投诉 阅读记录

第4章

“`No,"Isaid;`butIamgoingtogetitto-night。"

“`You"llnevergetit,"hesaid。`He"snotthatsortofaman。He"snotevenachurchman!"

“ButIjustwentquietlyonwiththework,withoutanswering,andafterquiteawhileheleft;buthecalledback,ashewentoff,`Well,ifhedoesgiveyouthathundreddollars,cometomeandI"llgiveyouanotherhundred。"""

Conwellsmilesingenialreminiscenceandwithoutanyapparentsensethatheistellingofagreatpersonaltriumph,andgoeson:

“Thosetwomenbothpaidthemoney,andofcoursethechurchpeoplethemselves,whoatfirsthadnotquiteunderstoodthatIcouldbeinearnest,joinedinandhelped,withworkandmoney,andas,whilethenewchurchwasbuilding,itwaspeculiarlyimportanttogetandkeepthecongregationtogether,andastheyhadceasedtohaveaministeroftheirown,IusedtorunoutfromBostonandpreachforthem,inaroomwehired。

“AnditwasthereinLexington,in1879,thatIdeterminedtobecomeaminister。Ihadagoodlawpractice,butIdeterminedtogiveitup。FormanyyearsIhadfeltmoreorlessofacalltotheministry,andhereatlengthwasthedefinitetimetobegin。

“WeekbyweekIpreachedthere""——howstrange,now,tothinkofWilliamDeanHowellsandthecolonel-preacher!——“andafterawhilethechurchwascompleted,andinthatverychurch,thereinLexington,Iwasordainedaminister。""

Amarvelousthing,allthis,evenwithoutconsideringthemarvelousheightsthatConwellhassinceattained——amarvelousthing,anachievementofpositiveromance!ThatlittlechurchstoodforAmericanbraveryandinitiativeandself-sacrificeandromanticisminawaythatwellbefittedgoodoldLexington。

ToleavealargeandoverflowinglawpracticeandtakeuptheministryatasalaryofsixhundreddollarsayearseemedtotherelativesofConwell"swifetheextremeoffoolishness,andtheydidnothesitatesotoexpressthemselves。Naturallyenough,theydidnothaveConwell"svision。Yethehimselfwasfairenoughtorealizeandtoadmitthattherewasagooddealoffairnessintheirobjections;andsohesaidtothecongregationthat,althoughhewasquitereadytocomeforthesixhundreddollarsayear,heexpectedthemtodoublehissalaryassoonashedoubledthechurchmembership。Thisseemedtothemagooddeallikeajoke,buttheyansweredinperfectearnestnessthattheywouldbequitewillingtodothedoublingassoonashedidthedoubling,andinlessthanayearthesalarywasdoubledaccordingly。

Iaskedhimifhehadfoundithardtogiveupthelucrativelawforapoorministry,andhisreplygaveadelightfulimpressionofhiscapacityforhumorousinsightintohumannature,forhesaid,withagenialtwinkle:

“Ohyes,itwasawrench;butthereisasortofromanceofself-sacrifice,youknow。Irathersupposetheold-timemartyrsratherenjoyedthemselvesinbeingmartyrs!""

ConwelldidnotstayverylonginLexington。

AstrugglinglittlechurchinPhiladelphiaheardofwhathewasdoing,andsoanolddeaconwentuptoseeandhearhim,andaninvitationwasgiven;andastheLexingtonchurchseemedtobeprosperouslyonitsfeet,andtheneedsofthePhiladelphiabodykeenlyappealedtoConwell"simagination,achangewasmade,andatasalaryofeighthundreddollarsayearhewent,in1882,tothelittlestrugglingPhiladelphiacongregation,andofthatcongregationheisstillpastor——only,itceasedtobeastrugglingcongregationagreatmanyyearsago!Andlongagoitbeganpayinghimmorethousandseveryyearthanatfirstitgavehimhundreds。

DreamerasConwellalwaysisinconnectionwithhisimmensepracticality,andmovedasheisbythespiritualinfluencesoflife,itismorethanlikelythatnotonlydidPhiladelphia"sneedappeal,butalsothefactthatPhiladelphia,asacity,meantmuchtohim,for,comingNorth,woundedfromabattle-fieldoftheCivilWar,itwasinPhiladelphiathathewascaredforuntilhishealthandstrengthwererecovered。ThusitcamethatPhiladelphiahadearlybecomedeartohim。

Andhereisanexcellentexampleofhowdreaminggreatdreamsmaygohand-in-handwithwinningsuperbresults。ForthatlittlestrugglingcongregationnowownsandoccupiesagreatnewchurchbuildingthatseatsmorepeoplethananyotherProtestantchurchinAmerica——andDr。Conwellfillsit!

