投诉 阅读记录

第2章

Theship,afterapauseofcomparativesteadiness,starteduponaseriesofrolls,oneworsethantheother,andforatimeJukes,preservinghisequilibrium,wastoobusytoopenhismouth。Assoonastheviolentswinginghadquieteddownsomewhat,hesaid:

"Thisisabittoomuchofagoodthing。WhetheranythingiscomingornotIthinksheoughttobeputheadontothatswell。

Theoldmanisjustgoneintoliedown。HangmeifIdon"tspeaktohim。"

Butwhenheopenedthedoorofthechart-roomhesawhiscaptainreadingabook。CaptainMacWhirrwasnotlyingdown:hewasstandingupwithonehandgraspingtheedgeofthebookshelfandtheotherholdingopenbeforehisfaceathickvolume。Thelampwriggledinthegimbals,theloosenedbookstoppledfromsidetosideontheshelf,thelongbarometerswunginjerkycircles,thetablealtereditsslanteverymoment。InthemidstofallthisstirandmovementCaptainMacWhirr,holdingon,showedhiseyesabovetheupperedge,andasked,"What"sthematter?"

"Swellgettingworse,sir。"

"Noticedthatinhere,"mutteredCaptainMacWhirr。"Anythingwrong?"

Jukes,inwardlydisconcertedbytheseriousnessoftheeyeslookingathimoverthetopofthebook,producedanembarrassedgrin。

"Rollinglikeoldboots,"hesaid,sheepishly。

"Aye!Veryheavy——veryheavy。Whatdoyouwant?"

AtthisJukeslosthisfootingandbegantoflounder。"Iwasthinkingofourpassengers,"hesaid,inthemannerofamanclutchingatastraw。

"Passengers?"wonderedtheCaptain,gravely。"Whatpassengers?"

"Why,theChinamen,sir,"explainedJukes,verysickofthisconversation。

"TheChinamen!Whydon"tyouspeakplainly?Couldn"ttellwhatyoumeant。Neverheardalotofcooliesspokenofaspassengersbefore。Passengers,indeed!What"scometoyou?"

CaptainMacWhirr,closingthebookonhisforefinger,loweredhisarmandlookedcompletelymystified。"WhyareyouthinkingoftheChinamen,Mr。Jukes?"heinquired。

Jukestookaplunge,likeamandriventoit。"She"srollingherdecksfullofwater,sir。Thoughtyoumightputherheadonperhaps——forawhile。Tillthisgoesdownabit——verysoon,Idaresay。Headtotheeastward。Ineverknewashiprolllikethis。"

Heheldoninthedoorway,andCaptainMacWhirr,feelinghisgripontheshelfinadequate,madeuphismindtoletgoinahurry,andfellheavilyonthecouch。

"Headtotheeastward?"hesaid,strugglingtositup。"That"smorethanfourpointsoffhercourse。"

"Yes,sir。Fiftydegrees……Wouldjustbringherheadfarenoughroundtomeetthis……"

CaptainMacWhirrwasnowsittingup。Hehadnotdroppedthebook,andhehadnotlosthisplace。

"Totheeastward?"herepeated,withdawningastonishment。"Tothe……Wheredoyouthinkweareboundto?Youwantmetohaulafull-poweredsteamshipfourpointsoffhercoursetomaketheChinamencomfortable!Now,I"veheardmorethanenoughofmadthingsdoneintheworld——butthis……IfIdidn"tknowyou,Jukes,Iwouldthinkyouwereinliquor。Steerfourpointsoff……Andwhatafterwards?Steerfourpointsovertheotherway,Isuppose,tomakethecoursegood。WhatputitintoyourheadthatIwouldstarttotackasteamerasifshewereasailing-ship?"

"Jollygoodthingsheisn"t,"threwinJukes,withbitterreadiness。"Shewouldhaverolledeveryblessedstickoutofherthisafternoon。"

"Aye!Andyoujustwouldhavehadtostandandseethemgo,"

saidCaptainMacWhirr,showingacertainanimation。"It"sadeadcalm,isn"tit?"

"Itis,sir。Butthere"ssomethingoutofthecommoncoming,forsure。"

"Maybe。IsupposeyouhaveanotionIshouldbegettingoutofthewayofthatdirt,"saidCaptainMacWhirr,speakingwiththeutmostsimplicityofmannerandtone,andfixingtheoilclothonthefloorwithaheavystare。ThushenoticedneitherJukes"

discomfiturenorthemixtureofvexationandastonishedrespectonhisface。

"Now,here"sthisbook,"hecontinuedwithdeliberation,slappinghisthighwiththeclosedvolume。"I"vebeenreadingthechapteronthestormsthere。"

Thiswastrue。Hehadbeenreadingthechapteronthestorms。

Whenhehadenteredthechart-room,itwaswithnointentionoftakingthebookdown。Someinfluenceintheair——thesameinfluence,probably,thatcausedthestewardtobringwithoutorderstheCaptain"ssea-bootsandoilskincoatuptothechart-room-hadasitwereguidedhishandtotheshelf;andwithouttakingthetimetositdownhehadwadedwithaconsciouseffortintotheterminologyofthesubject。Helosthimselfamongstadvancingsemi-circles,left-andright-handquadrants,thecurvesofthetracks,theprobablebearingofthecentre,theshiftsofwindandthereadingsofbarometer。Hetriedtobringallthesethingsintoadefiniterelationtohimself,andendedbybecomingcontemptuouslyangrywithsuchalotofwords,andwithsomuchadvice,allhead-workandsupposition,withoutaglimmerofcertitude。

