投诉 阅读记录

第3章

Gilderhimselffeltthesurgeofemotionthatswungthroughthesemoments,buthewouldnotyieldtoit。Withhislackofimagination,hecouldnotinterpretwhatthistimemustmeantothegirlbeforehim。Rather,hemerelydeemedithisdutytocarrythroughthisunfortunateaffairwithascrupulousattentiontodetail,inthefashionthathadalwaysbeencharacteristicofhimduringtheyearsinwhichhehadsteadilymountedfromthebottomtothetop。

"What"stheuseofallthispretense?"hedemanded,sharply。

"Youweregivenafairtrial,andthere"sanendofit。"

Thegirl,standingtheresofeebly,seemingindeedtoclingforsupporttothemanwhoalwaysheldherthuscloselybythewrist,spokeagainwithanastonishingclearness,evenwithasortofvivacity,asifsheexplainedeasilysomethingotherwiseindoubt。

"Oh,no,Iwasn"t!"shecontradictedbluntly,withasingularconfidenceofassertion。"Why,ifthetrialhadbeenfair,I

shouldn"tbehere。"

TheharshvoiceofCassidyagainbrokeinonthepassionofthegirlwithaprofessionalsneer。

"That"sanotherthingtheyallsay。"

Butthegirlwentonspeakingfiercely,impervioustotheman"scoarsesarcasm,hereyes,whichhaddeepenedalmosttopurple,stillfixedpiercinglyonGilder,who,forsomereasonwhollyinexplicabletohim,felthimselfstrangelydisturbedunderthatregard。

"DoyoucallitfairwhenthelawyerIhadwasonlyaboy——onewhomthecourttoldmetotake,aboytryinghisfirstcase——mycase,thatmeanttheruinofmylife?Mylawyer!Why,hewasjustgettingexperience——gettingitatmyexpense!"Thegirlpausedasifexhaustedbythevehemenceofheremotion,andatlastthesparklingeyesdroopedandtheheavylidsclosedoverthem。Sheswayedalittle,sothattheofficertightenedhisclasponherwrist。

Therefollowedafewsecondsofsilence。ThenGildermadeanefforttoshakeoffthefeelingthathadsopossessedhim,andtoacertaindegreehesucceeded。

"Thejuryfoundyouguilty,"heasserted,withanattempttomakehisvoicemagisterialinitsseverity。

Instantly,Marywasarousedtoanewoutburstofprotest。Onceagain,hereyesshottheirfiresatthemanseatedbehindthedesk,andshewentforwardastepimperiously,draggingtheofficerinherwake。

"Yes,thejuryfoundmeguilty,"sheagreed,withfinescorninthemusicalcadencesofhervoice。"Doyouknowwhy?Icantellyou,Mr。Gilder。Itwasbecausetheyhadbeenoutforthreehourswithoutreachingadecision。Theevidencedidn"tseemtobequiteenoughforsomeofthem,afterall。Well,thejudgethreatenedtolockthemupallnight。Themenwantedtogethome。Theeasythingtodowastofindmeguilty,andletitgoatthat。Wasthatfair,doyouthink?Andthat"snotall,either。Wasitfairofyou,Mr。Gilder?Wasitfairofyoutocometothecourtthismorning,andtellthejudgethatIshouldbesenttoprisonasawarningtoothers?"

Aquickflushburnedonthemassivefaceofthemanwhomshethusaccused,andhiseyesrefusedtomeethersteadygazeofreproach。

"Youknow!"heexclaimed,inmomentaryconsternation。Again,hermoodhadaffectedhisown,sothatthroughafewhurryingsecondshefelthimselfsomehowguiltyofwrongagainstthisgirl,sofrankandsorebuking。

"Iheardyouinthecourtroom,"shesaid。"Thedockisn"tveryfarfromthebenchwhereyouspoketothejudgeaboutmycase。

Yes,Iheardyou。Itwasn"t:DidIdoit?Or,didn"tIdoit?

No;itwasonlythatImustbemadeawarningtoothers。"

Again,silencefellforatenseinterval。Then,finally,thegirlspokeinadifferenttone。Wherebeforehervoicehadbeenvibrantwiththeinstinctofcomplaintagainstthemockeryofjusticeunderwhichshesuffered,nowtherewasadeepernote,thatofmostsolemntruth。

"Mr。Gilder,"shesaidsimply,"asGodismyjudge,IamgoingtoprisonforthreeyearsforsomethingIdidn"tdo。"

Butthesincerityofherbrokencryfellonunheedingears。Thecoarsenatureoftheofficerhadlongagolostwhateverelementsofsoftnesstheremighthavebeentodevelopinagentleroccupation。Asfortheownerofthestore,hewasnotsufficientlysensitivetofeeltheverityintheaccentsofthespeaker。Moreover,hewasamanwhofollowedtheconventional,withneveradistractionduetoimaginationandsympathy。Justnow,too,hewasexperiencingakeenirritationagainsthimselfbecauseofthemannerinwhichhehadbeensensibletotheinfluenceofherprotestation,despitehiswilltothecontrary。

Thatirritationagainsthimselfonlyreactedagainstthegirl,andcausedhimtosteelhishearttoresistanytendencytowardcommiseration。So,thisdeclarationofinnocencewasmadequiteinvain——indeed,servedrathertostrengthenhisdisfavortowardthecomplainant,andtomakehismannerharsherwhenshevoicedthepitifulquestionoverwhichshehadwonderedandgrieved。

"Whydidyouaskthejudgetosendmetoprison?"

