投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Yetthesmirkingoldwomen,howeverwrongindividually,wereraciallycorrect。Thespiritofthegenerationshadsmiledthroughthem,rejoicingintheengagementofCecilandLucybecauseitpromisedthecontinuanceoflifeonearth。ToCecilandLucyitpromisedsomethingquitedifferent——personallove。

HenceCecil"sirritationandLucy"sbeliefthathisirritationwasjust。

"Howtiresome!"shesaid。"Couldn"tyouhaveescapedtotennis?"

"Idon"tplaytennis——atleast,notinpublic。Theneighbourhoodisdeprivedoftheromanceofmebeingathletic。SuchromanceasIhaveisthatoftheIngleseItalianato。”

"IngleseItalianato?"

"Eundiavoloincarnato!Youknowtheproverb?"

Shedidnot。NordiditseemapplicabletoayoungmanwhohadspentaquietwinterinRomewithhismother。ButCecil,sincehisengagement,hadtakentoaffectacosmopolitannaughtinesswhichhewasfarfrompossessing。

"Well,"saidhe,"Icannothelpitiftheydodisapproveofme。

Therearecertainirremovablebarriersbetweenmyselfandthem,andImustacceptthem。”

"Weallhaveourlimitations,Isuppose,"saidwiseLucy。

"Sometimestheyareforcedonus,though,"saidCecil,whosawfromherremarkthatshedidnotquiteunderstandhisposition。

"How?"

"Itmakesadifferencedoesn"tit,whetherwefullyfenceourselvesin,orwhetherwearefencedoutbythebarriersofothers?"

Shethoughtamoment,andagreedthatitdidmakeadifference。

"Difference?"criedMrs。Honeychurch,suddenlyalert。"Idon"tseeanydifference。Fencesarefences,especiallywhentheyareinthesameplace。”

"Wewerespeakingofmotives,"saidCecil,onwhomtheinterruptionjarred。

"MydearCecil,lookhere。”Shespreadoutherkneesandperchedhercard-caseonherlap。"Thisisme。That"sWindyCorner。Therestofthepatternistheotherpeople。Motivesareallverywell,butthefencecomeshere。”

"Weweren"ttalkingofrealfences,"saidLucy,laughing。

"Oh,Isee,dear——poetry。”

Sheleantplacidlyback。CecilwonderedwhyLucyhadbeenamused。

"Itellyouwhohasno"fences,"asyoucallthem,"shesaid,"andthat"sMr。Beebe。”

"Aparsonfencelesswouldmeanaparsondefenceless。”

Lucywasslowtofollowwhatpeoplesaid,butquickenoughtodetectwhattheymeant。ShemissedCecil"sepigram,butgraspedthefeelingthatpromptedit。

"Don"tyoulikeMr。Beebe?"sheaskedthoughtfully。

"Ineversaidso!"hecried。"Iconsiderhimfarabovetheaverage。Ionlydenied——"Andhesweptoffonthesubjectoffencesagain,andwasbrilliant。

"Now,aclergymanthatIdohate,"saidshewantingtosaysomethingsympathetic,"aclergymanthatdoeshavefences,andthemostdreadfulones,isMr。Eager,theEnglishchaplainatFlorence。Hewastrulyinsincere——notmerelythemannerunfortunate。Hewasasnob,andsoconceited,andhedidsaysuchunkindthings。”

"Whatsortofthings?"

"TherewasanoldmanattheBertoliniwhomhesaidhadmurderedhiswife。”

"Perhapshehad。”

"No!"

"Why"no"?"

"Hewassuchaniceoldman,I"msure。”

Cecillaughedatherfeminineinconsequence。

"Well,Ididtrytosiftthething。Mr。Eagerwouldnevercometothepoint。Heprefersitvague——saidtheoldmanhad"practically"murderedhiswife——hadmurderedherinthesightofGod。”

"Hush,dear!"saidMrs。Honeychurchabsently。"Butisn"titintolerablethatapersonwhomwe"retoldtoimitateshouldgoroundspreadingslander?Itwas,Ibelieve,chieflyowingtohimthattheoldmanwasdropped。Peoplepretendedhewasvulgar,buthecertainlywasn"tthat。”

"Pooroldman!Whatwashisname?"

"Harris,"saidLucyglibly。

"Let"shopethatMrs。Harristherewarn"tnosichperson,"saidhermother。

Cecilnoddedintelligently。

"Isn"tMr。Eageraparsonoftheculturedtype?"heasked。

"Idon"tknow。Ihatehim。I"veheardhimlectureonGiotto。I

hatehim。Nothingcanhideapettynature。IHATEhim。”

"Mygoodnessgraciousme,child!"saidMrs。Honeychurch。"You"llblowmyheadoff!Whateveristheretoshoutover?IforbidyouandCeciltohateanymoreclergymen。”

Hesmiled。TherewasindeedsomethingratherincongruousinLucy"smoraloutburstoverMr。Eager。ItwasasifoneshouldseetheLeonardoontheceilingoftheSistine。Helongedtohinttoherthatnotherelayhervocation;thatawoman"spowerandcharmresideinmystery,notinmuscularrant。Butpossiblyrantisasignofvitality:itmarsthebeautifulcreature,butshowsthatsheisalive。Afteramoment,hecontemplatedherflushedfaceandexcitedgestureswithacertainapproval。Heforeboretorepressthesourcesofyouth。

Nature——simplestoftopics,hethought——layaroundthem。Hepraisedthepine-woods,thedeeplastsofbracken,thecrimsonleavesthatspottedthehurt-bushes,theserviceablebeautyoftheturnpikeroad。Theoutdoorworldwasnotveryfamiliartohim,andoccasionallyhewentwronginaquestionoffact。Mrs。

Honeychurch"smouthtwitchedwhenhespokeoftheperpetualgreenofthelarch。

"Icountmyselfaluckyperson,"heconcluded,"WhenI"minLondonIfeelIcouldneverliveoutofit。WhenI"minthecountryIfeelthesameaboutthecountry。Afterall,Idobelievethatbirdsandtreesandtheskyarethemostwonderfulthingsinlife,andthatthepeoplewholiveamongstthemmustbethebest。It"struethatinninecasesoutoftentheydon"tseemtonoticeanything。Thecountrygentlemanandthecountrylabourerareeachintheirwaythemostdepressingofcompanions。

YettheymayhaveatacitsympathywiththeworkingsofNaturewhichisdeniedtousofthetown。Doyoufeelthat,Mrs。

Honeychurch?"

