第10章
TheprofessorhadthenaskedwithconsiderablespiritfortheproofsuponwhichMrs。WainwrightnamedColemanamonster,andhadmadeawryfaceoverhercompletelyconventionalreply。Hehadtoldhercategoricallyhisopinionofhereruditioninsuchmatters。
ButMrs。Wainwrightwasnottobedeterredfromanexcitingespousalofthecauseofhersex。Upontheinstantthattheprofessorstrenuouslyopposedhershebecameanapostle,anenlightened,upliftedapostletotheworldonthewrongsofhersex。Shehadcomedownwiththisthingasifitwereadisease。
Nothingcouldstopher。Herhusband,herdaughter,allinfluencesinotherdirections,hadbeenoverturnedwitharoar,andthefirstthingfullycleartotheprofessor"smindhadbeenthathiswifewasridingaffablyinthecarriagewithNoraBlack。
Colemanarousedwhenheheardoneofthestudentscryout:"Why,thereisRufusColeman"sdragoman。
Hemustbehere。"Amomentlatertheythrongeduponhim。"Hi,oldman,caughtyouagain!Wheredidyoubreakto?Gladtocatchyou,oldboy。Howareyoumakingit?Where"syourhorse?"
"Sentthehorsesonto,Athens,"saidColeman。
Hehadnotyetrecoveredhiscomposure,andhewasgladtofindavailablethiscommonplacereturntotheirexuberantgreetingsandquestions。"SentthemontoAthenswiththegroom。"
Inthemeantimetheengineofthelittletrainwasscreamingtoheaventhatitsintentionofstartingwasmostserious。Thediligenciacareeredtothestationplatformandunburdened。Colemanhadhadhisdragomanplacehisluggageinalittlefirst-classcarriageandhedefiantlyentereditandclosedthedoor。
Hehadasuddenreturntotheoldsenseofdownfall,andwithitcametheoriginalrebelliousdesires。However,hehopedthatsomebodywouldintrudeuponhim。
ItwasPeterTounley。Thestudentflungopenthedoorandthenyelledtothedistance:"Here"sanemptyone。"Heclatteredintothecompartment。
"Hello,Coleman!Didn"tknowyouwereinhere!"
AthisheelscameNoraBlack,CokeandMarjory。
"Oh!"theysaid,whentheysawtheoccupantofthecarriage。"Oh!"Colemanwasfurious。Hecouldhavedistributedsomeofhistrapsinawaytocreatemoreroom,buthedidnotmove。
CHAPTERXXIV。
THEREwasademonstrationoftheunequalledfacilitiesofaEuropeanrailwaycarriageforrenderingunpleasantthingsalmostintolerable。Thesepeoplecouldfindnowaytoalleviatethepoignancyoftheirposition。Colemandidnotknowwheretolook。
EverypersonalmannerismbecomesaccentuatedinaEuropeanrailwaycarriage。Ifyouglanceataman,yourglancedefinesitselfasastare。Ifyoucarefullylookatnothing,youcreateforyourselfaresemblancetoallwooden-headedthings。Anewspaperis,then,inthenatureofapreservative,andColemanlongedforanewspaper。
ItwasthisabominablerailwaycarriagewhichexactedthefirstdisplayofagitationfromMarjory。
Sheflushedrosily,andhereyeswaveredoverthecornpartment。NoraBlacklaughedinawaythatwasashocktothenerves。Cokeseemedveryangry,indeed,andPeterTounleywasinpitifuldistress。
Everythingwasacutely,painfullyvivid,bald,paintedasglaringlyasagrocer"snewwagon。Itfulfilledthosetraditionswhichtheartistsdeplorewhentheyusetheirpetphraseonapicture,"Ithurts。"ThedamnablepowerofaccentuationoftheEuropeanrailwaycarriageseemed,toColeman"samazedmind,toberedoubledandredoubled。
ItwasPeterTounleywhoseemedtobeinthegreatestagony。Helookedatthecorrespondentbeseechinglyandsaid:"It"saverycoldmorning,Coleman。"
Thiswasanactualappealinthenameofhumanity。
Colemancamesquarely。tothefrontandevengrinnedalittleatpoorPeterTounley"smisery。
"Yes,itisacoldmorning,Peter。Ishouldsayittooneofthecoldestmorningsinmyrecollection。"
PeterTounleyhadnotintendedatypicalAmericanemphasisonthepolarconditionswhichobtainedinthecompartmentatthistime,butColemanhadgiventhewordthismeaning。Spontaneouslyeverybodysmiled,andatoncethetensionwasrelieved。
