投诉 阅读记录

第15章

Theygotwithinahundredyardsofit,andallsawitplainly,scarcebelievingtheirsenses。

Whentheycouldgetnonearerforthewind,thecaptainyieldedtothatinstinctwhichurgesmanalwaystokillacuriosity,"toencouragetherest,"assaiththewittyVoltaire。"Getreadyagun——bestshotintheshiplayandfireit。"

Thiswassoondone。Bangwentthegun。Theshotstruckthewaterclosetothebrute,andmayhavestruckhimunderwater,foraughtIknow。Anyway,itsorelydisturbedhim;forherearedintotheairacolumnofserpent"sfleshthatlookedasthickasthemaintopmastofaseventy-four,openedamouththatlookedcapaciousenoughtoswallowthelargestbuoyanchorintheship,and,withastrangegratingnoisebetweenabarkandahiss,dived,andwasseennomore。

Whenhewasgone,theyalllookedatoneanotherlikemenawakingfromadream。

Stainesalonetookitquitecoolly。Itdidnotsurprisehimintheleast。Hehadalwaysthoughtitincrediblethattheboa-

constrictorshouldbelargerthananysea-snake。Thatideastruckhimasmonstrousandabsurd。Henotedthesea-serpentinhisjournal,butwiththisdoubt,"Semble——morelikeaverylargeeel。"

Nextdaytheycrossedtheline。JustbeforenoonayounggentlemanburstintoStaines"scabin,apologizingforwantofceremony;butifDr。Staineswouldliketoseetheline,itwasnowinsightfromthemizzentop。

"Gladofit,sir,"saidStaines;"collectitformeintheship"sbuckets,ifyouplease。IwanttosendALINEtofriendsathome。"

Younggentlemanburiedhishandsinhispockets,walkedoutinsolemnsilence,andresumedhispositiononthelee-sideofthequarter-deck。

Nevertheless,thisopening,coupledwithwhathehadheardandread,madeStainesalittleuneasy,andhewenttohisfriendFitzroy,andsaid,"Now,lookhere:Iamattheserviceofyouexperiencedandhumorousmariners。Ipleadguiltyatoncetothecrimeofneverhavingpassedtheline;so,makereadyyourswabs,andlatherme;yourship"sscraper,andshaveme;andletusgetitover。ButLordTadcasterisnervous,sensitive,prouderthanheseems,andI"mnotgoingtohavehimdrivenintoafitforalltheNeptunesandAmphitritesincreation。"

Fitzroyheardhimout,thenburstoutlaughing。"Why,thereisnoneofthatgameintheRoyalNavy,"saidhe。"Hasn"tbeenthistwentyyears。"

"I"msosorry,"saidDr。Staines。"Ifthere"saformofwitI

revere,itispracticaljoking。"

"Doctor,youareasatiricalbeggar。"

StainestoldTadcaster,andhewentforwardandchaffedhisfriendthequartermaster,whowasoneoftheforecastlewits。

"Isay,quartermaster,whydoesn"tNeptunecomeonboard?"

Deadsilence。

"IwonderwhathasbecomeofpooroldNep?"

"Goneashore!"growledtheseaman。"LastseeninRateliffHighway。

Gotashopthere——lendsashillinginthepoundonseamen"sadvancetickets。"

"Oh!andAmphitrite?"

"MarriedthesextonatWapping。"

"AndtheNereids?"

"Neruds!"(scratchinghishead。)"Iharn"tkeptmyeyeonthemsmallcraft。ButIBELIEVEtheyaresellingoystersintheportofLeith。"

Alightbreezecarriedthemacrosstheequator;butsoonaftertheygotbecalmed,anditwasdrearywork,andtheshiprolledgently,butcontinuously,andupsetLordTadcaster"sstomachagain,andquenchedhismanlyspirit。

Atlasttheywerefortunateenoughtocatchthesoutheasttrade,butitwassolanguidatfirstthattheshipbarelymovedthroughthewater,thoughtheyseteverystitch,andstuddingsailsalowandaloft,tillreallyshewasacresofcanvas。

Whileshewassocreepingalong,amaninthemizzentopnoticedanenormoussharkglidingsteadilyinherwake。Thismayseemasmallincident,yetitranthroughtheshiplikewildfire,andcausedmoreorlessuneasinessinthreehundredstouthearts;soneariseveryseamantodeath,andsostrongthepersuasionintheirsuperstitiousminds,thatasharkdoesnotfollowashippertinaciouslywithoutapropheticinstinctofcalamity。

