第5章
MrEarnshawinvitedhim!andhecalledonMrEarnshaw!
Iponderedthissentencepainfully,afterhewasgone。Isheturningoutabitofahypocrite,andcomingintothecountrytoworkmischiefunderacloak?Imused:Ihadapresentimentinthebottomofmyheartthathehadbetterhaveremainedaway。
Aboutthemiddleofthenight,IwaswakenedfrommyfirstnapbyMrsLintonglidingintomychamber,takingaseatonmybedside,andpullingmebythehairtorouseme。
`Icannotrest,Ellen,"shesaid,bywayofapology。`AndIwantsomelivingcreaturetokeepmecompanyinmyhappiness!Edgarissulky,becauseI"mgladofathingthatdoesnotinteresthim:herefusestoopenhismouth,excepttoutterpettish,sillyspeeches;andheaffirmedIwascruelandselfishforwishingtotalkwhenhewassosickandsleepy。Healwayscontrivestobesickattheleastcross!IgaveafewsentencesofcommendationtoHeathcliff,andhe,eitherforaheadacheorapangofenvy,begantocry:soIgotupandlefthim。"
`WhatuseisitpraisingHeathclifftohim?"Ianswered。`Asladstheyhadanaversiontoeachother,andHeathcliffwouldhatejustasmuchtohearhimpraised:it"shumannature。LetMrLintonaloneabouthim,unlessyouwouldlikeanopenquarrelbetweenthem。"
`Butdoesitnotshowgreatweakness?"pursuedshe。`I"mnotenvious:
IneverfeelhurtatthebrightnessofIsabella"syellowhairandthewhitenessofherskin,atherdaintyelegance,andthefondnessallthefamilyexhibitforher。Evenyou,Nelly,ifwehaveadisputesometimes,youbackIsabellaatonce;andIyieldlikeafoolishmother:Icallheradarling,andflatterherintoagoodtemper。Itpleasesherbrothertoseeuscordial,andthatpleasesme。Buttheyareverymuchalike:theyarespoiledchildren,andfancytheworldwasmadefortheiraccommodation;andthoughIhumourboth,Ithinkasmartchastisementmightimprovethem,allthesame。"
`You"remistaken,MrsLinton,"saidI。`Theyhumouryou:Iknowwhattherewouldbetodoiftheydidnot。Youcanwellaffordtoindulgetheirpassingwhimsaslongastheirbusinessistoanticipateallyourdesires。Youmay,however,fallout,atlast,oversomethingofequalconsequencetobothsides;andthenthoseyoutermweakareverycapableofbeingasobstinateasyou。"
`Andthenweshallfighttothedeath,shan"twe,Nelly?"shereturned,laughing。`No!Itellyou,IhavesuchfaithinLinton"slove,thatIbelieveImightkillhim,andhewouldn"twishtoretaliate。"
Iadvisedhertovaluehimthemoreforhisaffection。
`Ido,"sheanswered,`butheneedn"tresorttowhiningfortrifles。
Itischildish;and,insteadofmeltingintotearsbecauseIsaidthatHeathcliffwasnowworthyofanyone"sregard,anditwouldhonourthefirstgentlemaninthecountrytobehisfriend,heoughttohavesaiditforme,andbeendelightedfromsympathy。Hemustgetaccustomedtohim,andhemayaswelllikehim:consideringhowHeathcliffhasreasontoobjecttohim,I"msurehebehavedexcellently!"
`WhatdoyouthinkofhisgoingtoWutheringHeights?"Iinquired。
`Heisreformedineveryrespect,apparently:quiteaChristian:offeringtherighthandoffellowshiptohisenemiesallaround!"
`Heexplainedit,"shereplied。`Iwonderedasmuchasyou。Hesaidhecalledtogatherinformationconcerningmefromyou,supposingyouresidedtherestill;andJosephtoldHindley,whocameoutandfelltoquestioninghimofwhathehadbeendoing,andhowhehadbeenliving;
andfinally,desiredhimtowalkin。Thereweresomepersonssittingatcards;Heathcliffjoinedthem;mybrotherlostsomemoneytohim,and,findinghimplentifullysupplied,herequestedthathewouldcomeagainintheevening:towhichheconsented。Hindleyistoorecklesstoselecthisacquaintanceprudently:hedoesn"ttroublehimselftoreflectonthecauseshemighthaveformistrustingonewhomhehasbaselyinjured。ButHeathcliffaffirmshisprincipalreasonforresumingaconnectionwithhisancientpersecutorisawishtoinstallhimselfinquartersatwalkingdistancefromtheGrange,andanattachmenttothehousewherewelivedtogether;andlikewiseahopethatIshallhavemoreopportunitiesofseeinghimtherethanIcouldhaveifhesettledinGimmerton。HemeanstoofferliberalpaymentforpermissiontolodgeattheHeights;anddoubtlessmybrother"scovetousnesswillprompthimtoaccepttheterms:hewasalwaysgreedy;thoughwhathegraspswithonehandheflingsawaywiththeother。"
`It"saniceplaceforayoungmantofixhisdwellingin!"saidI。`Haveyounofearoftheconsequences,`MrsLinton?"
`Noneformyfriend,"shereplied:`hisstrongheadwillkeephimfromdanger;alittleforHindley:buthecan"tbemademorallyworsethanheis;andIstandbetweenhimandbodilyharm。TheeventofthiseveninghasreconciledmetoGodandhumanity!IhadriseninangryrebellionagainstProvidence。Oh,I"veenduredvery,verybittermisery,Nelly!Ifthatcreatureknewhowbitter,he"dbeashamedtoclouditsremovalwithidlepetulance。Itwaskindnessforhimwhichinducedmetobearitalone:
hadIexpressedtheagonyIfrequentlyfelt,hewouldhavebeentaughttolongforitsalleviationasardentlyasl。However,it"sover,andI"lltakenorevengeonhisfolly;Icanaffordtosufferanythinghereafter!
Shouldthemeanestthingaliveslapmeonthecheek,I"dnotonlyturntheother,but,I"daskpardonforprovokingit;and,asaproof,I"llgomakemypeacewithEdgarinstantly。Goodnight!I"manangel!"
