第8章
"WhatafateforprettyPolly!"ejaculatedTom。
"Shelikesit,andI"msureIshouldthinkshewould;it"sbeautifultohear"emplanitallout。"
"Anymoregossiptoretail,Pug?"askedTomaminuteafter,asMaudseemedabsorbedinvisionsofthe,future。
"Hetoldafunnystoryaboutblowinguponeoftheprofessors。Younevertoldus,soIsupposeyoudidn"tknowit。Somebadfellowputatorpedo,orsomesortofpowderthing,underthechair,anditwentoffinthemidstofthelesson,andthepoormanflewup,frightenedmosttopieces,andtheboysranwithpailsofwatertoputthefireout。ButthethingthatmadeWilllaughmostwas,thattheveryfellowwhodiditgothistrousersburnttryingtoputoutthefire,andheaskedthe­;isitFacultyorPresident?"
"Eitherwilldo,"murmuredTom,whowasshakingwithsuppressedlaughter。
"Well,heasked"emtogivehimsomenewones,andtheydidgivehimmoneyenough,foranicepair;buthegotsomecheapones,withhorridgreatstripeson"em,andalwayswore"emtothatparticularclass,"whichwasonetoomanyforthefellows,"Willsaid,andwiththerestofthemoneyhehadapunchparty。Wasn"titdreadful?"
"Awful!"AndTomexplodedintoagreatlaugh,thatmadeFannycoverherears,andthelittledogbarkwildly。
"Didyouknowthatbadboy?"askedinnocentMaud。
"Slightly,"gaspedTom,inwhosewardrobeatcollegethoseidenticaltrouserswerehangingatthatmoment。
"Don"tmakesuchanoise,myheadachesdreadfully,"saidFanny,fretfully。
"Girls"headsalwaysdoache,"answeredTom,subsidingfromaroarintoachuckle。
"Whatpleasureyouboyscanfindinsuchungentlemanlythings,Idon"tsee,"saidFanny,whowasevidentlyoutofsorts。
"Asmuchamysterytoyouasitistous,howyougirlscanliketogabbleandprinkfromoneweek"sendtotheother,"retortedTom。
Therewasapauseafterthislittlepassage-at-arms,butFanwantedtobeamused,fortimehungheavilyonherhands,sosheasked,inamoreamiabletone,"How"sTrix?"
"Assweetasever,"answeredTom,gruffly。
"Didshescoldyou,asusual?"
"Shejustdid。"
"Whatwasthematter?"
"Well,I"llleaveittoyouifthisisn"tunreasonable:shewon"tdancewithmeherself,yetdon"tlikemetogoitwithanybodyelse。I
said,Ithought,ifafellowtookagirltoaparty,sheoughttodancewithhimonce,atleast,especiallyiftheywereengaged。Shesaidthatwastheveryreasonwhysheshouldn"tdoit;so,atthelasthop,Iletheralone,andhadagaytimewithBelle,andto-dayTrixgaveittomehotandheavy,cominghomefromchurch。"
"Ifyougoandengageyourselftoagirllikethat,Idon"tknowwhatyoucanexpect。DidshewearherParishatto-day?"addedFan,withsuddeninterestinhervoice。
"Sheworesomesortofabluething,withaconfoundedbirdofParadiseinit,thatkeptwhiskingintomyfaceeverytimesheturnedherhead。"
"Menneverknowaprettythingwhentheyseeit。Thathatisperfectlylovely。"
"Theyknowaladywhentheyseeher,andTrixdon"tlooklikeone;I
can"tsaywherethetroubleis,butthere"stoomuchfussandfeathersformytaste。Youaretwiceasstylish,yetyouneverlookloudorfast。"
Touchedbythisunusualcompliment,Fannydrewherchairnearerassherepliedwithcomplacency,­;
"Yes,IflattermyselfIdoknowhowtodresswell。Trixneverdid;she"sfondofgaycolors,andgenerallylookslikeawalkingrainbow。"
"Can"tyougiveherahint?Tellhernottowearblueglovesanyway,sheknowsIhate"em。"
"I"vedonemybestforyoursake,Tom,butsheisaperversecreature,anddon"tmindawordIsay,evenaboutthingsmuchmoreobjectionablethanbluegloves。"
"Maudie,runandbringmemyothercigarcase,it"slyingroundsomewhere。"
Maudwent;andassoonasthedoorwasshut,Tomroseonhiselbow,sayinginacautiouslyloweredvoice,­;
"Fan,doesTrixpaint?"
"Yes,anddrawstoo,"answeredFanny,withaslylaugh。
"Come,youknowwhatImean;I"vearighttoaskandyououghttotell,"
saidTom,soberly,forhewasbeginningtofindthatbeingengagedwasnotunmitigatedbliss。
"Whatmakesyouthinkshedoes?"
"Well,betweenourselves,"saidTom,lookingalittlesheepish,butanxioustosethismindatrest,"sheneverwillletmekissheronhercheek,nothingbutanunsatisfactorypeckatherlips。Thentheotherday,asItookabitofheliotropeoutofavasetoputinmybutton-hole,I
whiskedadropofwaterintoherface;Iwasgoingtowipeitoff,butshepushedmyhandaway,andrantotheglass,whereshecarefullydabbeditdry,andcamebackwithonecheekredderthantheother。Ididn"tsayanything,butIhadmysuspicions。Comenow,doesshe?"
"Yes,shedoes;butdon"tsayawordtoher,forshe"llneverforgivemytellingifsheknewit。"
"Idon"tcareforthat;Idon"tlikeit,andIwon"thaveit,"saidTom,decidedly。
"Youcan"thelpyourself。Halfthegirlsdoit,eitherpaintorpowder,darkentheirlasheswithburnthair-pins,ortakecologneonlumpsofsugarorbelladonnatomaketheireyesbright。Claratriedarsenicforhercomplexion,buthermotherstoppedit,"saidFanny,betrayingthesecretsoftheprison-houseinthebasestmanner。
"Iknewyougirlswereasetofhumbugs,andveryprettyones,too,someofyou,butIcan"tsayIliketoseeyoupainteduplikealotofactresses,"saidTom,withanairofdisgust。
"Idon"tdoanythingofthesort,orneedit,butTrixdoes;
andhavingchosenher,youmustabideyourchoice,forbetterorworse。"
"Ithasn"tcometothatyet,"mutteredTom,ashelaydownagainwitharebelliousair。
Maud"sreturnputanendtotheseconfidences,thoughTomexcitedhercuriositybyaskingthemysteriousquestion,"Isay,Fan,isPollyuptothatsortofthing?"
