投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Theyareapples!"Thesmellofroses,ofpeonies,oflilies,hasbeenknowntocausefaintness。Thesightofvariousobjectshashadsingulareffectsonsomepersons。Aboar"sheadwasafavoritedishatthetableofgreatpeopleinMarshald"Albret"stime;yetheusedtofaintatthesightofone。Itisnotuncommontomeetwithpersonswhofaintatthesightofblood。OneofthemostinveteratelypugnaciousofDr。Butts"scollege-matesconfessedthathehadthisinfirmity。Strangerandfarmoreawkwardthanthisisthecasementionedinanancientcollection,wherethesubjectoftheantipathyfaintedatthesightofanyobjectofaredcolor。Therearesounds,also,whichhavestrangeeffectsonsomeindividuals。

Amongtheobnoxiousnoisesarethecrumplingofsilkstuffs,thesoundofsweeping,thecroakingoffrogs。Theeffectsindifferentcaseshavebeenspasms,asenseofstrangling,profusesweating,——allshowingaprofounddisturbanceofthenervoussystem。

Alltheseeffectswereproducedbyimpressionsontheorgansofsense,seeminglybydirectagencyoncertainnervecentres。Butthereisanotherseriesofcasesinwhichtheimaginationplaysalargerpartinthephenomena。Twonotableexamplesareaffordedinthelivesoftwoverydistinguishedpersonages。

PetertheGreatwasfrightened,whenaninfant,byfallingfromabridgeintothewater。Longafterward,whenhehadreachedmanhood,thishardyandresolutemanwassoaffectedbythesoundofwheelsrattlingoverabridgethathehadtodisciplinehimselfbylisteningtothesound,inspiteofhisdreadofit,inordertoovercomehisantipathy。ThestorytoldbyAbbeBoileauofPascalisverysimilartothatrelatedofPeter。AshewasdrivinginhiscoachandfouroverthebridgeatNeuilly,hishorsestookfrightandranaway,andtheleadersbrokefromtheirharnessandsprangintotheriver,leavingthewheel-horsesandthecarriageonthebridge。EverafterthisfrightitissaidthatPascalhadtheterrifyingsensethathewasjustontheedgeofanabyss,readytofallover。

Whatstrangeearlyimpressionwasitwhichledacertainladyalwaystoshriekaloudifsheventuredtoenterachurch,asitisrecorded?

Theoldandsimplewayofaccountingforitwouldbethescripturalone,thatitwasanuncleanspiritwhodweltinher,andwho,whensheenteredtheholyplaceandbroughtherspiritualtenantintothepresenceofthesacredsymbols,"criedwithaloudvoice,andcameoutof"her。Averysingularcase,thedoctorhimselfhadrecorded,andwhichthereadermayacceptasauthentic,isthefollowing:Attheheadofthedoctor"sfrontstairsstood,andstillstands,atallclock,ofearlydateandstatelypresence。Amiddle-agedvisitor,noticingitasheenteredthefrontdoor,remarkedthatheshouldfeelagreatunwillingnesstopassthatclock。Hecouldnotgonearoneofthosetalltimepieceswithoutaprofoundagitation,whichhedreadedtoundergo。Thisverysingularidiosyncrasyheattributedtoafrightwhenhewasaninfantinthearmsofhisnurse。

Shewasstandingnearoneofthosetallclocks,whenthecordwhichsupportedoneofitsheavyleadenweightsbroke,andtheweightcamecrashingdowntothebottomofthecase。Someeffectmusthavebeenproduceduponthepulpynervecentresfromwhichtheyneverrecovered。Whyshouldnotthishappen,whenweknowthatasuddenmentalshockmaybethecauseofinsanity?Thedoctorrememberedtheverseof"TheAncientMariner:"

"Imovedmylips;thepilotshriekedAndfelldowninafit;

TheholyhermitraisedhiseyesAndprayedwherehedidsit。

Itooktheoars;thepilot"sboy,Whonowdothcrazygo,Laughedloudandlong,andallthewhileHiseyeswenttoandfro。”

Thisisonlypoetry,itistrue,butthepoetborrowedthedescriptionfromnature,andtherecordsofourasylumscouldfurnishmanycaseswhereinsanitywascausedbyasuddenfright。

Morethanthis,hardlyayearpassesthatwedonotreadofsomeperson,achildcommonly,killedoutrightbyterror,——scaredtodeath,literally。Sadcasestheyoftenare,inwhich,nothingbutasurprisebeingintended,theshockhasinstantlyarrestedthemovementsonwhichlifedepends。Ifamereinstantaneousimpressioncanproduceeffectslikethese,suchanimpressionmightofcoursebefollowedbyconsequenceslessfatalorformidable,butyetseriousintheirnature。Ifhereandthereapersoniskilled,asifbylightning,byasuddenstartlingsightorsound,theremustbemorenumerouscasesinwhichaterribleshockisproducedbysimilarapparentlyinsignificantcauses,——ashockwhichfallsshortofoverthrowingthereasonanddoesnotdestroylife,yetleavesalastingeffectuponthesubjectofit。

Thispoint,then,wassettledinthemindofDr。Butts,namely,that,asaviolentemotioncausedbyasuddenshockcankillorcrazeahumanbeing,thereisnoperversionofthefaculties,noprejudice,nochangeoftasteortemper,noeccentricity,noantipathy,whichsuchacausemaynotrationallyaccountfor。Hewouldnotbesurprised,hesaidtohimself,tofindthatsomeearlyalarm,likethatwhichwasexperiencedbyPetertheGreatorthatwhichhappenedtoPascal,hadbrokensomespringinthisyoungman"snature,orsochangeditsmodeofactionastoaccountfortheexceptionalremotenessofhiswayoflife。Buthowcouldanyconceivableantipathybesocomprehensiveastokeepayoungmanalooffromalltheworld,andmakeahermitofhim?Hedidnothatethehumanrace;

thatwasclearenough。HetreatedPaolowithgreatkindness,andtheItalianwasevidentlymuchattachedtohim。Hehadtalkednaturallyandpleasantlywiththeyoungmanhehadhelpedoutofhisdangeroussituationwhenhisboatwasupset。Dr。Buttsheardthathehadoncemadeashortvisittothisyoungman,athisroomsintheUniversity。

Itwasnotmisanthropy,therefore,whichkepthimsolitary。Whatcouldbebroadenoughtocoverthefactsofthecase?Nothingthatthedoctorcouldthinkof,unlessitweresomecolor,thesightofwhichactedonhimasitdidontheindividualbeforementioned,whocouldnotlookatanythingredwithoutfainting。Supposethiswereacaseofthesameantipathy。Howverycarefulitwouldmakethesubjectofitastowherehewentandwithwhomheconsorted!Timeandpatiencewouldbeprettysuretobringoutnewdevelopments,andphysicians,ofallmenintheworld,knowhowtowaitaswellashowtolabor。

SuchweresomeofthecrudefactsasDr。Buttsfoundtheminbooksorgatheredthemfromhisownexperience。HesoondiscoveredthatthestoryhadgotaboutthevillagethatMauriceKirkwoodwasthevictimofan"antipathy,"whateverthatwordmightmeaninthevocabularyofthepeopleoftheplace。Ifhesuspectedthechannelthroughwhichithadreachedthelittlecommunity,and,spreadingfromthatcentre,thecountryround,hedidnotseefittomakeoutofhissuspicionsadomesticcasusbelli。Paolomighthavementionedittoothersaswellastohimself。Mauricemighthavetoldsomefriend,whohaddivulgedit。ButtoaccuseMrs。Butts,goodMrs。Butts,ofpetittreasonintellingoneofherhusband"sprofessionalsecretswastooseriousamattertobethoughtof。Hewouldbealittlemorecareful,hepromisedhimself,thenexttime,atanyrate;forhehadtoconcede,inspiteofeverywishtobecharitableinhisjudgment,thatitwasamongthepossibilitiesthattheworthyladyhadforgottentherulethatadoctor"spatientsmustputtheirtonguesout,andadoctor"swifemustkeephertonguein。

