投诉 阅读记录

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itbecameasubjectofconversation,asortofcompanyforthem;alllongingtoseeher,strainedtheireyesinvaineffortstopiercethoseimpalpablewhiteshrouds。

Thenthemysteriousconsortwoulddepart,thebellowingofhertrumpetfadingawayinthedistance,andtheywouldremainagaininthedeephush,amidtheinfinityofstagnantvapour。Everythingwasdrenchedwithsaltwater;thecoldbecamemorepenetrating;eachdaythesuntooklongertosinkbelowthehorizon;therewerenowrealnightsoneortwohourslong,andtheirgraygloamingwaschillyandweird。

Everymorningtheyheavedthelead,throughfearthatthe/Marie/

mighthaveruntooneartheIcelandiccoast。Butallthelinesonboard,fastenedendtoend,werepaidoutinvain——thebottomcouldnotbetouched。Sotheyknewthattheywerewelloutinbluewater。

Lifeonboardwasroughandwholesome;thecomfortinthesnugstrongoakencabinbelowwasenhancedbytheimpressionofthepiercingcoldoutside,whentheywentdowntosupperorforrest。

Inthedaytime,thesemen,whowereassecludedasmonks,spokebutlittleamongthemselves。Eachheldhisline,remainingforhoursandhoursinthesameimmovableposition。Theywereseparatedbysomethreeyardsofspace,butitendedinnotevenseeingoneanother。

Thecalmofthefogdulledthemind。Fishingsolonely,theyhummedhomesongs,soasnottoscarethefishaway。Ideascamemoreslowlyandseldom;theyseemedtoexpand,fillinginthespaceoftime,withoutleavinganyvacuum。Theydreamedofincoherentandmysteriousthings,asifinslumber,andthewoofoftheirdreamswasasairyasfogitself。

ThismistymonthofAugustusuallyterminatedtheIcelandseason,inaquiet,mournfulway。Otherwisethefullphysicallifewasthesame,fillingthesailors"lungswithrustlingairandhardeningtheiralreadystrongmuscles。

Yann"susualmannerhadreturned,asifhisgreatgriefhadnotcontinued;watchfulandactive,quickathisfishingwork,ahappy-go-

luckytemper,likeonewhohadnotroubles;communicativeattimes,butveryrarely——andalwayscarryinghisheaduphigh,withhisoldindifferent,domineeringlook。

Atsupperintheroughretreat,whentheywereallseatedattable,withtheirknivesbusyontheirhotplates,heoccasionallylaughedoutasheusedtodoatdrollremarksofhismates。InhisinnerselfheperhapsthoughtofGaud,towhom,doubtless,Sylvestrehadplightedhiminhislasthours;andshehadbecomeapoorgirlnow,aloneintheworld。Andaboveall,perhaps,themourningforhisbelovedbrotherstillpreyeduponhisheart。Butthisheartofhiswasavirginwilderness,difficulttoexploreandlittleknown,wheremanythingstookplaceunrevealedontheexterior。

CHAPTERXI

THESPECTRESHIP

Onemorning,goingonthreeo"clock,whileallweredreamingquietlyundertheirwinding-sheetoffog,theyheardsomethinglikeaclamourofvoices——voiceswhosetonesseemedstrangeandunfamiliar。Thoseondecklookedateachotherquestioningly。

"Who"sthattalking?"

Nobody。Nobodyhadsaidanything。Forthatmatter,thesoundshadseemedtocomefromtheoutervoid。Thenthemanwhohadchargeofthefog-horn,buthadbeenneglectinghisdutysinceovernight,rushedforit,andinflatinghislungstotheirutmost,soundedwithallhismightthelongbellowofalarm。Itwasenoughtomakeamanofironstart,insuchasilence。

Asifaspectrehadbeenevokedbythatthrilling,thoughdeep-tonedroar,ahugeunforeseengrayformsuddenlyaroseveryloftilyandtoweredthreateninglyrightbesidethem;masts,spars,rigging,alllikeashipthathadtakensuddenshapeintheairinstantly,justasasinglebeamofelectriclightevokesphantasmagoriaonthescreenofamagiclantern。

Menappeared,almostcloseenoughtotouchthem,leaningoverthebulwarks,staringatthemwitheyesdistendedintheawakeningofsurpriseanddread。

The/Marie"s/menrushedforoars,spars,boat-hooks,anythingtheycouldlaytheirhandsonforfenders,andheldthemouttoshoveoffthatgrislythinganditsimpendingvisitors。Lo!theseothers,terrifiedalso,putoutlargebeamstorepelthemlikewise。

Buttherecameonlyaveryfaintcreakinginthetopmasts,asbothstandinggearsmomentarilyentangledbecamedisentangledwithouttheleastdamage;theshock,verygentleinsuchacalmhadbeenalmostwhollydeadened;indeed,itwassofeeblethatitreallyseemedasiftheothershiphadnosubstance,thatitwasamerepulp,almostwithoutweight。

Whenthefrightwasover,themenbegantolaugh;theyhadrecognisedeachother。

"/LaMarie/,ahoy!howareye,lads?"

"Halloa!Gaos,Laumec,Guermeur!"

