第5章
Yetthesmirkingoldwomen,howeverwrongindividually,wereraciallycorrect。Thespiritofthegenerationshadsmiledthroughthem,rejoicingintheengagementofCecilandLucybecauseitpromisedthecontinuanceoflifeonearth。ToCecilandLucyitpromisedsomethingquitedifferent——personallove。
HenceCecil"sirritationandLucy"sbeliefthathisirritationwasjust。
"Howtiresome!"shesaid。"Couldn"tyouhaveescapedtotennis?"
"Idon"tplaytennis——atleast,notinpublic。Theneighbourhoodisdeprivedoftheromanceofmebeingathletic。SuchromanceasIhaveisthatoftheIngleseItalianato。”
"IngleseItalianato?"
"Eundiavoloincarnato!Youknowtheproverb?"
Shedidnot。NordiditseemapplicabletoayoungmanwhohadspentaquietwinterinRomewithhismother。ButCecil,sincehisengagement,hadtakentoaffectacosmopolitannaughtinesswhichhewasfarfrompossessing。
"Well,"saidhe,"Icannothelpitiftheydodisapproveofme。
Therearecertainirremovablebarriersbetweenmyselfandthem,andImustacceptthem。”
"Weallhaveourlimitations,Isuppose,"saidwiseLucy。
"Sometimestheyareforcedonus,though,"saidCecil,whosawfromherremarkthatshedidnotquiteunderstandhisposition。
"How?"
"Itmakesadifferencedoesn"tit,whetherwefullyfenceourselvesin,orwhetherwearefencedoutbythebarriersofothers?"
Shethoughtamoment,andagreedthatitdidmakeadifference。
"Difference?"criedMrs。Honeychurch,suddenlyalert。"Idon"tseeanydifference。Fencesarefences,especiallywhentheyareinthesameplace。”
"Wewerespeakingofmotives,"saidCecil,onwhomtheinterruptionjarred。
"MydearCecil,lookhere。”Shespreadoutherkneesandperchedhercard-caseonherlap。"Thisisme。That"sWindyCorner。Therestofthepatternistheotherpeople。Motivesareallverywell,butthefencecomeshere。”
"Weweren"ttalkingofrealfences,"saidLucy,laughing。
"Oh,Isee,dear——poetry。”
Sheleantplacidlyback。CecilwonderedwhyLucyhadbeenamused。
"Itellyouwhohasno"fences,"asyoucallthem,"shesaid,"andthat"sMr。Beebe。”
"Aparsonfencelesswouldmeanaparsondefenceless。”
Lucywasslowtofollowwhatpeoplesaid,butquickenoughtodetectwhattheymeant。ShemissedCecil"sepigram,butgraspedthefeelingthatpromptedit。
"Don"tyoulikeMr。Beebe?"sheaskedthoughtfully。
"Ineversaidso!"hecried。"Iconsiderhimfarabovetheaverage。Ionlydenied——"Andhesweptoffonthesubjectoffencesagain,andwasbrilliant。
"Now,aclergymanthatIdohate,"saidshewantingtosaysomethingsympathetic,"aclergymanthatdoeshavefences,andthemostdreadfulones,isMr。Eager,theEnglishchaplainatFlorence。Hewastrulyinsincere——notmerelythemannerunfortunate。Hewasasnob,andsoconceited,andhedidsaysuchunkindthings。”
"Whatsortofthings?"
"TherewasanoldmanattheBertoliniwhomhesaidhadmurderedhiswife。”
"Perhapshehad。”
"No!"
"Why"no"?"
"Hewassuchaniceoldman,I"msure。”
Cecillaughedatherfeminineinconsequence。
"Well,Ididtrytosiftthething。Mr。Eagerwouldnevercometothepoint。Heprefersitvague——saidtheoldmanhad"practically"murderedhiswife——hadmurderedherinthesightofGod。”
"Hush,dear!"saidMrs。Honeychurchabsently。"Butisn"titintolerablethatapersonwhomwe"retoldtoimitateshouldgoroundspreadingslander?Itwas,Ibelieve,chieflyowingtohimthattheoldmanwasdropped。Peoplepretendedhewasvulgar,buthecertainlywasn"tthat。”
"Pooroldman!Whatwashisname?"
"Harris,"saidLucyglibly。
"Let"shopethatMrs。Harristherewarn"tnosichperson,"saidhermother。
Cecilnoddedintelligently。
"Isn"tMr。Eageraparsonoftheculturedtype?"heasked。
"Idon"tknow。Ihatehim。I"veheardhimlectureonGiotto。I
hatehim。Nothingcanhideapettynature。IHATEhim。”
"Mygoodnessgraciousme,child!"saidMrs。Honeychurch。"You"llblowmyheadoff!Whateveristheretoshoutover?IforbidyouandCeciltohateanymoreclergymen。”
Hesmiled。TherewasindeedsomethingratherincongruousinLucy"smoraloutburstoverMr。Eager。ItwasasifoneshouldseetheLeonardoontheceilingoftheSistine。Helongedtohinttoherthatnotherelayhervocation;thatawoman"spowerandcharmresideinmystery,notinmuscularrant。Butpossiblyrantisasignofvitality:itmarsthebeautifulcreature,butshowsthatsheisalive。Afteramoment,hecontemplatedherflushedfaceandexcitedgestureswithacertainapproval。Heforeboretorepressthesourcesofyouth。
Nature——simplestoftopics,hethought——layaroundthem。Hepraisedthepine-woods,thedeeplastsofbracken,thecrimsonleavesthatspottedthehurt-bushes,theserviceablebeautyoftheturnpikeroad。Theoutdoorworldwasnotveryfamiliartohim,andoccasionallyhewentwronginaquestionoffact。Mrs。
Honeychurch"smouthtwitchedwhenhespokeoftheperpetualgreenofthelarch。
"Icountmyselfaluckyperson,"heconcluded,"WhenI"minLondonIfeelIcouldneverliveoutofit。WhenI"minthecountryIfeelthesameaboutthecountry。Afterall,Idobelievethatbirdsandtreesandtheskyarethemostwonderfulthingsinlife,andthatthepeoplewholiveamongstthemmustbethebest。It"struethatinninecasesoutoftentheydon"tseemtonoticeanything。Thecountrygentlemanandthecountrylabourerareeachintheirwaythemostdepressingofcompanions。
YettheymayhaveatacitsympathywiththeworkingsofNaturewhichisdeniedtousofthetown。Doyoufeelthat,Mrs。
Honeychurch?"