Unfortunately,thequartermasterconveyedthisideatoLordTadcaster,andconfirmeditbynumerousexamplestoprovethattherewasalwaysdeathathandwhenasharkfollowedtheship。

ThereuponTadcastertookitintohisheadthathewasunderarelapse,andthesharkwaswaitingforhisdeadbody:hegotquitelow-spirited。

StainestoldFitzroy。Fitzroysaid,"Sharkbehanged!I"llhavehimondeckinhalfanhour。"Hegotleavefromthecaptain:ahookwasbaitedwithalargepieceofpork,andtowedasternbyastoutline,experiencedoldhandsattendingtoitbyturns。

Thesharkcameupleisurely,surveyedthebait,and,Iapprehend,ascertainedthepositionofthehook。Atallevents,heturnedquietlyonhisback,suckedthebaitoff,andretiredtoenjoyit。

Everyofficerintheshiptriedhiminturn,butwithoutsuccess;

for,iftheygotreadyforhim,and,themomenthetookthebait,jerkedtheropehard,inthatcaseheopenedhisenormousmouthsowidethatthebaitandhookcameoutclear。But,soonerorlater,healwaysgotthebait,andlefthiscaptorsthehook。

Thiswentonfordays,andhishugedorsalfinalwaysintheship"swake。

ThenTadcaster,whohadwatchedtheseexperimentswithhope,losthisspiritandappetite。

Stainesreasonedwithhim,butinvain。Somebodywastodie;and,althoughtherewerethreehundredandmoreintheship,hemustbetheone。Atlastheactuallymadehiswill,andthrewhimselfintoStaines"sarms,andgavehimmessagestohismotherandLadyCicely;andendedbyfrighteninghimselfintoafit。

ThisrousedStaines"spity,andalsoputhimonhismettle。What,sciencebebeatenbyashark!

Heponderedthematterwithallhismight;andatlastanideacametohim。

Heaskedthecaptain"spermissiontotryhishand。Thiswasaccordedimmediately,andtheship"sstoresplacedathisdisposalverypolitely,butwithasly,comicalgrin。

Dr。Stainesgotfromthecarpentersomesheetsofzincandsparecopper,andsomeflannel:thesehecutintothree-inchsquares,andsoakedtheflannelinacidulatedwater。Hethenprocuredaquantityofbell-wire,thegreaterpartofwhichheinsulatedbywrappingitroundwithhotguttapercha。Soeagerwashe,thathedidnotturninallnight。

Inthemorninghepreparedwhathecalledanelectricfuse——hefilledasoda-waterbottlewithgunpowder,attachingsomecorktomakeitbuoyant,putinthefuseandbung,madeitwater-tight,connectedandinsulatedhismainwires——envelopedthebottleinpork——tiedalinetoit,andletthebottleoverboard。

Thecaptainandofficersshooktheirheadsmysteriously。Thetarspeepedandgrinnedfromeveryropetoseeadoctortryandcatchasharkwithasoda-waterbottleandnohook;butsomehowthedoctorseemedtoknowwhathewasabout,sotheyhoveredround,andawaitedtheresult,mystified,butcurious,andshowingtheirteethfromeartoear。

"TheonlythingIfear,"saidStaines,"isthat,themomenthetakesthebait,hewillcutthewirebeforeIcancompletethecircuit,andfirethefuse。"

Nevertheless,therewasanotherobjectiontothesuccessoftheexperiment。Thesharkhaddisappeared。

"Well,"saidthecaptain,"atallevents,youhavefrightenedhimaway。"

"No,"saidlittleTadcaster,whiteasaghost;"heisonlyunderwater,Iknow;waiting——waiting。"

"Thereheis,"criedoneintheratlines。

Therewasarushtothetaffrail——greatexcitement。

"Keepclearofme,"saidStainesquietlybutfirmly。"Itcanonlybedoneatthemomentbeforehecutsthewire。"

Theoldsharkswamslowlyroundthebait。

Hesawitwassomethingnew。

Heswamroundandroundit。

"Hewon"ttakeit,"saidone。

"Hesuspectssomething。"

"Oh,yes,hewilltakethemeatsomehow,andleavethepepper。Slyoldfox!"

