第14章
"Billy,Iseeyourfuture,"saidElnora。"WewilleducateyouandsendyouuptoMr。Ammontomakeagreatlawyer。You"dbeattheworldasaspecialpleader。
YouactuallymakemefeelthatIamdoingthemothsakindnesstotakethem。"
"Andsoyouare!"criedBilly。"Why,justfromwhatyouhavetaughtthemUncleWesleyandAuntMargaretneverthinkofkillingacaterpillaruntiltheylookwhetherit"sthebeautifulJunemothkind,orthehorridtentones。
That"swhatyoucando。Yougostraightahead!"
"Billy,youareajewel!"criedElnora,throwingherarmacrosshisshouldersastheycamedownthepath。
"My,Iwasscared!"saidBillywithadeepbreath。
"Scared?"questionedElnora。
"Yessir-ee!AuntMargaretscaredme。MayIaskyouaquestion?"
"Ofcourse,youmay!"
"Isthatmangoingtobeyourbeau?"
"Billy!No!Whatmadeyouthinksuchathing?"
"AuntMargaretsaidlikelyhewouldfallinlovewithyou,andyouwouldn"twantmearoundanymore。Oh,butIwasscared!Itisn"tso,isit?"
"Indeed,no!"
"Iamyourbeau,ain"tI?"
"Surelyyouare!"saidElnora,tighteningherarm。
"IdohopeAuntKatehasgingercookies,"saidBillywithalittleskipofdelight。
CHAPTERXV
WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKFACESTHEALMIGHTY,ANDPHILIPAMMONWRITESALETTER
Mrs。ComstockandElnorawerefinishingbreakfastthefollowingmorningwhentheyheardacheerywhistledowntheroad。Elnorawithsurprisedeyeslookedathermother。
"CouldthatbeMr。Ammon?"shequestioned。
"Ididnotexpecthimsosoon,"commentedMrs。Comstock。
Itwassunrise,butthemusicianwasPhilipAmmon。
Heappearedstrongerthanonyesterday。
"IhopeIamnottooearly,"hesaid。"Iamconsumedwithanxietytolearnifwehavemadeacatch。Ifwehave,weshouldbeatthebirdstoit。IpromisedUncleDoctoputonmywadersandkeepdryforafewdaysyet,whenIgotothewoods。Let"shurry!Iamafraidofcrows。
Theremightbeararemoth。"
ThesunwastoppingtheLimberlostwhentheystarted。
AstheynearedtheplacePhilipstopped。
"Nowwemustusegreatcaution,"hesaid。"Thelightsandtheodoursalwaysattractnumbersthatdon"tsettleonthebaitedtrees。Everybush,shrub,andlimbmayhideaspecimenwewant。"
Sotheyapproachedwithmuchcare。
"Thereissomething,anyway!"criedPhilip。
"Therearemoths!Icanseethem!"exultedElnora。
"Thoseyouseearefastenough。It"stheonesforwhichyoumustsearchthatwillescape。Thegrassesaredripping,andIhaveboots,soyoulookbesidethepathwhileItaketheoutside,"suggestedAmmon。
Mrs。Comstockwantedtohuntmoths,butshewastimidaboutmakingawrongmovement,soshewiselysatonalogandwatchedPhilipandElnoratolearnhowtheyproceeded。Backinthedeepwoodsahermitthrushwassinginghischanttotherisingsun。Oriolesweresowingthepure,sweetairwithnotesofgold,pouredoutwhileonwing。Therobinswereonlychirpingnow,fortheirmorningsongshadawakenedalltheotherbirdsanhourago。Scoldingred-wingstiltedonhalfthebushes。
Exceptinglatespeciesofhaws,treebloomwasalmostgone,butwildflowersmadethepathborderandallthewoodfloorariotofcolour。Elnora,bornamongsuchscenes,workedeagerly,buttothecityman,recentlyfromahospital,theyseemedtoogoodtomiss。Hefrequentlystoopedtoexamineaflowerface,pausedtolistenintentlytothethrushorliftedhisheadtoseethegoldflashwhichaccompaniedtheoriole"strailingnotes。
SoElnorautteredthefirstcry,asshesoftlyliftedbranchesandpeeredamongthegrasses。
"Myfind!"shecalled。"Bringthebox,mother!"