"Thethievingthathasbeengoingoninthisstoreforoverayearhasgottostop,"Gilderansweredemphatically,withallhisusualenergyofmannerrestored。Ashespoke,heraisedhiseyesandmetthegirl"sglancefairly。Thoughtoftherobberieswasquiteenoughtomakehimpitilesstowardtheoffender。

"Sendingmetoprisonwon"tstopit,"MaryTurnersaid,drearily。

"Perhapsnot,"Gildersternlyretorted。"Butthediscoveryandpunishmentoftheotherguiltyoneswill。"Hismannerchangedtoabusiness-likealertness。"Yousentwordtomethatyoucouldtellmehowtostopthetheftsinthestore。Well,mygirl,dothis,and,whileIcanmakenodefinitepromise,I"llseewhatcanbedoneaboutgettingyououtofyourpresentdifficulty。"

Hepickedupapencil,pulledapadofblankpaperconvenienttohishand,andlookedatthegirlexpectantly,withaggressiveinquiryinhisgaze。"Tellmenow,"heconcluded,"whowereyourpals?"

Thematter-of-factmannerofthismanwhohadunwittinglywrongedhersofrightfullywasthelaststrawonthegirl"sburdenofsuffering。Underit,herpatientendurancebroke,andshecriedoutinavoiceofutterdespairthatcausedGildertostartnervously,andevenimpelledthestolidofficertoafrownofremonstrance。

"Ihavenopals!"sheejaculated,furiously。"Ineverstoleanythinginmylife。MustIgoontellingyouoverandoveragain?"Hervoiceroseinawailofmisery。"Oh,whywon"tanyonebelieveme?"

Gilderwasmuchoffendedbythisdisplayofanhystericalgrief,whichseemedtohisphlegmatictemperamentaltogetherunwarrantedbythecircumstances。Hespokedecisively。

"Unlessyoucancontrolyourself,youmustgo。"Hepushedawaythepadofpaper,andtossedthepencilasideinphysicalexpressionofhisdispleasure。"Whydidyousendthatmessage,ifyouhavenothingtosay?"hedemanded,withincreasingcholer。

Butnowthegirlhadregainedherformerpoise。Shestoodalittledroopingandshaken,whereforamomentshehadbeenerectandtensed。Therewasavastwearinessinherwordsassheanswered。

"Ihavesomethingtotellyou,Mr。Gilder,"shesaid,quietly。

"Only,I——Isortoflostmygriponthewayhere,withthismanbymyside。"

"Mostof"emdo,thefirsttime,"theofficercommented,withacertaingrimappreciation。

"Well?"Gilderinsistedquerulously,asthegirlhesitated。

Atonce,Marywentonspeaking,andnowalittleincreaseofvigortrembledinhertones。

"Whenyousitinacellforthreemonthswaitingforyourtrial,asIdid,youthinkalot。And,so,IgottheideathatifI

couldtalktoyou,Imightbeabletomakeyouunderstandwhat"sreallywrong。AndifIcoulddothat,andsohelpouttheothergirls,whathashappenedtomewouldnot,afterall,bequitesoawful——souseless,somehow。"Hervoiceloweredtoaquickpleading,andshebenttowardthemanatthedesk。"Mr。Gilder,"

shequestioned,"doyoureallywanttostopthegirlsfromstealing?"

"MostcertainlyIdo,"cametheforciblereply。

Thegirlspokewithagreatearnestness,deliberately。

"Then,givethemafairchance。"

Themagnatestaredinsincereastonishmentoverthisabsurd,thisfutilesuggestionforhisguidance。

"Whatdoyoumean?"hevociferated,withrisingindignation。

Therewasanaddedhostilityinhisdemeanor,foritseemedtohimthatthisthiefofhisgoodswhomhehadbroughttojusticewasdaringtotriflewithhim。Hegrewwrathfuloverthesuspicion,butasecretcuriositystillheldhistemperwithinbounds"Whatdoyoumean?"herepeated;andnowthefullforceofhisstrongvoicesettheroomtrembling。

Thetonesofthegirlcamesoftlymusical,mademoredelicatelyresonanttotheearbycontrastwiththeman"sroaring。

"Why,"shesaid,verygently,"Imeanjustthis:Givethemalivingchancetobehonest。"

"Alivingchance!"Thetwowordswereexplodedwithdynamicviolence。ThepreposterousnessoftheadvicefiredGilderwithresentmentsopervasivethatthroughmanysecondshefoundhimselfunabletoexpresstheragethatflamedwithinhim。

Thegirlshowedherselfundismayedbyhisanger。

"Yes,"shewenton,quietly;"that"sallthereistoit。Givethemalivingchancetogetenoughfoodtoeat,andadecentroomtosleepin,andshoesthatwillkeeptheirfeetoffthepavementwintermornings。Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstosteal?Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstorisk——?"

Bythistime,however,Gilderhadregainedhispowersofspeech,andheinterruptedstormily。

"Andisthiswhatyouhavetakenupmytimefor?Youwanttomakeamaudlinpleaforguilty,dishonestgirls,whenIthoughtyoureallymeanttobringmefacts。"

Nevertheless,Marywentonwithherarraignmentuncompromisingly。

Therewasastrange,compellingenergyinherinflectionsthatpenetratedeventhepachydermatousofficer,sothat,thoughhethoughtherraving,heletherraveon,whichwasnotatallhishabitofconduct,anddidindeedsurprisehimmightily。AsforGilder,hefelthelplessinsomepuzzlingfashionthatwastotallyforeigntohisordinaryself。Hewasstillglowingwithwrathoverthemethodbywhichhehadbeenvictimizedintogivingthegirlahearing。Yet,despitehischagrin,herealizedthathecouldnotsendherfromhimforthwith。Bysomeinexplicablespellsheboundhimimpotent。

"Weworkninehoursaday,"thequietvoicewenton,acuriouspathosintherichtimbreofit;"ninehoursaday,forsixdaysintheweek。That"safact,isn"tit?Andthetroubleis,anhonestgirlcan"tliveonsixdollarsaweek。Shecan"tdoit,andbuyfoodandclothes,andpayroom-rentandcarfare。That"sanotherfact,isn"tit?"