Thespectreshipwasthe/Reine-Berthe/,alsoofPaimpol,andsothesailorswerefromneighbouringvillages;thatthick,tallfellowwiththehuge,blackbeard,showinghisteethwhenhelaughed,wasKerjegou,oneofthePloudanielboys,theotherswerefromPlounesorPlounerin。

"Whydidn"tyoublowyourfog-horn,andbeblowedtoyou,youherdofsavages?"challengedLarvoerofthe/Reine-Berthe/。

"Ifitcomestothat,whydidn"tyoublowyours,youcrewofpirates——

yourankmessoftoad-fish?"

"Oh,no!withus,d"yesee,thesea-lawdiffers。/We"reforbiddentomakeanynoise!/"

Hemadethisreplywiththeairofgivingadarkhint,andaqueersmile,whichafterwardcamebacktothememoryofthemenofthe/Marie/,andcausedthemagreatdealofthinking。Then,asifhethoughthehadsaidtoomuch,heconcludedwithajoke:

"Ourfog-horn,d"yesee,wasburstbythisrogueherea-blowingtoohardintoit。"HepointedtoasailorwithafacelikeaTriton,amanallbull-neckandchest,extravagantlybroad-shouldered,low-setuponhislegs,withsomethingunspeakablygrotesqueandunpleasantinthedeformityofstrength。

Whiletheywerelookingateachother,waitingforbreezeorundercurrenttomoveonevesselfasterthantheotherandseparatethem,ageneralpalaverbegan。Leaningovertheside,butholdingeachotheroffatarespectabledistancewiththeirlongwoodenprops,likebesiegedpikemenrepellinganassault,theybegantochatabouthome,thelastlettersreceived,andsweetheartsandwives。

"Isay!myoldwoman,"saidKerjegou,"tellsmeshe"shadthelittleboywewerelookingfor;thatmakeshalf-score-twonow!"

Anotherhadfoundhimselfthefatheroftwins;andathirdannouncedthemarriageofprettyJennyCaroff,agirlwellknowntoalltheIcelanders,withsomerichandinfirmoldresidentoftheCommuneofPlourivo。Astheywereeyeingeachotherasifthroughwhitegauze,thisalsoappearedtoalterthesoundofthevoices,whichcameasifmuffledandfromfaraway。

MeanwhileYanncouldnottakehiseyesoffoneofthosebrotherfishermen,alittlegrizzledfellow,whomhewasquitesureheneverhadseenbefore,butwhohad,nevertheless,straightwaysaidtohim,"Howd"o,longYann?"withallthefamiliarityofbosomacquaintance。

Heworetheprovokinguglinessofamonkey,withanapishtwinklingofmischieftooinhispiercingeyes。

"Asforme,"saidLarvoer,ofthe/Reine-Berthe/,"I"vebeentoldofthedeathofthegrandsonofoldYvonneMoan,ofPloubazlanec——whowasservinghistimeinthenavy,youknow,intheChinesesquadron——averygreatpity。"

Onhearingthis,allthemenof/LaMarie/turnedtowardsYanntolearnifhealreadyknewanythingofthesadnews。

"Ay,"heansweredinalowvoice,butwithanindifferentandhaughtyair,"itwastoldmeinthelastlettermyfathersentme。"Theystillkeptonlookingathim,curiousatfindingoutthesecretofhisgrief,anditmadehimangry。

Thesequestionsandanswerswererapidlyexchangedthroughthepallidmists,sothemomentsofthispeculiarcolloquyskippedswiftlyby。

"Mywifewrotemeatthesametime,"continuedLarvoer,"thatMonsieurMevel"sdaughterhasleftthetowntoliveatPloubazlanecandtakecareofheroldgrand-aunt——GrannyMoan。Shegoesouttoneedleworkbythedaynow——toearnherliving。Anyhow,Ialwaysthought,Idid,thatshewasagood,bravegirl,inspiteofherfine-ladyairsandherfurbelows。"

ThenagaintheyallstaredatYann,whichmadehimstillmoreangry;aredflushmountedtohischeeks,undertheirtawnytan。

WithLarvoer"sexpressionofopinionaboutGaudendedthisparleywiththecrewofthe/Reine-Berthe/,noneofwhomwereeveragaintobeseenbyhumaneyes。Foramomenttheirfacesbecamemoredim,theirvesselbeingalreadyfartheraway;andthen,allatonce,themenofthe/Marie/foundtheyhadnothingtopushagainst,nothingattheendoftheirpoles——allspars,oars,oddsandendsofdeck-lumber,weregropingandquiveringinemptiness,tilltheyfellheavily,oneaftertheother,downintothesea,liketheirownarms,loppedoffandinert。

Theypulledalltheuselessdefencesonboard。The/Reine-Berthe/,meltingawayintothethickfog,haddisappearedassuddenlyasapaintedshipinadissolvingview。Theytriedtohailher,buttheonlyresponsewasasortofmockingclamour——asofmanyvoices——endinginamoan,thatmadethemallstareateachotherinsurprise。

This/Reine-Berthe/didnotcomebackwiththeotherIcelandicfishers;andasthemenofthe/Samuel-Azenide/afterwardpickedupinsomefjordanunmistakablewaif(partofhertaffrailwithabitofherkeel),allceasedtohope;inthemonthofOctoberthenamesofallhercrewwereinscribeduponblackslabsinthechurch。

