaatthecentreofthegrove,whentheywerearrestedbyacurioussoundofmunching。Peeringamongthetrunksofthehugetrees,theyadvancedcautiously,butstoppedaghast。Intheopeningwereatleastahundreddragonsdevouringthetoadstoolswithwhichthegroundwascovered。Manyofthemwerethirtytofortyfeetlong,withhugeandterriblylong,sharpclaws,andjawsarmedwithgleamingbatteriesofteeth。Thoughtheyhadevidentlylungs,andtheclawsandmouthofananimal,theyremindedtheobserversinmanyrespectsofinsectsenormouslyexaggerated,fortheirwings,composedofasortoftransparentscale,weresmall,andmoved,astheyhadalreadyseen,atfargreaterspeedthanthoseofabird。Theirprojectingeyeswerealsosetrigidlyintheirheadsinsteadofturning,andconsistedofanumberofflatsurfacesorfacets,likeafly"seye,sothattheycouldseebackwardandallaround,eachfacetseeinganythingtheraysfromwhichcameatrightanglestoitssurface。Thisbeautifulgrovewasdoubtlesstheirfeeding—ground,and,assuch,waslikelytobevisitedbymanymore。Concludingitwouldbewisetolettheirwoundedgameescape,thethreemenwereabouttoretreat,havingfounditdifficulttobreathetheairevenatthatdistancefromthemonsters,whenthewoundeddragonthattheyhadobservedmovingaboutinaveryrestlessmanner,andevidentlysufferingagooddealfromtheeffectofitswounds,espiedthem,and,witharoarthatmadetheechoesring,startedtowardsthemslowlyalongtheground,followedbytheentireherd,thenearerofwhichnowalsosawthem。Seeingthattheirliveswereindanger,thehuntersquicklyregainedtheopen,andthenstretchedtheirlegsagainstthewind。Thedragonscamethroughthetreesontheground,andthen,raisingthemselvesbytheirwings,thewholeswarm,snorting,anddarkeningtheairwiththeirdeadlybreath,madestraightforthemen,whobycomparisonlookedlikeLilliputians。WiththeslugfromhisrightbarrelBearwardenendedthewoundeddragon"scareerbyshootinghimthroughthehead,andwithhisleftlaidlowtheonefollowing。Ayraultalsokilledtwohugemonsters,andCortlandtkilledoneandwoundedanother。Theirsupplyofpreparedcartridgeswasthenexhausted,andtheyfellbackontheirrevolversandineffectivespreadingshot。Resolvedtoselltheirlivesdearly,theyretreated,keepingtheirbackstothewind,withthepoisonousdragonsinfront。Butthebreezewasveryslight,andtheywerebeingrapidlyblindedandasphyxiatedbytheloathsomefumes,anddeafenedbythehideousroaringandsnappingofthedragons"
jaws。Realizingthattheycouldnotmuchlongerreplytothediabolicalhostwithlead,theybelievedtheirlasthourhadcome,whenthegroundonwhichtheyweremakingtheirlaststandshook,therewasarendingofrocksandarushofimprisonedsteamthatdrownedeventhedragons"roar,andtheywereseparatedfromthembyalongfissureandawallofsmokeandvapour。Strugglingbackfromtheedgeofthechasm,theyfellupontheground,andthenforthefirsttimefullyrealizedthattheearthquakehadsavedthem,forthedragonscouldnotcomeacrosstheopening,andwouldnotventuretoflythroughthesmokeandsteam。Whentheyrecoveredsomewhatfromtheshock,theycutanumberofcartridgesinthesamewaythattheyhadpreparedthosethathaddonethemsuchgoodservice,andkeptonebarrelofeachgunloadedwiththatkind。
"WemaythankProvidence,"saidBearwarden,"forthatescape。I
hopeweshallhavenomoresuchclosecalls。"
Withapartingglanceatthechasmthathadsavedtheirlives,andfromwhichacloudstillarose,theyturnedslightlytotherightoftheirformercourseandclimbedthegentlyrisingbank。