Inthisself-complacentconvictionshedeparted;andthesuccessofherfulfilledresolutionwasobviousonthemorrow:MrLintonhadnotonlyabjuredhispeevishness(thoughhisspiritsseemedstillsubduedbyCatherine"sexuberanceofvivacity),butheventurednoobjectiontohertakingIsabellawithhertoWutheringHeightsintheafternoon;andsherewardedhimwithsuchasummerofsweetnessandaffectioninreturn,asmadethehouseaparadiseforseveraldays;bothmasterandservantsprofitingfromtheperpetualsunshine。
Heathcliff——MrHeathcliffIshouldsayinfuture——usedthelibertyofvisitingatThrushcrossGrangecautiously,atfirst:heseemedestimatinghowfaritsownerwouldbearhisintrusion。Catherine,also,deemeditjudicioustomoderateherexpressionsofpleasureinreceivinghim;andhegraduallyestablishedhisrighttobeexpected。Heretainedagreatdealofthereserveforwhichhisboyhoodwasremarkable;andthatservedtorepressallstartlingdemonstrationsoffeeling。Mymaster"suneasinessexperiencedalull,andfurthercircumstancesdiverteditintoanotherchannelforaspace。
HisnewsourceoftroublesprangfromthenotanticipatedmisfortuneofIsabellaLintonevincingasuddenandirresistibleattractiontowardsthetoleratedguest。Shewasatthattimeacharmingyoungladyofeighteen;
infantileinmanners,thoughpossessedofkeenwit,keenfeelings,andakeentemper,too,ifirritated。Herbrother,wholovedhertenderly,wasappalledatthisfantasticpreference。Leavingasidethedegradationofanalliancewithanamelessman,andthepossiblefactthathisproperty,indefaultofheirsmale,mightpassintosuchaone"spower,hehadsensetocomprehendHeathcliff"sdisposition:toknowthat,thoughhisexteriorwasaltered,hismindwasunchangeableandunchanged。Andhedreadedthatmind:itrevoltedhim:heshrankforebodinglyfromtheideaofcommittingIsabellatohiskeeping。Hewouldhaverecoiledstillmorehadhebeenawarethatherattachmentroseunsolicited,andwasbestowedwhereitawakenednoreciprocationofsentiment;fortheminutehediscovereditsexistence,helaidtheblameonHeathcliff"sdeliberatedesigning。
Wehadallremarked,duringsometime,thatMissLintonfrettedandpinedoversomething。Shegrewcrossandwearisome;snappingatandteasingCatherinecontinually,attheimminentriskofexhaustingherlimitedpatience。Weexcusedher,toacertainextent,onthepleaofill-health:
shewasdwindlingandfadingbeforeoureyes。Butoneday,whenshehadbeenpeculiarlywayward,rejectingherbreakfast,complainingthattheservantsdidnotdowhatshetoldthem;thatthemistresswouldallowhertobenothinginthehouse,andEdgarneglectedher;thatshehadcaughtacoldwiththedoorsbeingleftopen,andwelettheparlourfiregooutonpurposetovexher,withahundredyetmorefrivolousaccusations,MrsLintonperemptorilyinsistedthatsheshouldgettobed;and,havingscoldedherheartily,threatenedtosendforthedoctor。MentionofKennethcausedhertoexclaim,instantly,thatherhealthwasperfect,anditwasonlyCatherine"sharshnesswhichmadeherunhappy。
`HowcanyousayIamharsh,younaughtyfondling?"criedthemistress,amazedattheunreasonableassertion。`Youaresurelylosingyourreason。WhenhaveIbeenharsh,tellme?"
`Yesterday,"sobbedIsabella,`andnow!"
`Yesterday!"saidhersister-in-law。`Onwhatoccasion?"
`Inourwalkalongthemoor:youtoldmetoramblewhereIpleased,whileyousaunteredonwithMrHeathcliff!"
`Andthat"syournotionofharshness?"saidCatherine,laughing。
`Itwasnohintthatyourcompanywassuperfluous:wedidn"tcarewhetheryoukeptwithusornot;ImerelythoughtHeathcliffstalkwouldhavenothingentertainingforyourears。
`Ohno,"wepttheyounglady;`youwishedmeaway,becauseyouknewIlikedtobethere!"
`Isshesane?"askedMrsLinton,appealingtome。`I"llrepeatourconversation,wordforword,Isabella;andyoupointoutanycharmitcouldhavehadforyou。"
`Idon"tmindtheconversation,"sheanswered:`Iwantedtobewith——"
`Well!"saidCatherine,perceivingherhesitatetocompletethesentence。
`Withhim:andIwon"tbealwayssentoff!"shecontinued,kindlingup。`Youareadoginthemanger,Cathy,anddesirenoonetobelovedbutyourself!"
`Youareanimpertinentlittlemonkey!"exclaimedMrsLinton,insurprise。`ButI"llnotbelievethisidiocy!ItisimpossiblethatyoucancovettheadmirationofHeathcliff——thatyouconsiderhimanagreeableperson!IhopeIhavemisunderstoodyou,Isabella?"
`No,youhavenot,"saidtheinfatuatedgirl。`IlovehimmorethaneveryoulovedEdgar;andhemightloveme,ifyouwouldlethim!"
`Iwouldn"tbeyouforakingdom,then!"Catherinedeclaredemphatically:
andsheseemedtospeaksincerely。`Nelly,helpmetoconvinceherofhermadness。TellherwhatHeathcliffis:anunreclaimedcreature,withoutrefinement,withoutcultivation:anaridwildernessoffurzeandwhinstone。
I"dassoonputthatlittlecanaryintotheparkonawinter"sday,asrecommendyoutobestowyourheartonhim!Itisdeplorableignoranceofhischaracter,child,andnothingelse,whichmakesthatdreamenteryourhead。Pray,don"timaginethatheconcealsdepthsofbenevolenceandaffectionbeneathasternexterior!He"snotaroughdiamond——apearl-containingoysterofarustic:he"safierce,pitiless,wolfishman。Ineversaytohim,"Letthisorthatenemyalone,becauseitwouldbeungenerousorcrueltoharmthem";Isay,"Letthemalone,becauseIshouldhatethemtobewronged":andhe"dcrushyoulikeasparrow"segg,Isabella,ifhefoundyouatroublesomecharge。Iknowhecouldn"tloveaLinton;andyethe"dbequitecapableofmarryingyourfortuneandexpectations!avariceisgrowingwithhimabesettingsin。There"smypicture:andI"mhisfriend——somuchso,thathadhethoughtseriouslytocatchyou,Ishould,perhaps,haveheldmytongue,andletyoufallintohistrap。"
MissLintonregardedhersister-in-lawwithindignation。
`Forshame!forshame!"sherepeatedangrily,`youareworsethantwentyfoes,youpoisonousfriend!"