Maryregardedtheownerofthestorewithgravequestioninginhervioleteyes。Undertheurgencyofemotion,colorcreptintothepallidcheeks,andnowherfacewasverybeautiful——sobeautiful,indeed,thatforalittlethecharmofitslovelinesscaughttheman"sgaze,andhewatchedherwithanewrespect,bornofappreciationforherfemininedelightfulness。Theimpressionwasfartoobrief。Gilderwasnotgiventoestheticrapturesoverwomen。Always,thebusinessinstinctwasthedominant。So,aftertheshortperiodofamazedadmirationoversuchunexpectedwinsomeness,histhoughtsflewbackangrilytothematterswhereofshespokesoridiculously。

"Idon"tcaretodiscussthesethings,"hedeclaredperemptorily,asthegirlremainedsilentforamoment。

"AndIhavenowishtodiscussanything,"Maryreturnedevenly。

"Ionlywanttogiveyouwhatyouaskedfor——facts。"Afaintsmileofreminiscencecurvedthegirl"slips。"Whentheyfirstlockedmeup,"sheexplained,withoutanyparticularevidenceofemotion,"Iusedtositandhateyou。"

"Oh,ofcourse!"camethecausticexclamationfromGilder。

"Andthen,Ithoughtthatperhapsyoudidnotunderstand,"Marycontinued;"that,ifIweretotellyouhowthingsreallyare,itmightbeyouwouldchangethemsomehow。"

Atthisingenuousstatement,theownerofthestoregaveforthagaspofsheerstupefaction。

"I!"hecried,incredulously。"Ichangemybusinesspolicybecauseyouaskmeto!"

Therewassomethingimperturbableinthequalityofthevoiceasthegirlwentresolutelyforwardwithherexplanation。Itwasasifsheweredischargingadutynottobegainsaid,nottobethwartedbyanydifficulty,noteventherealizationthatalltheeffortmustbeultimatelyinvain。

"Doyouknowhowwegirlslive?——but,ofcourse,youdon"t。

Threeofusinoneroom,doingourowncookingoverthetwo-burnergas-stove,andourownwashingandironingevenings,afterbeingonourfeetforninehours。"

Theenumerationofthesordiddetailslefttheemployerabsolutelyunmoved,sincehelackedtheimaginationnecessarytosympathizeactuallywiththestrainingevilofalifesuchasthegirlhadknown。Indeed,hespokewithanairofjustremonstrance,asifthegirl"schargesweremischievouslyfaulty。

"Ihaveprovidedchairsbehindthecounters,"hestated。

Therewasnoespecialchangeinthegirl"svoiceassheansweredhisdefense。Itcontinuedmusicallylow,buttherewasinittheinsistentnoteofsincerity。

"Buthaveyoueverseenagirlsittinginoneofthem?"shequestioned,coldly。"Pleaseanswerme。Haveyou?Ofcoursenot,"shesaid,afteralittlepauseduringwhichtheownerhadremainedsilent。Sheshookherheadinemphaticnegation。"Anddoyouunderstandwhy?It"ssimplybecauseeverygirlknowsthatthemanagerofherdepartmentwouldthinkhecouldgetalongwithouther,ifheweretoseehersittingdown——loafing,youknow!So,shewouldbedischarged。Allitamountstoisthat,afterbeingonherfeetforninehours,thegirlusuallywalkshome,inordertosavecarfare。Yes,shewalks,whethersickorwell。Anyhow,youaregenerallysotired,itdon"tmakemuchdifferencewhichyouare。"

Gilderwasfumingunderthesestrictures,whichseemedtohimaltogetherbaselessattacksonhimself。Hisexasperationsteadilywaxedagainstthegirl,aconvictedfelon,whothushadtheaudacitytobeardhim。

"Whathasallthistodowiththequestionoftheftinthestore?"herumbled,huffily。"Thatwastheexcuseforyourcominghere。And,insteadoftellingmesomething,yourantaboutgas-stovesandcarfare。"

Theinexorablevoicewentoninitsmonotone,asifhehadnotspoken。

"And,whenyouarereallysick,andhavetostopwork,whatareyougoingtodothen?Doyouknow,Mr。Gilder,thatthefirsttimeastraightgirlsteals,it"softenbecauseshehadtohaveadoctor——orsomeluxurylikethat?Andsomeofthemdoworsethansteal。Yes,theydo——girlsthatstartedstraight,andwantedtostaythatway。But,ofcourse,someofthemgetsotiredofthewholegrindthat——that——"

Themanwhowastheemployerofhundredsconcerningwhomthesegrimtruthswereuttered,stirreduneasilyinhischair,andtherecameatouchofcolorintothehealthybrownofhischeeksashespokehisprotest。

"I"mnottheirguardian。Ican"twatchoverthemaftertheyleavethestore。Theyarepaidthecurrentrateofwages——asmuchasanyotherstorepays。"Ashespoke,theangerprovokedbythisunexpectedassaultonhimoutofthemouthofaconvictflamedhighinvirtuousrepudiation。"Why,"hewentonvehemently,"nomanlivingdoesmoreforhisemployeesthanIdo。

Whogavethegirlstheirfinerest-roomsupstairs?Idid!Whogavethemthecheaplunch-rooms?Idid!"

"Butyouwon"tpaythemenoughtoliveon!"Theveryfactthatthewordswerespokenwithoutanytraceofrancormerelymadethisstatementofindisputabletruthobnoxioustotheman,whowasstungtomoresavageresentmentinassertinghisimpugnedself-righteousness。

"Ipaythemthesameastheotherstoresdo,"herepeated,sullenly。

Yetonceagain,thegentlycadencedvoicegaveanswer,ananswerinformedwiththatrepulsiveinsistencetothemanwhosoughttoresistherindictmentofhim。

"Butyouwon"tpaythemenoughtoliveon。"Thesimplelucidityofthechargeforbadedirectreply。

Gilderbetookhimselftoevasionbyharkingbacktotheestablishedgroundofcomplaint。

"And,so,youclaimthatyouwereforcedtosteal。That"sthepleayoumakeforyourselfandyourfriends。"

"Iwasn"tforcedtosteal,"cametheanswer,spokeninthemonotonethathadmarkedherutterancethroughoutmostoftheinterview。"Iwasn"tforcedtosteal,andIdidn"tsteal。But,allthesame,that"stheplea,asyoucallit,thatI"mmakingfortheothergirls。Therearehundredsofthemwhostealbecausetheydon"tgetenoughtoeat。IsaidIwouldtellyouhowtostopthestealing。Well,Ihavedoneit。Givethegirlsafairchancetobehonest。Youaskedmeforthenames,Mr。

Gilder。There"sonlyonenameonwhichtoputtheblameforthewholebusiness——andthatnameisEdwardGilder!……Now,won"tyoudosomethingaboutit?"

