第3章
"Iforgiveyoueverything,Sid.[Groan.]Everythingyou"veeverdonetome.WhenI"mgone——"
"Oh,Tom,youain"tdying,areyou?Don"t,Tom——oh,don"t.Maybe——"
"Iforgiveeverybody,Sid.[Groan.]Tell"emso,Sid.AndSid,yougivemywindow-sashandmycatwithoneeyetothatnewgirlthat"scometotown,andtellher——"
ButSidhadsnatchedhisclothesandgone.Tomwassufferinginreality,now,sohandsomelywashisimaginationworking,andsohisgroanshadgatheredquiteagenuinetone.
Sidflewdown-stairsandsaid:
"Oh,AuntPolly,come!Tom"sdying!"
"Dying!"
"Yes"m.Don"twait——comequick!"
"Rubbage!Idon"tbelieveit!"
Butshefledup-stairs,nevertheless,withSidandMaryatherheels.Andherfacegrewwhite,too,andherliptrembled.Whenshereachedthebedsideshegaspedout:
"You,Tom!Tom,what"sthematterwithyou?"
"Oh,auntie,I"m——"
"What"sthematterwithyou——whatisthematterwithyou,child?"
"Oh,auntie,mysoretoe"smortified!"
Theoldladysankdownintoachairandlaughedalittle,thencriedalittle,thendidbothtogether.Thisrestoredherandshesaid:
"Tom,whataturnyoudidgiveme.Nowyoushutupthatnonsenseandclimboutofthis."
Thegroansceasedandthepainvanishedfromthetoe.Theboyfeltalittlefoolish,andhesaid:
"AuntPolly,itseemedmortified,andithurtsoInevermindedmytoothatall."
"Yourtooth,indeed!What"sthematterwithyourtooth?"
"Oneofthem"sloose,anditachesperfectlyawful."
"There,there,now,don"tbeginthatgroaningagain.Openyourmouth.Well——yourtoothisloose,butyou"renotgoingtodieaboutthat.Mary,getmeasilkthread,andachunkoffireoutofthekitchen."
Tomsaid:
"Oh,please,auntie,don"tpullitout.Itdon"thurtanymore.IwishImayneverstirifitdoes.Pleasedon"t,auntie.Idon"twanttostayhomefromschool."
"Oh,youdon"t,don"tyou?Soallthisrowwasbecauseyouthoughtyou"dgettostayhomefromschoolandgoa-fishing?Tom,Tom,Iloveyouso,andyouseemtotryeverywayyoucantobreakmyoldheartwithyouroutrageousness."Bythistimethedentalinstrumentswereready.TheoldladymadeoneendofthesilkthreadfasttoTom"stoothwithaloopandtiedtheothertothebedpost.Thensheseizedthechunkoffireandsuddenlythrustitalmostintotheboy"sface.Thetoothhungdanglingbythebedpost,now.
Butalltrialsbringtheircompensations.AsTomwendedtoschoolafterbreakfast,hewastheenvyofeveryboyhemetbecausethegapinhisupperrowofteethenabledhimtoexpectorateinanewandadmirableway.Hegatheredquiteafollowingofladsinterestedintheexhibition;andonethathadcuthisfingerandhadbeenacentreoffascinationandhomageuptothistime,nowfoundhimselfsuddenlywithoutanadherent,andshornofhisglory.Hisheartwasheavy,andhesaidwithadisdainwhichhedidnotfeelthatitwasn"tanythingtospitlikeTomSawyer;butanotherboysaid,"Sourgrapes!"andhewanderedawayadismantledhero.
ShortlyTomcameuponthejuvenilepariahofthevillage,HuckleberryFinn,sonofthetowndrunkard.Huckleberrywascordiallyhatedanddreadedbyallthemothersofthetown,becausehewasidleandlawlessandvulgarandbad——andbecausealltheirchildrenadmiredhimso,anddelightedinhisforbiddensociety,andwishedtheydaredtobelikehim.Tomwasliketherestoftherespectableboys,inthatheenviedHuckleberryhisgaudyoutcastcondition,andwasunderstrictordersnottoplaywithhim.Soheplayedwithhimeverytimehegotachance.Huckleberrywasalwaysdressedinthecast-offclothesoffull-grownmen,andtheywereinperennialbloomandflutteringwithrags.Hishatwasavastruinwithawidecrescentloppedoutofitsbrim;hiscoat,whenheworeone,hungnearlytohisheelsandhadtherearwardbuttonsfardowntheback;butonesuspendersupportedhistrousers;theseatofthetrousersbaggedlowandcontainednothing,thefringedlegsdraggedinthedirtwhennotrolledup.