"It"sthedamnedestthing,Jukes,"hesaid。"Ifafellowwastobelieveallthat"sinthere,hewouldberunningmostofhistimeallovertheseatryingtogetbehindtheweather。"

Againheslappedhislegwiththebook;andJukesopenedhismouth,butsaidnothing。

"Runningtogetbehindtheweather!Doyouunderstandthat,Mr。

Jukes?It"sthemaddestthing!"ejaculatedCaptainMacWhirr,withpauses,gazingatthefloorprofoundly。"Youwouldthinkanoldwomanhadbeenwritingthis。Itpassesme。Ifthatthingmeansanythinguseful,thenitmeansthatIshouldatoncealterthecourseaway,awaytothedevilsomewhere,andcomeboomingdownonFu-chaufromthenorthwardatthetailofthisdirtyweatherthat"ssupposedtobeknockingaboutinourway。Fromthenorth!Doyouunderstand,Mr。Jukes?Threehundredextramilestothedistance,andaprettycoalbilltoshow。I

couldn"tbringmyselftodothatifeverywordintherewasgospeltruth,Mr。Jukes。Don"tyouexpectme……"

AndJukes,silent,marvelledatthisdisplayoffeelingandloquacity。

"Butthetruthisthatyoudon"tknowifthefellowisright,anyhow。Howcanyoutellwhatagaleismadeoftillyougetit?

Heisn"taboardhere,ishe?Verywell。Herehesaysthatthecentreofthemthingsbearseightpointsoffthewind;butwehaven"tgotanywind,forallthebarometerfalling。Where"shiscentrenow?"

"Wewillgetthewindpresently,"mumbledJukes。

"Letitcome,then,"saidCaptainMacWhirr,withdignifiedindignation。"It"sonlytoletyousee,Mr。Jukes,thatyoudon"tfindeverythinginbooks。Alltheserulesfordodgingbreezesandcircumventingthewindsofheaven,Mr。Jukes,seemtomethemaddestthing,whenyoucometolookatitsensibly。"

Heraisedhiseyes,sawJukesgazingathimdubiously,andtriedtoillustratehismeaning。

"Aboutasqueerasyourextraordinarynotionofdodgingtheshipheadtosea,forIdon"tknowhowlong,tomaketheChinamencomfortable;whereasallwe"vegottodoistotakethemtoFu-chau,beingtimedtogettherebeforenoononFriday。Iftheweatherdelaysme——verywell。There"syourlog-booktotalkstraightabouttheweather。ButsupposeIwentswingingoffmycourseandcameintwodayslate,andtheyaskedme:"Wherehaveyoubeenallthattime,Captain?"WhatcouldIsaytothat?

"Wentaroundtododgethebadweather,"Iwouldsay。"Itmust"vebeendam"bad,"theywouldsay。"Don"tknow,"Iwouldhavetosay;"I"vedodgedclearofit。"Seethat,Jukes?Ihavebeenthinkingitalloutthisafternoon。"

Helookedupagaininhisunseeing,unimaginativeway。Noonehadeverheardhimsaysomuchatonetime。Jukes,withhisarmsopeninthedoorway,waslikeamaninvitedtobeholdamiracle。

Unboundedwonderwastheintellectualmeaningofhiseye,whileincredulitywasseatedinhiswholecountenance。

"Agaleisagale,Mr。Jukes,"resumedtheCaptain,"andafull-poweredsteam-shiphasgottofaceit。There"sjustsomuchdirtyweatherknockingabouttheworld,andtheproperthingistogothroughitwithnoneofwhatoldCaptainWilsonoftheMelitacalls"stormstrategy。"TheotherdayashoreIheardhimholdforthaboutittoalotofshipmasterswhocameinandsatatatablenexttomine。Itseemedtomethegreatestnonsense。

Hewastellingthemhowheoutmanœuvred,Ithinkhesaid,aterrificgale,sothatitnevercamenearerthanfiftymilestohim。Aneatpieceofhead-workhecalledit。Howheknewtherewasaterrificgalefiftymilesoffbeatsmealtogether。Itwaslikelisteningtoacrazyman。IwouldhavethoughtCaptainWilsonwasoldenoughtoknowbetter。"

CaptainMacWhirrceasedforamoment,thensaid,"It"syourwatchbelow,Mr。Jukes?"

Jukescametohimselfwithastart。"Yes,sir。"

"Leaveorderstocallmeattheslightestchange,"saidtheCaptain。Hereacheduptoputthebookaway,andtuckedhislegsuponthecouch。"Shutthedoorsothatitdon"tflyopen,willyou?Ican"tstandadoorbanging。They"veputalotofrubbishylocksintothisship,Imustsay。"

CaptainMacWhirrclosedhiseyes。

Hedidsotoresthimself。Hewastired,andheexperiencedthatstateofmentalvacuitywhichcomesattheendofanexhaustivediscussionthathasliberatedsomebeliefmaturedinthecourseofmeditativeyears。Hehadindeedbeenmakinghisconfessionoffaith,hadheonlyknownit;anditseffectwastomakeJukes,ontheothersideofthedoor,standscratchinghisheadforagoodwhile。

CaptainMacWhirropenedhiseyes。

Hethoughthemusthavebeenasleep。Whatwasthatloudnoise?