Mrs。Honeychurchstartedandsmiled。Shehadnotbeenattending。

Cecil,whowasrathercrushedonthefrontseatofthevictoria,feltirritable,anddeterminednottosayanythinginterestingagain。

Lucyhadnotattendedeither。Herbrowwaswrinkled,andshestilllookedfuriouslycross——theresult,heconcluded,oftoomuchmoralgymnastics。ItwassadtoseeherthusblindtothebeautiesofanAugustwood。

""Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight,""hequoted,andtouchedherkneewithhisown。

Sheflushedagainandsaid:"Whatheight?"

""Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight,Whatpleasurelivesinheight(theshepherdsang)。

Inheightandinthesplendourofthehills?"

LetustakeMrs。Honeychurch"sadviceandhateclergymennomore。What"sthisplace?"

"SummerStreet,ofcourse,"saidLucy,androusedherself。

Thewoodshadopenedtoleavespaceforaslopingtriangularmeadow。Prettycottageslineditontwosides,andtheupperandthirdsidewasoccupiedbyanewstonechurch,expensivelysimple,acharmingshingledspire。Mr。Beebe"shousewasnearthechurch。Inheightitscarcelyexceededthecottages。Somegreatmansionswereathand,buttheywerehiddeninthetrees。ThescenesuggestedaSwissAlpratherthantheshrineandcentreofaleisuredworld,andwasmarredonlybytwouglylittlevillas——

thevillasthathadcompetedwithCecil"sengagement,havingbeenacquiredbySirHarryOtwaytheveryafternoonthatLucyhadbeenacquiredbyCecil。

"Cissie"wasthenameofoneofthesevillas,"Albert"oftheother。ThesetitleswerenotonlypickedoutinshadedGothiconthegardengates,butappearedasecondtimeontheporches,wheretheyfollowedthesemicircularcurveoftheentrancearchinblockcapitals。"Albert"wasinhabited。Historturedgardenwasbrightwithgeraniumsandlobeliasandpolishedshells。HislittlewindowswerechastelyswathedinNottinghamlace。"Cissie"

wastolet。Threenotice-boards,belongingtoDorkingagents,lolledonherfenceandannouncedthenotsurprisingfact。Herpathswerealreadyweedy;herpocket-handkerchiefofalawnwasyellowwithdandelions。

"Theplaceisruined!"saidtheladiesmechanically。"SummerStreetwillneverbethesameagain。”

Asthecarriagepassed,"Cissie"s"dooropened,andagentlemancameoutofher。

"Stop!"criedMrs。Honeychurch,touchingthecoachmanwithherparasol。"Here"sSirHarry。Nowweshallknow。SirHarry,pullthosethingsdownatonce!"

SirHarryOtway——whoneednotbedescribed——cametothecarriageandsaid"Mrs。Honeychurch,Imeantto。Ican"t,Ireallycan"tturnoutMissFlack。”

"AmInotalwaysright?Sheoughttohavegonebeforethecontractwassigned。Doesshestillliverentfree,asshedidinhernephew"stime?"

"ButwhatcanIdo?"Heloweredhisvoice。"Anoldlady,soveryvulgar,andalmostbedridden。”

"Turnherout,"saidCecilbravely。

SirHarrysighed,andlookedatthevillasmournfully。HehadhadfullwarningofMr。Flack"sintentions,andmighthaveboughttheplotbeforebuildingcommenced:buthewasapatheticanddilatory。HehadknownSummerStreetforsomanyyearsthathecouldnotimagineitbeingspoilt。NottillMrs。Flackhadlaidthefoundationstone,andtheapparitionofredandcreambrickbegantorisedidhetakealarm。HecalledonMr。Flack,thelocalbuilder,——amostreasonableandrespectfulman——whoagreedthattileswouldhavemademoreartisticroof,butpointedoutthatslateswerecheaper。Heventuredtodiffer,however,abouttheCorinthiancolumnswhichweretoclinglikeleechestotheframesofthebowwindows,sayingthat,forhispart,helikedtorelievethefacadebyabitofdecoration。SirHarryhintedthatacolumn,ifpossible,shouldbestructuralaswellasdecorative。

Mr。Flackrepliedthatallthecolumnshadbeenordered,adding,"andallthecapitalsdifferent——onewithdragonsinthefoliage,anotherapproachingtotheIonianstyle,anotherintroducingMrs。

Flack"sinitials——everyonedifferent。”ForhehadreadhisRuskin。Hebuilthisvillasaccordingtohisdesire;andnotuntilhehadinsertedanimmovableauntintooneofthemdidSirHarrybuy。

ThisfutileandunprofitabletransactionfilledtheknightwithsadnessasheleantonMrs。Honeychurch"scarriage。Hehadfailedinhisdutiestothecountry-side,andthecountry-sidewaslaughingathimaswell。Hehadspentmoney,andyetSummerStreetwasspoiltasmuchasever。Allhecoulddonowwastofindadesirabletenantfor"Cissie"——someonereallydesirable。

"Therentisabsurdlylow,"hetoldthem,"andperhapsIamaneasylandlord。Butitissuchanawkwardsize。Itistoolargeforthepeasantclassandtoosmallforanyonetheleastlikeourselves。”

CecilhadbeenhesitatingwhetherheshoulddespisethevillasordespiseSirHarryfordespisingthem。Thelatterimpulseseemedthemorefruitful。

"Yououghttofindatenantatonce,"hesaidmaliciously。"Itwouldbeaperfectparadiseforabankclerk。”

"Exactly!"saidSirHarryexcitedly。"ThatisexactlywhatI

fear,Mr。Vyse。Itwillattractthewrongtypeofpeople。Thetrainservicehasimproved——afatalimprovement,tomymind。Andwhatarefivemilesfromastationinthesedaysofbicycles?"

