第2章
Theship,afterapauseofcomparativesteadiness,starteduponaseriesofrolls,oneworsethantheother,andforatimeJukes,preservinghisequilibrium,wastoobusytoopenhismouth。Assoonastheviolentswinginghadquieteddownsomewhat,hesaid:
"Thisisabittoomuchofagoodthing。WhetheranythingiscomingornotIthinksheoughttobeputheadontothatswell。
Theoldmanisjustgoneintoliedown。HangmeifIdon"tspeaktohim。"
Butwhenheopenedthedoorofthechart-roomhesawhiscaptainreadingabook。CaptainMacWhirrwasnotlyingdown:hewasstandingupwithonehandgraspingtheedgeofthebookshelfandtheotherholdingopenbeforehisfaceathickvolume。Thelampwriggledinthegimbals,theloosenedbookstoppledfromsidetosideontheshelf,thelongbarometerswunginjerkycircles,thetablealtereditsslanteverymoment。InthemidstofallthisstirandmovementCaptainMacWhirr,holdingon,showedhiseyesabovetheupperedge,andasked,"What"sthematter?"
"Swellgettingworse,sir。"
"Noticedthatinhere,"mutteredCaptainMacWhirr。"Anythingwrong?"
Jukes,inwardlydisconcertedbytheseriousnessoftheeyeslookingathimoverthetopofthebook,producedanembarrassedgrin。
"Rollinglikeoldboots,"hesaid,sheepishly。
"Aye!Veryheavy——veryheavy。Whatdoyouwant?"
AtthisJukeslosthisfootingandbegantoflounder。"Iwasthinkingofourpassengers,"hesaid,inthemannerofamanclutchingatastraw。
"Passengers?"wonderedtheCaptain,gravely。"Whatpassengers?"
"Why,theChinamen,sir,"explainedJukes,verysickofthisconversation。
"TheChinamen!Whydon"tyouspeakplainly?Couldn"ttellwhatyoumeant。Neverheardalotofcooliesspokenofaspassengersbefore。Passengers,indeed!What"scometoyou?"
CaptainMacWhirr,closingthebookonhisforefinger,loweredhisarmandlookedcompletelymystified。"WhyareyouthinkingoftheChinamen,Mr。Jukes?"heinquired。
Jukestookaplunge,likeamandriventoit。"She"srollingherdecksfullofwater,sir。Thoughtyoumightputherheadonperhaps——forawhile。Tillthisgoesdownabit——verysoon,Idaresay。Headtotheeastward。Ineverknewashiprolllikethis。"
Heheldoninthedoorway,andCaptainMacWhirr,feelinghisgripontheshelfinadequate,madeuphismindtoletgoinahurry,andfellheavilyonthecouch。
"Headtotheeastward?"hesaid,strugglingtositup。"That"smorethanfourpointsoffhercourse。"
"Yes,sir。Fiftydegrees……Wouldjustbringherheadfarenoughroundtomeetthis……"
CaptainMacWhirrwasnowsittingup。Hehadnotdroppedthebook,andhehadnotlosthisplace。
"Totheeastward?"herepeated,withdawningastonishment。"Tothe……Wheredoyouthinkweareboundto?Youwantmetohaulafull-poweredsteamshipfourpointsoffhercoursetomaketheChinamencomfortable!Now,I"veheardmorethanenoughofmadthingsdoneintheworld——butthis……IfIdidn"tknowyou,Jukes,Iwouldthinkyouwereinliquor。Steerfourpointsoff……Andwhatafterwards?Steerfourpointsovertheotherway,Isuppose,tomakethecoursegood。WhatputitintoyourheadthatIwouldstarttotackasteamerasifshewereasailing-ship?"
"Jollygoodthingsheisn"t,"threwinJukes,withbitterreadiness。"Shewouldhaverolledeveryblessedstickoutofherthisafternoon。"
"Aye!Andyoujustwouldhavehadtostandandseethemgo,"
saidCaptainMacWhirr,showingacertainanimation。"It"sadeadcalm,isn"tit?"
