投诉 阅读记录

第3章

"Whatwasyouthinkin"about,Jim?"

Jimwasatrifleawkwardforthemoment。

"Nothin","heanswered。"OnlyIwasthinkin"justhowfunnyitwas——allthemjoolsathishouse。Whatmadeyouask?"

"Nothin"。Iwasjustwonderin",thatwasall。"

Thesilencesettleddown,brokenbyanoccasionallowandnervousgiggleonthepartofJim。Hewasovercomebythespreadofgems。Itwasnotthathefelttheirbeauty。Hewasunawarethattheywerebeautifulinthemselves。Butinthemhisswiftimaginationvisionedthejoysoflifetheywouldbuy,andallthedesiresandappetitesofhisdiseasedmindandsicklyfleshweretickledbythepromisetheyextended。Hebuildedwondrous,orgy-hauntedcastlesoutoftheirbrilliantfires,andwasappalledatwhathebuilded。Thenitwasthathegiggled。Itwasalltooimpossibletobereal。Andyettheretheyblazedonthetablebeforehim,fanningtheflameofthelustofhim,andhegiggledagain。

"Iguesswemightaswellcount"em,"Mattsaidsuddenly,tearinghimselfawayfromhisownvisions。"Youwatchmean"seethatit"ssquare,becauseyouan"mehasgottobeonthesquare,Jim。Understand?"

Jimdidnotlikethis,andbetrayeditinhiseyes,whileMattdidnotlikewhathesawinhispartner"seyes。

"Understand?"Mattrepeated,almostmenacingly。

"Ain"twealwaysbensquare?"theotherreplied,onthedefensivebecauseofthetreacheryalreadywhisperinginhim。

"Itdon"tcostnothin",bein"squareinhardtimes,"Mattretorted。"It"sbein"squareinprosperitythatcounts。Whenweain"tgotnothin",wecan"thelpbein"square。We"reprosperousnow,an"we"vegottobebusinessmen——honestbusinessmen。Understand?"

"That"sthetalkforme,"Jimapproved,butdeepdowninthemeagresoulofhim,——andinspiteofhim,——wantonandlawlessthoughtswerestirringlikechainedbeasts。

Mattsteppedtothefoodshelfbehindthetwo-burnerkerosenecookingstove。Heemptiedtheteafromapaperbag,andfromasecondbagemptiedsomeredpeppers。Returningtothetablewiththebags,heputintothemthetwosizesofsmalldiamonds。Thenhecountedthelargegemsandwrappedthemintheirtissuepaperandchamoisskin。

"Hundredan"forty-sevengood-sizedones,"washisinventory;"twentyrealbigones;twobigboysandonewhopper;an"acoupleoffistfulsofteenyonesan"dust。"

HelookedatJim。

"Correct,"wastheresponse。

Hewrotethecountoutonaslipofmemorandumpaper,andmadeacopyofit,givingonesliptohispartnerandretainingtheother。

"Justforreference,"hesaid。

Againhehadrecoursetothefoodshelf,whereheemptiedthesugarfromalargepaperbag。Intothishethrustthediamonds,largeandsmall,wrappeditupinabandannahandkerchief,andstoweditawayunderhispillow。Thenhesatdownontheedgeofthebedandtookoffhisshoes。

"An"youthinkthey"reworthahundredthousan"?"Jimasked,pausingandlookingupfromtheunlacingofhisshoe。

"Sure,"wastheanswer。"Iseenadance-housegirldowninArizonaonce,withsomebigsparklersonher。Theywasn"treal。Shesaidiftheywasshewouldn"tbedancin"。Saidthey"dbeworthalloffiftythousan",an"

shedidn"thaveadozenof"emalltold。"

"Who"dworkforalivin"?"Jimtriumphantlydemanded。"Pickan"shovelwork!"hesneered。"Worklikeadogallmylife,an"saveallmywages,an"Iwouldn"thavehalfasmuchaswegottonight。"

"Dishwashin"saboutyourmeasure,an"youcouldn"tgetmore"ntwentyamonthan"board。Yourfiggersis"wayoff,butyourpointiswelltaken。

Letthemthatlikesit,work。IroderangeforthirtyamonthwhenIwasyoungan"foolish。Well,I"molder,an"Iain"tridin"range。"

Hegotintobedononeside。Jimputoutthelightandfollowedhiminontheotherside。

"How"syourarmfeel?"Jimqueriedamiably。

Suchconcernwasunusual,andMattnotedit,andreplied——

"Iguessthere"snodangerofhydrophoby。Whatmadeyouask?"

Jimfeltinhimselfaguiltystir,andunderhisbreathhecursedtheother"swayofaskingdisagreeablequestions;butaloudheanswered——

"Nothin",onlyyouseemedscaredofitatfirst。Whatareyougoin"todowithyourshare,Matt?"

"BuyacattleranchinArizonaan"setdownan"payothermentoriderangeforme。There"ssomeseveralI"dliketoseeaskin"ajobfromme,damnthem!An"nowyoushutyourface,Jim。It"llbesometimebeforeIbuythatranch。JustnowI"mgoin"tosleep。"

ButJimlaylongawake,nervousandtwitching,rollingaboutrestlesslyandrollinghimselfwideawakeeverytimehedozed。Thediamondsstillblazedunderhiseyelids,andthefireofthemhurt。Matt,inspiteofhisheavynature,sleptlightly,likeawildanimalalertinitssleep;andJimnoticed,everytimehemoved,thathispartner"sbodymovedsufficientlytoshowthatithadreceivedtheimpressionandthatitwastremblingonthevergeofawakening。Forthatmatter,Jimdidnotknowwhetherornot,frequently,theotherwasawake。Once,quietly,betokeningcompleteconsciousness,Mattsaidtohim:"Aw,gotosleep,Jim。Don"tworryaboutthemjools。They"llkeep。"AndJimhadthoughtthatatthatparticularmomentMatthadbeensurelyasleep。

