第16章
Shedrewawayherhandandswiftlyturnedbacktotheroad。
PhilipAmmon,wordless,startedtowardOnabashaonarun。
Elnoracrossedtheroad,climbedthefenceandsoughttheshelteroftheirownwoods。Shechoseadiagonalcourseandfollowedituntilshecametothepathleadingpastthevioletpatch。Shewentdownthishurriedly。
Herhandswereclenchedatherside,hereyesdryandbright,hercheeksred-flushed,andherbreathcomingfast。
Whenshereachedthepatchsheturnedintoitandstoodlookingaroundher。
Themossesweredry,theflowersgone,weedsafoothighcoveredit。Sheturnedawayandwentondownthepathuntilshewasalmostinsightofthecabin。
Mrs。ComstocksmiledandwaitedinthearbouruntilitoccurredtoherthatElnorawasalongtimecoming,soshewenttothegate。TheroadstretchedawaytowardtheLimberlostemptyandlonely。ThensheknewthatElnorahadgoneintotheirownwoodsandwouldcomeinthebackway。Shecouldnotunderstandwhythegirldidnothurrytoherwithwhatshewouldhavetotell。
Shewentoutandwanderedaroundthegarden。Thenshesteppedintothepathandstartedalongthewayleadingtothewoods,pastthepoolnowframedinathicksettingofyellowlilies。Thenshesaw,andstopped,gaspingforbreath。
Herhandsflewupandherlinedfacegrewghastly。
Shestaredattheskyandthenattheprostrategirlfigure。
Overandovershetriedtospeak,butonlyadrybreathcame。
Sheturnedandfledbacktothegarden。
Inthefamiliarenclosureshegazedaroundherlikeacagedanimalseekingescape。Thesunbeatdownonherbareheadmercilessly,andmechanicallyshemovedtotheshadeofahalf-grownhickorytreethatvoluntarilyhadsproutedbesidethemilkhouse。Atherfeetlayanaxewithwhichshemadekindlingsforfires。Shestoopedandpickeditup。Thememoryofthatpronefiguresobbinginthegrasscaughtherwitharenewedspasm。Sheshuthereyesasiftocloseitout。ThatmadehearingsoacuteshefeltcertainsheheardElnoramoaningbesidethepath。
Theeyesflewopen。Theylookedstraightatafewspindlingtomatoplantssettoonearthetreeandstuntedbyitsshade。Mrs。Comstockwhirledonthehickoryandswungtheaxe。Herhairshookdown,herclothingbecamedisarranged,intheheattheperspirationstreamed,butstrokefellonstrokeuntilthetreecrashedover,grazingacornerofthemilkhouseandsmashingthegardenfenceontheeast。
AtthesoundElnorasprangtoherfeetandcamerunningdownthegardenwalk。"Mother!"shecried。"Mother!
Whatintheworldareyoudoing?"
Mrs。Comstockwipedherghastlyfaceonherapron。
"I"velaidouttocutthattreeforyears,"shesaid。
"Itshadesthebeetsinthemorning,andthetomatoesintheafternoon!"
Elnorautteredonewildlittlecryandfledintohermother"sarms。"Ohmother!"shesobbed。"Willyoueverforgiveme?"
Mrs。Comstock"sarmsswepttogetherinatightgriparoundElnora。
"Thereisn"tathingonGod"sfootstoolfromatoizzardIwon"tforgiveyou,mypreciousgirl!"shesaid。"Tellmotherwhatitis!"
Elnoraliftedherwetface。"Hetoldme,"shepanted,"justassoonashedecentlycould——thatseconddayhetoldme。Almostallhislifehe"sbeenengagedtoagirlathome。Henevercaredanythingaboutme。Hewasonlyinterestedinthemothsandgrowingstrong。"
Mrs。Comstock"sarmstightened。Withashakinghandshestrokedthebrighthair。
"Tellme,honey,"shesaid。"Ishetoblameforasingleoneofthesetears?"
"Notone!"sobbedElnora。"Ohmother,Iwon"tforgiveyouifyoudon"tbelievethat。Notone!Heneversaid,orlooked,ordidanythingalltheworldmightnothaveknown。Helikesmeverymuchasafriend。
Hehatedtogodreadfully!"
"Elnora!"themother"sheadbentuntilthewhitehairmingledwiththebrown。"Elnora,whydidn"tyoutellmeatfirst?"
Elnoracaughtherbreathinasharpsnatch。"IknowIshould!"shesobbed。"Iwillbearanypunishmentfornot,butIdidn"tfeelasifIpossiblycould。Iwasafraid。"
"Afraidofwhat?"theshakinghandwasonthehairagain。
"Afraidyouwouldn"tlethimcome!"pantedElnora。
"Andoh,mother,Iwantedhimso!"