Fromtheverytimeofthatapparition——thedateofwhichwaswellrememberedbythemenofthe/Marie/——untilthetimeoftheirreturn,therehadbeennoreallydangerousweatherontheIcelandicseas,butagreatstormfromthewesthad,threeweeksbefore,sweptseveralsailorsoverboard,andswalloweduptwovessels。ThemenrememberedLarvoer"speculiarsmile,andputtingthingstogethermanystrangeconjecturesweremade。Inthedeadofnight,Yann,morethanonce,dreamedthatheagainsawthesailorwhoblinkedlikeanape,andsomeofthemenofthe/Marie/wonderedif,onthatrememberedmorning,theyhadnotbeentalkingwithghosts。

CHAPTERXII

THESTRANGECOUPLE

Summeradvanced,and,attheendofAugust,withthefirstautumnalmists,theIcelanderscamehome。

ForthelastthreemonthsthetwolonewomenhadlivedtogetheratPloubazlanecintheMoan"scottage。Gaudfilledadaughter"splaceinthepoorbirthplaceofsomanydeadsailors。Shehadsenthitherallthatremainedfromthesaleofherfather"shouse;hergrandbedinthetownfashion,andherfine,differentcoloureddresses。Shehadmadeherselfaplainerblackdress,andlikeoldYvonne,woreamourningcap,ofthickwhitemuslin,adornedmerelywithsimpleplaits。Everydayshewentoutsewingatthehousesoftherichpeopleinthetown,andreturnedeveryeveningwithoutbeingdetainedonherwayhomebyanysweetheart。Shehadremainedasproudasever,andwasstillrespectedasafinelady;andastheladsbadehergood-night,theyalwaysraisedahandtotheircaps。

Throughthesweeteveningtwilight,shewalkedhomefromPaimpol,allalongthecliffroadinhalingthefresh,comfortingseaair。Constantsittingatneedleworkhadnotdeformedherlikemanyothers,whoarealwaysbentintwoovertheirwork——andshedrewupherbeautifulsuppleformperfectlyerectinlookingoverthesea,fairlyacrosstowhereYannwasitseemed。

Thesameroadledtohishome。Hadshewalkedonmuchfarther,towardsawell-knownrockywindsweptnook,shewouldcometothathamletofPors-Even,wherethetrees,coveredwithgraymoss,grewcrampedlybetweenthestones,andareslantedoverlowlybythewesterngales。

Perhapsshemightnevermorereturnthere,althoughitwasonlyaleagueaway;butonceinherlifetimeshehadbeenthere,andthatwasenoughtocastacharmoverthewholeroad;and,besides,Yannwouldcertainlyoftenpassthatway,andshecouldfancyseeinghimuponthebaremoor,steppingbetweenthestumpyreeds。

ShelovedthewholeregionofPloubazlanec,andwasalmosthappythatfatehaddrivenherthere;shenevercouldhavebecomeresignedtoliveinanyotherplace。

TowardsthisendofAugust,asouthernwarmth,diffusinglanguor,risesandspreadstowardsthenorth,withluminousafterglowsandstrayraysfromadistantsun,whichfloatovertheBretonseas。Oftentheairiscalmandpellucid,withoutasinglecloudonhigh。

AtthehourofGaud"sreturnjourney,allthingshadalreadybeguntofadeinthenightfall,andbecomefusedintoclose,compactgroups。

Hereandthereaclumpofreedsstrovetomakewaybetweenstones,likeabattle-tornflag;inahollow,aclusterofgnarledtreesformedadarkmass,orelsesomestraw-thatchedhamletindentedthemoor。Atthecross-roadstheimagesofChristonthecross,whichwatchoverandprotectthecountry,stretchedouttheirblackarmsontheirsupportslikerealmenintorture;inthedistancetheChannelappearedfairandcalm,onevastgoldenmirror,underthealreadydarkenedskyandshade-ladenhorizon。

Inthiscountryeventhecalmfineweatherwasamelancholything;

notwithstanding,avagueuneasinessseemedtohoverabout;apalpabledreademanatingfromtheseatowhichsomanylivesareintrusted,andwhoseeverlastingthreatonlyslumbered。

Gaudsaunteredalongasinadream,andneverfoundthewaylongenough。Thebrinysmelloftheshore,andasweetodouroffloweretsgrowingalongthecliffsamidthornybushes,perfumedtheair。HaditnotbeenforGrannyYvonnewaitingforherathome,shewouldhaveloiteredalongthereed-strewnpaths,likethebeautifulladiesinstories,whodreamawaythesummereveningsintheirfineparks。

Manythoughtsofherearlychildhoodcamebacktoherasshepassedthroughthecountry;buttheyseemedsoeffacedandfarawaynow,eclipsedbyherloveloomingupbetween。

Inspiteofall,shewentonthinkingofYannasengagedinadegree——

arestless,scornfulbetrothed,whomsheneverwouldreallyhave,buttowhomshepersistedinbeingfaithfulinmind,withoutspeakingaboutittoanyone。Forthetime,shewashappytoknowthathewasoffIceland;forthere,atleast,theseawouldkeephimlonelyinherdeepcloisters,andhewouldbelongtonootherwoman。

True,hewouldreturnoneofthesedays,butshelookeduponthatreturnmorecalmlythanbefore。Sheinstinctivelyunderstoodthatherpovertywouldnotbeareasonforhimtodespiseher;forhewasnotasothermen。Moreover,thedeathofpoorSylvestrewoulddrawthemclosertogether。Uponhisreturn,hecouldnotdootherwisethancometoseehisfriend"soldgranny;andGaudhaddecidedtobepresentatthatvisit;foritdidnotseemtoherthatitwouldbeundignified。

Appearingtoremembernothing,shewouldtalktohimastoalong-

knownfriend;shewouldevenspeakwithaffection,aswasduetoSylvestre"sbrother,andtrytoseemeasyandnatural。Andwhoknows?