VIII

THEPANSOPHIANSOCIETY。

TheSecretaryofthisassociationwasgettingsomewhattiredoftheoffice,andtheofficewasgettingsomewhattiredofhim。ItoccurredtothemembersoftheSocietythatalittlefreshbloodinfusedintoitmightstirupthegeneralvitalityoftheorganization。ThewomansuffragistssawnoreasonwhytheplaceofSecretaryneedasamatterofcoursebefilledbyapersonofthemalesex。Theyagitated,theymadedomiciliaryvisits,theywrotenotestoinfluentialcitizens,andfinallyannouncedastheircandidatetheyoungladywhohadwonandworntheschoolnameof"TheTerror,"whowaselected。Shewasjustthepersonfortheplace:

wideawake,withallherwitsabouther,fullofeverykindofknowledge,and,aboveall,strongonpointsoforderanddetailsofmanagement,sothatshecouldpromptthepresidingofficer,todowhichisoftenthemostessentialdutyofaSecretary。ThePresident,theworthyrector,wasgoodatplainsailinginthetrackofthecommonmoralitiesandproprieties,butwasliabletogetmuddledifanythingcameuprequiringswiftdecisionandoff-handspeech。TheTerrorhadschooledherselfinthedebatingsocietiesoftheInstitute,andwouldsetupthePresident,whenhewasflooredbyanawkwardquestion,aseasilyasifhewereaninepinwhichhadbeenbowledover。

IthasbeenalreadymentionedthatthePansophianSocietyreceivedcommunicationsfromtimetotimefromwritersoutsideofitsownorganization。Oflatethesehadbeenbecomingmorefrequent。Manyofthemweresentinanonymously,andastherewerenumerousvisitorstothevillage,andtwoinstitutionsnotfarremovedfromit,bothfullofambitiousandintelligentyoungpersons,itwasoftenimpossibletotracethepaperstotheirauthors。ThenewSecretarywasalivewithcuriosity,andassagaciousalittlebodyasonemightfindifinwantofadetective。Shecouldmakeaprettyshrewdguesswhetherapaperwaswrittenbyayoungoroldperson,byoneofherownsexortheother,byanexperiencedhandoranovice。

Amongtheanonymouspapersshereceivedwasonewhichexercisedhercuriositytoanextraordinarydegree。Shefeltastrongsuspicionthat"theSachem,"astheboat-crewsusedtocallhim,"theRecluse,"

"theNight-Hawk,""theSphinx,"asothersnamedhim,mustbetheauthorofit。Itappearedtohertheproductionofayoungpersonofareflective,poeticalturnofmind。Itwasnotawoman"swayofwriting;atleast,sothoughttheSecretary。Thewriterhadtravelledmuch;hadresidedinItaly,amongotherplaces。ButsohadmanyofthesummervisitorsandresidentsofArrowheadVillage。Thehandwritingwasnotdecisive;ithadsomepointsofresemblancewiththepencilledordersforbookswhichMauricesenttotheLibrary,buttherewerecertaindifferences,intentionaloraccidental,whichweakenedthisevidence。Therewasanundertoneintheessaywhichwasinkeepingwiththemodeoflifeofthesolitarystranger。Itmightbedisappointment,melancholy,oronlythedreamysadnessofayoungpersonwhoseesthefutureheistoclimb,notasasmoothascent,butasoverhanginghimlikeacliff,readytocrushhim,withallhishopesandprospects。Thisinterpretationmayhavebeentooimaginative,buthereisthepaper,andthereadercanformhisownopinion:

MYTHREECOMPANIONS。

"Ihavebeenfrommyyouthupwardsawanderer。Idonotmeanconstantlyflittingfromoneplacetoanother,formyresidencehasoftenbeenfixedforconsiderableperiods。FromtimetotimeIhaveputdowninanotebooktheimpressionsmadeuponmebythescenesthroughwhichIhavepassed。Ihavelonghesitatedwhethertoletanyofmynotesappearbeforethepublic。Myfearhasbeenthattheyweretoosubjective,tousethemetaphysician"sterm,——thatIhaveseenmyselfreflectedinNature,andnotthetrueaspectsofNatureasshewasmeanttobeunderstood。OnewhoshouldvisittheHarzMountainswouldsee——mightsee,ratherhisowncolossalimageshapeitselfonthemorningmist。Butifineverymistthatrisesfromthemeadows,ineverycloudthathangsuponthemountain,healwaysfindshisownreflection,wecannotaccepthimasaninterpreterofthelandscape。

"TheremustbemanypersonspresentatthemeetingsoftheSocietytowhichthispaperisofferedwhohavehadexperienceslikethatofitsauthor。Theyhavevisitedthesamelocalities,theyhavehadmanyofthesamethoughtsandfeelings。Many,Ihavenodoubt。Notall,——

no,notall。OthershavesoughtthecompanionshipofNature;Ihavebeendriventoit。Muchofmylifehasbeenpassedinthatcommunion。ThesepagesrecordsomeoftheintimaciesIhaveformedwithherundersomeofhervariousmanifestations。

"Ihavelivedontheshoreofthegreatocean,whereitswavesbrokewildestanditsvoiceroseloudest。

"Ihavepassedwholeseasonsonthebanksofmightyandfamousrivers。

"Ihavedweltonthemarginofatranquillake,andfloatedthroughmanyalong,longsummerdayonitsclearwaters。

"Ihavelearnedthe"variouslanguage"ofNature,ofwhichpoetryhasspoken,——atleast,Ihavelearnedsomewordsandphrasesofit。I

willtranslatesomeoftheseasIbestmayintocommonspeech。

"TheOCEANsaystothedwelleronitsshores:——

Youareneitherwelcomenorunwelcome。Idonottroublemyselfwiththelivingtribesthatcomedowntomywaters。Ihavemyownpeople,ofanolderracethanyours,thatgrowtomightierdimensionsthanyourmastodonsandelephants;morenumerousthanalltheswarmsthatfilltheairormoveoverthethincrustoftheearth。Whoareyouthatbuildyourpalacesonmymargin?IseeyourwhitefacesasIsawthedarkfacesofthetribesthatcamebeforeyou,asIshalllookupontheunknownfamilyofmankindthatwillcomeafteryou。

Andwhatisyourwholehumanfamilybutaparenthesisinasinglepageofmyhistory?Theraindropsstereotypedthemselvesonmybeachesbeforealivingcreaturelefthisfootprintsthere。Thishorseshoe-crabIflingatyourfeetisofolderlineagethanyourAdam,——perhaps,indeed,youcountyourAdamasoneofhisdescendants。WhatfeelinghaveIforyou?Notscorn,nothatred,——

notlove,——notloathing。No!——indifference,——blankindifferencetoyouandyouraffairsthatismyfeeling,sayratherabsenceoffeeling,asregardsyou——Ohyes,Iwilllapyourfeet,Iwillcoolyouinthehotsummerdays,Iwillbearyouupinmystrongarms,I

willrockyouonmyrollingundulations,likeababeinhiscradle。

AmInotgentle?AmInotkind?AmInotharmless?Buthark!Thewindisrising,andthewindandIareroughplaymates!Whatdoyousaytomyvoicenow?Doyouseemyfoaminglips?Doyoufeeltherockstrembleasmyhugebillowscrashagainstthem?IsnotmyangerterribleasIdashyourargosy,yourthunder-bearingfrigate,intofragments,asyouwouldcrackaneggshell?——No,notanger;deaf,blind,unheedingindifference,——thatisall。Outofmeallthingsarose;soonerorlater,intomeallthingssubside。Allchangesaroundme;Ichangenot。Ilooknotatyou,vainman,andyourfrailtransitoryconcerns,saveinmomentaryglimpses:Ilookonthewhitefaceofmydeadmistress,whomIfollowasthebridegroomfollowsthebierofherwhohaschangedhernuptialraimentfortheshroud。

