投诉 阅读记录

第7章

"Theworldlooksprettybig。It"ssafeandcloseinth"gulch。”

Atthestationthemajorwenttolookafterthetrunks,andRoederputKateinherseat。

"Iwantedt"giveyousomething"hesaid,seatinghimselfbesideher,"butI

didn"tdare。”

"Oh,mydearfriend,"shecried,layingherlittleglovedhandonhisredandknottedone,"don"tgobackintotheshadow。Donotreturntothatterriblesilence。Wait。

Havepatience。Fatehasbroughtyouwealth。Itwillbringyoulove。”

"I"vesomethin"toask,"hesaid,payingnoattentiontoherappeal。"Youmustanswerit。Ifwe"a"metlongago,an"youhadn"tahusbandor——anythin"——doyouthinkyou"d"velovedmethen?"

Shefeltherselfturningwhite。

"No,"shesaidsoftly。"Icouldneverhavelovedyou,mydearfriend。Wearenotthesame。Believeme,thereisawomansomewherewhowillloveyou;butIamnotthatwoman——norcouldIhaveeverbeen。”

Thetrainwasstarting。Themajorcamebustlingin。

"Well,good-by,"saidRoeder,holdingouthishandtoKate。

"Good-by,"shecried。"Don"tgobackupthegulch。”

"Oh,"hesaid,reassuringly,"don"tyouworryaboutme,my——don"tworry。Thegulchisanice,quietplace。An"youknowwhatItoldyouaboutth"ranksallbein"

full。Good-by。”Thetrainwaswellunderway。Hesprangoff,andstoodontheplatformwavinghishandkerchief。

"Well,Kate,"saidthemajor,seatinghimselfdowncomfortablyandadjustinghistravellingcap,"didyoufindtheWesterntype?"

"Idon"tquiteknow,"saidshe,slowly。

"ButIhavemadethediscoverythatahumansoulismuchthesamewhereveryoumeetit。”

"Dearme!Youhaven"tbeenmeetingasoul,haveyou?"themajorsaid,face-

tiously,unbucklinghistravelling-bag。"I"lltellJack。”

"No,I"lltellJack。Andhe"llfeelquiteasbadlyasIdotothinkthatIcoulddonothingforitsproperadjustment。”

Themajor"sfacetookonalookofcom-

prehension。

"Wasthatthesoul,"heasked,"thatjustcamedowninthecarriagewithus?"

"Thatwasit,"assentedKate。"Itwasborn;ithashaditsmortalday;andithasgonebackupthegulch。”

AMichiganManAPINEforestisnature"sexpressionofsolemnityandsolitude。Sunlight,rivers,cascades,people,music,laughter,ordancingcouldnotmakeitgay。Withitsunceasingreverberationsanditseternalshadows,itisasawfulandasholyasacathedral。

Thirtygoodfellowsworkingtogetherbydayanddrinkingtogetherbynightcankeepupbutamoodyimitationofjollity。Spendtwenty-fiveofyourfortyyears,asLutherDallasdid,inthisperennialgloom,andyoursoul——thatwhichenjoys,aspires,competes——willbedruggedasdeepasifyouhadquaffedthecupofoblivion。

LutherDallaswascountedoneofthemostexperiencedaxe-meninthenortherncamps。

Hecouldfellatreewiththeswiftsuretyofanexecutioner,andinrevengeforhismanyarboralmurdersthewoodlandhadtakencaptivehismind,capturedandchaineditasProsperodidAriel。TheresoundingfootstepsofProgressdrivenonsomerci-

lesslyinthismadagecouldnotreachhisfastness。Itdidnotconcernhimthatmenwerethinking,investigating,inventing。

Hissensesrespondedonlytothesonorousmusicofthewoods;asteadfastwindring-

ingmetallicmelodyfromthepine-topscon-

tentedhimasthesoundoftheseadoesthesailor;anddearastheodorsoftheoceantothemarinerweretheresinousscentsoftheforesttohim。Likeasailor,too,hehadhissuperstitions。Hehadapresentimentthathewastodiebyoneofthesetrees,——

thatsomeday,inchopping,thetreewouldfalluponandcrushhimasitdidhisfatherthedaytheybroughthimbacktothecamponalitterofpineboughs。

Onedaythegang-bossnoticedatreethatDallashadleftstandinginamostunwood-

manlikemannerinthesectionwhichwasallottedtohim。

"Whatinthunderisthatstandingtherefor?"heasked。

Dallasraisedhiseyestothepine,tower-

inginsterndignityahundredfeetabovethem。

"Well,"hesaidfeebly,"Inoticedit,butkind-aleftitt"thelast。”