"Itis,sir。Butthere"ssomethingoutofthecommoncoming,forsure。"
"Maybe。IsupposeyouhaveanotionIshouldbegettingoutofthewayofthatdirt,"saidCaptainMacWhirr,speakingwiththeutmostsimplicityofmannerandtone,andfixingtheoilclothonthefloorwithaheavystare。ThushenoticedneitherJukes"
discomfiturenorthemixtureofvexationandastonishedrespectonhisface。
"Now,here"sthisbook,"hecontinuedwithdeliberation,slappinghisthighwiththeclosedvolume。"I"vebeenreadingthechapteronthestormsthere。"
Thiswastrue。Hehadbeenreadingthechapteronthestorms。
Whenhehadenteredthechart-room,itwaswithnointentionoftakingthebookdown。Someinfluenceintheair——thesameinfluence,probably,thatcausedthestewardtobringwithoutorderstheCaptain"ssea-bootsandoilskincoatuptothechart-room-hadasitwereguidedhishandtotheshelf;andwithouttakingthetimetositdownhehadwadedwithaconsciouseffortintotheterminologyofthesubject。Helosthimselfamongstadvancingsemi-circles,left-andright-handquadrants,thecurvesofthetracks,theprobablebearingofthecentre,theshiftsofwindandthereadingsofbarometer。Hetriedtobringallthesethingsintoadefiniterelationtohimself,andendedbybecomingcontemptuouslyangrywithsuchalotofwords,andwithsomuchadvice,allhead-workandsupposition,withoutaglimmerofcertitude。
"It"sthedamnedestthing,Jukes,"hesaid。"Ifafellowwastobelieveallthat"sinthere,hewouldberunningmostofhistimeallovertheseatryingtogetbehindtheweather。"
Againheslappedhislegwiththebook;andJukesopenedhismouth,butsaidnothing。
"Runningtogetbehindtheweather!Doyouunderstandthat,Mr。
Jukes?It"sthemaddestthing!"ejaculatedCaptainMacWhirr,withpauses,gazingatthefloorprofoundly。"Youwouldthinkanoldwomanhadbeenwritingthis。Itpassesme。Ifthatthingmeansanythinguseful,thenitmeansthatIshouldatoncealterthecourseaway,awaytothedevilsomewhere,andcomeboomingdownonFu-chaufromthenorthwardatthetailofthisdirtyweatherthat"ssupposedtobeknockingaboutinourway。Fromthenorth!Doyouunderstand,Mr。Jukes?Threehundredextramilestothedistance,andaprettycoalbilltoshow。I
couldn"tbringmyselftodothatifeverywordintherewasgospeltruth,Mr。Jukes。Don"tyouexpectme……"
AndJukes,silent,marvelledatthisdisplayoffeelingandloquacity。
"Butthetruthisthatyoudon"tknowifthefellowisright,anyhow。Howcanyoutellwhatagaleismadeoftillyougetit?
Heisn"taboardhere,ishe?Verywell。Herehesaysthatthecentreofthemthingsbearseightpointsoffthewind;butwehaven"tgotanywind,forallthebarometerfalling。Where"shiscentrenow?"
"Wewillgetthewindpresently,"mumbledJukes。
"Letitcome,then,"saidCaptainMacWhirr,withdignifiedindignation。"It"sonlytoletyousee,Mr。Jukes,thatyoudon"tfindeverythinginbooks。Alltheserulesfordodgingbreezesandcircumventingthewindsofheaven,Mr。Jukes,seemtomethemaddestthing,whenyoucometolookatitsensibly。"
Heraisedhiseyes,sawJukesgazingathimdubiously,andtriedtoillustratehismeaning。
"Aboutasqueerasyourextraordinarynotionofdodgingtheshipheadtosea,forIdon"tknowhowlong,tomaketheChinamencomfortable;whereasallwe"vegottodoistotakethemtoFu-chau,beingtimedtogettherebeforenoononFriday。Iftheweatherdelaysme——verywell。There"syourlog-booktotalkstraightabouttheweather。ButsupposeIwentswingingoffmycourseandcameintwodayslate,andtheyaskedme:"Wherehaveyoubeenallthattime,Captain?"WhatcouldIsaytothat?
"Wentaroundtododgethebadweather,"Iwouldsay。"Itmust"vebeendam"bad,"theywouldsay。"Don"tknow,"Iwouldhavetosay;"I"vedodgedclearofit。"Seethat,Jukes?Ihavebeenthinkingitalloutthisafternoon。"
Helookedupagaininhisunseeing,unimaginativeway。Noonehadeverheardhimsaysomuchatonetime。Jukes,withhisarmsopeninthedoorway,waslikeamaninvitedtobeholdamiracle。
Unboundedwonderwastheintellectualmeaningofhiseye,whileincredulitywasseatedinhiswholecountenance。
"Agaleisagale,Mr。Jukes,"resumedtheCaptain,"andafull-poweredsteam-shiphasgottofaceit。There"sjustsomuchdirtyweatherknockingabouttheworld,andtheproperthingistogothroughitwithnoneofwhatoldCaptainWilsonoftheMelitacalls"stormstrategy。"TheotherdayashoreIheardhimholdforthaboutittoalotofshipmasterswhocameinandsatatatablenexttomine。Itseemedtomethegreatestnonsense。
Hewastellingthemhowheoutmanœuvred,Ithinkhesaid,aterrificgale,sothatitnevercamenearerthanfiftymilestohim。Aneatpieceofhead-workhecalledit。Howheknewtherewasaterrificgalefiftymilesoffbeatsmealtogether。Itwaslikelisteningtoacrazyman。IwouldhavethoughtCaptainWilsonwasoldenoughtoknowbetter。"
CaptainMacWhirrceasedforamoment,thensaid,"It"syourwatchbelow,Mr。Jukes?"
Jukescametohimselfwithastart。"Yes,sir。"
"Leaveorderstocallmeattheslightestchange,"saidtheCaptain。Hereacheduptoputthebookaway,andtuckedhislegsuponthecouch。"Shutthedoorsothatitdon"tflyopen,willyou?Ican"tstandadoorbanging。They"veputalotofrubbishylocksintothisship,Imustsay。"
CaptainMacWhirrclosedhiseyes。
Hedidsotoresthimself。Hewastired,andheexperiencedthatstateofmentalvacuitywhichcomesattheendofanexhaustivediscussionthathasliberatedsomebeliefmaturedinthecourseofmeditativeyears。Hehadindeedbeenmakinghisconfessionoffaith,hadheonlyknownit;anditseffectwastomakeJukes,ontheothersideofthedoor,standscratchinghisheadforagoodwhile。
CaptainMacWhirropenedhiseyes。
Hethoughthemusthavebeenasleep。Whatwasthatloudnoise?