`Ah!youwon"tbelieveme,then?"saidCatherine。`YouthinkI
speakfromwickedselfishness?"
`I"mcertainyoudo,"retortedIsabella;`andIshudderatyou!"
`Good!"criedtheother。`Tryforyourself,ifthatbeyourspirit:
Ihavedone,andyieldtheargumenttoyoursaucyinsolence。"
`AndImustsufferforheregotism!"shesobbed,asMrsLintonlefttheroom。`All,allisagainstme;shehasblightedmysingleconsolation。
Butsheutteredfalsehoods,didn"tshe?MrHeathcliffisnotafiend:hehasanhonourablesoul,andatrueone,orhowcouldherememberher?"
`Banishhimfromyourthoughts,miss,"Isaid。`He"sabirdofbadomen:nomateforyou。MrsLintonspokestrongly,andyetIcan"tcontradicther。SheisbetteracquaintedwithhisheartthanI,oranyonebesides;
andshewouldneverrepresenthimasworsethanheis。Honestpeopledon"thidetheirdeeds。Howhashebeenliving?howhashegotrich?whyishestayingatWutheringHeights,thehouseofamanwhomheabhors?TheysayMrEarnshawisworseandworsesincehecame。Theysitupallnighttogethercontinually,andHindleyhasbeenborrowingmoneyonhisland,anddoesnothingbutplayanddrink:Iheardonlyaweekago——itwasJosephwhotoldme——ImethimatGimmerton:"Nelly,"hesaid,"we"shaeacrahnr"s`questenah,atahrfolks。Oneon`em"sa"mostgettenhisfingercutoffwi"haudingt"otherfroo"stickinghisselnloikeacawlf。That"smaister,yahknaw,`ut"ssoaupuhgoingtuht"grand`sizes。He"snoanfearduht"benchuhjudges,northerPaul,nurPeter,nurJohn,nurMatthew,nornoanon`em,nuthe!Hefairlikes——helangstosethisbrazenedfaceagean`em!AndyonbonnyladHeathcliff,yahmind,he"sarare`un!Hecangirnalaughasweel"sonybodyataraightdivil"sjest。Doesheniversaynowtofhisfinelivingamangus,whenhegoastuht"Grange?Thisist"wayon"t:——upatsundahn;dice,brandy,cloisedshutters,undcan"le-lughttillnextdayatnooin:then,tfooilgangsbanningunravingtohischam"er,makkingdacentfowksdigthurfingersi"thurlugsfurvarryshaume;un"
theknave,wahhecarncahnthisbrass,un"ate,un"sleep,un"offtohisneighbour"stuhgossipwi"t"wife。I"course,hetellsDameCatherinehahhorfather"sgooldrunsintuhhispocket,andherfather"ssongallopsdahnt"Broadroad,whilehefleesaforetooppent"pikes?"Now,MissLinton,Josephisanoldrascal,butnoliar;and,ifhisaccountofHeathcliff"sconductbetrue,youwouldneverthinkofdesiringsuchahusband,wouldyou?"
`Youareleaguedwiththerest,Ellen!"shereplied。`I"llnotlistentoyourslanders。Whatmalevolenceyoumusthavetowishtoconvincemethatthereisnohappinessintheworld!"
Whethershewouldhavegotoverthisfancyiflefttoherselforperseveredinnursingitperpetually,Icannotsay:shehadlittletimetoreflect。Thedayafter,therewasajustice-meetingatthenexttown;
mymasterwasobligedtoattend;andMrHeathcliff,awareofhisabsence,calledratherearlierthanusual。CatherineandIsabellaweresittinginthelibrary,onhostileterms,butsilent。Thelatteralarmedatherrecentindiscretion,andthedisclosureshehadmadeofhersecretfeelingsinatransientfitofpassion;theformer,onmatureconsideration,reallyoffendedwithhercompanion;and,ifshelaughedagainatherpertness,inclinedtomakeitnolaughingmattertoher。ShedidlaughasshesawHeathcliffpassthewindow。Iwassweepingthehearth,andInoticedamischievoussmileonherlips。Isabella,absorbedinhermeditations,orabook,remainedtillthedooropened;anditwastoolatetoattemptanescape,whichshewouldgladlyhavedonehaditbeenpracticable。
`Comein,that"sright!"exclaimedthemistressgaily,pullingachairtothefire。`Herearetwopeoplesadlyinneedofathirdtothawtheicebetweenthem;andyouaretheveryoneweshouldbothofuschoose。
Heathcliff,I"mproudtoshowyou,atlast,somebodythatdotesonyoumorethanmyself。Iexpectyoutofeelflattered。Nay,it"snotNelly;
don"tlookather!Mypoorlittlesister-in-lawisbreakingherheartbymerecontemplationofyourphysicalandmoralbeauty。ItliesinyourownpowertobeEdgar"sbrother!No,no,Isabella,youshan"trunoff,"shecontinued,arresting,withfeignedplayfulness,theconfoundedgirl,whohadrisenindignantly。`Wewerequarrellinglikecatsaboutyou,Heathcliff;
andIwasfairlybeateninprotestationsofdevotionandadmiration:and,moreover,IwasinformedthatifIwouldbuthavethemannerstostandaside,myrival,asshewillha"eherselftobe,wouldshootashaftintoyoursoulthatwouldfixyouforever,andsendmyimageintoeternaloblivion!"
