投诉 阅读记录

第9章

Oneofthem——theonenexttothebarber-shop——hadacrossitsfrontanample,jig-sawedveranda,whereaforetime,nodoubt,thefatherofafamilyhadfannedhimselfwithapalm-leaffanonSundayafternoons,watchingthesurreysgoby,andwherehisdaughterlistenedtomandolinsandbadinageonstarlitevenings;

but,althoughyouthstillheldtheveranda,boththeyouthandtheverandawereindecay。Thefourorfiveyoungmenwholoungedtherethisafternoonwereofatypeknowntoshadypool-parlours。Hatsfoundnofavourwiththem;allofthemworecaps;andtheirtightclothes,apparentlyfromacommonsource,showedavivaciousfancyforobliquepockets,falsebelts,andEaster-eggcolourings。Anotherthingcommontothegroupwastheexpressionofeyeandmouth;andAlice,inthemidstofherotherthoughts,hadadistastefulthoughtaboutthis。

Theverandawaswithinadozenfeetofthesidewalk,andassheandherescortcamenearer,shetooknoteoftheyoungmen,herfacehardeningalittle,evenbeforeshesuspectedtheremightbearesemblancebetweenthemandanyonesheknew。Thensheobservedthateachoftheseloungersworenotfortheoccasion,butasofhabit,alookoffurtivelyamusedcontempt;themouthsmiledtoonesideasifnottodislodgeacigarette,whiletheeyeskeptlanguidlysuperior。AllatonceAlicewasremindedofWalter;andtheslightfrowncausedbythisideahadjustbeguntodarkenherforeheadwhenWalterhimselfsteppedoutoftheopendoorofthehouseandappearedupontheveranda。Uponhisheadwasanewstrawhat,andinhishandwasaMalaccastickwithanivorytop,forAlicehadfinallydecidedagainstitforherselfandhadgivenittohim。Hismoodwaslively:hetwirledthestickthroughhisfingerslikeadrum-major"sbaton,andwhistledloudly。

Moreover,hewasindeedaccompanied。Withhimwasathingirlwhohadmadeaviolentblack-and-whiteposterofherself:blackdress,blackflimsyboa,blackstockings,whiteslippers,greatblackhatdownupontheblackeyes;andbeneaththehatacurveofcheekandchinmadewhiteaswhitewash,andinstrongbilateralmotionwithgum。

Theloungersontheverandawerefamiliarsofthepair;hailedthemwithcacklings;andonebegantosing,inavoicealltin:

"Thenmyskirt,Sal,andmedidgoRightstraighttothemoving-pitchershow。

OH,youbashfulvamp!"

Thegirllaughedairily。"God,butyouguysarewise!"shesaid。

"Comeon,Wallie。"

Walterstaredathissister;thengrinnedfaintly,andnoddedatRussellasthelatterliftedhishatinsalutation。Aliceutteredanincoherentsyllableofexclamation,and,asshebegantowalkfaster,shebitherliphard,notinordertolookwistful,thistime,buttohelpherkeeptearsofangerfromhereyes。

Russelllaughedcheerfully。"Yourbrothercertainlyseemstohavefoundtheplacefor"colour"today,"hesaid。"Thatgirl"stalkmustbefullofit。"

ButAlicehadforgottenthecoloursheherselfhadusedinaccountingforWalter"speculiarities,andshedidnotunderstand。"What?"shesaid,huskily。

"Don"tyouremembertellingmeabouthim?Howhewasgoingtowrite,probably,andwouldgoanywheretopickuptypesandgetthemtotalk?"

Shekepthereyesahead,andsaidsharply,"Ithinkhisliterarytastesscarcelycoverthiscase!"

"Don"tbetoosure。Hedidn"tlookatalldisconcerted。Hedidn"tseemtomindyourseeinghim。"

"That"salltheworse,isn"tit?"

"Why,no,"herfriendsaid,genially。"Itmeanshedidn"tconsiderthathewasengagedinanythingoutoftheway。Youcan"texpecttounderstandeverythingboysdoathisage;theydoallsortsofqueerthings,andoutgrowthem。Yourbrotherevidentlyhasatasteforqueerpeople,andverylikelyhe"sbeenatleasthalfsincerewhenhe"smadeyoubelievehehadaliterarymotivebehindit。Weallgothrough——"

"Thanks,Mr。Russell,"sheinterrupted。"Let"sdon"tsayanymore。"

Helookedatherflushedfaceandenlargedeyes;andhelikedherallthebetterforherindignation:thiswashowgoodsistersoughttofeel,hethought,failingtounderstandthatmostofwhatshefeltwasnotaboutWalter。Heventuredonlyawordmore。"Trynottominditsomuch;itreallydoesn"tamounttoanything。"

Sheshookherhead,andtheywentoninsilence;shedidnotlookathimagainuntiltheystoppedbeforeherownhouse。Thenshegavehimonlyoneglimpseofhereyesbeforeshelookeddown。

"It"sspoiled,isn"tit?"shesaid,inalowvoice。

"What"s"spoiled?""

"Ourwalk——well,everything。Somehowitalways——is。"

""Alwaysis"what?"heasked。

"Spoiled,"shesaid。

Helaughedatthat;butwithoutlookingathimshesuddenlyofferedhimherhand,and,ashetookit,hefeltahurried,violentpressureuponhisfingers,asifshemeanttothankhimalmostpassionatelyforbeingkind。Shewasgonebeforehecouldspeaktoheragain。

Inherroom,withthedoorlocked,shedidnotgotohermirror,buttoherbed,flingingherselffacedown,notcaringhowfarthepillowsputherhatawry。Sheergriefhadfollowedheranger;griefforthecalamitousendofherbrightafternoon,griefforthe"endofeverything,"asshethoughtthen。

Nevertheless,shegraduallygrewmorecomposed,and,whenhermothertappedonthedoorpresently,letherin。Mrs。Adamslookedatherwithquickapprehension。

"Oh,poorchild!Wasn"the——"

Alicetoldher。"Youseehowit——howitmademelook,mama,"shequavered,havingconcludedhernarrative。"I"dtriedtocoverupWalter"sawfulnessatthedancewiththatstoryabouthisbeing"literary,"butnostorywasbigenoughtocoverthisup——andoh!

itmustmakehimthinkItellstoriesaboutotherthings!"

"No,no,no!"Mrs。Adamsprotested。"Don"tyousee?Attheworst,allHEcouldthinkisthatWaltertoldstoriestoyouaboutwhyhelikestobewithsuchdreadfulpeople,andyoubelievedthem。That"sallHE"Dthink;don"tyousee?"

