投诉 阅读记录

第5章

"Letusdropthesubject,"saidshe,withincomparabledignityofgesture,expression,andattitude。"Makeasplendidfortune,beoneoftheremarkablemenofyourcountry;thatismydesire。Fameisadrawbridgewhichmayservetocrossadeepgulf。Beambitiousifyoumust。Ibelieveyouhavegreatandpowerfultalents,butusethemratherforthehappinessofmankindthantodeserveme;youwillbeallthegreaterinmyeyes。"

Inthecourseofthisconversation,whichlastedtwohours,RodolphediscoveredthatFrancescawasanenthusiastforLiberalideas,andforthatworshipoflibertywhichhadledtothethreerevolutionsinNaples,Piemont,andSpain。Onleaving,hewasshowntothedoorbyGina,theso-calledmute。Ateleveno"clocknoonewasastirinthevillage,therewasnofearoflisteners;RodolphetookGinaintoacorner,andaskedherinalowvoiceandbadItalian,"Whoareyourmasterandmistress,child?Tellme,Iwillgiveyouthisfinenewgoldpiece。"

"Monsieur,"saidthegirl,takingthecoin,"mymasteristhefamousbooksellerLampariniofMilan,oneoftheleadersoftherevolution,andtheconspiratorofallotherswhomAustriawouldmostliketohaveintheSpielberg。"

"Abookseller"swife!Ah,somuchthebetter,"thoughthe;"weareonanequalfooting——Andwhatisherfamily?"headded,"forshelookslikeaqueen。"

"AllItalianwomendo,"repliedGinaproudly。"Herfather"snameisColonna。"

EmboldenedbyFrancesca"smodestrank,Rodolphehadanawningfittedtohisboatandcushionsinthestern。Whenthiswasdone,thelovercametoproposetoFrancescatocomeoutonthelake。TheItalianaccepted,nodoubttocarryoutherpartofayoungEnglishMissintheeyesofthevillagers,butshebroughtGinawithher。FrancescaColonna"slightestactionsbetrayedasuperioreducationandthehighestsocialrank。BythewayinwhichshetookherplaceattheendoftheboatRodolphefelthimselfinsomesortcutofffromher,and,inthefaceofalookofprideworthyofanaristocrat,thefamiliarityhehadintendedfelldead。ByaglanceFrancescamadeherselfaprincess,withalltheprerogativesshemighthaveenjoyedintheMiddleAges。Sheseemedtohavereadthethoughtsofthisvassalwhowassoaudaciousastoconstitutehimselfherprotector。

Already,inthefurnitureoftheroomwhereFrancescahadreceivedhim,inherdress,andinthevarioustriflesshemadeuseof,Rodolphehaddetectedindicationsofasuperiorcharacterandafinefortune。Alltheseobservationsnowrecurredtohismind;hebecamethoughtfulafterhavingbeentrampledon,asitwere,byFrancesca"sdignity。Gina,herhalf-grown-up/confidante/,alsoseemedtohaveamockingexpressionasshegaveacovertorasideglanceatRodolphe。

ThisobviousdisagreementbetweentheItalianlady"srankandhermannerswasafreshpuzzletoRodolphe,whosuspectedsomefurthertricklikeGina"sassumeddumbness。

"Wherewouldyougo,SignoraLamporani?"heasked。

"TowardsLucerne,"repliedFrancescainFrench。

"Good!"saidRodolphetohimself,"sheisnotstartledbyhearingmespeakhername;shehad,nodoubt,foreseenthatIshouldaskGina——

sheissocunning——Whatisyourquarrelwithme?"hewenton,goingatlasttositdownbyherside,andaskingherbyagesturetogivehimherhand,whichshewithdrew。"Youarecoldandceremonious;what,incolloquiallanguage,weshouldcall/short/。"

"Itistrue,"sherepliedwithasmile。"Iamwrong。Itisnotgoodmanners;itisvulgar。InFrenchyouwouldcallitinartistic。Itisbettertobefrankthantoharborcoldorhostilefeelingstowardsafriend,andyouhavealreadyprovedyourselfmyfriend。PerhapsIhavegonetoofarwithyou。Youmusttakemetobeaveryordinarywoman。"——

Rodolphemademanysignsofdenial——"Yes,"saidthebookseller"swife,goingonwithoutnoticingthispantomime,which,however,sheplainlysaw。"Ihavedetectedthat,andnaturallyIhavereconsideredmyconduct。Well!Iwillputanendtoeverythingbyafewwordsofdeeptruth。Understandthis,Rodolphe:Ifeelinmyselfthestrengthtostifleafeelingifitwerenotinharmonywithmyideasoranticipationofwhattrueloveis。Icouldlove——aswecanloveinItaly,butIknowmyduty。Nointoxicationcanmakemeforgetit。