Perhapsitwouldnotbeimpossibletobeasasistertohim,nowthatshewassolonelyintheworld;torelyuponhisfriendship,eventoaskitasasupport,withenoughpreliminaryexplanationforhimnottoaccuseherofanyafter-thoughtofmarriage。

Shejudgedhimtobeuntamedandstubborninhisindependentideas,yettenderandloyal,andcapableofunderstandingthegoodnessthatcomesstraightfromtheheart。

Howwouldhefeelwhenhemetheragain,inherpoorruinedhome?

Very,verypoorshewas——forGrannyMoanwasnotstrongenoughnowtogooutwashing,andonlyhadhersmallwidow"spensionleft;granted,sheatebutlittle,andthetwocouldstillmanagetolive,notdependentuponothers。

Nightwasalwaysfallenwhenshearrivedhome;beforeshecouldentershehadtogodownalittleoverthewornrocks,forthecottagewasplacedonaninclinetowardsthebeach,belowthelevelofthePloubazlanecroadside。Itwasalmosthiddenunderitsthickbrownstrawthatch,andlookedlikethebackofsomehugebeast,shrunkdownunderitsbristlingfur。Itswallsweresombreandroughliketherocks,butwithtinytuftsofgreenmossandlichensoverthem。Therewerethreeunevenstepsbeforethethreshold,andtheinsidelatchwasopenedbyalengthofrope-yarnrunthroughahole。Uponentering,thefirstthingtobeseenwasthewindow,hollowedoutthroughthewallasinthesubstanceofarampart,andgivingviewofthesea,whenceinflowedadyingyellowlight。Onthehearthburnedbrightlythesweet-scentedbranchesofpineandbeechwoodthatoldYvonneusedtopickupalongtheway,andsheherselfwassittingthere,seeingtotheirbitofsupper;indoorssheworeakerchiefoverherheadtosavehercap。Herstillbeautifulprofilewasoutlinedintheredflameofherfire。ShelookedupatGaud。Hereyes,whichformerlywerebrown,hadtakenafadedlook,andalmostappearedblue;theyseemednolongertosee,andweretroubledanduncertainwitholdage。EachdayshegreetedGaudwiththesamewords:

"Oh,dearme!mygoodlass,howlateyouareto-night!"

"No,Granny,"answeredGaud,whowasusedtoit。"Thisisthesametimeasotherdays。"

"Eh?Itseemedtome,dear,laterthanusual。"

Theysatdowntosupperattheirtable,whichhadalmostbecomeshapelessfromconstantuse,butwasstillasthickasthegeneroussliceofahugeoak。Thecricketbeganitssilver-tonedmusicagain。

Oneofthesidesofthecottagewasfilledupbyroughlysculptured,worm-eatenwoodwork,whichhadanopeningwhereinweresetthesleepingbunks,wheregenerationsoffishershadbeenborn,andwheretheiragedmothershaddied。

Quaintoldkitchenutensilshungfromtheblackbeams,aswellasbunchesofsweetherbs,woodenspoons,andsmokedbacon;fishing-nets,whichhadbeenlefttheresincetheshipwreckofthelastMoans,theirmeshesnightlybittenbytherats。

Gaud"sbedstoodinanangleunderitswhitemuslindraperies;itseemedlikeaveryfreshandelegantmoderninventionbroughtintothehutofaCelt。

OnthegranitewallhungaphotographofSylvestreinhissailorclothes。Hisgrandmotherhadfixedhismilitarymedaltoit,withhisownpairofthoseredclothanchorsthatFrenchmen-of-wars-menwearontheirrightsleeve;Gaudhadalsobroughtoneofthosefunerealcrowns,ofblackandwhitebeads,placedroundtheportraitsofthedeadinBrittany。ThisrepresentedSylvestre"smausoleum,andwasallthatremainedtoconsecratehismemoryinhisownland。

Onsummereveningstheydidnotsituplate,tosavethelights;whentheweatherwasfine,theysatoutawhileonastonebenchbeforethedoor,andlookedatpassers-byintheroad,alittleovertheirheads。

ThenoldYvonnewouldliedownonhercupboardshelf;andGaudonherfinebed,wouldfallasleepprettysoon,beingtiredoutwithherday"swork,andwalking,anddreamingofthereturnoftheIcelanders。

Likeawise,resolutegirl,shewasnottoogreatlyapprehensive。

CHAPTERXIII

RENEWEDDISAPPOINTMENT

ButonedayinPaimpol,hearingthat/LaMarie/hadjustgotin,Gaudfeltpossessedwithakindoffever。Allherquietcomposuredisappeared;sheabruptlyfinishedupherwork,withoutquiteknowingwhy,andsetoffhomesoonerthanusual。

Upontheroad,asshehurriedon,sherecognised/him/,atsomedistanceoff,comingtowardsher。Shetrembledandfeltherstrengthgivingway。Hewasnowquiteclose,onlyabouttwentystepsoff,hisheaderectandhishaircurlingoutfrombeneathhisfisher"scap。Shewassotakenbysurpriseatthismeeting,thatshewasafraidshemightfall,andthenhewouldunderstandall;shewoulddieofveryshameatit。Shethought,too,shewasnotlookingwell,butweariedbythehurriedwork。Shewouldhavedoneanythingtobehiddenawayunderthereedsorinoneoftheferret-holes。

