第9章
Oneofthem——theonenexttothebarber-shop——hadacrossitsfrontanample,jig-sawedveranda,whereaforetime,nodoubt,thefatherofafamilyhadfannedhimselfwithapalm-leaffanonSundayafternoons,watchingthesurreysgoby,andwherehisdaughterlistenedtomandolinsandbadinageonstarlitevenings;
but,althoughyouthstillheldtheveranda,boththeyouthandtheverandawereindecay。Thefourorfiveyoungmenwholoungedtherethisafternoonwereofatypeknowntoshadypool-parlours。Hatsfoundnofavourwiththem;allofthemworecaps;andtheirtightclothes,apparentlyfromacommonsource,showedavivaciousfancyforobliquepockets,falsebelts,andEaster-eggcolourings。Anotherthingcommontothegroupwastheexpressionofeyeandmouth;andAlice,inthemidstofherotherthoughts,hadadistastefulthoughtaboutthis。
Theverandawaswithinadozenfeetofthesidewalk,andassheandherescortcamenearer,shetooknoteoftheyoungmen,herfacehardeningalittle,evenbeforeshesuspectedtheremightbearesemblancebetweenthemandanyonesheknew。Thensheobservedthateachoftheseloungersworenotfortheoccasion,butasofhabit,alookoffurtivelyamusedcontempt;themouthsmiledtoonesideasifnottodislodgeacigarette,whiletheeyeskeptlanguidlysuperior。AllatonceAlicewasremindedofWalter;andtheslightfrowncausedbythisideahadjustbeguntodarkenherforeheadwhenWalterhimselfsteppedoutoftheopendoorofthehouseandappearedupontheveranda。Uponhisheadwasanewstrawhat,andinhishandwasaMalaccastickwithanivorytop,forAlicehadfinallydecidedagainstitforherselfandhadgivenittohim。Hismoodwaslively:hetwirledthestickthroughhisfingerslikeadrum-major"sbaton,andwhistledloudly。
Moreover,hewasindeedaccompanied。Withhimwasathingirlwhohadmadeaviolentblack-and-whiteposterofherself:blackdress,blackflimsyboa,blackstockings,whiteslippers,greatblackhatdownupontheblackeyes;andbeneaththehatacurveofcheekandchinmadewhiteaswhitewash,andinstrongbilateralmotionwithgum。
Theloungersontheverandawerefamiliarsofthepair;hailedthemwithcacklings;andonebegantosing,inavoicealltin:
"Thenmyskirt,Sal,andmedidgoRightstraighttothemoving-pitchershow。
OH,youbashfulvamp!"
Thegirllaughedairily。"God,butyouguysarewise!"shesaid。
"Comeon,Wallie。"
Walterstaredathissister;thengrinnedfaintly,andnoddedatRussellasthelatterliftedhishatinsalutation。Aliceutteredanincoherentsyllableofexclamation,and,asshebegantowalkfaster,shebitherliphard,notinordertolookwistful,thistime,buttohelpherkeeptearsofangerfromhereyes。
Russelllaughedcheerfully。"Yourbrothercertainlyseemstohavefoundtheplacefor"colour"today,"hesaid。"Thatgirl"stalkmustbefullofit。"
ButAlicehadforgottenthecoloursheherselfhadusedinaccountingforWalter"speculiarities,andshedidnotunderstand。"What?"shesaid,huskily。
"Don"tyouremembertellingmeabouthim?Howhewasgoingtowrite,probably,andwouldgoanywheretopickuptypesandgetthemtotalk?"
Shekepthereyesahead,andsaidsharply,"Ithinkhisliterarytastesscarcelycoverthiscase!"
"Don"tbetoosure。Hedidn"tlookatalldisconcerted。Hedidn"tseemtomindyourseeinghim。"
"That"salltheworse,isn"tit?"
"Why,no,"herfriendsaid,genially。"Itmeanshedidn"tconsiderthathewasengagedinanythingoutoftheway。Youcan"texpecttounderstandeverythingboysdoathisage;theydoallsortsofqueerthings,andoutgrowthem。Yourbrotherevidentlyhasatasteforqueerpeople,andverylikelyhe"sbeenatleasthalfsincerewhenhe"smadeyoubelievehehadaliterarymotivebehindit。Weallgothrough——"
"Thanks,Mr。Russell,"sheinterrupted。"Let"sdon"tsayanymore。"
Helookedatherflushedfaceandenlargedeyes;andhelikedherallthebetterforherindignation:thiswashowgoodsistersoughttofeel,hethought,failingtounderstandthatmostofwhatshefeltwasnotaboutWalter。Heventuredonlyawordmore。"Trynottominditsomuch;itreallydoesn"tamounttoanything。"
Sheshookherhead,andtheywentoninsilence;shedidnotlookathimagainuntiltheystoppedbeforeherownhouse。Thenshegavehimonlyoneglimpseofhereyesbeforeshelookeddown。
"It"sspoiled,isn"tit?"shesaid,inalowvoice。
"What"s"spoiled?""
"Ourwalk——well,everything。Somehowitalways——is。"
""Alwaysis"what?"heasked。
"Spoiled,"shesaid。
Helaughedatthat;butwithoutlookingathimshesuddenlyofferedhimherhand,and,ashetookit,hefeltahurried,violentpressureuponhisfingers,asifshemeanttothankhimalmostpassionatelyforbeingkind。Shewasgonebeforehecouldspeaktoheragain。
Inherroom,withthedoorlocked,shedidnotgotohermirror,buttoherbed,flingingherselffacedown,notcaringhowfarthepillowsputherhatawry。Sheergriefhadfollowedheranger;griefforthecalamitousendofherbrightafternoon,griefforthe"endofeverything,"asshethoughtthen。
Nevertheless,shegraduallygrewmorecomposed,and,whenhermothertappedonthedoorpresently,letherin。Mrs。Adamslookedatherwithquickapprehension。
"Oh,poorchild!Wasn"the——"
Alicetoldher。"Youseehowit——howitmademelook,mama,"shequavered,havingconcludedhernarrative。"I"dtriedtocoverupWalter"sawfulnessatthedancewiththatstoryabouthisbeing"literary,"butnostorywasbigenoughtocoverthisup——andoh!
itmustmakehimthinkItellstoriesaboutotherthings!"
"No,no,no!"Mrs。Adamsprotested。"Don"tyousee?Attheworst,allHEcouldthinkisthatWaltertoldstoriestoyouaboutwhyhelikestobewithsuchdreadfulpeople,andyoubelievedthem。That"sallHE"Dthink;don"tyousee?"