Alice"sweteyesbegantoshowalittlehopefulness。"Youhonestlythinkitmightbethatway,mama?"

"Why,fromwhatyou"vetoldmehesaid,IKNOWit"sthatway。

Didn"thesayhewantedtocomeagain?"

"N-no,"Alicesaid,uncertainly。"ButIthinkhewill。AtleastIbegintothinksonow。He——"Shestopped。

"Fromallyoutellme,heseemstobeaverydesirableyoungman,"Mrs。Adamssaid,primly。

Herdaughterwassilentforseveralmoments;thennewtearsgathereduponherdowncastlashes。"He"sjust——dear!"shefaltered。

Mrs。Adamsnodded。"He"stoldyouheisn"tengaged,hasn"the?"

"No。ButIknowheisn"t。Maybewhenhefirstcameherehewasnearit,butIknowhe"snot。"

"IguessMildredPalmerwouldLIKEhimtobe,allright!"Mrs。

Adamswasfrankenoughtosay,rathertriumphantly;andAlice,withaloweredhead,murmured:

"Anybody——would。"

Thewordswereallbutinaudible。

"Don"tyouworry,"hermothersaid,andpattedherontheshoulder。"Everythingwillcomeoutallright;don"tyoufear,Alice。Can"tyouseethatbesideanyothergirlintownyou"rejustaperfectQUEEN?Doyouthinkanyyoungmanthatwasn"tprejudiced,orsomething,wouldneedmorethanjustonelookto——"

ButAlicemovedawayfromthecaressinghand。"Nevermind,mama。

Iwonderhelooksatmeatall。Andifhedoesagain,afterseeingmybrotherwiththosehorriblepeople——"

"Now,now!"Mrs。Adamsinterrupted,expostulatingmournfully。

"I"msureWalter"saGOODboy——"

"Youare?"Alicecried,withasuddenvigour。"YouARE?"

"I"msurehe"sGOOD,yes——andifheisn"t,it"snothisfault。

It"smine。"

"Whatnonsense!"

"No,it"strue,"Mrs。Adamslamented。"Itriedtobringhimuptobegood,Godknows;andwhenhewaslittlehewasthebestboyIeversaw。WhenhecamefromSunday-schoolhe"dalwaysruntomeandwe"dgooverthelessontogether;andheletmecomeinhisroomatnighttohearhisprayersalmostuntilhewassixteen。Mostboyswon"tdothatwiththeirmothers——notnearlythatlong。Itriedsohardtobringhimupright——butifanything"sgonewrongit"smyfault。"

"Howcoulditbe?You"vejustsaid——"

"It"sbecauseIdidn"tmakeyourfatherthis——thisnewstepearlier。ThenWaltermighthavehadalltheadvantagesthatother——"

"Oh,mama,PLEASE!"Alicebeggedher。"Let"sdon"tgooverallthatagain。Isn"titmoreimportanttothinkwhat"stobedoneabouthim?Ishegoingtobeallowedtogoondisgracingusashedoes?"

Mrs。Adamssighedprofoundly。"Idon"tknowwhattodo,"sheconfessed,unhappily。"Yourfather"ssoupsetabout——aboutthisnewstephe"staking——Idon"tfeelasifweoughtto——"

"No,no!"Alicecried。"Papamustn"tbedistressedwiththis,ontopofeverythingelse。ButSOMETHING"SgottobedoneaboutWalter。"

"Whatcanbe?"hermotherasked,helplessly。"Whatcanbe?"

Aliceadmittedthatshedidn"tknow。

Atdinner,anhourlater,Walter"shabituallyveiledglancelifted,nowandthen,totouchherfurtively;——hewaswaiting,ashewouldhavesaid,forherto"springit";andhehadpreparedabriefandsinceredefensetotheeffectthathemadehisownliving,andwouldliketoinquirewhosebusinessitwastoofferintrusivecommentuponhisprivateconduct。Butshesaidnothing,whilehisfatherandmotherwereassilentasshe。

Walterconcludedthattherewastobenoattack,butchangedhismindwhenhisfather,whoateonlyalittle,andbroodinglyatthat,rosetoleavethetableandspoketohim。

"Walter,"hesaid,"whenyou"vefinishedIwishyou"dcomeuptomyroom。IgotsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。"

Waltershotahardlookathisapatheticsister,thenturnedtohisfather。"Makeitto-morrow,"hesaid。"ThisisSatad"ynightandIgotadate。"

"No,"Adamssaid,frowning。"Youcomeupbeforeyougoout。

It"simportant。"

"Allright;I"vehadallIwanttoeat,"Walterreturned。"Igotafewminutes。Makeitquick。"

Hefollowedhisfatherupstairs,andwhentheywereintheroomtogetherAdamsshutthedoor,satdown,andbegantorubhisknees。

"Rheumatism?"theboyinquired,slyly。"Thatwhatyouwanttotalktomeabout?"

"No。"ButAdamsdidnotgoon;heseemedtobeindifficultiesforwords,andWalterdecidedtohelphim。

"Hopaheadandspringit,"hesaid。"Getitoffyourmind:I"lltelltheworld_I_shouldworry!Youaren"tgoin"tobotherME

any,sowhybotheryourself?Alicehoppedhomeandtoldyoushesawmeplayin"aroundwithsomeprettygay-lookin"berriesandyou——"

"Alice?"hisfathersaid,obviouslysurprised。"It"snothingaboutAlice。"

"Didn"tshetellyou——"

"Ihaven"ttalkedwithherallday。"

"Oh,Isee,"Waltersaid。"Shetoldmotherandmothertoldyou。"

"No,neitherof"emhavetoldmeanything。Whatwastheretotell?"

Walterlaughed。"Oh,it"snothin","hesaid。"Iwasjuststartin"outtobuyagirlfriendo"minearhinestonebuckleI

losttoheronabet,thisafternoon,andAlicecamealongwiththatbigRussellfish;andIthoughtshelookedsore。Sheexpectsmetolikethekindshelikes,andIdon"tlike"em。I

thoughtshe"dprob"lygotyouallstirredupaboutit。"

"No,no,"hisfathersaid,peevishly。"Idon"tknowanythingaboutit,andIdon"tcaretoknowanythingaboutit。Iwanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingimportant。"

Then,ashewasagainsilent,Waltersaid,"Well,TALKaboutit;

I"mlistening。"

"It"sthis,"Adamsbegan,heavily。"It"saboutmegoingintothisgluebusiness。Yourmother"stoldyou,hasn"tshe?"