Philipcamehurryingalso。Whentheyreachedhershestoodonthepathholdingapairofmoths。Hereyeswerewidewithexcitement,hercheekspink,herredlipsparted,andonthehandsheheldouttothemclungapairofdelicateblue-greenmoths,withwhitebodies,andtouchesoflavenderandstrawcolour。
Allaroundherlayflower-brocadedgrasses,behindthedeepgreenbackgroundoftheforest,whilethesunslowlysiftedgoldfromheaventoburnishherhair。Mrs。Comstockheardasharpbreathbehindher。
"Oh,whatapicture!"exultedPhilipathershoulder。
"Sheisabsolutelyandaltogetherlovely!I"dgiveasmallfortuneforthatfaithfullysetoncanvas!"
HepickedtheboxfromMrs。Comstock"sfingersandslowlyadvancedwithit。Elnorahelddownherhandandtransferredthemoths。Philipclosedtheboxcarefully,butthewatchingmothersawthathiseyeswerefollowingthegirl"sface。Hewasnotmakingtheslightestattempttoconcealhisadmiration。
"IwonderifawomaneverdidanythinglovelierthantofindapairofLunamothsonaforestpath,earlyonaperfectJunemorning,"hesaidtoMrs。Comstock,whenhereturnedthebox。
SheglancedatElnorawhowasintentlysearchingthebushes。
"Lookhere,youngman,"saidMrs。Comstock。"Youseemtofindthatgirlofmineaboutright。"
"Icouldsuggestnoimprovement,"saidPhilip。"Ineversawamoreattractivegirlanywhere。Sheseemsabsolutelyperfecttome。"
"Thensupposeyoudon"tstartanyschemecalculatedtospoilher!"proposedMrs。Comstockdryly。"Idon"tthinkyoucan,orthatanymancould,butI"mnottakinganyrisks。Youaskedtocomeheretohelpinthiswork。
Wearebothgladtohaveyou,ifyouconfineyourselftowork;
butit"stheleastyoucandotoleaveusasyoufindus。"
"Ibegyourpardon!"saidPhilip。"Iintendednooffence。
IadmireherasIadmireanyperfectcreation。"
"Andnothinginallthisworldspoilstheaveragegirlsoquicklyandsosurely,"saidMrs。Comstock。Sheraisedhervoice。"Elnora,fastenupthattagofhairoveryourleftear。Thesebushesmussyousoyouremindmeofasheeppokingitsnosethroughahedgefence。"
Mrs。Comstockstarteddownthepathtowardthelogagain,whenshereacheditshecalledsharply:"Elnora,comehere!IbelieveIhavefoundsomethingmyself。"
The"something"wasaCitheroniaRegaliswhichhademergedfromitscaseonthesoftearthunderthelog。
Itclimbedupthewood,itsstoutlegsdraggingabigpursybody,whileitwildlyflappedtinywingsthesizeofaman"sthumb-nail。ElnoragaveonelookandacrywhichbroughtPhilip。
"That"stherarestmothinAmerica!"heannounced。
"Mrs。Comstock,you"vegoneuphead。Youcanputthatinaboxwithascreencoverto-night,andattracthalfadozen,possibly。"
"Isitrare,Elnora?"inquiredMrs。Comstock,asifnooneelseknew。
"Itsurelyis,"answeredElnora。"Ifwecanfinditamateto-night,itwilllayfromtwohundredandfiftytothreehundredeggsto-morrow。WithanyluckatallIcanraisetwohundredcaterpillarsfromthem。
Ididoncebefore。Andtheyareworthadollarapiece。"
"WastheoneIkilledlikethat?"
"No。Thatwasadifferentmoth,butitslifeprocesseswerethesameasthis。TheBirdWomancallsthistheKingofthePoets。"
"Whydoesshe?"