Wind?Whyhadhenotbeencalled?Thelampwriggledinitsgimbals,thebarometerswungincircles,thetablealtereditsslanteverymoment;apairoflimpsea-bootswithcollapsedtopswentslidingpastthecouch。Heputouthishandinstantly,andcapturedone。
Jukes"faceappearedinacrackofthedoor:onlyhisface,veryred,withstaringeyes。Theflameofthelampleaped,apieceofpaperflewup,arushofairenvelopedCaptainMacWhirr。
Beginningtodrawontheboot,hedirectedanexpectantgazeatJukes"swollen,excitedfeatures。
"Cameonlikethis,"shoutedJukes,"fiveminutesago……allofasudden。"
Theheaddisappearedwithabang,andaheavysplashandpatterofdropssweptpastthecloseddoorasifapailfulofmeltedleadhadbeenflungagainstthehouse。Awhistlingcouldbeheardnowuponthedeepvibratingnoiseoutside。Thestuffychart-roomseemedasfullofdraughtsasashed。CaptainMacWhirrcollaredtheothersea-bootonitsviolentpassagealongthefloor。Hewasnotflustered,buthecouldnotfindatoncetheopeningforinsertinghisfoot。Theshoeshehadflungoffwerescurryingfromendtoendofthecabin,gambollingplayfullyovereachotherlikepuppies。Assoonashestooduphekickedatthemviciously,butwithouteffect。
Hethrewhimselfintotheattitudeofalungingfencer,toreachafterhisoilskincoat;andafterwardshestaggeredallovertheconfinedspacewhilehejerkedhimselfintoit。Verygrave,straddlinghislegsfarapart,andstretchinghisneck,hestartedtotiedeliberatelythestringsofhissou"-westerunderhischin,withthickfingersthattrembledslightly。Hewentthroughallthemovementsofawomanputtingonherbonnetbeforeaglass,withastrained,listeningattention,asthoughhehadexpectedeverymomenttoheartheshoutofhisnameintheconfusedclamourthathadsuddenlybesethisship。Itsincreasefilledhisearswhilehewasgettingreadytogooutandconfrontwhateveritmightmean。Itwastumultuousandveryloud——madeupoftherushofthewind,thecrashesofthesea,withthatprolongeddeepvibrationoftheair,liketherollofanimmenseandremotedrumbeatingthechargeofthegale。
Hestoodforamomentinthelightofthelamp,thick,clumsy,shapelessinhispanoplyofcombat,vigilantandred-faced。
"There"salotofweightinthis,"hemuttered。
Assoonasheattemptedtoopenthedoorthewindcaughtit。
Clingingtothehandle,hewasdraggedoutoverthedoorstep,andatoncefoundhimselfengagedwiththewindinasortofpersonalscufflewhoseobjectwastheshuttingofthatdoor。Atthelastmomentatongueofairscurriedinandlickedouttheflameofthelamp。
Aheadoftheshipheperceivedagreatdarknesslyinguponamultitudeofwhiteflashes;onthestarboardbeamafewamazingstarsdrooped,dimandfitful,aboveanimmensewasteofbrokenseas,asifseenthroughamaddriftofsmoke。
Onthebridgeaknotofmen,indistinctandtoiling,weremakinggreateffortsinthelightofthewheelhousewindowsthatshonemistilyontheirheadsandbacks。Suddenlydarknessclosedupononepane,thenonanother。Thevoicesofthelostgroupreachedhimafterthemannerofmen"svoicesinagale,inshredsandfragmentsofforlornshoutingsnatchedpasttheear。AllatonceJukesappearedathisside,yelling,withhisheaddown。
"Watch——putin——wheelhouseshutters——glass-afraid——blowin。"
Jukesheardhiscommanderupbraiding。
"This——come——anything——warning——callme。"
Hetriedtoexplain,withtheuproarpressingonhislips。
"Lightair——remained——bridge——sudden——north-east——couldturn——thought——you——sure——hear。"
Theyhadgainedtheshelteroftheweather-cloth,andcouldconversewithraisedvoices,aspeoplequarrel。
"Igotthehandsalongtocoverupalltheventilators。GoodjobIhadremainedondeck。Ididn"tthinkyouwouldbeasleep,andso……Whatdidyousay,sir?What?"