"Yewhosethoughtsareofeternity,comedwellatmyside。

Continentsandislandsgrowold,andwasteanddisappear。Thehardestrockcrumbles;vegetableandanimalkingdomscomeintobeing,waxgreat,decline,andperish,togivewaytoothers,evenashumandynastiesandnationsandracescomeandgo。Lookonme!"Timewritesnowrinkle"onmyforehead。Listentome!Alltonguesarespokenonmyshores,butIhaveonlyonelanguage:thewindstaughtmetheirvowelsthecragsandthesandsschooledmeinmyroughorsmoothconsonants。FewwordsareminebutIhavewhisperedthemandsungthemandshoutedthemtomenofalltribesfromthetimewhenthefirstwildwandererstrayedintomyawfulpresence。Haveyouagriefthatgnawsatyourheart-strings?Comewithittomyshore,asofoldthepriestoffar-dartingApollocarriedhisrageandanguishtothemarginoftheloud-roaringsea。There,ifanywhereyouwillforgetyourprivateandshort-livedwoe,formyvoicespeakstotheinfiniteandtheeternalinyourconsciousness。"

"Tohimwholovesthepagesofhumanhistory,wholistenstothevoicesoftheworldabouthim,whofrequentsthemarketandthethoroughfare,wholivesinthestudyoftimeanditsaccidentsratherthaninthedeeperemotions,inabstractspeculationandspiritualcontemplation,theRIVERaddressesitselfashisnaturalcompanion。

"Comelivewithme。Iamactive,cheerful,communicative,anaturaltalkerandstory-teller。Iamnotnoisy,liketheocean,exceptoccasionallywhenIamrudelyinterrupted,orwhenIstumbleandgetafall。WhenIamsilentyoucanstillhavepleasureinwatchingmychangingfeatures。Myidlestbabble,whenIamtoyingwiththetriflesthatfallinmyway,ifnotveryfullofmeaning,isatleastmusical。Iamnotadangerousfriend,liketheocean;nohighwayisabsolutelysafe,butmynatureisharmless,andthestormsthatstrewthebeacheswithwreckscastnoruinsuponmyfloweryborders。Abidewithme,andyoushallnotdieofthirst,liketheforlornwretcheslefttothemerciesofthepitilesssaltwaves。Trustyourselftome,andIwillcarryyoufaronyourjourney,ifwearetravellingtothesamepointofthecompass。IfIsometimesrunriotandoverflowyourmeadows,IleavefertilitybehindmewhenIwithdrawtomynaturalchannel。Walkbymysidetowardtheplaceofmydestination。

Iwillkeeppacewithyou,andyoushallfeelmypresencewithyouasthatofaself-consciousbeinglikeyourself。Youwillfindithardtobemiserableinmycompany;Idrainyouofill-conditionedthoughtsasIcarryawaytherefuseofyourdwellinganditsgrounds:

Buttohimwhomtheoceanchillsandcrusheswithitssullenindifference,andtheriverdisturbswithitsnever-pausingandnever-endingstory,thesilentLAKEshallbearefugeandaplaceofrestforhissoul。

""Vexnotyourselfwiththoughtstoovastforyourlimitedfaculties,"itsays;"yieldnotyourselftothebabbleoftherunningstream。Leavetheocean,whichcaresnothingforyouoranylivingthingthatwalksthesolidearth;leavetheriver,toobusywithitsownerrand,tootalkativeaboutitsownaffairs,andfindpeacewithme,whosesmilewillcheeryou,whosewhisperwillsootheyou。Cometomewhenthemorningsunblazesacrossmybosomlikeagoldenbaldric;cometomeinthestillmidnight,whenIholdtheinvertedfirmamentlikeacupbrimmingwithjewels,norspillonestarofalltheconstellationsthatfloatinmyebongoblet。Doyouknowthecharmofmelancholy?Wherewillyoufindasympathylikemineinyourhoursofsadness?Doestheoceanshareyourgrief?Doestheriverlistentoyoursighs?Thesaltwave,thatcalledtoyoufromunderlastmonth"sfullmoon,to-dayisdashingontherocksofLabrador;thestream,thatranbyyoupureandsparkling,hasswallowedthepoisonousrefuseofagreatcity,andiscreepingtoitsgraveinthewidecemeterythatburiesallthingsinitstombofliquidcrystal。Itistruethatmywatersexhaleandarerenewedfromoneseasontoanother;butareyourfeaturesthesame,absolutelythesame,fromyeartoyear?Webothchange,butweknoweachotherthroughallchanges。AmInotmirroredinthoseeyesofyours?AnddoesnotNatureplantmeasaneyetobeholdherbeautieswhilesheisdressedinthegloriesofleafandflower,anddrawtheicylidovermyshiningsurfacewhenshestandsnakedandashamedinthepovertyofwinter?"

"Ihavehadstrangeexperiencesandsadthoughtsinthecourseofalifenotverylong,butwitharecordwhichmuchlongerlivescouldnotmatchinincident。Oftentimesthetemptationhascomeovermewithdangerousurgencytotryachangeofexistence,ifsuchchangeisapartofhumandestiny,——toseekrest,ifthatiswhatwegainbylayingdowntheburdenoflife。IhaveaskedwhowouldbethefriendtowhomIshouldappealforthelastserviceIshouldhaveneedof。

Oceanwasthere,allready,askingnoquestions,answeringnone。

Whatstrangevoyages,downwardthroughitsglaucousdepths,upwardstoitsboilingandfrothingsurface,waftedbytides,drivenbytempests,dispartedbyrudeagencies;oneremnantwhiteningonthesandsofanorthernbeach,oneperhapsbuiltintothecircleofacoralreefinthePacific,onesettlingtothefloorofthevastlaboratorywherecontinentsarebuilt,toemergeinfar-offages!

Whatstrangecompanionsformypall-bearers!Unwieldysea-monsters,thestoriesofwhicharecountedfablesbythespectacledcollectorswhothinktheircatalogueshaveexhaustednature;naked-eyedcreatures,staring,glaring,nightmare-likespectresoftheghastly-

greenabysses;pulpyislands,withlifeingelatinousimmensity,——

whatacompanyofhungryheirsateveryoceanfuneral!No!No!

Oceanclaimsgreatmultitudes,butdoesnotinvitethesolitarywhowouldfainberidofhimself。

"ShallIseekadeeperslumberatthebottomofthelakeIlovethanIhaveeverfoundwhendriftingidlyoveritssurface?No,again。I

donotwantthesweet,clearwaterstoknowmeinthedisgraceofnature,whenlife,thefaithfulbody-servant,hasceasedcaringforme。Thatmustnotbe。Themirrorwhichhaspicturedmesooftenshallneverknowmeasanunwelcomeobject。

"IfImustasktheall-subduingelementtobemylastfriend,andleadmeoutofmyprison,itshallbethebusy,whispering,notunfriendly,pleasantlycompanionableriver。

"ButOceanandRiverandLakehavecertainrelationstotheperiodsofhumanlifewhichtheywhoarechoosingtheirplacesofabodeshouldconsider。Letthechildplayupontheseashore。Thewidehorizongiveshisimaginationroomtogrowin,untrammelled。Thatbackgroundofmystery,withoutwhichlifeisapoormechanicalarrangement,isshapedandcolored,sofarasitcanhaveoutline,oranyhuebutshadow,onavastcanvas,thecontemplationofwhichenlargesandenrichesthesphereofconsciousness。Themightyoceanisnottoohugetosymbolizetheaspirationsandambitionsoftheyetuntriedsouloftheadolescent。