Butofcoursethesatanicpowersoftherailwaycarriagecouldnotbealtogethersetatnaught。OfcourseitfelltothelotofCoketogettheseatdirectlyinfrontofColeman,andthus,facetoface,theyweredoomedtostareateachother。
PeterTounleywasinspiredtobeginconventionalbabble,inwhichhetookgreatcaretomakeanappear。
anceoftalkingtoallinthecarriage。"FunnythingIneverknewthesemorningsinGreeceweresocold。
Ithoughttheclimateherewasquitetropical。Itmusthavebeeninconvenientintheancienttimes,when,Iamtold,peopledidn"twearnearsomany-
er-clothes。Really,Idon"tseehowtheystoodit。
Formypart,Iwouldlikenothingsomuchasabuffalorobe。Isupposewhenthosegreatsculptorsweredoingtheirmasterpieces,theyhadtoweargloves。
Everthinkofthat?Funny,isn"tit?Aren"tyoucold,Marjory?Iam。jingo!ImaginetheSpartansinulsters,goingouttomeetanenemyincape-overcoats,andbeingdesiredbytheirmotherstoreturnwiththeirulstersorwrappedinthem。"
ItwasratherhardworkforPeterTounley。BothMarjoryandColemantriedtodisplayaninterestinhislabours,andtheylaughednotatwhathesaid,butbecausetheybelieveditassistedhim。Thelittletrain,meanwhile,wanderedupagreatgreenslope,andthedayrapidlycolouredtheland。
AtfirstNoraBlackdidnotdisplayamilitantmood,butastimepassedColemansawclearlythatshewasconsideringtheadvisabilityofanewattack。ShehadColemanandMarjoryinconjunctionandwheretheywereunabletoescapefromher。Theopportunitiesweregreat。ToColeman,sheseemedtobegloatingoverthepossibilitiesofmakingmoremischief。Shewaslookingathimspeculatively,asifconsideringthebestplacetohithimfirst。Presentlyshedrawled:
"Rufus,Iwishyouwouldfixmyrugaboutmealittlebetter。"Colemansawthatthiswasabeginning。
PeterTounleysprangtohisfeetwithspeedanden-
thusiasm。"Oh,letmedoitforyou。"Hehadherwellmuffledintherugbeforeshecouldprotest,evenifaprotesthadbeenrational。TheyoungmanhadnoideaofdefendingColeman。Hehadnoknowledgeofthenecessityforit。Ithadbeenmerelytheexerciseofhishabitofamiability,hischronicdesiretoseeeverybodycomfortable。HispassioninthisdirectionwaswellknowninWashurst,wherethestudentshadborrowedaphrasefromthephotographersinordertodescribehimfullyinanickname。Theycalledhim"Look-pleasantTounley。"Thisdidnotinanywayantagonisehisperfectwillingnesstofightonoccasionswithasingulardesperation,whichusuallyhasasmallstoolineverymindwheregoodnaturehasathrone。
"Oh,thankyouverymuch,Mr。Tounley,"saidNoraBlack,withoutgratitude。"Rufusisalwayssolaxinthesematters。"
"Idon"tknowhowyouknowit,"saidColemanboldly,andhelookedherfearlesslyintheeye。Thebattlehadbegun。
"Oh,"respondedNora,airily,"Ihavehadopportunityenoughtoknowit,Ishouldthink,bythistime。"
"No,"saidColeman,"sinceIhaveneverpaidyouparticularanddirectattention,youcannotpossiblyknowwhatIamlaxinandwhatIamnotlaxin。I
wouldbeobligedtobeofserviceatanytime,Nora,butsurelyyoudonotconsiderthatyouhavearighttomyservicessuperiortoanyotherright。"
NoraBlacksimplywentmad,butfortunatelypartofhermadnesswasintheformofspeechlessness。
Otherwisetheremighthavebeenheardsomethingapproachingtobillingsgate。
MarjoryandPeterTounleyturnedfirsthotandthencold,andlookedasiftheywantedtoflyaway;andevenCoke,pennedhelplesslyinwiththisunpleasantincident,seemedtohaveasuddenattackofdistress。
TheonlyfrigidpersonwasColeman。Hehadmadehisdeclarationofindependence,andhesawwithgleethatthevictorywascomplete。NoraBlackmightstormandrage,buthehadannouncedhispositioninanunconventionalbluntwaywhichnobodyinthecarriagecouldfailtounderstand。HefeltsomewhatlikesmilingwithconfidenceanddefianceinNora"sface,buthestillhadthefearforMarjory。
