投诉 阅读记录

第7章

Paulwasnotsorrywhenthetimecametotakeleaveofhisfriend;

butonceagainintheclearmoonlightandfresh,balmyairoftheAllee,heforgottheunpleasantnessoftheinterview。HefoundhimselfthinkingonlyofhisridewithYerba。Well!hehadtoldherthathelovedher。Sheknewitnow,andalthoughshehadforbiddenhimtospeakfurther,shehadnotwhollyrejectedit。Itmustbehermorbidconsciousnessofthemysteryofherbirththatwithheldareturnofheraffections,——somehalf-knowledge,perhaps,thatshewouldnotdivulge,yetthatkeptherundulysensitiveofacceptinghislove。Hewassatisfiedtherewasnoentanglement;

herheartwasvirgin。HeevendaredtohopethatshehadALWAYS

caredforhim。ItwasforHIMtoremoveallobstacles——toprevailuponhertoleavethisplaceandreturntoAmericawithhimasherhusband,theguardianofhergoodname,andthecustodianofhersecret。AttimesthestrainsofadreamyGermanwaltz,playedinthedistance,broughtbacktohimthebriefmomentthathisarmhadencircledherwaistbythecrumblingwall,andhispulsesgrewlanguid,onlytoleapfirmerthenextmomentwithmoredesperateresolve。Hewouldwinher,comewhatmay!Hecouldneverhavebeeninearnestbefore:heloathedandhatedhimselfforhispreviouspassiveacquiescencetoherfate。Hehadbeenaweaktoolofthecolonel"sfromthefirst:hewasevennowhandicappedbyapreposterouspromisehehadgivenhim!Yes,shewasrighttohesitate——toquestionhisabilitytomakeherhappy!Hehadfoundherhere,surroundedbystupidityandcupidity——togiveitnoothername——sopatentthatshewasthecommongossip,andhadofferednothingbutaboyishdeclaration!Ashestrodeintothehotelthatnightitwaswellthathedidnotmeettheunfortunatecolonelonthestaircase!

Itwasverylate,althoughtherewasstillvisiblealightinYerba"ssalon,shiningonherbalcony,whichextendedbeforeandincludedhisownwindow。Fromtimetotimehecouldhearthemurmurofvoices。

Itwastoolatetoavailhimselfoftheinvitationtojointhem,evenifhisframeofmindhadpermittedit。Hewastoonervousandexcitedtogotobed,and,withoutlightinghiscandle,heopenedtheFrenchwindowthatgaveuponthebalcony,drewachairintherecessbehindthecurtain,andgazeduponthenight。Itwasveryquiet;themoonwashigh,thesquarewassleepinginatranceofcheckeredshadows,likeagiganticchessboard,withblackforeshortenedtreesforpawns。Theclickofacavalrysabre,thesoundofafootfallonthepavementofthedistantKonigsstrasse,weredistinctlyaudible;afar-offrailwaywhistlewasstartlinginitsabruptness。Inthemidstofthiscalmtheopeningofthedoorofthesalon,withthesuddenupliftingofvoicesinthehall,toldPaulthatYerba"sguestswereleaving。HeheardDonaAnna"sarchaccents——archeventoColonelPendleton"smonotonousbaritone!——Milly"shigh,rapidutterances,thesuavefalsettoofDonCaesar,andHERvoice,hethoughtatriflewearied,——thesoundofretiringfootsteps,andallwasstillagain。

Sostillthattherhythmicbeatofthedistantwaltzreturnedtohim,withadistinctivenessthathecouldidlyfollow。HethoughtofRosarioandtherose-breathoftheopenwindowswithastrangelonging,andrememberedthehalf-stifledsweetnessofherhappyvoicerisingwithitfromtheveranda。Whyhadheeverletitpassfromhimthenandwaftitsfragranceelsewhere?Why——Whatwasthat?

Theslightturningofalatch!ThecreakingoftheFrenchwindowofthesalon,andsomebodyhadslippedsoftlyhalfoutonthebalcony。Hisheartstoppedbeating。Fromhispositionintherecessofhisownwindow,withhisbacktothepartitionofthesalon,hecouldseenothing。Yethedidnotdaretomove。ForwiththequickenedsensesofaloverhefeltthediffusedandperfumedauraofHERpresence,ofHERgarments,ofHERflesh,flowinuponhimthroughtheopenwindow,andpossesshiswholebreathlessbeing!ItwasSHE!Likehim,perhaps,longingtoenjoytheperfectnight——likehim,perhaps,thinkingof——