III

STORYOFTHEFIFTY-SEVENCENTS

ATeverypointinConwell"slifeoneseesthathewinsthroughhiswonderfulpersonalinfluenceonoldandyoung。Everystepforward,everytriumphachieved,comesnotalonefromhisownenthusiasm,butbecauseofhisputtingthatenthusiasmintoothers。AndwhenIlearnedhowitcameaboutthatthepresentchurchbuildingswerebegun,itwasanotherofthosemarveloustalesoffactthatarestrangerthananyimaginationcouldmakethem。Andyetthetalewassosimpleandsweetandsadandunpretending。

WhenDr。ConwellfirstassumedchargeofthelittlecongregationthatledhimtoPhiladelphiaitwasreallyalittlechurchbothinitsnumbersandinthesizeofthebuildingthatitoccupied,butitquicklybecamesopopularunderhisleadershipthatthechurchservicesandSunday-

schoolserviceswerealikesocrowdedthattherewasnoroomforallwhocame,andalwaystherewerepeopleturnedfromthedoors。

Oneafternoonalittlegirl,whohadeagerlywishedtogo,turnedbackfromtheSunday-schooldoor,cryingbitterlybecausetheyhadtoldherthattherewasnomoreroom。Butatall,black-

hairedmanmetherandnoticedhertearsand,stopping,askedwhyitwasthatshewascrying,andshesobbinglyrepliedthatitwasbecausetheycouldnotletherintotheSunday-school。

“Iliftedhertomyshoulder,""saysDr。Conwell,intellingofthis;forafterhearingthestoryelsewhereIaskedhimtotellittomehimself,foritseemedalmosttoostrangetobetrue。

“Iliftedhertomyshoulder""——andonerealizestheprettysceneitmusthavemadeforthelittlegirltogothroughthecrowdofpeople,dryinghertearsandridingproudlyontheshouldersofthekindly,tall,darkman!“IsaidtoherthatIwouldtakeherin,andIdidso,andIsaidtoherthatweshouldsomedayhavearoombigenoughforallwhoshouldcome。Andwhenshewenthomeshetoldherparents——Ionlylearnedthisafterward——thatshewasgoingtosavemoneytohelpbuildthelargerchurchandSunday-schoolthatDr。Conwellwanted!Herparentspleasantlyhumoredherintheideaandletherrunerrandsanddolittletaskstoearnpennies,andshebegandroppingthepenniesintoherbank。

“Shewasalovablelittlething——butinonlyafewweeksafterthatshewastakensuddenlyillanddied;andatthefuneralherfathertoldme,quietly,ofhowhislittlegirlhadbeensavingmoneyforabuilding-fund。Andthere,atthefuneral,hehandedmewhatshehadsaved——justfifty-

sevencentsinpennies。""

Dr。Conwelldoesnotsayhowdeeplyhewasmoved;heis,afterall,amanofveryfewwordsastohisownemotions。Butadeeptendernesshadcreptintohisvoice。

“AtameetingofthechurchtrusteesItoldofthisgiftoffifty-sevencents——thefirstgifttowardtheproposedbuilding-fundofthenewchurchthatwassometimetoexist。Foruntilthenthematterhadbarelybeenspokenof,asanewchurchbuildinghadbeensimplyapossibilityforthefuture。

“Thetrusteesseemedmuchimpressed,anditturnedoutthattheywerefarmoreimpressedthanIcouldpossiblyhavehoped,forinafewdaysoneofthemcametomeandsaidthathethoughtitwouldbeanexcellentideatobuyalotonBroadStreet——theverylotonwhichthebuildingnowstands。""ItwascharacteristicofDr。Conwellthathedidnotpointout,whateveryonewhoknowshimwouldunderstand,thatitwashisowninspirationputintothetrusteeswhichresultedinthisquickanddefinitemoveonthepartofoneofthem。“Italkedthematteroverwiththeowneroftheproperty,andtoldhimofthebeginningofthefund,thestoryofthelittlegirl。Themanwasnotoneofourchurch,norinfact,washeachurch-goeratall,buthelistenedattentivelytothetaleofthefifty-sevencentsandsimplysaidhewasquitereadytogoaheadandsellusthatpieceoflandfortenthousanddollars,taking——andtheunexpectednessofthisdeeplytouchedmetakingafirstpaymentofjustfifty-sevencentsandlettingtheentirebalancestandonafive-per-cent。mortgage!

“Anditseemedtomethatitwouldbetherightthingtoacceptthisunexpectedlyliberalproposition,andIwentovertheentirematteronthatbasiswiththetrusteesandsomeoftheothermembers,andallthepeopleweresoontalkingofhavinganewchurch。Butitwasnotdoneinthatway,afterall,for,finethoughthatwaywouldhavebeen,therewastobeonestillfiner。

“Notlongaftermytalkwiththemanwhoownedtheland,andhissurprisinglygood-heartedproposition,anexchangewasarrangedformeoneeveningwithaMountHollychurch,andmywifewentwithme。Wecamebacklate,anditwascoldandwetandmiserable,butasweapproachedourhomewesawthatitwasalllightedfromtoptobottom,anditwasclearthatitwasfullofpeople。Isaidtomywifethattheyseemedtobehavingabettertimethanwehadhad,andwewentin,curioustoknowwhatitwasallabout。