"Thetimewillcomewhenhisindefinitementalhorizonhasfoundasolidlimit,whichshutshisprospectinnarrowerboundsthanhewouldhavethoughtcouldcontenthimintheyearsofundefinedpossibilities。Thenhewillfindtheriveramorenaturalintimatethantheocean。Itisindividual,whichtheocean,withallitsgulfsandinletsandmultitudinousshores,hardlyseemstobe。Itdoesnotloveyouverydearly,andwillnotmissyoumuchwhenyoudisappearfromitsmargin;butitmeanswelltoyou,bidsyougood-

morningwithitscomingwaves,andgood-eveningwiththosewhichareleaving。Itwillleadyourthoughtspleasantlyaway,upwardstoitssource,downwardstothestreamtowhichitistributary,orthewidewatersinwhichitistoloseitself。Ariver,bychoice,tolivebyinmiddleage。

"Inhoursofmelancholyreflection,inthoselastyearsoflifewhichhavelittleleftbuttendermemories,thestillcompanionshipofthelake,embosomedinwoods,sheltered,fedbysweetmountainbrooksandhiddensprings,commendsitselftotheweariedandsaddenedspirit。

Iamnotthinkingofthosegreatinlandseas,whichhavemanyofthefeaturesandmuchofthedangerthatbelongtotheocean,butofthose"ponds,"asourcountrymenusedtocallthemuntiltheywererechristenedbysummervisitors;beautifulsheetsofwaterfromahundredtoafewthousandacresinextent,scatteredlikeraindropsoverthemapofourNorthernsovereignties。Thelonelinessofcontemplativeoldagefindsitsnaturalhomeinthenearneighborhoodofoneofthesetranquilbasins。

Naturedoesnotalwaysplantherpoetswheretheybelong,butifwelookcarefullytheiraffinitiesbetraythemselves。TheyouthwillcarryhisByrontotherockwhichoverlookstheoceanthepoetlovedsowell。ThemanofmatureryearswillrememberthatthesonorouscoupletsofPopewhichringinhisearswerewrittenonthebanksoftheThames。Theoldman,ashenodsoverthesolemnverseofWordsworth,willrecognizetheaffinitybetweenthesingerandthecalmsheetthatlaybeforehimashewrote,——thestainlessandsleepyWindermere。

"ThedwellersbyCedarLakemayfinditanamusementtocomparetheirownfeelingswiththoseofonewhohaslivedbytheAtlanticandtheMediterranean,bytheNileandtheTiber,byLakeLemanandbyoneofthefairestsheetsofwaterthatourownNorthAmericaembosomsinitsforests。”

MissLuridaVincent,SecretaryofthePansophianSociety,readthispaper,andponderedlonguponit。Shewasthinkingveryseriouslyofstudyingmedicine,andhadbeenforsometimeinfrequentcommunicationwithDr。Butts,underwhosedirectionshehadbegunreadingcertaintreatises,whichaddedtosuchknowledgeofthelawsoflifeinhealthandindiseaseasshehadbroughtwithherfromtheCorinnaInstitute。Naturallyenough,shecarriedtheanonymouspapertothedoctor,togethisopinionaboutit,andcompareitwithherown。Theybothagreedthatitwasprobably,theywouldnotsaycertainly,theworkofthesolitaryvisitor。Therewasroomfordoubt,fortherewerevisitorswhomightwellhavetravelledtoalltheplacesmentioned,andresidedlongenoughontheshoresofthewatersthewriterspokeoftohavehadalltheexperiencesmentionedinthepaper。TheTerrorrememberedayounglady,aformerschoolmate,whobelongedtooneofthosenomadicfamiliescommoninthisgeneration,theheadsofwhich,especiallythefemaleheads,canneverbeeasywheretheyare,butkeepgoingbetweenAmericaandEurope,likesomanypith-ballsintheelectricalexperiment,alternatelyattractedandrepelled,neverincontentedequilibrium。

Everyfewyearstheypulltheirfamiliesupbytheroots,andbythetimetheyhavebeguntotakeholdalittlewiththeirradiclesinthespotstowhichtheyhavebeensuccessivelytransplanteduptheycomeagain,sothattheynevergetatap-rootanywhere。TheTerrorsuspectedthedaughterofoneofthesefamiliesofsendingcertainanonymousarticlesofnotdissimilarcharactertotheoneshehadjustreceived。Butsheknewthestyleofcompositioncommonamongtheyounggirls,andshecouldhardlybelievethatitwasoneofthemwhohadsentthispaper。Couldabrotherofthisyoungladyhavewrittenit?Possibly;sheknewnothingmorethanthattheyoungladyhadabrother,thenastudentattheUniversity。AllthechanceswerethatMr。MauriceKirkwoodwastheauthor。SothoughtLurida,andsothoughtDr。Butts。

Whateverfaultstherewereinthisessay,itinterestedthemboth。

Therewasnothingwhichgavetheleastreasontosuspectinsanityonthepartofthewriter,whoeverheorshemightbe。Therewerereferencestosuicide,itistrue,buttheywereofapurelyspeculativenature,anddidnotlooktoanypracticalpurposeinthatdirection。Besides,ifthestrangerweretheauthorofthepaper,hecertainlywouldnotchooseasheetofwaterlikeCedarLaketoperformthelastofficesforhim,incaseheseriouslymeditatedtakingunceremoniousleaveoflifeanditsaccidents。Hecouldfindarivereasilyenough,tosaynothingofothermethodsofeffectinghispurpose;buthehadcommittedhimselfastotheimproprietyofselectingalake,sotheyneednotbeanxiousaboutthewhitecanoeanditsoccupant,astheywatcheditskimmingthesurfaceofthedeepwaters。

TheholderofthePortfoliowouldneverhaveventuredtocomebeforethepublicifhehadnotcountedamonghisresourcescertainpapersbelongingtotherecordsofthePansophianSociety,whichhecanmakefreeuseof,eitherfortheillustrationofthenarrative,orforadiversionduringthoseintervalsinwhichtheflowofeventsislanguid,orevenceasesforthetimetomanifestanyprogress。ThereadercanhardlyhavefailedtonoticethattheoldAnchorTavernhadbecomethefocalpointwhereagooddealofmentalactivityconverged。Therewerethevillagepeople,includinganumberofcultivatedfamilies;therewerethevisitors,amongthemmanyaccomplishedandwidelytravelledpersons;therewastheUniversity,withitslearnedteachersandaspiringyoungmen;therewastheCorinnaInstitute,withitseager,ambitious,hungry-souledyoungwomen,crowdingon,classafterclasscomingforwardonthebroadstreamofliberalculture,androundingthepointwhich,oncepassed,theboundlesspossibilitiesofwomanhoodopenedbeforethem。Allthisfurnishedmaterialenoughandtosparefortherecordsandthearchivesofthesociety。

ThenewSecretaryinfusedfreshlifeintothemeetings。Itmayberememberedthatthegirlshadsaidofher,whenshewasTheTerror,that"shekneweverythinganddidn"tbelieveanything。”Thatwasjustthekindofpersonforasecretaryofsuchanassociation。

Properlyinterpreted,thesayingmeantthatsheknewagreatdeal,andwantedtoknowagreatdealmore,andwasconsequentlyalwaysonthelookoutforinformation;thatshebelievednothingwithoutsufficientproofthatitwastrue,andthereforewasperpetuallyaskingforevidencewhere,otherstookassertionsontrust。

