投诉 阅读记录

第8章

Andastherewerealwaysgroundedsnaggsinthechannelwhichitwouldbeimpossibletomakeout,DavidsonveryprudentlyturnedtheSissieround,andwithonlyenoughsteamontheboilerstogiveheratouchaheadifnecessary,letherdriftupsternfirstwiththetide,silentandinvisibleintheimpenetrabledarknessandinthedumbstillness。

"Itwasalongjob,andwhenattheendoftwohoursDavidsonthoughthemustbeuptotheclearing,thesettlementsleptalready,thewholelandofforestsandriverswasasleep。

"Davidson,seeingasolitarylightinthemasseddarknessoftheshore,knewthatitwasburninginBamtz"shouse。Thiswasunexpectedatthistimeofthenight,butconvenientasaguide。

ByaturnofthescrewandatouchofthehelmhesheeredtheSissiealongsideBamtz"swharf-amiserablestructureofadozenpilesandafewplanks,ofwhichtheex-vagabondwasveryproud。A

coupleofKalashesjumpeddownonit,tookaturnwiththeropesthrowntothemroundtheposts,andtheSissiecametorestwithoutasingleloudwordortheslightestnoise。Andjustintimetoo,forthetideturnedevenbeforeshewasproperlymoored。

"Davidsonhadsomethingtoeat,andthen,comingondeckforalastlookround,noticedthatthelightwasstillburninginthehouse。

"Thiswasveryunusual,butsincetheywereawakesolate,Davidsonthoughtthathewouldgouptosaythathewasinahurrytobeoffandtoaskthatwhatrattanstherewereinstoreshouldbesentonboardwiththefirstsignofdawn。

"Hesteppedcarefullyovertheshakyplanks,notbeinganxioustogetasprainedankle,andpickedhiswayacrossthewastegroundtothefootofthehouseladder。Thehousewasbutaglorifiedhutonpiles,unfencedandlonely。

"Likemanyastoutman,Davidsonisverylightfooted。Heclimbedthesevenstepsorso,steppedacrossthebambooplatformquietly,butwhathesawthroughthedoorwaystoppedhimshort。

"Fourmenweresittingbythelightofasolitarycandle。Therewasabottle,ajugandglassesonthetable,buttheywerenotengagedindrinking。Twopacksofcardswerelyingtheretoo,buttheywerenotpreparingtoplay。Theyweretalkingtogetherinwhispers,andremainedquiteunawareofhim。Hehimselfwastooastonishedtomakeasoundforsometime。Theworldwasstill,exceptforthesibilationofthewhisperingheadsbunchedtogetheroverthetable。

"AndDavidson,asIhavequotedhimtoyoubefore,didn"tlikeit。

Hedidn"tlikeitatall。

"Thesituationendedwithascreamproceedingfromthedark,interiorpartoftheroom。"ODavy!you"vegivenmeaturn。"

"DavidsonmadeoutbeyondthetableAnne"sverypaleface。Shelaughedalittlehysterically,outofthedeepshadowsbetweenthegloomymatwalls。"Ha!ha!ha!"

"Thefourheadssprangapartatthefirstsound,andfourpairsofeyesbecamefixedstonilyonDavidson。Thewomancameforward,havinglittlemoreonherthanaloosechintzwrapperandstrawslippersonherbarefeet。HerheadwastiedupMalayfashioninaredhandkerchief,withamassofloosehairhangingunderitbehind。Herprofessional,gay,Europeanfeathershadliterallydroppedoffherinthecourseofthesetwoyears,butalongnecklaceofamberbeadshungroundheruncoveredneck。Itwastheonlyornamentshehadleft;Bamtzhadsoldallherpoor-enoughtrinketsduringtheflightfromSaigon-whentheirassociationbegan。

"Shecameforward,pastthetable,intothelight,withherusualgropinggestureofextendedarms,asthoughhersoul,poorthing!

hadgoneblindlongago,herwhitecheekshollow,hereyesdarklywild,distracted,asDavidsonthought。Shecameonswiftly,grabbedhimbythearm,draggedhimin。"It"sheavenitselfthatsendsyouto-night。MyTony"ssobad-comeandseehim。Comealong-do!"

"Davidsonsubmitted。TheonlyoneofthementomovewasBamtz,whomadeasiftogetupbutdroppedbackinhischairagain。

Davidsoninpassingheardhimmutterconfusedlysomethingthatsoundedlike"poorlittlebeggar。"

"Thechild,lyingveryflushedinamiserablecotknockedupoutofgin-cases,staredatDavidsonwithwide,drowsyeyes。Itwasabadboutoffeverclearly。ButwhileDavidsonwaspromisingtogoonboardandfetchsomemedicines,andgenerallytryingtosayreassuringthings,hecouldnothelpbeingstruckbytheextraordinarymannerofthewomanstandingbyhisside。Gazingwithdespairingexpressiondownatthecot,shewouldsuddenlythrowaquick,startledglanceatDavidsonandthentowardstheotherroom。

""Yes,mypoorgirl,"hewhispered,interpretingherdistractioninhisownway,thoughhehadnothingpreciseinhismind。"I"mafraidthisbodesnogoodtoyou。Howisittheyarehere?"