"Cutitdownto-morrow,"wastheresponse。

Thewindwasrising,andthetreemut-

teredsavagely。Lutherthoughtitsoundedlikeamenace,andturnedpale。Notrou-

blehasyetbeenfoundthatwillkeepamanawakeinthekeenairofthepineriesafterhehasbeenswinginghisaxeallday,butthesleepofthechopperwassobrokenwithdisturbingdreamsthatnightthatthebeadsgatheredonhisbrow,andtwicehecriedaloud。Heatehiscoarseflap-jacksinthemorningandescapedfromthesmokyshantyassoonashecould。

"It"llbringbadluck,I"mafraid,"hemutteredashewenttogethisaxefromtherack。Hewasasfondofhisaxeasasoldierofhismusket,butto-dayheshouldereditwithreluctance。Hefeltlikeamanwithhisdestinybeforehim。Thetreestoodlikeasentinel。Heraisedhisaxe,once,twice,adozentimes,butcouldnotbringhimselftomakeacutinthebark。Hewalkedbackwardsafewstepsandlookedup。

Thefunerealgreenseemedtogrowdarkeranddarkertillitbecameblack。Itwastheembodimentofsorrow。Wasitnotshakinggiantarmsathim?Diditnotcryoutinangrychallenge?Lutherdidnottrytolaughathisfears;hehadneverseenanyhumorinlife。Agustofwindhadsome-

waycreptthroughthedensebarricadeoffoliagethatflankedtheclearing,andstruckhimwithanicychill。Helookedatthesky;thedaywasadvancingrapidly。Hewentathisworkwithanenergyasdeter-

minedasdespair。Theaxeinhispractisedhandmadecleanstraightcutsinthetrunk,nowonthisside,nowonthat。Histaskwasnotaneasyone,buthefinisheditwithwonderfulexpedition。Afterthechoppingwasfinished,thetreestoodfirmamoment;

then,asthetensely-strainedfibresbeganaweirdmoaning,hesprangaside,andstoodwaiting。Inthedistancehesawtwomenhewingalog。Theaxe-mansentthemashoutandthrewuphisarmsforthemtolook。Thetreestoodoutclearandbeauti-

fulagainstthegraysky;themenceasedtheirworkandwatchedit。Thevibrationsbecamemoreviolent,andthesoundstheyproducedgrewlouderandloudertilltheyreachedashrillwildcry。Therecameapause,thenadeepshudderinggroan。Thetopmostbranchesbegantomoveslowly,thewholestatelybulkswayed,andthenshottowardstheground。Thegigantictrunkboundedfromthestump,recoiledlikeacannon,crasheddown,andlayconquered,witharoarasofanearthquake,inacloudofflyingtwigsandchips。

Whenthedusthadclearedaway,themenatthelogontheoutsideoftheclearingcouldnotseeLuther。Theyrantothespot,andfoundhimlyingonthegroundwithhischestcrushedin。Hisfearfuleyeshadnotrightlycalculatedthedistancefromthestumptothetopofthepine,norrightlyweighedthepowerofthemassedbranches,andso,standingspell-bound,watchingthedescendingtrunkasonemightwatchhisNemesis,thereboundcameandlefthimlyingworsethandead。

Threemonthslater,whenthelogs,loppedoftheirbranches,drifteddownthestreams,thewoodman,ahumanlogloppedofhisstrength,driftedtoagreatcity。A

change,thedoctorsaid,mightprolonghislife。Thelumbermenmadeupapurse,andhestartedout,notverydefinitelyknowinghisdestination。Hehadasister,muchyoungerthanhimself,whoattheageofsix-

teenhadmarriedandgone,hebelieved,toChicago。Thatwasyearsago,buthehadanideathathemightfindher。Hewasnottroubledbyhislackofresources;hedidnotbelievethatanymanwouldwantforamealunlesshewere"shiftless。”

Hehadalwaysbeenabletoturnhishandtosomething。

Hefelttooillfromthejostlingofthecarstonoticemuchofanythingonthejour-

ney。Thedizzysceneswhirlingpastmadehimfaint,andhewasgladtoliewithclosedeyes。Heimaginedthathislittlesisterinherpinkcalicofrockandbarefeet(asherememberedher)wouldbeatthesta-

tiontomeethim。"Oh,Lu!"shewouldcallfromsomehiding-place,andhewouldgoandfindher。

TheconductorstoppedbyLuther"sseatandsaidthattheywereinthecityatlast;

butitseemedtothesickmanasiftheywentmilesafterthat,withamultitudeoftwinklinglightsononesideandablankdarkness,thattheytoldhimwasthelake,ontheother。Theconductoragainstoppedbyhisseat。

"Well,myman,"saidhe,"howareyoufeeling?"

