投诉 阅读记录

第4章

"Iwasthinkingthat,asyoucan"tdomuchwiththosehandsofyours,diggingandshoveling,andnotmuchwithyourfeeteither,overploughedground,youmightdosomeinsidework,thatwouldpayyoubetter,too。Youmighthelpinthediningroom,settingtableandwashingup,helpingmaandme——thoughIdon"tdomuchexceptoverseeing。Icouldshowyouwhattodoatfirst,andyou"dlearnquickenough。Ifyousay"yes,"I"llspeaktopato-night。He"lldowhateverIsay。”

Therageandshamethatfilledhisbreastchokedeventhebitterlaughthatfirstrosetohislips。Ifhecouldhaveturnedonhisheelandleftherwithmarkedindignation,hewouldhavedoneso,buttheywerescarcelyhalfwayacrossthefield;hisstumblingretreatwouldhaveonlyappearedridiculous,andhewasbynomeanssurethatshewouldnothavelookeduponitasmerelyaconfessionofhisinabilitytokeepupwithher。Andyettherewassomethingpeculiarlyfascinatingandtantalizinginthesituation。Shedidnotseethesardonicglitterinhiseyeashesaidbrutally:——

"Ha!andthatwouldgivemetheexquisitepleasureofbeingnearyou。”

Sheseemedalittleconfused,evenunderherenwrappings,andinsteppingdownherfootslipped。Reddyinstantlyscrambleduptoherandcaughtherasshewaspitchingforwardintothefurrow。

Yetinthestruggletokeephisownfootholdhewasawarethatshewasassistinghim,andalthoughhehadpassedhisarmaroundherwaist,asifforherbettersecurity,itwasonlythroughHERfirmgraspofhiswriststhatheregainedhisownfooting。The"cloud"

hadfallenbackfromherheadandshoulders,herheavyhairhadbrushedhischeekandleftitsfaintodorinhisnostrils;theroundedoutlineofherfigurehadbeenslightlydrawnagainsthisown。Hismeanresentmentwavered;herproposition,whichatfirstseemedonlyinsulting,nowtookavagueformofsatisfaction;hisironicalsuggestionseemedanaturalexpression。"Well,Isay"yes"then,"hesaid,withanaffectedlaugh。"Thatis,ifyouthinkIcanmanagetodothework;itisnotexactlyinmyline,youknow。”Yethesomehowfeltthathislaughwasfeebleandunconvincing。

"Oh,it"seasyenough,"saidthegirlquietly。"You"veonlygottobeclean——andthat"sinyourline,Ishouldsay。”

"AndifIthoughtitwouldpleaseyou,"headded,withanotherattemptatgallantry。

Shedidnotreply,butmovedsteadilyon,hefanciedalittlemorerapidly。Theywerenearingthehouse;hefelthewaslosingtimeandopportunity。Theunevennatureofthegroundkepthimfromwalkingimmediatelybesideher,unlessheheldherhandorarm。

Yetanoddtimiditywasovertakinghim。Surelythiswasthesamegirlwhoseconsciousnessandsusceptibilityweresoapparentamomentago;yetherspeechhadbeeninconsistent,unsympathetic,andcoldlypractical。"It"sverykindofyou,"hebeganagain,scramblinguponesideofthefurrowasshedescendedontheother,"to——to——takesuchaninterestin——inastranger,andIwishyouknewhow"(shehadmountedtheridgeagain,andstoodbalancingherselfasifwaitingforhimtofinishhissentence)"how——howdeeply——I——I"——Shedroppedquicklydownagainwiththesamemovementofuneasyconsciousness,andheleftthesentenceunfinished。Thehousewasnowonlyafewyardsaway;hehurriedforward,butshereachedthewoodenplatformandstoopuponitfirst。He,however,atthesamemomentcaughtherhand。

"Iwanttothankyou,"hesaid,"andsaygood-night。”

"Good-night。”Hervoicewasindistinctagain,andshewastrembling。Emboldenedandreckless,hesprangupontheplatform,andencirclingherwithonearm,withhisotherhandheunloosedthewoolencloudaroundherheadandbaredherfaintlyflushedcheekandhalf-open,hurriedlybreathinglips。Butthenextmomentshethrewherheadbackwithasinglepowerfulmovement,and,asitseemedtohim,withscarcelyaneffortcasthimoffwithbothhands,andsenthimtopplingfromtheplatformtotheground。

Hescrambledquicklytohisfeetagain,flushed,angry,and——

frightened!Perhapsshewouldcallherfather;hewouldbeinsulted,orworse,——laughedat!Hehadlosteventhispitifulchanceofbetteringhiscondition。Buthewasasrelievedashewassurprisedtoseethatshewasstandingquietlyontheedgeoftheplatform,apparentlywaitingforhimtorise。Herfacewasstilluncovered,stillslightlyflushed,butbearingnotraceofeitherinsultoranger。Whenhestooderectagain,shelookedathimgravelyanddrewthewoolencloudoverherhead,asshesaidcalmly,"ThenI"lltellpayou"lltaketheplace,andIreckonyou"llbeginto-morrowmorning。”

II。

Angered,discomfited,andphysicallyandmorallybeaten,JamesReddystumbledandclamberedbackacrossthefield。Thebeamoflightthathadstreamedoutoverthedarkfieldasthedooropenedandshutonthegirllefthimdoublyconfusedandbewildered。Inhisdullangerandmortification,thereseemedonlyonecourseforhimtopursue。Hewoulddemandhiswagesinthemorning,andcutthewholeconcern。HewouldgobacktoSanFranciscoandworkthere,whereheatleasthadfriendswhorespectedhisstation。