Unexpectedly,thefightwasalloutofNoraBlack。
Shehadthefuryofawomanscorned,butevidentlyshehadperceivedthatallwasoverandlost。TheremainderofherwrathdispenseditselfinglareswhichColemanwithstoodwithgreatcomposure。
AstrainedsilencefelluponthegroupwhichlasteduntiltheyarrivedatthelittleportofMesalonghi,whencetheyweretotakeshipforPatras。Colemanfoundhimselfwonderingwhyhehadnotgoneflatlyatthegreatquestionatamuchearlierperiod,indeedatthefirstmomentwhenthegreatquestionbegantomakelifeexcitingforhim。HethoughtthatifhehadchargedNora"sgunsinthebeginningtheywouldhaveturnedouttobethesameincapableartillery。
Insteadofthathehadrunawayandcontinuedtorunawayuntilhewasactuallycorneredandmadetofight,andhiseasyvictoryhaddefinedhimasapersonwhohad,earlier,indulgedinmuchstupidityandcowardice。
Everythinghadworkedoutsosimply,histerrorshadbeendispelledsoeasily,thatheprobablywasledtooverestimatehissuccess。Anditoccurredsuddenlytohim。HeforesawafineoccasiontotalkprivatelytoMarjorywhenallhadboardedthesteamerforPatrasandheresolvedtomakeuseofit。Thishebelievedwouldendthestrifeandconclusivelylaurelhim。
Thetrainfinallydrewuponalittlestonepierandsomeboatmenbegantoscreamlikegulls。Thesteamerlayatanchorintheplacidbluecove。TheembarkationwaschaoticintheOrientalfashionandtherewasthecustomarymiserywhichwasonlyrelievedwhenthetravellershadsetfootonthedeckofthesteamer。ColemandidnotdevoteanyprematureattentiontofindingMarjory,butwhenthesteamerwasfairlyoutonthecalmwatersoftheGulfofCorinth,hesawherpacingtoandfrowithPeterTounley。
Atfirsthelurkedinthedistancewaitingforanopportunity,butultimatelyhedecidedtomakehisownopportunity。Heapproachedthem。"Marjory,wouldyouletmespeaktoyoualoneforafewmoments?
Youwon"tmind,willyou,Peter?"
"Oh,no,certainlynot,"saidPeterTounley。
"Ofcourse。Itisnotsomedreadfulrevelation,isit?"saidMarjory,banteringhimcoolly。
"No,"answeredColeman,abstractedly。Hewasthinkingofwhathewasgoingtosay。PeterTounleyvanishedaroundthecornerofadeck-houseandMarjoryandColemanbegantopacetoandfroevenasMarjoryandPeterTounleyhaddone。Colemanhadthoughttospeakhismindfranklyandonceforall,andonthetrainhehadinventedmanyclearexpressionsofhisfeeling。Itdidnotappearthathehadforgottenthem。Itseemed,more,thattheyhadbecomeentangledinhismindinsuchawaythathecouldnotunraveltheendofhisdiscourse。
Inthepause,Marjorybegantospeakinadmirationofthescenery。"IneverimaginedthatGreecewassofullofmountains。OnereadssomuchoftheAtticPlains,butaren"tthesemountainsroyal?Theylooksoruggedandcold,whereasthebayisabsolutelyasblueastheolddescriptionsofasummersea。"
"IwantedtospeaktoyouaboutNoraBlack,"saidColeman。
"NoraBlack?Why?"saidMarjory,liftinghereye-
brows。
Youknowwellenough,"saidColeman,inahead。
longfashion。"Youmustknow,youmusthaveseenit。SheknowsIcareforyouandshewantstostopit。
Andshehasnorightto-tointerfere。Sheisafiend,aperfectfiend。SheistryingtomakeyoufeelthatI
careforher。"
"Anddon"tyoucareforher?"askedMarjory。
"No,"saidColeman,vehemently。"Idon"tcareforheratall。"
"Verywell,"answeredMarjory,simply。"Ibelieveyou。"Shemanagedtogivethewordstheeffectofamereannouncementthatshebelievedhimanditwasinnowayplainthatshewasgladorthatsheesteemedthematterasbeingofconsequence。
Hescowledatherindarkresentment。"Youmeanbythat,Isuppose,thatyoudon"tbelieveme?"
