投诉 阅读记录

第16章

Shedrewawayherhandandswiftlyturnedbacktotheroad。

PhilipAmmon,wordless,startedtowardOnabashaonarun。

Elnoracrossedtheroad,climbedthefenceandsoughttheshelteroftheirownwoods。Shechoseadiagonalcourseandfollowedituntilshecametothepathleadingpastthevioletpatch。Shewentdownthishurriedly。

Herhandswereclenchedatherside,hereyesdryandbright,hercheeksred-flushed,andherbreathcomingfast。

Whenshereachedthepatchsheturnedintoitandstoodlookingaroundher。

Themossesweredry,theflowersgone,weedsafoothighcoveredit。Sheturnedawayandwentondownthepathuntilshewasalmostinsightofthecabin。

Mrs。ComstocksmiledandwaitedinthearbouruntilitoccurredtoherthatElnorawasalongtimecoming,soshewenttothegate。TheroadstretchedawaytowardtheLimberlostemptyandlonely。ThensheknewthatElnorahadgoneintotheirownwoodsandwouldcomeinthebackway。Shecouldnotunderstandwhythegirldidnothurrytoherwithwhatshewouldhavetotell。

Shewentoutandwanderedaroundthegarden。Thenshesteppedintothepathandstartedalongthewayleadingtothewoods,pastthepoolnowframedinathicksettingofyellowlilies。Thenshesaw,andstopped,gaspingforbreath。

Herhandsflewupandherlinedfacegrewghastly。

Shestaredattheskyandthenattheprostrategirlfigure。

Overandovershetriedtospeak,butonlyadrybreathcame。

Sheturnedandfledbacktothegarden。

Inthefamiliarenclosureshegazedaroundherlikeacagedanimalseekingescape。Thesunbeatdownonherbareheadmercilessly,andmechanicallyshemovedtotheshadeofahalf-grownhickorytreethatvoluntarilyhadsproutedbesidethemilkhouse。Atherfeetlayanaxewithwhichshemadekindlingsforfires。Shestoopedandpickeditup。Thememoryofthatpronefiguresobbinginthegrasscaughtherwitharenewedspasm。Sheshuthereyesasiftocloseitout。ThatmadehearingsoacuteshefeltcertainsheheardElnoramoaningbesidethepath。

Theeyesflewopen。Theylookedstraightatafewspindlingtomatoplantssettoonearthetreeandstuntedbyitsshade。Mrs。Comstockwhirledonthehickoryandswungtheaxe。Herhairshookdown,herclothingbecamedisarranged,intheheattheperspirationstreamed,butstrokefellonstrokeuntilthetreecrashedover,grazingacornerofthemilkhouseandsmashingthegardenfenceontheeast。

AtthesoundElnorasprangtoherfeetandcamerunningdownthegardenwalk。"Mother!"shecried。"Mother!

Whatintheworldareyoudoing?"

Mrs。Comstockwipedherghastlyfaceonherapron。

"I"velaidouttocutthattreeforyears,"shesaid。

"Itshadesthebeetsinthemorning,andthetomatoesintheafternoon!"

Elnorautteredonewildlittlecryandfledintohermother"sarms。"Ohmother!"shesobbed。"Willyoueverforgiveme?"

Mrs。Comstock"sarmsswepttogetherinatightgriparoundElnora。

"Thereisn"tathingonGod"sfootstoolfromatoizzardIwon"tforgiveyou,mypreciousgirl!"shesaid。"Tellmotherwhatitis!"

Elnoraliftedherwetface。"Hetoldme,"shepanted,"justassoonashedecentlycould——thatseconddayhetoldme。Almostallhislifehe"sbeenengagedtoagirlathome。Henevercaredanythingaboutme。Hewasonlyinterestedinthemothsandgrowingstrong。"

Mrs。Comstock"sarmstightened。Withashakinghandshestrokedthebrighthair。

"Tellme,honey,"shesaid。"Ishetoblameforasingleoneofthesetears?"

"Notone!"sobbedElnora。"Ohmother,Iwon"tforgiveyouifyoudon"tbelievethat。Notone!Heneversaid,orlooked,ordidanythingalltheworldmightnothaveknown。Helikesmeverymuchasafriend。

Hehatedtogodreadfully!"

"Elnora!"themother"sheadbentuntilthewhitehairmingledwiththebrown。"Elnora,whydidn"tyoutellmeatfirst?"

Elnoracaughtherbreathinasharpsnatch。"IknowIshould!"shesobbed。"Iwillbearanypunishmentfornot,butIdidn"tfeelasifIpossiblycould。Iwasafraid。"

"Afraidofwhat?"theshakinghandwasonthehairagain。

"Afraidyouwouldn"tlethimcome!"pantedElnora。

"Andoh,mother,Iwantedhimso!"