Yet,heoughttohaverefusedthegirl"sofferbeforeshehadrepulsedhim;hisretreatnowmeantnothing,andmighteventempther,inhervulgarpique,torevealherrebuffofhim。Heraisedhiseyesmechanically,andlookedgloomilyacrossthedarkwasteanddistantbaytotheoppositeshore。Butthefoghadalreadyhiddentheglowofthecity"slights,and,thickeningaroundthehorizon,seemedtobeslowlyhemminghiminwiththedrearyrancho。

Inhispresentframeofmindtherewasacertainfatefulnessinthisthatprecludedhisoncefreeagency,andtothatextentrelievedandabsolvedHIMofanychoice。Hereachedthedormitoryanditsturned-downlightsinastateoftiredanddulluncertainty,forwhichsleepseemedtooffertheonlyrelief。Herolledhimselfinhisblanketswithananimalinstinctofcomfortandshuthiseyes,buttheirsenseappearedtoopenuponNellyWoodridgeasshestoodlookingdownuponhimfromtheplatform。Eventhroughthedullpainofhisbruisedsusceptibilitieshewasconsciousofastrangesatisfactionhehadnotfeltbefore。Hefellasleepatlast,towakenonlytothesunlightstreamingthroughthecurtainlesswindowsonhisface。Tohissurprisethelongshedwasemptyanddeserted,exceptforasingleChinamanwhowassweepingtheflooratthefartherend。AsReddystartedup,themanturnedandapproachedhimwithacharacteristic,vague,andpatientsmile。

"Alllity,John,yousleepeeheap!MistelWoodlidgehesayyounogowolkeefieldalleesameMellikanman。YoustoppeeinsidehouseealleesameME。Shabbee?Youcometoglubbee[grub]now"(pointingtothedistantdining-shed),"andthenyouwasheedish。”

ThefullextentofhisnewdegradationflasheduponReddywiththisaddedinsultofhisbrothermenial"simplicitequality。Heunderstooditall。Hehadbeendetachedfromthefield-workersandwastocometoalaterbreakfast,perhapsthebrokenvictualsofthefirstrepast,andwashthedishes。Herememberedhisnewbargain。Verywell!hewouldrefusepositively,takehisdismissal,andleavethatmorning!Hehurriedlydressedhimself,andfollowedtheChinamanintotheopenair。

Thefogstillhunguponthedistantbayandhidtheoppositepoint。

ButthesunshonewithdryCalifornianbrilliancyovertheleague-

longfieldaroundhim,revealingeverydetailoftheranchowithsharp,matteroffactdirectness,andwithouttheleastillusionofdistanceorromance。Therough,unplaned,unpaintedwallsofthedinner-shedstoodoutclearlybeforehim;thehalf-filledbucketsofwateronthenearplatform,andtheimmensetubspiledwithdirtydishes。Hescowleddarklyashewalkedforward,conscious,nevertheless,oftheinvigoratingdisciplineofthemorningairandthewholesomewhipintheskyabovehim。Heenteredsharplyandaggressively。Tohisrelief,theroomatfirstsightseemed,likethedormitoryhehadjustleft,tobeempty。Butavoice,clear,dry,direct,andpracticalasthemorningitself,spokeinhisear:

"Mornin",Reddy!Mydaughtersaysyou"rewillin"totakeanindoorjob,andIreckon,speakin"square,asmantoman,it"smoreinyourlinethanwhatyou"vebindoin"。Itmayn"tbehigh-tonedwork,butwork"sWORKanyhowyoucanfixit;andtheonlydifferenceIkinseeisintheworkthatamandoessquarely,andtheworkthatheshirks。”

"But,"saidReddyhurriedly,"there"samistake。Icamehereonlyto"——

"Workliketheothers,Iunderstand。Well,youseeyouCAN"T。Youdoyourbest,Iknow。Iain"tfindin"fault,butitain"tinyourline。THISis,andthepayisbetter。”

"But,"stammeredReddy,"MissWoodridgedidn"tunderstand"——

"Yes,shedid,"returnedWoodridgeimpatiently,"andshetoldme。

Shesaysshe"llshowyouroundatfirst。You"llcatchonallright。Sitdownandeatyourbreakfast,andshe"llbealongbeforeyou"rethrough。EzforME,Imustgetupandget。Solong!"andbeforeReddyhadanopportunitytocontinuehisprotest,heturnedaway。

Theyoungmanglancedvexatiouslyaroundhim。Abreakfastmuchbetterinserviceandqualitythantheonehehadbeenaccustomedtosmokedonthetable。Therewasnooneelseintheroom。HecouldhearthevoicesoftheChinesewaitersinthekitchenbeyond。

Hewashealthilyhungry,andafteramoment"shesitationsatdownandbeganhismeal。Hecouldexpostulatewithherafterward,andwithdrawhispromise。Hewasentitledtohisbreakfast,anyway!