CHAPTERXVIII
WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKEXPERIMENTSWITHREJUVENATION,ANDELNORATEACHESNATURALHISTORY
ForthefollowingweekMrs。ComstockandElnoraworkedsohardtherewasnotimetotalk,andtheywerecompelledtosleepfromphysicalexhaustion。
Neitherofthemmadeanypretenceofeating,fortheycouldnotswallowwithoutaneffort,sotheydrankmilkandworked。ElnorakeptonsettingbaitforCatacolaeandSphinginae,which,unlikethebigmothsofJune,liveseveralmonths。Shetookallthedragonfliesandbutterfliesshecould,andwhenshewentoverthelistforthemanofIndia,shefound,toheramazement,thatwithPhilip"shelpsheoncemorehaditcompletesaveapairofYellowEmperors。
ThiscircumstancewassosurprisingshehadafleetingthoughtofwritingPhilipandaskinghimtoseeifhecouldnotsecureherapair。ShedidtelltheBirdWoman,whofromeverysourceathercommandtriedtocompletetheserieswiththesemoths,butcouldnotfindanyforsale。
"IthinkthemillsoftheGodsaregrindingthisgrist,"
saidElnora,"andwemightaswellwaitpatientlyuntiltheychoosetosendaYellowEmperor。"
Mrs。Comstockinventedwork。Whenshehadnothingmoretodo,shehoedinthegardenalthoughtheearthwashardanddryandtherewerenoplantsthatreallyneededattention。
ThencameanotificationthatElnorawouldbecompelledtoattendaweek"ssessionoftheTeachers"InstituteheldatthecountyseattwentymilesnorthofOnabashathefollowingweek。Thatgavethemsomethingofwhichtothinkandrealworktodo。Elnorawasrequestedtobringherviolin。Asshewasontheprogrammeofoneofthemostimportantsessionsforatalkonnatureworkingradeschools,shewasdriventoprepareherspeech,alsotoselectandpractisesomemusic。Hermotherturnedherattentiontoclothing。
TheywenttoOnabashatogetherandpurchasedasimpleandappropriatefallsuitandhat,goodsforadaintylittlecolouredfrock,andadressskirtandseveralfancywaists。
MargaretSintoncamedownandthesewingbegan。Wheneverythingwasfinishedandpacked,Elnorakissedhermothergood-byeatthedepot,andenteredthetrain。Mrs。Comstockwentintothewaiting-roomanddroppedintoaseattorest。Herheartwassosoreherwholeleftsidefelttender。Shewashalfstarvedforthefoodshehadnoappetitetotake。Shehadworkedindoggeddeterminationuntilshewasexhausted。
Foratimeshesimplysatandrested。Thenshebegantothink。
ShewasgladElnorahadgonewhereshewouldbecompelledtofixhermindonothermattersforafewdays。Sherememberedthegirlhadsaidshewantedtogo。
Schoolwouldbeginthefollowingweek。ShethoughtoverwhatElnorawouldhavetodotoaccomplishherworksuccessfully。Shewouldbecompelledtoariseatsixo"clock,walkthreemilesthroughvaryingweather,leadthehighschoolorchestra,andthenputintheremainderofthedaytravellingfrombuildingtobuildingoverthecity,teachingaspecifiedlengthoftimeeveryweekineachroom。
Shemusthaveherobjectlessonsready,andshemustdoacertainamountofpractisingwiththeorchestra。Thenacoldlunchatnoon,andathree-milewalkatnight。
"Humph!"saidMrs。Comstock,"togetthroughthatthegirlwouldhavetobemadeofcast-iron。IwonderhowIcanhelpherbest?"