CHAPTERXVIII

WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKEXPERIMENTSWITHREJUVENATION,ANDELNORATEACHESNATURALHISTORY

ForthefollowingweekMrs。ComstockandElnoraworkedsohardtherewasnotimetotalk,andtheywerecompelledtosleepfromphysicalexhaustion。

Neitherofthemmadeanypretenceofeating,fortheycouldnotswallowwithoutaneffort,sotheydrankmilkandworked。ElnorakeptonsettingbaitforCatacolaeandSphinginae,which,unlikethebigmothsofJune,liveseveralmonths。Shetookallthedragonfliesandbutterfliesshecould,andwhenshewentoverthelistforthemanofIndia,shefound,toheramazement,thatwithPhilip"shelpsheoncemorehaditcompletesaveapairofYellowEmperors。

ThiscircumstancewassosurprisingshehadafleetingthoughtofwritingPhilipandaskinghimtoseeifhecouldnotsecureherapair。ShedidtelltheBirdWoman,whofromeverysourceathercommandtriedtocompletetheserieswiththesemoths,butcouldnotfindanyforsale。

"IthinkthemillsoftheGodsaregrindingthisgrist,"

saidElnora,"andwemightaswellwaitpatientlyuntiltheychoosetosendaYellowEmperor。"

Mrs。Comstockinventedwork。Whenshehadnothingmoretodo,shehoedinthegardenalthoughtheearthwashardanddryandtherewerenoplantsthatreallyneededattention。

ThencameanotificationthatElnorawouldbecompelledtoattendaweek"ssessionoftheTeachers"InstituteheldatthecountyseattwentymilesnorthofOnabashathefollowingweek。Thatgavethemsomethingofwhichtothinkandrealworktodo。Elnorawasrequestedtobringherviolin。Asshewasontheprogrammeofoneofthemostimportantsessionsforatalkonnatureworkingradeschools,shewasdriventoprepareherspeech,alsotoselectandpractisesomemusic。Hermotherturnedherattentiontoclothing。

TheywenttoOnabashatogetherandpurchasedasimpleandappropriatefallsuitandhat,goodsforadaintylittlecolouredfrock,andadressskirtandseveralfancywaists。

MargaretSintoncamedownandthesewingbegan。Wheneverythingwasfinishedandpacked,Elnorakissedhermothergood-byeatthedepot,andenteredthetrain。Mrs。Comstockwentintothewaiting-roomanddroppedintoaseattorest。Herheartwassosoreherwholeleftsidefelttender。Shewashalfstarvedforthefoodshehadnoappetitetotake。Shehadworkedindoggeddeterminationuntilshewasexhausted。

Foratimeshesimplysatandrested。Thenshebegantothink。

ShewasgladElnorahadgonewhereshewouldbecompelledtofixhermindonothermattersforafewdays。Sherememberedthegirlhadsaidshewantedtogo。

Schoolwouldbeginthefollowingweek。ShethoughtoverwhatElnorawouldhavetodotoaccomplishherworksuccessfully。Shewouldbecompelledtoariseatsixo"clock,walkthreemilesthroughvaryingweather,leadthehighschoolorchestra,andthenputintheremainderofthedaytravellingfrombuildingtobuildingoverthecity,teachingaspecifiedlengthoftimeeveryweekineachroom。

Shemusthaveherobjectlessonsready,andshemustdoacertainamountofpractisingwiththeorchestra。Thenacoldlunchatnoon,andathree-milewalkatnight。

"Humph!"saidMrs。Comstock,"togetthroughthatthegirlwouldhavetobemadeofcast-iron。IwonderhowIcanhelpherbest?"

Shethoughtdeeply。

"Thelesssheseesofwhatshe"sbeenhavingallsummer,thesoonershe"llfeelbetteraboutit,"shemuttered。

Shearose,wenttothebankandinquiredforthecashier。

"IwanttoknowjusthowIamfixedhere,"shesaid。

Thecashierlaughed。"Youhaven"tbeeninahurry,"

hereplied。"Wehavebeenreadyforyouanytimethesetwentyyears,butyoudidn"tseemtopaymuchattention。

Youraccountisratherflourishing。Interest,whenitgetstocompounding,isquiteamoneybreeder。ComebackheretoatableandIwillshowyouyourbalances。"

Mrs。Comstocksankintoachairandwaitedwhilethecashierreadajumbleoffigurestoher。Itmeantthatherdepositshadexceededherexpensesfromonetothreehundreddollarsayear,accordingtothecattle,sheep,hogs,poultry,butter,andeggsshehadsold。