Huckleberrycameandwent,athisownfreewill.Hesleptondoorstepsinfineweatherandinemptyhogsheadsinwet;hedidnothavetogotoschoolortochurch,orcallanybeingmasterorobeyanybody;hecouldgofishingorswimmingwhenandwherehechose,andstayaslongasitsuitedhim;nobodyforbadehimtofight;hecouldsitupaslateashepleased;hewasalwaysthefirstboythatwentbarefootinthespringandthelasttoresumeleatherinthefall;heneverhadtowash,norputoncleanclothes;hecouldswearwonderfully.Inaword,everythingthatgoestomakelifepreciousthatboyhad.Sothoughteveryharassed,hampered,respectableboyinSt.Petersburg.
Tomhailedtheromanticoutcast:
"Hello,Huckleberry!"
"Helloyourself,andseehowyoulikeit."
"What"sthatyougot?"
"Deadcat."
"Lemmeseehim,Huck.My,he"sprettystiff.Where"dyougethim?"
"Boughthimoff"naboy."
"Whatdidyougive?"
"IgiveablueticketandabladderthatIgotattheslaughter-house."
"Where"dyougettheblueticket?"
"Boughtitoff"nBenRogerstwoweeksagoforahoop-stick."
"Say——whatisdeadcatsgoodfor,Huck?"
"Goodfor?Curewartswith."
"No!Isthatso?Iknowsomethingthat"sbetter."
"Ibetyoudon"t.Whatisit?"
"Why,spunk-water."
"Spunk-water!Iwouldn"tgiveadernforspunk-water."
"Youwouldn"t,wouldn"tyou?D"youevertryit?"
"No,Ihain"t.ButBobTannerdid."
"Whotoldyouso!"
"Why,hetoldJeffThatcher,andJefftoldJohnnyBaker,andJohnnytoldJimHollis,andJimtoldBenRogers,andBentoldanigger,andtheniggertoldme.Therenow!"
"Well,whatofit?They"llalllie.Leastwaysallbutthenigger.Idon"tknowhim.ButIneverseeaniggerthatwouldn"tlie.Shucks!NowyoutellmehowBobTannerdoneit,Huck."
"Why,hetookanddippedhishandinarottenstumpwheretherain-waterwas."
"Inthedaytime?"
"Certainly."
"Withhisfacetothestump?"
"Yes.LeastIreckonso."
"Didhesayanything?"
"Idon"treckonhedid.Idon"tknow."
"Aha!Talkabouttryingtocurewartswithspunk-watersuchablamefoolwayasthat!Why,thatain"ta-goingtodoanygood.Yougottogoallbyyourself,tothemiddleofthewoods,whereyouknowthere"saspunk-waterstump,andjustasit"smidnightyoubackupagainstthestumpandjamyourhandinandsay:
"Barley-corn,barley-corn,injun-mealshorts,
Spunk-water,spunk-water,swallerthesewarts,"
andthenwalkawayquick,elevensteps,withyoureyesshut,andthenturnaroundthreetimesandwalkhomewithoutspeakingtoanybody.Becauseifyouspeakthecharm"sbusted."
"Well,thatsoundslikeagoodway;butthatain"tthewayBobTannerdone."
"No,sir,youcanbethedidn"t,becuzhe"sthewartiestboyinthistown;andhewouldn"thaveawartonhimifhe"dknowedhowtoworkspunk-water.I"vetookoffthousandsofwartsoffofmyhandsthatway,Huck.IplaywithfrogssomuchthatI"vealwaysgotconsiderablemanywarts.SometimesItake"emoffwithabean."
"Yes,bean"sgood.I"vedonethat."
"Haveyou?What"syourway?"
"Youtakeandsplitthebean,andcutthewartsoastogetsomeblood,andthenyouputthebloodononepieceofthebeanandtakeanddigaholeandburyit"boutmidnightatthecrossroadsinthedarkofthemoon,andthenyouburnuptherestofthebean.Youseethatpiecethat"sgotthebloodonitwillkeepdrawinganddrawing,tryingtofetchtheotherpiecetoit,andsothathelpsthebloodtodrawthewart,andprettysoonoffshecomes."
"Yes,that"sit,Huck——that"sit;thoughwhenyou"reburyingitifyousay"Downbean;offwart;comenomoretobotherme!"it"sbetter.That"sthewayJoeHarperdoes,andhe"sbeennearlytoCoonvilleandmosteverywheres.Butsay——howdoyoucure"emwithdeadcats?"
"Why,youtakeyourcatandgoandgetinthegraveyard"longaboutmidnightwhensomebodythatwaswickedhasbeenburied;andwhenit"smidnightadevilwillcome,ormaybetwoorthree,butyoucan"tsee"em,youcanonlyhearsomethinglikethewind,ormaybehear"emtalk;andwhenthey"retakingthatfelleraway,youheaveyourcatafter"emandsay,"Devilfollowcorpse,catfollowdevil,wartsfollowcat,I"mdonewithye!"That"llfetchanywart."
"Soundsright.D"youevertryit,Huck?"