Wind?Whyhadhenotbeencalled?Thelampwriggledinitsgimbals,thebarometerswungincircles,thetablealtereditsslanteverymoment;apairoflimpsea-bootswithcollapsedtopswentslidingpastthecouch。Heputouthishandinstantly,andcapturedone。

Jukes"faceappearedinacrackofthedoor:onlyhisface,veryred,withstaringeyes。Theflameofthelampleaped,apieceofpaperflewup,arushofairenvelopedCaptainMacWhirr。

Beginningtodrawontheboot,hedirectedanexpectantgazeatJukes"swollen,excitedfeatures。

"Cameonlikethis,"shoutedJukes,"fiveminutesago……allofasudden。"

Theheaddisappearedwithabang,andaheavysplashandpatterofdropssweptpastthecloseddoorasifapailfulofmeltedleadhadbeenflungagainstthehouse。Awhistlingcouldbeheardnowuponthedeepvibratingnoiseoutside。Thestuffychart-roomseemedasfullofdraughtsasashed。CaptainMacWhirrcollaredtheothersea-bootonitsviolentpassagealongthefloor。Hewasnotflustered,buthecouldnotfindatoncetheopeningforinsertinghisfoot。Theshoeshehadflungoffwerescurryingfromendtoendofthecabin,gambollingplayfullyovereachotherlikepuppies。Assoonashestooduphekickedatthemviciously,butwithouteffect。

Hethrewhimselfintotheattitudeofalungingfencer,toreachafterhisoilskincoat;andafterwardshestaggeredallovertheconfinedspacewhilehejerkedhimselfintoit。Verygrave,straddlinghislegsfarapart,andstretchinghisneck,hestartedtotiedeliberatelythestringsofhissou"-westerunderhischin,withthickfingersthattrembledslightly。Hewentthroughallthemovementsofawomanputtingonherbonnetbeforeaglass,withastrained,listeningattention,asthoughhehadexpectedeverymomenttoheartheshoutofhisnameintheconfusedclamourthathadsuddenlybesethisship。Itsincreasefilledhisearswhilehewasgettingreadytogooutandconfrontwhateveritmightmean。Itwastumultuousandveryloud——madeupoftherushofthewind,thecrashesofthesea,withthatprolongeddeepvibrationoftheair,liketherollofanimmenseandremotedrumbeatingthechargeofthegale。

Hestoodforamomentinthelightofthelamp,thick,clumsy,shapelessinhispanoplyofcombat,vigilantandred-faced。

"There"salotofweightinthis,"hemuttered。

Assoonasheattemptedtoopenthedoorthewindcaughtit。

Clingingtothehandle,hewasdraggedoutoverthedoorstep,andatoncefoundhimselfengagedwiththewindinasortofpersonalscufflewhoseobjectwastheshuttingofthatdoor。Atthelastmomentatongueofairscurriedinandlickedouttheflameofthelamp。

Aheadoftheshipheperceivedagreatdarknesslyinguponamultitudeofwhiteflashes;onthestarboardbeamafewamazingstarsdrooped,dimandfitful,aboveanimmensewasteofbrokenseas,asifseenthroughamaddriftofsmoke。

Onthebridgeaknotofmen,indistinctandtoiling,weremakinggreateffortsinthelightofthewheelhousewindowsthatshonemistilyontheirheadsandbacks。Suddenlydarknessclosedupononepane,thenonanother。Thevoicesofthelostgroupreachedhimafterthemannerofmen"svoicesinagale,inshredsandfragmentsofforlornshoutingsnatchedpasttheear。AllatonceJukesappearedathisside,yelling,withhisheaddown。

"Watch——putin——wheelhouseshutters——glass-afraid——blowin。"

Jukesheardhiscommanderupbraiding。

"This——come——anything——warning——callme。"

Hetriedtoexplain,withtheuproarpressingonhislips。

"Lightair——remained——bridge——sudden——north-east——couldturn——thought——you——sure——hear。"

Theyhadgainedtheshelteroftheweather-cloth,andcouldconversewithraisedvoices,aspeoplequarrel。

"Igotthehandsalongtocoverupalltheventilators。GoodjobIhadremainedondeck。Ididn"tthinkyouwouldbeasleep,andso……Whatdidyousay,sir?What?"

"Nothing,"criedCaptainMacWhirr。"Isaid——allright。"

"Byallthepowers!We"vegotitthistime,"observedJukesinahowl。

"Youhaven"talteredhercourse?"inquiredCaptainMacWhirr,straininghisvoice。

"No,sir。Certainlynot。Windcameoutrightahead。Andherecomestheheadsea。"

Aplungeoftheshipendedinashockasifshehadlandedherforefootuponsomethingsolid。Afteramomentofstillnessaloftyflightofspraysdrovehardwiththewindupontheirfaces。

"Keepheratitaslongaswecan,"shoutedCaptainMacWhirr。

BeforeJukeshadsqueezedthesaltwateroutofhiseyesallthestarshaddisappeared。

III

JUKESwasasreadyamanasanyhalf-dozenyoungmatesthatmaybecaughtbycastinganetuponthewaters;andthoughhehadbeensomewhattakenabackbythestartlingviciousnessofthefirstsquall,hehadpulledhimselftogetherontheinstant,hadcalledoutthehandsandhadrushedthemalongtosecuresuchopeningsaboutthedeckashadnotbeenalreadybatteneddownearlierintheevening。Shoutinginhisfresh,stentorianvoice,"Jump,boys,andbearahand!"heledinthework,tellinghimselfthewhilethathehad"justexpectedthis。"