Luther,thepossessorofthetoughestmusclesin。thegang,feltasickman"sirri-

tationatthetoneofpity。

"Oh,I"mallright!"hesaid,gruffly,andshookofftheassistancetheconductortriedtoofferwithhisovercoat。"I"mgoingtomysister"s,"heexplained,inanswertotheinquiryastowherehewasgoing。Theman,somewhatpiquedatthespiritinwhichhisoverturesweremet,lefthim,andLuthersteppedontotheplatform。Therewasalongvistaofsemi-light,downwhichcrowdsofpeoplewalkedandbaggage-menrushed。Thebuilding,ifitdeservedthename,seemedaruin,andthroughthearcheddoorsLuthercouldseemen——hackmen——

dancingandhowlinglikedervishes。Trainswerecomingandgoing,andthewhistlesandbellskeptupaceaselessclangor。

Luther,withhissmallsatchelanduncouthdress,slouchedbythecrowdunnoticed,andreachedthestreet。Hewalkedamidsuchanilluminationashehadneverdreamedof,andpausedhalfblindedintheglareofabroadsheetofelectriclightthatfilledapillaredentranceintowhichmanypeoplepassed。Helookedabouthim。Aboveoneverysiderosegreat,many-windowedbuild-

ings;onthestreetthecarsandcarriagesthronged,andjostlingcrowdsdashedhead-

longamongthevehicles。Afteratimeheturneddownastreetthatseemedtohimapandemoniumfilledwithmadmen。Itwenttohisheadlikewine,andhardlylefthimthepresenceofmindtosustainaquietexterior。Thewindwasladenwithapene-

tratingmoisturethatchilledhimasthedryicybreezesfromHuronneverhaddone,andthepaininhislungsmadehimfaintanddizzy。Hewonderedifhisred-cheekedlittlesistercouldliveinoneofthosevast,impregnablebuildings。Hethoughtofstoppingsomeofthoseserious-lookingmenandaskingthemiftheyknewher;buthecouldnotmusterupthecourage。Thedistressingexperiencethatcomestoalmosteveryonesometimeinlife,oflosingallidentityintheuniversalhumanity,wasbecominghis。Thetearsbegantorolldownhiswastedfacefromlonelinessandexhaustion。Hegrewhungrywithlongingforthedirtybutfamiliarcabinsofthecamp,andstaggeredalongwitheyeshalfclosed,conjuringvisionsofthewarminte-

riors,theleapingfires,thegroupsoflaughingmenseendimlythroughcloudsoftobacco-smoke。

Adeliciousscentofcoffeemethishun-

grysenseandmadehimreallythinkhewastakingthesavoryblackdraughtfromhisfamiliartincup;butthemuddystreets,theblindinglights,thecruel,rushingpeo-

ple,werestillthere。Thebuildings,how-

ever,nowbecamedifferent。Theywerelowerandmeaner,withdirtywindows。

Womenlaughingloudlycrowdedaboutthedoors,andtheestablishmentsseemedtobeequallydividedbetweensaloon-keepers,pawnbrokers,anddealersinsecond-handclothes。Lutherwonderedwheretheyalldrewtheirsupportfrom。Upononesign-

boardheread,"Lodgings10centsto50

cents。ASquareMealfor15cents,"and,thankfulforsomehaven,entered。Herehespenthisfirstnightandothernights,whilehispursedwindledandhisstrengthwaned。

Atlasthegotamaninadrug-storetosearchthedirectoryforhissister"sresi-

dence。Theyfoundanamehetooktobehisbrother-in-law"s。Itwastwodayslaterwhenhefoundtheaddress,——agreat,many-

storiedmansionononeofthesouthernboulevards,——andfoundalsothathissearchhadbeeninvain。Soreandfaint,hestag-

geredbacktohismiserableshelter,onlytoarisefeverishandillinthemorning。Hefrequentedthegreatshopdoors,throngedwithbrilliantly-dressedladies,andwatchedtoseeifhislittlesistermightnotdashupinoneofthosesatin-linedcoachesandtakehimwherehewouldbewarmandsafeandwouldsleepundisturbedbydrunken,ribaldsongsandloathsomesurroundings。Thereweredayswhenhealmostforgothisname,and,strivingtoremember,wouldlosehissensesforamomentanddriftbacktotheharmonioussolitudesoftheNorthandbreathetheresin-scentedfrostyatmosphere。

Hegrewterrifiedatthebloodhecoughedfromhislaceratedlungs,andwonderedbit-

terlywhytheboysdidnotcometotakehimhome。

Oneday,ashepainfullydraggedhimselfdownaresidencestreet,hetriedtocollecthisthoughtsandformsomeplanforthefuture。Hehadnotrade,understoodnohandiwork;hecouldfelltrees。Helookedatthegaunt,scrawny,transplantedspeci-

mensthatmethiseye,andgavehimselfuptothehomesicknessthatfilledhissoul。

Hesleptthatnightintheshelterofasta-

ble,andspenthislastmoneyinthemorn-

ingforabiscuit。

Hetravelledmanymilesthatafternoonlookingforsomethingtowhichhemightturnhishand。Oncehegotpermissiontocarryahodforhalfanhour。Attheendofthattimehefainted。Whenherecovered,theforemanpaidhimtwenty-fivecents。