`Catherine!"saidIsabella,callingupherdignity,anddisdainingtostrugglefromthetightgraspthatheldher。`I"dthankyoutoadheretothetruthandnotslanderme,eveninjoke!MrHeathcliff,bekindenoughtobidthisfriendofyoursreleaseme:sheforgetsthatyouandIarenotintimateacquaintances;andwhatamusesherispainfultomebeyondexpression。"
Astheguestanswerednothing,buttookhisseat,andlookedthoroughlyindifferentwhatsentimentsshecherishedconcerninghim,sheturnedandwhisperedanearnestappealforlibertytohertormentor。
`Bynomeans!"criedMrsLintoninanswer。`Iwon"tbenamedadoginthemangeragain。Youshallstay:nowthen!Heathcliff,whydon"tyouevincesatisfactionatmypleasantnews?IsabellaswearsthattheloveEdgarhasformeisnothingtothatsheentertainsforyou。I"msureshemadesomespeechofthekind;didshenot,Ellen?Andshehasfastedeversincethedaybeforeyesterday"swalk,fromsorrowandragethatIdispatchedheroutofyoursocietyundertheideaofitsbeingunacceptable。
`Ithinkyoubelieher,"saidHeathcliff,twistinghischairtofacethem。`Shewishestobeoutofmysocietynow,atanyrate!"Andhestaredhardattheobjectofdiscourse,asonemightdoatastrangerepulsiveanimal:acentipedefromtheIndies,forinstance,whichcuriosityleadsonetoexamineinspiteoftheaversionitraises。Thepoorthingcouldn"tbearthat:shegrewwhiteandredinrapidsuccession,and,whiletearsbeadedherlashes,bentthestrengthofhersmallfingerstoloosenthefirmclutchofCatherine;andperceivingthatasfastassheraisedonefingeroffherarmanothercloseddown,andshecouldnotremovethewholetogether,shebegantomakeuseofhernails;andtheirsharpnesspresentlyornamentedthedetainer"swithcrescentsofred。
`There"satigress!"exclaimedMrsLinton,settingherfree,andshakingherhandwithpain。`Begone,forGod"ssake,andhideyourvixenface!Howfoolishtorevealthosetalonstohim。Can"tyoufancytheconclusionshe"lldraw?Look,Heathcliff!theyareinstrumentsthatwilldoexecution——youmustbewareofyoureyes。
`I"dwrenchthemoffherfingers,iftheyevermenacedme,"heansweredbrutally,whenthedoorhadclosedafterher。`Butwhatdidyoumeanbyteasingthecreatureinthatmanner,Cathy?Youwerenotspeakingthetruth,wereyou?"
`IassureyouIwas,"shereturned。`Shehasbeenpiningforyoursakeseveralweeks;andravingaboutyouthismorning,andpouringforthadelugeofabuse,becauseIrepresentedyourfailingsinaplainlight,forthepurposeofmitigatingheradoration。Butdon"tnoticeitfurther:
Iwishedtopunishhersauciness,that"sall。Ilikehertoowell,mydearHeathcliff,toletyouabsolutelyseizeanddevourherup。"
`AndIlikehertooilltoattemptit,"saidhe,`exceptinaveryghoulishfashion。You"dhearofoddthingsifIlivedalonewiththatmawkish,waxenface:themostordinarywouldbepaintingonitswhitethecoloursoftherainbow,andturningtheblueeyesblack,everydayortwo:
theydetestablyresembleLinton"s。"
`Delectably!"observedCatherine。`Theyaredove"seyes——angel"s!"
`She"sherbrother"sheir,isshenot?"heasked,afterabriefsilence。
`Ishouldbesorrytothinkso,"returnedhiscompanion。`Halfadozennephewsshallerasehertitle,pleaseHeaven!Abstractyourmindfromthesubjectatpresent:youaretoopronetocovetyourneighbour"sgoods;rememberthisneighbour"sgoodsaremine。"
`Iftheyweremine,theywouldbenonethelessthat,"
saidHeathcliff;`butthoughIsabellaLintonmaybesilly,sheisscarcelymad;and,inshort,we"lldismissthematter,asyouadvise。"
Fromtheirtonguestheydiddismissit;andCatherine,probably,fromherthoughts。Theother,Ifeltcertain,recalleditofteninthecourseoftheevening。Isawhimsmiletohimself——grinrather——andlapseintoominousmusingwheneverMrsLintonhadoccasiontobeabsentfromtheapartment。
Ideterminedtowatchhismovements。Myheartinvariablycleavedtothemaster"s,inpreferencetoCatherine"sside:withreasonIimagined,forhewaskind,andtrustful,andhonourable;andshe——shecouldnotbecalledtheopposite,yetsheseemedtoallowherselfsuchwidelatitude,thatIhadlittlefaithinherprinciples,andstilllesssympathyforherfeelings。IwantedsomethingtohappenwhichmighthavetheeffectoffreeingbothWutheringHeightsandtheGrangeofMrHeathcliff,quietly;
leavingusaswehadbeenpriortohisadvent。Hisvisitswereacontinualnightmaretome;and,Isuspected,tomymasteralso。HisabodeattheHeightswasanoppressionpastexplaining。IfeltthatGodhadforsakenthestraysheeptheretoitsownwickedwanderings,andanevilbeastprowledbetweenitandthefold,waitinghistimetospringanddestroy。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11Sometimes,whilemeditatingonthesethingsinsolitude,I"vegotupinasuddenterror,andputonmybonnettogoseehowallwasatthefarm。
I"vepersuadedmyconsciencethatitwasadutytowarnhimhowpeopletalkedregardinghisways;andthenI"verecollectedhisconfirmedbadhabits,and,hopelessofbenefitinghim,haveflinchedfromre-enteringthedismalhouse,doubtingifIcouldbeartobetakenatmyword。
OnetimeIpassedtheoldgate,goingoutofmyway,onajourneytoGimmerton。Itwasabouttheperiodthatmynarrativehasreached:abrightfrostyafternoon;thegroundbare,andtheroadhardanddry。I