Whennearthetop,beingtiredoftheirexcitingexperiences,theysatdowntorest。Thegroundallaboutthemwascoveredwithmushrooms,whiteontopandpinkunderneath。
"Thisisawonderfulplaceforfungi,"saidAyrault。"Here,doubtless,weshallbesafefromthedragons,fortheyseemedtopreferthetoadstools。"Ashelayonthegroundhewatchedoneparticularmushroomthatseemedtogrowbeforehiseyes。
Suddenly,ashelooked,itvanished。Dumfoundedatthisunmistakablemanifestationofthephenomenontheythoughttheyhadseenonlanding,hecalledhiscompanions,and,choosinganothermushroom,thethreewatcheditclosely。Presently,withouttheleastnoiseorcommotion,thatalsodisappeared,leavingnotrace,andthesamefatebefellanumberofothers。
Atacertainpointoftheirdevelopmenttheyvanishedascompletelyasabubbleofaircomingtothesurfaceofwater,exceptthattheycausednoripple,leavingmerelyasmalldepressionwheretheyhadstood。
"Well,"saidBearwarden,"inallmytravelsIneverhaveseenanythinglikethis。IfIwereatasleight—of—handperformance,andtheprestidigitateur,afterdoingthat,askedformytheory,Ishouldsay,"Igiveitup。"Howisitwithyou,doctor?"heasked,addressingCortlandt。
"Theremustbeanexplanation,"repliedCortlandt,"onlywedonotknowthenaturallawtowhichthephenomenonissubject,havinghadnoexperiencewithitonearth。Weknowthatallsubstancescanbeconvertedintogases,andthatallgasescanbereducedtoliquids,andevensolids,bytheapplicationofpressureandcold。Ifthereisanywaybywhichthevisiblesubstanceofthesefungicanbeconvertedintoitsinvisiblegases,aswaterintooxygenandhydrogen,whatwehaveseencanbelogicallyexplained。Perhaps,favouredbysomeaffinityoftheatmosphere,itsconstituentpartsarebrokenupandbecomegasesatthisbarometricpressureandtemperature。Wemustaskthespirit,ifhevisitsusagain。"
"Iwishhewould,"saidAyrault;"therearelotsofthingsI
shouldliketoaskhim。"
"Presidentsofcorporationsandotherchairmen,"saidBearwarden,"arenotusuallysuperstitious,andI,ofcourse,takenostockinthesupernatural;butsomehowIhaveawell—formedideathatourfriendthebishop,withthegreatpowerofhismindovermatter,hadahandinthatearthquake。Heseemstohaveanexaltedideaofourimportance,andmaybeexertinghimselftomakethingspleasant。"
Atthispointthesunsankbelowthehorizon,andtheyfoundthemselvesconfrontedwithnight。
"Dear,dear!"saidBearwarden,"andwehaven"tacrumbtoeat。
I"llstandthedrinksandthepipes,"hecontinued,passingaroundhisubiquitousflaskandtobacco—pouch。
"IfIplayedsuchprankswithmyinterioronearth,"saidCortlandt,helpinghimselftoboth,"asIdoonthisplanet,itwouldgivemenoendoftrouble,buthereIseemtohavethedigestionofanostrich。"
Sotheysatandsmokedforanhour,tillthestarstwinkledandtheringsshoneintheirglory。
"Well,"saidAyrault,finally,"sincewehavenothingbutmotionstolayonthetable,Imoveweadjourn。"
"TheonlymotionIshallmake,"saidCortlandt,whowasalreadyundressed,"willbethatofgettingintobed,"sayingwhich,herolledhimselfinhisblanketandsoonwasfastasleep。