"Shesaidyouweregoin"toleavetheoldplacedown-townandstartagluefactory。That"sallIknowaboutit;Igotmyownaffairsto"tendto。"

"Well,thisisyouraffair,"hisfathersaid,frowning。"Youcan"tstaywithLambandCompany。"

Walterlookedalittlestartled。"Whatyoumean,Ican"t?Whynot?"

"You"vegottohelpme,"Adamsexplainedslowly;andhefrownedmoredeeply,asiftheinterviewweregrowingincreasinglylaboriousforhim。"It"sgoingtobeabigpulltogetthisbusinessonitsfeet。"

"Yes!"Walterexclaimedwithasharpskepticism。"Ishouldsayitwas!"Hestaredathisfatherincredulously。"Lookhere;

aren"tyoujustalittlebitsudden,thewayyou"regoin"aboutthings?You"veletmothershoveyoualittletoofast,haven"tyou?Doyouknowanythingaboutwhatitmeanstosetupanewbusinessthesedays?"

"Yes,Iknowallaboutit,"Adamssaid。"Aboutthisbusiness,I

do。"

"Howdoyou?"

"BecauseImadealongstudyofit。I"mnotafraidofgoingaboutitthewrongway;butit"sahardjobandyou"llhavetoputinallwhateversenseandstrengthyou"vegot。"

Walterbegantobreathequickly,andhislipswereagitated;thenhesetthemobstinately。"Oh;Iwill,"hesaid。

"Yes,youwill,"Adamsreturned,notnoticingthathisson"sinflectionwassatiric。"It"sgoingtotakeeverybitofenergyinyourbody,andalltheenergyIgotleftinmine,andeverycentofthelittleI"vesaved,besidessomethingI"llhavetoraiseonthishouse。I"mgoingrightatit,nowI"vegotto;andyou"llhavetoquitLamb"sbytheendofnextweek。"

"Oh,Iwill?"Walter"svoicegrewlouder,andtherewasashrillnessinit。"IgottoquitLamb"stheendofnextweek,haveI?"Hesteppedforward,angrily。"Listen!"hesaid。"I"mnotwalkin"outo"Lamb"s,see?I"mnotquittin"downthere:I

staywith"em,see?"

Adamslookedupathim,astonished。"You"llleavetherenextSaturday,"hesaid。"I"vegottohaveyou。"

"Youdon"tanythingo"thekind,"Waltertoldhim,sharply。"Doyouexpecttopaymeanything?"

"I"dpayyouaboutwhatyoubeengettingdownthere。"

"Thenpaysomebodyelse;_I_don"tknowanythingaboutglue。Yougetsomebodyelse。"

"No。You"vegotto——"

Waltercuthimoffwiththeutmostvehemence。"Don"ttellmewhatIgottodo!IknowwhatIgottodobetter"nyou,Iguess!

IstayatLamb"s,see?"

Adamsroseangrily。"You"lldowhatItellyou。Youcan"tstaydownthere。"

"Whycan"tI?"

"BecauseIwon"tletyou。"

"Listen!Keeponnotlettin"me:I"llbetherejustthesame。"

Atthathisfatherbrokeintoasourlaughter。"THEYwon"tletyou,Walter!Theywon"thaveyoudownthereaftertheyfindoutI"mgoing。"

"Whywon"tthey?Youdon"tthinkthey"regoin"tobeallshottopiecesoverlosin"YOU,doyou?"

"Itellyoutheywon"tletyoustay,"hisfatherinsisted,loudly。

"Why,whatdotheycarewhetheryougoornot?"

"They"llcareenoughtofireYOU,myboy!"

"Lookhere,then;showmewhy。"

"They"lldoit!"

"Yes,"Walterjeered;"youkeepsayin"theywill,butwhenIaskyoutoshowmewhy,youkeepsayin"theywill!ThatmakeslittleheadwaywithME,Icantellyou!"

Adamsgroaned,and,rubbinghishead,begantopacethefloor。

Walter"srefusalwassomethinghehadnotanticipated;andhefelttheweaknessofhisownattempttomeetit:heseemedpowerlesstodoanythingbututterangrywords,which,asWaltersaid,madelittleheadway。"Oh,my,my!"hemuttered,"OH,my,my!"

Walter,usuallysallow,hadgrownpale:hewatchedhisfathernarrowly,andnowtookasuddenresolution。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"WhenyousayLamb"sislikelytofiremebecauseyou"regoin"toquit,youtalklikethepeoplethathavetobelockedup。Idon"tknowwhereyougetsuchthingsinyourhead;LambandCompanywon"tknowyou"regone。Listen:IcanstaytherelongasIwantto。ButI"lltellyouwhatI"lldo:makeitworthmywhileandI"llhookupwithyouroldgluefactory,afterall。"

Adamsstoppedhispacingabruptly,andstaredathim。""Makeitworthyourwhile?"Whatyoumean?"

"Igotagooduseforthreehundreddollarsrightnow,"Waltersaid。"LetmehaveitandI"llquitLamb"stoworkforyou。

Don"tletmehaveitandISWEARIwon"t!"

"Areyoucrazy?"

"Iseverybodycrazythatneedsthreehundreddollars?"

"Yes,"Adamssaid。"TheyareiftheyaskMEforit,whenIgottostretcheverycentIcanlaymyhandsontomakeitlooklikeadollar!"

"Youwon"tdoit?"

Adamsburstoutathim。"Youlittlefool!IfIhadthreehundreddollarstothrowaway,besidesthepayIexpectedtogiveyou,haven"tyougotsenseenoughtoseeIcouldhireamanworththreehundreddollarsmoretomethanyou"dbe?It"saFINEtimetoaskmeforthreehundreddollars,isn"tit!WhatFOR?

Rhinestonebucklestothrowaroundonyour"girlfriends?"Shameonyou!AskmetoBRIBEyoutohelpyourselfandyourownfamily!"

"I"llgiveyoualastchance,"Waltersaid。"EitheryoudowhatIwant,orIwon"tdowhatyouwant。Don"taskmeagainafterthis,because——"

Adamsinterruptedhimfiercely。""Askyouagain!"Don"tworryaboutthat,myboy!AllIaskyouistogetouto"myroom。"

"Lookhere,"Waltersaid,quietly;andhislopsidedsmiledistortedhislividcheek。"Lookhere:IexpectYOUwouldn"tgivemethreehundreddollarstosavemylife,wouldyou?"

