投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Twentyyearsinthepenitentiary!

Davidlookedupatthejudgeandsmiled。

Menhavebeenknowntosmilethatwaywhenthecar-wheelcrashesovertheirlegs,orabulletletstheairthroughtheirlungs。

Allthatfollowedwouldhaveseemedmoreterribleifithadnotappearedtobesoremote。Davidhadtoassurehimselfoverandoverthatitwasreallyhewhowasputinthatdisgracefuldress,andlockedinthatshamefulwalkfromcorridortowork-

room,fromwork-roomtochapel。Theworkwasnotmuchmoremonotonousthanthattowhichhehadbeenaccustomedintheoffice。Here,asthere,onewasreprovedfornotdoingtherequiredamount,butneverpraisedforextraordinaryefforts。Here,asthere,theworkersregardedeachotherwithdislikeandsuspicion。Here,asthere,workwasapenaltyandnotapleasure。

Itisthenightsthataretobedreadedinapenitentiary。Speecheasesthebrainoffreemen;butthemancondemnedtoeter-

nalsilenceisboundtoenduretorments。

Thought,whichmightbeadiversion,be-

comesacurse;itisapainfuldiseasewhichbecomeschronic。Itdoesnottakelongtoforgetthedaysoftheweekandthemonthsoftheyearwhentimebringsnovariance。

Daviddruggedhimselfondreams。Heknewitwasweakness,butitwasthewineofforgetfulness,andheindulgedinit。Hewentoverandover,inendlessrepetition,everysceneinwhichZoeLeBaronhadfigured。

HelearnedbyapaperthatshehadgonetoEurope。Hewasgladofthat。Fortherewerehoursinwhichheimaginedthathisfatemighthavecausedherdistress——notmuch,ofcourse,butperhapsanoccasionalhourofsympatheticregret。Butitwaspleasanternottothinkofthat。Hepre-

ferredtorememberthehourstheyhadspenttogetherwhileshewasteachinghimthejoyoflife。

Howlovelyhergrayeyeswere!Deep,yetbright,andfullofsilentlittlespeeches。

Theroomsinwhichheimaginedherasmovingwerealwayssplendid;thegownssheworewereofrustlingsilk。Heneverinanydream,wakingorsleeping,associatedherwithpovertyorsorroworpain。Gayandbeautiful,shemovedfromcitytocity,inthesevisionsofDavid"s,lookingalwaysatwonderfulthings,andfindinglaughterineveryhappening。

Itwassixmonthsafterhisentranceintohissilentabodethatalettercameforhim。

"Byrights,Culross,"saidthewarden,"I

shouldnotgivethislettertoyou。Itisn"tthesortweapproveof。Butyou"reinforagoodspell,andifthereisanythingthatcanmakelifeseemmoretolerable,Idon"tknowbutyou"reentitledtoit。Atleast,I"mnotthemantodenyittoyou。”

Thiswastheletter:——

"MYDEARFRIEND,——Ihopeyoudonotthinkthatallthesemonths,whenyouhavebeensufferingsoterribly,Ihavebeenthink-

ingofotherthings!ButIamsureyouknowthetruth。YouknowthatIcouldnotsendyouwordorcometoseeyou,orIwouldhavedoneit。WhenIfirstheardofwhatyouhaddone,Isawitallasithap-

pened,——thatdreadfulscene,Imean,inthesaloon。IamsureIhaveimaginedevery-

thingjustasitwas。Ibeggedpapatohelpyou,buthewasveryangry。Yousee,papawassopeculiar。Hethoughtmoreoftheappearancesofthings,perhaps,thanoffacts。Itinfuriatedhimtothinkofmeasbeingconcernedaboutyouorwithyou。

Ididnotknowhecouldbesoangry,andhisangerdidnotdie,butfordaysitcastsuchashadowovermethatIusedtowishIwasdead。OnlyIwouldnotdisobeyhim,andnowIamgladofthat。WewereinFrancethreemonths,andthen,cominghome,papadied。Itwasonthevoyage。Iwishhehadaskedmetoforgivehim,forthenIthinkIcouldhaverememberedhimwithmoretenderness。Buthedidnothingofthekind。Hedidnotseemtothinkhehaddonewronginanyway,thoughIfeelthatsomewaywemighthavesavedyou。IambackhereinChicagointheoldhome。ButIshallnotstayinthishouse。Itissolargeandlonesome,andIalwaysseeyouandfatherfacingeachotherangrilythereintheparlorwhenIenterit。SoIamgoingtogetmesomecoseyroomsinanotherpartofthecity,andtakemyaunt,whoisasweetoldlady,tolivewithme;andIamgoingtodevotemytime——allofit——andallofmybrainstogettingyououtofthatterribleplace。Whatistheuseoftellingmethatyouareamurderer?DoInotknowyoucouldnotbebroughttohurtanything?