Havingdecidedthat,onaccountoftheproximityofthedragons,amanmustinanyeventbeonthewatch,theydidnotsettheprotection—wires。Fromtheshortnessofthenights,theydividedthemintoonlytwowatchesoffromtwohourstotwoandahalfeach,sothat,evenwhenconstantwatchdutywasnecessary,eachmanhadonefullnight"ssleepinthree。OnthisoccasionAyraultandCortlandtwerethewatchers,CortlandthavingthemorningandAyraulttheeveningwatch。Manycuriousquadrupedbirds,aboutthesizeoflargebears,andsimilarinshape,havingbear—shapedheads,andseveralcreaturesthatlookedlikethedragons,flewabouttheminthemoonlight;butneitherwatcherfiredashot,asthecreaturesshowednodesiretomakeanattack。Allthesespeciesseemedtobelongtotheowlorbattribe,fortheyroamedabroadatnight。
CHAPTERV。
AYRAULT"SVISION。
WhenAyrault"swatchwasended,herousedCortlandt,whotookhisplace,andfeelingadesireforsolitudeandforalastlonglookattheearth,hecrossedthetopoftheridgeontheslopeofwhichtheyhadcamped,andlaydownonthefartherside。TheSouthwindintheupperairrushedalonginthemightywhirl,occasionallycarryingfilmycloudsacrossthefacesofthemoons;
butaboutAyraultallwasstill,andhefeltaquietandserenerepose。Hehadeveryintentionofremainingawake,andwasponderingonthesteadfastnessofthehumanheartandtheconstancyoflove,whenhismeditationsbegantowander,and,withhislastthoughtsonSylvia,hefellasleep。Notabranchmoved,nordidaleaffall,yetbeforeAyrault"s,sleepingeyesastrangescenewasenacted。Afigureinwhitecamenearandstoodbeforehim,andherecognizedinitoneVioletSlade,averyattractivegirltowhomhehadbeenattentiveinhiscollegedays。Shewasatthattimejusteighteen,andpeoplebelievedthatshelovedhim,butforsomereason,heknewnotwhy,hehadnotproposed。
"Ithoughtyouhaddied,"hesaid,asshegazedathim,"butyouarenowlookingbetterthanever。"
"Fromtheworld"spointofviewIAMdead,"shereplied。"Idiedandwasburied。ItisthereforepermissiblethatIshouldshowyouthetruth。YouneverbelievedIlovedyou。Ihavewishedearnestlytoseeyou,andtohaveyouknowthatIdid。"
"Ididyouaninjustice,"Ayraultanswered,perceivingallthatwasinherheart。"Couldmortalsbutseeasspiritsdo,therewouldbenomisunderstandings。"
"Iamsogladtoseeyou,"shecontinued,"andtoknowyouarewell。Hadyounotcomehere,wecouldprobablynothavemetuntilafteryourdeath;forIshallnotbesufficientlyadvancedtoreturntoearthforalongtime,thoughmygreatestsolacewhiletherewasmyreligion,whichisallthatbroughtmehere。
We,however,knowthatasourcapacityfortruehappinessincreasesweshallbehappier,andthataftertheresurrectiontherewillbenomoretears。Farewell,"shewhispered,whilehereyeswerefilledwithlove。
Ayrault"ssleepwasthenundisturbedforsometime,whensuddenlyanangel,wreathedinlight,appearedbeforehimandspokethesewords:"HethatwalkedwithAdamandtalkedwithMoseshassentmetoguardyouwhileyousleep。Noplagueorfever,wildbeastorearthquake,canmolestyou,foryouareequallyprotectedfromthemostpowerfulmonsterandthemostinsidiousdisease—germ。
"Blessedisthemanwhoseoffencesarecoveredandwhosesinsareforgiven。"Sleepon,therefore,andberefreshed,forthebodymusthaverest。"
"Amanmayrestindeed,"repliedAyrault,"whenhehasaguardianangel。IhadthemostunboundedfaithinyourexistencebeforeI
sawyou,andbelieveandknowthatyouorothershaveoftenshieldedmefromdangerandsavedmylife。WhyamIworthyofsomuchcare?"
""WhosodwellethunderthedefenceoftheMostHighshallabideundertheshadowoftheAlmighty,""answeredtheangel,andthereuponhebecameinvisible,adiffusedlighttakinghisplace。
Shortlyafterwardsthispaledandcompletelyvanished。
"NotonlyamIinparadise,"thoughtAyrault;"IbelieveIamalsointheseventhheaven。WouldImighthearsuchwordsagain!"