InthelatemorningMattwasawakewithJim"sfirstmovement,andthereafterheawokeanddozedwithhimuntilmidday,whentheygotuptogetherandbegandressing。

"I"mgoin"outtogetapaperan"somebread,"Mattsaid。"Youboilthecoffee。"

AsJimlistened,unconsciouslyhisgazeleftMatt"sfaceandrovedtothepillow,beneathwhichwasthebundlewrappedinthebandannahandkerchief。

OntheinstantMatt"sfacebecamelikeawildbeast"s。

"Lookhere,Jim,"hesnarled。"You"vegottoplaysquare。Ifyoudomedirt,I"llfixyou。Understand?I"deatyou,Jim。Youknowthat。I"dbiterightintoyourthroatan"eatyoulikethatmuchbeefsteak。"

Hissunburnedskinwasblackwiththesurgeofbloodinit,andhistobacco-stainedteethwereexposedbythesnarlinglips。Jimshiveredandinvoluntarilycowered。Therewasdeathinthemanhelookedat。Onlythenightbeforethatblack-facedmanhadkilledanotherwithhishands,andithadnothurthissleep。AndinhisownheartJimwasawareofasneakingguilt,ofatrainofthoughtthatmeritedallthatwasthreatened。

Mattpassedout,leavinghimstillshivering。Thenahatredtwistedhisownface,andhesoftlyhurledsavagecursesatthedoor。Herememberedthejewels,andhastenedtothebed,feelingunderthepillowforthebandannabundle。Hecrusheditwithhisfingerstomakecertainthatitstillcontainedthediamonds。AssuredthatMatthadnotcarriedthemaway,helookedtowardthekerosenestovewithaguiltystart。Thenhehurriedlylightedit,filledthecoffee-potatthesink,andputitovertheflame。

ThecoffeewasboilingwhenMattreturned,andwhilethelattercutthebreadandputasliceofbutteronthetable,Jimpouredoutthecoffee。

Itwasnotuntilhesatdownandhadtakenafewsipsofthecoffee,thatMattpulledoutthemorningpaperfromhispocket。

"Wewaswayoff,"hesaid。"ItoldyouIdidn"tdastfiggerouthowfatitwas。Lookatthat。"

Hepointedtothehead-linesonthefirstpage。

"SWIFTNEMESISONBUJANNOFF"STRACK,"theyread。"MURDEREDINHISSLEEP

AFTERROBBINGHISPARTNER。"

"Thereyouhaveit!"Mattcried。"Herobbedhispartner——robbedhimlikeadirtythief。"

"Halfamillionofjewelsmissin","Jimreadaloud。HeputthepaperdownandstaredatMatt。

"That"swhatItoldyou,"thelattersaid。"Whatinhelldoweknowaboutjools?Halfamillion!——an"thebestIcouldfiggeritwasahundredthousan"。Goonan"readtherestofit。"

Theyreadonsilently,theirheadssidebyside,theuntouchedcoffeegrowingcold;andeverandanononeortheotherburstforthwithsomesalientprintedfact。

"I"dliketoseenMetzner"sfacewhenheopenedthesafeatthestorethismornin","Jimgloated。

"HehitthehighplacesrightawayforBujannoff"shouse,"Mattexplained。

"Goonan"read。"

"WastohavesailedlastnightattenontheSajodafortheSouthSeas——

steamshipdelayedbyextrafreight——"

"That"swhywecaught"minbed,"Mattinterrupted。"Itwasjustluck——

likepickin"afifty-to-onewinner。"

"Sajodasailedatsixthismornin"——"

"Hedidn"tcatchher,"Mattsaid。"Isawhisalarm-clockwassetatfive。

That"dgiven"mplentyoftime……onlyIcomealongan"putthekiboshonhistime。Goon。"

"AdolphMetznerindespair——thefamousHaythornepearlnecklace——

magnificentlyassortedpearls——valuedbyexpertsatfromfiftytoseventythousan"dollars。"

Jimbrokeofftoswearvilelyandsolemnly,concludingwith,"Thosedamnoyster-eggsworthallthatmoney!"

Helickedhislipsandadded,"Theywasbeautiesan"nomistake。"

"BigBraziliangem,"hereadon。"Eightythousan"dollars——manyvaluablegemsofthefirstwater——severalthousan"smalldiamondswellworthfortythousan"。"

"Whatyoudon"tknowaboutjoolsisworthknowin","Mattsmiledgood-

humouredly。

"Theoryofthesleuths,"Jimread。"Thievesmusthaveknown——cleverlykeptwatchonBujannoff"sactions——musthavelearnedhisplanandtrailedhimtohishousewiththefruitsofhisrobbery——"

"Clever——hell!"Mattbrokeout。"That"sthewayreputationsismade……

inthenoospapers。How"dweknowhewasrobbin"hispardner?"

"Anyway,we"vegotthegoods,"Jimgrinned。"Let"slookat"emagain。"

Heassuredhimselfthatthedoorwaslockedandbolted,whileMattbroughtoutthebundleinthebandannaandopeneditonthetable。

"Ain"ttheybeauties,though!"Jimexclaimedatsightofthepearls;andforatimehehadeyesonlyforthem。"Accordin"totheexperts,worthfromfiftytoseventythousan"dollars。"

"An"womenlikethemthings,"Mattcommented。"An"they"lldoeverythingtoget"em——sellthemselves,commitmurder,anything。"

"Justlikeyouan"me。"

"Notonyourlife,"Mattretorted。"I"llcommitmurderfor"em,butnotfortheirownsakes,butforsakeofwhatthey"llgetme。That"sthedifference。Womenwantthejoolsforthemselves,an"Iwantthejoolsforthewomenan"suchthingsthey"llgetme。"

"Luckythatmenan"womendon"twantthesamethings,"Jimremarked。

"That"swhatmakescommerce,"Mattagreed;"peoplewantin"differentthings。"