"Soyouar-rangetogetridofme——ha!likthees?Totur-rnmeofffromyourheelslikeadogwhohavefollowyou——butwithoutaword——

withouta——a——thanks——withouta"ope!Ah!——wehaveser-rvedyou——

meandmysister;wearetheor-rangedry——nowwecango!Liketheoldshoe,wearetobeflungaway!Good!ButIamhereagain——yousee。Ishallspeak,andyoushallhear-r。"

DonCaesar"svoice——alonewithher!Paulgrippedhischairandsatupright。

"Stop!Staywhereyouare!Howdaredyoureturnhere?"ItwasYerba"svoice,onthebalcony,lowanddistinct。

"Shutthewindow!Ishallspeakwithyouwhatyouwillnottheworldtohear。"

"IprefertokeepwhereIam,sinceyouhavecreptintothisroomlikeathief!"

"Athief!Good!"HebrokeoutinSpanish,and,asifnolongerfearfulofbeingoverheard,hadevidentlydrawnnearertothewindow。"Athief。Ha!muybueno——butitisnotI,youunderstand——

I,CaesarBriones,whoamthethief!No!Itisthatswaggeringespadachin——thatfanfarronofaColonelPendleton——thatpatternofanofficial,Mr。Hathaway——thatmostbeautifulheiressoftheCalifornias,MissARGUELLO——thatarethieves!Yes——ofaNAME——MissArguello——ofaNAME!ThenameofArguello!"

Paulrosetohisfeet。

"Ah,so!Youstart——youturnpale——youflashyoureyes,senora,butyouthinkyouhavedeceivedmealltheseyears。YouthinkI

didnotseeyourgameatRosario——yes,evenwhenthatfoolishCastromuchachafirstputthatideainyourhead。Whofurnishedyouthefactsyouwanted?I——MotherofGod!SUCHFACTS!——I,whoknewtheArguellopedigree——I,whoknowitwasasimpossibleforyoutobeadaughterofthemas——what?letmethink——as——asitisimpossibleforyoutobethewifeofthatbaronwhomyouwoulddeceivewiththerest!Ah,yes;itwasahighflightforyou,Mees——Mees——DonaFulana——anoblegameforyoutobringdown!"

Whydidshenotspeak?Whatwasshedoing?Ifshehadbututteredasinglewordofprotest,ofangrydismissal,Paulwouldhaveflowntoherside。Itcouldnotbetheparalysisofpersonalfear:thebalconywaswide;shecouldeasilypasstotheend;shecouldevenseehisopenwindow。

"WhydidIdothis?BecauseIlovedyou,senora——andyouknewit!

Ah!youcanturnyourfaceawaynow;youcanpretendtomisunderstandme,asyoudidamomentago;youcanpartfrommenowlikeamereacquaintance——butitwasnotalwaysso!No,itwasYOU

whobroughtmehere;youreyesthatsmiledintomine——anddrovehomethecolonel"srequestthatIandmysistershouldaccompanyyou。God!Iwasweakthen!Yousmile,senora;youthinkyouhavesucceeded——youandyourpompouscolonelandyourclevergovernor!

Youthinkyouhavecompromisedme,andperjuredME,becauseofthis。Youarewrong!YouthinkIdarenotspeaktothispuppetofabaron,andthatIhavenoproofs。Youarewrong!"

"Andevenifyoucanproducethem,whatcareI?"saidYerbaunexpectedly,yetinavoicesofreefromexcitementandpassionthatthewearinesswhichPaulhadatfirstnoticedseemedtobetheonlydominanttone。"SupposeyouprovethatIamnotanArguello。

Good!youhaveyettoshowthataconnectionwithanyofyourracewouldbeanythingbutadisgrace。"

"Ah!youdefyme,littleone!Caramba!Listen,then!Youdonotknowall!WhenyouthoughtIwasonlyhelpingyoutofabricateyourclaimtotheArguellos"name,IwasfindingoutWHOYOUREALLY

WERE!Ah!Itwasnotsodifficultasyoufondlyhope,senora。Wewerenotallbrutesandfoolsintheearlydays,thoughwestoodasidetoletyourpeopleruntheirvulgarcourse。Itwasyourhiredbully——yourrespectedguardian——thisdogofanespadachin,wholetoutahintofthesecret——withaprickofhisblade——andascandal。Oneofmypeonwomenwasaservantattheconventwhenyouwereachild,andrecognizedthewomanwhoputyouthereandcametoseeyouasafriend。SheoverheardtheMotherSuperiorsayitwasyourmother,andsawanecklacethatwasleftforyoutowear。Ah!youbegintobelieve!WhenIhadputthisandthattogetherIfoundthatPepitacouldnotidentifyyouwiththechildthatshehadseen。Butyou,senora,youYOURSELFsuppliedthemissingproof!Yes!yousupplieditwiththeNECKLACEthatyouworethateveningatRosario,whenyouwishedtodohonortothisyoungHathaway——theguardianwhohadalwaysthrownyouoff!Ah!——

