投诉 阅读记录

第13章

"Oh!whatisthematternow?"saidshe。

"Thematteriswhatithasalwaysbeen,ifIcouldonlyhaveseenit。Youhavedeceivedme,anddisgracedyourself。Lookatthosebills。"

"Whatbills?Oh!"

"Youhavehadanallowanceforhousekeeping。"

"Itwasn"tenough。"

"Itwasplenty,ifyouhadkeptfaithwithme,andpaidreadymoney。Itwasenoughforthefirstfiveweeks。Iamhousekeepernow,andIshallallowmyselftwopoundsaweekless,andnotoweashillingeither。"

"Well,allIknowis,Icouldn"tdoit:nowomancould。"

"Then,youshouldhavecometome,andsaidso;andIwouldhaveshownyouhow。WasIinEgypt,orattheNorthPole,thatyoucouldnotfindme,totreatmelikeafriend?Youhaveruinedus:

thesedebtswillsweepawaythelastshillingofourlittlecapital;butitisn"tthat,oh,no!itisthemiserabledeceit。"

Rosa"seyecaughtthesumtotalofMadameCie"sbill,andsheturnedpale。"Oh,whatacheatthatwomanis!"

ButsheturnedpalerwhenChristophersaid,"Thatistheonehonestbill;forIgaveyouleave。Itisthesethatpartus:these!

these!Lookatthem,falseheart!There,goandpackupyourthings。Wecanliveherenolonger;weareruined。Imustsendyoubacktoyourfather。"

"Ithoughtyouwould,soonerorlater,"saidMrs。Staines,panting,trembling,butshowingalittlefight。"HetoldyouIwasn"tfittobeapoorman"swife。"

"Anhonestman"swife,youmean:thatiswhatyouarenotfitfor。

Youwillgohometoyourfather,andIshallgointosomehumblelodgingtoworkforyou。I"llcontrivetokeepyou,andfindyouahundredayeartospendindress——theonlythingyourheartcanreallylove。ButIwon"thaveanenemyhereinthedisguiseofafriend;andIwon"thaveawifeaboutmeImusttreatlikeaservant,andwatchlikeatraitor。"

Thewordswereharsh,buttheagonywithwhichtheywerespokendistinguishedthemfromvulgarvituperation。

TheyoverpoweredpoorRosa;shehadbeenailingalittlesometime,andfromremorseandterror,coupledwithothercauses,naturegaveway。Herlipsturnedwhite,shegaspedinarticulately,and,withalittlepiteousmoan,tottered,andswooneddeadaway。

Hewaswalkingwildlyabout,readytotearhishair,whenshetottered;hesawherjustintimetosaveher,andlaidhergentlyonthefloor,andkneeledoverher。

Awaywentangerandeveryotherfeelingbutloveandpityforthepoor,weakcreaturethat,withallherfaults,wassolovableandsoloved。

Heappliednoremediesatfirst:heknewtheywereuselessandunnecessary。Helaidherheadquitelow,andopeneddoorandwindow,andloosenedallherdress,sighingdeeplyallthetimeathercondition。

Whilehewasthusemployed,suddenlyastrangecrybrokefromhim:

acryofhorror,remorse,joy,tenderness,allcombined:acrycomparedwithwhichlanguageisinarticulate。Hisswiftandpracticaleyehadmadeadiscovery。

Hekneeledoverher,withhiseyesdilatingandhishandsclasped,apictureofloveandtenderremorse。

Shestirred。

Thenhemadehaste,andappliedhisremedies,andbroughtherslowlybacktolife;heliftedherup,andcarriedherinhisarmsquiteawayfromthebillsandthings,that,whenshecameto,shemightseenothingtoreviveherdistress。Hecarriedhertothedrawing-room,andkneeleddownandrockedherinhisarms,andpressedheragainandagaingentlytohisheart,andcriedoverher。"Omydove,mydove!thetendercreatureGodgavemetoloveandcherish,andhaveIuseditharshly?IfIhadonlyknown!ifI

hadonlyknown!"