"Nothing,"criedCaptainMacWhirr。"Isaid——allright。"
"Byallthepowers!We"vegotitthistime,"observedJukesinahowl。
"Youhaven"talteredhercourse?"inquiredCaptainMacWhirr,straininghisvoice。
"No,sir。Certainlynot。Windcameoutrightahead。Andherecomestheheadsea。"
Aplungeoftheshipendedinashockasifshehadlandedherforefootuponsomethingsolid。Afteramomentofstillnessaloftyflightofspraysdrovehardwiththewindupontheirfaces。
"Keepheratitaslongaswecan,"shoutedCaptainMacWhirr。
BeforeJukeshadsqueezedthesaltwateroutofhiseyesallthestarshaddisappeared。
III
JUKESwasasreadyamanasanyhalf-dozenyoungmatesthatmaybecaughtbycastinganetuponthewaters;andthoughhehadbeensomewhattakenabackbythestartlingviciousnessofthefirstsquall,hehadpulledhimselftogetherontheinstant,hadcalledoutthehandsandhadrushedthemalongtosecuresuchopeningsaboutthedeckashadnotbeenalreadybatteneddownearlierintheevening。Shoutinginhisfresh,stentorianvoice,"Jump,boys,andbearahand!"heledinthework,tellinghimselfthewhilethathehad"justexpectedthis。"
Butatthesametimehewasgrowingawarethatthiswasrathermorethanhehadexpected。Fromthefirststiroftheairfeltonhischeekthegaleseemedtotakeuponitselftheaccumulatedimpetusofanavalanche。HeavyspraysenvelopedtheNan-Shanfromstemtostern,andinstantlyinthemidstofherregularrollingshebegantojerkandplungeasthoughshehadgonemadwithfright。
Jukesthought,"Thisisnojoke。"Whilehewasexchangingexplanatoryyellswithhiscaptain,asuddenloweringofthedarknesscameuponthenight,fallingbeforetheirvisionlikesomethingpalpable。Itwasasifthemaskedlightsoftheworldhadbeenturneddown。Jukeswasuncriticallygladtohavehiscaptainathand。Itrelievedhimasthoughthatmanhad,bysimplycomingondeck,takenmostofthegale"sweightuponhisshoulders。Suchistheprestige,theprivilege,andtheburdenofcommand。
CaptainMacWhirrcouldexpectnoreliefofthatsortfromanyoneonearth。Suchisthelonelinessofcommand。Hewastryingtosee,withthatwatchfulmannerofaseamanwhostaresintothewind"seyeasifintotheeyeofanadversary,topenetratethehiddenintentionandguesstheaimandforceofthethrust。Thestrongwindsweptathimoutofavastobscurity;hefeltunderhisfeettheuneasinessofhisship,andhecouldnotevendiscerntheshadowofhershape。Hewisheditwerenotso;andverystillhewaited,feelingstrickenbyablindman"shelplessness。
Tobesilentwasnaturaltohim,darkorshine。Jukes,athiselbow,madehimselfheardyellingcheerilyinthegusts,"Wemusthavegottheworstofitatonce,sir。"Afaintburstoflightningquiveredallround,asifflashedintoacavern——intoablackandsecretchamberofthesea,withaflooroffoamingcrests。
Itunveiledforasinister,flutteringmomentaraggedmassofcloudshanginglow,thelurchofthelongoutlinesoftheship,theblackfiguresofmencaughtonthebridge,headsforward,asifpetrifiedintheactofbutting。Thedarknesspalpitateddownuponallthis,andthentherealthingcameatlast。
Itwassomethingformidableandswift,likethesuddensmashingofavialofwrath。Itseemedtoexplodeallroundtheshipwithanoverpoweringconcussionandarushofgreatwaters,asifanimmensedamhadbeenblownuptowindward。Inaninstantthemenlosttouchofeachother。Thisisthedisintegratingpowerofagreatwind:itisolatesonefromone"skind。Anearthquake,alandslip,anavalanche,overtakeamanincidentally,asitwere——withoutpassion。Afuriousgaleattackshimlikeapersonalenemy,triestograsphislimbs,fastensuponhismind,seekstorouthisveryspiritoutofhim。
Jukeswasdrivenawayfromhiscommander。Hefanciedhimselfwhirledagreatdistancethroughtheair。Everythingdisappeared——even,foramoment,hispowerofthinking;buthishandhadfoundoneoftherail-stanchions。Hisdistresswasbynomeansalleviatedbyaninclinationtodisbelievetherealityofthisexperience。Thoughyoung,hehadseensomebadweather,andhadneverdoubtedhisabilitytoimaginetheworst;butthiswassomuchbeyondhispowersoffancythatitappearedincompatiblewiththeexistenceofanyshipwhatever。Hewouldhavebeenincredulousabouthimselfinthesameway,perhaps,hadhenotbeensoharassedbythenecessityofexertingawrestlingeffortagainstaforcetryingtotearhimawayfromhishold。Moreover,theconvictionofnotbeingutterlydestroyedreturnedtohimthroughthesensationsofbeinghalf-drowned,bestiallyshaken,andpartlychoked。
Itseemedtohimheremainedthereprecariouslyalonewiththestanchionforalong,longtime。Therainpouredonhim,flowed,droveinsheets。Hebreathedingasps;andsometimesthewaterheswallowedwasfreshandsometimesitwassalt。Forthemostparthekepthiseyesshuttight,asifsuspectinghissightmightbedestroyedintheimmenseflurryoftheelements。Whenheventuredtoblinkhastily,hederivedsomemoralsupportfromthegreengleamofthestarboardlightshiningfeeblyupontheflightofrainandsprays。Hewasactuallylookingatitwhenitsrayfellupontheuprearingseawhichputitout。Hesawtheheadofthewavetoppleover,addingthemiteofitscrashtothetremendousuproarragingaroundhim,andalmostatthesameinstantthestanchionwaswrenchedawayfromhisembracingarms。
Afteracrushingthumponhisbackhefoundhimselfsuddenlyafloatandborneupwards。HisfirstirresistiblenotionwasthatthewholeChinaSeahadclimbedonthebridge。Then,moresanely,heconcludedhimselfgoneoverboard。Allthetimehewasbeingtossed,flung,androlledingreatvolumesofwater,hekeptonrepeatingmentally,withtheutmostprecipitation,thewords:"MyGod!MyGod!MyGod!MyGod!"