Shethoughtdeeply。
"Thelesssheseesofwhatshe"sbeenhavingallsummer,thesoonershe"llfeelbetteraboutit,"shemuttered。
Shearose,wenttothebankandinquiredforthecashier。
"IwanttoknowjusthowIamfixedhere,"shesaid。
Thecashierlaughed。"Youhaven"tbeeninahurry,"
hereplied。"Wehavebeenreadyforyouanytimethesetwentyyears,butyoudidn"tseemtopaymuchattention。
Youraccountisratherflourishing。Interest,whenitgetstocompounding,isquiteamoneybreeder。ComebackheretoatableandIwillshowyouyourbalances。"
Mrs。Comstocksankintoachairandwaitedwhilethecashierreadajumbleoffigurestoher。Itmeantthatherdepositshadexceededherexpensesfromonetothreehundreddollarsayear,accordingtothecattle,sheep,hogs,poultry,butter,andeggsshehadsold。
Theaggregateofthesesumshadbeencompoundinginterestthroughouttheyears。Mrs。Comstockstaredatthetotalwithdazedandunbelievingeyes。Throughhersickheartrushedtherealization,thatifshemerelyhadstoodbeforethatwicketandaskedonequestion,shewouldhaveknownthatallthosebitteryearsofskimpingforElnoraandherselfhadbeenunnecessary。Shearoseandwentbacktothedepot。
"Iwanttosendamessage,"shesaid。Shepickedupthepencil,andwithrashextravagance,wrote,"Foundmoneyatbankdidn"tknowabout。Ifyouwanttogotocollege,comeonfirsttrainandgetready。"
Shehesitatedasecondandthenshesaidtoherselfgrimly,"Yes,I"llpayforthat,too,"andrecklesslyadded,"Withlove,Mother。"Thenshesatwaitingfortheanswer。Itcameinlessthananhour。"Willteachthiswinter。Withdearestlove,Elnora。"
Mrs。Comstockheldthemessagealongtime。Whenshearoseshewasravenouslyhungry,butthepaininherheartwasalittleeasier。Shewenttoarestaurantandatesomefood,thentoadressmakerwheresheorderedfourdresses:twoveryplainevery-dayones,aserviceabledarkgrayclothsuit,andasoftlightgraysilkwithtouchesoflavenderandlace。ShemadeaheavylistofpurchasesatBrownlee"s,andtheremainderofthedayshedidbusinessinherdirectandspiritedway。Atnightshewassotiredshescarcelycouldwalkhome,butshebuiltafireandcookedandateaheartymeal。
Latershewentoutbesidethewestfenceandgatheredanarmfuloftansywhichsheboiledtoathickgreentea。
Thenshestirredinoatmealuntilitwasastiffpaste。
Shespreadasheetoverherbedandbegantearingstripsofoldmuslin。Shebandagedeachhandandarmwiththemixtureandplasteredthesoggy,evil-smellingstuffinathickpoulticeoverherfaceandneck。Shewassotiredshewenttosleep,andwhensheawokeshewashalfskinned。
Shebathedherfaceandhands,didtheworkandwentbacktotown,cominghomeatnighttogothroughthesameprocess。
Bythethirdmorningshewasarawevenred,thefourthshehadfadedtoabrilliantpinkunderthesoothinginfluenceofacreamrecommended。ThatdaycamealetterfromElnorasayingthatshewouldremainwhereshewasuntilSaturdaymorning,andthencometoEllenBrownlee"satOnabashaandstayfortheSaturday"ssessionofteacherstoarrangetheiryear"swork。
SundaywasEllen"slastdayathome,andshewantedElnoraverymuch。ShehadtocalltogethertheorchestraandpractisethemSunday;andcouldnotcomehomeuntilafterschoolMondaynight。Mrs。Comstockatonceansweredthelettersayingthosearrangementssuitedher。
Thefollowingdayshewasapalepink,lateradelicateporcelainwhite。Thenshewenttoahairdresserandhadtheropeofsnowyhairwhichcoveredherscalpwashed,dressed,andfastenedwithsuchpinsandcombsasweredecidedtobemostbecoming。Shetooksamplesofherdresses,wenttoamilliner,andboughtastreethattomatchhersuit,andagraysatinwithlavenderorchidstowearwiththesilkdress。Herlastinvestmentwasaloosecoatofsoftgraybroadclothwithwhitelining,andtouchesoflavenderontheembroideredcollar,andgrayglovestomatch。
Thenshewenthome,restedandworkedbyturnsuntilMonday。Whenschoolclosedonthatevening,Elnora,sotiredshealmosttrembled,camedownthelongwalkafteralatesessionofteachers"meeting,tobestoppedbyamessengerboy。
"There"saladywantstoseeyoumostimportant。
Iamtotakeyoutotheplace,"hesaid。
Elnoragroaned。Shecouldnotimaginewhowantedher,buttherewasnothingtodobutfindout;tiredandanxioustoseehermotherasshewas。
"Thisistheplace,"saidtheboy,andwenthiswaywhistling。
Elnorawasthreeblocksfromthehighschoolbuildingonthesamestreet。Shewasbeforeaquaintoldhouse,freshwithpaintandcoveredwithvines。Therewasalongwidelot,grass-covered,closelysetwithtrees,andabarnandchickenparkatthebackthatseemedtobeoccupied。Elnorasteppedontheverandawhichwasfurnishedwithstrawrugs,bent-
hickorychairs,hangingbaskets,andatablewithawork-
boxandmagazines,andknockedatthescreendoor。
Insideshecouldseepolishedfloors,wallsfreshlypaperedinlow-tonedharmoniouscolours,strawrugsandmadrascurtains。
Itseemedtobearestful,homelikeplacetowhichshehadcome。
Asecondlaterdownanopenstairwaycameatall,dark-eyedwomanwithcheeksfaintlypinkandacrownoffluffysnow-
whitehair。Sheworealavenderginghamdresswithwhitecollarandcuffs,andshecalledassheadvanced:"Thatscreenisn"tlatched!Openitandcomeseeyourbrand-newmother,mygirl。"
Elnorasteppedinsidethedoor。"Mother!"shecried。
"Youmymother!Idon"tbelieveit!"