"Youmakemesick,"Adamssaid,inhisbitterness。"Getoutofhere。"

Walterwentout,whistling;andAdamsdroopedintohisoldchairagainasthedoorclosed。"OH,my,my!"hegroaned。"Oh,Lordy,Lordy!Thewayofthetransgressor——"

CHAPTERXVI

Hemeanthisowntransgressionandhisownway;forWalter"sstubbornrefusalappearedtoAdamsjustthenasoneoftheinexplicablebutrighteousbesettingshemustencounterinfollowingthatway。"Oh,Lordy,Lord!"hegroaned,andthen,asresentmentmovedhim——"Thatdangboy!Dangidiot"YetheknewhimselfforagreateridiotbecausehehadnotbeenabletotellWalterthetruth。Hecouldnotbringhimselftodoit,noreventostatehiscaseinitsbestterms;andthatwasbecausehefeltthateveninitsbesttermsthecasewasabadone。

Ofallhisregretsthegreatestwasthatinamomentofvanityandtenderness,twenty-fiveyearsago,hehadtoldhisyoungwifeabusinesssecret。Hehadwantedtoshowhowimportantherhusbandwasbecoming,andhowmuchtheheadoftheuniverse,J。

A。Lamb,trustedtohisintegrityandability。Thegreatmanhadanidea:hethoughtof"branchingoutalittle,"hetoldAdamsconfidentially,andtherewerepossibilitiesofprofitinglue。

Whathewantedwasaliquidgluetobeputintolittlebottlesandsoldcheaply。"Thekindofthingthatsellsitself,"hesaid;"thekindofthingthatpaysitsownsmallwayasitgoesalong,untilithasprofitsenoughtobeginadvertisingitright。

Everybodyhastouseglue,andifImakemineconvenientandcheap,everybody"llbuymine。Butit"sgottobegluethat"llSTICK;it"sgottobethebest;andifwefindhowtomakeitwe"vegot,tokeepitabigsecret,ofcourse,oranybodycanstealitfromus。Therewasamanherelastmonth;heknewaformulahewantedtosellme,"sightunseen";buthewasinsuchahurryIgotsuspicious,andIfoundhe"dmanagedtostealit,workingforthebigpackersintheirglue-works。We"vegottofindabettergluethanthat,anyhow。I"mgoingtosetyouandCampbellatit。You"reapractical,wide-awakeyoungfeller,andCampbell"samightygoodchemist;Iguessyoutwoboysoughttomakesomethinghappen。"

Hisguesswasshrewdenough。Workinginashedalittlewayoutsidethetown,wheretheircheeryemployervisitedthemsometimestostudytheirmalodorousstews,thetwoyoungmenfoundwhatLambhadsetthemtofind。ButCampbellwasthoughtfuloverthediscovery。"Lookhere,"hesaid。"Whyain"tthisjustaboutyoursandmine?Afterall,itmaybeLamb"smoneythat"spaidforthestuffwe"veused,butithasn"tcostmuch。"

"ButhepaysUS,"Adamsremonstrated,horrifiedbyhiscompanion"sidea。"Hepaidustodoit。Itbelongsabsolutelytohim。"

"Oh,IknowheTHINKSitdoes,"Campbelladmitted,plaintively。

"Isupposewe"vegottolethimtakeit。It"snotpatentable,andhe"llhavetodoprettywellbyuswhenhestartshisfactory,becausehe"sgottodependonustorunthemakingofthestuffsothattheworkmencan"tgetontotheprocess。YoubetteraskhimthesamesalaryIdo,andmine"sgoingtobehigh。

Butthehighsalary,thuspleasantlyimagined,wasneverpaid。

Campbelldiedoftyphoidfever,thatsummer,leavingAdamsandhisemployertheonlypossessorsoftheformula,anunwrittenone;andAdams,pleasedtothinkhimselfmoreimportanttothegreatmanthanever,toldhiswifethattherecouldbelittledoubtofhisbeingputinsolechargeoftheprospectiveglue-works。Unfortunately,theenterpriseremainedprospective。

Itsprojectorhadalreadybecome"inveigledintoanotherside-line,"ashetoldAdams。Oneofhissonshadpersuadedhimtotakeupa"cough-lozenge,"tobecalledthe"JalambBalmTrochee";andthelozengedidwellenoughtoamuseMr。Lambandoccupyhissparetime,whichwasreallyaboutallhehadaskedoftheglueproject。Hehad"alltheMONEYanybodyoughttowant,"

hesaid,whenAdamsurgedhim;andhecould"startupthislittleglueside-line"atanytime;theformulawassafeintheirtwoheads。

AtintervalsAdamswouldseekopportunitytospeakof"thelittleglueside-line"tohispatron,andtosuggestthattheyearswerepassing;butLamb,pettingotherhobbies,hadlostinterest。

"Oh,I"llstartitupsomeday,maybe。IfIdon"t,Imayturnitovertomyheirs:it"salwaysanasset,worthsomethingorother,ofcourse。We"llprobablytakeitupsomeday,though,youandI。"

Thesunpersistentlydeclinedtoriseonthatday,and,astimewenton,Adamssawthathisrathertimidurgingsboredhisemployer,andheceasedtobringupthesubject。Lambapparentlyforgotallaboutglue,butAdamsdiscoveredthatunfortunatelytherewassomeoneelsewhorememberedit。

"It"sreallyYOURS,"sheargued,thatpainfuldaywhenforthefirsttimeshesuggestedhisusinghisknowledgeforthebenefitofhimselfandhisfamily。"Mr。Campbellmighthavehadarighttopartofit,buthediedanddidn"tleaveanykin,soitbelongstoyou。"

"SupposeJ。A。Lambhiredmetosawsomewood,"Adamssaid。

"Wouldthesticksbelongtome?"

"Hehasn"tgotanyrighttotakeyourinventionandburyit,"sheprotested。"Whatgoodisitdoinghimifhedoesn"tDOanythingwithit?WhatgoodisitdoingANYBODY?Noneintheworld!Andwhatharmwoulditdohimifyouwentaheadanddidthisforyourselfandforyourchildren?Noneintheworld!AndwhatcouldhedotoyouifheWASoldpigenoughtogetangrywithyoufordoingit?Hecouldn"tdoasinglething,andyou"veadmittedhecouldn"t,yourself。Sowhat"syourreasonfordeprivingyourchildrenandyourwifeofthebenefitsyouknowyoucouldgive"em?"

"Nothingbutdecency,"heanswered;andshehadherreplyreadyforthat。Itseemedtohimthat,striveashewould,hecouldnotreachhermindwitheventheplainestlanguage;whileeverythingthatshesaidtohim,withsuchvehemence,soundedlikesomuchobstinategibberish。Overandoverhepressedherwiththesameillustration,onthepointofownership,thoughhethoughthewasvaryingit。

"Supposehehiredmetobuildhimahouse:wouldthatbeMY

house?"

