第4章
"Carolina!What"sthematter?"
"OBaptista!O,fortheLord"ssake!whereismymistress?"
"Mistress,Carolina?"
"Gonesincemorning-toldme,whenmasterwentoutonhisday"sjourney,nottocallher,forshewastiredwithnotrestinginthenight(havingbeeninpain),andwouldlieinbeduntiltheevening;thengetuprefreshed。Sheisgone!-sheisgone!
Masterhascomeback,brokendownthedoor,andsheisgone!Mybeautiful,mygood,myinnocentmistress!"
Theprettylittleonesocried,andraved,andtoreherselfthatI
couldnothaveheldher,butforherswooningonmyarmasifshehadbeenshot。Mastercameup-inmanner,face,orvoice,nomorethemasterthatIknew,thanIwashe。Hetookme(Ilaidthelittleoneuponherbedinthehotel,andleftherwiththechamber-women),inacarriage,furiouslythroughthedarkness,acrossthedesolateCampagna。Whenitwasday,andwestoppedatamiserablepost-house,allthehorseshadbeenhiredtwelvehoursago,andsentawayindifferentdirections。Markme!bytheSignorDellombra,whohadpassedthereinacarriage,withafrightenedEnglishladycrouchinginonecorner。
Ineverheard(saidtheGenoesecourier,drawingalongbreath)
thatshewasevertracedbeyondthatspot。AllIknowis,thatshevanishedintoinfamousoblivion,withthedreadedfacebesideherthatshehadseeninherdream。
"WhatdoyoucallTHAT?"saidtheGermancourier,triumphantly。
"Ghosts!TherearenoghostsTHERE!Whatdoyoucallthis,thatI
amgoingtotellyou?Ghosts!TherearenoghostsHERE!"
Itookanengagementonce(pursuedtheGermancourier)withanEnglishgentleman,elderlyandabachelor,totravelthroughmycountry,myFatherland。Hewasamerchantwhotradedwithmycountryandknewthelanguage,butwhohadneverbeentheresincehewasaboy-asIjudge,somesixtyyearsbefore。
HisnamewasJames,andhehadatwin-brotherJohn,alsoabachelor。Betweenthesebrotherstherewasagreataffection。
Theywereinbusinesstogether,atGoodman"sFields,buttheydidnotlivetogether。Mr。JamesdweltinPolandStreet,turningoutofOxfordStreet,London;Mr。JohnresidedbyEppingForest。
Mr。JamesandIweretostartforGermanyinaboutaweek。Theexactdaydependedonbusiness。Mr。JohncametoPolandStreet(whereIwasstayinginthehouse),topassthatweekwithMr。
James。But,hesaidtohisbrotheronthesecondday,"Idon"tfeelverywell,James。There"snotmuchthematterwithme;butI
thinkIamalittlegouty。I"llgohomeandputmyselfunderthecareofmyoldhousekeeper,whounderstandsmyways。IfIgetquitebetter,I"llcomebackandseeyoubeforeyougo。IfIdon"tfeelwellenoughtoresumemyvisitwhereIleaveitoff,whyYOU
willcomeandseemebeforeyougo。"Mr。James,ofcourse,saidhewould,andtheyshookhands-bothhands,astheyalwaysdid-andMr。Johnorderedouthisold-fashionedchariotandrumbledhome。
Itwasonthesecondnightafterthat-thatistosay,thefourthintheweek-whenIwasawokeoutofmysoundsleepbyMr。Jamescomingintomybedroominhisflannel-gown,withalightedcandle。
Hesatuponthesideofmybed,andlookingatme,said:
"Wilhelm,IhavereasontothinkIhavegotsomestrangeillnessuponme。"
Ithenperceivedthattherewasaveryunusualexpressioninhisface。
"Wilhelm,"saidhe,"IamnotafraidorashamedtotellyouwhatI
mightbeafraidorashamedtotellanotherman。Youcomefromasensiblecountry,wheremysteriousthingsareinquiredintoandarenotsettledtohavebeenweighedandmeasured-ortohavebeenunweighableandunmeasurable-orineithercasetohavebeencompletelydisposedof,foralltime-eversomanyyearsago。I
havejustnowseenthephantomofmybrother。"
Iconfess(saidtheGermancourier)thatitgavemealittletinglingofthebloodtohearit。
"Ihavejustnowseen,"Mr。Jamesrepeated,lookingfullatme,thatImightseehowcollectedhewas,"thephantomofmybrotherJohn。Iwassittingupinbed,unabletosleep,whenitcameintomyroom,inawhitedress,andregardingmeearnestly,passeduptotheendoftheroom,glancedatsomepapersonmywriting-desk,turned,and,stilllookingearnestlyatmeasitpassedthebed,wentoutatthedoor。Now,Iamnotintheleastmad,andamnotintheleastdisposedtoinvestthatphantomwithanyexternalexistenceoutofmyself。IthinkitisawarningtomethatIamill;andIthinkIhadbetterbebled。"
Igotoutofbeddirectly(saidtheGermancourier)andbegantogetonmyclothes,begginghimnottobealarmed,andtellinghimthatIwouldgomyselftothedoctor。Iwasjustready,whenweheardaloudknockingandringingatthestreetdoor。Myroombeinganatticattheback,andMr。James"sbeingthesecond-floorroominthefront,wewentdowntohisroom,andputupthewindow,toseewhatwasthematter。
"IsthatMr。James?"saidamanbelow,fallingbacktotheoppositesideofthewaytolookup。
"Itis,"saidMr。James,"andyouaremybrother"sman,Robert。"
"Yes,Sir。Iamsorrytosay,Sir,thatMr。Johnisill。Heisverybad,Sir。Itisevenfearedthathemaybelyingatthepointofdeath。Hewantstoseeyou,Sir。Ihaveachaisehere。Praycometohim。Praylosenotime。"
Mr。JamesandIlookedatoneanother。"Wilhelm,"saidhe,"thisisstrange。Iwishyoutocomewithme!"Ihelpedhimtodress,partlythereandpartlyinthechaise;andnograssgrewunderthehorses"ironshoesbetweenPolandStreetandtheForest。
Now,mind!(saidtheGermancourier)IwentwithMr。Jamesintohisbrother"sroom,andIsawandheardmyselfwhatfollows。
Hisbrotherlayuponhisbed,attheupperendofalongbed-
chamber。Hisoldhousekeeperwasthere,andotherswerethere:I
thinkthreeotherswerethere,ifnotfour,andtheyhadbeenwithhimsinceearlyintheafternoon。Hewasinwhite,likethefigure-necessarilyso,becausehehadhisnight-dresson。Helookedlikethefigure-necessarilyso,becausehelookedearnestlyathisbrotherwhenhesawhimcomeintotheroom。
But,whenhisbrotherreachedthebed-side,heslowlyraisedhimselfinbed,andlookingfulluponhim,saidthesewords:
"JAMES,YOUHAVESEENMEBEFORE,TO-NIGHT-ANDYOUKNOWIT!"
Andsodied!
Iwaited,whentheGermancourierceased,tohearsomethingsaidofthisstrangestory。Thesilencewasunbroken。Ilookedround,andthefivecouriersweregone:sonoiselesslythattheghostlymountainmighthaveabsorbedthemintoitseternalsnows。Bythistime,Iwasbynomeansinamoodtositaloneinthatawfulscene,withthechillaircomingsolemnlyuponme-or,ifImaytellthetruth,tositaloneanywhere。SoIwentbackintotheconvent-
parlour,and,findingtheAmericangentlemanstilldisposedtorelatethebiographyoftheHonourableAnaniasDodger,hearditallout。