Alice"sweteyesbegantoshowalittlehopefulness。"Youhonestlythinkitmightbethatway,mama?"
"Why,fromwhatyou"vetoldmehesaid,IKNOWit"sthatway。
Didn"thesayhewantedtocomeagain?"
"N-no,"Alicesaid,uncertainly。"ButIthinkhewill。AtleastIbegintothinksonow。He——"Shestopped。
"Fromallyoutellme,heseemstobeaverydesirableyoungman,"Mrs。Adamssaid,primly。
Herdaughterwassilentforseveralmoments;thennewtearsgathereduponherdowncastlashes。"He"sjust——dear!"shefaltered。
Mrs。Adamsnodded。"He"stoldyouheisn"tengaged,hasn"the?"
"No。ButIknowheisn"t。Maybewhenhefirstcameherehewasnearit,butIknowhe"snot。"
"IguessMildredPalmerwouldLIKEhimtobe,allright!"Mrs。
Adamswasfrankenoughtosay,rathertriumphantly;andAlice,withaloweredhead,murmured:
"Anybody——would。"
Thewordswereallbutinaudible。
"Don"tyouworry,"hermothersaid,andpattedherontheshoulder。"Everythingwillcomeoutallright;don"tyoufear,Alice。Can"tyouseethatbesideanyothergirlintownyou"rejustaperfectQUEEN?Doyouthinkanyyoungmanthatwasn"tprejudiced,orsomething,wouldneedmorethanjustonelookto——"
ButAlicemovedawayfromthecaressinghand。"Nevermind,mama。
Iwonderhelooksatmeatall。Andifhedoesagain,afterseeingmybrotherwiththosehorriblepeople——"
"Now,now!"Mrs。Adamsinterrupted,expostulatingmournfully。
"I"msureWalter"saGOODboy——"
"Youare?"Alicecried,withasuddenvigour。"YouARE?"
"I"msurehe"sGOOD,yes——andifheisn"t,it"snothisfault。
It"smine。"
"Whatnonsense!"
"No,it"strue,"Mrs。Adamslamented。"Itriedtobringhimuptobegood,Godknows;andwhenhewaslittlehewasthebestboyIeversaw。WhenhecamefromSunday-schoolhe"dalwaysruntomeandwe"dgooverthelessontogether;andheletmecomeinhisroomatnighttohearhisprayersalmostuntilhewassixteen。Mostboyswon"tdothatwiththeirmothers——notnearlythatlong。Itriedsohardtobringhimupright——butifanything"sgonewrongit"smyfault。"
"Howcoulditbe?You"vejustsaid——"
"It"sbecauseIdidn"tmakeyourfatherthis——thisnewstepearlier。ThenWaltermighthavehadalltheadvantagesthatother——"
"Oh,mama,PLEASE!"Alicebeggedher。"Let"sdon"tgooverallthatagain。Isn"titmoreimportanttothinkwhat"stobedoneabouthim?Ishegoingtobeallowedtogoondisgracingusashedoes?"
Mrs。Adamssighedprofoundly。"Idon"tknowwhattodo,"sheconfessed,unhappily。"Yourfather"ssoupsetabout——aboutthisnewstephe"staking——Idon"tfeelasifweoughtto——"
"No,no!"Alicecried。"Papamustn"tbedistressedwiththis,ontopofeverythingelse。ButSOMETHING"SgottobedoneaboutWalter。"
"Whatcanbe?"hermotherasked,helplessly。"Whatcanbe?"
Aliceadmittedthatshedidn"tknow。
Atdinner,anhourlater,Walter"shabituallyveiledglancelifted,nowandthen,totouchherfurtively;——hewaswaiting,ashewouldhavesaid,forherto"springit";andhehadpreparedabriefandsinceredefensetotheeffectthathemadehisownliving,andwouldliketoinquirewhosebusinessitwastoofferintrusivecommentuponhisprivateconduct。Butshesaidnothing,whilehisfatherandmotherwereassilentasshe。
Walterconcludedthattherewastobenoattack,butchangedhismindwhenhisfather,whoateonlyalittle,andbroodinglyatthat,rosetoleavethetableandspoketohim。
"Walter,"hesaid,"whenyou"vefinishedIwishyou"dcomeuptomyroom。IgotsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。"
Waltershotahardlookathisapatheticsister,thenturnedtohisfather。"Makeitto-morrow,"hesaid。"ThisisSatad"ynightandIgotadate。"
"No,"Adamssaid,frowning。"Youcomeupbeforeyougoout。
It"simportant。"
"Allright;I"vehadallIwanttoeat,"Walterreturned。"Igotafewminutes。Makeitquick。"
Hefollowedhisfatherupstairs,andwhentheywereintheroomtogetherAdamsshutthedoor,satdown,andbegantorubhisknees。
"Rheumatism?"theboyinquired,slyly。"Thatwhatyouwanttotalktomeabout?"
"No。"ButAdamsdidnotgoon;heseemedtobeindifficultiesforwords,andWalterdecidedtohelphim。
"Hopaheadandspringit,"hesaid。"Getitoffyourmind:I"lltelltheworld_I_shouldworry!Youaren"tgoin"tobotherME
any,sowhybotheryourself?Alicehoppedhomeandtoldyoushesawmeplayin"aroundwithsomeprettygay-lookin"berriesandyou——"
"Alice?"hisfathersaid,obviouslysurprised。"It"snothingaboutAlice。"
"Didn"tshetellyou——"
"Ihaven"ttalkedwithherallday。"
"Oh,Isee,"Waltersaid。"Shetoldmotherandmothertoldyou。"
"No,neitherof"emhavetoldmeanything。Whatwastheretotell?"
Walterlaughed。"Oh,it"snothin","hesaid。"Iwasjuststartin"outtobuyagirlfriendo"minearhinestonebuckleI
losttoheronabet,thisafternoon,andAlicecamealongwiththatbigRussellfish;andIthoughtshelookedsore。Sheexpectsmetolikethekindshelikes,andIdon"tlike"em。I
thoughtshe"dprob"lygotyouallstirredupaboutit。"
"No,no,"hisfathersaid,peevishly。"Idon"tknowanythingaboutit,andIdon"tcaretoknowanythingaboutit。Iwanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingimportant。"
Then,ashewasagainsilent,Waltersaid,"Well,TALKaboutit;
I"mlistening。"
"It"sthis,"Adamsbegan,heavily。"It"saboutmegoingintothisgluebusiness。Yourmother"stoldyou,hasn"tshe?"