"No,shethinksit"sawful。Whenshegetspaleanddraggedoutshewillprobablychangehermind。"
"Idoubtit,"saidTom。
"Pollysaysitisn"tpropertotalksecretsbeforepeoplewhoain"tin"em,"observedMaud,withdignity。
"Do,formercysake,stoptalkingaboutPolly,I"msicktodeathofit,"criedFanny,snappishly。
"Hullo!"andTomsatuptotakeasurvey。"Ithoughtyouwerebosomfriends,andasspoonyasever。"
"Well,IamfondofPolly,butIgettiredofhearingMaudsingherpraiseseverlastingly。Nowdon"tgoandrepeatthat,chatterbox。"
"Mygoodness,isn"tshecross?"whisperedMaudtoTom。
"Astwosticks;letherbe。There"sthebell;seewhoitis,Pug,"
answeredTom,asatinglebrokethesilenceofthehouse。
Maudwenttopeepoverthebanisters,andcameflyingbackinarapture。
"It"sWillcomeforme!Can"tIgo?Itdon"tsnowhard,andI"llbundleup,andyoucansendformewhenpapacomes。"
"Idon"tcarewhatyoudo,"answeredFan,whowasinaverybadtemper。
Withoutwaitingforanyotherpermission,Maudrushedawaytogetready。
Willwouldn"tcomeup,hewassosnowy,andFannywasglad,becausewithherhewasbashful,awkward,andsilent,soTomwentdownandentertainedhimwithMaud"sreport。Theywereverygoodfriends,butledentirelydifferentlives,Willbeinga"dig,"andToma"bird,"or,inplainEnglish,onewasahardstudent,andtheotherajollyyounggentleman。TomhadratherpatronizedWill,whodidn"tlikeit,andshowedthathedidn"tbyrefusingtoborrowmoneyofhim,oracceptanyofhisinvitationstojointheclubsandsocietiestowhichTombelonged。SoShawletMiltonalone,andhegotonverywellinhisownway,doggedlystickingtohisbooks,andresistingalltemptationsbutthoseofcertainlibraries,athleticgames,andsuchinexpensivepleasuresaswerewithinhismeans;forthisbenightedyouthhadnotyetdiscoveredthatcollegenowadaysisaplaceinwhichto"sky-lark,"
nottostudy。
WhenMaudcamedownandtrottedcontentedlyaway,holdingWill"shand,Tomwatchedthemoutofsight,andthenstrolledaboutthehousewhistlingandthinking,tillhewenttosleepinhisfather"sarm-chair,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Heawoketothejoysofasolitarytea,forhismothernevercamedown,andFannyshutherselfandherheadacheupinherownroom。
"Well,thisischeerful,"hesaid,astheclockstruckeight,andhisfourthcigarcametoanend。"Trixismad,andFaninthedumps,soI"lltakemyselfoff。GuessI"llgoroundtoPolly"s,andaskWilltodriveoutwithme,andsavehimthewalk,poorchap。MightbringMidgethome,itwillpleaseher,andthere"snoknowingwhenthegovernorwillbeback。"
Withthesethoughtsinhishead,Tomleisurelygotunderway,andlefthishorseataneighboringstable,forhemeanttomakealittlecall,andseewhatitwasMaudenjoyedsomuch。
"Pollyisholdingforth,"hesaidtohimself,ashewentquietlyupstairs,andthesteadymurmurofapleasantvoicecamedowntohim。TomlaughedatPolly"searnestwayoftalkingwhenshewasinterestedinanything。
Buthelikeditbecauseitwassodifferentfromthecoquettishclatterofmostofthegirlswithwhomhetalked。Youngmenoftenlaughatthesensiblegirlswhomtheysecretlyrespect,andaffecttoadmirethesillyoneswhomtheysecretlydespise,becauseearnestness,intelligence,andwomanlydignityarenotthefashion。
Thedoorwasajar,andpausinginthedarkentryTomtookasurveybeforehewentin。Theprospectwasnotdazzling,buthome-likeandpleasant。
Thelightofabrightfirefilledthelittleroom,anddownonastoolbeforeitwasMaudtendingPuttel,andwatchingwithdeepinteresttheroastingofanappleintendedforherspecialbenefit。OnthecouchloungedWill,histhoughtfuleyesfixedonPolly,who,whileshetalked,smoothedthebroadforeheadofher"yellow-hairedladdie"inawaythatTomthoughtanimmenseimprovementonMaud"sperformance。Theyhadevidentlybeenbuildingcastlesintheair,forPollywassayinginhermostimpressivemanner,"Well,whateveryoudo,Will,don"thaveagreat,costlychurchthattakessomuchmoneytobuildandsupportitthatyouhavenothingtogiveaway。Iliketheplain,old-fashionedchurches,builtforuse,notshow,wherepeoplemetforheartyprayingandpreaching,andwhereeverybodymadetheirownmusicinsteadoflisteningtooperasingers,aswedonow。
Idon"tcareiftheoldchurcheswerebareandcold,andtheseatshard,therewasrealpietyinthem,andthesincerityofitwasfeltinthelivesofthepeople。Idon"twantareligionthatIputawaywithmySundayclothes,anddon"ttakeouttillthedaycomesroundagain;Iwantsomethingtoseeandfeelandlivebyday-by-day,andIhopeyou"llbeoneofthetrueministers,whocanteachbypreceptandexample,howtogetandkeepit。"
"IhopeIshallbe,Polly,butyouknowtheysaythatinfamilies,ifthereisaboywhocan"tdoanythingelse,theymakeaministerofhim。
IsometimesthinkIain"tgoodformuch,andthatseemstomethereasonwhyIshouldn"teventrytobeaminister,"saidWill,smiling,yetlookingasifwithallhishumilityhedidhavefaithintheaspirationsthatcametohiminhisbestmoments。
"Someonesaidthatverythingtofatheronce,andIrememberheanswered,"IamgladtogivemybestandbrightestsontotheserviceofGod。""
"Didhesaythat?"andWill"scolorrose,forthebig,book-lovingfellowwasassensitiveasagirltothepraiseofthosedearesttohim。
"Yes,"saidPolly,unconsciouslygivingthestrongeststimulustoherbrother"shopeandcourage。"Yes,andheadded,"Ishallletmyboysfollowtheguidethatisinthem,andonlyaskofthemtousetheirgiftsconscientiously,andbehonest,usefulmen。""
"Sowewill!NedisdoingwelloutWest,andI"mhardatithere。Iffatherdoeshisbesttogiveusthechanceweeachwant,theleastwecandoistoworkwithawill。"
"Whateveryoudo,youcan"thelpworkingwithaWill,"criedTom,whohadbeensointerested,thatheforgothewasplayingeavesdropper。
Pollyflewup,lookingsopleasedandsurprised,thatTomreproachedhimselffornothavingcalledoftener。
"I"vecomeforMaud,"heannounced,inapaternaltone,whichmadethatyoungladyopenhereyes。
"Ican"tgotillmyappleisdone;besides,itisn"tnineyet,andWillisgoingtotakemealong,whenhegoes。I"dratherhavehim。"