"No,butoldMotherHopkinstoldme."
"Well,Ireckonit"sso,then.Becuztheysayshe"sawitch."
"Say!Why,Tom,IKNOWsheis.Shewitchedpap.Papsayssohisownself.Hecomealongoneday,andheseeshewasa-witchinghim,sohetookuparock,andifshehadn"tdodged,he"dagother.Well,thatverynightherolledoff"nashedwher"hewasalayindrunk,andbrokehisarm."
"Why,that"sawful.Howdidheknowshewasa-witchinghim?"
"Lord,papcantell,easy.Papsayswhentheykeeplookingatyourightstiddy,they"rea-witchingyou.Speciallyiftheymumble.Becuzwhentheymumblethey"resayingtheLord"sPrayerbackards."
"Say,Hucky,whenyougoingtotrythecat?"
"To-night.Ireckonthey"llcomeafteroldHossWilliamsto-night."
"ButtheyburiedhimSaturday.Didn"ttheygethimSaturdaynight?"
"Why,howyoutalk!Howcouldtheircharmsworktillmidnight?——andthenit"sSunday.Devilsdon"tslosharoundmuchofaSunday,Idon"treckon."
"Ineverthoughtofthat.That"sso.Lemmegowithyou?"
"Ofcourse——ifyouain"tafeard."
"Afeard!"Tain"tlikely.Willyoumeow?"
"Yes——andyoumeowback,ifyougetachance.time,youkep"mea-meowingaroundtilloldHayswenttothrowingrocksatmeandsays"Dernthatcat!"andsoIhoveabrickthroughhiswindow——butdon"tyoutell."
"Iwon"t.Icouldn"tmeowthatnight,becuzauntiewaswatchingme,butI"llmeowthistime.Say——what"sthat?"
"Nothingbutatick."
"Where"dyougethim?"
"Outinthewoods."
"What"llyoutakeforhim?"
"Idon"tknow.Idon"twanttosellhim."
"Allright.It"samightysmalltick,anyway."
"Oh,anybodycanrunatickdownthatdon"tbelongtothem.I"msatisfiedwithit.It"sagoodenoughtickforme."
"Sho,there"sticksaplenty.Icouldhaveathousandof"emifIwantedto."
"Well,whydon"tyou?Becuzyouknowmightywellyoucan"t.Thisisaprettyearlytick,Ireckon.It"sthefirstoneI"veseenthisyear."
"Say,Huck——I"llgiveyoumytoothforhim."
"Lessseeit."
Tomgotoutabitofpaperandcarefullyunrolledit.Huckleberryvieweditwistfully.Thetemptationwasverystrong.Atlasthesaid:
"Isitgenuwyne?"
Tomliftedhislipandshowedthevacancy.
"Well,allright,"saidHuckleberry,"it"satrade."
Tomenclosedthetickinthepercussion-capboxthathadlatelybeenthepinchbug"sprison,andtheboysseparated,eachfeelingwealthierthanbefore.
WhenTomreachedthelittleisolatedframeschoolhouse,hestrodeinbriskly,withthemannerofonewhohadcomewithallhonestspeed.Hehunghishatonapegandflunghimselfintohisseatwithbusiness-likealacrity.Themaster,thronedonhighinhisgreatsplint-bottomarm-chair,wasdozing,lulledbythedrowsyhumofstudy.Theinterruptionrousedhim.
"ThomasSawyer!"
Tomknewthatwhenhisnamewaspronouncedinfull,itmeanttrouble.
"Sir!"
"Comeuphere.Now,sir,whyareyoulateagain,asusual?"
Tomwasabouttotakerefugeinalie,whenhesawtwolongtailsofyellowhairhangingdownabackthatherecognizedbytheelectricsympathyoflove;andbythatformwastheonlyvacantplaceonthegirls"sideoftheschool-house.Heinstantlysaid:
"ISTOPPEDTOTALKWITHHUCKLEBERRYFINN!"
Themaster"spulsestoodstill,andhestaredhelplessly.Thebuzzofstudyceased.Thepupilswonderedifthisfoolhardyboyhadlosthismind.Themastersaid:
"You——youdidwhat?"
"StoppedtotalkwithHuckleberryFinn."
Therewasnomistakingthewords.
"ThomasSawyer,thisisthemostastoundingconfessionIhaveeverlistenedto.Nomereferulewillanswerforthisoffence.Takeoffyourjacket."
Themaster"sarmperformeduntilitwastiredandthestockofswitchesnotablydiminished.Thentheorderfollowed:
"Now,sir,goandsitwiththegirls!Andletthisbeawarningtoyou."
Thetitterthatrippledaroundtheroomappearedtoabashtheboy,butinrealitythatresultwascausedrathermorebyhisworshipfulaweofhisunknownidolandthedreadpleasurethatlayinhishighgoodfortune.Hesatdownupontheendofthepinebenchandthegirlhitchedherselfawayfromhimwithatossofherhead.Nudgesandwinksandwhisperstraversedtheroom,butTomsatstill,withhisarmsuponthelong,lowdeskbeforehim,andseemedtostudyhisbook.