Allatonce,inarevoltofmiseryanddespair,heformedthecrazyresolutiontogetoutofthat。Andhebegantothreshaboutwithhisarmsandlegs。Butassoonashecommencedhiswretchedstruggleshediscoveredthathehadbecomesomehowmixedupwithaface,anoilskincoat,somebody"sboots。Heclawedferociouslyallthesethingsinturn,lostthem,foundthemagain,lostthemoncemore,andfinallywashimselfcaughtinthefirmclaspofapairofstoutarms。Hereturnedtheembracecloselyroundathicksolidbody。Hehadfoundhiscaptain。
Theytumbledoverandover,tighteningtheirhug。Suddenlythewaterletthemdownwithabrutalbang;and,strandedagainstthesideofthewheelhouse,outofbreathandbruised,theywerelefttostaggerupinthewindandholdonwheretheycould。
Jukescameoutofitratherhorrified,asthoughhehadescapedsomeunparalleledoutragedirectedathisfeelings。Itweakenedhisfaithinhimself。Hestartedshoutingaimlesslytothemanhecouldfeelnearhiminthatfiendishblackness,"Isityou,sir?Isityou,sir?"tillhistemplesseemedreadytoburst。
Andheheardinansweravoice,asifcryingfaraway,asifscreamingtohimfretfullyfromaverygreatdistance,theoneword"Yes!"Otherseassweptagainoverthebridge。Hereceivedthemdefencelesslyrightoverhisbarehead,withbothhishandsengagedinholding。
Themotionoftheshipwasextravagant。Herlurcheshadanappallinghelplessness:shepitchedasiftakingaheaderintoavoid,andseemedtofindawalltohiteverytime。Whensherolledshefellonhersideheadlong,andshewouldberightedbackbysuchademolishingblowthatJukesfeltherreelingasaclubbedmanreelsbeforehecollapses。Thegalehowledandscuffledaboutgiganticallyinthedarkness,asthoughtheentireworldwereoneblackgully。Atcertainmomentstheairstreamedagainsttheshipasifsuckedthroughatunnelwithaconcentratedsolidforceofimpactthatseemedtolifthercleanoutofthewaterandkeepherupforaninstantwithonlyaquiverrunningthroughherfromendtoend。Andthenshewouldbeginhertumblingagainasifdroppedbackintoaboilingcauldron。Jukestriedhardtocomposehismindandjudgethingscoolly。
Thesea,flatteneddownintheheaviergusts,wouldupriseandoverwhelmbothendsoftheNan-Shaninsnowyrushesoffoam,expandingwide,beyondbothrails,intothenight。Andonthisdazzlingsheet,spreadundertheblacknessofthecloudsandemittingabluishglow,CaptainMacWhirrcouldcatchadesolateglimpseofafewtinyspecksblackasebony,thetopsofthehatches,thebattenedcompanions,theheadsofthecoveredwinches,thefootofamast。Thiswasallhecouldseeofhisship。Hermiddlestructure,coveredbythebridgewhichborehim,hismate,theclosedwheelhousewhereamanwassteeringshutupwiththefearofbeingsweptoverboardtogetherwiththewholethinginonegreatcrash——hermiddlestructurewaslikeahalf-tiderockawashuponacoast。Itwaslikeanoutlyingrockwiththewaterboilingup,streamingover,pouringoff,beatinground——likearockinthesurftowhichshipwreckedpeopleclingbeforetheyletgo——onlyitrose,itsank,itrolledcontinuously,withoutrespiteandrest,likearockthatshouldhavemiraculouslystruckadriftfromacoastandgonewallowinguponthesea。
TheNan-Shanwasbeinglootedbythestormwithasenseless,destructivefury:trysailstornoutoftheextragaskets,double-lashedawningsblownaway,bridgesweptclean,weather-clothsburst,railstwisted,light-screenssmashed——andtwooftheboatshadgonealready。Theyhadgoneunheardandunseen,melting,asitwere,intheshockandsmotherofthewave。Itwasonlylater,whenuponthewhiteflashofanotherhighseahurlingitselfamidships,Jukeshadavisionoftwopairsofdavitsleapingblackandemptyoutofthesolidblackness,withoneoverhauledfallflyingandaniron-boundblockcaperingintheair,thathebecameawareofwhathadhappenedwithinaboutthreeyardsofhisback。
Hepokedhisheadforward,gropingfortheearofhiscommander。
Hislipstouchedit——big,fleshy,verywet。Hecriedinanagitatedtone,"Ourboatsaregoingnow,sir。"
Andagainheheardthatvoice,forcedandringingfeebly,butwithapenetratingeffectofquietnessintheenormousdiscordofnoises,asifsentoutfromsomeremotespotofpeacebeyondtheblackwastesofthegale;againheheardaman"svoice——thefrailandindomitablesoundthatcanbemadetocarryaninfinityofthought,resolutionandpurpose,thatshallbepronouncingconfidentwordsonthelastday,whenheavensfall,andjusticeisdone——againheheardit,anditwascryingtohim,asiffromvery,veryfar——"Allright。"
Hethoughthehadnotmanagedtomakehimselfunderstood。"Ourboats——Isayboats——theboats,sir!Twogone!"