Healsohadtakenabackwardstep,asiftoturninanotherdirection。

Butitwastoolatenow。Bothmetinthenarrowpath。Nottotouchher,hedrewupagainstthebank,withasideswervelikeaskittishhorse,lookingatherinawild,stealthyway。

She,too,foronehalfsecondlookedup,andinspiteofherselfmutelyimploredhim,withanagonizedprayer。Inthatinvoluntarymeetingoftheireyes,swiftasthefiringofagun,thesegraypupilsofhershadappearedtodilateandlightupwithsomegrandnoblethought,whichflashedforthinablueflame,whilethebloodrushedcrimsoneventohertemplesbeneathhergoldentresses。

Ashetouchedhiscaphefaltered。"Wishyougood-day,MademoiselleGaud。"

"Good-day,MonsieurYann,"sheanswered。

Thatwasall。Hepassedon。Shewentonherway,stillquivering,butfeeling,ashedisappeared,thatherbloodwasslowlycirculatingagainandherstrengthreturning。

Athome,shefoundGrannyMoancrouchinginacornerwithherheadheldbetweenherhands,sobbingwithherchildish"he,he!"herhairdishevelledandfallingfrombeneathhercaplikethinskeinsofgrayhemp。

"Oh,mykindGaud!I"vejustmetyoungGaosdownbyPlouherzelasI

camebackfrommywood-gathering;wespokeofourpoorlad,ofcourse。

TheyarrivedthismorningfromIceland,andintheafternoonhecameovertoseemewhileIwasout。Poorlad,hehadtearsinhiseyes,too。Hecamerightuptomydoor,mykindGaud,tocarrymylittlefagot。"

Shelistened,standing,whileherheartseemedalmosttobreak;sothisvisitofYann"s,uponwhichshehadsomuchreliedforsayingsomanythings,wasalreadyover,andwoulddoubtlessnotoccuragain。Itwasalldone。Herpoorheartseemedmorelonelythanever。Hermiseryharder,andtheworldmoreempty;andshehungherheadwithawilddesiretodie。

CHAPTERXIV

THEGRANDAMBREAKINGUP

Slowlythewinterdrewnigh,andspreadoveralllikeashroudleisurelydrawn。Graydaysfollowedoneanother,butYannappearednomore,andthetwowomenlivedonintheirloneliness。Withthecold,theirdailyexistencebecameharderandmoreexpensive。

OldYvonnewasdifficulttotend,too;herpoormindwasgoing。Shegotintofitsoftempernow,andspokewicked,insultingspeechesonceortwiceeveryweek;ittookherso,likeachild,aboutmerenothings。

Pooroldgranny!Shewasstillsosweetinherluciddays,thatGauddidnotceasetorespectandcherishher。Tohavealwaysbeensogoodandtoendbybeingbad,andshowtowardsthecloseadepthofmaliceandspitefulnessthathadslumberedduringherwholelife,touseawholevocabularyofcoarsewordsthatshehadhidden;whatmockeryofthesoul!whataderisivemystery!Shebegantosing,too,whichwasstillmorepainfultohearthanherangrywords,forshemixedeverythinguptogether——the/oremus/ofamasswithrefrainsofloosesongsheardintheharbourfromwanderingsailors。Sometimesshesang"/LesFillettesdePaimpol/"(TheLassesofPaimpol),or,noddingherheadandbeatingtimewithherfoot,shewouldmutter:

"Monmarivientdepartir;

Pourlapeched"Islande,monmarivientdepartir,Ilm"alaisseesanslesou,Mais——trala,tralalalou,J"engagne,j"engagne。"

(MyhusbandwentoffsailingUpontheIcelandcruise,Butneverleftmemoney,Note"enacouplesous。

But——ritooloo!ritooralloo!

Iknowwhattodo!)

Shealwaysstoppedshort,whilehereyesopenedwidewithalifelessexpression,likethosedyingflamesthatsuddenlyflashoutbeforefadingaway。Shehungherheadandremainedspeechlessforagreatlengthoftime,herlowerjawdroppingasinthedead。

Onedayshecouldremembernothingofhergrandson。"Sylvestre?

Sylvestre?"repeatedshe,wonderingwhomGaudmeant;"oh!mydear,d"yesee,I"vesomanyofthem,thatnowIcan"tremembertheirnames!"

Sosayingshethrewupherpoorwrinkledhands,withacareless,almostcontemptuoustoss。Butthenextdaysherememberedhimquitewell;mentioningseveralthingshehadsaidordone,andthatwholedaylongshewept。

Oh!thoselongwintereveningswhentherewasnotenoughwoodfortheirfire;toworkinthebittercoldforone"sdailybread,sewinghardtofinishtheclothesbroughtoverfromPaimpol。

GrannyYvonne,sittingbythehearth,remainedquietenough,herfeetstuckinamongthesmoulderingembers,andherhandsclaspedbeneathherapron。Butatthebeginningoftheevening,Gaudalwayshadtotalktohertocheerheralittle。

"Whydon"tyespeaktome,mygoodgirl?InmytimeI"veknownmanygirlswhohadplentytosayforthemselves。Idon"tthinkit"udseemsolonesome,ifye"donlytalkabit。"