"ForGod"ssake,man,gohome,"hesaid。

Lutherstaredathimwithawhitefaceandwenton。

Therecamedayswhenhesoforgothisnativedignityastobeg。Heseldomreceivedanything;hewasreferredtovari-

ouscharitableinstitutionstheexistenceofwhichhehadneverheard。

Onemorning,whenapallofsmokeenve-

lopedthecityandtheodorsofcoal-gasrefusedtolifttheirnauseatingpoisonthroughtheheavyair,Luther,chilledwithdewandfamished,awoketoahappierlife。

Thelonelinessathisheartwasgone。Thefeelingofhopelessimprisonmentthatthemilesandmilesofstreetshadterrifiedhimwithgaveplacetooneoffreedomandexal-

tation。Abovehimheheardtheraspingofpineboughs;hisfeettrodonareboundingmatofdecay;theskywasascoldlyblueasthebosomofHuron。Hewalkedasifonether,singingasenselessjargonthewood-

menhadarousedtheechoeswith,——

"Hiyihalloo!

Theowlseesyou!

Lookwhatyoudo!

Hiyihalloo!"

Swungoverhisshoulderwasastickhehadusedtoassisthislimpinggait,butnowtransformedintothebelovedaxe。Hewouldreachtheclearingsoon,hethought,andstrodeonlikeagiant,whilepeoplehur-

riedfromhispath。Suddenlyasmoothtrunk,strippedofitsbarkandbleachedbyweather,arosebeforehim。

"Hiyihalloo!"Highwentthewastedarm——crash!——abrokenstaff,ajingleofwires,amaddened,shoutingmanthecentreofagroupofamusedspectators!Afewmomentslater,fourbroad-shoulderedmeninbluehadhimintheirgrasp,pinionedandguarded,clatteringoverthenoisystreetsbehindtwospiritedhorses。Theydrewafterthematroopofnoisy,jeeringboys,whodancedaboutthewagonlikeaswirlofautumnleaves。Thencameahalt,andLutherwasdraggedupthestepsofasquarebrickbuildingwithabelfryonthetop。

Theyenteredalargebareroomwithbenchesrangedaboutthewalls,andbroughthimbeforeamanatadesk。

"Whatisyourname?"askedthemanatthedesk。

"Hiyihalloo!"saidLuther。

"He"sdrunk,sergeant,"saidoneofthemeninblue,andtheaxe-manwasledintothebasement。Hewasconsciousofaninvoluntaryresistance,ashortstruggle,andafinalshockofpain,——thenoblivion。

Thechopperawoketotherealizationofthreestonewallsandanirongratinginfront。Throughthishelookedoutuponastoneflooringacrosswhichwasarowofsimilarapartments。Heneitherknewnorcaredwherehewas。Thefeelingofim-

prisonmentwasnogreaterthanhehadfeltontheendless,cheerlessstreets。Helaidhimselfonthebenchthatranalongasidewall,and,closinghiseyes,listenedtothebabbleoftheclearstreamandthethunderofthe"drive"onitsjourney。Howthelogshurriedandjostled!crushing,whirling,ducking,withthemerryladsleapingaboutthemwithshoutsandlaughter。Suddenlyhewasrecalledbyavoice。Someonehandedanarrowtincupfullofcoffeeandathicksliceofbreadthroughthegrating。

Acrossthewayhedimlysawamaneatingasimilarsliceofbread。Meninothercom-

partmentswereswearingandsinging。Heknewthesenowforthevoiceshehadheardinhisdreams。Hetriedtoforcesomeofthebreaddownhisparchedandswollenthroat,butfailed;thecoffeestrangledhim,andhethrewhimselfuponthebench。

Theforestagain,thenight-wind,thewhistleoftheaxethroughtheair。Oncewhenheopenedhiseyeshefounditdark。

Itwouldsoonbetimetogotowork。Hefanciedtherewouldbehoar-frostonthetreesinthemorning。Howclosethecabinseemed!Ha!——herecamehislittlesister。

Hervoicesoundedlikethewindonaspringmorning。Howlouditswellednow!

"Lu!Lu!"shecried。

Thenextmorningthelock-upkeeperopenedthecelldoor。Lutherlaywithhisheadinapoolofblood。Hissoulhadescapedfromthethralloftheforest。

"Well,well!"saidthelittlefatpolice-

justice,whenhewastoldofit。"Weoughttohaveadoctoraroundtolookaftersuchcases。”

ALadyofYesterday"ALIGHTwindblewfromthegatesofthesun,"themorningshefirstwalkeddownthestreetofthelittleIowatown。Notacloudfleckedtheblue;therewasahummingofhappyinsects;asmellofrichandmoistloamperfumedtheair,andintheduskofbeechesandofoaksstoodthequiethomes。Shepausednowandthen,lookinginthegardens,oratagroupofchildren,thenpassedon,smilingincontent。