Mrs。Honeychurchstartedandsmiled。Shehadnotbeenattending。
Cecil,whowasrathercrushedonthefrontseatofthevictoria,feltirritable,anddeterminednottosayanythinginterestingagain。
Lucyhadnotattendedeither。Herbrowwaswrinkled,andshestilllookedfuriouslycross——theresult,heconcluded,oftoomuchmoralgymnastics。ItwassadtoseeherthusblindtothebeautiesofanAugustwood。
""Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight,""hequoted,andtouchedherkneewithhisown。
Sheflushedagainandsaid:"Whatheight?"
""Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight,Whatpleasurelivesinheight(theshepherdsang)。
Inheightandinthesplendourofthehills?"
LetustakeMrs。Honeychurch"sadviceandhateclergymennomore。What"sthisplace?"
"SummerStreet,ofcourse,"saidLucy,androusedherself。
Thewoodshadopenedtoleavespaceforaslopingtriangularmeadow。Prettycottageslineditontwosides,andtheupperandthirdsidewasoccupiedbyanewstonechurch,expensivelysimple,acharmingshingledspire。Mr。Beebe"shousewasnearthechurch。Inheightitscarcelyexceededthecottages。Somegreatmansionswereathand,buttheywerehiddeninthetrees。ThescenesuggestedaSwissAlpratherthantheshrineandcentreofaleisuredworld,andwasmarredonlybytwouglylittlevillas——
thevillasthathadcompetedwithCecil"sengagement,havingbeenacquiredbySirHarryOtwaytheveryafternoonthatLucyhadbeenacquiredbyCecil。
"Cissie"wasthenameofoneofthesevillas,"Albert"oftheother。ThesetitleswerenotonlypickedoutinshadedGothiconthegardengates,butappearedasecondtimeontheporches,wheretheyfollowedthesemicircularcurveoftheentrancearchinblockcapitals。"Albert"wasinhabited。Historturedgardenwasbrightwithgeraniumsandlobeliasandpolishedshells。HislittlewindowswerechastelyswathedinNottinghamlace。"Cissie"
wastolet。Threenotice-boards,belongingtoDorkingagents,lolledonherfenceandannouncedthenotsurprisingfact。Herpathswerealreadyweedy;herpocket-handkerchiefofalawnwasyellowwithdandelions。
"Theplaceisruined!"saidtheladiesmechanically。"SummerStreetwillneverbethesameagain。”
Asthecarriagepassed,"Cissie"s"dooropened,andagentlemancameoutofher。
"Stop!"criedMrs。Honeychurch,touchingthecoachmanwithherparasol。"Here"sSirHarry。Nowweshallknow。SirHarry,pullthosethingsdownatonce!"
SirHarryOtway——whoneednotbedescribed——cametothecarriageandsaid"Mrs。Honeychurch,Imeantto。Ican"t,Ireallycan"tturnoutMissFlack。”
"AmInotalwaysright?Sheoughttohavegonebeforethecontractwassigned。Doesshestillliverentfree,asshedidinhernephew"stime?"
"ButwhatcanIdo?"Heloweredhisvoice。"Anoldlady,soveryvulgar,andalmostbedridden。”
"Turnherout,"saidCecilbravely。
SirHarrysighed,andlookedatthevillasmournfully。HehadhadfullwarningofMr。Flack"sintentions,andmighthaveboughttheplotbeforebuildingcommenced:buthewasapatheticanddilatory。HehadknownSummerStreetforsomanyyearsthathecouldnotimagineitbeingspoilt。NottillMrs。Flackhadlaidthefoundationstone,andtheapparitionofredandcreambrickbegantorisedidhetakealarm。HecalledonMr。Flack,thelocalbuilder,——amostreasonableandrespectfulman——whoagreedthattileswouldhavemademoreartisticroof,butpointedoutthatslateswerecheaper。Heventuredtodiffer,however,abouttheCorinthiancolumnswhichweretoclinglikeleechestotheframesofthebowwindows,sayingthat,forhispart,helikedtorelievethefacadebyabitofdecoration。SirHarryhintedthatacolumn,ifpossible,shouldbestructuralaswellasdecorative。
Mr。Flackrepliedthatallthecolumnshadbeenordered,adding,"andallthecapitalsdifferent——onewithdragonsinthefoliage,anotherapproachingtotheIonianstyle,anotherintroducingMrs。
Flack"sinitials——everyonedifferent。”ForhehadreadhisRuskin。Hebuilthisvillasaccordingtohisdesire;andnotuntilhehadinsertedanimmovableauntintooneofthemdidSirHarrybuy。
ThisfutileandunprofitabletransactionfilledtheknightwithsadnessasheleantonMrs。Honeychurch"scarriage。Hehadfailedinhisdutiestothecountry-side,andthecountry-sidewaslaughingathimaswell。Hehadspentmoney,andyetSummerStreetwasspoiltasmuchasever。Allhecoulddonowwastofindadesirabletenantfor"Cissie"——someonereallydesirable。
"Therentisabsurdlylow,"hetoldthem,"andperhapsIamaneasylandlord。Butitissuchanawkwardsize。Itistoolargeforthepeasantclassandtoosmallforanyonetheleastlikeourselves。”
CecilhadbeenhesitatingwhetherheshoulddespisethevillasordespiseSirHarryfordespisingthem。Thelatterimpulseseemedthemorefruitful。
"Yououghttofindatenantatonce,"hesaidmaliciously。"Itwouldbeaperfectparadiseforabankclerk。”
"Exactly!"saidSirHarryexcitedly。"ThatisexactlywhatI
fear,Mr。Vyse。Itwillattractthewrongtypeofpeople。Thetrainservicehasimproved——afatalimprovement,tomymind。Andwhatarefivemilesfromastationinthesedaysofbicycles?"