"I"mgoingtotakeyoubothinthecutter。Thestormisover,butitisheavywalking,soyou"lldriveoutwithme,oldman?"saidTom,withanodatWill。
"Ofcoursehewill;andthankyouverymuch。I"vebeentryingtokeephimallnight;MissMillsalwaysmanagestofindacornerforstraypeople,butheinsistsongoing,soastogettoworkearlyto-morrow,"saidPolly,delightedtoseethatTomwastakingoffhiscoat,asifhemeanttowaitforMaud"sapple,whichPollyblessedforbeingsoslowtocook。
Puttingherguestintothebestchair,Pollysatdownandbeamedathimwithsuchhospitablesatisfaction,thatTomwentupseveralpegsinhisownestimation。
"Youdon"tcomeveryoften,soweareratherover-poweredwhenyoudohonorus,"shesaid,demurely。
"Well,you,knowwefellowsaresobusy,wehaven"tmuchtimetoenjoyourselves,"answeredTom。
"Ahem!"saidWill,loudly。
"Takeatroche,"saidTom。
Thentheybothburstoutlaughing,andPolly,fullyunderstandingthejoke,joinedthem,saying,"Herearesomepeanuts,Tom;doenjoyyourselfwhileyoucan。"
"NowIcallthatadelicatecompliment!"AndTom,whohadnotlosthisearlyrelishforthissortofrefreshment,thoughheseldomindulgedhispassionnowadays,becausepeanutsareconsideredvulgar,felltocrackingandmunchingwithgreatsatisfaction。
"DoyourememberthefirstvisitImadeatyourhouse,howyougavemepeanuts,comingfromthedepot,andfrightenedmeoutofmywits,pretendingthecoachmanwastipsy?"askedPolly。
"OfcourseIdo,andhowwecoastedoneday,"answeredTom,laughing。
"Yes,andthevelocipede;you"vegotthescarofthatyet,Isee。"
"Irememberhowyoustoodbymewhileitwassewedup;thatwasveryplucky,Polly。"
"Iwasdreadfullyafraid,butIrememberIwantedtoseemverybrave,becauseyou"dcalledmeacoward。"
"DidI?Oughttohavebeenashamedofmyself。Iusedtoroughyoushamefully,Polly,andyouweresogood-natured,youletmedoit。"
"Couldn"thelpmyself,"laughedPolly。"Ididusetothinkyouwereanawfulboy,butseemstomeIratherlikedit。"
"Shehadsomuchofitathome,shegotusedtoit,"putinWill,pullingthelittlecurlbehindPolly"sear。
"YouboysneverteasedmeasTomdid,that"sthereasonitamusedme,Isuppose;noveltyhathcharms,youknow。"
"GrandmausedtolectureTomforplaguingyou,Polly,andheusedtosayhe"dbeatip-topboy,buthewasn"t,"observedMaud,withavenerableair。
"Dearoldgrandma;shedidherbest,butI"mabadlot,"saidTom,withashakeoftheheadandasoberface。
"Italwaysseemsasifshemustbeupinherrooms,andIcan"tgetusedtofindingthemempty,"addedPolly,softly。
"Fatherwouldn"thaveanythingmoved,andTomsitsuptheresometimes;
itmakeshimfeelgood,hesays,"saidMaud,whohadatalentforbetrayingtrifleswhichpeoplepreferredshouldnotbementionedinpublic。
"You"dbetterhurryupyourapple,forifitisn"tdoneprettysoon,you"llhavetoleaveit,Pug,"saidTom,lookingannoyed。
"HowisFan?"askedPolly,withtact。
"Well,Fanisratherundertheweather;saysshe"sdyspeptic,whichmeanscross。"
"Sheiscross,butshe"ssicktoo,forIfoundhercryingoneday,andshesaidnobodycaredabouther,andshemightaswellbedead,"addedMaud,havingturnedherapplewithtendercare。
"Wemusttrytocheerherup,amongus。IfIwasn"tsobusyI"dliketodevotemyselftoher,shehasdonesomuchforme,"saidPolly,gratefully。
"Iwishyoucould。Ican"tunderstandher,forsheactslikeaweathercock,andIneverknowhowI"mgoingtofindher。Ihatetohavehermopeso,but,uponmylife,Idon"tknowwhattodo,"saidTom;butasheutteredthewords,somethingwassuggestedbythesightbeforehim。Chairswerefew,andPollyhadtakenhalfofWill"swhentheydrewroundthefire。
Nowshewasleaningagainsthim,inacosy,confidingway,delightfultobehold,whileWill"sstrongarmwentroundherwithaprotectingair,whichsaid,asplainlyasanywords,thatthisbigbrotherandsmallsisterknewhowtoloveandhelponeanother。Itwasapleasantlittlepicture,allthepleasanterforitsunconsciousness,andTomfounditbothsuggestiveandagreeable。
"PooroldFan,shedon"tgetmuchpetting;maybethat"swhatshewants。
I"lltryitandsee,forshestandsbymelikeatrump。Ifshewasarosy,cosylittlewoman,likePolly,itwouldcomeeasier,though,"thoughtTom,ashemeditativelyatehislastnut,feelingthatfraternalaffectioncouldnotbeverydifficultofdemonstration,tobrothersblessedwithpretty,good-temperedsisters。
"ItoldTomaboutthebadfellowwhoblewuptheprofessor,andhesaidheknewhim,slightly;andIwassorelieved,becauseIhadakindofafeelingthatitwasTomhimself,youandWilllaughedsoaboutit。"
Maudhadaqueerwayofgoingonwithherownthoughts,andsuddenlycomingoutwithwhateverlayuppermost,regardlessoftime,place,orcompany。
Asthisremarkfellfromher,therewasageneralsmile,andPollysaid,withmocksolemnity,­;
"Itwasasadthing,andI"venodoubtthatmisguidedyoungmanisverysorryforitnow。"
"HelookedperfectlyboweddownwithremorselasttimeIsawhim,"saidWill,regardingTomwitheyesfulloffun,forWillwasaboyaswellasabookworm,andrelishedajokeaswellasscatter-brainedTom。
"Healwaysisremorsefulafterascrape,I"veunderstood,forheisn"taverybadfellow,onlyhisspiritsareonetoomanyforhim,andheisn"tasfondofhisbookasanotherfellowIknow。"
"I"mafraidhe"llheexpelledifhedon"tmind,"saidPolly,warningly。
"Shouldn"twonderifhewas,he"ssuchanunluckydog,"answeredTom,rathersoberly。
"Ihopehe"llrememberthathisfriendswillbeverymuchdisappointedifheis。Hemightmakethemsoproudandhappy;thatIguesshewill,forheisn"thalfasthoughtlessashemakeshimselfout,"saidPolly,lookingacrossatTomwithsuchfriendlyeyesthathewasquitetouched,thoughofcoursehedidn"tshowit。
"Thankyou,Polly;hemaypullthrough,butIhavemydoubts。Nowoldman,letus"pud"along;it"sgettinglateforthechicken,"headded,relapsingintothegracefuldictionwithwhichaclassicaleducationgiftsitsfortunatepossessor。
TakingadvantageofthemomentwhileWillwaswrestlingwithhisbootsinthecloset,andMaudwasabsorbedinpackingherappleintoalargebasket,PollysaidtoTominalowtone,­;
"Thankyouverymuch,forbeingsokindtoWill。"
"Blessyourheart,Ihaven"tdoneanything;he"ssuchaproudfellowhewon"tletme,"answeredTom。