"Well,youbetter!"saidMrs。Comstock,"becauseit"strue!YousaidyouwishedIwereliketheothergirls"mothers,andI"veshotasclosethemarkasIcouldwithoutanypractice。Ithoughtthatwalkwouldbetoomuchforyouthiswinter,soIjustrentedthishouseandmovedin,tobenearyou,andhelpmoreincaseI"mneeded。
I"veonlylivedhereaday,butIlikeitsowellI"veamortalbignotiontobuytheplace。"
"Butmother!"protestedElnora,clingingtoherwonderingly。
"Youareperfectlybeautiful,andthishouseisalittleparadise,buthowwillweeverpayforit?Wecan"taffordit!"
"Humph!HaveyouforgottenItelegraphedyouI"dfoundsomemoneyIdidn"tknowabout?AllI"vedoneispaidfor,andplentymoretosettleforallI
proposetodo。"
Mrs。Comstockglancedaroundwithsatisfaction。
"Imaygethomesickasapupbeforespring,"shesaid,"butifIdoIcangoback。IfIdon"t,I"llsellsometimberandputafewoilwellswheretheydon"tshowmuch。
Icanhavelandenoughclearedforafewfieldsandputatenantonourfarm,andwewillbuythisandsettlehere。
It"sforsale。"
"Youdon"tlookit,butyou"vesurelygonemad!"
"Justthereverse,mygirl,"saidMrs。Comstock,"I"vegonesane。Ifyouaregoingtoundertakethiswork,youmustbeconvenienttoit。Andyourmothershouldbewhereshecanseethatyouareproperlydressed,fed,andcaredfor。Thisisour——letmethink——reception-room。
Howdoyoulikeit?Thisdoorleadstoyourworkroomandstudy。
Ididn"tdomuchtherebecauseIwasn"tsureofmyway。
ButIknewyouwouldwantarug,curtains,table,shelvesforbooks,andacaseforyourspecimens,soIhadacarpentershelveandenclosethatendofit。Looksprettyneattome。Thedining-roomandkitchenareback,oneofthecowsinthebarn,andsomechickensinthecoop。
Iunderstandthatnoneoftheothergirls"mothersmilkacow,soaneighbourboywilltendtooursforathirdofthemilk。Therearethreebedrooms,andabathupstairs。
Gotakeone,putonsomefreshclothes,andcometosupper。
Youcanfindyourroombecauseyourthingsareinit。"
Elnorakissedhermotheroverandover,andhurriedupstairs。
Sheidentifiedherroombythedressing-case。Therewereaprettyrug,andcurtains,whiteironbed,plainandrockingchairstomatchhercase,ashirtwaistchest,andthebigclosetwasfilledwithheroldclothingandseveralnewdresses。Shefoundthebathroom,bathed,dressedinfreshlinenandwentdowntoasupperthatwasanevidenceofMrs。Comstock"shighestartincooking。
Elnorawassohungrysheateherfirstrealmealintwoweeks。
Butthebiteswentdownslowlybecausesheforgotabouttheminwatchinghermother。
"Howonearthdidyoudoit?"sheaskedatlast。"Ialwaysthoughtyouwerenaturallybrownasanut。"
"Oh,thatwastanandsunburn!"explainedMrs。Comstock。
"IalwaysknewIwaswhiteunderneathit。IhatedtoshademyfacebecauseIhadn"tanythingbutasunbonnet,andIcouldn"tstandforittotouchmyears,soIwentbareheadedandtookallthecolourIaccumulated。
ButwhenIbegantothinkofmovingyouintoyourwork,IsawImustputupanappearancethatwouldn"tdisgraceyou,soIthoughtI"dbestremovethecrust。Ittooksometime,andIhopeImaydiebeforeIeverendurethefeelandthesmellofthestuffIusedagain,butitskinnedmenicely。Whatyounowseeismyownwithalittledustofricepowder,forprotection。I"msortoftenderyet。"
"Andyourlovely,lovelyhair?"breathedElnora。
"Hairdresserdidthat!"saidMrs。Comstock。"Itcostlikesmoke。ButIwatchedher,andwithalittlehelpfromyouIcanwashitalonenexttime,thoughitwillbehardwork。Ilethermonkeywithituntilshesaidshehadfound`mystyle。"ThenItoreitdownandhadhershowmehowtobuilditupagainthreetimes。
Ithoughtmyarmswoulddrop。WhenIpaidthebillforherwork,thetimeI"dtaken,thepins,andcombsshe"dused,Inearlyhadheartfailure,butIdidn"tturnahairbeforeher。Ijustsmiledathersweetlyandsaid,`Howreasonableyouare!"Cometothinkofit,shewas!Shemighthavechargedmetendollarsforwhatshedidquiteaswellasnineseventy-five。Icouldn"thavehelpedmyself。
Ihadmadenobargaintobeginon。"