"Oh,"answeredMarjory,wearily,"Ibelieveyou。
Isaidso。Don"ttalkaboutitanymore。"
"Then,"saidColeman,slowly,"youmeanthatyoudonotcarewhetherI"mtellingthetruthornot?"
"Why,ofcourseIcare,"shesaid。"Lyingisnotnice。"
Hedidnotknow,apparently,exactlyhowtodealwithhermanner,whichwasactuallysopliablethat-itwasmarble,ifonemayspeakinthatway。Helookedruefullyatthesea。Hehadexpectedafareasiertime。"Well-"hebegan。
"Really,"interruptedMarjory,"thisissomethingwhichIdonotcaretodiscuss。Iwouldratheryouwouldnotspeaktomeatallaboutit。Itseemstoo-too-bad。IcanreadilygiveyoumywordthatI
believeyou,butIwouldpreferyounottotrytotalktomeaboutitor-anythingofthatsort。Mother!"
Mrs。Wainwrightwashoveringanxiouslyinthevicinity,andshenowboredownrapidlyuponthepair。"YouareverynearlytoPatras,"shesaidreproachfullytoherdaughter,asifthefacthadsomefaultofMarjory"sconcealedinit。Sheinnowayac-
knowledgedthepresenceofColeman。
"Oh,arewe?"criedMarjory。
"Yes,"saidMrs。Wainwright。"Weare。"
ShestoodwaitingasifsheexpectedMarjorytoin-
stantlyquitColeman。Thegirlwaveredamomentandthenfollowedhermother。"Good-bye。"shesaid。
"IhopewemayseeyouagaininAthens。"ItwasacommandtohimtotravelalonewithhisservantonthelongrailwayjourneyfromPatrastoAthens。Itwasadismissalofacasualacquaintancegivensograciouslythatitstunghimtothedepthsofhispride。
Hebowedhisadieuandhisthanks。Whentheyellingboatmencameagain,heandhismanproceededtotheshoreinanearlyboatwithoutlookinginanywayafterthewelfareoftheothers。
Atthetrain,thepartysplitintothreesections。
Colemanandhismanhadonecompartment,NoraBlackandhersquadhadanother,andtheWainwrightsandstudentsoccupiedtwomore。
ThelittleofficerwasstillintowofNoraBlack。
Hewasveryenthusiastic。InFrenchshedirectedhimtoremainsilent,buthedidnotappeartounderstand。
"Youtellhim,"shethensaidtoherdragoman,"tositinacornerandnottospeakuntilItellhimto,orIwon"thavehiminhere。"Sheseemedanxioustounburdenherselftotheoldladycompanion。
"Doyouknow,"shesaid,"thatgirlhasanervelikesteel。Itriedtobreakitthereinthatinn,butIcouldn"tbudgeher。IfIamgoingtohaveherbeatenImustprovemyselftobeavery,veryartfulperson。"
"Whydidyoutrytobreakhernerve?"askedtheoldlady,yawning。"Whydoyouwanttohaveherbeaten?"
"BecauseIdo,oldstupid,"answeredNora。"YoushouldhaveheardthethingsIsaidtoher。"
"Aboutwhat?"
"AboutColeman。Can"tyouunderstandanythingatall?"
"AndwhyshouldyousayanythingaboutColemantoher?"queriedtheoldlady,stillhopelesslybefogged。
"Because,"criedNora,dartingalookofwrathathercompanion,"Iwanttopreventthatmarriage。"
Shehadbeenbetrayedintothisavowalbythesingularlyopaquemindoftheoldlady。Thelatteratoncesaterect-"Oh,ho,"shesaid,asifarayoflighthadbeenletintoherhead。"Oh,ho。Sothat"sit,isit?"