SoGaudwouldtellherchit-chatshehadheardintown,orspokeofthepeopleshehadmetonherwayhome,talkingofthingsthatwerequiteindifferenttoher,asindeedallthingswerenow;andstoppinginthemidstofherstorieswhenshesawthepooroldwomanwasfallingasleep。

Thereseemednothinglivelyoryouthfularoundher,whosefreshyouthyearnedforyouth。Herbeautywouldfadeaway,lonelyandbarren。Thewindfromtheseacameinfromallsides,blowingherlampabout,andtheroarofthewavescouldbeheardasinaship。Listening,theever-presentsadmemoryofYanncametoher,themanwhosedominionwasthesebattlingelements;throughthelongterriblenights,whenallthingswereunbridledandhowlingintheouterdarkness,shethoughtofhimwithagony。

Alwaysaloneasshewas,withthesleepingoldgranny,shesometimesgrewfrightenedandlookedinalldarkcorners,thinkingofthesailors,herancestors,whohadlivedinthesenooks,butperishedintheseaonsuchnightsasthese。Theirspiritsmightpossiblyreturn;

andshedidnotfeelassuredagainstthevisitofthedeadbythepresenceofthepooroldwoman,whowasalmostasoneofthemherself。

Suddenlysheshiveredfromheadtofoot,assheheardathin,crackedvoice,asifstifledundertheearth,proceedfromthechimneycorner。

Inachirpingtone,whichchilledherverysoul,thevoicesang:

"Pourlapeched"Islande,monmarivientdepartir,Ilm"alaisseesanslesou,Mais——trala,tralalalou!"

Thenshewasseizedwiththatpeculiarterrorthatonehasofmadpeople。

Therainfellwithanunceasing,fountain-likegush,andstreameddownthewallsoutside。Therewereoozingsofwaterfromtheoldmoss-grownroof,whichcontinueddroppingontheself-samespotswithamonotonoussadsplash。Theyevensoakedthroughintothefloorinside,whichwasofhardenedearthstuddedwithpebblesandshells。

Dampnesswasfeltonallsides,wrappingthemupinitschillmasses;

anuneven,buffetingdampness,mistyanddark,andseemingtoisolatethescatteredhutsofPloubazlanecstillmore。

ButtheSundayeveningswerethesaddestofall,becauseoftherelativegaietyinotherhomesonthatday,fortherearejoyfuleveningsevenamongthoseforgottenhamletsofthecoast;hereandthere,fromsomeclosed-uphut,beatenaboutbytheinkyrains,ponderoussongsissued。Within,tableswerespreadfordrinkers;

sailorssatbeforethesmokingfire,theoldonesdrinkingbrandyandtheyoungonesflirtingwiththegirls;allmoreorlessintoxicatedandsingingtodeadenthought。Closetothem,thegreatsea,theirtombonthemorrow,sangalso,fillingthevacantnightwithitsimmenseprofoundvoice。

OnsomeSundays,partiesofyoungfellowswhocameoutofthetavernsorbackfromPaimpol,passedalongtheroad,nearthedooroftheMoans;theyweresuchaslivedattheland"sendofPors-Evenway。

Theypassedverylate,caringlittleforthecoldandwet,accustomedastheyweretofrostandtempests。Gaudlenthereartothemedleyoftheirsongsandshouts——soonlostintheuproarofthesquallsorthebreakers——tryingtodistinguishYann"svoice,andthenfeelingstrangelyperplexedifshethoughtshehadheardit。

ItreallywastoounkindofYannnottohavereturnedtoseethemagain,andtoleadsogayalifesosoonafterthedeathofSylvestre;

allthiswasunlikehim。No,shereallycouldnotunderstandhimnow,butinspiteofallshecouldnotforgethimorbelievehimtobewithoutheart。

Thefactwasthatsincehisreturnhehadbeenleadingamostdissipatedlifeindeed。Threeorfourtimes,onthePloubazlanecroad,shehadseenhimcomingtowardsher,butshewasalwaysquickenoughtoshunhim;andhe,too,inthosecases,tooktheoppositedirectionovertheheath。Asifbymutualunderstanding,now,theyfledfromeachother。

CHAPTERXV

THENEWSHIP

AtPaimpollivesalarge,stoutwomannamedMadameTressoleur。Inoneofthestreetsthatleadtotheharbourshekeepsatavern,wellknowntoalltheIcelanders,wherecaptainsandship-ownerscometoengagetheirsailors,andchoosethestrongestamongthem,menandmastersalldrinkingtogether。

Atonetimeshehadbeenbeautiful,andwasstilljollywiththefishers;shehasamustache,isasbroadbuiltasaDutchman,andasboldandreadyofspeechasaLevantine。Thereisalookofthedaughteroftheregimentabouther,notwithstandingheramplenun-likemuslinheadgear;forallthat,areligioushaloofitssortfloatsaroundher,forthesimplereasonthatsheisaBretonborn。

Thenamesofallthesailorsofthecountryarewritteninherheadasinaregister;sheknowsthemall,goodorbad,andknowsexactly,too,whattheyearnandwhattheyareworth。

OneJanuaryday,Gaud,whohadbeencalledintomakeadress,satdowntoworkinaroombehindthetap-room。

