第5章
Notasoulintheparentalmansionguessed,whenLadyCarolinecamecoollyintothehallonedayafteravisittoheraunt,that,duringthatvisit,herloverandherselfhadfoundanopportunityofunitingthemselvestilldeathshouldpartthem。Yetsuchwasthefact;theyoungwomanwhorodefinehorses,anddroveinpony-
chaises,andwassaluteddeferentiallybyeveryone,andtheyoungmanwhotrudgedabout,anddirectedthetree-felling,andthelayingoutoffish-pondsinthepark,werehusbandandwife。
Astheyhadplanned,sotheyactedtotheletterforthespaceofamonthandmore,clandestinelymeetingwhenandwheretheybestcoulddoso;bothbeingsupremelyhappyandcontent。Tobesure,towardsthelatterpartofthatmonth,whenthefirstwildwarmthofherlovehadgoneoff,theLadyCarolinesometimeswonderedwithinherselfhowshe,whomighthavechosenapeeroftherealm,baronet,knight;or,ifserious-minded,abishoporjudgeofthemoregallantsortwhopreferyoungwives,couldhavebroughtherselftodoathingsorashastomakethismarriage;particularlywhen,intheirprivatemeetings,sheperceivedthatthoughheryounghusbandwasfullofideas,andfairlywellread,theyhadnotasinglesocialexperienceincommon。Itwashiscustomtovisitherafternightfall,inherownhouse,whenhecouldfindnoopportunityforaninterviewelsewhere;andtofurtherthiscourseshewouldcontrivetoleaveunfastenedawindowontheground-flooroverlookingthelawn,byenteringwhichabackstair-casewasaccessible;sothathecouldclimbuptoherapartments,andgainaudienceofhisladywhenthehousewasstill。
Onedarkmidnight,whenhehadnotbeenabletoseeherduringtheday,hemadeuseofthissecretmethod,ashehaddonemanytimesbefore;andwhentheyhadremainedincompanyaboutanhourhedeclaredthatitwastimeforhimtodescend。
Hewouldhavestayedlonger,butthattheinterviewhadbeenasomewhatpainfulone。Whatshehadsaidtohimthatnighthadmuchexcitedandangeredhim,forithadrevealedachangeinher;coldreasonhadcometohisloftywife;shewasbeginningtohavemoreanxietyaboutherownpositionandprospectsthanardourforhim。
Whetherfromtheagitationofthisperceptionornot,hewasseizedwithaspasm;hegasped,rose,andinmovingtowardsthewindowforairheutteredinashortthickwhisper,"Oh,myheart!"
Withhishanduponhischesthesankdowntothefloorbeforehehadgoneanotherstep。Bythetimethatshehadrelightedthecandle,whichhadbeenextinguishedincaseanyeyeintheoppositegroundsshouldwitnesshisegress,shefoundthathispoorhearthadceasedtobeat;andthererusheduponhermindwhathiscottage-friendshadoncetoldher,thathewasliabletoattacksofheart-disease,oneofwhich,thedoctorhadinformedthem,mightsomedaycarryhimoff。
Accustomedasshewastodoctoringtheotherparishioners,nothingthatshecouldeffectuponhiminthatkindmadeanydifferencewhatever;andhisstillness,andtheincreasingcoldnessofhisfeetandhands,disclosedtoosurelytotheaffrightedyoungwomanthatherhusbandwasdeadindeed。Formorethananhour,however,shedidnotabandonhereffortstorestorehim;whenshefullyrealizedthefactthathewasacorpseshebentoverhisbody,distractedandbewilderedastowhatstepshenextshouldtake。
Herfirstfeelingshadundoubtedlybeenthoseofpassionategriefatthelossofhim;hersecondthoughtswereconcernatherownpositionasthedaughterofanearl。"Oh,why,why,myunfortunatehusband,didyoudieinmychamberatthishour!"shesaidpiteouslytothecorpse。"Whynothavediedinyourowncottageifyouwoulddie!Thennobodywouldeverhaveknownofourimprudentunion,andnosyllablewouldhavebeenbreathedofhowImismatedmyselfforloveofyou!"
TheclockinthecourtyardstrikingthehourofonearousedLadyCarolinefromthestuporintowhichshehadfallen,andshestoodup,andwenttowardsthedoor。Toawakenandtellhermotherseemedheronlywayoutofthisterriblesituation;yetwhensheputherhandonthekeytounlockitshewithdrewherselfagain。Itwouldbeimpossibletocallevenhermother"sassistancewithoutriskingarevelationtoalltheworldthroughtheservants;whileifshecouldremovethebodyunassistedtoadistanceshemightavertsuspicionoftheirunionevennow。Thisthoughtofimmunityfromthesocialconsequencesofherrashact,ofrenewedfreedom,wasindubitablyarelieftoher,for,ashasbeensaid,theconstraintandriskinessofherpositionhadbeguntotellupontheLadyCaroline"snerves。
Shebracedherselffortheeffort,andhastilydressedherself;andthendressedhim。Tyinghisdeadhandstogetherwithahandkerchief;shelaidhisarmsroundhershoulders,andborehimtothelandinganddownthenarrowstairs。Reachingthebottombythewindow,shelethisbodyslideslowlyoverthesilltillitlayonthegroundwithout。Shethenclimbedoverthewindow-sillherself,and,leavingthesashopen,draggedhimontothelawnwitharustlenotlouderthantherustleofabroom。Thereshetookasecurerhold,andplungedwithhimunderthetrees。
Awayfromtheprecinctsofthehouseshecouldapplyherselfmorevigorouslytohertask,whichwasaheavyoneenoughforher,robustasshewas;andtheexertionandfrightshehadalreadyundergonebegantotelluponherbythetimeshereachedthecornerofabeech-plantationwhichintervenedbetweenthemanor-houseandthevillage。Hereshewassonearlyexhaustedthatshefearedshemighthavetoleavehimonthespot。Butsheploddedonafterawhile,andkeepinguponthegrassateveryopportunityshestoodatlastoppositethepooryoungman"sgarden-gate,wherehelivedwithhisfather,theparish-clerk。HowsheaccomplishedtheendofhertaskLadyCarolineneverquiteknew;but,toavoidleavingtracesintheroad,shecarriedhimbodilyacrossthegravel,andlaidhimdownatthedoor。Perfectlyawareofhiswaysofcomingandgoing,shesearchedbehindtheshutterforthecottagedoor-key,whichsheplacedinhiscoldhand。Thenshekissedhisfaceforthelasttime,andwithsilentlittlesobsbadehimfarewell。