Atthatnakedquestion,theownerofthestorejumpedupfromhischair,andstoodgloweringatthegirlwhoriskedarequestsofullofvituperationagainsthimself。

"Howdareyouspeaktomelikethis?"hethundered。

Therewasnodisconcertionexhibitedbytheonethuschallenged。

Onthecontrary,sherepeatedherquestionwithasimpledignitythatstillfurtheroutragedtheman。

"Won"tyou,please,dosomethingaboutit?"

"Howdareyou?"heshoutedagain。Now,therewasstarkwonderinhiseyesasheputthequestion。

"Why,Idared,"MaryTurnerexplained,"becauseyouhavedonealltheharmyoucantome。And,now,I"mtryingtogiveyouthechancetodobetterbytheothers。YouaskmewhyIdare。I

havearighttodare!Ihavebeenstraightallmylife。Ihavewanteddecentfoodandwarmclothes,and——alittlehappiness,allthetimeIhaveworkedforyou,andIhavegonewithoutthosethings,justtostaystraight……Theendofitallis:YouaresendingmetoprisonforsomethingIdidn"tdo。That"swhyI

dare!"

Cassidy,theofficerinchargeofMaryTurner,hadstoodpatientlybesideherallthiswhile,alwaysholdingherbythewrist。Hehadbeenmildlyinterestedintheverbalduelbetweenthebigmanofthedepartmentstoreandthisconvictinhisownkeeping。Vaguely,hehadmarveledatthesuccessofthefrailgirlindeclaimingofherinjuriesbeforethemagnate。Hehadfeltnoparticularinterestbeyondthat,merelylookingonasonemightatanyentertainingspectacle。Thequestionatissuewasnoconcernofhis。Hissolebusinesswastotakethegirlawaywhentheinterviewshouldbeended。

Itoccurredtohimnowthatthismight,infact,bethetimetodepart。Itseemed,indeed,thattheinsistentreiterationofthegirlhadatlastleftheownerofthestorequitepowerlesstoanswer。Itwaspossible,then,thatitwerewiserthegirlshouldberemoved。Withtheideainmind,hestaredinquiringlyatGilderuntilhecaughtthatflusteredgentleman"seye。Anodfromthemagnatesufficedhim。Gilder,intruth,couldnottrusthimselfjustthentoanaudiblecommand。Hewasseriouslydisturbedbythegentlyspokentruthsthathadissuedfromthegirl"slips。Hewasnotpreparedwithanyanswer,thoughhehotlyresentedeverywordofheraccusation。So,whenhecaughtthequestionintheglanceoftheofficer,hefeltaguiltysensationofreliefashesignifiedanaffirmativebyhisgesture。

Cassidyfacedabout,andinhismovementtherewasatugatthewristofthegirlthatsethermovingtowardthedoor。Herrealizationofwhatthismeantwasshowninherfinalspeech。

"Oh,hecantakemenow,"shesaid,bitterly。Thenhervoiceroseabovethemonotonethathadcontentedherhitherto。Intothemusicofhertonesbeatsomethingsinister,evillyvindictive,asshefacedaboutatthedoorwaytowhichCassidyhadledher。Herface,asshescrutinizedonceagainthemanatthedesk,wascoldlymalignant。

"Threeyearsisn"tforever,"shesaid,inalevelvoice。"WhenI

comeout,youaregoingtopayforeveryminuteofthem,Mr。

Gilder。Therewon"tbeadayoranhourthatIwon"trememberthatatthelastitwasyourwordsentmetoprison。Andyouaregoingtopaymeforthat。YouaregoingtopaymeforthefiveyearsIhavestarvedmakingmoneyforyou——that,too!YouaregoingtopaymeforallthethingsIamlosingtoday,and——"

Thegirlthrustforthherlefthand,onthatsidewherestoodtheofficer。SovigorouswashermovementthatCassidy"sclaspwasthrownoffthewrist。Butthebondbetweenthetwowasnotbroken,forfromwristtowristshowedtautthesteelchainofthemanacles。Thegirlshookthelinksofthehandcuffsinagesturestrongerthanwords。Inherfinalutterancetotheagitatedmanatthedesk,therewasacoldthreat,aprophecyofdisaster。Fromthesymbolofherdegradation,shelookedtothemanwhoseactionhadplaceditthere。Intheclashingoftheirglances,herswonthevictory,sothathiseyesfellbeforethemenaceinhers。

"Youaregoingtopaymeforthis!"shesaid。Hervoicewaslittlemorethanawhisper,butitwasloudinthelistener"sheart。"Yes,youaregoingtopay——forthis!"