"Butyoudoinmanylittleways;to-night,forexample。DoyouthinkIdon"tknowthatthesuitofclotheshe"sjustgotwouldhavecostagooddealmore,ifyourtailorhadn"tmadethem?He"sonlyaboy,anddon"tunderstandthingsyet;butIknowyourwayofhelpingproudpeople;
sothattheydon"tfinditout,andIdothankyou,Tom,somuch。"
"Oh,come,Polly,thatwon"tdo。Whatdoyouknowabouttailorsandcollegematters?"saidTom,lookingasmuchconfusedasifshehadfoundhimoutinsomethingreprehensible。
"Idon"tknowmuch,andthat"sthereasonwhyI"mgratefulforyourkindnesstoWill。Idon"tcarewhatstoriestheytellaboutyou,I"msure,youwon"tleadhimintotrouble,butkeephimstraight,formysake。YouknowI"velostonebrother,andWilltakesJimmy"splacetomenow。"
ThetearsinPolly"seyesasshesaidthatmadeTomvowatremendousvowwithinhimselftostandbyWillthroughthickandthin,and"keephimstraightforPolly"ssake";feelingallthetimehowill-fittedhewasforsuchatask。
"I"lldomybest,"hesaid,heartily,ashepressedthehandPollygavehim,withalookwhichassuredherthathefelttheappealtohishonor,andthathenceforththecountryladwassafefromallthetemptationsTomcouldhaveofferedhim。
"There!nowIshallgivethattomammatotakeherpillsin;it"sjustwhatshelikes,anditpleaseshertobethoughtof,"saidMaud,surveyinghergiftwithcomplacency,assheputonherthings。
"You"reagoodlittlesoul,torememberpoormum,saidTom,withanapprovingnod。
"Well,shewassopleasedwiththegrapesyoubroughther,IthoughtI"dtrysomething,andmaybeshe"dsay"Thankyou,darling,"tometoo。
Doyouthinkshewill?"whisperedMaud,withthewistfullooksooftenseenonherlittleplainface。
"Seeifshedon"t;"andtoMaud"sgreatsurpriseTomdidn"tlaughatherproject。
"Goodnight,dear;takecareofyourself,andkeepyourmufflerroundyourmouthgoingoverthebridge,oryou"llbeashoarseasacrowto-morrow,"
saidPolly,asshekissedherbrother,whoreturneditwithoutlookingasifhethoughtit"girl"snonsense"Thenthethreepiledintothesleighanddroveoff,leavePollynoddingonthedoorstep。
Maudfoundthedrivealtogethertooshort,butwasconsoledbythepromiseofalongeroneifthesleighinglastedtillnextSaturday:andwhenTomranuptobidhismothergood-by,andgiveherahintaboutMaud"sgift,shestayedbelowtosay,atthelastminute,inunconsciousimitationofPolly。
"Goodnight;takecareofyourself,mydear。"
Tomlaughed,andwasabouttopinchthemuchenduringlittlenose;but,asifthewordsremindedhimofsomething,hegaveherakissinstead,apieceofforbearancewhichalmosttookMaud"sbreathawaywithsurpriseandgratification。
Itwasratherasilentdrive,forWillobedientlykepthismufflerup,andTomfellintoabrownstudy。
Hewasnotmuchgiventoreflection,butoccasionallyindulgedwhensomethinggavehimaturninthatdirection,andatsuchtimeshewasassoberandsincereascouldbedesired。Anyonemighthavelecturedhimforanhourwithoutdoingasmuchgoodasthatlittlecallandthechatthatgrewoutofit,for,thoughnothingverywiseorwittywassaid,manythingsweresuggested,andeveryoneknowsthatpersuasiveinfluencesarebetterthananyamountofmoralizing。NeitherPollynorWilltriedtodoanythingofthesort,andthatwasthecharmofit。Nobodylikestobetalkedto,butnobodycanresisttheeloquenceofunconsciouspreaching。
Withallhisthoughtlessness,Tomwasquicktoseeandfeelthesethings,andwasnotspoiltenoughyettolaughatthem。ThesightofWillandPolly"ssimpleaffectionforoneanotherremindedhimofaneglecteddutysopleasantly,thathecouldnotforgetit。Talkingofearlydaysmadehimwishhecouldgobackandstartagain,doingbetter。Grandma"snamerecalledthetendermemorythatalwaysdidhimgood,andthethoughtthatPollytrustedherdearestbrothertohiscarestirredupamanfuldesiretodeservetheconfidence。
Tortureswouldn"thavedrawnawordofallthisfromhim,butithaditseffect,forboysdon"tleavetheirheartsandconsciencesbehindthemwhentheyentercollege,andlittlethingsofthissortdomuchtokeepbothfrombeingdamagedbythefouryears"scrimmagewhichbeginsthebattleoflifeformostofthem。ChapterXI。ChapterXI。CHAPTERXINEEDLESANDTONGUES
DEARPOLLY,­;TheSewingCirclemeetsatourhousethisP。M。Thisisinyourline,sodocomeandhelpmethrough。Ishalldependonyou。Yoursever,FAN。
"Badnews,mydear?"askedMissMills,whohadjusthandedthenotetoPollyasshecameinonenoon,afewweeksafterJenny"sarrival。
Pollytoldherwhatitwas,adding,"IsupposeIoughttogoandhelpFanny,butIcan"tsayIwantto。ThegirlstalkaboutthingsIhavenothingtodowith,andIdon"tfindtheirgossipveryamusing。I"manoutsider,andtheyonlyacceptmeonFan"saccount;soIsitinacornerandsew,whiletheychatterandlaugh。"
"Wouldn"titbeagoodchancetosayawordforJenny?Shewantswork,andtheseyoungladiesprobablyhavequantitiesdonesomewhere。Jennydoesfineworkexquisitely,andbeginstofeelanxioustobeearningsomething。
Idon"twanthertofeeldependentandunhappy,andalittlewell-paidsewingwouldbeallsheneedstodonicely。Icangetitforherbyrunningroundtomyfriends,butIreallyhaven"tthetime,tillIgettheMullersoff。Theyarepaupershere,butoutWesttheycantakecareofthemselves,soI"vebeggedthemoneytosendthem,andassoonasIcangetthemsomeclothes,offtheygo。That"sthewaytohelppeoplehelpthemselves,"
andMissMillsclashedherbigscissorsenergetically,asshecutoutalittleredflannelshirt。
"Iknowitis,andIwanttohelp,butIdon"tknowwheretobegin,"
saidPolly,feelingquiteoppressedwiththeimmensityofthework。
"Wecan"tanyofusdoallwewouldlike,butwecandoourbestforeverycasethatcomestous,andthathelpsamazingly。BeginwithJenny,mydear;tellthosegirlsabouther,andifI"mnotmuchmistaken,youwillfindthemreadytohelp,forhalfthetimeitisn"thardnessofheart,butignoranceorthoughtlessnessonthepartoftherich,thatmakesthemseemsocarelessofthepoor。"
"Totellthetruth,I"mafraidofbeinglaughedat,ifItrytotalkseriouslyaboutsuchthingstothegirls,"saidPolly,frankly。
"Youbelievethat"suchthings"aretrue?Youaresincereinyourwishtohelpbetterthem,andyourespectthosewhoworkforthatend?"