younowsuspectwhy,perhaps!Itwasyourmother"snecklacethatyouwore,andyousaidso!ThatnightIsentthegoodPepitatoidentifyit;towatchthroughthewindowfromthegardenwhenyouwerewearingit;tomakeitsureastheCreed。Isenthertoyourroomlatethatnightwhenyouhadchangedyourdress,thatshemightexamineitamongyourjewels。Andshedidandwillswear——

lookyou!——SWEARthatitistheonegivenyouasachildbythewomanattheconvent,whowasyourmother!Andwhowasthatwoman——

eh?WhowasthemotheroftheArguellodelaYerbaBuena?——whothisnobleancestress?"

"Excuseme——butperhapsyouarenotawarethatyouareraisingyourvoiceinalady"sdrawing-room,andthatalthoughyouarespeakingalanguagenoonehereunderstands,youaredisturbingthehotel。"

ItwasPaul,quiet,paleinthemoonlight,erectonthebalconybeforethewindow。AsYerba,withastart,retreatedquicklyintotheroom,DonCaesarsteppedforwardangrilyandsuspiciouslytowardsthewindow。Hehadhishandreachedforwardtowardsthehandleasiftoclosetheswingingsashagainsttheintruder,wheninaninstanthewasseizedbyPaul,tightlylockedinadesperategrip,andwhirledoutonthebalcony。Beforehecouldgainbreathtoutteracry,HathawayhadpassedhisrightarmaroundtheMexican"sthroat,effectivelystoppinghisutterance,and,withasupremeeffortofstrength,draggedhimalongthewall,fallingwithhimintotheopenwindowofhisownroom。Ashedidso,tohisinexpressiblereliefheheardthesashclosedandtheboltdrawnofthesalonwindow,andregainedhisfeet,collected,quiet,andtriumphant。

"Iamsorry,"hesaid,coollydustinghisclothes,"tohavebeenobligedtochangethesceneofthisdiscussionsoroughly,butyouwillobservethatyoucanspeakmorefreelyHERE,andthatanyaltercationWEmayhaveinthisroomwillbelesslikelytoattractcomment。"

"Assassin!"saidDonCaesarchokingly,ashestruggledtohisfeet。

"Thankyou。Relieveyourfeelingsasmuchasyoulikehere;infact,ifyouwouldspeakalittlelouderyouwouldobligeme。Theguestsarebeginningtobeawake,"continuedPaul,withawickedsmile,indicatingthenoiseofanopeningdoorandfootstepsinthepassage,"andarenowabletolocatewithoutdifficultythesceneofthedisturbance。"

Brionesapparentlyunderstoodhismeaningandthesuccessofhisstratagem。"YouthinkyouhavesavedHERfromdisgrace,"hesaid,withalividsmile,inalowertoneandadesperateattempttoimitatePaul"scoolness。"Forthepresent——ah——yees!perhapsinthishotelandthisevening。Butyouhavenotstopmymouthfor——

a——to-morrow——andthewholeworld,Mr。Hathaway。"

"Well,"saidPaul,lookingathimcritically,"Idon"tknowaboutthat。Ofcourse,there"stheequalchancethatyoumaykillme——

butthat"saquestionforto-morrow,too。"

TheMexicancastaquickglanceatthedoorandwindow。Paul,asifcarelessly,changedthekeyoftheformerfromonepockettotheother,andsteppedbeforethewindow。

"Sothisisaplottomurderme!Haveacare!YouarenotinyourownbrigandCalifornia!"

"Ifyouthinkso,alarmthehouse。Theywillfindusquarreling,andyouwillonlyprecipitatemattersbyreceivingtheinsultthatwillmakeyoufight——beforethem。"

"Iamr-ready,sir,whenandwhereyouwill,"saidBriones,withaswaggeringairbutashifting,furtiveeye。"Open——a——thedoor。"

"Pardonme。WewillleavethisroomTOGETHERinanhourforthestation。Wewillboardthenightexpressthatwilltakeusinthreehoursbeyondthefrontier,wherewecaneachfindafriend。"

"Butmyaffairshere——mysister——Imustseeher。"

"Youshallwriteanotetoheratthattable,sayingthatimportantbusiness——adispatch——hascalledyouaway,andwewillleaveitwiththeportertobedeliveredINTHEMORNING。Or——Idonotrestrictyou——youcansaywhatyoulike,providedshedon"tgetituntilwehaveleft。"

"Andyoumakeofmeaprisoner,sir?"