Onceortwice,whilethusengaged,heheardthedoorofthekitchenopenandtheclippingtreadoftheChinesewaiters,whodepositedsomerattlingburdenontheadjacenttables,buthethoughtitprudentnottoseemtonoticethem。Whenhehadfinished,thepleasant,hesitating,boyishcontraltoofMissWoodridgefelluponhisear。

"Whenyou"reready,I"llshowyouhowtobeginyourwork。”

Heturnedquickly,withaflushofmortificationatbeingdiscoveredathisrepast,andhisangerreturned。Butashiseyesfelluponherdelicatelycoloredbuttranquilface,herwell-shapedfigure,coquettishlyandspotlesslycuffed,collared,andaproned,andherclearbluebuthalf-avertedeyes,heagainunderwentachange。Shecertainlywasverypretty——thatmostseductiveprettinesswhichseemedtobewarmedintolifebyherconsciousnessofhimself。Whyshouldhetakeherorhimselfsoseriously?Whynotplayoutthefarce,andletthosewhowouldcriticisehimandthinkhisacceptanceoftheworkdegradingunderstandthatitwasonlyanaffairofgallantry。HecouldaffordtoserveWoodridgeatleastafewweeksforthefavorofthisRachel!Forgetfulofhisrebuffofthenightbefore,hefixedhisbrowneyesonherswithanaudaciouslevity。

"Ohyes——thework!Letusseeit。I"mreadyinnameandnatureforanythingthatMissWoodridgewantsofme。I"mjustdyingtobegin。”

Hisvoicewasraisedslightly,withahighcomedyjauntiness,forthebenefitoftheChinesewaiterswhomightbelingeringtoseethe"Mellicanman"assumetheirfunctions。Butitfailedineffect。Withtheircharacteristiccalmacceptanceofanyeccentricityina"foreigndevil,"theyscarcelyliftedtheireyes。

Theyounggirlpointedtoadeepbasketfilledwithdisheswhichhadbeenplacedonthelargertable,andsaid,withoutlookingatReddy:——

"Youhadbetterbeginby"checking"thecrockery。Thatis,countingthepiecesseparatelyandthenarrangingtheminsetsastheycomebackfromwashing。There"sthebooktocomparethemwithandtosetdownwhatisbroken,missing,orchipped。You"llhaveacleantowelwithyoutowipethepiecesthathavenotbeencleanedenough;or,iftheyaretoodirty,you"llsendthembacktothekitchen。”

"Couldn"tIwashthemmyself?"saidReddy,continuinghisostentatiouslevity。

"Notyet,"saidthegirl,withgravehesitation;"you"dbreakthem。”

Shestoodwatchinghim,aswithaffectedhilarityhebegantotakethedishesfromthebasket。Butshenoticedthatinspiteofthisjocularsimulationhisgraspwasfirmanddelicate,andthattherewasnoclatter——whichwouldhaveaffectedhersensitiveear——asheputthemdown。Shelaidapencilandaccountbookbesidehimandturnedaway。

"Butyouarenotgoing?"hesaid,ingenuinesurprise。

"Yes,"shesaidquietly,"untilyougetthrough"checking。"ThenI"llcomebackandshowyouwhatyouhavetodonext。You"regettingonverywell。”

"Butthatwasbecauseyouwerewithme。”

Shecoloredslightlyand,withoutlookingathim,movedslowlytothedooranddisappeared。

Reddywentbacktohiswork,disappointedbutnotdiscomfited。Hewasgettingaccustomedtothegirl"seccentricities。Whetheritwasthefreshnessofthemorningairandsunlightstreaminginattheopenwindows,theunlooked-forsolitudeandsecurityoftheemptyroom,orthattherewasnothingreallyunpleasantinhisoccupation,hewentoncheerfully"checking"thedishes,narrowlyexaminingthemforchipsandcracks,andnotingtheminthebook。

Againdiscoveringthatafewwereimperfectlycleanedandwiped,herepairedthedefectwithcoldwaterandatowelwithouttheleastthoughtoftheoperationbeingdegrading。Hehadfinishedhistaskinhalfanhour;shehadnotreturned;whyshouldhenotgoonandsetthetable?Ashestraightenedandturnedthecoarsetable-

cloth,hemadethediscoverythatthelongtablewasreallycomposedofhalfadozensmallerones,andthatthehideousparallelogramwhichhadalwayssooffendedhimwasmerelytheoutcomeofcarelessnessandwantoftaste。Withoutamoment"shesitationhesetatworktobreakupthemonotonouslineandrearrangedthetableslaterally,withsmallopenspacesbetweenthem。Thetaskwasnolightone,evenforastrongerman,butheperseveredinitwithanew-foundenergyuntilhehadchangedthewholeaspectoftheroom。Itlookedlarger,wider,andlesscrowded;itshardpractical,workhouse-likeformalityhaddisappeared。Hehadpausedtosurveyit,pantingstillwithhisunusualexertion,whenavoicebrokeuponhissolitude。

"Well,Iwanterknow!"

ThevoicewasnotNelly"s,butthatofhermother,——alarge-boned,angularwomanoffifty,——whohadenteredtheroomunperceived。Theaccentsweresimplythoseofsurprise,butonJamesReddy"spresentsensitivemood,coupledwiththefeelingthatherewasanewwitnesstohisdegradation,hemighthaveresentedit;buthedetectedthehandsome,reservedfigureofthedaughterafewstepsbehindher。Theireyesmet;wonderfultorelate,theyounggirl"snolongerevadedhim,butlookedsquarelyintohiswithabrightexpressionofpleasurehehadnotseenbefore。Hecheckedhimselfwithasuddenthrillofgratification。

"Well,Ideclare,"continuedMrs。Woodridge;"isthatYOURidea——oryours,Helen?"