cametoastonewherethehighwaybranchesoffontothemooratyourlefthand;aroughsandpillar,withthelettersW。H。cutonitsnorthside,ontheeast,G。,andonthesouth-west,T。G。Itservesasguide-posttotheGrange,theHeights,andvillage。Thesunshoneyellowonitsgreyhead,remindingmeofsummer;andIcannotsaywhy,butallatonce,agushofchild"ssensationsflowedintomyheart。HindleyandIhelditafavouritespottwentyyearsbefore。Igazedlongattheweather-wornblock,and,stoopingdown,perceivedaholenearthebottomstillfullofsnail-shellsandpebbles,whichwewerefondofstoringtherewithmoreperishablethings;and,asfreshasreality,itappearedthatIbeheldmyearlyplaymateseatedonthewitheredturf:hisdark,squareheadbentforward,andhislittlehandscoopingouttheearthwithapieceofslate。
`PoorHindley!"Iexclaimedinvoluntarily。Istarted:mybodilyeyewascheatedintoamomentarybeliefthatthechildlifteditsfaceandstaredstraightintomine!Itvanishedinatwinkling;butimmediatelyIfeltanirresistibleyearningtobeattheHeights。Superstitionurgedmetocomplywiththisimpulse:supposingheshouldbedead!Ithought——orshoulddiesoon!——supposingitwereasignofdeath!ThenearerIgottothehousethemoreagitatedIgrew;andoncatchingsightofitItrembledineverylimb。Theapparitionhadoutstrippedme:itstoodlookingthroughthegate。
Thatwasmyfirstideaonobservinganelf-locked,brown-eyedboysettinghisruddycountenanceagainstthebars。FurtherreflectionsuggestedthismustbeHareton,myHareton,notalteredgreatlysinceIlefthim,tenmonthssince。
`Godblessthee,darling!"Icried,forgettinginstantaneouslymyfoolishfears。`Hareton,it"sNelly!Nelly,thynurse。"
Heretreatedoutofarm"slength,andpickedupalargeflint。
`Iamcometoseethyfather,Hareton,"Iadded,guessingfromtheactionthatNelly,ifshelivedinhismemoryatall,wasnotrecognizedasonewithme。
Heraisedhismissiletohurlit;Icommencedasoothingspeech,butcouldnotstayhishand:thestonestruckmybonnet;andthenensued,fromthestammeringlipsofthelittlefellow,astringofcurses,which,whetherhecomprehendedthemornot,weredeliveredwithpractisedemphasis,anddistortedhisbabyfeaturesintoashockingexpressionofmalignity。
Youmaybecertainthisgrievedmorethanangeredme。Fittocry,Itookanorangefrommypocket,andofferedittopropitiatehim。Hehesitated,andthensnatcheditfrommyhold;asifhefanciedIonlyintendedtotemptanddisappointhim。Ishowedanother,keepingitoutofhisreach。
`Whohastaughtyouthosefinewords,mybairn?"Iinquired。`Thecurate?"
`Damnthecurate,andthee!Giemethat,"hereplied。
`Telluswhereyougotyourlessons,andyoushallhaveit,"saidI。`Who"syourmaster?"
`Devildaddy,"washisanswer。
`Andwhatdoyoulearnfromdaddy?"Icontinued。
Hejumpedatthefruit;Iraisedithigher。`Whatdoesheteachyou?"Iasked。
`Naught,"saidhe,`buttokeepoutofhisgait。Daddycannotbideme,becauseIswearathim。"
`Ah!andthedevilteachesyoutoswearatdaddy?"Iobserved。
`Ah——nay,"hedrawled。
`Whothen?"
`Heathcliff。"
IaskedifhelikedMrHeathcliff。
`Ay!"heansweredagain。
Desiringtohavehisreasonsforlikinghim,Icouldonlygatherthesentences——`Iknown"t:hepaysdadbackwhathegiestome——hecursesdaddyforcursingme。HesaysImundoasIwill。"
`Andthecuratedoesnotteachyoutoreadandwritethen?"I
pursued。
`No,Iwastoldthecurateshouldhavehis——teethdasheddownhisthroat,——ifhesteppedoverthethreshold——Heathcliffhadpromisedthat!"
Iputtheorangeinhishand,andbadehimtellhisfatherthatawomancalledNellyDeanwaswaitingtospeakwithhim,bythegardengate。Hewentupthewalk,andenteredthehouse;but,insteadofHindley,Heathcliffappearedonthedoorstones;andIturneddirectlyandrandowntheroadashardaseverIcouldrace,makingnohalttillIgainedtheguide-post,andfeelingasscaredasifIhadraisedagoblin。ThisisnotmuchconnectedwithMissIsabella"saffair:exceptthatiturgedmetoresolvefurtheronmountingvigilantguard,anddoingmyutmosttocheckthespreadofsuchbadinfluenceattheGrange:eventhoughIshouldwakeadomesticstorm,bythwartingMrsLinton"spleasure。
ThenexttimeHeathcliffcame,myyoungladychancedtobefeedingsomepigeonsinthecourt。Shehadneverspokenawordtohersister-in-lawforthreedays;butshehadlikewisedroppedherfretfulcomplaining,andwefounditagreatcomfort。HeathcliffhadnotthehabitofbestowingasingleunnecessarycivilityonMissLinton,Iknew。Now,assoonashebeheldher,hisfirstprecautionwastotakeasweepingsurveyofthehousefront。Iwasstandingbythekitchenwindow,butIdrewoutofsight。Hethensteppedacrossthepavementtoher,andsaidsomething:sheseemedembarrassed,anddesirousofgettingaway;topreventit,helaidhishandonherarm。Sheavertedherface:heapparentlyputsomequestionwhichshehadnomindtoanswer。Therewasanotherrapidglanceatthehouse,andsupposinghimselfunseen,thescoundrelhadtheimpudencetoembraceher。
`Judas!traitor!"Iejaculated。`Youareahypocrite,too,areyou?Adeliberatedeceiver。"
`Whois,Nelly?"saidCatherine"svoiceatmyelbow:Ihadbeenoverintentonwatchingthepairoutsidetomarkherentrance。
`Yourworthlessfriend!"Iansweredwarmly:`thesneakingrascalyonder。Ah,hehascaughtaglimpseofus——heiscomingin!IwonderwillhehavethearttofindaplausibleexcuseformakinglovetoMiss,whenhetoldyouhehatedher?"