Byandbyattentionceasedfromhim,andtheaccustomedschoolmurmurroseuponthedullaironcemore.Presentlytheboybegantostealfurtiveglancesatthegirl.Sheobservedit,"madeamouth"athimandgavehimthebackofherheadforthespaceofaminute.Whenshecautiouslyfacedaroundagain,apeachlaybeforeher.Shethrustitaway.Tomgentlyputitback.Shethrustitawayagain,butwithlessanimosity.Tompatientlyreturnedittoitsplace.Thensheletitremain.Tomscrawledonhisslate,"Pleasetakeit——Igotmore."Thegirlglancedatthewords,butmadenosign.Nowtheboybegantodrawsomethingontheslate,hidinghisworkwithhislefthand.Foratimethegirlrefusedtonotice;butherhumancuriositypresentlybegantomanifestitselfbyhardlyperceptiblesigns.Theboyworkedon,apparentlyunconscious.Thegirlmadeasortofnon-committalattempttosee,buttheboydidnotbetraythathewasawareofit.Atlastshegaveinandhesitatinglywhispered:
"Letmeseeit."
Tompartlyuncoveredadismalcaricatureofahousewithtwogableendstoitandacorkscrewofsmokeissuingfromthechimney.Thenthegirl"sinterestbegantofastenitselfupontheworkandsheforgoteverythingelse.Whenitwasfinished,shegazedamoment,thenwhispered:
"It"snice——makeaman."
Theartisterectedamaninthefrontyard,thatresembledaderrick.Hecouldhavesteppedoverthehouse;butthegirlwasnothypercritical;shewassatisfiedwiththemonster,andwhispered:
"It"sabeautifulman——nowmakemecomingalong."
Tomdrewanhour-glasswithafullmoonandstrawlimbstoitandarmedthespreadingfingerswithaportentousfan.Thegirlsaid:
"It"seversonice——IwishIcoulddraw."
"It"seasy,"whisperedTom,"I"lllearnyou."
"Oh,willyou?When?"
"Atnoon.Doyougohometodinner?"
"I"llstayifyouwill."
"Good——that"sawhack.What"syourname?"
"BeckyThatcher.What"syours?Oh,Iknow.It"sThomasSawyer."
"That"sthenametheylickmeby.I"mTomwhenI"mgood.YoucallmeTom,willyou?"
"Yes."
NowTombegantoscrawlsomethingontheslate,hidingthewordsfromthegirl.Butshewasnotbackwardthistime.Shebeggedtosee.Tomsaid:
"Oh,itain"tanything."
"Yesitis."
"Noitain"t.Youdon"twanttosee."
"YesIdo,indeedIdo.Pleaseletme."
"You"lltell."
"NoIwon"t——deedanddeedanddoubledeedwon"t."
"Youwon"ttellanybodyatall?Ever,aslongasyoulive?"
"No,Iwon"tevertellanybody.Nowletme."
"Oh,youdon"twanttosee!"
"Nowthatyoutreatmeso,Iwillsee."Andsheputhersmallhanduponhisandalittlescuffleensued,Tompretendingtoresistinearnestbutlettinghishandslipbydegreestillthesewordswererevealed:"Iloveyou."
"Oh,youbadthing!"Andshehithishandasmartrap,butreddenedandlookedpleased,nevertheless.
Justatthisjuncturetheboyfeltaslow,fatefulgripclosingonhisear,andasteadyliftingimpulse.Inthatvisehewasborneacrossthehouseanddepositedinhisownseat,underapepperingfireofgigglesfromthewholeschool.Thenthemasterstoodoverhimduringafewawfulmoments,andfinallymovedawaytohisthronewithoutsayingaword.ButalthoughTom"seartingled,hisheartwasjubilant.
AstheschoolquieteddownTommadeanhonestefforttostudy,buttheturmoilwithinhimwastoogreat.Inturnhetookhisplaceinthereadingclassandmadeabotchofit;theninthegeographyclassandturnedlakesintomountains,mountainsintorivers,andriversintocontinents,tillchaoswascomeagain;theninthespellingclass,andgot"turneddown,"byasuccessionofmerebabywords,tillhebroughtupatthefootandyieldedupthepewtermedalwhichhehadwornwithostentationformonths.