"HehaseatenmanyapoorJack,thatone。"

Thesharkturnedslowlyonhisback,and,insteadofgrabbingatthebait,seemedtodrawitbygentlesuctionintothatcapaciousthroat,readytoblowitoutinamomentifitwasnotallright。

Themomentthebaitwasdrawnoutofsight,Stainescompletedthecircuit;thebottleexplodedwithafurythatsurprisedhimandeverybodywhosawit;atonofwaterflewintotheair,andcamedowninspray,andagorycarcassfloated,bellyuppermost,visiblystainingthebluewater。

Therewasaroarofamazementandapplause。

Thecarcasswastowedalongside,atTadcaster"surgentrequest,andthenthepoweroftheexplosionwasseen。Confined,firstbythebottle,thenbythemeat,thenbythefish,andlastlybythewater,ithadexplodedwithtenfoldpower,hadblownthebrute"sheadintoamillionatoms,andhadeventornagreatfurrowinitscarcass,exposingthreefeetofthebackbone。

Taddygloatedonhisenemy,andbegantopickupagainfromthathour。

Thewindimproved,and,asusualinthatlatitude,scarcelyvariedapoint。Theyhadapleasanttime,——privatetheatricalsandotheramusementstilltheygottolatitude26deg。S。andlongitude27

deg。W。Thenthetradewinddesertedthem。Lightandvariablewindssucceeded。

Themastercomplainedofthechronometers,andthecaptainthoughtithisdutytoverifyorcorrectthem;andsoshapedhiscoursefortheislandofTristand"Acunha,thenlyingalittlewayoutofhiscourse。Iought,perhaps,toexplaintothegeneralreaderthattheexactpositionofthisislandbeinglongagoestablishedandrecorded,itwasaninfallibleguidetogobyinverifyingaship"schronometers。

Nextdaytheglassfellallday,andthecaptainsaidheshoulddouble-reeftopsailsatnightfall,forsomethingwasbrewing。

Theweather,however,wasfine,andtheshipwassailingveryfast,when,abouthalfanhourbeforesunset,themast-headmanhailedthattherewasabulkoftimberinsight,broadontheweather-bow。

Thesignalmanwassentup,andsaiditlookedlikearaft。

Thecaptain,whowasondeck,levelledhisglassatit,andmadeitoutaraft,withasortofrailtoit,andthestumpofamast。

Heorderedtheofficerofthewatchtokeeptheshipasclosetothewindaspossible。Heshouldliketoexamineitifhecould。

Themasterrepresented,respectfully,thatitwouldbeunadvisabletobeattowindwardforthat。"Ihavenofaithinourchronometers,sir,anditisimportanttomaketheislandbeforedark;fogsriseheresosuddenly。"

"Verywell,Mr。Bolt;thenIsupposewemustlettheraftgo。"

"MANONTHERAFTTOWINDWARD!"hailedthesignalman。

Thiselectrifiedtheship。Thecaptainranupthemizzenrigging,andscannedtheraft,nownearlyabeam。

"ItISaman!"hecried,andwasabouttoaltertheship"scoursewhen,atthatmoment,thesignalmanhailedagain,——

"ITISACORPSE。"

"Howd"yeknow?"

"Bythegulls。"

Thensucceededanexcitingdialoguebetweenthecaptainandthemaster,who,beinginhisdepartment,wasveryfirm;andwentsofarastosayhewouldnotanswerforthesafetyoftheship,iftheydidnotsightthelandbeforedark。

Thecaptainsaid,"Verywell,"andtookaturnortwo。Butatlasthesaid,"No。HerMajesty"sshipmustnotpassaraftwithamanonit,deadoralive。"

Hethenbegantogivethenecessaryorders;butbeforetheywerealloutofhismouth,afatalinterruptionoccurred。

TadcasterranintoDr。Staines"scabin,crying,"Araftwithacorpsecloseby!"