Theaggregateofthesesumshadbeencompoundinginterestthroughouttheyears。Mrs。Comstockstaredatthetotalwithdazedandunbelievingeyes。Throughhersickheartrushedtherealization,thatifshemerelyhadstoodbeforethatwicketandaskedonequestion,shewouldhaveknownthatallthosebitteryearsofskimpingforElnoraandherselfhadbeenunnecessary。Shearoseandwentbacktothedepot。

"Iwanttosendamessage,"shesaid。Shepickedupthepencil,andwithrashextravagance,wrote,"Foundmoneyatbankdidn"tknowabout。Ifyouwanttogotocollege,comeonfirsttrainandgetready。"

Shehesitatedasecondandthenshesaidtoherselfgrimly,"Yes,I"llpayforthat,too,"andrecklesslyadded,"Withlove,Mother。"Thenshesatwaitingfortheanswer。Itcameinlessthananhour。"Willteachthiswinter。Withdearestlove,Elnora。"

Mrs。Comstockheldthemessagealongtime。Whenshearoseshewasravenouslyhungry,butthepaininherheartwasalittleeasier。Shewenttoarestaurantandatesomefood,thentoadressmakerwheresheorderedfourdresses:twoveryplainevery-dayones,aserviceabledarkgrayclothsuit,andasoftlightgraysilkwithtouchesoflavenderandlace。ShemadeaheavylistofpurchasesatBrownlee"s,andtheremainderofthedayshedidbusinessinherdirectandspiritedway。Atnightshewassotiredshescarcelycouldwalkhome,butshebuiltafireandcookedandateaheartymeal。

Latershewentoutbesidethewestfenceandgatheredanarmfuloftansywhichsheboiledtoathickgreentea。

Thenshestirredinoatmealuntilitwasastiffpaste。

Shespreadasheetoverherbedandbegantearingstripsofoldmuslin。Shebandagedeachhandandarmwiththemixtureandplasteredthesoggy,evil-smellingstuffinathickpoulticeoverherfaceandneck。Shewassotiredshewenttosleep,andwhensheawokeshewashalfskinned。

Shebathedherfaceandhands,didtheworkandwentbacktotown,cominghomeatnighttogothroughthesameprocess。

Bythethirdmorningshewasarawevenred,thefourthshehadfadedtoabrilliantpinkunderthesoothinginfluenceofacreamrecommended。ThatdaycamealetterfromElnorasayingthatshewouldremainwhereshewasuntilSaturdaymorning,andthencometoEllenBrownlee"satOnabashaandstayfortheSaturday"ssessionofteacherstoarrangetheiryear"swork。

SundaywasEllen"slastdayathome,andshewantedElnoraverymuch。ShehadtocalltogethertheorchestraandpractisethemSunday;andcouldnotcomehomeuntilafterschoolMondaynight。Mrs。Comstockatonceansweredthelettersayingthosearrangementssuitedher。

Thefollowingdayshewasapalepink,lateradelicateporcelainwhite。Thenshewenttoahairdresserandhadtheropeofsnowyhairwhichcoveredherscalpwashed,dressed,andfastenedwithsuchpinsandcombsasweredecidedtobemostbecoming。Shetooksamplesofherdresses,wenttoamilliner,andboughtastreethattomatchhersuit,andagraysatinwithlavenderorchidstowearwiththesilkdress。Herlastinvestmentwasaloosecoatofsoftgraybroadclothwithwhitelining,andtouchesoflavenderontheembroideredcollar,andgrayglovestomatch。

Thenshewenthome,restedandworkedbyturnsuntilMonday。Whenschoolclosedonthatevening,Elnora,sotiredshealmosttrembled,camedownthelongwalkafteralatesessionofteachers"meeting,tobestoppedbyamessengerboy。

"There"saladywantstoseeyoumostimportant。

Iamtotakeyoutotheplace,"hesaid。

Elnoragroaned。Shecouldnotimaginewhowantedher,buttherewasnothingtodobutfindout;tiredandanxioustoseehermotherasshewas。

"Thisistheplace,"saidtheboy,andwenthiswaywhistling。

Elnorawasthreeblocksfromthehighschoolbuildingonthesamestreet。Shewasbeforeaquaintoldhouse,freshwithpaintandcoveredwithvines。Therewasalongwidelot,grass-covered,closelysetwithtrees,andabarnandchickenparkatthebackthatseemedtobeoccupied。Elnorasteppedontheverandawhichwasfurnishedwithstrawrugs,bent-

hickorychairs,hangingbaskets,andatablewithawork-

boxandmagazines,andknockedatthescreendoor。

Insideshecouldseepolishedfloors,wallsfreshlypaperedinlow-tonedharmoniouscolours,strawrugsandmadrascurtains。

Itseemedtobearestful,homelikeplacetowhichshehadcome。

Asecondlaterdownanopenstairwaycameatall,dark-eyedwomanwithcheeksfaintlypinkandacrownoffluffysnow-

whitehair。Sheworealavenderginghamdresswithwhitecollarandcuffs,andshecalledassheadvanced:"Thatscreenisn"tlatched!Openitandcomeseeyourbrand-newmother,mygirl。"

Elnorasteppedinsidethedoor。"Mother!"shecried。

"Youmymother!Idon"tbelieveit!"

