投诉 阅读记录

第9章

Euthymiahadhadadmirersenough,atadistance,whileatschool,andinthelongvacations,nearenoughtofindoutthatshewasanythingbuteasytomakeloveto。Shefairlyfrightenedmorethanonerashyouthwhowasdisposedtobetoosentimentalinhercompany。Theyoverdidflattery,whichshewasusedtoandtolerated,butwhichcheapenedtheadmirerinherestimation,andnowandthenbetrayedherintoanexpressionwhichmadehimawareofthefact,andwasadiscouragementtoaggressiveamiability。Therealdifficultywasthatnotoneofheradorershadevergreatlyinterestedher。Itcouldnotbethatnaturehadmadeherinsensible。Itmusthavebeenbecausethemanwhowasmadeforherhadneveryetshownhimself。

Shewasnoteasytoplease,thatwascertain;andshewasoneofthoseyoungwomenwhowillnotacceptasaloveronewhobuthalfpleasesthem。Shecouldnotpickupthefirststickthatfellinherwayandtakeittoshapeheridealoutof。ManyofthegoodpeopleofthevillagedoubtedwhetherEuthymiawouldeverbemarried。

"There"snothinggoodenoughforherinthisvillage,"saidtheoldlandlordofwhathadbeentheAnchorTavern。

"Shemustwaittillaprincecomesalong,"theoldlandladysaidinreply。"She"dmakeasprettyaqueenasanyofthemthat"sborntoit。Wouldn"tshebesplendidwithagoldcrownonherhead,anddi"mondsaglitterin"alloverher!D"yourememberhowhandsomeshelookedinthetableau,whenthefairwasheldfortheDorcasSociety?

Shehadonanolddressofhergrandma"s,——theydon"tmakeanything。

halfsohandsomenowadays,——andshewasjustasprettyasapictur"。

Butwhat"stheuseofgoodlooksiftheyscareawayfolks?Theyoungfellowsthinkthatsuchahandsomegirlasthatwouldcosttentimesasmuchtokeepasaplainone。Shemustbedresseduplikeanempress,——sotheyseemtothink。Itain"tsowithEuthymy:she"dlooklikeagreatladydressedanyhow,andshehasn"tgotanymorenotionsthanthehomeliestgirlthateverstoodbeforeaglasstolookatherself。”

InthehumblerwalksofArrowheadVillagesociety,similaropinionswereentertainedofMissEuthymia。Thefresh-waterfishermanrepresentedprettywelltheaverageestimateoftheclasstowhichhebelonged。"Itellye,"saidhetoanothergentlemanofleisure,whosechiefoccupationwastowatchthecomingandgoingofthevisitorstoArrowheadVillage,——"Itellyethatgirlain"tagontoputupwithanyo"themslab-sidedfellahsthatyouseehangin"

raoundtolookathereverySundaywhenshecomesaouto"meetin"。

It"soneo"thembiggentsfromBostonorNewYorkthat"llstepupan"kerryheroff。”

InthemeantimenothingcouldbefurtherfromthethoughtsofEuthymiathantheprospectofanambitiousworldlyalliance。Theidealsofyoungwomencostthemmanyandgreatdisappointments,buttheysavethemveryoftenfromthoselifelongcompanionshipswhichaccidentisconstantlytryingtoforceuponthem,inspiteoftheirobviousunfitness。Thehighertheideal,thelesslikelyisthecommonplaceneighborwhohasthegreatadvantageofeasyaccess,ortheboarding-houseacquaintancewhocanprofitbythosevacanthourswhentheleastinterestingofvisitorsisbetterthanabsoluteloneliness,——thelesslikelyaretheseundesirablepersonagestobeendured,pitied,and,ifnotembraced,accepted,forwantofsomethingbetter。EuthymiafoundsomuchpleasureintheintellectualcompanionshipofLurida,andfeltherownprudenceandreservesonecessarytothatindependentyounglady,thatshehadbeencontented,sofar,withfriendship,andthoughtofloveonlyinanabstractsortofway。Beneathherabstractionstherewasacapacityoflovingwhichmighthavebeeninferredfromtheexpressionofherfeatures,thelightthatshoneinhereyes,thetonesofhervoice,allofwhichwerefullofthelanguagewhichbelongstosusceptiblenatures。Howmanywomenneversaytothemselvesthattheywereborntolove,untilallatoncethediscoveryopensuponthem,asthesensethathewasbornapainterissaidtohavedawnedsuddenlyuponCorreggio!

Likealltherestofthevillageanditsvisitors,shecouldnothelpthinkingagooddealabouttheyoungmanlyingillamongststrangers。

Shewasnotoneofthosewhohadsenthimthethree-cornerednotesorevenabunchofflowers。Sheknewthathewasreceivingaboundingtokensofkindnessandsympathyfromdifferentquarters,andacertaininwardfeelingrestrainedherfromjoininginthesedemonstrations。Ifhehadbeensufferingfromsomedeadlyandcontagiousmaladyshewouldhaveriskedherlifetohelphim,withoutathoughtthattherewasanywonderfulheroisminsuchself-devotion。

HerfriendLuridamighthavebeencapableofthesamesacrifice,butitwouldbeafterreasoningwithherselfastotheobligationswhichhersenseofhumanrightsanddutieslaiduponher,andfortifyinghercouragewiththememoryofnobledeedsrecordedofwomeninancientandmodernhistory。WithEuthymiatheprimaryhumaninstinctstookprecedenceofallreasoningorreflectionaboutthem。

Allhersympathieswereexcitedbythethoughtofthisforlornstrangerinhissolitude,butshefelttheimpossibilityofgivinganycompleteexpressiontothem。ShethoughtofMungoParkintheAfricandesert,andsheenviedthepoornegresswhonotonlypitiedhim,buthadtheblessedopportunityofhelpingandconsolinghim。

Hownearwerethesetwohumancreatures,eachneedingtheother!Hownearinbodilypresence,howfarapartintheirlives,withabarrierseeminglyimpassablebetweenthem!

XXIII

THEMEETINGOFMAURICEANDEUTHYMIA。

Theseautumnalfevers,whichcarryoffalargenumberofouryoungpeopleeveryyear,aretreacherousanddeceptivediseases。Notonlyaretheyliable,ashasbeenmentioned,tovariousaccidentalcomplicationswhichmayprovesuddenlyfatal,buttoooften,afterconvalescenceseemstobeestablished,relapsesoccurwhicharemoreseriousthanthediseasehadappearedtobeinitspreviouscourse。

OnemorningDr。ButtsfoundMauriceworseinsteadofbetter,ashehadhopedandexpectedtofindhim。Weakashewas,therewaseveryreasontofeartheissueofthisreturnofhisthreateningsymptoms。

Therewasnotmuchtodobesideskeepingupthelittlestrengthwhichstillremained。Itwasallneeded。

Doesthereaderofthesepageseverthinkoftheworkasickmanasmuchasawellonehastoperformwhileheislyingonhisbackandtakingwhatwecallhis"rest"?Morethanathousandtimesanhour,betweenahundredandfiftyandtwohundredthousandtimesaweek,hehastoliftthebarsofthecageinwhichhisbreathingorgansareconfined,tosavehimselffromasphyxia。Rest!Thereisnorestuntilthelastlongsightellsthosewholookuponthedyingthattheceaselessdailytask,torestfromwhichisdeath,isatlastfinished。Weareallgalley-slaves,pullingattheleversofrespiration,——which,risingandfallinglikesomanyoars,driveusacrossanunfathomableoceanfromoneunknownshoretoanother。No!

