投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Whenshewasindoors,sheexplainedshehadcometobringthemoneyfortheboat,andtheyverypolitelyaskedhertositdown,toawaitthefather"sreturn,ashewastheonetosignthereceiptforher。

Amidstall,hereyessearchedforYann——butdidnotseehim。

Theywereverybusyinthehome。Alreadytheywerecuttingoutthenewwaterproofclothonthecleanwhitetable,andgettingitreadyfortheapproachingIcelandseason。

"Yousee,MademoiselleGaud,it"slikethis:everymanwantstwonewsuits。"

Theyexplainedtoherhowtheysettoworktomakethem,andtorendertheirseamswaterproofwithtar,fortheywereforwetweatherwear。

Andwhiletheyworked,GaudlookedattentivelyaroundthehomeoftheseGaoses。

ItwasfurnishedafterthetraditionalmannerofallBretoncottages;

animmensechimney-placetookuponewholeend,andonthesidesofthewallstheBretonbeds,bunks,asonshipboard,wereplacedoneaboveanother。Butitwasnotsosombreandsadasthecabinsofotherpeasants,whicharegenerallyhalf-hiddenbythewayside;itwasallfreshandclean,asthehomesofseamenusuallyare。SeverallittleGaoseswerethere,girlsandboys,allsistersandbrothersofYann;

withoutcountingtwobigones,whowerealreadyoutatsea。And,besides,therewasalittlefairgirl,neat,butsad,unliketheothers。

"Weadoptedherlastyear,"explainedthemother;"wehadenoughchildrenasitwas,ofcourse,butwhatelsecouldwedo,MademoiselleGaud,forherdaddybelongedtothe/Maria-Dieu-t"aime/,lostlastseasonoffIceland,asyouknow;sotheneighboursdividedthelittleonesbetweenthem,andthisonefelltoourlot。"

Hearingherselfspokenof,theadoptedchildhungherprettyheadandsmiled,hidingherselfbehindlittleLaumecGaos,herfavourite。

Therewasalookofcomfortallovertheplace,andradianthealthbloomedonallthechildren"srosycheeks。

TheyreceivedGaudveryprofusely,likeagreatladywhosevisitwasanhonourtothefamily。Shewastakenupstairs,upanewly-builtwoodenstaircase,toseetheroomabove,whichwasthegloryofthehome。Sherememberedthehistoryofitsconstruction;itwasafterthefindingofaderelictvesselinthechannel,whichluckhadbefallenYann"sfatherandhiscousinthepilot。

Theroomwasverygayandprettyinitswhiteness;thereweretwotownbedsinit,withpinkchintzcurtains,andalargetableinthemiddle。ThroughthewindowthewholeofPaimpolcouldbeseen,withtheIcelandersatanchoroffshore,andthechannelthroughwhichtheypassed。

Shedidnotdarequestion,butshewouldhavelikedtohaveknownwhereYannslept;probablyasachildhehadsleptdownstairsinoneoftheantiquecupboard-beds。Butperhapsnowhesleptunderthosepinkdraperies。Shewouldhavelovedtohaveknownallthedetailsofhislife,especiallywhathedidinthelongwinterevenings。

Aheavyfootsteponthestairsmadehertremble。ButitwasnotYann,thoughamanmuchlikehim;notwithstandinghiswhitehair,astallandasstraight。ItwasoldfatherGaosreturningfromfishing。

Afterhehadsalutedherandaskedhertheobjectofhervisit,hesignedherreceiptforherwhichwasratheralongoperation,ashishandwasnotverysteady,heexplained。

Buthewouldnotacceptthehundredfrancsasafinalpayment,butonlyasaninstalment;hewouldspeaktoM。Mevelagainaboutit。

WhereuponGaud,towhommoneywasnothing,smiledimperceptibly;shehadfanciedthebusinesswasnotquiteterminated,andthisjustsuitedher。

TheymadesomethinglikeexcusesforYann"sabsence;asiftheyfounditmoreorthodoxforthewholefamilytoassembletoreceiveher。

Perhapsthefatherhadguessed,withtheshrewdnessofanoldsalt,thathissonwasnotindifferenttothisbeautifulheiress;forheratherinsistedupontalkingabouthim。

"It"sveryqueer,"saidhe,"theboy"sneversolateout。HewentovertoLoguivy,MademoiselleGaud,tobuysomelobsterbaskets;asyouknow,lobster-catchingisourmainwinterfishery。"

Shedreamilylengthenedouthercall,althoughconsciousthatitwastoolongalready,andfeelingatugatherheartattheideathatshewouldnotseehimafterall。

"Awell-conductedyoungmanlikeYann——whatcanhebedoing?Surelyhe"snotattheinn。Wedon"tfearthatforourlad。Idon"tsaythatnowandthen,ofaSunday,withhismates——Youknow,MademoiselleGaud,whatthemsailorsare。Eh!yeknow,he"sbutayoungchap,andmusthavesomelibertynowandagain。Butit"sveryrarewithhimtobreakout,forhe"sastraight-goer;wecansaythat。"

Butnightwasfalling,andtheworkhadbeenfoldedup。Thelittleonesonthebenchesarounddrewclosertooneanother,saddenedbythegreydismalgloaming,andeyedGaudhard,seemingtosay——

"Whydoesn"tshegonow?"