"BecauseitisnamedforCitheronwhowasapoet,andregalisreferstoaking。Youmustn"ttouchitoryoumaystuntwingdevelopment。Youwatchanddon"tletthatmothoutofsight,oranythingtouchit。Whenthewingsareexpandedandhardenedwewillputitinabox。"
"Iamafraiditwillraceitselftodeath,"objectedMrs。Comstock。
"That"sapartofthegame,"saidPhilip。"Itisstartingcirculationnow。Whentherightmomentcomes,itwillstopandexpanditswings。Ifyouwatchcloselyyoucanseethemexpand。"
Presentlythemothfoundaroughprojectionofbarkandclungwithitsfeet,backdown,itswingshanging。
Thebodywasanunusualorangered,thetinywingsweregray,stripedwiththeredandsplotchedhereandtherewithmarkingsofcanaryyellow。Mrs。Comstockwatchedbreathlessly。Presentlysheslippedfromthelogandknelttosecureabetterview。
"Areitswingsdeveloping?"calledElnora。
"Theyaregrowinglargerandthemarkingscomingstrongereveryminute。"
"Let"swatch,too,"saidElnoratoPhilip。
TheycameandlookedoverMrs。Comstock"sshoulder。
Lowerdroopedthegaywings,widertheyspread,brightergrewthemarkingsasiflaidoffingeometricalpatterns。
TheycouldhearMrs。Comstock"stensebreathandseeherabsorbedexpression。
"Youngpeople,"shesaidsolemnly,"ifyourstudyingscienceandtheelementshaseverledyoutofeelthatthingsjusthappen,kindofevolvebychance,asitwere,thissightwillbegoodforyou。Maybeearthandairaccumulate,butittakesthewisdomoftheAlmightyGodtodevisethewingofamoth。Ifthereeverwasamiracle,thiswholeprocessisone。Now,asIunderstandit,thiscreatureisgoingtokeeponspreadingthosewings,untiltheygrowtosizeandhardentostrengthsufficienttobearitsbody。Thenitfliesaway,mateswithitskind,laysitseggsontheleavesofacertaintree,andtheeggshatchtinycaterpillarswhicheatjustthatkindofleaves,andthewormsgrowandgrow,andtakeondifferentformsandcoloursuntilatlasttheyarebigcaterpillarssixincheslong,withlargehorns。Thentheyburrowintotheearth,buildawater-proofhousearoundthemselvesfrommaterialwhichisinsidethem,andliethroughrainandfreezingcoldformonths。Ayearfromegglayingtheycomeoutlikethis,andbegintheprocessalloveragain。
Theydon"teat,theydon"tseedistinctly,theylivebutafewdays,andflyonlyatnight;thentheydropoffeasy,buttheprocessgoeson。"
Ashiveringmovementwentoverthemoth。Thewingsdroopedandspreadwider。Mrs。Comstocksankintosoftawedtones。
"Thereneverwasamomentinmylife,"shesaid,"whenIfeltsointhePresence,asIdonow。IfeelasiftheAlmightyweresoreal,andsonear,thatIcouldreachoutandtouchHim,asIcouldthiswonderfulworkofHis,ifIdared。IfeellikesayingtoHim:`TotheextentofmybrainpowerIrealizeYourpresence,andallitisinmetocomprehendofYourpower。Helpmetolearn,eventhislate,thelessonsofYourwonderfulcreations。
HelpmetounshackleandexpandmysoultothefullestrealizationofYourwonders。AlmightyGod,makemebigger,makemebroader!""
Themothclimbedtotheendoftheprojection,upitalittleway,thensuddenlyreverseditswings,turnedthehiddensidesoutanddroppedthembesideitsabdomen,likealargefly。Theuppersideofthewings,thusexposed,wasfarrichercolour,moreexquisitetexturethantheunder,andtheyslowlyhalfliftedanddroopedagain。
Mrs。ComstockturnedherfacetoPhilip。
"AmIanoldfool,ordoyoufeelit,too?"shehalfwhispered。
"Youarewiserthanyoueverhavebeenbefore,"
answeredhe。"Ifeelit,also。"
"AndI,"breathedElnora。
Themothspreaditswings,shiveredthemtremulously,openingandclosingthemrapidly。PhiliphandedtheboxtoElnora。
Sheshookherhead。
"Ican"ttakethatone,"shesaid。"Giveherfreedom。"
"But,Elnora,"protestedMrs。Comstock,"Idon"twanttolethergo。She"smine。She"sthefirstoneIeverfoundthisway。Can"tyouputherinabigbox,andletherlive,withouthurtingher?Ican"tbeartolethergo。Iwanttolearnallabouther。"
"Thenwatchwhilewegathertheseonthetrees,"saidElnora。
"Wewilltakeherhomeuntilnightandthendecidewhattodo。
Shewon"tflyforalongtimeyet。"
Mrs。Comstocksettledontheground,gazingatthemoth。
ElnoraandPhilipwenttothebaitedtrees,placingseverallargemothsandanumberofsmalleronesinthecyanidejar,andsearchingthebushesbeyondwheretheyfoundseveralpairedspecimensofdifferingfamilies。
WhentheyreturnedElnorashowedhermotherhowtoholdherhandbeforethemothsothatitwouldclimbuponherfingers。Thentheystartedbacktothecabin,ElnoraandPhilipleadingtheway;Mrs。Comstockfollowedslowly,steppingwithgreatcarelestshestumbleandinjurethemoth。Herfaceworealookofcomprehension,inhereyeswasanexaltedlight。Onshecametotheblue-
borderedpoollyingbesideherpath。
Aturtlescrambledfromalogandsplashedintothewater,whileared-wingshouted,"O-ka-lee!"toher。
Mrs。Comstockpausedandlookedintentlyattheslime-
coveredquagmire,framedinaflowerriotandhomedoverbysweet-voicedbirds。Thenshegazedatthethingofincomparablebeautyclingingtoherfingersandsaidsoftly:
"Ifyouhadknownaboutwondersliketheseinthedaysofyouryouth,RobertComstock,couldyoueverhavedonewhatyoudid?"