HereReddysimplypointedouttheadvantagesforservingaffordedbythenewarrangement;thatallthetableswereequallyandquicklyaccessiblefromtheserving-tableandsideboard,andthatitwasnolongernecessarytogothewholelengthoftheroomtoservetheuppertable。Hetactfullydidnotrefertotheimprovedappearanceoftheroom。

"Well,aslongasitain"tmerefinikin,"saidtheladygraciously,"andseemstobringthefolksandtheirvittlesnearertogether——

we"lltryitto-day。ItdoeslookkinderCITYFIED——andIreckonedthatwasallthegooditwas。ButIcalkilatedyouweregoin"tocheckthecrockerythismorning。”

"It"sdone,"saidReddy,smilinglyhandinghertheaccount-book。

Mrs。Woodridgeglancedoverit,andthensurveyedhernewassistant。

"Andyoudidn"tfindanyplatesthatweredirtyandthathadtobesentback?"

"Yes,twoorthree,butIcleanedthemmyself。”

Mrs。Woodridgeglancedathimwithalookofapprovingcuriosity,buthiseyeswerejustthenseekingherdaughter"sforamoregratefulsympathy。Allofwhichthegoodladynoted,andasitapparentlyansweredtheunaskedquestioninherownmind,sheonlyutteredthesingleexclamation,"Humph!"

Buttheapprobationhereceivedlateratdinner,inthesatisfactionofhisoldcompanionswiththenewarrangement,hadalsotheeffectofdivertingfromhimthecriticismhehadfearedtheywouldmakeinfindinghiminstalledasanassistanttoMrs。

Woodridge。Onthecontrary,theyappearedonlytorecognizeinhimsomeespecialandsuperiorfacultyutilizedfortheircomfort,andwhenthesuperintendent,equallypleased,saiditwas"allReddy"sownidea,"noonedoubtedthatitwasthisparticularstrokeofgeniuswhichgainedhimtheobviouspromotion。IfhehadstillthoughtofofferinghisflirtationwithNellyasanexcuse,therewasnownonecessityforany。Havingshowntohisemployershiscapacityforthehighestandlowestwork,theynaturallypreferredtousehisbestabilities——andhewaskeptfromanymenialservice。

Hisaccountsweresocarefullyandintelligentlyrenderedthattheentirecareofthebuildinganditsappointmentswasintrustedtohim。AttheendoftheweekMr。Woodridgetookhimaside。

"Isay,youain"tgotanyjobinviewarteryoufinishuphere,hevye?"

Reddystarted。Scarcelytendaysagohehadahundredprojects,schemes,andspeculations,moreorlesswildandextravagant,wherewithhewastoavengeandrecouphimselfinSanFrancisco。

Nowtheyweregoneheknewnotwhereandhow。Hebrieflysaidhehadnot。

"Because,"continuedWoodridge,"I"vegotanideaofstartin"ahotelintheOakGrove,justontheslopebacko"therancho。Thecompany"sboundtomakesomesorto"settlementtherefortheregularhands,andtheplaceispootyenoughfor"Friscopeoplewhowanttorunoverhereandgetsetupforadayortwo。Thar"splentyofwoodandwaterupthar,andthecompany"ssuretohaveawharfdownontheshore。I"llprovidethecapital,ifyouwillputinyourtime。Youcanslinginezmuchstyleasyoulikethere"

(thiswasanallusiontoReddy"sattempttoenliventheblankwallswithcoloredpicturesfromtheillustratedpapersandgreenceanothusspraysfromtheslope);"infact,themorestylethebetterforthemcityfolks。Well,youthinkitover。”

Hedid。Butmeantimeheseemedtomakelittleprogressinhiscourtofthesuperintendent"sdaughter。Hetriedtothinkitwasbecausehehadallowedhimselftobedivertedbyhiswork,butalthoughshealwaysbetrayedthesameoddphysicalconsciousnessofhispresence,itwascertainthatsheneverencouragedhim。Shegavehimthefewdirectionsthathisnewoccupationstillmadenecessary,andlookedherapprovalofhissuccess。Butnothingmore。Hewasforcedtoadmitthatthiswasexactlywhatshemighthavedoneasthesuperintendent"sdaughtertoadeservingemployee。

Whereat,forafewdaysheassumedanairofcoldandceremoniouspoliteness,untilperceivingthat,farfrompiquingthegirl,itseemedtogratifyher,andeventorenderherlesssensitiveinhiscompany,hesulkedingoodearnest。Thisprovingineffectivealso,——excepttoproduceakindofcompassionatecuriosity,——hisformerdullragereturned。Theplantingoftheranchowasnearlyover;hisservicewouldbeendednextweek;hehadnotyetgivenhisanswertoWoodridge"sproposition;hewoulddeclineitandcutthewholeconcern!