InthemiddleoftheafternoonJimwentouttobuyfood。Whilehewasgone,Mattclearedthetableofthejewels,wrappingthemupasbeforeandputtingthemunderthepillow。Thenhelightedthekerosenestoveandstartedtoboilwaterforcoffee。Afewminuteslater,Jimreturned。

"Mostsurprising,"heremarked。"Streets,an"stores,an"peoplejustliketheyalwayswas。Nothin"changed。An"mewalkingalongthroughitallamillionaire。Nobodylookedatmean"guessedit。"

Mattgruntedunsympathetically。Hehadlittlecomprehensionofthelighterwhimsandfanciesofhispartner"simagination。

"Didyougetaporterhouse?"hedemanded。

"Sure,an"aninchthick。It"sapeach。Lookatit。"

Heunwrappedthesteakandhelditupfortheother"sinspection。Thenhemadethecoffeeandsetthetable,whileMattfriedthesteak。

"Don"tputontoomuchofthemredpeppers,"Jimwarned。"Iain"tusedtoyourMexicancookin"。Youalwaysseasontoohot。"

Mattgruntedalaughandwentonwithhiscooking。Jimpouredoutthecoffee,butfirst,intothenickedchinacup,heemptiedapowderhehadcarriedinhisvestpocketwrappedinarice-paper。Hehadturnedhisbackforthemomentonhispartner,buthedidnotdaretoglancearoundathim。

Mattplacedanewspaperonthetable,andonthenewspapersetthehotfrying-pan。Hecutthesteakinhalf,andservedJimandhimself。

"Eatherwhileshe"shot,"hecounselled,andwithknifeandforksettheexample。

"She"sadandy,"wasJim"sjudgment,afterhisfirstmouthful。"ButItellyouonethingstraight。I"mnevergoin"tovisityouonthatArizonaranch,soyouneedn"taskme。"

"What"sthematternow?"Mattasked。

"Hell"sthematter,"wastheanswer。"TheMexicancookin"onyourranch"dbetoomuchforme。IfI"vegothella-comin"inthenextlife,I"mnotgoin"totormentmyinsidesinthisone。Damnedpeppers!"

Hesmiled,expelledhisbreathforciblytocoolhisburningmouth,dranksomecoffee,andwentoneatingthesteak。

"Whatdoyouthinkaboutthenextlifeanyway,Matt?"heaskedalittlelater,whilesecretlyhewonderedwhytheotherhadnotyettouchedhiscoffee。

"Ain"tnonextlife,"Mattanswered,pausingfromthesteaktotakehisfirstsipofcoffee。"Norheavennorhell,nornothin"。Yougetallthat"scomin"righthereinthislife。"

"An"afterward?"Jimqueriedoutofhismorbidcuriosity,forheknewthathelookeduponamanthatwassoontodie。"An"afterward?"herepeated。

"Didyoueverseeamantwoweeksdead?"theotherasked。

Jimshookhishead。

"Well,Ihave。Hewaslikethisbeefsteakyouan"meiseatin"。Itwasoncesteercavortin"overthelandscape。Butnowit"sjustmeat。That"sall,justmeat。An"that"swhatyouan"mean"allpeoplecometo——meat。"

Mattgulpeddownthewholecupofcoffee,andrefilledthecup。

"Areyouscaredtodie?"heasked。

Jimshookhishead。"What"stheuse?Idon"tdieanyway。Ipassonan"

liveagain——"

"Togostealin",an"lyin"an"snivellin"throughanotherlife,an"goonthatwayforeveran"everan"ever?"Mattsneered。

"MaybeI"llimprove,"Jimsuggestedhopefully。"Maybestealin"won"tbenecessaryinthelifetocome。"

Heceasedabruptly,andstaredstraightbeforehim,afrightenedexpressiononhisface。

"What"sthematter!"Mattdemanded。

"Nothin"。Iwasjustwonderin""——Jimreturnedtohimselfwithaneffort——

"aboutthisdyin",thatwasall。"

Buthecouldnotshakeoffthefrightthathadstartledhim。Itwasasifanunseenthingofgloomhadpassedhimby,castinguponhimtheintangibleshadowofitspresence。Hewasawareofafeelingofforeboding。

Somethingominouswasabouttohappen。Calamityhoveredintheair。Hegazedfixedlyacrossthetableattheotherman。Hecouldnotunderstand。

Wasitthathehadblunderedandpoisonedhimself?No,Matthadthenickedcup,andhehadcertainlyputthepoisoninthenickedcup。

Itwasallhisownimagination,washisnextthought。Ithadplayedhimtricksbefore。Fool!Ofcourseitwas。Ofcoursesomethingwasabouttohappen,butitwasabouttohappentoMatt。HadnotMattdrunkthewholecupofcoffee?

Jimbrightenedupandfinishedhissteak,soppingbreadinthegravywhenthemeatwasgone。

"WhenIwasakid——"hebegan,butbrokeoffabruptly。

Againtheunseenthingofgloomhadfluttered,andhisbeingwasvibrantwithpremonitionofimpendingmisfortune。Hefeltadisruptiveinfluenceatworkinthefleshofhim,andinallhismusclestherewasaseemingthattheywereabouttobegintotwitch。Hesatbacksuddenly,andassuddenlyleanedforwardwithhiselbowsonthetable。Atremorrandimlythroughthemusclesofhisbody。Itwaslikethefirstrustlingofleavesbeforetheoncomingofwind。Heclenchedhisteeth。Itcameagain,aspasmodictensingofhismuscles。Heknewpanicattherevoltwithinhisbeing。Hismusclesnolongerrecognizedhismasteryoverthem。Againtheyspasmodicallytensed,despitethewillofhim,forhehadwilledthattheyshouldnottense。Thiswasrevolutionwithinhimself,thiswasanarchy;

andtheterrorofimpotencerushedupinhimashisfleshgrippedandseemedtoseizehiminaclutch,chillsrunningupanddownhisbackandsweatstartingonhisbrow。Heglancedabouttheroom,andallthedetailsofitsmotehimwithastrangesenseoffamiliarity。Itwasasthoughhehadjustreturnedfromalongjourney。Helookedacrossthetableathispartner。Mattwaswatchinghimandsmiling。AnexpressionofhorrorspreadoverJim"sface。

"MyGod,Matt!"hescreamed。"Youain"tdopedme?"