MrsLintonsawIsabellatearherselffree,andrunintothegarden;
andaminuteafter,Heathcliffopenedthedoor。Icouldn"twithholdgivingsomeloosetomyindignation;butCatherineangrilyinsistedonsilence,andthreatenedtoordermeoutofthekitchen,ifIdaredtobesopresumptuousastoputinmyinsolenttongue。
`Tohearyou,peoplemightthinkyouwerethemistress!"shecried。
`Youwantsettingdowninyourrightplace!Heathcliff,whatareyouabout,raisingthisstir?IsaidyoumustletIsabellaalone!——Ibegyouwill,unlessyouaretiredofbeingreceivedhere,andwishLintontodrawtheboltsagainstyou!"
`Godforbidthatheshouldtry!"answeredtheblackvillain。I
detestedhimjustthen。`Godkeephimmeekandpatient!EverydayIgrowmadderaftersendinghimtoheaven!"
`Hush!"saidCatherine,shuttingtheinnerdoor。`Don"tvexme。
Whyhaveyoudisregardedmyrequest?Didshecomeacrossyouonpurpose?"
`Whatisittoyou?"hegrowled。`I。havearighttokissher,ifshechooses;andyouhavenorighttoobject。I"mnotyourhusband:youneedn"tbejealousofme!"
`I"mnotjealousofyou,"repliedthemistress,`I"mjealousforyou。Clearyourface:youshan"tscowlatme!IfyoulikeIsabella,youshallmarryher。Butdoyoulikeher?Tellthetruth,Heathcliff!There,youwon"tanswer。I"mcertainyoudon"t!"
`AndwouldMrLintonapproveofhissistermarryingthatman?"
Iinquired。
`MrLintonshouldapprove,"returnedmylady,decisively。
`Hemightsparehimselfthetrouble,"saidHeathcliff:`Icoulddoaswellwithouthisapprobation。Andastoyou,Catherine,Ihaveamindtospeakafewwordsnow,whileweareatit。IwantyoutobeawarethatIknowyouhavetreatedmeinfernally——infernally!Doyouhear?
AndifyouflatteryourselfthatIdon"tperceiveit,youareafool;andifyouthinkIcanbeconsoledbysweetwords,youareanidiot;andifyoufancyI"llsufferunrevenged,I"llconvinceyouofthecontrary,inaverylittlewhile!Meantime,thankyoufortellingmeyoursister-in-law"ssecret:IswearI"llmakethemostofit。Andstandyouaside!"
`Whatnewphaseofhischaracteristhis?"exclaimedMrsLinton,inamazement。`I"vetreatedyouinfernally——andyou"lltakeyourrevenge!
Howwillyoutakeit,ungratefulbrute?HowhaveItreatedyouinfernally?"
`Iseeknorevengeonyou,"repliedHeathclifflessvehemently。
`That"snottheplan。Thetyrantgrindsdownhisslavesandtheydon"tturnagainsthim;theycrushthosebeneaththem。Youarewelcometotorturemetodeathforyouramusement,onlyallowmetoamusemyselfalittleinthesamestyle,andrefrainfrominsultasmuchasyouareable。Havinglevelledmypalace,don"terectahovelandcomplacentlyadmireyourowncharityingivingmethatforahome。IfIimaginedyoureallywishedmetomarryIsabel,I"dcutmythroat!"
`Oh,theevilisthatIamnotjealous,isit?"criedCatherine。
`Well,Iwon"trepeatmyofferofawife:itisasbadasofferingSatanalostsoul。Yourblisslies,likehis,ininflictingmisery。Youproveit。Edgarisrestoredfromtheill-temperhegavewaytoatyourcoming;
Ibegintobesecureandtranquil;andyou,restlesstoknowusatpeace,appearresolvedonexcitingaquarrel。QuarrelwithEdgar,ifyouplease,Heathcliff,anddeceivehissister:you"llhitonexactlythemostefficientmethodofrevengingyourselfonme。"
Theconversationceased。MrsLintonsatdownbythefire,flushedandgloomy。Thespiritwhichservedherwasgrowingintractable:shecouldneitherlaynorcontrolit。Hestoodonthehearthwithfoldedarms,broodingonhisevilthoughts;andinthispositionIleftthemtoseekthemaster,whowaswonderingwhatkeptCatherinebelowsolong。
`Ellen,"saidhe,whenIentered,`haveyouseenyourmistress?"
`Yes;she"sinthekitchen,sir,"Ianswered。`She"ssadlyputoutbyMrHeathcliff"sbehaviour:and,indeed,Idothinkit"stimetoarrangehisvisitsonanotherfooting。There"sharminbeingtoosoft,andnowit"scometothis——`AndIrelatedthesceneinthecourt,and,asnearasIdared,thewholesubsequentdispute。IfancieditcouldnotbeveryprejudicialtoMrsLinton;unlessshemadeitsoafterwards,byassumingthedefensiveforherguest。EdgarLintonhaddifficultyinhearingmetotheclose。Hisfirstwordsrevealedthathedidnotclearhiswifeofblame。
`Thisisinsufferable!"heexclaimed。`Itisdisgracefulthatsheshouldownhimforafriend,andforcehiscompanyonme!Callmetwomenoutofthehall,Ellen。Catherineshalllingernolongertoarguewiththelowruffian——Ihavehumouredherenough。"
Hedescended,andbiddingtheservantswaitinthepassage,went,followedbyme,tothekitchen。Itsoccupantshadrecommencedtheirangrydiscussion:MrsLinton,atleast,wasscoldingwithrenewedvigour;Heathcliffhadmovedtothewindow,andhunghishead,somewhatcowedbyherviolentratingapparently。Hesawthemasterfirst,andmadeahastymotionthatsheshouldbesilent;whichsheobeyed,abruptly,ondiscoveringthereasonofhisintimation。
`Howisthis?"saidLinton,addressingher;`whatnotionofproprietymustyouhavetoremainhere,afterthelanguagewhichhasbeenheldtoyoubythatblackguard?Isuppose,becauseitishisordinarytalk,youthinknothingofit;youarehabituatedtohisbaseness,and,perhaps,imagineIcangetusedtoittoo!"