ThenElnoraleanedbackinherchairandshouted,inagustofheartylaughter,soalittleoftheacheceasedinherbreast。Therewasnotimetothink,theremainderofthatevening,shewassotiredshehadtosleep,whilehermotherdidnotawakenheruntilshebarelyhadtimetodress,breakfastandreachschool。Therewasnothinginthenewlifetoremindheroftheold。Itseemedasiftherenevercameaminuteforretrospection,buthermotherappearedonthescenewithmorework,orsomeentertainingthingtodo。
Mrs。ComstockinvitedElnora"sfriendstovisither,andprovedherselfabrightandinterestinghostess。
Shedigestedasubjectbeforeshespoke;andwhensheadvancedaview,herpointwassuretobeoriginalandterselyexpressed。Beforethreemonthspeoplewaitedtohearwhatshehadtosay。Shekeptherappearancesoinmindthatshemadeahandsomeandadistinguishedfigure。
ElnoranevermentionedPhilipAmmon,neitherdidMrs。Comstock。EarlyinDecembercameanoteandabigboxfromhim。Itcontainedseveralbooksonnaturesubjectswhichwouldbeofmuchhelpinschoolwork,anumberofconveniencesElnoracouldnotafford,andapairofglass-coveredplastercasts,foreachlargemothshehad。Inthesetheupperandunderwingsofmaleandfemaleshowed。Heexplainedthatshewouldbreakherspecimenseasily,carryingthemaroundinboxes。Hehadseentheseandthoughttheywouldbeofuse。Elnorawasdelightedwiththem,andatoncebeganthetediousprocessofsofteningthemountedmothsandfittingthemtothecastsmouldedtoreceivethem。Hertimewassotakeninschool,sheprogressedslowly,sohermotherundertookthiswork。Aftertryingoneortwoverycommononesshelearnedtohandlethemostdelicatewithease。Shetookkeenprideinrelaxingthetensemoths,fittingthemtothecases,polishingtheglasscoverstothelastdegreeandsealingthem。Theresultswerebeautifultobehold。
SoonafterElnorawrotetoPhilip:
DEARFRIEND:
Iamwritingtothankyouforthebooks,andtheboxofconveniencessentmeformywork。Icanuseeverythingwithfineresults。
HopeIamgivinggoodsatisfactioninmyposition。Youwillbeinterestedtolearnthatwhenthesummer"sworkwasclassifiedandpinned,IagainhadmycompletecollectionforthemanofIndia,saveaYellowEmperor。IhavetriedeverywhereIknow,sohastheBirdWoman。Wecannotfindapairforsale。Fateisagainstme,atleastthisseason。Ishallhavetowaituntilnextyearandtryagain。
Thankyouverymuchforhelpingmewithmycollectionandforthebooksandcases。
Sincerelyyours,ELNORACOMSTOCK。
Philipwasdisappointedoverthatnoteandinsteadofkeepingithetoreitintobitsanddroppedthemintothewastebasket。
ThatwaspreciselywhatElnorahadintendedheshoulddo。
ChristmasbroughtbeautifulcardsofgreetingtoMrs。ComstockandElnora,Easterothers,andtheyearranrapidlytowardspring。Elnora"spositionhadbeenintenselyabsorbing,whileshehadworkedwithallherpower。
Shehadmadeawonderfulsuccessandwonnewfriends。
Mrs。Comstockhadhelpedineverywayshecould,soshewasverypopularalso。
Throughoutthewintertheyhadenjoyedthecitythoroughly,andthechangeoflifeitafforded,butsignsofspringdidwonderfulthingstotheheartsofthecountry-bredwomen。
ArestlessnessbeganonbrightFebruarydays,calmedduringMarchstormsandattackedfullforceinApril。Whenneithercouldbearitanylongertheywereforcedtodiscussthematterandadmittheyweregrowingillwithpurehomesickness。
Theydecidedtokeepthecityhouseduringthesummer,buttoreturntothefarmtoliveassoonasschoolclosed。
SoMrs。Comstockwouldpreparebreakfastandlunchandthenslipawaytothefarmtomakeupbedsinherploughedgarden,plantseeds,trimandtendherflowers,andpreparethecabinforoccupancy。ThenshewouldgohomeandmaketheeveningascheerfulaspossibleforElnora;inthesedaysshelivedonlyforthegirl。
BothofthemweregladwhenthelastofMaycameandtheschoolsclosed。Theypackedthebooksandclothingtheywishedtotakeintoawagonandwalkedacrossthefieldstotheoldcabin。Astheyapproachedit,Mrs。ComstocksaidtoElnora:"Youaresureyouwon"tbelonelyhere?"