CHAPTERVII
THEharderTomtriedtofastenhismindonhisbook,themorehisideaswandered.Soatlast,withasighandayawn,hegaveitup.Itseemedtohimthatthenoonrecesswouldnevercome.Theairwasutterlydead.Therewasnotabreathstirring.Itwasthesleepiestofsleepydays.Thedrowsingmurmurofthefiveandtwentystudyingscholarssoothedthesoullikethespellthatisinthemurmurofbees.Awayoffintheflamingsunshine,CardiffHilllifteditssoftgreensidesthroughashimmeringveilofheat,tintedwiththepurpleofdistance;afewbirdsfloatedonlazywinghighintheair;nootherlivingthingwasvisiblebutsomecows,andtheywereasleep.Tom"sheartachedtobefree,orelsetohavesomethingofinteresttodotopassthedrearytime.Hishandwanderedintohispocketandhisfacelitupwithaglowofgratitudethatwasprayer,thoughhedidnotknowit.Thenfurtivelythepercussion-capboxcameout.Hereleasedthetickandputhimonthelongflatdesk.Thecreatureprobablyglowedwithagratitudethatamountedtoprayer,too,atthismoment,butitwaspremature:forwhenhestartedthankfullytotraveloff,Tomturnedhimasidewithapinandmadehimtakeanewdirection.
Tom"sbosomfriendsatnexthim,sufferingjustasTomhadbeen,andnowhewasdeeplyandgratefullyinterestedinthisentertainmentinaninstant.ThisbosomfriendwasJoeHarper.Thetwoboyswereswornfriendsalltheweek,andembattledenemiesonSaturdays.Joetookapinoutofhislapelandbegantoassistinexercisingtheprisoner.Thesportgrewininterestmomently.SoonTomsaidthattheywereinterferingwitheachother,andneithergettingthefullestbenefitofthetick.SoheputJoe"sslateonthedeskanddrewalinedownthemiddleofitfromtoptobottom.
"Now,"saidhe,"aslongasheisonyoursideyoucanstirhimupandI"lllethimalone;butifyoulethimgetawayandgetonmyside,you"retoleavehimaloneaslongasIcankeephimfromcrossingover."
"Allright,goahead;starthimup."
ThetickescapedfromTom,presently,andcrossedtheequator.Joeharassedhimawhile,andthenhegotawayandcrossedbackagain.Thischangeofbaseoccurredoften.Whileoneboywasworryingthetickwithabsorbinginterest,theotherwouldlookonwithinterestasstrong,thetwoheadsbowedtogetherovertheslate,andthetwosoulsdeadtoallthingselse.AtlastluckseemedtosettleandabidewithJoe.Theticktriedthis,that,andtheothercourse,andgotasexcitedandasanxiousastheboysthemselves,buttimeandagainjustashewouldhavevictoryinhisverygrasp,sotospeak,andTom"sfingerswouldbetwitchingtobegin,Joe"spinwoulddeftlyheadhimoff,andkeeppossession.AtlastTomcouldstanditnolonger.Thetemptationwastoostrong.Sohereachedoutandlentahandwithhispin.Joewasangryinamoment.Saidhe:
"Tom,youlethimalone."
"Ionlyjustwanttostirhimupalittle,Joe."
"No,sir,itain"tfair;youjustlethimalone."
"Blameit,Iain"tgoingtostirhimmuch."
"Lethimalone,Itellyou."
"Iwon"t!"
"Youshall——he"sonmysideoftheline."
"Lookhere,JoeHarper,whoseisthattick?"
"Idon"tcarewhosetickheis——he"sonmysideoftheline,andyousha"n"ttouchhim."
"Well,I"lljustbetIwill,though.He"smytickandI"lldowhatIblamepleasewithhim,ordie!"
AtremendouswhackcamedownonTom"sshoulders,anditsduplicateonJoe"s;andforthespaceoftwominutesthedustcontinuedtoflyfromthetwojacketsandthewholeschooltoenjoyit.Theboyshadbeentooabsorbedtonoticethehushthathadstolenupontheschoolawhilebeforewhenthemastercametiptoeingdowntheroomandstoodoverthem.Hehadcontemplatedagoodpartoftheperformancebeforehecontributedhisbitofvarietytoit.
Whenschoolbrokeupatnoon,TomflewtoBeckyThatcher,andwhisperedinherear:
"Putonyourbonnetandletonyou"regoinghome;andwhenyougettothecorner,givetherestof"emtheslip,andturndownthroughthelaneandcomeback.I"llgotheotherwayandcomeitover"emthesameway."
Sotheonewentoffwithonegroupofscholars,andtheotherwithanother.Inalittlewhilethetwometatthebottomofthelane,andwhentheyreachedtheschooltheyhaditalltothemselves.Thentheysattogether,withaslatebeforethem,andTomgaveBeckythepencilandheldherhandinhis,guidingit,andsocreatedanothersurprisinghouse.Whentheinterestinartbegantowane,thetwofelltotalking.Tomwasswimminginbliss.Hesaid:
"Doyouloverats?"
"No!Ihatethem!"
"Well,Ido,too——liveones.ButImeandeadones,toswingroundyourheadwithastring."