Thesamevoice,withinafootofhimandyetsoremote,yelledsensibly,"Can"tbehelped。"
CaptainMacWhirrhadneverturnedhisface,butJukescaughtsomemorewordsonthewind。
"Whatcan——expect——whenhammeringthrough-such——Boundtoleave——somethingbehind——standstoreason。"
WatchfullyJukeslistenedformore。Nomorecame。ThiswasallCaptainMacWhirrhadtosay;andJukescouldpicturetohimselfratherthanseethebroadsquatbackbeforehim。Animpenetrableobscuritypresseddownupontheghostlyglimmersofthesea。A
dullconvictionseizeduponJukesthattherewasnothingtobedone。
Ifthesteering-geardidnotgiveway,iftheimmensevolumesofwaterdidnotburstthedeckinorsmashoneofthehatches,iftheenginesdidnotgiveup,ifwaycouldbekeptontheshipagainstthisterrificwind,andshedidnotburyherselfinoneoftheseawfulseas,ofwhosewhitecrestsalone,toppinghighaboveherbows,hecouldnowandthengetasickeningglimpse——
thentherewasachanceofhercomingoutofit。Somethingwithinhimseemedtoturnover,bringinguppermostthefeelingthattheNan-Shanwaslost。
"She"sdonefor,"hesaidtohimself,withasurprisingmentalagitation,asthoughhehaddiscoveredanunexpectedmeaninginthisthought。Oneofthesethingswasboundtohappen。Nothingcouldbepreventednow,andnothingcouldberemedied。Themenonboarddidnotcount,andtheshipcouldnotlast。Thisweatherwastooimpossible。
Jukesfeltanarmthrownheavilyoverhisshoulders;andtothisovertureherespondedwithgreatintelligencebycatchingholdofhiscaptainroundthewaist。
Theystoodclaspedthusintheblindnight,bracingeachotheragainstthewind,cheektocheekandliptoear,inthemanneroftwohulkslashedstemtosterntogether。
AndJukesheardthevoiceofhiscommanderhardlyanylouderthanbefore,butnearer,asthough,startingtomarchathwarttheprodigiousrushofthehurricane,ithadapproachedhim,bearingthatstrangeeffectofquietnesslikethesereneglowofahalo。
"D"yeknowwherethehandsgotto?"itasked,vigorousandevanescentatthesametime,overcomingthestrengthofthewind,andsweptawayfromJukesinstantly。
Jukesdidn"tknow。Theywereallonthebridgewhentherealforceofthehurricanestrucktheship。Hehadnoideawheretheyhadcrawledto。Underthecircumstancestheywerenowhere,foralltheusethatcouldbemadeofthem。SomehowtheCaptain"swishtoknowdistressedJukes。
"Wantthehands,sir?"hecried,apprehensively。
"Oughttoknow,"assertedCaptainMacWhirr。"Holdhard。"
Theyheldhard。Anoutburstofunchainedfury,aviciousrushofthewindabsolutelysteadiedtheship;sherockedonly,quickandlightlikeachild"scradle,foraterrificmomentofsuspense,whilethewholeatmosphere,asitseemed,streamedfuriouslypasther,roaringawayfromthetenebrousearth。
Itsuffocatedthem,andwitheyesshuttheytightenedtheirgrasp。Whatfromthemagnitudeoftheshockmighthavebeenacolumnofwaterrunninguprightinthedark,buttedagainsttheship,brokeshort,andfellonherbridge,crushingly,fromonhigh,withadeadburyingweight。
Aflyingfragmentofthatcollapse,ameresplash,envelopedtheminoneswirlfromtheirfeetovertheirheads,fillingviolentlytheirears,mouthsandnostrilswithsaltwater。Itknockedouttheirlegs,wrenchedinhasteattheirarms,seethedawayswiftlyundertheirchins;andopeningtheireyes,theysawthepiled-upmassesoffoamdashingtoandfroamongstwhatlookedlikethefragmentsofaship。Shehadgivenwayasifdrivenstraightin。
Theirpantingheartsyielded,too,beforethetremendousblow;
andallatonceshesprangupagaintoherdesperateplunging,asiftryingtoscrambleoutfromundertheruins。
Theseasinthedarkseemedtorushfromallsidestokeepherbackwhereshemightperish。Therewashateinthewayshewashandled,andaferocityintheblowsthatfell。Shewaslikealivingcreaturethrowntotherageofamob:hustledterribly,struckat,borneup,flungdown,leapedupon。CaptainMacWhirrandJukeskeptholdofeachother,deafenedbythenoise,gaggedbythewind;andthegreatphysicaltumultbeatingabouttheirbodies,brought,likeanunbridleddisplayofpassion,aprofoundtroubletotheirsouls。Oneofthosewildandappallingshrieksthatareheardattimespassingmysteriouslyoverheadinthesteadyroarofahurricane,swooped,asifborneonwings,upontheship,andJukestriedtooutscreamit。
"Willshelivethroughthis?"
Thecrywaswrenchedoutofhisbreast。Itwasasunintentionalasthebirthofathoughtinthehead,andheheardnothingofithimself。Itallbecameextinctatonce——thought,intention,effort——andofhiscrytheinaudiblevibrationaddedtothetempestwavesoftheair。
Heexpectednothingfromit。Nothingatall。Forindeedwhatanswercouldbemade?Butafterawhileheheardwithamazementthefrailandresistingvoiceinhisear,thedwarfsound,unconqueredinthegianttumult。
"Shemay!"