LadyCarolineretracedhersteps,andreachedthemansionwithouthindrance;andtohergreatrelieffoundthewindowopenjustasshehadleftit。Whenshehadclimbedinshelistenedattentively,fastenedthewindowbehindher,andascendingthestairsnoiselesslytoherroom,seteverythinginorder,andreturnedtobed。
Thenextmorningitwasspeedilyechoedaroundthattheamiableandgentleyoungvillagerhadbeenfounddeadoutsidehisfather"sdoor,whichhehadapparentlybeenintheactofunlockingwhenhefell。
Thecircumstancesweresufficientlyexceptionaltojustifyaninquest,atwhichsyncopefromheart-diseasewasascertainedtobebeyonddoubttheexplanationofhisdeath,andnomorewassaidaboutthematterthen。But,afterthefuneral,itwasrumouredthatsomemanwhohadbeenreturninglatefromadistanthorse-fairhadseeninthegloomofnightaperson,apparentlyawoman,draggingaheavybodyofsomesorttowardsthecottage-gate,which,bythelightofafterevents,wouldseemtohavebeenthecorpseoftheyoungfellow。Hisclotheswerethereuponexaminedmoreparticularlythanatfirst,withtheresultthatmarksoffrictionwerevisibleuponthemhereandthere,preciselyresemblingsuchaswouldbeleftbydraggingontheground。
OurbeautifulandingeniousLadyCarolinewasnowingreatconsternation;andbegantothinkthat,afterall,itmighthavebeenbettertohonestlyconfessthetruth。Buthavingreachedthisstagewithoutdiscoveryorsuspicion,shedeterminedtomakeanotherefforttowardsconcealment;andabrightideastruckherasameansofsecuringit。IthinkImentionedthat,beforeshecasteyesontheunfortunatesteward"sclerk,hehadbeenthebelovedofacertainvillagedamsel,thewoodman"sdaughter,hisneighbour,towhomhehadpaidsomeattentions;andpossiblyhewasbelovedofherstill。Atanyrate,theLadyCaroline"sinfluenceontheestatesofherfatherbeingconsiderable,sheresolvedtoseekaninterviewwiththeyounggirlinfurtheranceofherplantosaveherreputation,aboutwhichshewasnowexceedinglyanxious;forbythistime,thefitbeingover,shebegantobeashamedofhermadpassionforherlatehusband,andalmostwishedshehadneverseenhim。
Inthecourseofherparish-visitingshelightedontheyounggirlwithoutmuchdifficulty,andfoundherlookingpaleandsad,andwearingasimpleblackgown,whichshehadputonoutofrespectfortheyoungman"smemory,whomshehadtenderlyloved,thoughhehadnotlovedher。
"Ah,youhavelostyourlover,Milly,"saidLadyCaroline。
Theyoungwomancouldnotrepresshertears。"Mylady,hewasnotquitemylover,"shesaid。"ButIwashis——andnowheisdeadI
don"tcaretoliveanymore!"
"Canyoukeepasecretabouthim?"asksthelady;"oneinwhichhishonourisinvolved——whichisknowntomealone,butshouldbeknowntoyou?"
Thegirlreadilypromised,and,indeed,couldbesafelytrustedonsuchasubject,sodeepwasheraffectionfortheyouthshemourned。
"Thenmeetmeathisgraveto-night,half-an-houraftersunset,andIwilltellittoyou,"saystheother。
Intheduskofthatspringeveningthetwoshadowyfiguresoftheyoungwomenconvergedupontheassistant-steward"snewly-turfedmound;andatthatsolemnplaceandhour,theoneofbirthandbeautyunfoldedhertale:howshehadlovedhimandmarriedhimsecretly;howhehaddiedinherchamber;andhow,tokeephersecret,shehaddraggedhimtohisowndoor。
"Marriedhim,mylady!"saidtherusticmaiden,startingback。
"Ihavesaidso,"repliedLadyCaroline。"Butitwasamadthing,andamistakencourse。Heoughttohavemarriedyou。You,Milly,werepeculiarlyhis。Butyoulosthim。"
"Yes,"saidthepoorgirl;"andforthattheylaughedatme。"Ha——
ha,youmidlovehim,Milly,"theysaid;"buthewillnotloveyou!""
"Victoryoversuchunkindjeererswouldbesweet,"saidLadyCaroline。"Youlosthiminlife;butyoumayhavehimindeathAS
IFyouhadhadhiminlife;andsoturnthetablesuponthem。"
"How?"saidthebreathlessgirl。
Theyoungladythenunfoldedherplan,whichwasthatMillyshouldgoforwardanddeclarethattheyoungmanhadcontractedasecretmarriage(ashetrulyhaddone);thatitwaswithher,Milly,hissweetheart;thathehadbeenvisitingherinhercottageontheeveningofhisdeath;when,onfindinghewasacorpse,shehadcarriedhimtohishousetopreventdiscoverybyherparents,andthatshehadmeanttokeepthewholematterasecrettilltherumoursafloathadforceditfromher。
"AndhowshallIprovethis?"saidthewoodman"sdaughter,amazedattheboldnessoftheproposal。
"Quitesufficiently。Youcansay,ifnecessary,thatyouweremarriedtohimatthechurchofSt。Michael,inBathCity,inmyname,asthefirstthatoccurredtoyou,toescapedetection。Thatwaswherehemarriedme。Iwillsupportyouinthis。"
"Oh——Idon"tquitelike——"
"Ifyouwilldoso,"saidtheladyperemptorily,"Iwillalwaysbeyourfather"sfriendandyours;ifnot,itwillbeotherwise。AndI
willgiveyoumywedding-ring,whichyoushallwearasyours。"
"Haveyouwornit,mylady?"
"Onlyatnight。"
Therewasnotmuchchoiceinthematter,andMillyconsented。Thenthisnobleladytookfromherbosomtheringshehadneverbeenableopenlytoexhibit,and,graspingtheyounggirl"shand,slippedituponherfingerasshestooduponherlover"sgrave。
Millyshivered,andbowedherhead,saying,"IfeelasifIhadbecomeacorpse"sbride!"