Stainessprangtothequarterporttosee,andcraningeagerlyout,thelowerportchain,whichhadnotbeenwellsecured,slipped,theportgaveway,andashiswholeweightrestedonit,cantedhimheadlongintothesea。

Asmartseamanintheforechainssawtheaccident,andinstantlyroaredout,"MANOVERBOARD!"acrythatsendsathrillthroughaship"sveryribs。

Anothersmartfellowcutthelife-buoyadriftsoquicklythatitstruckthewaterwithintenyardsofStaines。

Theofficerofthewatch,withouttheintervalofhalfamoment,gavetherightorders,inthevoiceofastentor;

"Letgolife-buoy。

"Life-boat"screwaway。

"Handsshortensail。

"Mainselup。

"Maintopseltomast。"

Theseorderswereexecutedwithadmirableswiftness。Meantimetherewasamightyrushoffeetthroughoutthefrigate,everyhatchwaywascrammedwithmeneagertoforcetheirwayondeck。

Infivesecondsthemiddyofthewatchandhalfhercrewwereintheleecutter,fittedwithClifford"sapparatus。

"Loweraway!"criedtheexcitedofficer;"theotherswillcomedownbythependants。"

Themanstationed,sittingonthebottomboards,easedawayroundly,whensuddenlytherewasahitch——theboatwouldgonofarther。

"Lowerawaythereinthecutter!Whydon"tyoulower?"screamedthecaptain,whohadcomeovertoleewardexpectingtoseetheboatinthewater。

"Theropehasswollen,sir,andthependantswon"tunreeve,"criedthemiddyinagony。

"Volunteersfortheweather-boat!"shoutedthefirstlieutenant;

buttheorderwasunnecessary,formorethanthepropernumberwereinheralready。

"Plugin——loweraway。"

Butmishapsnevercomesingly。Scarcelyhadthisboatgoneafootfromthedavit,thanthevolunteerwhowasactingascoxswain,inreachingoutforsomething,inadvertentlyletgotheline,which,inKynaston"sapparatus,keepsthetackleshooked;consequently,downwenttheboatandcrewtwentyfeet,withaterrificcrash;themenwerestrugglingfortheirlives,andtheboatwasstove。

But,meantime,moremenhavingbeensentintotheleecutter,theirweightcausedthependantstorender,andtheboatgotafloat,andwassoonemployedpickingupthestrugglingcrew。

Seeingthis,LieutenantFitzroycollectedsomehands,andloweredthelife-boatgig,whichwasfittedwithcommontackles,gotdownintoherhimselfbythefalls,andpullingroundtowindward,shoutedtothesignalmanfordirections。

Thesignalmanwasathispost,andhadfixedhiseyeonthemanoverboard,ashisdutywas;buthismess-matewasinthestoveboat,andhehadcastoneanxiouslookdowntoseeifhewassaved,and,sadtorelate,inthatonemomenthehadlostsightofStaines;thesuddendarkness——therewasnotwilight——confusedhimmore,andtheshiphadincreasedherdrift。

Fitzroy,however,madearapidcalculation,andpulledtowindwardwithallhismight。Hewasfollowedinaboutaminutebytheothersoundboatpowerfullymanned,andbothboatsmeltedawayintothenight。

Therewasalongandanxioussuspense,duringwhichitbecamepitchdark,andtheshipburnedbluelightstomarkherpositionmoreplainlytothecrewsthatweregropingtheseaforthatbelovedpassenger。

CaptainHamiltonhadnodoubtthatthefateofStaineswasdecided,onewayorother,longbeforethis;buthekeptquietuntilhesawtheplainsignsofasquallathand。Then,ashewasresponsibleforthesafetyofboatsandship,hesentuprocketstorecallthem。

Thecuttercamealongsidefirst。Lightswerepouredonher,andquaveringvoicesasked,"Haveyougothim?"

Theanswerwasdeadsilence,andsorrowful,droopingheads。

Sadlyandreluctantlywastheordergiventohoisttheboatin。

Thenthegigcamealongside。Fitzroyseatedinher,withhishandsbeforehisface;themengloomyandsad。

"GONE!GONE!"