"No,Idon"tcareforratsmuch,anyway.WhatIlikeischewing-gum."
"Oh,Ishouldsayso!IwishIhadsomenow."
"Doyou?I"vegotsome.I"llletyouchewitawhile,butyoumustgiveitbacktome."
Thatwasagreeable,sotheycheweditturnabout,anddangledtheirlegsagainstthebenchinexcessofcontentment.
"Wasyoueveratacircus?"saidTom.
"Yes,andmypa"sgoingtotakemeagainsometime,ifI"mgood."
"Ibeentothecircusthreeorfourtimes——lotsoftimes.Churchain"tshuckstoacircus.There"sthingsgoingonatacircusallthetime.I"mgoingtobeaclowninacircuswhenIgrowup."
"Oh,areyou!Thatwillbenice.They"resolovely,allspottedup."
"Yes,that"sso.Andtheygetslathersofmoney——mostadollaraday,BenRogerssays.Say,Becky,wasyoueverengaged?"
"What"sthat?"
"Why,engagedtobemarried."
"No."
"Wouldyouliketo?"
"Ireckonso.Idon"tknow.Whatisitlike?"
"Like?Whyitain"tlikeanything.Youonlyjusttellaboyyouwon"teverhaveanybodybuthim,evereverever,andthenyoukissandthat"sall.Anybodycandoit."
"Kiss?Whatdoyoukissfor?"
"Why,that,youknow,isto——well,theyalwaysdothat."
"Everybody?"
"Why,yes,everybodythat"sinlovewitheachother.DoyourememberwhatIwroteontheslate?"
"Ye——yes."
"Whatwasit?"
"Isha"n"ttellyou."
"ShallItellyou?"
"Ye——yes——butsomeothertime."
"No,now."
"No,notnow——to-morrow."
"Oh,no,now.Please,Becky——I"llwhisperit,I"llwhisperiteversoeasy."
Beckyhesitating,Tomtooksilenceforconsent,andpassedhisarmaboutherwaistandwhisperedthetaleeversosoftly,withhismouthclosetoherear.Andthenheadded:
"Nowyouwhisperittome——justthesame."
Sheresisted,forawhile,andthensaid:
"Youturnyourfaceawaysoyoucan"tsee,andthenIwill.Butyoumustn"tevertellanybody——willyou,Tom?Nowyouwon"t,willyou?"
"No,indeed,indeedIwon"t.Now,Becky."
Heturnedhisfaceaway.Shebenttimidlyaroundtillherbreathstirredhiscurlsandwhispered,"I——love——you!"
Thenshesprangawayandranaroundandaroundthedesksandbenches,withTomafterher,andtookrefugeinacorneratlast,withherlittlewhiteaprontoherface.Tomclaspedheraboutherneckandpleaded:
"Now,Becky,it"salldone——alloverbutthekiss.Don"tyoubeafraidofthat——itain"tanythingatall.Please,Becky."Andhetuggedatherapronandthehands.
Byandbyshegaveup,andletherhandsdrop;herface,allglowingwiththestruggle,cameupandsubmitted.Tomkissedtheredlipsandsaid:
"Nowit"salldone,Becky.Andalwaysafterthis,youknow,youain"tevertoloveanybodybutme,andyouain"tevertomarryanybodybutme,everneverandforever.Willyou?"
"No,I"llneverloveanybodybutyou,Tom,andI"llnevermarryanybodybutyou——andyouain"ttoevermarryanybodybutme,either."
"Certainly.Ofcourse.That"spartofit.Andalwayscomingtoschoolorwhenwe"regoinghome,you"retowalkwithme,whenthereain"tanybodylooking——andyouchoosemeandIchooseyouatparties,becausethat"sthewayyoudowhenyou"reengaged."
"It"ssonice.Ineverheardofitbefore."
"Oh,it"seversogay!Why,meandAmyLawrence——"
ThebigeyestoldTomhisblunderandhestopped,confused.
"Oh,Tom!ThenIain"tthefirstyou"veeverbeenengagedto!"
Thechildbegantocry.Tomsaid:
"Oh,don"tcry,Becky,Idon"tcareforheranymore."
"Yes,youdo,Tom——youknowyoudo."
Tomtriedtoputhisarmaboutherneck,butshepushedhimawayandturnedherfacetothewall,andwentoncrying.Tomtriedagain,withsoothingwordsinhismouth,andwasrepulsedagain.Thenhispridewasup,andhestrodeawayandwentoutside.Hestoodabout,restlessanduneasy,forawhile,glancingatthedoor,everynowandthen,hopingshewouldrepentandcometofindhim.Butshedidnot.Thenhebegantofeelbadlyandfearthathewasinthewrong.Itwasahardstrugglewithhimtomakenewadvances,now,buthenervedhimselftoitandentered.Shewasstillstandingbackthereinthecorner,sobbing,withherfacetothewall.Tom"sheartsmotehim.Hewenttoherandstoodamoment,notknowingexactlyhowtoproceed.Thenhesaidhesitatingly:
"Becky,I——Idon"tcareforanybodybutyou."