"Shesaidyouweregoin"toleavetheoldplacedown-townandstartagluefactory。That"sallIknowaboutit;Igotmyownaffairsto"tendto。"
"Well,thisisyouraffair,"hisfathersaid,frowning。"Youcan"tstaywithLambandCompany。"
Walterlookedalittlestartled。"Whatyoumean,Ican"t?Whynot?"
"You"vegottohelpme,"Adamsexplainedslowly;andhefrownedmoredeeply,asiftheinterviewweregrowingincreasinglylaboriousforhim。"It"sgoingtobeabigpulltogetthisbusinessonitsfeet。"
"Yes!"Walterexclaimedwithasharpskepticism。"Ishouldsayitwas!"Hestaredathisfatherincredulously。"Lookhere;
aren"tyoujustalittlebitsudden,thewayyou"regoin"aboutthings?You"veletmothershoveyoualittletoofast,haven"tyou?Doyouknowanythingaboutwhatitmeanstosetupanewbusinessthesedays?"
"Yes,Iknowallaboutit,"Adamssaid。"Aboutthisbusiness,I
do。"
"Howdoyou?"
"BecauseImadealongstudyofit。I"mnotafraidofgoingaboutitthewrongway;butit"sahardjobandyou"llhavetoputinallwhateversenseandstrengthyou"vegot。"
Walterbegantobreathequickly,andhislipswereagitated;thenhesetthemobstinately。"Oh;Iwill,"hesaid。
"Yes,youwill,"Adamsreturned,notnoticingthathisson"sinflectionwassatiric。"It"sgoingtotakeeverybitofenergyinyourbody,andalltheenergyIgotleftinmine,andeverycentofthelittleI"vesaved,besidessomethingI"llhavetoraiseonthishouse。I"mgoingrightatit,nowI"vegotto;andyou"llhavetoquitLamb"sbytheendofnextweek。"
"Oh,Iwill?"Walter"svoicegrewlouder,andtherewasashrillnessinit。"IgottoquitLamb"stheendofnextweek,haveI?"Hesteppedforward,angrily。"Listen!"hesaid。"I"mnotwalkin"outo"Lamb"s,see?I"mnotquittin"downthere:I
staywith"em,see?"
Adamslookedupathim,astonished。"You"llleavetherenextSaturday,"hesaid。"I"vegottohaveyou。"
"Youdon"tanythingo"thekind,"Waltertoldhim,sharply。"Doyouexpecttopaymeanything?"
"I"dpayyouaboutwhatyoubeengettingdownthere。"
"Thenpaysomebodyelse;_I_don"tknowanythingaboutglue。Yougetsomebodyelse。"
"No。You"vegotto——"
Waltercuthimoffwiththeutmostvehemence。"Don"ttellmewhatIgottodo!IknowwhatIgottodobetter"nyou,Iguess!
IstayatLamb"s,see?"
Adamsroseangrily。"You"lldowhatItellyou。Youcan"tstaydownthere。"
"Whycan"tI?"
"BecauseIwon"tletyou。"
"Listen!Keeponnotlettin"me:I"llbetherejustthesame。"
Atthathisfatherbrokeintoasourlaughter。"THEYwon"tletyou,Walter!Theywon"thaveyoudownthereaftertheyfindoutI"mgoing。"
"Whywon"tthey?Youdon"tthinkthey"regoin"tobeallshottopiecesoverlosin"YOU,doyou?"
"Itellyoutheywon"tletyoustay,"hisfatherinsisted,loudly。
"Why,whatdotheycarewhetheryougoornot?"
"They"llcareenoughtofireYOU,myboy!"
"Lookhere,then;showmewhy。"
"They"lldoit!"
"Yes,"Walterjeered;"youkeepsayin"theywill,butwhenIaskyoutoshowmewhy,youkeepsayin"theywill!ThatmakeslittleheadwaywithME,Icantellyou!"
Adamsgroaned,and,rubbinghishead,begantopacethefloor。
Walter"srefusalwassomethinghehadnotanticipated;andhefelttheweaknessofhisownattempttomeetit:heseemedpowerlesstodoanythingbututterangrywords,which,asWaltersaid,madelittleheadway。"Oh,my,my!"hemuttered,"OH,my,my!"
Walter,usuallysallow,hadgrownpale:hewatchedhisfathernarrowly,andnowtookasuddenresolution。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"WhenyousayLamb"sislikelytofiremebecauseyou"regoin"toquit,youtalklikethepeoplethathavetobelockedup。Idon"tknowwhereyougetsuchthingsinyourhead;LambandCompanywon"tknowyou"regone。Listen:IcanstaytherelongasIwantto。ButI"lltellyouwhatI"lldo:makeitworthmywhileandI"llhookupwithyouroldgluefactory,afterall。"
Adamsstoppedhispacingabruptly,andstaredathim。""Makeitworthyourwhile?"Whatyoumean?"
"Igotagooduseforthreehundreddollarsrightnow,"Waltersaid。"LetmehaveitandI"llquitLamb"stoworkforyou。
Don"tletmehaveitandISWEARIwon"t!"
"Areyoucrazy?"
"Iseverybodycrazythatneedsthreehundreddollars?"
"Yes,"Adamssaid。"TheyareiftheyaskMEforit,whenIgottostretcheverycentIcanlaymyhandsontomakeitlooklikeadollar!"
"Youwon"tdoit?"
Adamsburstoutathim。"Youlittlefool!IfIhadthreehundreddollarstothrowaway,besidesthepayIexpectedtogiveyou,haven"tyougotsenseenoughtoseeIcouldhireamanworththreehundreddollarsmoretomethanyou"dbe?It"saFINEtimetoaskmeforthreehundreddollars,isn"tit!WhatFOR?
Rhinestonebucklestothrowaroundonyour"girlfriends?"Shameonyou!AskmetoBRIBEyoutohelpyourselfandyourownfamily!"
"I"llgiveyoualastchance,"Waltersaid。"EitheryoudowhatIwant,orIwon"tdowhatyouwant。Don"taskmeagainafterthis,because——"
Adamsinterruptedhimfiercely。""Askyouagain!"Don"tworryaboutthat,myboy!AllIaskyouistogetouto"myroom。"
"Lookhere,"Waltersaid,quietly;andhislopsidedsmiledistortedhislividcheek。"Lookhere:IexpectYOUwouldn"tgivemethreehundreddollarstosavemylife,wouldyou?"