"No;avisitor,DonCaesar——avisitorwhoseconversationissointerestingthatIamforcedtodetainhimtohearmore。YoucanpassthetimepleasantlybyfinishingthestoryIwasobligedtointerruptamomentago。DoyouknowthismotherofMissYerba,ofwhomyouspoke?"

"That"sm——myaffair。"

"Thatmeansyoudon"tknowher。Ifyoudid,you"dhavehadherwithincall。And,assheistheonlypersonwhoisabletosaythatMissYerbaisNOTanArguello,youhavebeenveryremiss。"

"Ah,bah!Iamnotoneofyour——a——lawyers。"

"No;oryouwouldknowthat,withnobetterevidencethanyouhave,youmightbesuedforslander。"

"Ah!WhydoesnotMissYerbasue,then?"

"Becausesheprobablyexpectsthatsomebodywillshootyou。"

"AsYOUforinstance?"

"Perhaps。"

"AndifyoudoNOT——eh?——youhavenotstopmymouth,butyourown。

AndifyouDO,youhelphertomarrytheBaron,yourrival。Youarenotwise,friendHathaway。"

"MayIremindyouthatyouhavenotyetwrittentoyoursister,andyoumayprefertodoitcarefullyanddeliberately?"

DonCaesararosewithavindictiveglanceatPaul,andpulledachairbeforethetable,asthelatterplacedpen,ink,andpaperbeforehim。"Takeyourtime,"headded,foldinghisarmsandwalkingtowardsthewindow。"Saywhatyoulike,anddon"tletmypresencerestrainyou。"

TheMexicanbegantowritefuriously,thenspasmodically,thenslowlyandreluctantly。"Iwar-r-nyou,Ishallexposeall,"hesaidsuddenly。

"Asyouplease。"

"AndshallsaythatifIdisappear,youaremymurderer——youunderstand——myMURDERER!"

"Don"tconsultmeonaquestionofepithets,butgoon。"

DonCaesarrecommencedhiswritingwithamalignsmile。Therewasasuddensharprapatthedoor。

DonCaesarleapedtohisfeet,graspedhispapers,andrushedtothedoor;butPaulwasbeforehim。"Whoisthere?"hedemanded。

"Pendleton。"

Atthesoundofthecolonel"svoiceDonCaesarfellback。Paulopenedthedoor,admittedthetallfigureofthecolonel,andwasabouttoturnthekeyagain。ButPendletonliftedhishandingrimdeprecation。

"Thatwilldo,Mr。Hathaway。Iknowall。ButIwishtospeakwithBrioneselsewhere,alone。"

"Excuseme,ColonelPendleton,"saidPaulfirmly,"butIhavethepriorclaim。Wordshavepassedbetweenthisgentlemanandmyselfwhichwearenowonourwaytothestationandthefrontiertosettle。Ifyouarewillingtoaccompanyus,Ishallgiveyoueveryopportunitytoconversewithhimalone,andarrangewhateverbusinessyoumayhavewithhim,provideditdoesnotinterferewithmine。"

"Mybusiness,"saidPendleton,"isofapersonalnature,thatwillnotinterferewithanyclaimofyoursthatMr。Brionesmaychoosetoadmit,butisofaprivatequalitythatmustbetransactedbetweenusnow。"Hisfacewaspale,andhisvoice,althoughsteadyandself-controlled,hadthatsamestrangesuggestionofsuddenageinitwhichPaulhadbeforenoticed。WhetherDonCaesardetectedit,orwhetherhehadsomeotherinstinctiveappreciationofgreatersecurity,Paulcouldnottell。Heseemedtorecoverhisswaggeragain,ashesaid,——

"IshallhearwhatColonelPendletonhastosayfirst。ButIshallholdmyselfinreadinesstomeetyouafterwards——youshallnotfear,sir!"

Paulremainedlookingfromtheonetotheotherwithoutspeaking。

ItwasDonCaesarwhoreturnedhisglanceboldlyanddefiantly,ColonelPendletonwho,withthinwhitefingerspullinghismoustache,evadedit。ThenPaulunlockedthedoor,andsaidslowly,"InfiveminutesIleavethishouseforthestation。I

shallwaitthereuntilthetrainarrives。Ifthisgentlemandoesnotjoinme,Ishallbebetterabletounderstandallthisandtakemeasuresaccordingly。"

"AndItelltoyou,MeesterHathaway,sir,"saidDonCaesar,strikinganattitudeinthedoorway,"youshalldoasIplease——