Onthehearth,theflamesburnedredderinthemidstofthefallingshadows。

"Yououghttostayandhaveabito"supperwithus,MademoiselleGaud。"

"Oh,no!Icouldn"tthinkofit!"Thebloodrushedtoherfaceattheideaofhavingremainedsolate。Shegotupandtookherleave。

Yann"sfatheralsorosetoaccompanyherpartoftheway,anyhowasfarasalonelynookwheretheoldtreesmakeadarklane。

Astheywalkedalongtogether,shefeltasuddensympathyofrespectandtendernesstowardshim;shewouldhavelikedtohavespokenastoafatherinthesuddengushesoffeelingthatcameoverher;butthewordswerestifledinherthroat,andshesaidnotaword。

Andsotheywenttheirway,inthecoldeveningwind,fulloftheodourofthesea,passinghereandthere,onthebarrenheath,somepoorhovels,wherebeach-combersdweltandhadalreadysealedthemselvesupforthenight;darkandneglectedtheylookedundertheweather-beatenroofs;thesecrosses,clumpsofreeds,andboulderstheyleftbehind。

WhatagreatwayoffPors-Evenwas,andwhatatimeshehadremained!

NowandthentheymetfolksreturningfromPaimpolorLoguivy;andasshewatchedtheshadowsapproach,eachtimeshethoughtitwasYann;

butitwaseasytorecognisehimatagooddistanceoff,andsoshewasquicklyundeceived。Everymomentherfeetcaughtinthebrowntrailingplants,tangledlikehair,whichweresea-weedslitteringthepathway。

AttheCrossofPlouezoc"hshebadegood-byetotheoldman,andbeggedhimtoreturn。ThelightsofPaimpolwerealreadyinview,andtherewasnomoreoccasiontobeafraid。

Sohopewasoverforthistime。WhocouldtellherwhenshemightseeYannagain?

AnexcusetoreturntoPors-Evenwouldhavebeeneasy;butitwouldreallylooktoobadtobeginherquestalloveragain。Shewouldhavetobebraverandprouderthanthat。IfonlyherlittleconfidantSylvestrehadbeenthere,shemighthaveaskedhimtogoandfetchYann,sothattherecouldbesomeexplanation。Buthewasgonenow,andforhowmanyyears?

CHAPTERIV

HISRELUCTANCE

"Megetmarried?"saidYanntohisparentsthatsameevening。"Megetmarried?Goodheavens,whyshouldI?ShallIeverbeashappyasherewithye?notroubles,notiffswithanyone,andwarmsoupreadyformeeverynightwhenIcomehomefromsea。Oh!Iquiteunderstandthatyoumeanthegirlthatcamehereto-day,butwhat"ssucharichgirltodowithus?"Tisn"tcleartomythinking。Andit"llbeneitherher,noranyother。It"sallsettled,Iwon"tmarry——itain"ttomyliking。"

ThetwooldGaoseslookedatoneanotherinsilence,deeplydisappointed,for,afterhavingtalkeditovertogether,theywereprettywellsurethatthisyoungladywouldnotrefusetheirhandsomeYann。Buttheydidnottrytoargue,knowinghowuselessthatwouldbe。Themotherloweredherhead,andsaidnomore;sherespectedthewillofherson,hereldestborn,whowasallbuttheheadofthefamily;althoughhewasalwaystenderandgentlewithher,moreobedientthanachildinthepettythingsoflife,helongagohadbeenherabsolutemasterforthegreatones,eludingallrestraintwithaquietthoughsavageindependence。Heneversatuplate,beinginthehabit,likeotherfishermen,ofrisingbeforebreakofday。Andaftersupperateighto"clock,hehadgivenanothersatisfactorylooktohisbasketsandnewnetsfromLoguivy,andbegantoundress——calmtoallappearances,andwentuptosleepinthepink-curtainedbed,whichhesharedwithhislittlebrotherLaumec。

CHAPTERV

SAILORSATTHEPLAY

ForthelastfortnightGaud"slittleconfidant,Sylvestre,hadbeenquarteredinBrest;verymuchoutofhiselement,butveryquietandobedienttodiscipline。Heworehisopenbluesailor-collarandred-

balled,flat,woollencap,withafrank,fearlesslook,andwasnobleanddignifiedinhissailorgarb,withhisfreestepandtallfigure,butatthebottomofhishearthewasstillthesameinnocentboyasever,andthinkingofhisdearoldgrandam。