"Ratherastrenuousclerkitwouldbe,"saidLucy。

Cecil,whohadhisfullshareofmediaevalmischievousness,repliedthatthephysiqueofthelowermiddleclasseswasimprovingatamostappallingrate。Shesawthathewaslaughingattheirharmlessneighbour,androusedherselftostophim。

"SirHarry!"sheexclaimed,"Ihaveanidea。Howwouldyoulikespinsters?"

"MydearLucy,itwouldbesplendid。Doyouknowanysuch?"

"Yes;Imetthemabroad。”

"Gentlewomen?"heaskedtentatively。

"Yes,indeed,andatthepresentmomenthomeless。Iheardfromthemlastweek——MissTeresaandMissCatharineAlan。I"mreallynotjoking。Theyarequitetherightpeople。Mr。Beebeknowsthem,too。MayItellthemtowritetoyou?"

"Indeedyoumay!"hecried。"Herewearewiththedifficultysolvedalready。Howdelightfulitis!Extrafacilities——pleasetellthemtheyshallhaveextrafacilities,forIshallhavenoagents"fees。Oh,theagents!Theappallingpeopletheyhavesentme!Onewoman,whenIwrote——atactfulletter,youknow——askinghertoexplainhersocialpositiontome,repliedthatshewouldpaytherentinadvance。Asifonecaresaboutthat!AndseveralreferencesItookupweremostunsatisfactory——peopleswindlers,ornotrespectable。Andoh,thedeceit!Ihaveseenagooddealoftheseamysidethislastweek。Thedeceitofthemostpromisingpeople。MydearLucy,thedeceit!"

Shenodded。

"Myadvice,"putinMrs。Honeychurch,"istohavenothingtodowithLucyandherdecayedgentlewomenatall。Iknowthetype。

Preservemefrompeoplewhohaveseenbetterdays,andbringheirloomswiththemthatmakethehousesmellstuffy。It"sasadthing,butI"dfarratherlettosomeonewhoisgoingupintheworldthantosomeonewhohascomedown。”

"IthinkIfollowyou,"saidSirHarry;"butitis,asyousay,averysadthing。”

"TheMissesAlanaren"tthat!"criedLucy。

"Yes,theyare,"saidCecil。"Ihaven"tmetthembutIshouldsaytheywereahighlyunsuitableadditiontotheneighbourhood。”

"Don"tlistentohim,SirHarry——he"stiresome。”

"It"sIwhoamtiresome,"hereplied。"Ioughtn"ttocomewithmytroublestoyoungpeople。ButreallyIamsoworried,andLadyOtwaywillonlysaythatIcannotbetoocareful,whichisquitetrue,butnorealhelp。”

"ThenmayIwritetomyMissesAlan?"

"Please!"

ButhiseyewaveredwhenMrs。Honeychurchexclaimed:

"Beware!Theyarecertaintohavecanaries。SirHarry,bewareofcanaries:theyspittheseedoutthroughthebarsofthecagesandthenthemicecome。Bewareofwomenaltogether。Onlylettoaman。”

"Really——"hemurmuredgallantly,thoughhesawthewisdomofherremark。

"Mendon"tgossipovertea-cups。Iftheygetdrunk,there"sanendofthem——theyliedowncomfortablyandsleepitoff。Ifthey"revulgar,theysomehowkeepittothemselves。Itdoesn"tspreadso。Givemeaman——ofcourse,providedhe"sclean。”

SirHarryblushed。NeitherhenorCecilenjoyedtheseopencomplimentstotheirsex。Eventheexclusionofthedirtydidnotleavethemmuchdistinction。HesuggestedthatMrs。Honeychurch,ifshehadtime,shoulddescendfromthecarriageandinspect"Cissie"forherself。Shewasdelighted。Naturehadintendedhertobepoorandtoliveinsuchahouse。Domesticarrangementsalwaysattractedher,especiallywhentheywereonasmallscale。

CecilpulledLucybackasshefollowedhermother。

"Mrs。Honeychurch,"hesaid,"whatifwetwowalkhomeandleaveyou?"

"Certainly!"washercordialreply。

SirHarrylikewiseseemedalmosttoogladtogetridofthem。Hebeamedatthemknowingly,said,"Aha!youngpeople,youngpeople!"

andthenhastenedtounlockthehouse。

"Hopelessvulgarian!"exclaimedCecil,almostbeforetheywereoutofearshot,"Oh,Cecil!"

"Ican"thelpit。Itwouldbewrongnottoloathethatman。”

"Heisn"tclever,butreallyheisnice。”

"No,Lucy,hestandsforallthatisbadincountrylife。InLondonhewouldkeephisplace。Hewouldbelongtoabrainlessclub,andhiswifewouldgivebrainlessdinnerparties。Butdownhereheactsthelittlegodwithhisgentility,andhispatronage,andhisshamaesthetics,andeveryone——evenyourmother——istakenin。”

"Allthatyousayisquitetrue,"saidLucy,thoughshefeltdiscouraged。"Iwonderwhether——whetheritmatterssoverymuch。”

"Itmatterssupremely。SirHarryistheessenceofthatgarden-party。Oh,goodness,howcrossIfeel!HowIdohopehe"llgetsomevulgartenantinthatvilla——somewomansoreallyvulgarthathe"llnoticeit。GENTLEFOLKS!Ugh!withhisbaldheadandretreatingchin!Butlet"sforgethim。”

ThisLucywasgladenoughtodo。IfCecildislikedSirHarryOtwayandMr。Beebe,whatguaranteewastherethatthepeoplewhoreallymatteredtoherwouldescape?Forinstance,Freddy。

Freddywasneitherclever,norsubtle,norbeautiful,andwhatpreventedCecilfromsaying,anyminute,"ItwouldbewrongnottoloatheFreddy"?Andwhatwouldshereply?FurtherthanFreddyshedidnotgo,buthegaveheranxietyenough。ShecouldonlyassureherselfthatCecilhadknownFreddysometime,andthattheyhadalwaysgotonpleasantly,except,perhaps,duringthelastfewdays,whichwasanaccident,perhaps。

"Whichwayshallwego?"sheaskedhim。

Nature——simplestoftopics,shethought——wasaroundthem。SummerStreetlaydeepinthewoods,andshehadstoppedwhereafootpathdivergedfromthehighroad。

"Aretheretwoways?"