Whilehewasthusbemoaningher,andblaminghimself,andcryingoverherliketherain,——he,whomshehadneverseenshedatearbeforeinallhistroubles,——shewascomingtoentirely,andherquickearscaughthiswords,andsheopenedherlovelyeyesonhim。

"Iforgiveyou,dear,"shesaidfeebly。"BUTIHOPEYOUWILLBEA

KINDERFATHERTHANAHUSBAND。"

Thesequietwords,spokenwithraregravityandsoftness,wentthroughthegreatheartlikeaknife。

Hegaveasortofshiver,butsaidnotaword。

ButthatnighthemadeasolemnvowtoGodthatnoharshwordfromhislipsshouldeveragainstrikeabeingsoweak,soloving,andsobeyondhiscomprehension。Whylookforcourageandcandorinacreaturesotimidandshy,shecouldnoteventellherhusbandTHAT

until,withhersubtlesense,shesawhehaddiscoveredit?

CHAPTERXII。

Tobeafather;tohaveanimageofhisdarlingRosa,andafruitoftheirlovetoliveandworkfor:thisgavethesoreheartaheavenlyglow,andelasticitytobear。Shouldthisdearobjectbeborntoaninheritanceofdebt,ofpoverty?Never。

Hebegantoactasifhewasevennowafather。HeentreatedRosanottotroubleorvexherself;hewouldlookintotheirfinances,andsetallstraight。

Hepaidallthebills,andputbyaquarter"srentandtaxes。Thenthereremainedofhislittlecapitaljusttenpounds。

Hewenttohisprinters,andhadathousandorder-checksprinted。

Theseformsranthus:——

"Dr。Staines,of13DearStreet,Mayfair(blankfordate),ordersof(blankherefortradesmanandgoodsordered),forcash。

Receivedsametime(blankfortradesman"sreceipt)。Notice:Dr。

Stainesdisownsallordersnotprintedonthisform,andpaidforatdateoforder。"

Heexhibitedtheseforms,andwarnedallthetradespeople,beforeawitnesswhomhetookroundforthatpurpose。

HepaidoffPearmanonthespot。PearmanhadmetClara,dressedlikeapauper,hersoldierhavingemptiedherboxtotheverydregs,andhenowofferedtostay。Butitwastoolate。

StainestoldthecookMrs。Staineswasindelicatehealth,andmustnotbetroubledwithanything。Shemustcometohimforallorders。

"Yes,sir,"saidshe。Butshenosoonercomprehendedthechecksystemfullythanshegavewarning。Itputastoptoherwholesalepilfering。Rosa"scookshadmadefullyahundredpoundsoutofheramongstthemsinceshebegantokeepaccounts。

Underthemalehousekeepereveryarticlewasweighedondelivery,andthissoonrevealedthatthebutcherandthefishmongerhadhabituallydeliveredshortweightfromthefirst,besidesputtingdownthesamethingtwice。Thethingsweresentbackthatmoment,withaprintedform,statingthenatureandextentofthefraud。

Thewasherwoman,whohadbeenpilferingwholesalesolongasMrs。

Stainesandhersloppy-headedmaidscountedthelinen,andthenforgotit,wasbroughtupwitharun,bytriplicateforms,andbyStainescountingthethingsbeforetwowitnesses,andcompellingthewasherwomantocountthemaswell,andverifyordisputeonthespot。Thelaundressgavewarning——aplainconfessionthatstealinghadbeenpartofhertrade。

Hekeptthehousewellforthreepoundsaweek,exclusiveofcoals,candles,andwine。Hiswifehadhadfivepounds,andwhateversheaskedfordinner-parties,yetfounditnothalfenoughuponhermethod。

Hekeptnocoachman。Ifhevisitedapatient,amanintheyarddrovehimatashillingperhour。

Bythesemeans,andbyworkinglikeagalleyslave,hedraggedhisexpendituredownalmosttoalevelwithhisincome。

Rosawasquitecontentatfirst,andthoughtherselfluckytoescapereproachesonsucheasyterms。

Butbyandbysorigorousasystembegantogallher。OnedayshefanciedaBathbun;sentthenewmaidtothepastry-cook"s。

Pastry-cookaskedtoseethedoctor"sorder。Maidcouldnotshowit,andcamebackbunless。

Rosacameintothestudytocomplaintoherhusband。

"ABathbun,"saidStaines。"Why,theyarecoloredwithannotto,tosaveanegg,andannottoisadulteratedwithchromatesthatarepoison。Adulterationuponadulteration。I"llmakeyouarealBathbun。"Offcoat,andintothekitchen,andmadeherthree,pure,butratherheavy。Hebroughtthemherinduecourse。Shedeclinedthemlanguidly。Shewasoffthenotion,astheysayinScotland。