Caramba!——andshallbeg"——

"Holdyourtongue,sir——or,bytheEternal!"——burstoutPendletonsuddenly,bringingdownhisthinhandontheMexican"sshoulder。

Hestoppedassuddenly。"Gentlemen,thisischildish。Go,sir!"

toDonCaesar,pointingwithagauntwhitefingerintothedarkenedhall。"Iwillfollowyou。Mr。Hathaway,asanolderman,andonewhohasseenagooddealoffoolishaltercation,Iregret,sir,deeplyregret,tobeawitnesstothisbelligerentqualityinalaw-makerandapublicman;andImustdeprecate,sir——deprecate,yourdemandonthatgentlemanforwhat,inthefollyofyouth,youarepleasedtocallpersonalsatisfaction。"

Ashemovedwithdignityoutoftheroom,Paulremainedblanklystaringafterhim。Wasitalladream?——orwasthisColonelPendletontheduelist?Hadtheoldmangonecrazy,orwashemerelyactingtoveilsomewildpurpose?HissuddenarrivalshowedthatYerbamusthavesentforhimandtoldhimofDonCaesar"sthreats;wouldhebewildenoughtoattempttostranglethemaninsomeremoteroomorinthedarknessofthepassage?Hesteppedsoftlyintothehall:hecouldstillhearthedoubletreadofthetwomen:theyhadreachedthestaircase——theywereDESCENDING!Heheardthedrowsyaccentsofthenightporterandtheswingingofthedoor——theywereinthestreet!

Wherevertheyweregoing,orforwhatpurpose,HEmustbeatthestation,ashehadwarnedthemhewouldbe。Hehastilythrewafewthingsintohisvalise,andpreparedtofollowthem。Whenhewentdownstairsheinformedtheporterthatowingtoanurgentcallofbusinessheshouldtrytocatchthethroughexpressatthreeo"clock,buttheymustretainhisroomandluggageuntiltheyheardfromhim。HerememberedDonCaesar"sletter。Hadeitherofthegentlemen,hisfriendswhohadjustgoneout,leftaletterormessage?No,Excellency;thegentlemenweretalkingearnestly——hebelieved,intheSouthAmericanlanguage——andhadnotspokentohim。

PerhapsitwasthisthatremindedPaul,ashecrossedthesquareagain,thathehadmadenopreparationforanypossiblefatalissuetohimselfinthisadventure。SHEwouldknowit,however,andwhyhehadundertakenit。Hetriedtothinkthatperhapssomeinterestinhimselfhadpromptedhertosendthecoloneltohim。Yet,mingledwiththiswasanoddsenseofacertainridiculousnessinhisposition:therewastheabsurdityofhisprospectiveantagonistbeingevennowinconfidentialconsultationwithhisownfriendandally,whosefunctionshehadusurped,andinwhoseinterestshewasabouttoriskhislife。Andashewalkedawaythroughthesilentstreets,theconvictionmorethanoncewasforceduponhimthathewasgoingtoanappointmentthatwouldnotbekept。

Hereachedthestationsometenminutesbeforethetrainwasdue。

Twoorthreehalf-drowsy,wrapped-uppassengerswerealreadyontheplatform;butneitherDonCaesarnorColonelPendletonwasamongthem。Heexploredthewaiting-roomsandeventhehalf-litbuffet,butwithnobettersuccess。TellingtheBahnhofInspectorthathispassagewasonlycontingentuponthearrivalofoneortwocompanions,anddescribingthemminutelytopreventmistakes,hebegangloomilytopacebeforetheticket-office。Fiveminutespassed——thenumberofpassengersdidnotincrease;tenminutes;adistantshriek——thehoarseinquiryoftheinspector——hadtheHerr"scompanionsyetgekommt?thesuddenglareofaCyclopeaneyeinthedarkness,theonglidingofthelong-jointedandgleamingspottedserpent,thetrain——ahurriedglancearoundtheplatform,oneortwogutturalorders,theslammingofdoors,theremountingofblackuniformedfigureslikecaryatidesalongthemarchepieds,apuffofvapor,andthetrainhadcomeandgonewithoutthem。

Yethewouldgivehisadversaryfifteenminutesmoretoallowforaccidentordelay,orthepossiblearrivalofthecolonelwithanexplanation,andrecommencedhisgloomypacing,astheBahnhofsankbackintohalf-litrepose。Attheendoffiveminutestherewasanothershriek。Paulturnedquicklytotheinspector。Ah,then,therewasanothertrain?No;itwasonlytheupexpressforBasle,goingtheotherwayandstoppingattheNordStation,halfamileaway。Itwouldnotstophere,buttheHerrwouldseeitpassinafewmomentsatfullspeed。