"Sheseizedhisforearmandbreathedoutforcibly:"Nogoodtome!

Oh,no!Butwhataboutyou!Theyareafterthedollarsyouhaveonboard。"

"Davidsonletoutanastonished"Howdotheyknowthereareanydollars?"

"Sheclappedherhandslightly,indistress。"Soit"strue!Youhavethemonboard?Thenlookoutforyourself。"

"Theystoodgazingdownattheboyinthecot,awarethattheymightbeobservedfromtheotherroom。

""Wemustgethimtoperspireassoonaspossible,"saidDavidsoninhisordinaryvoice。"You"llhavetogivehimhotdrinkofsomekind。Iwillgoonboardandbringyouaspirit-kettleamongstotherthings。"Andheaddedunderhisbreath:"Dotheyactuallymeanmurder?"

"Shemadenosign,shehadreturnedtoherdesolatecontemplationoftheboy。Davidsonthoughtshehadnotheardhimeven,whenwithanunchangedexpressionshespokeunderherbreath。

""TheFrenchmanwould,inaminute。Theothersshirkit-unlessyouresist。He"sadevil。Hekeepsthemgoing。Withouthimtheywouldhavedonenothingbuttalk。I"vegotchummywithhim。WhatcanyoudowhenyouarewithamanlikethefellowIamwithnow。

Bamtzisterrifiedofthem,andtheyknowit。He"sinitfromfunk。Oh,Davy!takeyourshipaway-quick!"

""Toolate,"saidDavidson。"She"sonthemudalready。"

"Ifthekidhadn"tbeeninthisstateIwouldhaverunoffwithhim-toyou-intothewoods-anywhere。Oh,Davy!willhedie?"shecriedaloudsuddenly。

"Davidsonmetthreemeninthedoorway。Theymadewayforhimwithoutactuallydaringtofacehisglance。ButBamtzwastheonlyonewholookeddownwithanairofguilt。ThebigFrenchmanhadremainedlollinginhischair;hekepthisstumpsinhispocketsandaddressedDavidson。

""Isn"titunfortunateaboutthatchild!Thedistressofthatwomanthereupsetsme,butIamofnouseintheworld。Icouldn"tsmooththesickpillowofmydearestfriend。Ihavenohands。

Wouldyoumindstickingoneofthosecigarettesthereintothemouthofapoor,harmlesscripple?Mynerveswantsoothing-uponmyhonour,theydo。"

"Davidsoncompliedwithhisnaturallykindsmile。Ashisoutwardplaciditybecomesonlymorepronounced,ifpossible,themorereasonthereisforexcitement;andasDavidson"seyes,whenhiswitsarehardatwork,getverystillandasifsleepy,thehugeFrenchmanmighthavebeenjustifiedinconcludingthatthemantherewasameresheep-asheepreadyforslaughter。Witha"MERCIBIEN"heupliftedhishugecarcasetoreachthelightofthecandlewithhiscigarette,andDavidsonleftthehouse。

"Goingdowntotheshipandreturning,hehadtimetoconsiderhisposition。Atfirsthewasinclinedtobelievethatthesemen(Niclaus-thewhiteNakhoda-wastheonlyoneheknewbysightbefore,besidesBamtz)werenotofthestamptoproceedtoextremities。Thiswaspartlythereasonwhyheneverattemptedtotakeanymeasuresonboard。HispacificKalasheswerenottobethoughtofasagainstwhitemen。Hiswretchedengineerwouldhavehadafitfromfrightatthemereideaofanysortofcombat。

Davidsonknewthathewouldhavetodependonhimselfinthisaffairifitevercameoff。

"DavidsonunderestimatednaturallythedrivingpoweroftheFrenchman"scharacterandtheforceoftheactuatingmotive。Tothatmansohopelesslycrippledthesedollarswereanenormousopportunity。WithhisshareoftherobberyhewouldopenanothershopinVladivostok,Haiphong,Manila-somewherefaraway。

"NeitherdiditoccurtoDavidson,whoisamanofcourage,ifevertherewasone,thathispsychologywasnotknowntotheworldatlarge,andthattothisparticularlotofruffians,whojudgedhimbyhisappearance,heappearedanunsuspicious,inoffensive,softcreature,ashepassedagainthroughtheroom,hishandsfullofvariousobjectsandparcelsdestinedforthesickboy。

"Allthefourweresittingagainroundthetable。Bamtznothavingtheplucktoopenhismouth,itwasNiclauswho,asacollectivevoice,calledouttohimthicklytocomeoutsoonandjoininadrink。