Agroupofliliesthenappearedbeforethesleeper"seyes。Inthemidstwasonelilyfarlargerthantherest,andofadazzlingwhite。Thisspokeinagentlevoice,butwiththetonesofatrombone:
"Thythoughtsandactsareapleasuretome。Thouhastraisednoidolswithinthyheart,andthyfaithisasincensebeforeme。
ThynameisnowintheBookofLife。Continueasthouhastbegun,andthoushaltliveandreignforever。"
Hereupontheearthshook,andAyraultwasawakened。Greatboulderswererollingandcrashingdowntheslopeabouthim,whilethedawnwasalreadyintheeast。
"MymortaleyesandsensesarekeenerherewhileIsleepthanwhenIwake,"hethought,ashelookedabouthim,"forspirits,unabletoaffectmewhilewaking,havemadethemselvesfeltinmymoresensitivestatewhileIwasasleep。Nevertheless,thisisnoneotherbutthehouseofGod,andthisisthegateofheaven。
"TheboulderswerestillinmotionwhenIopenedmyeyes,"hemused;"canitbethatthereishereaboutssuchaflowerasinmydreamsIseemedtosee?"andlookingbeyondwherehisheadhadlain,hebeheldtheidenticallilysurroundedbythegroupthathisclosedeyeshadalreadyseen。Thereuponheuncoveredhisheadanddepartedquickly。Crossingthedivide,hedescendedtocamp,wherehefoundCortlandtindeepthought。
"Icannotgetoverthedreams,"saidthedoctor,"Ihadinthefirstpartofthenight。Notwithstandingyesterday"sexcitementandfatigue,mysleepwasmostdisturbed,andIwasvisitedbyvisionsofmywife,whodiedlongago。Shewarnedmeagainstskepticism,andseemedmuchdistressedatmypresentspiritualstate。"
"I,"saidBearwarden,whohadbeenoutearly,andhadsucceededinbringinginhalfadozenbirds,"wassodisturbedIcouldnotsleep。ItseemedtomeasthoughhalfthemenIhaveeverknowncameandwarnedmeagainstagnosticismandmymaterialistictendencies。Theykeptrepeating,"Youarelosingtherealityfortheshadow。""
"Iamconvinced,"saidAyrault,"thattheywerenotaltogetherdreams,or,ifdreamsindeed,thattheyweresuperinducedbyahigherwill。Weknowthatangelshaveoftenappearedtomeninthepast。Mayitnotbethat,asourappreciativenessincreases,thesecommunicationswillrecur?"Thereuponherelatedhisownexperiences。
"Thethingthatsurprisedme,"saidCortlandt,astheyfinishedbreakfast,"wastheextraordinaryrealismofthescene。Wemustseeifourvisionsreturnonanythingbutanemptystomach。"
CHAPTERVI。
AGREATVOIDANDAGREATLONGING。
Resumingtheirmarch,thetravellersproceededalongthecircumferenceofacirclehavingaradiusofaboutthreemiles,withtheCallistointhecentre。Incrossingsoftplacestheyobservedfoot—printsformingintheearthallaroundthem。Theimpressionswereofallsizes,andceasedwhentheyreachedrisingorhardground,onlytoreappearintheswamps,regulatingtheirspeedbythatofthetravellers。Thethreemenweregreatlysurprisedatthis。
"Youmayobserve,"saidCortlandt,"thatthesurfaceoftheimpressionisdepressedasyouwatchit,asthoughbyaweight,andyoucansee,andevenhear,thewaterbeingsqueezedout,thoughwhateverisdoingitisentirelyinvisible。Theymustbemadebyspiritssufficientlyadvancedtohaveweight,butnotadvancedenoughtomakethemselvesvisible。"
Movedbyaspeciesofvandalism,Bearwardenraisedhistwelve—bore,andfiredanordinarycartridgethathehadnotpreparedforthedragons,atthespacedirectlyoverthenearestformingprints。Therewasabrilliantdisplayofprismaticcolours,asinarainbow,andthoughtheimpressionsalreadymaderemained,nonewoneswereformed。