"Hedidn"thireyoutobuildhimahouse。YouandCampbellinvented——"

"Lookhere:supposeyougiveacookasoup-boneandsomevegetables,andpayhertomakeyouasoup:hasshegotarighttotakeandsellit?Youknowbetter!"

"IknowONEthing:ifthatoldmantriedtokeepyourowninventionfromyouhe"snobetterthanarobber!"

Theyneverfoundanypointofcontactinalltheirpassionatediscussionsofthisethicalquestion;andthequestionwasnomoresettledbetweenthem,nowthatAdamshadsuccumbed,thanithadeverbeen。Butatleastthewranglingaboutitwasover:

theyweregravetogether,almostsilent,andanuneasinessprevailedwithherasmuchaswithhim。

Hehadalreadybeenoutofthehouse,towalkaboutthesmallgreenyard;andonMondayafternoonhesentforataxicabandwentdown-town,butkeptalongwayfromthe"wholesalesection,"

wherestoodtheformidableoldoblongpileofLambandCompany。

Hearrangedforthesaleofthebondshehadlaidaway,andforplacingamortgageuponhishouse;andonhiswayhome,afterfiveo"clock,hewenttoseeanoldfriend,amanwhosetermofservicewithLambandCompanywasevenalittlelongerthanhisown。

Thisveteran,returnedfromtheday"swork,wassittinginfrontoftheapartmenthousewherehelived,butwhenthecabstoppedatthecurbheroseandcameforward,offeringajoculargreeting。"Well,well,VirgilAdams!Ialwaysthoughtyouhadasportystreakinyou。Travelinyourownhiredprivateautomobilenowadays,doyou?Pamperin"yourselfbecauseyou"restilllayin"offsick,Iexpect。"

"Oh,I"mwellenoughagain,CharleyLohr,"Adamssaid,ashegotoutandshookhands。Then,tellingthedrivertowait,hetookhisfriend"sarm,walkedtothebenchwithhim,andsatdown。"I

beenpracticallywellforsometime,"hesaid。"I"mfixin"togetintoharnessagain。"

"Bein"sickhascertainlyproducedachangeofheartinyou,"hisfriendlaughed。"You"rethelastmanIeverexpectedtoseeblowin"yourself——oranybodyelsetoataxicab!Forthatmatter,Ineverheardofyoubein"inANYkindofacab,"less"nitmightbewhenyoubeenpall-bearerforsomebody。What"scomeoveryou?"

"Well,Igottoturnoveranewleaf,andthat"safact,"Adamssaid。"Igotalottodo,andtheonlywaytoaccomplishit,it"sgottobedonesoon,orIwon"thaveanythingtoliveonwhileI"mdoingit。"

"Whatyoutalkin"about?Whatyougottodoexcepttogetstrongenoughtocomebacktotheoldplace?"

"Well——"Adamspaused,thencoughed,andsaidslowly,"Factis,CharleyLohr,IbeenthinkinglikelyIwouldn"tcomeback。"

"What!Whatyoutalkin"about?"

"No,"saidAdams。"IbeenthinkingImightlikelykindofbranchoutonmyownaccount。"

"Well,I"llbedoggoned!"OldCharleyLohrwasamazed;heruffleduphisgraymoustachewiththumbandforefinger,leavinghismouthopenbeneath,likeadarkcaveunderatangledwintrythicket。"Why,that"sthedoggonedestthingIeverheard!"hesaid。"Ialreadyamtheoldestinhabitantdownthere,butifyougo,therewon"tbeanybodyelseoftheoldgenerationatall。

Whatonearthyouthinkin"ofgoin"into?"

"Well,"saidAdams,"Iratheryoudidn"tmentionittillIgetstartedofcourseanybody"llknowwhatitisbythen——butIHAVE

beenkindofplanningtoputaliquidglueonthemarket。"

Hisfriend,stillrufflingthegraymoustacheupward,staredathiminfrowningperplexity。"Glue?"hesaid。"GLUE!"

"Yes。Ibeensortofmillingovertheideaoftakingupsomethinglikethat。"

"Handlin"itforsomefirm,youmean?"

"No。Makingit。Sortofaglue-workslikely。"

Lohrcontinuedtofrown。"Letmethink,"hesaid。"Didn"ttheolemanhavesomesuchideaonce,himself?"

Adamsleanedforward,rubbinghisknees;andhecoughedagainbeforehespoke。"Well,yes。Factis,hedid。Thatistosay,amightylongwhileagohedid。"

"Iremember,"saidLohr。"HeneversaidanythingaboutitthatI

knowof;butseemstomeIrecollectwehadsortofarumouraroundtheplacehowyouandthatman——le"ssee,wasn"thisnameCampbell,thatdiedoftyphoidfever?Yes,thatwasit,Campbell。Didn"ttheolemanhaveyouandCampbellworkin"sortofprivateonsomegluepropositionorother?"

"Yes,hedid。"Adamsnodded。"Ifoundoutagooddealaboutgluethen,too。"

"Beenworkin"onitsince,Isuppose?"

"Yes。Keptitinmymindandstudiedoutnewthingsaboutit。"

Lohrlookedserious。"Well,butseehere,"hesaid。"Ihopeitain"tanythingtheoleman"llthinkmightinfringeonwhateverhehadyoudoin"forHIM。Youknowhowheis:broad-minded,liberal,free-handedmanaswalksthisearth,andifhethoughtheowedyouacenthe"dsellhisrighthandforapork-choptopayit,ifthatwastheonlyway;butifhegottheideaanybodywastryin"togetthebetterofhim,he"dsellBOTHhishands,ifhehadto,tokeep"emfromdoin"it。Yes,ateighty,hewould!

NotthatImeanIthinkyoumightbetryin"togetthebetterofhim,Virg。You"reamightycloseolecodger,butsuchathingain"tinyou。WhatImean:Ihopethereain"tanychancefortheolemantoTHINKyoumightbe——"

"Oh,no,"Adamsinterrupted。"Asamatteroffact,Idon"tbelievehe"lleverthinkaboutitatall,andifhedidhewouldn"thaveanyrealrighttofeeloffendedatme:theprocessI"mgoingtouseisoneIexpecttochangeandimprovealotdifferentfromtheoneCampbellandIworkedonforhim。"

"Well,that"sgood,"saidLohr。"Ofcourseyouknowwhatyou"reupto:you"reoldenough,Godknows!"Helaughedruefully。"My,butitwillseemfunnytome——downtherewithyougone!IexpectyouandIbothbeengettin"tobeprettymuchdead-woodintheplace,thewaytheyoungfellowslookatit,andtheonlyonethat"dmisseitherofuswouldbetheotherone!Haveyoutoldtheolemanyet?"