TogointotheabodeofourMadameTressoleur,youenterbyabroad,massive-pillareddoor,whichrecedesintheoldenstyleunderthefirstfloor。Whenyougotoopenthisdoor,thereisalwayssomeobliginggustofwindfromthestreetthatpushesitin,andthenew-

comersmakeanabruptentrance,asifcarriedinbyabeachroller。

Thehallisadornedbygiltframes,containingpicturesofshipsandwrecks。InanangleachinastatuetteoftheVirginisplacedonabracket,betweentwobunchesofartificialflowers。

Theseoldenwallsmusthavelistenedtomanypowerfulsongsofsailors,andwitnessedmanywildgayscenes,sincethefirstfar-offdaysofPaimpol——allthroughthelivelytimesoftheprivateers,uptotheseofthepresentIcelanders,soverylittledifferentfromtheirancestors。Manylivesofmenhavebeenangledforandhookedthere,ontheoakentables,betweentwodrunkenbouts。

Whileshewassewingthedress,GaudlenthereartotheconversationgoingonaboutIceland,behindthepartition,betweenMadameTressoleurandtwooldsailors,drinking。Theywerediscussinganewcraftthatwasbeingriggedintheharbour。Sheneverwouldbereadyforthenextseason,sotheysaidofthis/Leopoldine/。

"Oh,yes,tobesureshewill!"answeredthehostess。"Itell"eethecrewwasallmadeupyesterday——thewholeof"emoutoftheold/Marie/ofGuermeur"s,that"stobesoldforbreakingup;fiveyoungfellowssignedtheirengagementherebeforeme,atthisheretable,andwithmyownpen——soyesee,I"mright!Andfinefellows,too,I

cantell"ee;Laumec,TugdualCaroff,YvonDuff,youngKeraezfromTreguier,andlongYannGaosfromPors-Even,who"sworthanythreeon"em!"

The/Leopoldine/!Thehalf-heardnameoftheshipthatwastocarryYannawaybecamesuddenlyfixedinherbrain,asifithadbeenhammeredintoremainmoreineffaceablythere。

AtnightbackagainatPloubazlanec,andfinishingoffherworkbythelightofherpitifullamp,thatnamecamebacktohermind,anditsverysoundimpressedherasasadthing。Thenamesofvessels,asofthings,haveasignificanceinthemselves——almostaparticularmeaningoftheirown。Thenewandunusualwordhauntedherwithanunnaturalpersistency,likesomeghastlyandclingingwarning。ShehadexpectedtoseeYannstartoffagainonthe/Marie/,whichsheknewsowellandhadformerlyvisited,andwhoseVirginhadsolongprotecteditsdangerousvoyages;andthechangetothe/Leopoldine/increasedheranguish。

Butshetoldherselfthatthatwasnotherconcern,andnothingabouthimoughtevertoaffecther。Afterall,whatcoulditmattertoherwhetherhewerehereorthere,onthisshiporanother,ashoreornot?

WouldshefeellessmiserablewithhimbackinIceland,whenthesummerwouldreturnoverthedesertedcottages,andlonelyanxiouswomen——orwhenanewautumncameagain,bringinghomethefishersoncemore?Allthatwasalikeindifferenttoher,equallywithoutjoyorhope。Therewasnolinkbetweenthemnow,nothingevertobringthemtogether,forwashenotforgettingevenpoorlittleSylvestre?So,shehadplainlytounderstandthatthissoledreamofherlifewasoverforever;shehadtoforgetYann,andallthingsappertainingtohisexistence,eventheverynameofIceland,whichstillvibratedinherwithsopainfulacharm——becauseofhimallsuchthoughtsmustbesweptaway。Allwasindeedover,foreverandever。

Shetenderlylookedoveratthepooroldwomanasleep,whostillrequiredallherattention,butwhowouldsoondie。Then,whatwouldbethegoodoflivingandworkingafterthat;ofwhatusewouldshebe?

Outofdoors,thewesternwindhadagainrisen;and,notwithstandingitsdeepdistantsoughing,thesoftregularpatteroftheeaves-

droppingscouldbeheardastheydrippedfromtheroof。Andsothetearsoftheforsakenonebegantoflow——tearsrunningeventoherlipstoimparttheirbrinytaste,anddroppingsilentlyonherwork,likesummershowersbroughtbynobreeze,butsuddenlyfalling,hurriedandheavy,fromtheover-ladenclouds;asshecouldnolongerseetowork,andshefeltworkedoutanddiscouragedbeforethisgreathollownessofherlife,shefoldeduptheextra-sizedbodyofMadameTressoleurandwenttobed。

Sheshivereduponthatfine,grandbed,for,likeallthingsinthecottage,itseemedalsotobegettingcolderanddamper。Butasshewasveryyoung,althoughshestillcontinuedweeping,itendedbyhergrowingwarmandfallingasleep。

CHAPTERXVI

LONEANDLORN

Othersadweeksfollowedon,tillitwasearlyFebruary,fine,temperateweather。Yannhadjustcomefromhisshipowner"swherehehadreceivedhiswagesforthelastsummer"sfishery,fifteenhundredfrancs,which,accordingtothecustomofthefamily,hecarriedtohismother。Thecatchhadbeenagoodone,andhereturnedwellpleased。

NearingPloubazlanec,hespiedacrowdbythesideoftheroad。Anoldwomanwasgesticulatingwithherstick,whilethestreetboysmockedandlaughedaroundher。ItwasGrannyMoan。ThegoodoldgrannywhomSylvestrehadsotenderlyloved——herdresstornandbedraggled——hadnowbecomeoneofthosepooroldwomen,almostfallenbackinsecondchildhood,whoarefollowedandridiculedalongtheirroads。Thesighthurthimcruelly。

TheboysofPloubazlanechadkilledhercat,andsheangrilyanddespairinglythreatenedthemwithherstick。"Ah,ifmypoorladhadonlybeenhere!forsure,you"dneverdareddoit,youyoungrascals!"