"Perhapstheroadismoresensible,aswe"regotupsmart。”

"I"drathergothroughthewood,"saidCecil,Withthatsubduedirritationthatshehadnoticedinhimalltheafternoon。"Whyisit,Lucy,thatyoualwayssaytheroad?Doyouknowthatyouhaveneveroncebeenwithmeinthefieldsorthewoodsincewewereengaged?"

"Haven"tI?Thewood,then,"saidLucy,startledathisqueerness,butprettysurethathewouldexplainlater;itwasnothishabittoleaveherindoubtastohismeaning。

Sheledthewayintothewhisperingpines,andsureenoughhedidexplainbeforetheyhadgoneadozenyards。

"Ihadgotanidea——Idaresaywrongly——thatyoufeelmoreathomewithmeinaroom。”

"Aroom?"sheechoed,hopelesslybewildered。

"Yes。Or,atthemost,inagarden,oronaroad。Neverintherealcountrylikethis。”

"Oh,Cecil,whateverdoyoumean?Ihaveneverfeltanythingofthesort。YoutalkasifIwasakindofpoetesssortofperson。”

"Idon"tknowthatyouaren"t。Iconnectyouwithaview——acertaintypeofview。Whyshouldn"tyouconnectmewitharoom?"

Shereflectedamoment,andthensaid,laughing:

"Doyouknowthatyou"reright?Ido。Imustbeapoetessafterall。WhenIthinkofyouit"salwaysasinaroom。Howfunny!"

Tohersurprise,heseemedannoyed。

"Adrawing-room,pray?Withnoview?"

"Yes,withnoview,Ifancy。Whynot?"

"I"drather,"hesaidreproachfully,"thatconnectedmewiththeopenair。”

Shesaidagain,"Oh,Cecil,whateverdoyoumean?"

Asnoexplanationwasforthcoming,sheshookoffthesubjectastoodifficultforagirl,andledhimfurtherintothewood,pausingeverynowandthenatsomeparticularlybeautifulorfamiliarcombinationofthetrees。ShehadknownthewoodbetweenSummerStreetandWindyCornereversinceshecouldwalkalone;

shehadplayedatlosingFreddyinit,whenFreddywasapurple-facedbaby;andthoughshehadbeentoItaly,ithadlostnoneofitscharm。

Presentlytheycametoalittleclearingamongthepines——anothertinygreenalp,solitarythistime,andholdinginitsbosomashallowpool。

Sheexclamed,"TheSacredLake!"

"Whydoyoucallitthat?"

"Ican"trememberwhy。Isupposeitcomesoutofsomebook。It"sonlyapuddlenow,butyouseethatstreamgoingthroughit?

Well,agooddealofwatercomesdownafterheavyrains,andcan"tgetawayatonce,andthepoolbecomesquitelargeandbeautiful。ThenFreddyusedtobathethere。Heisveryfondofit。”

"Andyou?"

Hemeant,"Areyoufondofit?"Butsheanswereddreamily,"I

bathedhere,too,tillIwasfoundout。Thentherewasarow。”

Atanothertimehemighthavebeenshocked,forhehaddepthsofprudishnesswithinhim。Butnow?withhismomentarycultofthefreshair,hewasdelightedatheradmirablesimplicity。Helookedatherasshestoodbythepool"sedge。Shewasgotupsmart,asshephrasedit,andsheremindedhimofsomebrilliantflowerthathasnoleavesofitsown,butbloomsabruptlyoutofaworldofgreen。

"Whofoundyouout?"

"Charlotte,"shemurmured。"Shewasstoppingwithus。Charlotte——

Charlotte。”

"Poorgirl!"

Shesmiledgravely。Acertainscheme,fromwhichhithertohehadshrank,nowappearedpractical。

"Lucy!"

"Yes,Isupposeweoughttobegoing,"washerreply。

"Lucy,IwanttoasksomethingofyouthatIhaveneveraskedbefore。”

Attheseriousnoteinhisvoiceshesteppedfranklyandkindlytowardshim。

"What,Cecil?"

"Hithertonever——noteventhatdayonthelawnwhenyouagreedtomarryme——"

Hebecameself-consciousandkeptglancingroundtoseeiftheywereobserved。Hiscouragehadgone。

"Yes?"

"UptonowIhaveneverkissedyou。”

Shewasasscarletasifhehadputthethingmostindelicately。

"No——moreyouhave,"shestammered。

"ThenIaskyou——mayInow?"

"Ofcourse,youmay,Cecil。Youmightbefore。Ican"trunatyou,youknow。”

Atthatsuprememomenthewasconsciousofnothingbutabsurdities。Herreplywasinadequate。Shegavesuchabusiness-likelifttoherveil。Asheapproachedherhefoundtimetowishthathecouldrecoil。Ashetouchedher,hisgoldpince-nezbecamedislodgedandwasflattenedbetweenthem。

Suchwastheembrace。Heconsidered,withtruth,thatithadbeenafailure。Passionshouldbelieveitselfirresistible。Itshouldforgetcivilityandconsiderationandalltheothercursesofarefinednature。Aboveall,itshouldneveraskforleavewherethereisarightofway。Whycouldhenotdoasanylabourerornavvy——nay,asanyyoungmanbehindthecounterwouldhavedone?Herecastthescene。Lucywasstandingflowerlikebythewater,herushedupandtookherinhisarms;sherebukedhim,permittedhimandreveredhimeverafterforhismanliness。Forhebelievedthatwomenreveremenfortheirmanliness。

Theyleftthepoolinsilence,afterthisonesalutation。Hewaitedforhertomakesomeremarkwhichshouldshowhimherinmostthoughts。Atlastshespoke,andwithfittinggravity。

"Emersonwasthename,notHarris。”

"Whatname?"