Soontheshipwasbattlingaheavysquall。

Atmidnightallquietagain,andhoveto。Then,attherequestofmany,thebellwastolled,andtheship"scompanymusteredbareheaded,andmanyastoutseamanintears,asthelastservicewasreadforChristopherStaines。

CHAPTERXIV。

Rosafellillwithgriefatthehotel,andcouldnotmoveforsomedays;butthemomentshewasstrongenough,sheinsistedonleavingPlymouth:likeallwoundedthings,shemustdragherselfhome。

Butwhatahome!Howemptyitstruck,andsheheart-sickanddesolate。Nowallthefamiliarplacesworeanewaspect:thelittleyard,wherehehadsowalkedandwaited,becameatempletoher,andshecameoutandsatinit,andnowfirstfelttothefullhowmuchhehadsufferedthere——withwhatfortitude。Shecreptaboutthehouse,andkissedthechairhehadsatin,andeverymuch-usedplaceandthingofthedeparted。

Hershallownaturedeepenedanddeepenedunderthisbereavement,ofwhich,shesaidtoherself,withashudder,shewasthecause。Andthisisthecourseofnature;thereisnothinglikesufferingtoenlightenthegiddybrain,widenthenarrowmind,improvethetrivialheart。

Asherregretsweretenderanddeep,sohervowsofrepentanceweresincere。Oh,whatawifeshewouldmakewhenhecameback!howthoughtful!howprudent!howloyal!andneverhaveasecret。Shewhohadoncesaid,"Whatistheuseofyourwriting?nobodywillpublishit,"nowcollectedandperusedeverywrittenscrap。Withsimpleaffectionsheevenlockeduphisverywaste-paperbasket,fulloffragmentshehadtorn,oruselesspapershehadthrownthere,beforehewenttoPlymouth。

Inthedrawerofhiswriting-tableshefoundhisdiary。Itwasathickquarto:itbeganwiththeirmarriage,andendedwithhisleavinghome——forthenhetookanothervolume。ThisdiarybecameherBible;shestudieditdaily,tillhertearshidhislines。Theentrieswereverymiscellaneous,veryexact;itwasamapoftheirmarriedlife。Butwhatshestudiedmostwashisobservationsonherowncharacter,soscientific,yetsokindly;andhisscholar-

likeandwisereflections。Thebookwasanunconsciouspictureofagreatmindshehadhithertobutglancedat:nowshesawitallplainbeforeher;sawit,understoodit,adoredit,mournedit。

Suchwomenareshallow,notforwantofaheadupontheirshoulders,butofATTENTION。Theydonotreallystudyanything:

theyhavebeentaughtattheirschoolsthebadartofskimming;butlettheirheartscompeltheirbrainstothinkandthink,theresultisconsiderable。Thedeepestphilosopherneverfathomedacharactermorethoroughlythanthispoorchildfathomedherphilosopher,whenshehadreadhisjournaltenoreleventimes,andbedeweditwithathousandtears。

Onepassagealmostcuthermoreintelligentheartintwain:——

"ThisdarkdayIhavedoneathingincredible。IhavespokenwithbrutalharshnesstotheinnocentcreatureIhavesworntoprotect。

Shehadrunindebt,throughinexperience,andthatunhappytimiditywhichmakeswomenconcealanerrortillitramifies,byconcealment,intoafault;andImuststormandraveather,tillsheactuallyfaintedaway。Brute!Ruffian!Monster!Andshe,howdidshepunishme,poorlamb?Bysoftandtenderwords——likealady,assheis。Oh,mysweetRosa,Iwishyoucouldknowhowyouareavenged。Talkofthescourge——thecat!Iwouldbethankfulfortwodozenlashes。Ah!thereisnoneed,Ithink,topunishamanwhohasbeencrueltoawoman。Lethimalone。Hewillpunishhimselfmorethanyoucan,ifheisreallyaman。"

Fromthedateofthatentry,thisself-reproachandself-torturekeptcroppingupeverynowandtheninthediary;anditappearedtohavebeennotentirelywithoutitsinfluenceinsendingStainestosea,thoughthemainreasonhegavewasthathisRosamighthavethecomfortsandluxuriesshehadenjoyedbeforeshemarriedhim。

Oneday,whileshewascryingoverthisdiary,UnclePhilipcalled;

butnottocomforther,Ipromiseyou。Heburstonher,irate,totakehertotask。Hehadreturned,learnedChristopher"sdeparture,andsettledthereasoninhisownmind:thatuxoriousfoolwasgonetoseabyanaturalreaction;hiseyeswereopentohiswifeatlast,andhewassickofherfolly;sohehadfledtodistantclimes,aswhowouldnot,thatcould?