"Well——"Adamsspokelaboriously。"No。No,Ihaven"t。I

thought——well,that"swhatIwantedtoseeyouabout。"

"WhatcanIdo?"

"IthoughtI"dwritehimaletterandgetyoutohandittohimforme。"

"Mysoul!"hisfriendexclaimed。"Whyonearthdon"tyoujustgodownthereandtellhim?"

Adamsbecamepitiablyembarrassed。Hestammered,coughed,stammeredagain,wrinklinghisfacesodeeplyheseemedabouttoweep;butfinallyhecontrivedtoutteranapologeticlaugh。"I

oughttodothat,ofcourse;butinsomewayorotherIjustdon"tseemtobeableto——tomanageit。"

"Whyintheworldnot?"themystifiedLohrinquired。

"Icouldhardlytellyou——"less"nitistosaythatwhenyoubeenwithonebossallyourlifeit"sso——sokindofembarrassing——toquithim,Ijustcan"tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktohimaboutit。No;Igotitinmyheadaletter"stheonlysatisfactorywaytodoit,andIthoughtI"daskyoutohandittohim,"

"Well,ofcourseIdon"tminddoin"thatforyou,"Lohrsaid,mildly。"Butwhyintheworlddon"tyoujustmailittohim?"

"Well,I"lltellyou,"Adamsreturned。"Youknow,likethat,it"dhavetogothroughaclerkandthatsecretaryofhis,andI

don"tknowwhoall。There"sacoupleofkindofdelicatepointsIwanttoputinit:forinstance,IwanttoexplaintohimhowmuchimprovementandsoonI"mgoingtointroduceontheoldprocessIhelpedtoworkoutwithCampbellwhenwewereworkingforhim,so"the"llunderstandit"sadifferentarticleandnoinfringementatall。Thenthere"sanotherthing:youseeallduringwhileIwassickhehadmysalarypaidtomeitamountstoconsiderable,Iwasonmybacksolong。Underthecircumstances,becauseI"mquitting,Idon"tfeelasifIoughttoacceptit,andsoI"llhaveacheckforhiminthelettertocoverit,andI

wanttobesureheknowsit,andgetsitpersonally。Ifithadtogothroughalotofotherpeople,thewayitwouldifIputitinthemail,why,youcan"ttell。SowhatIthought:ifyou"dhandittohimforme,andmaybeifhehappenedtoreaditrightthen,oranything,itmightbeyou"dnoticewhateverhe"dhappentosayaboutit——andyoucouldtellmeafterward。"

"Allright,"Lohrsaid。"Certainlyifyou"dratherdoitthatway,I"llhandittohimandtellyouwhathesays;thatis,ifhesaysanythingandIhearhim。Gotitwritten?"

"No;I"llsenditaroundtoyoulastoftheweek。"Adamsmovedtowardhistaxicab。"Don"tsayanythingtoanybodyaboutit,Charley,especiallytillafterthat。"

"Allright。"

"And,Charley,I"llbemightyobligedtoyou,"Adamssaid,andcamebacktoshakehandsinfarewell。"There"sonethingmoreyoumightdo——ifyou"deverhappentofeellikeit。"Hekepthiseyesrathervaguelyfixedonapointabovehisfriend"sheadashespoke,andhisvoicewasnotwellcontrolled。"Ibeen——IbeendownthereagoodmanyyearsandImaynot"a"beensomuchuselatelyasIwasatfirst,butIalwaystriedtodomybestfortheoldfirm。Ifanythingturnedoutso"stheyDIDkindoftakeoffensewithme,downthere,why,justsayagoodwordforme——ifyou"dhappentofeellikeit,maybe。"

OldCharleyLohrassuredhimthathewouldspeakagoodwordifopportunitybecameavailable;then,afterthecabhaddrivenaway,hewentuptohissmallapartmentonthethirdfloorandmutteredruminativelyuntilhiswifeinquiredwhathewastalkingtohimselfabout。

"OleVirgAdams,"hetoldher。"He"soutagainafterhislongspellofsickness,andthewayitlookstomehe"dbetterstayedinbed。"

"Youmeanhestilllookstoobadtobeout?"

"Oh,Iexpecthe"sgettin"hisHEALTHback,"Lohrsaid,frowning。

"Thenwhat"sthematterwithhim?Youmeanhe"slosthismind?"

"Mygoodness,butwomendojumpatconclusions!"heexclaimed。

"Well,"saidMrs。Lohr,"whatotherconclusiondidyouleavemetojumpat?"

Herhusbandexplainedwithalittleheat:"PeoplecanhaveasicknessthatAFFECTStheirmind,can"tthey?Theirmindcangetsomeaffectedwithoutbein"LOST,can"tit?"

"Thenyoumeanthepoorman"sminddoesseemaffected?"

"Why,no;I"dscarcelygoasfarasthat,"Lohrsaid,inconsistently,anddeclinedtobemoredefinite。

Adamsdevotedthelatterpartofthateveningtothecompositionofhisletter——adisquietingtasknotcompletedwhen,ateleveno"clock,heheardhisdaughtercomingupthestairs。Shewassingingtoherselfinalow,sweetvoice,andAdamspausedtolistenincredulously,withhispenliftedandhismouthopen,asifheheardthestrangestsoundintheworld。Thenhesetdownthepenuponablotter,wenttohisdoor,andopenedit,lookingoutatherasshecame。

"Well,dearie,youseemtobefeelingprettygood,"hesaid。

"Whatyoubeendoing?"

"Justsittingoutonthefrontsteps,papa。"

"Allalone,Isuppose。"

"No。Mr。Russellcalled。"

"Oh,hedid?"Adamspretendedtobesurprised。"Whatallcouldyouandhefindtotalkabouttillthishouro"thenight?"

Shelaughedgaily。"Youdon"tknowme,papa!"

"How"sthat?"

"You"veneverfoundoutthatIalwaysdoallthetalking。"

"Didn"tyoulethimgetawordinallevening?"

"Oh,yes;everynowandthen。"

Adamstookherhandandpettedit。"Well,whatdidhesay?"

Alicegavehimaradiantlookandkissedhim。"Notwhatyouthink!"shelaughed;thenslappedhischeekwithsaucyaffection,pirouettedacrossthenarrowhallandintoherownroom,andcurtsiedtohimassheclosedherdoor。

Adamswentbacktohiswritingwithalighterheart;forsinceAlicewasbornshehadbeentohimtheappleofhiseye,hisownphraseinthinkingofher;andwhathewasdoingnowwasforher。

Hesmiledashepickeduphispentobeginanewdraftofthepainfulletter;butpresentlyhelookedpuzzled。Afterall,shecouldbehappyjustasthingswere,itseemed。Thenwhyhadhetakenwhathiswifecalled"thisnewstep,"whichhehadsolongresisted?