"Ratherastrenuousclerkitwouldbe,"saidLucy。
Cecil,whohadhisfullshareofmediaevalmischievousness,repliedthatthephysiqueofthelowermiddleclasseswasimprovingatamostappallingrate。Shesawthathewaslaughingattheirharmlessneighbour,androusedherselftostophim。
"SirHarry!"sheexclaimed,"Ihaveanidea。Howwouldyoulikespinsters?"
"MydearLucy,itwouldbesplendid。Doyouknowanysuch?"
"Yes;Imetthemabroad。”
"Gentlewomen?"heaskedtentatively。
"Yes,indeed,andatthepresentmomenthomeless。Iheardfromthemlastweek——MissTeresaandMissCatharineAlan。I"mreallynotjoking。Theyarequitetherightpeople。Mr。Beebeknowsthem,too。MayItellthemtowritetoyou?"
"Indeedyoumay!"hecried。"Herewearewiththedifficultysolvedalready。Howdelightfulitis!Extrafacilities——pleasetellthemtheyshallhaveextrafacilities,forIshallhavenoagents"fees。Oh,theagents!Theappallingpeopletheyhavesentme!Onewoman,whenIwrote——atactfulletter,youknow——askinghertoexplainhersocialpositiontome,repliedthatshewouldpaytherentinadvance。Asifonecaresaboutthat!AndseveralreferencesItookupweremostunsatisfactory——peopleswindlers,ornotrespectable。Andoh,thedeceit!Ihaveseenagooddealoftheseamysidethislastweek。Thedeceitofthemostpromisingpeople。MydearLucy,thedeceit!"
Shenodded。
"Myadvice,"putinMrs。Honeychurch,"istohavenothingtodowithLucyandherdecayedgentlewomenatall。Iknowthetype。
Preservemefrompeoplewhohaveseenbetterdays,andbringheirloomswiththemthatmakethehousesmellstuffy。It"sasadthing,butI"dfarratherlettosomeonewhoisgoingupintheworldthantosomeonewhohascomedown。”
"IthinkIfollowyou,"saidSirHarry;"butitis,asyousay,averysadthing。”
"TheMissesAlanaren"tthat!"criedLucy。
"Yes,theyare,"saidCecil。"Ihaven"tmetthembutIshouldsaytheywereahighlyunsuitableadditiontotheneighbourhood。”
"Don"tlistentohim,SirHarry——he"stiresome。”
"It"sIwhoamtiresome,"hereplied。"Ioughtn"ttocomewithmytroublestoyoungpeople。ButreallyIamsoworried,andLadyOtwaywillonlysaythatIcannotbetoocareful,whichisquitetrue,butnorealhelp。”
"ThenmayIwritetomyMissesAlan?"
"Please!"
ButhiseyewaveredwhenMrs。Honeychurchexclaimed:
"Beware!Theyarecertaintohavecanaries。SirHarry,bewareofcanaries:theyspittheseedoutthroughthebarsofthecagesandthenthemicecome。Bewareofwomenaltogether。Onlylettoaman。”
"Really——"hemurmuredgallantly,thoughhesawthewisdomofherremark。
"Mendon"tgossipovertea-cups。Iftheygetdrunk,there"sanendofthem——theyliedowncomfortablyandsleepitoff。Ifthey"revulgar,theysomehowkeepittothemselves。Itdoesn"tspreadso。Givemeaman——ofcourse,providedhe"sclean。”
SirHarryblushed。NeitherhenorCecilenjoyedtheseopencomplimentstotheirsex。Eventheexclusionofthedirtydidnotleavethemmuchdistinction。HesuggestedthatMrs。Honeychurch,ifshehadtime,shoulddescendfromthecarriageandinspect"Cissie"forherself。Shewasdelighted。Naturehadintendedhertobepoorandtoliveinsuchahouse。Domesticarrangementsalwaysattractedher,especiallywhentheywereonasmallscale。
CecilpulledLucybackasshefollowedhermother。
"Mrs。Honeychurch,"hesaid,"whatifwetwowalkhomeandleaveyou?"
"Certainly!"washercordialreply。
SirHarrylikewiseseemedalmosttoogladtogetridofthem。Hebeamedatthemknowingly,said,"Aha!youngpeople,youngpeople!"
andthenhastenedtounlockthehouse。
"Hopelessvulgarian!"exclaimedCecil,almostbeforetheywereoutofearshot,"Oh,Cecil!"
"Ican"thelpit。Itwouldbewrongnottoloathethatman。”
"Heisn"tclever,butreallyheisnice。”
"No,Lucy,hestandsforallthatisbadincountrylife。InLondonhewouldkeephisplace。Hewouldbelongtoabrainlessclub,andhiswifewouldgivebrainlessdinnerparties。Butdownhereheactsthelittlegodwithhisgentility,andhispatronage,andhisshamaesthetics,andeveryone——evenyourmother——istakenin。”
"Allthatyousayisquitetrue,"saidLucy,thoughshefeltdiscouraged。"Iwonderwhether——whetheritmatterssoverymuch。”
"Itmatterssupremely。SirHarryistheessenceofthatgarden-party。Oh,goodness,howcrossIfeel!HowIdohopehe"llgetsomevulgartenantinthatvilla——somewomansoreallyvulgarthathe"llnoticeit。GENTLEFOLKS!Ugh!withhisbaldheadandretreatingchin!Butlet"sforgethim。”
ThisLucywasgladenoughtodo。IfCecildislikedSirHarryOtwayandMr。Beebe,whatguaranteewastherethatthepeoplewhoreallymatteredtoherwouldescape?Forinstance,Freddy。
Freddywasneitherclever,norsubtle,norbeautiful,andwhatpreventedCecilfromsaying,anyminute,"ItwouldbewrongnottoloatheFreddy"?Andwhatwouldshereply?FurtherthanFreddyshedidnotgo,buthegaveheranxietyenough。ShecouldonlyassureherselfthatCecilhadknownFreddysometime,andthattheyhadalwaysgotonpleasantly,except,perhaps,duringthelastfewdays,whichwasanaccident,perhaps。
"Whichwayshallwego?"sheaskedhim。
Nature——simplestoftopics,shethought——wasaroundthem。SummerStreetlaydeepinthewoods,andshehadstoppedwhereafootpathdivergedfromthehighroad。
"Aretheretwoways?"