ItwasacrispSundaymorning。Thebreakfasthourwaslateronthatdaytoallowthemenmoretimefortheirholiday,which,however,theygenerallyspentincards,gossip,orreadingintheirsleepingsheds。ItusuallydelayedReddy"swork,butashecaredlittleforthecompanionshipofhisfellows,itenabledhim,withoutashowofunsociability,tosecludehimselfinthedining-

room。Andthismorninghewasearlyapproachedbyhisemployer。

"I"mgoin"totakethewomenfolksovertoOakdaletochurch,"saidMr。Woodridge;"efyekeertojoinusthar"saseatinthewagon,andI"llturnonacoupleofChinamentodotheworkforyou,justnow;andNellyortheoldwomanwillgiveyoualiftthisafternoonwiththecountingup。”

Reddyfeltinstinctivelythattheinvitationhadbeeninstigatedbytheyounggirl。Aweekbeforehewouldhaverejoicedatit;amonthagohewouldhaveaccepteditifonlyasarelieftohisdegradedposition,butinthepiqueofthisnewpassionhealmostrudelydeclinedit。AnhourlaterhesawNelly,becominglyandeventastefullydressed,——withtheAmericangirl"striumphantsuperioritytoherconditionandsurroundings,——ridepastinherfather"ssmart"carryall。”Hewasstartledtoseethatshelookedsolikealady。Then,withanewandjealousinconsistency,significantoftheprogressofhispassion,heresolvedtogotochurchtoo。Sheshouldseethathewasnotgoingtoremainbehindlikeamereslave。Herememberedthathehadstillcertainremnantsofhispastfineryinhistrunk;hewouldarrayhimselfinthem,walktoOakdale,andmakeoneofthecongregation。Hemanagedtochangehisclotheswithoutattractingtheattentionofhisfellows,andsetout。

Theairwaspurebutkeen,withnoneofthelanguorofspringinitsbreath,althoughafewflowerswerebeginningtostartheweedywagon-trackedlane,andtherewasanawakeningspiceinthewaysidesouthernwoodandmyrtle。Hefeltinvigorated,althoughitseemedonlytowhethisjealouspique。Hehurriedonwithoutevenglancingtowardthedistantcoast-lineofSanFranciscooreventhinkingofit。Thebittermemoriesofthepasthadbeenobliteratedbythebitternessofthepresent。Henolongerthoughtof"thatwoman;"evenwhenhehadthreatenedtohimselftoreturntoSanFrancisco,hewasvaguelyconsciousthatitwasnotSHEwhowasagaindrawinghimthere,butNellywhowasdrivinghimaway。

Theservicewasnearlyoverwhenhearrivedatthechillylittlecorrugated-zincchurchatOakdale,butheslippedintooneofthebackseats。Afewworshipersturnedroundtolookathim。Amongthemwerethedaughtersofaneighboringmiller,whowereslightlyexercisedovertheunusualadventofagood-lookingstrangerwithcertainexteriorsignsofelegance。Theirexcitementwascommunicatedbysomemysteriousinstincttotheirneighbor,NellyWoodridge。Shealsoturnedandcaughthiseye。Buttoallappearancesshenotonlyshowednosignsofherusualagitationathispresence,butdidnotseemtoevenrecognizehim。Intheacerbityofhispiquehewasforamomentgratifiedatwhathebelievedtobetheexpressionofherwoundedpride,buthisuneasinessquicklyreturned,andattheconclusionoftheserviceheslippedoutofthechurchwithoneortwoofthemorerestlessinthecongregation。Ashepassedthroughtheaisleheheardtheescortofthemiller"sdaughters,inresponsetoawhisperedinquiry,saydistinctly:"Onlythehead-waiteroveratthecompany"srancho。”WhateverhesitatingideaReddymighthavehadofwaitingatthechurchdoorfortheappearanceofNellyvanishedbeforethebrutaltruth。Hisbrowdarkened,andwithflushedcheeksheturnedhisbackuponthebuildingandplungedintothewoods。Thistimetherewasnohesitationinhisresolve;hewouldleavetheranchoattheexpirationofhisengagement。Eveninahigheroccupationhefelthecouldneverlivedownhisreputationthere。

Inhismoroseabstractionhedidnotknowhowlongorhowaimlesslyhehadwanderedamongthemossylive-oaks,hisheadandshouldersoftenimperiledbythedowncurvingofsomehugeknottedlimb;hisfeetstrayingblindlyfromthefainttrackoverthethicklymattedcarpetofchickweedwhichhidtheirroots。Butitwasnearlyanhourbeforeheemergeduponawide,open,woodedslope,and,fromthedistantviewoffieldandshore,knewthathewasatOakGrove,thesiteofWoodridge"sprojectedhotel。Andthere,surely,atalittledistance,wastheWoodridges"wagonandteamtieduptoasapling,whilethesuperintendentandhiswifewereslowlyclimbingtheslope,andapparentlyexaminingtheprospect。WithoutwaitingtoseeifNellywaswiththem,Reddyinstantlyturnedtoavoidmeetingthem。Buthehadnotproceededahundredyardsbeforehecameuponthatyounglady,whohadevidentlystrayedfromtheparty,andwhowasnowunconsciouslyadvancingtowardhim。A

rencontrewasinevitable。

Shestartedslightly,andthenstopped,withallheroldagitationandembarrassment。But,tohisownsurprise,hewasalsoembarrassedandeventongue-tied。

Shespokefirst。

"Youwereatchurch。Ididn"tquiteknowyouin——in——theseclothes。”

InherownfineryshehadundergonesuchachangetoReddy"sconsciousnessthathe,forthefirsttimeintheiracquaintance,nowaddressedherasonhisownlevel,andasifshehadnounderstandingofhisownfeelings。

"Oh,"hesaid,witheasybitterness,"OTHERSdid,ifyoudidnot。

Theyalldetectedthe"head-waiter"attheUnionCompany"srancho。

EvenifIhadacceptedyourkindnessinofferingmeaseatinyourwagonitwouldhavemadenodifference。”Hewasgladtoputthisconstructiononhispreviousrefusal,forinthenewrelationswhichseemedtobeestablishedbytheirSundayclotheshewasobligedtosoftenthechurlishnessofthatrefusalalso。