Butatthesametimehewasgrowingawarethatthiswasrathermorethanhehadexpected。Fromthefirststiroftheairfeltonhischeekthegaleseemedtotakeuponitselftheaccumulatedimpetusofanavalanche。HeavyspraysenvelopedtheNan-Shanfromstemtostern,andinstantlyinthemidstofherregularrollingshebegantojerkandplungeasthoughshehadgonemadwithfright。

Jukesthought,"Thisisnojoke。"Whilehewasexchangingexplanatoryyellswithhiscaptain,asuddenloweringofthedarknesscameuponthenight,fallingbeforetheirvisionlikesomethingpalpable。Itwasasifthemaskedlightsoftheworldhadbeenturneddown。Jukeswasuncriticallygladtohavehiscaptainathand。Itrelievedhimasthoughthatmanhad,bysimplycomingondeck,takenmostofthegale"sweightuponhisshoulders。Suchistheprestige,theprivilege,andtheburdenofcommand。

CaptainMacWhirrcouldexpectnoreliefofthatsortfromanyoneonearth。Suchisthelonelinessofcommand。Hewastryingtosee,withthatwatchfulmannerofaseamanwhostaresintothewind"seyeasifintotheeyeofanadversary,topenetratethehiddenintentionandguesstheaimandforceofthethrust。Thestrongwindsweptathimoutofavastobscurity;hefeltunderhisfeettheuneasinessofhisship,andhecouldnotevendiscerntheshadowofhershape。Hewisheditwerenotso;andverystillhewaited,feelingstrickenbyablindman"shelplessness。

Tobesilentwasnaturaltohim,darkorshine。Jukes,athiselbow,madehimselfheardyellingcheerilyinthegusts,"Wemusthavegottheworstofitatonce,sir。"Afaintburstoflightningquiveredallround,asifflashedintoacavern——intoablackandsecretchamberofthesea,withaflooroffoamingcrests。

Itunveiledforasinister,flutteringmomentaraggedmassofcloudshanginglow,thelurchofthelongoutlinesoftheship,theblackfiguresofmencaughtonthebridge,headsforward,asifpetrifiedintheactofbutting。Thedarknesspalpitateddownuponallthis,andthentherealthingcameatlast。

Itwassomethingformidableandswift,likethesuddensmashingofavialofwrath。Itseemedtoexplodeallroundtheshipwithanoverpoweringconcussionandarushofgreatwaters,asifanimmensedamhadbeenblownuptowindward。Inaninstantthemenlosttouchofeachother。Thisisthedisintegratingpowerofagreatwind:itisolatesonefromone"skind。Anearthquake,alandslip,anavalanche,overtakeamanincidentally,asitwere——withoutpassion。Afuriousgaleattackshimlikeapersonalenemy,triestograsphislimbs,fastensuponhismind,seekstorouthisveryspiritoutofhim。

Jukeswasdrivenawayfromhiscommander。Hefanciedhimselfwhirledagreatdistancethroughtheair。Everythingdisappeared——even,foramoment,hispowerofthinking;buthishandhadfoundoneoftherail-stanchions。Hisdistresswasbynomeansalleviatedbyaninclinationtodisbelievetherealityofthisexperience。Thoughyoung,hehadseensomebadweather,andhadneverdoubtedhisabilitytoimaginetheworst;butthiswassomuchbeyondhispowersoffancythatitappearedincompatiblewiththeexistenceofanyshipwhatever。Hewouldhavebeenincredulousabouthimselfinthesameway,perhaps,hadhenotbeensoharassedbythenecessityofexertingawrestlingeffortagainstaforcetryingtotearhimawayfromhishold。Moreover,theconvictionofnotbeingutterlydestroyedreturnedtohimthroughthesensationsofbeinghalf-drowned,bestiallyshaken,andpartlychoked。

Itseemedtohimheremainedthereprecariouslyalonewiththestanchionforalong,longtime。Therainpouredonhim,flowed,droveinsheets。Hebreathedingasps;andsometimesthewaterheswallowedwasfreshandsometimesitwassalt。Forthemostparthekepthiseyesshuttight,asifsuspectinghissightmightbedestroyedintheimmenseflurryoftheelements。Whenheventuredtoblinkhastily,hederivedsomemoralsupportfromthegreengleamofthestarboardlightshiningfeeblyupontheflightofrainandsprays。Hewasactuallylookingatitwhenitsrayfellupontheuprearingseawhichputitout。Hesawtheheadofthewavetoppleover,addingthemiteofitscrashtothetremendousuproarragingaroundhim,andalmostatthesameinstantthestanchionwaswrenchedawayfromhisembracingarms。

Afteracrushingthumponhisbackhefoundhimselfsuddenlyafloatandborneupwards。HisfirstirresistiblenotionwasthatthewholeChinaSeahadclimbedonthebridge。Then,moresanely,heconcludedhimselfgoneoverboard。Allthetimehewasbeingtossed,flung,androlledingreatvolumesofwater,hekeptonrepeatingmentally,withtheutmostprecipitation,thewords:"MyGod!MyGod!MyGod!MyGod!"