"Perhapstheroadismoresensible,aswe"regotupsmart。”
"I"drathergothroughthewood,"saidCecil,Withthatsubduedirritationthatshehadnoticedinhimalltheafternoon。"Whyisit,Lucy,thatyoualwayssaytheroad?Doyouknowthatyouhaveneveroncebeenwithmeinthefieldsorthewoodsincewewereengaged?"
"Haven"tI?Thewood,then,"saidLucy,startledathisqueerness,butprettysurethathewouldexplainlater;itwasnothishabittoleaveherindoubtastohismeaning。
Sheledthewayintothewhisperingpines,andsureenoughhedidexplainbeforetheyhadgoneadozenyards。
"Ihadgotanidea——Idaresaywrongly——thatyoufeelmoreathomewithmeinaroom。”
"Aroom?"sheechoed,hopelesslybewildered。
"Yes。Or,atthemost,inagarden,oronaroad。Neverintherealcountrylikethis。”
"Oh,Cecil,whateverdoyoumean?Ihaveneverfeltanythingofthesort。YoutalkasifIwasakindofpoetesssortofperson。”
"Idon"tknowthatyouaren"t。Iconnectyouwithaview——acertaintypeofview。Whyshouldn"tyouconnectmewitharoom?"
Shereflectedamoment,andthensaid,laughing:
"Doyouknowthatyou"reright?Ido。Imustbeapoetessafterall。WhenIthinkofyouit"salwaysasinaroom。Howfunny!"
Tohersurprise,heseemedannoyed。
"Adrawing-room,pray?Withnoview?"
"Yes,withnoview,Ifancy。Whynot?"
"I"drather,"hesaidreproachfully,"thatconnectedmewiththeopenair。”
Shesaidagain,"Oh,Cecil,whateverdoyoumean?"
Asnoexplanationwasforthcoming,sheshookoffthesubjectastoodifficultforagirl,andledhimfurtherintothewood,pausingeverynowandthenatsomeparticularlybeautifulorfamiliarcombinationofthetrees。ShehadknownthewoodbetweenSummerStreetandWindyCornereversinceshecouldwalkalone;
shehadplayedatlosingFreddyinit,whenFreddywasapurple-facedbaby;andthoughshehadbeentoItaly,ithadlostnoneofitscharm。
Presentlytheycametoalittleclearingamongthepines——anothertinygreenalp,solitarythistime,andholdinginitsbosomashallowpool。
Sheexclamed,"TheSacredLake!"
"Whydoyoucallitthat?"
"Ican"trememberwhy。Isupposeitcomesoutofsomebook。It"sonlyapuddlenow,butyouseethatstreamgoingthroughit?
Well,agooddealofwatercomesdownafterheavyrains,andcan"tgetawayatonce,andthepoolbecomesquitelargeandbeautiful。ThenFreddyusedtobathethere。Heisveryfondofit。”
"Andyou?"
Hemeant,"Areyoufondofit?"Butsheanswereddreamily,"I
bathedhere,too,tillIwasfoundout。Thentherewasarow。”
Atanothertimehemighthavebeenshocked,forhehaddepthsofprudishnesswithinhim。Butnow?withhismomentarycultofthefreshair,hewasdelightedatheradmirablesimplicity。Helookedatherasshestoodbythepool"sedge。Shewasgotupsmart,asshephrasedit,andsheremindedhimofsomebrilliantflowerthathasnoleavesofitsown,butbloomsabruptlyoutofaworldofgreen。
"Whofoundyouout?"
"Charlotte,"shemurmured。"Shewasstoppingwithus。Charlotte——
Charlotte。”
"Poorgirl!"
Shesmiledgravely。Acertainscheme,fromwhichhithertohehadshrank,nowappearedpractical。
"Lucy!"
"Yes,Isupposeweoughttobegoing,"washerreply。
"Lucy,IwanttoasksomethingofyouthatIhaveneveraskedbefore。”
Attheseriousnoteinhisvoiceshesteppedfranklyandkindlytowardshim。
"What,Cecil?"
"Hithertonever——noteventhatdayonthelawnwhenyouagreedtomarryme——"
Hebecameself-consciousandkeptglancingroundtoseeiftheywereobserved。Hiscouragehadgone。
"Yes?"
"UptonowIhaveneverkissedyou。”
Shewasasscarletasifhehadputthethingmostindelicately。
"No——moreyouhave,"shestammered。
"ThenIaskyou——mayInow?"
"Ofcourse,youmay,Cecil。Youmightbefore。Ican"trunatyou,youknow。”
Atthatsuprememomenthewasconsciousofnothingbutabsurdities。Herreplywasinadequate。Shegavesuchabusiness-likelifttoherveil。Asheapproachedherhefoundtimetowishthathecouldrecoil。Ashetouchedher,hisgoldpince-nezbecamedislodgedandwasflattenedbetweenthem。
Suchwastheembrace。Heconsidered,withtruth,thatithadbeenafailure。Passionshouldbelieveitselfirresistible。Itshouldforgetcivilityandconsiderationandalltheothercursesofarefinednature。Aboveall,itshouldneveraskforleavewherethereisarightofway。Whycouldhenotdoasanylabourerornavvy——nay,asanyyoungmanbehindthecounterwouldhavedone?Herecastthescene。Lucywasstandingflowerlikebythewater,herushedupandtookherinhisarms;sherebukedhim,permittedhimandreveredhimeverafterforhismanliness。Forhebelievedthatwomenreveremenfortheirmanliness。
Theyleftthepoolinsilence,afterthisonesalutation。Hewaitedforhertomakesomeremarkwhichshouldshowhimherinmostthoughts。Atlastshespoke,andwithfittinggravity。
"Emersonwasthename,notHarris。”
"Whatname?"