Elnoraknewwhatshereallymeant。
"Quitesure,"shesaid。"ForatimelastfallIwasgladtobeaway,butthatallworeoutwiththewinter。
SpringmademehomesickasIcouldbe。Icanscarcelywaituntilwegetbackagain。"
Sotheybeganthatsummerastheyhadbegunallothers——withwork。Butbothofthemtookanewjoyineverything,andtheviolinsangbythehourinthetwilight。
CHAPTERXIX
WHEREINPHILIPAMMONGIVESABALLINHONOUROFEDITHCARR,ANDHARTHENDERSONAPPEARSONTHESCENE
EdithCarrstoodinavine-enclosedsideverandaoftheLakeShoreClubHousewaitingwhilePhilipAmmongavesomeimportantorders。InafewdaysshewouldsailforParistoselectawonderfultrousseaushehadplannedforhermarriageinOctober。To-nightPhilipwasgivingaclubdanceinherhonour。Hehadspentdaysindevisingnewandexquisiteeffectsindecorations,entertainment,andsupper。Weeksbeforethefavouredguestshadbeennotified。DaysbeforetheyhadreceivedtheinvitationsaskingthemtoparticipateinthisentertainmentbyPhilipAmmoninhonourofMissCarr。
Theyspokeofitas"Phil"sdanceforEdith!"
Shecouldheartherumbleofcarriagesandthepantingofautomobilesasinasteadystreamtheyrolledtothefrontentrance。Shecouldcatchglimpsesoffloatingdraperiesofgauzeandlace,theflashofjewels,andthepassingofexquisitecolour。Everyonewasnewlyarrayedinherhonourintheloveliestclothing,andthemostexpensivejewelstheycouldcommand。Asshethoughtofitsheliftedherheadatriflehigherandhereyesflashedproudly。
ShewasrobedinaFrenchcreationsuggestedanddesignedbyPhilip。Hehadsaidtoher:"IknowacompetentjudgewhosaysthedistinctivefeatureofJuneisherexquisitebignightmoths。IwantyoutobetheveryessenceofJunethatnight,asyouwillbetheembodimentoflove。Beamoth。Themostbeautifulofthemiseitherthepale-greenLunaortheYellowImperialis。Bemymoonlady,ormygoldEmpress。"
Hetookhertothemuseumandshowedherthemoths。
Sheinstantlydecidedontheyellow。Becausesheknewtheshadeswouldmakehermorestartlinglybeautifulthananyothercolour。Tohimshesaid:"Amoonladyseemssofarawayandcold。Iwouldbeofearthandverynearonthatnight。IchoosetheEmpress。"
Soshematchedthecoloursexactly,wroteouttheideaandforwardedtheordertoPaquin。To-nightwhenPhilipAmmoncameforher,hestoodspeechlessaminuteandthensilentlykissedherhands。
Forshestoodtall,lithe,ofgraceinborn,herdarkwavinghairhighpiledandcrossedbygoldbandsstuddedwithamethystandatonesideanenamelledlavenderorchidrimmedwithdiamonds,whichflashedandsparkled。Thesoftyellowrobeoflightestweightvelvetfittedherformperfectly,whilefromeachshoulderfellagreatvelvetwinglinedwithlavender,andfleckedwithembroideryofthatcolourinimitationofthemoth。Aroundherthroatwasawonderfulnecklaceandonherarmswerebraceletsofgoldsetwithamethystandrimmedwithdiamonds。Philiphadsaidthathergloves,fan,andslippersmustbelavender,becausethefeetofthemothwerethatcolour。Theseaccessorieshadbeenmadetoorderandembroideredwithgold。Ithadbeenarrangedthathermother,Philip"s,andafewbestfriendsshouldreceivehisguests。ShewastoappearwhensheledthegrandmarchwithPhilipAmmon。MissCarrwaspositivethatshewouldbethemostbeautiful,andmostexquisitelygownedwomanpresent。Inherheartshethoughtofherselfas"ImperialisRegalis,"astheYellowEmpress。
InafewmomentsshewouldstunherworldintofeelingitasPhilipAmmonhaddone,forshehadtakenpainsthatthehistoryofhercostumeshouldbewhisperedtoafewwhowouldgiveitcirculation。Sheliftedherheadproudlyandwaited,forwasnotPhilipplanningsomethingunusualandunsurpassedinherhonour?Thenshesmiled。
ButofallthefragmentarythoughtscrossingherbraintheonethatnevercamewasthatofPhilipAmmonastheEmperor。
Philipthekingofherheart;atleastherequalinallthings。
ShewastheEmpress——yes,Philipwasbutamereman,todeviseentertainments,toprovideluxuries,tohumourwhims,tokisshands!