"Theoldman"s。”

"Whatoldman?"

"ThatoldmanItoldyouabout。TheoneMr。Eagerwassounkindto。”

Hecouldnotknowthatthiswasthemostintimateconversationtheyhadeverhad。

ChapterX:CecilasaHumouristThesocietyoutofwhichCecilproposedtorescueLucywasperhapsnoverysplendidaffair,yetitwasmoresplendidthanherantecedentsentitledherto。Herfather,aprosperouslocalsolicitor,hadbuiltWindyCorner,asaspeculationatthetimethedistrictwasopeningup,and,fallinginlovewithhisowncreation,hadendedbylivingtherehimself。Soonafterhismarriagethesocialatmospherebegantoalter。Otherhouseswerebuiltonthebrowofthatsteepsouthernslopeandothers,again,amongthepine-treesbehind,andnorthwardonthechalkbarrierofthedowns。MostofthesehouseswerelargerthanWindyCorner,andwerefilledbypeoplewhocame,notfromthedistrict,butfromLondon,andwhomistooktheHoneychurchesfortheremnantsofanindigenousaristocracy。Hewasinclinedtobefrightened,buthiswifeacceptedthesituationwithouteitherprideorhumility。"Icannotthinkwhatpeoplearedoing,"shewouldsay,"butitisextremelyfortunateforthechildren。”Shecalledeverywhere;hercallswerereturnedwithenthusiasm,andbythetimepeoplefoundoutthatshewasnotexactlyoftheirmilieu,theylikedher,anditdidnotseemtomatter。WhenMr。

Honeychurchdied,hehadthesatisfaction——whichfewhonestsolicitorsdespise——ofleavinghisfamilyrootedinthebestsocietyobtainable。

Thebestobtainable。Certainlymanyoftheimmigrantswereratherdull,andLucyrealizedthismorevividlysinceherreturnfromItaly。Hithertoshehadacceptedtheiridealswithoutquestioning——theirkindlyaffluence,theirinexplosivereligion,theirdislikeofpaper-bags,orange-peel,andbrokenbottles。ARadicaloutandout,shelearnttospeakwithhorrorofSuburbia。Life,sofarasshetroubledtoconceiveit,wasacircleofrich,pleasantpeople,withidenticalinterestsandidenticalfoes。

Inthiscircle,onethought,married,anddied。Outsideitwerepovertyandvulgarityforevertryingtoenter,justastheLondonfogtriestoenterthepine-woodspouringthroughthegapsinthenorthernhills。But,inItaly,whereanyonewhochoosesmaywarmhimselfinequality,asinthesun,thisconceptionoflifevanished。Hersensesexpanded;shefeltthattherewasnoonewhomshemightnotgettolike,thatsocialbarrierswereirremovable,doubtless,butnotparticularlyhigh。Youjumpoverthemjustasyoujumpintoapeasant"solive-yardintheApennines,andheisgladtoseeyou。Shereturnedwithneweyes。

SodidCecil;butItalyhadquickenedCecil,nottotolerance,buttoirritation。Hesawthatthelocalsocietywasnarrow,but,insteadofsaying,"Doesthatverymuchmatter?"herebelled,andtriedtosubstituteforitthesocietyhecalledbroad。HedidnotrealizethatLucyhadconsecratedherenvironmentbythethousandlittlecivilitiesthatcreateatendernessintime,andthatthoughhereyessawitsdefects,herheartrefusedtodespiseitentirely。Nordidherealizeamoreimportantpoint——

thatifshewastoogreatforthissociety,shewastoogreatforallsociety,andhadreachedthestagewherepersonalintercoursewouldalonesatisfyher。Arebelshewas,butnotofthekindheunderstood——arebelwhodesired,notawiderdwelling-room,butequalitybesidethemansheloved。ForItalywasofferingherthemostpricelessofallpossessions——herownsoul。

Playingbumble-puppywithMinnieBeebe,niecetotherector,andagedthirteen——anancientandmosthonourablegame,whichconsistsinstrikingtennis-ballshighintotheair,sothattheyfalloverthenetandimmoderatelybounce;somehitMrs。

Honeychurch;othersarelost。Thesentenceisconfused,butthebetterillustratesLucy"sstateofmind,forshewastryingtotalktoMr。Beebeatthesametime。

"Oh,ithasbeensuchanuisance——firsthe,thenthey——nooneknowingwhattheywanted,andeveryonesotiresome。”

"Buttheyreallyarecomingnow,"saidMr。Beebe。"IwrotetoMissTeresaafewdaysago——shewaswonderinghowoftenthebutchercalled,andmyreplyofonceamonthmusthaveimpressedherfavourably。Theyarecoming。Iheardfromthemthismorning。

"IshallhatethoseMissAlans!"Mrs。Honeychurchcried。"Justbecausethey"reoldandsillyone"sexpectedtosay"Howsweet!"

Ihatetheir"if"-ingand"but"-ingand"and"-ing。AndpoorLucy——serveherright——worntoashadow。”

Mr。Beebewatchedtheshadowspringingandshoutingoverthetennis-court。Cecilwasabsent——onedidnotplaybumble-puppywhenhewasthere。

"Well,iftheyarecoming——No,Minnie,notSaturn。”Saturnwasatennis-ballwhoseskinwaspartiallyunsewn。Wheninmotionhisorbwasencircledbyaring。"Iftheyarecoming,SirHarrywillletthemmoveinbeforethetwenty-ninth,andhewillcrossouttheclauseaboutwhitewashingtheceilings,becauseitmadethemnervous,andputinthefairwearandtearone——Thatdoesn"tcount。ItoldyounotSaturn。”

"Saturn"sallrightforbumble-puppy,"criedFreddy,joiningthem。"Minnie,don"tyoulistentoher。”

"Saturndoesn"tbounce。”

"Saturnbouncesenough。”

"No,hedoesn"t。”

"Well;hebouncesbetterthantheBeautifulWhiteDevil。”

"Hush,dear,"saidMrs。Honeychurch。

"ButlookatLucy——complainingofSaturn,andallthetime"sgottheBeautifulWhiteDevilinherhand,readytoplugitin。

That"sright,Minnie,goforher——getherovertheshinswiththeracquet——getherovertheshins!"