"Well,youbetter!"saidMrs。Comstock,"becauseit"strue!YousaidyouwishedIwereliketheothergirls"mothers,andI"veshotasclosethemarkasIcouldwithoutanypractice。Ithoughtthatwalkwouldbetoomuchforyouthiswinter,soIjustrentedthishouseandmovedin,tobenearyou,andhelpmoreincaseI"mneeded。

I"veonlylivedhereaday,butIlikeitsowellI"veamortalbignotiontobuytheplace。"

"Butmother!"protestedElnora,clingingtoherwonderingly。

"Youareperfectlybeautiful,andthishouseisalittleparadise,buthowwillweeverpayforit?Wecan"taffordit!"

"Humph!HaveyouforgottenItelegraphedyouI"dfoundsomemoneyIdidn"tknowabout?AllI"vedoneispaidfor,andplentymoretosettleforallI

proposetodo。"

Mrs。Comstockglancedaroundwithsatisfaction。

"Imaygethomesickasapupbeforespring,"shesaid,"butifIdoIcangoback。IfIdon"t,I"llsellsometimberandputafewoilwellswheretheydon"tshowmuch。

Icanhavelandenoughclearedforafewfieldsandputatenantonourfarm,andwewillbuythisandsettlehere。

It"sforsale。"

"Youdon"tlookit,butyou"vesurelygonemad!"

"Justthereverse,mygirl,"saidMrs。Comstock,"I"vegonesane。Ifyouaregoingtoundertakethiswork,youmustbeconvenienttoit。Andyourmothershouldbewhereshecanseethatyouareproperlydressed,fed,andcaredfor。Thisisour——letmethink——reception-room。

Howdoyoulikeit?Thisdoorleadstoyourworkroomandstudy。

Ididn"tdomuchtherebecauseIwasn"tsureofmyway。

ButIknewyouwouldwantarug,curtains,table,shelvesforbooks,andacaseforyourspecimens,soIhadacarpentershelveandenclosethatendofit。Looksprettyneattome。Thedining-roomandkitchenareback,oneofthecowsinthebarn,andsomechickensinthecoop。

Iunderstandthatnoneoftheothergirls"mothersmilkacow,soaneighbourboywilltendtooursforathirdofthemilk。Therearethreebedrooms,andabathupstairs。

Gotakeone,putonsomefreshclothes,andcometosupper。

Youcanfindyourroombecauseyourthingsareinit。"

Elnorakissedhermotheroverandover,andhurriedupstairs。

Sheidentifiedherroombythedressing-case。Therewereaprettyrug,andcurtains,whiteironbed,plainandrockingchairstomatchhercase,ashirtwaistchest,andthebigclosetwasfilledwithheroldclothingandseveralnewdresses。Shefoundthebathroom,bathed,dressedinfreshlinenandwentdowntoasupperthatwasanevidenceofMrs。Comstock"shighestartincooking。

Elnorawassohungrysheateherfirstrealmealintwoweeks。

Butthebiteswentdownslowlybecausesheforgotabouttheminwatchinghermother。

"Howonearthdidyoudoit?"sheaskedatlast。"Ialwaysthoughtyouwerenaturallybrownasanut。"

"Oh,thatwastanandsunburn!"explainedMrs。Comstock。

"IalwaysknewIwaswhiteunderneathit。IhatedtoshademyfacebecauseIhadn"tanythingbutasunbonnet,andIcouldn"tstandforittotouchmyears,soIwentbareheadedandtookallthecolourIaccumulated。

ButwhenIbegantothinkofmovingyouintoyourwork,IsawImustputupanappearancethatwouldn"tdisgraceyou,soIthoughtI"dbestremovethecrust。Ittooksometime,andIhopeImaydiebeforeIeverendurethefeelandthesmellofthestuffIusedagain,butitskinnedmenicely。Whatyounowseeismyownwithalittledustofricepowder,forprotection。I"msortoftenderyet。"

"Andyourlovely,lovelyhair?"breathedElnora。

"Hairdresserdidthat!"saidMrs。Comstock。"Itcostlikesmoke。ButIwatchedher,andwithalittlehelpfromyouIcanwashitalonenexttime,thoughitwillbehardwork。Ilethermonkeywithituntilshesaidshehadfound`mystyle。"ThenItoreitdownandhadhershowmehowtobuilditupagainthreetimes。