Isupposeyoumusthavekilledthatpoorman,butthenitwasnotyou,itwasthatdreadfuldrink——itwasMe!Thatiswhatcontinuallyhauntsme。IfIhadbeenabravergirl,andspokenthewordsthatwereinmyheart,youwouldnothavegoneintothatplace。Youwouldbeinnocentto-day。

ItwasIwhowasresponsibleforitall。I

letfatherkillyourheartrighttherebeforeme,andneversaidaword。YetIknewhowitwaswithyou,and——thisiswhatI

oughttohavesaidthen,andwhatImustsaynow——andallthetimeIfeltjustasyoudid。IthoughtIshoulddiewhenI

sawyougoaway,andknewyouwouldnevercomebackagain。OnlyIwassoselfish,Iwassowicked,Iwouldsaynothing。

"Ihavenorighttobecomfortableandhopeful,andtohavefriends,withyoushutupfromlibertyandhappiness。Iwillnothavethosecomfortablerooms,afterall。

Iwillliveasyoudo。Iwilllivealoneinabareroom。ForitisIwhoamguilty!

AndthenIwillfeelthatIalsoambeingpunished。

"Doyouhateme?Perhapsmytellingyounowallthesethings,andthatIfelttowardyoujustasyoudidtowardme,willnotmakeyouhappy。Foritmaybethatyoudespiseme。

"Anyway,Ihavetoldyouthetruthnow。

IwillgoassoonasIhearfromyoutoalawyer,andtrytofindouthowyoumaybeliberated。Iamsureitcanbedonewhenthefactsareknown。

"Poorboy!HowIdohopeyouhaveknowninyourheartthatIwasnotfor-

gettingyou。Indeed,dayornight,Ihavethoughtofnothingelse。NowIamfreetohelpyou。Andbesure,whateverhappens,thatIamworkingforyou。

"ZOELEBARON。”

Thatwasall。Justagirlish,constrainedletter,hardlyhintingatthehottearsthathadbeenshedformanywearynights,coylytellingoftheimpatientyoungloveandallthemaidenlyshame。

Davidpermittedhimselftoreaditonlyonce。Thenasuddenresolutionwasborn——

aheroicone。Beforehegottheletterhewasacrushedandunsophisticatedboy;

whenhehadreadit,andabsorbeditsfullsignificance,hebecamesuddenlyaman,capableofagreatsacrifice。

"Ireturnyourletter,"hewrote,withoutsuperscription,"andthankyouforyouranxietyaboutme。Butthetruthis,Ihadforgottenallaboutyouinmytrouble。Youwerenotintheleasttoblameforwhathap-

pened。ImighthaveknownIwouldcometosuchanend。YouthoughtIwasgood,ofcourse;butitisnoteasytofindoutthelifeofayoungman。Itisrathermortifyingtohaveaprivatelettersenthere,becausethewardenreadsthemall。Ihopeyouwillenjoyyourselfthiswinter,andhastentoforgetonewhohadcertainlyforgottenyoutillremindedbyyourletter,whichIreturn。

"Respectfully,"DAVIDCULROSS。”

Thatnightsomedeeplinescameintohisfacewhichneverleftit,andwhichmadehimlooklikeamanofmiddleage。

Heneverdoubtedthathisplanwouldsucceed;that,piquedandindignantathisingratitude,shewouldhatehim,andinalittletimeforgetheeverlived,orrememberhimonlytoblushwithshameatherpastassociationwithhim。Hesawherhappy,loved,livingtheusuallifeofwomen,withallthosethingsthatmakeliferich。

Forthereinthesolitudeanunderstand-

ingofdeepthingscametohim。Hewhothoughtnevertohaveawifegrewtoknowwhatthejoyofitmustbe。Heperceivedallthesubtleraptureofweddedsouls。Helearnedwhattheloveofchildrenwas,theprideofhome,theunselfishambitionforsuccessthatspursmenon。Alltheemo-

tionspassedinprocessionatnightbeforehim,trickedoutinpalpableforms。

AburstofgirlishtearswoulddissipatewhateverlingeringpityZoefeltforhim。

Howoftenhesaidthat!Withhersensi-

tivenessshewouldbesuretohateamanwhohadmortifiedher。

Sohefelltodreamingofheragainasmovingamonghappyandluxuriousscenes,exquisitelyclothed,withflowersonherbosomandjewelsonherneck;andhesawmenlovingher,andwasglad,andsawheratlastlovingthebestofthem,andtoldhimselfinthesilenceofthenightthatitwasashewished。