ItwasastonishingtoseewhatonelittlecreaturelikeTheTerrorcouldaccomplishinthecourseofasingleseason。Shefoundoutwhateachmembercoulddoandwantedtodo。Shewrotetotheoutsidevisitorswhomshesuspectedofcapacity,andurgedthemtospeakatthemeetings,orsendwrittenpaperstoberead。Asanofficial,withtheprintedtitleattheheadofhernotes,PANSOPHIANSOCIETY,shewasaprivilegedpersonage。Shebeggedtheyoungpersonswhohadtravelledtotellsomethingoftheirexperiences。Shehadcontemplatedgettingupadiscussiononthewoman"srightsquestion,butbeingawarylittlebody,andknowingthatthedebatewouldbecomeadisputeanddividethemembersintotwohostilecamps,shedeferredthisprojectindefinitely。Itwouldbetimeenoughaftershehadherteamwellinhand,shesaidtoherself,——hadfelttheirmouthsandtriedtheirpaces。Thisexpression,assheuseditinherthoughts,seemsratherforeigntoherhabits,buttherewasroominherlargebrainforawiderangeofillustrationsandanamplevocabulary。Shecouldnotdomuchwithherownmuscles,butshehadknownthepassionatedelightofbeingwhirledfuriouslyovertheroadbehindfourscamperinghorses,inarockingstage-coach,andthoughtofherselfintheSecretary"schairasnotunlikethedriveronhisbox。Afewweeksofresthadallowedhernervousenergytostoreitselfup,andthesamepowerswhichhaddistancedcompetitionintheclassesofherschoolhadofnecessitytoexpendthemselvesinvigorousactioninhernewoffice。

Herappealshadtheireffect。Anumberofpaperswereverysoonsentin;somewithnames,someanonymously。Shelookedthesepapersover,andmarkedthosewhichshethoughtwouldbeworthreadingandlisteningtoatthemeetings。Oneofthemhasjustbeenpresentedtothereader。Astotheauthorshipofthefollowingonethereweremanyconjectures。Awell-knownwriter,whohadspentsomeweeksatArrowheadVillage,wasgenerallysuspectedofbeingitsauthor。

Some,however,questionedwhetheritwasnottheworkofanewhand,whowrote,notfromexperience,butfromhisorherideasoftheconditiontowhichastory-teller,anovelist,mustinallprobabilitybesoonerorlaterreduced。Thereadermustjudgeforhimselfwhetherthisfirstpaperistheworkofanoldhandoranovice。

SOMEEXPERIENCESOFANOVELIST。

"Ihavewrittenafrightfulnumberofstories,fortyormore,I

think。Letmesee。Fortwelveyearstwonovelsayearregularly:

thatmakestwenty-four。InthreedifferentyearsIhavewrittenthreestoriesannually:thatmakesthirty-three。Infiveyearsoneayear,——thirty-eight。Thatisall,isn"tit?Yes。Thirty-eight,notforty。IwishIcouldmakethemallintoonecompositestory,asMr。Galtondoeshisfaces。

"Hero——heroine——mamma——papa——uncle——sister,andsoon。Love——

obstacles——misery——tears——despair——glimmerofhope——unexpectedsolutionofdifficulties——happyfinale。

"Landscapeforbackgroundaccordingtoseason。Plantsofeachmonthgotupfrombotanicalcalendars。

"Ishouldlikemuchtoseethecompositenovel。WhynotapplyMr。

Galton"sprocess,andgetthirty-eightstoriesallinone?AlltheYankeeswouldresolveintooneYankee,alltheP——WestBritonsintoonePatrick,etc。,whatasavingoftimeitwouldbe!

"Igotalongprettywellwithmyfirstfewstories。Ihadsomecharactersaroundmewhich,alittledisguised,answeredwellenough。

Therewastheministeroftheparish,andtherewasanoldschoolmastereitherofthemservedverysatisfactorilyforgrandfathersandolduncles。AllIhadtodowastoshiftsomeoftheirleadingpeculiarities,keepingtherest。Theoldministerworeknee-breeches。Iclappedthemontotheschoolmaster。Theschoolmastercarriedatallgold-headedcane。Iputthisintheminister"shands。Sowithotherthings,——Ishiftedthemround,andgotasetofcharacterswho,takentogether,reproducedthechiefpersonsofthevillagewhereIlived,butdidnotcopyanyindividualexactly。Thusitwentonforawhile;butbyandbymystockcompanybegantoberathertoofamiliarlyknown,inspiteoftheirchangeofcostume,andatlastsomealtogethertoosagaciouspersonpublishedwhathecalleda"key"toseveralofmyearlierstories,inwhichI

foundthenamesofanumberofneighborsattachedtoaliasesofmyowninvention。Allthe"types,"ashecalledthem,representedbythesepersonagesofmystoryhadcometoberecognized,eachasstandingforoneandthesameindividualofmyacquaintance。Ithadbeenofnousetochangethecostume。Evenchangingthesexdidnogood。Ihadafamousoldgossipinoneofmytales,——amuch-babblingWidowSertingly。"Sho!"theyallsaid,that"soldDeaconSpinner,thesamehetoldaboutinthatotherstoryofhis,——onlythedeacon"sgotonapetticoatandamob-cap,——butit"sthesameoldsixpence。"

SoIsaidtomyself,Imusthavesomenewcharacters。Ihadnotroublewithyoungcharacters;theyareallprettymuchalike,——dark-

hairedorlight-haired,withtheoutfitsbelongingtotheircomplexion,respectively。Ihadanoldgreat-aunt,whowasatip-topeccentric。Ihadneverseenanythingjustlikeherinbooks。SoI

said,Iwillhaveyou,oldlady,inoneofmystories;and,sureenough,Ifittedheroutwithafirst-rateodd-soundingname,whichI

gotfromthedirectory,andsentherforthtotheworld,disguised,asIsupposed,beyondthepossibilityofrecognition。Thebooksoldwell,andtheeccentricpersonagewasvotedanovelty。Afewweeksafteritwaspublishedalawyercalleduponme,astheagentofthepersoninthedirectory,whosefamilynameIhadused,ashemaintained,tohisandallhisrelatives"greatdamage,wrong,loss,grief,shame,andirreparableinjury,forwhichthesumofblankthousanddollarswouldbeamodestcompensation。Thestorymadethebooksell,butnotenoughtopayblankthousanddollars。Inthemeantimeacousinofminehadsniffedouttheresemblancebetweenthecharacterinmybookandourgreat-aunt。Wewererivalsinhergoodgraces。"CousinPansie"spoketoherofmybookandthetroubleitwasbringingonme,——shewassosorryaboutit!Shelikedmystory,——onlythosepersonalities,youknow。"Whatpersonalities?"saysoldgranny-aunt。"Why,auntie,dear,theydosaythathehasbroughtineverybodyweknow,——didn"tanybodytellyouabout——well,——Isupposeyououghttoknowit,——didn"tanybodytellyouyouweremadefunofinthatnovel?"Somebody——nomatterwho——happenedtohearallthis,andtoldme。Shesaidgranny-aunt"switheredoldfacehadtworedspotscometoit,asifshehadbeenpaintinghercheeksfromapinksaucer。No,shesaid,notapinksaucer,butasiftheyweretwocoalsoffire。Shesentoutandgotthebook,andmadeher(thesomebodythatIwasspeakingof)readittoher。Whenshehadheardasmuchasshecouldstand,——for"CousinPansie"explainedpassagestoher,——explained,youknow,——shesentforherlawyer,andthatsamesomebodyhadtobeawitnesstoanewwillshehaddrawnup。Itwasnottomyadvantage。"CousinPansie"gotthecornerlotwherethegroceryis,andprettymucheverythingelse。Theoldwomanleftmealegacy。Whatdoyouthinkitwas?Anoldsetofmyownbooks,thatlookedasifithadbeenboughtoutofabankruptcirculatinglibrary。

"AfterthatIgrewmorecareful。Istudiedmydisguisesmuchmorediligently。Butafterall,whatcouldIdo?HereIwas,writingstoriesformylivingandmyreputation。Imadeaprettysumenough,andworkedhardenoughtoearnit。Notale,nomoney。Theneverystorythatwentfrommyworkshophadtocomeuptothestandardofmyreputation,andtherewasasetofcritics,——thereisasetofcriticsnowandeverywhere,——thatwatchasnarrowlyforthedeclineofaman"sreputationaseveravillagehalfdrownedoutbyaninundationwatchedforthefallingofthewaters。ThefameIhadwon,suchasitwas,seemedtoattendme,——notgoingbeforemeintheshapeofawomanwithatrumpet,butratherfollowingmelikeoneofActaeon"shounds,histhroatopen,readytopullmedownandtearme。

Whatafierceenemyisthatwhichbaysbehindusinthevoiceofourproudestbygoneachievement!