"Yes,Ido。"
"Then,mydear,can"tyoubearalittleridiculeforthesakeofagoodcause?Yousaidyesterdaythatyouweregoingtomakeitaprincipleofyourlife,tohelpupyoursexasfarandasfastasyoucould。Itdidmyheartgoodtohearyousayit,forIwassurethatintimeyouwouldkeepyourword。But,Polly,aprinciplethatcan"tbearbeinglaughedat,frownedon,andcold-shouldered,isn"tworthyofthename。"
"Iwanttobestrong-mindedintherealsenseoftheword,butIdon"tliketobecalledsobypeoplewhodon"tunderstandmymeaning;
andIshallbeifItrytomakethegirlsthinksoberlyaboutanythingsensibleorphilanthropic。Theycallmeold-fashionednow,andI"dratherbethoughtthat,thoughitisn"tpleasant,thanbesetdownasarampantwoman"srightsreformer,"saidPolly,inwhosememorymanylaughs,andsnubs,andsarcasmsstilllingered,forgivenbutnotforgotten。
"Thisloveandthoughtandcareforthoseweaker,poorer,orworsethanourselves,whichwecallChristiancharity,isaveryoldfashion,mydear。
Itbeganeighteenhundredyearsago,andonlythosewhohonestlyfollowthebeautifulexamplesetusthen,learnhowtogetgenuinehappinessoutoflife。I"mnota"rampantwoman"srightsreformer,""addedMissMills,withasmileatPolly"ssoberface;"butIthinkthatwomencandoagreatdealforeachother,iftheywillonlystopfearingwhat"peoplewillthink,"andtakeaheartyinterestinwhateverisgoingtofittheirsistersandthemselvestodeserveandenjoytherightsGodgavethem。Therearesomanywaysinwhichthiscanbedone,thatIwondertheydon"tseeandimprovethem。Idon"taskyoutogoandmakespeeches,onlyafewhavethegiftforthat,butIdowanteverygirlandwomantofeelthisduty,andmakeanylittlesacrificeoftimeorfeelingthatmaybeaskedofthem,becausethereissomuchtodo,andnoonecandoitaswellasourselves,ifweonlythinkso。"
"I"lltry!"saidPolly,influencedmorebyherdesiretokeepMissMills"goodopinionthananyloveofself-sacrificeforhersex。Itwasratherahardthingtoaskofashy,sensitivegirl,andthekindoldladyknewit,forinspiteofthegrayhairandwitheredface,herheartwasveryyoung,andherowngirlishtrialsnotforgotten。ButsheknewalsothatPollyhadmoreinfluenceoverothersthansheherselfsuspected,simplybecauseofhercandid,uprightnature;andthatwhileshetriedtohelpothers,shewasservingherselfinawaythatwouldimproveheartandsoulmorethananymeresocialsuccessshemightgainbyfollowingtherulesoffashionablelife,whichdrillthecharacteroutofgirlstilltheyareasmuchalikeaspinsinapaper,andhaveaboutasmuchtruesenseandsentimentintheirlittleheads。TherewasgoodstuffinPolly,unspoiledasyet,andMissMillswasonlyactingoutherprincipleofwomenhelpingeachother。ThewiseoldladysawthatPollyhadreachedthatpointwherethegirlsuddenlybloomsintoawoman,askingsomethingmoresubstantialthanpleasuretosatisfythenewaspirationsthatareborn;atimeaspreciousandimportanttotheafter-life,asthehourwhentheappleblossomsfall,andtheyoungfruitwaitsfortheelementstoripenordestroytheharvest。
Pollydidnotknowthis,andwasfortunateinpossessingafriendwhoknewwhatinfluenceswouldserveherbest,andwhocouldgiveherwhatallwomenshoulddesiretogiveeachother,theexampleofasweet,goodlife,moreeloquentandpowerfulthananywords;forthisisarightnoonecandenyus。
Pollyturnedthematteroverinhermindasshedressed,whileJennyplayedwaitingmaid,littledreamingwhatthisnewfriendwasmeaningtodoforher,ifshedared。
"Isitgoingtobeatea-party,Miss?"askedJenny,astheblacksilkwentrustlingon,tohergreatadmiration,forsheconsideredPollyabeauty。
"Well,no,Ithinkitwillprobablybealecture,"answeredPolly,laughing,forJenny"sgratefulserviceandaffectionateeyesconfirmedthepurposewhichMissMills"littlehomilyhadsuggested。
AssheenteredtheShaws"parloranhourortwolater,anappallingarrayofwell-dressedgirlsappeared,eachprovidedwithadaintyreticule,basket,orbag,andeachtonguegoingagooddealfasterthantheneedle,whilethewhitefingersstitchedsleevesinupsidedown,putflanneljacketstogetherhindpartbefore,orgobbledbutton-holeswiththebestintentionsinlife。
"Youareadeartocomesoearly。Here"saniceplaceforyoubetweenBelleandMissPerkins,andhere"sasweetlittledresstomake,unlessyoulikesomethingelsebetter,"saidFanny,receivingherfriendwithwarmthandplacingherwhereshethoughtshewouldenjoyherself。
"Thankyou,I"lltakeanunbleachedcottonshirtifyouhavesuchathing,foritislikelytobeneededbeforeacambricfrock,"repliedPolly,subsidingintohercomerasquicklyaspossible,foratleastsixeye-glasseswereup,andshedidn"tenjoybeingstaredat。
MissPerkins,agrave,cold-lookingyounglady,withanaristocraticnose,bowedpolitely,andthenwentonwithherwork,whichdisplayedtwodiamondringstogreatadvantage。Belle,beingofthedemonstrativesort,smiledandnodded,drewupherchair,andbeganawhisperedaccountofTrix"slastquarrelwithTom。Pollylistenedwithinterestwhilesheseweddiligently,occasionallypermittinghereyestostudytheelegantintricaciesofMissPerkins"dress,forthatyoungladysatlikeastatue,quirkingherdelicatefingers,andaccomplishingabouttwostitchesaminute。