""IthinkI"llhavetostaysomelittletimeinthere,tohelpherlookaftertheboy,"Davidsonansweredwithoutstopping。

"Thiswasagoodthingtosaytoallayapossiblesuspicion。And,asitwas,Davidsonfelthemustnotstayverylong。

"Hesatdownonanoldemptynail-kegneartheimprovisedcotandlookedatthechild;whileLaughingAnne,movingtoandfro,preparingthehotdrink,givingittotheboyinspoonfuls,orstoppingtogazemotionlessattheflushedface,whispereddisjointedbitsofinformation。ShehadsucceededinmakingfriendswiththatFrenchdevil。Davywouldunderstandthatsheknewhowtomakeherselfpleasanttoaman。

"AndDavidsonnoddedwithoutlookingather。

"Thebigbeasthadgottobequiteconfidentialwithher。Sheheldhiscardsforhimwhentheywerehavingagame。Bamtz!Oh!BamtzinhisfunkwasonlytoogladtoseetheFrenchmanhumoured。AndtheFrenchmanhadcometobelievethatshewasawomanwhodidn"tcarewhatshedid。That"showitcameabouttheygottotalkbeforeheropenly。Foralongtimeshecouldnotmakeoutwhatgametheywereupto。Thenewarrivals,notexpectingtofindawomanwithBamtz,hadbeenverystartledandannoyedatfirst,sheexplained。

"Shebusiedherselfinattendingtotheboy;andnobodylookingintothatroomwouldhaveseenanythingsuspiciousinthosetwopeopleexchangingmurmursbythesick-bedside。

""ButnowtheythinkIamabettermanthanBamtzeverwas,"shesaidwithafaintlaugh。

"Thechildmoaned。Shewentdownonherknees,and,bendinglow,contemplatedhimmournfully。Thenraisingherhead,sheaskedDavidsonwhetherhethoughtthechildwouldgetbetter。Davidsonwassureofit。Shemurmuredsadly:"Poorkid。There"snothinginlifeforsuchashe。Notadog"schance。ButIcouldn"tlethimgo,Davy!Icouldn"t。"

"Davidsonfeltaprofoundpityforthechild。ShelaidherhandonhiskneeandwhisperedanearnestwarningagainsttheFrenchman。

Davymustneverlethimcometoclosequarters。NaturallyDavidsonwantedtoknowthereason,foramanwithouthandsdidnotstrikehimasveryformidableunderanycircumstances。

""Mindyoudon"tlethim-that"sall,"sheinsistedanxiously,hesitated,andthenconfessedthattheFrenchmanhadgotherawayfromtheothersthatafternoonandhadorderedhertotieaseven-

poundironweight(outofthesetofweightsBamtzusedinbusiness)tohisrightstump。Shehadtodoitforhim。Shehadbeenafraidofhissavagetemper。Bamtzwassuchacraven,andneitheroftheothermenwouldhavecaredwhathappenedtoher。

TheFrenchman,however,withmanyawfulthreatshadwarnedhernottolettheothersknowwhatshehaddoneforhim。Afterwardshehadbeentryingtocajoleher。HehadpromisedherthatifshestoodbyhimfaithfullyinthisbusinesshewouldtakeherwithhimtoHaiphongorsomeotherplace。Apoorcrippleneededsomebodytotakecareofhim-always。

"Davidsonaskedheragainiftheyreallymeantmischief。Itwas,hetoldme,thehardestthingtobelievehehadrunupagainst,asyet,inhislife。Annenodded。TheFrenchman"sheartwassetonthisrobbery。Davymightexpectthem,aboutmidnight,creepingonboardhisship,tostealanyhow-tomurder,perhaps。Hervoicesoundedweary,andhereyesremainedfastenedonherchild。

"AndstillDavidsoncouldnotacceptitsomehow;hiscontemptforthesemenwastoogreat。

""Lookhere,Davy,"shesaid。"I"llgooutsidewiththemwhentheystart,anditwillbehardluckifIdon"tfindsomethingtolaughat。Theyareusedtothatfromme。Laughorcry-what"stheodds。Youwillbeabletohearmeonboardonthisquietnight。

Darkitistoo。Oh!it"sdark,Davy!-it"sdark!"

""Don"tyourunanyrisks,"saidDavidson。Presentlyhecalledherattentiontotheboy,who,lessflushednow,haddroppedintoasoundsleep。"Look。He"llbeallright。"

"Shemadeasiftosnatchthechilduptoherbreast,butrestrainedherself。Davidsonpreparedtogo。Shewhisperedhurriedly:

""Mind,Davy!I"vetoldthemthatyougenerallysleepaftinthehammockundertheawningoverthecabin。Theyhavebeenaskingmeaboutyourwaysandaboutyourship,too。ItoldthemallIknew。

Ihadtokeepinwiththem。AndBamtzwouldhavetoldthemifI

hadn"t-youunderstand?"