"Ah,myluck!"criedavoicebehindher。
EdithCarrturnedandsmiled。
"Ithoughtyouwereontheocean,"shesaid。
"Ionlyreachedthedock,"repliedtheman,"whenIhadaletterthatrecalledmebythefirstlimited。"
"Oh!Importantbusiness?"
"Theonlybusinessofanyimportanceinalltheworldtome。I"mtriumphantthatIcame。Edith,youarethemostsuperbwomanineveryrespectthatIhaveeverseen。
Oneglimpseisworththewholejourney。"
"Youlikemydress?"Shemovedtowardhimandturned,liftingherarms。"Doyouknowwhatitisintendedtorepresent?"
"Yes,PollyAmmontoldme。IknewwhenIheardaboutithowyouwouldlook,soIstartedasleuthhunt,togetthefirstpeep。Edith,Icanbecomeintoxicatedmerelywithlookingatyouto-night。"
Hehalf-closedhiseyesandsmilinglystaredstraightather。
Hewastallerthanshe,aleanman,withclose-croppedlighthair,steel-grayeyes,asquarechinand"manoftheworld"
writtenalloverhim。
EdithCarrflushed。"Ithoughtyourealizedwhenyouwentawaythatyouweretostopthat,HartHenderson,"
shecried。
"Idid,butthisletterofwhichItellyoucalledmebacktostartitalloveragain。"
Shecameastepcloser。"Whowrotethatletter,andwhatdiditcontainconcerningme?"shedemanded。
"Oneofyourmostintimatechumswroteit。ItcontainedthehazardthatpossiblyIhadgivenuptoosoon。ItsaidthatinafitofpetulanceyouhadbrokenyourengagementwithAmmontwicethiswinter,andhehadcomebackbecauseheknewyoudidnotreallymeanit。IthoughtdeeplythereonthedockwhenIreadthat,andmyboatsailedwithoutme。
Iarguedthatanythingsoweakasanengagementtwicebrokenandpatchedupagainwasamightyfrailaffairindeed,andlikelytosmashcompletelyatanytime,soIcameontherun。
IsaidonceIwouldnotseeyoumarryanyotherman。
BecauseIcouldnotbearit,Iplannedtogointoexileofanysorttoescapethat。Ihavechangedmymind。Ihavecomebacktohauntyouuntiltheceremonyisover。ThenIgo,notbefore。Iwasinsane!"
Thegirllaughedmerrily。"Nothalfsoinsaneasyouarenow,Hart!"shecriedgaily。"YouknowthatPhilipAmmonhasbeendevotedtomeallmylife。NowI"lltellyousomethingelse,becausethislooksseriousforyou。
Ilovehimwithallmyheart。Notwhilehelivesshallheknowit,andIwilllaughathimifyoutellhim,butthefactremains:Iintendtomarryhim,butnodoubtIshallteasehimconstantly。It"sgoodforamantobeuncertain。
IfyoucouldseePhilip"sfaceatthequarterlyreturnofhisring,youwouldunderstandthefunofit。Youhadbetterhavetakenyourboat。"
"Possibly,"saidHendersoncalmly。"Butyouaretheonlywomanintheworldforme,andwhileyouarefree,asInowseemylight,Iremainnearyou。Youknowtheoldadage。"
"ButI"mnot`free!""criedEdithCarr。"I"mtellingyouIamnot。ThisnightismypublicacknowledgmentthatPhilandIarepromised,asourworldhassurmisedsincewewerechildren。Thatpromiseisanactualfact,becauseofwhatIjusthavetoldyou。Mylittlefitsoftemperdon"tcountwithPhil。He"sbeenrearedonthem。
Infact,Iofteninventoneinaperfectcalmtoseehimperform。Heisthemostamusingspectacle。But,please,please,dounderstandthatIlovehim,andalwaysshall,andthatweshallbemarried。"
"Justthesame,I"llwaitandseeitanaccomplishedfact,"saidHenderson。"AndEdith,becauseIloveyou,withthesortofloveitisworthawoman"swhiletoinspire,Iwantyourhappinessbeforemyown。SoI
amgoingtosaythistoyou,forIneverdreamedyouwerecapableofthefeelingyouhavedisplayedforPhil。
Ifyoudolovehim,andhavelovedhimalways,adisappointmentwouldcutyoudeeperthanyouknow。
Gocarefulfromnowon!Don"tstrainthatpatchedengagementofyoursanyfurther。I"veknownPhilipallmylife。I"veknownhimthroughboyhood,incollege,andsince。Allmenrespecthim。Wheretherestofusconfessoursins,hestandsclean。Youcangotohisarmswithnothingtoforgive。Markthisthing!Ihaveheardhimsay,`Edithismyslogan,"andIhaveseenhimmarchhomestronginthestrengthofhisloveforyou,inthefaceoftemptationsbeforewhicheveryothermanofusfell。
Beforethegods!thatoughttobeworthsomethingtoagirl,ifshereallyisthedelicate,sensitive,refinedthingshewouldhavemanbelieve。Itwouldtakeawomanwiththeorganismofanostrichtoenduresomeofthemenhereto-night,ifsheknewthemasIdo;butPhilissoundtothecore。SothisiswhatIwouldsaytoyou:first,yourinstinctsarerightinlovinghim,whynotlethimfeelitinthewaysawomanknows?