"IfIcan"thaveathingwhenIwantit,Idon"tcareforitatall。"Suchwastheprincipleshelaiddownforhisfutureguidance。

Hesighed,andwentbacktohiswork;sheclearedtheplate。

Oneday,whensheaskedforthecarriage,hetoldherthetimewasnowcomeforhertoleaveoffcarriageexercise。Shemustwalkwithhimeveryday,instead。

"ButIdon"tlikewalking。"

"Iamsorryforthat。Butitisnecessarytoyou,andbyandbyyourlifemaydependonit。"

Quietly,butinexorably,hedraggedheroutwalkingeveryday。

Inoneofthesewalksshestoppedatashopwindow,andfellinlovewithsomebaby"sthings。"Oh!Imusthavethat,"saidshe。

"Imust。IshalldieifIdon"t;you"llseenow。"

"Youshall,"saidhe,"whenIcanpayforit,"anddrewheraway。

Thetearsofdisappointmentstoodinhereyes,andhisheartyearnedoverher。Buthekepthishead。

Hechangedthedinnerhourtosix,andusedtogooutdirectlyafterwards。

Shebegantocomplainofhisleavingheralonelikethat。

"Well,butwaitabit,"saidhe;"supposeIammakingalittlemoneybyit,tobuyyousomethingyouhavesetyourhearton,poordarling!"

Inaveryfewdaysafterthis,hebroughtheralittleboxwithaslitinit。Heshookit,andmoneyrattled;thenheunlockedit,andpouredoutalittlepileofsilver。"There,"saidhe,"putonyourbonnet,andcomeandbuythosethings。"

Sheputonherbonnet,andonthewaysheaskedhowitcametobeallinsilver。

"Thatisapuzzler,"saidhe,"isn"tit?"

"Andhowdidyoumakeit,dear?bywriting?"

"No。"

"Byfeesfromthepoorpeople?"

"What,undersellmybrethren!Hangit,no!Mydear,Imadeithonestly,andsomedayIwilltellyouhowImadeit;atpresent,allIwilltellyouisthis:Isawmydarlinglongingforsomethingshehadarighttolongfor;Isawthetearsinhersweeteyes,and——oh,comealong,do。IamwretchedtillIseeyouwiththethingsinyourhand。"

Theywenttotheshop;andStainessatandwatchedRosabuyingbaby-clothes。Oh,itwasaprettysighttoseethismodestyoungcreature,littlemorethanachildherself,anticipatingmaternity,butblushingeverynowandthen,andlookingaskantatherlordandmaster。Howhisverybowelsyearnedoverher!

Andwhentheygothome,shespreadthethingsonatable,andtheysathandinhand,andlookedatthem,andsheleanedherheadonhisshoulder,andwentquietlytosleepthere。

Andyet,astimerolledon,shebecameirritableattimes,andimpatient,andwantedallmannerofthingsshecouldnothave,andmadehimunhappy。

Thenhewasoutfromsixo"clocktillone,andshetookitintoherheadtobejealous。Somanyhourstospendawayfromher!Nowthatshewantedallhiscomfort。

Presently,Ellen,thenewmaid,gotgossipingintheyard,andagroomtoldherhermasterhadasweetheartonthesly,hethought;

forhedrovethebroughamouteveryeveninghimself;"and,"saidtheman,"hewearsamustacheatnight。"

Ellenranin,brimfulofthis,andtoldthecook;thecooktoldthewasherwoman;thewasherwomantoldadozenfamilies,tillabouttwohundredpeopleknewit。

AtlastitcametoMrs。Stainesinaroundaboutway,attheverymomentwhenshewascomplainingtoLadyCicelyTreherneofherhardlot。Shehadbeentellinghershewasnothingmorethanalay-

figureinthehouse。

"Myhusbandishousekeepernow,andcook,andall,andmakesmedeliciousdishes,Icantellyou;SUCHcurries!Icouldn"tkeepthehousewithfivepoundsaweek,sonowhedoesitwiththree:

andInevergetthecarriage,becausewalkingisbestforme;andhetakesitouteverynighttomakemoney。Idon"tunderstandit。"