Mattsmiledandcontinuedtowatchhim。Intheparoxysmthatfollowed,Jimdidnotbecomeunconscious。Hismusclestensedandtwitchedandknotted,hurtinghimandcrushinghimintheirsavagegrip。Andinthemidstofitall,itcametohimthatMattwasactingqueerly。Hewastravellingthesameroad。Thesmilehadgonefromhisface,andtherewasonitanintentexpression,asifhewerelisteningtosomeinnertaleofhimselfandtryingtodivinethemessage。Mattgotupandwalkedacrosstheroomandbackagain,thensatdown。

"Youdidthis,Jim,"hesaidquietly。

"ButIdidn"tthinkyou"dtrytofixME,"Jimansweredreproachfully。

"Oh,Ifixedyouallright,"Mattsaid,withteethclosetogetherandshiveringbody。"Whatdidyougiveme?"

"Strychnine。"

"SameasIgaveyou,"Mattvolunteered。"It"sahellofamess,ain"tit?"

"You"relyin",Matt,"Jimpleaded。"Youain"tdopedme,haveyou?"

"Isuredid,Jim;an"Ididn"toverdoseyou,neither。Icookeditinasneatasyoupleaseinyourhalftheporterhouse——Holdon!Where"reyougoin"?"

Jimhadmadeadashforthedoor,andwasthrowingbackthebolts。Mattspranginbetweenandshovedhimaway。

"Drugstore,"Jimpanted。"Drugstore。"

"Noyoudon"t。You"llstayrighthere。Thereain"tgoin"tobeanyrunnin"outan"makin"apoisonplayonthestreet——notwithallthemjoolsreposin"underthepillow。Savve?Evenifyoudidn"tdie,you"dbeinthehandsofthepolicewithawholelotofexplanationscomin"。Emeticsisthestuffforpoison。I"mjustasbadbitasyou,an"I"mgoin"totakeaemetic。That"sallthey"dgiveyouatadrugstore,anyway。"

HethrustJimbackintothemiddleoftheroomandshottheboltsintoplace。Ashewentacrossthefloortothefoodshelf,hepassedonehandoverhisbrowandflungoffthebeadedsweat。Itspatteredaudiblyonthefloor。JimwatchedagonizedlyasMattgotthemustard-canandacupandranforthesink。Hestirredacupfulofmustardandwateranddrankitdown。Jimhadfollowedhimandwasreachingwithtremblinghandsfortheemptycup。AgainMattshovedhimaway。Ashemixedasecondcupful,hedemanded——

"D"youthinkonecup"lldoforme?YoucanwaittillI"mdone。"

Jimstartedtotottertowardthedoor,butMattcheckedhim。

"Ifyoumonkeywiththatdoor,I"lltwistyourneck。Savve?YoucantakeyourswhenI"mdone。An"ifitsavesyou,I"lltwistyourneck,anyway。

Youain"tgotnochance,nohow。Itoldyoumanytimeswhatyou"dgetifyoudidmedirt。"

"Butyoudidmedirt,too,"Jimarticulatedwithaneffort。

Mattwasdrinkingthesecondcupful,anddidnotanswer。ThesweathadgotintoJim"seyes,andhecouldscarcelyseehiswaytothetable,wherehegotacupforhimself。ButMattwasmixingathirdcupful,and,asbefore,thrusthimaway。

"ItoldyoutowaittillIwasdone,"Mattgrowled。"Getoutamyway。"

AndJimsupportedhistwitchingbodybyholdingontothesink,thewhileheyearnedtowardtheyellowishconcoctionthatstoodforlife。Itwasbysheerwillthathestoodandclungtothesink。Hisfleshstrovetodoublehimupandbringhimtothefloor。Mattdrankthethirdcupful,andwithdifficultymanagedtogettoachairandsitdown。Hisfirstparoxysmwaspassing。Thespasmsthatafflictedhimweredyingaway。Thisgoodeffectheascribedtothemustardandwater。Hewassafe,atanyrate。Hewipedthesweatfromhisface,and,intheintervalofcalm,foundroomforcuriosity。Helookedathispartner。

AspasmhadshakenthemustardcanoutofJim"shands,andthecontentswerespilleduponthefloor。Hestoopedtoscoopsomeofthemustardintothecup,andthesucceedingspasmdoubledhimuponthefloor。Mattsmiled。

"Staywithit,"heencouraged。"It"sthestuffallright。It"sfixedmeup。"

Jimheardhimandturnedtowardhimastrickenface,twistedwithsufferingandpleading。Spasmnowfollowedspasmtillhewasinconvulsions,rollingonthefloorandyellowinghisfaceandhairinthemustard。

Mattlaughedhoarselyatthesight,butthelaughbrokemidway。Atremorhadrunthroughhisbody。Anewparoxysmwasbeginning。Hearoseandstaggeredacrosstothesink,where,withprobingforefinger,hevainlystrovetoassisttheactionoftheemetic。Intheend,heclungtothesinkasJimhadclung,filledwiththehorrorofgoingdowntothefloor。

Theother"sparoxysmhadpassed,andhesatup,weakandfainting,tooweaktorise,hisforeheaddripping,hislipsfleckedwithafoammadeyellowbythemustardinwhichhehadrolled。Herubbedhiseyeswithhisknuckles,andgroansthatwerelikewhinescamefromhisthroat。

"Whatareyousnifflin"about?"Mattdemandedoutofhisagony。"Allyougottodoisdie。An"whenyoudieyou"redead。"

"I……ain"t……snifflin"……it"s……the……mustard……

stingin"……my……eyes,"Jimpantedwithdesperateslowness。

Itwashislastsuccessfulattemptatspeech。Thereafterhebabbledincoherently,pawingtheairwithshakingarmstillafreshconvulsionstretchedhimonthefloor。