"Nowyouhavedoneit!"saidCortlandt。"Ihopedtobeabletoinvestigatethisfurther。"
"Weshalldoubtlessseeotherandperhapsmorewonderfulthings,"
repliedBearwarden。"Imustsaythisgivesmeanuncannyfeeling。"
Whentheyhadcompletedalittleoverhalftheircircle,theycameuponanotherofthegroveswithwhichSaturnseemedtoabound,attheedgeofwhich,inaside—hill,wasacave,theentranceofwhichwascomposedofrockymassesthathadapparentlyfallentogether,thefloorbeingbutlittlehigherthanthesurfaceoutside。Thearchedroofofthevestibulewasrenderedwatertightbythesoilthathadformeduponit,whichagainwasovergrownbyvinesandbushes。
"This,"saidBearwarden,"willbeagoodplacetocamp,forthecavewillprotectusfromdragons,unlesstheyshouldtakeanotiontobreatheatusfromtheoutside,anditwillkeepusdryincaseofrain。To—morrowwecanstartwiththisasacentre,andmakeanothercircuit。"
"WecanexploreSaturnonfoot,"saidCortlandt,"andfarmorethoroughlythanJupiter,onaccountofitscomparativefreedomfrommonsters。Noteventhedragonscantroubleus,unlesswemeettheminlargenumbers。"
Thereupontheysetaboutgettingfuelfortheirfire。Besidescollectingsomeofthedeadwoodthatwaslyingallabout,theysplitupanumberofresinouspineandfirtreeswithexplosivebulletsfromtheirrevolvers,sothatsoontheynotonlyhadaroaringfire,butfilledthebackpartofthecavewithlogstodry,incasetheyshouldcampthereagainatsomelaterday。
NeitherCortlandtnorBearwardenfeltmuchlikesleeping,andso,afterfinishingthebirdsthepresidenthadbroughtdownthatmorning,theypersuadedAyraulttositupandsmokewiththem。
Wrappingthemselvesintheirblankets——fortherewasachillintheair——theysataboutthecamp—firetheyhadbuiltinthemouthofthecave。Twomoonsthatwereatthefullroserapidlyintheclear,coldsky。Onaccountoftheirdistancefromthesun,theywerelessbrightthantheterrestrialmoon,buttheyshonewithamarvellouslypurepalelight。Thelargercontainedtheexactfeaturesofaman。Therewasthesomewhataquilinenose,aclear—cutandexpressivemouth,andlarge,handsomeeyes,whichwereshadedbywell—markedeyebrows。Thewholefacewasverystriking,butwasapersonificationofthemostintensegrief。
Theexpressionwasindeedsadderthanthatofanyfacetheyhadeverseen。Theothercontainedtheprofileofasurpassinglybeautifulyoungwoman。Thehandsomeeyes,shadedbylashes,lookedstraightahead。Thenosewasperfect,andtheearsmall,whilethehairwasartisticallyarrangedatthetopandbackofthehead。Thismoonalsoreflectedapurewhiteray。Theformerappearedaboutonceandaquarter,thelatterbutthreequarters,thesizeoftheterrestrialmoon,andthetravellersimmediatelyrecognizedthembytheirsizesandrelativepositionsasTethysandDione,discoveredbyJ。D。CassiniinMarch,1684。Thesadfacewasturnedslightlytowardsthatofitscompanion,anditlookedasifsometaleofthehumanheart,someromance,hadbeenengravedandpreservedforalltimeonthefeaturesofthesedeadbodies,astheysilentlyswungintheirorbitsforeverandanonweresidebyside。
"Inalltheages,"saidCortlandt,"thatthesemoonshavewanderedwithSaturnaboutthesun,andwiththesolarsysteminitsjourneythroughspace,theycanneverhavegazeduponthescenetheynowbehold,forwemaybeconvincedthatnomortalmanhasbeenherebefore。"