"But,asIsaidabove,whatcouldIdo?Imustwritenovels,andI

musthavecharacters。"Thenwhynotinventthem?"askssomenovice。

Oh,yes!Inventthem!Youcaninventahumanbeingthatincertainaspectsofhumanitywillanswereverypurposeforwhichyourinventionwasintended。Abasketofstraw,anoldcoatandpairofbreeches,ahatwhichhasbeensoaked,satupon,stuffedabrokenwindow,andhadabroodofchickensraisedinit,——theseelements,dulyadjustedtoeachother,willrepresenthumanitysotruthfullythatthecrowswillavoidthecornfieldwhenyourscarecrowdisplayshispersonality。Doyouthinkyoucanmakeyourheroesandheroines,——nay,evenyourscrappysupernumeraries,——outofrefusematerial,asyoumadeyourscarecrow?Youcan"tdoit。Youmuststudylivingpeopleandreproducethem。Andwhomdoyouknowsowellasyourfriends?Youwillshowupyourfriends,then,oneafteranother。Whenyourfriendsgiveout,whoisleftforyou?Why,nobodybutyourownfamily,ofcourse。Whenyouhaveusedupyourfamily,thereisnothingleftforyoubuttowriteyourautobiography。

"Aftermyexperiencewithmygrand-aunt,Ibecamemorecautious,verynaturally。Ikepttraitsofcharacter,butImixedagesaswellassexes。InthiswayIcontinuedtouseupalargeamountofmaterial,whichlookedasifitwereasdangerousasdynamitetomeddlewith。Whowouldhaveexpectedtomeetmymaternaluncleintheguiseofaschoolboy?YetImanagedtodecanthischaracteristicsasnicelyastheoldgentlemanwouldhavedecantedabottleofJunoMadeirathroughthatlongsiphonwhichhealwaysusedwhenthemostsacredvintagesweresummonedfromtheircryptstorenderanaccountofthemselvesonhishospitableboard。Itwasanicebusiness,Iconfess,butIdidit,andIdrinkcheerfullytothatgooduncle"smemoryinaglassofwinefromhisowncellar,which,withmanyothermoreimportanttokensofhisgoodwill,Icallmyownsincehislamenteddemise。

"IsucceededsowellwithmyunclethatIthoughtIwouldtryacourseofcousins。Ihadenoughofthemtofurnishoutawholegalleryofportraits。Therewascousin"Creeshy,"aswecalledher;

Lucretia,morecorrectly。Shewasacripple。Herleftlowerlimbhadhadsomethinghappentoit,andshewalkedwithacrutch。Herpatienceunderhertrialwasverypatheticandpicturesque,sotospeak,——Imeanadaptedtothetenderpartsofastory;nothingcouldworkupbetterinameltingparagraph。ButIcouldnot,ofcourse,describeherparticularinfirmity;thatwouldpointheroutatonce。

Ithoughtofshiftingthelamenesstotherightlowerlimb,buteventhatwouldbeseenthrough。SoIgavetheyoungwomanthatstoodforherinmystoryalameelbow,andputherarminasling,andmadehersuchamodelofuncomplainingendurancethatmygrandmothercriedoverherasifherpooroldheartwouldbreak。Shecriedveryeasily,mygrandmother;infact,shehadsuchagiftfortearsthatI

availedmyselfofit,andifyourememberoldJudy,inmynovel"HoniSoit"(HoneySweet,thebooksellerscalledit),——oldJudy,theblack-nurse,——thatwasmygrandmother。Shehadvariousotherpeculiarities,whichIbroughtoutonebyone,andsaddledontodifferentcharacters。Youseeshewasaperfectmineofsingularitiesandidiosyncrasies。AfterIhadusedherupprettywell,Icamedawnuponmypoorrelations。Theywereperfectlyfairgame;whatbetterusecouldIputthemto?Istudiedthemupverycarefully,andastherewereagoodmanyofthemIhelpedmyselffreely。Theylastedme,withoccasionalintermissions,Ishouldsay,threeorfouryears。Ihadtobeverycarefulwithmypoorrelations,——theywereastouchyastheycouldbe;andasIfeltboundtosendacopyofmynovel,whateveritmightbe,toeachoneofthem,——therewereasmanyasadozen,——Itookcaretomixtheircharacteristicfeatures,sothat,thougheachmightsuspectImeanttheother,nooneshouldthinkImeanthimorher。Igotthroughallmyrelationsatlastexceptmyfatherandmother。Ihadtreatedmybrothersandsistersprettyfairly,allexceptElishaandJoanna。

Thetruthistheybothhadlotsofoddways,——familytraits,I

suppose,butwerejustdifferentenoughfromeachothertofigureseparatelyintwodifferentstories。Thesetwonovelsmademesomelittletrouble;forElishasaidhefeltsurethatImeantJoannainoneofthem,andquarrelledwithmeaboutit;andJoannavowedanddeclaredthatElnathan,intheother,stoodforbrother"Lisha,andthatitwasarealmeanthingtomakefunoffolks"ownfleshandblood,andtreatedmetooneofhercries。Shewasn"thandsomewhenshecried,poor,dearJoanna;infact,thatwasoneofthepersonaltraitsIhadmadeuseofinthestorythatElishafoundfaultwith。

"Soastherewasnobodyleftbutmyfatherandmother,youseeforyourselfIhadnochoice。Therewasonegreatadvantageindealingwiththem,——Iknewthemsothoroughly。Onenaturallyfeelsacertaindelicacyithandlingfromapurelyartisticpointofviewpersonswhohavebeensoneartohim。One"smother,forinstance:supposesomeofherlittlewaysweresopeculiarthattheaccuratedelineationofthemwouldfurnishamusementtogreatnumbersofreaders;itwouldnotbewithouthesitationthatawriterofdelicatesensibilitywoulddrawherportrait,withallitswhimsicalities,soplainlythatitshouldbegenerallyrecognized。One"sfatheriscommonlyoftougherfibrethanone"smother,andonewouldnotfeelthesamescruples,perhaps,inusinghimprofessionallyasmaterialinanovel;still,whileyouareemployinghimasbait,——youseeIamhonestandplain-

spoken,foryourcharactersarebaitstocatchreaderswith,——IwouldfollowkindIzaakWalton"shumanecounselaboutthefrogyouarefasteningtoyourfish-hook:fixhimartistically,ashedirects,butinsodoingIusehimasthoughyoulovedhim。"