Oneeveninghehadgottipsytogetherwithsomeladsfromhisparts,simplybecauseitisthecustom;andtheyhadallreturnedtothebarrackstogetherarm-in-arm,singingoutaslustilyastheycould。

AndoneSunday,too,theyhadallgonetothetheatre,intheuppergalleries。Amelodramawasbeingplayed,andthesailors,exasperatedagainstthevillain,greetedhimwithahowl,whichtheyallroaredtogether,likeablastoftheAtlanticcyclones。

CHAPTERVI

ORDEREDONFOREIGNSERVICE

OnedaySylvestrewassummonedbeforetheofficerofhiscompany;andtheytoldhimhewasamongthoseorderedouttoChina——inthesquadronforFormosa。Hehadbeenprettywellexpectingitforsometime,ashehadheardthosewhoreadthepaperssaythatouttherethewarseemednever-ending。

Andbecauseoftheurgencyofthedeparture,hewasinformedatthesametimethathewouldnotbeabletohavethecustomaryleaveforhishomefarewells;infivedays"timehewouldhavetopackupandbeoff。

Thenabitterpaincameoverhim;thoughcharmedattheideaoffar-

offtravelsamidtheunknownandofthewar。Therealsowasagonyatthethoughtofleavingallheknewandloved,withthevagueapprehensionthathemightnevermorereturn。

Athousandnoisesranginhishead。Aroundwasthebustleofthebarrack-rooms,wherehundredsofotherswerecalledup,likehimself,chosenfortheChinesesquadron。Andrapidlyhewrotetohisoldgrandmother,withastumpofpencil,crouchingonthefloor,aloneinhisownfeverishdream,thoughinthethickofthecontinualhurryandhubbubamidstalltheyoungsailorshurriedawaylikehimself。

CHAPTERVII

MOAN"SSWEETHEART

"Hissweetheart"satrifleold!"saidtheothers,acoupleofdayslater,astheylaughedafterSylvestreandhisgrandmother,"buttheyseemtogetonfinetogetherallthesame。"

Itamusedthemtoseetheboy,forthefirsttime,walkthroughthestreetsofRecouvrance,withawomanathisside,liketherestofthem;and,bendingtowardsherwithatenderlook,whisperwhatseemedtobeverysoftnothings。

Shewasaveryquick,diminutivepersonseenfrombehind,withrathershortskirtsforthefashionoftheday;andascantybrownshawl,andahighPaimpol/coiffe/。She,too,hangingonhisarm,turnedtowardshimwithanaffectionateglance。

"Atrifleoldwashissweetheart!"

That"swhattheotherscalledafterhim,wesay,butwithoutspite,foranyonecouldseethatshewashisoldgranny,comeupfromthecountry。Shehadcome,too,inahurry,suddenlyterrifiedatthenewsofhissuddendeparture;forthisChinesewarhadalreadycostPaimpolmanysailors。Soshehadscrapedtogetherallherpoorlittlesavings,putherbestSundaydressandafreshclean/coiffe/inabox,andhadsetouttokisshimonceagain。

Shehadgonestraighttothebarrackstoaskforhim;atfirsthisadjutanthadrefusedtolethimgoout。

"Ifyou"veanythingtosay,mygoodwoman,goandspeaktothecaptainyourself。Thereheis,passing。"

Soshecalmlywalkeduptohim,andheallowedhimselftobewonover。

"SendMoantochangehisclothes,togoout,"saidhe。

AllinhothasteMoanhadgonetorigupinhisbestattire,whilethegoodoldlady,tomakehimlaugh,ofcourse,madeamostinimitablydrollfaceandamockcurtseyattheadjutantbehindhisback。

Butwhenthegrandsonappearedinhisfulluniform,withtheinevitableturned-downcollar,leavinghisthroatbare,shewasquitestruckwithhisbeauty;hisblackbeardwascutintoaseamanlyfashionablepointbythebarber,andhiscapwasdeckedoutwithlongfloatingribbons,withagoldenanchorateachend。ForthemomentshealmostsawinhimhersonPierre,who,twentyyearsbefore,hadalsobeenasailorinthenavy,andtheremembranceofthefarpast,withallitsdead,stealthilyshadowedthepresenthour。

Butthesadnesssoonpassedaway。Arm-in-armtheystrolledon,happytobetogether;anditwasthenthattheothershadpretendedtoseeinherhissweetheart,andvotedher"atrifleold。"