Neverwasagalley-slavesochainedaswearetothesefourandtwentyoars,atwhichwemusttugdayandnightallourlifelongThedoctorcouldnotfindanyaccidentalcausetoaccountforthisrelapse。Itpresentlyoccurredtohimthattheremightbesomelocalsourceofinfectionwhichhadbroughtonthecomplaint,andwasstillkeepingupthesymptomswhichwerethegroundofalarm。HedeterminedtoremoveMauricetohisownhouse,wherehecouldbesureofpureair,andwherehehimselfcouldgivemoreconstantattentiontohispatientduringthiscriticalperiodofhisdisease。Itwasarisktotake,buthecouldbecarriedonalitterbycarefulmen,andremainwhollypassiveduringtheremoval。Mauricesignifiedhisassent,ashecouldhardlyhelpdoing,——forthedoctor"ssuggestiontookprettynearlytheformofacommand。Hethoughtitamatteroflifeanddeath,andwasgentlyurgentforhispatient"simmediatechangeofresidence。ThedoctorinsistedonhavingMaurice"sbooksandothermovablearticlescarriedtohisownhouse,sothatheshouldbesurroundedbyfamiliarsights,andnotworryhimselfaboutwhatmighthappentoobjectswhichhevalued,iftheywereleftbehindhim。

Allthesedispositionswerequicklyandquietlymade,andeverythingwasreadyforthetransferofthepatienttothehouseofthehospitablephysician。Paolowasatthedoctor"s,superintendingthearrangementofMaurice"seffectsandmakingallreadyforhismaster。

Thenurseinattendance,atrustworthymanenoughinthemain,findinghispatientinatranquilsleep,lefthisbedsideforalittlefreshair。Whilehewasatthedoorheheardashoutingwhichexcitedhiscuriosity,andhefollowedthesounduntilhefoundhimselfattheborderofthelake。Itwasnothingverywonderfulwhichhadcausedtheshouting。ANewfoundlanddoghadbeenshowingoffhisaccomplishments,andsomeoftheidlerswerebettingastothetimeitwouldtakehimtobringbacktohismasterthevariousfloatingobjectswhichhadbeenthrownasfarfromtheshoreaspossible。Hewatchedthedogafewminutes,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoalightwherry,pulledbyoneyoungladyandsteeredbyanother。Itwasmakingfortheshore,whichitwouldsoonreach。

Theattendantrememberedallatonce,thathehadlefthischarge,andjustbeforetheboatcametolandheturnedandhurriedbacktothepatient。Exactlyhowlonghehadbeenabsenthecouldnothavesaid,——perhapsaquarterofanhour,perhapslonger;thetimeappearedshorttohim,weariedwithlongsittingandwatching。

Ithadseemed,whenhestoleawayfromMaurice"sbedside,thathewasnotintheleastneeded。Thepatientwaslyingperfectlyquiet,andtoallappearancewantednothingmorethanlettingalone。Itwassuchacomforttolookatsomethingbesidesthewornfeaturesofasickman,tohearsomethingbesideshislaboredbreathingandfaint,half-whisperedwords,thatthetemptationtoindulgeintheseluxuriesforafewminuteshadprovedirresistible。

Unfortunately,Maurice"sslumbersdidnotremaintranquilduringtheabsenceofthenurse。Heverysoonfellintoadream,whichbeganquietlyenough,butinthecourseofthesuddentransitionswhichdreamsareinthehabitofundergoingbecamesuccessivelyanxious,distressing,terrifying。Hisearlierandlaterexperiencescameupbeforehim,fragmentary,incoherent,chaoticeven,butvividasreality。Hewasatthebottomofacoal-mineinoneofthoselong,narrowgalleries,orratherworm-holes,inwhichhumanbeingspassalargepartoftheirlives,likesomanylarvaeboringtheirwayintothebeamsandraftersofsomeoldbuilding。Howclosetheairwasinthestiflingpassagethroughwhichhewascrawling!Thescenechanged,andhewasclimbingaslipperysheetoficewithdesperateeffort,hisfootonthefloorofashallowniche,hisholdaniciclereadytosnapinaninstant,anabyssbelowhimwaitingforhisfoottosliportheicicletobreak。Howthintheairseemed,howdesperatelyhardtobreathe!HewasthinkingofMontBlanc,itmaybe,andthefearfullyrarefiedatmospherewhichherememberedwellasoneofthegreattrialsinhismountainascents。No,itwasnotMontBlanc,——itwasnotanyoneofthefrozenAlpinesummits;itwasHeclathathewasclimbingThesmokeoftheburningmountainwaswrappingitselfaroundhim;hewaschokingwithitsdensefumes;heheardtheflamesroaringaroundhim,hefeltthehotlavabeneathhisfeet,heutteredafaintcry,andawoke。

Theroomwasfullofsmoke。Hewasgaspingforbreath,stranglinginthesmotheringovenwhichhischamberhadbecome。

Thehousewasonfire!

Hetriedtocallforhelp,buthisvoicefailedhim,anddiedawayinawhisper。Hemadeadesperateeffort,androsesoastositupinthebedforaninstant,buttheeffortwastoomuchforhim,andhesankbackuponhispillow,helpless。Hefeltthathishourhadcome,forhecouldnotliveinthisdreadfulatmosphere,andhewasleftalone。Hecouldhearthecrackleoffireastheflamecreptalongfromonepartitiontoanother。Itwasacruelfatetobelefttoperishinthatway,——thefatethatmanyamartyrhadhadtoface,——tobefirststrangledandthenburned。Deathhadnottheterrorforhimthatithasformostyoungpersons。Hewasaccustomedtothinkingofitcalmly,sometimeswistfully,eventosuchadegreethatthethoughtofself-destructionhadcomeuponhimasatemptation。Butherewasdeathinanunexpectedandappallingshape。Hedidnotknowbeforehowmuchhecaredtolive。Allhisoldrecollectionscamebeforehimasitwereinonelong,vividflash。Theclosedvistaofmemoryopenedtoitsfarhorizon-line,andpastandpresentwerepicturedinasingleinstantofclearvision。Thedreadmomentwhichhadblightedhislifereturnedinallitsterror。Hefelttheconvulsivespringintheformofafaint,impotentspasm,——therushofair,——thethornsofthestingingandlaceratingcradleintowhichhewasprecipitated。Oneafteranotherthoseparalyzingseizureswhichhadbeenlikedeadeningblowsonthenakedheartseemedtorepeatthemselves,asrealasatthemomentoftheiroccurrence。Thepicturespassedinsuccessionwithsuchrapiditythattheyappearedalmostasifsimultaneous。Thevisionofthe"inwardeye"wassointensifiedinthismomentofperilthataninstantwaslikeanhourofcommonexistence。Thosewhohavebeenveryneardrowningknowwellwhatthisdescriptionmeans。Thedevelopmentofaphotographmaynotexplainit,butitillustratesthecuriousandfamiliarfactoftherevivedrecollectionsofthedrowningman"sexperience。Thesensitiveplatehastakenonelookatascene,andremembersitall,Everylittlecircumstanceisthere,——thehoofinair,thewinginflight,theleafasitfalls,thewaveasitbreaks。Allthere,butinvisible;potentiallypresent,butimpalpable,inappreciable,asifnotexistingatall。Awashispouredoverit,andthewholescenecomesoutinallitsperfectionofdetail。Inthosesuprememomentswhendeathstaresamansuddenlyinthefacetherushofunwontedemotionfloodstheundevelopedpicturesofvanishedyears,storedawayinthememory,thevastpanoramaofalifetime,andinoneswiftinstantthepastcomesoutasvividlyasifitwereagainthepresent。Soitwasatthismomentwiththesickman,ashelayhelplessandfeltthathewaslefttodie。Forhesawnohopeofrelief:thesmokewasdriftingincloudsintotheroom;theflameswereverynear;ifhewasnotreachedandrescuedimmediatelyitwasalloverwithhim。