Marriedwithoutmyconsenttothatpooroldman,Imighttakeadvantageofthelibertyhesogenerouslygivesme;butthreeyearsofmarriedlifeimplyacceptanceofitslaws。Hencethemostvehementpassionwouldnevermakemeutter,eveninvoluntarily,awishtofindmyselffree。

"Emilioknowsmycharacter。Heknowsthatwithoutmyheart,whichismyown,andwhichImightgiveaway,Ishouldneverallowanyonetotakemyhand。ThatiswhyIhavejustrefusedittoyou。Idesiretobelovedandwaitedforwithfidelity,nobleness,ardor,whileallI

cangiveisinfinitetendernessofwhichtheexpressionmaynotoversteptheboundaryoftheheart,thepermittedneutralground。Allthisbeingthoroughlyunderstood——Oh!"shewentonwithagirlishgesture,"Iwillbeascoquettish,asgay,asglad,asachildwhichknowsnothingofthedangersoffamiliarity。"

Thisplainandfrankdeclarationwasmadeinatone,anaccent,andsupportedbyalookwhichgaveitthedeepeststampoftruth。

"APrincessColonnacouldnothavespokenbetter,"saidRodolphe,smiling。

"Isthat,"sheansweredwithsomehaughtiness,"areflectiononthehumblenessofmybirth?Mustyourloveflauntacoat-of-arms?AtMilanthenoblestnamesarewrittenovershop-doors:Sforza,Canova,Visconti,Trivulzio,Ursini;thereareArchintosapothecaries;but,believeme,thoughIkeepashop,Ihavethefeelingsofaduchess。"

"Areflection?Nay,madame,Imeantitforpraise。"

"Byacomparison?"shesaidarchly。

"Ah,onceforall,"saidhe,"nottotorturemeifmywordsshouldillexpressmyfeelings,understandthatmyloveisperfect;itcarrieswithitabsoluteobedienceandrespect。"

Shebowedasawomansatisfied,andsaid,"Thenmonsieuracceptsthetreaty?"

"Yes,"saidhe。"Icanunderstandthatinarichandpowerfulfemininenaturethefacultyoflovingoughtnottobewasted,andthatyou,outofdelicacy,wishedtorestrainit。Ah!Francesca,atmyagetendernessrequited,andbysosublime,soroyallybeautifulacreatureasyouare——why,itisthefulfilmentofallmywishes。Toloveyouasyoudesiretobeloved——isnotthatenoughtomakeayoungmanguardhimselfagainsteveryevilfolly?Isitnottoconcentrateallhispowersinanoblepassion,ofwhichinthefuturehemaybeproud,andwhichcanleavenonebutlovelymemories?IfyoucouldbutknowwithwhathuesyouhaveclothedthechainofPilatus,theRigi,andthissuperblake——"

"Iwanttoknow,"saidshe,withtheItalianartlessnesswhichhasalwaysatouchofartfulness。

"Well,thishourwillshineonallmylifelikeadiamondonaqueen"sbrow。"

Francesca"sonlyreplywastolayherhandonRodolphe"s。

"Ohdearest!foreverdearest!——Tellme,haveyouneverloved?"

"Never。"

"Andyouallowmetoloveyounobly,lookingtoheavenfortheutmostfulfilment?"heasked。

Shegentlybentherhead。TwolargetearsrolleddownRodolphe"scheeks。

"Why!whatisthematter?"shecried,abandoningherimperialmanner。

"IhavenownomotherwhomIcantellofmyhappiness;sheleftthisearthwithoutseeingwhatwouldhavemitigatedheragony——"

"What?"saidshe。

"Hertendernessreplacedbyanequaltenderness——"

"/Poveromio/!"exclaimedtheItalian,muchtouched。"Believeme,"shewentonafterapause,"itisaverysweetthing,andtoawoman,astrongelementoffidelitytoknowthatsheisallinallonearthtothemansheloves;tofindhimlonely,withnofamily,withnothinginhisheartbuthislove——inshort,tohavehimwhollytoherself。"