Lucyfell,theBeautifulWhiteDevilrolledfromherhand。

Mr。Beebepickeditup,andsaid:"ThenameofthisballisVittoriaCorombona,please。”Buthiscorrectionpassedunheeded。

Freddypossessedtoahighdegreethepoweroflashinglittlegirlstofury,andinhalfaminutehehadtransformedMinniefromawell-manneredchildintoahowlingwilderness。UpinthehouseCecilheardthem,and,thoughhewasfullofentertainingnews,hedidnotcomedowntoimpartit,incasehegothurt。Hewasnotacowardandborenecessarypainaswellasanyman。Buthehatedthephysicalviolenceoftheyoung。Howrightitwas!

Sureenoughitendedinacry。

"IwishtheMissAlanscouldseethis,"observedMr。Beebe,justasLucy,whowasnursingtheinjuredMinnie,wasinturnliftedoffherfeetbyherbrother。

"WhoaretheMissAlans?"Freddypanted。

"TheyhavetakenCissieVilla。”

"Thatwasn"tthename——"

Herehisfootslipped,andtheyallfellmostagreeablyontothegrass。Anintervalelapses。

"Wasn"twhatname?"askedLucy,withherbrother"sheadinherlap。

"Alanwasn"tthenameofthepeopleSirHarry"sletto。”

"Nonsense,Freddy!Youknownothingaboutit。”

"Nonsenseyourself!I"vethisminuteseenhim。Hesaidtome:

"Ahem!Honeychurch,""——Freddywasanindifferentmimic——""ahem!

ahem!Ihaveatlastprocuredreallydee-sire-rebeltenants。"I

said,"ooray,oldboy!"andslappedhimontheback。”

"Exactly。TheMissAlans?"

"Rathernot。MorelikeAnderson。”

"Oh,goodgracious,thereisn"tgoingtobeanothermuddle!"Mrs。

Honeychurchexclaimed。"Doyounotice,Lucy,I"malwaysright?I

saiddon"tinterferewithCissieVilla。I"malwaysright。I"mquiteuneasyatbeingalwaysrightsooften。”

"It"sonlyanothermuddleofFreddy"s。Freddydoesn"tevenknowthenameofthepeoplehepretendshavetakenitinstead。”

"Yes,Ido。I"vegotit。Emerson。”

"Whatname?"

"Emerson。I"llbetyouanythingyoulike。”

"WhataweathercockSirHarryis,"saidLucyquietly。"IwishI

hadneverbotheredoveritatall。”

Thenshelayonherbackandgazedatthecloudlesssky。Mr。

Beebe,whoseopinionofherrosedaily,whisperedtohisniecethatTHATwastheproperwaytobehaveifanylittlethingwentwrong。

MeanwhilethenameofthenewtenantshaddivertedMrs。

Honeychurchfromthecontemplationofherownabilities。

"Emerson,Freddy?DoyouknowwhatEmersonstheyare?"

"Idon"tknowwhetherthey"reanyEmersons,"retortedFreddy,whowasdemocratic。Likehissisterandlikemostyoungpeople,hewasnaturallyattractedbytheideaofequality,andtheundeniablefactthattherearedifferentkindsofEmersonsannoyedhimbeyondmeasure。

"Itrusttheyaretherightsortofperson。Allright,Lucy"——shewassittingupagain——"Iseeyoulookingdownyournoseandthinkingyourmother"sasnob。Butthereisarightsortandawrongsort,andit"saffectationtopretendthereisn"t。”

"Emerson"sacommonenoughname,"Lucyremarked。

Shewasgazingsideways。Seatedonapromontoryherself,shecouldseethepine-cladpromontoriesdescendingonebeyondanotherintotheWeald。Thefurtheronedescendedthegarden,themoregloriouswasthislateralview。

"Iwasmerelygoingtoremark,Freddy,thatItrustedtheywerenorelationsofEmersonthephilosopher,amosttryingman。Pray,doesthatsatisfyyou?"

"Oh,yes,"hegrumbled。"Andyouwillbesatisfied,too,forthey"refriendsofCecil;so——elaborateirony——"youandtheothercountryfamilieswillbeabletocallinperfectsafety。”

"CECIL?"exclaimedLucy。

"Don"tberude,dear,"saidhismotherplacidly。"Lucy,don"tscreech。It"sanewbadhabityou"regettinginto。”

"ButhasCecil——"

"FriendsofCecil"s,"herepeated,""andsoreallydee-sire-

rebel。Ahem!Honeychurch,Ihavejusttelegraphedtothem。""

Shegotupfromthegrass。

ItwashardonLucy。Mr。Beebesympathizedwithherverymuch。

WhileshebelievedthathersnubabouttheMissAlanscamefromSirHarryOtway,shehadborneitlikeagoodgirl。Shemightwell"screech"whensheheardthatitcamepartlyfromherlover。

Mr。Vysewasatease——somethingworsethanatease:hetookamaliciouspleasureinthwartingpeople。Theclergyman,knowingthis,lookedatMissHoneychurchwithmorethanhisusualkindness。

Whensheexclaimed,"ButCecil"sEmersons——theycan"tpossiblybethesameones——thereisthat——"hedidnotconsiderthattheexclamationwasstrange,butsawinitanopportunityofdivertingtheconversationwhilesherecoveredhercomposure。Hediverteditasfollows:

"TheEmersonswhowereatFlorence,doyoumean?No,Idon"tsupposeitwillprovetobethem。ItisprobablyalongcryfromthemtofriendsofMr。Vyse"s。Oh,Mrs。Honeychurch,theoddestpeople!Thequeerestpeople!Forourpartwelikedthem,didn"twe?"HeappealedtoLucy。"Therewasagreatsceneoversomeviolets。TheypickedvioletsandfilledallthevasesintheroomoftheseveryMissAlanswhohavefailedtocometoCissieVilla。