Hispastlifehadflashedbeforehim。Thenallatoncerosethethoughtofhisfuture,——ofallitspossibilities,ofthevaguehopeswhichhehadcherishedoflatethathismysteriousdoomwouldbeliftedfromhim。Therewassomething,then,tobelivedfor,something!Therewasanewlife,itmightbe,instoreforhim,andsuchanewlife!Hethoughtofallhewaslosing。Oh,couldhebuthavelivedtoknowthemeaningoflove!Andthepassionatedesireoflifecameoverhim,——notthedreadofdeath,butthelongingforwhatthefuturemightyethaveofhappinessforhim。

Allthistookplaceinthecourseofaveryfewmoments。Dreamsandvisionshavelittletodowithmeasuredtime,andtenminutes,possiblyfifteenortwenty,wereallthathadpassedsincethebeginningofthosenightmareterrorswhichwereevidentlysuggestedbythesuffocatingairhewasbreathing。

Whathadhappened?Intheconfusionofmovingbooksandotherarticlestothedoctor"shouse,doorsandwindowshadbeenforgotten。

Amongtherestawindowopeningintothecellar,wheresomeoldfurniturehadbeenleftbyaformeroccupant,hadbeenleftunclosed。

Oneofthelazynatives,whohadloungedbythehousesmokingabadcigar,hadthrowntheburningstumpinatthisopenwindow。Hehadnoparticularintentionofdoingmischief,buthehadthatindifferencetoconsequenceswhichisthenextstepabovetheinclinationtocrime。Theburningstumphappenedtofallamongthestrawofanoldmattresswhichhadbeenrippedopen。Thesmokerwenthiswaywithoutlookingbehindhim,anditsochancedthatnootherpersonpassedthehouseforsometime。Presentlythestrawwasinablaze,andfromthisthefireextendedtothefurniture,tothestairwayleadingupfromthecellar,andwasworkingitswayalongtheentryunderthestairsleadinguptotheapartmentwhereMauricewaslying。

Theblazewasfierceandswift,asitcouldnothelpbeingwithsuchamassofcombustibles,——loosestrawfromthemattress,dryoldfurniture,andoldwarpedfloorswhichhadbeenparchingandshrinkingforascoreortwoofyears。Thewholehousewas,inthecommonlanguageofthenewspaperreports,"aperfecttinder-box,"andwouldprobablybeaheapofashesinhalfanhour。Andtherewasthisunfortunatedesertedsickmanlyingbetweenlifeanddeath,beyondallhelpunlesssomeunexpectedassistanceshouldcometohisrescue。

AstheattendantdrewnearthehousewhereMauricewaslying,hewashorror-strucktoseedensevolumesofsmokepouringoutofthelowerwindows。Itwasbeginningtomakeitswaythroughtheupperwindows,also,andpresentlyatongueoffireshotoutandstreamedupwardalongthesideofthehouse。ThemanshriekedFire!Fire!withallhismight,andrushedtothedoorofthebuildingtomakehiswaytoMaurice"sroomandsavehim。Hepenetratedbutashortdistancewhen,blindedandchokingwiththesmoke,herushedheadlongdownthestairswithacryofdespairthatrousedeveryman,woman,andchildwithinreachofahumanvoice。Outtheycamefromtheirhousesineveryquarterofthevillage。TheshoutofFire!Fire!wasthechiefaidlentbymanyoftheyoungandold。Somecaughtuppailsandbuckets:themorethoughtfulonesfillingthem;thehastiersnatchingthemupempty,trustingtofindwaternearertheburningbuilding。

Isthesickmanmoved?

Thiswastheawfulquestionfirstasked,——forinthelittlevillageallknewthatMauricewasaboutbeingtransferredtothedoctor"shouse。Theattendant,whiteasdeath,pointedtothechamberwherehehadlefthim,andgaspedout,"Heisthere!"

Aladder!Aladder!wasthegeneralcry,andmenandboysrushedoffinsearchofone。Butasingleminutewasanagenow,andtherewasnoladdertobehadwithoutadelayofmanyminutes。Thesickmanwasgoingtobeswallowedupintheflamesbeforeitcouldpossiblyarrive。Someweregoingforablanketoracoverlet,inthehopethattheyoungmanmighthavestrengthenoughtoleapfromthewindowandbesafelycaughtinit。Theattendantshookhishead,andsaidfaintly,"Hecannotmovefromhisbed。”

Oneofthevisitorsatthevillage,——amillionaire,itwassaid,——akind-heartedman,spokeinhoarse,brokentones:

"Athousanddollarstothemanthatwillbringhimfromhischamber!"

Thefresh-waterfishermanmuttered,"Ishouldliketosavethemanandtoseethemoney,butitain"tathaousan"dollars,nortenthaousan"dollars,that"llpayafellahforburnin"todeath,——orevenchokin"todeath,anyhaow。”

Thecarpenter,whoknewtheframeworkofeveryhouseinthevillage,recentorold,shookhishead。

"Thestairshavebeenshoredup,"hesaid,"andwhenthefiststhatholds"emupgoes,downthey"llcome。Itain"tsafefornomantogooverthemstairs。Hurryalongyourladder,——that"syouronlychance。”

Allwaswildconfusionaroundtheburninghouse。Theladdertheyhadgoneforwasmissingfromitscase,——aneighborhadcarrieditofffortheworkmenwhowereshinglinghisroof。Itwouldnevergetthereintime。Therewasafire-engine,butitwasnearlyhalfamilefromthelakesidesettlement。Somewerethrowingonwaterinanaimless,uselessway;onewassendingathinstreamthroughagardensyringe:itseemedlikedoingsomething,atleast。ButallhopeofsavingMauricewasfastgivingway,sorapidwastheprogressoftheflames,sothickthecloudofsmokethatfilledthehouseandpouredfromthewindows。Nothingwasheardbutconfusedcries,shrieksofwomen,allsortsoforderstodothisandthat,nooneknowingwhatwastobedone。Theladder!Theladder!Fiveminutesmoreanditwillbetoolate!

InthemeantimethealarmoffirehadreachedPaolo,andhehadstoppedhisworkofarrangingMaurice"sbooksinthesamewayasthatinwhichtheyhadstoodinhisapartment,andfollowedinthedirectionofthesound,littlethinkingthathismasterwaslyinghelplessintheburninghouse。"Somechimneyafire,"hesaidtohimself;buthewouldgoandtakealook,atanyrate。

BeforePaolohadreachedthesceneofdestructionandimpendingdeath,twoyoungwomen,inboatingdressesofdecidedlyBloomerishaspect,hadsuddenlyjoinedthethrong。"TheWonder"and"TheTerror"oftheirschool-days——MissEuthymiarowerandMissLuridaVincenthadjustcomefromtheshore,wheretheyhadlefttheirwherry。Afewhurriedwordstoldthemthefearfulstory。MauriceKirkwoodwaslyinginthechambertowhicheveryeyewasturned,unabletomove,doomedtoadreadfuldeath。Allthatcouldbehopedwasthathewouldperishbysuffocationratherthanbytheflames,whichwouldsoonbeuponhim。Themanwhohadattendedhimhadjusttriedtoreachhischamber,buthadreeledbackoutofthedoor,almoststrangledbythesmoke。Athousanddollarshadbeenofferedtoanyonewhowouldrescuethesickman,butnoonehaddaredtomaketheattempt;forthestairsmightfallatanymoment,ifthesmokedidnotblindandsmotherthemanwhopassedthembeforetheyfell。

Thetwoyoungwomenlookedeachotherinthefaceforoneswiftmoment。

"Howcanhebereached?"askedLurida。"Istherenobodythatwillventurehislifetosaveabrotherlikethat?"