"Youmakemesick,"Adamssaid,inhisbitterness。"Getoutofhere。"
Walterwentout,whistling;andAdamsdroopedintohisoldchairagainasthedoorclosed。"OH,my,my!"hegroaned。"Oh,Lordy,Lordy!Thewayofthetransgressor——"
CHAPTERXVI
Hemeanthisowntransgressionandhisownway;forWalter"sstubbornrefusalappearedtoAdamsjustthenasoneoftheinexplicablebutrighteousbesettingshemustencounterinfollowingthatway。"Oh,Lordy,Lord!"hegroaned,andthen,asresentmentmovedhim——"Thatdangboy!Dangidiot"YetheknewhimselfforagreateridiotbecausehehadnotbeenabletotellWalterthetruth。Hecouldnotbringhimselftodoit,noreventostatehiscaseinitsbestterms;andthatwasbecausehefeltthateveninitsbesttermsthecasewasabadone。
Ofallhisregretsthegreatestwasthatinamomentofvanityandtenderness,twenty-fiveyearsago,hehadtoldhisyoungwifeabusinesssecret。Hehadwantedtoshowhowimportantherhusbandwasbecoming,andhowmuchtheheadoftheuniverse,J。
A。Lamb,trustedtohisintegrityandability。Thegreatmanhadanidea:hethoughtof"branchingoutalittle,"hetoldAdamsconfidentially,andtherewerepossibilitiesofprofitinglue。
Whathewantedwasaliquidgluetobeputintolittlebottlesandsoldcheaply。"Thekindofthingthatsellsitself,"hesaid;"thekindofthingthatpaysitsownsmallwayasitgoesalong,untilithasprofitsenoughtobeginadvertisingitright。
Everybodyhastouseglue,andifImakemineconvenientandcheap,everybody"llbuymine。Butit"sgottobegluethat"llSTICK;it"sgottobethebest;andifwefindhowtomakeitwe"vegot,tokeepitabigsecret,ofcourse,oranybodycanstealitfromus。Therewasamanherelastmonth;heknewaformulahewantedtosellme,"sightunseen";buthewasinsuchahurryIgotsuspicious,andIfoundhe"dmanagedtostealit,workingforthebigpackersintheirglue-works。We"vegottofindabettergluethanthat,anyhow。I"mgoingtosetyouandCampbellatit。You"reapractical,wide-awakeyoungfeller,andCampbell"samightygoodchemist;Iguessyoutwoboysoughttomakesomethinghappen。"
Hisguesswasshrewdenough。Workinginashedalittlewayoutsidethetown,wheretheircheeryemployervisitedthemsometimestostudytheirmalodorousstews,thetwoyoungmenfoundwhatLambhadsetthemtofind。ButCampbellwasthoughtfuloverthediscovery。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"Whyain"tthisjustaboutyoursandmine?Afterall,itmaybeLamb"smoneythat"spaidforthestuffwe"veused,butithasn"tcostmuch。"
"ButhepaysUS,"Adamsremonstrated,horrifiedbyhiscompanion"sidea。"Hepaidustodoit。Itbelongsabsolutelytohim。"
"Oh,IknowheTHINKSitdoes,"Campbelladmitted,plaintively。
"Isupposewe"vegottolethimtakeit。It"snotpatentable,andhe"llhavetodoprettywellbyuswhenhestartshisfactory,becausehe"sgottodependonustorunthemakingofthestuffsothattheworkmencan"tgetontotheprocess。YoubetteraskhimthesamesalaryIdo,andmine"sgoingtobehigh。
Butthehighsalary,thuspleasantlyimagined,wasneverpaid。
Campbelldiedoftyphoidfever,thatsummer,leavingAdamsandhisemployertheonlypossessorsoftheformula,anunwrittenone;andAdams,pleasedtothinkhimselfmoreimportanttothegreatmanthanever,toldhiswifethattherecouldbelittledoubtofhisbeingputinsolechargeoftheprospectiveglue-works。Unfortunately,theenterpriseremainedprospective。
Itsprojectorhadalreadybecome"inveigledintoanotherside-line,"ashetoldAdams。Oneofhissonshadpersuadedhimtotakeupa"cough-lozenge,"tobecalledthe"JalambBalmTrochee";andthelozengedidwellenoughtoamuseMr。Lambandoccupyhissparetime,whichwasreallyaboutallhehadaskedoftheglueproject。Hehad"alltheMONEYanybodyoughttowant,"
hesaid,whenAdamsurgedhim;andhecould"startupthislittleglueside-line"atanytime;theformulawassafeintheirtwoheads。
AtintervalsAdamswouldseekopportunitytospeakof"thelittleglueside-line"tohispatron,andtosuggestthattheyearswerepassing;butLamb,pettingotherhobbies,hadlostinterest。
"Oh,I"llstartitupsomeday,maybe。IfIdon"t,Imayturnitovertomyheirs:it"salwaysanasset,worthsomethingorother,ofcourse。We"llprobablytakeitupsomeday,though,youandI。"
Thesunpersistentlydeclinedtoriseonthatday,and,astimewenton,Adamssawthathisrathertimidurgingsboredhisemployer,andheceasedtobringupthesubject。Lambapparentlyforgotallaboutglue,butAdamsdiscoveredthatunfortunatelytherewassomeoneelsewhorememberedit。
"It"sreallyYOURS,"sheargued,thatpainfuldaywhenforthefirsttimeshesuggestedhisusinghisknowledgeforthebenefitofhimselfandhisfamily。"Mr。Campbellmighthavehadarighttopartofit,buthediedanddidn"tleaveanykin,soitbelongstoyou。"
"SupposeJ。A。Lambhiredmetosawsomewood,"Adamssaid。
"Wouldthesticksbelongtome?"
"Hehasn"tgotanyrighttotakeyourinventionandburyit,"sheprotested。"Whatgoodisitdoinghimifhedoesn"tDOanythingwithit?WhatgoodisitdoingANYBODY?Noneintheworld!Andwhatharmwoulditdohimifyouwentaheadanddidthisforyourselfandforyourchildren?Noneintheworld!AndwhatcouldhedotoyouifheWASoldpigenoughtogetangrywithyoufordoingit?Hecouldn"tdoasinglething,andyou"veadmittedhecouldn"t,yourself。Sowhat"syourreasonfordeprivingyourchildrenandyourwifeofthebenefitsyouknowyoucouldgive"em?"
"Nothingbutdecency,"heanswered;andshehadherreplyreadyforthat。Itseemedtohimthat,striveashewould,hecouldnotreachhermindwitheventheplainestlanguage;whileeverythingthatshesaidtohim,withsuchvehemence,soundedlikesomuchobstinategibberish。Overandoverhepressedherwiththesameillustration,onthepointofownership,thoughhethoughthewasvaryingit。
"Supposehehiredmetobuildhimahouse:wouldthatbeMY
house?"