Yetalways,always,fromwearyweektowearyweek,herehearsedthescenes。Theywerehistheatre,hisopera,hislibrary,hislecturehall。

Herehearsedthemagainthereonthecars。Heneverweariedofthem。Tobesure,otherthoughtshadcometohimatnight。Muchthattomostmenseemscom-

plexandpuzzlinghadgrowntoappearsimpletohim。Inawayhisbrainhadquickenedanddeepenedthroughtheyearsofsolitude。Hehadthoughtoutagreatmanythings。Hehadreadafewgoodbooksanddigestedthem,andthevisionsinhishearthadkepthimfrombeingbitter。

Yet,suddenlyconfrontedwithliberty,turnedlooselikeapasturedcolt,withoutmasterorrein,hefeltonlyconfusionanddismay。Hemightbeexpectedtofeelex-

ultation。Heexperiencedonlyfright。Itispreciselythesamewiththeliberatedcolt。

Thetrainpulledintoabustlingstation,inwhichthemultitudinousnoiseswerethrownbackagainfromthearchedironroof。Therelentlesshasteofallthepeoplewasinexpressiblycrueltothemanwholookedfromthewindowwonderingwhitherhewouldgo,andif,amongallthethousandsthatmadeupthatvastandthrobbingcity,hewouldeverfindafriend。

ForamomentDavidlongedevenforthatunmaternalmotherwhohadforgottenhiminthehourofhisdistress;butshehadbeendeadformanyyears。

Thetrainstopped。Everyonegotout。

Davidforcedhimselftohisfeetandfollowed。

Hehadbeendrivenbackintotheworld。

Itwouldhaveseemedlessterribletohavebeendrivenintoadesert。Hewalkedtowardthegreatirongates,seeingthepeopleandhearingthenoisesconfusedly。

Asheenteredthespacebeyondthegrat-

ingsomeonecaughthimbythearm。Itwasalittlemiddle-agedwomaninplainclothes,andwithsadgrayeyes。

"IsthisDavid?"saidshe。

Hedidnotspeak,buthisfaceansweredher。

"Iknewyouwerecomingto-day。I"vewaitedalltheseyears,David。Youdidn"tthinkIbelievedwhatyousaidinthatletterdidyou?Thisway,David,——thisisthewayhome。”

TwoPioneersITwastheyearofthesmall-pox。ThePawneeshaddiedintheircoldtepeesbythefifties,thesoldierslaydeadinthetrencheswithoutthefort,andmanyagayFrenchvoyageur,whohadthoughttogosingingdowntheMissourionhisfur-ladenraftinthespringtime,wouldneveragainseethelightsofSt。Louis,orthecoinofthemightyChoteaucompany。

Ithadbeenawinteroftragedies。TherigorsoftheweatherandthescourgeofthediseasehadbeenfoughtwithIndiancharmandwithCatholicprayer。Bothwereequallyunavailing。Ifamanwastakensickattheforttheyputhiminawarmroom,broughthimajugofwateronceaday,andlefthimtofindoutwhathisconstitutionwasworth。Generallyhere-

covered;forthesurgeon"ssupplieshadbeenexhaustedearlyintheyear。ButtheIndians,intheirtorment,rushedintotheriverthroughtheice,andreturnedtorollthemselvesintheirblanketsanddieinungroaningstoicism。

Everyonehadgrownbitterandhard。

Theknivesofthetrappersweresharp,andnotonewhitsharperthantheirtempers。

SomeonesaidthatthefriendlyPawneeswereconspiringwiththeSioux,whowerealwaystreacherous,tosackthesettlement。

Thetrappersdoubtedthis。TheyandthePawneeshadbeenfriendsmanyyears,andtheyhadtogetherkilledtheSiouxinfourfamousbattlesonthePlatte。Yet——whoknows?Therewaspestilenceintheair,andithadsomehowgotintomen"ssoulsaswellastheirbodies。

So,atleast,FatherdeSmetsaid。Healonedidnotdespair。Healonetriedneithercharmnorcurse。Hedressedhimanaltarinthewilderness,andheprayedatit——butnotforimpossiblethings。Wheninaday"sjourneyyoucomeacrosstwolodgesofIndians,sixtysoulsineach,lyingdeadanddistortedfromtheplagueintheirdesolatetepees,youdonotpray,ifyouareamanlikeFatherdeSmet。Yougoontothenextlodgewherethelivingyetare,andteachthemhowtoavoiddeath。