"Idon"tthinkyou"dlooknicesettingthetableinkidgloves,"

shesaid,glancingquicklyathisfineryasifacceptingitastherealissue;"butyoucanwearwhatyoulikeatothertimes。I

neverfoundfaultwithyourworkingclothes。”

Therewassuchapleasantsuggestioninheremphasisthathisill-

humorsoftened。Hereyeswanderedovertheoppositegrove,whereherunconsciousparentshadjustdisappeared。

"Papa"sverykeenaboutthehotel,"shecontinued,"andisgoingtohavetheworkmenbreakgroundto-morrow。Hesayshe"llhaveitupintwomonthsandreadytoopen,ifhehastomakethemenworkdoubletime。Whenyou"remanager,youwon"tmindwhatfolkssay。”

Therewasnoexcuseforhisfurtherhesitation。Hemustspeakout,buthediditinahalf-heartedway。

"ButifIsimplygoaway——WITHOUTbeingmanager——Iwon"theartheircriticismeither。”

"Whatdoyoumean?"shesaidquickly。

"I"ve——I"vebeenthinkingof——ofgoingbacktoSanFrancisco,"

hestammeredawkwardly。

Aslightflushofcontemptuousindignationpassedoverherface,andgaveitastrengthandexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore。"Oh,you"venotreformedyet,then?"shesaid,underherscornfullashes。

"Idon"tunderstandyou,"hesaid,flushing。

"Fatheroughttohavetoldyou,"shewentondryly,"thatthatwomanhasgoneofftotheSpringswithherhusband,andyouwon"tseeHERatSanFrancisco。”

"Idon"tknowwhatyoumean——andyourfatherseemstotakeanunwarrantableinterestinmyaffairs,"saidReddy,withanangerthathewasconscious,however,washalfsimulated。

"Nomorethanheoughtto,ifheexpectstotrustyouwithallHIS

affairs,"saidthegirlshortly;"butyouhadbettertellhimyouhavechangedyourmindatonce,beforehemakesanyfurthercalculationsonyourstaying。He"sjustoverthehillthere,withmother。”

Sheturnedawaycoldlyasshespoke,butmovedslowlyandinthedirectionofthehill,althoughshetookalessdirecttrailthantheoneshehadpointedtohim。Buthefollowedher,albeitstillembarrassedly,andwiththatnewsenseofrespectwhichhadcheckedhisformersurliness。Therewasherstrong,healthy,well-

developedfiguremovingbeforehim,butthemodishgraydressseemedtogiveitspronouncedoutlinessomethingofthedignityofagoddess。Eventhefirmhandshadthedistinguishmentofcharacter。

"Youunderstand,"hesaidapologetically,"thatImeannodiscourtesytoyourfatherorhisoffer。And"——hehesitated——

"neitherismyreasonwhatyouwouldinfer。”

"Thenwhatisit?"sheasked,turningtohimabruptly。"Youknowyouhavenootherplacewhenyouleavehere,noranychanceasgoodastheonefatheroffersyou。Youarenotfitforanyotherwork,andyouknowit。Youhavenomoneytospeculatewith,norcanyougetany。Ifyoucould,youwouldhaveneverstayedhere。”

Hecouldnotevadetheappallingtruthfulnessofhercleareyes。

Heknewitwasnousetolietoher;shehadevidentlythoroughlyinformedherselfregardinghispast;morethanthat,sheseemedtoreadhispresentthoughts。Butnotallofthem!No!hecouldstartleherstill!Itwasdesperate,buthehadnothingnowtolose。Andshelikedthetruth,——sheshouldhaveit!

"Youareright,"hesaidshortly;"thesearenotmyreasons。”

"Thenwhatreasonhaveyou?"

"You!"

"Me?"sherepeatedincredulously,yetwitharisingcolor。

"Yes,YOU!Icannotstayhere,andhaveyoulookdownuponme。”

"Idon"tlookdownonyou,"shesaidsimply,yetwithoutthehasteofrepellinganunjustaccusation。"WhyshouldI?MotherandI

havedonethesameworkthatyouaredoing,——ifthat"swhatyoumean;andfather,whoisamanlikeyourself,helpedusatfirst,untilhecoulddootherthingsbetter。”Shepaused。"PerhapsyouthinksobecauseYOUlookeddownonuswhenyoufirstcamehere。”

"ButIdidn"t,"saidReddyquickly。

"Youdid,"saidtheyounggirlquietly。"That"swhyyouactedtowardmeasyoudidthenightyouwalkedhomewithme。YouwouldnothavebehavedinthatwaytoanySanFranciscoyounglady——andI"mnotoneofyour——fast——MARRIEDWOMEN。”

Reddyfeltthehotbloodmounttohischeek,andlookedaway。"I

wasfoolishandrude——andIthinkyoupunishedmeatthetime,"hestammered。"ButyouseeIwasrightinsayingyoulookeddownonme,"heconcludedtriumphantly。

Thiswasatbestafeeblesequitur,buttheargumentoftheaffectionsisnotalwayslogical。Andithaditseffectonthegirl。

"Iwasn"tthinkingofTHAT,"shesaid。"It"sthatyoudon"tknowyourownmind。”

"IfIsaidthatIwouldstayandacceptyourfather"soffer,wouldyouthinkthatIdid?"heaskedquickly。