Elnoramissedhermother,andturningtolookforher,sawherstandingbesidethepool。Wouldtheoldfascinationreturn?Apanicoffearseizedthegirl。
Shewentbackswiftly。
"Areyouafraidsheisgoing?"Elnoraasked。"Ifyouare,cupyourotherhandoverherforshelter。Carryingherthroughthisairandinthehotsunshinewilldryherwingsandmakethemreadyforflightveryquickly。Youcan"ttrustherinsuchairandlightasyoucaninthecooldarkwoods。"
Whileshetalkedshetookholdofhermother"ssleeve,anxiouslysmilingapitifullittlesmilethatMrs。
Comstockunderstood。Philipsethisloadatthebackdoor,returningtoholdopenthegardengateforElnoraandMrs。Comstock。Hereacheditintimetoseethemstandingtogetherbesidethepool。Themotherbentswiftlyandkissedthegirlonthelips。Philipturnedandwasbusilyhuntingmothsontheraspberrybusheswhentheyreachedthegate。Andsoexcellentaretherewardsofattendingyourownbusiness,thathefoundaPrometheaonalilacinacorner;amothofsuchrarewine-coloured,velvetyshadesthatitalmostsentMrs。Comstocktoherkneesagain。
Butthisonewasfullydeveloped,abletofly,andhadtobetakenintothecabinhurriedly。Mrs。ComstockstoodinthemiddleoftheroomholdingupherRegalis。
"NowwhatmustIdo?"sheasked。
ElnoraglancedatPhilipAmmon。Theireyesmetandbothofthemsmiled;hewithamusementatthetall,sparefigure,withdarkeyesandwhitecrown,askingthechildishquestionsoconfidingly;andElnorawithpride。Shewasbeginningtoappreciatethecharacterofhermother。
"Howwouldyouliketositandseeherfinishdevelopment?
I"llgetdinner,"proposedthegirl。
Aftertheyhaddined,PhilipandElnoracarriedthedishestothekitchen,broughtoutboxes,sheetsofcork,pins,ink,paperslipsandeverythingnecessaryformountingandclassifyingthemothstheyhadtaken。WhenthehouseworkwasfinishedMrs。Comstockwithherrufflesatnear,watchingandlistening。Sherememberedalltheysaidthatsheunderstood,andwhenuncertainsheaskedquestions。
Occasionallyshelaiddownherworktostraightensomeflowerwhichneededattentionortosearchthegardenforabugforthegrosbeak。InoneoftheseabsencesElnorasaidtoPhilip:"ThesereplacequiteanumberofthemothsI
lostforthemanofIndia。Withaweekofsuchluck,Icouldalmostbegintotalkcollegeagain。"
"Thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldnothavetheweekandtheluck,"saidhe。"IhavetakenmothsuntilthemiddleofAugust,thoughIsuspectoneismorelikelytofindlateonesinthenorthwhereitiscolderthanhere。
Thenextweekishay-time,butwecancountonafewdouble-broodersandstrays,andbyworkingtheexchangemethodforallitisworth,Ithinkwecancompletethecollectionagain。"
"Youalmostmakemehope,"saidElnora,"butImustnotallowmyself。Idon"ttrulythinkIcanreplaceallI
lost,notevenwithyourhelp。IfIcould,Iscarcelyseemywaycleartoleavemotherthiswinter。Ihavefoundhersorecently,andsheissoprecious,Ican"trisklosingheragain。IamgoingtotakethenaturepositionintheOnabashaschools,andIshallbemosthappydoingthework。
Only,theseareatemptation。"
"Iwishyoumightgotocollegethisfallwiththeothergirls,"saidPhilip。"Ifeelthatifyoudon"tyouneverwill。
Isn"ttheresomeway?"