"Wemaysay,"saidAyrault,"thattheyseeinourbodiesatypeofthesourcefromwhichcomeallthespiritualbeingsthatarehere。"
"If,asthewritersofmythologysupposed,"repliedCortlandt,"inanimateobjectswereendowedwithsenses,thesemoonswoulddoubtlessbeunabletoperceivethespiritualbeingshere;forthesatellites,beingmaterial,should,tobeconsistent,haveonlythosesensespossessedbyourselves,sothattothemthisplanetwouldordinarilyappeardeserted。"
"Ishallbeglad,"saidBearwarden,gloomily,"whenthosemoonswaneandaresucceededbytheirfellows,foronewouldgivemeanattackoftheblues,whiletheotherwouldsubjectmetotheinconvenienceoffallinginlove。"
Ashespoke,theupperbranchesofthetreesinthegrovebegantoswayasacoldgustfromthenorthsighedamongthem。"Losenomoreopportunities,"itseemedtocry,"forlifeisshortanduncertain。SoonyouwillallbecolderthanI,andyourfuture,stillaseasilymouldedasclay,willbesetasMarpesianmarble,morefixedthanthehardestrock。"
"Paradise,"saidCortlandt,"containssightsandsoundsthatmight,Ishouldthink,arousesadreminiscenceswithouttheaidofthewatersofLethe,unlessthejoyofitssoulsintheirnewresourcesandthesenseofforgivenessoutweighallelse。"
Withapartinglookattherefined,silverymoon,anditssorrow—ladencompanion,theyretiredtotheshelteringcave,piledupthefire,andtalkedonforanhour。
"Idonotseehowitis,"saidBearwarden,"thatthesemoons,consideringtheirdistancefromthesun,andtheconsequentlysmallamountoflighttheyreceive,aresobright。"
"Abody"sbrightnessinreflectinglight,"repliedCortlandt,"dependsasmuchonthecolourandcompositionofitsownsurfaceasontheamountitreceives。Itisconceivablethatthesemoons,ifplacedattheearth"sdistancefromthesun,wouldbefarbrighterthanourmoon,andthatourfamiliarsatellite,ifremovedtoSaturn,wouldseemverydim。Weknowhowmuchmorebrilliantamountaininthesunlightiswhencladinsnowthanwhenitssidesarebare。Thesemoonsevidentlyreflectalargeproportionofthelighttheyreceive。"
Whentheycameoutshortlyaftermidnightthegirl"s—facemoonhadalreadyset,leavingadarkanddrearyvoidinthepartoftheskyithadsoideallyfilled。Theinexpressiblysadsatellite(onaccountofitsshorterdistanceandmorerapidrateofrevolution)wasstillabovethehorizon,and,beingslightlytilted,hadamoremelancholy,heart—brokenlookthanbefore。
WhiletheygazedsadlyattheemptinessleftbyDione,CortlandtsawAyrault"sexpressionchange,and,notclearlyperceivingitscause,said,wishingtocheerhim:"Nevermind,Dick;to—morrownightweshallseeitagain。"
"Ah,prosaicreasoner,"retortedBearwarden,whosawthatthis,likesomanyotherthings,hadremindedAyraultofSylvia,"thatisbutsmallconsolationforhavinglostitnow,thoughIsupposeourlotisnotsohardasifwewerenevertoseeitagain。Inthatmoon"sfaceIfindtherealizationofmyfanciedidealwoman;whilethatsadoneyonderseemsasthoughsomecelestiallover,insearchofhisfate,hadbecomeenamouredofher,andtriedinvaintowinher,andthegriefinhismindhadimpresseditselfonthethenmoltenfaceofasatellitetobethemonumentthroughouteternityofloveandabrokenheart。Ifthespiritsandsoulsofthedepartedhaveanycommandofmatter,whymaynottheirintensestthoughtsengravethemselvesonamoonthat,whendeadandfrozen,mayreflectandshineastheydid,whileimmersedinthedepthsofspace?AtfirstDioneboredme;nowI