"Hedidn"thireyoutobuildhimahouse。YouandCampbellinvented——"
"Lookhere:supposeyougiveacookasoup-boneandsomevegetables,andpayhertomakeyouasoup:hasshegotarighttotakeandsellit?Youknowbetter!"
"IknowONEthing:ifthatoldmantriedtokeepyourowninventionfromyouhe"snobetterthanarobber!"
Theyneverfoundanypointofcontactinalltheirpassionatediscussionsofthisethicalquestion;andthequestionwasnomoresettledbetweenthem,nowthatAdamshadsuccumbed,thanithadeverbeen。Butatleastthewranglingaboutitwasover:
theyweregravetogether,almostsilent,andanuneasinessprevailedwithherasmuchaswithhim。
Hehadalreadybeenoutofthehouse,towalkaboutthesmallgreenyard;andonMondayafternoonhesentforataxicabandwentdown-town,butkeptalongwayfromthe"wholesalesection,"
wherestoodtheformidableoldoblongpileofLambandCompany。
Hearrangedforthesaleofthebondshehadlaidaway,andforplacingamortgageuponhishouse;andonhiswayhome,afterfiveo"clock,hewenttoseeanoldfriend,amanwhosetermofservicewithLambandCompanywasevenalittlelongerthanhisown。
Thisveteran,returnedfromtheday"swork,wassittinginfrontoftheapartmenthousewherehelived,butwhenthecabstoppedatthecurbheroseandcameforward,offeringajoculargreeting。"Well,well,VirgilAdams!Ialwaysthoughtyouhadasportystreakinyou。Travelinyourownhiredprivateautomobilenowadays,doyou?Pamperin"yourselfbecauseyou"restilllayin"offsick,Iexpect。"
"Oh,I"mwellenoughagain,CharleyLohr,"Adamssaid,ashegotoutandshookhands。Then,tellingthedrivertowait,hetookhisfriend"sarm,walkedtothebenchwithhim,andsatdown。"I
beenpracticallywellforsometime,"hesaid。"I"mfixin"togetintoharnessagain。"
"Bein"sickhascertainlyproducedachangeofheartinyou,"hisfriendlaughed。"You"rethelastmanIeverexpectedtoseeblowin"yourself——oranybodyelsetoataxicab!Forthatmatter,Ineverheardofyoubein"inANYkindofacab,"less"nitmightbewhenyoubeenpall-bearerforsomebody。What"scomeoveryou?"
"Well,Igottoturnoveranewleaf,andthat"safact,"Adamssaid。"Igotalottodo,andtheonlywaytoaccomplishit,it"sgottobedonesoon,orIwon"thaveanythingtoliveonwhileI"mdoingit。"
"Whatyoutalkin"about?Whatyougottodoexcepttogetstrongenoughtocomebacktotheoldplace?"
"Well——"Adamspaused,thencoughed,andsaidslowly,"Factis,CharleyLohr,IbeenthinkinglikelyIwouldn"tcomeback。"
"What!Whatyoutalkin"about?"
"No,"saidAdams。"IbeenthinkingImightlikelykindofbranchoutonmyownaccount。"
"Well,I"llbedoggoned!"OldCharleyLohrwasamazed;heruffleduphisgraymoustachewiththumbandforefinger,leavinghismouthopenbeneath,likeadarkcaveunderatangledwintrythicket。"Why,that"sthedoggonedestthingIeverheard!"hesaid。"Ialreadyamtheoldestinhabitantdownthere,butifyougo,therewon"tbeanybodyelseoftheoldgenerationatall。
Whatonearthyouthinkin"ofgoin"into?"
"Well,"saidAdams,"Iratheryoudidn"tmentionittillIgetstartedofcourseanybody"llknowwhatitisbythen——butIHAVE
beenkindofplanningtoputaliquidglueonthemarket。"
Hisfriend,stillrufflingthegraymoustacheupward,staredathiminfrowningperplexity。"Glue?"hesaid。"GLUE!"
"Yes。Ibeensortofmillingovertheideaoftakingupsomethinglikethat。"
"Handlin"itforsomefirm,youmean?"
"No。Makingit。Sortofaglue-workslikely。"
Lohrcontinuedtofrown。"Letmethink,"hesaid。"Didn"ttheolemanhavesomesuchideaonce,himself?"
Adamsleanedforward,rubbinghisknees;andhecoughedagainbeforehespoke。"Well,yes。Factis,hedid。Thatistosay,amightylongwhileagohedid。"
"Iremember,"saidLohr。"HeneversaidanythingaboutitthatI
knowof;butseemstomeIrecollectwehadsortofarumouraroundtheplacehowyouandthatman——le"ssee,wasn"thisnameCampbell,thatdiedoftyphoidfever?Yes,thatwasit,Campbell。Didn"ttheolemanhaveyouandCampbellworkin"sortofprivateonsomegluepropositionorother?"
"Yes,hedid。"Adamsnodded。"Ifoundoutagooddealaboutgluethen,too。"
"Beenworkin"onitsince,Isuppose?"
"Yes。Keptitinmymindandstudiedoutnewthingsaboutit。"
Lohrlookedserious。"Well,butseehere,"hesaid。"Ihopeitain"tanythingtheoleman"llthinkmightinfringeonwhateverhehadyoudoin"forHIM。Youknowhowheis:broad-minded,liberal,free-handedmanaswalksthisearth,andifhethoughtheowedyouacenthe"dsellhisrighthandforapork-choptopayit,ifthatwastheonlyway;butifhegottheideaanybodywastryin"togetthebetterofhim,he"dsellBOTHhishands,ifhehadto,tokeep"emfromdoin"it。Yes,ateighty,hewould!
NotthatImeanIthinkyoumightbetryin"togetthebetterofhim,Virg。You"reamightycloseolecodger,butsuchathingain"tinyou。WhatImean:Ihopethereain"tanychancefortheolemantoTHINKyoumightbe——"
"Oh,no,"Adamsinterrupted。"Asamatteroffact,Idon"tbelievehe"lleverthinkaboutitatall,andifhedidhewouldn"thaveanyrealrighttofeeloffendedatme:theprocessI"mgoingtouseisoneIexpecttochangeandimprovealotdifferentfromtheoneCampbellandIworkedonforhim。"
"Well,that"sgood,"saidLohr。"Ofcourseyouknowwhatyou"reupto:you"reoldenough,Godknows!"Helaughedruefully。"My,butitwillseemfunnytome——downtherewithyougone!IexpectyouandIbothbeengettin"tobeprettymuchdead-woodintheplace,thewaytheyoungfellowslookatit,andtheonlyonethat"dmisseitherofuswouldbetheotherone!Haveyoutoldtheolemanyet?"