Whentwoloversthusunderstandeachother,theheartfeelsdeliciouspeace,supremetranquillity。Certaintyisthebasisforwhichhumanfeelingscrave,foritisneverlackingtoreligioussentiment;manisalwayscertainofbeingfullyrepaidbyGod。Loveneverbelievesitselfsecurebutbythisresemblancetodivinelove。Andtherapturesofthatmomentmusthavebeenfullyfelttobeunderstood;itisuniqueinlife;itcanneverreturnnomore,alas!thantheemotionsofyouth。Tobelieveinawoman,tomakeheryourhumanreligion,thefountoflife,thesecretluminaryofallyourleastthoughts!——isnotthisasecondbirth?Andayoungmanmingleswiththislovealittleofthefeelinghehadforhismother。

RodolpheandFrancescaforsometimeremainedinperfectsilence,answeringeachotherbysympatheticglancesfullofthoughts。TheyunderstoodeachotherinthemidstofoneofthemostbeautifulscenesofNature,whoseglories,interpretedbythegloryintheirhearts,helpedtostampontheirmindsthemostfugitivedetailsofthatuniquehour。TherehadnotbeentheslightestshadeoffrivolityinFrancesca"sconduct。Itwasnoble,large,andwithoutanysecondthought。ThismagnanimitystruckRodolphegreatly,forinitherecognizedthedifferencebetweentheItalianandtheFrenchwoman。Thewaters,theland,thesky,thewoman,allweregrandioseandsuave,eventheirloveinthemidstofthispicture,sovastinitsexpanse,sorichindetail,wherethesternnessofthesnowypeaksandtheirhardfoldsstandingclearlyoutagainstthebluesky,remindedRodolpheofthecircumstanceswhichlimitedhishappiness;alovelycountryshutinbysnows。

Thisdelightfulintoxicationofsoulwasdestinedtobedisturbed。A

boatwasapproachingfromLucerne;Gina,whohadbeenwatchingitattentively,gaveajoyfulstart,thoughfaithfultoherpartasamute。Thebarkcamenearer;whenatlengthFrancescacoulddistinguishthefacesonboard,sheexclaimed,"Tito!"assheperceivedayoungman。Shestoodup,andremainedstandingattheriskofbeingdrowned。

"Tito!Tito!"criedshe,wavingherhandkerchief。

Titodesiredtheboatmentoslacken,andthetwoboatspulledsidebyside。TheItalianandTitotalkedwithsuchextremerapidity,andinadialectunfamiliartoamanwhohardlykneweventheItalianofbooks,thatRodolphecouldneitherhearnorguessthedriftofthisconversation。ButTito"shandsomeface,Francesca"sfamiliarity,andGina"sexpressionofdelight,allaggrievedhim。Andindeednolovercanhelpbeingillpleasedatfindinghimselfneglectedforanother,whoeverhemaybe。TitotossedalittleleatherbagtoGina,fullofgoldnodoubt,andapacketofletterstoFrancesca,whobegantoreadthem,withafarewellwaveofthehandtoTito。

"GetquicklybacktoGersau,"shesaidtotheboatmen,"IwillnotletmypoorEmiliopinetenminuteslongerthanheneed。"

"Whathashappened?"askedRodolphe,ashesawFrancescafinishreadingthelastletter。

"/Laliberta/!"sheexclaimed,withanartist"senthusiasm。

"/Edenaro/!"addedGina,likeanecho,forshehadfoundhertongue。

"Yes,"saidFrancesca,"nomorepoverty!FormorethanelevenmonthshaveIbeenworking,andIwasbeginningtobetiredofit。Iamcertainlynotaliterarywoman。"

"WhoisthisTito?"askedRodolphe。

"TheSecretaryofStatetothefinancialdepartmentofthehumbleshopoftheColonnas,inotherwords,thesonofour/ragionato/。Poorboy!

hecouldnotcomebytheSaint-Gothard,norbytheMont-Cenis,norbytheSimplon;hecamebysea,byMarseilles,andhadtocrossFrance。

Well,inthreeweeksweshallbeatGeneva,andlivingatourease。

Come,Rodolphe,"sheadded,seeingsadnessoverspreadtheParisian"sface,"isnottheLakeofGenevaquiteasgoodastheLakeofLucerne?"

"ButallowmetobestowaregretontheBergmanns"delightfulhouse,"

saidRodolphe,pointingtothelittlepromontory。

"Comeanddinewithustoaddtoyourassociations,/poveromio/,"

saidshe。"Thisisagreatday;weareoutofdanger。Mymotherwritesthatwithinayeartherewillbeanamnesty。Oh!/lacarapatria/!"