Butfromthatmomentthemaidenwasheartandsoulinthesubstitution。Ablissfulreposecameoverherspirit。Itseemedtoherthatshehadsecuredindeathhimwhominlifeshehadvainlyidolized;andshewasalmostcontent。Afterthattheladyhandedovertotheyoungman"snewwifeallthelittlemementoesandtrinketshehadgivenherself;eventoalocketcontaininghishair。
Thenextdaythegirlmadeherso-calledconfession,whichthesimplemourningshehadalreadyworn,withoutstatingforwhom,seemedtobearout;andsoonthestoryofthelittleromancespreadthroughthevillageandcountry-side,almostasfarasMelchester。
Itwasacuriouspsychologicalfactthat,havingoncemadetheavowal,Millyseemedpossessedwithaspiritofecstasyatherposition。WiththeliberalsumofmoneysuppliedtoherbyLadyCarolineshenowpurchasedthegarbofawidow,anddulyappearedatchurchinherweeds,hersimplefacelookingsosweetagainstitsmarginofcrapethatshewasalmostenviedherstatebytheothervillage-girlsofherage。Andwhenawoman"ssorrowforherbelovedcanmaimheryounglifesoobviouslyasithaddoneMilly"stherewas,intruth,littlesubterfugeinthecase。Herexplanationtalliedsowellwiththedetailsofherlover"slattermovements——
thosestrangeabsencesandsuddenreturnings,whichhadoccasionallypuzzledhisfriends——thatnobodysupposedforamomentthatthesecondactorinthesesecretnuptialswasotherthanshe。Theactualandwholetruthwouldindeedhaveseemedapreposterousassertionbesidethisplausibleone,byreasonoftheloftydemeanouroftheLadyCarolineandtheunassuminghabitsofthelatevillager。Therebeingnoinheritanceinquestion,notasoultookthetroubletogotothecitychurch,fortymilesoff,andsearchtheregistersformarriagesignaturesbearingoutsohumblearomance。
InashorttimeMillycausedadecenttombstonetobeerectedoverhernominalhusband"sgrave,whereonappearedthestatementthatitwasplacedtherebyhisheartbrokenwidow,which,consideringthatthepaymentforitcamefromLadyCarolineandthegrieffromMilly,wasastruthfulassuchinscriptionsusuallyare,andonlyrequiredpluralizingtorenderityetmorenearlyso。
TheimpressionableandcomplaisantMilly,inhercharacterofwidow,tookdelightingoingtohisgraveeveryday,andindulginginsorrowwhichwasapositiveluxurytoher。Sheplacedfreshflowersonhisgrave,andsokeenwasheremotionalimaginativenessthatshealmostbelievedherselftohavebeenhiswifeindeedasshewalkedtoandfroinhergarbofwoe。Oneafternoon,Millybeingbusilyengagedinthislabourofloveatthegrave,LadyCarolinepassedoutsidethechurchyardwallwithsomeofhervisitingfriends,who,seeingMillythere,watchedheractionswithinterest,remarkeduponthepathosofthescene,andupontheintenseaffectiontheyoungmanmusthavefeltforsuchatendercreatureasMilly。Astrangelight,asofpain,shotfromtheLadyCaroline"seye,asifforthefirsttimeshebegrudgedtotheyounggirlthepositionshehadbeenatsuchpainstotransfertoher;itshowedthataslumberingaffectionforherhusbandstillhadlifeinLadyCaroline,obscuredandstifledasitwasbysocialconsiderations。
AnendwasputtothissmootharrangementbythesuddenappearanceinthechurchyardonedayoftheLadyCaroline,whenMillyhadcomethereonherusualerrandoflayingflowers。LadyCarolinehadbeenanxiouslyawaitingherbehindthechancel,andhercountenancewaspaleandagitated。
"Milly!"shesaid,"comehere!Idon"tknowhowtosaytoyouwhatIamgoingtosay。Iamhalfdead!"
"Iamsorryforyourladyship,"saysMilly,wondering。
"Givemethatring!"saysthelady,snatchingatthegirl"slefthand。
Millydrewitquicklyaway。
"Itellyougiveittome!"repeatedCaroline,almostfiercely。
"Oh——butyoudon"tknowwhy?IaminagriefandatroubleIdidnotexpect!"AndLadyCarolinewhisperedafewwordstothegirl。
"Omylady!"saidthethunderstruckMilly。"WhatWILLyoudo?"
"Youmustsaythatyourstatementwasawickedlie,aninvention,ascandal,adeadlysin——thatItoldyoutomakeittoscreenme!
ThatitwasIwhomhemarriedatBath。Inshort,wemusttellthetruth,orIamruined——body,mind,andreputation——forever!"
Butthereisalimittotheflexibilityofgentle-souledwomen。
Millybythistimehadsogrowntotheideaofbeingonefleshwiththisyoungman,ofhavingtherighttobearhisnameassheboreit;
hadsothoroughlycometoregardhimasherhusband,todreamofhimasherhusband,tospeakofhimasherhusband,thatshecouldnotrelinquishhimatamoment"speremptorynotice。
"No,no,"shesaiddesperately,"Icannot,Iwillnotgivehimup!
Yourladyshiptookhimawayfrommealive,andgavehimbacktomeonlywhenhewasdead。NowIwillkeephim!Iamtrulyhiswidow。
Moretrulythanyou,mylady!forIlovehimandmournforhim,andcallmyselfbyhisdearname,andyourladyshipdoesneither!"
"IDOlovehim!"criesLadyCarolinewithflashingeyes,"andI
clingtohim,andwon"tlethimgotosuchasyou!HowcanI,whenheisthefatherofthispoorbabethat"scomingtome?Imusthavehimbackagain!Milly,Milly,can"tyoupityandunderstandme,perversegirlthatyouare,andthemiserableplightthatIamin?
Oh,thisprecipitancy——itistheruinofwomen!WhydidInotconsider,andwait!Come,givemebackallthatIhavegivenyou,andassuremeyouwillsupportmeinconfessingthetruth!"
"Never,never!"persistedMilly,withwoe-begonepassionateness。
"Lookatthisheadstone!Lookatmygownandbonnetofcrape——thisring:listentothenametheycallmeby!Mycharacterisworthasmuchtomeasyoursistoyou!AfterdeclaringmyLovemine,myselfhis,takinghisname,makinghisdeathmyownparticularsorrow,howcanIsayitwasnotso?Nosuchdishonourforme!Iwilloutswearyou,mylady;andIshallbebelieved。Mystoryissomuchthemorelikelythatyourswillbethoughtfalse。But,Oplease,mylady,donotdrivemetothis!Inpityletmekeephim!"
Thepoornominalwidowexhibitedsuchanguishataproposalwhichwouldhavebeentrulyabitterhumiliationtoher,thatLadyCarolinewaswarmedtopityinspiteofherowncondition。
"Yes,Iseeyourposition,"sheanswered。"Butthinkofmine!WhatcanIdo?Withoutyoursupportitwouldseemaninventiontosavemefromdisgrace;evenifIproducedtheregister,theloveofscandalintheworldissuchthatthemultitudewouldsluroverthefact,sayitwasafabrication,andbelieveyourstory。Idonotknowwhowerethewitnesses,oranything!"