"Hemadeafriendlysignandwentout。Themenaboutthetable(exceptBamtz)lookedathim。ThistimeitwasFectorwhospoke。

"Won"tyoujoinusinaquietgame,Captain?"

"Davidsonsaidthatnowthechildwasbetterhethoughthewouldgoonboardandturnin。Fectorwastheonlyoneofthefourwhomhehad,sotospeak,neverseen,forhehadhadagoodlookattheFrenchmanalready。HeobservedFector"smuddyeyes,hismean,bittermouth。Davidson"scontemptforthosemenroseinhisgorge,whilehisplacidsmile,hisgentletonesandgeneralairofinnocenceputheartintothem。Theyexchangedmeaningglances。

""Weshallbesittinglateoverthecards,"Fectorsaidinhisharsh,lowvoice。

""Don"tmakemorenoisethanyoucanhelp。"

""Oh!weareaquietlot。Andiftheinvalidshouldn"tbesowell,shewillbesuretosendoneofusdowntocallyou,sothatyoumayplaythedoctoragain。Sodon"tshootatsight。"

""Heisn"tashootingman,"struckinNiclaus。

""Inevershootbeforemakingsurethere"sareasonforit-atanyrate,"saidDavidson。

"Bamtzletoutasicklysnigger。TheFrenchmanalonegotuptomakeabowtoDavidson"scarelessnod。Hisstumpswerestuckimmovablyinhispockets。Davidsonunderstoodnowthereason。

"Hewentdowntotheship。Hiswitswereworkingactively,andhewasthoroughlyangry。Hesmiled,hesays(itmusthavebeenthefirstgrimsmileofhislife),atthethoughtoftheseven-poundweightlashedtotheendoftheFrenchman"sstump。Theruffianhadtakenthatprecautionincaseofaquarrelthatmightariseoverthedivisionofthespoil。Amanwithanunsuspectedpowertodealkillingblowscouldtakehisownpartinasuddenscrimmageroundaheapofmoney,evenagainstadversariesarmedwithrevolvers,especiallyifhehimselfstartedtherow。

""He"sreadytofaceanyofhisfriendswiththatthing。Buthewillhavenouseforit。Therewillbenooccasiontoquarrelaboutthesedollarshere,"thoughtDavidson,gettingonboardquietly。Heneverpausedtolookiftherewasanybodyaboutthedecks。Asamatteroffact,mostofhiscrewwereonshore,andtherestslept,stowedawayindarkcorners。

"Hehadhisplan,andhewenttoworkmethodically。

"Hefetchedalotofclothingfrombelowanddisposeditinhishammockinsuchawayastodistendittotheshapeofahumanbody;thenhethrewoverallthelightcottonsheetheusedtodrawoverhimselfwhensleepingondeck。Havingdonethis,heloadedhistworevolversandclamberedintooneoftheboatstheSissiecarriedrightaft,swungoutontheirdavits。Thenhewaited。

"Andagainthedoubtofsuchathinghappeningtohimcreptintohismind。Hewasalmostashamedofthisridiculousvigilinaboat。Hebecamebored。Andthenhebecamedrowsy。Thestillnessoftheblackuniverseweariedhim。Therewasnoteventhelappingofthewatertokeephimcompany,forthetidewasoutandtheSissiewaslyingonsoftmud。Suddenlyinthebreathless,soundless,hotnightanarguspheasantscreamedinthewoodsacrossthestream。Davidsonstartedviolently,allhissensesonthealertatonce。

"Thecandlewasstillburninginthehouse。Everythingwasquietagain,butDavidsonfeltdrowsynolonger。Anuneasypremonitionofeviloppressedhim。

""SurelyIamnotafraid,"hearguedwithhimself。

"Thesilencewaslikeasealonhisears,andhisnervousinwardimpatiencegrewintolerable。Hecommandedhimselftokeepstill。

Butallthesamehewasjustgoingtojumpoutoftheboatwhenafaintrippleontheimmensityofsilence,ameretremorintheair,theghostofasilverylaugh,reachedhisears。

"Illusion!

"Hekeptverystill。Hehadnodifficultynowinemulatingthestillnessofthemouse-agrimlydeterminedmouse。Buthecouldnotshakeoffthatpremonitionofevilunrelatedtothemeredangerofthesituation。Nothinghappened。Ithadbeenanillusion!

"Acuriositycametohimtolearnhowtheywouldgotowork。Hewonderedandwondered,tillthewholethingseemedmoreabsurdthanever。

"Hehadleftthehanginglampinthecabinburningasusual。Itwaspartofhisplanthateverythingshouldbeasusual。Suddenlyinthedimglowoftheskylightpanesabulkyshadowcameuptheladderwithoutasound,madetwostepstowardsthehammock(ithungrightovertheskylight),andstoodmotionless。TheFrenchman!