LadyCicelysuggestedthatperhapsDr。Stainesthoughtitbestforhertoberelievedofallworry,andsoundertookthehousekeeping。

"No,no,no,"saidRosa;"Iusedtopaythemallapartoftheirbills,andthenalittlemore,andsoIkeptgettingdeeper;andI

wasashamedtotellChristie,sothathecallsdeceit;andoh,hespoketomesocruellyonce!Buthewasverysorryafterwards,poordear!Whyaregirlsbroughtupsosilly?allpiano,andnosense;andwhyaremensillierstilltogoandmarrysuchsillythings?Awife!Iamnotsomuchasaservant。Oh,Iamfinelyhumiliated,and,"withasuddenheartynaiveteallherown,"itservesmejustright。"

WhileLadyCicelywaspuzzlingthisout,incamealetter。Rosaopenedit,readit,andgaveacrylikeawoundeddeer。

"Oh!"shecried,"Iamamiserablewoman。Whatwillbecomeofme?"

Theletterinformedherbluntlythatherhusbanddrovehisbroughamouteverynighttopursueacriminalamour。

WhileRosawaswringingherhandsinrealanguishofheart,LadyCicelyreadthelettercarefully。

"Idon"tbelievethis,"saidshequietly。

"Nottrue!Why,whowouldbesowickedastostabapoor,inoffensivewretchlikeme,ifitwasn"ttrue?"

"Thefirstuglywomanwould,inaminute。Don"tyouseethewitercan"ttellyouwherehegoes?Dwiveshisbwoughamout!Thatisallyourinfaumantknows。"

"Oh,mydearfriend,blessyou!WhathaveIbeencomplainingtoyouabout?Allislight,excepttolosehislove。WhatshallI

do?Iwillnevertellhim。IwillneveraffronthimbysayingI

suspectedhim。"

"Wosa,ifyoudothat,youwillalwayshaveaserpentgnawingyou。

No;youmustputtheletterquietlyintohishand,andsay,"Isthereanytruthinthat?""

"Oh,Icouldnot。Ihaven"tthecourage。IfIdothat,Ishallknowbyhisfaceifthereisanytruthinit。"

"Well,andyoumustknowthetwuth。Youshallknowit。Iwanttoknowittoo;forifhedoesnotloveyoutwuly,Iwillnevaatwustmyselftoanythingsodeceitfulasaman。"

Rosaatlastconsentedtofollowthisadvice。

AfterdinnersheputtheletterintoChristopher"shand,andaskedhimquietlywasthereanytruthinthat:thenherhandstrembled,andhereyesdrankhim。

Christopherreadit,andfrowned;thenhelookedup,andsaid,"No,notaword。Whatscoundrelsthereareintheworld!Togoandtellyouthat,NOW!Why,youlittlegoose!haveyoubeensillyenoughtobelieveit?"

"No,"saidsheirresolutely。"ButDOyoudrivethebroughamouteverynight?"

"ExceptSunday。"

"Where?"

"Mydearwife,IneverlovedyouasIloveyounow;andifitwasnotforyou,Ishouldnotdrivethebroughamoutofnights。ThatisallIshalltellyouatpresent;butsomedayI"lltellyouallaboutit。"

Hetooksuchacalmhighhandwithheraboutit,thatshesubmittedtoleaveitthere;butfromthismomenttheserpentdoubtnibbledher。

Ithadonecuriouseffect,though。Sheleftoffcomplainingoftrifles。

NowithappenedonenightthatLadyCicelyTreherneandafriendwereataconcertinHanoverSquare。Theotherladyfeltratherfaint,andLadyCicelyofferedtotakeherhome。Thecarriageshadnotyetarrived,andMissMacnamarasaidtowalkafewstepswoulddohergood:asmartcabmansawthemfromadistanceanddroveup,andtouchinghishatsaid,"Cab,ladies?"

Itseemedaverysuperiorcab,andMissMacnamarasaid"Yes"

directly。

Thecabmanbustleddownandopenedthedoor;MissMacnamaragotinfirst,thenLadyCicely;hereyefellonthecabman"sface,whichwaslightedfullbyastreet-lamp,anditwasChristopherStaines!