ThesethreewordsmadeGinaweep。"Anotherwinterhere,"saidshe,"andIshouldhavebeendead!"

"PoorlittleSiciliankid!"saidFrancesca,strokingGina"sheadwithanexpressionandanaffectionwhichmadeRodolphelongtobesocaressed,evenifitwerewithoutlove。

Theboatgrounded;Rodolphesprangontothesand,offeredhishandtotheItalianlady,escortedhertothedooroftheBergmanns"house,andwenttodressandreturnassoonaspossible。

Whenhejoinedthelibrarianandhiswife,whoweresittingonthebalcony,Rodolphecouldscarcelyrepressanexclamationofsurpriseatseeingtheprodigiouschangewhichthegoodnewshadproducedintheoldman。Henowsawamanofaboutsixty,extremelywellpreserved,aleanItalian,asstraightasanI,withhairstillblack,thoughthinandshowingawhiteskull,withbrighteyes,afullsetofwhiteteeth,afacelikeCaesar,andonhisdiplomaticlipsasardonicsmile,thealmostfalsesmileunderwhichamanofgoodbreedinghideshisrealfeelings。

"Hereismyhusbandunderhisnaturalform,"saidFrancescagravely。

"Heisquiteanewacquaintance,"repliedRodolphe,bewildered。

"Quite,"saidthelibrarian;"Ihaveplayedmanyapart,andknowwellhowtomakeup。Ah!IplayedoneinParisundertheEmpire,withBourrienne,MadameMurat,Madamed"Abrantis/etuttequanti/。

Everythingwetakethetroubletolearninouryouth,eventhemostfutile,isofuse。Ifmywifehadnotreceivedaman"seducation——anunheard-ofthinginItaly——Ishouldhavebeenobligedtochopwoodtogetmylivinghere。/Povera/Francesca!whowouldhavetoldmethatshewouldsomedaymaintainme!"

Ashelistenedtothisworthybookseller,soeasy,soaffable,sohale,Rodolphescentedsomemystification,andpreservedthewatchfulsilenceofamanwhohasbeenduped。

"/Cheavete,signor/?"Francescaaskedwithsimplicity。"Doesourhappinesssaddenyou?"

"Yourhusbandisayoungman,"hewhisperedinherear。

Shebrokeintosuchafrank,infectiouslaughthatRodolphewasstillmorepuzzled。

"Heisbutsixty-five,atyourservice,"saidshe;"butIcanassureyouthateventhatissomething——tobethankfulfor!"

"Idonotliketohearyoujestaboutanaffectionsosacredasthis,ofwhichyouyourselfprescribedtheconditions。"

"/Zitto/!"saidshe,stampingherfoot,andlookingwhetherherhusbandwerelistening。"Neverdisturbthepeaceofmindofthatdearman,assimpleasachild,andwithwhomIcandowhatIplease。Heisundermyprotection,"sheadded。"IfyoucouldknowwithwhatgenerosityheriskedhislifeandfortunebecauseIwasaLiberal!forhedoesnotsharemypoliticalopinions。Isnotthatlove,MonsieurFrenchman?——Buttheyarelikethatinhisfamily。Emilio"syoungerbrotherwasdesertedforahandsomeyouthbythewomanheloved。Hethrusthisswordthroughhisownhearttenminutesafterhehadsaidtohisservant,"Icouldofcoursekillmyrival,butthatwouldgrievethe/Diva/toodeeply。""

Thismixtureofdignityandbanter,ofhaughtinessandplayfulness,madeFrancescaatthismomentthemostfascinatingcreatureintheworld。Thedinnerandtheeveningwerefullofcheerfulness,justified,indeed,bythereliefofthetworefugees,butdepressingtoRodolphe。

"Canshebefickle?"heaskedhimselfashereturnedtotheStopfers"

house。"Shesympathizedinmysorrow,andIcannottakepartinherjoy!"