"Theminutesbegantoslipaway。DavidsonguessedthattheFrenchman"spart(thepoorcripple)wastowatchhis(Davidson"s)

slumberswhiletheotherswerenodoubtinthecabinbusyforcingoffthelazarettehatch。

"Whatwasthecoursetheymeanttopursueoncetheygotholdofthesilver(thereweretencases,andeachcouldbecarriedeasilybytwomen)nobodycantellnow。Butsofar,Davidsonwasright。

Theywereinthecabin。Heexpectedtohearthesoundsofbreaking-ineverymoment。Butthefactwasthatoneofthem(perhapsFector,whohadstolenpapersoutofdesksinhistime)

knewhowtopickalock,andapparentlywasprovidedwiththetools。ThuswhileDavidsonexpectedeverymomenttohearthembegindownthere,theyhadthebaroffalreadyandtwocasesactuallyupinthecabinoutofthelazarette。

"InthediffusedfaintglowoftheskylighttheFrenchmanmovednomorethanastatue。Davidsoncouldhaveshothimwiththegreatestease-buthewasnothomicidallyinclined。Moreover,hewantedtomakesurebeforeopeningfirethattheothershadgonetowork。

Nothearingthesoundsheexpectedtohear,hefeltuncertainwhethertheyallwereonboardyet。

"Whilehelistened,theFrenchman,whoseimmobilitymighthavebutcloakedaninternalstruggle;movedforwardapace,thenanother。

Davidson,entranced,watchedhimadvanceoneleg,withdrawhisrightstump,thearmedone,outofhispocket,andswinginghisbodytoputgreaterforceintotheblow,bringtheseven-poundweightdownonthehammockwheretheheadofthesleeperoughttohavebeen。

"Davidsonadmittedtomethathishairstirredattherootsthen。

ButforAnne,hisunsuspectingheadwouldhavebeenthere。TheFrenchman"ssurprisemusthavebeensimplyoverwhelming。Hestaggeredawayfromthelightlyswinginghammock,andbeforeDavidsoncouldmakeamovementhehadvanished,boundingdowntheladdertowarnandalarmtheotherfellows。

"Davidsonspranginstantlyoutoftheboat,threwuptheskylightflap,andhadaglimpseofthemendowntherecrouchingroundthehatch。Theylookedupscared,andatthatmomenttheFrenchmanoutsidethedoorbellowedout"TRAHISON-TRAHISON!"Theyboltedoutofthecabin,fallingovereachotherandswearingawfully。

TheshotDavidsonletoffdowntheskylighthadhitnoone;butherantotheedgeofthecabin-topandatonceopenedfireatthedarkshapesrushingaboutthedeck。Theseshotswerereturned,andarapidfusilladeburstout,reportsandflashes,Davidsondodgingbehindaventilatorandpullingthetriggertillhisrevolverclicked,andthenthrowingitdowntotaketheotherinhisrighthand。

"HehadbeenhearinginthedintheFrenchman"sinfuriatedyells"TUEZ-LE!TUEZ-LE!"abovethefiercecursingoftheothers。Butthoughtheyfiredathimtheywereonlythinkingofclearingout。

IntheflashesofthelastshotsDavidsonsawthemscramblingovertherail。Thathehadhitmorethanonehewascertain。Twodifferentvoiceshadcriedoutinpain。Butapparentlynoneofthemweredisabled。

"Davidsonleanedagainstthebulwarkreloadinghisrevolverwithouthaste。Hehadnottheslightestapprehensionoftheircomingback。

Ontheotherhand,hehadnointentionofpursuingthemonshoreinthedark。Whattheyweredoinghehadnoidea。Lookingtotheirhurtsprobably。NotveryfarfromthebanktheinvisibleFrenchmanwasblasphemingandcursinghisassociates,hisluck,andalltheworld。Heceased;thenwithasudden,vengefulyell,"It"sthatwoman!-it"sthatwomanthathassoldus,"washeardrunningoffinthenight。

"Davidsoncaughthisbreathinasuddenpangofremorse。HeperceivedwithdismaythatthestratagemofhisdefencehadgivenAnneaway。Hedidnothesitateamoment。Itwasforhimtosavehernow。Heleapedashore。Butevenashelandedonthewharfheheardashrillshriekwhichpiercedhisverysoul。

"Thelightwasstillburninginthehouse。Davidson,revolverinhand,wasmakingforitwhenanothershriek,awaytohisleft,madehimchangehisdirection。

"Hechangedhisdirection-butverysoonhestopped。Itwasthenthathehesitatedincruelperplexity。Heguessedwhathadhappened。Thewomanhadmanagedtoescapefromthehouseinsomeway,andnowwasbeingchasedintheopenbytheinfuriatedFrenchman。Hetrustedshewouldtrytorunonboardforprotection。