"Yes,that"sit,rejoinedNora,shortly。
Theoldladywasamazedintoalongperiodofmeditation。Atlastshespokedepressingly。"Well,howareyougoingtopreventit?Thosethingscan"tbedoneinthesedaysatall。Iftheycareforeachother-"
Noraburstoutfuriously。"Don"tventureopinionsuntilyouknowwhatyouaretalkingabout,please。
Theydon"tcareforeachother,doyousee?Shecaresforhim,buthedon"tgiveasnapofhisfingersforher。"
"But,"criedthebewilderedlady,"ifhedon"tcareforher,therewillbenothingtoprevent。Ifhedon"tcareforher,hewon"taskhertomarryhim,andsotherewon"tbeanythingtoprevent。"
Noramadeabroadgestureofimpatience。"Oh,can"tyougetanythingthroughyourhead?Haven"tyouseenthatthegirlhasbeentheonlyyoungwomaninthatwholepartylostupthereinthemountains,andthatnaturallymorethanhalfofthemenstillthinktheyareinlovewithher?That"swhatitis。Can"tyousee?Italwayshappensthatway。
ThenColemancomesalongandmakesafoolofhimselfwiththeothers。"
Theoldladyspokeupbrightlyasifatlastfeelingabletocontributesomethingintelligenttothetalk。
"Oh,then,hedoescareforher。"
Nora"seyeslookedasiftheirglancemightshriveltheoldlady"shair。"Don"tIkeeptellingyouthatitisnosuchthing?Can"tyouunderstand?Itisallglamour!Fascination!Wayupthereinthewilderness!Onlyoneevenpassablewomaninsight。"
"Idon"tsaythatIamsoverykeen,"saidtheoldlady,somewhatoffended,"butIfailtoseewhereI
couldimprovewhenfirstyoutellmehedon"tcareforher,andthenyoutellmethathedoescareforher。"
"Glamour,""Fascination,""quotedNora。"Don"tyouunderstandthemeaningofthewords?"
"Well,"askedtheother,didn"theknowher,then,beforehecameoverhere?"
Norawassilentforatime,whileagloomuponherfacedeepened。Ithadstruckherthatthetheoriesforwhichsheprotestedsoenergeticallymightnotbeofsuchgreatvalue。Spokenaloud,theyhadasuddennewflimsiness。PerhapsshehadreiteratedtoherselfthatColemanwasthevictimofglamouronlybecauseshewishedittobetrue。Onetheory,however,re-
mainedunshaken。Marjorywasanartfulrninx,withnotruthinher。
Shepresentlyfeltthenecessityofreplyingtothequestionofhercompanion。"Oh,"shesaid,care-
lessly,"Isupposetheywereacquainted-inaway。"
Theoldladywasgivingthebestofhermindtothesubject。"Ifthat"sthecase-"sheobserved,musingly,"ifthat"sthecase,youcan"ttellwhatisbetween"em。"
ThetalkhadsoslackenedthatNora"sunfortunateGreekadmirerfeltthatherewasagoodopportunitytopresenthimselfagaintothenoticeoftheactress。
ThemeanswasasmileandaFrenchsentence,buthisreceptionwouldhavefrightenedamaninarmour。
Hisfaceblanchedwithhorroratthestorm,hehadinvoked,andhedroppedlimplybackasifsomeonehadshothim。"Youtellthislittlesnipetoletmealone!"criedNora,tothedragoman。"IfhedarestocomearoundmewithanymoreofthoseParisiandudespeeches,I-Idon"tknowwhatI"lldo!I