CHAPTERVI。INFERNO。

Theyweregrimyears,thosethreeduringwhichMaryTurnerservedhersentenceinBurnsing。Therewasnotimeoffforgoodbehavior。Thegirllearnedsoonthatthefavorofthosesetinauthorityoverhercouldonlybewonatacostagainstwhichhereverymaidenlyinstinctrevolted。So,shewentthroughtheinfernoofdaysandnightsinadrearinessofsufferingthatwasdeadly。Naturally,thelifetherewasaltogetheranevilthing。

Therewasthematerialilleverpresentintheroundofwearisomephysicaltoil,thecoarse,distastefulfood,thehard,narrowcouch,theconstant,gnawingirksomenessofimprisonment,awayfromlightandair,awayfromallthatmakeslifeworthwhile。

Yet,theseafflictionswerenottheworstinjuriestomarthegirlconvict"slife。Thatwhichboreuponhermostweightilyandincessantlywasthedegradationofthisenvironmentfromwhichtherewasneveranyrespite,theviciousnessofthisspotwhereinshehadbeencastthroughnofaultofherown。Vilenesswaseverywhere,visiblyinthefacesofmany,anditwasbrimmingfromthesoulsofmore,subtlyhideous。Thegirlheldherselfrigidlyfromanypersonalintimacywithherfellows。Tosomeextent,atleast,shecouldseparateherselffromtheircorruptioninthematterofpersonalassociation。But,everpresent,therewasasecretenergyofvicethatcouldnotbeescapedsosimply——nor,indeed,byanydevice;thatbreathedinthespiritualatmosphereitselfoftheplace。Always,thismysterious,invisible,yethorriblypotent,powerofsinwaslikeamiasmathroughouttheprison。Always,itwasstrivingtoreachhersoul,tomakeherofitsown。Shefoughttheinsidious,fetidforceasbestshemight。Shewasnotevilbynature。Shehadbeenwellgroundedinprinciplesofrighteousness。

Nevertheless,thoughshemaintainedtheintegrityofhercharacter,thatcharactersufferedfromthetaint。Theredevelopedoverthegirl"soriginalsensibilityashellofhardness,whichintimewouldsurelycometomakeherlessscrupulousinherreckoningofrightandwrong。

Yet,asarule,characterremainsthesamethroughoutlifeastoitsprimeessentials,and,inthiscase,MaryTurnerattheendofhertermwasvitallyalmostaswholesomeasonthedaywhenshebegantheservingofthesentence。Thechangewroughtinherwaschieflyofanexternalsort。Thekindlinessofherheartandherdesirefortheseemlyjoysoflifewereunweakened。Butoverthebetterqualitiesofhernaturewasnowspreadacrustofworldlyhardness,adenialofappealtohersensibilities。Itwasthisthatwouldeventuallybringherperilouslyclosetocontentedcompanioningwithcrime。

ThebestevidenceofthefactthatMaryTurner"ssoulwasnotfatallysoiledmustbefoundinthefactthatstill,attheexpirationofhersentence,shewasfullyresolvedtolivestraight,asthesayingiswhichshehadquotedtoGilder。This,too,inthefaceofsureknowledgeastothedifficultiesthatwouldbesettheeffort,andinthefaceofthetemptationsofferedtofollowaneasierpath。

Therewas,forexample,AggieLynch,afellowconvict,withwhomshehadaslightdegreeofacquaintance,nothingmore。Thisyoungwoman,acriminalbytraining,offeredallurementsofillegitimateemploymentintheouterworldwhentheyshouldbefree。Maryenduredthecompanionshipwiththisprisonerbecauseasixthsenseproclaimedthefactthatherewasoneunmoral,ratherthanimmoral——andthedifferenceismighty。Forthatreason,AggieLynchwasnotactivelyoffensive,asweremostoftheothers。Shewasadaintylittleblonde,withababyface,inwhichweresettwolight-blueeyes,ofasorttowidenoftenindemurewonderovermostthingsinasurprisingandnaughtyworld。

Shehadbeenconvictedofblackmail,andshemadenopretenseevenofinnocence。Instead,shewasinclinedtoboastoverherabilitytobamboozlemenatherwill。Shewasanaturalactressoftheingenuerole,andinthatposeshecouldunfailinglybeguiletheheartofthewisestofworldlymen。

Perhaps,theverykeenstudentofphysiognomymighthavediscoveredgroundsforsuspectingherdemurenessbyreasonofthethick,levelbrowsthatcastashadowontheblandinnocenceofherface。Fortherest,shepossessedaknackofratherharmlessperversity,afairsmatteringofgrammarandspelling,andalivelysenseofhumorwithinherownlimitations,withaparticularlysmallintelligenceinotherdirections。Heroneartwashistrionicsofthekindthatmadeanindividualappeal。Insuch,shewasinimitable。Shehadbeenrearedinacriminalfamily,whichmustexcusemuch。Longago,shehadlosttrackofherfather;hermothershehadneverknown。Heronerelationwasabrotherofhighstandingasapickpocket。Oneprincipalreasonofhersuccessinleadingonmentomakefoolsofthemselvesoverher,totheireverlastingregretafterward,layinthefactthat,inspiteofallthegrossirregularitiesofherlife,sheremainedchaste。Shedeservednocreditforsuchrestraint,sinceitwasamatterpurelyoftemperament,notofresolve。

ThegirlsawinMaryTurnerthepossibilitiesofaladylikepersonalitythatmightmeanmuchfinancialprofitinthedeviouswaysofwhichshewasamistress。Withthefranknesscharacteristicofher,sheproceededtopaintglowingpicturesofafuturesharedtotheundoingofardentandfatuousswains。

MaryTurnerlistenedwithcuriosity,butshewasinnowisemovedtofollowsuchalife,eventhoughitdidnotnecessitateanythingworsethanafraudulentplayingatlove,withoutphysicaldegradation。So,shesteadfastlycontinuedherrefusals,tothegreatastonishmentofAggie,whoactuallycouldnotunderstandintheleast,evenwhileshebelievedtheother"sdeclarationofinnocenceofthecrimeforwhichshewasservingasentence。But,forherownpart,suchinnocencehadnothingtodowiththematter。Where,indeed,couldbetheharminmakingsomeoldsinnerpayaroundpriceforhisfolly?Andalways,inresponsetoeveryargument,Maryshookherheadinnegation。Shewouldlivestraight。