Mattstruggledbacktothechair,and,doubleduponit,withhisarmsclaspedabouthisknees,hefoughtwithhisdisintegratingflesh。Hecameoutoftheconvulsioncoolandweak。Helookedtoseehowitwentwiththeother,andsawhimlyingmotionless。

Hetriedtosoliloquize,tobefacetious,tohavehislastgrimlaughatlife,buthislipsmadeonlyincoherentsounds。Thethoughtcametohimthattheemetichadfailed,andthatnothingremainedbutthedrugstore。

Helookedtowardthedooranddrewhimselftohisfeet。Therehesavedhimselffromfallingbyclutchingthechair。Anotherparoxysmhadbegun。

Andinthemidstoftheparoxysm,withhisbodyandallthepartsofitflyingapartandwrithingandtwistingbackagainintoknots,heclungtothechairandshoveditbeforehimacrossthefloor。Thelastshredsofhiswillwereleavinghimwhenhegainedthedoor。Heturnedthekeyandshotbackonebolt。Hefumbledforthesecondbolt,butfailed。Thenheleanedhisweightagainstthedoorandsliddowngentlytothefloor。

CREATEDHETHEM

Shemethimatthedoor。

"Ididnotthinkyouwouldbesoearly。"

"Itishalfpasteight。"Helookedathiswatch。"Thetrainleavesat9。12。"

Hewasverybusinesslike,untilhesawherlipstrembleassheabruptlyturnedandledtheway。

"It"llbeallright,littlewoman,"hesaidsoothingly。"DoctorBodineau"stheman。He"llpullhimthrough,you"llsee。"

Theyenteredtheliving-room。Hisglancequestedapprehensivelyabout,thenturnedtoher。

"Where"sAl?"

Shedidnotanswer,butwithasuddenimpulsecameclosetohimandstoodmotionless。Shewasaslender,dark-eyedwoman,inwhosefacewasstampedthestrainandstressofliving。Butthefinelinesandthehauntedlookintheeyeswerenotthehandiworkofmereworry。Heknewwhosehandiworkitwasashelookeduponit,andsheknewwhensheconsultedhermirror。

"It"snouse,Mary,"hesaid。Heputhishandonhershoulder。"We"vetriedeverything。It"sawretchedbusiness,Iknow,butwhatelsecanwedo?You"vefailed。DoctorBodineau"sallthat"sleft。"

"IfIhadanotherchance……"shebeganfalteringly。

"We"vethreshedthatallout,"heansweredharshly。"You"vegottobuckup,now。Youknowwhatconclusionwearrivedat。Youknowyouhaven"ttheghostofahopeinanotherchance。"

Sheshookherhead。"Iknowit。Butitisterrible,thethoughtofhisgoingawaytofightitoutalone。"

"Hewon"tbealone。There"sDoctorBodineau。Andbesides,it"sabeautifulplace。"

Sheremainedsilent。

"Itistheonlything,"hesaid。

"Itistheonlything,"sherepeatedmechanically。

Helookedathiswatch。"Where"sAl?"

"I"llsendhim。"

Whenthedoorhadclosedbehindher,hewalkedovertothewindowandlookedout,drummingabsentlywithhisknucklesonthepane。

"Hello。"

Heturnedandrespondedtothegreetingofthemanwhohadjustentered。

Therewasaperceptibledragtotheman"sfeetashewalkedacrosstowardthewindowandpausedirresolutelyhalfway。

"I"vechangedmymind,George,"heannouncedhurriedlyandnervously。"I"mnotgoing。"

Hepluckedathissleeve,shuffledwithhisfeet,droppedhiseyes,andwithastrongeffortraisedthemagaintoconfronttheother。

Georgeregardedhimsilently,hisnostrilsdistendingandhisleanfingersunconsciouslycrookinglikeaneagle"stalonsabouttoclutch。

Inlineandfeature,therewasmuchofresemblancebetweenthetwomen;andyet,inthestrongestresemblancestherewasaradicaldifference。Theirswerethesameblackeyes,butthoseofthemanatthewindowweresharpandstraightlooking,whilethoseofthemaninthemiddleoftheroomwerecloudyandfurtive。Hecouldnotfacetheother"sgaze,andcontinuallyandvainlystruggledwithhimselftodoso。Thehighcheekboneswiththehollowsbeneathwerethesame,yetthetextureofthehollowsseemeddifferent。Thethin-lippedmouthswerefromthesamemould,butGeorge"slipswerefirmandmuscular,whileAl"sweresoftandloose——thelipsofanasceticturnedvoluptuary。Therewasalsoasagatthecorners。Hisfleshhintedofgrossness,especiallysointheeagle-likeaquilinenosethatmustoncehavebeenliketheother"s,butthathadlosttheausteritytheother"sstillretained。

Alfoughtforsteadinessinthemiddleofthefloor。Thesilencebotheredhim。Hehadafeelingthathewasabouttobeginswayingbackandforth。

Hemoistenedhislipswithhistongue。

"I"mgoingtostay,"hesaiddesperately。

Hedroppedhiseyesandpluckedagainathissleeve。

"Andyouareonlytwenty-sixyearsold,"Georgesaidatlast。"Youpoor,feebleoldman。"

"Don"tbesosureofthat,"Alretorted,withaflashofbelligerence。

"Doyourememberwhenweswamthatmileandahalfacrossthechannel?"

"Well,andwhatofit?"AsullenexpressionwascreepingacrossAl"sface。

"Anddoyourememberwhenweboxedinthebarnafterschool?"