Heraccentwassostrange,thattheagentforrealestate,whomshevisited,askedher,twiceandonceagain,whatitwasshesaid。

"Iwant,"shehadrepeatedsmilingly,"anuplandmeadow,wherecloverwillgrow,andmignonette。”

Atthetea-tablesthatnight,therewasamightychattering。Thebriskvillagemadeamysteryofthisladywiththeslowstep,theforeigntrickofspeech,thelongblackgown,andthegentlevoice。Themen,concealingtheircuriosityinpresenceofthewomen,gratifieditsecretly,bysaunteringtothetavernintheevening。Therethekeeperandhiswifestoodreadytoconveyanyneighborlyintelligence。

"ElizabethAstrado"waswrittenintheregister,——anameconveyinglittle,unaccom-

paniedbytitleorbyplaceofresidence。

"Sheeatsalone,"thetavern-keeper"swifeconfidedtotheireagerears,"andasksfornoservice。Oh,she"sacuriosity!

She"sgotherstory,——you"llsee!"

Inatownwhereeverymankneweveryotherman,andwhetherornothepaidhistaxesontime,andwhathisstandingwasinchurch,andalltheskeletonsofhishome,astrangeralientotheirwaysdisturbedtheirpeaceofmind。

"Anuplandmeadowwherecloverandmignonettewillgrow,"shehadsaid,andsuchanoneshefound,andplantedthickwithfinewhitecloverandwithmignonette。

Then,whilethecarpentersraisedhercabinattheborderofthemeadow,nearthestreet,shepassedamongthevillagers,minglingwiththemgently,winningtheirgood-will,inspiteofthemselves。

Thecabinwasofunbarkedmaplelogs,withfourroomsandarusticportico。Thenallthevillagersstaredinverytruth。They,livingintheirtrimanduglylittlehomes,accountedhousesoflogsasthemisfortuneoftheirpioneerparents。Ashedforwood,abarnfortheJerseycow,arusticfence,tall,withahighswinginggate,completedthedomain。Inthefrontroomofthecabinwasafireplaceofrudebrick。Inthebed-

rooms,cotsasbareandhardasanun"s,andinthekitchenthedomesticnecessaries;

thatwasall。Thepooresthouse-holderinthetownwouldnothaveconfessedtosuchscantfurnishing。YettherichestmanmightwellhavehesitatedbeforehesenttoFranceforhivesandhivesofbees,asshedid,settingthemupalongthesouthernborderofhermeadow。

Latertherecamestrongboxes,markedwithmanymarksofforeigntransportationlines,andtheneighbor-gossips,seeingthem,imaginedwealthofcuriousfurniture;

butthemanwhocartedthemtoldhiswife,whotoldherfriend,whotoldherfriend,thateveryboxtothelastonewasplacedinthedrycementedcellar,andleftthereinthedark。

"An"amightyridic"lousexpenseacellarlikethatis,t"putunderahouseofthatchar"cter,"saidthemantohiswife——whorepeatedittoherfriend。

"Butthatain"tall,"thecarpenter"swifehadsaidwhensheheardaboutitall,"Hanksaysthereisonelittleroom,notfitforbutterynoryetfurclosit,withawindowhighup——well,youkenseeyourself——

an"astrongdoor。Jus"inpassin"th"otherday,whenhewasthere,hangin"someshelves,hetriedit,an"itwaslocked!"

"Well!"saidthewomenwholistened。

However,theywerenotunfriendly,thesebriskgossips。Twoofthem,pluckinguptardycourage,didcalloneafternoon。Theirhostesswasoutamongherbees,crooningtothem,asitseemed,whiletheylightedallabouther,litontheflowerinherdarkhair,buzzedvivaciouslyabouthersnow-whitelinengown,lightedonherlong,darkhands。

Shecameinbrightlywhenshesawherguests,andplacedchairsforthem,courte-

ously,steepedthemacupofpaleandfra-

granttea,andservedthemwithlittlecakes。

Thoughhermannerwassoquietandsokind,thewomenwereshybeforeher。She,turningtooneandthentheother,askedquestionsinherquaintway。

"Youhavechildren,haveyounot?"

Bothofthemhad。

"Ah,"shecried,claspingthoseslenderhands,"butyouareveryfortunate!Yourlittleones,——whataretheirages?"

Theytoldher,shelisteningsmilingly。

"Andyounurseyourlittlebabes——younursethematthebreast?"

Themodestwomenblushed。Theywerenotusedtospeakingwithsuchfreedom。

Buttheyconfessedtheydid,notlikingarti-

ficialmeans。

"No,"saidthelady,lookingatthemwithasoftlightinhereyes,"asyousay,thereisnothinglikethegoodmotherNature。ThelittleonesGodsendsshouldlieatthebreast。"Tisnotthemilkalonethattheyimbibe;itisthebreathoflife,——

itisthehumanmagnetism,thepower,——

howshallIsay?Happythemotherwhohasalittlebabetohold!"