Itwasadullyell,moredifficulttoseizethanawhisper。Andpresentlythevoicereturnedagain,halfsubmergedinthevastcrashes,likeashipbattlingagainstthewavesofanocean。
"Let"shopeso!"itcried——small,lonelyandunmoved,astrangertothevisionsofhopeorfear;anditflickeredintodisconnectedwords:"Ship……This……Never——Anyhow……forthebest。"Jukesgaveitup。
Then,asifithadcomesuddenlyupontheonethingfittowithstandthepowerofastorm,itseemedtogainforceandfirmnessforthelastbrokenshouts:
"Keeponhammering……builders……goodmen……Andchanceit……engines……Rout……goodman。"
CaptainMacWhirrremovedhisarmfromJukes"shoulders,andtherebyceasedtoexistforhismate,sodarkitwas;Jukes,afteratensestiffeningofeverymuscle,wouldlethimselfgolimpallover。Thegnawingofprofounddiscomfortexistedsidebysidewithanincredibledispositiontosomnolence,asthoughhehadbeenbuffetedandworriedintodrowsiness。Thewindwouldgetholdofhisheadandtrytoshakeitoffhisshoulders;hisclothes,fullofwater,wereasheavyaslead,coldanddrippinglikeanarmourofmeltingice:heshivered——itlastedalongtime;andwithhishandsclosedhardonhishold,hewaslettinghimselfsinkslowlyintothedepthsofbodilymisery。Hismindbecameconcentrateduponhimselfinanaimless,idleway,andwhensomethingpushedlightlyatthebackofhiskneeshenearly,asthesayingis,jumpedoutofhisskin。
InthestartforwardhebumpedthebackofCaptainMacWhirr,whodidn"tmove;andthenahandgrippedhisthigh。Alullhadcome,amenacinglullofthewind,theholdingofastormybreath——
andhefelthimselfpawedallover。Itwastheboatswain。Jukesrecognizedthesehands,sothickandenormousthattheyseemedtobelongtosomenewspeciesofman。
Theboatswainhadarrivedonthebridge,crawlingonallfoursagainstthewind,andhadfoundthechiefmate"slegswiththetopofhishead。ImmediatelyhecrouchedandbegantoexploreJukes"personupwardswithprudent,apologetictouches,asbecameaninferior。
Hewasanill-favoured,undersized,gruffsailoroffifty,coarselyhairy,short-legged,long-armed,resemblinganelderlyape。Hisstrengthwasimmense;andinhisgreatlumpypaws,bulginglikebrownboxingglovesontheendoffurryforearms,theheaviestobjectswerehandledlikeplaythings。Apartfromthegrizzledpeltonhischest,themenacingdemeanourandthehoarsevoice,hehadnoneoftheclassicalattributesofhisrating。
Hisgoodnaturealmostamountedtoimbecility:themendidwhattheylikedwithhim,andhehadnotanounceofinitiativeinhischaracter,whichwaseasy-goingandtalkative。ForthesereasonsJukesdislikedhim;butCaptainMacWhirr,toJukes"scornfuldisgust,seemedtoregardhimasafirst-ratepettyofficer。
HepulledhimselfupbyJukes"coat,takingthatlibertywiththegreatestmoderation,andonlysofarasitwasforceduponhimbythehurricane。
"Whatisit,boss"n,whatisit?"yelledJukes,impatiently。
Whatcouldthatfraudofaboss"nwantonthebridge?ThetyphoonhadgotonJukes"nerves。Thehuskybellowingsoftheother,thoughunintelligible,seemedtosuggestastateoflivelysatisfaction。
Therecouldbenomistake。Theoldfoolwaspleasedwithsomething。
Theboatswain"sotherhandhadfoundsomeotherbody,forinachangedtonehebegantoinquire:"Isityou,sir?Isityou,sir?"Thewindstrangledhishowls。
"Yes!"criedCaptainMacWhirr。
IV
ALLthattheboatswain,outofasuperabundanceofyells,couldmakecleartoCaptainMacWhirrwasthebizarreintelligencethat"AllthemChinameninthefore"tweendeckhavefetchedaway,sir。"
Jukestoleewardcouldhearthesetwoshoutingwithinsixinchesofhisface,asyoumayhearonastillnighthalfamileawaytwomenconversingacrossafield。HeheardCaptainMacWhirr"sexasperated"What?What?"andthestrainedpitchoftheother"shoarseness。"Inalump……seenthemmyself……Awfulsight,sir……thought……tellyou。"
Jukesremainedindifferent,asifrenderedirresponsiblebytheforceofthehurricane,whichmadetheverythoughtofactionutterlyvain。Besides,beingveryyoung,hehadfoundtheoccupationofkeepinghisheartcompletelysteeledagainsttheworstsoengrossingthathehadcometofeelanoverpoweringdisliketowardsanyotherformofactivitywhatever。Hewasnotscared;heknewthisbecause,firmlybelievinghewouldneverseeanothersunrise,heremainedcalminthatbelief。
Thesearethemomentsofdo-nothingheroicstowhichevengoodmensurrenderattimes。Manyofficersofshipscannodoubtrecallacaseintheirexperiencewhenjustsuchatranceofconfoundedstoicismwouldcomeallatonceoverawholeship"scompany。Jukes,however,hadnowideexperienceofmenorstorms。
Heconceivedhimselftobecalm——inexorablycalm;butasamatteroffacthewasdaunted;notabjectly,butonlysofarasadecentmanmay,withoutbecomingloathsometohimself。
Itwasratherlikeaforced-onnumbnessofspirit。Thelong,longstressofagaledoesit;thesuspenseoftheinterminablyculminatingcatastrophe;andthereisabodilyfatigueinthemereholdingontoexistencewithintheexcessivetumult;asearchingandinsidiousfatiguethatpenetratesdeepintoaman"sbreasttocastdownandsaddenhisheart,whichisincorrigible,andofallthegiftsoftheearth——evenbeforelifeitself-aspirestopeace。
Jukeswasbenumbedmuchmorethanhesupposed。Heheldon——verywet,verycold,stiffineverylimb;andinamomentaryhallucinationofswiftvisions(itissaidthatadrowningmanthusreviewsallhislife)hebeheldallsortsofmemoriesaltogetherunconnectedwithhispresentsituation。Herememberedhisfather,forinstance:aworthybusinessman,whoatanunfortunatecrisisinhisaffairswentquietlytobedanddiedforthwithinastateofresignation。Jukesdidnotrecallthesecircumstances,ofcourse,butremainingotherwiseunconcernedheseemedtoseedistinctlythepoorman"sface;acertaingameofnapplayedwhenquiteaboyinTableBayonboardaship,sincelostwithallhands;thethickeyebrowsofhisfirstskipper;andwithoutanyemotion,ashemightyearsagohavewalkedlistlesslyintoherroomandfoundhersittingtherewithabook,herememberedhismother——dead,too,now——theresolutewoman,leftbadlyoff,whohadbeenveryfirminhisbringingup。
Itcouldnothavelastedmorethanasecond,perhapsnotsomuch。
Aheavyarmhadfallenabouthisshoulders;CaptainMacWhirr"svoicewasspeakinghisnameintohisear。
"Jukes!Jukes!"