"AllwasstillaroundDavidson。Whethershehadrunonboardornot,thissilencemeantthattheFrenchmanhadlostherinthedark。

"Davidson,relieved,butstillveryanxious,turnedtowardstheriver-side。Hehadnotmadetwostepsinthatdirectionwhenanothershriekburstoutbehindhim,againclosetothehouse。

"HethinksthattheFrenchmanhadlostsightofthepoorwomanrightenough。Thencamethatperiodofsilence。Butthehorribleruffianhadnotgivenuphismurderouspurpose。Hereasonedthatshewouldtrytostealbacktoherchild,andwenttolieinwaitforhernearthehouse。

"Itmusthavebeensomethinglikethat。Assheenteredthelightfallingaboutthehouse-ladder,hehadrushedathertoosoon,impatientforvengeance。Shehadletoutthatsecondscreamofmortalfearwhenshecaughtsightofhim,andturnedtorunforlifeagain。

"Thistimeshewasmakingfortheriver,butnotinastraightline。HershriekscircledaboutDavidson。Heturnedonhisheels,followingthehorribletrailofsoundinthedarkness。Hewantedtoshout"Thisway,Anne!Iamhere!"buthecouldn"t。Atthehorrorofthischase,moreghastlyinhisimaginationthanifhecouldhaveseenit,theperspirationbrokeoutonhisforehead,whilehisthroatwasasdryastinder。Alastsupremescreamwascutshortsuddenly。

"Thesilencewhichensuedwasevenmoredreadful。Davidsonfeltsick。Hetorehisfeetfromthespotandwalkedstraightbeforehim,grippingtherevolverandpeeringintotheobscurityfearfully。Suddenlyabulkyshapesprangfromthegroundwithinafewyardsofhimandboundedaway。Instinctivelyhefiredatit,startedtoruninpursuit,andstumbledagainstsomethingsoftwhichthrewhimdownheadlong。

"EvenashepitchedforwardonhisheadheknewitcouldbenothingelsebutLaughingAnne"sbody。Hepickedhimselfupand,remainingonhisknees,triedtoliftherinhisarms。Hefelthersolimpthathegaveitup。Shewaslyingonherface,herlonghairscatteredontheground。Someofitwaswet。Davidson,feelingaboutherhead,cametoaplacewherethecrushedbonegavewayunderhisfingers。Butevenbeforethatdiscoveryheknewthatshewasdead。ThepursuingFrenchmanhadflungherdownwithakickfrombehind,and,squattingonherback,wasbatteringinherskullwiththeweightsheherselfhadfastenedtohisstump,whenthetotallyunexpectedDavidsonloomedupinthenightandscaredhimaway。

"Davidson,kneelingbythesideofthatwomandonesomiserablytodeath,wasovercomebyremorse。Shehaddiedforhim。Hismanhoodwasasifstunned。Forthefirsttimehefeltafraid。HemighthavebeenpounceduponinthedarkatanymomentbythemurdererofLaughingAnne。Heconfessestotheimpulseofcreepingawayfromthatpitifulcorpseonhishandsandkneestotherefugeoftheship。Heevensaysthatheactuallybegantodoso……

"OnecanhardlypicturetooneselfDavidsoncrawlingawayonallfoursfromthemurderedwoman-Davidsonunmannedandcrushedbytheideathatshehaddiedforhiminasense。Buthecouldnothavegoneveryfar。Whatstoppedhimwasthethoughtoftheboy,LaughingAnne"schild,that(Davidsonrememberedherverywords)

wouldnothaveadog"schance。

"ThislifethewomanhadleftbehindherappearedtoDavidson"sconscienceinthelightofasacredtrust。Heassumedanerectattitudeand,quakinginwardlystill,turnedaboutandwalkedtowardsthehouse。

"Forallhistremorshewasverydetermined;butthatsmashedskullhadaffectedhisimagination,andhefeltverydefencelessinthedarkness,inwhichheseemedtohearfaintlynowhere,nowthere,theprowlingfootstepsofthemurdererwithouthands。Butheneverfalteredinhispurpose。Hegotawaywiththeboysafelyafterall。Thehousehefoundempty。Aprofoundsilenceencompassedhimallthetime,exceptonce,justashegotdowntheladderwithTonyinhisarms,whenafaintgroanreachedhisears。Itseemedtocomefromthepitch-blackspacebetweenthepostsonwhichthehousewasbuilt,buthedidnotstoptoinvestigate。

"It"snousetellingyouindetailhowDavidsongotonboardwiththeburdenAnne"smiserablycruelfatehadthrustintohisarms;

hownextmorninghisscaredcrew,afterobservingfromadistancethestateofaffairsonboard,rejoinedwithalacrity;howDavidsonwentashoreand,aidedbyhisengineer(stillhalfdeadwithfright),rolledupLaughingAnne"sbodyinacottonsheetandbroughtitonboardforburialatsealater。Whilebusywiththispioustask,Davidson,glancingabout,perceivedahugeheapofwhiteclotheshuddledupagainstthecorner-postofthehouse。