Hecouldonlysighandwonder。"Lifeworksoutprettypeculiarly,"hethought;forhecouldn"tgobacknow,thoughthereasonhecouldn"twasnotclearlyapparent。Hehadtogoahead。

CHAPTERXVII

Hewasoutinhistaxicabagainthenextmorning,andbynoonhehadsecuredwhathewanted。

Itwascuriouslysignificantthatheworkedsoquickly。Alltheyearsduringwhichhiswifehadpressedhimtowardhispresentshifthehadsworntohimself,aswellastoher,thathewouldneveryield;andyetwhenhedidyieldhehadnoplanstomake,becausehefoundthemalreadypreparedandworkedoutindetailinhismind;asifhehadlongcontemplatedthe"step"hebelievedhimselfincapableoftaking。

Sometimeshehadthoughtofimprovinghisincomebyexchanginghislittlecollectionofbondsfora"smallrentalproperty,"ifhecouldfind"agoodbuy";andhehadspentmanyofhissparehoursramblingovertheenormouslyspreadingcityanditspurlieus,lookingfortheideal"buy。"Itremainedunattainable,sofarashewasconcerned;buthefoundotherthings。

Nottwiceacrow"smilefromhisownhousetherewasadismalandslummishquarter,adecayed"industrialdistrict"ofearlierdays。Mostoftheindustriesweresmall;someofthemdied,perishingofbankruptcyorfire;andafewhadmoved,leavingtheirshells。Oftherelics,thebestwasabrickbuildingwhichhadbeenthelargestandmostimportantfactoryinthequarter:

ithadbeeninjuredbyalongvacancyalmostasseriousasafire,ineffect,andAdamshadoftenguessedatthesumneededtoputitinrepair。

Whenhepassedit,hewouldlookatitwithaninterestwhichhesupposeddetachedandidlyspeculative。"That"dbejustthething,"hethought。"Ifafellowhadmoneyenough,andtookanotiontosetupsomenewbusinessonabigscale,thiswouldbeaprettygoodplace——tomakeglue,forinstance,ifthatwasn"toutofthequestion,ofcourse。Itwouldtakealotofmoney,though;agreatdealtoomuchformetoexpecttohandle——evenifI"deverdreamofdoingsuchathing。"

Oppositethedismantledfactorywasamuddy,openlotoftwoacresorso,andnearthemiddleofthelot,alongbrickshedstoodinadesolateabandonment,nothappilydecoratedbyoldcoatingsoftheatricalandmedicinaladvertisements。Butthebrickshedhadtwowoodenells,and,thoughbothshedandellswereofasinglestory,herewasemptyspaceenoughforamodestenterprise——"spaceenoughforalmostanything,tostartwith,"

Adamsthought,ashewalkedthroughthelowbuildings,oneday,whenhewasprospectinginthatsection。"Yes,IsupposeICOULD

swingthis,"hethought。"Iftheprocessbelongedtome,say,insteadofbeingoutofthequestionbecauseitisn"tmyproperty——orifIwasthekindofmantodosuchathinganyhow,herewouldbesomethingIcouldprobablygetholdofprettycheap。They"dwantalotofmoneyforaleaseonthatbigbuildingovertheway——butthis,why,Ishouldthinkit"dbepracticallynothingatall。"

Then,bychance,meetinganagentheknew,hemadeinquiries——merelytosatisfyacasualcuriosity,hethought——andhefoundmattersmuchashehadsupposed,exceptthattheownersofthebigbuildingdidnotwishtolet,buttosellit,andthisatapricesoexorbitantthatAdamslaughed。Butthelongbrickshedinthegreatmuddylotwasforsaleortolet,or"prettyneartobegivenaway,"helearned,ifanybodywouldtakeit。

Adamstookitnow,thoughwithoutseeingthathehadbeendestinedtotakeit,andthatsomedrearywizardinthebackofhisheadhadforeseenallalongthathewouldtakeit,andplannedtobeready。Hedroveinhistaxicabtolooktheplaceoveragain,thendown-towntoarrangeforalease;andcamehometolunchwithhiswifeanddaughter。Thingswere"moving,"hetoldthem。

Heboastedalittleofhavingactedsodecisively,andsaidthatsincethedangthinghadtobedone,itwas"goingtobedoneRIGHT!"Hewasalmostcheerful,inafeverishway,andwhenthecabcameforhimagain,soonafterlunch,heexplainedthatheintendednotonlytogetthingsdoneright,butalsoto"get"emdonequick!"Alice,followinghimtothefrontdoor,lookedathimanxiouslyandaskedifshecouldn"thelp。Helaughedathergrimly。

"Thenletmegoalongwithyouinthecab,"shebegged。"Youdon"tlookabletostartinsohard,papa,justwhenyou"rebarelybeginningtogetyourstrengthback。DoletmegowithyouandseeifIcan"thelp——oratleasttakecareofyouifyoushouldgettofeelingbadly。"

Hedeclined,butuponpressureletherputatinybottleofspiritsofammoniainhispocket,andpromisedtomakeuseofitifhe"feltfaintorany-thing。"Thenhewasoffagain;andthenextmorninghadmenatworkinhissheds,thoughthewageshehadtopayfrightenedhim。

Hedirectedtheworkmenineverydetail,hurryingthembyexampleandexhortations,andreceiving,inconsequence,severaldeclarationsofindependence,aswellasoneresignation,whichtookeffectimmediately。"Youscapitalustsseemtothinkaman"sgotnothin"todobutbreakhisbackp"doosin"wealthferyoustosquander,"theresigningpersonloudlycomplained。"Youlookout:thetoiler"sdayisa-comin",anditain"tsofuroff,neither!"Butthecapitalistwasalreadyoutofhearing,gonetofindamantotakethisorator"splace。

Bytheendoftheweek,Adamsfeltthathehadmovedsatisfactorilyforwardinhispreparationsforthesimpleequipmentheneeded;buthehatedthepauseofSunday。Hedidn"tWANTanyrest,hetoldAliceimpatiently,whenshesuggestedthattheidledaymightbegoodforhim。

LatethatafternoonhewalkedovertotheapartmenthousewhereoldCharleyLohrlived,andgavehisfriendtheletterhewantedtheheadofLambandCompanytoreceive"personally。""I"lltakeitasamightygreatfavourinyoutohandittohimpersonally,Charley,"hesaid,inparting。"Andyouwon"tforget,incasehesaysanythingaboutit——andrememberifyoueverdogetachancetoputinagoodwordformelater,youknow——"

OldCharleypromisedtoremember,and,whenMrs。Lohrcameoutofthe"kitchenette,"afterthedoorclosed,hesaidthoughtfully,"Justskinandbones。"

"YoumeanMr。Adamsis?"Mrs。Lohrinquired。

"Who"dyouthinkImeant?"hereturned。"Oneo"thesepartridgesinthewall-paper?"