"Theoldman"s。”
"Whatoldman?"
"ThatoldmanItoldyouabout。TheoneMr。Eagerwassounkindto。”
Hecouldnotknowthatthiswasthemostintimateconversationtheyhadeverhad。
ChapterX:CecilasaHumouristThesocietyoutofwhichCecilproposedtorescueLucywasperhapsnoverysplendidaffair,yetitwasmoresplendidthanherantecedentsentitledherto。Herfather,aprosperouslocalsolicitor,hadbuiltWindyCorner,asaspeculationatthetimethedistrictwasopeningup,and,fallinginlovewithhisowncreation,hadendedbylivingtherehimself。Soonafterhismarriagethesocialatmospherebegantoalter。Otherhouseswerebuiltonthebrowofthatsteepsouthernslopeandothers,again,amongthepine-treesbehind,andnorthwardonthechalkbarrierofthedowns。MostofthesehouseswerelargerthanWindyCorner,andwerefilledbypeoplewhocame,notfromthedistrict,butfromLondon,andwhomistooktheHoneychurchesfortheremnantsofanindigenousaristocracy。Hewasinclinedtobefrightened,buthiswifeacceptedthesituationwithouteitherprideorhumility。"Icannotthinkwhatpeoplearedoing,"shewouldsay,"butitisextremelyfortunateforthechildren。”Shecalledeverywhere;hercallswerereturnedwithenthusiasm,andbythetimepeoplefoundoutthatshewasnotexactlyoftheirmilieu,theylikedher,anditdidnotseemtomatter。WhenMr。
Honeychurchdied,hehadthesatisfaction——whichfewhonestsolicitorsdespise——ofleavinghisfamilyrootedinthebestsocietyobtainable。
Thebestobtainable。Certainlymanyoftheimmigrantswereratherdull,andLucyrealizedthismorevividlysinceherreturnfromItaly。Hithertoshehadacceptedtheiridealswithoutquestioning——theirkindlyaffluence,theirinexplosivereligion,theirdislikeofpaper-bags,orange-peel,andbrokenbottles。ARadicaloutandout,shelearnttospeakwithhorrorofSuburbia。Life,sofarasshetroubledtoconceiveit,wasacircleofrich,pleasantpeople,withidenticalinterestsandidenticalfoes。
Inthiscircle,onethought,married,anddied。Outsideitwerepovertyandvulgarityforevertryingtoenter,justastheLondonfogtriestoenterthepine-woodspouringthroughthegapsinthenorthernhills。But,inItaly,whereanyonewhochoosesmaywarmhimselfinequality,asinthesun,thisconceptionoflifevanished。Hersensesexpanded;shefeltthattherewasnoonewhomshemightnotgettolike,thatsocialbarrierswereirremovable,doubtless,butnotparticularlyhigh。Youjumpoverthemjustasyoujumpintoapeasant"solive-yardintheApennines,andheisgladtoseeyou。Shereturnedwithneweyes。
SodidCecil;butItalyhadquickenedCecil,nottotolerance,buttoirritation。Hesawthatthelocalsocietywasnarrow,but,insteadofsaying,"Doesthatverymuchmatter?"herebelled,andtriedtosubstituteforitthesocietyhecalledbroad。HedidnotrealizethatLucyhadconsecratedherenvironmentbythethousandlittlecivilitiesthatcreateatendernessintime,andthatthoughhereyessawitsdefects,herheartrefusedtodespiseitentirely。Nordidherealizeamoreimportantpoint——
thatifshewastoogreatforthissociety,shewastoogreatforallsociety,andhadreachedthestagewherepersonalintercoursewouldalonesatisfyher。Arebelshewas,butnotofthekindheunderstood——arebelwhodesired,notawiderdwelling-room,butequalitybesidethemansheloved。ForItalywasofferingherthemostpricelessofallpossessions——herownsoul。
Playingbumble-puppywithMinnieBeebe,niecetotherector,andagedthirteen——anancientandmosthonourablegame,whichconsistsinstrikingtennis-ballshighintotheair,sothattheyfalloverthenetandimmoderatelybounce;somehitMrs。
Honeychurch;othersarelost。Thesentenceisconfused,butthebetterillustratesLucy"sstateofmind,forshewastryingtotalktoMr。Beebeatthesametime。
"Oh,ithasbeensuchanuisance——firsthe,thenthey——nooneknowingwhattheywanted,andeveryonesotiresome。”
"Buttheyreallyarecomingnow,"saidMr。Beebe。"IwrotetoMissTeresaafewdaysago——shewaswonderinghowoftenthebutchercalled,andmyreplyofonceamonthmusthaveimpressedherfavourably。Theyarecoming。Iheardfromthemthismorning。
"IshallhatethoseMissAlans!"Mrs。Honeychurchcried。"Justbecausethey"reoldandsillyone"sexpectedtosay"Howsweet!"
Ihatetheir"if"-ingand"but"-ingand"and"-ing。AndpoorLucy——serveherright——worntoashadow。”
Mr。Beebewatchedtheshadowspringingandshoutingoverthetennis-court。Cecilwasabsent——onedidnotplaybumble-puppywhenhewasthere。
"Well,iftheyarecoming——No,Minnie,notSaturn。”Saturnwasatennis-ballwhoseskinwaspartiallyunsewn。Wheninmotionhisorbwasencircledbyaring。"Iftheyarecoming,SirHarrywillletthemmoveinbeforethetwenty-ninth,andhewillcrossouttheclauseaboutwhitewashingtheceilings,becauseitmadethemnervous,andputinthefairwearandtearone——Thatdoesn"tcount。ItoldyounotSaturn。”
"Saturn"sallrightforbumble-puppy,"criedFreddy,joiningthem。"Minnie,don"tyoulistentoher。”
"Saturndoesn"tbounce。”
"Saturnbouncesenough。”
"No,hedoesn"t。”
"Well;hebouncesbetterthantheBeautifulWhiteDevil。”
"Hush,dear,"saidMrs。Honeychurch。
"ButlookatLucy——complainingofSaturn,andallthetime"sgottheBeautifulWhiteDevilinherhand,readytoplugitin。
That"sright,Minnie,goforher——getherovertheshinswiththeracquet——getherovertheshins!"