Shehadtakenhim,foratreat,todineinaninnkeptbysomepeoplefromPaimpol,whichhadbeenrecommendedtoherasrathercheap。Andthen,stillarm-in-arm,theyhadsaunteredthroughBrest,lookingattheshop-windows。Thereneverweresuchfunnystoriestoldasthoseshetoldhergrandsontomakehimlaugh;ofcourseallinPaimpolBreton,sothatthepassers-bymightnotunderstand。

CHAPTERVIII

OLDANDYOUNG

Shestayedthreedayswithhim,threehappydays,thoughoverthemhungadarkandominousforecast;onemightaswellcallthemthreedaysofrespite。

AtlastshewasforcedtoreturntoPloubazlanec,forshehadcometotheendofherlittlesavings,andSylvestrewastoembarkthedayafterward。Thesailorsarealwaysinexorablykeptinbarracksthedaybeforeforeigncruises(acustomthatseemsratherbarbarousatfirst,butwhichisanecessaryprecautionagainstthe"flings"theywouldhavebeforeleavingdefinitely)。

Ohthatlastday!Shehaddoneherverybesttohatchupsomemorefunnystoriesinherhead,totellherboyjustattheparting;butshehadrememberednothing——no;onlytearshadwelledup,andateverymomentsobschokedher。Hangingonhisarm,sheremindedhimofathousandthingshewasnottoforgettodo,andhealsotriedhardtorepresshistears。Theyhadendedbygoingintoachurchtosaytheirprayerstogether。

Itwasbythenighttrainthatshewent。Tosaveafewpence,theyhadgoneonfoottothestation;hecarryingherbox,andholdingheronhisstrongarm,uponwhichsheweighedheavily。

Shewassovery,verytired——pooroldlady!Shehadscarcelyanystrengthleftaftertheexertionofthelastthreeorfourdays。Hershoulderswerebentunderherbrownshawl,andshehadnoforcetobearherselfup;heryoungishlookwasgone,andshefelttheweightofherseventy-sixyears。

Oh!howherheartachedatthethoughtthatitwasallover,andthatinafewmomentsshemustleavehim!Washereallytogooutsofar,toChina,perhapstoslaughter。Shestillhadhimtherewithher,quiteclose,herpoorhandscouldyetgrasphim——andyethemustgo;

allthestrengthofherwill,allhertears,andallhergreatheartrendingdespair——all!wouldnothingbeofavailtokeephimback?

Withherticket,andherlunch-basket,andhermittensinhergrasp,agitated,shegavehimherlastblessingandadvice,andheansweredherwithanobedient"Ay,ay,"bendinghisheadtenderlytowardsherandgazinglovinglyather,inhissoftchildishway。

"Nowthen,oldlady,youmustmakeupyourmindplagueyquickifyouwanttogobythistrain!"

Theenginewhistled。Suddenlyterrifiedattheideaoflosingthetrain,sheboreherboxfromSylvestre"sgrasp,andflingingitdown,threwherarmsroundhisneckinalastandsupremeembrace。

Manypeopleontheplatformstaredatthem,butnotonesmiled。

Hustledaboutbytheporters,wornoutandfullofpain,shepressedintothefirstcarriagenear;thedoorwasbangedquicklyuponher,whileSylvestre,withallthespeedofayoungsailor,rushedoutofthestationtotherailsbesidethelinetoseethetrainpass。

Ashrillscreechingwhistle,anoisygrindingofthewheels,andhisgrandmotherpassedaway,leavinghimleaningagainstthegateandswinginguphiscapwithitsflyingribbons,whileshe,hangingoutofthewindowofherthird-classcarriage,madeanansweringsignalwithherhandkerchief;andforaslongasshecouldseethedarkblue-cladfigure,thatwasherchild,followedhimwithhereyes,throwingherwholesoulintothat"good-bye!"keptbacktothelast,andalwaysuncertainofrealizationwhensailorsareconcerned。

LooklongatyourlittleSylvestre,pooroldwoman;untiltheverylatestmoment,donotlosesightofhisfleetingshadow,whichisfadingawayforever。

Whenshecouldseehimnolonger,shefellback,completelycrushingherstillcleanunrumpledcap,weepingandsobbingintheagonyofdeathitself。

Hehadturnedawayslowly,withhisheadbent,andbigtearsfallingdownhischeeks。Theautumnnighthadclosedin;everywherethegaswasflaring,andthesailors"riotousfeastshadbegunanew。Payingnoheedtoanythingabouthim,hepassedthroughBrestandovertheRecouvranceBridge,tothebarracks。

"Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"calledoutsomenocturnalprowlerstohim;buthepassedon,andenteringthebarracks,flunghimselfdowninhishammock,weeping,allalone,andhardlysleepinguntildawn。