Anditturnedoutthatourabsencehadbeenintentionallyarranged,andthatthechurchpeoplehadgatheredatourhometomeetusonourreturn。

AndIwasutterlyamazed,forthespokesmantoldmethattheentiretenthousanddollarshadbeenraisedandthatthelandforthechurchthatIwantedwasfreeofdebt。Andallhadcomesoquicklyanddirectlyfromthatdearlittlegirl"sfifty-sevencents。""

Doesn"titseemlikeafairytale!Butthenthismanhasallhislifebeenmakingfairytalesintorealities。Heinspiredthechild。Heinspiredthetrustees。Heinspiredtheowneroftheland。Heinspiredthepeople。

Thebuildingofthegreatchurch——theTempleBaptistChurch,asitistermed——wasagreatundertakingforthecongregation;eventhoughithadbeenswiftlygrowingfromthedayofDr。

Conwell"stakingchargeofit,itwassomethingfaraheadofwhat,exceptintheeyesofanenthusiast,theycouldpossiblycompleteandpayforandsupport。Norwasitaneasytask。

Groundwasbrokenforthebuildingin1889,in1891itwasopenedforworship,andthencameyearsofraisingmoneytoclearit。Butitwaslongagoplacedcompletelyoutofdebt,andwithonlyasinglelargesubscription——oneoftenthousanddollars——forthechurchisnotinawealthyneighborhood,noristhecongregationmadeupofthegreatandrich。

Thechurchisbuiltofstone,anditsinteriorisagreatamphitheater。Specialattentionhasbeengiventofreshairandlight;thereisnothingofthedim,religiouslightthatgoeswithmedievalchurchliness。Behindthepulpitaretiersofseatsforthegreatchoruschoir。Thereisalargeorgan。

Thebuildingispeculiarlyadaptedforhearingandseeing,andifitisnot,strictlyspeaking,beautifulinitself,itisbeautifulwhenitisfilledwithencirclingrowsofmenandwomen。

Manoffeelingthatheis,andonewhoappreciatestheimportanceofsymbols,Dr。Conwellhadaheartofolive-woodbuiltintothefrontofthepulpit,forthewoodwasfromanolive-treeintheGardenofGethsemane。Andtheamber-coloredtilesintheinnerwallsofthechurchbear,undertheglaze,thenamesofthousandsofhispeople;

foreveryone,youngorold,whohelpedinthebuilding,eventothegivingofasingledollar,hashisnameinscribedthere。ForDr。ConwellwishedtoshowthatitisnotonlythehouseoftheLord,butalso,inakeenlypersonalsense,thehouseofthosewhobuiltit。

Thechurchhasapossibleseatingcapacityof4,200,althoughonly3,135chairshavebeenputinit,forithasbeenthedesirenottocrowdthespaceneedlessly。ThereisalsoagreatroomfortheSunday-school,andextensiveroomsfortheyoungmen"sassociation,theyoungwomen"sassociation,andforakitchen,forexecutiveoffices,formeeting-placesforchurchofficersandboardsandcommittees。Itisaspaciousandpracticalandcompletechurchhome,andthepeoplefeelathomethere。

“Youseeagain,""saidDr。Conwell,musingly,“theadvantageofaimingatbigthings。Thatbuildingrepresents$109,000aboveground。Itisfreefromdebt。Hadwebuiltasmallchurch,itwouldnowbeheavilymortgaged。""

IV

HISPOWERASORATORANDPREACHER

EVENasayoungmanConwellwonlocalfameasanorator。AttheoutbreakoftheCivilWarhebeganmakingpatrioticspeechesthatgainedenlistments。Aftergoingtothefronthewassentbackhomeforatime,onfurlough,tomakemorespeechestodrawmorerecruits,forhisspeechesweresopersuasive,sopowerful,sofullofhomelyandpatrioticfeeling,thatthemenwhoheardthemthrongedintotheranks。Andasapreacherheusespersuasion,power,simpleandhomelyeloquence,todrawmentotheranksofChristianity。

Heisanoratorborn,andhasdevelopedthisinbornpowerbythehardestofstudyandthoughtandpractice。Heisoneofthoseraremenwhoalwaysseizeandholdtheattention。Whenhespeaks,menlisten。Itisquality,temperament,control——thewordisimmaterial,butthefactisverymaterialindeed。

SomequarterofacenturyagoConwellpublishedalittlebookforstudentsonthestudyandpracticeoforatory。That“clear-cutarticulationisthecharmofeloquence""isoneofhisinsisted-uponstatements,anditwellillustratesthelifelongpracticeofthemanhimself,foreverywordashetalkscanbeheardineverypartofalargebuilding,yetalwayshespeakswithoutapparenteffort。

Heavoids“elocution。""Hisvoiceissoft-pitchedandneverbreaks,evennowwhenheisoverseventy,because,soheexplainsit,healwaysspeaksinhisnaturalvoice。Thereisneverastrainingaftereffect。