Lucyfell,theBeautifulWhiteDevilrolledfromherhand。
Mr。Beebepickeditup,andsaid:"ThenameofthisballisVittoriaCorombona,please。”Buthiscorrectionpassedunheeded。
Freddypossessedtoahighdegreethepoweroflashinglittlegirlstofury,andinhalfaminutehehadtransformedMinniefromawell-manneredchildintoahowlingwilderness。UpinthehouseCecilheardthem,and,thoughhewasfullofentertainingnews,hedidnotcomedowntoimpartit,incasehegothurt。Hewasnotacowardandborenecessarypainaswellasanyman。Buthehatedthephysicalviolenceoftheyoung。Howrightitwas!
Sureenoughitendedinacry。
"IwishtheMissAlanscouldseethis,"observedMr。Beebe,justasLucy,whowasnursingtheinjuredMinnie,wasinturnliftedoffherfeetbyherbrother。
"WhoaretheMissAlans?"Freddypanted。
"TheyhavetakenCissieVilla。”
"Thatwasn"tthename——"
Herehisfootslipped,andtheyallfellmostagreeablyontothegrass。Anintervalelapses。
"Wasn"twhatname?"askedLucy,withherbrother"sheadinherlap。
"Alanwasn"tthenameofthepeopleSirHarry"sletto。”
"Nonsense,Freddy!Youknownothingaboutit。”
"Nonsenseyourself!I"vethisminuteseenhim。Hesaidtome:
"Ahem!Honeychurch,""——Freddywasanindifferentmimic——""ahem!
ahem!Ihaveatlastprocuredreallydee-sire-rebeltenants。"I
said,"ooray,oldboy!"andslappedhimontheback。”
"Exactly。TheMissAlans?"
"Rathernot。MorelikeAnderson。”
"Oh,goodgracious,thereisn"tgoingtobeanothermuddle!"Mrs。
Honeychurchexclaimed。"Doyounotice,Lucy,I"malwaysright?I
saiddon"tinterferewithCissieVilla。I"malwaysright。I"mquiteuneasyatbeingalwaysrightsooften。”
"It"sonlyanothermuddleofFreddy"s。Freddydoesn"tevenknowthenameofthepeoplehepretendshavetakenitinstead。”
"Yes,Ido。I"vegotit。Emerson。”
"Whatname?"
"Emerson。I"llbetyouanythingyoulike。”
"WhataweathercockSirHarryis,"saidLucyquietly。"IwishI
hadneverbotheredoveritatall。”
Thenshelayonherbackandgazedatthecloudlesssky。Mr。
Beebe,whoseopinionofherrosedaily,whisperedtohisniecethatTHATwastheproperwaytobehaveifanylittlethingwentwrong。
MeanwhilethenameofthenewtenantshaddivertedMrs。
Honeychurchfromthecontemplationofherownabilities。
"Emerson,Freddy?DoyouknowwhatEmersonstheyare?"
"Idon"tknowwhetherthey"reanyEmersons,"retortedFreddy,whowasdemocratic。Likehissisterandlikemostyoungpeople,hewasnaturallyattractedbytheideaofequality,andtheundeniablefactthattherearedifferentkindsofEmersonsannoyedhimbeyondmeasure。
"Itrusttheyaretherightsortofperson。Allright,Lucy"——shewassittingupagain——"Iseeyoulookingdownyournoseandthinkingyourmother"sasnob。Butthereisarightsortandawrongsort,andit"saffectationtopretendthereisn"t。”
"Emerson"sacommonenoughname,"Lucyremarked。
Shewasgazingsideways。Seatedonapromontoryherself,shecouldseethepine-cladpromontoriesdescendingonebeyondanotherintotheWeald。Thefurtheronedescendedthegarden,themoregloriouswasthislateralview。
"Iwasmerelygoingtoremark,Freddy,thatItrustedtheywerenorelationsofEmersonthephilosopher,amosttryingman。Pray,doesthatsatisfyyou?"
"Oh,yes,"hegrumbled。"Andyouwillbesatisfied,too,forthey"refriendsofCecil;so——elaborateirony——"youandtheothercountryfamilieswillbeabletocallinperfectsafety。”
"CECIL?"exclaimedLucy。
"Don"tberude,dear,"saidhismotherplacidly。"Lucy,don"tscreech。It"sanewbadhabityou"regettinginto。”
"ButhasCecil——"
"FriendsofCecil"s,"herepeated,""andsoreallydee-sire-
rebel。Ahem!Honeychurch,Ihavejusttelegraphedtothem。""
Shegotupfromthegrass。
ItwashardonLucy。Mr。Beebesympathizedwithherverymuch。
WhileshebelievedthathersnubabouttheMissAlanscamefromSirHarryOtway,shehadborneitlikeagoodgirl。Shemightwell"screech"whensheheardthatitcamepartlyfromherlover。
Mr。Vysewasatease——somethingworsethanatease:hetookamaliciouspleasureinthwartingpeople。Theclergyman,knowingthis,lookedatMissHoneychurchwithmorethanhisusualkindness。
Whensheexclaimed,"ButCecil"sEmersons——theycan"tpossiblybethesameones——thereisthat——"hedidnotconsiderthattheexclamationwasstrange,butsawinitanopportunityofdivertingtheconversationwhilesherecoveredhercomposure。Hediverteditasfollows:
"TheEmersonswhowereatFlorence,doyoumean?No,Idon"tsupposeitwillprovetobethem。ItisprobablyalongcryfromthemtofriendsofMr。Vyse"s。Oh,Mrs。Honeychurch,theoddestpeople!Thequeerestpeople!Forourpartwelikedthem,didn"twe?"HeappealedtoLucy。"Therewasagreatsceneoversomeviolets。TheypickedvioletsandfilledallthevasesintheroomoftheseveryMissAlanswhohavefailedtocometoCissieVilla。
Poorlittleladies!Soshockedandsopleased。ItusedtobeoneofMissCatharine"sgreatstories。"Mydearsisterlovesflowers,"itbegan。Theyfoundthewholeroomamassofblue——vasesandjugs——andthestoryendswith"Soungentlemanlyandyetsobeautiful。"Itisallverydifficult。Yes,IalwaysconnectthoseFlorentineEmersonswithviolets。”
"Fiasco"sdoneyouthistime,"remarkedFreddy,notseeingthathissister"sfacewasveryred。Shecouldnotrecoverherself。
Mr。Beebesawit,andcontinuedtodiverttheconversation。
"TheseparticularEmersonsconsistedofafatherandason——thesonagoodly,ifnotagoodyoungman;notafool,Ifancy,butveryimmature——pessimism,etcetera。Ourspecialjoywasthefather——suchasentimentaldarling,andpeopledeclaredhehadmurderedhiswife。”
InhisnormalstateMr。Beebewouldneverhaverepeatedsuchgossip,buthewastryingtoshelterLucyinherlittletrouble。
Herepeatedanyrubbishthatcameintohishead。
"Murderedhiswife?"saidMrs。Honeychurch。"Lucy,don"tdesertus——goonplayingbumble-puppy。Really,thePensionBertolinimusthavebeentheoddestplace。That"sthesecondmurdererI"veheardofasbeingthere。WhateverwasCharlottedoingtostop?