Then,theheavybrowsofAggiewoulddrawdownalittle,andthebabyfacewouldharden。

"Youwillfindthatyouareupagainstahellofafrost,"shewoulddeclare,brutally。

Maryfoundtheprofaneprophecytrue。BackinNewYork,sheexperiencedapovertymoreravagingthananyshehadknowninthosefiveleanyearsofherworkinginthestore。Shehadbeenabsolutelypennilessfortwodays,andwithoutfoodthroughthegnawinghours,whensheatlastfoundemploymentofthehumblestinamilliner"sshop。Followedablessedintervalinwhichsheworkedcontentedly,happyoverthemeagerstipend,sinceitservedtogivehershelterandfoodhonestlyearned。

Butthewaysofthepolicearenotalwaysthoseofordinarydecency。Induetime,anofficerinformedMary"semployerconcerningthefactofherrecordasaconvict,andthereuponshewasatoncedischarged。Theunfortunatevictimofthelawcameperilouslyclosetodespairthen。Yet,herspirittriumphed,andagainsheperseveredinthatresolvetolivestraight。Finally,forthesecondtime,shesecuredacheappositioninacheapshop——onlytobeagainpersecutedbythepolice,sothatshespeedilylosttheplace。

Nevertheless,indomitableinherpurpose,shemaintainedthestruggle。Athirdtimesheobtainedwork,andthere,afteralittle,shetoldheremployer,acandymanufacturerinasmallway,thetruthastoherhavingbeeninprison。Themanhadakindlyheart,and,inaddition,heranlittleriskinthematter,soheallowedhertoremain。When,presently,thepolicecalledhisattentiontothegirl"scriminalrecord,hepaidnoheedtotheiradviceagainstretainingherservices。Butsuchactiononhispartoffendedthegreatnessofthelaw"sdignity。Thepolicebroughtpressuretobearontheman。TheyevencalledintheassistanceofEdwardGilderhimself,whoobliginglywroteaveryseverelettertothegirl"semployer。Intheend,suchtacticsalarmedtheman。Forthesakeofhisowninterests,thoughunwillinglyenough,hedismissedMaryfromhisservice。

Itwasthenthatdespairdidcomeuponthegirl。Shehadtriedwithallthestrengthofhertolivestraight。Yet,despiteherinnocence,theworldwouldnotletherliveaccordingtoherownconscience。Itdemandedthatshebethecriminalithadbrandedher——ifsheweretoliveatall。So,itwasdespair!Forshewouldnotturntoevil,andwithoutsuchturningshecouldnotlive。Shestillwalkedthestreetsfalteringly,seekingsomeplace;butherheartwasgonefromthequest。Now,shewassunkeninanapathythatsavedherfromtheworstpangsofmisery。Shehadsufferedsomuch,sopoignantly,thatatlastheremotionshadgrownsluggish。Shedidnotmindmuchevenwhenhertinyhoardofmoneywasquitegone,andsheroamedthecity,starving……Cameanhourwhenshethoughtoftheriver,andwasglad!

Maryremembered,withawansmile,how,longago,shehadthoughtwithamazedhorrorofsuicide,unabletoimagineanytroublesufficienttodriveonetodeathastheonlyrelief。Now,however,thethingwassimpletoher。Sincetherewasnothingelse,shemustturntothat——todeath。Indeed,itwassoverysimple,sofinal,andsoeasy,aftertheagoniesshehadendured,thatshemarveledoverherownfollyinnothavingsoughtsuchescapebefore……Evenwiththefirstwildfancy,shehadunconsciouslybentherstepswestwardtowardtheNorthRiver。

Now,shequickenedherpace,anxiousfortheplungethatshouldsetthetermtosorrow。Inhernumbedbrainwasnoflickerofthoughtastowhatevermightcometoherafterward。Hersoleguidewasthatcompellingpassionofdesiretobedonewiththisunbearablepresent。Nothingelsemattered——notintheleast!

So,shecamethroughthelongstretchofill-lightedstreets,crossedsomerailroadtrackstoapier,overwhichshehurriedtothefarend,whereitprojectedouttothefiercercurrentsoftheHudson。There,withoutgivingherselfamoment"spauseforreflectionorhesitation,sheleapedoutasfarasherstrengthpermittedintothecoilofwaters……But,inthatfinalsecond,naturalterrorinthefaceofdeathovercamethelethargyofdespair——ashriekburstfromherlips。

Butforthatscreamoffear,thestoryofMaryTurnerhadendedthereandthen。Onlyonepersonwasanywhereneartocatchthesound。Andthatsinglepersonheard。Onthesouthsideofthepieramanhadjusttiedupamotor-boat。Hestoodupinalarmatthecry,andwasjustintimetogainaglimpseofawhitefaceunderthedimmoonlightasitsweptdownwiththetide,tworodsbeyondhim。Ontheinstant,hethrewoffhiscoatandsprangfaroutafterthedriftingbody。Hecametoitinafewfuriousstrokes,caughtit。Thenbeganthesavagestruggletosaveherandhimself。Thecurrentstoreathimwrathfully,buthefoughtagainstthemwithallthefiercenessofhisnature。Hehadstrengtha-plenty,butitneededallofit,andmore,towinoutoftheriver"shungryclutch。Whatsavedthetwoofthemwastheviolenttemperoftheman。Always,ithadbeenthedemontosethimaflame。To-night,thereinthefaintlight,withinthegripofthewaters,hewasmovedtoinsensatefuryagainsttheelementthatmenaced。Hisragemounted,andgavehimnewpowerinthebattle。Maniacalstrengthgrewoutofsupremewrath。

Undertheurgeofit,heconquered——atlastbroughthimselfandhischargetotheshore。

When,finally,therescuerwasabletodosomethingmorethangaspchokingly,hegaveanxiousattentiontothewomanwhomhehadbroughtoutfromtheriver。Yet,attheoutset,hecouldnotbesurethatshestilllived。Shehadshownnosignoflifeatanytimesincehehadfirstseizedher。Thatfacthadbeenofincalculableadvantagetohiminhiseffortstoreachtheshorewithher。Now,however,italarmedhimmightily,thoughithardlyseemedpossiblethatshecouldhavedrowned。Sofarashecoulddetermine,she:hadnotevensunkoncebeneaththesurface。