“Aspeakermustpossessalarge-heartedregardforthewelfareofhisaudience,""hewrites,andhereagainweseeConwellexplainingConwellism。

“Enthusiasminvitesenthusiasm,""isanotherofhispointsofimportance;andoneunderstandsthatitisbydeliberatepurpose,andnotbychance,thathetrieswithsuchtremendousefforttoputenthusiasmintohishearerswitheverysermonandeverylecturethathedelivers。

“Itiseasytoraisealaugh,butdangerous,foritisthegreatesttestofanorator"scontrolofhisaudiencetobeabletolandthemagainonthesolidearthofsoberthinking。""Ihaveknownhimattheveryendofasermonhavearippleoflaughtersweepfreelyovertheentirecongregation,andtheninamomenthehaseveryindividualunderhiscontrol,listeningsoberlytohiswords。

Heneverfearstousehumor,anditisalwaysverysimpleandobviousandeffective。Withhimevenaverysimplepunmaybeused,notonlywith-

outtakingawayfromthestrengthofwhatheissaying,butwithavividincreaseofimpressiveness。

Andwhenhesayssomethingfunnyitisinsuchadelightfulandconfidentialway,withsuchagenial,quiet,infectioushumorousness,thathisaudienceiscaptivated。Andtheyneverthinkthatheistellingsomethingfunnyofhisown;

itseems,suchistheskilloftheman,thatheisjustlettingthemknowofsomethinghumorousthattheyaretoenjoywithhim。

“Beabsolutelytruthfulandscrupulouslyclear,""

hewrites;andwithdelightfullytersecommonsense,hesays,“Useillustrationsthatillustrate""——

andneverdidanoratorliveuptothisinjunctionmorethandoesConwellhimself。Nothingismoresurprising,nothingismoreinteresting,thanthewayinwhichhemakesuseasillustrationsoftheimpressionsandincidentsofhislongandvariedlife,and,whateveritis,ithasdirectandinstantbearingontheprogressofhisdiscourse。Hewillrefertosomethingthatheheardachildsayinatrainyesterday;inafewminuteshewillspeakofsomethingthathesaworsomeonewhomhemetlastmonth,orlastyear,ortenyearsago——

inOhio,inCalifornia,inLondon,inParis,inNewYork,inBombay;andeachmemory,eachillustration,isahammerwithwhichhedriveshomeatruth。

Thevastnumberofplaceshehasvisitedandpeoplehehasmet,theinfinitevarietyofthingshisobservanteyeshaveseen,givehimhisceaselessflowofillustrations,andhismemoryandhisskillmakeadmirableuseofthem。Itisseldomthatheusesanillustrationfromwhathehasread;everythingis,characteristically,hisown。

HenryM。Stanley,whoknewhimwell,referredtohimas“thatdouble-sightedYankee,""whocould“seeataglanceallthereisandallthereeverwas。""

Andneverwasthereamanwhososupplementswithpersonalreminiscencetheplaceorthepersonthathasfiguredintheillustration。WhenheillustrateswiththestoryofthediscoveryofCaliforniagoldatSutter"shealmostparentheticallyremarks,“Ideliveredthislectureonthatveryspotafewyearsago;thatis,inthetownthataroseonthatveryspot。""Andwhenheillustratesbythestoryoftheinventionofthesewing-machine,headds:“Isupposethatifanyofyouwereaskedwhowastheinventorofthesewing-machine,youwouldsaythatitwasEliasHowe。Butthatwouldbeamistake。IwaswithEliasHoweintheCivilWar,andheoftenusedtotellmehowhehadtriedforfourteenyearstoinventthesewing-machineandthatthenhiswife,feelingthatsomethingreallyhadtobedone,inventeditinacoupleofhours。""Listeningtohim,youbegintofeelintouchwitheverybodyandeverything,andinafriendlyandintimateway。

Always,whetherinthepulpitorontheplatform,asinprivateconversation,thereisanabsolutesimplicityaboutthemanandhiswords;asimplicity,anearnestness,acompletehonesty。Andwhenhesetsdown,inhisbookonoratory,“A

manhasnorighttousewordscarelessly,""hestandsforthatrespectforword-craftsmanshipthateverysuccessfulspeakerorwritermustfeel。

“Beintenselyinearnest,""hewrites;andinwritingthishesetsdownaprimeprinciplenotonlyofhisoratory,butofhislife。

AyoungministertoldmethatDr。Conwelloncesaidtohim,withdeepfeeling,“Alwaysremember,asyoupreach,thatyouarestrivingtosaveatleastonesoulwitheverysermon。""AndtooneofhisclosefriendsDr。Conwellsaid,inoneofhisself-revealingconversations:

“Ifeel,wheneverIpreach,thatthereisalwaysonepersoninthecongregationtowhom,inallprobability,Ishallneverpreachagain,andthereforeIfeelthatImustexertmyutmostpowerinthatlastchance。""Andinthis,evenifthiswereall,oneseeswhyeachofhissermonsissoimpressive,andwhyhisenergyneverlags。Always,withhim,isthefeelingthatheisintheworldtodoallthegoodhecanpossiblydo;notamoment,notanopportunity,mustbelost。

Themomentherisesandstepstothefrontofhispulpithehastheattentionofeveryoneinthebuilding,andthisattentionhecloselyholdstillheisthrough。Yetitisneverbyastrikingeffortthatattentionisgained,exceptinsofarthathisuttersimplicityisstriking。“Iwanttopreachsosimplythatyouwillnotthinkitpreaching,butjustthatyouarelisteningtoafriend,""Irememberhissaying,oneSundaymorning,ashebeganhissermon;andthenhewentonjustassimplyassuchhomely,kindly,friendlywordspromised。Andhoweffectively!

Hebelievesthateverythingshouldbesoputastobeunderstoodbyall,andthisbeliefheappliesnotonlytohispreaching,buttothereadingoftheBible,whosedescriptionshenotonlyvisualizestohimself,butmakesvividlycleartohishearers;andthisoftenmakesforfascinationinresult。

Forexample,heisreadingthetenthchapterofISamuel,andbegins,“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofprophets。"""

“`Singers,"itshouldbetranslated,""heputsin,liftinghiseyesfromthepageandlookingoutoverhispeople。Thenhegoeson,takingthischangeasamatterofcourse,“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofsingerscomingdownfromthehighplace——"""

Whereuponheagaininterruptshimself,andinanirresistibleexplanatoryaside,whichinstantlyraisesthedesiredpictureinthemindofeveryone,hesays:“Thatmeans,fromthelittleoldchurchonthehill,youknow。""Andhowplainandclearandrealandinteresting——mostofall,interesting——itisfromthismoment!Anothermanwouldhaveleftitthatprophetswerecomingdownfromahighplace,whichwouldnothaveseemedatallaliveornatural,andhere,suddenly,Conwellhasflashedhispictureofthesingerscomingdownfromthelittleoldchurchonthehill!Thereismagicindoingthatsortofthing。

Andhegoeson,nowreading:“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofsingerscomingdownfromthelittleoldchurchonthehill,withapsaltery,andatabret,andapipe,andaharp,andtheyshallsing。"""

MusicisoneofConwell"sstrongestaids。Hesingshimself;singsasifhelikestosing,andoftenfindshimselfleadingthesinging——usuallyso,indeed,attheprayer-meetings,andoften,ineffect,atthechurchservices。

Irememberatonechurchservicethatthechoir-leaderwasstandinginfrontofthemassedchoirostensiblyleadingthesinging,butthatConwellhimself,standingattherearofthepulpitplatform,withhiseyesonhishymn-book,silentlyswayingalittlewiththemusicandunconsciouslybeatingtimeasheswayed,wasjustasunconsciouslytherealleader,foritwashewhomthecongregationwerewatchingandwithhimthattheywerekeepingtime!Heneversuspectedit;hewasmerelythinkingalongwiththemusic;andtherewassuchalookofcontagioushappinessonhisfaceasmadeeveryoneinthebuildingsimilarlyhappy。Forhepossessesamysteriousfacultyofimbuingotherswithhisownhappiness。

Notonlysingers,butthemodernequivalentofpsalteryandtabretandcymbals,allhavetheirplaceinDr。Conwell"sschemeofchurchservice;

fortheremaybeapiano,andtheremayevenbeatrombone,andthereisagreatorgantohelpthevoices,andattimestherearechimingbells。

Hismusicaltasteseemstotendtowardthethunderous——orperhapsitisonlythatheknowstherearetimeswhenpeopleliketohearthethunderousandaremovedbyit。

Andhowthechoirthemselveslikeit!Theyoccupyagreatcurvingspacebehindthepulpit,andputtheirheartsintosong。Andasthecongregationdisperseandthechoirfilterdown,sometimestheyarestillsingingandsomeofthemcontinuetosingastheygoslowlyouttowardthedoors。Theyarehappy——Conwellhimselfishappy——allthecongregationarehappy。Hemakeseverybodyfeelhappyincomingtochurch;hemakesthechurchattractivejustasHowellswassolongagotoldthathedidinLexington。

Andthereissomethingmorethanhappiness;

thereisasenseofease,ofcomfort,ofgeneraljoy,thatisquiteunmistakable。Thereisnothingofstiffnessorconstraint。Andwithitallthereisfullreverence。Itisnowonderthatheisaccustomedtofilleveryseatofthegreatbuilding。

Hisgesturesareusuallyverysimple。Nowandthen,whenheworksuptoemphasis,hestrikesonefistinthepalmoftheotherhand。Whenheisthroughyoudonotrememberthathehasmadeanygesturesatall,butthesoundofhisvoiceremainswithyou,andthelookofhiswonderfuleyes。Andthoughheispastthethreescoreyearsandten,helooksoutoverhispeoplewitheyesthatstillhavetheveritablelookofyouth。