won"thaveit,Isay。"Theimpressionuponthedragomanwashardlylessineffect。HelookedwithbulgingeyesatNora,andthenbegantostammerattheofficer。Thelatter"svoicecouldsometimesbeheardinawedwhispersforthemoreelaborateexplanationofsomedetailofthetragedy。Afterward,heremainedmeekandsilentinhiscorner,barelymorethanashadow,liketheproverbialhusbandofimperiousbeauty。
"Well,"saidtheoldlady,afteralongandthoughtfulpause,"Idon"tknow,I"msure,butitseemstomethatifRufusColemanreallycaresforthatgirl,thereisn"tmuchuseintryingtostophimfromgettingher。
Heisn"tthatkindofaman。"
"Forheaven"ssake,willyoustopassumingthathedoescareforher?"demandedNora,breathlessly。
"AndIdon"tsee,"continuedtheoldlady,"whatyouwanttopreventhimfor,anyhow。"
CHAPTERXXV。
"IFEELinthisradiantatmospherethattherecouldbenosuchthingaswar-menstrivingtogetherinblackandpassionatehatred。"Theprofessor"swordswereforthebenefitofhiswifeanddaughter。,Hewasviewingthesky-bluewatersoftheGulfofCorinthwithitsbackgroundofmountainsthatinthesunshineweretouchedhereandtherewithacopperishglare。
Thetrainwasslowlysweepingalongthesouthernshore。"Itisstrangetothinkofthosemenfightingupthereinthenorth。Anditisstrangetothinkthatweourselvesarebutjustreturningfromit。"
"Icannotbegintorealiseityet,"saidMrs。Wain-
wright,inahighvoice。
"Quiteso,"respondedtheprofessor,reflectively。
"Idonotsupposeanyofuswillrealiseitfullyforsometime。Itisaltogethertooodd,tooveryodd。"
"Tothinkofit!"criedMrs。WainWright。"Tothinkofit!SupposingthosedreadfulAlbaniansorthoseawfulmenfromtheGreekmountainshadcaughtus!Why,yearsfromnowI"llwakeupinthenightandthinkofit!"
Theprofessormused。"Strangethatwecannotfeelitstronglynow。Mylogictellsmetobeaghastthatweevergotintosuchaplace,butmynervesatpresentrefusetothrill。IamverymuchafraidthatthissingularapathyofourshasledustobeunjusttopoorColeman。"
HereMrs。Wainwrightobjected。"PoorColeman!
Idon"tseewhyyoucallhimpoorColeman。
"Well,"answeredtheprofessor,slowly,"Iamindoubtaboutourbehaviour。It-"
"Oh,"criedthewife,gleefully,"indoubtaboutourbehaviour!I"mindoubtabouthisbehaviour。"
"So,then,youdohaveadoubt。ofhisbehaviour?"
"Oh,no,"respondedMrs。Wainwright,hastily,"notaboutitsbadness。WhatImeanttosaywasthatinthefaceofhisoutrageousconductwiththat-
thatwoman,itiscuriousthatyoushouldworryaboutourbehaviour。Itsurprisesme,Harrison。"
Theprofessorwaswagginghisheadsadly。"I
don"tknowIdon"tknowItseemshardtojudge**Ihesitateto-"
Mrs。Wainwrighttreatedthisattitudewithdisdain。
"Itisnothardtojudge,"shescoffed,"andIfailtoseewhyyouhaveanyreasonforhesitationatall。
Herehebringsthiswoman——"
Theprofessorgotangry。"Nonsense!Nonsense!