Besides,whenyouareyoung,itismucheasiertoactthantopray。Whenthechil-

drencriedforfood,FatherdeSmettookdowntheriflefromthewallandwentoutwithit,comingbackonlywhenhecouldfeedthehungry。Therewereplaceswheretheprairiewasblackwithbuffalo,andtheshydeershowedtheirdelicateheadsamongtheleaflesswillowsofthePapillion。Whenthey——thechildren——werecold,thisyoungmanbroughtinbasketsofbuffalochipsfromtheprairieandbuiltthemafire,orhehungmoreskinsupattheentrancetothetepees。Ifhewantedtocrossariverandhadnoboatathand,heleapedtheuncertainice,or,inclearcurrent,swam,withhisclothesonhisheadinabundle。

AwonderfultravellerforthetimewasFatherdeSmet。TwicehehadgoneasfarasthelandoftheFlatheadnation,andhecouldclimbmountainpassesaswellasanyguideoftheRockies。Hehadbuiltadozenmissions,lyingallthewayfromtheColum-

biatotheKaw。Hehadalwaysajestathistongue"send,andserveditoutwithasmuchreadinessasaprayer;andhehad,withal,anarmtrainedtodoexecution。

Everymanontheplainsunderstoodtheartofself-preservation。EveninCainsville,overbythecouncilgroundofthewesterntribes,whichwasquitethemostcivilizedplaceforhundredsofmiles,lifewasuncer-

tainwhentheboatscamefromSt。Louiswithbadwhiskeyintheirholds。Butnoonedaredtakelibertieswiththeholyfather。

Thethrustfromhisshoulderwasstraightandsure,andhisfistwashard。

YetitwasnotthesinnerthatFatherdeSmetmeanttocrush。Healwayssupple-

mentedhisactsofphysicalprowesswiththatexplanation。Itwasthesinthathestruckatfromtheshoulder——andmaynotevenananointedonestrikeatsin?

FatherdeSmetcoulddrawafineline,too,betweenthethingswhichwerebadinthemselves,andthethingswhichwereonlyextrinsicallybad。Forexample,therewerethesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。Mam"selleherselfwasnotabovereproach,buthersoupswere。MademoiselleNinonwastheonlyParisianthinginthesettlement。Andshewascertainlytobeavoided——whichwasper-

hapsthereasonthatnooneavoidedher。ItwasfouryearssinceshehadseenParis。Shewassixteenthen,andshefollowedthefor-

tunesofacertainadventurerwhofounditadvisabletosailforMontreal。NinonhadbeenboredbackinParis,itbeingdullinthemantua-makingshopofMadameGuittar。Ifshehadbeenamanshewouldhavetakentonavigation,andmighthavemadeherselffamousbysailingtosomeunknownpartoftheNewWorld。Beingawoman,shetookaloverwhowasgoingtoNewFrance,andfor-

gottoweepwhenhefoundanearlyandvio-

lentdeath。Andtherewereothersathand,andNinonsailedaroundthecoldbluelakes,pastSaultSt。Marie,andmadeherwayacrosstheportagestotheMississippi,andsodowntothesacredrockofSt。Louis。

Thatwasamerryplace。Ninonhadfaulttofindneitherwiththewinenorthedances。

Theywereallthatonecouldhavedesired,andtherewasnolimittoeitherofthem。

Butstill,afteratime,eventhisgrewtire-

sometooneofNinon"sspirit,andshetookthefirstopportunitytosailuptheMissouriwithacertainyoungtrapperconnectedwiththegreatfurcompany,andsofoundher-

selfatCainsville,withthebluebluffsrisingtotheeastofher,andthelowwhitestretchesoftheriverflatsundulatingdowntowherethesluggishstreamwounditswaysouthwardcapriciously。

Ninonsoontiredofhertrapper。Foronethingshefoundoutthathewasacoward。Shesawhimrunonceinabuffalofight。ThatwaswhenthePawneestoodstillwithablanketstretchedwideinagaudysquare,andcaughttheheadofthemadanimalfairlyinthetoughfabric;hismus-

tang"slegstrembledunderhim,buthedidnotmove,——foramustangisthesoulofanIndian,andobeyseachthought;theIndianhimselffelthisheartpoundingathisribs;

butoncewiththatgarmentfastoverthebaffledeyesofthestrugglingbrute,therestwasonlyamatterofjudiciousknife-

thrusts。Ninonsawthis。Sherodepastherlover,andsnatchedthetwistedbullioncordfromhishatthatshehadbraidedandputthere,andthatnightshetieditonthehatofthePawneewhohadkilledthebuffalo。