Ithoughtmyarmswoulddrop。WhenIpaidthebillforherwork,thetimeI"dtaken,thepins,andcombsshe"dused,Inearlyhadheartfailure,butIdidn"tturnahairbeforeher。Ijustsmiledathersweetlyandsaid,`Howreasonableyouare!"Cometothinkofit,shewas!Shemighthavechargedmetendollarsforwhatshedidquiteaswellasnineseventy-five。Icouldn"thavehelpedmyself。

Ihadmadenobargaintobeginon。"

ThenElnoraleanedbackinherchairandshouted,inagustofheartylaughter,soalittleoftheacheceasedinherbreast。Therewasnotimetothink,theremainderofthatevening,shewassotiredshehadtosleep,whilehermotherdidnotawakenheruntilshebarelyhadtimetodress,breakfastandreachschool。Therewasnothinginthenewlifetoremindheroftheold。Itseemedasiftherenevercameaminuteforretrospection,buthermotherappearedonthescenewithmorework,orsomeentertainingthingtodo。

Mrs。ComstockinvitedElnora"sfriendstovisither,andprovedherselfabrightandinterestinghostess。

Shedigestedasubjectbeforeshespoke;andwhensheadvancedaview,herpointwassuretobeoriginalandterselyexpressed。Beforethreemonthspeoplewaitedtohearwhatshehadtosay。Shekeptherappearancesoinmindthatshemadeahandsomeandadistinguishedfigure。

ElnoranevermentionedPhilipAmmon,neitherdidMrs。Comstock。EarlyinDecembercameanoteandabigboxfromhim。Itcontainedseveralbooksonnaturesubjectswhichwouldbeofmuchhelpinschoolwork,anumberofconveniencesElnoracouldnotafford,andapairofglass-coveredplastercasts,foreachlargemothshehad。Inthesetheupperandunderwingsofmaleandfemaleshowed。Heexplainedthatshewouldbreakherspecimenseasily,carryingthemaroundinboxes。Hehadseentheseandthoughttheywouldbeofuse。Elnorawasdelightedwiththem,andatoncebeganthetediousprocessofsofteningthemountedmothsandfittingthemtothecastsmouldedtoreceivethem。Hertimewassotakeninschool,sheprogressedslowly,sohermotherundertookthiswork。Aftertryingoneortwoverycommononesshelearnedtohandlethemostdelicatewithease。Shetookkeenprideinrelaxingthetensemoths,fittingthemtothecases,polishingtheglasscoverstothelastdegreeandsealingthem。Theresultswerebeautifultobehold。

SoonafterElnorawrotetoPhilip:

DEARFRIEND:

Iamwritingtothankyouforthebooks,andtheboxofconveniencessentmeformywork。Icanuseeverythingwithfineresults。

HopeIamgivinggoodsatisfactioninmyposition。Youwillbeinterestedtolearnthatwhenthesummer"sworkwasclassifiedandpinned,IagainhadmycompletecollectionforthemanofIndia,saveaYellowEmperor。IhavetriedeverywhereIknow,sohastheBirdWoman。Wecannotfindapairforsale。Fateisagainstme,atleastthisseason。Ishallhavetowaituntilnextyearandtryagain。

Thankyouverymuchforhelpingmewithmycollectionandforthebooksandcases。

Sincerelyyours,ELNORACOMSTOCK。

Philipwasdisappointedoverthatnoteandinsteadofkeepingithetoreitintobitsanddroppedthemintothewastebasket。

ThatwaspreciselywhatElnorahadintendedheshoulddo。

ChristmasbroughtbeautifulcardsofgreetingtoMrs。ComstockandElnora,Easterothers,andtheyearranrapidlytowardspring。Elnora"spositionhadbeenintenselyabsorbing,whileshehadworkedwithallherpower。

Shehadmadeawonderfulsuccessandwonnewfriends。

Mrs。Comstockhadhelpedineverywayshecould,soshewasverypopularalso。

Throughoutthewintertheyhadenjoyedthecitythoroughly,andthechangeoflifeitafforded,butsignsofspringdidwonderfulthingstotheheartsofthecountry-bredwomen。

ArestlessnessbeganonbrightFebruarydays,calmedduringMarchstormsandattackedfullforceinApril。Whenneithercouldbearitanylongertheywereforcedtodiscussthematterandadmittheyweregrowingillwithpurehomesickness。

Theydecidedtokeepthecityhouseduringthesummer,buttoreturntothefarmtoliveassoonasschoolclosed。

SoMrs。Comstockwouldpreparebreakfastandlunchandthenslipawaytothefarmtomakeupbedsinherploughedgarden,plantseeds,trimandtendherflowers,andpreparethecabinforoccupancy。ThenshewouldgohomeandmaketheeveningascheerfulaspossibleforElnora;inthesedaysshelivedonlyforthegirl。

BothofthemweregladwhenthelastofMaycameandtheschoolsclosed。Theypackedthebooksandclothingtheywishedtotakeintoawagonandwalkedacrossthefieldstotheoldcabin。Astheyapproachedit,Mrs。ComstocksaidtoElnora:"Youaresureyouwon"tbelonelyhere?"