"SO,ma"am,"saidhe,"mynephewisgonetosea,Ifind——allinahurry。PraymayIaskwhathehasdonethatfor?"

Itwasaverysimplequestion,yetitdidnotelicitaveryplainanswer。Sheonlystaredatthisabruptinquisitor,andthencried,piteously,"Oh,UnclePhilip!"andburstoutsobbing。

"Why,whatisthematter?"

"YouWILLhatemenow。HeisgonetomakemoneyforME;andI

wouldratherhavelivedonacrust。Uncle——don"thateme。I"mapoor,bereaved,heart-brokencreature,thatrepents。"

"Repents!heigho!why,whathaveyoubeenuptonow,ma"am?Nogreatharm,I"llbebound。FlirtingalittlewithsomeFOOL——eh?"

"Flirting!Me!amarriedwoman。"

"Oh,tobesure;Iforgot。Why,surelyhehasnotdesertedyou。"

"MyChristopherdesertme!Helovesmetoowell;farmorethanI

deserve;butnotmorethanIwill。UnclePhilip,Iamtooconfusedandwretchedtotellyouallthathashappened;butIknowyoulovehim,thoughyouhadatiff:uncle,hecalledonyou,toshakehandsandaskyourforgiveness,poorfellow!Hewassosorryyouwereaway。Pleasereadhisdeardiary:itwilltellyouall,betterthanhispoorfoolishwifecan。Iknowitbyheart。I"llshowyouwhereyouandhequarrelledaboutme。There,see。"Andsheshowedhimthepassagewithherfinger。"Henevertoldmeitwasthat,orIwouldhavecomeandbeggedyourpardononmyknees。Butseehowsorryhewas。There,see。AndnowI"llshowyouanotherplace,wheremyChristopherspeaksofyourmany,manyactsofkindness。

There,see。Andnowpleaseletmeshowyouhowhelongedforreconciliation。There,see。Anditisthesamethroughthebook。

AndnowI"llshowyouhowgrievedhewastogowithoutyourblessing。ItoldhimIwassureyouwouldgivehimthat,andhimgoingaway。Ah,me!willheeverreturn?Uncledear,don"thateme。WhatshallIdo,nowheisgone,ifyoudisownme?Why,youaretheonlyStainesleftmetolove。"

"Disownyou,ma"am!thatI"llneverdo。Youareagood-heartedyoungwoman,Ifind。There,runanddryyoureyes;andletmereadChristopher"sdiaryallthrough。ThenIshallseehowthelandlies。"

Rosacompliedwithhisproposal;andlefthimalonewhileshebathedhereyes,andtriedtocomposeherself,forshewasalltremblingatthissuddenirruption。

Whenshereturnedtothedrawing-room,hewaswalkingabout,lookinggraveandthoughtful。

"Itistheoldstory,"saidhe,rathergently:"aMISUNDERSTANDING。

Howwiseourancestorswerethatfirstusedthatwordtomeanaquarrel!for,lookintotwentyquarrels,andyoushalldetectascoreofmis-under-standings。YetourAmericancousinsmustgoandsubstitutetheun-ideaedword"difficulty";thatiswonderful。I

hadnoquarrelwithhim:delightedtoseeeitherofyou。ButIhadcalledtwiceonhim;soIthoughtheoughttogetoverhistemper,andcallonatriedfriendlikeme。Amisunderstanding!Now,mydear,letushavenomoreofthesemisunderstandings。Youwillalwaysbewelcomeatmyhouse,andIshalloftencomehereandlookafteryouandyourinterests。Whatdoyoumeantodo,Iwonder?"

"Sir,Iamtogohometomyfather,ifhewillbetroubledwithme。

Ihavewrittentohim。"

"AndwhatistobecomeoftheBijou?"

"MyChristiethoughtIshouldliketopartwithit,andthefurniture——buthisownwriting-deskandhischair,no,Ineverwill,andhislittleclock。Oh!oh!oh!——ButIrememberwhatyousaidaboutagents,andIdon"tknowwhattodo;forIshallbeaway。"

"Then,leaveittome。I"llcomeandliveherewithoneservant;

andI"llsoonsellitforyou。"

"You,UnclePhilip!"