Inafewminutesthesetwopooryoungwomenfelt,assomanyinastraithavefeltbefore,thatunionwastheirgreateststrength,evennow;andtheyconsultedcalmlytogether。TheresultoftheirdeliberationswasthatMillywenthomeasusual,andLadyCarolinealso,thelatterconfessingthatverynighttotheCountesshermotherofthemarriage,andtonobodyelseintheworld。And,sometimeafter,LadyCarolineandhermotherwentawaytoLondon,wherealittlewhilelaterstilltheywerejoinedbyMilly,whowassupposedtohaveleftthevillagetoproceedtoawatering-placeintheNorthforthebenefitofherhealth,attheexpenseoftheladiesoftheManor,whohadbeenmuchinterestedinherstateoflonelyanddefencelesswidowhood。
EarlythenextyearthewidowMillycamehomewithaninfantinherarms,thefamilyattheManorHousehavingmeanwhilegoneabroad。
Theydidnotreturnfromtheirtourtilltheautumnensuing,bywhichtimeMillyandthechildhadagaindepartedfromthecottageofherfatherthewoodman,Millyhavingattainedtothedignityofdwellinginacottageofherown,manymilestotheeastwardofhernativevillage;acomfortablelittleallowancehadmoreoverbeensettledonherandthechildforlife,throughtheinstrumentalityofLadyCarolineandhermother。
Twoorthreeyearspassedaway,andtheLadyCarolinemarriedanobleman——theMarquisofStonehenge——considerablyhersenior,whohadwooedherlongandphlegmatically。Hewasnotrich,butsheledaplacidlifewithhimformanyyears,thoughtherewasnochildofthemarriage。MeanwhileMilly"sboy,astheyoungsterwascalled,andasMillyherselfconsideredhim,grewup,andthrovewonderfully,andlovedherasshedeservedtobelovedforherdevotiontohim,inwhomsheeverydaytracedmoredistinctlythelineamentsofthemanwhohadwonhergirlishheart,andkeptiteveninthetomb。
Sheeducatedhimaswellasshecouldwiththelimitedmeansatherdisposal,fortheallowancehadneverbeenincreased,LadyCaroline,ortheMarchionessofStonehengeasshenowwas,seemingbydegreestocarelittlewhathadbecomeofthem。Millybecameextremelyambitiousontheboy"saccount;shepinchedherselfalmostofnecessariestosendhimtotheGrammarSchoolinthetowntowhichtheyretired,andattwentyheenlistedinacavalryregiment,joiningitwithadeliberateintentofmakingtheArmyhisprofession,andnotinafreakofidleness。Hisexceptionalattainments,hismanlybearing,hissteadyconduct,speedilywonhimpromotion,whichwasfurtheredbytheseriouswarinwhichthiscountrywasatthattimeengaged。OnhisreturntoEnglandafterthepeacehehadrisentotherankofriding-master,andwassoonafteradvancedanotherstage,andmadequartermaster,thoughstillayoungman。
Hismother——hiscorporealmother,thatis,theMarchionessofStonehenge——heardtidingsofthisunaidedprogress;itreawakenedhermaternalinstincts,andfilledherwithpride。Shebecamekeenlyinterestedinhersuccessfulsoldier-son;andasshegrewoldermuchwishedtoseehimagain,particularlywhen,theMarquisdying,shewasleftasolitaryandchildlesswidow。WhetherornotshewouldhavegonetohimofherownimpulseIcannotsay;butoneday,whenshewasdrivinginanopencarriageintheoutskirtsofaneighbouringtown,thetroopslyingatthebarrackshardbypassedherinmarchingorder。Sheeyedthemnarrowly,andinthefinestofthehorsemenrecognizedhersonfromhislikenesstoherfirsthusband。
Thissightofhimdoublyintensifiedthemotherlyemotionswhichhadlaindormantinherforsomanyyears,andshewildlyaskedherselfhowshecouldsohaveneglectedhim?Hadshepossessedthetruecourageofaffectionshewouldhaveownedtoherfirstmarriage,andhaverearedhimasherson!Whatwouldithavematteredifshehadneverobtainedthispreciouscoronetofpearlsandgoldleaves,bycomparisonwiththegainofhavingtheloveandprotectionofsuchanobleandworthyson?Theseandothersadreflectionscutthegloomyandsolitaryladytotheheart;andsherepentedofherprideindisclaimingherfirsthusbandmorebitterlythanshehadeverrepentedofherinfatuationinmarryinghim。
Heryearningwassostrong,thatatlengthitseemedtoherthatshecouldnotlivewithoutannouncingherselftohimashismother。
Comewhatmight,shewoulddoit:lateasitwas,shewouldhavehimawayfromthatwomanwhomshebegantohatewiththefiercenessofadesertedheart,forhavingtakenherplaceasthemotherofheronlychild。Shefeltconfidentlyenoughthathersonwouldonlytoogladlyexchangeacottage-motherforonewhowasapeeressoftherealm。Beingnow,inherwidowhood,freetocomeandgoasshechose,withoutquestionfromanybody,LadyStonehengestartednextdayforthelittletownwhereMillyyetlived,stillinherrobesofsableforthelostloverofheryouth。
"HeisMYson,"saidtheMarchioness,assoonasshewasaloneinthecottagewithMilly。"Youmustgivehimbacktome,nowthatI
aminapositioninwhichIcandefytheworld"sopinion。Isupposehecomestoseeyoucontinually?"