Idonotbelievethathebroughther。IfIeversawaspectacleofawomanbringingherself,itwasthen。
Youkeepchantingthatthinglikeanoutrightparrot。"
"Well,"retortedMrs。Wainwright,bridling,"I
supposeyouimaginethatyouunderstandsuchthings,Menusuallythinkthat,butIwanttotellyouthatyouseemtomeutterlyblind。"
"Blindornot,dostoptheeverlastingreiterationofthatsentence。"
Mrs。Wainwrightpassedintoanoffendedsilence,andtheprofessor,alsosilent,lookedwithagraduallydwindlingindignationatthescenery。
NightwassuggestedintheskybeforethetrainwasneartoAthens。"Mytrunks,"sighedMrs。
Wainwright。"HowgladIwillbetogetbacktomytrunks!Oh,thedust!Oh,themisery!Dofindoutwhenwewillgetthere,Harrison。Maybethetrainislate。"
But,atlast,theyarrivedinAthens,amidadarknesswhichwasconfusing,and,afternomorethanthecommonamountoftrouble,theyprocuredcarriagesandweretakentothehotel。Mrs。Wainwright"simpulsesnowdominatedtheothersinthefamily。
Shehadonepassionafteranother。ThemajorityoftheservantsinthehotelpretendedthattheyspokeEnglish,but,inthreeminutes,shedrovethemdistractedwiththeabundanceandviolenceofherrequests。
ItcametopassthatintheexcitementtheoldcouplequiteforgotMarjory。ItwasnotuntilMrs。Wainwright,thenfeelingsplendidly,wasdressedfordinner,thatshethoughttoopenMarjory"sdoorandgotorenderausualmotherlysupervisionofthegirl"stoilet。
Therewasnolight:theredidnotseemtobeany-
bodyintheroom。"Marjory!"calledthemother,inalarm。Shelistenedforamomentandthenranhastilyoutagain。"Harrison!"shecried。"Ican"tfindMarjory!"Theprofessorhadbeentyinghiscravat。Heletthelooseendsfly。"What?"heejaculated,openinghismouthwide。ThentheybothrushedintoMarjory"sroom。"Marjory!"beseechedtheoldmaninavoicewhichwouldhaveinvokedthegrave。
Theanswerwasfromthebed。"Yes?"Itwaslow,weary,tearful。ItwasnotlikeMarjory。Itwasdangerouslythevoiceofahcart-brokenwoman。
Theyhurriedforwardwithoutcries。"Why,Marjory!
Areyouill,child?Howlonghaveyoubeenlyinginthedark?Whydidn"tyoucallus?Areyouill?"
"No,"answeredthischangedvoice,"Iamnotill。
IonlythoughtI"drestforatime。Don"tbother。"
Theprofessorhastilylitthegasandthenfatherandmotherturnedhurriedlytothebed。InthefirstoftheilluminationtheysawthattearswereflowinguncheckeddownMarjory"sface。
Theeffect。ofthisgriefupontheprofessorwas,inpart,aneffectoffear。Heseemedafraidtotouchit,togonearit。Hecould,evidently,onlyremainintheoutskirts,ahorrifiedspectator。Themother,how。
ever,flungherarmsaboutherdaughter。"Oh,Marjory!"
She,too,wasweeping。
Thegirlturnedherfacetothepillowandheldoutahandofprotest。"Don"t,mother!Don"t!"
"Oh,Marjory!Oh,Marjory!"
"Don"t,mother。Pleasegoaway。Pleasegoaway。Don"tspeakatall,Ibegofyou。"
"Oh,Marjory!Oh,Marjory!"
"Don"t。"Thegirlliftedafacewhichappalledthem。Ithadsomethingentirelynewinit。"Pleasegoaway,mother。Iwillspeaktofather,butIwon"t-Ican"t-Ican"tbepitied。"
Mrs。Wainwrightlookedatherhusband。"Yes,"
saidtheoldman,trembling。"Go!"Shethrewupherhandsinasorrowinggesturethatwasnotwithoutitssuggestionthatherexclusionwouldbeamistake。
Shelefttheroom。
TheprofessordroppedonhiskneesatthebedsideandtookoneofMarjory"shands。Hisvoicedroppedtoitstenderestnote。"Well,myMarjory?"
Shehadturnedherfaceagaintothepillow。Atlastsheansweredinmuffledtones,"Youknow。"
Thereaftercamealongsilencefullofsharpenedpain。ItwasMarjorywhospokefirst。"Ihavesavedmypride,daddy,but-Ihave-lost-everything——else。"Evenhersuddenresumptionoftheoldepithetofherchildhoodwasanadditionalmiserytotheoldman。Hestillsaidnoword。Heknelt,grippingherfingersandstaringatthewall。
"Yes,Ihavelost~everything-else。"
Thefathergavealowgroan。Hewasthinkingdeeply,bitterly。Sinceonewasonlyahumanbeing,howwasonegoingtoprotectbelovedheartsassailedwithsinisterfuryfromtheinexplicablezenith?Inthistragedyhefeltashelplessasanoldgreyape。
Hedidnotseeapossibleweaponwithwhichhecoulddefendhischildfromthecalamitywhichwasuponher。Therewasnowall,noshieldwhichcouldturnthissorrowfromtheheartofhischild。Ifoneofhishandslosscouldhavesparedher,therewouldhavebeenasacrificeofhishand,buthewaspotentfornothing。Hecouldonlygroanandstareatthewall。
HereviewedthepasthalfinfearthathewouldsuddenlycomeuponhiserrorwhichwasnowthecauseofMarjory"stears。HedweltlonguponthefactthatinWashursthehadrefusedhisconsenttoMarjory"smarriagewithColeman,butevennowhecouldnotsaythathisjudgmentwasnotcorrect。Itwassimplythatthedoomofwoman"swoewasuponMarjory,thisancientwoeofthesilenttongueandthegovernedwill,andhecouldonlykneelatthebedsideandstareatthewall。
Marjoryraisedhervoiceinalaugh。"DidIbetraymyself?DidIbecomethemaidenallforlorn?DidIgiggletoshowpeoplethatIdidnotcare?No-I
didnot-Ididnot。Anditwassuchalongtime,daddy!Oh,suchalongtime!Ithoughtwewouldnevergethere。IthoughtIwouldnevergetwhereI
couldbealonelikethis,whereIcould-cry-ifI
wantedto。Iamnotmuchof-acrier,amI,daddy?