Allatonce,inarevoltofmiseryanddespair,heformedthecrazyresolutiontogetoutofthat。Andhebegantothreshaboutwithhisarmsandlegs。Butassoonashecommencedhiswretchedstruggleshediscoveredthathehadbecomesomehowmixedupwithaface,anoilskincoat,somebody"sboots。Heclawedferociouslyallthesethingsinturn,lostthem,foundthemagain,lostthemoncemore,andfinallywashimselfcaughtinthefirmclaspofapairofstoutarms。Hereturnedtheembracecloselyroundathicksolidbody。Hehadfoundhiscaptain。

Theytumbledoverandover,tighteningtheirhug。Suddenlythewaterletthemdownwithabrutalbang;and,strandedagainstthesideofthewheelhouse,outofbreathandbruised,theywerelefttostaggerupinthewindandholdonwheretheycould。

Jukescameoutofitratherhorrified,asthoughhehadescapedsomeunparalleledoutragedirectedathisfeelings。Itweakenedhisfaithinhimself。Hestartedshoutingaimlesslytothemanhecouldfeelnearhiminthatfiendishblackness,"Isityou,sir?Isityou,sir?"tillhistemplesseemedreadytoburst。

Andheheardinansweravoice,asifcryingfaraway,asifscreamingtohimfretfullyfromaverygreatdistance,theoneword"Yes!"Otherseassweptagainoverthebridge。Hereceivedthemdefencelesslyrightoverhisbarehead,withbothhishandsengagedinholding。

Themotionoftheshipwasextravagant。Herlurcheshadanappallinghelplessness:shepitchedasiftakingaheaderintoavoid,andseemedtofindawalltohiteverytime。Whensherolledshefellonhersideheadlong,andshewouldberightedbackbysuchademolishingblowthatJukesfeltherreelingasaclubbedmanreelsbeforehecollapses。Thegalehowledandscuffledaboutgiganticallyinthedarkness,asthoughtheentireworldwereoneblackgully。Atcertainmomentstheairstreamedagainsttheshipasifsuckedthroughatunnelwithaconcentratedsolidforceofimpactthatseemedtolifthercleanoutofthewaterandkeepherupforaninstantwithonlyaquiverrunningthroughherfromendtoend。Andthenshewouldbeginhertumblingagainasifdroppedbackintoaboilingcauldron。Jukestriedhardtocomposehismindandjudgethingscoolly。

Thesea,flatteneddownintheheaviergusts,wouldupriseandoverwhelmbothendsoftheNan-Shaninsnowyrushesoffoam,expandingwide,beyondbothrails,intothenight。Andonthisdazzlingsheet,spreadundertheblacknessofthecloudsandemittingabluishglow,CaptainMacWhirrcouldcatchadesolateglimpseofafewtinyspecksblackasebony,thetopsofthehatches,thebattenedcompanions,theheadsofthecoveredwinches,thefootofamast。Thiswasallhecouldseeofhisship。Hermiddlestructure,coveredbythebridgewhichborehim,hismate,theclosedwheelhousewhereamanwassteeringshutupwiththefearofbeingsweptoverboardtogetherwiththewholethinginonegreatcrash——hermiddlestructurewaslikeahalf-tiderockawashuponacoast。Itwaslikeanoutlyingrockwiththewaterboilingup,streamingover,pouringoff,beatinground——likearockinthesurftowhichshipwreckedpeopleclingbeforetheyletgo——onlyitrose,itsank,itrolledcontinuously,withoutrespiteandrest,likearockthatshouldhavemiraculouslystruckadriftfromacoastandgonewallowinguponthesea。

TheNan-Shanwasbeinglootedbythestormwithasenseless,destructivefury:trysailstornoutoftheextragaskets,double-lashedawningsblownaway,bridgesweptclean,weather-clothsburst,railstwisted,light-screenssmashed——andtwooftheboatshadgonealready。Theyhadgoneunheardandunseen,melting,asitwere,intheshockandsmotherofthewave。Itwasonlylater,whenuponthewhiteflashofanotherhighseahurlingitselfamidships,Jukeshadavisionoftwopairsofdavitsleapingblackandemptyoutofthesolidblackness,withoneoverhauledfallflyingandaniron-boundblockcaperingintheair,thathebecameawareofwhathadhappenedwithinaboutthreeyardsofhisback。

Hepokedhisheadforward,gropingfortheearofhiscommander。

Hislipstouchedit——big,fleshy,verywet。Hecriedinanagitatedtone,"Ourboatsaregoingnow,sir。"

Andagainheheardthatvoice,forcedandringingfeebly,butwithapenetratingeffectofquietnessintheenormousdiscordofnoises,asifsentoutfromsomeremotespotofpeacebeyondtheblackwastesofthegale;againheheardaman"svoice——thefrailandindomitablesoundthatcanbemadetocarryaninfinityofthought,resolutionandpurpose,thatshallbepronouncingconfidentwordsonthelastday,whenheavensfall,andjusticeisdone——againheheardit,anditwascryingtohim,asiffromvery,veryfar——"Allright。"

Hethoughthehadnotmanagedtomakehimselfunderstood。"Ourboats——Isayboats——theboats,sir!Twogone!"