Likeallgreatmen,henotonlydoesbigthings,butkeepsintouchwithmyriaddetails。Whenhisassistant,announcingthefuneralofanoldmember,hesitatesaboutthestreetandnumberandsaysthattheycanbefoundinthetelephonedirectory,Dr。Conwell"sdeepvoicebreaksquietlyinwith,“Suchanumber[givingit],DauphinStreet""——quietly,andinalowtone,yeteveryoneinthechurchhearsdistinctlyeverysyllableofthatlowvoice。

Hisfundofpersonalanecdote,orpersonalreminiscence,isconstantandillustrativeinhispreaching,justasitiswhenhelectures,andthereminiscencessweepthroughmanyyears,andattimesarereallystartlinginthevividandhomelikepicturestheypresentofthefamousfolkofthepastthatheknew。

OneSundayeveninghemadeanalmostcasualreferencetothetimewhenhefirstmetGarfield,thenacandidateforthePresidency。“IaskedMajorMcKinley,whomIhadmetinWashington,andwhosehomewasinnorthernOhio,aswasthatofMr。Garfield,togowithmetoMr。

Garfield"shomeandintroduceme。Whenwegotthere,aneighborhadtofindhim。`Jim!Jim!"

hecalled。Yousee,GarfieldwasjustplainJimtohisoldneighbors。It"shardtorecognizeaherooveryourbackfence!""Hepausedamo-

mentfortheappreciativerippletosubside,andwenton:

“Wethreetalkedtheretogether""——whatararetalkingthatmusthavebeen-McKinley,Garfield,andConwell——“wetalkedtogether,andafterawhilewegottothesubjectofhymns,andthosetwogreatmenbothtoldmehowdeeplytheylovedtheoldhymn,`TheOld-TimeReligion。"

Garfieldespeciallylovedit,sohetoldus,becausethegoodoldmanwhobroughthimupasaboyandtowhomheowedsuchgratitude,usedtosingitatthepasturebarsoutsideoftheboy"swindoweverymorning,andyoungJimknew,wheneverheheardthatoldtune,thatitmeantitwastimeforhimtogetup。Hesaidthathehadheardthebestconcertsandthefinestoperasintheworld,buthadneverheardanythinghelovedashestillloved`TheOld-TimeReligion。"

IforgetwhatreasontherewasforMcKinley"sespeciallylikingit,buthe,asdidGarfield,likeditimmensely。""

WhatfollowedwasastrikingexampleofConwell"sintentnessonlosingnochancetofixanimpressiononhishearers"minds,andatthesametimeitwasareallyastonishingproofofhispowertomoveandsway。Foranewexpressioncameoverhisface,andhesaid,asiftheideahadonlyatthatmomentoccurredtohim——asitmostprobablyhad——“Ithinkit"sinourhymnal!""

Andinamomentheannouncedthenumber,andthegreatorganstruckup,andeverypersoninthegreatchurcheveryman,woman,andchild——joinedintheswingingrhythmofverseafterverse,asiftheycouldnevertire,of“TheOld-

TimeReligion。""Itisasimplemelody——barelymorethanasinglelineofalmostmonotonemusic:

_Itwasgoodenoughformotherandit"sgoodenoughforme!

Itwasgoodonthefieryfurnaceandit"sgoodenoughforme!_

Thusitwenton,withnever-wearyingiteration,andeachtimewiththerefrain,moreandmorerhythmicandswaying:

_Theold-timereligion,Theold-timereligion,Theold-timereligion——

It"sgoodenoughforme!_

ThatitwasgoodfortheHebrewchildren,thatitwasgoodforPaulandSilas,thatitwillhelpyouwhenyou"redying,thatitwillshowthewaytoheaven——alltheseandstillotherlinesweresung,withasortofwailingsoftness,acuriousmonotone,adepthofearnestness。Andthemanwhohadworkedthismiracleofcontrolbyevokingoutofthepasthismemoryofameetingwithtwoofthevanishedgreatonesoftheearth,stoodbeforehispeople,leadingthem,singingwiththem,hiseyesaglowwithaninwardlight。Hismagichadsuddenlysetthemintothespiritoftheoldcamp-meetingdays,thedaysofpioneeringandhardship,whenreligionmeantsomuchtoeverybody,andeventhosewhoknewnothingofsuchthingsfeltthem,evenifbutvaguely。Everyheartwasmovedandtouched,andthatoldtunewillsinginthememoryofallwhothushearditandsungitaslongastheylive。

V

GIFTFORINSPIRINGOTHERS

THEconstantearnestnessofConwell,hisdesiretoletnochanceslipbyofhelpingafellowman,putsoftenintohisvoice,whenhepreaches,anoteofeagerness,ofanxiety。Butwhenheprays,whenheturnstoGod,hismannerundergoesasubtleandunconsciouschange。Aloadhasslippedoffhisshouldersandhasbeenassumedbyahigherpower。Intohisbearing,dignifiedthoughitwas,therecomesanunconsciousincreaseofthedignity。Intohisvoice,firmasitwasbefore,therecomesadeepernoteoffirmness。