ThePawneeswereratherproudoftheepisode,andasfortheFrenchmen,theydidnotmind。TheFrenchhavealwaysbeenveryadaptableinAmerica。Ninonwasuniversallypopular。

Andsowerehersoups。

Everymanhashisprice。FatherdeSmet"swasthesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。

Fancy!Ifyouhaveaneducatedpalateandareobligedtoeatthestrongdistillationofbuffalomeat,cookedinapotwhichhasbeenwipedoutwiththegreasypetticoatofasquaw!WhenNinoncamedownfromSt。Louisshebroughtwithheragreatboxcontainingneitherclothes,furniture,nortrinkets,butsomethingmuchmorewonderful!Itwasamarvellouscompound-

ingofspicesandseasonings。ThearomaticliquidsshesetbeforetheenchantedmenofthesettlementborenomorerelationtoordinarybuffalosoupthanChateaubrand"sIndianmaidensdidtooneofthePaw-

neegirls,whoslouchedaboutthesettle-

mentwithnoxioustressesandsullenslavishcoquetries。

FatherdeSmetwouldnotatanytimehavecalledNinonascarletwoman。Butwhenheatethedishofsouportastedthehotcorn-cakesthatsheinvariablyinvitedhimtopartakeofashepassedherlittlehouse,herefrainedwithallthecharityofatrueChristianandanaccomplishedepicurefromeventhinkinghersuch。Andhere-

memberedthewordsoftheSaviour,"Lethimwhoiswithoutsinamongyoucastthefirststone。”

ToFatherdeSmet"shealthynaturenothingseemedmoresuperfluousthansin。

Andhewasaversetothinkingthatanycommitteddeedsofwhichheneedbeashamed。Soitwashishabit,especiallyifthedaywaspleasantandhisownthoughtshappy,tosaytohimselfwhenhesawoneofthewildyoungtrappersleavingthecabinofMademoiselleNinon:"Hehasbeenforsomeofthegoodwoman"shotcakes,"

tillhegrewquitetobelievethattheonlyattractionsthattheadroitFrenchwomanpossessedwereofagastronomicnature。

Totellthetruth,theattractionsofMade-

moiselleNinonwerevaried。Tobeginwith,shewastheonlythinginthatwilder-

nesstosuggesthome。Ninonhadageniusforhome-making。Hercabin,inwhichshecooked,slept,ate,lived,hadbecomeaboudoir。

Thewallswerehungwithrareandbeau-

tifulskins;theveryfloormaderichwithhugebearrobes,theirpermeatingodorssubduedbyheavyperfumesbrought,likethespices,fromSt。Louis。Thebed,inday-

time,wasacouchofbeaver-skins;thefire-

placehadbranchingantlersaboveit,onwhichwerehungsomeoftheevidencesofthefairNinon"scoquetry,suchassilkenscarves,ofthesortthevoyageursfromthefarnorthwore;andnecklacesmadebytheIndiansofthePacificcoastandbroughttoNinonby——butitisnotpolitetoinquireintothesematters。Therewerelittlemoc-

casinsalso,muchdecoratedwithporcupine-

quills,onepairofwhichFatherdeSmethadbroughtfromtheFlatheadnation,andpresentedtoNinonthattimewhenshenursedhimthroughafrightfulrunoffever。

Shewouldtakenomoneyforherpatientservices。

"Father,"saidshe,gravely,whenheofferedittoher,"Iamnotmyselfvirtuous。

ButIhavethedistinctionofhavingpre-

servedtheonlyvirtuouscreatureinthesettlementforfurtherusefulness。Some-

times,perhaps,youwillprayforNinon。”

FatherdeSmetneverforgotthoseprayers。

Thesewerewildtimes,mindyou。Nousetokeepyourskirtscoldlycleanifyouwishedtobeofhelp。Thesemenweresub-

duingacontinent。Theirprimitivequalitiescameout。Courage,endurance,sacrifice,sufferingwithoutcomplaint,friendshiptothedeath,indomitablehatred,unfalteringhope,deep-seatedgreed,splendidgayety——ittakesthesethingstosubdueaconti-

nent。Viceisalsoanincidental,——thatistosay,whatonecallsvice。Thisisbecauseitisthecustomtomeasurethesemenasiftheyweregovernedbythelawsofcivili-

zation,wherethereisneitherlawnorcivilization。

Thismuchiscertain:gentlemencannotconqueracountry。TheytriedgentlemenbackinVirginia,andtheydied,partlyfromlackofintellect,butmostlyfromlackofenergy。Aftertheyeomenhavefoughttheconqueringfight,itiswellenoughtobringingentlemen,whoaresometimescleverlawmakers,andwholookwellonthronesorinpresidentialchairs。