"Ihaveatlengthshownup,inoneformandanother,allmytownsmenwhohaveanythingeffectiveintheirbodilyormentalmake-up,allmyfriends,allmyrelatives;thatis,allmybloodrelatives。IthasoccurredtomethatImightopenanewfieldinthefamilyconnectionofmyfather-in-lawandmother-in-law。Wehavebeenthinkingofpayingthemavisit,andIshallhaveanadmirableopportunityofstudyingthemandtheirrelativesandvisitors。IhavelongwantedagoodchanceforgettingacquaintedwiththesocialsphereseveralgradesbelowthattowhichIamaccustomed,andIhavenodoubtthatIshallfindmatterforhalfadozennewstoriesamongthoseconnectionsofmine。Besides,theyliveinaWesterncity,andonedoesn"tmindmuchhowhecutsupthepeopleofplaceshedoesn"thimselflivein。Isupposethereisnotreallysomuchdifferenceinpeople"sfeelings,whethertheyliveinBangororOmaha,butone"snervescan"tbeexpectedtostretchacrossthecontinent。Itisallamatterofgreaterorlessdistance。IreadthismorningthataChinesefleetwassunk,butIdidn"tthinkhalfsomuchaboutitasIdidaboutlosingmysleevebutton,confoundit!Peoplehaveaccusedmeofwantoffeeling;theymisunderstandtheartist-nature,——thatisall。Iobeythatimplicitly;Iamsorryifpeopledon"tlikemydescriptions,butIhavedonemybest。IhavepulledtopiecesallthepersonsIamacquaintedwith,andputthemtogetheragaininmycharacters。ThequillsIwritewithcomefromlivegeese,Iwouldhaveyouknow。Iexpecttogetsomefirst-ratepluckingsfromthosepeopleIwasspeakingof,andImeantobeginmythirty-ninthnovelassoonasIhavegotthroughmyvisit。”

IX

THESOCIETYANDITSNEWSECRETARY。

Thereisnouseintryingtohurrythenaturalcourseofevents,inanarrativelikethis。Junepassedaway,andJuly,andAugusthadcome,andasyettheenigmawhichhadcompletelypuzzledArrowheadVillageanditsvisitorsremainedunsolved。Thewhitecanoestillwanderedoverthelake,alone,ghostly,alwaysavoidingthenearapproachoftheboatswhichseemedtobecominginitsdirection。

Nowandthenacircumstancewouldhappenwhichhelpedtokeepinquiryalive。GoodhorsemanshipwasnotsocommonamongtheyoungmenoftheplaceanditsneighborhoodthatMaurice"saccomplishmentinthatwaycouldbeoverlooked。Iftherewasawickedhorseorawildcoltwhoseownerwasafraidofhim,hewouldbecommendedtoMaurice"sattention。Paolowouldleadhimtohismasterwithalldueprecaution,——forhehadnoideaofriskinghisneckonthebackofanyill-conditionedbeast,——andMauricewouldfastenonhislongspurs,springintothesaddle,andveryspeedilyteachthecreaturegoodbehavior。Theresoongotaboutastorythathewaswhatthefresh-waterfishermancalled"oneo"themwhisperers。”Itisacommonlegendenough,comingfromtheOldWorld,butknowninAmericanhorse-talkingcircles,thatsomepersonswillwhispercertainwordsinahorse"searwhichwilltamehimifheisaswildandfuriousaseverCruiserwas。Allthisaddedtothemysterywhichsurroundedtheyoungman。Asingleimprobableorabsurdstoryamountstoverylittle,butwhenhalfadozensuchstoriesaretoldaboutthesameindividualorthesameevent,theybegintoproducetheeffectofcredibleevidence。Iftheyearhadbeen1692andtheplacehadbeenSalemVillage,MauriceKirkwoodwouldhaveruntheriskofbeingtreatedliketheReverendGeorgeBurroughs。

MissLuridaVincent"scuriosityhadbeenintenselyexcitedwithreferencetotheyoungmanofwhomsomanystoriesweretold。ShehadprettynearlyconvincedherselfthathewastheauthorofthepaperonOcean,Lake,andRiver,whichhadbeenreadatoneofthemeetingsofthePansophianSociety。Shewasverydesirousofmeetinghim,ifitwerepossible。Itseemedasifshemight,asSecretaryoftheSociety,requestthecooperationofanyofthevisitors,withoutimpropriety。So,aftermuchdeliberation,shewroteacarefulnote,ofwhichthefollowingisanexactcopy。Herhandwasbold,almostmasculine,acuriouscontrasttothatofEuthymia,whichwasdelicatelyfeminine。

PANSOPHIANSOCIETY。

ARROWHEADVILLAGE,August3,18。

MAURICEKIRKWOOD,ESQ。

DEARSIR,——Youhavereceived,Itrust,acardofinvitationtothemeetingsofourSociety,butIthinkwehavenotyethadthepleasureofseeingyouatanyofthem。Wehavesupposedthatwemightbeindebtedtoyouforapaperreadatthelastmeeting,andlistenedtowithmuchinterest。Asitwasanonymous,wedonotwishtobeinquisitiverespectingitsauthorship;butwedesiretosaythatanypaperskindlysentusbythetemporaryresidentsofourvillagewillbewelcome,andifadaptedtothewantsofourAssociationwillbereadatoneofitsmeetingsorprintedinitsrecords,orperhapsbothreadandprinted。Maywenothopeforyourpresenceatthemeeting,whichistotakeplacenextWednesdayevening?

Respectfullyyours,LURIDAVINCENT,SecretaryofthePansophianSociety。

TothisnotetheSecretaryreceivedthefollowingreply:

MISSLURIDAVINCENT,ARROWHEADVILLAGE,August4,18。

SecretaryofthePansophianSociety:

DEARMISSVINCENT,——Ihavereceivedtheticketyoureferto,anddesiretoexpressmyacknowledgmentsforthepoliteattention。I

regretthatIhavenotbeenandIfearshallnotbeabletoattendthemeetingsoftheSociety;butifanysubjectoccurstomeonwhichIfeelaninclinationtowrite,itwillgivemepleasuretosendapaper,tobedisposedofastheSocietymayseefit。

Veryrespectfullyyours,MAURICEKIRKWOOD。

"Hesaysnothingabouttheauthorshipofthepaperthatwasreadtheotherevening,"theSecretarysaidtoherself。"Nomatter,——hewroteit,——thereisnomistakinghishandwriting。Weknowsomethingabouthim,now,atanyrate。Butwhydoesn"thecometoourmeetings?Whathashisantipathytodowithhisstayingaway?I

mustfindoutwhathissecretis,andIwill。Idon"tbelieveit"sharderthanitwastosolvethatprizeproblemwhichpuzzledsomanyteachers,orthanbeatingCrakowitz,thegreatchess-player。”

Tothisenigma,then,TheTerrordeterminedtobendallthefacultieswhichhadexcitedtheadmirationandsometimestheamazementofthosewhoknewherinherschool-days。Itwasaverydelicatepieceofbusiness;forthoughLuridawasanintrepidwoman"srightsadvocate,andbelievedshewasentitledtodoalmosteverythingthatmendaredto,sheknewverywelltherewerecertainlimitswhichayoungwomanlikeherselfmustnotpass。

InthemeantimeMauricehadreceivedavisitfromtheyoungstudentattheUniversity,——thesamewhomhehadrescuedfromhisdangerouspredicamentinthelake。Withhimhadcalledoneoftheteachers,——

aninstructorinmodernlanguages,anativeofItaly。MauriceandtheinstructorexchangedafewwordsinItalian。Theyoungmanspokeitwiththeeasewhichimpliedlongfamiliaritywithitsuse。

Aftertheyleft,theinstructoraskedmanycuriousquestionsabouthim,——whohewas,howlonghehadbeeninthevillage,whetheranythingwasknownofhishistory,——alltheseinquirieswithaneagernesswhichimpliedsomespecialandpeculiarreasonfortheinteresttheyevinced。

"Ifeelsatisfied,"theinstructorsaid,"thatIhavemetthatyoungmaninmyowncountry。Itwasanumberofyearsago,andofcoursehehasalteredinappearanceagooddeal;butthereisalookabouthimof——whatshallIcallit?——apprehension,——asifhewerefearingtheapproachofsomethingorsomebody。Ithinkitisthewayamanwouldlookthatwashaunted;youknowwhatImean,——followedbyaspiritorghost。Hedoesnotsuggesttheideaofamurderer,——veryfarfromit;butifhedid,Ishouldthinkhewaseveryminuteinfearofseeingthemurderedman"sspirit。”