"Ican"tseeitifthereis,andIreallydon"twanttoleavemother。"
"Well,motherismightygladtohearit,"saidMrs。
Comstock,enteringthearbour。
Philipnoticedthatherfacewaspale,herlipsquivering,hervoicecold。
"Iwastellingyourdaughterthatsheshouldgotocollegethiswinter,"heexplained,"butshesaysshedoesn"twanttoleaveyou。"
"Ifshewantstogo,Iwishshecould,"saidMrs。Comstock,alookofreliefspreadingoverherface。
"Oh,allgirlswanttogotocollege,"saidPhilip。"It"stheonlyproperplacetolearnbridgeandembroidery;nottomentionmidnightlunchesofmixedpicklesandfruitcake,andallthedelightsofthesororities。"
"Ihavethoughtforyearsofgoingtocollege,"saidElnora,"butIneverthoughtofanyofthosethings。"
"Thatisbecauseyoureducationinfudgeandbridgehasbeensadlyneglected,"saidPhilip。"YoushouldhearmysisterPolly!Thiswasherfinalyear!LunchesandsororitieswereallIheardhermention,untilTomLeveringcameondeck;nowheistheleadingsubject。Ican"tseefromherdailyconversationthatsheknowshalfasmuchreallyworthknowingasyoudo,butshe"saheadofyoumilesonfun。"
"Oh,wehadsomegoodtimesinthehighschool,"saidElnora。
"Lifehasn"tbeenallworkandstudy。IsEdithCarracollegegirl?"
"No。Sheistheveryselectestkindofaprivateboarding-
schoolgirl。"
"Whoisshe?"askedMrs。Comstock。
Philipopenedhislips。
"SheisagirlinChicago,thatMr。Ammonknowsverywell,"saidElnora。"Sheisbeautifulandrich,andafriendofhissister"s。Or,didn"tyousaythat?"
"Idon"tremember,butsheis,"saidPhilip。"Thismothneedsanalcoholbathtoremovethedope。"
"Won"tthedowncome,too?"askedElnoraanxiously。
"No。Youwatchandyouwillseeitcomeout,asPollywouldsay,`aperfectlygood"moth。"
"Isyoursisteryoungerthanyou?"inquiredElnora。
"Yes,"saidPhilip,"butsheisthreeyearsolderthanyou。
Sheisthedearestsisterinalltheworld。I"dlovetoseehernow。"
"Whydon"tyousendforher,"suggestedElnora。
"Perhapsshe"dliketohelpuscatchmoths。"
"Yes,IthinkPollyinaVirothat,Picotembroideredfrockandthree-inchheelswouldtakemoremothsthananyonewhoevertriedtheLimberlost,"laughedPhilip。
"Well,youfindmanyofthem,andyouareherbrother。"
"Yes,butthatisdifferent。FatherwasrearedinOnabasha,andhelovedthecountry。HetrainedmehiswayandmothertookchargeofPolly。Idon"tquiteunderstandit。Motherisagreathomebodyherself,butshedidsucceedinmakingPollystrictlyornamental。"
"DoesTomLeveringneeda`strictlyornamental"girl?"
"Youaretoomatteroffact!Too`strictly"material。
Heneedsadarlinggirlwhowilllovehimplenty,andPollyisthat。"
"Well,then,doestheLimberlostneeda`strictlyornamental"girl?"
"No!"criedPhilip。"YouareornamentenoughfortheLimberlost。Ihavechangedmymind。Idon"twantPollyhere。Shewouldnotenjoycatchingmoths,oranythingwedo。"
"Shemight,"persistedElnora。"Youareherbrother,andsurelyyoucareforthesethings。"
"Theargumentdoesnothold,"saidPhilip。"PollyandIdonotlikethesamethingswhenweareathome,butweareveryfondofeachother。Thememberofmyfamilywhowouldgocrazyaboutthisismyfather。Iwishhecouldcome,ifonlyforaweek。I"dsendforhim,butheistiedupinpreparingsomepapersforagreatcorporationcasethissummer。Helikesthecountry。Itwashisvotethatbroughtmehere。"
Philipleanedbackagainstthearbour,watchingthegrosbeakasithuntedfoodbetweenatomatovineandadaylily。Elnorasethimtomakinglabels,andwhenhefinishedthemheaskedpermissiontowritealetter。
Hetooknopainstoconcealhispage,andfromwhereshesatoppositehim,Elnoracouldnotlookhiswaywithoutreading:"MydearestEdith。"Hewrotebusilyforatimeandthensatstaringacrossthegarden。
"Haveyourunoutofmaterialsoquickly?"askedElnora。