"Iwillventuremine,"saidEuthymia。

"No!no!"shriekedLurida,——"notyou!notyou!Itisaman"swork,notyours!Youshallnotgo!PoorLuridahadforgottenallhertheoriesinthissuprememoment。ButEuthymiawasnottobeheldback。Takingahandkerchieffromherneck,shedippeditinapailofwaterandbounditaboutherhead。Thenshetookseveraldeepbreathsofair,andfilledherlungsasfullastheywouldhold。Sheknewshemustnottakeasinglebreathinthechokingatmosphereifshecouldpossiblyhelpit,andEuthymiawasnotedforherpowerofstayingunderwatersolongthatmorethanoncethosewhosawherdivethoughtshewouldnevercomeupagain。Sorapidwerehermovementsthattheyparalyzedthebystanders,whowouldforciblyhavepreventedherfromcarryingoutherpurpose。Herimperiousdeterminationwasnottoberesisted。AndsoEuthymia,awillingmartyr,ifmartyrshewastobe,andnotsaviour,passedwithintheveilthathidthesufferer。

Luridaturneddeadlypale,andsankfaintingtotheground。Shewasthefirst,butnottheonlyone,ofhersexthatfaintedasEuthymiadisappearedinthesmokeoftheburningbuilding。Eventherectorgrewverywhiteintheface,——sowhitethatoneofhisvestry-menbeggedhimtositdownatonce,andsprinkledafewdropsofwateronhisforehead,tohisgreatdisgustandmanifestadvantage。Theoldlandladywascryingandmoaning,andherhusbandwaswipinghiseyesandshakinghisheadsadly。

"Shewillnevarcomeoutalive,"hesaidsolemnly。

"Nordead,neither,"addedthecarpenter。"Ther"won"tbenothingleftofneitherof"embutashes。”Andthecarpenterhidhisfaceinhishands。

Thefresh-waterfishermanhadpulledoutaragwhichhecalleda"hangkercher,"——ithadservedtocarrybaitthatmorning,——andwasmakinguseofitsbestcornertodrythetearswhichwererunningdownhischeeks。ThewholevillagewasproudofEuthymia,andwiththesemorequietsignsofgriefweremingledloudlamentations,comingalikefromoldandyoung。

Allthiswasnotsomuchlikeasuccessionofeventsasitwaslikeatableau。Thelookers-onwerestunnedwithitssuddenness,andbeforetheyhadtimetorecovertheirbewilderedsensesallwaslost,orseemedlost。Theyfeltthattheyshouldneverlookagainoneitherofthoseyoungfaces。

Therector,notunfeelingbynature,butinveteratelyprofessionalbyhabit,hadalreadyrecoveredenoughtobethinkingofatextforthefuneralsermon。Thefirstthatoccurredtohimwasthis,——vaguely,ofcourse,inthebackgroundofconsciousness:

"ThenShadrach,Meshach,andAbed-negocameforthofthemidstofthefire。”

Thevillageundertakerwasofnaturallysoberaspectandreflectivedisposition。Hehadalwaysbeenopposedtocremation,andherewasafuneralpileblazingbeforehiseyes。He,too,hadhishumansympathies,butinthedistancehisimaginationpicturedthefinalceremony,andhowhehimselfshouldfigureinaspectaclewheretheusualcentrepieceofattractionwouldbewanting,——perhapshisownservicesuncalledfor。

Blamehimnot,youwhosegarden-patchisnotwateredwiththetearsofmourners。Thestringofself-interestanswerswithitschordtoeverysound;itvibrateswiththefuneral-bell,itfindsitselftremblingtothewailoftheDeProfundis。Notalways,——notalways;

letusnotbecynicalinourjudgments,butcommonhumannature,wemaysafelysay,issubjecttothosesecondaryvibrationsunderthemostsolemnandsoul-subduinginfluences。

Itseemsasifweweredoinggreatwrongtothescenewearecontemplatingindelayingitbythedescriptionoflittlecircumstancesandindividualthoughtsandfeelings。Butlingeraswemay,wecannotcompressintoachapter——wecouldnotcrowdintoavolume——allthatpassedthroughthemindsandstirredtheemotionsoftheawe-struckcompanywhichwasgatheredaboutthesceneofdangerandofterror。Wearedealingwithanimpossibility:consciousnessisasurface;narrativeisaline。

Mauricehadgivenhimselfupforlost。Hisbreathingwasbecomingeverymomentmoredifficult,andhefeltthathisstrengthcouldholdoutbutafewminuteslonger。

"Robert!"hecalledinfaintaccents。Buttheattendantwasnottheretoanswer。

"Paolo!Paolo!"Butthefaithfulservant,whowouldhavegivenhislifeforhismaster,hadnotyetreachedtheplacewherethecrowdwasgathered。

"Oh,forabreathofair!Oh,foranarmtoliftmefromthisbed!

Toolate!Toolate!"hegasped,withwhatmighthaveseemedhisdyingexpiration。

"Nottoolate!"Thesoftvoicereachedhisobscuredconsciousnessasifithadcomedowntohimfromheaven。

Inasingleinstanthefoundhimselfrolledinablanketandinthearmsof——awoman!

Outofthestiflingchamber,——overtheburningstairs,——closebythetonguesoffirethatwerelappingupalltheycouldreach,——outintotheopenair,hewasborneswiftlyandsafely,——carriedaseasilyasifhehadbeenababe,inthestrongarmsof"TheWonder"ofthegymnasium,thecaptainoftheAtalanta,whohadlittledreamedoftheuseshewastomakeofhernaturalgiftsandherschool-girlaccomplishments。

Suchacryasarosefromthecrowdofon-lookers!Itwasasoundthatnoneofthemhadeverheardbeforeorcouldexpectevertohearagain,unlessheshouldbeoneofthelastboat-loadrescuedfromasinkingvessel。Then,thosewhohadresistedtheoverflowoftheiremotion,whohadstoodinwhitedespairastheythoughtofthesetwoyounglivessoontobewrappedintheirburningshroud,——thosesternmen——theoldsea-captain,thehard-faced,moneymaking,cast-irontradesmenofthecitycounting-room——sobbedlikehystericwomen;itwaslikeaconvulsionthatovercamenaturesunusedtothosedeeperemotionswhichmanywhoarecapableofexperiencingdiewithouteverknowing。

ThiswasthesceneuponwhichthedoctorandPaolosuddenlyappearedatthesamemoment。

Asthefreshbreezepassedoverthefaceoftherescuedpatient,hiseyesopenedwide,andhisconsciousnessreturnedinalmostsupernaturallucidity。Euthymiahadsatdownuponabank,andwasstillsupportinghim。Hisheadwasrestingonherbosom。Throughhisawakeningsensesstolethemurmursofthelivingcradlewhichrockedhimwiththewavelikemovementsofrespiration,thesoftsusurrusoftheairthatenteredwitheverybreath,thedoublebeatoftheheartwhichthrobbedclosetohisear。Andeverysense,andeveryinstinct,andeveryrevivingpulsetoldhiminlanguagelikearevelationfromanotherworldthatawoman"sarmswerearoundhim,andthatitwaslife,andnotdeath,whichherembracehadbroughthim。

Shewouldhavedisengagedhimfromherprotectinghold,butthedoctormadeheraperemptorysign,whichhefollowedbyasharpcommand:——

"Donotmovehimahair"sbreadth,"hesaid。"Waituntilthelittercomes。Anysuddenmovementmightbedangerous。Hasanybodyabrandyflaskabouthim?"