Hestartedandwinced;butthewomanoftheworldnevermovedamuscle。

"Whereto?"saidStaines,avertinghishead。

Shetoldhimwhere,andwhentheygotout,said,"I"llsendityoubytheservant。"

Aflunkeysoonafterappearedwithhalf-a-crown,andtheamateurcoachmandroveaway。Hesaidtohimself,"Come,mymustacheisabetterdisguisethanIthought。"

Nextday,andthedayafter,heaskedRosa,withaffectedcarelessness,hadsheheardanythingofLadyCicely。

"No,dear;butIdaresayshewillcallthisafternoon:itisherday。"

Shedidcallatlast,andafterafewwordswithRosa,becamealittlerestless,andaskedifshemightconsultDr。Staines。

"Certainly,dear。Cometohisstudio。"

"No;mightIseehimhere?"

"Certainly。"Sherangthebell,andtoldtheservanttoaskDr。

Stainesifhewouldbekindenoughtostepintothedrawing-room。

Dr。Stainescamein,andbowedtoLadyCicely,andeyedheralittleuncomfortably。

Shebegan,however,inawaythatputhimquiteathisease。"YouremembertheadviceyougaveusaboutmylittlecousinTadcastah。"

"Perfectly:hislifeisveryprecarious;heisbilious,consumptive,and,ifnotwatched,willbeepileptical;andhehasafond,weakmother,whowilllethimkillhimself。"

"Exactly:andyouwecommendedaseavoyage,withamedicalattendanttowatchhisdiet,andcontwolhishabits。Well,shetookotheradvice,andtheyouthisworse;sonowsheisfwightened,andamonthagosheaskedmetopwoposetoyoutosailaboutwithTadcastah;andsheofferedmeathousandpoundsayear。

Iputonmystifflook,andsaid,"Countess,witheverydesiahtoobligeyou,Imustdeclinetocawwythatoffahtoamanofgenius,learning,andweputation,whohastheballathisfeetinLondon。""

"Lordforgiveyou,LadyCicely。"

"LordblessherforstandingupformyChristie。"

LadyCicelycontinued:"Now,thisgoodlady,youmustknow,isnotexactlyoneofus:thelateearlmawwiedintocotton,orwool,orsomething。Soshesaid,"Nameyourpriceforhim。"Ishwuggedmyshoulders,smiledaffably,andasaffectedlyasyoulike,andchangedthesubject。Butsincethenthingshavehappened。Iamafwaiditismydutytomakeyouthejudgewhetheryouchoosetosailaboutwiththatlittlecub——Rosa,Icanbeataboutthebushnolonger。Isitafitthingthatamanofgenius,atwhosefeetweoughtalltobesittingwithreverence,shoulddriveacabinthepublicstreets?Yes,RosaStaines,yourhusbanddriveshisbroughamoutatnight,nottovisitanyotherlady,asthatanonymouswretchtoldyou,buttomakeafewmisewableshillingsforyou。"

"Oh,Christie!"

"Itisnouse,Dr。Staines;Imustandwilltellher。Mydear,hedroveMEthreenightsago。Hehadacabman"sbadgeonhispoorarm。IfyouknewwhatIsufferedinthosefiveminutes!Indeeditseemscrueltospeakofit——butIcouldnotkeepitfromRosa,andthereasonImustercouragetosayitbeforeyou,sir,itisbecauseIknowshehasotherfriendswhokeepyououtoftheirconsultations;and,afterall,itistheworldthatoughttoblush,andnotyou。"

Herladyship"skindlybosomheaved,andshewantedtocry;soshetookherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketwithouttheleasthurry,andpresseditdelicatelytohereyes,anddidcryquietly,butwithoutanydisguise,likeabravelady,whoneithercriednordidanythingelseshewasashamedtobeseenat。

AsforRosa,shesatsobbingroundChristopher"sneck,andkissedhimwithallhersoul。

"Dearme!"saidChristopher。"Youarebothverykind。But,beggingyourpardon,itismuchadoaboutnothing。"

LadyCicelytooknonoticeofthatobservation。"So,Rosadear,"

saidshe,"Ithinkyouarethepersontodecidewhetherhehadnotbettersailaboutwiththatlittlecub,than——oh!"