Heblamedhimself,justifyingthisgirl-wife。

"Shehasnotaintofhypocrisy,andiscarriedawaybyimpulse,"

thoughthe,"andIwanthertobelikeaParisianwoman。"

Nextdayandthefollowingdays,infact,fortwentydaysafter,RodolphespentallhistimeattheBergmanns",watchingFrancescawithouthavingdeterminedtowatchher。Insomesoulsadmirationisnotindependentofacertainpenetration。TheyoungFrenchmandiscernedinFrancescatheimprudenceofgirlhood,thetruenatureofawomanasyetunbroken,sometimesstrugglingagainstherlove,andatothermomentsyieldingandcarriedawaybyit。Theoldmancertainlybehavedtoherasafathertohisdaughter,andFrancescatreatedhimwithadeeplyfeltgratitudewhichrousedherinstinctivenobleness。

ThesituationandthewomanweretoRodolpheanimpenetrableenigma,ofwhichthesolutionattractedhimmoreandmore。

Theselastdayswerefullofsecretjoys,alternatingwithmelancholymoods,withtiffsandquarrelsevenmoredelightfulthanthehourswhenRodolpheandFrancescawereofonemind。Andhewasmoreandmorefascinatedbythistendernessapartfromwit,alwaysandinallthingsthesame,anaffectionthatwasjealousofmerenothings——already!

"Youcareverymuchforluxury?"saidheoneeveningtoFrancesca,whowasexpressingherwishtogetawayfromGersau,whereshemissedmanythings。

"I!"criedshe。"IloveluxuryasIlovethearts,asIloveapicturebyRaphael,afinehorse,abeautifulday,ortheBayofNaples。

Emilio,"shewenton,"haveIevercomplainedhereduringourdaysofprivation。"

"Youwouldnothavebeenyourselfifyouhad,"repliedtheoldmangravely。

"Afterall,isitnotinthenatureofplainfolkstoaspiretograndeur?"sheasked,withamischievousglanceatRodolpheandatherhusband。"Weremyfeetmadeforfatigue?"sheadded,puttingouttwoprettylittlefeet。"Myhands"——andsheheldoneouttoRodolphe——

"werethosehandsmadetowork?——Leaveus,"shesaidtoherhusband;

"Iwanttospeaktohim。"

Theoldmanwentintothedrawing-roomwithsublimegoodfaith;hewassureofhiswife。

"IwillnothaveyoucomewithustoGeneva,"shesaidtoRodolphe。

"Itisagossipingtown。ThoughIamfarabovethenonsensetheworldtalks,Idonotchoosetobecalumniated,notformyownsake,butforhis。Imakeitmypridetobethegloryofthatoldman,whois,afterall,myonlyprotector。Weareleaving;stayhereafewdays。WhenyoucomeontoGeneva,callfirstonmyhusband,andlethimintroduceyoutome。Letushideourgreatandunchangeableaffectionfromtheeyesoftheworld。Iloveyou;youknowit;butthisishowIwillproveittoyou——youshallneverdiscerninmyconductanythingwhateverthatmayarouseyourjealousy。"

Shedrewhimintoacornerofthebalcony,kissedhimontheforehead,andfled,leavinghiminamazement。

NextdayRodolpheheardthatthelodgersattheBergmanns"hadleftatdaybreak。ItthenseemedtohimintolerabletoremainatGersau,andhesetoutforVevaybythelongestroute,startingsoonerthanwasnecessary。AttractedtothewatersofthelakewherethebeautifulItalianawaitedhim,hereachedGenevabytheendofOctober。ToavoidthediscomfortsofthetownhetookroomsinahouseatEaux-Vives,outsidethewalls。Assoonashewassettled,hisfirstcarewastoaskhislandlord,aretiredjeweler,whethersomeItalianrefugeesfromMilanhadnotlatelycometoresideatGeneva。

"NotsofarasIknow,"repliedtheman。"PrinceandPrincessColonnaofRomehavetakenMonsieurJeanrenaud"splaceforthreeyears;itisoneofthefinestonthelake。ItissituatedbetweentheVillaDiodatiandthatofMonsieurLafin-de-Dieu,lettotheVicomtessedeBeauseant。PrinceColonnahascometoseehisdaughterandhisson-in-

lawPrinceGandolphini,aNeopolitan,orifyoulike,aSicilian,anoldadherentofKingMurat"s,andavictimofthelastrevolution。

ThesearethelastarrivalsatGeneva,andtheyarenotMilanese。

Seriousstepshadtobetaken,andthePope"sinterestintheColonnafamilywasinvoked,toobtainpermissionfromtheforeignpowersandtheKingofNaplesforthePrinceandPrincessGandolphinitolivehere。GenevaisanxioustodonothingtodispleasetheHolyAlliancetowhichitowesitsindependence。/Our/partisnottoruffleforeigncourts;therearemanyforeignershere,RussiansandEnglish。"

"EvensomeGevenese?"

"Yes,monsieur,ourlakeissofine!LordByronlivedhereaboutsevenyearsattheVillaDiodati,whicheveryonegoestoseenow,likeCoppetandFerney。"

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