InthemidstofBelle"sstory,amoreexcitingbitofgossipcaughtherear,andsheplungedintotheconversationgoingonacrossthetable,leavingPollyfreetolistenandadmirethewit,wisdom,andcharitablespiritoftheaccomplishedyoungladiesabouther。TherewasaperfectBabeloftongues,butoutoftheconfusionPollygatheredscrapsoffashionableintelligencewhichsomewhatlessenedherrespectforthedwellersinhighplaces。OnefaircreatureassertedthatJoeSomebodytooksomuchchampagneatthelastGerman,thathehadtobegotaway,andsenthomewithtwoservants。AnotherdivulgedtheawfulfactthatCarrieP。"sweddingpresentswerehalfofthemhiredfortheoccasion。AthirdcirculatedawhispertotheeffectthatthoughMrs。Buckminsterworeathousand-dollarcloak,herboyswerenotallowedbutonesheettotheirbeds。Andafourthyounggossipassuredthecompanythatacertainpersonneverhadofferedhimselftoacertainotherperson,thoughthereportwasindustriouslyspreadbyinterestedparties。ThislatterremarkcausedsuchaclamorthatFannycalledthemeetingtoorderinamostunparliamentaryfashion。
"Girls!girls!youreallymusttalklessandsewmore,oroursocietywillbedisgraced。Doyouknowourbranchsentinlessworkthananyoftheothers。lastmonth,andMrs。FitzGeorgesaid,shedidn"tseehowfifteenyoungladiescouldmanagetodosolittle?"
"Wedon"ttalkabitmorethantheoldladiesdo。Ijustwishyoucouldhaveheardthemgoon,lasttime。Thewaytheygetsomuchdone,is,theytakeworkhome,andmaketheirseamstressesdoit,andthentheytakecreditforvastindustry,"saidBelle,whoalwaysspokehermindwithcharmingcandor。
"Thatremindsmethatmammasaystheywantasmanythingsaswecanmake,forit"sahardwinter,andthepooraresufferingverymuch。Doanyofyouwishtotakearticleshome,todoatoddtimes?"saidFan,whowaspresidentofthisenergeticDorcasSociety。
"Mercy,no!Ittakesallmyleisuretimetomendmyglovesandrefreshmydresses,"answeredBelle。
"Ithinkifwemeetonceaweek,itisallthatshouldbeexpectedofus,withourotherengagements。Poorpeoplealwayscomplainthatthewinterisahardone,andneveraresatisfied,"remarkedMissPerkins,makingherdiamondssparkleasshesewedbuttonsonthewrongsideofapinkcalicoapron,whichwouldhardlysurviveonewashing。
"Nobodycanaskmetodoanymore,iftheyrememberallI"vegottoattendtobeforesummer,"saidTrix,withanimportantair。"I"vegotthreewomenhardatwork,andwantanother,buteveryoneissobusy,andasksuchabominableprices,thatI"mindespair,andshallhavetotakeholdmyself,I"mafraid。"
"There"sachanceforJane,"thoughtPolly,buthadn"tcourage"tospeakoutloudinmeeting,"justthen,andresolvedtoaskTrixforwork,inprivate。
"Pricesarehigh,butyouforgethowmuchmoreitcoststolivenowthanitusedtodo。Mammaneverallowsustobeatdownworkwomen,butwishesustopaythemwell,andeconomizeinsomeotherway,ifwemust,"
saidEmmaDavenport,aquiet,bright-eyedgirl,whowascalled"odd"amongtheyoungladies,becauseshedressedsimply,whenherfatherwasamillionaire。
"Justhearthatgirltalkabouteconomy!Ibegyourpardon,she"ssomerelationofyours,Ibelieve!"saidBelle,inalowtone。
"Verydistant;butI"mproudofit;forwithher,economydoesn"tmeanscrimpinginoneplacetomakeashowinanother。IfeveryonewouldfollowtheDavenports"example,workwomenwouldn"tstarve,orservantsbesuchatrouble。Emmaistheplainestdressedgirlintheroom,nexttome,yetanyonecanseesheisatruegentlewoman,"saidPolly,warmly。
"Andyouareanother,"answeredBelle,whohadalwayslovedPolly,inherscatter-brainedway。
"Hush!Trixhasthefloor。"
"Iftheyspenttheirwagesproperly,Ishouldn"tmindsomuch,buttheythinktheymustbeasfineasanybody,anddresssowellthatitishardtotellmistressfrommaid。Whyourcookgotabonnetjustlikemine(thematerialswerecheaper,buttheeffectwasthesame),andhadtheimpertinencetowearitbeforemyface。Iforbidit,andsheleft,ofcourse,whichmadepapasocrosshewouldn"tgivemethecamel"shairshawlhepromisedthisyear。"
"It"sperfectlyshameful!"saidMissPerkins,asTrixpausedoutofbreath。"Servantsoughttobemadetodresslikeservants,astheydoabroad;
thenweshouldhavenomoretrouble,"observedMissPerkins,whohadjustmadethegrandtour,andhadbroughthomeaFrenchmaid。
"Perkydon"tpractiseasshepreaches,"whisperedBelletoPolly,asMissP。becameabsorbedinthechatofherotherneighbors。"Shepaysherchambergirlwitholdfinery;andtheotherday,whenBetseywasoutparadinginhermissis"scast-offpurpleplushsuit,Mr。Curtisthoughtshewasmademoiselle,andbowedtoher。Heisasblindasabat,butrecognizedthedress,andpulledoffhishattoitinthemostelegantstyle。Perkyadoreshim,andwasmadenoughtobeatBetseywhenshetoldthestoryandgiggledoverit。BetseyisquiteasstylishandeversomuchprettierthanPerky,andsheknowsit,whichisanaggravation。"
Pollycouldn"thelplaughing,butgrewsoberaminuteafter,asTrixsaid,pettishly,­;
"Well,I"msickofhearingaboutbeggars;Ibelievehalfofthemarehumbugs,andifweletthemalonethey"dgotoworkandtakecareofthemselves。There"saltogethertoomuchfussmadeaboutcharity。I
dowishwecouldbeleftinpeace。"
"Therecan"tbetoomuchcharity!"burstoutPolly,forgettinghershynessallatonce。
"Oh,indeed!Well,Itakethelibertytodifferfromyou,"returnedTrix,puttingupherglass,andbestowinguponPollyhermost"toplofticalstare,"asthegirlscalledit。