CHAPTERIX

THEEASTERNVOYAGE

Sylvestrewassoonoutontheocean,rapidlywhiskedawayovertheunknownseas,farmorebluethanIceland"s。TheshipthatcarriedhimofftotheconfinesofAsiawasorderedtogoatfullspeedandstopnowhere。Erelonghefeltthathewasfaraway,forthespeedwasunceasing,andevenwithoutacarefortheseaorthewind。Ashewasatopman,helivedperchedaloft,likeabird,avoidingthesoldierscrowdeduponthedeck。

Twicetheystopped,however,onthecoastofTunis,totakeupmoreZouavesandmules;fromafarhehadperceivedthewhitecitiesamidsandsandaridhills。Hehadevencomedownfromhistoptolookatthedark-brownmendrapedintheirwhiterobeswhocameoffinsmallboatstopeddlefruit;hismatestoldhimthatthesewereBedouins。

Theheatandthesun,whichwereunlessenedbytheautumnseason,madehimfeeloutofhiselement。

OnedaytheytouchedatPortSaid。AlltheflagsofEuropewavedoverheadfromlongstaves,whichgaveitanaspectofBabelonafeast-day,andtheglisteningsandssurroundedthetownlikeamovingsea。

Theyhadstoppedthere,touchingthequays,almostinthemidstofthelongstreetsfullofwoodenshanties。Sincehisdeparture,Sylvestreneverhadseentheoutsideworldsoclosely,andthemovementandnumbersofboatsexcitedandamusedhim。

Withnever-endingscreechingfromtheirescape-pipes,alltheseboatscrowdedupinthelongcanal,asnarrowasaditch,whichwounditselfinasilverylinethroughtheinfinitesands。Fromhispostonhighhecouldseethemasinaprocessionunderawindow,tilldisappearingintheplain。

Onthecanalallkindsofcostumescouldbeseen;meninmany-colouredattire,busyandshoutinglikethunder。Andatnighttheclamourofconfusedbandsofmusicmingledwiththediabolicalscreamsofthelocomotives,playingnoisytunes,asiftodrowntheheart-breakingsorrowoftheexileswhoforeverpassedonward。

Thenextday,atsunrise,they,too,glidedintothenarrowribbonofwaterbetweenthesands。Fortwodaysthesteaminginthelongfilethroughthedesertlasted,thenanotherseaopenedbeforethem,andtheywereonceagainupontheopen。Theystillranatfullspeedthroughthiswarmerexpanse,stainedlikeredmarble,withtheirboilingwakelikeblood。Sylvestreremainedallthetimeupinhistop,wherehewouldhumhisoldsongof"Jean-FrancoisdeNantes,"toremindhimofhisdearbrotherYann,ofIceland,andthegoodoldbygonedays。

Sometimes,inthedepthsoftheshadowydistance,somewonderfullytintedmountainwouldarise。Notwithstandingthedistanceandthedimnessaround,thenamesofthoseprojectedcapesofcountriesappearedastheeternallandmarksonthegreatroadwaysoftheearthtothesteersmenofthisvessel;butatopmaniscarriedonlikeaninanimatething,knowingnothing,andunconsciousofthedistanceovertheeverlasting,endlesswaves。

Allhefeltwasaterribleestrangementfromthethingsofthisworld,whichgrewgreaterandgreater;andthefeelingwasverydefinedandexactashelookedupontheseethingfoambehind,andtriedtorememberhowlonghadlastedthispacethatneverslackenednightorday。Downondeck,thecrowdofmen,huddledtogetherintheshadowoftheawnings,pantedwithweariness。Thewaterandtheair,eventheverylightabove,hadadull,crushingsplendour;andthefadelessgloryofthoseelementswereasaverymockeryofthehumanbeingswhosephysicallivesaresoephemeral。

Once,upinhiscrow"snest,hewasgladdenedbythesightofflocksoftinybirds,ofanunknownspecies,whichfellupontheshiplikeawhirlwindofcoaldust。Theyallowedthemselvestobetakenandstroked,beingwornoutwithfatigue。Allthesailorshadthemaspetsupontheirshoulders。Butsoonthemostexhaustedamongthembegantodie,andbeforelongtheydiedbythousandsontherigging,yards,ports,andsails——poorlittlethings!——undertheblastingsunoftheRedSea。Theyhadcometodestruction,offtheGreatDesert,fleeingbeforeasandstorm。Andthroughfearoffallingintothebluewatersthatstretchedonallsides,theyhadendedtheirlastfeebleflightuponthepassingship。

Overyonder,insomedistantregionofLibya,theyhadbeenfledgedinmasses。Indeed,thereweresomanyofthem,thattheirblindandunkindmother,Nature,haddrivenawaybeforeherthissurplus,asunmovedasiftheyhadbeensuperabundantmen。Onthescorchingfunnelsandironworkoftheshiptheydiedaway;thedeckwasstrewnwiththeirpunyforms,onlyyesterdaysofulloflife,songs,andlove。Now,poorlittleblackdots,Sylvestreandtheotherspickedthemup,spreadingouttheirdelicatebluewings,withalookofpity,andsweptthemoverboardintotheabysmalsea。