Noreply——butsobs.
"Becky"——pleadingly."Becky,won"tyousaysomething?"
Moresobs.
Tomgotouthischiefestjewel,abrassknobfromthetopofanandiron,andpasseditaroundhersothatshecouldseeit,andsaid:
"Please,Becky,won"tyoutakeit?"
Shestruckittothefloor.ThenTommarchedoutofthehouseandoverthehillsandfaraway,toreturntoschoolnomorethatday.PresentlyBeckybegantosuspect.Sherantothedoor;hewasnotinsight;sheflewaroundtotheplay-yard;hewasnotthere.Thenshecalled:
"Tom!Comeback,Tom!"
Shelistenedintently,buttherewasnoanswer.Shehadnocompanionsbutsilenceandloneliness.Soshesatdowntocryagainandupbraidherself;andbythistimethescholarsbegantogatheragain,andshehadtohidehergriefsandstillherbrokenheartandtakeupthecrossofalong,dreary,achingafternoon,withnoneamongthestrangersabouthertoexchangesorrowswith.
CHAPTERVIII
TOMdodgedhitherandthitherthroughlanesuntilhewaswelloutofthetrackofreturningscholars,andthenfellintoamoodyjog.Hecrossedasmall"branch"twoorthreetimes,becauseofaprevailingjuvenilesuperstitionthattocrosswaterbaffledpursuit.HalfanhourlaterhewasdisappearingbehindtheDouglasmansiononthesummitofCardiffHill,andtheschool-housewashardlydistinguishableawayoffinthevalleybehindhim.Heenteredadensewood,pickedhispathlesswaytothecentreofit,andsatdownonamossyspotunderaspreadingoak.Therewasnotevenazephyrstirring;thedeadnoondayheathadevenstilledthesongsofthebirds;naturelayinatrancethatwasbrokenbynosoundbuttheoccasionalfar-offhammeringofawoodpecker,andthisseemedtorenderthepervadingsilenceandsenseoflonelinessthemoreprofound.Theboy"ssoulwassteepedinmelancholy;hisfeelingswereinhappyaccordwithhissurroundings.Hesatlongwithhiselbowsonhiskneesandhischininhishands,meditating.Itseemedtohimthatlifewasbutatrouble,atbest,andhemorethanhalfenviedJimmyHodges,solatelyreleased;itmustbeverypeaceful,hethought,tolieandslumberanddreamforeverandever,withthewindwhisperingthroughthetreesandcaressingthegrassandtheflowersoverthegrave,andnothingtobotherandgrieveabout,everanymore.IfheonlyhadacleanSunday-schoolrecordhecouldbewillingtogo,andbedonewithitall.Nowastothisgirl.Whathadhedone?Nothing.Hehadmeantthebestintheworld,andbeentreatedlikeadog——likeaverydog.Shewouldbesorrysomeday——maybewhenitwastoolate.Ah,ifhecouldonlydieTEMPORARILY!
Buttheelasticheartofyouthcannotbecompressedintooneconstrainedshapelongatatime.Tompresentlybegantodriftinsensiblybackintotheconcernsofthislifeagain.Whatifheturnedhisback,now,anddisappearedmysteriously?Whatifhewentaway——eversofaraway,intounknowncountriesbeyondtheseas——andnevercamebackanymore!Howwouldshefeelthen!Theideaofbeingaclownrecurredtohimnow,onlytofillhimwithdisgust.Forfrivolityandjokesandspottedtightswereanoffense,whentheyintrudedthemselvesuponaspiritthatwasexaltedintothevagueaugustrealmoftheromantic.No,hewouldbeasoldier,andreturnafterlongyears,allwar-wornandillustrious.No——betterstill,hewouldjointheIndians,andhuntbuffaloesandgoonthewarpathinthemountainrangesandthetracklessgreatplainsoftheFarWest,andawayinthefuturecomebackagreatchief,bristlingwithfeathers,hideouswithpaint,andpranceintoSunday-school,somedrowsysummermorning,withablood-curdlingwar-whoop,andseartheeyeballsofallhiscompanionswithunappeasableenvy.Butno,therewassomethinggaudiereventhanthis.Hewouldbeapirate!Thatwasit!nowhisfuturelayplainbeforehim,andglowingwithunimaginablesplendor.Howhisnamewouldfilltheworld,andmakepeopleshudder!Howgloriouslyhewouldgoplowingthedancingseas,inhislong,low,black-hulledracer,theSpiritofthestorm,withhisgrislyflagflyingatthefore!Andatthezenithofhisfame,howhewouldsuddenlyappearattheoldvillageandstalkintochurch,brownandweather-beaten,inhisblackvelvetdoubletandtrunks,hisgreatjack-boots,hiscrimsonsash,hisbeltbristlingwithhorse-pistols,hiscrime-rustedcutlassathisside,hisslouchhatwithwavingplumes,hisblackflagunfurled,withtheskullandcrossbonesonit,andhearwithswellingecstasythewhisperings,"It"sTomSawyerthePirate!——theBlackAvengeroftheSpanishMain!"