By-the-by,wereallymustaskCharlotteheresometime。”
Mr。Beebecouldrecallnosecondmurderer。Hesuggestedthathishostesswasmistaken。Atthehintofoppositionshewarmed。Shewasperfectlysurethattherehadbeenasecondtouristofwhomthesamestoryhadbeentold。Thenameescapedher。Whatwasthename?Oh,whatwasthename?Sheclaspedherkneesforthename。
SomethinginThackeray。Shestruckhermatronlyforehead。
LucyaskedherbrotherwhetherCecilwasin。
"Oh,don"tgo!"hecried,andtriedtocatchherbytheankles。
"Imustgo,"shesaidgravely。"Don"tbesilly。Youalwaysoverdoitwhenyouplay。”
Assheleftthemhermother"sshoutof"Harris!"shiveredthetranquilair,andremindedherthatshehadtoldalieandhadneverputitright。Suchasenselesslie,too,yetitshatteredhernervesandmadeherconnecttheseEmersons,friendsofCecil"s,withapairofnondescripttourists。Hithertotruthhadcometohernaturally。Shesawthatforthefutureshemustbemorevigilant,andbe——absolutelytruthful?Well,atallevents,shemustnottelllies。Shehurriedupthegarden,stillflushedwithshame。AwordfromCecilwouldsootheher,shewassure。
"Cecil!"
"Hullo!"hecalled,andleantoutofthesmoking-roomwindow。Heseemedinhighspirits。"Iwashopingyou"dcome。Iheardyouallbear-gardening,butthere"sbetterfunuphere。I,evenI,havewonagreatvictoryfortheComicMuse。GeorgeMeredith"sright——
thecauseofComedyandthecauseofTrutharereallythesame;
andI,evenI,havefoundtenantsforthedistressfulCissieVilla。Don"tbeangry!Don"tbeangry!You"llforgivemewhenyouhearitall。”
Helookedveryattractivewhenhisfacewasbright,andhedispelledherridiculousforebodingsatonce。
"Ihaveheard,"shesaid。"Freddyhastoldus。NaughtyCecil!I
supposeImustforgiveyou。JustthinkofallthetroubleItookfornothing!CertainlytheMissAlansarealittletiresome,andI"dratherhavenicefriendsofyours。Butyououghtn"ttoteaseoneso。”
"Friendsofmine?"helaughed。"But,Lucy,thewholejokeistocome!Comehere。”Butsheremainedstandingwhereshewas。"DoyouknowwhereImetthesedesirabletenants?IntheNationalGallery,whenIwasuptoseemymotherlastweek。”
"Whatanoddplacetomeetpeople!"shesaidnervously。"Idon"tquiteunderstand。”
"IntheUmbrianRoom。Absolutestrangers。TheywereadmiringLucaSignorelli——ofcourse,quitestupidly。However,wegottalking,andtheyrefreshedmenot——alittle。TheyhadbeentoItaly。”
"But,Cecil——"proceededhilariously。
"Inthecourseofconversationtheysaidthattheywantedacountrycottage——thefathertolivethere,thesontorundownforweek-ends。Ithought,"WhatachanceofscoringoffSirHarry!"andItooktheiraddressandaLondonreference,foundtheyweren"tactualblackguards——itwasgreatsport——andwrotetohim,makingout——"
"Cecil!No,it"snotfair。I"veprobablymetthembefore——"
Heboreherdown。
"Perfectlyfair。Anythingisfairthatpunishesasnob。Thatoldmanwilldotheneighbourhoodaworldofgood。SirHarryistoodisgustingwithhis"decayedgentlewomen。"Imeanttoreadhimalessonsometime。No,Lucy,theclassesoughttomix,andbeforelongyou"llagreewithme。Thereoughttobeintermarriage——allsortsofthings。Ibelieveindemocracy——"
"No,youdon"t,"shesnapped。"Youdon"tknowwhatthewordmeans。”
Hestaredather,andfeltagainthatshehadfailedtobeLeonardesque。"No,youdon"t!"