Nextcamehostsoflocusts,thespawnofthoseconjuredupbyMoses,andtheshipwascoveredwiththem。Atlength,though,itsurgedonalifelessbluesea,wheretheysawnothingsaroundthem,exceptfromtimetotimetheflyingfishskimmingalongthelevelwater。

CHAPTERX

THEORIENT

Rainintorrents,underaheavyblacksky。ThiswasIndia。Sylvestrehadjustsetfootuponland,chanceselectinghimtocompletethecrewofawhaleboat。Hefeltthewarmshoweruponhimthroughthethickfoliage,andlookedaround,surprisedatthenovelsight。Allwasmagnificentlygreen;theleavesofthetreeswavedlikegiganticfeathers,andthepeoplewalkingbeneaththemhadlargevelvetyeyes,whichseemedtocloseundertheweightoftheirlashes。Theverywindthatbroughttherainhadtheodourofmuskandflowers。

Atadistance,duskygirlsbeckonedhimtocometothem。Somehappystraintheysang,likethe"Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"sooftenheardatBrest。Butseductiveaswastheircountry,theircallwasimperiousandexasperating,makinghisveryfleshshudder。Theirperfectbosomsroseandfellundertransparentmuslin,inwhichtheyweresolelydraped;theywereglowingandpolishedasinbronzestatues。Hesitating,fascinatedbythem,hewaveredabout,followingthem;buttheboatswain"ssharpshrillwhistlerenttheairwithbird-

liketrills,summoninghimhurriedlybacktohisboat,abouttopushoff。

Hetookhisflight,andbadefarewelltoIndia"sbeauties。

Afterasecondweekofthebluesea,theypausedoffanotherlandofdewyverdure。Acrowdofyellowmenappeared,yellingoutandpressingondeck,bringingcoalinbaskets。

"AlreadyinChina?"askedSylvestre,atthesightofthosegrotesquefiguresinpigtails。

"Blessyou,no,notyet,"theytoldhim;"havealittlemorepatience。"

ItwasonlySingapore。Hewentupintohismast-topagain,toavoidtheblackdusttossedaboutbythebreeze,whilethecoalwasfeverishlyheapedupinthebunkersfromlittlebaskets。

Oneday,atlength,theyarrivedoffalandcalledTourane,wherethe/Circe/wasanchored,toblockadetheport。ThiswastheshiptowhichSylvestrehadbeenlongagoassigned,andhewaslefttherewithhisbag。

Onboardhemetwithtwomatesfromhome,Icelanders,whowerecaptainsofgunsforthetimebeing。Throughthelong,hot,stillevenings,whentherewasnoworktobedone,theyclusteredondeckapartfromtheothers,toformtogetheralittleBrittanyofremembrances。

Fivemonthshepassedthereininactionandexile,lockedupinthecheerlessbay,withthefeverishdesiretogooutandfightandslay,forchange"ssake。

CHAPTERXI

ACURIOUSRENCONTRE

InPaimpolagain,onthelastdayofFebruary,beforethesetting-outforIceland。Gaudwasstandingupagainstherroomdoor,paleandstill。ForYannwasbelow,chattingtoherfather。Shehadseenhimcomein,andindistinctlyheardhisvoice。

Allthroughthewintertheyneverhadmet,asifsomeinvinciblefatealwayshadkeptthemapart。

AfterthefailuretofindhiminherwalktoPors-Even,shehadplacedsomehopeonthe/PardondesIslandais/wheretherewouldbemanychancesforthemtoseeandtalktooneanother,inthemarket-placeatdusk,amongthecrowd。

Butontheverymorningoftheholiday,thoughthestreetswerealreadydrapedinwhiteandstrewnwithgreengarlands,ahardrainhadfallenintorrents,broughtfromthewestbyasoughingwind;

neverhadsoblackaskyshadowedPaimpol。"Whatapity!theboyswon"tcomeoverfromPloubazlanecnow,"hadmoanedthelasses,whosesweetheartsdweltthere。Andtheydidnotcome,orelsehadgonestraightintothetavernstodrinktogether。