Hedetectedthetoneofdeepconcern。Thewindhadthrownitsweightontheship,tryingtopinherdownamongsttheseas。
Theymadeacleanbreachoverher,asoveradeep-swimminglog;
andthegatheredweightofcrashesmenacedmonstrouslyfromafar。
Thebreakersflungoutofthenightwithaghostlylightontheircrests——thelightofsea-foamthatinaferocious,boiling-uppaleflashshowedupontheslenderbodyoftheshipthetopplingrush,thedownfall,andtheseethingmadscurryofeachwave。
Neverforamomentcouldsheshakeherselfclearofthewater;
Jukes,rigid,perceivedinhermotiontheominoussignofhaphazardfloundering。Shewasnolongerstrugglingintelligently。Itwasthebeginningoftheend;andthenoteofbusyconcerninCaptainMacWhirr"svoicesickenedhimlikeanexhibitionofblindandperniciousfolly。
ThespellofthestormhadfallenuponJukes。Hewaspenetratedbyit,absorbedbyit;hewasrootedinitwitharigourofdumbattention。CaptainMacWhirrpersistedinhiscries,butthewindgotbetweenthemlikeasolidwedge。HehungroundJukes"neckasheavyasamillstone,andsuddenlythesidesoftheirheadsknockedtogether。
"Jukes!Mr。Jukes,Isay!"
Hehadtoanswerthatvoicethatwouldnotbesilenced。Heansweredinthecustomarymanner:"……Yes,sir。"
Anddirectly,hisheart,corruptedbythestormthatbreedsacravingforpeace,rebelledagainstthetyrannyoftrainingandcommand。
CaptainMacWhirrhadhismate"sheadfixedfirminthecrookofhiselbow,andpressedittohisyellinglipsmysteriously。
SometimesJukeswouldbreakin,admonishinghastily:"Lookout,sir!"orCaptainMacWhirrwouldbawlanearnestexhortationto"Holdhard,there!"andthewholeblackuniverseseemedtoreeltogetherwiththeship。Theypaused。Shefloatedyet。AndCaptainMacWhirrwouldr俿um?hisshouts。"……Says……
wholelot……fetchedaway……Oughttosee……what"sthematter。"
Directlythefullforceofthehurricanehadstrucktheship,everypartofherdeckbecameuntenable;andthesailors,dazedanddismayed,tookshelterintheportalleywayunderthebridge。
Ithadadooraft,whichtheyshut;itwasveryblack,cold,anddismal。Ateachheavyflingoftheshiptheywouldgroanalltogetherinthedark,andtonsofwatercouldbeheardscuttlingaboutasiftryingtogetatthemfromabove。Theboatswainhadbeenkeepingupagrufftalk,butamoreunreasonablelotofmen,hesaidafterwards,hehadneverbeenwith。Theyweresnugenoughthere,outofharm"sway,andnotwantedtodoanything,either;andyettheydidnothingbutgrumbleandcomplainpeevishlylikesomanysickkids。Finally,oneofthemsaidthatiftherehadbeenatleastsomelighttoseeeachother"snosesby,itwouldn"tbesobad。Itwasmakinghimcrazy,hedeclared,toliethereinthedarkwaitingfortheblamedhookertosink。
"Whydon"tyoustepoutside,then,andbedonewithitatonce?"
theboatswainturnedonhim。
Thiscalledupashoutofexecration。Theboatswainfoundhimselfoverwhelmedwithreproachesofallsorts。Theyseemedtotakeitillthatalampwasnotinstantlycreatedforthemoutofnothing。Theywouldwhineafteralighttogetdrownedby——
anyhow!Andthoughtheunreasonoftheirrevilingswaspatent——
sincenoonecouldhopetoreachthelamp-room,whichwasforward——hebecamegreatlydistressed。Hedidnotthinkitwasdecentofthemtobenaggingathimlikethis。Hetoldthemso,andwasmetbygeneralcontumely。Hesoughtrefuge,therefore,inanembitteredsilence。Atthesametimetheirgrumblingandsighingandmutteringworriedhimgreatly,butby-and-byitoccurredtohimthatthereweresixglobelampshunginthe"tween-deck,andthattherecouldbenoharmindeprivingthecooliesofoneofthem。