ThatitwastheFrenchmanlyingtherehecouldnotdoubt。Takingitinconnectionwiththedismalgroanhehadheardinthenight,DavidsonisprettysurethathisrandomshotgaveamortalhurttothemurdererofpoorAnne。

"Astotheothers,Davidsonneverseteyesonasingleoneofthem。

Whethertheyhadconcealedthemselvesinthescaredsettlement,orboltedintotheforest,orwerehidingonboardNiclaus"sprau,whichcouldbeseenlyingonthemudahundredyardsorsohigherupthecreek,thefactisthattheyvanished;andDavidsondidnottroublehisheadaboutthem。HelostnotimeingettingoutofthecreekdirectlytheSissiefloated。Aftersteamingsometwentymilesclearofthecoast,he(inhisownwords)"committedthebodytothedeep。"Hedideverythinghimself。Heweightedherdownwithafewfire-bars,hereadtheservice,heliftedtheplank,hewastheonlymourner。Andwhilehewasrenderingtheselastservicestothedead,thedesolationofthatlifeandtheatrociouswretchednessofitsendcriedaloudtohiscompassion,whisperedtohimintonesofself-reproach。

"Heoughttohavehandledthewarningshehadgivenhiminanotherway。Hewasconvincednowthatasimpledisplayofwatchfulnesswouldhavebeenenoughtorestrainthatvileandcowardlycrew。

Butthefactwasthathehadnotquitebelievedthatanythingwouldbeattempted。

"ThebodyofLaughingAnnehavingbeen"committedtothedeep"sometwentymilesS。S。W。fromCapeSelatan,thetaskbeforeDavidsonwastocommitLaughingAnne"schildtothecareofhiswife。Andtherepoor,goodDavidsonmadeafatalmove。Hedidn"twanttotellherthewholeawfulstory,sinceitinvolvedtheknowledgeofthedangerfromwhichhe,Davidson,hadescaped。Andthis,too,afterhehadbeenlaughingatherunreasonablefearsonlyashorttimebefore。

""IthoughtthatifItoldhereverything,"Davidsonexplainedtome,"shewouldneverhaveamoment"speacewhileIwasawayonmytrips。"

"Hesimplystatedthattheboywasanorphan,thechildofsomepeopletowhomhe,Davidson,wasunderthegreatestobligation,andthathefeltmorallyboundtolookafterhim。Somedayhewouldtellhermore,hesaid,andmeantimehetrustedinthegoodnessandwarmthofherheart,inherwoman"snaturalcompassion。

"Hedidnotknowthatherheartwasaboutthesizeofaparchedpea,andhadtheproportionalamountofwarmth;andthatherfacultyofcompassionwasmainlydirectedtoherself。Hewasonlystartledanddisappointedattheairofcoldsurpriseandthesuspiciouslookwithwhichshereceivedhisimperfecttale。Butshedidnotsaymuch。Sheneverhadmuchtosay。Shewasafoolofthesilent,hopelesskind。

"WhatstoryDavidson"screwthoughtfittosetafloatinMalaytownisneitherherenorthere。Davidsonhimselftooksomeofhisfriendsintohisconfidence,besidesgivingthefullstoryofficiallytotheHarbourMaster。

"TheHarbourMasterwasconsiderablyastonished。Hedidn"tthink,however,thataformalcomplaintshouldbemadetotheDutchGovernment。Theywouldprobablydonothingintheend,afteralotoftroubleandcorrespondence。Therobberyhadnotcomeoff,afterall。Thosevagabondscouldbetrustedtogotothedevilintheirownway。Noamountoffusswouldbringthepoorwomantolifeagain,andtheactualmurdererhadbeendonejusticetobyachanceshotfromDavidson。Betterletthematterdrop。

"Thiswasgoodcommonsense。Buthewasimpressed。

""Soundsaterribleaffair,CaptainDavidson。"

""Aye,terribleenough,"agreedtheremorsefulDavidson。Butthemostterriblethingforhim,thoughhedidn"tknowityetthen,wasthathiswife"ssillybrainwasslowlycomingtotheconclusionthatTonywasDavidson"schild,andthathehadinventedthatlamestorytointroducehimintoherpurehomeindefianceofdecency,ofvirtue-ofhermostsacredfeelings。

"Davidsonwasawareofsomeconstraintinhisdomesticrelations。

Butatthebestoftimesshewasnotdemonstrative;andperhapsthatverycoldnesswaspartofhercharmintheplacidDavidson"seyes。Womenarelovedforallsortsofreasonsandevenforcharacteristicswhichonewouldthinkrepellent。Shewaswatchinghimandnursinghersuspicions。

"Then,oneday,Monkey-facedRitchiecalledonthatsweet,shyMrs。

Davidson。Shehadcomeoutunderhiscare,andheconsideredhimselfaprivilegedperson-heroldestfriendinthetropics。Heposedforagreatadmirerofhers。Hewasalwaysagreatchatterer。Hehadgotholdofthestoryrathervaguely,andhestartedchatteringonthatsubject,thinkingsheknewallaboutit。

AndinduecourseheletoutsomethingaboutLaughingAnne。

""LaughingAnne,"saysMrs。Davidsonwithastart。"What"sthat?"