"Iwillsettlethat,"saidStaines。"Ihaveonebelovedcreaturetoprovidefor。Imayhaveanother。IMUSTmakemoney。Turningabroughamintoacab,whateveryoumaythink,isanhonestwayofmakingit,andIamnotthefirstdoctorwhohascoinedhisbroughamatnight。ButifthereisagooddealofmoneytobemadebysailingwithLordTadcaster,ofcourseIshouldpreferthattocab-driving,forIhavenevermadeabovetwelveshillingsanight。"

"Oh,astothat,sheshallgiveyoufifteenhundredayear。"

"ThenIjumpatit。"

"What!andleaveME?"

"Yes,love:leaveyou——foryourgood;andonlyforatime。LadyCicely,itisanobleoffer。MydarlingRosawillhaveeverycomfort——ay,everyluxury,tillIcomehome,andthenwewillstartafreshwithagoodbalance,andwithmoreexperiencethanwedidatfirst。"

LadyCicelygazedonhimwithwonder。Shesaid,"Oh!whatstoutheartsmenhave!No,no;don"tlethimgo。See;heisacting。

Hisgreatheartistornwithagony。Iwillhavenohandinpartingmanandwife——no,notforaday。"Andshehurriedawayinrareagitation。

Rosafellonherknees,andaskedChristopher"spardonforhavingbeenjealous;andthatdayshewasafloodofdivinetenderness。

Sherepaidhimrichlyfordrivingthecab。ButshewasunnaturallycoolaboutLadyCicely;andtheexquisitereasonsooncameout。

"Ohyes!Sheisverygood;verykind;butitisnotformenow!

No!youshallnotsailaboutwithhercubofacousin,andleavemeatsuchatime。"

Christophergroaned。

"Christie,youshallnotseethatladyagain。Shecameheretopartus。SHEISINLOVEWITHYOU。Iwasblindnottoseeitbefore。"

Nextday,asLadyCicelysataloneinthemorning-roomthinkingoverthisveryscene,afootmanbroughtinacardandanote。"Dr。

StainesbegsparticularlytoseeLadyCicelyTreherne。"

Thelady"spalecheekcolored;shestoodirresoluteasinglemoment。"IwillseeDr。Staines,"saidshe。

Dr。Stainescamein,lookingpaleandworn;hehadnotsleptawinksinceshesawhimlast。

Shelookedathimfull,anddivinedthisataglance。Shemotionedhimtoaseat,andsatdownherself,withherwhitehandpressingherforehead,andherheadturnedalittleawayfromhim。

CHAPTERXIII。

Hetoldherhehadcometothankherforhergreatkindness,andtoaccepttheoffer。

Shesighed。"Ihopeditwastodeclineit。Thinkofthemiseryofseparation,bothtoyouandher。"

"Itwillbemisery。Butwearenothappyasitis,andshecannotbearpoverty。Norisitfairsheshould,whenIcangivehereverycomfortbyjustplayingthemanforayearortwo。"HethentoldLadyCicelythereweremorereasonsthanhechosetomention:gohemust,andwould;andheimploredhernottolettheaffairdrop。

Inshort,hewassadbutresolved,andshefoundshemustgoonwithit,orbreakfaithwithhim。Shetookherdesk,andwrotealetterconcludingthebargainforhim。Shestipulatedforhalftheyear"sfeeinadvance。ShereadDr。Stainestheletter。

"YouAREafriend!"saidhe。"Ishouldneverhaveventuredonthat;itwillbeagodsendtomypoorRosa。YouwillbekindtoherwhenIamgone?"

"Iwill。"

"SowillUnclePhilip,Ithink。IwillseehimbeforeIgo,andshakehands。Hehasbeenagoodfriendtome;buthewastooharduponHER;andIcouldnotstandthat。"

Thenhethankedandblessedheragain,withthetearsinhiseyes,andlefthermoredisturbedandtearfulthanshehadeverbeensinceshegrewtowoman。"Ocruelpoverty!"shethought,"thatsuchamanshouldbetornfromhishome,andthankmefordoingit——

allforalittlemoney——andherearewepoorcommonplacecreaturesrollinginit。"

Staineshurriedhome,andtoldhiswife。Sheclungtohimconvulsively,andweptbitterly;butshemadenodirectattempttoshakehisresolution;shesaw,byhisironlook,thatshecouldonlyafflict,notturnhim。

NextdaycameLadyCicelytoseeher。LadyCicelywasveryuneasyinhermind,andwantedtoknowwhetherRosawasreconciledtotheseparation。