"Icouldtakeallyougaveme。"

"AllIgaveyou!"George"svoicerosemomentarilytoahigherpitch。"Youlickedmefourafternoonsoutoffive。YouweretwiceasstrongasI——

threetimesasstrong。AndnowI"dbeafraidtolandonyouwithasofacushion;you"dcrumpleuplikealastyear"sleaf。You"ddie,youpoor,miserableoldman。"

"Youneedn"tabusemejustbecauseI"vechangedmymind,"theotherprotested,thehintofawhineinhisvoice。

Hiswifeentered,andhelookedappealinglytoher;butthemanatthewindowstrodesuddenlyuptohimandburstout——

"Youdon"tknowyourownmindfortwosuccessiveminutes!Youhaven"tanymind,youspineless,crawlingworm!"

"Youcan"tmakemeangry。"Alsmiledwithcunning,andglancedtriumphantlyathiswife。"Youcan"tmakemeangry,"herepeated,asthoughtheideawerethoroughlygratifyingtohim。"Iknowyourgame。

It"smystomach,Itellyou。Ican"thelpit。BeforeGod,Ican"t!Isn"titmystomach,Mary?"

SheglancedatGeorgeandspokecomposedly,thoughshehidatremblinghandinafoldofherskirt。

"Isn"tittime?"sheaskedsoftly。

Herhusbandturneduponhersavagely。"I"mnotgoingtogo!"hecried。

"That"sjustwhatI"vebeentelling……him。AndItellyouagain,allofyou,I"mnotgoing。Youcan"tbullyme。"

"Why,Al,dear,yousaid——"shebegan。

"NevermindwhatIsaid!"hebrokeout。"I"vesaidsomethingelserightnow,andyou"veheardit,andthatsettlesit。"

HewalkedacrosstheroomandthrewhimselfwithemphasisintoaMorrischair。Buttheothermanwasswiftlyuponhim。Thetalon-likefingersgrippedhisshoulders,jerkedhimtohisfeet,andheldhimthere。

"You"vereachedthelimit,Al,andIwantyoutounderstandit。I"vetriedtotreatyoulike……likemybrother,buthereafterIshalltreatyoulikethethingthatyouare。Doyouunderstand?"

Theangerinhisvoicewascold。Theblazeinhiseyeswascold。Itwasvastlymoreeffectivethananyoutburst,andAlcringedunderitandundertheclutchinghandthatwasbruisinghisshouldermuscles。

"Itisonlybecauseofmethatyouhavethishouse,thatyouhavethefoodyoueat。Yourposition?Anyothermanwouldhavebeenshownthedoorayearago——twoyearsago。Ihaveheldyouinit。Yoursalaryhasbeencharity。Ithasbeenpaidoutofmypocket。Mary……herdresses……

thatgownshehasonismadeover;shewearsthediscardeddressesofhersisters,ofmywife。Charity——doyouunderstand?Yourchildren——theyarewearingthediscardedclothesofmychildren,ofthechildrenofmyneighbourswhothinktheclotheswenttosomeorphanasylum。Anditisanorphanasylum……oritsoonwillbe。"

Heemphasizedeachpointwithanunconscioustighteningofhisgripontheshoulder。Alwassquirmingwiththepainofit。Thesweatwasstartingoutonhisforehead。

"Nowlistenwelltome,"hisbrotherwenton。"Inthreeminutesyouwilltellmethatyouaregoingwithme。Ifyoudon"t,Maryandthechildrenwillbetakenawayfromyou——to-day。Youneedn"tevercometotheoffice。

Thishousewillbeclosedtoyou。AndinsixmonthsIshallhavethepleasureofburyingyou。Youhavethreeminutestomakeupyourmind。"

Almadeastranglingmovement,andreachedupwithweakfingerstotheclutchinghand。

"Myheart……letmego……you"llbethedeathofme,"hegasped。

ThehandthrusthimdownforciblyintotheMorrischairandreleasedhim。

Theclockonthemantletickedloudly。Georgeglancedatit,andatMary。

Shewasleaningagainstthetable,unabletoconcealhertrembling。Hebecameunpleasantlyawareofthefeelingofhisbrother"sfingersonhishand。Quiteunconsciouslyhewipedthebackofthehanduponhiscoat。

Theclocktickedoninthesilence。ItseemedtoGeorgethattheroomreverberatedwithhisvoice。Hecouldhearhimselfstillspeaking。

"I"llgo,"camefromtheMorrischair。

Itwasaweakandshakenvoice,anditwasaweakandshakenmanthatpulledhimselfoutoftheMorrischair。Hestartedtowardthedoor。

"Whereareyougoing?"Georgedemanded。

"Suitcase,"cametheresponse。"Mary"llsendthetrunklater。I"llbebackinaminute。"

Thedoorclosedafterhim。Amomentlater,struckwithsuddensuspicion,Georgewasopeningthedoor。Heglancedin。Hisbrotherstoodatasideboard,inonehandadecanter,intheotherhand,bottomupandtohislips,awhiskyglass。

AcrosstheglassAlsawthathewasobserved。Itthrewhimintoapanic。

Hastilyhetriedtorefilltheglassandgetittohislips;butglassanddecanterweresentsmashingtothefloor。Hesnarled。Itwaslikethesoundofawildbeast。Butthegriponhisshouldersubduedandfrightenedhim。Hewasbeingpropelledtowardthedoor。

"Thesuitcase,"hegasped。"It"sthereinthatroom。Letmegetit。"

"Where"sthekey?"hisbrotherasked,whenhehadbroughtit。

"Itisn"tlocked。"

Thenextmomentthesuitcasewasspreadopen,andGeorge"shandwassearchingthecontents。Fromonesideitbroughtoutabottleofwhisky,fromtheothersideaflask。Hesnappedthecaseto。

"Comeon,"hesaid。"Ifwemissonecar,wemissthattrain。"

Hewentoutintothehallway,leavingAlwithhiswife。Itwaslikeafuneral,Georgethought,ashewaited。

Hisbrother"sovercoatcaughtontheknobofthefrontdooranddelayeditsclosinglongenoughforMary"sfirstsobtocometotheirears。George"slipswereverythinandcompressedashewentdownthesteps。Inonehandhecarriedthesuitcase。Withtheotherhandheheldhisbrother"sarm。