`Haveyoubeenlisteningatthedoor,Edgar?"askedthemistress,inatoneparticularlycalculatedtoprovokeherhusband,implyingbothcarelessnessandcontemptofhisirritation。Heathcliff,whohadraisedhiseyesattheformerspeech,gaveasneeringlaughatthelatter;onpurpose,itseemed,todrawMrLinton"sattentiontohim。Hesucceeded;
butEdgardidnotmeantoentertainhimwithanyhighflightsofpassion。
`Ihavebeensofarforbearingwithyou,sir,"hesaidquietly;
`notthatIwasignorantofyourmiserable,degradedcharacter,butIfeltyouwereonlypartlyresponsibleforthat;andCatherinewishingtokeepupyouracquaintance,Iacquiesced——foolishly。Yourpresenceisamoralpoisonthatwouldcontaminatethemostvirtuous:forthatcause,andtopreventworseconsequences,Ishalldenyyouhereafteradmissionintothishouse,andgivenoticenowthatIrequireyourinstantdeparture。Threeminutes"delaywillrenderitinvoluntaryandignominious。"
Heathcliffmeasuredtheheightandbreadthofthespeakerwithaneyefullofderision。
`Cathy,thislambofyoursthreatenslikeabull!"hesaid。`Itisindangerofsplittingitsskullagainstmyknuckles。ByGod!MrLinton,I"mmortallysorrythatyouarenotworthknockingdown!"
Mymasterglancedtowardsthepassage,andsignedmetofetchthemen:hehadnointentionofhazardingapersonalencounter。Iobeyedthehint;butMrsLinton,suspectingsomething,followed;andwhenIattemptedtocallthem,shepulledmeback,slammedthedoorto,andlockedit。
`Fairmeans!"shesaid,inanswertoherhusband"slookofangrysurprise`Ifyouhavenotcouragetoattackhim,makeanapology,orallowyourselftobebeaten。Itwillcorrectyouoffeigningmorevalourthanyoupossess。No,I"llswallowthekeybeforeyoushallgetit!I"mdelightfullyrewardedformykindnesstoeach!Afterconstantindulgenceofone"sweaknature,andtheother"sbadone,Iearnforthankstwosamplesofblindingratitude,stupidtoabsurdity!Edgar,Iwasdefendingyouandyours;
andIwishHeathcliffmayflogyousick,fordaringtothinkanevilthoughtofme。!"
Itdidnotneedthemediumofafloggingtoproducethateffectonthemaster。HetriedtowrestthekeyfromCatherine"sgrasp,andforsafetysheflungitintothehottestpartofthefire;whereuponMrEdgarwastakenwithanervoustrembling,andhiscountenancegrewdeadlypale。
Forhislifehecouldnotavertthataccessofemotion;mingledanguishandhumiliationovercamehimcompletely。Heleantonthebackofachair,andcoveredhisface。
`Oh,heavens!Inolddays,thiswouldwinyouknighthood!"exclaimedMrsLinton。`Wearevanquished!wearevanquished!Heathcliffwouldassoonliftafingeratyouasakingwouldmarchhisarmyagainstacolonyofmice。Cheerup!youshan"tbehurt!Yourtypeisnotalamb,it"sasuckingleveret。"
`Iwishyoujoyofthemilk-bloodedcoward,Cathy!"saidherfriend。
`Icomplimentyouonyourtaste。Andthatistheslavering,shiveringthingyoupreferredtome!Iwouldnotstrikehimwithmyfist,butI"dkickhimwithmyfoot,andexperienceconsiderablesatisfaction。Isheweeping,orishegoingtofaintforfear?"
ThefellowapproachedandgavethechaironwhichLintonrestedapush。He"dbetterhavekepthisdistance;mymasterquicklysprangerect,andstruckhimfullonthethroatablowthatwouldhavelevelledaslighterman。Ittookhisbreathforaminute;andwhilehechoked,MrLintonwalkedoutbythebackdoorintotheyard,andfromthencetothefrontentrance。
`There!you"vedonewithcominghere,"criedCatherine。`Getaway,now;he"llreturnwithabraceofpistols,andhalfadozenassistants。
Ifhedidoverhearus,ofcoursehe"dneverforgiveyou。You"veplayedhimanillturn,Heathcliff!Butgo——makehaste!I"dratherseeEdgaratbaythanyou。"
`DoyousupposeI"mgoingwiththatblowburninginmygullet?"
hethundered。`Byhell,no!I"llcrushhisribsinlikearottenhazelnutbeforeIcrossthethreshold!IfIdon"tfloorhimnow,Ishallmurderhimsometime;so,asyouvaluehisexistence,letmegetathim!"
`He"snotcoming,"Iinterposed,framingabitofalie。`There"sthecoachmanandthetwogardeners;you"llsurelynotwaittobethrustintotheroadbythem!Eachhasabludgeon;andmasterwill,verylikely,bewatchingfromtheparlourwindows,toseethattheyfulfilhisorders。"
Thegardenersandcoachmanwerethere;butLintonwaswiththem。Theyhadalreadyenteredthecourt。Heathcliff,onsecondthoughts,resolvedtoavoidastruggleagainstthethreeunderlings;heseizedthepoker,smashedthelockfromtheinnerdoor,andmadehisescapeastheytrampedin。
MrsLinton,whowasverymuchexcited,bademeaccompanyherupstairs。
Shedidnotknowmyshareincontributingtothedisturbance,andIwasanxioustokeepherinignorance。
`I"mnearlydistracted,Nelly!"sheexclaimed,throwingherselfonthesofa。`Athousandsmiths"hammersarebeatinginmyhead!TellIsabellatoshunme;thisuproarisowingtoher;andshouldsheoranyoneelseaggravatemyangeratpresent,Ishallgetwild。And,Nelly,saytoEdgar,ifyouseehimagaintonight,thatI"mindangerofbeingseriouslyill。
Iwishitmayprovetrue。Hehasstartledanddistressedmeshockingly!