shouldgreatlyliketoseeheragain。"
"Historyrepeatsitself,"repliedCortlandt,"andthesamephasesofliferecur。Itiswethatareinachangedreceptivemood。
Thechangethatseemstobeinthemisinrealityinus。Remainasyouarenow,andDionewillgiveyouthesamepleasuretomorrowthatshegaveto—day。"
ToAyraultthismeantmorethanthemeresettingtoriseagainofaheavenlybody。Theperfumeofaflower,thesighingofthewind,suggestingsomeharmonyorsong,afullorcrescentmoon,recalledthoughtsandassociationsofSylvia。Everythingseemedtobringoutmemory,andherealizedtheutterinabilityofabsencetocuretheheartoflove。"IfSylviashouldpassfrommylifeasthatmoonhasleftmyvision,"histhoughtscontinued,"existencewouldbebutsadnessandmemorywouldbeitscause,forthemostbeautifulsoundsentailsorrow;themostbeautifulsights,intensepain。"Ah,"hewentonwithatraceofbitterness,whilehisfriendsfellasleepinthecave,"Imightbetterhaveremainedinlovewithscience;forwhosestudiesNature,whichisbutaformofGod,intherightspirit,isnotdependentforhisjoyordespaironthewhimsofagirl。She,ofcourse,seesmanyothers,and,beingonlytwenty,mayforgetme。
MustIcontentmyselfwithphilosophicalrulesandmathematicalformulae,whenshe,whosechangefulnessImayfindgreaterthanthewindsthatsighoverme,nowlovesmenolonger?Olove,whichmakesusmiserablewhenwefeelit,andmoremiserablestillwhenitisgone!"
Hestrunganumberofcopperwiresatdifferentdegreesoftensionbetweentwotrees,andlistenedtothewindasitrangedupanddownonthisimprovisedAEolianharp。Itgraduallyranintoaregularrefrain,whichbecamemoreandmorelikewords。
Ayraultwaspuzzled,andthenamazed。Therecouldbenodoubtaboutit。"Youshouldbehappy,"itkeptrepeating——"youshouldbehappy,"insoftmusicaltones。
"IknowIshould,"repliedAyrault,finallyrecognizingthevoiceofVioletSladeinthesongofthewind,"andIcannotunderstandwhyIamnot。Tellme,isthisparadise,Violet,orisitnotratherpurgatory?"
Thenotesrangedupanddownagain,andheperceivedthatshewascausingthewindtoblowasshedesired——inotherwords,shewasmakingitplayuponhisharp。
"Thatdependsontheindividual,"shereplied。"Itisrathersheol,theplaceofdepartedspirits。Thosewhoseconsciencesmadethemhappyonearthareinparadisehere;whilethosegoodenoughtoreachheavenatlast,butinwhomsomedrossremains,arefurtherrefinedinspirit,andtothemitispurgatory。
Thosewhoareinlovecanbehappyinbutonewaywhiletheirlovelasts。WhatIShappiness,anyway?"
"Itisthestateinwhichdesiresaresatisfied,myfairViolet,"
answeredAyrault。
"Say,rather,thestateinwhichdesirecoincideswithduty,"
repliedthesong。"Self—sacrificeforothersgivesthetruestjoy;beingwiththeobjectofone"slove,thenext。YouneverbelievedthatIlovedyou。Idissembledwell;butyouwillseeforyourselfsomeday,asclearlyasIseeyourloveforanothernow。"
"Yes,"repliedAyrault,sadly,"Iaminlove。Ihavenoreasontobelievethereiscauseformyunrest,and,consideringeverything,Ishouldbehappyasmancanbe;yet,mirabiledictu,Iamin——hades,intheverydepths!"