Nevertheless,shedisplayednoevidenceofvitality,thoughhechafedherhandsforalongtime。Theshoreherewasverylonely;itwouldtakeprecioustimetosummonaid。Itseemed,notwithstanding,thatthismustbetheonlycourse。Thenjustasthemanwasabouttoleaveher,thegirlsighed,veryfaintly,withaninfiniteweariness,andopenedhereyes。Themanechoedthesigh,buthiswasofjoy,sincenowheknewthathisstrifeinthegirl"sbehalfhadnotbeeninvain。

Afterward,therescuerexperiencednogreatdifficultyincarryingouthisworktoasatisfactoryconclusion。Maryrevivedtoclearconsciousness,whichwasatfirstinclinedtowardhysteria,butthisphaseyieldedsoonunderthesympatheticministrationsoftheman。Hisratherlowvoicewassoothingtohertiredsoul,andhiswholeairwasatoncemasterfulandgentlytender。Moreover,therewasaninexpressiblebalmtoherspiritintheveryfactthatsomeonewasthusministeringtoher。Itwasthefirsttimeformanydreadfulyearsthatanyonehadtakenthoughtforherwelfare。Theeffectofitwaslikeadraughtofrarestwinetowarmherheart。So,sherestedobedientlyashebusiedhimselfwithhercompleterestoration,and,whenfinallyshewasabletostand,andtowalkwiththesupportofhisarm,shewentforwardslowlyathissidewithoutsomuchevenasaquestionofwhither。

And,curiously,themanhimselfsharedthegladnessthattouchedthemoodofthegirl,forheexperiencedasuddenprideinhisaccomplishmentofthenight,apridethatdelightedastarvedpartofhisnature。Somewhereinhimweretheseedsofself-sacrifice,theseedsofagenerousdevotiontoothers。Butthoseseedshadbeenleftundevelopedinalifethathadbeenlivedsinceearlyboyhoodoutsidethepaleofrespectability。

To-night,JoeGarsonhadperformed,perhaps,hisfirstactionwithnothoughtofselfatthebackofit。Hehadriskedhislifetosavethatofastranger。Thefactastonishedhim,whileitpleasedhimhugely。Thesensationwasatoncenovelandthrilling。Sinceitwassoagreeable,hemeanttoprolongtheglowofself-satisfactionbycontinuingtocareforthiswaifoftheriver。Hemustmakehisrescuecomplete。Itdidnotoccurtohimtoquestionhisfitnessforthework。Hisintrospectiondidnotreachtoapointofsuspectingthathe,anhabitualcriminal,wasnecessarilyofasorttobemostobjectionableastheprotectorofayounggirl。Indeed,hadanyonesuggestedthethoughttohim,hewouldhavemetitwithasneer,totheeffectthatawretchthustiredoflifecouldhardlyobjecttoanyonewhoconstitutedhimselfhersavior。

Inthismanner,JoeGarson,thenotoriousforger,ledthedrippinggirleastwardthroughthesqualidstreets,untilatlasttheycametoanadequatelylightedavenue,andthereataxicabwasfound。Itcarriedthemfarthernorth,andtotheeaststill,untilatlastitcametoahaltbeforeanapartmenthousethatwasratherimposing,setinastreetofhumblerdwellings。Here,Garsonpaidthefare,andthenhelpedthegirltoalight,andonintothehallway。Marywentwithhimquiteunafraid,thoughnowwithagrowingcuriosity。Strangeasitallwas,shefeltthatshecouldtrustthismanwhohadpluckedherfromdeath,whohadworkedoverherwithsomuchoftenderkindliness。So,shewaitedpatiently;only,watchedwithintentnessashepressedthebuttonofaflatnumber。Sheobservedwithinterestthethick,wavygrayofhishair,whichcontradictedpleasantlytheyouthfulnessofhisclean-shaven,resoluteface,andthespare,yetwell-muscledform。

Theclickingofthedoor-latchsoundedsoon,andthetwoentered,andwentslowlyupthreeflightsofstairs。Onthelandingbeyondthethirdflight,thedoorofarearflatstoodopen,andinthedoorwayappearedthefigureofawoman。

"Well,Joe,who"stheskirt?"thispersondemanded,asthemanandhischargehaltedbeforeher。Then,abruptly,theround,baby-likefaceofthewomanpuckeredinamazement。Hervoiceroseshrill。"MyGawd,ifitain"tMaryTurner!"

Atthat,thenewcomer"seyesopenedswiftlytotheirwidest,andshestaredastoundedinherturn。

"Aggie!"shecried。

CHAPTERVII。WITHINTHELAW。

Inthetimethatfollowed,MarylivedintheflatwhichAggieLynchoccupiedalongwithherbrother,Jim,apickpocketmuchesteemedamonghisfellowcraftsmen。Theperiodwroughttransformationsofradicalandbewilderingsortinboththeappearanceandthecharacterofthegirl。JoeGarson,theforger,hadlongbeenacquaintedwithAggieandherbrother,thoughheconsideredthemfarbeneathhiminthesocialscale,sincetheircriminalworkwasnotofthathighkindonwhichhepridedhimself。But,ashecastaboutforsomewomantowhomhemighttakethehaplessgirlhehadrescued,histhoughtsfellonAggie,andforthwithhisdeterminationwasmade,sinceheknewthatshewasrespectable,viewedaccordingtohisownpeculiarlights。Hewasrelievedratherthanotherwisetolearnthattherewasalreadyanacquaintancebetweenthetwowomen,andthefactthathischargehadservedtimeinprisondidnotinfluencehimonejotagainsther。

Onthecontrary,itincreasedinsomemeasurehisrespectforherasoneofhisownkind。Bythetimehehadlearnedaswellofherinnocence,hehadgrownsointerestedthatevenherfolly,ashewasinclinedtodeemit,didnotcauseanywaveringinhisregard。