"Well——"Adamsspokelaboriously。"No。No,Ihaven"t。I
thought——well,that"swhatIwantedtoseeyouabout。"
"WhatcanIdo?"
"IthoughtI"dwritehimaletterandgetyoutohandittohimforme。"
"Mysoul!"hisfriendexclaimed。"Whyonearthdon"tyoujustgodownthereandtellhim?"
Adamsbecamepitiablyembarrassed。Hestammered,coughed,stammeredagain,wrinklinghisfacesodeeplyheseemedabouttoweep;butfinallyhecontrivedtoutteranapologeticlaugh。"I
oughttodothat,ofcourse;butinsomewayorotherIjustdon"tseemtobeableto——tomanageit。"
"Whyintheworldnot?"themystifiedLohrinquired。
"Icouldhardlytellyou——"less"nitistosaythatwhenyoubeenwithonebossallyourlifeit"sso——sokindofembarrassing——toquithim,Ijustcan"tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktohimaboutit。No;Igotitinmyheadaletter"stheonlysatisfactorywaytodoit,andIthoughtI"daskyoutohandittohim,"
"Well,ofcourseIdon"tminddoin"thatforyou,"Lohrsaid,mildly。"Butwhyintheworlddon"tyoujustmailittohim?"
"Well,I"lltellyou,"Adamsreturned。"Youknow,likethat,it"dhavetogothroughaclerkandthatsecretaryofhis,andI
don"tknowwhoall。There"sacoupleofkindofdelicatepointsIwanttoputinit:forinstance,IwanttoexplaintohimhowmuchimprovementandsoonI"mgoingtointroduceontheoldprocessIhelpedtoworkoutwithCampbellwhenwewereworkingforhim,so"the"llunderstandit"sadifferentarticleandnoinfringementatall。Thenthere"sanotherthing:youseeallduringwhileIwassickhehadmysalarypaidtomeitamountstoconsiderable,Iwasonmybacksolong。Underthecircumstances,becauseI"mquitting,Idon"tfeelasifIoughttoacceptit,andsoI"llhaveacheckforhiminthelettertocoverit,andI
wanttobesureheknowsit,andgetsitpersonally。Ifithadtogothroughalotofotherpeople,thewayitwouldifIputitinthemail,why,youcan"ttell。SowhatIthought:ifyou"dhandittohimforme,andmaybeifhehappenedtoreaditrightthen,oranything,itmightbeyou"dnoticewhateverhe"dhappentosayaboutit——andyoucouldtellmeafterward。"
"Allright,"Lohrsaid。"Certainlyifyou"dratherdoitthatway,I"llhandittohimandtellyouwhathesays;thatis,ifhesaysanythingandIhearhim。Gotitwritten?"
"No;I"llsenditaroundtoyoulastoftheweek。"Adamsmovedtowardhistaxicab。"Don"tsayanythingtoanybodyaboutit,Charley,especiallytillafterthat。"
"Allright。"
"And,Charley,I"llbemightyobligedtoyou,"Adamssaid,andcamebacktoshakehandsinfarewell。"There"sonethingmoreyoumightdo——ifyou"deverhappentofeellikeit。"Hekepthiseyesrathervaguelyfixedonapointabovehisfriend"sheadashespoke,andhisvoicewasnotwellcontrolled。"Ibeen——IbeendownthereagoodmanyyearsandImaynot"a"beensomuchuselatelyasIwasatfirst,butIalwaystriedtodomybestfortheoldfirm。Ifanythingturnedoutso"stheyDIDkindoftakeoffensewithme,downthere,why,justsayagoodwordforme——ifyou"dhappentofeellikeit,maybe。"
OldCharleyLohrassuredhimthathewouldspeakagoodwordifopportunitybecameavailable;then,afterthecabhaddrivenaway,hewentuptohissmallapartmentonthethirdfloorandmutteredruminativelyuntilhiswifeinquiredwhathewastalkingtohimselfabout。
"OleVirgAdams,"hetoldher。"He"soutagainafterhislongspellofsickness,andthewayitlookstomehe"dbetterstayedinbed。"
"Youmeanhestilllookstoobadtobeout?"
"Oh,Iexpecthe"sgettin"hisHEALTHback,"Lohrsaid,frowning。
"Thenwhat"sthematterwithhim?Youmeanhe"slosthismind?"
"Mygoodness,butwomendojumpatconclusions!"heexclaimed。
"Well,"saidMrs。Lohr,"whatotherconclusiondidyouleavemetojumpat?"
Herhusbandexplainedwithalittleheat:"PeoplecanhaveasicknessthatAFFECTStheirmind,can"tthey?Theirmindcangetsomeaffectedwithoutbein"LOST,can"tit?"
"Thenyoumeanthepoorman"sminddoesseemaffected?"
"Why,no;I"dscarcelygoasfarasthat,"Lohrsaid,inconsistently,anddeclinedtobemoredefinite。
Adamsdevotedthelatterpartofthateveningtothecompositionofhisletter——adisquietingtasknotcompletedwhen,ateleveno"clock,heheardhisdaughtercomingupthestairs。Shewassingingtoherselfinalow,sweetvoice,andAdamspausedtolistenincredulously,withhispenliftedandhismouthopen,asifheheardthestrangestsoundintheworld。Thenhesetdownthepenuponablotter,wenttohisdoor,andopenedit,lookingoutatherasshecame。
"Well,dearie,youseemtobefeelingprettygood,"hesaid。
"Whatyoubeendoing?"
"Justsittingoutonthefrontsteps,papa。"
"Allalone,Isuppose。"
"No。Mr。Russellcalled。"
"Oh,hedid?"Adamspretendedtobesurprised。"Whatallcouldyouandhefindtotalkabouttillthishouro"thenight?"
Shelaughedgaily。"Youdon"tknowme,papa!"
"How"sthat?"
"You"veneverfoundoutthatIalwaysdoallthetalking。"
"Didn"tyoulethimgetawordinallevening?"
"Oh,yes;everynowandthen。"
Adamstookherhandandpettedit。"Well,whatdidhesay?"
Alicegavehimaradiantlookandkissedhim。"Notwhatyouthink!"shelaughed;thenslappedhischeekwithsaucyaffection,pirouettedacrossthenarrowhallandintoherownroom,andcurtsiedtohimassheclosedherdoor。
Adamswentbacktohiswritingwithalighterheart;forsinceAlicewasbornshehadbeentohimtheappleofhiseye,hisownphraseinthinkingofher;andwhathewasdoingnowwasforher。
Hesmiledashepickeduphispentobeginanewdraftofthepainfulletter;butpresentlyhelookedpuzzled。Afterall,shecouldbehappyjustasthingswere,itseemed。Thenwhyhadhetakenwhathiswifecalled"thisnewstep,"whichhehadsolongresisted?