Thesamevoice,withinafootofhimandyetsoremote,yelledsensibly,"Can"tbehelped。"

CaptainMacWhirrhadneverturnedhisface,butJukescaughtsomemorewordsonthewind。

"Whatcan——expect——whenhammeringthrough-such——Boundtoleave——somethingbehind——standstoreason。"

WatchfullyJukeslistenedformore。Nomorecame。ThiswasallCaptainMacWhirrhadtosay;andJukescouldpicturetohimselfratherthanseethebroadsquatbackbeforehim。Animpenetrableobscuritypresseddownupontheghostlyglimmersofthesea。A

dullconvictionseizeduponJukesthattherewasnothingtobedone。

Ifthesteering-geardidnotgiveway,iftheimmensevolumesofwaterdidnotburstthedeckinorsmashoneofthehatches,iftheenginesdidnotgiveup,ifwaycouldbekeptontheshipagainstthisterrificwind,andshedidnotburyherselfinoneoftheseawfulseas,ofwhosewhitecrestsalone,toppinghighaboveherbows,hecouldnowandthengetasickeningglimpse——

thentherewasachanceofhercomingoutofit。Somethingwithinhimseemedtoturnover,bringinguppermostthefeelingthattheNan-Shanwaslost。

"She"sdonefor,"hesaidtohimself,withasurprisingmentalagitation,asthoughhehaddiscoveredanunexpectedmeaninginthisthought。Oneofthesethingswasboundtohappen。Nothingcouldbepreventednow,andnothingcouldberemedied。Themenonboarddidnotcount,andtheshipcouldnotlast。Thisweatherwastooimpossible。

Jukesfeltanarmthrownheavilyoverhisshoulders;andtothisovertureherespondedwithgreatintelligencebycatchingholdofhiscaptainroundthewaist。

Theystoodclaspedthusintheblindnight,bracingeachotheragainstthewind,cheektocheekandliptoear,inthemanneroftwohulkslashedstemtosterntogether。

AndJukesheardthevoiceofhiscommanderhardlyanylouderthanbefore,butnearer,asthough,startingtomarchathwarttheprodigiousrushofthehurricane,ithadapproachedhim,bearingthatstrangeeffectofquietnesslikethesereneglowofahalo。

"D"yeknowwherethehandsgotto?"itasked,vigorousandevanescentatthesametime,overcomingthestrengthofthewind,andsweptawayfromJukesinstantly。

Jukesdidn"tknow。Theywereallonthebridgewhentherealforceofthehurricanestrucktheship。Hehadnoideawheretheyhadcrawledto。Underthecircumstancestheywerenowhere,foralltheusethatcouldbemadeofthem。SomehowtheCaptain"swishtoknowdistressedJukes。

"Wantthehands,sir?"hecried,apprehensively。

"Oughttoknow,"assertedCaptainMacWhirr。"Holdhard。"

Theyheldhard。Anoutburstofunchainedfury,aviciousrushofthewindabsolutelysteadiedtheship;sherockedonly,quickandlightlikeachild"scradle,foraterrificmomentofsuspense,whilethewholeatmosphere,asitseemed,streamedfuriouslypasther,roaringawayfromthetenebrousearth。

Itsuffocatedthem,andwitheyesshuttheytightenedtheirgrasp。Whatfromthemagnitudeoftheshockmighthavebeenacolumnofwaterrunninguprightinthedark,buttedagainsttheship,brokeshort,andfellonherbridge,crushingly,fromonhigh,withadeadburyingweight。

Aflyingfragmentofthatcollapse,ameresplash,envelopedtheminoneswirlfromtheirfeetovertheirheads,fillingviolentlytheirears,mouthsandnostrilswithsaltwater。Itknockedouttheirlegs,wrenchedinhasteattheirarms,seethedawayswiftlyundertheirchins;andopeningtheireyes,theysawthepiled-upmassesoffoamdashingtoandfroamongstwhatlookedlikethefragmentsofaship。Shehadgivenwayasifdrivenstraightin。

Theirpantingheartsyielded,too,beforethetremendousblow;

andallatonceshesprangupagaintoherdesperateplunging,asiftryingtoscrambleoutfromundertheruins。

Theseasinthedarkseemedtorushfromallsidestokeepherbackwhereshemightperish。Therewashateinthewayshewashandled,andaferocityintheblowsthatfell。Shewaslikealivingcreaturethrowntotherageofamob:hustledterribly,struckat,borneup,flungdown,leapedupon。CaptainMacWhirrandJukeskeptholdofeachother,deafenedbythenoise,gaggedbythewind;andthegreatphysicaltumultbeatingabouttheirbodies,brought,likeanunbridleddisplayofpassion,aprofoundtroubletotheirsouls。Oneofthosewildandappallingshrieksthatareheardattimespassingmysteriouslyoverheadinthesteadyroarofahurricane,swooped,asifborneonwings,upontheship,andJukestriedtooutscreamit。

"Willshelivethroughthis?"

Thecrywaswrenchedoutofhisbreast。Itwasasunintentionalasthebirthofathoughtinthehead,andheheardnothingofithimself。Itallbecameextinctatonce——thought,intention,effort——andofhiscrytheinaudiblevibrationaddedtothetempestwavesoftheair。

Heexpectednothingfromit。Nothingatall。Forindeedwhatanswercouldbemade?Butafterawhileheheardwithamazementthefrailandresistingvoiceinhisear,thedwarfsound,unconqueredinthegianttumult。

"Shemay!"