"Everymonthsincehereturnedfromthewar,mylady。Andsometimeshestaystwoorthreedays,andtakesmeaboutseeingsightseverywhere!"Shespokewithquiettriumph。
"Well,youwillhavetogivehimup,"saidtheMarchionesscalmly。
"Itshallnotbetheworseforyou——youmayseehimwhenyouchoose。
Iamgoingtoavowmyfirstmarriage,andhavehimwithme。"
"Youforgetthattherearetwotobereckonedwith,mylady。Notonlyme,buthimself。"
"Thatcanbearranged。Youdon"tsupposethathewouldn"t——"ButnotwishingtoinsultMillybycomparingtheirpositions,shesaid,"Heismyownfleshandblood,notyours。"
"Fleshandblood"snothing!"saidMilly,flashingwithasmuchscornasacottagercouldshowtoapeeress,which,inthiscase,wasnotsolittleasmaybesupposed。"ButIwillagreetoputittohim,andlethimsettleitforhimself。"
"That"sallIrequire,"saidLadyStonehenge。"Youmustaskhimtocome,andIwillmeethimhere。"
Thesoldierwaswrittento,andthemeetingtookplace。HewasnotsomuchastonishedatthedisclosureofhisparentageasLadyStonehengehadbeenledtoexpect,havingknownforyearsthattherewasalittlemysteryabouthisbirth。HismannertowardstheMarchioness,thoughrespectful,waslesswarmthanshecouldhavehoped。Thealternativesastohischoiceofamotherwereputbeforehim。Hisansweramazedandstupefiedher。
"No,mylady,"hesaid。"Thankyoumuch,butIprefertoletthingsbeastheyhavebeen。Myfather"snameismineinanycase。Yousee,mylady,youcaredlittleformewhenIwasweakandhelpless;
whyshouldIcometoyounowIamstrong?She,deardevotedsoul[pointingtoMilly],tendedmefrommybirth,watchedoverme,nursedmewhenIwasill,anddeprivedherselfofmanyalittlecomforttopushmeon。IcannotloveanothermotherasIloveher。
SheISmymother,andIwillalwaysbeherson!"AshespokeheputhismanlyarmroundMilly"sneck,andkissedherwiththetenderestaffection。
TheagonyofthepoorMarchionesswaspitiable。"Youkillme!"shesaid,betweenhershakingsobs。"Cannotyou——love——me——too?"
"No,mylady。IfImustsayit,youwereashamedofmypoorfather,whowasasincereandhonestman;therefore,Iamashamedofyou。"
Nothingwouldmovehim;andthesufferingwomanatlastgasped,"Cannot——oh,cannotyougiveonekisstome——asyoudidtoher?Itisnotmuch——itisallIask——all!"
"Certainly,"hereplied。
Hekissedhercoldly,andthepainfulscenecametoanend。ThatdaywasthebeginningofdeathtotheunfortunateMarchionessofStonehenge。Itwasintheperversenessofherhumanheartthathisdenialofhershouldaddfueltothefireofhercravingforhislove。HowlongafterwardsshelivedIdonotknowwithanyexactness,butitwasnogreatlengthoftime。Thatanguishthatissharperthanaserpent"stoothworeheroutsoon。Utterlyrecklessoftheworld,itsways,anditsopinions,sheallowedherstorytobecomeknown;andwhenthewelcomeendsupervened(which,Igrievetosay,sherefusedtolightenbytheconsolationsofreligion),abrokenheartwasthetruestphraseinwhichtosumupitscause。
Theruraldeanhavingconcluded,someobservationsuponhistaleweremadeinduecourse。ThesentimentalmembersaidthatLadyCaroline"shistoryaffordedasadinstanceofhowanhonesthumanaffectionwillbecomeshamefacedandmeanunderthefrostofclass-
divisionandsocialprejudices。Sheprobablydeservedsomepity;
thoughheroffspring,beforehegrewuptoman"sestate,haddeservedmore。Therewasnopathoslikethepathosofchildhood,whenachildfounditselfinaworldwhereitwasnotwanted,andcouldnotunderstandthereasonwhy。Atalebythespeaker,furtherillustratingthesamesubject,thoughwithdifferentresultsfromthelast,naturallyfollowed。
DAMETHEFOURTH:LADYMOTTISFONT
BytheSentimentalMemberOfalltheromantictownsinWessex,Wintoncesterisprobablythemostconvenientformeditativepeopletolivein;sincethereyouhaveacathedralwithanavesolongthatitaffordsspaceinwhichtowalkandsummonyourremotermoodswithoutcontinuallyturningonyourheel,orseemingtodomorethantakeanafternoonstrollundercoverfromtherainorsun。Inanuninterruptedcourseofnearlythreehundredstepseastward,andagainnearlythreehundredstepswestwardamidthosemagnificenttombs,youcan,forinstance,compareinthemostleisurelywaythedrydustinesswhichultimatelypervadesthepersonsofkingsandbishopswiththedamperdustinessthatisusuallythefinalshapeofcommoners,curates,andotherswhotaketheirlastrestoutofdoors。Then,ifyouareinlove,youcan,bysaunteringinthechapelsandbehindtheepiscopalchantrieswiththebright-eyedone,sosteepandmellowyourecstasyinthesolemnitiesaround,thatitwillassumeararerandfinertincture,evenmoregratefultotheunderstanding,ifnottothesenses,thanthatformoftheemotionwhicharisesfromsuchcompanionshipinspotswhereallislife,andgrowth,andfecundity。
Itwasinthissolemnplace,whithertheyhadwithdrawnfromthesightofrelativesononecolddayinMarch,thatSirAshleyMottisfontaskedinmarriage,ashissecondwife,Philippa,thegentledaughterofplainSquireOkehall。Herlifehadbeenanobscureonethusfar;whileSirAshley,thoughnotarichman,hadacertaindistinctionabouthim;sothateverybodythoughtwhataconvenient,elevating,and,inaword,blessedmatchitwouldbeforsuchasupernumeraryasshe。Nobodythoughtsomorethantheamiablegirlherself。Shehadbeensmittenwithsuchaffectionforhimthat,whenshewalkedthecathedralaislesathissideonthebefore-mentionedday,shedidnotknowthatherfeettouchedhardpavement;itseemedtoherratherthatshewasfloatinginspace。
Philippawasanecstatic,heart-thumpingmaiden,andcouldnotunderstandhowshehaddeservedtohavesenttohersuchanillustriouslover,suchatravelledpersonage,suchahandsomeman。
Whenheputthequestion,itwasinnoclumsylanguage,suchastheordinarybucoliccountylandlordswerewonttouseonlikequiveringoccasions,butaselegantlyasifhehadbeentaughtitinEnfield"sSpeaker。Yethehesitatedalittle——forhehadsomethingtoadd。
"MyprettyPhilippa,"hesaid(shewasnotveryprettybytheway),"Ihave,youmustknow,alittlegirldependentuponme:alittlewaifIfoundonedayinapatchofwildoats[suchwasthisworthybaronet"shumour]whenIwasridinghome:alittlenamelesscreature,whomIwishtotakecareoftillsheisoldenoughtotakecareofherself;andtoeducateinaplainway。Sheisonlyfifteenmonthsold,andisatpresentinthehandsofakindvillager"swifeinmyparish。Willyouobjecttogivesomeattentiontothelittlethinginherhelplessness?"