"Well,whynot?"saidheroughly。

"Thatwillbeagreattroubleanddiscomforttoyou,I"mafraid。"

"IfIfinditso,I"llsoondropit。I"mnotthefooltoputmyselfoutforanybody。Whenyouarereadytogoout,sendmeword,andI"llcomein。"

Soonafterthishebustledoff。Hegaveherasortofhurriedkissatparting,asifhewasashamedofit,andwanteditoverasquicklyaspossible。

Nextdayherfathercame,condoledwithherpolitely,assuredhertherewasnothingtocryabout;husbandswereasortoffunctionariesthatgenerallywenttoseaatsomepartoftheircareer,andnoharmevercameofit。Onthecontrary,"Absencemakestheheartgrowfonder,"saidthisjudiciousparent。

Thissentimenthappenedtobejustalittletootrue,andsetthedaughtercryingbitterly。Butshefoughtagainstit。"Ohno!"

saidshe,"IMUSTN"T。IwillnotbealwayscryinginKentVilla。"

"Lordforbid!"

"Ishallgetoveritintime——alittle。"

"Why,ofcourseyouwill。ButastoyourcomingtoKentVilla,I

amafraidyouwouldnotbeverycomfortablethere。YouknowIamsuperannuated。Onlygotmypensionnow。"

"Iknowthat,papa:and——why,thatisoneofthereasons。Ihaveagoodincomenow;andIthoughtifweputourmeanstogether"——

"Oh,thatisaverydifferentthing。Youwillwantacarriage,I

suppose。Ihaveputminedown。"

"Nocarriage;nohorse;nofootman;noluxuryofanykindtillmyChristiecomesback。Iabhordress;Iabhorexpense;IloatheeverythingIoncelikedtoowell;Idetesteveryfollythathaspartedus;andIhatemyselfworstofall。Oh!oh!oh!Forgivemeforcryingso。"

"Well,Idaresaythereareassociationsaboutthisplacethatupsetyou。Ishallgoandmakereadyforyou,dear;andthenyoucancomeassoonasyoulike。"

Hebestowedapaternalkissonherbrow,andglideddoucelyawaybeforeshecouldpossiblycryagain。

TheverynextweekRosawasatKentVilla,withtherelicsofherhusbandabouther;hischair,hiswriting-table,hisclock,hiswaste-paperbasket,averydeepandlargeone。ShehadthemallinherbedroomatKentVilla。

Herethedaysglidedquietlybutheavily。

ShederivedsomecomfortfromUnclePhilip。Hisrough,friendlywaywasatonic,andbracedher。HecalledseveraltimesabouttheBijou。Toldherhehadputupenormousboardsalloverthehouse,andpuffeditfinely。"Ihavehadahundredagentsatme,"saidhe;"andthenextthing,Ihope,willbeonecustomer;thatisabouttheproportion。"Atlasthewroteherhehadhookedavictim,andsoldtheleaseandfurnitureforninehundredguineas。

StaineshadassignedtheleasetoRosa,soshehadfullpowers;andPhilipinvestedthemoney,andtwohundredmoreshegavehim,inalittlemortgageatsixpercent。

NowcametheletterfromMadeira。Itgavehernewlife。

Christopherwaswell,contented,hopeful。Hisexampleshouldanimateher。Shewouldbravelybearthepresent,andsharehishopesofthefuture:withthesebrighterviewsNatureco-operated。

Theinstinctsofapproachingmaternitybrightenedthefuture。Shefellintogentlereveries,andsawherhusbandreturn,andsawherselfplacetheirinfantinhisarmswithallawife"s,amother"spride。

Induecoursecameanotherlongletterfromtheequator,withafulljournal,andmorewordsofhope。Homeinlessthanayear,withreputationincreasedbythislastcure;home,topartnomore。

Ah!whatachangedwifeheshouldfind!howfrugal,howcandid,howfullofappreciation,admiration,andlove,ofthenoblest,dearesthusbandthateverbreathed!