Theywantedtoaskaquestion,buttheydarednot——wantedtoaskahundredques-

tions。Butbackofthegentlenesswasahauteur,andtheywerestill。

"Tellme,"shesaid,breakingherreverie,"ofwhatyourhusbandsdo。Aretheycarpenters?Dotheybuildhousesformen,liketheblessedJesus?Oraretheytillersofthesoil?Dotheybringfruitsoutofthisbountifulvalley?"

Theyanswered,withareservationofap-

proval。"TheblessedJesus!"Itsoundedlikepopery。

Shehadgonefromthesebriefpersonalmatterstootherthings。

"Howverystrongyoupeopleseem,"shehadremarked。"Bothyourmenandyourwomenarelargeandstrong。Youshouldbe,beingappointedtosubdueacontinent。

Menthinktheychoosetheirdestinies,butindeed,goodneighbors,Ithinknotso。

MenaredrivenbythewindsofGod"swill。

Theyareasmuchbiddentobuildupthisvalley,thisstorehouseforthenations,ascoralinsectsarebiddentomakethereefswiththeirownlittlebodies,dyingastheybuild。Isitnotso?"

"WearethecreaturesofGod"swill,I

suppose,"saidoneofhervisitors,piously。

Shehadgiventhemlittleconfidencesinreturn。

"Imakemybread,"shesaid,withchild-

ishpride,"prayseeifyoudonotthinkitexcellent!"Andshecutaflakyloaftodis-

playitswhiteness。Oneguestsummonedthebravadotoinquire,——

"Thenyouarenotusedtodoinghouse-

work?"

"I?"shesaid,withaslowsmile,"Ihavenevergotusedtoanything,——notevenliv-

ing。”Andsoshebaffledthemall,yetwonthem。

Theweekswentby。ElizabethAstradoattendedtoherbees,milkedhercow,fedherfowls,baked,washed,andcleaned,likethesimplewomenabouther,savingthatasshediditalookofineffablecontentlightedupherface,andshesangforhappiness。

Sometimes,amidtheballadsthatshehummed,astrainslippedinofsomegreatmelody,whichshe,singingunaware,asitwere,corrected,shakingherfingerinself-

reproval,andreturningagaintotheballadsandthehymns。Norwassheremissinneighborlyoffices;butifanywereailing,orhadafestivity,shewasathandtoassist,condole,orcongratulate,carryingalwayssomesimplegiftinherhand,appropriatetotheoccasion。

Shehadherwidercharitiestoo,forallshekeptclosetoherhome。When,oneday,astorycametoherofalaborerstruckdownwithheatinputtinginaculvertontherailroad,andgossipsaidhecouldnotspeakEnglish,shehastenedtohim,caughtdyingwordsfromhislips,whisperedareply,andthenwhatseemedtobeaprayer,whileheheldfastherhand,andsanktocomawithwistfuleyesuponherface。

Moreover"twasshewhoburiedhim,rais-

ingacrossabovehisgrave,andshewhoplantedrose-bushesaboutthemound。

"HespokelikeanItalian,"saidthephy-

siciantoherwarily。

"Andsohewas,"shehadreplied。

"Afellow-countrymanofyours,nodoubt?"

"Arenotallmenourcountrymen,myfriend?"shesaid,gently。"Whatarelittlelinesdrawnintheimaginationofmen,dividingterritory,thattheyshoulddivideoursympathies?Theworldismycountry——andyours,Ihope。Isitnotso?"

Thentherehadalsobeenahaplesspairoflovers,shamedbeforetheircommunity,who,desperate,impoverished,andbewilderedatthewarbetweennatureandsociety,hadbeenhelpedbyherintoanewpartoftheworld。Therehadbeenawidowwithmanychildren,whohadfoundbasketsofcookedfoodandbundlesofwell-madeclothingonherstep。Andasthedayspassed,withthesepleasantoffices,thefaceofthestrangewomanglowedwithanever-increasingcon-

tent,andherdark,delicatebeautygrew。

JohnHartingtonspenthisvacationatDesMoines,havingalaudabledesiretoseesomethingoftheworldbeforereturningtohisnativetown,withhiscollegehonorsfreshuponhim。SwiftestofthecollegerunnerswasJohnHartington,famedforhisleapingtoo,andmeasuringwidestatthechestandwaistofalltheheartyfellowsattheuniversity。Hisblondcurlsclusteredaboveabrowalmostasinnocentasachild"s;hisfrankandbraveblueeyes,hisfreestep,hismellowlaugh,bespoketheperfectanimal,unharmedbycivilization,unperplexedbytheclosingcentury"sfalla-

ciesandpassions。Thewholesomeoakthatspreadsitsrootsdeepinthegeneroussoil,couldnotbemoreapartofnaturethanhe。Conscientious,unimaginative,direct,sincere,industrious,hewastheidealmanofhiskind,andhisreturntotowncausedaflutteramongthemaidenswhichtheydidnotevenattempttoconceal。