Elnoraknewwhatshereallymeant。

"Quitesure,"shesaid。"ForatimelastfallIwasgladtobeaway,butthatallworeoutwiththewinter。

SpringmademehomesickasIcouldbe。Icanscarcelywaituntilwegetbackagain。"

Sotheybeganthatsummerastheyhadbegunallothers——withwork。Butbothofthemtookanewjoyineverything,andtheviolinsangbythehourinthetwilight。

CHAPTERXIX

WHEREINPHILIPAMMONGIVESABALLINHONOUROFEDITHCARR,ANDHARTHENDERSONAPPEARSONTHESCENE

EdithCarrstoodinavine-enclosedsideverandaoftheLakeShoreClubHousewaitingwhilePhilipAmmongavesomeimportantorders。InafewdaysshewouldsailforParistoselectawonderfultrousseaushehadplannedforhermarriageinOctober。To-nightPhilipwasgivingaclubdanceinherhonour。Hehadspentdaysindevisingnewandexquisiteeffectsindecorations,entertainment,andsupper。Weeksbeforethefavouredguestshadbeennotified。DaysbeforetheyhadreceivedtheinvitationsaskingthemtoparticipateinthisentertainmentbyPhilipAmmoninhonourofMissCarr。

Theyspokeofitas"Phil"sdanceforEdith!"

Shecouldheartherumbleofcarriagesandthepantingofautomobilesasinasteadystreamtheyrolledtothefrontentrance。Shecouldcatchglimpsesoffloatingdraperiesofgauzeandlace,theflashofjewels,andthepassingofexquisitecolour。Everyonewasnewlyarrayedinherhonourintheloveliestclothing,andthemostexpensivejewelstheycouldcommand。Asshethoughtofitsheliftedherheadatriflehigherandhereyesflashedproudly。

ShewasrobedinaFrenchcreationsuggestedanddesignedbyPhilip。Hehadsaidtoher:"IknowacompetentjudgewhosaysthedistinctivefeatureofJuneisherexquisitebignightmoths。IwantyoutobetheveryessenceofJunethatnight,asyouwillbetheembodimentoflove。Beamoth。Themostbeautifulofthemiseitherthepale-greenLunaortheYellowImperialis。Bemymoonlady,ormygoldEmpress。"

Hetookhertothemuseumandshowedherthemoths。

Sheinstantlydecidedontheyellow。Becausesheknewtheshadeswouldmakehermorestartlinglybeautifulthananyothercolour。Tohimshesaid:"Amoonladyseemssofarawayandcold。Iwouldbeofearthandverynearonthatnight。IchoosetheEmpress。"

Soshematchedthecoloursexactly,wroteouttheideaandforwardedtheordertoPaquin。To-nightwhenPhilipAmmoncameforher,hestoodspeechlessaminuteandthensilentlykissedherhands。

Forshestoodtall,lithe,ofgraceinborn,herdarkwavinghairhighpiledandcrossedbygoldbandsstuddedwithamethystandatonesideanenamelledlavenderorchidrimmedwithdiamonds,whichflashedandsparkled。Thesoftyellowrobeoflightestweightvelvetfittedherformperfectly,whilefromeachshoulderfellagreatvelvetwinglinedwithlavender,andfleckedwithembroideryofthatcolourinimitationofthemoth。Aroundherthroatwasawonderfulnecklaceandonherarmswerebraceletsofgoldsetwithamethystandrimmedwithdiamonds。Philiphadsaidthathergloves,fan,andslippersmustbelavender,becausethefeetofthemothwerethatcolour。Theseaccessorieshadbeenmadetoorderandembroideredwithgold。Ithadbeenarrangedthathermother,Philip"s,andafewbestfriendsshouldreceivehisguests。ShewastoappearwhensheledthegrandmarchwithPhilipAmmon。MissCarrwaspositivethatshewouldbethemostbeautiful,andmostexquisitelygownedwomanpresent。Inherheartshethoughtofherselfas"ImperialisRegalis,"astheYellowEmpress。

InafewmomentsshewouldstunherworldintofeelingitasPhilipAmmonhaddone,forshehadtakenpainsthatthehistoryofhercostumeshouldbewhisperedtoafewwhowouldgiveitcirculation。Sheliftedherheadproudlyandwaited,forwasnotPhilipplanningsomethingunusualandunsurpassedinherhonour?Thenshesmiled。

ButofallthefragmentarythoughtscrossingherbraintheonethatnevercamewasthatofPhilipAmmonastheEmperor。

Philipthekingofherheart;atleastherequalinallthings。

ShewastheEmpress——yes,Philipwasbutamereman,todeviseentertainments,toprovideluxuries,tohumourwhims,tokisshands!