"Yourbelovedisbeyondmyvision;yourheartisallIcansee。
YetIamconvincedshewillnotforgetyou。Iamsureshelovesyoustill。"
"Ihavealwaysbelievedinhomoeopathytotheextentofthesimiliasimilibuscurantur,Violet,anditiscertainthatwherenothingelsewillcureamanofloveforonewoman,hisloveforanotherwill。YoucanseehowIloveSylvia,butyouhaveneverseemedsosweettomeasto—day。"
"Itisasacrilege,myfriend,tospeaksotomenow。Youaredonewithmeforever。Iambutadisembodiedspirit,andescapedhadesbythegraceoftheOmnipotent,ratherthanbyvirtueofanygoodIdidonearth。Sofarasanyelasticityisleftinmyopportunities,Iamdeadasyonmoon。Youhavestillthegiftthatbutonecangive。Withinyouranimalbodyyouholdanimmortalsoul。Itispliableaswax;youcanmoulditbyyourwill。Asyoushapethatsoul,sowillyourfuturebe。Itisthearkthatcantraversetheflood。Raiseit,anditwillraiseyou。Itisallthereisinyourself。Preservethatgift,andwhenyoudieyouwill,Ihope,startonaplanemanythousandsofyearsinadvanceofme。Thereshouldbenomorecomparisonbetweenusthanbetweenapersonwithallhissensesandonethatisdeafandblind。Thoughyouarealayman,youshould,withyourfaithandframeofmind,soonbebutlittlebehindourspiritualbishop。"
"Isupposedafterdeathamanhadrest。Ishe,then,abishopstill?"
"Theprogress,ashetoldyou,islargelyontheoldlines。Ashestirredmen"sheartsonearth,hewillstirtheirsoulsinheaven;andthisisnoirksomeorunwelcomework。"
"YousayheWILLdothisinheaven。Ishe,then,notthereyet?"
"Hewasnotfarfromheavenonearth,yettechnicallynoneofuscanbeinheaventillafterthegeneralresurrection。Then,asweknewonearth,weshallreceivebodies,though,asyet,concerningtheirexactnatureweknowbutlittlemorethanthen。
Weareallinsheol——thejustinpurgatoryandparadise,theunjustinhell。"
"Sinceyouarestillinpurgatory,areyouunhappy?"
"No,ourstateisveryhappy。Allphysicalpainispast,andcanneverbefeltagain。Weknowthatourevildesiresareovercome,andthattheirimprintsarebeinggraduallyerased。I
occasionallyshedanintangibletear,yetformostofthosewhostrovetoobeytheirconsciences,purgatory,whenessential,thoughoccasionallygivingusabittertwinge,isajoy—producingstate。Notallthegloriesimaginableorunimaginablecouldmakeushappy,wereourconsciencesillatease。Ihaveadvancedslowly,yetsomethingsaregivenusatonce。AfterIrealizedI
hadirrevocablylostyourlove,thoughforatimeIhadhopedtoregainit,Ibecameveryrestless;earthseemedaprison,andI
lookedforwardtodeathasmydeliverer。Iboreyounomalice;
youhadneverespeciallytriedtowinme;theinfatuation——thatofagirlofeighteen——hadbeenallonmyside。Ilivedfivesadandlonelyyears,although,asyouknow,Ihadmuchattention。
Peoplethoughtmecoldandheartless。HowcouldIhaveaheart,havingfailedtowinyours,andminebeingbroken?HavinglosttheonlymanIloved,Iknewnooneelsecouldreplacehim,andI
wasnotthekindtomarryforpique。Peoplethoughtmehandsome,butIfeltmyselfagedwhenyouceasedtocall。Perhapswhenyouandshewhoholdsallyourlovecometosheol,shemayspareyoutomealittle,forasaspiritmyeverythoughtisknown;orperhapsaftertheresurrection,whenI,too,canleavethisplanet,weshallallsoarthroughspacetogether,andwecanstudythestarsasofold。"
"Yourvoiceisasymphony,sweetestViolet,andIlovetohearyourwords。Ah,wouldyoucouldoncemorereturntoearth,orthatIwereanetherealspirit,thatwemightcommunefacetoface!IwouldfollowyoufromoneendofShadowlandtotheother。Ofwhatuseislifetome,withdistractionsthatdrawmythoughtstoearthasgravitationdrewmybody?IwishIwereashade。"