Itcamepresently,withaprolongeddespairingshriek,outofthedarkness;aflash,arushandroarathisside,aplungeintothedarknessagainwiththesamedespairingcry;aflutterofsomethingwhitefromoneofthewindows,likealoosenedcurtain,thatatlastseemedtodetachitself,and,afterawildattempttofollow,suddenlysoaredaloft,whirledoverandover,dropped,anddriftedslowly,slantwise,totheground。

Theinspectorhadseenit,randowntheline,andpickeditup。

ThenhereturnedwithittoPaulwithalookofsympathizingconcern。Itwasalady"shandkerchief,evidentlysomesignalwavedtothewell-bornHerr,whowastheonlypassengerontheplatform。

So,possibly,itmightbefromhisfriends,whobysomestupidmischancehadgonetothewrongstation,and——GottimHimmel!——itwashideouslystupid,yetpossible,gotonthewrongtrain!

TheHerr,alittlepale,butcomposed,thoughtitWASpossible。

No;hewouldnottelegraphtothenextstation——notyet——hewouldinquire。

Hewalkedquicklyaway,reachingthehotelbreathlessly,yetinaspacethatseemedalltoobriefforhisdisconnectedthought。

Thereweresignsofanimationinthehall,andanemptycarriagewasjustreenteringthecourtyard。Thehall-portermethimwithdemonstrativeconcernandapology。Ah!ifhehadonlyunderstoodhisExcellencybetter,hecouldhavesavedhimallthistrouble。

EvidentlyhisExcellencywasgoingwiththeArguelloparty,whohadorderedacarriage,doubtless,forthesameimportantjourney,anhourbefore,yethadleftonlyafewmomentsafterhisExcellency,andhisExcellency,itwouldappear,hadgonetothewrongstation。

Paulpushedhurriedlypastthemanandascendedtohisroom。Bothwindowswereopen,andinthefaintmoonlighthecouldseethatsomethingwhitewaspinnedtohispillow。Withnervousfingersherelithiscandles,andfounditwasanoteinYerba"shandwriting。

Asheopenedit,atinysprayofthevinethathadgrownonthecrumblingwallfellathisfeet。Hepickeditup,pressedittohislips,andread,withdimeyes,asfollows:——

"YouknownowwhyIspoketoyouasIdidto-day,andwhytheotherhalfofthisprecioussprayistheonlymemoryIcaretocarrywithmeoutofthiscrumblingruinofallmyhopes。Youwereright,Paul:mytakingyouthereWASANOMEN——nottoyou,whocanneverbeanythingbutproud,beloved,andtrue——buttoMEofalltheshameandmisery。Thankyouforallyouhavedone——forallyouwoulddo,myfriend,anddon"tthinkmeungrateful,onlybecauseIamunworthyofit。Trytoforgiveme,butdon"tforgetme,evenifyoumusthateme。Perhaps,ifyouknewall——youmightstilllovealittlethepoorgirltowhomyouhavealreadygiventheonlynameshecanevertakefromyou——YERBABUENA!

CHAPTERVII。

Itwasalreadyautumn,andinthecityofNewYorkanearlySundaymorningbreezewassweepinguptheleavesthathadfallenfromtheregularlyplantedailantustreesbeforethebrown-stonefrontageofarowofmonotonouslyalikefive-storiedhousesononeoftheprincipalavenues。ThePastoroftheThirdPresbyterianChurch,thatuplifteditsdoubletowersonthecorner,stoppedbeforeoneofthesedwellings,ranupthedozenbroadsteps,andrangthebell。Hewaspresentlyadmitttedtothesombrerichnessofahallanddrawing-roomwithhigh-backedfurnitureofdarkcarvedwoods,likecathedralstalls,and,hatinhand,somewhatimpatientlyawaitedthearrivalofhishostessandparishioner。Thedooropenedtoatall,white-hairedwomaninlustrelessblacksilk。Shewasregularandresoluteinfeatures,offinebutunbendingpresence,and,thoughsomewhatpastmiddleage,showednosignsofeithertheweaknessormellownessofyears。

"IamsorrytodisturbyourSabbathmorningmeditations,SisterArgalls,norwouldIifitwerenotinthelineofChristianduty;

butSisterRobbinsisunabletodaytomakeherusualSabbathhospitalvisit,andIthoughtifyouwereexcusedfromtheForeignMissionaryclassandBibleinstructionatthreeyoumightundertakeherfunctions。Iknow,mydearoldfriend,"hecontinued,withblanddeprecationofherhard-seteyes,"howdistastefulthispromiscuousminglingwiththeroughandungodlyhasalwaysbeentoyou,andhowreluctantyouaretobeplacedinthepositionofbeingliabletohearcoarse,vulgar,orirreverentspeech。I

think,too,inourlongandpleasantpastoralrelations,youhavealwaysfoundmemindfulofit。IadmitIhavesometimesregrettedthatyourlatehusbandhadnotmoregenerallyfamiliarizedyouwiththewaysoftheworld。Butsoitis——weallhaveourweaknesses。