Itwasadullyell,moredifficulttoseizethanawhisper。Andpresentlythevoicereturnedagain,halfsubmergedinthevastcrashes,likeashipbattlingagainstthewavesofanocean。

"Let"shopeso!"itcried——small,lonelyandunmoved,astrangertothevisionsofhopeorfear;anditflickeredintodisconnectedwords:"Ship……This……Never——Anyhow……forthebest。"Jukesgaveitup。

Then,asifithadcomesuddenlyupontheonethingfittowithstandthepowerofastorm,itseemedtogainforceandfirmnessforthelastbrokenshouts:

"Keeponhammering……builders……goodmen……Andchanceit……engines……Rout……goodman。"

CaptainMacWhirrremovedhisarmfromJukes"shoulders,andtherebyceasedtoexistforhismate,sodarkitwas;Jukes,afteratensestiffeningofeverymuscle,wouldlethimselfgolimpallover。Thegnawingofprofounddiscomfortexistedsidebysidewithanincredibledispositiontosomnolence,asthoughhehadbeenbuffetedandworriedintodrowsiness。Thewindwouldgetholdofhisheadandtrytoshakeitoffhisshoulders;hisclothes,fullofwater,wereasheavyaslead,coldanddrippinglikeanarmourofmeltingice:heshivered——itlastedalongtime;andwithhishandsclosedhardonhishold,hewaslettinghimselfsinkslowlyintothedepthsofbodilymisery。Hismindbecameconcentrateduponhimselfinanaimless,idleway,andwhensomethingpushedlightlyatthebackofhiskneeshenearly,asthesayingis,jumpedoutofhisskin。

InthestartforwardhebumpedthebackofCaptainMacWhirr,whodidn"tmove;andthenahandgrippedhisthigh。Alullhadcome,amenacinglullofthewind,theholdingofastormybreath——

andhefelthimselfpawedallover。Itwastheboatswain。Jukesrecognizedthesehands,sothickandenormousthattheyseemedtobelongtosomenewspeciesofman。

Theboatswainhadarrivedonthebridge,crawlingonallfoursagainstthewind,andhadfoundthechiefmate"slegswiththetopofhishead。ImmediatelyhecrouchedandbegantoexploreJukes"personupwardswithprudent,apologetictouches,asbecameaninferior。

Hewasanill-favoured,undersized,gruffsailoroffifty,coarselyhairy,short-legged,long-armed,resemblinganelderlyape。Hisstrengthwasimmense;andinhisgreatlumpypaws,bulginglikebrownboxingglovesontheendoffurryforearms,theheaviestobjectswerehandledlikeplaythings。Apartfromthegrizzledpeltonhischest,themenacingdemeanourandthehoarsevoice,hehadnoneoftheclassicalattributesofhisrating。

Hisgoodnaturealmostamountedtoimbecility:themendidwhattheylikedwithhim,andhehadnotanounceofinitiativeinhischaracter,whichwaseasy-goingandtalkative。ForthesereasonsJukesdislikedhim;butCaptainMacWhirr,toJukes"scornfuldisgust,seemedtoregardhimasafirst-ratepettyofficer。

HepulledhimselfupbyJukes"coat,takingthatlibertywiththegreatestmoderation,andonlysofarasitwasforceduponhimbythehurricane。

"Whatisit,boss"n,whatisit?"yelledJukes,impatiently。

Whatcouldthatfraudofaboss"nwantonthebridge?ThetyphoonhadgotonJukes"nerves。Thehuskybellowingsoftheother,thoughunintelligible,seemedtosuggestastateoflivelysatisfaction。

Therecouldbenomistake。Theoldfoolwaspleasedwithsomething。

Theboatswain"sotherhandhadfoundsomeotherbody,forinachangedtonehebegantoinquire:"Isityou,sir?Isityou,sir?"Thewindstrangledhishowls。

"Yes!"criedCaptainMacWhirr。

IV

ALLthattheboatswain,outofasuperabundanceofyells,couldmakecleartoCaptainMacWhirrwasthebizarreintelligencethat"AllthemChinameninthefore"tweendeckhavefetchedaway,sir。"

Jukestoleewardcouldhearthesetwoshoutingwithinsixinchesofhisface,asyoumayhearonastillnighthalfamileawaytwomenconversingacrossafield。HeheardCaptainMacWhirr"sexasperated"What?What?"andthestrainedpitchoftheother"shoarseness。"Inalump……seenthemmyself……Awfulsight,sir……thought……tellyou。"

Jukesremainedindifferent,asifrenderedirresponsiblebytheforceofthehurricane,whichmadetheverythoughtofactionutterlyvain。Besides,beingveryyoung,hehadfoundtheoccupationofkeepinghisheartcompletelysteeledagainsttheworstsoengrossingthathehadcometofeelanoverpoweringdisliketowardsanyotherformofactivitywhatever。Hewasnotscared;heknewthisbecause,firmlybelievinghewouldneverseeanothersunrise,heremainedcalminthatbelief。

Thesearethemomentsofdo-nothingheroicstowhichevengoodmensurrenderattimes。Manyofficersofshipscannodoubtrecallacaseintheirexperiencewhenjustsuchatranceofconfoundedstoicismwouldcomeallatonceoverawholeship"scompany。Jukes,however,hadnowideexperienceofmenorstorms。

Heconceivedhimselftobecalm——inexorablycalm;butasamatteroffacthewasdaunted;notabjectly,butonlysofarasadecentmanmay,withoutbecomingloathsometohimself。

Itwasratherlikeaforced-onnumbnessofspirit。Thelong,longstressofagaledoesit;thesuspenseoftheinterminablyculminatingcatastrophe;andthereisabodilyfatigueinthemereholdingontoexistencewithintheexcessivetumult;asearchingandinsidiousfatiguethatpenetratesdeepintoaman"sbreasttocastdownandsaddenhisheart,whichisincorrigible,andofallthegiftsoftheearth——evenbeforelifeitself-aspirestopeace。