"That"saboutit,"saidPhilip。"IhavesaidthatIamgettingwellasrapidlyaspossible,thattheairisfine,thefolksatUncleDoc"sallwell,andentirelytoogoodtome;
thatIamspendingmostofmytimeinthecountryhelpingcatchmothsforacollection,whichissplendidexercise;
nowIcan"tthinkofanotherthingthatwillbeinteresting。"
Therewasaburstofexquisitenotesinthemaple。
"Putinthegrosbeak,"suggestedElnora。"Tellheryouaresofriendlywithhimyoufeedhimpotatobugs。"
Philiploweredthepentothesheet,bentforward,thenhesitated。
"BlestifIdo!"hecried。"She"dthinkagrosbeakwasadepravedpersonwithalargenose。She"dneverdreamthatitwasablack-robedlover,withabreastofsnowandacrimsonheart。Shedoesn"tcareforhungrybabiesandpotatobugs。Ishallwritethattofather。Hewillfinditdelightful。"
Elnoradeftlypickedupamoth,pinneditandplaceditswings。
Shestraightenedtheantennae,dreweachlegintopositionandsetitinperfectlylifelikemanner。Assheliftedherworktoseeifshehaditright,sheglancedatPhilip。
Hewasstillfrowningandhesitatingoverthepaper。
"Idareyoutoletmedictateacoupleofparagraphs。"
"Done!"criedPhilip。"GoslowlyenoughthatIcanwriteit。"
Elnoralaughedgleefully。
"Iamwritingthis,"shebegan,"inanoldgrapearbourinthecountry,nearalogcabinwhereIhadmydinner。
FromwhereIsitIcanseedirectlyintothehomeofthenext-doorneighbouronthewest。HisnameisR。B。Grosbeak。
FromallIhaveseenofhim,heisagentlemanoftheoldschool;theoldestschoolthereis,nodoubt。Healwayswearsablacksuitandcapandawhitevest,decoratedwithonelargeredheart,whichIthinkmustbetheemblemofsomeancientorder。Ihavebeenhereanumberoftimes,andIneverhaveseenhimwearanythingelse,orhiswifeappearinotherthanabrowndresswithtouchesofwhite。
"Ithasappealedtomeattimesthatshewasashadeneglectfulofherhomeduties,buthedoesnotseemtofeelthatway。Hecheerfullystaysinthesitting-room,whilesheisawayhavingagoodtime,andsingswhilehecaresforthefoursmallchildren。Imusttellyouabouthismusic。Iamsureheneversawinsideaconservatory。
Ithinkhemerelypickedupwhatheknowsbyearandwithoutvocaltraining,butthereisatendernessinhistones,adepthofpuremelody,thatIneverhaveheardsurpassed。
ItmaybethatIthinkmoreofhismusicthanthatofsomeothergoodvocalistshereabout,becauseIseemoreofhimandappreciatehisdevotiontohishomelife。
"Ijusthadanencounterwithhimatthewestfence,andinducedhimtocarryasmallgifttohischildren。
WhenIseetheperfectharmonyinwhichhelives,andthedepthofcontentheandthebrownladyfindinlife,Iamalmostpersuadedto——Nowthisisgoingtobepoetry,"saidElnora。"Moveyourpenoverhereandbeginwithaquoteandacap。"
Philip"sfacehadbeenaninterestingstudywhilehewrotehersentences。Nowhegravelysetthepenwheresheindicated,andElnoradictated——
"Buyanicelittlehomeinthecountry,Andsettledownthereforlife。"
"That"sthetruth!"criedPhilip。"It"sasbigatemptationasIeverhad。Goon!"
"That"sall,"saidElnora。"Youcanfinish。Themothsaredone。IamgoinghuntingforwhateverIcanfindforthegrades。"
"Waitaminute,"beggedPhilip。"Iamgoing,too。"
"No。Youstaywithmotherandfinishyourletter。"
"Itisdone。Icouldn"taddanythingtothat。"
"Verywell!Signyournameandcomeon。ButI
forgottotellyouallthebargain。Maybeyouwon"tsendtheletterwhenyouhearthat。Theremainderisthatyoushowmethereplytomypartofit。"
"Oh,that"seasy!Iwouldn"thavetheslightestobjectiontoshowingyouthewholeletter。"
Hesignedhisname,foldedthesheetsandslippedthemintohispocket。
"Wherearewegoingandwhatdowetake?"
"Willyougo,mother?"askedElnora。
"Ihavealittleworkthatshouldbedone,"saidMrs。Comstock。"Couldyouspareme?Wheredoyouwanttogo?"