Ifnotonething,another。AndasEnvyandUncharitablenesssometimesfindtheirwayinevenChristianhearts,Ishouldlikeyoutoundertakethisofficeforthesakeofexample。Therearesome,dearSisterArgalls,whothinkthattherichwidowwhoismostliberalintheendowmentofthegoodsthatProvidencehasintrustedtoherhandsclaimsthereforetobeexemptfromlaborintheChristianvineyard。Letusteachthemhowunjusttheyare。"

"Iamwilling,"saidthelady,withadry,determinedair。"I

supposethesepatientsarenotprofessedlybadcharacters?"

"Bynomeans。Afew,perhaps;butthemajorityareunfortunates——

dependenteitheruponpubliccharityorsomesmallprovisionmadebytheirfriends。"

"Verywell。"

"AndyouunderstandthatthoughtheyhavetheprivilegeofrejectingyourChristianministrations,dearSisterArgalls,youarefreetojudgewhenyoumaybepatientorimportunatewiththem?"

"Iunderstand。"

ThePastorwasnotanunkindlyman,and,asheglancedattheuncompromisinglookinMrs。Argalls"seyes,feltforamomentsomeinconsistencybetweenhishumaneinstinctsandhisChristianduty。

"Someofthemmayrequire,andbebenefitedby,asternmonitress,andSisterRobbins,Ifear,wasweak,"hesaidconsolinglytohimself,ashedescendedthestepsagain。

Atthreeo"clockMrs。Argalls,withareticuleandafewtracts,wasatthedoorofSt。John"sHospital。AsshedisplayedhertestimonialsandannouncedthatshehadtakenMrs。Robbins"splace,theofficialsreceivedherrespectfully,andgavesomeinstructionstotheattendants,which,however,didnotstopsomeindividualcomments。

"Isay,Jim,itdoesn"tseemthesquarethingtoletthatgrimoldgirllooseamongthempoorconvalescents。"

"Well,Idon"tknow:theysayshe"srichandgivesaloto"moneyaway,butifshetacklesthatswearingoldKentuckianinNo。3,she"llhaveherhandsfull。"

However,thecriticismwasscarcelyfair,forMrs。Argalls,althoughmovingrigidlyalongfrombedtobedoftheward,equippedwithacertainformulaofphrases,neverthelessdroppedfromtimetotimesomepracticalcommon-sensequestionsthatshowedanalmostmasculineintuitionofthepatients"needsandrequirements。Nordidshebetrayanyofthatover-sensitiveshrinkingfromcoarsenesswhichthegoodPastorhadfeared,albeitshewasquicktocorrectitsexhibition。Thelanguidmenlistenedtoherwithhalf-

aggressive,half-amusedinterest,andsomeofthesatisfactionoftakingabitterbutwholesometonic。Itwasnotuntilshereachedthebedatthefartherendofthewardthatsheseemedtomeetwithanycheck。

Itwasoccupiedbyahaggardman,withalongwhitemoustacheandfeaturesthatseemedwastedbyinwardstruggleandfever。Atthefirstsoundofhervoiceheturnedquicklytowardsher,liftedhimselfonhiselbow,andgazedfixedlyinherface。

"KateHoward——bytheEternal!"hesaid,inalowvoice。

Despiteherrigidself-possessionthewomanstarted,glancedhurriedlyaround,anddrewnearertohim。

"Pendleton!"shesaid,inanequallysuppressedvoice,"What,inGod"sname,areyoudoinghere?"

"Dying,Ireckon——soonerorlater,"hesaidgrimly,"that"swhattheydohere。"

"But——what,"shewentonhurriedly,stillglancingoverhershoulderasifshesuspectedsometrick——"whathasbroughtyoutothis?"