Jukeswasbenumbedmuchmorethanhesupposed。Heheldon——verywet,verycold,stiffineverylimb;andinamomentaryhallucinationofswiftvisions(itissaidthatadrowningmanthusreviewsallhislife)hebeheldallsortsofmemoriesaltogetherunconnectedwithhispresentsituation。Herememberedhisfather,forinstance:aworthybusinessman,whoatanunfortunatecrisisinhisaffairswentquietlytobedanddiedforthwithinastateofresignation。Jukesdidnotrecallthesecircumstances,ofcourse,butremainingotherwiseunconcernedheseemedtoseedistinctlythepoorman"sface;acertaingameofnapplayedwhenquiteaboyinTableBayonboardaship,sincelostwithallhands;thethickeyebrowsofhisfirstskipper;andwithoutanyemotion,ashemightyearsagohavewalkedlistlesslyintoherroomandfoundhersittingtherewithabook,herememberedhismother——dead,too,now——theresolutewoman,leftbadlyoff,whohadbeenveryfirminhisbringingup。

Itcouldnothavelastedmorethanasecond,perhapsnotsomuch。

Aheavyarmhadfallenabouthisshoulders;CaptainMacWhirr"svoicewasspeakinghisnameintohisear。

"Jukes!Jukes!"

Hedetectedthetoneofdeepconcern。Thewindhadthrownitsweightontheship,tryingtopinherdownamongsttheseas。

Theymadeacleanbreachoverher,asoveradeep-swimminglog;

andthegatheredweightofcrashesmenacedmonstrouslyfromafar。

Thebreakersflungoutofthenightwithaghostlylightontheircrests——thelightofsea-foamthatinaferocious,boiling-uppaleflashshowedupontheslenderbodyoftheshipthetopplingrush,thedownfall,andtheseethingmadscurryofeachwave。

Neverforamomentcouldsheshakeherselfclearofthewater;

Jukes,rigid,perceivedinhermotiontheominoussignofhaphazardfloundering。Shewasnolongerstrugglingintelligently。Itwasthebeginningoftheend;andthenoteofbusyconcerninCaptainMacWhirr"svoicesickenedhimlikeanexhibitionofblindandperniciousfolly。

ThespellofthestormhadfallenuponJukes。Hewaspenetratedbyit,absorbedbyit;hewasrootedinitwitharigourofdumbattention。CaptainMacWhirrpersistedinhiscries,butthewindgotbetweenthemlikeasolidwedge。HehungroundJukes"neckasheavyasamillstone,andsuddenlythesidesoftheirheadsknockedtogether。

"Jukes!Mr。Jukes,Isay!"

Hehadtoanswerthatvoicethatwouldnotbesilenced。Heansweredinthecustomarymanner:"……Yes,sir。"

Anddirectly,hisheart,corruptedbythestormthatbreedsacravingforpeace,rebelledagainstthetyrannyoftrainingandcommand。

CaptainMacWhirrhadhismate"sheadfixedfirminthecrookofhiselbow,andpressedittohisyellinglipsmysteriously。

SometimesJukeswouldbreakin,admonishinghastily:"Lookout,sir!"orCaptainMacWhirrwouldbawlanearnestexhortationto"Holdhard,there!"andthewholeblackuniverseseemedtoreeltogetherwiththeship。Theypaused。Shefloatedyet。AndCaptainMacWhirrwouldr俿um?hisshouts。"……Says……

wholelot……fetchedaway……Oughttosee……what"sthematter。"

Directlythefullforceofthehurricanehadstrucktheship,everypartofherdeckbecameuntenable;andthesailors,dazedanddismayed,tookshelterintheportalleywayunderthebridge。

Ithadadooraft,whichtheyshut;itwasveryblack,cold,anddismal。Ateachheavyflingoftheshiptheywouldgroanalltogetherinthedark,andtonsofwatercouldbeheardscuttlingaboutasiftryingtogetatthemfromabove。Theboatswainhadbeenkeepingupagrufftalk,butamoreunreasonablelotofmen,hesaidafterwards,hehadneverbeenwith。Theyweresnugenoughthere,outofharm"sway,andnotwantedtodoanything,either;andyettheydidnothingbutgrumbleandcomplainpeevishlylikesomanysickkids。Finally,oneofthemsaidthatiftherehadbeenatleastsomelighttoseeeachother"snosesby,itwouldn"tbesobad。Itwasmakinghimcrazy,hedeclared,toliethereinthedarkwaitingfortheblamedhookertosink。

"Whydon"tyoustepoutside,then,andbedonewithitatonce?"

theboatswainturnedonhim。

Thiscalledupashoutofexecration。Theboatswainfoundhimselfoverwhelmedwithreproachesofallsorts。Theyseemedtotakeitillthatalampwasnotinstantlycreatedforthemoutofnothing。Theywouldwhineafteralighttogetdrownedby——

anyhow!Andthoughtheunreasonoftheirrevilingswaspatent——

sincenoonecouldhopetoreachthelamp-room,whichwasforward——hebecamegreatlydistressed。Hedidnotthinkitwasdecentofthemtobenaggingathimlikethis。Hetoldthemso,andwasmetbygeneralcontumely。Hesoughtrefuge,therefore,inanembitteredsilence。Atthesametimetheirgrumblingandsighingandmutteringworriedhimgreatly,butby-and-byitoccurredtohimthatthereweresixglobelampshunginthe"tween-deck,andthattherecouldbenoharmindeprivingthecooliesofoneofthem。

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