Yes,itwassettled;hiscareerwasdetermined.Hewouldrunawayfromhomeandenteruponit.Hewouldstarttheverynextmorning.Thereforehemustnowbegintogetready.Hewouldcollecthisresourcestogether.HewenttoarottenlognearathandandbegantodigunderoneendofitwithhisBarlowknife.Hesoonstruckwoodthatsoundedhollow.Heputhishandthereandutteredthisincantationimpressively:
"Whathasn"tcomehere,come!What"shere,stayhere!"
Thenhescrapedawaythedirt,andexposedapineshingle.Hetookitupanddisclosedashapelylittletreasure-housewhosebottomandsideswereofshingles.Initlayamarble.Tom"sastonishmentwasboundless!Hescratchedhisheadwithaperplexedair,andsaid:
"Well,thatbeatsanything!"
Thenhetossedthemarbleawaypettishly,andstoodcogitating.Thetruthwas,thatasuperstitionofhishadfailed,here,whichheandallhiscomradeshadalwayslookeduponasinfallible.Ifyouburiedamarblewithcertainnecessaryincantations,andleftitaloneafortnight,andthenopenedtheplacewiththeincantationhehadjustused,youwouldfindthatallthemarblesyouhadeverlosthadgatheredthemselvestogetherthere,meantime,nomatterhowwidelytheyhadbeenseparated.Butnow,thisthinghadactuallyandunquestionablyfailed.Tom"swholestructureoffaithwasshakentoitsfoundations.Hehadmanyatimeheardofthisthingsucceedingbutneverofitsfailingbefore.Itdidnotoccurtohimthathehadtrieditseveraltimesbefore,himself,butcouldneverfindthehiding-placesafterward.Hepuzzledoverthemattersometime,andfinallydecidedthatsomewitchhadinterferedandbrokenthecharm.Hethoughthewouldsatisfyhimselfonthatpoint;sohesearchedaroundtillhefoundasmallsandyspotwithalittlefunnel-shapeddepressioninit.Helaidhimselfdownandputhismouthclosetothisdepressionandcalled——
"Doodle-bug,doodle-bug,tellmewhatIwanttoknow!
Doodle-bug,doodle-bug,tellmewhatIwanttoknow!"
Thesandbegantowork,andpresentlyasmallblackbugappearedforasecondandthendartedunderagaininafright.
"Hedasn"ttell!Soitwasawitchthatdoneit.Ijustknowedit."
Hewellknewthefutilityoftryingtocontendagainstwitches,sohegaveupdiscouraged.Butitoccurredtohimthathemightaswellhavethemarblehehadjustthrownaway,andthereforehewentandmadeapatientsearchforit.Buthecouldnotfindit.Nowhewentbacktohistreasure-houseandcarefullyplacedhimselfjustashehadbeenstandingwhenhetossedthemarbleaway;thenhetookanothermarblefromhispocketandtosseditinthesameway,saying:
"Brother,gofindyourbrother!"
Hewatchedwhereitstopped,andwentthereandlooked.Butitmusthavefallenshortorgonetoofar;sohetriedtwicemore.Thelastrepetitionwassuccessful.Thetwomarbleslaywithinafootofeachother.
Justheretheblastofatoytintrumpetcamefaintlydownthegreenaislesoftheforest.Tomflungoffhisjacketandtrousers,turnedasuspenderintoabelt,rakedawaysomebrushbehindtherottenlog,disclosingarudebowandarrow,alathswordandatintrumpet,andinamomenthadseizedthesethingsandboundedaway,barelegged,withflutteringshirt.Hepresentlyhaltedunderagreatelm,blewanansweringblast,andthenbegantotiptoeandlookwarilyout,thiswayandthat.Hesaidcautiously——toanimaginarycompany:
"Hold,mymerrymen!KeephidtillIblow."
NowappearedJoeHarper,asairilycladandelaboratelyarmedasTom.Tomcalled:
"Hold!WhocomeshereintoSherwoodForestwithoutmypass?"
"GuyofGuisbornewantsnoman"spass.Whoartthouthat——that——"
"Darestoholdsuchlanguage,"saidTom,prompting——fortheytalked"bythebook,"frommemory.
"Whoartthouthatdarestoholdsuchlanguage?"
"I,indeed!IamRobinHood,asthycaitiffcarcasesoonshallknow."
"Thenartthouindeedthatfamousoutlaw?RightgladlywillIdisputewiththeethepassesofthemerrywood.Haveatthee!"