Itappearedthatassheranafterthemtobeatthem,shehadfallendown;hercapwasawry,andherdresscoveredwithmud;theycalledoutthatshewastipsy(asoftenhappenstothosepoorold"grizzling"

peopleinthecountrywhohavemetmisfortune)。

ButYannclearlyknewthatthatwasnottrue,andthatshewasaveryrespectableoldwoman,whoonlydrankwater。

"Aren"tyouashamed?"roaredhetotheboys。

Hewasveryangry,andhisvoiceandtonefrightenedthem,sothatinthetwinklingofaneyetheyalltookflight,frightenedandconfusedbefore"LongGaos。"

Gaud,whowasjustreturningfromPaimpol,bringinghomeherworkfortheevening,hadseenallthisfromafar,andhadrecognisedGrannyinthegroup。Sheeagerlyrushedforwardtolearnwhatthematterwas,andwhattheyhaddonetoher;seeingthecat,sheunderstooditall。

SheliftedupherfrankeyestoYann,whodidnotlookaside;neitherthoughtofavoidingeachothernow;buttheybothblusheddeeplyandtheygazedratherstartledatbeingsonearoneanother;butwithouthatred,almostwithaffection,unitedastheywereinthiscommonimpulseofpityandprotection。

Theschool-childrenhadowedagrudgetothepoordeadgrimalkinforsometime,becausehehadablack,sataniclook;thoughhewasreallyaverygoodcat,andwhenonelookedcloselyathim,hewassoftandcaress-invitingofcoat。Theyhadstonedhimtodeath,andoneofhiseyeshungout。Thepooroldwomanwentongrumbling,shakingwithemotion,andcarryingherdeadcatbythetail,likeadeadrabbit。

"Oh,dear,oh,dear!mypoorboy,mypoorlad,ifhewereonlyhere;

forsure,they"dneverdareda-doit。"

Tearswerefallingdowninherpoorwrinkles;andherroughblue-

veinedhandstrembled。

Gaudhadputhercapstraightagain,andtriedtocomfortherwithsoothingwords。Yannwasquiteindignanttothinkthatlittlechildrencouldbesocruelastodosuchathingtoapooragedwomanandherpet。Tearsalmostcameintohiseyes,andhisheartachedforthepoorolddameashethoughtofSylvestre,whohadlovedhersodearly,andtheterriblepainitwouldhavebeentohimtoseeherthus,underderisionandinmisery。

Gaudexcusedherselfasifshewereresponsibleforherstate。"Shemusthavefallendown,"shesaidinalowvoice;""tistrueherdressisn"tnew,forwe"renotveryrich,MonsieurYann;butImendeditagainonlyyesterday,andthismorningwhenIlefthomeI"msureshewasneatandtidy。"

Helookedathersteadfastly,moredeeplytouchedbythatsimpleexcusethanbycleverphrasesorself-reproachesandtears。SidebysidetheywalkedontotheMoans"cottage。Healwayshadacknowledgedhertobelovelierthananyothergirl,butitseemedtohimthatshewasevenmorebeautifulnowinherpovertyandmourning。Sheworeagraverlook,andhergrayeyeshadamorereservedexpression,andneverthelessseemedtopenetratetotheinnerdepthofthesoul。Herfigure,too,wasthoroughlyformed。Shewastwenty-threenow,inthefullbloomofherloveliness。Shelookedlikeagenuinefisher"sdaughter,too,inherplainblackgownandcap;yetonecouldnotpreciselytellwhatgaveherthatunmistakabletokenofthelady;itwasinvoluntaryandconcealedwithinherself,andshecouldnotbeblamedforit;onlyperhapsherbodicewasatriflenicerfittingthantheothers,thoughfromsheerinborntaste,andshowedtoadvantageherroundedbustandperfectarms。But,no!themysterywasrevealedinherquietvoiceandlook。

CHAPTERXVII

THEESPOUSAL

ItwasmanifestthatYannmeanttoaccompanythem;perhapsallthewayhome。Theywalkedon,allthreetogether,asiffollowingthecat"sfuneralprocession;itwasalmostcomicaltowatchthempass;andtheoldfolksonthedoorstepsgrinnedatthesight。OldYvonne,inthemiddle,carriedthedeadpet;Gaudwalkedonherright,tremblingandblushing,andtallYannontheleft,graveandhaughty。

Theagedwomanhadbecomequietnow;shehadtidiedherhairupherselfandwalkedsilently,lookingalternatelyatthembothfromthetailofhereyes,whichhadbecomeclearagain。

GaudsaidnothingforfearofgivingYanntheopportunityoftakinghisleave;shewouldhavelikedtofeelhiskind,tendereyeseternallyonher,andtowalkalongwithherownclosedsoastothinkofnothingelse;towanderalongthusbyhissideinthedreamshewasweaving,insteadofarrivingsosoonattheirlonely,darkcottage,whereallmustfadeaway。

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