Hecouldonlysighandwonder。"Lifeworksoutprettypeculiarly,"hethought;forhecouldn"tgobacknow,thoughthereasonhecouldn"twasnotclearlyapparent。Hehadtogoahead。
CHAPTERXVII
Hewasoutinhistaxicabagainthenextmorning,andbynoonhehadsecuredwhathewanted。
Itwascuriouslysignificantthatheworkedsoquickly。Alltheyearsduringwhichhiswifehadpressedhimtowardhispresentshifthehadsworntohimself,aswellastoher,thathewouldneveryield;andyetwhenhedidyieldhehadnoplanstomake,becausehefoundthemalreadypreparedandworkedoutindetailinhismind;asifhehadlongcontemplatedthe"step"hebelievedhimselfincapableoftaking。
Sometimeshehadthoughtofimprovinghisincomebyexchanginghislittlecollectionofbondsfora"smallrentalproperty,"ifhecouldfind"agoodbuy";andhehadspentmanyofhissparehoursramblingovertheenormouslyspreadingcityanditspurlieus,lookingfortheideal"buy。"Itremainedunattainable,sofarashewasconcerned;buthefoundotherthings。
Nottwiceacrow"smilefromhisownhousetherewasadismalandslummishquarter,adecayed"industrialdistrict"ofearlierdays。Mostoftheindustriesweresmall;someofthemdied,perishingofbankruptcyorfire;andafewhadmoved,leavingtheirshells。Oftherelics,thebestwasabrickbuildingwhichhadbeenthelargestandmostimportantfactoryinthequarter:
ithadbeeninjuredbyalongvacancyalmostasseriousasafire,ineffect,andAdamshadoftenguessedatthesumneededtoputitinrepair。
Whenhepassedit,hewouldlookatitwithaninterestwhichhesupposeddetachedandidlyspeculative。"That"dbejustthething,"hethought。"Ifafellowhadmoneyenough,andtookanotiontosetupsomenewbusinessonabigscale,thiswouldbeaprettygoodplace——tomakeglue,forinstance,ifthatwasn"toutofthequestion,ofcourse。Itwouldtakealotofmoney,though;agreatdealtoomuchformetoexpecttohandle——evenifI"deverdreamofdoingsuchathing。"
Oppositethedismantledfactorywasamuddy,openlotoftwoacresorso,andnearthemiddleofthelot,alongbrickshedstoodinadesolateabandonment,nothappilydecoratedbyoldcoatingsoftheatricalandmedicinaladvertisements。Butthebrickshedhadtwowoodenells,and,thoughbothshedandellswereofasinglestory,herewasemptyspaceenoughforamodestenterprise——"spaceenoughforalmostanything,tostartwith,"
Adamsthought,ashewalkedthroughthelowbuildings,oneday,whenhewasprospectinginthatsection。"Yes,IsupposeICOULD
swingthis,"hethought。"Iftheprocessbelongedtome,say,insteadofbeingoutofthequestionbecauseitisn"tmyproperty——orifIwasthekindofmantodosuchathinganyhow,herewouldbesomethingIcouldprobablygetholdofprettycheap。They"dwantalotofmoneyforaleaseonthatbigbuildingovertheway——butthis,why,Ishouldthinkit"dbepracticallynothingatall。"
Then,bychance,meetinganagentheknew,hemadeinquiries——merelytosatisfyacasualcuriosity,hethought——andhefoundmattersmuchashehadsupposed,exceptthattheownersofthebigbuildingdidnotwishtolet,buttosellit,andthisatapricesoexorbitantthatAdamslaughed。Butthelongbrickshedinthegreatmuddylotwasforsaleortolet,or"prettyneartobegivenaway,"helearned,ifanybodywouldtakeit。
Adamstookitnow,thoughwithoutseeingthathehadbeendestinedtotakeit,andthatsomedrearywizardinthebackofhisheadhadforeseenallalongthathewouldtakeit,andplannedtobeready。Hedroveinhistaxicabtolooktheplaceoveragain,thendown-towntoarrangeforalease;andcamehometolunchwithhiswifeanddaughter。Thingswere"moving,"hetoldthem。
Heboastedalittleofhavingactedsodecisively,andsaidthatsincethedangthinghadtobedone,itwas"goingtobedoneRIGHT!"Hewasalmostcheerful,inafeverishway,andwhenthecabcameforhimagain,soonafterlunch,heexplainedthatheintendednotonlytogetthingsdoneright,butalsoto"get"emdonequick!"Alice,followinghimtothefrontdoor,lookedathimanxiouslyandaskedifshecouldn"thelp。Helaughedathergrimly。
"Thenletmegoalongwithyouinthecab,"shebegged。"Youdon"tlookabletostartinsohard,papa,justwhenyou"rebarelybeginningtogetyourstrengthback。DoletmegowithyouandseeifIcan"thelp——oratleasttakecareofyouifyoushouldgettofeelingbadly。"
Hedeclined,butuponpressureletherputatinybottleofspiritsofammoniainhispocket,andpromisedtomakeuseofitifhe"feltfaintorany-thing。"Thenhewasoffagain;andthenextmorninghadmenatworkinhissheds,thoughthewageshehadtopayfrightenedhim。
Hedirectedtheworkmenineverydetail,hurryingthembyexampleandexhortations,andreceiving,inconsequence,severaldeclarationsofindependence,aswellasoneresignation,whichtookeffectimmediately。"Youscapitalustsseemtothinkaman"sgotnothin"todobutbreakhisbackp"doosin"wealthferyoustosquander,"theresigningpersonloudlycomplained。"Youlookout:thetoiler"sdayisa-comin",anditain"tsofuroff,neither!"Butthecapitalistwasalreadyoutofhearing,gonetofindamantotakethisorator"splace。
Bytheendoftheweek,Adamsfeltthathehadmovedsatisfactorilyforwardinhispreparationsforthesimpleequipmentheneeded;buthehatedthepauseofSunday。Hedidn"tWANTanyrest,hetoldAliceimpatiently,whenshesuggestedthattheidledaymightbegoodforhim。
LatethatafternoonhewalkedovertotheapartmenthousewhereoldCharleyLohrlived,andgavehisfriendtheletterhewantedtheheadofLambandCompanytoreceive"personally。""I"lltakeitasamightygreatfavourinyoutohandittohimpersonally,Charley,"hesaid,inparting。"Andyouwon"tforget,incasehesaysanythingaboutit——andrememberifyoueverdogetachancetoputinagoodwordformelater,youknow——"
OldCharleypromisedtoremember,and,whenMrs。Lohrcameoutofthe"kitchenette,"afterthedoorclosed,hesaidthoughtfully,"Justskinandbones。"
"YoumeanMr。Adamsis?"Mrs。Lohrinquired。
"Who"dyouthinkImeant?"hereturned。"Oneo"thesepartridgesinthewall-paper?"