Thestudentwascurious,inhisturn,toknowalltheinstructorcouldrecall。HehadseenhiminRome,hethought,attheFountainofTrevi,wheresomanystrangersgobeforeleavingthecity。Theyouthwasinthecompanyofamanwholookedlikeapriest。Hecouldnotmistakethepeculiarexpressionofhiscountenance,butthatwasallhenowrememberedabouthisappearance。Hisattentionhadbeencalledtothisyoungmanbyseeingthatsomeofthebystanderswerepointingathim,andnoticingthattheywerewhisperingwitheachotherasifwithreferencetohim。Heshouldsaythattheyouthwasatthattimefifteenorsixteenyearsold,andthetimewasabouttenyearsago。

Afterall,thisevidencewasoflittleornovalue。SupposetheyouthwereMaurice;whatthen?WeknowthathehadbeeninItaly,andhadbeenthereagoodwhile,——oratleastweinfersomuchfromhisfamiliaritywiththelanguage,andareconfirmedinthebeliefbyhishavinganItalianservant,whomheprobablybroughtfromItalywhenhereturned。Ifhewrotethepaperwhichwasreadtheotherevening,thatsettlesit,forthewritersayshehadlivedbytheTiber。WemustputthisscrapofevidencefurnishedbytheProfessorwiththeotherscraps;itmayturnoutofsomeconsequence,soonerorlater。Itislikeapieceofadissectedmap;itmeansalmostnothingbyitself,butwhenwefindthepiecesitjoinswithwemaydiscoveraveryimportantmeaninginit。

Inasmall,concentratedcommunitylikethatwhichcentredinandimmediatelyaroundArrowheadVillage,everydaymusthaveitslocalgossipaswellasitsgeneralnews。Thenewspapertellsthesmallcommunitywhatisgoingoninthegreatworld,andthebusytonguesofmaleandfemale,especiallythelatter,fillinwiththeoccurrencesandcommentsoftheever-stirringmicrocosm。ThefactthattheItalian,teacherhad,orthoughthehad,seenMauricetenyearsbeforewascirculatedandmadethemostof,——turnedoverandoverlikeacake,untilitwasthoroughlydoneonbothsidesandallthrough。Itwasaverysmallcake,butbetterthannothing。MissVincentheardthisstory,asothersdid,andtalkedaboutitwithherfriend,MissTower。Herewasonemorefacttohelpalong。

ThetwoyoungladieswhohadrecentlygraduatedattheCorinnaInstituteremained,astheyhadalwaysbeen,intimatefriends。Theywerethenaturalcomplementsofeachother。Euthymiarepresentedacomplete,symmetricalwomanhood。Heroutwardpresencewasonlyanindexofalarge,wholesome,affluentlife。Shecouldnothelpbeingcourageous,withsuchafirmorganization。Shecouldnothelpbeinggenerous,cheerful,active。Shehadbeentoldoftenenoughthatshewasfairtolookupon。SheknewthatshewascalledTheWonderbytheschoolmateswhoweredazzledbyhersingularaccomplishments,butshedidnotovervaluethem。Sherathertendedtodepreciateherowngifts,incomparisonwiththoseofherfriend,MissLuridaVincent。

Thetwoagreedallthebetterfordifferingastheydid。Theoctavemakesaperfectchord,whenshorterintervalsjarmoreorlessontheear。Eachadmiredtheotherwithaheartinesswhichiftheyhadbeenlessunlike,wouldhavebeenimpossible。

Itwasapleasantthingtoobservetheirdependenceoneachother。

TheTerroroftheschoolroomwastheoracleinherrelationswithherfriend。AllthefreedomofmovementwhichTheWondershowedinherbodilyexercisesTheTerrormanifestedintheworldofthought。Shewouldflingopenabook,anddecideinaswiftglancewhetherithadanymessageforher。Herteachershadcomparedherwayofreadingtothetakingofaninstantaneousphotograph。WhenshetookupthefirstbookonPhysiologywhichDr。Buttshandedher,itseemedtohimthatifsheonlyopenedatanyplace,andgaveonelook,herminddrankitsmeaningup,asamoistspongeabsorbswater。"WhatcanI

dowithsuchacreatureasthis?"hesaidtohimself。"Thereisonlyonewaytodealwithher,treatherasonetreatsasilkworm:

giveititsmulberryleaf,anditwillspinitsowncocoon。Giveherthebooks,andshewillspinherownwebofknowledge。”

"Doyoureallythinkofstudyingmedicine?"saidDr。Buttstoher。

"Ihaven"tmadeupmymindaboutthat,"sheanswered,"butIwanttoknowalittlemoreaboutthisterriblemachineryoflifeanddeathwearealltangledin。Iknowsomethingaboutit,butnotenough。I

findsomeverystrangebeliefsamongthewomenImeetwith,andI

wanttobeabletosilencethemwhentheyattempttoproselytemetotheirwhimsandfancies。Besides,Iwanttoknoweverything。”

"Theytellmeyoudo,already,"saidDr。Butts。

"Iamthemostignorantlittlewretchthatdrawsthebreathoflife!"

exclaimedTheTerror。

Thedoctorsmiled。Heknewwhatitmeant。Shehadreachedthatstageofeducationinwhichthevastdomainoftheunknownopensitsillimitableexpansebeforetheeyesofthestudent。Weneverknowtheextentofdarknessuntilitispartiallyilluminated。

"YoudidnotleavetheInstitutewiththereputationofbeingthemostignorantyoungladythatevergraduatedthere,"saidthedoctor。

"Theytellmeyougotthehighestmarksofanypupilontheirrecordsincetheschoolwasfounded。”

"Whatagrandthingitwastobethebiggestfishinoursmallaquarium,tobesure!"answeredTheTerror。"Hewassixincheslong,themonster,——alittletoobigforbaittocatchapickerelwith!

Whatdidyouhandmethatschoolbookfor?DidyouthinkIdidn"tknowanythingaboutthehumanbody?"

"YousaidyouweresuchanignorantcreatureIthoughtIwouldtryyouwithaneasybook,bywayofintroduction。”

TheTerrorwasnotconfusedbyherapparentself-contradiction。

"ImeantwhatIsaid,andImeanwhatIsay。WhenItalkaboutmyignorance,Idon"tmeasuremyselfwithschoolgirls,doctor。Idon"tmeasuremyselfwithmyteachers,either。YoumusttalktomeasifI

wereaman,agrownman,ifyoumeantoteachmeanything。Whereisyourhat,doctor?Letmetryiton。”

Thedoctorhandedherhiswide-awake。TheTerror"shairwasnotnaturallyabundant,likeEuthymia"s,andshekeptitcutrathershort。Herheadusedtogetveryhotwhenshestudiedhard。Shetriedtoputthehaton。

"Doyouseethat?"shesaid。"Icouldn"twearit——itwouldsqueezemyeyesoutofmyhead。Thebookstoldmethatwomen"sbrainsweresmallerthanmen"s:"perhapstheyare,——mostofthem,——Inevermeasuredagreatmany。Butwhentheytrytosettlewhatwomenaregoodfor,byphrenology,Iliketohavethemputtheirtaperoundmyhead。Idon"tbelieveintheirnonsense,forallthat。Youmightaswelltellmethatifonehorseweighsmorethananotherhorseheisworthmore,——acart-horsethatweighstwelveorfourteenhundredpoundsbetterthanEclipse,thatmayhaveweighedathousand。Givemealistofthebestbooksyoucanthinkof,andturnmelooseinyourlibrary。IcanfindwhatIwant,ifyouhaveit;andwhatI

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