Rosareceivedherwithaforcedpolitenessandanicycoldnessthatpetrifiedher。Shecouldnotstaylonginfaceofsuchareception。Atparting,shesaid,sadly,"Youlookonmeasanenemy。"

"Whatelsecanyouexpect,whenyoupartmyhusbandandme?"saidRosa,withquietsternness。

"Imeantwell,"saidLadyCicelysorrowfully;"butIwishIhadneverinterfered。"

"SodoI,"andshebegantocry。

LadyCicelymadenoanswer。Shewentquietlyaway,hangingherheadsadly。

Rosawasunjust,butshewasnotrudenorvulgar;andLadyCicely"stemperwassowellgovernedthatitneverblindedherheart。Shewithdrew,butwithouttheleastideaofquarrellingwithherafflictedfriend,orabandoningher。Shewentquietlyhome,andwrotetoLady——,tosaythatsheshouldbegladtoreceiveDr。

Staines"sadvanceassoonasconvenient,sinceMrs。Staineswouldhavetomakefresharrangements,andthemoneymightbeuseful。

Themoneywasforthcomingdirectly。LadyCicelybroughtittoDearStreet,andhandedittoDr。Staines。Hiseyessparkledatthesightofit。

"GivemylovetoRosa,"saidshesoftly,andcuthervisitveryshort。

StainestookthemoneytoRosa,andsaid,"Seewhatourbestfriendhasbroughtus。Youshallhavefourhundred,andIhope,afterthebitterlessonsyouhavehad,youwillbeabletodowiththatforsomemonths。ThetwohundredIshallkeepasareservefundforyoutodrawon。"

"No,no!"saidRosa。"Ishallgoandlivewithmyfather,andneverspendapenny。OChristie,ifyouknewhowIhatemyselfforthefollythatispartingus!Oh,whydon"ttheyteachgirlssenseandmoney,insteadofmusicandtheglobes?"

ButChristopheropenedabankingaccountforher,andgaveheracheck-book,andentreatedhertopayeverythingbycheck,andrunnobillswhatever;andshepromised。HealsoadvertisedtheBijou,andputabillinthewindow:"Theleaseofthishouse,andthefurniture,tobesold。"

Rosacriedbitterlyatsightofit,thinkinghowhighinhopetheywere,whentheyhadtheirfirstdinnerthere,andalsowhenshewenttoherfirstsaletobuythefurniturecheap。

Andnoweverythingmovedwithterriblerapidity。TheAmphitritewastosailfromPlymouthinfivedays;and,meantime,therewassomuchtobedone,thatthedaysseemedtogallopaway。

Dr。Stainesforgotnothing。Hemadehiswillinduplicate,leavingalltohiswife;heleftonecopyatDoctors"Commonsandanotherwithhislawyer;inventoriedallhisfurnitureandeffectsinduplicate,too;wrotetoUnclePhilip,andthencalledonhimtoseekareconciliation。Unfortunately,Dr。PhilipwasinScotland。

AtlastthissadpairwentdowntoPlymouthtogether,theretomeetLordTadcasterandgoonboardH。M。S。Amphitrite,lyingoutatanchor,underordersfortheAustralianStation。

Theymetattheinn,asappointed;andsentwordoftheirarrivalonboardthefrigate,askingtoremainonshoretillthelastminute。

Dr。StainespresentedhispatienttoRosa;andafteralittlewhiledrewhimapartandquestionedhimprofessionally。Hethenaskedforaprivateroom。HereheandRosareallytookleave;forwhatcouldthepoorthingssaytoeachotheronacrowdedquay?Hebeggedherforgiveness,onhisknees,forhavingoncespokenharshlytoher,andshetoldhim,withpassionatesobs,hehadneverspokenharshlytoher;herfollyitwashadpartedthem。

Poorwretches!theyclungtogetherwithathousandvowsofloveandconstancy。Theyweretoprayforeachotheratthesamehours:tothinkofsomekindwordorlovingact,atotherstatedhours;andsotheytriedtofightwiththeirsufferingmindsagainstthecruelseparation;andifeithershoulddie,theotherwastoliveweddedtomemory,andneverlistentolovefromotherlips;butno!Godwaspitiful;Hewouldletthemmeetagainerelong,topartnomore。Theyrockedineachother"sarms;theycriedovereachother——itwaspitiful。

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