Poorlittleladies!Soshockedandsopleased。ItusedtobeoneofMissCatharine"sgreatstories。"Mydearsisterlovesflowers,"itbegan。Theyfoundthewholeroomamassofblue——vasesandjugs——andthestoryendswith"Soungentlemanlyandyetsobeautiful。"Itisallverydifficult。Yes,IalwaysconnectthoseFlorentineEmersonswithviolets。”

"Fiasco"sdoneyouthistime,"remarkedFreddy,notseeingthathissister"sfacewasveryred。Shecouldnotrecoverherself。

Mr。Beebesawit,andcontinuedtodiverttheconversation。

"TheseparticularEmersonsconsistedofafatherandason——thesonagoodly,ifnotagoodyoungman;notafool,Ifancy,butveryimmature——pessimism,etcetera。Ourspecialjoywasthefather——suchasentimentaldarling,andpeopledeclaredhehadmurderedhiswife。”

InhisnormalstateMr。Beebewouldneverhaverepeatedsuchgossip,buthewastryingtoshelterLucyinherlittletrouble。

Herepeatedanyrubbishthatcameintohishead。

"Murderedhiswife?"saidMrs。Honeychurch。"Lucy,don"tdesertus——goonplayingbumble-puppy。Really,thePensionBertolinimusthavebeentheoddestplace。That"sthesecondmurdererI"veheardofasbeingthere。WhateverwasCharlottedoingtostop?

By-the-by,wereallymustaskCharlotteheresometime。”

Mr。Beebecouldrecallnosecondmurderer。Hesuggestedthathishostesswasmistaken。Atthehintofoppositionshewarmed。Shewasperfectlysurethattherehadbeenasecondtouristofwhomthesamestoryhadbeentold。Thenameescapedher。Whatwasthename?Oh,whatwasthename?Sheclaspedherkneesforthename。

SomethinginThackeray。Shestruckhermatronlyforehead。

LucyaskedherbrotherwhetherCecilwasin。

"Oh,don"tgo!"hecried,andtriedtocatchherbytheankles。

"Imustgo,"shesaidgravely。"Don"tbesilly。Youalwaysoverdoitwhenyouplay。”

Assheleftthemhermother"sshoutof"Harris!"shiveredthetranquilair,andremindedherthatshehadtoldalieandhadneverputitright。Suchasenselesslie,too,yetitshatteredhernervesandmadeherconnecttheseEmersons,friendsofCecil"s,withapairofnondescripttourists。Hithertotruthhadcometohernaturally。Shesawthatforthefutureshemustbemorevigilant,andbe——absolutelytruthful?Well,atallevents,shemustnottelllies。Shehurriedupthegarden,stillflushedwithshame。AwordfromCecilwouldsootheher,shewassure。

"Cecil!"

"Hullo!"hecalled,andleantoutofthesmoking-roomwindow。Heseemedinhighspirits。"Iwashopingyou"dcome。Iheardyouallbear-gardening,butthere"sbetterfunuphere。I,evenI,havewonagreatvictoryfortheComicMuse。GeorgeMeredith"sright——

thecauseofComedyandthecauseofTrutharereallythesame;

andI,evenI,havefoundtenantsforthedistressfulCissieVilla。Don"tbeangry!Don"tbeangry!You"llforgivemewhenyouhearitall。”

Helookedveryattractivewhenhisfacewasbright,andhedispelledherridiculousforebodingsatonce。

"Ihaveheard,"shesaid。"Freddyhastoldus。NaughtyCecil!I

supposeImustforgiveyou。JustthinkofallthetroubleItookfornothing!CertainlytheMissAlansarealittletiresome,andI"dratherhavenicefriendsofyours。Butyououghtn"ttoteaseoneso。”

"Friendsofmine?"helaughed。"But,Lucy,thewholejokeistocome!Comehere。”Butsheremainedstandingwhereshewas。"DoyouknowwhereImetthesedesirabletenants?IntheNationalGallery,whenIwasuptoseemymotherlastweek。”

"Whatanoddplacetomeetpeople!"shesaidnervously。"Idon"tquiteunderstand。”

"IntheUmbrianRoom。Absolutestrangers。TheywereadmiringLucaSignorelli——ofcourse,quitestupidly。However,wegottalking,andtheyrefreshedmenot——alittle。TheyhadbeentoItaly。”

"But,Cecil——"proceededhilariously。

"Inthecourseofconversationtheysaidthattheywantedacountrycottage——thefathertolivethere,thesontorundownforweek-ends。Ithought,"WhatachanceofscoringoffSirHarry!"andItooktheiraddressandaLondonreference,foundtheyweren"tactualblackguards——itwasgreatsport——andwrotetohim,makingout——"

"Cecil!No,it"snotfair。I"veprobablymetthembefore——"

Heboreherdown。

"Perfectlyfair。Anythingisfairthatpunishesasnob。Thatoldmanwilldotheneighbourhoodaworldofgood。SirHarryistoodisgustingwithhis"decayedgentlewomen。"Imeanttoreadhimalessonsometime。No,Lucy,theclassesoughttomix,andbeforelongyou"llagreewithme。Thereoughttobeintermarriage——allsortsofthings。Ibelieveindemocracy——"

"No,youdon"t,"shesnapped。"Youdon"tknowwhatthewordmeans。”

Hestaredather,andfeltagainthatshehadfailedtobeLeonardesque。"No,youdon"t!"