"WewillgodowntoAuntMargaret"sandseeherafewminutesandgetBilly。Wewillbebackintimeforsupper。"
Mrs。Comstocksmiledasshewatchedthemdowntheroad。
Whatasplendid-lookingpairofyoungcreaturestheywere!
Howfinelyproportioned,howfullofvitality!Thenherfacegrewtroubledasshesawtheminearnestconversation。
Justasshewaswishingshehadnottrustedherpreciousgirlwithsomuchofastranger,shesawElnorastooptoliftabranchandpeerunder。Themothergrewcontent。
Elnorawasthinkingonlyofherwork。Shewastobetrustedutterly。
CHAPTERXVI
WHEREINTHELIMBERLOSTSINGSFORPHILIP,ANDTHETALKINGTREESTELLGREATSECRETS
AfewdayslaterPhiliphandedElnoraasheetofpaperandsheread:"InyourconditionI
shouldthinkthemothhuntingandlifeatthatcabinwouldbeverygoodforyou,butforanysakekeepawayfromthatGrosbeakperson,anddon"tcomehomewithyourheadfullofgrangerideas。Nodoubthehasaremarkablevoice,butIcan"tbearuntrainedsingers,anddon"tyougettheideathataJunesongisperennial。
Youarenothearingthemusichewillmakewhenthefourbabieshavethescarletfeverandthemeasles,andthegaddingwifeleaveshimathometocareforthemthen。
Poorsoul,Ipityher!Howsheexistswhererampantcowsbellowatyou,frogscroak,mosquitoesconsumeyou,thebuttergoestooilinsummerandbricksinwinter,whilethepumpfreezeseveryday,andthereisnoearthlyamusement,andnosociety!Poorthings!
Can"tyouinfluencehimtomove?Nowondershegadswhenshehasachance!Ishoulddie。Ifyouarethinkingofsettlinginthecountry,thinkalsoofawomanwhoissatisfiedwithwhiteandbrowntoaccompanyyou!
Brown!Ofalldeadlycolours!Ishouldgomadinbrown。"
Elnoralaughedwhilesheread。Herfacewasdimpling,asshereturnedthesheet。"Who"sahead?"sheasked。
"Whodoyouthink?"heparried。
"Sheis,"saidElnora。"AreyougoingtotellherinyournextthatR。B。Grosbeakisabird,andthatheprobablywillspendthewinterinawildplumthicketinTennessee?"
"No,"saidPhilip。"IshalltellherthatIunderstandherideasoflifeperfectly,and,ofcourse,Inevershallaskhertodealwithoilybutterandfrozenpumps——"
"——andmeasleybabies,"interpolatedElnora。
"Exactly!"saidPhilip。"AtthesametimeIfindsomuchtocounterbalancethosethings,thatIshouldnotobjecttobearingthemmyself,inviewoftherecompense。
Wheredowegoandwhatdowedoto-day?"
"WewillhavetohuntbesidetheroadsandaroundtheedgeoftheLimberlostto-day,"saidElnora。"Motherismakingstrawberrypreserves,andshecan"tcomeuntilshefinishes。SupposewegodowntotheswampandI"llshowyouwhatisleftoftheflower-roomthatTerenceO"More,thebiglumbermanofGreatRapids,madewhenhewasahomelessboyhere。Ofcourse,youhaveheardthestory?"
"Yes,andI"vemettheO"MoreswhoarefrequentlyinChicagosociety。Theyhavefriendsthere。Ithinkthemoneidealcouple。"
"Thatsoundsasiftheymightbetheonlyone,"saidElnora,"and,indeed,theyarenot。Iknowdozens。
AuntMargaretandUncleWesleyareanother,theBrownleesanother,andmymathematicsprofessorandhiswife。
Theworldisfullofhappypeople,butnooneeverhearsofthem。Youmustfightandmakeascandaltogetintothepapers。Nooneknowsaboutallthehappypeople。
Iamhappymyself,andlookhowperfectlyinconspicuousIam。"
"Youonlyneedgowhereyouwillbeseen,"beganPhilip,whenherememberedandfinished。"Whatdowetaketo-day?"