Herfacewasinartistic——thatofapeevishvirago。
"Itisn"tfair,Cecil。Iblameyou——Iblameyouverymuchindeed。
YouhadnobusinesstoundomyworkabouttheMissAlans,andmakemelookridiculous。YoucallitscoringoffSirHarry,butdoyourealizethatitisallatmyexpense?Iconsideritmostdisloyalofyou。”
Shelefthim。
"Temper!"hethought,raisinghiseyebrows。
No,itwasworsethantemper——snobbishness。AslongasLucythoughtthathisownsmartfriendsweresupplantingtheMissAlans,shehadnotminded。Heperceivedthatthesenewtenantsmightbeofvalueeducationally。Hewouldtoleratethefatheranddrawouttheson,whowassilent。IntheinterestsoftheComicMuseandofTruth,hewouldbringthemtoWindyCorner。
ChapterXI:InMrs。Vyse"sWell-AppointedFlatTheComicMuse,thoughabletolookafterherowninterests,didnotdisdaintheassistanceofMr。Vyse。HisideaofbringingtheEmersonstoWindyCornerstruckherasdecidedlygood,andshecarriedthroughthenegotiationswithoutahitch。SirHarryOtwaysignedtheagreement,metMr。Emerson,whowasdulydisillusioned。TheMissAlansweredulyoffended,andwroteadignifiedlettertoLucy,whomtheyheldresponsibleforthefailure。Mr。Beebeplannedpleasantmomentsforthenew-comers,andtoldMrs。HoneychurchthatFreddymustcallonthemassoonastheyarrived。Indeed,soamplewastheMuse"sequipmentthatshepermittedMr。Harris,neveraveryrobustcriminal,todroophishead,tobeforgotten,andtodie。
Lucy——todescendfrombrightheaventoearth,whereonthereareshadowsbecausetherearehills——Lucywasatfirstplungedintodespair,butsettledafteralittlethoughtthatitdidnotmattertheveryleast。Nowthatshewasengaged,theEmersonswouldscarcelyinsultherandwerewelcomeintotheneighbourhood。AndCecilwaswelcometobringwhomhewouldintotheneighbourhood。ThereforeCecilwaswelcometobringtheEmersonsintotheneighbourhood。But,asIsay,thistookalittlethinking,and——soillogicalaregirls——theeventremainedrathergreaterandrathermoredreadfulthanitshouldhavedone。
ShewasgladthatavisittoMrs。Vysenowfelldue;thetenantsmovedintoCissieVillawhileshewassafeintheLondonflat。
"Cecil——Cecildarling,"shewhisperedtheeveningshearrived,andcreptintohisarms。
Cecil,too,becamedemonstrative。HesawthattheneedfulfirehadbeenkindledinLucy。Atlastshelongedforattention,asawomanshould,andlookeduptohimbecausehewasaman。
"Soyoudoloveme,littlething?"hemurmured。
"Oh,Cecil,Ido,Ido!Idon"tknowwhatIshoulddowithoutyou。”
Severaldayspassed。ThenshehadaletterfromMissBartlett。
Acoolnesshadsprungupbetweenthetwocousins,andtheyhadnotcorrespondedsincetheypartedinAugust。ThecoolnessdatedfromwhatCharlottewouldcall"theflighttoRome,"andinRomeithadincreasedamazingly。Forthecompanionwhoismerelyuncongenialinthemediaevalworldbecomesexasperatingintheclassical。Charlotte,unselfishintheForum,wouldhavetriedasweetertemperthanLucy"s,andonce,intheBathsofCaracalla,theyhaddoubtedwhethertheycouldcontinuetheirtour。LucyhadsaidshewouldjointheVyses——Mrs。Vysewasanacquaintanceofhermother,sotherewasnoimproprietyintheplanandMissBartletthadrepliedthatshewasquiteusedtobeingabandonedsuddenly。Finallynothinghappened;butthecoolnessremained,and,forLucy,wasevenincreasedwhensheopenedtheletterandreadasfollows。IthadbeenforwardedfromWindyCorner。
"TunbridgeWells,September。
"DearestLucia,"Ihavenewsofyouatlast!MissLavishhasbeenbicyclinginyourparts,butwasnotsurewhetheracallwouldbewelcome。
PuncturinghertirenearSummerStreet,anditbeingmendedwhileshesatverywoebegoneinthatprettychurchyard,shesawtoherastonishment,adooropenoppositeandtheyoungerEmersonmancomeout。Hesaidhisfatherhadjusttakenthehouse。HeSAIDhedidnotknowthatyoulivedintheneighbourhood(?)。HeneversuggestedgivingEleanoracupoftea。DearLucy,Iammuchworried,andIadviseyoutomakeacleanbreastofhispastbehaviourtoyourmother,Freddy,andMr。Vyse,whowillforbidhimtoenterthehouse,etc。Thatwasagreatmisfortune,andI
daresayyouhavetoldthemalready。Mr。Vyseissosensitive。I
rememberhowIusedtogetonhisnervesatRome。Iamverysorryaboutitall,andshouldnotfeeleasyunlessIwarnedyou。
"Believeme,"Youranxiousandlovingcousin,Charlotte。”
Lucywasmuchannoyed,andrepliedasfollows:
"BeauchampMansions,S。W。
"DearCharlotte,"Manythanksforyourwarning。WhenMr。Emersonforgothimselfonthemountain,youmademepromisenottotellmother,becauseyousaidshewouldblameyoufornotbeingalwayswithme。Ihavekeptthatpromise,andcannotpossiblytellhernow。IhavesaidbothtoherandCecilthatImettheEmersonsatFlorence,andthattheyarerespectablepeople——whichIdothink——andthereasonthatheofferedMissLavishnoteawasprobablythathehadnonehimself。SheshouldhavetriedattheRectory。Icannotbeginmakingafussatthisstage。Youmustseethatitwouldbetooabsurd。IftheEmersonsheardIhadcomplainedofthem,theywouldthinkthemselvesofimportance,whichisexactlywhattheyarenot。Iliketheoldfather,andlookforwardtoseeinghimagain。Asfortheson,Iamsorryforhimwhenwemeet,ratherthanformyself。TheyareknowntoCecil,whoisverywellandspokeofyoutheotherday。WeexpecttobemarriedinJanuary。
"MissLavishcannothavetoldyoumuchaboutme,forIamnotatWindyCorneratall,buthere。Pleasedonotput"Private"
outsideyourenvelopeagain。Nooneopensmyletters。
"Yoursaffectionately,"L。M。Honeychurch。”