Herfacewasinartistic——thatofapeevishvirago。

"Itisn"tfair,Cecil。Iblameyou——Iblameyouverymuchindeed。

YouhadnobusinesstoundomyworkabouttheMissAlans,andmakemelookridiculous。YoucallitscoringoffSirHarry,butdoyourealizethatitisallatmyexpense?Iconsideritmostdisloyalofyou。”

Shelefthim。

"Temper!"hethought,raisinghiseyebrows。

No,itwasworsethantemper——snobbishness。AslongasLucythoughtthathisownsmartfriendsweresupplantingtheMissAlans,shehadnotminded。Heperceivedthatthesenewtenantsmightbeofvalueeducationally。Hewouldtoleratethefatheranddrawouttheson,whowassilent。IntheinterestsoftheComicMuseandofTruth,hewouldbringthemtoWindyCorner。

ChapterXI:InMrs。Vyse"sWell-AppointedFlatTheComicMuse,thoughabletolookafterherowninterests,didnotdisdaintheassistanceofMr。Vyse。HisideaofbringingtheEmersonstoWindyCornerstruckherasdecidedlygood,andshecarriedthroughthenegotiationswithoutahitch。SirHarryOtwaysignedtheagreement,metMr。Emerson,whowasdulydisillusioned。TheMissAlansweredulyoffended,andwroteadignifiedlettertoLucy,whomtheyheldresponsibleforthefailure。Mr。Beebeplannedpleasantmomentsforthenew-comers,andtoldMrs。HoneychurchthatFreddymustcallonthemassoonastheyarrived。Indeed,soamplewastheMuse"sequipmentthatshepermittedMr。Harris,neveraveryrobustcriminal,todroophishead,tobeforgotten,andtodie。

Lucy——todescendfrombrightheaventoearth,whereonthereareshadowsbecausetherearehills——Lucywasatfirstplungedintodespair,butsettledafteralittlethoughtthatitdidnotmattertheveryleast。Nowthatshewasengaged,theEmersonswouldscarcelyinsultherandwerewelcomeintotheneighbourhood。AndCecilwaswelcometobringwhomhewouldintotheneighbourhood。ThereforeCecilwaswelcometobringtheEmersonsintotheneighbourhood。But,asIsay,thistookalittlethinking,and——soillogicalaregirls——theeventremainedrathergreaterandrathermoredreadfulthanitshouldhavedone。

ShewasgladthatavisittoMrs。Vysenowfelldue;thetenantsmovedintoCissieVillawhileshewassafeintheLondonflat。

"Cecil——Cecildarling,"shewhisperedtheeveningshearrived,andcreptintohisarms。

Cecil,too,becamedemonstrative。HesawthattheneedfulfirehadbeenkindledinLucy。Atlastshelongedforattention,asawomanshould,andlookeduptohimbecausehewasaman。

"Soyoudoloveme,littlething?"hemurmured。

"Oh,Cecil,Ido,Ido!Idon"tknowwhatIshoulddowithoutyou。”

Severaldayspassed。ThenshehadaletterfromMissBartlett。

Acoolnesshadsprungupbetweenthetwocousins,andtheyhadnotcorrespondedsincetheypartedinAugust。ThecoolnessdatedfromwhatCharlottewouldcall"theflighttoRome,"andinRomeithadincreasedamazingly。Forthecompanionwhoismerelyuncongenialinthemediaevalworldbecomesexasperatingintheclassical。Charlotte,unselfishintheForum,wouldhavetriedasweetertemperthanLucy"s,andonce,intheBathsofCaracalla,theyhaddoubtedwhethertheycouldcontinuetheirtour。LucyhadsaidshewouldjointheVyses——Mrs。Vysewasanacquaintanceofhermother,sotherewasnoimproprietyintheplanandMissBartletthadrepliedthatshewasquiteusedtobeingabandonedsuddenly。Finallynothinghappened;butthecoolnessremained,and,forLucy,wasevenincreasedwhensheopenedtheletterandreadasfollows。IthadbeenforwardedfromWindyCorner。

"TunbridgeWells,September。

"DearestLucia,"Ihavenewsofyouatlast!MissLavishhasbeenbicyclinginyourparts,butwasnotsurewhetheracallwouldbewelcome。

PuncturinghertirenearSummerStreet,anditbeingmendedwhileshesatverywoebegoneinthatprettychurchyard,shesawtoherastonishment,adooropenoppositeandtheyoungerEmersonmancomeout。Hesaidhisfatherhadjusttakenthehouse。HeSAIDhedidnotknowthatyoulivedintheneighbourhood(?)。HeneversuggestedgivingEleanoracupoftea。DearLucy,Iammuchworried,andIadviseyoutomakeacleanbreastofhispastbehaviourtoyourmother,Freddy,andMr。Vyse,whowillforbidhimtoenterthehouse,etc。Thatwasagreatmisfortune,andI

daresayyouhavetoldthemalready。Mr。Vyseissosensitive。I

rememberhowIusedtogetonhisnervesatRome。Iamverysorryaboutitall,andshouldnotfeeleasyunlessIwarnedyou。

"Believeme,"Youranxiousandlovingcousin,Charlotte。”

Lucywasmuchannoyed,andrepliedasfollows:

"BeauchampMansions,S。W。

"DearCharlotte,"Manythanksforyourwarning。WhenMr。Emersonforgothimselfonthemountain,youmademepromisenottotellmother,becauseyousaidshewouldblameyoufornotbeingalwayswithme。Ihavekeptthatpromise,andcannotpossiblytellhernow。IhavesaidbothtoherandCecilthatImettheEmersonsatFlorence,andthattheyarerespectablepeople——whichIdothink——andthereasonthatheofferedMissLavishnoteawasprobablythathehadnonehimself。SheshouldhavetriedattheRectory。Icannotbeginmakingafussatthisstage。Youmustseethatitwouldbetooabsurd。IftheEmersonsheardIhadcomplainedofthem,theywouldthinkthemselvesofimportance,whichisexactlywhattheyarenot。Iliketheoldfather,andlookforwardtoseeinghimagain。Asfortheson,Iamsorryforhimwhenwemeet,ratherthanformyself。TheyareknowntoCecil,whoisverywellandspokeofyoutheotherday。WeexpecttobemarriedinJanuary。

"MissLavishcannothavetoldyoumuchaboutme,forIamnotatWindyCorneratall,buthere。Pleasedonotput"Private"

outsideyourenvelopeagain。Nooneopensmyletters。

"Yoursaffectionately,"L。M。Honeychurch。”

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