"Ah,myluck!"criedavoicebehindher。

EdithCarrturnedandsmiled。

"Ithoughtyouwereontheocean,"shesaid。

"Ionlyreachedthedock,"repliedtheman,"whenIhadaletterthatrecalledmebythefirstlimited。"

"Oh!Importantbusiness?"

"Theonlybusinessofanyimportanceinalltheworldtome。I"mtriumphantthatIcame。Edith,youarethemostsuperbwomanineveryrespectthatIhaveeverseen。

Oneglimpseisworththewholejourney。"

"Youlikemydress?"Shemovedtowardhimandturned,liftingherarms。"Doyouknowwhatitisintendedtorepresent?"

"Yes,PollyAmmontoldme。IknewwhenIheardaboutithowyouwouldlook,soIstartedasleuthhunt,togetthefirstpeep。Edith,Icanbecomeintoxicatedmerelywithlookingatyouto-night。"

Hehalf-closedhiseyesandsmilinglystaredstraightather。

Hewastallerthanshe,aleanman,withclose-croppedlighthair,steel-grayeyes,asquarechinand"manoftheworld"

writtenalloverhim。

EdithCarrflushed。"Ithoughtyourealizedwhenyouwentawaythatyouweretostopthat,HartHenderson,"

shecried。

"Idid,butthisletterofwhichItellyoucalledmebacktostartitalloveragain。"

Shecameastepcloser。"Whowrotethatletter,andwhatdiditcontainconcerningme?"shedemanded。

"Oneofyourmostintimatechumswroteit。ItcontainedthehazardthatpossiblyIhadgivenuptoosoon。ItsaidthatinafitofpetulanceyouhadbrokenyourengagementwithAmmontwicethiswinter,andhehadcomebackbecauseheknewyoudidnotreallymeanit。IthoughtdeeplythereonthedockwhenIreadthat,andmyboatsailedwithoutme。

Iarguedthatanythingsoweakasanengagementtwicebrokenandpatchedupagainwasamightyfrailaffairindeed,andlikelytosmashcompletelyatanytime,soIcameontherun。

IsaidonceIwouldnotseeyoumarryanyotherman。

BecauseIcouldnotbearit,Iplannedtogointoexileofanysorttoescapethat。Ihavechangedmymind。Ihavecomebacktohauntyouuntiltheceremonyisover。ThenIgo,notbefore。Iwasinsane!"

Thegirllaughedmerrily。"Nothalfsoinsaneasyouarenow,Hart!"shecriedgaily。"YouknowthatPhilipAmmonhasbeendevotedtomeallmylife。NowI"lltellyousomethingelse,becausethislooksseriousforyou。

Ilovehimwithallmyheart。Notwhilehelivesshallheknowit,andIwilllaughathimifyoutellhim,butthefactremains:Iintendtomarryhim,butnodoubtIshallteasehimconstantly。It"sgoodforamantobeuncertain。

IfyoucouldseePhilip"sfaceatthequarterlyreturnofhisring,youwouldunderstandthefunofit。Youhadbetterhavetakenyourboat。"

"Possibly,"saidHendersoncalmly。"Butyouaretheonlywomanintheworldforme,andwhileyouarefree,asInowseemylight,Iremainnearyou。Youknowtheoldadage。"

"ButI"mnot`free!""criedEdithCarr。"I"mtellingyouIamnot。ThisnightismypublicacknowledgmentthatPhilandIarepromised,asourworldhassurmisedsincewewerechildren。Thatpromiseisanactualfact,becauseofwhatIjusthavetoldyou。Mylittlefitsoftemperdon"tcountwithPhil。He"sbeenrearedonthem。

Infact,Iofteninventoneinaperfectcalmtoseehimperform。Heisthemostamusingspectacle。But,please,please,dounderstandthatIlovehim,andalwaysshall,andthatweshallbemarried。"

"Justthesame,I"llwaitandseeitanaccomplishedfact,"saidHenderson。"AndEdith,becauseIloveyou,withthesortofloveitisworthawoman"swhiletoinspire,Iwantyourhappinessbeforemyown。SoI

amgoingtosaythistoyou,forIneverdreamedyouwerecapableofthefeelingyouhavedisplayedforPhil。

Ifyoudolovehim,andhavelovedhimalways,adisappointmentwouldcutyoudeeperthanyouknow。