Itneedhardlybesaidthatourinnocentyounglady,lovinghimsodeeplyandjoyfullyasshedid,repliedthatshewoulddoallshecouldforthenamelesschild;and,shortlyafterwards,thepairweremarriedinthesamecathedralthathadechoedthewhispersofhisdeclaration,theofficiatingministerbeingtheBishophimself;avenerableandexperiencedman,sowellaccomplishedinunitingpeoplewhohadamindforthatsortofexperiment,thatthecouple,withsomesenseofsurprise,foundthemselvesonewhiletheywerestillvaguelygazingateachotherastwoindependentbeings。
AfterthisoperationtheywenthometoDeansleighPark,andmadeabeginningoflivinghappilyeverafter。LadyMottisfont,truetoherpromise,wasalwaysrunningdowntothevillageduringthefollowingweekstoseethebabywhomherhusbandhadsomysteriouslylightedonduringhisridehome——concerningwhichinterestingdiscoveryshehadherownopinion;butbeingsoextremelyamiableandaffectionatethatshecouldhavelovedstocksandstonesiftherehadbeennolivingcreaturestolove,sheutterednoneofherthoughts。Thelittlething,whohadbeenchristenedDorothy,tooktoLadyMottisfontasifthebaronet"syoungwifehadbeenhermother;andatlengthPhilippagrewsofondofthechildthatsheventuredtoaskherhusbandifshemighthaveDorothyinherownhome,andbringherupcarefully,justasifshewereherown。Tothisheansweredthat,thoughremarksmightbemadethereon,hehadnoobjection;afactwhichwasobvious,SirAshleyseemingratherpleasedthanotherwisewiththeproposal。
AfterthistheylivedquietlyanduneventfullyfortwoorthreeyearsatSirAshleyMottisfont"sresidenceinthatpartofEngland,withasnearanapproachtoblissastheclimateofthiscountryallows。ThechildhadbeenagodsendtoPhilippa,forthereseemednogreatprobabilityofherhavingoneofherown:andshewiselyregardedthepossessionofDorothyasaspecialkindnessofProvidence,anddidnotworryhermindatallastoDorothy"spossibleorigin。Beingatenderandimpulsivecreature,shelovedherhusbandwithoutcriticism,exhaustivelyandreligiously,andthechildnotmuchotherwise。Shewatchedthelittlefoundlingasifshehadbeenherownbynature,andDorothybecameagreatsolacetoherwhenherhusbandwasabsentonpleasureorbusiness;andwhenhecamehomehelookedpleasedtoseehowthetwohadwoneachother"shearts。SirAshleywouldkisshiswife,andhiswifewouldkisslittleDorothy,andlittleDorothywouldkissSirAshley,andafterthistriangularburstofaffectionLadyMottisfontwouldsay,"Dearme——Iforgetsheisnotmine!"
"Whatdoesitmatter?"herhusbandwouldreply。"Providenceisfore-knowing。Hehassentusthisonebecauseheisnotintendingtosendusonebyanyotherchannel。"
Theirlifewasofthesimplest。Sincehistravelsthebaronethadtakentosportingandfarming;whilePhilippawasapatternofdomesticity。Theirpleasureswerealllocal。Theyretiredearlytorest,androsewiththecart-horsesandwhistlingwaggoners。Theyknewthenamesofeverybirdandtreenotexceptionallyuncommon,andcouldforetelltheweatheralmostaswellasanxiousfarmersandoldpeoplewithcorns。
OnedaySirAshleyMottisfontreceivedaletter,whichheread,andmusinglylaiddownonthetablewithoutremark。
"Whatisit,dearest?"askedhiswife,glancingatthesheet。
"Oh,itisfromanoldlawyeratBathwhomIusedtoknow。HeremindsmeofsomethingIsaidtohimfourorfiveyearsago——somelittletimebeforeweweremarried——aboutDorothy。"
"Whatabouther?"
"ItwasacasualremarkImadetohim,whenIthoughtyoumightnottakekindlytoher,thatifheknewaladywhowasanxioustoadoptachild,andcouldinsureagoodhometoDorothy,hewastoletmeknow。"
"Butthatwaswhenyouhadnobodytotakecareofher,"shesaidquickly。"Howabsurdofhimtowritenow!Doesheknowyouaremarried?Hemust,surely。"
"Ohyes!"
Hehandedhertheletter。Thesolicitorstatedthatawidow-ladyofposition,whodidnotatpresentwishhernametobedisclosed,hadlatelybecomeaclientofhiswhiletakingthewaters,andhadmentionedtohimthatshewouldlikealittlegirltobringupasherown,ifshecouldbecertainoffindingoneofgoodandpleasingdisposition;and,thebettertoinsurethis,shewouldnotwishthechildtobetooyoungforjudgingherqualities。HehadrememberedSirAshley"sobservationtohimalongwhileago,andthereforebroughtthematterbeforehim。Itwouldbeanexcellenthomeforthelittlegirl——ofthathewaspositive——ifshehadnotalreadyfoundsuchahome。
"Butitisabsurdofthemantowritesolongafter!"saidLadyMottisfont,withalumpinessaboutthebackofherthroatasshethoughthowmuchDorothyhadbecometoher。"Isupposeitwaswhenyoufirst——foundher——thatyoutoldhimthis?"
"Exactly——itwasthen。"
Hefellintothought,andneitherSirAshleynorLadyMottisfonttookthetroubletoanswerthelawyer"sletter;andsothematterendedforthetime。
Onedayatdinner,ontheirreturnfromashortabsenceintown,whithertheyhadgonetoseewhattheworldwasdoing,hearwhatitwassaying,andtomakethemselvesgenerallyfashionableafterrusticatingforsolong——onthisoccasion,Isay,theylearntfromsomefriendwhohadjoinedthematdinnerthatFernellHall——themanorialhouseoftheestatenexttheirown,whichhadbeenofferedonleasebyreasonoftheimpecuniosityofitsowner——hadbeentakenforatermbyawidowlady,anItalianContessa,whosenameIwillnotmentionforcertainreasonswhichmaybyandbyappear。LadyMottisfontexpressedhersurpriseandinterestattheprobabilityofhavingsuchaneighbour。"Though,ifIhadbeenborninItaly,I
thinkIshouldhavelikedtoremainthere,"shesaid。
"SheisnotItalian,thoughherhusbandwas,"saidSirAshley。
"Oh,youhaveheardaboutherbeforenow?"