"Ourselves,"saidElnora。"Ihaveavagabondstreakinmybloodandit"sinevidence。Iamgoingtoshowyouwhererealflowersgrow,realbirdssing,andifIfeelquiterightaboutit,perhapsIshallraiseanoteortwomyself。"
"Oh,doyousing?"askedPhilippolitely。
"Attimes,"answeredElnora。"`Asdothebirds;
becauseImust,"butdon"tbescared。Themooddoesnotpossessmeoften。PerhapsIshan"traiseanote。"
Theywentdowntheroadtotheswamp,climbedthesnakefence,followedthepathtotheoldtrailandthenturnedsouthuponit。ElnoraindicatedtoPhilipthetrailwithremnantsofsaggingbarbedwire。
"Itwastenyearsago,"shesaid。"Iwasalittleschoolgirl,butIwanderedwidelyeventhen,andnoonecared。
Isawhimoften。Hehadbeeninacityinstitutionallhislife,whenhetookthejobofkeepingtimberthievesoutofthisswamp,beforemanytreeshadbeencut。Itwasastrongman"swork,andhewasafrailboy,buthegrewhardierashelivedoutofdoors。Thistrailweareonisthepathhisfeetfirstwore,inthosedayswhenhewasinsanewithfearandeatenupwithloneliness,buthestucktohisworkandwonout。IusedtocomedowntotheroadandcreepamongthebushesasfarasIdared,towatchhimpass。Hewalkedmostly,attimesherodeawheel。
"Somedayshisfacewasdreadfullysad,othersitwassodeterminedalittlechildcouldseetheforceinit,andoncehewasradiant。ThatdaytheSwampAngelwaswithhim。Ican"ttellyouwhatshewaslike。Ineversawanyonewhoresembledher。Hestoppedcloseheretoshowherabird"snest。Thentheywentontoasortofflower-roomhehadmade,andhesangforher。Bythetimeheleft,Ihadgottenboldenoughtocomeoutonthetrail,andImetthebigScotchmanFreckleslivedwith。
Hesawmecatchingmothsandbutterflies,sohetookmetotheflower-roomandgavemeeverythingthere。
Idon"tdarecomealoneoften,soIcan"tkeepitupashedid,butyoucanseesomethingofhowitwas。"
ElnoraledthewayandPhilipfollowed。Theoutlinesoftheroomwerenotdistinct,becausemanyofthetreesweregone,butElnorashowedhowithadbeenasnearlyasshecould。
"Theswampisalmostruinednow,"shesaid。"Themaples,walnuts,andcherriesareallgone。Thetalkingtreesaretheonlythingsleftworthwhile。"
"The`talkingtrees!"Idon"tunderstand,"commentedPhilip。
"Nowonder!"laughedElnora。"Theyaremydiscovery。
Youknowalltreeswhisperandtalkduringthesummer,buttherearetwothathavesomuchtosaytheykeeponthewholewinter,whentheothersaresilent。Thebeechesandoakssolovetotalk,theyclingtotheirdead,dryleaves。Inthewinterthewindsarestiffestandblowmost,sothesetreeswhisper,chatter,sob,laugh,andattimesroaruntilthesoundisdeafening。
Theyneverceaseuntilnewleavescomeoutinthespringtopushofftheoldones。Ilovetostandbeneaththemwithmyeartothetrunks,interpretingwhattheysaytofitmymoods。Thebeechesbranchlow,andtheirleavesaresmallsotheyonlyknowcommonearthlythings;
buttheoaksrunstraightabovealmostallothertreesbeforetheybranch,theirarmsaremighty,theirleaveslarge。
Theymeetthewindsthattravelaroundtheglobe,andfromthemlearnthebigthings。"
Philipstudiedthegirlsface。"Whatdothebeechestellyou,Elnora?"heaskedgently。
"Tobepatient,tobeunselfish,todountoothersasIwouldhavethemdotome。"
"Andtheoaks?"
"Theysay`betrue,"`liveacleanlife,"`sendyoursouluphereandthewindsoftheworldwillteachitwhathonourachieves。""
"Wonderfulsecrets,those!"marvelledPhilip。"Aretheytellingthemnow?CouldIhear?"
"No。Theyareonlygossipingnow。Thisisplay-time。
Theytellthebigsecretstoawhiteworld,whenthemusicinspiresthem。"
"Themusic?"
"Allothertreesareharpsinthewinter。Theirtrunksaretheframes,theirbranchesthestrings,thewindsthemusicians。
Whentheairiscoldandclear,theworldverywhite,andtheharpmusicswelling,thenthetalkingtreestellthestrengthening,upliftingthings。"
"Youwonderfulgirl!"criedPhilip。"Whatawomanyouwillbe!"
"IfIamawomanatallworthwhile,itwillbebecauseIhavehadsuchwonderfulopportunities,"saidElnora。
"NoteverygirlisdriventotheforesttolearnwhatGodhastosaythere。HerearetheremainsofFreckles"sroom。
ThetimetheAngelcameherehesangtoher,andIlistened。