Ritchieplungedintocircumlocutionatonce,butsheverysoonstoppedhim。"Isthatcreaturedead?"sheasks。

""Ibelieveso,"stammeredRitchie。"Yourhusbandsaysso。"

""Butyoudon"tknowforcertain?"

""No!HowcouldI,Mrs。Davidson!"

""That"sallwantedtoknow,"saysshe,andgoesoutoftheroom。

"WhenDavidsoncamehomeshewasreadytogoforhim,notwithcommonvolubleindignation,butasiftricklingastreamofcoldclearwaterdownhisback。Shetalkedofhisbaseintriguewithavilewoman,ofbeingmadeafoolof,oftheinsulttoherdignity。

"Davidsonbeggedhertolistentohimandtoldherallthestory,thinkingthatitwouldmoveaheartofstone。Hetriedtomakeherunderstandhisremorse。Sheheardhimtotheend,said"Indeed!"

andturnedherbackonhim。

""Don"tyoubelieveme?"heasked,appalled。

"Shedidn"tsayyesorno。Allshesaidwas,"Sendthatbratawayatonce。"

""Ican"tthrowhimoutintothestreet,"criedDavidson。"Youdon"tmeanit。"

""Idon"tcare。Therearecharitableinstitutionsforsuchchildren,Isuppose。"

""ThatIwillneverdo,"saidDavidson。

""Verywell。That"senoughforme。"

"Davidson"shomeafterthiswaslikeasilent,frozenhellforhim。

Astupidwomanwithasenseofgrievanceisworsethananunchaineddevil。HesenttheboytotheWhiteFathersinMalacca。Thiswasnotaveryexpensivesortofeducation,butshecouldnotforgivehimfornotcastingtheoffensivechildawayutterly。Sheworkeduphersenseofherwifelywrongsandofherinjuredpuritytosuchapitchthatoneday,whenpoorDavidsonwaspleadingwithhertobereasonableandnottomakeanimpossibleexistenceforthemboth,sheturnedonhiminachillpassionandtoldhimthathisverysightwasodioustoher。

"Davidson,withhisscrupulousdelicacyoffeeling,wasnotthemantoasserthisrightsoverawomanwhocouldnotbearthesightofhim。Hebowedhishead;andshortlyafterwardsarrangedforhertogobacktoherparents。Thatwasexactlywhatshewantedinheroutrageddignity。AndthenshehadalwaysdislikedthetropicsandhaddetestedsecretlythepeopleshehadtoliveamongstasDavidson"swife。Shetookherpure,sensitive,meanlittlesoulawaytoFremantleorsomewhereinthatdirection。Andofcoursethelittlegirlwentawaywithhertoo。WhatcouldpoorDavidsonhavedonewithalittlegirlonhishands,evenifshehadconsentedtoleaveherwithhim-whichisunthinkable。

"ThisisthestorythathasspoiledDavidson"ssmileforhim-

whichperhapsitwouldn"thavedonesothoroughlyhadhebeenlessofagoodfellow。"

Hollisceased。ButbeforewerosefromthetableIaskedhimifheknewwhathadbecomeofLaughingAnne"sboy。

HecountedcarefullythechangehandedhimbytheChinamanwaiter,andraisedhishead。

"Oh!that"sthefinishingtouch。Hewasabright,takinglittlechap,asyouknow,andtheFatherstookveryspecialpainsinhisbringingup。Davidsonexpectedinhishearttohavesomecomfortoutofhim。Inhisplacidwayhe"samanwhoneedsaffection。

Well,Tonyhasgrownintoafineyouth-butthereyouare!Hewantstobeapriest;hisonedreamistobeamissionary。TheFathersassureDavidsonthatitisaseriousvocation。Theytellhimhehasaspecialdispositionformissionwork,too。SoLaughingAnne"sboywillleadasaintlylifeinChinasomewhere;hemayevenbecomeamartyr;butpoorDavidsonisleftoutinthecold。Hewillhavetogodownhillwithoutasinglehumanaffectionnearhimbecauseoftheseolddollars。"

Jan。1914

Footnotes:

(1)Thegallows,supposedtobewidowedofthelastexecutedcriminalandwaitingforanother。

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