"Yes;theyweretalkingofheratGrey"stheotherevening。SheisEnglish。"Andthen,asherhusbandsaidnomoreaboutthelady,thefriendwhowasdiningwiththemtoldLadyMottisfontthattheCountess"sfatherhadspeculatedlargelyinEast-IndiaStock,inwhichimmensefortuneswerebeingmadeatthattime;throughthishisdaughterhadfoundherselfenormouslywealthyathisdeath,whichhadoccurredonlyafewweeksafterthedeathofherhusband。
ItwassupposedthatthemarriageofanenterprisingEnglishspeculator"sdaughtertoapoorforeignnoblemanhadbeenmatterofarrangementmerely。AssoonastheCountess"swidowhoodwasalittlefurtheradvancedshewould,nodoubt,bethemarkofalltheschemerswhocamenearher,forshewasstillquiteyoung。Butatpresentsheseemedtodesirequiet,andavoidedsocietyandtown。
SomeweeksafterthistimeSirAshleyMottisfontsatlookingfixedlyathisladyformanymoments。Hesaid:
"ItmighthavebeenbetterforDorothyiftheCountesshadtakenher。Sheissowealthyincomparisonwithourselves,andcouldhaveusheredthegirlintothegreatworldmoreeffectuallythanweevershallbeabletodo。"
"TheContessatakeDorothy?"saidLadyMottisfontwithastart。
"What——wasshetheladywhowishedtoadopther?"
"Yes;shewasstayingatBathwhenLawyerGaytonwrotetome。"
"Buthowdoyouknowallthis,Ashley?"
Heshowedalittlehesitation。"Oh,I"veseenher,"hesays。"Youknow,shedrivestothemeetsometimes,thoughshedoesnotride;
andshehasinformedmethatshewastheladywhoinquiredofGayton。"
"Youhavetalkedtoheraswellasseenher,then?"
"Ohyes,severaltimes;everybodyhas。"
"Whydidn"tyoutellme?"sayshislady。"Ihadquiteforgottentocalluponher。I"llgoto-morrow,orsoon……ButIcan"tthink,Ashley,howyoucansaythatitmighthavebeenbetterforDorothytohavegonetoher;sheissomuchourownnowthatIcannotadmitanysuchconjecturesasthose,eveninjest。"HereyesreproachedhimsoeloquentlythatSirAshleyMottisfontdidnotanswer。
LadyMottisfontdidnothuntanymorethantheAnglo-ItalianCountessdid;indeed,shehadbecomesoabsorbedinhouseholdmattersandinDorothy"swellbeingthatshehadnomindtowasteaminuteonmereenjoyments。Asshehadsaid,totalkcoollyofwhatmighthavebeenthebestdestinationindayspastforachildtowhomtheyhadbecomesoattachedseemedquitebarbarous,andshecouldnotunderstandhowherhusbandshouldconsiderthepointsoabstractedly;for,aswillprobablyhavebeenguessed,LadyMottisfontlongbeforethistime,ifshehadnotdonesoattheverybeginning,divinedSirAshley"struerelationtoDorothy。Butthebaronet"swifewassodiscreetlymeekandmildthatshenevertoldhimofhersurmise,andtookwhatHeavenhadsentherwithoutcavil,hergenerosityinthisrespecthavingbeenbountifullyrewardedbythenewlifeshefoundinherloveforthelittlegirl。
Herhusbandrecurredtothesameuncomfortablesubjectwhen,afewdayslater,theywerespeakingoftravellingabroad。Hesaidthatitwasalmostapity,iftheythoughtofgoing,thattheyhadnotfalleninwiththeCountess"swish。ThatladyhadtoldhimthatshehadmetDorothywalkingwithhernurse,andthatshehadneverseenachildshelikedsowell。
"What——shecovetsherstill?Howimpertinentofthewoman!"saidLadyMottisfont。
"Sheseemstodoso……Yousee,dearestPhilippa,theadvantagetoDorothywouldhavebeenthattheCountesswouldhaveadoptedherlegally,andhavemadeherasherowndaughter;whilewehavenotdonethat——weareonlybringingupandeducatingapoorchildincharity。"
"ButI"lladoptherfully——makeherminelegally!"criedhiswifeinananxiousvoice。"Howisittobedone?"
"H"m。"Hedidnotinformher,butfellintothought;and,forreasonsofherown,hisladywasrestlessanduneasy。
TheverynextdayLadyMottisfontdrovetoFernellHalltopaytheneglectedcalluponherneighbour。TheCountesswasathome,andreceivedhergraciously。ButpoorLadyMottisfont"sheartdiedwithinherassoonassheseteyesonhernewacquaintance。Suchwonderfulbeauty,ofthefully-developedkind,hadneverconfrontedherbeforeinsidethelinesofahumanface。Sheseemedtoshinewitheverylightandgracethatwomancanpossess。HerfinishedContinentalmanners,herexpandedmind,herreadywit,composedastudythatmadetheotherpoorladysick;forshe,andlatterlySirAshleyhimself,wereratherruralinmanners,andshefeltabashedbynewsoundsandideasfromwithout。Shehardlyknewthreewordsinanylanguagebutherown,whilethisdivinecreature,thoughtrulyEnglish,had,apparently,whatevershewantedintheItalianandFrenchtonguestosuiteveryimpression;whichwasconsideredagreatimprovementtospeechinthosedays,and,indeed,isbymanyconsideredassuchinthese。
"Howverystrangeitwasaboutthelittlegirl!"theContessasaidtoLadyMottisfont,inhergaytones。"Imean,thatthechildthelawyerrecommendedshould,justbeforethen,havebeenadoptedbyyou,whoarenowmyneighbour。Howisshegettingon?Imustcomeandseeher。"
"Doyoustillwanther?"asksLadyMottisfontsuspiciously。
"Oh,Ishouldliketohaveher!"