Now,atlast,MaryTurnerletherselfdrift。Itseemedtoherthatshehadabandonedherselftofateinthathourwhenshethrewherselfintotheriver。Afterward,withoutanyvolitiononherpart,shehadbeenrestoredtolife,andsetwithinanenvironmentnewandstrangetoher,inwhichsoon,tohersurprise,shediscoveredavividpleasure。So,shefoughtnomore,butleftdestinytoworkitswillunhamperedbyherfutilestrivings。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,thankstothehospitalityofAggieLynch,secretlyreinforcedfromthefundsofJoeGarson,Maryfoundherselflivinginluxuriousidleness,whilehereverywishcouldbegratifiedbythemerestmentionofit。Shewasfedonthedaintiestoffare,forAggiewasasybariteinallsensuouspleasuresthatwereapartfromsex。Shewasclothedwiththemostdelicaterichnessforthefirsttimeastothosemoremysteriousgarmentswhichwomenlove,andshesoonhadavarietyoffrocksascharmingashergracefulformdemanded。Inaddition,therewereasmanyofbooksandmagazinesasshecouldwish。Hermind,longstarvedlikeherbody,seizedavidlyonthenourishmentthusafforded。Inthisinterest,Aggiehadnoshare——wasperhapsalittleenviousoverMary"sabsorptioninprintedpages。Butforherconsolationwerethemattersoffoodanddress,andofcountlessjunketings。Insuchdirections,Aggiewastheleader,aneager,joyousonealways。Shetookavastprideinherguest,withtheunmistakableairofelegance,andshedaredtodreamofgreattriumphstocome,thoughasyetshecarefullyavoidedanysuggestiontoMaryofwrong-doing。

Intheend,thesuggestioncamefromMaryTurnerherself,tothegreatsurpriseofAggie,and,truthtotell,ofherself。

Thereweretwofactorsthatchieflyinfluencedherdecision。Thefirstwasduetothefeelingthat,sincetheworldhadrejectedher,sheneednolongerconcernherselfwiththeworld"sopinion,orretainanyscruplesoverit。Backofthislayherbittersentimenttowardthemanwhohadbeenthedirectcauseofherimprisonment,EdwardGilder。Itseemedtoherthatthegeneralwarfareagainsttheworldmightwellbemadeaninitialstepinthewarfareshemeanttowage,somehow,sometime,againstthatmanpersonally,inaccordancewiththehystericalthreatshehadutteredtohisface。

Thefactorthatwastheimmediatecauseofherdecisiononanirregularmodeoflifewasaneditorialinoneofthedailynewspapers。Thiswasascathingarraignmentofamasterinhighfinance。Thepointofthewriter"sattackwasthegrimsarcasmforsuchmethodsofthieveryasarekeptwithinthelaw。Thatphraseheldthegirl"sfancy,andshereadthearticleagainwithaquickenedinterest。Then,shebegantomeditate。Sheherselfwasinacurious,indeterminateattitudeasfarasconcernedthelaw。Itwasthelawthathadworkedtheruinofherlife,whichshehadstriventomakewholesome。Inconsequence,shefeltforthelawnogenuinerespect,onlydetestationasfortheepitomeofinjustice。Yet,shegaveitasuperficialrespect,bornofthosethreeyearsofsufferingwhichhadbeentheresultofthepenaltyinflictedonher。Itwasasaneffectofthislatterfeelingthatshewasdeterminedononethingofvitalimportance:

thatneverwouldshebeguiltyofanythingtopitheragainstthelaw"sdecrees。Shehadknowntoomanyhoursofanguishinthedoomsetonherlifebecauseshehadbeendeemedaviolatorofthelaw。No,neverwouldsheletherselftakeanypositioninwhichthelawcouldaccuseher……Butthereremainedthefactthattheactualcauseofherlongmiserywasthissamelaw,manipulatedbythemanshehated。Ithadpunishedher,thoughshehadbeenwithoutfault。Forthatreason,shemustalwaysregarditasherenemy,must,indeed,hateitwithanintensitybeyondwords——withanintensityequaltothatsheboretheman,Gilder。Now,intheparagraphshehadjustreadshefoundacluetosuggestivethought,ahintastoameansbywhichshemightsatisfyherrancoragainstthelawthathadoutragedher——andthisinsafetysinceshewouldattemptnoughtsavethatwithinthelaw。

Mary"sheartleapedatthepossibilitybackofthosethreewords,"withinthelaw。"Shemightdoanything,seekanyrevenge,workanyevil,enjoyanymastery,aslongassheshouldkeepwithinthelaw。Therecouldbenopunishmentthen。Thatwasthelessontaughtbythecaptaininhighfinance。Hewasatpainsalwaysinhisstupendousrobberiestokeepwithinthelaw。Tothatend,heemployedlawyersofmightycunningandlearningtoguidehisstepsarightinsuchtortuouspaths。

There,then,wasthesecret。Whyshouldshenotusethelikemeans?Why,indeed?Shehadbrainsenoughtodevise,surely。

Beyondthat,sheneededonlytokeephercoursemostcarefullywithinthoselimitsofwrong-doingpermittedbythestatutes。

Forthat,thesolerequirementwouldbealawyerequallyunscrupulousandastute。Atonce,Mary"smindwasmadeup。

Afterall,thethingwasabsurdlysimple。Itwasmerelyamatterforingenuityandforprudenceinalliance……Moreover,therewouldcomeeventuallysomeadequatedeviceagainstherarch-enemy,EdwardGilder。

Marymeditatedontheideaformanydays,andeveritseemedincreasinglygoodtoher。Finally,itdevelopedtoapointwhereshebelieveditaltogetherfeasible,andthenshetookJoeGarsonintoherconfidence。Hewasvastlyastonishedattheoutsetandnotquitepleased。Tohisview,thisplanofferedmerelyafashionofsettingdifficultiesinthewayofachievement。

Presently,however,thesincerityandpersistenceofthegirlwonhimover。Thetaskofconvincinghimwouldhavebeeneasierhadhehimselfeverknownthetormentofservingaterminprison。

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