"IshouldwaitandseewhatyouactuallyDIDdo,"shereplied。

"ButifIstayed——and——and——ifItoldyouthatIstayedonYOUR

account——tobewithyouandnearyouonly——wouldyouthinkthataproof?"Hespokehesitatingly,forhislipsweredrywithanervousnesshehadnotknownbefore。

"Imight,ifyoutoldfatheryouexpectedtobeengagedonthoseterms。ForitconcernsHIMasmuchasme。AndHEengagesyou,andnotI。OtherwiseI"dthinkitwasonlyyourtalk。”

Reddylookedatherinastonishment。Therewasnottheslightesttraceofcoyness,coquetry,orevenrailleryinherclear,honesteyes,andyetitwouldseemasifshehadtakenhispropositioninitsfullestsenseasamatrimonialdeclaration,andactuallyreferredhimtoherfather。Hewaspleased,frightened,andutterlyunprepared。

"ButwhatwouldYOUsay,Nelly?"Hedrewclosertoherandheldoutbothhishands。Butsheretreatedastepandslippedherownbehindher。

"Betterseewhatfathersaysfirst,"shesaidquietly。"YoumaychangeyourmindagainandgobacktoSanFrancisco。”

Hewasconfused,andreddenedagain。Buthehadbecomeaccustomedtoherways;rather,perhaps,hehadbeguntorecognizethequaintjusticethatunderlaidthem,or,possibly,somebetterselfofhisown,thathadbeenburiedunderbitternessandslothandstruggledintolife。"Butwhateverhesays,"hereturnedeagerly,"cannotaltermyfeelingstoYOU。Itcanonlyaltermypositionhere,andyousayyouareabovebeinginfluencedbythat。Tellme,Nelly——

dearNelly!haveyounothingtosaytome,ASIAM,orisitonlytoyourfather"smanagerthatyouwouldspeak?"Hisvoicehadanunmistakableringofsincerityinit,andevenstartledhim——halfrascalashewas!

Theyounggirl"sclear,scrutinizingeyessoftened;herredresolutelipstrembledslightlyandthenparted,theupperonehoveringalittletoonesideoverherwhiteteeth。ItwasNelly"sownpeculiarsmile,anditsseriouspiquancyalwaysthrilledhim。

Butshedrewalittlefartherbackfromhisbrighteningeyes,herhandsstillcurledbehindher,andsaid,withthefaintestcoquettishtossofherheadtowardthehill:"Ifyouwanttoseefather,you"dbetterhurryup。”

Withasuddendeterminationasnewtohimasitwasincomprehensible,Reddyturnedfromherandstruckforwardinthedirectionofthehill。Hewasnotquitesurewhathewasgoingfor。Yetthathe,whohadonlyamomentbeforefullydeterminedtoleavetheranchoandher,wasnowgoingtoherfathertodemandherhandasacontingencyofhisremainingdidnotstrikehimassoextravagantandunexpectedadenouementasitwasadifficultone。HewasonlyconcernedHOW,andinwhatway,heshouldapproachhim。Inamomentofembarrassmenthehesitated,turned,andlookedbehindhim。

Shewasstandingwherehehadlefther,gazingafterhim,leaningforwardwithherhandsstillheldbehindher。Suddenly,aswithaninspiration,sheraisedthemboth,carriedthemimpetuouslytoherlips,blewhimadozenriotouskisses,andthen,loweringherheadlikeacolt,whiskedherskirtbehindher,andvanishedinthecover。

III。

ItwasonlyMay,butthefreshnessofearlysummeralreadyclothedthegreatfieldsoftherancho。Theoldresemblancetoaseawasstillthere,moreaccented,perhaps,bytheundulationsofbluish-

greengrainthatrolledfromtheactualshore-linetothefoothills。Thefarmbuildingswerehalfsubmergedinthisglowingtideofcolorandlosttheiruncouthangularitywiththeirhiddenrudefoundations。Thesamesea-breezeblewchillyandsteadilyfromthebay,yetsoftenedandsubduedbythefreshodorsofleafandflower。Theoutlyingfringeofoakswerestarredthroughtheirunderbrushwithanemonesanddog-roses;therewerelupinesgrowingranklyintheopenspaces,andalongthegentleslopesofOakGrovedaisieswerealreadyscattered。And,asifitwerepartofthisvernalefflorescence,theeminenceitselfwascrownedwiththatlatestflowerofprogressandimprovement,——thenewOakGroveHotel!

Long,low,dazzlingwithwhitecolonnades,verandas,andbalconieswhichretained,however,enoughofthedampnessofrecentcreationtomakethemtoocoolforloungers,exceptathighnoon,thehotelneverthelesshadthecharmsoffreshness,youth,andcleanliness。

Reddy"sfastidiousneatnessshoweditselfinalltheappointments,fromthemirroredandmarbledbarroom,gildedparlors,andsnowydining-room,tothechintzandmaplefurnishingofthebedroomsabove。Reddy"staste,too,hadselectedtheprettysite;hisgoodfortunehadafterwarddiscoveredinanadjoiningthicketaspringofblandlytherapeuticqualities。AcomplaisantmedicalfacultyofSanFranciscoattestedtoitsmerits;asympatheticpressadvertisedtheexcellenceofthehotel;anovelty-seeking,fashionablecircle——asyetwithoutlawsandblindlyimitative——

foundthenewhotelanadmirablevariationtothevulgarordinary"acrossthebay"excursion,andanacceptedexcuseforanovelsocialdissipation。Anumberofdistinguishedpeoplehadalreadyvisitedit;certainexclusivefamilieshadsecuredthebestrooms;

therewereascoreofprettywomentobeseeninitsparlors;therehadalreadybeenaslightscandal。Nothingseemedwantingtoinsureitssuccess。