"YOU!"saidthecolonel,droppingbackexhaustedlyonhispillow。

"Youandyourdaughter。"

"Idon"tunderstandyou,"shesaidquickly,yetregardinghimwithsternrigidity。"YouknowperfectlywellIhaveNOdaughter。YouknowperfectlywellthatI"vekeptthewordIgaveyoutenyearsago,andthatIhavebeendeadtoherasshehasbeentome。"

"Iknow,"saidthecolonel,"thatwithinthelastthreemonthsI

havepaidawaymylastcenttokeepthemouthofaninfernalscoundrelshutwhoKNOWSthatyouarehermother,andthreatenstoexposehertoherfriends。IknowthatI"mdyinghereofanoldwoundthatIgotwhenIshutthemouthofanotherhoundwhowasreadytobarkathertwoyearsafteryoudisappeared。IknowthatbetweenyouandherI"veletmyoldniggerdieofabrokenheart,becauseIcouldn"tkeephimtosufferwithme,andIknowthatI"mhereapauperontheState。Iknowthat,Kate,andwhenIsayitI

don"tregretit。I"vekeptmywordtoYOU,and,bytheEternal,yourdaughter"sworthit!Forifthereeverwasafairandpeerlesscreature——it"syourchild!"

"Andshe——arichwoman——unlessshesquanderedthefortuneIgaveher——letsyouliehere!"saidthewomangrimly。

"Shedon"tknowit。"

"SheSHOULDknowit!Haveyouquarreled?"Shewaslookingathimkeenly。

"Shedistrustsme,becauseshehalfsuspectsthesecret,andI

hadn"tthehearttotellherall。"

"All?Whatdoessheknow?Whatdoesthismanknow?Whathasbeentoldher?"shesaidrapidly。

"Sheonlyknowsthatthenameshehastakenshehasnorightto。"

"Rightto?Why,itwaswrittenontheTrust——YerbaBuena。"

"No,notthat。Shethoughtitwasamistake。ShetookthenameofArguello。"

"What?"saidMrs。Argalls,suddenlygraspingtheinvalid"swristwithbothhands。"Whatname?"hereyeswerestartledfromtheirrigidcoldness,herlipswerecolorless。

"Arguello!Itwassomefoolishschoolgirlfancywhichthathoundhelpedtofosterinher。Why——what"sthematter,Kate?"

Thewomandroppedthehelplessman"swrist,then,withaneffort,recoveredherselfsufficientlytorise,and,withanairofincreaseddecorum,asifthespiritualcharacteroftheirinterviewexcludedworldlyintrusion,adjustedthescreenaroundhisbed,soaspartlytohideherownfaceandPendleton"s。Then,droppingintothechairbesidehim,shesaid,inheroldvoice,fromwhichtheburdenoftenlongyearsseemedtohavebeenlifted,——

"Harry,what"sthatyou"replayingonme?"

"Idon"tunderstandyou,"saidPendletonamazedly。

"Doyoumeantosayyoudon"tknowit,anddidn"ttellheryourself?"shesaidcurtly。

"What?Tellherwhat?"herepeatedimpatiently。

"ThatArguelloWASherfather!"

"Herfather?"Hetriedtostruggletohiselbowagain,butshelaidherhandmasterfullyuponhisshoulderandforcedhimback。

"Herfather!"herepeatedhurriedly。"JoseArguello!GreatGod!——

areyousure?"

Quietlyandyetmechanicallygatheringthescatteredtractsfromthecoverlet,andputtingthemback,onebyoneinherreticule,shecloseditandherlipswithasnapassheuttered——"Yes。"

Pendletonremainedstaringathersilently,"Yes,"hemuttered,"itmayhavebeensomeinstinctofthechild"s,orsomediabolicalfancyofBriones"。But,"hesaidbitterly,"trueornot,shehasnorighttohisname。"

"AndIsaysheHAS。"

Shehadrisentoherfeet,withherarmsfoldedacrossherbreast,inanattitudeofsuchPuritancomposurethatthedistantspectatorsmighthavethoughtshewasdeliveringanexordiumtotheprostrateman。

"ImetJoseArguello,forthesecondtime,inNewOrleans,"shesaidslowly,"eightyearsago。Hewasstillrich,butruinedinhealthbydissipation。Iwastiredofmywayoflife。HeproposedthatIshouldmarryhimtotakecareofhimandlegitimatizeourchild。IwasforcedtotellhimwhatIhaddonewithher,andthattheTrustcouldnotbedisturbeduntilshewasofageandherownmistress。Heassented。Wemarried,buthediedwithinayear。Hedied,leavingwithmehisacknowledgmentofherashischild,andtherighttoclaimherifIchose。"

"And?"——interruptedthecolonelwithsparklingeyes。

"IDON"TCHOOSE。

"Hearme!"shecontinuedfirmly。"Withhisnameandmyownmistress,andthegirl,asIbelieved,properlyprovidedforandignorantofmyexistence,Isawnonecessityforreopeningthepast。Iresolvedtoleadanewlifeashiswidow。Icamenorth。

InthelittleNewEnglandtownwhereIfirststopped,thecountrypeoplecontractedmynametoMrs。Argalls。Iletitstandso。I

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