Therehadbeennoprocessionsorstrolls,andshe,withherheartachingmorethanever,hadremainedatherwindowthewholeeveninglisteningtothewaterstreamingovertheroofs,andthefishers"

noisysongsrisingandfallingoutofthedepthsofthetaverns。

Forthelastfewdaysshehadbeenexpectingthisvisit,surmisingtrulythatoldGaoswouldsendhissontoterminatethebusinessconcerningthesaleoftheboat,ashedidnotcaretocomeintoPaimpolhimself。Shedeterminedthenthatshewouldgostraighttohim,and,unlikeothergirls,speakoutfrankly,tohaveherconscienceclearonthesubject。Shewouldreproachhimwithhavingsoughtheroutandhavingabandonedherlikeamanwithouthonour。Ifitwereonlystubbornness,timidity,hisgreatloveforhissailor-

life,orsimplythefearofarefusal,asSylvestrehadhinted,why,alltheseobjectionswoulddisappear,afterafrank,fairunderstandingbetweenthem。Hisfondsmilemightreturn,whichhadcharmedandwonherthewinterbefore,andallwouldbesettled。Thishopegaveherstrengthandcourage,andsweetenedherimpatience。Fromafar,thingsalwaysappearsoeasyandsimpletosayandtodo。

ThisvisitofYann"sfellbychanceataconvenienthour。Shewassurethatherfather,whowassittingandsmoking,wouldnotgetuptowalkpartofthewaywithhim;sointheemptypassageshemighthaveherexplanationoutwithhim。

Butnowthatthetimehadcome,suchboldnessseemedextreme。Thebareideaoflookinghimfacetofaceatthefootofthosestairs,madehertremble;andherheartbeatasifitwouldbreak。Atanymomentthedoorbelowmightopen,withthesqueaksheknewsowell,tolethimout!

"No,no,sheneverwoulddare;ratherwouldshedieoflongingandsorrow,thanattemptsuchanact。"Shealreadymadeafewreturnstepstowardsthebackofherroom,toregainherseatandwork。Butshestoppedagain,hesitatingandafraid,rememberingthatto-morrowwasthesailingdayforIceland,andthatthisoccasionstoodalone。Ifsheletitslipby,shewouldhavetowaitthroughmonthsuponmonthsofsolitudeanddespair,languishingforhisreturn——losinganotherwholesummerofherlife。

Below,thedooropened——Yannwascomingout!

Suddenlyresolute,sherusheddownstairs,andtremblinglystoodbeforehim。

"MonsieurYann,I——Iwishtospeaktoyou,please。"

"Tome,MademoiselleGaud?"queriedhe,loweringhisvoiceandsnatchingoffhishat。

Helookedatherfiercely,withahardexpressioninhisflashingeyes,andhisheadthrownback,seemingeventowonderifheoughttostopforheratall。Withonefootreadytostartaway,hestoodstraightupagainstthewall,asiftobeasfarapartfromheraspossible,inthenarrowpassage,wherehefeltimprisoned。

Paralyzed,shecouldremembernothingofwhatshehadwishedtosay;

shehadnotthoughthewouldtryandpassonwithoutlisteningtoher。

Whatanaffront!

"Doesourhousefrightenyou,MonsieurYann?"sheasked,inadry,oddtone——notatalltheoneshewishedtouse。

Heturnedhiseyesaway,lookingoutside;hischeeksblazedred,arushofbloodburnedallhisface,andhisquiveringnostrilsdilatedwitheverybreath,keepingtimewiththeheavingsofhischest,likeayoungbull"s。

"Thenightoftheball,"shetriedtocontinue,"whenweweretogether,youbademegood-bye,notasamanspeakstoanindifferentperson。MonsieurYann,haveyounomemory?WhathaveIdonetovexyou?"

ThenastywesternbreezeblowinginfromthestreetruffledhishairandthefrillsofGaud"s/coiffe/,andbehindthemadoorwasbangedfuriously。Thepassagewasnotmeetfortalkingofseriousmattersin。

Afterthesefirstphrases,choking,Gaudremainedspeechless,feelingherheadspin,andwithoutideas。Theystilladvancedtowardsthestreetdoor;heseemedsoanxioustogetaway,andshewassodeterminednottobeshakenoff。

Outsidethewindblewnoisilyandtheskywasblack。Asadlividlightfellupontheirfacesthroughtheopendoor。Andanoppositeneighbourlookedatthem:whatcouldthepairbesayingtooneanotherinthatpassagetogether,lookingsotroubled?WhatwaswrongoverattheMevel"s?

"Nay,MademoiselleGaud,"heansweredatlast,turningawaywiththepowerfulgraceofayounglion,"I"veheardfolkstalkaboutusquiteenoughalready!Nay,MademoiselleGaud,for,yousee,youarerich,andwearenotpeopleofthesameclass。Iamnotthefellowtocomeaftera"swell"lady。"

Hewentforthonhisway。Sonowallwasoverforeverandever。Shehadnotevensaidwhatshewishedinthatinterview,whichhadonlymadeherseemaveryboldgirlinhissight。WhatkindofafellowwasthisYann,withhiscontemptforwomen,hisscornformoney,andalldesirablethings?