Theytoldhimallthechat,ofcourse,and,amongotherthings,mentionedthegreatsensationoftheyear,——thecomingofthewomanwithhermystery,thepurchaseofthesunnyupland,theplantingitwithcloverandwithmignonette,thebuildingofthehouseoflogs,thekeepingofthebees,thebarrenrooms,thebusy,silentlife,thecharities,thenever-endingwonderofitall。Andthenthewoman——kind,yetdifferentfromtherest,withtheforeigntrickoftongue,theslow,proudwalk,thedelicate,slighthands,thebeautiful,beau-

tifulsmile,theairasofacreaturefromanotherworld。

Hartington,strollingbeyondthevillagestreets,upwherethesunsetdiedindaffodilabovetheupland,sawthelittlecotoflogs,andoutbeforeit,amongblood-redpoppies,thewomanofwhomhehadheard。Hergownofwhitegleamedinthateerieradi-

ance,glorified,hersadgreateyesbentonhiminmagneticscrutiny。Apeaceandplenitudeofpowercameradiatingfromher,andreachedhimwherehestood,sud-

denly,andforthefirsttimeinhiscarelesslife,struckdumbandawed。She,too,seemedsuddenlyabashedatthisgreatbulkofyouthfulmanhood,innocentandstrong。

Shegazedonhim,andheonher,bothchainedwithsomemysteriousenchant-

ment。Yetneitherspoke,andhe,turninginbewildermentatlast,wentbacktotown,whilesheplacedonehandonherlipstokeepfromcallinghim。Andneithersleptthatnight,andinthemorningwhenshewentwithmilkingpailandstoolouttothegrassyfield,therehestoodatthebars,waiting。Againtheygazed,likecreaturesheldinthrallbysomemagician,tillsheheldoutherhandandsaid,——

"Wemustbefriends,althoughwehavenotmet。PerhapsweAREoldfriends。

Theysaytherehavebeenworldsbeforethisone。Ihavenotseenyouinthesehabili-

mentsoffleshandblood,andyet——wemaybefriends?"

JohnHartington,usedtothethinjestsofthevillagegirls,andalltheirsimpletalk,rose,nevertheless,enlightenedashewaswithsomestrangesympathywithher,tounderstandandanswerwhatshesaid。

"Ithinkperhapsitmaybeso。MayI

comeinbesideyouinthefield?Givemethepail。I"llmilkthecowforyou。”

Shethrewherheadbackandlaughedlikeagirlfromschool,andhelaughedtoo,andtheyshookhands。Thenshesatnearhimwhilehemilked,bothkeepingsilence,saveforthep-rringnoisehemadewithhislipstothepatientbeast。Beingthrough,sheservedhimwithacupfulofthefra-

grantmilk;buthebadeherdrinkfirst,thendrankhimself,andthentheylaughedagain,asiftheybothhadfoundsomethingnewandgoodinlife。

Thenshe,——

"Comeseehowwellmybeesaredoing。”

Andtheywent。Sheservedhimwiththelucentsyrupofthebees,perfumedwiththemignonette,——suchhoneyasthereneverwasbefore。Hesatonthebroaddoorstep,nearthescarletpoppies,sheonthegrass,andthentheytalked——wasitonegoldenhour——ortwo?Ah,well,"twaslongenoughforhertolearnallofhissimplelife,longenoughforhertoknowthathewasvictorattheracesattheschool,thathecouldplaythepipe,likeanyshepherdoftheancientdays,andwhenhewentheaskedherifhemightreturn。

"Well,"laughedshe,"sometimesIamlonely。Comeseeme——inaweek。”

Yethewastherethatdayattwilight,andhebroughthissilverpipe,andpipedtoherunderthestars,andshesungballadstohim,——songsofStrephonandtimeswhenthehillswereyoung,andflockswerefairerthantheyeverbethesedays。

"To-morrow,andto-morrow,andto-mor-

row,"andstilltheintercourse,stillherdarklovelinesswaxing,stilltheweavingofthemysticspell,stillhappinessasprimi-

tiveandassweetaseverEdenknew。

Thencameatwilightwhenthesweetrainfell,andontheheavyairtheperfumesofthefieldsfloated。Thewomanstoodbythewindowofthecot,lookingout。Tall,graceful,fullofthatsubtlepowerwhichdrewhissoul;clothedinwhitelinen,fra-

grantfromherfields,withbreathfreightedwithfreshmilk,witheyesofflame,shewastheretobeadored。Andhe,beingmanofmanliesttype,forgotallthatmighthavecheckedthewords,andpouredhissouloutatherfeet。Shedrewherselfuplikeaqueen,butonlythatshemightlookqueenlierforhissake,and,bending,kissedhisbrow,andwhisperedbackhisvows。