Heisapttoflinghisarmswidespreadasheprays,inafinegesturethatheneverusesatothertimes,andhelooksupwardwiththedignityofamanwho,talkingtoahigherbeing,isproudofbeingafriendandconfidant。OnedoesnotneedtobeaChristiantoappreciatethebeautyandfinenessofConwell"sprayers。

Heislikelyatanytimetodotheunexpected,andheissogreatamanandhassuchcontrolthatwhateverhedoesseemstoeverybodyaper-

fectlynaturalthing。Hissincerityissoevident,andwhateverhedoesisdonesosimplyandnaturally,thatitisjustamatterofcourse。

Iremember,duringonechurchservice,whilethesingingwasgoingon,thathesuddenlyrosefromhischairand,kneelingbesideit,ontheopenpulpit,withhisbacktothecongregation,remainedinthatpostureforseveralminutes。Noonethoughtitstrange。Iwaslikelyenoughtheonlyonewhonoticedit。Hispeopleareusedtohissincerities。AndthistimeitwasmerelythathehadafewwordstosayquietlytoGodandturnedasideforafewmomentstosaythem。

Hisearnestnessofbeliefinprayermakeshimafirmbelieverinanswerstoprayer,and,infact,towhatmaybetermedthedirectinterpositionofProvidence。Doubtlessthemysticstraininheritedfromhismotherhasalsomuchtodowiththis。

Hehasatypicallyhomelywayofexpressingitbyoneofhisfavoritemaxims,onethathelovestorepeatencouraginglytofriendswhoareindifficultiesthemselvesorwhoknowofthedifficultiesthatarehis;andthishearteningmaximis,“TrustinGodanddothenextthing。""

AtonetimeintheearlydaysofhischurchworkinPhiladelphiaapaymentofathousanddollarswasabsolutelyneededtopreventalaw-

suitinregardtoadebtforthechurchorgan。

Infact,itwasworsethanadebt;itwasanotesignedbyhimselfpersonally,thathadbecomedue——hewasalwaysreadytoassumepersonalliabilityfordebtsofhischurch——andfailuretomeetthenotewouldmeanameasureofdisgraceaswellasmarkedchurchdiscouragement。

Hehadtriedallthesourcesthatseemedopentohim,butinvain。Hecouldnotopenlyappealtothechurchmembers,inthiscase,foritwasintheearlydaysofhispastorate,andhiszealfortheorgan,hisdesireanddeterminationtohaveit,asanecessarypartofchurchequipment,hadoutrunthejudgmentofsomeofhisbestfriends,includingthatofthedeaconwhohadgonetoMassachusettsforhim。Theyhadurgedadelaytillotherexpensesweremet,andhehadactedagainsttheiradvice。

Hehadtriedsuchfriendsashecould,andhehadtriedprayer。Buttherewasnosignofaid,whethersupernaturalornatural。

Andthen,literallyontheverydayonwhichtheholderofthenotewastobeginproceedingsagainsthim,acheckforpreciselytheneededonethousanddollarscametohim,bymail,fromamanintheWest——amanwhowasatotalstrangertohim。Itturnedoutthattheman"ssister,whowasoneoftheTemplemembership,hadwrittentoherbrotherofDr。Conwell"swork。

Sheknewnothingofanyspecialneedformoney,knewnothingwhateverofanynoteorofthedemandforathousanddollars;shemerelyoutlinedtoherbrotherwhatDr。Conwellwasaccomplishing,andwithsuchenthusiasmthatthebrotheratoncesenttheopportunecheck。

Atalatertimethesumoftenthousanddollarswasimportunatelyneeded。Itwasdue,paymenthadbeenpromised。ItwasforsomeoftheconstructionworkoftheTempleUniversitybuildings。Thelastdayhadcome,andConwellandtheveryfewwhoknewoftheemergencywereinthedepthsofgloom。Itwastoolargeasumtoaskthechurchpeopletomakeup,fortheywerenotrichandtheyhadalreadybeengivingsplendidly,oftheirslendermeans,forthechurchandthenfortheuniversity。Therewasnorichmantoturnto;themenfamousforenormouscharitablegiftshaveneverletthemselvesbeinterestedinanyoftheworkofRussellConwell。Itwouldbeunkindandgratuitoustosuggestthatithasbeenbecausetheirnamescouldnotbepersonallyattached,orbecausetheworkisofanunpretentiouskindamongunpretentiouspeople;itneedmerelybesaidthatneithertheynortheiragentshavecaredtoaid,exceptthatoneoftheveryrichest,whosenameisthemostdistinguishedintheentireworldasagiver,didonce,inresponsetoastrongpersonalapplication,givethirty-fivehundreddollars,thisbeingtheextentoftheassociationofthewealthywithanyofthevariedConwellwork。