Second,don"tbreakyourengagementagain。Asmenknowtheman,anyofuswouldbeafraidtothesoul。
Helovesyou,yes!Heislong-sufferingforyou,yes!
Butmenknowhehasalimit。Whenthelimitisreached,hewillstandfast,andallthepowerscan"tmovehim。Youdon"tseemtothinkit,butyoucangotoofar!"
"Isthatall?"laughedEdithCarrsarcastically。
"No,thereisonethingmore,"saidHenderson。"Hereorhere-after,nowandsolongasIbreathe,Iamyourslave。
YoucandoanythingyouchooseandknowthatIwillkneelbeforeyouagain。Socarrythisinthedepthsofyourheart;noworatanytime,inanyplaceorcondition,merelyliftyourhand,andIwillcome。Anythingyouwantofme,thatthingwillIdo。Iamgoingtowait;ifyouneedme,itisnotnecessarytospeak;onlygivemethefaintestsign。AllyourlifeIwillbesomewherenearyouwaitingforit。"
"Idjit!Yourave!"laughedEdithCarr。"Howyouwouldfrightenme!Whatabugbearyouwouldraise!
BesensibleandgofindwhatkeepsPhil。Iwaswaitingpatiently,butmypatienceisgoing。Iwon"tlooknearlysowellasIdonowwhenitisgone。"
AtthatinstantPhilipAmmonentered。Hewasinfulleveningdressandexceptionallyhandsome。
"Everythingisready,"hesaid;"theyarewaitingforustoleadthemarch。Itisformed。"
EdithCarrsmiledentrancingly。"DoyouthinkIamready?"
Philiplookedwhathethought,andofferedhisarm。
EdithCarrnoddedcarelesslytoHartHenderson,andmovedaway。AttendantspartedthecurtainsandtheYellowEmpressbowingrightandleft,sweptthelengthoftheballroomandtookherplaceattheheadoftheformedprocession。Thelargeopendancingpavilionwasdrapedwithyellowsilkcaughtupwithlilacflowers。
Everycornerwasfilledwithbloomofthosecolours。
Themusicwasplayedbyharpersdressedinyellowandviolet,sotheballopened。
Themidnightsupperwasservedwiththesamecoloursandthelasthalfoftheprogrammewasbeingdanced。
NeverhadgirlbeenmorecomplimentedandpettedinthesamelengthoftimethanEdithCarr。Everyminutesheseemedtogrowmoreworthyofpraise。Apartners"
dancewascalledandthefloorwasfilledwithcoupleswaitingforthemusic。PhilipstoodwhisperingdelightfulthingstoEdithfacinghim。Fromoutofthenight,inatthewidefrontentrancetothepavilion,theresweptinslowwaveringflightalargeyellowmothandflutteredtowardthecentreclusterofglaringelectriclights。
PhilipAmmonandEdithCarrsawitatthesameinstant。
"Why,isn"tthat——?"shebeganexcitedly。
"It"saYellowEmperor!Thisisfate!"criedPhilip。
"ThelastoneElnoraneedsforhercollection。Imusthaveit!Excuseme!"
Herantowardthelight。"Hats!Handkerchiefs!Fans!
Anything!"hepanted。"Everyoneholdupsomethingandstopthat!It"samoth;I"vegottocatchit!"
"It"syellow!HewantsitforEdith!"raninamurmuraroundthehall。Thegirl"sfaceflushed,whileshebitherlipsinvexation。
Instantlyeveryonebeganholdingupsomethingtokeepthemothfromflyingbackintothenight。Onefanheldstraightbeforeitserved,andthemothgentlysettledonit。
"Holdsteady!"criedPhilip。"Don"tmoveforyourlife!"
Herushedtowardthemoth,madeaquicksweepandhelditupbetweenhisfingers。"Allright!"hecalled。"Thanks,everyone!Excusemeaminute。"
Herantotheoffice。