IregrettosaythatPollynevercouldtalkwithorbenearTrixwithoutfeelingirritatedandcombative。Shetriedtoconquerthisfeeling,butshecouldn"t,andwhenTrixputonairs,Pollyfeltanintensedesiretoboxherears。Thateye-glasswasherespecialaversion,forTrixwasnomorenear-sightedthanherself,butpretendedtobebecauseitwasthefashion,andattimesusedtheinnocentglassasaweaponwithwhichtoputdownanyonewhopresumedtosetthemselvesup。ThesuperciliousglancewhichaccompaniedherironicallypolitespeechrousedPolly,whoansweredwithsuddencolorandthekindlingoftheeyesthatalwaysbetrayedaperturbedspirit,­;
"Idon"tthinkmanyofuswouldenjoythatselfishsortofpeace,whilelittlechildrenstarve,andgirlsnoolderthanuskillthemselvesbecausetheirdreadfulpovertyleavesthemnochoicebutsinordeath。"
Asuddenlulltookplace,for,thoughPolly,didnotraisehervoice,itwasfullofindignantemotion,andthemostfrivolousgirltherefeltalittlethrillofsympathy;forthemostutterlyfashionablelifedoesnotkilltheheartoutofwomen,tillyearsofselfishpleasurehavepassedovertheirheads。Trixwasashamedofherself;butshefeltthesameantagonismtowardPolly,thatPollydidtowardher;and,beinglessgenerous,tooksatisfactioninplaguingher。PollydidnotknowthatthesecretofthiswasthefactthatTomoftenheldherupasamodelforhisfiancé;etofollow,whichcausedthatyoungladytodislikehermorethanever。
"Halftheawfulstoriesinthepapersaremadeupforasensation,andit"sabsurdtobelievethem,unlessonelikestobeharrowedup。Idon"t;
andasforpeace,I"mnotlikelytogetmuch,whileIhaveTomtolookafter,"saidTrix,withanaggravatinglaugh。
Polly"sneedlesnappedintwo,butshedidnotmindit,asshesaid,withalookthatsilencedevensharp-tonguedTrix,­;
"Ican"thelpbelievingwhatmyowneyesandearshaveseenandheard。Youleadsuchsafeandhappylives,youcan"timaginethemiserythatisallroundyou;butifyoucouldgetaglimpseofit,itwouldmakeyourheartsache,asithasmine。"
"Doyousufferfromheartache?Someonehintedasmuchtome,butyoulookedsowell,Icouldn"tbelieveit。"
NowthatwascruelinTrix,morecruelthananyoneguessed;butgirls"
tonguescandealwoundsassharpandsuddenastheslenderstilettoSpanishwomenwearintheirhair,andPollyturnedpale,asthosewordsstabbedher。Bellesawit,andrushedtotherescuewithmoregood-willthanwisdom。
"Nobodyeveraccusedyouofhavinganyhearttoachewith。PollyandIarenotoldenoughyettogettoughandcool,andwearestillsillyenoughtopityunhappypeople,TomShawespecially,"addedBelle,underherbreath。
Thatwasatwo-edgedthrust,forTrixwasdecidedlyanoldgirl,andTomwasgenerallyregardedasahaplessvictim。Trixturnedred;butbeforeshecouldloadandfireagain,EmmaDavenport,wholaboredunderthedelusionthatthissortofskirmishingwasill-natured,andthereforeill-bred,spokeupinherpleasantway,­;
"Speakingofpityingthepoor,Ialwayswonderwhyitisthatweallliketoreadandcryovertheirtroublesinbooks,butwhenwehavetherealthingbeforeus,wethinkitisuninterestinganddisagreeable。"
"It"sthegeniusthatgetsintothebooks,whichmakesuslikethepoverty,Ifancy。ButIdon"tquiteagreethattherealthingisn"tinteresting。
Ithinkitwouldbe,ifweknewhowtolookatandfeelit,"saidPolly,veryquietly,asshepushedherchairoutofthearcticcircleofMissPerkins,intothetemperateoneoffriendlyEmma。
"Buthowshallwelearnthat?Idon"tseewhatwegirlscando,morethanwedonow。Wehaven"tmuchmoneyforsuchthings,shouldn"tknowhowtouseitifwehad;anditisn"tproperforustogopokingintodirtyplaces,tohuntuptheneedy。"Goingaboutdoinggood,inponyphaetons,"
assomebodysays,maysucceedinEngland,butitwon"tworkhere,"saidFanny,whohadbegun,lately,tothinkagooddealofsomeonebesideherself,andsofoundherinterestinherfellow-beingsincreasingdaily。
"Wecan"tdomuch,perhaps,justyet;butstilltherearethingsleftundonethatnaturallyfalltous。Iknowahouse,"saidPolly,sewingbusilyasshetalked,"whereeveryservantwhoentersitbecomesanobjectofinteresttothemistressandherdaughters。Thesewomenaretaughtgoodhabits,booksareputwheretheycangetthem,sensibleamusementsareplannedforthemsometimes,andtheysoonfeelthattheyarenotconsideredmerescrubs,todoasmuchworkaspossible,foraslittlemoneyaspossible,buthelpersinthefamily,whoarelovedandrespectedinproportiontotheirfaithfulness。Thisladyfeelsherdutytothem,ownsit,anddoesit,asconscientiouslyasshewantsthemtodotheirsbyher;andthatisthewayitoughttobe,Ithink。"
AsPollypaused,severalkeeneyesdiscoveredthatEmma"scheekswereveryred,andsawasmilelurkinginthecornersofthemouththattriedtolookdemure,whichtoldthemwhoPollymeant。
"DotheBiddiesallturnoutsaintsinthatwellregulatedfamily?"
askedtheirrepressibleTrix。
"No;fewofusdothat,evenintheparlor;buteveryoneoftheBiddiesisbetterforbeingthere,whethertheyaregratefulornot。Ioughtnottohavementionedthis,perhaps,butIwantedtoshowyouonethingthatwegirlscando。Weallcomplainaboutbadservants,mostasmuchasifwewerehouse-keepersourselves;butitneveroccurstoustotryandmendthematter,bygettingupabetterspiritbetweenmistressandmaid。Thenthere"sanotherthingwecando,"addedPolly,warmingup。"Mostofusfindmoneyenoughforourlittlevanitiesandpleasures,butfeeldreadfullypoorwhenwecometopayforwork,sewingespecially。Couldn"twegiveupafewofthevanities,andpaytheseamstressesbetter?"