Buttoreturntothewinterofthesmall-

pox。ItwasthenthatthepriestandNinongrewtoknoweachotherwell。Theybe-

cameacquaintedfirstinthecabinwherefourofthetrapperslaytossingindelirium。

Thehorriblesmellofdiseaseweightedtheair。Outsidewetsnowfellcontinuouslyandthecloudsseemedtorestonlyafewfeetabovethesullenbluffs。Theroomwasbareofcomforts,andverydirty。Ninonlookedaboutwithdisgust。

"Youpray,"saidshetothepriest,"andIwillcleantheroom。”

"Notso,"returnedthebroad-shoulderedfather,smilingly,"wewillbothcleantheroom。”Thusitcamethattheyscrubbedthefloortogether,andmadethechimneysothatitwouldnotsmoke,andwashedtheblanketsonthebeds,andkeptthewood-

pilehigh。Theyalsodevisedventilators,andletinfreshairwithoutexposingthepatients。Theyhadnomedicine,buttheycontinuallyrubbedthesufferingmenwithbear"sgrease。

"It"sbetterthanmedicine,"saidNinon,afterthetenthday,as,wanwithwatching,sheheldthecoolhandofoneoftherecoveringmeninherown。"Ifwehadhadmedicinesweshouldhavekilledthesemen。”

"Youareawomanofremarkablesense,"

saidtheholyfather,whowaseatingadishofcorn-mealandmilkthatNinonhadjustprepared,"andawomanalsoofChristiancourage。”

"Christiancourage?"echoedNinon;"doyouthinkthatiswhatyoucallit?Iamnotafraid,no,notI;butitisnotChristiancourage。Youmistakeincallingitthat。”

Thereweretearsinhereyes。Thepriestsawthem。

"Godleadyouatlastintopeacefulways,"

saidhe,softly,liftingonehandinblessing。

"Yourvigilisended。Gotoyourhomeandsleep。YouknowthevalueofthetemporallifethatGodhasgiventoman。

Inthehoursofthenight,Ninon,thinkofthevalueofeternallife,whichitisalsoHistogive。”

Ninonstaredathimamomentwithadawninghorrorinhereyes。

Thenshepointedtothetable。

"Whateveryoudo,"saidshe,"don"tforgetthebear"sgrease。”Andshewentoutlaughing。Thepriestdidnotpausetorecommendhersoultofurtherblessing。

Heobeyedherdirections。

Marchwaswearingawaytediously。Theriverwasnotyetopen,andthebelatedboatswithneededsuppliesweremooredfardowntheriver。ManyofthereducedsettlersweredependentonthemeattheIndiansbroughtthemforsustenance。Themudmadetheroadsalmostimpassable;forthefrostlayinasolidbedsixinchesbelowthesurface,andallabovethatwassemi-

liquidmuck。Snowandrainalternated,andthefrightfuldiseasedidnotceaseitsravages。

Thepriestgotlittlesleep。Nowhewasatthebedofalittlehalf-breedchild,smoothingthestraightblacklocksfromthenarrowbrow;nowatthecotofsomehulkingtrapper,whoweptatthepain,butdiedfinallywithagrinofbravadoonhislips;nowinafoultepee,wheresomegravePawneewrappedhismantleabouthim,andgazedwithpropheticandunflinchingeyesintothelandofthehereafter。

Thelittleschoolthattheprieststartedhadbeenlongsinceabandoned。Itwasonlythepreservationoflifethatonethoughtofinthesedays。Andrecklessnesshadmadethemendesperate。Totheravagesofdis-

easewereaddedhorriblemurders。Moralhealthisalwayslowwhenphysicalhealthisso。

Giveanationtwowintersofgrippe,anditwillhaveanepidemicofsuicide。Giveitstarvationandsmall-pox,anditwillhaveacontagionofmurders。Therearesubtlelawsunderlyingthesethings,——lawswhichthephysiciansthinktheycanexplain;buttheyaremistaken。Thereasonisnotsomaterialasitseems。