Andtheyweremarried。

ThevillagerspitiedHartington。

"She"smorethanamatchforhiminyears——an"insomeotherways,aslikeasnot,"theysaid。"Besides,sheain"tmuchinclinedtomentionanythingaboutherpast。"Twon"tbearthetellin"probably。”

Asforthelovers,theylaughedastheywentabouttheirhonesttasks,orsattogetherarmsencirclingeachatevening,nowunderthestars,andnowbeforetheirfireofwood。Theytalkedtogetheroftheirfarm,addedafieldforwinterwheat,boughtothercattle,andsomehorses,whichtheyrodeoutovertherollingprairiessidebyside。Heneverstoppedtochataboutthetown;sheneverventuredonthestreetwithouthimbyherside。Truthtotell,theirneighborsenviedthem,marvellinghowonecouldextractaheavenoutofearth,andwhatsuchperfectjoycouldmean。

Yet,foralltheirprosperity,notonead-

ditiondidtheymaketothatmostsimplehome。Itstoodthere,withitsbareneces-

sities,madebeautifulonlywiththeirlove。

Butwhenthewinterwasmostgone,hemadealittlecradleofhardwood,inwhichsheplacedpillowsofdown,andoverwhichshehunglinencurtainsembroideredbyherhand。

Inthelongevenings,bytheflickerofthefire,theysattogether,cheektocheek,andlookedatthislittlebed,singinglowsongstogether。

"Thishappinessisterrible,myJohn,"

shesaidtohimonenight,——awondrousnight,whentheeasternwindhadflungthetasselsoutonallthebuddingtreesofspring,andtheairwasthrobbingwithawakeninglife,andbalmypuffsofbreeze,andodorsoftheearth。"Andwearegrow-

ingyoung。Doyounotthinkthatweareveryyoungandstrong?"

Hekissedheronthelips。"Iknowthatyouarebeautiful,"hesaid。

"Oh,wehavelivedatNature"sheart,yousee,mylove。Thecattleandthefowls,thehoneyandthewheat,thecot——

thecradle,John,andyouandme!Thesethingsmakehappiness。Theyarenature。

Butthen,youcannotunderstand。Youhaveneverknowntheartificial——"

"Andyou,Elizabeth?"

"John,ifyouwish,youshallhearallI

havetotell。"Tisalong,long,wearytale。

Willyouhearitnow?Believeme,itwillmakeussad。”

Shegraspedhisarmtillheshrankwithpain。

"Tellwhatyouwillandwhenyouwill,Elizabeth。Perhaps,someday——when——"

hepointedtothelittlecrib。

"Asyousay。”Andsoitdropped。

TherecameadaywhenHartington,sit-

tingupontheportico,whereperfumesofthebuddingclovercametohim,hatedthehummingofthehappybees,hatedtherust-

lingofthetrees,hatedthesightofearth。

"Thechildisdead,"thenursehadsaid,"asforyourwife,perhaps——"butthatwasall。Finallyheheardthenurse"sstepuponthefloor。

"Come,"shesaid,motioninghim。Andhehadgone,laidcheekagainstthatdyingcheek,whisperedhisloveoncemore,sawitreturnedeventhen,inthosedeepeyes,andlaidherbackuponherpillow,dead。

Heburiedheramongthemignonette,levelledtheearth,sowedthicktheseedagain。

""Tisasshewished,"hesaid。

Withhisstronghandshewrenchedthelittlecrib,laiditpiecebypieceupontheirhearth,andscatteredthenthesacredashesonthewind。Then,withhard-comingbreath,brokeopenthelockeddoorofthatroomwhichhehadneverentered,thinkingtofindthere,perhaps,somesignofthatunguessablelifeofhers,butfoundthereonlyanaltar,withvotivelampsbeforetheBlessedVirgin,andliliesfadedandfallenfromtheirstems。

Thendownintothecellarwenthe,tothoseboxes,withtheforeignmarks。Andthen,indeed,hefoundahintofthatdeadlife。Gownsofvelvetandofsilk,suchasprincessesmightwear,wondersoflace,yellowedwithtime,greatcloaksofsnowyfur,lustrousrobes,jewelsofworth,——avastarrayofbrillianttrumpery。Thentherewerebooksinmanytongues,withricholdbindingsandilluminatedpage,andinthemwrittenthedeadwoman"sname,——anameofmanyparts,withtitlesofimpress,andinthemidstofallthename,"Eliza-

bethAstrado,"asshesaid。

Andthatwasall,orifthereweremorehemighthavelearned,followingtrailsthatfellwithinhisway,heneverlearnedit,beingcontent,andthankfulthathehadheldherforatimewithinhisarms,andlookedinhergreatsoul,which,weary-

ingoflife"ssadcomplexities,hadsim-

plifieditself,andmadehisloveitsbestadornment。

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