ReddywaspassingthroughthelittlewoodwherefourmonthsbeforehehadpartedfromKellyWoodridgetolearnhisfatefromherfather。HerememberedthatinterviewtowhichNelly"swaftedkisshadinspiredhim。Herecalledto-day,ashehadmanytimesbefore,thesingularcomplacencywithwhichMr。Woodridgehadreceivedhissuit,asifitwereaslightandunimportantdetailofthebusinessinhand,andhowhehadtoldhimthatKellyandhermotherweregoingtothe"States"forathreemonths"visit,butthatafterherreturn,iftheywereboth"stillagreed,"he,Woodridge,wouldmakenoobjection。HerememberedtheslightshockwhichthisannouncementofKelly"sseparationfromhimduringhisprobationarylaborshadgivenhim,andhissuddensuspicionthathehadbeenpartlytrickedofhispreliminaryintenttosecurehercompanytosolacehim。Buthehadlatersatisfiedhimselfthatsheknewnothingofherfather"sintentionsatthetime,andhewasfaintocontenthimselfwithawalkthroughthefieldsathersidethedayshedeparted,andasinglekiss——whichlefthimcold。Andnowinafewdaysshewouldreturntowitnessthesuccessfulfufillmentofhislabors,and——

rewardhim!

Itwascertainlyacomplacentprospect。Hecouldlookforwardtoasensible,prosperous,respectablefuture。Hehadwonbackhisgoodname,hisfortune,andposition,——notperhapsexactlyinthewayhehadexpected,——andhehadstilledthewanton,foolishcravingsofhispassionatenatureinthecalm,virginalloveofanhonest,handsomegirlwhowouldmakehimapracticalhelpmeet,andacomfortable,trustworthywife。Heoughttobeveryhappy。Hehadneverknownsuchperfecthealthbefore;hehadlosthisrecklesshabits;hishandsome,nervousfacehadgrownmoreplacidandcontented;hislongcurlshadbeenconventionallyclipped;hehadgainedfleshunmistakably,andthelowerbuttonsoftheslimwaistcoathehadworntochurchthatmemorableSundayweretootightforcomfortorlooks。HEWAShappy;yetasheglancedoverthematerialspringlandscape,fullofpracticalhealth,blossom,andpromiseoffruition,itstruckhimthatthebreezethatblewoveritwaschilly,evenifhealthful;andheshiveredslightly。

Hereachedthehotel,enteredtheoffice,glancedattheregister,andpassedthroughintohisprivateroom。Hehadbeenawayfortwodays,andnoticedwithgratificationthattheinfluxofvisitorswasstillincreasing。Hisclerkfollowedintotheroom。

"There"saladyin56whowantedtoseeyouwhenyoureturned。Sheaskedparticularlyforthemanager。”

"Whoisshe?"

"Don"tknow。It"saMrs。Merrydew,fromSacramento。Expectingherhusbandonthenextsteamer。”

"Humph!You"llhavetoberathercarefulaboutthesesolitarymarriedwomen。Wedon"twantanotherscandal,youknow。”

"Sheaskedforyoubyname,sir,andIthoughtyoumightknowher,"

returnedtheclerk。

"Verywell。I"llgoup。”

Hesentawaiteraheadtoannouncehim,andleisurelymountedthestairs。No。56wasthesitting-roomofaprivatesuiteonthefirstfloor。Thewaiterwasholdingthedooropen。Asheapproacheditafaintperfumefromtheinteriormadehimturnpale。

Butherecoveredhispresenceofmindsufficientlytoclosethedoorsharplyuponthewaiterbehindhim。

"Jim,"saidavoicewhichthrilledhim。

Helookedupandbeheldwhatanyastutereaderofromancewillhavealreadysuspected——thewomantowhomhebelievedheowedhisruininSanFrancisco。Shewasasbeautifulandalluringasever,albeitshewasthinnerandmorespiritualthanhehadeverseenher。Shewastastefullydressed,asshehadalwaysbeen,acertainstyleoflanguoroussilkendeshabillewhichshewaswonttoaffectinbetterhealthnowbecameherpalercheekandfeverishlybrillianteyes。Therewasthesameopulenceoflaceandornament,and,whetherbyaccidentordesign,claspedaroundtheslightwristofherextendedhandwasabraceletwhichherememberedhadsweptawaythelastdregsofhisfortune。

Hetookherhandmechanically,yetknowingwhateverragewasinhishearthehadnotthestrengthtorefuseit。

"TheytoldmeitwasMrs。Merrydew,"hestammered。

"Thatwasmymother"sname,"shesaid,withalittlelaugh。"I

thoughtyouknewit。Butperhapsyoudidn"t。WhenIgotmydivorcefromDick——youdidn"tknowthateither,Isuppose;it"sthreemonthsago,——Ididn"tcaretotakemymaidennameagain;toomanypeoplerememberedit。SoafterthedecreewasmadeIcalledmyselfMrs。Merrydew。Youhaddisappeared。TheysaidyouhadgoneEast。”

"ButtheclerksaysyouareexpectingyourHUSBANDonthesteamer。

Whatdoesthismean?Whydidyoutellhimthat?"Hehadsofarcollectedhimselfthattherewasaringofinquisitioninhisvoice。

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