Butspringwasnearinspiteoffallingsnowandthedirtyiceintheriver。Therewasnotevenaflushingofthewillowtwigstotellitby,noraclearingoftheleadensky,——onlythealmanac。YetallmenwerelookingforwardtoitThetrappersputinthefeebledaysofconvalescence,makinglongraftsonwhichtopiletheskinsdriedoverwinter,——afinevariety,worthallbuttheirweightingold。Moneywaseasilygotinthosedays;buttherearecircumstancesunderwhichmoneyisvalueless。

FatherdeSmetthoughtofthisthedaybeforeEaster,asheplungedthroughthemudofthewindingstreetinhisbearskingaiters。Stoutwerehislegs,firmhislungs,asheturnedtobreatheinthewestwind;

clearhissharpandhumorouseyes。Hewasgoingtothelittlechapelwherethemissionschoolhadpreviouslybeenheld。

Herewasarudepulpit,andbackofitamuch-disfiguredvirgin,dressedinturkey-

redcalico。Twocheapcandlesintheirtinsticksguardedthisfigure,andbeneath,onthefloor,wasspreadanotter-skinofperfectbeauty。Theseatswereofpine,withoutbacks,andthewindwhistledthroughthechinksbetweenthelogs。Moreover,theplacewasdirty。Lentenservicehadbeenoutofthequestion。Thelivinghadneithertimenorstrengthtocometoworship;andthedeadwerenotgiventhehonorofaburialfromchurchinthesetimesofterror。

Thepriestlookedabouthimindismay,theplacewassoutterlyforsaken;yettoletEastergobywithoutrecognitionwasnottohisliking。Hehadbeenthenightbeforetoeveryhouseinthesettlement,biddingthepeopletocometodevotionsonSundaymorning。Heknewthatnotoneofthemwouldrefusehisinvitation。Therewasnoherolargerintheeyesoftheseunfortunatesthanthesimplepriestwhowalkedamongthemwithhisunpretentiouspiety。Thepromisesweregivenwithwhisperedbless-

ings,andtherewerevoicesthatbrokeinmakingthem,andhandsthatshookwithhonestgratitude。Thepriest,rememberingthesethings,andalltheawfulsufferingofthewinter,determinedtomaketheser-

vicesymbolic,indeed,oftheresurrectionandthelife,——theannualresurrectionandlifethatcomeseachyear,apalpablemiracle,toteachthedullestthatGodreigns。

"Howareyougoingtotrimthealtar?"

criedavoicebehindhim。

Heturned,startled,andinthedoorwaystoodMademoiselleNinon,hershortskirtbeltedwitharedsilkscarf,——thetokenofsometrapper,——heranklesprotectedwithfringedleggins,herheadcoveredwithabe-

ribbonedhatoffelt,suchasthevoyageurswore。

"Ourdevotionswillbetheonlydecora-

tionswecanhangonit。Butgratitudeisbetterthanblossoms,andhumanitymorebeautifulthangreenwreaths,"saidthefather,gently。

Itwasacuriousthing,andonethathehadoftennoticedhimself;hegavethiswoman——unworthyasshewas——thebestofhissimplethoughts。

Ninontiptoedtowardthepriestwithonefingercoquettishlyraisedtoinsuresecrecy。

"Youwillneverbelieveit,"shewhis-

pered,"noonewouldbelieveit!Butthefactis,father,Ihavetwolilies。”

"Lilies,"criedthepriest,incredulously,"twolilies?"

"That"swhatIsay,father——twomarvel-

louslyfairlilieswithlittlesceptresofgoldinthem,andleavesaswhiteassnow。Thebulbswerebroughtmelastautumnby——;thatistosay,theywerebroughtfromSt。Louis。

Onlynowhavetheyblossomed。Heavens,howIhavewatchedthebuds!Ihavesaidtomyselfeverymorningforafortnight:

"Willtheyopenintimeforthegoodfather"sEastermorningservice?"ThenI

said:"Theywillopentoosoon。Buds,"I

havecriedtothem,"donotdaretoopenyet,oryouwillbehorriblypassé;ebyEaster。

Havethekindness,willyou,tosaveyour-

selvesforagreatevent。"Andtheydidit;

yes,father,youmaynotbelieve,butnolaterthanthismorningthesesensibleflowersopeneduptheirleavesboldly,quiteconsciousthattheyweredoingtherightthing,andto-morrow,ifyouplease,theywillbehere。Andtheywillperfumethewholeplace;yes。”