Oneortwomembersofthelocaltemperancesocietylookedratherawkward,butdidnotcomeforward。

Thefresh-waterfishermanwasthefirstwhospoke。

"Ihan"tgotnobrandy,"hesaid,"butthere"sadroportwoofoldMedfordruminthisherethatyou"rewelcometo,ifit"llbeofanyhelp。Iallizkerryalittleon"tincaseo"gettin"wet"n"

chilled。”

Sosayingheheldforthaflatbottlewiththeword,Sarsaparillastampedonthegreenglass,butwhichcontainedhalfapintormoreofthespecificonwhichhereliedinthoseveryfrequentexposureswhichhappentopersonsofhiscalling。

ThedoctormotionedbackPaolo,whowouldhaverushedatoncetotheaidofMaurice,andwhowasnotwantedatthatmoment。SopoorPaolo,inanagonyoffearforhismaster,waskeptasquietaspossible,andhadtocontenthimselfwithaskingallsortsofquestionsandrepeatingalltheprayershecouldthinkoftoOurLadyandtohisholynamesaketheApostle。

Thedoctorwipedthemouthofthefisherman"sbottleverycarefully。

"Takeafewdropsofthiscordial,"hesaid,asheheldittohispatient"slips。"Holdhimjustso,Euthymia,withoutstirring。I

willwatchhim,andsaywhenheisreadytobemoved。Thelitterisnearby,waiting。”Dr。ButtswatchedMaurice"spulseandcolor。The"oldMedford"knewitsbusiness。Ithadknockedoveritstensofthousands;ithaditsredeemingvirtue,andhelpedtosetupapoorfellownowandthen。ItdidthisforMauriceveryeffectively。Whenheseemedsomewhatrestored,thedoctorhadthelitterbroughttohisside,andEuthymiasoftlyresignedherhelplessburden,whichPaoloandtheattendantRobertliftedwiththeaidofthedoctor,whowalkedbythepatientashewasbornetothehomewhereMrs。Buttshadmadeallreadyforhisreception。

AsforpoorLurida,whohadthoughtherselfequaltothesanguinarydutiesofthesurgeon,shewasleftlyingonthegrasswithanoldwomanoverher,workinghardwithfanandsmelling-saltstobringherbackfromherlongfaintingfit。

XXIV

THEINEVITABLE。

WhyshouldnothumannaturebethesameinArrowheadVillageaselsewhere?Itcouldnotseemstrangetothegoodpeopleofthatplaceandtheirvisitorsthatthesetwoyoungpersons,broughttogetherundercircumstancesthatstirredupthedeepestemotionsofwhichthehumansouliscapable,shouldbecomeattachedtoeachother。Butthebondbetweenthemwasstrongerthananyknew,exceptthegooddoctor,whohadlearnedthegreatsecretofMaurice"slife。

Forthefirsttimesincehisinfancyhehadfullyfeltthecharmwhichtheimmediatepresenceofyouthfulwomanhoodcarrieswithit。

Hecouldhardlybelievethefactwhenhefoundhimselfnolongerthesubjectoftheterrifyingseizuresofwhichhehadhadmanyandthreateningexperiences。

Itwasthedoctor"sbusinesstosavehispatient"slife,ifhecouldpossiblydoit。Mauricehadbeenreducedtothemostperilousstateofdebilitybytherelapsewhichhadinterruptedhisconvalescence。

Onlybywhatseemedalmostamiraclehadhesurvivedtheexposuretosuffocationandthementalanguishthroughwhichhehadpassed。ItwasperfectlycleartoDr。ButtsthatifMauricecouldseetheyoungwomantowhomheowedhislife,and,asthedoctorfeltassured,therevolutioninhisnervoussystemwhichwouldbethebeginningofanewexistence,itwouldbeoffarmorevalueasarestorativeagencythananyorallofthedrugsinthepharmacopoeia。HetoldthistoEuthymia,andexplainedthemattertoherparentsandfriends。Shemustgowithhimonsomeofhisvisits。Hermothershouldgowithher,orhersister;butthiswasacaseoflifeanddeath,andnomaidenlyscruplesmustkeepherfromdoingherduty。

Thefirstofhervisitstothesick,perhapsdying,manpresentedascenenotunlikethepicturebeforespokenofonthetitle-pageoftheoldeditionofGalen。Thedoctorwasperhapsthemostagitatedofthelittlegroup。Hewentbeforetheothers,tookhisseatbythebedside,andheldthepatient"swristwithhisfingeronthepulse。

AsEuthymiaentereditgaveasinglebound,flutteredforaninstantasifwithafaintmemoryofitsoldhabit,thenthrobbedfullandstrong,comparatively,asifunderthespurofsomepowerfulstimulus。Euthymia"staskwasadelicateone,butsheknewhowtodisguiseitsdifficulty。

"HereisaflowerIhavebroughtyou,Mr。Kirkwood,"shesaid,andhandedhimawhitechrysanthemum。Hetookitfromherhand,andbeforesheknewithetookherhandintohisown,andhelditwithagentleconstraint。Whatcouldshedo?Herewastheyoungmanwhoselifeshehadsaved,atleastforthemoment,andwhowasyetindangerfromthediseasewhichhadalmostwornouthispowersofresistance。

"SitdownbyMr。Kirkwood"sside,"saidthedoctor。"Hewantstothankyou,ifhehasstrengthtodoit,forsavinghimfromthedeathwhichseemedinevitable。”

NotmanywordscouldMauricecommand。Hewasweakenoughforwomanlytears,buttheirfountainsnolongerflowed;itwaswithhimaswiththedying,whoseeyesmaylightup,butrarelyshedatear。

Theriverwhichhasfoundanewchannelwidensanddeepens——it;itletstheoldwater-coursefillup,andneverreturnstoitsforsakenbed。Thetyrannoushabitwasbroken。Theprophecyofthegitanahadverifieditself,andtheillafairwomanhadwroughtafairerwomanbadconqueredandabolished。

ThehistoryofMauriceKirkwoodlosesitsexceptionalcharacterfromthetimeofhisrestorationtohisnaturalconditions。Hisconvalescencewasveryslowandgradual,butnofurtheraccidentinterrupteditsevenprogress。Theseasonwasover,thesummervisitorshadleftArrowheadVillage;thechrysanthemumsweregoingoutofflower,thefrostshadcome,andMauricewasstillbeneaththeroofofthekindphysician。Therelationbetweenhimandhispreserverwassoentirelyapartfromallcommonacquaintancesandfriendshipsthatnoordinaryrulescouldapplytoit。Euthymiavisitedhimoftenduringtheperiodofhisextremeprostration。

"Youmustcomeeveryday,"thedoctorsaid。"Hegainswitheveryvisityoumakehim;hepinesifyoumisshimforasingleday。”Soshecameandsatbyhim,thedoctororgoodMrs。Buttskeepinghercompanyinhispresence。Hegrewstronger,——begantositupinbed;

andatlastEuthymiafoundhimdressedasinhealth,andbeginningtowalkabouttheroom。Shewasstartled。Shehadthoughtofherselfasakindofnurse,buttheyounggentlemancouldhardlybesaidtoneedanurseanylonger。Shehadscruplesaboutmakinganyfurthervisits。SheaskedLuridawhatshethoughtaboutit。

"Thinkaboutit?"saidLurida。"Whyshouldn"tyougotoseeabrotheraswellasasister,Ishouldliketoknow?IfyouareafraidtogotoseeMauriceKirkwood,Iamnotafraid,atanyrate。

Ifyouwouldratherhavemegothangoyourself,Iwilldoit,andletpeopletalkjustasmuchastheywantto。ShallIgoinsteadofyou?"

Euthymiawasnotquitesurethatthiswouldbethebestthingforthepatient。Thedoctorhadtoldherhethoughttherewerespecialreasonsforherowncourseincomingdailytoseehim。"Iamafraid,"shesaid,"youaretoobrighttobesafeforhiminhisweakstate。Yourmindissuchastimulatingone,youknow。Adullsortofpersonlikemyselfisbetterforhimjustnow。IwillcontinuevisitinghimaslongasthedoctorsaysitisimportantthatIshould;butyoumustdefendme,Lurida,——Iknowyoucanexplainitallsothatpeoplewillnotblameme。”

EuthymiaknewfullwellwhattheeffectofLurida"spenetratinghead-

voicewouldbeinaconvalescent"schamber。Sheknewhowthatactivemindofherswouldsettheyoungman"sthoughtsatwork,whenwhathewantedwasrestofeveryfaculty。Werenotthesegoodandsufficientreasonsforherdecision?Whatotherscouldtherebe?