Astheynearedthecorner,heheardtheelectriccarablockaway,andurgedhisbrotheron。Alwasbreathinghard。Hisfeetdraggedandshuffled,andheheldback。

"AhellofabrotherYOUare,"hepanted。

Forreply,hereceivedaviciousjerkonhisarm。Itremindedhimofhischildhoodwhenhewashurriedalongbysomeangrygrown-up。Andlikeachild,hehadtobehelpedupthecarstep。Hesankdownonanoutsideseat,panting,sweating,overcomebytheexertion。HefollowedGeorge"seyesasthelatterlookedhimupanddown。

"AhellofabrotherYOUare,"wasGeorge"scommentwhenhehadfinishedtheinspection。

MoisturewelledintoAl"seyes。

"It"smystomach,"hesaidwithself-pity。

"Idon"twonder,"wastheretort。"Burntoutlikethecraterofavolcano。

Ferventheatisn"tacircumstance。"

Thereaftertheydidnotspeak。Whentheyarrivedatthetransferpoint,Georgecametohimselfwithastart。Hesmiled。Withfixedgazethatdidnotseethehousesthatstreamedacrosshisfieldofvision,hehadhimselfbeensunkdeepinself-pity。Hehelpedhisbrotherfromthecar,andlookeduptheintersectingstreet。Thecartheyweretotakewasnotinsight。

Al"seyeschanceduponthecornergroceryandsaloonacrosstheway。Atoncehebecamerestless。Hishandspassedbeyondhiscontrol,andheyearnedhungrilyacrossthestreettothedoorthatswungopenevenashelookedandletinahappypilgrim。Andinthatinstanthesawthewhite-

jacketedbartenderagainstanarrayofglitteringglass。Quiteunconsciouslyhestartedtocrossthestreet。

"Holdon。"George"shandwasonhisarm。

"Iwantsomewhisky,"heanswered。

"You"vealreadyhadsome。"

"Thatwashoursago。Goon,George,letmehavesome。It"sthelastday。

Don"tshutoffonmeuntilwegetthere——Godknowsitwillbesoonenough。"

Georgeglanceddesperatelyupthestreet。Thecarwasinsight。

"Thereisn"ttimeforadrink,"hesaid。

"Idon"twantadrink。Iwantabottle。"Al"svoicebecamewheedling。

"Goon,George。It"sthelast,theverylast。"

"No。"ThedenialwasasfinalasGeorge"sthinlipscouldmakeit。

Alglancedattheapproachingcar。Hesatdownsuddenlyonthecurbstone。

"What"sthematter?"hisbrotherasked,withmomentaryalarm。

"Nothing。Iwantsomewhisky。It"smystomach。"

"Comeonnow,getup。"

Georgereachedforhim,butwasanticipated,forhisbrothersprawledflatonthepavement,oblivioustothedirtandtothecuriousglancesofthepassers-by。Thecarwasclangingitsgongatthecrossing,ablockaway。

"You"llmissit,"Algrinnedfromthepavement。"Anditwillbeyourfault。"

George"sfistsclenchedtightly。

"FortwocentsI"dgiveyouathrashing。"

"Andmissthecar,"wasthetriumphantcommentfromthepavement。

Georgelookedatthecar。Itwashalfwaydowntheblock。Helookedathiswatch。Hedebatedasecondlonger。

"Allright,"hesaid。"I"llgetit。Butyougetonthatcar。Ifyoumissit,I"llbreakthebottleoveryourhead。"

Hedashedacrossthestreetandintothesaloon。Thecarcameinandstopped。Therewerenopassengerstogetoff。Aldraggedhimselfupthestepsandsatdown。Hesmiledastheconductorrangthebellandthecarstarted。Theswingingdoorofthesaloonburstopen。Clutchinginhishandthesuitcaseandapintbottleofwhisky,Georgestartedinpursuit。

Theconductor,hishandonthebellcord,waitedtoseeifitwouldbenecessarytostop。Itwasnot。Georgeswunglightlyaboard,satdownbesidehisbrother,andpassedhimthebottle。

"Youmighthavegotaquart,"Alsaidreproachfully。

Heextractedthecorkwithapocketcorkscrew,andelevatedthebottle。

"I"msick……mystomach,"heexplainedinapologetictonestothepassengerwhosatnexttohim。

Inthetraintheysatinthesmoking-car。Georgefeltthatitwasimperative。Also,havingsuccessfullycaughtthetrain,hisheartsoftened。Hefeltmorekindlytowardhisbrother,andaccusedhimselfofunnecessaryharshness。Hestrovetoatonebytalkingabouttheirmother,andsisters,andthelittleaffairsandinterestsofthefamily。ButAlwasmorose,anddevotedhimselftothebottle。Asthetimepassed,hismouthhunglooserandlooser,whiletheringsunderhiseyesseemedtopuffoutandallhisfacialmusclestorelax。

"It"smystomach,"hesaid,once,whenhefinishedthebottleanddroppeditundertheseat;buttheswifthardeningofhisbrother"sfacedidnotencouragefurtherexplanations。

Theconveyancethatmetthematthestationhadallthedignityandluxuriousnessofaprivatecarriage。George"seyeswerekeenfortheearmarksoftheinstitutiontowhichtheyweregoing,buthisapprehensionswereallayedfrommomenttomoment。Astheyenteredthewidegatewayandrolledonthroughthespaciousgrounds,hefeltsurethattheinstitutionalsideoftheplacewouldnotjaruponhisbrother。Itwasmorelikeasummerhotel,or,betteryet,acountryclub。Andastheysweptonthroughthespringsunshine,thesongsofbirdsinhisears,andinhisnostrilsthebreathofflowers,Georgesighedforaweekofrestinsuchaplace,andbeforehiseyesloomedthearidvistaofsummerintownandattheoffice。Therewasnotroominhisincomeforhisbrotherandhimself。

"Letustakeawalkinthegrounds,"hesuggested,aftertheyhadmetDoctorBodineauandinspectedthequartersassignedtoAl。"Thecarriageleavesforthestationinhalfanhour,andwe"lljusthavetime。"

"It"sbeautiful,"heremarkedamomentlater。Underhisfeetwasthevelvetgrass,thetreesarchedoverhead,andhestoodinmottledsunshine。

"IwishIcouldstayforamonth。"

"I"lltradeplaceswithyou,"Alsaidquickly。

Georgelaugheditoff,buthefeltasinkingoftheheart。

"Lookatthatoak!"hecried。"Andthatwoodpecker!Isn"theabeauty!"