Gocarefulfromnowon!Don"tstrainthatpatchedengagementofyoursanyfurther。I"veknownPhilipallmylife。I"veknownhimthroughboyhood,incollege,andsince。Allmenrespecthim。Wheretherestofusconfessoursins,hestandsclean。Youcangotohisarmswithnothingtoforgive。Markthisthing!Ihaveheardhimsay,`Edithismyslogan,"andIhaveseenhimmarchhomestronginthestrengthofhisloveforyou,inthefaceoftemptationsbeforewhicheveryothermanofusfell。

Beforethegods!thatoughttobeworthsomethingtoagirl,ifshereallyisthedelicate,sensitive,refinedthingshewouldhavemanbelieve。Itwouldtakeawomanwiththeorganismofanostrichtoenduresomeofthemenhereto-night,ifsheknewthemasIdo;butPhilissoundtothecore。SothisiswhatIwouldsaytoyou:first,yourinstinctsarerightinlovinghim,whynotlethimfeelitinthewaysawomanknows?

Second,don"tbreakyourengagementagain。Asmenknowtheman,anyofuswouldbeafraidtothesoul。

Helovesyou,yes!Heislong-sufferingforyou,yes!

Butmenknowhehasalimit。Whenthelimitisreached,hewillstandfast,andallthepowerscan"tmovehim。Youdon"tseemtothinkit,butyoucangotoofar!"

"Isthatall?"laughedEdithCarrsarcastically。

"No,thereisonethingmore,"saidHenderson。"Hereorhere-after,nowandsolongasIbreathe,Iamyourslave。

YoucandoanythingyouchooseandknowthatIwillkneelbeforeyouagain。Socarrythisinthedepthsofyourheart;noworatanytime,inanyplaceorcondition,merelyliftyourhand,andIwillcome。Anythingyouwantofme,thatthingwillIdo。Iamgoingtowait;ifyouneedme,itisnotnecessarytospeak;onlygivemethefaintestsign。AllyourlifeIwillbesomewherenearyouwaitingforit。"

"Idjit!Yourave!"laughedEdithCarr。"Howyouwouldfrightenme!Whatabugbearyouwouldraise!

BesensibleandgofindwhatkeepsPhil。Iwaswaitingpatiently,butmypatienceisgoing。Iwon"tlooknearlysowellasIdonowwhenitisgone。"

AtthatinstantPhilipAmmonentered。Hewasinfulleveningdressandexceptionallyhandsome。

"Everythingisready,"hesaid;"theyarewaitingforustoleadthemarch。Itisformed。"

EdithCarrsmiledentrancingly。"DoyouthinkIamready?"

Philiplookedwhathethought,andofferedhisarm。

EdithCarrnoddedcarelesslytoHartHenderson,andmovedaway。AttendantspartedthecurtainsandtheYellowEmpressbowingrightandleft,sweptthelengthoftheballroomandtookherplaceattheheadoftheformedprocession。Thelargeopendancingpavilionwasdrapedwithyellowsilkcaughtupwithlilacflowers。

Everycornerwasfilledwithbloomofthosecolours。

Themusicwasplayedbyharpersdressedinyellowandviolet,sotheballopened。

Themidnightsupperwasservedwiththesamecoloursandthelasthalfoftheprogrammewasbeingdanced。

NeverhadgirlbeenmorecomplimentedandpettedinthesamelengthoftimethanEdithCarr。Everyminutesheseemedtogrowmoreworthyofpraise。Apartners"

dancewascalledandthefloorwasfilledwithcoupleswaitingforthemusic。PhilipstoodwhisperingdelightfulthingstoEdithfacinghim。Fromoutofthenight,inatthewidefrontentrancetothepavilion,theresweptinslowwaveringflightalargeyellowmothandflutteredtowardthecentreclusterofglaringelectriclights。

PhilipAmmonandEdithCarrsawitatthesameinstant。

"Why,isn"tthat——?"shebeganexcitedly。

"It"saYellowEmperor!Thisisfate!"criedPhilip。

"ThelastoneElnoraneedsforhercollection。Imusthaveit!Excuseme!"

Herantowardthelight。"Hats!Handkerchiefs!Fans!

Anything!"hepanted。"Everyoneholdupsomethingandstopthat!It"samoth;I"vegottocatchit!"

"It"syellow!HewantsitforEdith!"raninamurmuraroundthehall。Thegirl"sfaceflushed,whileshebitherlipsinvexation。

Instantlyeveryonebeganholdingupsomethingtokeepthemothfromflyingbackintothenight。Onefanheldstraightbeforeitserved,andthemothgentlysettledonit。

"Holdsteady!"criedPhilip。"Don"tmoveforyourlife!"

Herushedtowardthemoth,madeaquicksweepandhelditupbetweenhisfingers。"Allright!"hecalled。"Thanks,everyone!Excusemeaminute。"

Herantotheoffice。

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