Shestoppedsuddenly,andrelaxedhervivaciousexpressionforoneofpain。

"Youarecertainlyill,"criedthepriest。

"Restyourself。”Hetriedtopushherontooneoftheseats;butasortofconvulsiverigiditycameoverher,veryalarmingtolookat。

"Youarewornout,"hercompanionsaidgravely。"Andyouarechilled。”

"Yes,I"mcold,"confessedNinon。"ButIhadtocometotellyouaboutthelilies。

But,doyousee,Inevercouldbringmyselftoputtheminthisroomasitisnow。Itwouldbetooabsurdtoplacethemamongthisdirt。Wemustcleantheplace。”

"Theplacewillbecleaned。Iwillseetoit。Butasforyou,gohomeandcareforyourself。”Ninonstartedtowardthedoorwithanuncertainstep。Suddenlyshecameback。

"Itistoofunny,"shesaid,"thatredcalicothereontheVirgin。Father,Ihavesomelaceswhichweremymother"s,whowasagoodwoman,andwhichhaveneverbeenwornbyme。TheyareallIhavetorememberFrancebyandthedayswhenI

was——different。IfImightbepermitted——"

shehesitatedandlookedtimidlyatthepriest。

""Shehathdonewhatshecould,""mur-

muredFatherdeSmet,softly。"Bringyourlaces,Ninon。”Hewouldhaveadded:

"Thysinsbeforgiventhee。”Butun-

fortunately,atthismoment,Pierrecameloungingdownthestreet,throughthemud,freshfromFortLaramie。Hisriflewasslungacrosshisback,andafullgame-bagrevealedthefactthathehadamusedhim-

selfonhisway。Hiscurlyandwind-bleachedhairblewoutintime-tornbannersfromtheedgeofhiswidehat。Hispiercing,blackeyeswerethoseofamanwhodrinksdeep,fightshard,andlivesalwaysintheopenair。

Wildanimalshavesucheyes,onlythereisthisdifference:theviciousnessofananimalisnatural;atleastone-halfoftheviciousnessofmanisartificialanddevised。

WhenNinonsawthefrost-reddenedfaceofthisgallantoftheplains,shegavealittlecryofdelight,andthecolorrushedbackintoherface。Thetrappersawher,andgavearudeshoutofwelcome。Thenextmoment,hehadswungherclearofthechapelsteps;andthenthetwowentdownthestreettogether,Pierrepausingonlylongenoughtodoffhishattothepriest。

"TheVirginwillwearnofreshlaces,"

saidthepriest,withsomebitterness;buthewasmistaken。Anhourlater,Ninonwasback,notonlywithaboxoflaces,butalsowithacollectionofcosmetics,withwhichsheproceededtomakestartlingthescratchedandfadedfaceofthewoodenVirgin,whowore,afterthecompletionofNinon"slabors,adecidedlypiquantandsaucyexpression。

TheverymannerinwhichthelacesweredrapedhadasuggestionofNinon"sstillunforgottenartasamakerofmillinery,andwasreallyaverygoodpresentmentofParisfashionsfouryearspast。Pierre,meantime,amusedhimselfbyfillingupthechinksinthelogswithfreshmud,——acommodityofwhichtherewasnolack,——andothersoftheneighbors,incitedbytheseextraordinaryefforts,washedthedirtfromseats,floor,andwindows,andbroughtfurswithwhichtomakepresentabletheflooraboutthepulpit。

FatherdeSmetworkedharderthananyofthem。Inhishappyenthusiasmhechosetothinkthisenergyonthepartoftheotherswaspromptedbypiety,thoughwellheknewitwasonlyarefugefromtheinsuffer-

ableennuithatpervadedtheplace。Ninonsuddenlycameuptohimwithawhiteface。

"Iamnotwell,"shesaid。Herteethwerechattering,andhereyeshadalittleblueglazeoverthem。"Iamgoinghome。

InthemorningIwillsendthelilies。”

Thepriestcaughtherbythehand。

"Ninon,"hewhispered,"itisonmysoulnottoletyougoto-night。Somethingtellsmethatthehourofyoursalvationiscome。

Womenworsethanyou,Ninon,havecometoleadholylives。Pray,Ninon,praytotheMotherofSorrows,whoknowsthesuf-

feringsandsinsoftheheart。”HepointedtothebefrilledandhighlyfashionableVirginwithherrouge-stainedcheeks。

Ninonshrankfromhim,andthesameconvulsiverigidityhehadnoticedbefore,heldherimmovable。Amomentlater,shewasonthestreetagain,andthepriest,watchingherdownthestreet,sawherenterhercabinwithPierre

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