Butthistime-this-time-"
Shesuddenlydrewherselfoverneartoherfatherandlookedathim。"Oh,daddy,Iwanttotellyouonething。justonesimplelittlething。"Shewaitedthen,andwhileshewaitedherfather"sheadwentlowerandlower。"Ofcourse,youknow-Itoldyouonce。Ilovehim!Ilovehim!Yes,probablyheisarascal,but,doyouknow,Idon"tthinkIwouldmindifhewasa-anassassin。ThismorningIsenthimaway,but,daddy,hedidn"twanttogoatall。
Iknowhedidn"t。ThisNoraBlackisnothingtohim。
Iknowsheisnot。Iamsureofit。Yes-Iamsureofit。***Ineverexpectedtotalkthiswaytoanylivingcreature,but-youaresogood,daddy。
Dearolddaddy——"
Sheceased,forshesawthatherfatherwaspraying。
Thesightbroughttoheranewoutburstofsobbing,forhersorrownowhaddignityandsolemnityfromthebowedwhiteheadofheroldfather,andshefeltthatherheartwasdyingamidthepompofthechurch。
Itwasthelastritesbeingperformedatthedeath-bed。
Intoherearscamesomeimaginingofthelowmelan。
cholychantofmonksinagloom。
Finallyherfatherarose。Hekissedheronthebrow。"Trytosleep,dear,"hesaid。Heturnedoutthegasandlefttheroom。Histhoughtwasfullofchastenedemotion。
Butifhisthoughtwasfullofchastenedemotion,itreceivedsomedegreeofshockwhenhearrivedinthepresenceofMrs。Wainwright。"Well,whatisallthisabout?"shedemanded,irascibly。"DoyoumeantosaythatMarjoryisbreakingherheartoverthatmanColeman?Itisallyourfault-"Shewasapparentlystillruffledoverherexclusion。
Whentheprofessorinterruptedherhedidnotspeakwithhisaccustomedspirit,butfromsomethingnovelinhismannersherecognisedadangersignal。
"Pleasedonotburstoutatitinthatway。"
"ThenitIstrue?"sheasked。Hervoicewasamereawedwhisper。
"Itistrue,"answeredtheprofessor。
"Well,"shesaid,afterreflection,"Iknewit。I
alway"sknewit。Ifyouhadn"tbeensoblind!Youturnedlikeaweather-cockinyouropinionsofColeman。
Younevercouldkeepyouropinionabouthimformorethananhour。Nobodycouldimaginewhatyoumightthinknext。Andnowyouseetheresultofit!Iwarnedyou!ItoldyouwhatthisColemanwas,andifMarjoryissufferingnow,youhaveonlyyourselftoblameforit。Iwarnedyou!"
"Ifitismyfault,"saidtheprofessor,drearily,"I
hopeGodmayforgiveme,forhereisagreatwrongtomydaughter。"
Well,ifyouhaddoneasItoldyou-"shebegan。
Heretheprofessorrevolted。"Oh,now,donotbe-
ginonthat,"hesnarled,peevishly。Donotbeginonthat。"
"Anyhow,"saidMrs。Wainwright,itistimethatweshouldbegoingdowntodinner。IsMarjorycom-
ing?"