Atfirstsheremainedfixedtothespot,sickwithgiddiness,asthingsswamaroundher。Oneintolerablypainfulthoughtsuddenlystruckherlikeaflashoflightning——Yann"scomrades,theIcelanders,werewaitingforhimbelowinthemarket-place。Whatifheweretotellthemthisasagoodjoke——whatastillmoreodiousaffrontuponher!Shequicklyreturnedtoherroomtowatchthemthroughherwindow-curtains。

Beforethehouse,indeed,shesawthemenassembled,buttheyweresimplycontemplatingtheweather,whichwasbecomingworseandworse,anddiscussedthethreateningrain。

"It"llonlybeashower。Let"sgoinanddrinkawaythetime,tillitpasses。"

TheypokedjokesandlaughedloudlyoverJeannieCaroffandotherbeauties;butnotevenoneofthemlookedupat/her/window。Theywerealljoyful,exceptYann,whosaidnothing,andremainedgraveandsad。Hedidnotgointodrinkwiththem;andwithoutnoticingeitherthemortherain,whichhadbeguntofall,heslowlywalkedawayundertheshower,asifabsorbedinhisthoughts,crossingthemarket-placetowardsPloubazlanec。

Thensheforgavehimall,andafeelingofhopelesstendernessforhimcame,insteadofthebitterdisappointmentthatpreviouslyhadfilledherheart。Shesatdownandheldherheadbetweenherhands。Whatcouldshedonow?

Oh!ifhehadlistenedonlyamomenttoher,orifhecouldcomeintothatroom,wheretheymightspeaktogetheralone,perhapsallmightyetbearranged。Shelovedhimenoughtotellhimsotohisface。Shewouldsaytohim:"YousoughtmeoutwhenIaskedyoufornothing;nowIamyourswithmywholesoul,ifyouwillhaveme。Idon"tmindabitbeingthewifeofafisherman,andyet,ifIliked,IneedbutchooseamongalltheyoungmenofPaimpol;butIdoloveyou,because,notwithstandingall,Ibelieveyoutobebetterthanothers。I"mtolerablywell-to-do,andIknowIampretty;althoughIhavelivedintowns,IamsurethatIamnotaspoiledgirl,asIneverhavedoneanythingwrong;then,ifIloveyouso,whyshouldn"tyoutakeme?"

Butallthisneverwouldbesaidexceptindreams;itwastoolate!

Yannwouldnothearher。Tryandtalktohimasecondtime?Oh,no!

whatkindofacreaturewouldhetakeherthentobe?Shewouldratherdie。

Yetto-morrowtheywouldallstartforIceland。ThewhitishFebruarydaylightstreamedintoherfineroom。Chillandlonelyshefellupononeofthechairsalongthewall。Itseemedtoherasifthewholeworldwerecrashingandfallinginaroundher。Allthingspastandpresentwereasifburiedinafearfulabyss,whichyawnedonallsidesofher。Shewishedherlifewouldend,andthatshewerelyingcalmbeneathsomecoldtombstone,wherenomorepainmighttouchher。

Butshehadsincerelyforgivenhim,andnohatredmingledwithherdesperatelove。

CHAPTERXII

STRIKINGTHEROCKUNKNOWN

Thesea,thegrayseaoncemore,whereYannwasgentlyglidingalongitsbroad,tracklessroad,thatleadsthefishermeneveryyeartotheLandofIce。

Thedaybefore,whentheyallhadsetofftothemusicoftheoldhymns,thereblewabriskbreezefromthesouth,andalltheshipswiththeiroutspreadsailshaddispersedlikesomanygulls;butthatbreezehadsuddenlysubsided,andspeedhaddiminished;greatfog-

bankscoveredthewaterysurface。

Yannwasperhapsquieterthanusual。Hesaidthattheweatherwastoocalm,andappearedtoexcitehimself,asifhewoulddriveawaysomecarethatweigheduponhim。Buthehadnothingtodobutbecarriedserenelyinthemidstofserenethings;onlytobreatheandlethimselflive。Onlookingout,onlythedeepgraymassesaroundcouldbeseen;onlistening,onlysilence。

Suddenlytherewasanalmostimperceptiblerumbling,whichcamefrombelow,accompaniedbyagrindingsensation,aswhenabrakecomesharddownoncarriagewheels。The/Marie/ceasedallmovement。Theyhadstruck。Where,andonwhat?SomebankofftheEnglishcoastprobably。

Forsinceovernighttheyhadbeenabletoseenothing,withthosecurtainsofmist。

Themenranandrushedabout,theirbustlecontrastingstronglywiththesuddenrigidityoftheirship。Howhadthe/Marie/cometoastopinthatspot?Inthemidstofthatimmensityoffluidinthisdullweather,seemingtobealmostwithoutconsistence,shehadbeenseizedbysomeresistlessimmovablepowerhiddenbeneaththewaves;shewastightinitsgrasp,andmightperishthere。

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