Iwanttofrightenhim。Besides,hemightcomeandbeginastringofabuseorcomplainings;I"mcertainIshouldrecriminate,andGodknowswhereweshouldend!Willyoudoso,mygoodNelly?YouareawarethatIaminnowayblamableinthismatter。Whatpossessedhimtoturnlistener?Heathcliff"stalkwasoutrageous,afteryouleftus;butIcouldsoonhavedivertedhimfromIsabella,andtherestmeantnothing。Nowallisdashedwrongbythefool"scravingtohearevilofself,thathauntssomepeoplelikeademon!HadEdgarnevergatheredourconversation,hewouldneverhavebeentheworseforit。Really,whenheopenedonmeinthatunreasonabletoneofdispleasureafterIhadscoldedHeathclifftillIwashoarseforhim,Ididnotcare,hardly,whattheydidtoeachother;especiallyasIfeltthat,howeverthesceneclosed,weshouldallbedrivenasunderfornobodyknowshowlong!Well,ifIcannotkeepHeathcliffformyfriend——ifEdgarwillbemeanandjealous,I"lltrytobreaktheirheartsbybreakingmyown。Thatwillbeapromptwayoffinishingall,whenIampushedtoextremity!Butit"sadeedtobereservedforaforlornhope;I"dnottakeLintonbysurprisewithit。Tothispointhehasbeendiscreetindreadingtoprovokeme;youmustrepresenttheperilofquittingthatpolicy,andremindhimofmypassionatetemper,verging,whenkindled,onfrenzy。I
wishyoucoulddismissthatapathyoutofyourcountenance,andlookrathermoreanxiousaboutme。"
ThestoliditywithwhichIreceivedtheseinstructionswas,nodoubt,ratherexasperating:fortheyweredeliveredinperfectsincerity;
butIbelievedapersonwhocouldplantheturningofherfitsofpassiontoaccount,beforehand,might,byexertingherwill,managetocontrolherselftolerably,evenwhileundertheirinfluence;andIdidnotwishto`frighten"herhusband,asshesaid,andmultiplyhisannoyancesforthepurposeofservingherselfishness。ThereforeIsaidnothingwhenI
metthemastercomingtowardstheparlour;butItookthelibertyofturningbacktolistenwhethertheywouldresumetheirquarreltogether。Hebegantospeakfirst。
`Remainwhereyouare,Catherine,"hesaid;withoutanyangerinhisvoice,butwithmuchsorrowfuldespondency。`Ishallnotstay。I
amneithercometowranglenorbereconciled;butIwishjusttolearnwhether,afterthisevening"sevents,youintendtocontinueyourintimacywith——
`Oh,formercy"ssake,"interruptedthemistress,stampingherfoot,`formercy"ssake,letushearnomoreofitnow!Yourcoldbloodcannotbeworkedintoafever:yourveinsarefullofice-water;butmineareboiling,andthesightofsuchchillnessmakesthemdance。"
`Togetridofme,answermyquestion,"perseveredMrLinton。
`Youmustanswerit;andthatviolencedoesnotalarmme。Ihavefoundthatyoucanbeasstoicalasanyone,whenyouplease。WillyougiveupHeathcliffhereafter,orwillyougiveupme?Itisimpossibleforyoutobemyfriendandhisatthesametime;andIabsolutelyrequiretoknowwhichyouchoose。"
`Irequiretobeletalone!"exclaimedCatherinefuriously。`I
demandit!Don"tyouseeIcanscarcelystand?Edgar,you——youleaveme!"
Sherangthebelltillitbrokewithatwang;Ienteredleisurely。
Itwasenoughtotrythetemperofasaint,suchsenseless,wickedrages!
Thereshelaydashingherheadagainstthearmofthesofa,andgrindingherteeth,sothatyoumightfancyshewouldcrashthemtosplinters!MrLintonstoodlookingatherinsuddencompunctionandfear。Hetoldmetofetchsomewater。Shehadnobreathforspeaking。Ibroughtaglassfull;andasshewouldnotdrink,Isprinkleditonherface。Inafewsecondsshestretchedherselfoutstiff,andturneduphereyes,whilehercheeks,atonceblanchedandlivid,assumedtheaspectofdeath。Lintonlookedterrified。
`Thereisnothingintheworldthematter,"Iwhispered。Ididnotwanthimtoyield,thoughIcouldnothelpbeingafraidinmyheart。
`Shehasbloodonherlips!"hesaid,shuddering。
`Nevermind!"Iansweredtartly。AndItoldhimhowshehadresolved,previoustohiscoming,onexhibitingafitoffrenzy。Iincautiouslygavetheaccountaloud,andsheheardme;forshestartedup——herhairflyingoverhershoulders,hereyesflashing,themusclesofherneckandarmsstandingoutpreternaturally。Imadeupmymindforbrokenbones,atleast;
butsheonlyglaredaboutherforaninstant,andthenrushedfromtheroom。Themasterdirectedmetofollow;Idid,toherchamberdoor:shehinderedmefromgoingfartherbysecuringitagainstme。
Assheneverofferedtodescendtobreakfastnextmorning,Iwenttoaskwhethershewouldhavesomecarriedup。`No!"sherepliedperemptorily。
Thesamequestionwasrepeatedatdinnerandtea;andagainonthemorrowafter,andreceivedthesameanswer。MrLinton,onhispart,spenthistimeinthelibrary,anddidnotinquireconcerninghiswife"soccupations。
Isabellaandhehadhadanhour"sinterview,duringwhichhetriedtoelicitfromhersomesentimentofproperhorrorforHeathcliff"sadvances:buthecouldmakenothingofherevasivereplies,andwasobligedtoclosetheexaminationunsatisfactorily;adding,however,asolemnwarning,thatifsheweresoinsaneastoencouragethatworthlesssuitor,itwoulddissolveallbondsofrelationshipbetweenherselfandhim。
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