"Butyoucan"t!She"smine!"saidtheothergreedily。
AdroopingmarinerappearedintheCountessfromthatmoment。
LadyMottisfont,too,wasinawretchedmoodallthewayhomethatday。TheCountesswassocharmingineverywaythatshehadcharmedhergentleladyship;howshoulditbepossiblethatshehadfailedtocharmSirAshley?Moreover,shehadawakenedastrangethoughtinPhilippa"smind。Assoonasshereachedhomesherushedtothenursery,andthere,seizingDorothy,franticallykissedher;then,holdingheratarm"slength,shegazedwithapiercinginquisitivenessintothegirl"slineaments。Shesigheddeeply,abandonedthewonderingDorothy,andhastenedaway。
Shehadseentherenotonlyherhusband"straits,whichshehadoftenbeheldbefore,butothers,oftheshade,shape,andexpressionwhichcharacterizedthoseofhernewneighbour。
Thenthispoorladyperceivedthewholeperturbingsequenceofthings,andaskedherselfhowshecouldhavebeensuchawalkingpieceofsimplicityasnottohavethoughtofthisbefore。Butshedidnotstaylongupbraidingherselfforhershortsightedness,sooverwhelmedwasshewithmiseryatthespectacleofherselfasanintruderbetweenthese。Tobesureshecouldnothaveforeseensuchaconjuncture;butthatdidnotlessenhergrief。Thewomanwhohadbeenbothherhusband"sblissandhisbackslidinghadreappearedfreewhenhewasnolongerso,andsheevidentlywasdyingtoclaimherowninthepersonofDorothy,whohadmeanwhilegrowntobe,toLadyMottisfont,almosttheonlysourceofeachday"shappiness,supplyingherwithsomethingtowatchover,inspiringherwiththesenseofmaternity,andsolargelyreflectingherhusband"snatureasalmosttodeceiveherintothepleasantbeliefthatshereflectedherownalso。
Iftherewasasingledirectioninwhichthisdevotedandvirtuousladyerred,itwasinthedirectionofover-submissiveness。Whenallissaidanddone,andthetruthtold,menseldomshowmuchself-
sacrificeintheirconductaslordsandmasterstohelplesswomenboundtothemforlife,andperhaps(thoughIsayitwithalluncertainty)ifshehadblazedupinhisfacelikeafurze-faggot,directlyhecamehome,shemighthavehelpedherselfalittle。ButGodknowswhetherthisisatruesupposition;atanyrateshedidnosuchthing;andwaitedandprayedthatshemightneverdodespitetohimwho,shewasboundtoadmit,hadalwaysbeentenderandcourteoustowardsher;andhopedthatlittleDorothymightneverbetakenaway。
Bydegreesthetwohouseholdsbecamefriendly,andveryseldomdidaweekpasswithouttheirseeingsomethingofeachother。Tryasshemight,anddangerousassheassumedtheacquaintanceshiptobe,LadyMottisfontcoulddetectnofaultorflawinhernewfriend。ItwasobviousthatDorothyhadbeenthemagnetwhichhaddrawntheContessahither,andnotSirAshley。
Suchbeauty,unitedwithsuchunderstandingandbrightness,Philippahadneverbeforeknowninoneofherownsex,andshetriedtothink(whethershesucceededIdonotknow)thatshedidnotmindthepropinquity;sinceawomansorich,sofair,andwithsuchacommandofsuitors,couldnotdesiretowreckthehappinessofsoinoffensiveapersonasherself。
TheseasondrewonwhenitwasthecustomforfamiliesofdistinctiontogoofftoTheBath,andSirAshleyMottisfontpersuadedhiswifetoaccompanyhimthitherwithDorothy。Everybodyofanynotewastherethisyear。FromtheirownpartofEnglandcamemanythattheyknew;amongtherest,LordandLadyPurbeck,theEarlandCountessofWessex,SirJohnGrebe,theDrenkhards,LadyStourvale,theoldDukeofHamptonshire,theBishopofMelchester,theDeanofExonbury,andotherlesserlightsofCourt,pulpit,andfield。ThitheralsocamethefairContessa,whom,assoonasPhilippasawhowmuchshewassoughtafterbyyoungermen,shecouldnotconscientiouslysuspectofreneweddesignsuponSirAshley。
ButtheCountesshadfineropportunitiesthaneverwithDorothy;forLadyMottisfontwasoftenindisposed,andevenatothertimescouldnothonestlyhinderanintercoursewhichgavebrightideastothechild。Dorothywelcomedhernewacquaintancewithastrangeandinstinctivereadinessthatintimatedthewonderfulsubtletyofthethreadswhichbindfleshandfleshtogether。
Atlastthecrisiscame:itwasprecipitatedbyanaccident。
Dorothyandhernursehadgoneoutonedayforanairing,leavingLadyMottisfontaloneindoors。WhileshesatgloomilythinkingthatinalllikelihoodtheCountesswouldcontrivetomeetthechildsomewhere,andexchangeafewtenderwordswithher,SirAshleyMottisfontrushedinandinformedherthatDorothyhadjusthadthenarrowestpossibleescapefromdeath。Someworkmenwereunderminingahousetopullitdownforrebuilding,when,withoutwarning,thefrontwallinclinedslowlyoutwardsforitsfall,thenurseandchildpassingbeneathitatthesamemoment。Thefallwastemporarilyarrestedbythescaffolding,whileinthemeantimetheCountesshadwitnessedtheirimminentdangerfromtheothersideofthestreet。Springingacross,shesnatchedDorothyfromunderthewall,andpulledthenurseafterher,themiddleofthewaybeingbarelyreachedbeforetheywereenvelopedinthedensedustofthedescendingmass,thoughnotastonetouchedthem。
"WhereisDorothy?"saystheexcitedLadyMottisfont。
"Shehasher——shewon"tlethergoforatime——"
"Hasher?Butshe"sMINE——she"smine!"criesLadyMottisfont。
ThenherquickandtendereyesperceivedthatherhusbandhadalmostforgottenherintrusiveexistenceincontemplatingtheonenessofDorothy"s,theCountess"s,andhisown:hewasinadreamofexaltationwhichrecognizednothingnecessarytohiswell-beingoutsidethatweldedcircleofthreelives。
Dorothywasatlengthbroughthome;shewasmuchfascinatedbytheCountess,andsawnothingtragic,butratherallthatwastrulydelightful,inwhathadhappened。Intheevening,whentheexcitementwasover,andDorothywasputtobed,SirAshleysaid,"ShehassavedDorothy;andIhavebeenaskingmyselfwhatIcandoforherasaslightacknowledgmentofherheroism。SurelyweoughttoletherhaveDorothytobringup,sinceshestilldesirestodoit?ItwouldbesomuchtoDorothy"sadvantage。Weoughttolookatitinthatlight,andnotselfishly。"
Philippaseizedhishand。"Ashley,Ashley!Youdon"tmeanit——thatImustlosemyprettydarling——theonlyoneIhave?"Shemethisgazewithherpiteousmouthandweteyessopainfullystrained,thatheturnedawayhisface。
Thenextmorning,beforeDorothywasawake,LadyMottisfontstoletothegirl"sbedside,andsatregardingher。WhenDorothyopenedhereyes,shefixedthemforalongtimeuponPhilippa"sfeatures。
"Mamma——youarenotsoprettyastheContessa,areyou?"shesaidatlength。
"Iamnot,Dorothy。"
"Whyareyounot,mamma?"