Sowhenitwasabsolutelynecessarytohavetenthousanddollarsthepossibilitiesofmoneyhadbeenexhausted,whetherfromcongregationorindividuals。

RussellConwell,inspiteofhissuperboptimism,isalsoamanofdeepdepressions,andthisisbecauseoftheveryfireandfervorofhisnature,foralwaysinsuchanaturethereisabalancing。Hebelievesinsuccess;successmustcome!——successisinitselfalmostareligionwithhim——successforhimselfandforalltheworldwhowilltryforit!Buttherearetimeswhenheissadanddoubtfuloversomeparticularpossibility。Andheintenselybelievesinprayer——faithcanmovemountains;

butalwayshebelievesthatitisbetternottowaitforthemountainsthustobemoved,buttogorightoutandgettoworkatmovingthem。Andonceinawhiletherecomesatimewhenthemountainloomstoothreatening,evenafterthebravesteffortsandthedeepesttrust。

Suchatimehadcome——theten-thousand-dollardebtwasaloomingmountainthathehadtriedinvaintomove。Hecouldstillpray,andhedid,butitwasoneofthetimeswhenhecouldonlythinkthatsomethinghadgonewrong。

Thedeanoftheuniversity,whohasbeencloselyintouchwithallhisworkformanyyears,toldmeofhow,inadiscouragementwhichwasthemorenotablethroughcontrastwithhisusualunfailingcourage,helefttheexecutiveofficesforhishome,acoupleofblocksaway“Hewentawaywitheverythinglookingdarkbeforehim。ItwasChristmas-time,buttheveryfactofitsbeingChristmasonlyaddedtohisdepression——Christmaswassuchanunnaturaltimeforunhappiness!Butinafewminuteshecameflyingback,radiant,overjoyed,sparklingwithhappiness,wavingaslipofpaperinhishandwhichwasacheckforpreciselytenthousanddollars!Forhehadjustdrawnitoutofanenvelopehandedtohim,ashereachedhome,bythemail-carrier。

“Andithadcomesostrangelyandsonaturally!

Forthecheckwasfromawomanwhowasprofoundlyinterestedinhiswork,andwhohadsentthecheckknowingthatinageneralwayitwasneeded,butwithouttheleastideathattherewasanyimmediateneed。Thatwaseightornineyearsago,butalthoughthedonorwastoldatthetimethatDr。Conwellandallofusweremostgratefulforthegift,itwasnotuntilveryrecentlythatshewastoldhowopportuneitwas。

AndthechangeitmadeinDr。Conwell!Heisagreatmanformaxims,andallofuswhoareassociatedwithhimknowthatoneofhisfavoritesisthat`Itwillallcomeoutrightsometime!"

Andofcoursewehadarareopportunitytotellhimthatheoughtnevertobediscouraged。Anditissoseldomthatheis!""

Whenthebignewchurchwasbuildingthemembersofthechurchwerevaguelydisturbedbynoticing,whenthestructurereachedthesecondstory,thatatthatheight,onthesidetowardthevacantandunboughtlandadjoining,therewereseveraldoorsbuiltthatopenedliterallyintonothingbutspace!

Whenaskedaboutthesedoorsandtheirpurpose,Dr。Conwellwouldmakesomecasualreply,generallytotheeffectthattheymightbeexcellentasfire-escapes。Tonoone,forquiteawhile,didhebroachevenahintofthegreatplanthatwasseethinginhismind,whichwasthatthebuildingsofauniversityweresomedaytostandonthatlandimmediatelyadjoiningthechurch!

Atthattimetheuniversity,theTempleUniversityasitisnowcalled,wasnotevenacollege,althoughitwasprobablycalledacollege。Conwellhadorganizedit,anditconsistedofanumberofclassesandteachers,meetinginhighlyinadequatequartersintwolittlehouses。ButtheimaginationofConwellearlypicturedgreatnewbuildingswithaccommodationsforthousands!Intimethedreamwasrealized,theimaginationbecameafact,andnowthosesecond-floordoorsactuallyopenfromtheTempleChurchintotheTempleUniversity!

Yousee,healwaysthinksbig!Hedreamsbigdreamsandwinsbigsuccess。Allhislifehehastalkedandpreachedsuccess,anditisarealandverypracticalbeliefwithhimthatitisjustaseasytodoalargethingasasmallone,and,infact,alittleeasier!Andsohenaturallydoesnotseewhyoneshouldbesatisfiedwiththesmallthingsoflife。“Ifyourroomsarebigthepeoplewillcomeandfillthem,""helikestosay。Thesameeffortthatwinsasmallsuccesswould,rightlydirected,havewonagreatsuccess。“Thinkbigthingsandthendothem!""

Mostfavoriteofallmaximswiththismanofmaxims,is“LetPatiencehaveherperfectwork。""

Overandoverhelovestosayit,andhisfriendslaughabouthisloveforit,andheknowsthattheydoandlaughsaboutithimself。“Itirethemall,""

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