"Didhelooksobadly?"
"Lookedkindofdistractedtome,"herhusbandreplied。"Theselittlethinfellerscanstandaheapsometimes,though。He"llbeoverhereagainMonday。"
"Didhesayhewould?"
"No,"saidLohr。"Buthewill。You"llsee。He"llbeovertofindoutwhatthebigbosssayswhenIgivehimthisletter。
ExpectI"dbekindofanxious,myself,ifIwashim。"
"Whywouldyou?What"sMr。Adamsdoingtobesoanxiousabout?"
Lohr"sexpressionbecameoneofreserve,thelookofamanwhohasfoundthatwhenhespeakshisinnerthoughtshiswifejumpstoofartoconclusions。"Oh,nothing,"hesaid。"Ofcourseanymanstartingupanewbusinessisboundtobeprettynervousawhile。He"llbeoverhereto-morrowevening,allright;you"llsee。"
Thepredictionwasfulfilled:AdamsarrivedjustafterMrs。Lohrhadremovedthedinnerdishestoher"kitchenette";butLohrhadlittleinformationtogivehiscaller。
"Hedidn"tsayaword,Virgil;naryaword。Itookitintohisofficeandhandedittohim,andhejustsatandreadit;that"sall。IkindofstoodaroundaslongasIcould,buthewassittin"athisdeskwithhissidetome,andheneverturnedaroundfulltowardme,asitwere,soIcouldn"thardlyeventellanything。AllIknow:hejustreadit。"
"Well,butseehere,"Adamsbegan,nervously。"Well——"
"Wellwhat,Virg?"
"Well,butwhatdidhesaywhenheDIDspeak?"
"Hedidn"tspeak。NotsolongIwasinthere,anyhow。Hejustsatthereandreadit。Readkindofslow。Then,whenhecametotheend,heturnedbackandstartedtoreaditalloveragain。
Bythattimetherewasthreeorfourothermenstandin"aroundintheofficewaitin"tospeaktohim,andIhadtogo。"
Adamssighed,andstaredatthefloor,irresolute。"Well,I"llbegettingalongbackhomethen,Iguess,Charley。Soyou"resureyoucouldn"ttellanythingwhathemighthavethoughtaboutit,then?"
"Notathingintheworld。I"vetoldyouallIknow,Virg。"
"Iguessso,Iguessso,"Adamssaid,mournfully。"Ifeelmightyobligedtoyou,CharleyLohr;mightyobliged。Good-nighttoyou。"Andhedeparted,sighinginperplexity。
Onhiswayhome,preoccupiedwithmanythoughts,hewalkedsoslowlythatonceortwicehestoppedandstoodmotionlessforafewmoments,withoutbeingawareofit;andwhenhereachedthejunctureofthesidewalkwiththeshortbrickpaththatledtohisownfrontdoor,hestoppedagain,andstoodformorethanaminute。"Ah,IwishIknew,"hewhispered,plaintively。"IdowishIknewwhathethoughtaboutit。"
Hewasrousedbyalaughthatcamelightlyfromthelittleverandanearby。"Papa!"Alicecalledgaily。"Whatareyoustandingtheremutteringtoyourselfabout?"
"Oh,areyouthere,dearie?"hesaid,andcameupthepath。A
tallfigurerosefromachairontheveranda。
"Papa,thisisMr。Russell。"
Thetwomenshookhands,Adamssaying,"Pleasedtomakeyouracquaintance,"astheylookedateachotherinthefaintlightdiffusedthroughtheopaqueglassintheupperpartofthedoor。
Adams"simpressionwasofastrongandtallyoungman,fashionablebutgentle;andRussell"swasofadried,littleoldbusinessmanwithagrizzledmoustache,worriedbrighteyes,shapelessdarkclothes,andahomelymanner。
"Niceevening,"Adamssaidfurther,astheirhandsparted。"Nicetimeo"yearitis,butwedon"talwayshaveasgoodweatherasthis;that"sthetroubleofit。Well——"Hewenttothedoor。
"Well——Ibidyougoodevening,"hesaid,andretiredwithinthehouse。
Alicelaughed。"He"stheold-fashionedestmanintown,Isupposeandfrightfullyimpressedwithyou,Icouldsee!"
"Whatnonsense!"saidRussell。"Howcouldanybodybeimpressedwithme?"
"Whynot?Becauseyou"requiet?Goodgracious!Don"tyouknowthatyou"rethemostimpressivesort?Wechatterersspendallourtimeplayingtoyouquietpeople。"
"Yes;we"reonlytheaudience。"
""Only!""sheechoed。"Why,weliveforyou,andwecan"tlivewithoutyou。"
"Iwishyoucouldn"t,"saidRussell。"Thatwouldbeanewexperienceforbothofus,wouldn"tit?"
"Itmightbearatherbleakoneforme,"sheanswered,lightly。
"I"mafraidI"llmissthesesummereveningswithyouwhenthey"reover。I"llmissthemenough,thanks!"
"Dotheyhavetobeoversometime?"heasked。
"Oh,everything"soversometime,isn"tit?"
Russelllaughedather。"Don"tlet"slooksofaraheadasthat,"
hesaid。"Wedon"tneedtobealreadythinkingofthecemetery,dowe?"
"Ididn"t,"shesaid,shakingherhead。"Oursummereveningswillbeoverbeforethen,Mr。Russell。"
"Why?"heasked。
"Goodheavens!"shesaid。"THERE"Slaconiceloquence:almostaproposalinasingleword!Nevermind,Ishan"tholdyoutoit。
Buttoansweryou:well,I"malwayslookingahead,andsomehowI
usuallyseeabouthowthingsarecomingout。"
"Yes,"hesaid。"Isupposemostofusdo;atleastitseemsasifwedid,becausewesoseldomfeelsurprisedbythewaytheydocomeout。Butmaybethat"sonlybecauselifeisn"tlikeaplayinatheatre,andmostthingscomeaboutsograduallywegetusedtothem。"
"No,I"msureIcanseequitealongwayahead,"sheinsisted,gravely。"Anditdoesn"tseemtomeasifoursummereveningscouldlastverylong。Something"llinterfere——somebodywill,I