SoEuthymiakeptonwithhervisits,untilsheblushedtoseethatshewascontinuinghercharitableofficeforonewhowasbeginningtolooktoowelltobecalledaninvalid。Itwasadangerousconditionofaffairs,andthebusytonguesofthevillagegossipswerefreeintheircomments。Free,butkindly,forthestoryoftherescuehadmeltedeveryheart;andwhatcouldbemorenaturalthanthatthesetwoyoungpeoplewhomGodhadbroughttogetherinthedreadmomentofperilshouldfindithardtotearthemselvesasunderafterthehourofdangerwaspast?Whengratitudeisabankrupt,loveonlycanpayhisdebts;andifMauricegavehishearttoEuthymia,wouldnotshereceiveitaspaymentinfull?

ThechangewhichhadtakenplaceinthevitalcurrentsofMauriceKirkwood"ssystemwasassimpleandsolidafactasthechangeinamagneticneedlewhentheborealbecomestheaustralpole,andtheaustraltheboreal。Itwaswell,perhaps,thatthischangetookplacewhilehewasenfeebledbythewastingeffectsoflongillness。

Forallthelong-defeated,disturbed,pervertedinstinctshadfoundtheirnaturalchannelfromthecentreofconsciousnesstotheorganwhichthrobsinresponsetoeveryprofoundemotion。Ashishealthgraduallyreturned,Euthymiacouldnothelpperceivingaflushinhischeek,aglitterinhiseyes,asomethinginthetoneofhisvoice,whichaltogetherwereawarningtotheyoungmaidenthatthehighwayoffriendlyintercoursewasfastnarrowingtoalane,attheheadofwhichherwoman"seyecouldreadplainlyenough,"Dangerouspassing。”

"Youlooksomuchbetterto-day,Mr。Kirkwood,"shesaid,"thatI

thinkIhadbetternotplaySisterofCharityanylonger。ThenexttimewemeetIhopeyouwillbestrongenoughtocallonme。”

Shewasfrightenedtoseehowpaleheturned,——hewasweakerthanshethought。TherewasasilencesoprofoundandsolongthatMrs。Buttslookedupfromthestockingshewasknitting。Theyhadforgottenthegoodwoman"spresence。

PresentlyMauricespoke,——veryfaintly,butMrs。Buttsdroppedastitchatthefirstword,andherknittingfellintoherlapasshelistenedtowhatfollowed。

"No!youmustnotleaveme。Youmustneverleaveme。Yousavedmylife。Butyouhavedonemorethanthat,——morethanyouknoworcaneverknow。ToyouIoweitthatIamliving;withyouIlivehenceforth,ifIamtoliveatall。AllIam,allIhope,——willyoutakethispoorofferingfromonewhoowesyoueverything,whoselipsnevertouchedthoseofwomanorbreathedawordoflovebeforeyou?

WhatcouldEuthymiareplytothisquestion,utteredwithallthedepthofapassionwhichhadneverbeforefoundexpression。

NotonesyllableofanswerdidlisteningMrs。Buttsoverhear。ButshetoldherhusbandafterwardsthattherewasnothinginthetableauxtheyhadhadinSeptembertocomparewithwhatshethensaw。

ItwasindeedapleasingpicturewhichthosetwoyoungheadspresentedasEuthymiagaveherinarticulatebutinfinitelyexpressiveanswertothequestionofMauriceKirkwood。Thegood-heartedwomanthoughtittimetoleavetheyoungpeople。Downwentthestockingwiththeneedlesinit;outofherlaptumbledtheballofworsted,rollingalongthefloorwithitsyarntrailingafterit,likesomevillagematronwhogoesaboutcirculatingfromhearthtohearth,leavingallalonghertrackthestoryofthenewengagementorofthearrivalofthelast"littlestranger。”

NotmanysunshadsetbeforeitwastoldallthroughArrowheadVillagethatMauriceKirkwoodwastheacceptedloverofEuthymiaTower。

POSTSCRIPT:AFTER-GLIMPSES。

MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。

ARROWHEADVILLAGE,May18。

MYDEARESTEUTHYMIA,——Whowouldhavethought,whenyoubrokeyouroarastheAtalantaflashedbytheAlgonquin,lastJune,thatbeforetherosescameagainyouwouldfindyourselfthewifeofafinescholarandgrandgentleman,andtheheadofahouseholdsuchasthatofwhichyouarethemistress?YoumustnotforgetyouroldArrowheadVillagefriends。WhatamIsaying?——youforgetthem!No,dearest,Iknowyourhearttoowellforthat!Youarenotoneofthosewholayasidetheiroldfriendshipsastheydolastyearsbonnetwhentheygetanewone。Youhavetoldmeallaboutyourselfandyourhappiness,andnowyouwantmetotellyouaboutmyselfandwhatisgoingoninourlittleplace。

Andfirstaboutmyself。Ihavegivenuptheideaofbecomingadoctor。IhavestudiedmathematicssomuchthatIhavegrownfondofcertainties,ofdemonstrations,andmedicinedealschieflyinprobabilities。Thepracticeoftheartissomixedupwiththedeepesthumanintereststhatitishardtopursueitwiththatevenpoiseoftheintellectwhichisdemandedbyscience。Iwantknowledgepureandsimple,——Idonotfancyhavingitmixed。NeitherdoIlikethethoughtofpassingmylifeingoingfromonesceneofsufferingtoanother;Iamnotsaintlyenoughforsuchadailymartyrdom,norcallousenoughtomakeitaneasyoccupation。I

faintedatthefirstoperationIsaw,andIhaveneverwantedtoseeanother。Idon"tsaythatIwouldn"tmarryaphysician,iftherightoneaskedme,buttheyoungdoctorisnotforthcomingatpresent。

Yes,IthinkImightmakeaprettygooddoctor"swife。Icouldteachhimagooddealaboutheadachesandbackachesandallsortsofnervousrevolutions,asthedoctorsaystheFrenchwomencalltheirtantrums。Idon"tknowbutIshouldbewillingtolethimtryhisnewmedicinesonme。Ifhewereahomeopath,IknowIshould;forifabillionthofagrainofsugarwon"tbegintosweetenmyteaorcoffee,Idon"tfeelafraidthatabillionthofagrainofanythingwouldpoisonme,——no,notifitweresnake-venom;andifitwerenotdisgusting,Iwouldswallowahandfulofhislachesisglobules,topleasemyhusband。ButifIeverbecomeadoctor"swife,myhusbandwillnotbeoneofthatkindofpractitioners,youmaybesureofthat,noran"eclectic,"nora"faith-cureman。”Onthewhole,I

don"tthinkIwanttobemarriedatall。Idon"tlikethemaleanimalverywell(exceptsuchnoblespecimensasyourhusband)。Theyarealltyrants,——almostall,——sofarasoursexisconcerned,andI

oftenthinkwecouldgetonbetterwithoutthem。

However,thecreaturesareusefulintheSociety。Theysenduspapers,someofthemwellworthreading。YouhavetoldmesooftenthatyouwouldliketoknowhowtheSocietyisgettingon,andtoreadsomeofthepaperssenttoitiftheyhappenedtobeinteresting,thatIhavelaidasideoneortwomanuscriptsexpresslyforyourperusal。Youwillgetthembyandby。