LadyCicelyTrehernewaitedsomeweeks,toletkindersentimentsreturn。ShethencalledinDearStreet,butfoundMrs。StaineswasgonetoGravesend。Shewrotetoher。

Inafewdaysshereceivedareply,studiouslypoliteandcold。

Thispersistentinjusticemortifiedheratlast。Shesaidtoherself,"DoesshethinkhisdeparturewasnolosstoME?Itwastoherinterests,aswellashis,Isacrificedmyownselfishwishes。Iwillwritetohernomore。"

Thisresolutionshesteadilymaintained。Itwasshakenforamoment,whensheheard,byasidewind,thatMrs。Staineswasfastapproachingthegreatpainandperilofwomen。Thenshewavered。

Butno。SheprayedforherbynameintheLiturgy,butshetroubledhernomore。

Thisstateofthingslastedsomesixweeks,whenshereceivedaletterfromhercousinTadcaster,closeontheheelsofhislast,towhichshehadrepliedasIhaveindicated。Sheknewhishandwriting,andopeneditwithasmile。

Thatsmilesoondiedoffherhorror-strickenface。Theletterranthus:——

TRISTAND"ACUNHA,Jan。5。

DEARCICELY,——Aterriblethinghasjusthappened。Wesignalledaraft,withabodyonit,andpoorDr。Stainesleanedoutoftheport-hole,andfelloverboard。Threeboatswereletdownafterhim;butitallwentwrong,somehow,oritwastoolate。Theycouldneverfindhim,hewasdrowned;andthefuneralservicewasreadforthepoorfellow。

Weareallsadlycutup。Everybodylovedhim。Itwasdreadfulnextdayatdinner,whenhischairwasempty。Theverysailorscriedatnotfindinghim。

Firstofall,IthoughtIoughttowritetohiswife。Iknowwhereshelives;itiscalledKentVilla,Gravesend。ButIwasafraid;

itmightkillher:andyouaresogoodandsensible,IthoughtI

hadbetterwritetoyou,andperhapsyoucouldbreakittoherbydegrees,beforeitgetsinallthepapers。

Isendthisfromtheisland,byasmallvessel,andpaidhimtenpoundstotakeit。

Youraffectionatecousin,TADCASTER。

Wordsarepowerlesstodescribeablowlikethis:theamazement,thestupor,thereluctancetobelieve——therising,swelling,surginghorror。Shesatlikeawomanofstone,crumplingtheletter。"Dead!——dead?"

Foralongtimethiswasallhermindcouldrealize——thatChristopherStaineswasdead。Hewhohadbeensofulloflifeandthoughtandgenius,andworthiertolivethanalltheworld,wasdead;andamillionnobodieswerestillalive,andhewasdead。

Shelaybackonthesofa,andallthepowerleftherlimbs。Shecouldnotmoveahand。

Butsuddenlyshestartedup;foranobleinstincttoldherthisblowmustnotfallonthewifeasithadonher,andinhertimeofperil。

Shehadherbonnetoninamoment,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,dartedoutofthehousewithouthermaid。Sheflewalongthestreets,scarcelyfeelingtheground。ShegottoDearStreet,andobtainedPhilipStaines"saddress。Sheflewtoit,andtherelearnedhewasdownatKentVilla。InstantlyshetelegraphedtohermaidtocomedowntoheratGravesend,withthingsforashortvisit,andwaitforheratthestation;andshewentdownbytraintoGravesend。

Hithertoshehadwalkedonair,drivenbyoneoverpoweringimpulse。

Now,asshesatinthetrain,shethoughtalittleofherself。

Whatwasbeforeher?TobreaktoMrs。Stainesthatherhusbandwasdead。Totellherallhermisgivingsweremorethanjustified。Toencounterhercoldcivility,andletherknow,inchbyinch,itmustbeexchangedforcursesandtearingofhair;herhusbandwasdead。Totellherthis,andinthetellingofit,perhapsrevealthatitwasHERgreatbereavement,aswellasthewife"s,forshehadadeeperaffectionforhimthansheought。

Well,shetrembledlikeanaspenleaf,trembledlikeoneinanague,evenasshesat。Butshepersevered。

Anoblewomanhashercourage;notexactlythesameasthatwhichleadsforlornhopesagainstbastionsbristlingwithriflesandtonguedwithflamesandthunderbolts;yetnotinferiortoit。

Tadcaster,smallanddull,butnoblebybirthandinstinct,hadseentherightthingforhertodo;andshe,ofthesamebreed,andnoblerfar,hadseenittoo;andthegreatsoulsteadilydrewtherecoilingheartandquiveringbodytothisfierytrial,thisactofhumanity——todowhichwasterribleandhard,toshirkit,cowardlyandcruel。

ShereachedGravesend,anddroveinaflytoKentVilla。

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