"Idon"tlikeithere,"heheardhisbrothermutter。

George"slipstightenedinpreparationforthestruggle,buthesaid——

"I"mgoingtosendMaryandthechildrenofftothemountains。Sheneedsit,andsodothey。Andwhenyou"reinshape,I"llsendyourightontojointhem。Thenyoucantakeyoursummervacationbeforeyoucomebacktotheoffice。"

"I"mnotgoingtostayinthisdamnedhole,forallyoutalkaboutit,"Alannouncedabruptly。

"Yesyouare,andyou"regoingtogetyourhealthandstrengthbackagain,sothatthelookofyouwillputthecolourinMary"scheekswhereitusedtobe。"

"I"mgoingbackwithyou。"Al"svoicewasfirm。"I"mgoingtotakethesametrainback。It"sabouttimeforthatcarriage,Iguess。"

"Ihaven"ttoldyouallmyplans,"Georgetriedtogoon,butAlcuthimoff。

"Youmightaswellquitthat。Idon"twantanyofyoursoapytalking。Youtreatmelikeachild。I"mnotachild。Mymind"smadeup,andI"llshowyouhowlongitcanstaymadeup。Youneedn"ttalktome。Idon"tcarearapforwhatyou"regoingtosay。"

Abalefullightwasinhiseyes,andtohisbrotherheseemedforalltheworldlikeacorneredrat,desperateandreadytofight。AsGeorgelookedathimherememberedbacktotheirchildhood,anditcametohimthatatlastwasarousedinAlthesameoldstubbornstrainthathadenabledhim,asachild,tostandagainstallforceandpersuasion。

Georgeabandonedhope。Hehadlost。Thiscreaturewasnothuman。Thelastfineinstinctofthehumanhadfled。Itwasabrute,sluggishandstolid,impossibletomove——justtherawstuffoflife,combative,rebellious,andindomitable。Andashecontemplatedhisbrotherhefeltinhimselftherisingupofasimilarbrute。Hebecamesuddenlyawarethathisfingersweretensingandcrookinglikeathug"s,andheknewthedesiretokill。Andhisreason,turnedtraitoratlast,counselledthatheshouldkill,thatitwastheonlythingleftforhimtodo。

Hewasarousedbyaservantcallingtohimthroughthetreesthatthecarriagewaswaiting。Heanswered。Then,lookingstraightbeforehim,hediscoveredhisbrother。Hehadforgottenitwashisbrother。Ithadbeenonlyathingthemomentbefore。Hebegantotalk,andashetalkedthewaybecamecleartohim。Hisreasonhadnotturnedtraitor。Thebruteinhimhadmerelyorientatedhisreason。

"Youarenoearthlygood,Al,"hesaid。"Youknowthat。You"vemadeMary"slifeahell。Youareacursetoyourchildren。Andyouhavenotmadelifeexactlyaparadisefortherestofus。"

"There"snouseyourtalking,"Alinterjected。"I"mnotgoingtostayhere。"

"That"swhatI"mcomingto,"Georgecontinued。"Youdon"thavetostayhere。"(Al"sfacebrightened,andheinvoluntarilymadeamovement,asthoughabouttostarttowardthecarriage。)"Ontheotherhand,itisnotnecessarythatyoushouldreturnwithme。Thereisanotherway。"

George"shandwenttohishippocketandappearedwitharevolver。Itlayalonghispalm,thebutttowardAl,andtowardAlheextendedit。Atthesametime,withhishead,heindicatedthenear-bythicket。

"Youcan"tbluffme,"Alsnarled。

"Itisnotabluff,Al。Lookatme。Imeanit。Andifyoudon"tdoitforyourself,Ishallhavetodoitforyou。"

Theyfacedeachother,theprofferedrevolverstillextended。Aldebatedforamoment,thenhiseyesblazed。Withaquickmovementheseizedtherevolver。

"MyGod!I"lldoit,"hesaid。"I"llshowyouwhatI"vegotinme。"

Georgefeltsuddenlysick。Heturnedaway。Hedidnotseehisbrotherenterthethicket,butheheardthepassageofhisbodythroughtheleavesandbranches。

"Good-bye,Al,"hecalled。

"Good-bye,"camefromthethicket。

Georgefeltthesweatuponhisforehead。Hebeganmoppinghisfacewithhishandkerchief。Heheard,asfromaremotedistance,thevoiceoftheservantagaincallingtohimthatthecarriagewaswaiting。Thewoodpeckerdroppeddownthroughthemottledsunshineandlightedonthetrunkofatreeadozenfeetaway。Georgefeltthatitwasalladream,andyetthroughitallhefeltsupremejustification。Itwastherightthingtodo。Itwastheonlything。

Hiswholebodygaveaspasmodicstart,asthoughtherevolverhadbeenfired。ItwasthevoiceofAl,closeathisback。

"Here"syourgun,"Alsaid。"I"llstay。"

Theservantappearedamongthetrees,approachingrapidlyandcallinganxiously。Georgeputtheweaponinhispocketandcaughtbothhisbrother"shandsinhisown。

"Godblessyou,oldman,"hemurmured;"and"——withafinalsqueezeofthehands——"goodluck!"

"I"mcoming,"hecalledtotheservant,andturnedandranthroughthetreestowardthecarriage。

THECHINAGO

"Thecoralwaxes,thepalmgrows,butmandeparts。"——

Tahitianproverb。

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