IamdelightedtoknowthatyoukeepPaolowithyou。ArrowheadVillagemisseshimdreadfully,Icantellyou。ThatisthereasonpeoplebecomesoattachedtotheseservantswithSouthernsunlightintheirnatures?IsupposelifeisnotlongenoughtocooltheirblooddowntoourNorthernstandard。Thentheyaresochild-like,whereasthenativeoftheselatitudesisneveryoungafterheistenortwelveyearsold。Mothersays,——youknowmother"sold-fashionednotions,andhowshrewdandsensiblesheisinspiteofthem,——mothersaysthatwhenshewasagirlfamiliesusedtoimportyoungmenandyoungwomenfromthecountrytowns,whocalledthemselves"helps,"

notservants,——no,thatwasScriptural;"buttheydidn"tknoweverythingdowninJudee,"anditisnotgoodAmericanlanguage。Shesaysthatthesepeoplewouldliveinthesamehouseholduntiltheyweremarried,andthewomenoftenremaininthesameserviceuntiltheydiedorwereoldandwornout,andthen,whatwiththemoneytheyhadsavedandthecareandassistancetheygotfromtheirformeremployers,wouldpassadecentandcomfortableoldage,andbeburiedinthefamilylot。Motherhasmadeuphermindtothechange,butgrandmotherisbitteraboutit。Shesaysthereneverwasacountryyetwherethepopulationwasmadeupof"ladies"and"gentlemen,"andshedoesn"tbelievetherecanbe;northatputtingaspreadeagleonacoppermakesagolddollarofit。Sheisapessimistafterherownfashion。Shethinksallsentimentisdyingoutofourpeople。Noloyaltyforthesovereign,theking-postofthepoliticaledifice,shesays;nodeepattachmentbetweenemployerandemployed;noreverenceofthehumblermembersofahouseholdforitsheads;andtomakesureofcontinuedcorruptionandmisery,whatshecalls"universalsuffrage"emptyingallthesewersintothegreataqueductweallmustdrinkfrom。"Universalsuffrage!"Isupposewewomendon"tbelongtotheuniverse!Waituntilwegetachanceattheballot-box,Itellgrandma,andseeifwedon"twashoutthesewersbeforetheyreachtheaqueduct!ButmypenhasrunawaywithmenI

wasthinkingofPaolo,andwhatapleasantthingitistohaveoneofthosechild-like,warm-hearted,attachable,cheerful,contented,humble,faithful,companionable,butneverpresuminggrownupchildrenoftheSouthwaitingonone,asifeverythinghecoulddoforonewasapleasure,andcarryingalookofcontentinhisfacewhichmakeseveryonewhomeetshimhappierforaglimpseofhisfeatures。

Itdoesseemashamethatthecharmingrelationofmasterandservant,intelligentauthorityandcheerfulobedience,mutualinterestineachother"swelfare,thankfulrecognitionofalltheadvantageswhichbelongtodomesticserviceinthebetterclassoffamilies,shouldbealmostwhollyconfinedtoaliensandtheirimmediatedescendants。WhyshouldHannahthinkherselfsomuchbetterthanBridget?Whentheymeetatthepollstogether,astheywillbeforelong,theywillbegintofeelmoreofanequalitythanisrecognizedatpresent。Thenativefemaleturnshernoseupattheideaof"livingout;"doesshethinkherselfsomuchsuperiortothewomenofothernationalities?Ourwomenwillhavetocometoit,——sograndmothersays,——inanothergenerationortwo,andinahundredyears,accordingtoherprophecy,therewillbeanewsetofold"MissPollys"and"MissBetseys"whohavelivedhalfacenturyinthesamefamilies,respectfulandrespected,cherished,caredforintimeofneed(citizensaswellasservants,holdingaballotaswellasabroom,Itellher),andbringingbacktousthelowly,underfootvirtuesofcontentmentandhumility,whichwedosoneedtocarpetthebarrenandhungrythoroughfareofourunstratifiedexistence。

There,Ihavegota-going,andamforgettingallthenewsIhavetotellyou。Thereisanengagementyouwillwanttoknowallabout。

Itcametopassthroughourfamousboat-race,whichyouandI

remember,andshallneverforgetaslongaswelive。Itseemsthattheyoungfellowwhopulledthebowoarofthatmen"scollegeboatwhichwehadthepleasureofbeatinggotsomeglimpsesofGeorgina,ourhandsomestrokeoar。Ibelievehetookitintohisheadthatitwasshewhothrewthebouquetthatwontheraceforus。Hewas,asyouknow,greatlymistaken,andoughttohavemadelovetome,onlyhedidn"t。Well,itseemshecamepostingdowntotheInstitutejustbeforethevacationwasover,andtheregotasightofGeorgina。

Iwonderwhethershetoldhimshedidn"tflingthebouquet!Anyhow,theacquaintancebeganinthatway,andnowitseemsthatthisyoungfellow,good-lookingandabrightscholar,butwithagoodmanymonthsmoretopassincollege,ishercaptive。Itwastoobad。

Justthinkofmybouquet"sgoingtoanothergirl"scredit!Nomatter,theoldAtalantastorywaspaidoff,atanyrate。

YouwanttoknowallaboutdearDr。Butts。TheysayhehasjustbeenofferedaProfessorshipinoneofthegreatmedicalcolleges。I

askedhimaboutit,andhedidnotsaythathehadorhadnot。

"But,"saidbe,"supposethatIhadbeenofferedsuchaplace;doyouthinkIoughttoacceptitandleaveArrowheadVillage?Letustalkitover,"saidhe,"justasifIhadhadsuchanoffer。”Itoldhimheoughttostay。ThereareplentyofmenthatcangetintoaProfessor"schair,Isaid,andtalklikeSolomonstoaclassofwonderingpupils:butoncegetareallygooddoctorinaplace,amanwhoknowsallabouteverybody,whethertheyhavethisorthattendency,whetherwhentheyaresicktheyhaveawayofdyingorawayofgettingwell,whatmedicinesagreewiththemandwhatdrugstheycannottake,whethertheyareofthesortthatthinknothingisthematterwiththemuntiltheyaredeadassmokedherring,orofthesortthatsendfortheministeriftheygetastomach-achefromeatingtoomanycucumbers,——whoknowsallaboutallthepeoplewithinhalfadozenmiles(allthesensibleones,thatis,whoemployaregularpractitioner),——suchamanasthat,Isay,isnottobereplacedlikeamissingpieceoutofaSpringfieldmusketoraWalthamwatch。Don"tgo!saidI。Stayhereandsaveourpreciouslives,ifyoucan,oratleastputusthroughintheproperway,sothatweneedn"tbeashamedofourselvesfordying,ifwemustdie。

Well,Dr。Buttsisnotgoingtoleaveus。Ihopeyouwillhavenounwelcomeoccasionforhisservices,——youareneverill,youknow,——

but,anyhow,heisgoingtobehere,andnomatterwhathappenshewillbeonhand。

Thevillagenewsisnotofaveryexcitingcharacter。Item1。Anewhouseisputupovertheashesoftheoneinwhichyourhusbandlivedwhilehewashere。Itwasplannedbyoneoftheautochthonousinhabitantswiththemostingeniouscombinationofinconveniencesthatthenaturalmancouldeducefromhisoriginalperversityofintellect。Togetatanyoneroomyoumustpassthrougheveryother。

Itisblind,ornearlyso,ontheonlysidewhichhasagoodprospect,andcommandsafineviewofthebarnandpigstythroughnumerouswindows。Item2。Wehaveasmallfire-enginenearthenewhousewhichcanbeworkedbyamanortwo,andwouldbeequaltotheemergencyofputtingoutabunchoffire-crackers。Item3。Wehaveanewladder,inabog,closetothenewfire-engine,soifthenewhousecatchesfire,likeitspredecessor,andthereshouldhappento,beasickmanonanupperfloor,hecanbegotoutwithoutrunningtheriskofgoingupanddownaburningstaircase。Whatablessedthingitwasthattherewasnofire-enginenearbyandnoladderathandonthedayofthegreatrescue!Iftherehadbeen,whatachangeinyourprogrammeoflife!Yourememberthat"cupofteaspiltonMrs。Masham"sapron,"whichweusedtoreadofinoneofEverett"sOrations,andallitswide-reachingconsequencesintheaffairsofEurope。IhuntedupthatcupofteaasdiligentlyaseveraBostonmatronsoughtforthelastleavesinheroldcaddyafterthetea-chestshadbeenflungoverboardatGriffin"swharf,——butnomatteraboutthat,now。Thatisthewaythingscomeaboutinthisworld。Imustwritealectureonluckymishaps,or,moreelegantly,fortunatecalamities。ItwillbejusttheconverseofthatoddessayofSwift"swereadtogether,theawkwardandstupidthingsdonewiththebestintentions。PerhapsIshalldeliverthelectureinyourcity:youwillcomeandhearit,andbringhim,won"tyou,dearest?