"IdeclareIwill!"criedBelle,whoseconsciencesuddenlywoke,andsmoteherforbeatingdownthewomanwhodidherplainsewing,inorderthatshemighthaveanextraflounceonanewdress。
"Bellehasgotavirtuousfit;pityitwon"tlastaweek,"saidTrix。
"Waitandsee,"retortedBelle,resolvingthatitshouldlast,justtodisappoint"thatspitefulminx;"asshesweetlycalledheroldschool-mate。
"NowweshallbeholdBellegallopingawayatagreatpace,onhernewhobby。Ishouldn"tbesurprisedtohearofherpreachinginthejail,adoptinganicedirtylittleorphan,orpassingroundtractsataWoman"sRightsmeeting,"saidTrix,whonevercouldforgiveBelleforhavingalovelycomplexion,andsomuchhairofherownthatsheneverpatronizedeitherrats,mice,waterfalls,switches,orpuff-combs。
"Well,Imightdoworse;andIthink,ofthetwo,I"dratheramusemyselfso,thanassomeyoungladiesdo,whogetintothepapersfortheirpranks,"returnedBelle,withamoralair。
"Supposewehavealittlerecess,andrestwhilePollyplaystous。
Willyou,Polly?Itwilldousgood;theyallwanttohearyou,andbeggedI"dask。"
"ThenIwill,withpleasure";andPollywenttothepianowithsuchobligingreadiness,thatseveralreproachfulglancesfelluponTrix,whodidn"tneedherglasstoseethem。
Pollywasnevertoosad,perturbed,orlazytosing,foritwasalmostaseasytoherasbreathing,andseemedthemostnaturaloutletforheremotions。Foraminuteherhandswanderedoverthekeys,asifuncertainwhattoplay;then,fallingintoasad,sweetstrain,shesang"TheBridgeofSighs。"Pollydidn"tknowwhyshechoseit,buttheinstinctseemedtohavebeenatrueone,for,oldasthesongwas,itwentstraighttotheheartsofthehearers,andPollysungitbetterthansheeverhadbefore,fornowthememoryoflittleJanelentitatenderpathoswhichnoartcouldgive。Itdidthemallgood,formusicisabeautifulmagician,andfewcanresistitspower。Thegirlsweretouchedbytheappeal;Pollywasliftedoutofherself,andwhensheturnedround,thesoftenedlookonallthefacestoldherthatforthemomentfoolishdifferencesandfrivolousbeliefswereforgottenintheonewomanlysentimentofpityforthewrongsandwoesofwhichthelisteners"happyliveswereignorant。
"Thatsongalwaysmakesmecry,andfeelasifIhadnorighttobesocomfortable,"saidBelle,openlywipinghereyesonacrashtowel。
"Fortunatelysuchcasesareveryrare,"saidanotheryounglady,whoseldomreadthenewspapers。
"Iwishtheywere,butI"mafraidtheyarenot;foronlythreeweeksago,Isawagirlyoungerthananyofus,andnoworse,whotriedtodestroyherselfsimplybecauseshewassodiscouraged,sick,andpoor,"saidPolly。
"Dotellabouther,"criedBelle,eagerly。
Feelingthatthesonghadpavedthewayforthestory,andgivenhercouragetotellit,Pollydidtellit,andmusthavedoneitwell,forthegirlsstoppedworktolisten,andwhensheended,othereyesbesidewarm-heartedBelle"swerewet。Trixlookedquitesubdued;MissPerkinsthawedtosuchadegree,thatsomethingglitteredonherhandasshebentoverthepinkpinaforeagain,betterandbrighterthanherbiggestdiamond;
EmmagotupandwenttoPollywithafacefullofaffectionaterespect,whileFanny,movedbyasuddenimpulse,caughtupacostlySè;vresplatethatstoodontheetagè;re,andlayingafive-dollarbillinit,passeditround,quotingPolly"swords,­;
"Girls,Iknowyou"llliketohelppoorlittleJenny"beginagain,anddobetterthistime。""
Itwasgoodtoseehowquicklytheprettypurseswereout,howgenerouslyeachgaveofitsabundance,andwhatheartyapplausebrokefromthegirls,asBellelaiddownhergoldthimble,sayingwithanAprilface,­;
"There,takethat;Ineverhaveanymoney,somehowitwon"tstaywithme,butIcan"tlettheplatepassmethistime。"
WhenFannybroughtthecontributionstoPolly,shejustgathereditupinhertwohandswithsuchaglad,gratefulface,thegirlswishedtheyhadhadmoretogive。
"Ican"tthankyouenough,"shesaid,withaneloquentlittlechokeinhervoice。"ThiswillhelpJennyverymuch;butthewayinwhichitwasdonewilldohermoregoodthandoublethemoney,becauseitwillprovetoherthatsheisn"twithoutfriends,andmakeherfeelthatthereisaplaceintheworldforher。Letherworkforyouinreturnforthis;
shedon"taskalms,sheonlywantsemploymentandalittlekindness,andthebestcharitywecanbestowistoseethatshehasboth。"
"I"llgiveherasmuchsewingasshewants,andshecanstayatourhousewhileshedoesit,ifsheneedsahome,"saidTrix,inaspasmofbenevolence。
"Shedoesn"tneedahome,thankyou;MissMillshasgivenhalfofhers,andconsidersJaneherchild,"answeredPolly,withproudsatisfactioninthefact。
"Whatanolddear!"criedBelle。
"Iwanttoknowher。MayI?"whisperedEmma。
"Oh,yes;I"mgladtomakeherknowntoanyone。Sheisaquietlittleoldlady,butshedoesoneheapsofgood,andshowsyouhowtobecharitableinthewisestway。"
"Dotellusaboutit。I"msureIwanttodomyduty,butit"ssuchamuddle,Idon"tknowhow,"saidBelle。