"Didhelooksobadly?"

"Lookedkindofdistractedtome,"herhusbandreplied。"Theselittlethinfellerscanstandaheapsometimes,though。He"llbeoverhereagainMonday。"

"Didhesayhewould?"

"No,"saidLohr。"Buthewill。You"llsee。He"llbeovertofindoutwhatthebigbosssayswhenIgivehimthisletter。

ExpectI"dbekindofanxious,myself,ifIwashim。"

"Whywouldyou?What"sMr。Adamsdoingtobesoanxiousabout?"

Lohr"sexpressionbecameoneofreserve,thelookofamanwhohasfoundthatwhenhespeakshisinnerthoughtshiswifejumpstoofartoconclusions。"Oh,nothing,"hesaid。"Ofcourseanymanstartingupanewbusinessisboundtobeprettynervousawhile。He"llbeoverhereto-morrowevening,allright;you"llsee。"

Thepredictionwasfulfilled:AdamsarrivedjustafterMrs。Lohrhadremovedthedinnerdishestoher"kitchenette";butLohrhadlittleinformationtogivehiscaller。

"Hedidn"tsayaword,Virgil;naryaword。Itookitintohisofficeandhandedittohim,andhejustsatandreadit;that"sall。IkindofstoodaroundaslongasIcould,buthewassittin"athisdeskwithhissidetome,andheneverturnedaroundfulltowardme,asitwere,soIcouldn"thardlyeventellanything。AllIknow:hejustreadit。"

"Well,butseehere,"Adamsbegan,nervously。"Well——"

"Wellwhat,Virg?"

"Well,butwhatdidhesaywhenheDIDspeak?"

"Hedidn"tspeak。NotsolongIwasinthere,anyhow。Hejustsatthereandreadit。Readkindofslow。Then,whenhecametotheend,heturnedbackandstartedtoreaditalloveragain。

Bythattimetherewasthreeorfourothermenstandin"aroundintheofficewaitin"tospeaktohim,andIhadtogo。"

Adamssighed,andstaredatthefloor,irresolute。"Well,I"llbegettingalongbackhomethen,Iguess,Charley。Soyou"resureyoucouldn"ttellanythingwhathemighthavethoughtaboutit,then?"

"Notathingintheworld。I"vetoldyouallIknow,Virg。"

"Iguessso,Iguessso,"Adamssaid,mournfully。"Ifeelmightyobligedtoyou,CharleyLohr;mightyobliged。Good-nighttoyou。"Andhedeparted,sighinginperplexity。

Onhiswayhome,preoccupiedwithmanythoughts,hewalkedsoslowlythatonceortwicehestoppedandstoodmotionlessforafewmoments,withoutbeingawareofit;andwhenhereachedthejunctureofthesidewalkwiththeshortbrickpaththatledtohisownfrontdoor,hestoppedagain,andstoodformorethanaminute。"Ah,IwishIknew,"hewhispered,plaintively。"IdowishIknewwhathethoughtaboutit。"

Hewasrousedbyalaughthatcamelightlyfromthelittleverandanearby。"Papa!"Alicecalledgaily。"Whatareyoustandingtheremutteringtoyourselfabout?"

"Oh,areyouthere,dearie?"hesaid,andcameupthepath。A

tallfigurerosefromachairontheveranda。

"Papa,thisisMr。Russell。"

Thetwomenshookhands,Adamssaying,"Pleasedtomakeyouracquaintance,"astheylookedateachotherinthefaintlightdiffusedthroughtheopaqueglassintheupperpartofthedoor。

Adams"simpressionwasofastrongandtallyoungman,fashionablebutgentle;andRussell"swasofadried,littleoldbusinessmanwithagrizzledmoustache,worriedbrighteyes,shapelessdarkclothes,andahomelymanner。

"Niceevening,"Adamssaidfurther,astheirhandsparted。"Nicetimeo"yearitis,butwedon"talwayshaveasgoodweatherasthis;that"sthetroubleofit。Well——"Hewenttothedoor。

"Well——Ibidyougoodevening,"hesaid,andretiredwithinthehouse。

Alicelaughed。"He"stheold-fashionedestmanintown,Isupposeandfrightfullyimpressedwithyou,Icouldsee!"

"Whatnonsense!"saidRussell。"Howcouldanybodybeimpressedwithme?"

"Whynot?Becauseyou"requiet?Goodgracious!Don"tyouknowthatyou"rethemostimpressivesort?Wechatterersspendallourtimeplayingtoyouquietpeople。"

"Yes;we"reonlytheaudience。"

""Only!""sheechoed。"Why,weliveforyou,andwecan"tlivewithoutyou。"

"Iwishyoucouldn"t,"saidRussell。"Thatwouldbeanewexperienceforbothofus,wouldn"tit?"

"Itmightbearatherbleakoneforme,"sheanswered,lightly。

"I"mafraidI"llmissthesesummereveningswithyouwhenthey"reover。I"llmissthemenough,thanks!"

"Dotheyhavetobeoversometime?"heasked。

"Oh,everything"soversometime,isn"tit?"

Russelllaughedather。"Don"tlet"slooksofaraheadasthat,"

hesaid。"Wedon"tneedtobealreadythinkingofthecemetery,dowe?"

"Ididn"t,"shesaid,shakingherhead。"Oursummereveningswillbeoverbeforethen,Mr。Russell。"

"Why?"heasked。

"Goodheavens!"shesaid。"THERE"Slaconiceloquence:almostaproposalinasingleword!Nevermind,Ishan"tholdyoutoit。

Buttoansweryou:well,I"malwayslookingahead,andsomehowI

usuallyseeabouthowthingsarecomingout。"

"Yes,"hesaid。"Isupposemostofusdo;atleastitseemsasifwedid,becausewesoseldomfeelsurprisedbythewaytheydocomeout。Butmaybethat"sonlybecauselifeisn"tlikeaplayinatheatre,andmostthingscomeaboutsograduallywegetusedtothem。"

"No,I"msureIcanseequitealongwayahead,"sheinsisted,gravely。"Anditdoesn"tseemtomeasifoursummereveningscouldlastverylong。Something"llinterfere——somebodywill,I

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