Always,yourlovingLURIDA。

MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。

Itseemsforeversinceyouleftus,dearestEuthymia!Andareyou,andisyourhusband,andPaolo,——goodPaolo,——areyouallaswellandhappyasyouhavebeenandasyououghttobe?Isupposeoursmallvillageseemsaveryquietsortofplacetopassthewinterin,nowthatyouhavebecomeaccustomedtothenoiseandgayetyofagreatcity。Forallthat,itisaprettybusyplacethiswinter,Icantellyou。Wehavesleighingparties,——Inevergotothem,myself,becauseIcan"tkeepwarm,andmymindfreezesupwhenmybloodcoolsdownbelow95or96deg。Fahrenheit。IhadagreatdealrathersitbyagoodfireandreadaboutArcticdiscoveries。ButIlikeverywelltohearthebells"jinglingandtoseetheyoungpeopletryingtohaveagoodtimeashardastheydoatapicnic。Itmaybethattheydo,buttomeapicnicispurgatoryandasleigh-ridethatotherplace,where,asmyfavoriteMiltonsays,"frostperformstheeffectoffire。”IbelieveIhavequotedhimcorrectly;Ioughtto,forI

couldrepeathalfhispoemsfrommemoryonce,ifIcannotnow。

Youmusthaveplentyofexcitementinyourcitylife。Isupposeyourecognizedyourselfinoneofthesocietycolumnsofthe"HouseholdInquisitor:""Mrs。E。K。,verybeautiful,inanelegant,"etc。,etc,"withpearls,"etc。,etc。,——asifyouwerenottheornamentofallthatyouwear,nomatterwhatitis!

Iamsogladthatyouhavemarriedascholar!WhyshouldnotMaurice——youbothtellmetocallhimso——takethediplomaticofficewhichhasbeenofferedhim?Itseemstomethathewouldfindhimselfinexactlytherightplace。Hecantalkintwoorthreelanguages,hasgoodmanners,andawifewho——well,whatshallIsayofMrs。Kirkwoodbutthat"shewouldbegoodcompanyforaqueen,"asouroldfriendthequondamlandladyoftheAnchorTavernusedtosay?

IshouldsoliketoseeyoupresentedatCourt!ItseemstomethatIshouldbewillingtoholdyourtrainforthesakeofseeingyouinyourcourtfeathersandthings。

Asformyself,IhavebeenthinkingoflatethatIwouldbecomeeitheraprofessionallecturerorheadmistressofagreatschoolorcollegeforgirls。Ihavetriedthefirstbusinessalittle。LastmonthIdeliveredalectureonQuaternions。Igotthreeformyaudience;twocameoverfromtheInstitute,andonefromthatmen"scollegewhichtheytrytomakeouttobeauniversity,andwherenofemaleisadmittedunlessshebelongsamongthequadrupeds。I

enjoyedlecturing,butthesubjectisadifficultone,andIdon"tthinkanyoneofthemhadanyveryclearnotionofwhatIwastalkingabout,exceptRhodora,——andIknowshedidn"t。Totellthetruth,I

waslecturingtoinstructmyself。Imeantotrysomethingeasiernexttime。IhavethoughtoftheBasquelanguageandliterature。

Whatdoyousaytothat?

TheSocietygoesonfamously。Wehavehadapaperpresentedandreadlatelywhichhasgreatlyamusedsomeofusandprovokedafewoftheweakersort。ThewriteristhatcrabbedoldProfessorofBelles-

Lettresatthatmen"scollegeoverthere。Heisdreadfullyhardonthepoor"poets,"astheycallthemselves。Itseemsthatagreatmanyyoungpersons,andmoreespeciallyagreatmanyyounggirls,ofwhomtheInstitutehasfurnishedaconsiderableproportion,havetakentosendinghimtheirrhymedproductionstobecriticised,——

expectingtobepraised,nodoubt,everyoneofthem。Imustgiveyouoneofthesauciestextractsfromhispaperinhisownwords:

"Ittakeshalfmytimetoreadthe"poems"sentmebyyoungpeopleofbothsexes。TheywouldbemoreshyofdoingitiftheyknewthatI

recognizeatendencytorhymingasacommonformofmentalweakness,andthepublicationofathinvolumeofverseasprimafacieevidenceofambitiousmediocrity,ifnotinferiority。Ofcoursethereareexceptionstothisruleofjudgment,butImaintainthatthepresumptionisalwaysagainsttherhymesterascomparedwiththelesspretentiouspersonsabouthimorher,busywithsomeusefulcalling,——toobusytobetaggingrhymedcommonplacestogether。Justnowthereseemstobeanepidemicofrhymingasbadasthedancingmania,orthesweatingsickness。Afterreadingacertainamountofmanuscriptverseoneisdisposedtoanathematizetheinventorofhomophonoussyllabification。[Thisphrasemadeagreatlaughwhenitwasread。]This,thatisrhyming,musthavebeenfoundoutveryearly,"Whereareyou,Adam?"

"HereamI,Madam;"

butitcanneverhavebeenhabituallypractiseduntilaftertheFall。

TheintrusionoftintinnabulatingterminationsintotheconversationalintercourseofmenandangelswouldhavespoiledParadiseitself。MiltonwouldnothavethemeveninParadiseLost,youremember。Formyownpart,Iwishcertainrhymescouldbedeclaredcontrabandofwrittenorprintedlanguage。Nothingshouldbeallowedtobehurledattheworldorwhirledwithit,orfurleduponitorcurledoverit;alleyesshouldbekeptawayfromtheskies,inspiteofoshominisublimededit;youthshouldbecoupledwithallthevirtuesexcepttruth;earthshouldneverberemindedofherbirth;deathshouldneverbeallowedtostopamortal"sbreath,northebelltosoundhisknell,norflowersfromblossomingbowerstowaveoverhisgraveorshowtheirbloomuponhistomb。Wehaverhymingdictionaries,——letushaveonefromwhichallrhymesarerigorouslyexcluded。Thesightofapoorcreaturegrubbingforrhymestofilluphissonnet,ortocramoneofthosevoracious,rhyme-swallowingrigmaroleswhichsomeofourdrudgingpoeticaloperativeshavebeenexhaustingthemselvesoflatetosatiatewithjingles,makesmyheadacheandmystomachrebel。

Work,workofsomekind,isthebusinessofmenandwomen,notthemakingofjingles!

No,——no,——no!Iwanttoseetheyoungpeopleinourschoolsandacademiesandcolleges,andthegraduatesoftheseinstitutions,liftedupoutofthelittleDismalSwampofself-contemplatingandself-indulgingandself-commiseratingemotionalismwhichissurfeitingthelandwiththoseliterarysandwiches,——thinslicesoftinklingsentimentalitybetweentwocoverslookinglikehard-bakedgiltgingerbread。Butwhatfacestheseyoungfolksmakeupatmygoodadvice!Theygettipsyontheirrhymes。Nothingintoxicatesonelikehis——orher——ownverses,andtheyholdontotheirmetre-

ballad-mongeringasthefellowsthatinhalenitrousoxideholdontothegas-bag。”

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